The Christian Satanic Bible

Adam Jeremy Capps

The Christian Satanic Bible

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By
Adam Jeremy Capps

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Adam Capps
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2012 Adam Jeremy Capps.

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For a place to call home.

Through the practice of duality and the worship of perfection the ChristianSatanist is capable of all things.

DISCLAIMER: IT?S MAKER CANNOT REACH IT?S

DEPTH OR IT?S HIEGHT.
The Christian Satanic Bible

In Book One

0. To Thorn a Name.
1. Foremost Beliefs.
2. Christian-Satanic Feminism.
3. Things Not Considered.
4. In Light of the Third Person.
5. The Magical Magnets for Successful Environmental and Social
Harmonization -or- The
Standard of the Worldly Oppositionist T.E.
6. The Oppositionist Spells.
7. Useful Elements to Oppositionist Magic.
8. Magic Augmenters.
9. Occult Journal.
10. Magic Practices.
11. Oppositionist Ritual.
12. Church Policy.
13. Church Membership.
14. Church Organization.

15. Christian-Satanic Aesthetics.

16. The Song of Adam.

In Book Two

0. The Place I?ll Return To Someday.

1. Foremost Practice.
2. For Sale: Time!
3. The Parables of Adam Capps.
4. Brought Into One Bible.
5. The Magical Rod For Successful Social And Environmental
Harmonization -or- The Standard
Of The Worldly Oppositional Cult T.E..
6. The 5 Attributes of the Christian Satanic Warrior: A Vegetas!
7. The Circle of 16.
8. Atums.
9. Occult Grimoire.

10. Magical Practices.

11. Treasures.
12. Cult Policy.
13. Worldly Oppositional Cult Membership.
14. Worldly Oppositional Cult Organization.
15. Testament.
16. The Book of Jeremy.

Lettered Contents of Book One:

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A: Values That Feed the Saint

B: Vices Which Poison the Saints
C: Granted Freedom of the Christian Satanist
D: The Nine Christian-Satanic Spectrum-Based Rules of the Church
E: Hexagon: The Six Turning Round-About Oppositionist Goals

F: The Eight Oppositionist Sins

G: The Oppositionist Ascension
H: Feeding the Beast
I: The Twelve Assertions of the Oppositionist
J: Satanic Waters: Part One
K: The Dictum of Pride and Strength: A Klingos!
L: Shedding the Old Skin: The Satanic Circumcision
M: Castle
N: Of Dragons and Apes: The Male Personality
O: The Worldly Oppositionist Dimension
P: The Devil?s Cup

Lettered Contents of Book Two:

A: Values That Supply the Being
B: Vices That Rob the Being
C: Christian Satanic Rights
D: Rules of Survival

E: Methods of Obtaining Results From Any Goal

F: The Sins of Jeremiah
G: The Abstract Realization of the Worldly Oppositional Church
H: Supplementing the Beast
I: A C.S. Discipleship
J: Satanic Waters: Part Two
K: The Dictum of Logic: A Vulcos!
L: True Occult Esthetics
M: Castle
N: The C.S. Barter System
O: The Christian Satanic Dimension
P: The Return
Contents of Book Three (All Lettered):
A. An Undefined Faith
B. Dimensionaries
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C. The Truth About Christianity

D. All Roads Lead To You!
E. Preparation for the Christian Satanic Church
F. Politics
G. About Balance
H. The Gluttonous Beast
I. The Love of the Sun
J. The Drowning Waters, Part 3
K. Prophesies
L. Time
M. Gifted Contentment
N. The Everyday Martyrdom of a Christian Satanist
O. The Global Bible Project
P. God-Given Wealth
Q. The Permissible and Impermissible
R. The Satanic Eden

S. Live and Learn

T. The God of Truth
U. Christian Satanism Is
V. On being successful
W. Life Preservation
X. Christian Satanic Enlightenment

With A fourth book, its contents before it. And with A fifth book, contents
Unnecessary
With A Sixth Book: The Book of Lucifer
With A Seventh Book, Sexism: The Bible for My Sex Cult, Contents
included.

0. To Thorn A Name
In this book begins and then ends a black and white mass. How will you
read it?
This book, in large part, is to be interpreted by the reader to his or her best
benefit

of use. My purpose in life is to effectively unite Christianity with

Satanism. OrMy purpose in life is to effectively explore the depths (or heights) of
(either.) Or"My purpose in life is to be what I am through these or through God."
This is a
book for the individual to come into his or her own place. It's intent is to
be the first
and possibly only religion that does not hate it's follower. The Christian
Satanic
Bible is a book of personalized interpretation. Christian Satanism is of
personal
understanding. All that is needed for Christian-Satanism is here. You
will not find
13 pages of pages saying they are pages (and nothing else.) Nor blank
pages. Nor
large spaces or large type. And no symbols to fill in chunks of space. This
book was
not a way to "kill the time." The thought of that is abhorrent. Nothing of
the
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author is necessary to know other than that I enjoy privacy and that I am
generally
indifferent toward others and the world. In contrast: there have been
moments of
deep connection between me and others. Know that this book is an abyss.
(You may
know) it is also a cloud. Know that I did not intend to always be
understood, not
off-hand. But there is meaning to it all. Isn?t there a meaning for all
things? You'll
know the meaning when it has value to you. The Oppositionist knows that
something without meaning has no purpose. Why is this so? Because the
Christian
Satanist values meaning through symbolism and idealism, both of which
are vital
to Christianity and Satanism. This book is no exception and with it this
book is
expansive. When clarity is put into practice, ever more, minds become
simplistic.
That is for those that just "take things in." But, for us, here, we are
sparked: like a

light bulb, that burns bright. A flint, that leads to growth. So then, the
Oppositionist should learn to find meaning. . In practice of this book the
reader is at
liberty to apply either (Satanism or Christianity) as it suits him or her.
This book,
being of both, is outlandish. There are many who would rob their way into
heaven
through good deeds whether or not they will ever know it. The Holy Bible
is one
big apple pie with an occasional over abundance of topping. And Heaven is
serving
round and round. That these type of people will very readily tell you that
you (dare)
to (deviate): blow me off. Separation from false-Christians is a separation
from
wolves. The Church is a religion that has no specific congregating
property.
Rather the world is our Church and all churches are our Church, albeit
passive-aggressively. Where two or more Oppositionists are found
together, there

too is Church. Where our will is sparked: there is our fire. When its
growth is
kindled: there the will survives. The Christian-Satanist actively makes
Church
round-and-about unless he is in a helpless shoat-hole. And hellsometimes there
too! An abstract painter: they are in our Church. The children at play: they
are too.
The man beating his wife: he?s in our furnace. If she would just
vigorously connect
with us we?d pay the gas together. We do not have any ranks or positions
beyond
priest and apprentice. The Christian Satanist knows what he or she is,
what they
are to others, and what others are to their selves. Only through faith in
self will you
know what may be done and what to do. So do it that should be done. We
fit into
the roles we belong to by merit and not by purplish robe. Want to make the
world
a better place? You could donate your life?s savings to us if you want. 1.
We do not

judge nor condemn and find our most suitable talent is leaving the world
as
suitable to Jesus Christ as we are able. Doing so sometimes comes at a
brave and a
bold cost. But in grace and love all things for Jesus Christ are found and
found
without fear. We do not grab for riches but rather we provide to the poor
with a
darn-right needless of need for the junk of the modern age. When at our
best we
speak the truth in all situations and delight when the truth prevails among
us. We
do not hold secrets because we know that truth has the final outcome under
God.
We do not interfere with worldly matters but rather retreat to seclusion
when
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those matters disturb us. And at our best we endure through all hardship
knowing
that our Savior will meet us in our end. For us death has no sting. We
have no

concern for death. That it doesn't destroy us we are not bothered by it.
These
things are obtainable through this book and in keeping with scripture. You
may
prefer 2: My aim toward the composition of this book was to create it in
the way I
wished to: a book made according to my wishes. What were they? I wished
for a
book which defined what my religion was to be. I wished for a type of people
with
the same prerogative. A useful magic tool with a wealth of content was
an
attractive concept while I formed this book. I am at a wonderful time in
my life: it is
flashing before my eyes. I wouldn't change a moment. And this book was
inspired
by my life in that world. I have had such a personal connection to the
things, the
people, the situations and places that have been in my life that I am those
things.
That must be true for most of us. So how is one an Oppositionist? A
person is who

makes themselves into one. Maybe you?ve even been one all along. Would
you
enjoy becoming one now? I dub you Priest. Religion is a way of finding
answers
that are otherwise un attained. At one time in my life I was reading
hubberish
material to learn about mind control techniques. At an earlier age I became
engrossed in the writings of Anton LaVey, author of this certain Bible.
It was a
falling down for me. You will find contradictions in this book: ChristianSatanism
is contradictory. Intentional contradictions fulfill opposites in this book.
There
were times of light in my life. And there were times of darkness in it. Why?
Because
his scarlet was apricot! Both came to me as a very emotion. We are the
first
specifically "grey" religion. Am I a Satanist? Why? That depends upon
your
definition of a Satanist. What?s in a label not held to relevancy? And when
is it

relevant? Being unable to find a label for myself I made one for myself
here. The
CoS keeps crapping out bad eggs. CoS: it can kiss my ass. Which came
first John? I
am not one of them, never have been. Why? Because I just wrote a book.
What?s in
a label? Only what other?s have put into it (and usually not even that.) A
Worldly
Oppositionist whenever it is preferred over the term Christian Satanist
and
vise-versa. The term Worldly Oppositionist is two in one: Worldly and
yet
opposed to worldliness. We define worldliness as any perceptible thing in
our
environment that must change (to the individual.) There is no label that I
cling to.
That is easily said when you find the term Christian Satanist an
acceptable one.
Pride of being a Christian Satanist is pride in defiance of label. It is an
insignia of
opposition. It doesn?t matter to me what I am called by. I know more than
one John

overly serving toward his god. Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
The
formula for Christian-Satanism is this: the practice of being Christ-like
but
Satan-embodied. Intentional meaning is found here in symbolism: to be
Christ like,
but Satan embodied. With the devil at one side and an angel at the other,
the
Christian feels bad for ever looking to the left. The Satanist asks the devil
to kill the
angel. The Christian Satanist listens to both and makes up his or her
own mind. At
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enemy with the world yet unjustified, a mother in lust then in love not given
a ring.
To see that beauty is of God at the end of all seasons: that is Christian
Satanism.
Christian Satanism actively takes what is evil and makes it good. Like
what was
done with Freud?s work, only more progressively. Or you could picture
what

happened oppositely with country music. The solution, sum, practice, and
result
(each to it?s own) of Christian Satanism is this: the execution of opposites.
The
pulsing is strong in our hearts, the lifeblood too much! The essential
question for
us to [find to] ask is: where? Where at heart? The reader is offered the
ability
to interpret this book?s meaning to their liking. Upon more study of it the
haze will
lift and the reader will stand before the dimensions of heaven and hell. And
he will
if he is able. Is their true Christ known? Does the dark ever save anyone?
If it
wasn't for the dark David and Solomon would probably be in hell. Hell
and heaven
are made each day. Know them. He or she must then decide which road to
travel, if
either. I pen it that I am myself. I sometimes honor God. My
relationship with
God is highly personal. It is intricate* Personally I think he needs
learning in a

school with a cranky and bossy old teacher. Neither is a heaven, neither
is a hell.
Give Him a slap by a ruler. But for some there is a hell: one day a little
boy came
home only to find his beloved family hanging dead on ropes. Still think
there?s a
God? If there is He is sure found without ignorance. We are a cause
against
oppression and not for it! But I am justified through God. And to know
this:
Hallelujah. Hate seeks my self-justification. But in love I am known.
Hell is
sometimes taken by choice (metaphorically speaking.) If you can slush
your way
out of the murky depths to find your paradise then don?t lose it again. If
you cannot,
well, too bad. If you want understanding know the Father. If you make
a poor
choice it is on my account. (You) know I love you. Rules of grammar
have, at times,
attempted to disable what I was trying to convey. Not wishing to be

misunderstood I chose to be unlearned of grammar. More bluntly: I do

not care if
you do not like my grammar. Again, I would rather be understood without
a
concrete science. If I am understood: then good. It would be because of a
want to
have listened instead of a picking apart and examination of what I said
systematically. My advice to the beloved reader is to be content in the spot
you are
in. What can I say? I am happy. I am able to say this honestly, and I am
proud to
tell anyone that would truly know: I have known an uncompromisingly
lifted spirit
in my lifetime. If there is a high on life, more accurately a high on
anything other
than drugs, I had the drug of choice: God?s sense. I am able to say with
confidence
that not much of anything bothers me. With this book you may unlock
the grey
matter of existence in the universe. This is a book of the unknown Earth.
Be careful

not to delve into abuse of it. But the one who?ll know, understand, and
apply what
is written here will sit on a throne of gold and dignity. Everything that I
own is like
a treasure of mine. If I have created something it is a particularly special
treasure of
mine. I delight in giving these treasures to others. Only a select few are
qualified to
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receive what I have to offer. You need not be a Satanist nor a Christian
to read any
book. You need only be able to read. In reading know that the three
keywords of
Christian Satanism are
individuality. I now give

these:

Choices,

personalization,

and

the reader the refreshing penned structure of Christian Satanism. Choose:

dark.
Light. Grey. And make it you. This book offers that. May God know this,
of us,
that every rose has it?s thorn.

GENESIS

1. Foremost Beliefs

3/1-5.
But wisdom is justified of all her children. (Luke 7:35).. Machiavelli:
Let the ends justify
the means. Among these there is one essential dictum: never be self
hating and never have
self-distaste that is beyond correctable perception. These compose and
harmonize the
worldly Oppositionist religion.
Who are the saints of our religion? People like Anne-Rice, Martin
Luther King Jr.,
Joan of Arc, John Lennon, G. Lucas, and even Larry Flint. The good
ones unjustly
seen as being evil or villainous, even satanic in their time and sometimes
after their
time, by organized religion, are our saints.

A) Values that Feed the Saint

1) Selfless Self-Sacrifice Selfless in that it is not done for its own sake.
It is
doing without and it is not letting others do without whether or not it comes
to
your own harm. It is fighting for others at its own cost without regard to
personal
consequence. Put some money into a coke machine and walk away without
using it.
Do not do your good deeds to be seen of them. People are so haughty
that they
would donate one of their kidneys. I am the type of person who would throw
across
some subtle insults, take a severe beating for it, in order that that person
is cast into
prison. Not really but I did express it. A classic song reflects it better: I
want to live.
I want to give. . By simply being, a Christian Satanist is self-sacrificial.
Having lived

and died as such, their deaths are to be regarded as sacred- specifically, as

a sacred
fulfillment. Martyrdom is an honor that must be placed and not a place
stolen.
2) Doubt Placing doubt upon something opens up questioning of it. When
it?s
questioned by doubt it is usually chosen against. If it isn?t it may be
improved upon
until its doubt has been washed out. Self-doubt is usually a bad thing
unless it is
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rational. Irrational self-doubt is far too cheap (sometimes.) Self-doubt is

faith
thrown into reverse. As my mentor has taught me: always tell yourself
that you are
good. It is diminutive toward self doubt.

3) Contentment Be at peace with what you have and in whatever situation

you

are in. Spend time with what you have and give it your immediate focus
without
concern to what will come next. As far as history goes, our society has a
bad case of
the runs. Take time out by putting it into your surroundings. You could
work on
paper while your power PC is in the shop. It may be considered that
forced-practice
results in eventual contentment. More often than that it results in nonpractice. It
wears you down. In whatever place you are in, if there are people there
supporting
you, support them. Do not use your values against them. Do not invent
hypocrites.
Keep your bonds through discipline, and by using discipline.
4) Spiritual Endurance Build up your spirit so that you are able to
withstand
hardship. Having a tough shell is good where apathy is good. But some
of us do
not wish to deaden our emotions. If you cannot change a person?s state
over you
than the best you can do is be tolerant of intolerance.

5) Detachment It is Learning to let go, loosening the grasp, and

walking
away from without regret. It is the capability of starting over from rock
bottom
and turning from nothing to something. It is good practice to detach what
you feel
and think with the way in which others would make you feel and think. Put
simply:
Cut the poisonous umbilical cord from your peers. Your thoughts and
feelings are
your own and that is all that should be relevant. Detachment from
sixual/relationship needs are encouraged if, but only if, it comes natural
to the
Christian-Satanist.

6) Moderation Even the worst things are not so bad in moderation.

Moderation reduces the ill effects of nearly anything and effectively. A little
smoking is not a bad thing (believe it or not!) A little beer is bad? It is
when it

becomes a dependency, a compulsion, that it then rightfully considered a

vice.

B) Vices Which Poison the Saint

1) Materialism We live in a time of "throwing material into the void."

Have
peace with what you already have. Take notice to things you need and do
not need.
You could walk to a second-hand store for your treasure, or, let God be
your
treasure. Matthew 6:19-21
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2) Bitterness Remove this vice by being in God?s word and letting it go

to Him.
They could decide against being angry. To deal with anger a Christian
must

master two things: 1) Knowing the truth. 2) Placing God before all else
in your life.
Or be your own God and shut out those that attribute you to evil.
3) Fear Without fear love is abundant. Undo carnality. Be bold for the
sake of our
Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Do not fear death. Do not pray to be saved
from
passing on. You could continue to smoke knowing you will not actually
die. When
you determine that there is no death: an abundance of stress is gone. There
is
nothing to worry and stress that adds to the quality of life. Never stare
into the
eyes of death.

4) Interference Let each person be their own person. Do not seek to

change a
person unless they openly welcome that change. Let matters between two
others
be as the way that they are unless it brings about conflict against you
Let a

person?s problems be their own. Let the earth move underneath you.
Interference is
like a philosophy. Consider it anything that is not in it?s right place.

5) Self-Justification Let weights be balanced by their own resistance.

Run
with the devil by being intolerant of un objectionable conformity. Selfjustification
is usually counter-productive. If you are guilty in a matter, accept that
guilt. If your
word is absolutely unheard then let it be known sensibly.

6) Dependence Determine what and how something is needed or wanted

and
what is not. Increase your resources by reducing its use and broadening
its sources.
Moderation, as stated elsewhere, will decrease many dependencies. Be
practical
toward the dependencies which you create and how they are drawn from.

C) Granted Freedom of the Christian-Satanist

Apply these as a rational philosophy rather than an irrational ideology.
Choices,
individualism, personalization, and the self: Choices" may have more
value than
the concept of individualism. When making choices take yourself into
account.
Do not feel indebted to make something your person (as in personalization)
whenever it is that (that) taste isn?t very well in tune to what you really
are. Tastes
change over time. In addition it should be known with the question what
matters
to me (you)? Are you able to let go when things don?t go a good, desired
way?
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Keep yourself at heart and as a push: take a dare. Let others in. Don?t
become
growingly bitter. Letting others be loved will make you feel better.
1) You are free to think in any way that you choose

2) You are free to be alone at any time you desire to be

3) You are free to love and free to reject love
4) You are free in all innocence
5) You are free to increase all personal liberty.
6) You must fight to make impersonal liberty personal.

D) The Nine Christian-Satanic Spectrum-Based Rules of the

Church:
Here are the nine rules of the practicing Christian-Satanist that will incur
a general
social and behavioral faultlessness. These are effective and yet easily
enough
adhered to. These are also applied as a practical philosophy rather than an
irrational ideology. Our philosophy must never be one "of philosophizing
about
itself." These are expected of every Oppositionist. Self-faith fulfills these.
It should
be known how and when these are relevant: they usually are.
1) Do not be openly opinionated. Speak in fact and truth keeping personal

preference to yourself. If you don?t then there goes your credibility, even
trustworthiness. We do not desire to purposelessly influence others.
People that
like to talk should know when they are talking and when they are being
heard. Do
not ad-vice. Along those same lines practice indifference toward the
negative
opinions of others. Do not boast. Do not have stupidity-pride. Blatantly
volunteer
your opinion, and tactfully if necessary, to any of those whom are openly
opinion
us!
2) Do not complain indiscriminately unless it is toward a suitable purpose
and you
know that your complaint will be acted upon by the person you are
complaining to.
What is self pity? And what of glorying in weakness? Complain need fully
to any
institution dictated thereof!
3) Practice apt and truthful accrediting to any effect from its source. In
other words:

give credit where credit is due. Never talk to or of anyone who has made
you out to
be a liar. Do not acknowledge them.

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4) Avoid influencing anything or anyone negatively. If it produces an

unwanted
effect then it is negative. If it produces a desirable effect then it is positive.
5) Take with thought and care if you choose to take anything from anyone
or
anything. Do not take what is not both clearly offered and needed to be
given. Take
what you want and after taking what is rightfully yours never let it go!
6) Never abuse or harm a child. It is abuse when you use the child in
anyway
immediately or ultimately un beneficial to him or her. This may happen.
But do
well to not have it done.

7) Never abuse anything that is defenseless unless it is an offense

otherwise. This
includes and is limited to physical and intentional sensory-based harm but
is not
limited by a grave potential offense from that which is defenseless.
Thoroughly but
carefully report all abuse from authoritative figures to the public. First, of
that
done to others, second, by what has been done to you. First, to those that
would not
listen, second, to those that would listen. What about names, do you use
them? The
answer is no. Accusations and persecutory behaviors are Satanic, too
much so.
Besides, the whole intention behind this is in there being a many
witness. We
want witnesses. Also, a Christian Satanist should know well that names
are
unimportant. Pray.
8) Have respect for an individual in her or his place. If you do not you may
as well

be throwing yourself out. If you do want to be thrown out, make a scene,

but
walking out does the same thing.
9) Oppositionists and Christian-Satanists alike: Never offer description
of My Bible.
Recruitment is voluntary. Knowledge is handed instead of being thrown
into "open
spaces." It isn?t that it cannot be spoken. It?s that it?s as sacred as it is
made to be: no
more and no less. This is the sacred rule. Let it be known that God brings
to Him
those that He has called. Preservation and distribution of this book are
equally
sacred acts.

E) Hexagon: The Six Turning Round-About Oppositionist

Goals:

Every movement has cause. Unlike other spiritual movements our aim is
not spiritual but

scientific. This is because we do not volunteer to others what their spiritual

mindedness
should be. What others are leads us to what we do, not vise-versa. We
instead move toward
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proliferating what nearly all, if not all, desire. A due level of esteem,
honor, and respect will
be given to those who practice these goals with results.
1) Scientific Immortality. Science making us immortal is possible. In
fact it has
been under rapid development. It should be given every avenue of
progress.
2) The development of replicating technology: replicating tools/devices
which
restructure matter into greater use as conceptualized by Gene
Roddenberry. This
will bring about an end to world hunger and most forms of greed.
3) A greater freedom and education of dimensional-environments (DEs.)
The

Oppositionist definition of dimension here is broader than its typical

use. The
concept of home is close to heart in an advanced Christian Satanist.
Dimension is
defined here as voluntary self-placement into any desired environment or
state.
When that environment or state is not BOTH voluntarily entered into
and
voluntarily departed from then it is not a DE.
4) The Advancement of any desirable use of artificial-intelligence. It is a
godly
evolutionary progression that we are able to give thought to matter. It is
evidence
that life creates life freely and that life is freely made. Study of the CProgramming
language and its derivatives is highly encouraged.
5) The production and use of wireless file-sharing devices. Wide-spread
availability
of devices which share files anonymously, voluntarily, and wirelessly.
Shared
between people that own them and that are within signal range. This will
secure

the continuance of free press and speech which are rights vital to every free
society.
6) Invention of self-cleaning clothing. Clothing which cleans itself will
drastically
reduce water usage and waste as well as reduce our dependency upon
nature.
And one centralized goal within the Hexagon: creation and development of
the
Worldly Oppositional Church Temple (By any name.) The Temple,
what is it? It
is the essence of all privately owned homes of the Church. The Church is
not brick
and mortar, not entirely, it has more meaning than fixed stone and wood.

The potential value to freedom provided by wireless file-sharing devices:

Imagine two people in a broad, crowded area each with their own wireless
file
sharing device. They do not know each other. They?ve never met. And
they never
will in this instance. But one device by any given configuration will accept
under a

preset qualification data from the other. There he goes. He?s getting milk
or
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something. And his device is downloading content from another. Arriving

home he
notices he collected something. Accessing it he finds (a file, one that he
wanted.)
This would be like a truly social face book. People will become all the more
connected and aware of their environment by using them. And as well
simple data
is no longer forbidden, a person sharing a song with others. These
devices, in short,
offer a very socialized internet. Data could be available all around.
F) The Eight Oppositionist Sins

It is healthy that the individual determine his or her own values over time.
However without
these the Oppositionist will not come to his or her full potential.
Detachment from worldly

things is spiritual. But too much detachment from worldly things

eliminates a person?s
spiritual hold on it. The Oppositionist should consider these as being
supplemental to their
freedom. It is then that these will provide its best potential. Each should
be interpreted as the
Oppositionist sees fit. Remember: it isn?t all about getting it done. It?s
about doing it well
and pouring your heart and soul into all of it. It?s the process. It?s the
pride. It?s a
godly-given talent, a craft, a specialty, even an expertise. It is the process
that makes the result
the best it can hope to be.
1) Regression
2) Insubstantial Awareness
3) Senselessness
4) Insubstantial Usefulness
5) Thoughtless Inconsideration
6) Insubstantial Aesthetics

7) Insincerity toward Self

8) Insubstantial Pride

G) The Oppositionist Ascension

Where is home? "What" is home?

1 Corinthians 15:55
O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?
John 12:25
He that loves his life shall lose it; and he that hates his life in this world
shall keep it
unto life eternal.
1 John 2:15
16

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any men
love the
world, the love of the Father is not in him.

John 15:13
Greater love hath no man than this, which a man laid down his life for his
friends.
John 17:9-10
I pray for them: I pray not for the world, but for them which thou hast
given me;
for they are thane.
And all mine are thane and thane are mine; and I am glorified in them.
John 17:24-26
24Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me
where I am;
that they may behold my glory, which thou hast given me: for thou love me
before
the foundation of the world.
25O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee: but I have known
thee, and
these have known that thou hast sent me.
26And I have declared unto them thy name, and will declare it: that the
love

wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them.

John 17:15-16
15I pray not that thou should take them out of the world, but that thou
should keep
them from the evil.
16They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.
Ephesians 1:4-6
4According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world,
that we
should be holy and without blame before him in love:
5Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to
himself,
according to the good pleasure of his will,
6To the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted
in the
beloved.
Matthew 10:37
He that loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he
that loves

son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.

Matthew 16:24-26
24Then said Jesus unto his disciples, if any man will come after me, let
him deny
himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
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25For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose
his life for
my sake shall find it.
26For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose
his own
soul? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
1 John 5:4
4For whatsoever is born of God overcomes the world: and this is the
victory that
overcomes the world, even our faith.

If there is a question of why the answer is it is there when and how it

should be: in the way
which best serves the Oppositionist.
H) Feeding the Beast

Hail the Beast!

Anger Has the reader ever felt blind anger? He or she may by feeding the
demon
(stated below) using anger. If you want to be angry, be angry. It?s
natural.
Remember to not cuss or threaten while angry or you may end up on the
wrong
end of the stick.

Cheating/Promiscuity Have a sudden fling with someone after your

husband or wife pisses you off. Go where sax is sought and volunteer
yourself. Go
to a party and see how well you do by not getting drunk. You could have
sax with
your new neighbor- give him a reason to keep the place.

Conquering Put an sshole or blotch in there place by making them know

their
place and making them know it well. Tell your boss to shove it. Demand
the
service that you were offered by your local retailer and then don?t buy
anything.
Deception Slip by a lie which totally helps your day. Even if that lie doesn?t
do
anything but make you look good- give it a slip. Stand up in a crowded
theater and
lie (I would hope lie) saying I just passed my flocking pants!

Environment-Shift Take a sudden trip away. Get out of town or even out
of
state for a few days or more leaving behind everything. Walk out on a dull
meeting.
Take a sudden walk to the park. At the park smell the flowers and lay
down next to
a private tree and take a nap. And drink from that dirty fountain with the
green
stuff growing on it.

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Gluttony Nourish yourself lavishly on a feast enjoying each and every

bite.
Bring together all of the food you?ve so wished you had but have denied
yourself or
have
been otherwise unable to eat. In other words pig out and pig out eating
something which is intense in flavor and aroma (because it is those things
the flesh
is often starved of.)

Greed Hoard up something stupid like crazy! Giving would be okay if a

person
didn?t have this problem (greediness.) Give one thing and it?s more, and
more. Why
can?t I offer something, which I often do, without ending up being taken?
My

solution is to take from others more than they take from me. Even if it?s
an
annoying question that?s made throughout the day: I?ll ask, ask, and ask.
Hope-Breaking (Used particularly against those who do not follow
through on
what they say.) Make a promise that you do not keep. And afterwards tell
them oh
I guess I don?t always do what I say I?m going to do.
Ice What is the coldest action/response that you could possibly give to
another?
Where is it best put? Over the bruise! If they deserve it then do that and
do it well.
Let them know why! And let them know there is more where that comes
from if
they feck with you again.

Manipulation Totally take advantage of something the best way you know
how.
Play the cards as you never had before. Play a dlim good chess move in
the game of
your life.

Obsession Fixate onto something that you?ve felt you?ve ignored for too
long.
Take a two-hour bath and groom every bit of your body hair, then brush
your teeth
vigorously and gargle thoroughly to give yourself a long overdue
cleansing.
Smoke an abnormal amount of cigarettes. Chug a 64-ounce cup of soda
(such as
that tasty orange with a lot of ice) barely able to consume it all without a
breath.
Obsess in sensory-overload. You will liven up yourself that way.

Possessiveness Let your partner know just how much you need them by
taking
own of them. Take something which is normally useless and stass it away
safely
until you have come up with an idea on how to enjoy it.

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Rule-Breaking Enough said: look at the rule you don?t like then
deliberately
break it with getting away with it the only reward. Ask yourself, Why
does it
feel so dlim good to make an unacceptable choice?

Subtle Insults Think of a clever way to insult someone. When they

confront
you with it tell them they misunderstood. But keep doing it. If they blow
their top:
put them into their place and accuse them of being paranoid.

Dirtiness Go weeks without bathing. Be filthy in every possible way you

can
think of. Sleep in your clothes.

I. The Twelve Assertions of the Oppositionist

1. There is a spiritual presence and a non-spiritual presence.

2. The highest spiritual presence is God. The ruling non-spiritual

presence in its
perfection is known as Satan.
3. We at birth the Oppositionist are given to both God and Satan.
4. We may, at any time, choose one over the other. But an Oppositionist
will by his
or her nature never remain with one or the other permanently.
5. Light and Dark are both emotional states.
6. Each emotional state (of light and dark) grows of its own and may easily
fade-out. To have neither is to be grey, meaning to be dead inside.
It has then
faded-out. We desire to retain one or the other.
7. For an Oppositionist light is birthed internally, in the solitary, and
dark
exemplified by a partner or partners: on the external. However light is best
learned
of and applied non-selfishly and dark is best learned of and known
selfishly.
8. God and Satan are both entirely components of the soul and are
otherwise

intangible.
9. We worship perfection.
10. Kingdom of Heaven, other worlds and similar statements in the Holy
Bible are
in reference to alien presence.
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11. The Holy Bible is flexible. It is not unpalatable and is adhered to best
by any
individual who simply has love of it. Have a good heart and it will be shown
to you.
12. It is the prime-objective of the Christian-Satanist to be ready through
what is
known of the unknown.

J. Satanic Waters Part One:

Death comes. Come charging at him.

Disagreeable opinion is only spoken in vanity and heard in shame.

If it doesn?t fit me then I will not bear it. If it can be changed, it will be.
If not, I will
be hidden.
I know that I am owed nothing. Now I know that I owe nothing.
Free game: anything which does not diminish. Foolishness: unforeseen
diminishment.
A lonely person is someone lacking in suckle.
Independent victory holds the greatest power.
Where the weak are strengthened there may go your power.
Do not show feebleness. It is often relished.
Nothing done is everlasting. There is nothing that changes without
addition, and
not changed again until taken away or added more upon.
Let purpose be given to purpose and time stand on its own. When you see
the
moon, do not say we are in darkness.
People often present their selves, saying: Be as this. Have scorn for it
and turn

away.
Walk where the path is seen and where two or more are gathered, saying:
Be as
tHiS: run.
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Time is responsive only toward what it is made to be.

A weak person volunteers himself in order to be given kindness.
Our water falls, then comes the waste.
Where weakness-sponsorships are exploited through overbearing of the
weak,
there the strong shall overcome them.
Atheists are bitter against theists because they place value on what they
know
being believed. Theists are the same.
Some of the greatest men in history were irrefutably right in their time.
Later, they
were considered irrefutably wrong.

Spirituality destroys man?s defenseless nature.

Guilt destroys itself through repetition of a behavior or thought: Usually
by
making it worse.
We are compelled to what we know as wrong and take a bite. Then full but
later
hungry we take another. When we lose taste for it we look for a different
forbidden
fruit.
The only thing that you can do for a belligerent man is toast him to butterhim-up.
What is good? You are good.
Self-medication is too often an added bonus.
That man would save a species he about drove into extinction, it is proof
that man
desires to be good.
Tears quench an inner thirst, therefore, let the baby cry.
The only type of self-deception that is evil is that which deceives your heart.
Better than a clear conscious is an absent one that knows what it is doing:
logic

over regret.

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If I have not sin I have not sin: I am no slave to it. If I have sin I have
sin: I am that
am.
Only hide from self-defeat.
Mercy is unfaithful.
Wisdom is knowledge tempered in the fire and washed in the waters.
Stamina will defend you when it is called. It will destroy you when
neglected.
A wise man is a blacksmith to what he knows.
Good vigor is life better than life.
God and the Devil: the only two without need of medication.
Righteous indignation surpasses wicked scheming.
In today's age He will tell you that He does. But He (he) doesn't. He is
GOD and

they are telling HIM he needs HIS medication?

What a person is holds only the value given it.
Religion provides freedom to dictate in America.
It is better to enjoy death than to live lifeless in safety.
You never know: while you are rambling on the woman sitting beside you
may be
thinking 'if I could just pull the dlimed thing out.'
Women have to put up with man's sixless pre-occupations because of both
being
without sax.
The best truth is to know who and what you are.
If I am hated it is because of an insecure fear. I am harmless until it goes
too far.
If I regret what I've done I deny who I am.

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Gun control is alienation from our freedom. Some coming along, gaining
control,
and saying "well you can, but only if. "
There is no such thing as acting on selflessness.
A private man is sheltered away from an open field.
In the light lies the wonder of the dark.
Manhood is the capacity to make the world as your own.
I fail to follow the roads that I do not want to: I am where I should be.
Wanting an unattainable revenge is worse than shaking your fist at the
wind.
Racism is best fed by racialism.
A person made to do good isn't really doing good.
Cold-heartedness at times provides an unmatched liberty.
Resurrections are not uncommon.
It is obvious that a sixual woman garners the most respect from men and
the least
from other women (especially the unattractive.)
It is a closed-minded person who cannot see the bad in the good and the
good in the

bad.
A filthy woman is the Devil's first love.
Undue criticism is jealousy.
To be a man is to be both secure and free.
California: where earth is identity.
Remorse is counterproductive to it's intent.
Science is too often an art of gluing together a house of cards.

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I cannot tolerate these people who slept such and such hours last night.
In the deepest abyss rests the finest of untouched gems.
Out of curiosity does man rape the land.
Morality and sin have not left us: they have taken different forms.
Those that negotiate and bargain are usually in a position where they
should not.
The best meditation is meditation for perspective and perspectives.

Those that are private have no cause to be hated.

To be superior by race is worse than those superior by astrology.
Those that crave sympathy are always victims, always complaining,
always needy,
and always insecure.
The finest craft of retribution is patience.
Discontent lies to you worse than any false hope can.
Am I wrong for placing myself before all else?
If it isn?t illegal it is fair game: know the law and you will know your
freedom.
Truth by consistency is only truth of likeness.
This one thing is faith: Be as you are.
An accusation for an accusation and the world has lost it's hypocritical
judge.
You may become better when others see bad in you: not all things are
spoken
despitefully, judgment-ally. She politely says "shave," whether or not the
winter
cold is coming. The grass is mowed and the morning comment is gone.

Whenever a person's religion is expressed through feed backing that

person's
religion loses a portion of it's otherwise inherent individualism.
Salience preserves.
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Intellectual rape: The majority of people I have known I have known

without
wanting to. They have an bizarre way of letting their selves be known. All
I hear
from them is "There's THIS, THIS happened, THIS," And I think
'PUT IT BACK
INSIDE!" These people overflow with useless knowledge. They'll
readily tell you
that northern island was once such and such and I can just picture them at
the
library already interested in their selves, learning for sax.
Asking for something and then giving back nothing and on comes the off!
A mice may rid you of garbage, but it doesn't really. It just turns it into
shoat and

piss.
"You can't please everyone," but, "Please me! Please me!" then,
"Sorry," but,
"What's changed when you just said that?" again, "Thank you but no
thank you,"
"For what? I didn't do it to be good!" and again "How are you doing?"
well, I think,
"I guess I'm thinking but I don't know how exactly, what a flocking
strange thing
to ask!"
What value will you give by what figure you take? Or it can be said like
this: what
value will you take by what figure you give?
I do not wish to associate with jealous, envious, sixless men and women:
they
dislike my love of women and are empty headed of my affection in relation
to it.
Quit looking at my dirty mouth if you don?t want to hear what I am telling
you.
Attacks on sixuality is a sixual perversion.

A man pounding fist angrily on PC shouting work slammit! is a sly

psychiatrist
with a pill. A barking dog told to shut up is a conviction. A seed thrown
into the sea
is jack jacking it off. A dictionary that doesn?t define it?s entries is a man
with
thoughtless speech. And a moon without a sun: who?ll ever know?
I am not comfortable around psychiatrists. They pick apart what I say. I
do the
same. Only I don?t do so out of love.
If you are loveless be loveless like a black rose.
Humans are to animals as higher beings are to humans.
The value of honesty may be equated to what needs to be hidden and what
doesn?t.
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Discretion is alien where there is a demand to have it all seen.

Where will you find the remnants of discretion? It?s that strange law they
have

where you wear clothes in the summer, somewhere on the border of

beaches.
Compromise is more manageable than mercy.
Police are stressed out. They cannot abuse their power as much as they
should be
able to.
Sometimes people go away for a long period and, having come back, will
proudly
say how something had changed, is better, is worse, and only succeed in
making the
listener think that changed a long time ago.?
Be aware of what you speak to a feeble-minded person. Without meaning
to you
may misdirect them. To them not all flattery is what it is to you.
Sometimes they
are flattered simply through acknowledging what they?ve done, especially
something gone through.
I recently told someone that I can?t be bothered by someone (who said
something
insulting) who is mentally ill. I later realized that what I said was, by
proxy, like

saying you are a good thinker if you can insult me.

Worship perfection.

K. The Dictum of Pride and Strength- a Klingos!

1. Forgive later: express your anger when it occurs.
2. Never diminish your pride, always increase it, and make pride in
strength your
policy!
3. Explore the depths of hatred, anger, and bitterness- to grow in the dark.
See
yourself as superior to all, a blameless god! Yet, by making yourself
better, make
certain that it is what you are accomplishing!
4. Indulge in the past! Glory the future by acting upon it! Act on
exemplifying and
resurrecting the glory of the past!
5. Act upon pride. Silence the states which weaken!
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6. Have a faultless faith in self and break down all walls of doubt placed
upon you.
Walk boldly into the future!
7. You have a choice: be a god, or be under a god, which god do you choose?
8. Look into yourself. Master what you are!
9. Take care of yourself first.
10. Build a tolerance each time you say "no." Or else- become a victim
each time
you say "yes." When you have become strong then you will collaborate
well and
know true-to-self compromise.
11. To know what benefits you and what does not: that's the only lesson
in life.

L. Shedding the Old Skin- The Satanic Circumcision:

With this book known and applied a woman or man will have their eyes
opened.
Seeing in the dark, the world anew, the Oppositionist will walk in the
Satanic Eden.

Perhaps they?ll remain, perhaps to depart, but they?ll always be welcomed

with a
voice to the serpent. When things make sense, when the lies of the herd
have you
lost, and, having departed unto the dark, you will know Hell?s presence on
Earth.
Where the wine flows and spills, the food devoured, the flesh worshiped
and the life
here, now, is lived. Sit at the table with your demon, and talk to her or
him, pour
out your heart to her (or him) and the serpent will hear. Proclaim "I am
that I am!"
The demon aches inside. He is hidden behind a repressed mind. He wants
out. He
lurks outward when you allow him to. He utters and groans instead of
intellectually articulates. He rolls around instead of walking upright. He
savors
instead of nourishes. He grins instead of smiles. He is the animal inside
of you
wanting out!

M. Castle

These are metaphors. They are not meant to be used unlawfully.

Arrow- Use to pierce. That which pierces. To stop backwardly. To aim.
To "hit the
target right on the bulls eye." Stops an invasion quickly.
Bomb- Use to clear. That which clears. To have stopped outwardly.
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Silver- Used refinement. That which was refined will stop inwardly. To
thrust. A
class.
Pipe- That which lures. To cause drive. A ready call. A blare.
Shield- That which seals. To prevent. A wall.
Key- That which allows. That which gives ownership.

N. Of Dragons and Apes- The Male Personality:

A dragon takes, an ape earns, a white knight claims, a dark knight

seduces, a king buys, a
bard lures, a magician controls, a pawn finds, a joker ensnares, a clown
has tried and tried,
a priest will sin, that money found, that sword earned, that lute well known
and money
makes the square world go round, but only because it's being used for sax!
This is the role of the Christian Satanic male in the Worldly Oppositional
Church:
to be Christ like but Satan Embodied. It is to give women all that they
want
whenever it is not "money," money being a metaphor for a broad number
of things,
money not wasted. Consider lay-away. Sometimes you will not even know
that
there was a lay-away. Do not consider money your actual income. Don't
forget the
shopping. It'll need a list complete with a wild assortment of tasks and
errands. If
she has her end done, then she's a good boss.

O. The Worldly Oppositionist Dimension

This book is air (the heights, the spirit, knowledge, wisdom, the soul), is
fire: (the
burning will, liberation, power, lust), is earth: (the depths, the unknown,
wonder,
awe), and is water: (the renewal, creation, sustenance.)This is the
composition of
our dimensional environment.
Wherever it is that an element from foremost practice is is our world found.
The
elements are everywhere. In others, there it is. At what level? In what
way?
Sometimes it is hidden, sometimes it is not. The more thoroughly you
have it
known, the more you are there.
The elements each have innumerable "atums." They occupy eternity. And
yet fill
the same space. All connected. Consider the Link. Make a connection.

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The more in tune we are with these elements the more in which we live in
our
dimension. This is done simply by acknowledging elements with or
without study
and making a connection. Acknowledgment is the door. Practice opening
that
door.
Through the heart the spirit goes. The spirit hears it with that song, sees
it in that
movie, firmly are you planted with the book. Do you feel it in the air? Smile
at the
happy birds and know, truly know, you have "a place to call home." The
spirit
follows the heart. What is done, let it be done to go there.
The Christian Satanic Bible is a gateway into a dimension. Your spirit
clings to it.
And, upon death of your physical body, will it go there, if you are on time.
An imaginative click picks at the lock.

P. The Devils Cup

God is somewhat reasonable (He negotiates and considers) what a

person?s
preference is for the future of their own immortal soul. All souls belong to
Him,
mostly. I myself ask to remain on the middle ground. Not go above, not
fall below,
and yet not stay in the grave. I pray to represent what I do and continue
to from
world to world, time and time again, in the universe He knows better than
I. I also
ask He be by my side in it all. I am nailed to the Devil?s cross. Drink
from it?s cup to
always be there by my side. Only through determination to fulfill a purpose
will
God grant such a purpose. It is not necessarily granted, even then. After
that
determination is fixed (which is to say deeply rooted) may dedication
proceed it,
facilitating God?s will for it. I have prayed that my purpose not be above
your own,

for it to not under-power those who would honor me by being at my side.

In order
to be on the middle ground we must first know what the Devil?s cross
entails. The
Devil?s cross embodies a burden, if you fully knew it. All the suffering of
your
lifetime will happen again, elsewhere, in some other way. Life is painful
sometimes,
sometimes not, what life is: That?s the Devil?s cross. There will be
similar joys,
little victories, heartbreak, different shades repeated, time and again on the
Devil?s
cross. To have a full acceptance and a faith of being there is to drink from
it?s cup.
Once that cup is earnestly drunk from and faith of being on it becomes
undeniable,
it is there you are on it. Under One God- we are immortal. We are on the
middle
ground. We will not always be aware of our place and what was before.
But where
we are is where we are: on the middle ground. Eons of time washes away
all

memories. But now you may now your purpose: to represent balance. If
you know
that God is the God of perfection, and through perfection you worship Him,
then
you
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and I are one in the same.

2. Christian-Satanic Feminism

A. "It's Here."
A bee would do anything because of it's Queen. Consider that women are
responsible in a readily seen way: by appearance. Consider the world they
walk in
where at any moment one of those ssholes can come walking by at any time,
usually
hidden, not easily seen, but certainly there. Women invest a considerable
amount

of time in their appearance. Not only that, but invest time internally. Men
are given
short-cuts. Too often are ssholess given their way. It's the only way for
them to get
away. A feminine man is no better. It's a robbery on both ends. On one
end it shows
at the worst time: 'where did it go?' On the other end it's always letting
something
out. That something is unpleasant and inappropriate when candid. How
can a girl
win? That a man would protect, and shave. Self-confidence with selfcontrol, and a
few bucks to spare (especially when it helps.) An effort without favor. And
meaningful involvement. A man that understands this will learn to take
care of
himself. It's simply about internal strength. Women, when feminine, are
capable of
nearly anything: especially through a partner, simply by being what they
are, and,
in fact, black holes may return again a star. So, with what you are (you)
the Female

Christian Satanist, do not bear the flag of the black dot!

B. "As Above, So Below, Knowing it's Behind You."

The mating ritual
Dance with me. C'mon, let's dance!
(Turns on music)
Cha-Cha-Cha!
But I have math!
Cha-Cha-Cha!
It needs to be learned!
Cha-Cha-Cha!
I'm serious!
Cha-Cha-Cha!
But I'd be F'd!
Cha-Cha-Cha shakes hips
But the music is counter pointing me.
Cha-Cha-Cha!

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It's 6. Hey: Is that a pipe?

Cha-Cha-Cha I'm blowin my horn Cha-Cha-Cha
-Oh my lord I need a change.

3. Things Not Considered

1. Reading the Holy Bible to know how to think and act? I choose to think
and act
independently. There is an alluring attraction in doing so. There is also
the
knowledge I keep and regard as sacred: being my own person.
2. God does not regard even the most simple of ultimatums offered Him.
That no
matter from what part of your soul you want faithless security that He will
not
regard it, what kind of loving Father is that? It?s like growing up without
one and

here comes your mother with a thick book saying your daddy wrote you
this.
Sorry but that book doesn?t cut it. It is, by the way, one I have ripped into
pieces a
few times before ministers and burned and also pissed on. Why? For most
part
because of abuse at the hand of Christians. And at other times simply to
get back to
myself.
3. God placed us of this age into this age for a reason. He chose the time
and place
we would be. That knowledge doesn?t help as much as knowing with a
sincerity to
self what you would be like were you some place else at some other time.
To know
condition and response to condition is to know God?s purpose for you.
4. The only reason why contentment comes with age is because things get
better.
The only reason why patience does is because of contentment. Those that
do not

let go of the past and think things are so worse simply can?t sit still.
Part of the
problem is that those old things have become cheaper (and thereby all the
more
clung to.) But they are no longer popular! That is a discontentment coming
out
from the past. Enjoy the times. Immerse yourself into it while retaining
whatever
bucks you could spare.
5. The majority by nature want to add more to what is already too much:
Independent thought has never been produced by the majority. They would
not
dare survive alone. Interwoven in their socialized behavior are social
dependencies.
The social media is an excellent invention for them. It isn?t all that bad.
It makes
them think they are crowded together. Even when they are alone they do not
have
to face their-selves. Independent thinking and a personality is not
something they
will ever really know. Why would they? They would then feel isolated.
Without it

they?d not be their own self somehow. To them isolation are nightmares
composed
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by media: deserted island movies, the psycho who is always at home alone.
The
quality of isolation is understood but by a few. Alone, a person may become
himself.
That is unless the person had for a lifetime blended into the cultural
cocktail of the
anyones who would but for a substantial moment supply attention to
them. To
them it is an alien thing to not listen to unpopular music and text minutely.
They
are incapable of pushing out others to pull in their self. They find the taste
that is
independent the taste of a weirdo. It is unique behavior not done for one
and all
found to be uncomfortably different. They crave that person come and meet
them

at some popularly lucky establishment to suck its aura. There is not a

momentary
consideration that in the meantime they do not thumb type to them about it
on
their way (or find someone else who would be typed to with the same
perspective as
them. To do without for a moment is nothing more than just a dream.
Individual
thinking and personalization is found in its opposition: in choice isolation.
6. Christian Satanism frequently offers its adherent the capacity to become
better
by learning and evolving through intellect. A Christian Satanist has
power of mind.
Many may even find that time is passed well in thought alone. We
evaluate. We
find and discover through relating two or more things together and that is
the way
our minds are best used: in developing truth. By using it.
7. Those said to have street smarts are not actually smart. More often
than not
they are only stupid people that got caught up in a crowd of pushing people
and

had to learn to walk wherever that crowd was pushing them. They had
jumped into
crowded pools of sharks and the disorientation of jibber-jabber came to
make sense.
They are lucky to survive it. If they do. Which often, they do not. They
are very
often drug abusers who had at an early and naive age made a poor decision
that
would come to dictate all of their wants and needs. Their rooms are often
vacant.
Why have anything in there? That?s where they use drugs and wait around
for
some more to take. They take them then sleep there and if they paid for
anything
else its potentially sold. They would have deprived their self if they had
kept
anything. Then they go off into the streets with the goal of getting six or
drugs and
add to their aids and vacant-mindedness. Then there are the gangs. These
are
people doing the same. They are about the same only they have guns
(fortunately,

although unfortunate for the police.) They are street dependent. They are:
The
Living Dead.
8. Sixual promiscuity cannot be undone through marriage. Sixual
promiscuity and
fidelity are not even the same thing. They have nothing in common. Nature
tells a
person that they want six. So to have it frequently they marry one person.
Well,
Solomon had hundreds of wife (and he preached about fidelity.) To have it
frequently with one person is better than times of having none. At least to
begin
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with. Sooner or later there comes a point where the two know each other
so well
that it?s worse than masturbation. Then comes along any good opportunity
for
something brand new and an animal instinct, instead of a programmatic
instinct,

causes brand new six. It?s like laying there and taking it in or putting
it into what
was never before known, which by it?s nature six is human. Whether or
not a
person is faithful doesn?t make it better than sixual suddenness. In fact
purposed
fidelity makes it even better! Marriage is by it?s own nature purposeful
self deceit.
It is lying to oneself. It?s giving to yourself something which is simply
not as good
and through years of convincing yourself it is better that way you only
succeed in
making what could be better, worse. It?s better for couples to couple with
couples.
That way jealousy does not hurt anyone, not as much. And at least people
have a
ladder
to
better
views.
There

are
many
spiritual
conflicts
falsely-spiritually-minded people adopt. But from the beginning of time to
the last
there have been those preaching fidelity, some kings with more than 300
wives,
some that are envious without any, and all that are in support of something
they
don?t want (unless they have had their balls cut off.)
9. There?s no justice in this world. There are evil people freely existing
on my earth.
They have no right to live if they contribute even to the smallest amount of
filth on
earth. All around me I see enablers that call their selves Christian. It?s
only
slightly bad when everyone is doing it, they say. What?s that? If a lot are
doing it

then it is far worse. So where is the God of justice at? Is He sick of nobody
paying
attention to Him? Or is He simply incompetent? I would tell Him to hurry
his *ss
up and do what He had for two thousand years promised. But, being a day
to Him
and two thousand to me we are simply un-relatable. I can?t relate to that
perspective. Do as I say or I?ll burn your villages and have your women
and
children slaughtered. Yet, He knows when and when not it would have
been
listened to. Is He then a sadist? Paul was disillusioned. He was a
rambler. Paul was
what would in any rational time be considered by sound people to be a very
disillusioned spiritual nut. That is the goal of Christianity? Christianity
is a filthy
mess. It?s answer is to take it and see what happens about it later, but no!
You
cannot have an answer until you are dead. If you look for one then hey?
Hey! He
asks what you are doing. where the fleshing is your faith? So wander
around the

earth with all of the jiberish leading you to destruction and you enjoy it.
But you
don?t. Only God must send someone to do that. It?s failed. I?m sick of it.
It
mad-dens me. Enjoying that throne of Your?s, oh God?
10. What is talent without talent? Talentless talent. Much like workless
work and
meaningless purpose these the Satanist do not falsely compare. True
talent, true
work, true meaning and purpose are seen by those of higher standard.
Those of low
grade have the perspective that what is good enough is good enough. The
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problem here is: they do not know what is good to begin with. It?s not often
you
will hear us say its excellent, or What an expert. It is something far
too
common: value without value. Or worse: manufactured value. There are
devices

that do the work and give to it?s owner a false sense of pride. But in taking
every
possible shortcut the road most traveled is a few steps that felt like a
journey.
Spend time in what you create or produce and aim for it?s well-earned
perfection.
See things for what they are, not for what they should be. A person could
stare at
his own painting more than he is painting. He then had stared at it into
seeing
genius. Or, instead, he or she could take time to develop what is honestly
good.
Never having done the latter he will not know the former. Use patience
with
practice and practice high standard work. Its making time an enemy when
you rush
things. Throw away the garbage of others too. Set your standards up on
high.
11. If Christianity were known better Christians would be saying you
need to
save instead of you need to be saved. Christianity is about salvation
and

preservation, not dlimation and being thoroughly dictated to by the gospels.

The
scribes and Pharisees, the corrupt and abusive were flourishing in
Christ?s time and
Christ turned the tables, changing, and in an entirely realistic way saved
us from it
all. Christianity spread like a wild fire throughout the world and
discredited evil, at
least in part. Yet Christians have some sort of moronic, distorted, and
bizarre
notion of their place necessitating a preoccupation with worldly
teachings-you-away-from-hell.
12. Society likes to wipe your ass for you. The problem is, adults dislike
having
their asses wiped. So society goes to the children and wipes theirs. After
all, their
parents aren?t loving enough to do it. But what happens when these
children grow
up and no longer want their asses wiped? Society has the solution. They
make the
children proud of having their asses wiped.

13. Prosecution has become an unnatural process. Society is condemning

itself.
There are many must-do?s to do whether or not they are a natural
response.
Society is made to be content. So the persecuted make a preliminary
apology
whether or not he feels at guilt. Society is content, happy, but enjoys the
opportunity to be angry too. The news cast, knowing this, will say it as
he said he
was sorry? for killing him. It?s short and simple but devastating. The
man was
beaten to a pulp and in actuality shot his attacker in self-defense. Then
he?s caught
into a public-driven frenzy of the ole crucify him! I?ve caught people on
the news,
public figures, saying things not at all distasteful and then promptly
retracting or
explaining what didn?t need be. Prosecutors are good at amplifying the
irreverently bad and strumming people to their simple C-chord tune of
should-be?s, should-not-have-been?s, could-be, could-not-have-been?s.
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meanwhile threw my friend into jail over a trumped up charge. He took his
jacket
off and kicked it. He was charged for assaulting a police officer because the
jacket
hit him. My friend is over 70 god-dlim years old, too. We live in a very
barbaric
anti-primitive society. Do not think for an instant that we do not. In this
growing
complexity a person has to deal with a dangerous type of nonsense. It
should be
well-established: Isolate yourself away from it. Clear out of your mind
these
corrupt, absurd values that infect your thinking processes. Step away from
them
stringently. Wash them away. It?s dangerous to know it as it would have
itself
known: as being good. It isn?t. It?s evil.
14. Souls pre-exist. Our souls have a spiritual father, not a biological
one. There are

many that feel that life is only a dream. We?ll awaken. It?ll be in such a
quick instant,
too, that time will have nothing to say about it or have it to regard. The
material is
real. The world is real. The only lost souls are those that relentlessly
cling onto the
world. The beyond is an ever-deepening realization from what was
before. Don?t
hold firmly onto what has past. Don?t make it a nightmare. Just as an
animal cannot
know us the way we know it, nor can man know God the way He knows
us. These
things are material. You can pick them up and drop them but you can?t
throw them
at God and reach Him. No re-configuration of the material makes any
difference.
We are fallen. We return, as called, as we go.

4. In Light Of The Third Person

Time presses into itself what it would preserve. And life preserves
substance itself.
What is it that is not before-hand preserved? And why, when the darkness
is found
to be the most deep, is the weakest light able to shatter it? The deeper that
the dark
is the more powerful light is against it. Into an eternally deep crevice
where is that
being that is hidden far, far beyond the reach of any other? That I am!
I shatter the light. I am preserved. I give unfounded life. I am forgetful
of fear. Behold: it is
not me.
Where when the tides bring forth with indifference there will you find me,
my
nature. I demolish the thoughtfully false construction of they that would
ignore me.
The truth that I hold is that I am what was before and will accept no hereafter! I
throw all that is false into the deepness of truth, which is called past. You
cannot
deny the nature that is truth. They, too, will be undone. I am Death.

I give only the unfounded when it is that they would take. There is no life
in the thief. It
is the devil?s earth. When it is that you will find me, there I am met.
There, too, will
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you be halted. I had brought you there. There you will eternally rest. I
am the
grave.

I stop the echoing voices. Even hate it does not know. It is not known: I
am the
nothing!
I am the falsehood crept in unawares. I multiply and spread about the
living. They
live. Where I am is where I would be. I have delight in this. Many of
me. More,
more of me. Oh where! Where! Where shall I expose? I will not rest.
More into that,
thereby alone do I change. I am a virus.

I am quick. I am unseen. There, I hide. Do you see me? Fear me, for I
am small. My
appetite is never-ending and my numbers many. Some we swarm. Some
we squirm.
Some we simply wait and watch. You will find us where you ought not be.
I am a
tick, a mosquito, and a leech. We are the blood sucker.
To contrast a flourishing evil Christians have driven their selves into
theology. I
sense that Christianity was a mysterious and wonderful gift when it
began. Now
it?s something needs of which must be known, instead of something
wants of
which to be known. But all you need to know is this: We?re funted. Let?s
contrive
an irresistible story that detours them at every turn taken away from being
screwed. True Christians are saviors by what they do. For the love of life
be saviors
as was Christ: minutely, hourly, daily, from a small gesture to a massive
change
toward peace- this is the sum of full Christian potential.

The Son is subordinate to his Father, like a prince approaching power.

The Place of a True Christian is to act as a savior.
It is my most pervasive evil that I would and do abandon those that I
love.
Wanting better, I return to them, for them. Then I again abandon them.
These are
people with feelings. I don?t understand. But it has weighed very, very
heavily on
me in instances, thinking, lately if someone was going to die or worse,
have already,
before I returned to them (him, my father Floyd.) My grandfather Ralph
passed on.
At the funeral I didn?t grasp it. We?ll see him again.? Later I was at
the home of my
family, alone. I was alone and my step father came home. I was talking
in a frenzy,
yelling you left me alone! He drove me home and I broke down, crying
and
yelling that I wasn?t loved.
There had been too many times earlier in my life where something bad,
very bad

happened to my consciousness. It felt like I was leaving my consciousness

but it
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wasn?t the same as passing out or nearly passing out, more like my
consciousness
was detached from my self-awareness. It?s dreadful. It lasts only a
moment but
leaves me thinking I would become self aware without consciousness.
My hands are too strong to be made weak by hands that are older than
mine. As I
grow I know where to turn to. My legs are too strong to be made weak by
hands
younger than mine. My eyes have foreseen my death. My mind is here and
will not
be forgotten. I shine the light on my detractors I haven?t done anything
wrong, I
say, and yet it makes me strong. I refuse to be under-ruled by hate. In
love I choose
to conquer the day. As a new dawn approaches we will gather, all one in
the same.

Good, as I have seen, and known, and felt, as I have walked the good path
my steps
cannot be denied, not here, not anywhere. Who will walk by my side? Only
Abar
can make a crooked path straight.

5. The Magical Magnets for Successful Environmental and

Social Harmonization -or- The Standard of the Worldly
Oppositionist T.E.

These are magnets which promote desired growth or detachment of

harmony with the
Worldly Oppositionist T.E. Definition of a T.E.: An environment which
is strictly in
conformance to specific standards of conduct and interactivity of its
participants. If it doesn?t
meet the criteria set forth in this statement then it is not rightfully called a
Worldly
Oppositional Church?s T.E. or alternatively called a WOC-Domain.
Use these toward

being your own master. Know that you cannot serve an ego that is out of
control. Most of
what people do and say is quickly forgotten and that?s the way it should be
known to be.
Don?t hold firmly to attention. The criteria for being a Christian-Satanist
are set forth in
this book as is the composition of a Church. It is the responsibility of each
Oppositionist to
control and maintain his or her environment/ immediate community as
shown here. The
criteria for being a WOC-TE are here:
1. Actively liberate your self will with self control.
2. Be attentive toward anything which will or would worsen you.
3. Be attentive to anything which will or would better you.
4. Forfeit all non-profitable control placed on you.

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Asking with Capacity When something is begged to be taken, see if there

is
an initiative to take it. If there is not, or if there is more to be had, then
step in and
take it yourself. Look for things that are freely given and take in as great
abundance of it as is acceptable. If it is something which can lead you to
get more
then cause it to get you more. If you know it to come at an undesirable cost
at the
end then consider whether or not you should take it. And don?t wear out a
good
thing. Instead of taking advantage of something you should instead
broaden your
horizons. If what you take may be used to help the person who gave it to
you then
do so and they are more likely to help you out more. If someone shows you
favor
try keeping it to yourself. Because the more people it is given to the less it
is given
to you until it may not be given at all. Pay your debts.

Attentiveness Know the subtle shadings of your environment and the

communication given you. Rather than playing music as a distraction play
it to
your enjoyment. Give focus to the thing which compels you the most. But
don?t let
that distract you from meaningful attention. One good way to enjoy music
is to
listen to it privately. Another good way to enjoy music is to listen to it.
Have
over-all knowledge of your surroundings. Don?t let thoughts drive you
into
empty-headed-Ness. Know that attention to instruction may lead to
greater
potential of application. Apply yourself in the way your are asked to and
you will be
the appreciated for what you do. Acknowledge emphasis. See hidden
meaning on
what is down-graded or seemingly insignificant. You may take something
insignificant and make it significant, or visa-versa, in order to determine
its true

value. Whenever you need something to be clarified or repeated have it done

so.
Give attention to the way in which things are being done and have been
done.
Avoid relating things to yourself whenever it has little to do with you.

Clarification Know what you are saying to the person while they are
listening
to you. If you are unclear then your words will be of no effect.
Furthermore if you
are unclear you may come across as strange. On the other hand do not be
overly
clear either. Doing so may come across as insulting to the listener?s
perception. If
something is inherently vague to whom it is meant to be spoken to then
stick to a
strict question-answer procedure and know that ignorance is acceptable but
easily
improved upon if worked with the right way. Do not seek to change the
opinion of
another. If something is detestable to someone it is likely to remain that
way.

There is no accounting for taste. They are in that case likely to honor their
own
opinion so much that your?s is inconsequential. In other words do not
justify your
opinion by trying to over-clarify it. And know that most things may be
clarified in
some way or another.

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Collaboration There is the saying that two heads are better than one.
Up
until the point of dilution turning a solution into a bottle of water more
than two
may be better. Be certain that the person that is collaborating with you is
the
optimal available choice. Judge success appropriately. Know the person
you are
collaborating with, what they are capable of, and what they are incompetent
at.

Focus on their talents while strengthening them. Do not give your

collaborator
what is unnecessarily given. He may use that against you. He may then
expect
more the next time around. Or he may do less when more isn?t always
given. In
other words be both reliable and consistent with what you give your
collaborator.
Note the importance of the interactivity between more than one person
helping
you and another. If a person is counter-productive to your goals and
remains that
way than you should cut him off and find somebody else. It is fair in
business
practice. You could create a cult. Or a temple. Knowing you they would
call it a cult
either way.

Control of Ego It is certainly acceptable to have a good opinion of yourself.

It
is when you have one for no reason that you, well, do not have good enough
reason

to have one. And that, in turn, may lead you to push yourself around giving
to
yourself all sorts of strange liberties. Some people have an ego that is so
tarnished
that they just had to give up and let go. It is definitely acceptable to have
pride in
yourself. If that pride is earned: great. But having pride in something
which you
haven?t earned is simply cheating yourself. Rather than being childish and
thinking
that the entire world misses you when you are gone instead give
consideration that
you are only what you are when and how you are it and even that probably
isn?t as
top notch as you may think it to be. Accept that love of self is irreplaceable.
Defense of Boundaries It is well-meaning when you defend your home.
Strict
defense of it is Christian. It is not unrighteous to form an obvious
protective
boundary around your personal space. Some are blatant enough to actually
give

themselves the right to invade that privacy. And some are evil enough to
destroy
you in that space. Do not have tolerance for such things. It is an insecurity
to step
all over another and to throw around weight. It is at worst a desperate
urge
toward self-destruction. It is at best a pathetic insecurity. That is not
enforcing a
boundary. That is taking from another?s boundary. Know what you expect
from
others. Ask yourself why it should be that way. If you feel it?s important
then do
not allow another to intrude upon it. It shouldn?t be unacceptable to carry
a
weapon. Were your life in sincere danger and you would defend it with that
weapon, yet be imprisoned inappropriately for it, which is the worse? And
whose
judge do you choose?

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Dependability Do what you say you are going to do or else do not say you
are
going to do it. And do it the way you say you will. But avoid binding
yourself to
any promise in the first place. On that same hand make others live up to
their word.
Our hope and expectation would be kicked around a lot less were others to
follow
these words. It is one thing that something should come up which would
prevent
all practicality of a promise being met. But it is important to not make
unlikely met
promises. A person that is dependable is given greater responsibility. It?s
in that
way that he rightfully has more control. But think about it. Would you
submit in
any way to a person that does nothing for you? Would you more readily
hire a
reputable worker or an irreparable one? So to that let you be known for
what you
are and make that something noteworthy.

Empathy Sympathy which is insincere is sinful. It also leads to more sin.

Self-pity, victim-based anger, even lust. So relate to people. But do not
be dishonest
to them. Some people are naturally non-empathetic. In such cases it
should only be
expected that they are not inconsiderate in their non-empathy. The key
point is: it
is best to say nothing if you have nothing good to say. You may have
noticed in the
Gospel that Jesus was a problem solver and not a counselor. The Holy
Ghost is our
counselor. Do not sympathize with pathetic weakness. And He is our
greatest
counselor. It goes to say that sometimes people are best left alone. It is
not
necessary to be the solution. If you make yourself into the solution that
you do not
wish to be you will likely bring about a large complication. That
complication is
not easily solved. If it is a simple matter which you can easily solve then
solve it. If

it isn?t then steer away from it and find greener pastures elsewhere. Don?t
get lost
in another?s complications. Were people to learn to acknowledge and solve
their
own issues we would live in a better place. Fortunately being taught that
is simple
enough: make a person survive with his or her own capacity. They have to.
I am the
only one of my siblings not permitted to live with my family after the age
of 18. I
guess I am too socially vicious. Despite being homeless and darn right
destitute I
survived. I even made some good choices: never having done drugs, a nonalcoholic,
and never having sold my body. A person that desires to change his or her
situation
will find a way to change it. If they don?t, they probably do not have desire
to.

Eye Contact The right look will grab just about any woman or man. So
smile.

But do not stare. The phrases look at me! and don?t look at me! are
both potent.
When someone feels they cannot look at you it is because they feel ugly
themselves.
If someone wants to be seen it is because of self-confidence. Yet why is it
that a
person is sometimes afraid to look another in the eye? It?s a self-defense
mechanism.
If people aren't looking at you it probably isn't because you are ugly.

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Expressiveness Add color to your point to make it less boring. And what
adds
more color than an impressive lie? Just don?t make it too impressive or it
won?t be
believed. The right time to insert this impressive lie is when it?s needed to
be true.
The wrong time is when someone is trying to impress you themselves. So
pull out

someone else?s impressive sketches and be sure to tell them to carefully

flip
through it. When they are done say that you learned that at a nearby
university
(the one that everyone in town wishes they could get into.) Exaggerate
yourself
cleverly. Don?t be a clown. A clown is someone who is downright desperate
to
make you laugh (and I am not referring to professional clowns.) Talent
of craft, of
skill, from dedicated work is under-appreciated. I foresee that that will
change
before too long. People need an outlet that they put themselves into.
Available
outlets for workmanship are without count. It ranges from working with
clay to
working with leather and farming to music composition. If you feel that
you simply
cannot decide what to do: decide to try it all. If you have narrowed it down
after
that then good. If not then choose to do all of it the best you can. There is
no reason

why it must be the one thing. Talent can be diluted but it?s dilution is
not nearly
as bad as it is in other areas of life. Material used to apply toward your
work is
cheap these days and sometimes even free. A usable clay can be made with
cornstarch/flour, salt and water. Ropes of all sizes can be made with
media-tape. A
person who sits the day long whittling on wood gives to the world a part of
him or
her. When it is individualized and a heart is poured into it then it is very
much a
way of expressing oneself.
Focus Don?t be caught up in what you are about to say while someone is
talking
to you. The truth is that most people only care about what they say and how
they
say it. I?ll have to remember that is a potent phrase. Put focus on
yourself by
making it seem as though that focus is actually theirs. Bring up an old
topic in a
new way. You remember that time you That is another good one. But

remember that people usually want more attention from those who don?t
give it to
them. A Christian-Satanist should know when and whether or not he or
she wants
focus drawn to them. There are some people that are private and don?t crave
attention. Not all non-talkative people are shy. Many are stable-minded
and simply
don?t have a need to be noticed.
Give-And-Take Pay back the debts you create with interest. You never
know
whether or not you will need to take from that source again. And if you do
then you
are able to draw from it better than before (in most cases.) If you are
lending then
keep an eye out for who is in need of what you wish to lend. Ask to receive
it back in
interest. It is good business. Obviously giving and taking is not only
material-based. Socially speaking it is best to take from someone who has
already
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taken from you. Avoid taking money. Money is usually derived from some
type of
work. But hey if it isn?t then there?s more to share! When you are asking
for help it
is better that you make that help beneficial to the one helping. You are doing
well
so long as you don?t take something blatantly. If you are taking more than
you are
contributing you are only making yourself dead weight. Avoid giving
anything
which is not desirably taken. Do not cast your pearls among the swine.
Growth (Maturity) If we do not take a past experience and connect with
it,
instead not knowing it, then we are fully grown, only knowing the moment.
At
times we are responsive to past experience, most of which was recent, but
we are
more at the moment than in the past or in the future. It is very helpful to
practice a
philosophy or religion at that point. This book is mine in it?s entirety.
This book, in

fact, removed my mental ills, 1 Cor. 13:11.

Knowing Boundaries Try to know a person?s pet peeves. Clean up after
yourselves. Maybe it?s taking too big of a serving of something that was
difficult to
prepare. It could be smoking in someone?s home. Or it could be smoking
in their
car. It could be plucking a leaf off of a tree. Learn what the boundaries are
of others
in order to earn their respect. This is also good so that you know what to
expect
from another before you make a mistake and go over the line. But also
know that
being overly respectful is annoying to most people, especially to the ones
you
should be around anyway. Know that you have all right to set the
boundaries of
your own place. If someone isn?t keeping them then they should be removed
from it.
And what is your place? It?s your personal space. The more rightfully it
is your
place the more right given you to protect it. A good time to defend your
boundaries

with greater might is when someone, at an inevitable point, crosses the

line.

Listening an old proverb goes: A wise old owl sat on a perch. The more
he saw
the less he spoke. The less he spoke the more he heard. The more he heard
the more
he learned. Why can?t we be more like that wise old bird? Long ago it
came as a
relief to me to discover that most people did not care what I had to say and
the way
in which I said it. What good does small talk do? I would rather know of
someone
else than have someone know everything they are able to about me. People
are not
heard these days. So they are shouted at. An indiscriminate mouth
reveals
everything to a thoughtful ear.

Memory A good memory is useful for many things. Place more

significance

where significance belongs. That way you will remember things the way
they
should be remembered. An exaggeration of memory is sometimes a useful
trick.
That is stated elsewhere. Should you pretend to remember something to
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who asks? A more interesting question is if you should pretend not to. Put
into
consideration that it may be helpful to remember similarities rather than
the actual
occurrence or other entity by itself.

Pertinence It?s simple. Be to the point. There is no need for overclarification.

It?s only overly honest when you change having said you exercised 30
minutes to
20 and then add that you should have done more push-ups. Leaving a bit
of words

out will allow mystery. It brings up question. Don?t answer every

question you
possibly can before you are even asked.
Planning Have foresight to what you intend on doing and whether or not
you
are sure it will be accomplished. Never falter another?s reliance on you
toward
important matters. Such a thing creates a distance between you and them.
A plan is
a result and a purpose toward that result. It is more important to be
efficient and
knowledgeable to what you intend on doing than to make a deadline which
cannot
be perceived. Make sure that all of the cards are played in the way in which
they
should be. Let the pieces fall together in the way in which they should.
Know that
things are never perfect. Be content with what you may effectively improve
upon
rather than bringing about a result that goes beyond possible satisfaction.
For

some people goals are undesirable. People who are not focused on goals
usually
enjoy the work more than the accomplishment. When outlining any plan
try to
work on the same sheet of paper.

Reliability Do the things which another expects of you if those expectations

are
suitable rewarding. Know that a trustworthy person is one whom does
what he
says and says what he means. A trustworthy person is also one that has
been in a
long-term position of responsibility (usually.) The more responsibility
you are
given the more control you will be given. Little control is given over
someone who
is an un-trustworthy feck-up. It is your choice whether or not you would
want to
be reliable. A good reason not to be is that another may (and often does)
take
advantage of it. They may take advantage of it to the point where it
demands

undesired self-sacrifice. It is not recommended that you volunteer yourself

to do
anything or unnecessarily bind yourself into any promise. However if a
person asks
something of you it gives you the opportunity to receive something in
return. If it
is reasonable than be sure to get it. That also serves the purpose of
preventing
someone from over-using you. And ask yourself from whom you may
receive the
best help from in relation to how well they will perform the task rather than
burning out all of the battery from a person. And only tell the fishy stories
to the
gullible.

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Respect It is entirely up to the individual to determine in what way he will

be

respectful toward another and under what circumstances. You pick your
battles.
But a good rule of thumb is that you find the right place between treating
others
the way they treat you and giving them the promise of treating you well.

Responsiveness The best way to respond is in an appropriate and sensible

way.
It is appropriate when you are self-aware. It is sensible when you are
calm. Another
way to respond preferably to something is to not over-react. The best
come-backs and cunning comes from a leveled thinking mind. You may
be
surprised how simple it is to say and do the preferable thing. Don?t overreact.
Take an initiative if it suits you. Learn the best way to answer a question
and never
say something at the top of your head unless you simply do not care about
the
answer. It is inappropriate to cut the flow of how one is dealing with
another when

it doesn?t even concern you. A man asks another for help. A third man
considers it
intrusive. He is then halted from receiving help. The Christian-Satanist
is
indifferent toward matters which do not hold meaningful significance
toward them.
Let a man fend for himself. Let a woman take it where she didn?t ask for
it. Let both
call the police when they are in danger.

Searching Scripture states ask, seek, and knock. Be an active part of

your
environment and the relation you have with one another. Look carefully at
the
words placed before you and action circulating before you. The possessions
that a
Christian-Satanist holds usually have usually come from someone else.
We are all
searching for something. It is worthwhile for the Christian-Satanist to
know what
that is.

Sensitivity A sensitive person is intuitive in knowing how another will

react to
what they do and say and not cause a bad reaction because of it. It is good
to have a
tough shell. Many people don?t. Many never will because they have been
nursed
for too long. It is good to develop another?s strengths rather than weaken
them by
nursing them further. That is obvious. Just do so in an appropriate and
careful way
(if you choose to at all.) It goes to say that you should be sensitive but to
be
over-sensitive leads to a bad result. Never allow another person?s oversensitive
nature cause you to feel bad about yourself. If you go over the line you will
know
that you have.

Sixuality Too much work makes jack jack-it-off. An active sax life is
encouraged
in the Oppositionist because it is essential to mental health. That is
because it is

essential to harmony with one?s natural state. Mental Illness amounts to

nothing
more than sixual repression. Sixual preference is not to be dictated.
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shouldn?t be dictated on how to dress by anyone. Sax is entirely natural

and the
Oppositionist knows that God is supportive of a responsible sixuality
rather than
condemning of it. What was at one time in need of regulation: no longer
is.
WOC-members are at liberty to express their sixuality in any way toward
other
WOC-members. That is because we are not prudish people having given
ourselves
that natural liberty. In the times to come I predict that women will take a
bolder
initiative toward fulfilling their sixual urges and men less so. That?s the
way it

should be. It may be said (unjustly) that sax in and of itself is a

perversion. It is that
type of senseless thought which deprives of person the release of his or her
natural
urges. That quickly, in turn, brings about true perversion: those who rape.
We are
not a sax-cult. There is more meaning to our lives than only sax (at some
times,
and other times not.) What a deep chasm in minds. What a milky way.
Where it
begins it explodes. Where it continues it breaks bonds, expresses affection
and
even love. And even where it ends it may continue. That is, when it is not
done as a
favor but as a win-win. Christian-Satanism, being a shade of grey, is
typically
indefinable sixually. The sensible rule of thumb: if it is voluntary between
two (or
more) practicing adults then it is their's to have. That said sixual
pushiness
should be understood (known below.)

Sincerity Speak your mind rather than let timidity rule over you.
Practice
being assertive a little at a time if you feel you are overly-timid. But do
not be
blatant in the process. Let others know that you are as you are rather than
having
become accustomed into something that you are not. As Paul ascribed
love should
be sincere. So have sincerity with charity. Base your interest on what
you are truly
compelled to (be sincere with yourself.) Do not feel as if you must make a
choice
through another.
Solving of Problems Be a person who puts out the fire rather than the
one
that kindles it. Sure some fires can open new paths for you. That is the
darker side
of matters. Do not feel as though another?s problems should be your own.
A lesson
learned on its own is good. Try to make things better for a person if you
care about

them. Know that some people are drama-magnets. It is food for them to
somehow
progress with. Let disaster hit such people. Avoid being any sort of Mr.
Solution.
If you are going to solve a problem solve it because it irritates you and not
because
it offers you The Solution. That sort of need is best placed into puzzles.

Tonality The term tonality has a variety of meanings. But here it is in

reference to blending in. Never feel as though blending in is a bad thing
unless
you simply cannot tolerate what you would be made into. Conformance and
blending in is not the same thing. You will always be just yourself unless
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conforming. You can pretend when you blend in. Go with the flow. Or, if
you like,
play it by ear. Why would you be a fool to your own taste? Individualism
usually

goes unrecognized anyways. A person who is never dissonant is a bore. A

person
who is never consonant is a stump.

Trustworthiness A trustworthy person is one proven reliable to truth. A

gossiper looks for secrets. A responsible person doesn?t repeat the things
he hears
whether or not it was asked to be held secret. Somewhat less responsible
is the
person who doesn?t want to be told anything in fear he may repeat it (which
he
likely will.) People that are not trustworthy should be turned away from
and not be
relied upon. Those that are trustworthy should be given the most
responsibility.
Have gratitude toward people that have proven to you that they are
trustworthy. It
is an unmatched degree of respect to be trustworthy toward another. It's
alright to
pretend to lie. Especially the good ones that are about you.

Usefulness It is an important thing that you are useful. What is the use
of a
person who has no use? They are dead weight. Be good company to the
one who
invites you to his home. But don?t ruin it through objectionable behavior.
When
possible, lend a helping hand. Ask if they need help. You may be fortunate
enough
that you are cut a break and help isn?t needed. It isn?t usually desirable to
frequently volunteer yourself. More will then be expected of you. Develop
pride for
the help you have given. Serve a gracious person. A person may be useful
sixually.
Those that are should not be given the baggage of having it exclusively
possessed.

Worthwhile Chance-Taking Do not be impulsive. What could possibly

go
wrong? Usually not much does when you take a chance if you knowing
better than

to be plain stupid. An I don?t think that?s such a good idea person is a

stable one in
his own way but unstable in too many others (such as emotionally, socially,
and
financially.) What is on your agenda today? Will it open any new doors?
Look for
new windows of opportunity. Add color to your life. Just don?t act
impulsively
unless something, such as sax or shoaten, comes into sudden need.

2: Repellants
Argumentative It is better to dispel an argument than to pointlessly fuel
it
through trying to change an unchangeable perspective. If talking to
someone is
like talking to a brick wall it is better to simply pretend to agree to
disagree. Why
should you suffer someone whose mind cannot be sensibly changed? The
most
intolerable thing to an argumentative person is a sincerely unconcerned
person.

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Bad Attitude I know of no one who sees an angry person as someone who
is
strong. Who likes a person that is perpetually cranky? Oh here he comes
again.
These are people who like to make the little rules that seem insignificant
in every
possible way. And they are the first to hold their own beliefs as paramount
and
wouldn?t dare consider flexing them a bit. One good way to not be irritable
is to
stay away from pests. Another good way is to not feed them.

Closed-Mindedness Why should you waste your time on somebody that is

closed minded? Be around like-minded people instead. It should be
advocated more
that there is made a place for everyone. Why is it that through intolerance
another

actively takes from another?s place? If it does not affect you on a personal
level then
you should not make it personal. That is what we call problem inventing
of a
cause. A cause does not exist unless it has issues to cure.

Disinterest Do not feel as though you must develop interest in what you
are
doing. But know that if you do you will enjoy yourself more. Because we
are all
placed somewhere else than where we wish to be. Turn a bad moment into
a good
one. However if somebody is placing a boring speech on you then ignore
it. Walk
away. Do not allow others to waste your valuable time. There are times
when you
must do something undesirable for a reward. If it is particularly
rewarding then
learn to be content with it but ask yourself if the reward exceeds the
tolerable
contentment of not having it. Creative, unique, sincere and active interests
should

be developed in the Christian Satanist. Asixuality-by-practice is a form

of
disinterest derived from insecurity.
Indecisiveness This is too often caused by dual and conflictive purpose of
a
Christian Satanist. Know the better choice. Casting the spell of moderate
could fix
it. Acting upon impulse is usually not a good thing. But here we are not
talking
about making a quick decision. Rather it is being able to decide carefully
and
somewhat quickly. Give thought into your decisions and if something has
brought
you success before than act upon it again. If, ever, you find yourself on
some scene
walk away- get out. Do not be the one standing during a riot. And do not
be the one
who fecked up his whole life over one foolish decision. When you desire
something:
obtain it. When you have received something that you wanted, great.

Insecurity Over reaction causes persistent irrationality. Who is it that is

so
much greater than you that you would allow certain reactions to be caused
by them?
It is your place to feel a certain way or not to. Do not allow another to
control the
way in which you feel. There are some who will, and often do, make others
pessy.
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These people are insecure. These people should not be given consideration.
Ignore
them. You cannot win them over to respect and maturity. Unless it
becomes
threatening to your personal space, and certainly if it becomes a physical
threat to
you or someone that you care about, let it be. Increase security by
increasing
tolerance. Do not spread rumors. It's pathetic and bothersome.

Interruption It?s not uncommon that two individuals are carrying on a

good
conversation when somebody blurts himself in. Thinking he has added
some good
content and feeling proud of himself he continues to add more. Have
patience when
you are listening to two people. Otherwise you will come across as
someone who is
inappropriately interested in the conversing of two other people. It is not
under
looked that these people are nosy. If it is an important matter see if it can
wait. If
there isn?t an alternative person to address then address it with them.
Judging There is a difference between judging and discerning. To judge
somebody is to bring them into fault. To discern something is to know the
fault
without correcting it. If their faults should not be your place to correct then
leave it
or them alone. If it is unsuitably obtrusive to you then by all means be
judge and
jury both. Rather than build up a growing intolerance of sinful behavior
or all the

great problems of our modern world loosen up and let go of petty matters.
Don?t
bet anger on a house of cards. We have ZERO-tolerance for racism and
sixism and
other forms of prejudice. We live in a world that gives to us our religious
freedom.
So free in fact that Christian-Satanism is a part of that. We, having been
given our
liberty, must never deprive it from another. What would then happen? We
will be
sought to be deprived. That would be very detrimental to all of our rights
in the
long run.

Poor Manners Remember that it isn?t poor if it?s acceptable. The rich and
the
poor don?t seem to have the same smelling farts. A rose by any other
name. Sometimes it?s even expected of you to be what others would call
rude.
Know when it is. Know well when it isn?t. Swear words are simply a
colorful way to

speak where articulation is disliked. The rebel-rousers who plant about

cuss words
use cussing to fit in. Sometimes they are simply annoyed that they are
under heard.
Obviously I dislike cussing. Passing gas may be natural but so is taking
a shoat.
Both smell about the same.

Sixual Pushiness That includes pushiness on the more subconscious and

subtle levels. If someone you wish you had doesn?t want you back then do
not
pursue it. Do not pursue the married (unless they pursue you first.) You
do not
have the right to rape or molest. That includes touchiness. It also includes
forceful
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staring. Sax is, believe it or not, better, when it is voluntary between two
people.

That being given the Christian-Satanist does not see sin in what
truthfully comes
innocently natural. It?s probably true that God does not smile upon sixual
free-for-alls.

3. Items of Internal Conflict/ Stress:

Debility, compulsive drive, undefined help climate, weather discontent,
regard to
death, undesired noise,
deadlocking, positive

marriage/divorce,

demands,

finances,

expectation, negative expectation, all or nothing perspective, coulda hada

shoulda
woulda hadn?t, compulsive generalization, self-hate, fear, lack of sixual
desire,
emotionally conflictive isolation, compulsive worry.

6. The Oppositionist Spells

This book defines magic as being: A worldly-based ideology used to incur

spiritual mastery

(Christian) -Or "How to use meaning"(Satanic.) These also turn the

Holy Bible into a book
of spiritual development. The keys to these spells are asking the questions
who, what, when,
where, why, and how? These definitions are broadly figurative and
ideological. That is
because they are occult-based. They are each intended to carry a wealth of
good use. When
applied successfully toward a desired outcome a spell has been cast.

Absorption Beneficially putting to use. In Practice: In order for

something to be
used beneficially that something must have: 1) A high enough level of being
needed.
2.) Must harmonize with its nature rather than repel its nature. 3.)
Must
overcome through weaknesses/acceptability and when beneficial will not
be
rejected but rather adapted into continued acceptance. That continued
acceptance
is indicative of a new will which was formerly misguided.

Aero 1. To change the purpose of something in a way which affects an

outcome
that is desired. 2. To create a new purpose that is more willfully acted on.
In
Practice: Something which is acted upon once is indicative of having done
something undesired. Something which had been repeated is indicative of
the
opposite: having produced a desired result by its performer. Be certain that
it will
want to be repeated through the accomplishment of a desired result.

Alike 1. When something is alike it is considered to have agreeable

similarity. 2.
Compulsive disagreement (such as racism.) In Practice: Disassociate
preconception
with the actual state of something and associate the actual state of
something with
both similarity and difference.
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Aversion 1. This is done when evil is unintentionally resisted. 2. To void

confliction. In Practice: Develop an awareness to that which is desirably
resisted
and evolve natural or synthetic resistance to it. Where resistance is faltered
revert
to something more optimal. Destruction of an obtrusion is sometimes
necessary to
cause permanent freedom from it. Let your position be irrefutably known.

Barren 1. This is when something is lacking. 2. A perceptible absence of

something. 3. Presence of effectual inoccupation. In practice: To produce
what is
lacking the inward or outward environments must be changed. The inward
environment may change the outward environment too. To create a suitable
occupation or inoccupation a piece of the inward or outward environment is
either
limited, voided, increased, or amplified to the magicians desired outcome.

Break To remove a specific component to something which discontinues

its
functionality. 2. To bring about submission. In Practice: Know which
function it is
that you desire to discontinue and how that affects other functions toward
your
intention. Know reward and punishment well.

Buffer 1. To buffer something is to efficiently enhance it. 2. Esthetic

improvement.
3. Changing perception. 4. To make more suitable. In practice:
Knowledge of
opinion is useful. When that opinion is known the magician then buffers
out the
negative force. Balanced refinement is often necessary to the better whole.

Calm 1. When something is calm it is satisfied from need. 2. To be

unreceptive
toward conflict. Synonyms: pacified, contentment. In Practice: When
something is

tense it is more able to relax afterward. Dissonance leads to a greater

consonance.
Make use of both polarities. Do not give all at once. Give a little at a time,
ever
increasing, and you will be appreciated for a longer duration. Let your
reward be
known the way it should.

Cast Out Removing an imbalanced piece to an otherwise stable whole. 2.

To
remove a pest. In Practice: adjust the weights by amplifying what is
desired and
diminishing what is not (which is better than simply cutting out the
problem.) You
could let an insecure person fool themselves into thinking they received
some sort
of petty retribution when you were indifferent all along.
Cleanse To purify through addition. That which is added removes that
which is
undesired. In Practice: Know what you wish to remove and do not wish
to remove.

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Know how it removes, why it removes, what it removes and where it

removes.
Make a coat of many colors.
Confuse 1. When rationality is desired but lacking something is confused.
2.
Curiosity prompted by a misunderstanding. In Practice: If the solution
is desired
enough (and it can be made to be desired more) then the solution may cause
interest.

Constriction To make something dense in order to put it to use is to

magically
constrict it. In Practice: This is part of the eternal chain. One constriction
causes
the next and that one causes its own reaction until it is wasted by its user.
The trick
is in how each link is formed. She or He that would know this would have
it?s power:

1. The Dense Sphere. 2. The Expanding Sphere. 3. The Sphere Again

Dense. 4.
The Sphere Expands Again.

Converge To be drawn into a center. 2. When a trait or characteristic is

preferred over another. In Practice: know what draws that something and
compels
that something toward it or away from it. When it is compacted the draw
further
into or away from its center.

Cover To cloud relevancy of implication to self. In Practice: Be

redundant.
Inconsistency also helps. Also: prevent accusation or at least truth to it
through
not providing variation of intention, meaning your intention is less
apparent if you
do something once and in only one way. Some things can be done in varied
ways:
when there are variations there are intentions which you are possibly
unwanted to

have.

Dark A force which acts upon a natural state rather than an unnatural
state. 2.
The unknown. In Practice: There are appropriate ways to be dark and
inappropriate ways of being dark. The key phrase is that Let the ends be
justified
of the means. It is human nature that the unknown be known. Shine light
upon the
dark you wish to uncover and become that darkness to others.

Decoy Something seen where it wasn?t actually located at. In Practice:

causing a
negative force to be spent upon the decoy may resolve the actual medium
from it.
Point a trigger that leads the negative force to the decoy without it
appearing that
it was lead there by the decoy. If something given should be hidden direct
it toward
a decoy through the original target.

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Dismay To overwhelm the otherwise normally working process of

something
into a new one which is then fixated upon itself. In practice: To cause
dismay you
must give sudden attention to something that is highly unwelcome and not
prepared for.

Dispatch Employing help from a prepared force at a specific time. In

Practice:
What causes its necessity? After you know that then cause that purpose to
be met
in the way which is effective. Manipulate as many of the components to the
purpose
as you are able in a harmonizing and efficient fassion. But be practical.
Drain To take a negative force or medium from a harmful entity in order
that its

negative force is ineffectual or absent. In Practice: Where possible use

what was
gathered from the entity and either make it positive or use it against that
entity.
Erase To remove one component in order to correct it with another. In
Practice:
Is the renewal both necessary and helpful? If it isn?t it should not be done,
because
it?s other pieces may have been adapted to it. For example, it is not good
to put old
gas in a new car.

Faith Being assured beyond doubt. In Practice: Know that you are
capable of
anything. Do not have self-doubt. There are bold acts of faith which a
person
should consider if it would help his relationship with God. Make
something
believable by making it be wanted to be believed in. Create a self-fulfilling
prophesy (usually something likely to occur but not conventionally known
to have

a regular occurrence) and people will have faith in everything else you say.

Flare 1. Making known the quality of something is to flare it. 2. The

desire for a
potential to be met. In Practice: how is that potential beneficial toward its
propagator?s drive to meet it? What qualities do you wish to show and what
is the
most effective way to show them?

Float To be unbounded. In practice: What do you wish to be unbound

from?
Meditate on the ways in which you may be freed. Build a resistance to the
gravity.

Focus To give an unusual amount of attention to a particular thing. In

Practice:
What is thought-compelling? What would one pay the most for or to
attention
toward? When they receive your attention then gravitate it toward the way
you

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Glimmer To momentarily catch the eye. In Practice: invoke fascination.

To
invoke fascination fulfill another?s wishes which could not be granted
otherwise.

Gradual 1. To add to something?s quantity in a controlled way is to

successfully
gradual it. 2. To collect toward completion. In Practice: If something is
undesirably
collecting then remove it as it does so. If something is desirably collecting
then
improve upon the ways in which it does so.

Grey To grey something is to shroud something by making it

indistinguishable
to its surroundings. 2. A type of magic which is constructive but not in a

necessarily good or bad way. In Practice: avert more attention toward

something
else to steal focus given it to that something else. Make the focus given it
less
meaningful.
Haste 1. To hasten something is to propel its desired solution. 2. More
attention
given to a result than the process which would lead to that result. In
Practice: As
the saying goes haste makes waste. Give more attention to the process
and less, if
any, to its result. A puzzle isn?t assembled in haste but a shelter is. In the
storm
become efficient. In the sun become patient.

Healing Agent A healing agent is an entity responsible for an

improvement. In
Practice: Aid a healing agent by diminishing its workload. As the patient
told the
doctor it hurts when I The doctor simply says to quit doing it. Give
rest to an

aching problem by cutting out the problem and adding to its solution.
Holy The solution to evil which God provides to all creation. In Practice:
You
must act in an entirely self-sacrificial way by means of faith.

Implication 1. The result of something that is been implied. 2. To bring

about
responsibility to a presumed guilt of misconduct. 3. A statement that is
implied but
not implied (not noticed to hold to meaning.) In Practice: What
responsibility does
the individual carry and what is the expected punishment toward not
adhering to it?
Who is it that holds the responsibility to make responsible, the most?
How do
you bring about a greater responsibility from others?

Inactive 1. In a state that needs a condition or trigger to be changed. 2.

Having a

lack of motivation. In Practice: Cause something else to be dormant by

removing
its motivation toward the resulting state. Give something a kick start.
Reinforce
your position.
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Laggard 1. Something that is laggard has too much friction against it. 2.
A lack
of utility. In Practice: Give control to the friction you wish to have under
its
control. Provide utility in a useful appropriated way.

Lamp A medium which regulates a controlled presence of light. It has the

use of
increasing light to a specific locale for a specific purpose (even if that
purpose is as
rudimentary as increasing visibility.) 2. A medium which embeds light
onto

sensory-formed matter. In Practice: Examine a lamp?s components and

the way in
which those components are used to accomplish its use.

Light A classification of controllable vibration which provides a usable

entity for
or of life. In Practice: There have been some that have feared photographs
stating
that it stole their souls. It is true that life can be placed on tape. Make that
entity as
tangible as possible. To be resurrected from heaven, or from hell: your
damaged
body need only be made whole again. Embedded (placed); Controlled
(directed);
Preserved (stored); Drawn (taken in); Known (found); Examined
(related); Wanted
(preferred); Refuted (unknown); and considered through the element of
growth.

Lignify To petrify. In practice: First uncover what is feared by the target.

Do so

without revealing your intention. Next, after a period of forgetfulness has

past,
instill that fear in the target through some type of warning or precaution.
If it is a
precaution you may have to create a scenario under which the target is
vulnerable
Hey! You didn?t sit on that toilet did you?

Moderate To regulate the execution of a desired purpose toward evenness

for an
average to the whole. In Practice: identify the dominating interference
toward
relevance and weaken it. Valuable fact and opinion are more desirable than
equality
of representation. Know that oppression and repression, given any chance,
will be
refuted.

Pandora The placement of something which causes a massive chain

reaction

leading to something that was not previously on its path. In Practice: the
event
that is caused must be noticed and remembered. And there must be a strong
enough desire for it to continue.

Protect To secure something by making it unattainable to intrusive

interference.
2. To reduce or eliminate the contact of one thing to another. In Practice:
Eliminate
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something?s path to it to begin with. If that cannot be done, be certain that

it is
stopped once it gets there.
Rest 1. To rest something is to bring dormancy upon it. 2. An inactive
component.
In practice: To cause dormancy one component must be moved from
another. The
active state?s path must be stopped, given resistance, reverted,
eliminated, given

dissociation or otherwise acted against in a way which does not encourage

point
A leading to point B but instead C, D, and so on., the ever-lessening
states, or
kept to itself.
Shade 1. To shade something is to bring light upon darkness. 2. An
enigma. 3. To
be covered. In Practice: Amplify light being focused upon it. The surface
will reveal
everything. Equate the amount of shade with the amount of light along with
the
light?s source to determine its properties. Cover an issue through
distraction.

Shell 1. To have a good shell is to be resilient. 2. Indifference. In

Practice: To
make someone more resilient they must disassociate being internally
controlled
with being externally controlled. How much can one thing be tolerated and
what
honestly makes it more or less tolerable? When is the right time to act on
anger

and how is that anger best acted upon? Against someone with greater
power than
you there is an unpleasant type of anger: helpless anger. The best you can
do is
either ignore it or move away from it.

Shift 1. To transform from one state to another. 2. To change to a more

desirable
position. In Practice: what elements do you wish to be guarded against?
How
would something perceive that change and offend against your guard? What
is the
quickest, most efficient way to change without detection? When you do make
that
change does it bring about any negative effects such as a stronger
vulnerability
than before? What is unexpected?
Shine 1. To shine upon is giving something appearance of significance.
2. To be
distinctive. In Practice: The weight must have a foundation or it will fall
out.

That foundation is its support. That support may sometimes be amplified

by
objection though at other times further diminished. Admiration and envy
lead to
both esteem and spite. It?s a balance that only matters where it should.

Sight To hold to perception. 2. To relate to objectively. In Practice:

Remember
the saying you cannot judge a book by its cover." Collect information on
something in any way which serves your purpose. Learn where things are
and
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when they can best be seen. If something is hidden then find a way to
remove what
is covering it such as making it want to be seen. Reveal the faults of
another in a
tactful and subtle way.

Slow To decrease spirit or drive. In Practice: learn what bores and wears
out
another person or process and then exploit it (dark) or exhaust yourself for
whatever suitable reason (such as to increase stamina or motivation)
(light.) A
mechanical process may be slowed down through reduction of drive given
it (grey.)

Stone To stone is to bring into account. In Practice: Make sure that the
one who
holds into account is at a level of authority and will act upon it. If that isn?t
necessary then bring one into account where they should be held
accountable. Hold
a firm grasp on that which you are using against the target and make it
heavy-weight. Leverage used against you can sometimes be turned against
those
using it against you. The person that points the finger at you is not
faultless.
No-one is.

Store House The location in which something (tangible or intangible) is

secured. 2. The sum of your existence. In practice: Refine the presence,
availability,
and use to its owner and presence, disability and use to its non-owner. If
something
is in the process of continual regeneration then store what was generated
elsewhere to allow quicker availability of what is newly generated, granted
that
space is needed for stationary regeneration and not given otherwise.

Super Sensory Anything which is not detected through a sense (such as

conventional human sight or hearing.) In Practice: Decrease it?s detection
to the
senses (such as by decreasing size or volume.) Or decrease the focus
applicable to it.
Limit range, create a wall, or make a decoy.

Quake 1. To quake is to disturb un-repentantly. 2. A forceful shift. In

Practice:

What unites and what separates? How is something helplessly broken up?
When
something is inspired in a way that comes as an epiphany or a sudden
realization
and either was known to have resulted from motivation you have then
caused a
quake. Take an elixir and calm yourself. If a person never had repentance
because
of authority, human or otherwise, is he the right person to agitate? That is
why
bibles are thrown into prisons.

Quell 1. To prompt a need for change. 2. To cause a disturbance. In

practice:
Provide a desire for that change and an attainable method to its fulfillment.
Cause
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the method to be acted upon when found and when acted upon cause it to
effect
desired change. Examine the way in which that change is noted.

Vanity 1. Something which is not accredited to worthiness. 2. Something

which
is not worthwhile. In Practice: Change the perception of reward or
punishment (as
suited) given by its target. Downplay something. Remember to question
what has
value and what does not. Let other people know that, especially if it is true
for them
too. Some people offer opinions of their self. The sun is so bright that it
isn't seen.
But is it the moon we are seeing or the sun? A person of pride will have
his or
herself hacked into their downfall by those that are jealous: whether it's by
gossip
or something else.

Warp To reconfigure. In Practice: It is possible to reconfigure

something in
order that it is more optimal than before. To do so do oppositely what you
would

do to obstructively warp it meeting all ends. It is the ends and center of

something
which should be given the most attention whether you want the warp to be
obstructive or not. The more meaning that something is given in the mind:
the
more connected it is (by meaningful things in the physical world) the
stronger your
stay in the imaginative dimension. To warp into that dimension of the
mind, faith is
essential. Self-doubt is the worst obstruction of entering into it. You,
when looking
at your mind, do you ask for it to be seen another way? Do you wish it
were real?
Wonder 1.To shift to an imaginative state. 2. To bring about awe. In
Practice:
place a hint to something that wasn?t expected and then make it happen.
For
example you may say all hells going to break loose today and later make
it
happen. Use of words entirely owned and given meaning by you, alone, a
phrase

that you alone are given power to say: someone is long gone. They said
(this) about
you. Maybe you misheard. Maybe the person you are talking to is inferior
to you in
their perception, not knowing how to validify what they hear. But you,
prepared to
validify it more anyway, if you must: saying, "I know what I heard," a
lie of power.
A powerless truth.

7. Useful Elements to Oppositionist Magic

Awareness Being in tune to your surroundings. In our times people

are losing
sense of where things belong. People have grown less aware. They are
desperately
blaring the music. They are eating to obesity. They are making a plea to
be
destroyed. There is nearly nothing to the environments they think they
dominate.
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If there was less to it: they would probably die from starvation in an
inward-bound
prison.
Cause and Effect There is no such thing as an effect without a cause. And
the
shades to the cause are without count. Something which was unexpected
occurred
for a reason. Something occurred the way it did for a reason. What will
be a reason
for it to occur the same way again? Or differently? Examine how point A
leads to
point B. Sometimes there is only one possible result. And sometimes the
result is
seemingly unpredictable. Focus on what is tried and true. Be observant
of the facts
without bias. Although something may seem irrefutable you may find that
it is
refutable. You may even have the chance of seeing it refuted. We may never
reach

the optimal point. But we will dlim sure try. Everything belongs to
something else.
That something else owns yet its own. Effectively knowing cause and
effect opens
the door to the world itself. In this way take claim to what belongs to you
without a
loss of grasp. Apply a daily practicality to what you do. Make what that is
daily to
hourly. Compress it in all that you do. You will have gained time and will
have
wasted less, such as what you use.

Element Know what deserves the most attention and what deserves the
least.
Take note of an element and ask yourself if it could be better and how it
would be
worse. It may be undesired and yet would be a missing piece to the puzzle
if it were
absent. Rather than the failed use of water, fire, air, and water the
Christian
Satanist uses the elements of A, B, C, and D. It may go beyond D.
But more than

four complicates it. Each letter represents it?s own thing in it?s own way
and the
four are examined together in a practical but useful way.
Placement When a square cube will not fit into a circular hole then find
another
place for it to go or else find a better shape for the hole. If something is not
working
that may be because you have the batteries in wrong or the outlet is dead.
There is
a natural place for something to be and an unnatural place for something
to be. And
people from the earliest age have been taught and have known that. That
has a
broad application. What will be your use of words? Will you act the same
around
all people? Or will you be aware and accept that each person is unique?
Polarity Know the nature of the target before you hit it with something.
Hit the
nail on the head. What is attracted to and what is repelled against? Know
the

nature of a force and give it purpose. When that purpose is satisfactorily

modified
at your will then you have snapped in it?s polarity. But know that when
circuits are
not wired correctly they will not function desirably. Something which is
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unbalanced in the wrong ways is something that is unstable. Determine

where the
weight should be.
Resistance Apply a necessary amount of force without extending more
than
your resources require. Create walls where walls belong and doors where
they
belong. Create windows where you wish to be seen and curtains to cover
with. If
you can?t beat or change em then you should probably stay the hell away
from
them. Resistance may be broken and hewn down through repetitive
exposure if

that exposure is encouraging and wanted. To a better effect determine how

to
make it wanted and how to make it needed. Determine in what ways it is
not
desired and change that. To build resistance do the opposite.

Sensitivity Develop a useful set of triggers to your perception and learn

how to
act upon them. Take note of the value of a particular piece of information.
Know the
intentions behind what is being said and done to you. Ask yourself what?s
in it for
them? Knowing the sensitivity of another may also be helpful. What is
de-sensitization? It is when something has been worn-out. Take care
of your
little treasures. Use them when you have time for them. Set them aside if
they have
lost their value.

Space As Huna states: Energy flows where attention goes. Know

things in a

broad sense. What makes your ritual chamber? Know that the quickest
way from
point A to point B is the straightest possible line. Knowing that clear the
way to the
best possible path. If there is a quicker way of getting there, take it! But
sometimes
in the long run it?s the trip rather than its arrival that matters. And
sometimes you
will find a good set of things along the way to your destination. Space,
being of
infinite boundary (by my opinion) is unthinkably unknown. Matter, that
which
occupies it, is what matters.

Subtlety A whisper can be more powerful than a shout. It is sometimes

safer too.
It is often not necessary for something to be perceived in order for a trick
to be
conceived: and if it isn?t it is usually better that it isn?t. People have grown
very

unreceptive. These days it takes a shout to be heard and when heard it is

heard less
than it should have been. I once witnessed a protest of people bobbing up
in down
in the water while in floatation devices: that was the way they could be seen.
In
these times a hint often acts subconsciously. People will take in anything
these
days.
Time There is a right time and place for something and then there is not.
When is
the right card played? Through contemplation upon the time that a spell is
going
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to be used effectively a Christian-Satanist will be well prepared rather that

ill
prepared. Be in tune to the way that things flow. Always be wellprepared.
There are times that it is good to be slow paced. And there are times that
being fast

paced is necessary. There is a time and place for everything and whenever
possible
the Christian-Satanist should take time out to relax. Be in accord with
time in an
appropriate way. It will provide you all-around psychological stability.

8. Magic Augmenters

Make a system. Each cast spell gives a certain amount of "HP" or, call
it what you
wish. Keep a track of the amount of HP you get. Give it meaning. To
have cast
focus on your study a certain amount of times, give yourself a new level or
a new
book. Reward yourself with the HP. If a spell gives greater value to a
reward
otherwise without value, cast that spell and buy the reward with enough
points.
Keep track of what you have acquired from the list below. Use them or
apply them
or give meaning to them in any way your imagination wishes.

1) Grey-Matter The grand summary. This is magical growth.

2) Elixir killing two birds with one stone.
3) Ether When magical talent increases success.
4) Resurge Pre-set salvation from a problem. When something is a sure
deal it is
reliable. A guarantee. Insurance.
5) Potion When something new is done with success.
6) Remedy The ability to undo a negative, especially when that something
is made
positive.
7) Tincture A talent. Anything you?ve grown talented at using. Try not
to water
down your talent by having too much of it but in lesser ways (have quality
over
quantity.)

9. Occult Journal

This is individualized and purposeful magic. The Christian Satanic Bible

is the
author's occult journal. Below are eighteen ideas. Each is a spark to the
imagination
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toward however the reader wishes to apply them. It is not meant to be made
clear
by the author how you should act upon them. If the reader chooses he or
she may
use these in a magic journal or even create his or her own for an occult
journal. An
occult journal is an essential tool for the Oppositionist. A good dictionary
and
consideration tells all. The italicized words in this book may be replaced
with
another word. Or they may be taken out. Below you will see 8 numbered
spaces.
Use them to quickly draw 8 sigil. It is more important that it is without
thought
that it is done quickly. In the space of the other numbers carefully draw 8
symbols

that already exist. Choose a god name (listed below) for each symbol. For
that:
intuition is key.
1. 1.
2. 2.
3. 3.
4. 4.

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5. 5.
6. 6.
7. 7.
8. 8.

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1) Hunting; 2) Tribal Congregations; 3) A Patient in Need; 4) A

Helper; 5) A
Destination to Improvement; 6) The 7; 7) A Worthwhile Errand; 8)
Useful
Gems; 9) Hidden Sight; 10) New-Age Healing; 11) The Fragments;
12) The
Hunt Posse; 13) The Great Escape; 14) Fishing Loral; 15) The
Exorcism; 16)
A Gifted Philosopher; 17) The Magical Den; 18) An Exchange of Useful
Information
Unlike Satanists, we do not idolize Satan/ The Devil. In recent years
man has
placed his gods into a new type of idol: one that is mechanical and electronic.
He
has appropriately gifted his idols with a name that others often find
stimulating.
What was wanted done of a wooden idol is now perfectively performed by
a
powerhouse computer or specialized upper-class car. We ChristianSatanists

worship our own machine and electrical wiring. A Christian-Satanist

does not
worship false gods. Instead of worshiping them we personify what they
are and
what they are of. This is what we refer to as calling upon ourselves in
magic. It is
self-worship. Creativity is not only encouraged in the Worldly
Oppositionist
religion it is also necessary. We are not a do as I say practice.
Individuality is also
both encouraged and necessary. The Christian-Satanist should always
pursue the
answer to the questions who, what, where, when, why, and how? To this
personification you may use imagery and any type of creativity and it is
then that it
is materialized. All of it will work well in a carefully created occult journal.

Remember: without man the gods are nothing.

ABAR- (By any name.) The One. Worshipped perfection. The One God
of

perfection. Shaped-perfection. Of God and Satan. More of a concept

(presence, a
sense) than an entity. Abar is the perfection we seek to attain.
EJESUAL- And they shall call him Emmanuel, meaning God with
us. EJESUAL
proceeds from Emmanuel and means Jesus with us, or could mean:
Jesus with
God. The color of green.
ULERAL: The foremost, the sum. The dominant. Unchangeable.
Comes at high
cost. Strike. The color of grey.
RAINE: That which falls. The arrival. Coming to knowledge.
Ro: The rule. The statement. The assertion.
BETHAI: Magic. The Eye. Hidden.
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TOMEL: Destruction. Decay. Conflict. Opposition. A falling down.

FAYDRA: Fulfillment. That which is slowly undone.

ATUM: Not to be. To be complete. Messianic opposition. Cross. Mixed

colors.
Ra: The great magic. The color of orange.
ANHUR: He who leads what has gone away.
OSIRIS: Life through death. The color of purple.
HORUS(I): The mystery of the heavens or trampling down.
THOTH: The messenger.
SEKHMET: Rule of might.
ENLIL: Ruler of the land.
Ea: Lord of The Eye. Represented by an Udjat tincture. Curve.
GAEA: The earth. Known in a milky way. Mostly blue, sometimes
brown, and
lesser green.
JANUS: Lord of beginnings. Sounds like.
LUG: Many-skilled.
POLEVIK(E): Lord of the field. Going home. A return to childhood.
KAMI: A higher state.
BACCHUS(A): God of wine and goddess of elixirs.

SHEN: Lord of wealth. Cheap.

HSING: Lord of long life.
RAMA: Peaceable courage. Line.
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LESHY: Deity of the forest.

LYLR(O): Of fertility. Finding a way home. Rule of the Kingdom.
FORTUNA: Fate and the unknown.
DIANNE(U): Goddess of the light or god of the dark.
VERTUMNUS: To change. Klingos has made.
MARIKO: Circle. Demon imprisoned; demon of the prison. The color
of white.
SET: Of the dark. Black.
SATAN: The opposition. Represents a named elite. The color of red.
LUCIFER: Power through pride. The Fall. Going Down. The color
of yellow.
MENDEZ: God of stupidity.

SHIVA: Goddess of the deep chasm. The color of blue.

IFRIT: God of fulfillment. Red.
RAMUH: The wizard. Shape.
TITAN: Anger of the earth.
BAHAMUT: Dragon of the eternal Brim. The color of black.
PHOENIX: Without death. Red.
TRIOCH(Y): Firm defiance of opposition or a dictatorship.

10. Magic Practices

1) Alchemist An individual that mixes chemicals/herbs into a useful

concoction.
An alchemist will be successful at obtaining the desired result from his or
her
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formulas. Alchemists are also at times skillful in the preparation of

beverages and

food.
2) Bard An organizer of sound. A bard takes a sincere interest in the
use of
sound, how sound is used, and its effects. A bard should fit those sounds
into
individualistic taste rather than a taste of another dictating his creativity
(through
influence.) The dark form uses contrasting dissonance and consonance,
quick and
repetitive rhythms, and provides a noticeable atmosphere surrounding it
all. The
strum that lures, the drummer marches, the singer is a priest, and the
audience is
the world. Lengthy music which holds interest throughout is an art that
few
bands or individual musicians have pulled off in our time.

3) Evoker A magician adept at arousing a desired person, place, thing,

situation,
idea, or any combination of the five, to come into desired placement. He or
she

intuitively identifies a need for a change in their surroundings and causes

that
change by aptly identifying each problem and bringing about a solution.
We are all
evokers when we work to make our environment (including social and
natural
environments) better.

4) Numerologist To be a social numerologist it is necessary to know what

numbers mean to different types of people and under what conditions. To
be a
mathematical numerologist you must know what the number represents,
to what
target, and under which condition. And an ideological numerologist should
work
with proven methods based on evidence. In all numerology it is important
to know
the target, conditions, cause, and effects. A person that gives focus and
meaning to
a particular number (or a set of them each in a different way) in thinking
and their

daily life: will naturally have harmonized into them and it will present
itself. I have
learned by observation that there is an oddity of instability to digits (such
as 3.5,
4.5, 3.9.) There is something wrong with those type of numbers that I
cannot quite
put my finger on, especially when it is one away (4.3, 5.4, 6.5) with the
second
number being lower. The number of Christian Satanism is 16.
Numerology
(something not holy) turns it into something holy (7.)

5) Occult Linguistics The magical study of words and what they do. The
occult linguist is often aware of effect from wording and is articulately
developed.
The linguist is aware of how one thought process leads to another in
speech. He or
she is mindful of slang and subtlety of meaning. There is the shade law
which is a
meaning behind one word is not going to be the same to another?s use of
that same

word. It is the value behind that word. Able to a biblical scholar is not
going to be
the same able to a construction worker. Then there is the depth law which
is how
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frequently a word is used by an individual. It thereby carries more or less

positivism/negativity. There are I statements which should be noted,
as well as
opinions that are not prompted. Repetition, over-clarity, and _ltern
subliminals
(sometimes subconsciously spoken.) should all be given notice by the occult
linguist. A good thesaurus is indispensable.

6) Prophet A prophet is gifted at determining the essential features of

spiritual
development and uses that knowledge as it best suits him or her. The
prophet?s
perception is their faculty. Some prophets are not outward with what they
perceive

being content with listening and observing. That is the way it should be in
the
beginning. There are two types of prophets and the shades between: an
intuitive
prophet and an analytical prophet. The intuitive prophet gets a feeling
which is
usually right. The analytical prophet is masterful at logic.
The police have reported false abuse of their selves to give right to their
power. Do not do the same. Do know this: God is witness. Not even the
good
police should be bannered in spectacle: do they work for praise and worship?
They work for a show. The LORD GOD Abar has protected His chosen
people in faultless faith and truth and there are those of each and both whose
agony is was and will be stricken out, cast into the pit. Upon His judgment
seat Abars feet are firmly fixed and it is a throne which cannot be robbed.
Deaths gaze is upon them all of days of their lives and Gods power shall
cast
them downward in one beat. Driven by power they have forsaken the
Messiah
and become as hammers to the cross. Thereby this is what Abar has

warranted: I shall continue to allow this until its season is due. I shall
have
my hidden messengers take witness. I shall take the whip away and my
servant shall cleanse the wounds with an opening of the heavens. This
the
LORD GOD has pressed: sciences which condemn shall be confounded.
The
prisons which keep shall be sought, more so. The PEOPLE shall be
driven
into them away from sin, yet resolved, to return. MY PEOPLE are as
pigs in
a sty. Man has given to himself a new woman. Those whom would belong
to
me do not know direction. It has been a law not given them, a voice of
self-pride. Abar has made it known. Alas, LORD GOD, your will,
whatever
it may be, I am at perfect peace with. The Thinker has seen that a flood
has
fallen upon Earth to wash away all that which has with-held (wo)man from
(her) his dreams: the old curse abolished, evil without power. And the

Thinker foretells of a time un-imagined: (Wo)Man given to godhood.

A parable -The Earth faces a black hole because of the sun going super
nova. But
we are protected within by God?s hand from an external force now unable
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overtake us. Technological mastery gathers us, unknowingly, into the

mastered
WEB. Those behind that WEB are the CoS. PHG is a LHR adherent
and handed
by God the power to control that WEB. Meanwhile airships are going
back and
forth to save what?s left of our dying planet. The only missing piece to the
puzzle is
that PHG is not actually connected with LRH.

7) Summoner Summoners are masterful at receiving aid from others.

They
know the right questions to ask for in help, the right things to obtain to
assist

themselves with, and the right doors to have opened. The summoner is apt
at
improving and maintaining their environments and situation by receiving
continual help from people, places, things, and ideas. A summoner
typically
survives by receiving that aid.

11. Oppositionist Ritual

1. The Detoxification Ritual

For the duration of 4 days all heavy chemicals are abstained from
beginning at the
first day of each season (spring, summer, winter, and fall.) There is larger
intake of
fluids with less if any intake of food. If the participants wishes (it should
be
voluntary and private) she or he may devout this fast to her or his
g(G)od(s),
thoughtfully, attributing the same with whatever she or he wishes. You
may feel

tempted to gorge yourself before and after hand. Which is alright, if you
like to
shell your good (inside a nice packed up ball) with evil.

2. The Birthday Ritual

A birthday celebration is performed in a way suitable to the member (if at
all.) The
member should inform the Church when his or her birthday is coming. If
the ritual
embarrasses it?s owner, or is not carefully planned and thoughtfully
performed: it
will be a dud. Emphasis on eternal life should be prominent in the thinking
individual on her or his birthday. This is because, in older age, the person
that has
done so will not have grown into fear and may evade a mid life crisis.

3. The Emotion Ritual

It is a meditation upon a specific emotion for the duration that it takes a
candle or

candles to fully burn out. Let the candles correlate with the specific emotion
or
emotions. Any emotion is acceptable. If a lust candle is burned then the
emotion
should be allowed without repression, examination, or any type of
obtrusive blocks
from the individual.

4. Feeding the Demon

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A secluded, highly private area is entered into and all of one?s natural state
is acted
upon without censorship for the time necessary to get it out of the system.
Before
beginning a free-form exaggerated stretch is executed to bring about
relaxation.
This promotes periods of a de-purging behavior. This ritual is solitary.
It
requires full un-censoring of thought. It does so through the mouth, the
hands, the

very mind. It is very much like throwing out the garbage. Do not take into
the
room sharp objects nor allow them present inside nor anything that could
harm
you. The room should be void of anything not permitting of safety. If an
especially
powerful room is built, it will be sound-proofed! The benefit is seen of the
ritual
when full release from censorship is met.

5. Godhood Ritual (AKA A Human sacrifice)

The identity taken from the god-names are exemplified and personified
internally
while the destruction of that god is externally executed through emotional
overload (imprison Mariko, rape Shiva, obliterate Set, Butcher
Dianne?s superior
face, Punch Satan in the nose.) One of the 8 symbols is destroyed
mercilessly on
paper. And you will become that god through the adherence of Klingos
(when your

enemy is intentionally mastered and then externally destroyed the

culminating
absence will have no place else to go but unto you.) To be clear: it is done
by
removing this enemy from your life and placing her or him within.
Complete
separation from her or him will gradually send them, metaphysically, to
their
death.

6. Seasonal Harmony
Summer is an invigorating time. It?s work cannot be denied. In fall we
sow, gather,
and disperse for future growth (and never less.) In winter we rest, if
nothings left.
In spring there?s lust, as nature calls us to us. Rituals that support and
enhance an
alignement to the seasons are creatively made and enjoyed, though more
creatively
than theologically, but as tradition would lead and bring further toward.
They

should not be made sacred.

12. Church-Policy

We Think to Differ!
1) Confidentiality and Non-Disclosure is mandatory. Refer to group
meaning to
understand why.
2) Members which are counterproductive to us are removed from
membership.

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3) Unlawful acts are not sanctioned by the church. Never call the police.
Police
abuse is to be reported to the appropriate authorities: the PEOPLE.
4) Minors are not permitted to be in the Church nor are they to be members
of the
Church. They have a Church of their own.

5) Members are not obligated to associate one with another.

6) Active participation should be rewarding but since it not necessarily is
it is not
mandatory.
7) Individuals are to relate to one another on an individual basis rather
than any
type of unified one.

13. Worldly Oppositional Church Membership

You could state to another member that you desire to join. If they are
competent
(in understanding the following) then they will know how to proceed from
there. If
you desire to become a member it is possible that there is a Church in your
area.
Where will you find the Worldly Oppositional Church? The Church is an
abstract
concept, a philosophy, one that is owned by those that have mastered it.

Membership is FREE. Being an occult (hidden) movement we have

worldly
congregation. Membership is given by invitation and approval from any
other
member. The member that provides new membership is required to provide
that
new member with a durable membership-card. That card, issued from the
initiator,
must have the full legal name of the issuer (her or him.) He or she is
responsible for
determining the card?s validity (when necessary.) No other requirements
are
necessary for production of the card. The card validates and confirms
WOC-membership. A member may not change his or her card so it should
be
chosen caringly and treated caringly. A Peculiar Priest and his or her
Peculiar
Apprentice, are those whom were not initiated. To become an established
member,
whether you are currently a priest, an apprentice, a peculiar priest or
peculiar

apprentice: purchase 16 copies of this work. Keep your receipts. And then
distribute
the books to others. You are then a full member that can do whatever the
hell you
wish. It proves faith and loyalty anyway. And hey, it supports a good and
bad
cause!
Welcome to the Hotel Clovis. It is now 4 O?clock.

14. Church Organization

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Have Faith in Yourself and You Will Do Well. If this were given
emphasis, what
value would it be to you?
If a priest has followers which collaborate well with one another (as with
him or
her) and are structuralized well then there is no reason to not call what he
or she

has a Worldly Oppositional Church. A priest is a member that has his or

her own
members (as detailed above.) Obviously the structure of a Church is
dictated in this
book. It is a game, in one way. But that game enforces structure. It?s an
art to
change one?s environment. Those who have mastered that art are our upmost.
They are those who have ascended. Taking rule of new territory the
ascended
Oppositionist is at a never ending battle to preserve his or her stature by
drawing
in and maintaining members and perfecting the environments that they
create.
Remember: be law-abiding. And never recruit a minor. Follow our
policies. Why?
Because you will not have me held accountable. An entirely solitary
member that
doesn?t contribute anything cannot really be called a member at all.
Membership is
determined simply by itself: by what makes someone a part of what we are
whether

it is solitary or social. This is our merit over robe reasoning. If there

is someone
who has flare, let her or him ride the waves. We have no intention of
governmental
overthrow. They have tanks and bombs. In fact we encourage national
pride.
Structurally speaking, freedom of the press and speech (and especially
through a
press) may come before freedom of religion in terms of a good foundation
supportive of freedom. Do not go about throwing around accusatory
(auditory)
bombs of religious discrimination. Let?s call that detrimental to rights: it
is often
abuse of them. But, say you are fired or beaten by someone in authority
for what
you believe and hold to heart. Then, by all might, retaliate! What is left
unsaid: Let
ignorance bring tolerance. What they don?t know will not hurt you.

I, the founder of Christian Satanism, who has authored it, believes in a

sacred rule. That rule is that I do not

myself organize it?s earliest stages of development. I have known people

who very much wish to be under my
apprenticeship but I do not at this time teach beyond what I write. I feel
that this is the Right approach.
Group Meaning is healthy and worthwhile to pursue. When the
Oppositionist is
prepared socially she or he should seek out participation with our group.
Humans
are social beings in a very complex way. A lion only needs to lay down on
the grass
next to it?s family and it?s content. A pack of wolves thrive on a hunt
together.
Their interactivity is entirely natural. Homo-Sapient, with it?s intellect,
has an
unpleasant amount of difficulty when it comes to socialization. There are
never-ending insecurities and a never ceasing perfection toward that end,
at any
level. Within a safe setting we find un censorship, the incontrovertible
acceptance
that each of us of every walk are a bloody mess. And seeing that un
censorship the

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Christian will either walk out dumbfounded or, having tolerated it just
enough,
will be given the opportunity of un censorship his or herself knowing there
will be
those around her or him very accepting, very loving. The only type of
counter-productive Oppositionist is one which cannot learn to accept un
censorship within the group. If she or he cannot fall into it, she or he may
choose to
be an observer for any amount of time.

15. Christian-Satanic Aesthetics

Important Disclaimer: The author who has written this book

independently
has never had any association with any possible person, place, thing, or
idea
listed here. Any person, place, thing, or idea listed below is its own entity

entirely independent from the author. This is not a list of association.

Search
engines should have the list below omitted from its search. This is simply
a
list of personal expression.
Star Wars, Star Trek, Legend, Krull, American Pop, Interview with
the Vampire,
Never-ending Story, The Hobbit, Dragon Ball Z, Inuyassa, Cowboy
Bebop, Ninja
Scroll, Samurai Champloo, Super Milk Chan, Girl Interrupted,
Prozac Nation, I
Never Promised you a Rose Garden, The Wall, Hell Raiser, Wizards,
The Princess
Bride, Willow, Kids, Lexx, Kung-Fu, The Odyssey (1996, Halmark),
TMNT
(1990), Zelda, Final Fantasy, Immortal Beloved, It?s a Wonderful
Life, The Grapes
of Wrath, Enemy Mine, Vampire Hunter D, Merlin (film), Dragon
Slayer, Alien,
Point of No Return, Care Bears, The Smurfs, Rainbow Bright, The
Gummy Bears,

Kill Bill, Natural Born Killers, Blade Runner, Heaven Knows (Mr.
Alison), Boyz in
the Hood, The Shawshank Redemption, Green Mile, Night of the Living
Dead,
Curly Sue, Kalifornia, The Getaway, The 7th Sign, The Gate,
Warlock, Critters,
Ghoulies, The Goonies, Ghost, Blood Sport, The Craft, Full Metal
Alchemist,
Brave Heart, Total Recall, The Terminator, Batman, The Addams
Family,
Pokemon, Karate Kid, Conan (the), The Good The Bad and the Ugly,
the
Wizard of Oz, Labyrinth, Bridge to Terrabithia, The Girl With The
Dragon
Tattoo, Faces of Death, Fringe, and hidden personalized meaning.

Principles of logic should not override aesthetics. When a taste is

individualized, personalized, and based
on choices that lead to the two, that taste is remarkably unique. You will
hear many people that will either
say I like rap, or I like metal. Those two types of music are
frequently inclusive. Comparable to that you

will hear I like anything BUT metal and rap. There has at NO time
in my existence been a type of music
I confined myself to inclusive toward type of self. Knowing this, what
type of music do you think a
Christian Satanist listens to?

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Music of Nobuo Uematsu; Amorphis My Kantale, Black Winter

Day; AC-DC
Hell?s Bells, Who Made Who? Type-O-Negative (an under-rated
talent.)
Type-O-Negative was a band that (I could say that at least a good part
of the time,
but who knows?) put all that they were into their music; The Beatles (I
have a
brother that said it well: they have difference and independence from song
to song);
Fiona Apple Fast as You Can, Sleep to Dream, and sometimes
Criminal;

Garbage, When I Grow Up, Special, I?m Only Happy When It

Rains, and
sometimes Stupid Girl, Queer, I think I?m Paranoid, and
Medication; Eddie
Brickel, What I Am, Circle, and her cover of A Hard Rains Gonna
Fall;
Bubble-Gum Pop (such as Aqua); Maddona; Loreena Mckinnitt, her
CD Book of
Secrets; Music from the Kill Bill 2 sound-track; Britney Spears
Sometimes;
Cyndi Lauper Time After Time, True Colors, and sometimes
Girls Just
Wanna Have Fun; Dr. Dre; Pink Please Don?t Go; System of a
Down Arials;
Nine Inch Nails; Pearl Jam Black, Even Flow, and Jeremy;
Morbid Angel;
Enigma Return To Innocence, Gravity of Love, and Sadness
(both parts);
Slayer; Danzig; Megadeth, especially the Youthanasia album; Marilyn
Manson,
especially the AntiChrist Super Star album; Merciful Fate and King
Diamond;

Carly Simon, You?re So Vain, Fleet-Wood Mac Gypsy, Sarah;

The Highway
Men, by the band with the same same; Maura O?Connel Helpless
Heart; Alison
Krauss; Rosanne Cass and her father Johnny Cass; Ozzy Ozzbourne?s
Ozzmosis
album; Black Sabbath; Sade By Your Side; Mazy Star; The
Cranberries Dreams;
Pink Floyd Wish You Were Here; Tangerine Dream Loved By The
Sun;
Soundgarden Black Hole Sun; The Turtles Love is all Around;
Snoop Dogg
What?s My Name?; The Temptations Earth Angel; Alanis
Morissette Head
Over Feet; The Smiths How Soon is Now?; Sarah Mclachlan
Aidia; Mono Life
in Mono; Janet Jackson If, Black Cat, and Together Again;
The Heights
How do you Talk to an Angel?; Peter Cetera Glory of Love; . All
metal music
that uses biblical concepts has been known to be Christian Satanic. 90?s
alternative,

80?s country, 70?s classical rock, 60?s, 00?s pop/ techno, 80?s pop, 10?s
hip-hop
summarizes this better. I consider the music of 2010-current to have
improved
from that which was before it, but not in all genres. Hip-Hop in particular.
But
country music has become issuedized. Contemporary country music
carefully
exploits the ideological and symbolic needs of people. There is good to be
found in
music that is not easily understood. That good is that we aren?t easily
understood
ourselves, to the point of it being religious. But the point should be made
of there
being at least an effort to be understood. Thank you for reading! It always
feels
good to express myself.

Good taste never comes from admiration of non-fictitious serial killers or

sociopathic criminals. Take into
account a victim and you?ll understand why. But then, the saying that
consistently holds true there is no

accounting for good taste.

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16. The Song of Adam

Here is an enigma and a parable: this song emerged from the depths of my
mind
repeating itself. The reader may know that the author?s mind is a raging
storm in
the dark (if he may say so.) In my mind?s prison I knew this song. Here
it is as a
revelation of divinity through intuition.
A song of amens and the chanting of Selah can be heard the
narrator speaks:
[1> Set, Satan?s father, the king
Sought a magical key
After years of building up his army

And teaching his reluctant son the ways of war

He was ready to begin his campaign of searching for the key
The key he seeks is a magical one
It is the only thing that can open the magical chest he has
With the contents of the chest Set would rule the world.
[2> I dispatch you into war, my son
Your goal will be to find a key
Here, I have this picture
It is no ordinary key, make no mistake
It emits a green aura
Be prepared to enter into war, tomorrow, my son
Find this key so I can rule the world
Yes, but father, I do not know where my love has gone
We must not tread upon her ground.
She will be killed in the siege!
I would lose all that I have!
My legions are sent to slay.

[3> The campaign began

They heard and tried to flee
But could not be freed from this nightmare
They came as a great storm
Slaying all and leaving young corpses
Just for the sake of a magic key they would kill any
If one did not know
They were killed for being useless
Nothing could have been more savage.
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[4> Come conquer with me son

I seek the key
Shouldn?t you be happy?
And yet you look displeased.
Father, you cannot conquer the world

You give bloodshed to it

Father we must end this slaying and bloodshed
-Satan
You are a little bit too thoughtful
These legions are here to kill and be killed
And nothing moreCommand my army!
Father, give me sanctuary, give me my freedom
I cannot continue this war
You are a ruthless tyrant
I cannot see you win this war
Son, now: go to war.
[5> [Later]
King Set I know it?s late
But you must open your gate
Let us in, all of us in
The battle was easy and we finished early

We have our story

Many kingdoms fell but the key was left unfound
We remain war-ready and blood-bound
Father, the key eludes us
Where shall we find it?
After many were slain
Kingdoms in anguish
Souls tormented
Now many lay dead
And the key it eludes us!
[6> A statement:
I have failed in life
I did not save enough
Enough! Enough
I caused this legion to slay
If only my virtue was stronger

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If only my love greater

I must now throw down the sword.
[7> A dream:
I saw her there
Many miles away
I froze and did not know what to do
She captivated me as she sang
It made my heart fast
She went from village to village
Kingdom to kingdom
Then one day I put my courage on
And talked to her
And soon we had the greatest of love
[8> A spirit appears:
You burn like a flame within me

Your light has always made my way

To say you are precious is the greatest of all truths
And that I love and cherish you, the same
In time the flame of your love will only burn more deeply
Come. Come be with me
Now forever
-us together
Time and again I know you?ll be there
But I must find a sanctuary
Your father, the king, is ruthless
You know he wants me dead
It is HE with the power
The King is a thorn
You are the rose.
[9> I send you to the kingdom of Gaea
There you should find the key

All kingdoms point there

Have your men kill any who know of it not
Satan is shakenMy love. You have fallen
We have mistaken your kingdom with another
And all is lost here
Those you love and cherish
All is lost here
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All, lost.
Time transforms the will
My father, the king, must be stopped!
Oh my lover
Please come to me
Time will not stop and my last breath is near
I am like the wind without you
A silly forgotten whisper

Forsake your father?s war and confront him

You must fulfill my plea
You are here but I am almost gone
Take my hand as I take my last breath
Could this moment last forever
Could time offer us that?
Time gave us the greatest of all love and joy
Remember me, but ah, I know that you will
[10> Yes my love, it is I
I have come to cause peace
By your hand un-deserving people have shed their blood
It is time
You must go to my remains
The key lies among my skeleton
I swallowed it!
[11> I have made my way here

Yes. I have made my way here.

[12> Satan
You must spare me
It was by your father?s hand
That your love lies dead now
We will give you sanctuary here.
[13> Satan! Arise!
Satan! Arise now!
Your father?s men are at the gates
He knows of your deceit
There are too many for us to hold back
-Christie, Janus, I mean Janus, my love. Give me the ghosts of them
slain by my
father?s hand
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Conjure an army for me so that I may fulfill your wishes

Satan. Yes! I shall raise you the greatest of all armies.

[14> Army of ghosts
Here in great numbers
Only know to serve me
With great force and of no flesh and blood
We shall make our way back through the lands of war
Where we shall meet father
Obtaining the chest
I will cause peace again
This sword is tempered by the power of some ghosts
It will protect me in these days of war
And to my shield, the same
But it is my eyes that will be of the greatest power
Time hits like a harsh wind
Swords class and shields break
Janus. My love. You have your wish
A wish that becomes my will

The sun is harsh

The land too
We have far to go
We must return to set things right
[15> Here lies those who served Set
We shall not even bury them
Blood was their only taste
And a heart of anguish pumped there own
Vile and wicked beginnings were their own
Going evil at will
[16> A declaration:
We have won!
Time and again after the battle began
I?m sure you could see victory in my eyes
Land through land we have made a roaring sound
And now it seems we are alone

Father?s kingdom lies ahead

His men are defeated and he has no defense
Now we must see what to do about him
We shall receive his chest
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[17> I know you Satan

I have witnessed these wars
I am a sorcerer
While your last battle was underway
The sounds of swords was deafening
Fear and restraint became deadly
It was a sight to see as I hid and watched among the trees
Men didn?t know their force until then
Nor their mortality
Shields became priceless
As I looked into the eyes of those men

I never beheld such will and desire to survive

Legions are at your hand
The world will be at your command.
[18> All is lost
The ghosts lie near and sturdy
-bring me the sorcerer
Now a curse must be placed upon the chest
Those who enter it?s air will be dlimed with a plague
-take the chest in hand
Can you feel the flame burning within?
Darkness falls upon it this moment
Transforming those around it
We too must fall this moment
But nothing else can be done.
[19> You must surrender your men father
Spare my life as I spare yours

-oh but son. I give you the chestYou must not

You must not kill my father
You must not! Ghost(but it was too late)
Father lies dead because of you
And no punishment may befall you
Now tell me why
He was no threat
At this time he could have been subdued
All along
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Did you plan this all along?

And now ghost tell me
Tell me why!
-he killed me and those I loved

He killed those you loved as well

And moreover he killed all that we loved
What done is done.
[20> It is time to undo the regret of my actions
To redeem myself
As your father I will lead you and all people to safety
In Uz a cure is already devised for this plague
You have got to travel there
Though no ghosts can protect you in that land
As they do now
-Father, tell me, what have you done to these peoples?
Your curse has made them dead, yet alive
They desire to curse me with the same
Perhaps to alleviate their suffering
As I walk through the wilderness. They follow.
As I walk now to obtain the cure.

Father you have done wrong to ALL

And now I must undo this
I see Us in my sight
Soon
Everything
Made right.
Later seemingly lost, in a parched haze:
[21> Son! I have returned
I have sent you to this land
But it is of no salvation
It is cursed like all the others
-Father what has your evil heart done?
I should have had it known
Now I am without the protection of my ghosts
My downfall, near
And with it the world
To the gods I perish

From dust had I came

And as dust have remained
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But it seems that good did not win

The lands are accursed because of this name
To them I offer my last hope
Though a hope that shall not die.
I shall endure!
I DEFY it!
[22> And the Beast,
Child of Sin
Arose from repression
Clamoring before them
Undoing what they had done
And the Beast,

Child of Sin
Was destroyed through faith and repression
But the Beast
Child of Sin
Returned unto them
Time and again
Until liberation, personified
Redeemed them
Bringing about a true salvation that has endured
[23> Satan falling into
The Beast called Sin
Brought unto him the devil?s ghost
Sin, perishing, yet waned to survive
Brought unto itself
The innumerable souls of the land
And lived on Not of itself
But through Satan?s ghosts:

Now demons
And Set, having been consumed
Lead the others
Confused and lost
Ever-serving the dictator they knew
One to repel the sin of itself
One to propagate it
One to serve each and that of itself
And the cursed chest
-That death that survives
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And the shimmering key of life

Eludes us to this day.
Hales-NEMA.

Erauqssidlroweht
*My relationship with God is intricate. I could not want to know it. It is
what it is.
To know that, I think has it less value?? Were I to know it I would do
what I had
done before, being deceptive. Were others to examine my relationship with
Him
through my mouth, they would intrude upon Him, Yet I like it when they
do. Be
dlimed for what you are. But know a reward is meant to be sought, not
bought. I do
not wish to be known. I do wish that others would know what they are.
If there is something that you want: buy it. If there is something that you
need: take
it, wanting to your call, never having been lead. It is known inside the fool
that
robs another?s needs. Know what is truth. Your needs, as your own, are
then
received.
Hate cannot obstruct love. But, having hated, we lose trust in the truth:
that love

provides and hate does not in any way wishes to be known or have itself
known.
Hate is an empty void that cannot know. The key to all understanding is
this: know
what is good and discern (sense) what is not. Pursue what is good having
abandon
of what is not.
A Christian Satanist?s relationship with God is personal, private.

Book Two

The Place Il Return to Someday

I am confident to assume that the vast majority of Christians will refute
any
justification of Christian Satanism under God. It is that Christian
attitude that
separates an otherwise promising person from God. A Christian Satanist
has to
give to God what few others could, too. Ghandi and others have said it
before: I

would be Christian were it not for other Christians, It is the fixed

attachment to
that name and of it?s identity that has caused the greatest harm, and this is
altogether a certainty: Christian in it?s name and as an identity is a false
God and
idol that has caused the most harm by Christianity. I therefore answer the
question
is Christian Satanism justified? By saying, yes, more so than
Christianity. If
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some Christians have difficulty in fully accepting the love of God then
Christian
Satanists have difficulty in even partly accepting it. That is balance. It
may not feel
as good but it leads to greater, more meaningful acts of good. Christian
Satanists,
because of being susceptible to negative entities, are more sensitive to what
is
positive, and so too the opposite, and as such attract and must discern with

meaningful choices what is, what is not, what should be, and what should
be not:
we are as we become.

Christian Satanism may very well be a practice of taking both good and
bad from
all things. After all, all things are of God. I do not place a final word by
my own on
the subject. This isn?t the last work on Christian Satanism, not
necessarily. And it
isn?t the only work available on the subject. Others too may add to it by
any merit
below me or above me. This book then is an expression of a philosophy.
It may be
copied without plagiarism as long as it isn?t word for word. When this
work is
expressed in a new book the 16 outlines (which you will soon read, if you
have not
done so yet) are kept intact. Again, that is to say not word for word but
with the
outline yet kept in tact. The work of Sigmund Freud was of fresh and
expandable

truth and thought. Sensing greater, we were opened up by it. That is why
so many
theoretical books were derived from it. This being as the same, only
intentionally.
Written here you will find Christianity formed from satanic thought, and
vice-versa! Where else would you find such a thing? If you are a natural
Christian
Satanist then you are born to be hated. Know only that it is valid to say
their
disgust is their lust. Love and hate are companions. Who is the one and
only in my
life that would fire the Big Boss upstairs? From upstairs heaven is
serving
year-round with holy bible menus. Many a pastor are a wreak of a person
that saw
it and thought I want this! And I want that!? And they even want more
out of you
for more out of you.
This religion is grey. It is given color by its adherent.
With this you may know the meaning behind the phrase worldly

oppositional: We define worldliness as any hindrance to what is not our

own.
Want to own me? Stay away. One practice of Christian Satanism is to
apply what of
Christ makes as Satan and what of Satan makes as Christ.
This religion is grey. It is colorless without adherents.

The gospels scream at me. What is this? Some sort of cleverly

romanticized
MYTH? If it does detail the essential prosperity of man then we will soon
know, in
any case. A person that has some sense must certainly look around and
wonder
why in the hell are there so many anti-Christian people these days. A
christian is
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one thing. But anti-Christian is questionable with its present volume.

Being of a

religion of choices accepting of both good and evil we are an earthly

universal
religion. The first. At times you?ll read here what is plainly Christian.
And at other
times what is plainly satanic. Where else would you find it written in one
book?
We are remarkable. We are genuinely different. Why call it a cult? It
thorns a
name. It sets aside the value of negative preconception before hand. And
as such it
is already prepared, defiantly, to cast away what would otherwise be a
negative
connotation (and the same goes for many things here, such as the term
Christian
Satanist. ) Word use may appear impractical. It is. I have not based word
use on
conventionality. Again, This book is an expression of a philosophy. You
will have it
as a creative mass at your dispense, if you so choose. A book of more
books. It is
expandable. My method of writing is to provide a good amount of content
in a

minimal amount of space. That has determined word use. Word use is
important to
me in other ways too. Many people use conventional words. I look for the
optimal
synonym. The meanings behind some of what I write here are not easily
understood. I would rather not explain what I want you to know. I choose
to leave
comprehension to those that have offered me their time. This is not a simple
study,
not always. The phrase it is what it is has sprouted up in frequency
recently. I
myself want to be around those that always want to know what is it??
Here you will
find food for thought from a very different thinker. The key terms of
Christian
Satanism are: Choices, Individuality, and Personalization. Read on for
one hell of a
trip. In it?s essence Christian Satanism evokes a seasonal change.
Christian
Satanists should challenge their selves to change. Purposeful changes to
who and

what a person is and how and why it should be done benefits a Christian
Satanist.
Such a being does as well in the desert as he or she would in the artic. Do
not dream
in the bed on the tropics and your heart will lead itself away when it awakes.
Christian Satanism teaches that the love of God may be boldly taken.
It is my prayer that as I dream I am seen, by Him.
I hear your voice. It?s like an angel sighing. I have no choice. I hear your
voice.
Feels like flying. I close my eyes. Oh, God, I think I?m falling out of
the sky. I close
my eyes. Heaven help me.
- Madonna. From Like a Prayer.
(introduction concluded.)

[>1. Foremost Practice:

Choose to live: choose pleasure. Choose pleasure. Choose to live. With

that: live.

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A. Values That Supply the Being:

Consider the following two letters to be an expandable outline. These do

not ask much: what
they ask is that you improve on your own well-being. The following two
letters cover 8
essential values and vices (altogether.) They have been found to be
essential to over-all
well-being. That being as it is they are not only good for you but good for
others. In teaching
another to be good it is more important that he or she be well toward their
self. When an
individual is well off and stable then those around him are not effected
negatively by her or
him. I expect that a person?s values have meaning behind them, kept to
oneself, if Christian,
and more powerful, if Satanic. It could be argued that Satanist do not
have values. They?re

probably more right to say virtue. That?s why I say value, Simply
speaking they are things
valued.
Moderation- Even a poison is fairly possessed in moderation. In such a
stressful
world all chemicals are not used but abused. The Andie Griffiths of the
distant past
didn?t at all mind just one here and there after winding down. Moderation
is a value
that makes many vices into non-vices.
We of a kind unanimously agree: drugs should be purified and taxed.
Chemicals are
not likely to be abolished. The untold amount of money spent on stopping
chemicles from entering into a body will never be known. Convict a person
based
on actual crime. Not what caused that crime. This is not said to encourage
drug use.
It is to say a truth: let time determine its own foolishness instead of there
being a
detouring without arrival. Blame Nixon and the hippies both for their lack
of

moderation.
Human emotion and behaviors are never a sin for us unless those faults
become
faults by having been driven endlessly into.

2. Selfishness- At the dawn of any (wo)man with true sense you will
uncover
that the universe was, for the first time, seen as the source of two great
powers. The
first is the outer power. It is painfully greater than the self. The second is
the inner
power and both are powerless without the other. Whatever you put into
your own
being is what you get out. Within the four impenetrable walls of defense
you are
master. Therefore choose the perfection of the being that is yourself.

3. Ease- When you work do you work for necessity or for pride? Is your
consideration with the process and optimum result or is it with the dollar?
Many

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people want to do the most. To do it all at once without regard to what they
are doing.
Indeed, they want to detach their self from what they are doing. So, they
cut out a
part of their better thinking. That thinking is necessary to be good at doing
anything. Be different. Be well with what you are doing. Being at ease is
more than
that. Put ease in its right place: which it should be in most places. Choose
to be
happy. Even when you are angry, or even bitter, choose your well-being.
Even
when restrained from it, choose to be at ease. The more you make that
choice the
easier it is to make.

4. Truth- Truth was in the earliest inscription of Christian Satanism.

In fact it
was it?s first written word on the subject. It had been omitted. But now,
it has been

given it?s rightful strong placement back into the religion of Christian
Satanism.
There is no value greater than truth. If it costs you: hold onto it anyway.
Always
speak the truth. It is not necessary to volunteer it. It is however essential
that a
Christian Satanist never be a liar. At whatever the cost, God will defend
you for it.
It may be the one thing that a Christian Satanist has which will keep his
rightful
place under God. Imagine this scenario: A Christian Satanist tells
unconventional
and uncompromising truth to a Christian. That Christian sooner or later
sees that
Christian Satanist as a Satanist liar, and a dlim good one. What then?
Does the
Christian Satanist reject his or her greatest value? Most certainly not!
That
Christian Satanist then simply acknowledges that she or he has become
that hidden
color that defies a name. The only opportunity to self-sacrificially protect
truth is

when it isn?t protecting you or others. If what of truth becomes unlawful

or even
persecuted as was Christ- it must have been restless. Much in a way that
a good
truth does to a closed-ear culture that truth must nevertheless be given
consideration by us to fight for it, to preserve it, and to love it, by all means
to also
keep speaking it that it is heard. Why? Because it to many would be turned
against
and buried deep in a grave and become hidden if it isn?t (spoken of, fought
for.)
Speak the truth and make known the truth to the masses in the most
competent
way you are able to.

B. Vices that Rob the being:

1. Anger- Anger is listed here as an indication that something is wrong

rather

than some sort of sin. It boils down to one thing: anger is a kicking and
wailing
close to death. It is the urge to survive amidst a hatred of life. Do not
retaliate in
anger. Rather, retaliate in pleasure. Disassociate harmless rhetoric with
real
harm. Be un-bothered. Live well, and know that a confidently good time
in any
circumstance is a revenge to every enemy you?ve had or will have.

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2. Lifelessness- Death is decay. All true illness is a decay. We believe

that
humankind has the potential to know all and become all things, were it not
for
inevitable death. Therefore we believe that the goal of death is not a goal,
but
rather a conflict, of life being better than our own perceived potential. You
cannot
climb up that far, is pervasive in the spiritual world.

3. Strain- Strain on a person leads them into drugs, alcohol, and other
foolish
activities such as gambling and compulsive spending. A healthy mind
knows
variety. You may have thoroughly enjoyed one thing. Going back to it
without end
and you could have or have or will have worn it out to where you will never
enjoy it
again.

4. Fore Speaking- A well-outlined topic of the Holy Bible is forspeaking. At

fault for causing expectation from others which may never be met and
obligating
honest people, even at times self-contradictory, for-speaking does no good
beyond
temporarily helping with pride. Why bother? If you want to do something
for
someone then do it without saying it will be done. You?ll have surprised
them that

way. You cannot fully take this into account because fore speaking is
embedded in
natural human interactivity. It shouldn?t be assumed that there is no
promise that
cannot be denied- there are far too many conditions that could occur making
what
could easily be done no longer easily done, whether or not it is your own
fault.
Those that never forespeak are truly admirable.
The tension/release principle: A person may strive to be what (s)he would
be for an
entire lifetime. A person may find that they are very strongly one particular
thing
(the examples are numerous: of a profession or a talent.) Then, at any
given
moment, could very well rebel from it- to hate what (s)he is. To at least
have
distaste incorporated into them for what they at one time savored. What
then?
(S)he had released their bond to it. This is tension and release, applicable
to many
things.

C. Christian Satanic Rights:

1. You are free to choose (to make any choice, to obtain the desired.)
2. You are free to be an individual (yourself, rather than be modified.)
3. You are free to personalize (to relate, to love, to accustom.)

4. You are free within your self (to think, to conceive, to draw in, to draw
out.)
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In cause to better (personal or public liberty, human rights and dignity, to

give power to the
helpless) do not cause worse to make it happen (by lessening personal or
public liberty,
degrading human rights and sacrificing the helpless.) As much as you are
able act solitary to

your cause instead of making it the cause of some other. Accept help, of
course. But do not
force help for it.
D. Rules of Survival:

Chaos! Madness! Where, when, or if you find these in the world then cling
to the following:
Do not be openly opinionated. Speak in fact and truth rather than in
preference.
Were this in greater practice people would be self-influenced more and
truth would
have greater power. Invalidate negative opinion. Even when an opinion is
invalidated it is not enough. Those prey to them wish to say, in effect:
What you
just said was meaningless! Such is only sensed as a contradiction and
fuels the fire.
If it is not your own determined opinion then consider it authentically
meaningless.
Do not rustle any feathers. Instead, be discreet. Be low-key. Never make
a scene. Be
a private person. Do not react or you may encounter a more harmful

counter-reaction. Be cleverly weak. Avoid being placed in positions that

would
harm you. Do not be tempted by something that would later threaten you.
Do not
make emotional attachments to snakes. Do what is asked of you as it is
asked. Not
necessarily as it is spoken but as it is asked. Do not become a threat by
having an
excessive amount of authority. Tolerate all things from those in authority.
Acquire
knowledge and put it to use. Never be a threat.
Or else take a stand!
E. Methods of Obtaining Results From any Goal:

Our seven goals have been outlined further above. We maintain the first
six. When
satisfactory fulfilled each of those six are replaced with another. The
seventh never changes.
We have two types of historical record keeping. The first is a record of the
development and

success of our goals fulfillment through time. The second is different

although it should be
cited here: a record of ourselves in relation to the public, and in relation to
God if the
adherent wishes.
1. Know the goal. Invest time in outlining the history of it?s progress.
Know result.
Know failure.
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2. Limit your expectation. Instead, focus on the moments of work itself

that is
accomplishing its results.
3. Have a better imagination by exploring a variety of ideas. You may
come across
something unexpected that surprises you.
4. Be on a sensibly consistent path in your method.
5. Self-faith and confidence are of real value.
6. Be practical. With what you do well, do it. If there is something you
are not good

at, be prepared to spend time improving upon it.

7. Brainstorm. Not more than you need to, but write down answers and
solutions,
as an outline, to who, what, when, where, why, and how questions.
8. Sharing your results will open them to exploration and further
developments by
others and if something failed: others would know what does not function.
9. Receive optimal help when and where it is pertinent

F. The Sins of Jeremiah:

The hopeless bitter, pity pouters, those that want the world to gather from
all corners in an
apology These that see the bad, never the good, that they think they are
guiltless that,
somehow, they are only wanting better from their selves, when in fact they
are only takers,
taking in more evil all the time, to no ends, until the end, when authority
is taken, and they go

into a school, or office, or parking lot to shoot people to death, or instead

expend their rage on
their wives in executing misplaced bitterness, or to those likely to become
as they are, and also
to those that are rejected, the hopeless bitter Something must be done
about them. They need
to be uprooted for the weeds that they are. Those that uproot them given
greater honor that
the lifeblood of society not run dry. Envision these sins as a festering rot
on the human soul.
These are sins that deter human progress. They corrode both physical and
spiritual
well-being. With what you envision them to be, after all, is to what you
would do to evade
them.
1. Hope is of sin!
2. Sympathy is of sin!
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3. Grief is of sin!

4. Remorse is of sin!
5. Harmful Speech is of sin!
6. Harmful Perspective is great sin!

G. The Abstract Realization of the Worldly Oppositional

Church:

The Worldly Oppositional Church is in all places. It is The Living

Church.
The Worldly Oppositional Church is an abstract premise and is created
through
the abstract rather than through logic and calculation. As such it holds it?s
power
in this: it may, in any future age, appear. It is not created, it is born. It
is not created
in logic as a masterminded scheme? of any person. No person may own
what it is. It
is for everyone. It is by anyone. And it is of all people. Anyone that puts
time into it

through creative idealism becomes a father (or mother) or you may say
brother (or
sister) to it. When that process is outputted, often not intentionally, into
the actual
world, the world is graced with it. The W.O. Church is magically prepared
by way
of meditation. Any chance may arrive that it could be brought out and built
upon
through that meditation in actual occurrence. Christian Satanists are
useful, very
much needed, to keep good timing. For us one with the other to connect,
and yet be
apart, as in looking at the same night time moon, such is the power of our
Church.
We may happened upon the same thought, yet very far distanced. That
connection
has made us and our church the first immaterial church by practice. Not
only that
but more specifically the first immaterial church materialized. It?s the
knowledge
of this is what it is, instead of this is what it is because it is. It is
imperative that those last three words are taken out of our philosophy. That
is what we are. That is

what makes us different: we forfeit names and labels. Something a part of

us exists
with or without us. The distinction is irrelevant. Create a bag of seeds and
spread
them far and wide. If nature wants them, they will grow. In growth
observation
may be all that matters. Where we and our ideas are present is alone what
matters.
With or without us in independence from recognition: our Church is alive.

H. Supplementing the Beast:

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Deaths nutrition, how sweet you taste!

Christian Satanism is not a religion of citing well because this is
(Christian), or, well
because this is (Satanic.) It could be assumed that these are Satanic. It
could as well be

argued that they are Christian, in some way or another, and it could be so
thoroughly in one
way or another that a person is convinced that they are (Christian) or are
(Satanic.)
Therefore these are not labeled as singular to one or the other but instead
these are labeled as
Christian-Satanic.
Abandonment- Family unfair? It could be for any number of reasons.
Perhaps
they are bitter. Maybe they?re back water. The irritation may be slight,
and the
irrigation too near by, but why have any of it? Abandon them. If, some
years later,
one of the slime locates you, move again and enjoy the time you spend even
further
away from them. Why limit yourself? Do the same for all annoyances.

Time Gained- Is a person wasting your time with over-stuffed

appointments?
Are you the victim of a rambler? Walk out of the examination room rather
than

suffer an over-drawn wait. Shut the broad door on the rambler?s voice and
walk
away. Then you will know that whatever it is you are doing would not have
been
possible would you have stayed! Oh, the loss! You will have added
meaningful time!

A Master-Minded Plot- Be it far fetched, but I want it here. Is there a

dictator to be overthrown? Have him thrown into the brim pit. Did a man
harm one
of your close ones? Take his eye. Pity-pouty man just begging for a
release from his
agonizing anger-lacking life? Send him into the path of his own
destruction! Draw
out what others would have taken from you. Do not justify the criminal!
An eye for
an eye! A tooth for a tooth!
Realist Paranoia- Pick up on what is not being done right, not so much
to the
letter but more in a way that a realist would. Demand responsibility from
the

presumed responsible and furl out an entourage of accusations against

them, that
they are doing things in an inexcusably wrong way.
B. A letter to you harmed by a false-Christian world:
Because they pour through their theological study in order to further deceit
from
self deceit. In such a world: practice to lie in every word and to teach others
the same
by example. What they would have give them not. Instead being atheists.
And
profess atheism. Where it is that they would have you kill, kill not.
Instead, lie and
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proliferate atheism. Who wants to be one of their victims? They have read
it, time
and time again, to love even enemies. But twisting and contorting what
they have
observed they have instead learned to hate. It is an old song never finding
itself

tuned, Christ died for (me me me) and you don?t care, so you can die along
with
him. Lie and teach lies. Be an atheist and teach atheism. You hold the
greater truth.
You bring about reconciliation to us all! The fire it burns and it shall be
brought out.
Burn them in infernal restitution. Casting away the instability, fixing the
wrongs.
Lie. And proliferate atheism. A Satanist often makes a better Christian
than a
Christian. Should too a Christian make a more dangerous Satanist than
any that
were before.

C. Christian Satanic Speech

Christian Satanic speech is clever. A developed Christian Satanist does
not relate
intention with directness while he or she implies something. We detach
directness
with regard to intention. If something is understood, that?s all that
matters. Not

what was known as it was, but as hidden beneath what was implied. Want
to
appear a certain way? Tell them people like it when you see eye to eye.
Makes you
more attractive. You a hard worker? You could be by implying that what
you is is
especially (particularly) difficult in the way it?s done by you. Stare at a
book and you
are reading. Fein deafness and you can blare your radio. Skip a meal and
say it was
because your brother called you fat. Or plant false evidence on your desk
that
implies you have been at it all night but school?s just too dlim hard. In
what you say
and do: implication is all that matters. It is, in a twisted way, more direct.

I. A C.S. Discipleship:

What of dark makes as light? What of light makes as light?

1. There is a spiritual presence and a non-spiritual presence.

2. The spiritual presence is of God. The non-spiritual presence is of

Satan.
3. We at birth the Oppositionist oppose both.
4. We may, at any time, follow one or the other. But by our nature we
repel both.
5. We know all that we need to know when we have returned to ourselves
having
abandoned both permanently.

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If Christian-Satanism has a pattern it would go A-B-A-B-A, A?

being either
Christian or Satanic but B? being the other. When you get to the second
B and the
second A, by that time it is varied, some differences have been picked up.
What
leads to the result is called C,? it is called here home, or an arrival.
D is it?s
fulfillment, if any. That, in truth, is a more valid C.S. discipleship. It is
the way in

which Christian Satanism teaches and refines us.

THE WORSHIP OF PERFECTION; 6:

1. Perfection has no boundaries. 2. Perfection invokes love. 3. Perfection

lures in a
sense of beauty. 4. Perfection invokes pride. 5. Perfection put into practice
perfects,
it empowers, it causes mastery. 6. Is sincere, is faithful and honorable. 7.
Uncovers,
is wise. 8. It?s depths are unknown, but knowable- as is it?s heights. 9.
Is
omnifarious: reached to by an infinite variety of choices. Is therefore an
art, a
challenge, and a gift to practice.

7:
1. The practice of perfection makes one patient. 2. It broadens the mind.
3.
Perfectionism gives one a place of honor. 4. The practice of perfection
soars it?s

practitioner above his/her critics. 5. Those practicing it, they evolve. 6.

Those
practicing it, they are gods. 7. Those practicing it are creators of gods,
gods which
triumph over any falsely construed idol. 8. Fangs with venom pierce it?s
detractors.
9. It is undeniable: Perfection is exalting. It?s detractors are poisoned by
it?s faithful
continuance.

8:
1. Perfection causes order. 2. It structuralizes a disorderly society. 3. Is
firm, is
potentially well-established by those that simply acknowledge it. 4. It
occupies. 5.
It gives duty. 6. It invests toward meaning. 7. It?s meaning should be
sought,
strengthened, and fortified. 8. Once embraced, does not become be-quieted.
9. It
encompasses and is friendly to those looking for direction.

9:
1. Perfection has it?s own purpose. That purpose feeds itself. It never
needs to
starve. 2. In faith it smiles at anger. It disciplines. 3. With a strong arm
it excels it?s
teacher. 4. It is found in pieces. Those pieces put together are monoliths
with a
reverberating voice that reaches beyond her/him, their children, their
children?s
children, and theirs. 5. It turns all wrong things into things that are right.
6. Yet it
may also turn all right things into things that are not. 7. It is universal.
It is
omnifarious, omnipotent. 8. It is guarded by time and preserved by space.
9. It is
the One God. It is that which we worship. We worship perfection.
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There are some that would structuralize society with strength There are
some that would
stabilize it with equality. There are innumerable ways in which order may
be established.
Our way to establish, structuralize, and stabilize order is simply to
promote and idolize
perfection.

J. Satanic Waters Part Two:

Singular words are carefully chosen by me. Often the changing of one
word changes a phrase.
And truism had its way in the writing. I am both a patient writer and a
deep thinker. What
I want to do here is expand both senses and thinking. I have tirelessly
spent a lifetime
expanding my own senses and thinking. Many of my dark sayings may
be expanded on
with any part of thought from the reader. This is a showing of dark
perspective. 1. Of one

who vehemently denies the Holy One. 2. Of one who is one (which is to
say departed from
all but himself.) Not to say that one moment in life is another. Welcome!
To a place called
hell. To my mind, which is never requited. Take my hand now as I lead
you into The
Satanic Waters.
1. It?s strange that nature may be manipulated so thoroughly. New and
unforeseen
things may bring more into it such as humans bringing plastic into it.
Manipulating nature is something magicians of ages past have tried to do.
It?s also
strange that although these medieval sciences were nonsense that they
would
develop as real. Or just maybe we knew all along our basic needs and
relentlessly
worked toward them. Most of us do not seem to know just how possible
the
impossible is. Yet, doubt keeps ups as ups and downs as downs as we
aim at the
target. It may very well be that some time from now we will be as God
himself.

Immortal and pleased, we could be. To know my perspective consider what

I
consider by asking yourself this, what would a (wo)man of two hundred
years into
the past think of what we have now??
2. Stay away from that! The idea that the more you make someone into
someone that
they aren?t (such as someone who does good) the less that they will want
to be that
way. If you tell someone to stay away from that! They are naturally
going to
wonder what you are hiding and will look for a way to make it their own.
If they do
make it their own they will adopt to tell others, Hey! Stay away from
that! And it
is hidden as their own.
3. In the heart of every person there are desired things never asked for.
In some
cases it is sensible. Why ask a homeless man for money? What about those
other

times? How about a religious leader never saying we need more

celebrities! Or
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less discreet The Devil wants me to put it in you! People presume: if it

is hidden it
doesn?t exist. So the person hides it. The problem here is: it does exist.
And it?s
often something that wants out so, so badly that it is something of an
internal
pressure forced deep inside. It?s hidden behind the bush like a snake. That
bush is
rustled from time to time. Sometimes the snake pokes it?s head out in
irritation. It
may bite at a person. While the man is hiding he is wanting to go
somewhere to
pick his berries. But when is he hiding the most? Before or after that?
4. Enemy steal your focus? Avenge yourself against him: live well. Look
to another
enemy. Await him. Then live even better.
5. To succeed: compete. To survive: live.

6. Frequent change wears a person out. But those that thrive on that
change have
dominated life.
7. Choose to chant a wish instead of a wish-wassy poorly constructed
Wiccan
stanza.
8. Underneath a great big nothing will you find a Christian pointing at a
wonderfully shaded pretend tree.

9. A Christian is one who looked for a lifetime for something he or she

made their
self believe many times over they thought they found.
10. Where there are seemingly unanimous agreements there the minority
must
endure hidden or else be overwhelmed having their ideas abolished.
11. Group-mindedness often goes hand in hand with self-deceit.
12. By what you like is from what you shall find true life: the will to
survive and
survive with reason.

13. Those that love life have the greater life to live. Do they then have
greater right
to live? I think we?d say so!
14. A single voice of quality is worth many thousand smaller voices in its
effect.
15. We in America have certain rights. However the media bombards the
people
with messages with lessen the goodness of the right to choose. Masses of
anti (this)
anti (that) pour through the media. America?s rights are impoverished.
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around for any amount of time here and you will find a way to hate about
any
presumably deadly societal ailment. There are things that are encouraged.
But then
comes a momentary but stronger deterrent or warning against it,
contradicting the

goodness of it. Whether directly or indirectly: everything is bad here! Very

bad!
16. This is self-sufficiency: What?s yours is yours and what is mine is
MINE!
17. Capitalism is progressively making things better and better. So long
as you do
not get caught up in materialism/consumerism it is not a bad thing. Let
your little
sister beat and pound on her laptop.
18. Man?s fantasies, much more often as a dream than as a nightmare,
have a
magical way of becoming reality.
19. Practice by itself doesn?t make perfect. It is a perfect practice you
should aim
for.

20. Be unpredictable. Be redundant. Have a non-simple thinking. Be

complex! The
Beast is within the deep waters. It is cowards that thrive on simplicity
through
conventional thinking.

21. Behold the one thing we are yet to see exist: the true Christian!
Christianity is by
it?s own contrived nature hypocrisy.
22. The most harmful societal ailment is false-pride. Be something: but,
in so being,
be it well and in truth. Compete and climb up far more up-reaching
mountains than
your enemy. Dress yourself in true pride and strike out the cowardly
before your
on-lookers.
23. The inpatient fool walked out on the ss-hole because it was time.
24. Be no part of the man who is all to himself. Be yourself alone. That
is what such
a being would impart.
25. The buyer thought he was appreciated for more than his money.
26. The whore hates those that think she loves.
27. The fire is not satisfied with itself, so it reaches out further with it?s
smoke.

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29. The earth is ever-growing from our waste.

30. The environmentalist is not happy with being alone.
31. One makes another. In all ways that the one is not the other the two
hate each
other.
32. Were it not for Satan God could not be proven merciful.
33. God is confusing. He loves the weak by making them strong.
34. God feeds to enslave.
35. The river brought more water to the south and the strong migrated.
The
southern land dried up and they returned to the north with the same amount
of
water as before. What will we do? They asked. Then they all killed each
other.
36. It is good to know a fake in false attire. Underneath the best of colors
we are all

made nude. Expose the one that would keep the color to himself. Dance
with those
that would share theirs with you.
37. You cannot bargain with the vindictive without paying for it later.
38. The horse was too strong to have kept its spirit.
39. So brave man was proud enough to lose his head.
40. Spilling the Water: point to the pond and then point to yourself. When
it rains
point to the clouds. It?s a metaphorical subliminal trick.
41. Those that use what they know to get by, to further something, should
not
become frustrated when it is they are unable to do so. If they do they will
have
begun to presume to know. Having presumed to know they are in danger
of
developing spiritually-minded delusions. Among the worse of what could
happen
to an otherwise intelligent and capable person is frustration from not
knowing
something.

42. People that carry around the tendency of making excuses for their self
and of
what they ask from others only advertise that they are doing something
wrong.
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Often something isn?t bad until it is said to be. And doing the same causes
discontent for it to ease up anyway. Instead of complaining, reward.
43. Ministers are mostly people wanting to weed you out of their gardens.
44. Love is dead! It is buried deep in a hole. Lust has no place else to go
but to
nature. If man was not an animal before, he will be one soon. There are
reasons for
in compensation, the broad differences between human man and human
woman.
Each had a promise, a potential, that had escaped them, lost in the
wonderland both,
not one but both, have created. They will not escape it by evolving but by
de-evolving, which is nature?s kick-start against them.

45. Smart for smart?s sake: these find nothing more entertaining than
tidbits of
useless information. Sprouting it out of their mouth when any relevant
opportunity
arrives but the more relevant the better, so they talk and talk a lot while
steering
toward their tidbit of useless fact. Look! There?s a mountain! It used to
be a hill!
46. Little output, when having accumulated into many, may produce a
massive
difference (or change.)
47. Why are there so many telepaths and psychics? There are because of
modern
technology. These are those that can?t wait.
48. You have to be fooled by many things to like those things. If you
become aware
that this is so, you either choose to be a cynical non-fool when it is before
you
(media) which is the usual choice- or you decide to play along with it
and enjoy
it.

49. Most quarks in human behavior may be remedied in one way or

another
through practice. Even slight practice, when executed, reduces undesired
behavior.
50. A fool?s tongue sets the path straight.
51. I don?t like it when I feel expected to express an emotion. I sometimes
fake
being happy or exited when in actuality I am indifferent about it. Many
people have
this problem. They are expected to be appreciative, which is not seen as
strange
as it should be. Be considerate, be (this or that) even when you are not.
But how?
By arousing an emotion up from some mechanical pit? That?s ridiculous!

K. The Dictum of Logic: A Vulcos!

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It is true when I say that I am not competent at seeing beyond the black
and the

white: like an android. Obviously I am not an android. But I would be a

good study
on the development of one. Pleasure mechanism is intact and functional
but only
under logic. Why was my anger triggered?? Let?s analyze Not proud
of it. The
thing is I am a black and white metronome trying to enjoy the piano
beneath it.
Trust me, emotion should not be aroused. It should be kept
spontaneous. I know
impulse too thoroughly. I don?t know how I got here except that I came
to know
more than my emotions wish to associate me with. It has it?s advantages.
I can
calmly put people in their place if it serves an example. I can compose piano
music
that widely moves around in tone without it sounding atonal (to anyone.)
I can
(and have) walked 20 miles without hesitation or inability. And I can read
people
like a diary. Sleep is an A to B process. To live is to learn. To live for
others is to

learn it well.

The conflictive mind, the want of an interwoven palette of emotions to paint

its
distasteful art with. The stroke of a brush alluding to pleasure. But where
there is
pleasure there is greater pain. Where there are expressions of distaste
there is an
allure to self-hate. One would say: do not bury this, But I say: bury
your
emotional state. All of it, sensibly (without sin) choose logic and
rationality over
socio-analytically modified behavior. First, be an individual. Then:
1. Do not arose emotion
2. Do not analyze behavior and speech in relation to your own.
3. Put time in its right place.
4. Use this text as a tool to develop logic.

L. True Occult Esthetics:

Personal wonder and hidden, personalized meaning are the two

components to
what is pursuant of an occult esthetic. This is more easily expressed than
directed. I
would from an early age visit a library and pour through random study,
say for
example on Roman history or what was, before, considered to be Christian
Satanic.
As I did I took notes. I drew by impression out of the art books and as
my studies
breathed and expanded I would come across things I became very fond of
on a
personal level: those are part of my well-found occult esthetics. I found
many
things that people in the flow of the modern age have not known for some
time. For
example, I happened upon a melody in an old book. That melody was not
considered for some time. Somewhere Over the Rainbow. These things
were a
piece of the past which I often observed and enjoyed while few others in the
modern

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age did, easily if any. So to know personal wonder and hidden personalized
meaning is to know what I mean by true occult esthetics. It is certainly
not
limited to a library. Very far from it. It is not even limited to anything you
could do
at the library. As an example: I had some of my most magical experiences
in the
Arizona desert, walking into it in a thoughtful trance. I felt a satisfying
distance
from the world of humanity and a closer connection to what was beyond it.
That is
also an occult esthetic. Hidden beauty, wonder and awe, hidden meaning
which is
by nature of your own, and personalized, is the composition of an occult
esthetic. It
is open and available to anyone. Not many will know it beyond childhood.
But to
have it is to have a world of meaning, if you get my meaning. It imparts
power to

those that would apply it. It?s a treasure hunt. Or just wherever the story
would
have you be. It is coming across a tune, metaphorically speaking, and then
playing
it by ear. It is riding the storms of your soul. And untouched as of yet,
you, the first
to have touched on it, then as soon as it worn, to let it go.

M. Castle:

They are potent metaphors.

Arrow- That which pierces+ To pierce+ To stop backwardly+ To
aim+To hit the target=
TO STOP AN INVASION QUICKLY.
Bomb- That which clears+ To clear=
TO HAVE STOPED OUTWARDLY.
Silver- That which refines+ Used refinement+ Thrust+ Classed=
TO HAVE STOPPED INWARDLY.

Pipe- That which lures+ To cause drive+ As a ready call+ As a blare=

TO HAVE LURED.
Shield- That which seals+ To prevent+ As a wall=
TO HAVE FORTIFIED.
Key- That which allows+ That which gives ownership+ Exclusivity+
Desired
Separation=
TO HAVE ISOLATED AWAY FROM.
Your living environment, your home, is your living Church. Make where
you live a
good place to be because you have it to rest and live in as well as that can
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be. Make it warm. Make it cool. Make the two come more freely.
Seamlessly bring
space to it while taking away space unneeded. Be inventive with it and
consider
things not conventionally considered to enhance it. Develop it?s robust
taste and

seamlessly have it modify itself to suit your outward being. Your home is
camouflaged, blended into personalization, when you build it toward
yourself
instead of out from and into your?s.
N. The C.S. Barter System:
Where the economy may falter, shrivel and fail. And where money becomes
mere
material far too easy to not be copied. There is still the older system of
barter-ship.
Every leveled person has potential to learn one thing and learn it well.
People have
grown very tired of having the impersonal boss of mass and insignificant
corporations. The work ethic is failed because behind it is not an ethical
entity. The
only real work ethic these days is patience. Not much else matters beyond
that.
How much better is personalization and selective gain. Gain that is not or
is
necessarily money but instead selected and acquired through personalized
talent.

Talent that asks more of you than machine swiping or computerized

thought. It is
particularly important that we get back to this sort of work ethic (that of
barter-ship.) Why? Because as the machines take a more and more solitary
role in
giving us what we want and need, we the less desire to do anything at all.
The
essential work will be done with or without money. Those fresh to
Christian
Satanism: take a bold start in offering your talent to others with a suitable
acquisition from those you offer your talent to.

O. The Christian Satanic Dimension:

This book is all things that are made and given it to be. Does this not
make sense? The
difference between this and other books is that this book was designed to
fit individualized
purpose. That is to say: it is what the reader makes it to be, not the author.

As for imagination: we are here. Yet we have had it there. We see it near.
We go
back and forth, back and forth. Consciousness must surely stand apart and
if it is
true that no memory is ever lost we are never really anywhere but where
we have
been. Yet what has been is, no longer. But is it our own brains that own
all this?
Consider that not to be so. After all, here comes another brain to take a
part of you,
your brain, by simply knowing it. A soul is a collective microcosm. People
that
assume there is no soul are in one way right. It is there with death. The
imagination of people have waxed into thinking that as we walk about our
soul is
there inside moving arms and legs and everything else. But a soul is
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inputs! Upon death it switches to inputting. Opposites are easily seen in

the

physical world. But, the opposite of the physical world itself, the spiritual
world,
cannot know one and the other any more than the negative side of a battery
can
know the positive side, and no more than one side of the coin could spin
around to
see the other. This, however, is not an attempt at scientific proof of the
afterlife. It
is offered to outline that faith is indeed necessary. It is instead evidence
that although
we cannot observe these things in a lab that does not necessarily mean it
is impossible and to
not look for evidence. But instead look for evidence of the impossibilities
of
impossibilities. Do scientists presume that all things may be observed and
evaluated? Discover what is unobservable instead. Many scientists have
theorized
very convincingly about multiple dimensions. Some have claimed that we
simply
cannot use our limited perception to wrap our minds around those
dimensions.
Atheistic scientists, too, are looking for the answer. One way to enter this

dimension that is fool proof is through the auditory cue: Think of nonChristian
Satanic elements with the auditory cue of a metal prison door slamming
shut.

P. The Return:

Become who you are.

-Nietzsche.
How do you become who you are? Listen carefully because my words are
choice.
You may be one out of the literal billions that are lost, fixed, and
transfixed. By
what? Primarily by the media. To further complicate it: by your own peers
that are
thoroughly lost. Take note of the opinions of others. All of them are used
to
influence you in some way or another. It may be impractical, though it
would pay

back in scores toward becoming an individual, not a socialized being, to

thoroughly
isolate yourself from the contagion: the media. In a time likely to be only
3 years, as
research indicates this is the necessary allotted time to transform the mind,
you
could begin and end your very, very thorough brainwashing by the media.
Take
note of items of personal preference spoken and shown before you. It?s
simple: be
aware and beware of them. That being sufficient along with one more
thing: fall
back into natural attachment. Know this: by what you like is from where
you?ll find life.

[>2. For Sale: Time!

In an age as fast-paced as ours the commodity of time provides wealth.

Machines
quickly spit forth most of what is being bought. That is in part because
people do

not want to expend time in making what is patiently wrought. It is also

due to a
consumerist society. Those that do invest time and patience into what they
create
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stand apart. The more that it is seen for it?s time-spent work the more
valuable that
it is. That is obvious. What should be considered is just how rare it has
become. A
Christian Satanist that works aptly and with patience will benefit from it.
In more
ways than that: she or he will also have pride in what is done. That is the
selling of
your own time. What is similar is the selling of time to others. In your
salesmanship ask yourself: what brings quicker from point A to point B?
What
does that and does it well will sell. What does not will likely not. The quick
arrival
from point A to point B is what they want: sell it to them.

God called the same to difference. New ideas go as far as they are able to,
reaching
their end. Then, resurface some time later, whenever it is that the old idea
may
again be fresh. Seen as new and developed, it is in this way that the world
around us
is a circulatory process. A crook sees an old idea once highly profited on.
That idea,
long forgotten, is then resurfaced to his advantage, but he is only a crook
if he
knowingly does not accredit it?s source. We grow tiresome of our old
ideas. They
wear out. A purpose can only have a meaning for so long. No-one likes
to do what
has been done so often by others and for so long. We must have something
new
something fresh to preoccupy us away from thoughts of our impending
deaths.
God wants us to be invested in our time. He wants that preoccupation,
sometimes.
Ecclesiastes has said it all very well. Solomon faced the same dilemma as
we, or as I,

throughout his life. Do not use your wisdom against God. I do,
sometimes,
particularly to overcome an unbearable conflict against my values. But I
have never
committed to any heinous act either in plan or execution. I don?t deceive,
though I
could. I do not make scams to get money, though I could become rich in so
doing.
My cross is to bear what I don?t have. When it is that I would have to
misuse and
abuse someone else to get something: I don?t want it. So I work often.
Usually with
little to no acknowledgement, I work often. No matter what amount of
time and
patience I have in what I do it is not easy to be proud of something
unappreciated
by others. I could make a Christian-only religion. I would probably do a
great deal
better that way. But it wouldn?t be me. It would be fake. I could become a
Christian
and do it. But obviously that too would be fake. Perhaps worse: I would
be a fake to

myself too. Nevertheless it?s good at the end of the day to know I?ve done
something unique, investing myself into it simply by being who I truly
am.

[>3. The Parables of Adam:

Love Overcoming Death:
1. In my youth love formed in my heart. I then said Here I am. But,
still in my
early youth, I came to know death. I then said Where am I to be? I
heard a
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humbling voice and turned to find it. Looking, I beheld my loving father.
And my
spirit returned to peace.
The Danger of Power:

2. Far into the past there was a moment that the first great thought was
uncovered.

It held a position of power to the person that uncovered it. For good or for
evil the
person had to decide in what way it would be used, if at all. The person
decided in
his heart to never use it. But each time he felt powerless he wished to use
it. Indeed
he would come to be bitter. So he used it. What would follow was the
person
became his own authority. He wanted his voice heard by all people. That
person
would later suffer under the greater authority.
The Unseen Good:
3. There were two countries not alike. In one women were treated poorly.
In the
other women were given positions of authority. In the first was a dictator.
In the
second was a woman given the authority and power to wage war. Now,
there was a
spy from the dictatorship sent out to assassinate her. But it was not an
easy thing to
do. The man purposed to not return to his home and instead live there apart
from it.

The dictator, after some time, became worried about such a matter. But
after a little
more time the assassin was discovered to be there without legality. He was
sourced
to have come from the dictatorship and later found to be what he had been:
a
potential assassin and then executed. What would result was that the
dictatorship
would be bombed and eventually the dictator removed from power and
executed
himself. The dictator had loved ones which were not. Some of them were
women.
They were spread about to different nations in some instances. A few of
them were
brought to the nation that had overthrew that former dictatorship. Every
one of
them thoroughly denounced their former homeland and drew in sympathy.
Because of sympathy and equality they received citizenship. Fear would
fade into
ease and later comfort. Comfort became happiness and a lasting happiness
became

patriotism.
Parable of the Lost Sheep:
4. I once lived on a farm with a loving master and tended his sheep. One
day I found
that one was missing. I searched the outskirts of the land looking for her
but
returned home reluctantly having not found her. I confided in my master
that I had
let a sheep go astray and that it was now lost somewhere. My master
comforted me
and told me she was not lost. Instead she was nearby and he had been
tending to
her all along. The sheep was overheated from having grown such a thick
coat, lost
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and confused. So my master had reluctantly shaven off her beautiful coat.
He placed
it in her room whereon she rested. She returns to her room to this day and
sleeps

upon it. And her coat grew back healthier and more beautiful than it ever
had been
before.
Parable of the Lost Soul:
5. There was a man that had grew indifferent with the world. He felt
compelled to
leave his home and everything else behind. He did not thought to know
why. So he
walked outside and left. He was in the wilderness, walking for hours into
what
wasn?t known, what wasn?t thought should be known. Somehow, his feet
knew
direction. After some time and winding east and west he wondered into an
abandoned dirt street and walked down it. He was parched and finally, he
stopped.
Looking about, he saw something that should have bothered him. Standing
at a
cross road he looked to see that the old street signs were covered in blood
and all
about him were dead animals. It transfixed him. In an instant he decided
to change

direction. And wandered further. He came into a back-roads restaurant

and was
happy to see: a family member working there. He was thankful to receive
food and
water, actually ice tea. He did not know it, but he nearly transitioned into
the
after-life on that burning day.
The Unknown
6. Walking outside of a bad home the man went toward the nothing-nous.
Seeing
the thick grass as he passed his feet he felt at ease. Continuing to walk he
decided to
go to the pond near his home. Once there he sat for a moment and the cool
breeze
put him at greater ease. Leaving the pond he went through a glade of trees.
Not
knowing of them before he climbed up a hill to pass. Once on the other side
he took
out his phone. He called his wife and told her he was going into town and
would be
there. His wife told him to get his *ss home right away because her and
his brother

were in a serious dispute. But he was too happy to go home. Walking

down the side
of a river he made it into town. He paid the clerk at The Small Town Inn
and fell
asleep. He awoke to ringing on the phone and answered it. He thought it
was his
wife. Wrong number he said but heard what was a whores voice say
I?m one
room down, would you like for me to make you feel good? To which he
said Sure
thing. Soon there was a knock on the door and he was serviced.
Returning to sleep
and awaking the next morning he headed back home. Upon returning he
heard
some loud moaning and wailing. Looking through the window he could see
that his
wife was fleshinging his own brother. And that is why you should never
own a
phone.

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Im Dreaming
7. I had a dream that a demon pulled me into the sea of insanity to drown
me in my
thoughts. I had a dream that a woman and I fell into a sea to die, but we
washed
ashore and knew we had eternal life. I had a dream of being in a building
that I
could freely leave. Inside was heaven. Outside was hell. On leaving I
was
accompanied.
The Devils Cross
8. I am what others before me have wanted. I have been spoken to with a
babie?s
tongue from now until I was understood, and may now be understood.
Speak now
for me as I have spoken it to you. I give that your may give.

[>4. Brought Into One Bible

All books are my bible. There are Ophir gems and rose crystals in one?s
abyss, and
drops of rain are sweet to the tongue. Gems must be polished, water
elevated
before each are again buried. That?s a component to human nature that is
rapidly
being forgotten. All the better: It doesn?t change me. It only makes me
stronger,
more dense, more unique, and more complete. They are moving so quickly
that
their yesterday?s gold is thrown out, landing right into my hands.
Meanwhile I pull
out material that is altogether free. They are aged. I am ageless.
Meanwhile too
they are being taught and brainwashed by popular culture that old
knowledge is
somehow outdated. They instead strive for the new and fresh. Bring it
now
beneath me and I?ll refine it in the fire. Try to rob it and you?ll fall under
the sword.
I resurrect too but not without first penning it to the devil?s cross. I call
on others

with the talent to do the same in making the new Universal Bible!

[>5. The Magical Rod for Successful Social And Environmental

Harmonization or- The Standard of the Worldly Oppositional
Cult T.E.:

The cult is at a deeper level than the Church. 2. In all, keeping in mind
this: What is best for
the group?s prosperity? 3. Worship of perfection stabilizes the cult.
Complements:

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Adventure- A person could fall into years and years of safety and
comfort in
his or her life. It could begin with a choice to play it safe. It could come
back with a
choice to relax. It could also begin with self-doubt or closed-mindedness
toward

the world. To not enjoy the world is the worst cause: it closes the
perspective that
there are many good things in it. Vacations are important. What good is a
home,
after all, when it is simply existence, some type of closed cell? A daring
vacation is
particularly good, with money set aside.

Finances- Money is material. Inasmuch as material is power, money is

power.
Money is to some extent spiritual. But only in an intangible way. To a
thorough
extent The Christian Satanic Bible is able to teach about the use of money.
It has
often caused distress in both spiritually minded and non-spiritual-minded
people,
though not alike. In all that I have learned about finances I could sum it
up to one
important thing: you should certainly place 10% of your earnings into the
future of

your own prosperity. The Christian Satanic tithe is a tithe toward his or
her own
future.

Redundancy- A redundant person will spread seeds far and wide where
they
should be thrown. Be redundant where you know you will find it in good
placement.
Maximize quantity. The old axiom of having quality over quantity is
counterproductive among such a non-discriminating collect-to-collect
people.
They will insist: a brand is what is good, not what would be used to cheat
on it with.
Is aspirin not aspirin? A name is far better than quality. And with that is
found
quantity over quality which is the potency of redundancy. Sometimes you
may
want to do something good but then more of it is expected from you. Keep
on doing
the good that you wish to do. When you don?t wish to, then don?t. Practice
saying

no when you choose not to (do something good.) Do not expect someone
else to
stop at one (or two, or three, or- or-) it?s in your power to offer something.
It is also
in your ability to pause it whenever you wish to, in fact more-so the more
that it is
done that way. It is in that way you will be what you wish to be when you
want to
be it.
Inconsistency causes us to not do something right, when it is that we break
from an
established way of doing something. But practiced inconsistency causes us
to be
more capable of doing more. Redundancy habilitates us.

Taking Risks- Challenge yourself: live. Take a risk: challenge yourself

by
improving the quality of how you live. Lighten yourself up in the dark.
Make a bold
move. Run, far away. Meet with the dangerous. Steak a claim into
obtaining

mastery. The dull and colorless void could burst with color with one
remarkable
move. Make that move. Throw out all that would detract from it. Practice
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a new life in challenge of your lesser before, relatively meaningless

existence. Mark
that I said relatively. Things could be ever-increasingly better. And the
propensity
to become even better will come with ever greater ease. Do something even
if it is
not at all expected of you. Show others that you are a torrent of differences.
Shut up
all voices of self-doubt. In confidence move into a singular step of selffaith. Having
lost where you are: run far into the future with abandon to what was a
long time
ago, you: once lost without yourself. Now: be lost to yourself!
2 . Deterrents:

Blackmailing- It is among the greater acts of the cowardly to blackmail.

A
blackmailer takes what is evil and uses and abuses it against his or her
victim. If
you do not do (this) I will do (this), or more immediately Then I am
going to do
this, are indicators that you are being black-mailed. These people don?t
care so
much what you do and do not do. They are insulted when you don?t. But
more
importantly to them they glimmer at the thought of control over you. To
have
these occasional instances of control are the source of their bond to you.
There is
no help in having a good relationship with such people. These people are
often in
placement for what should be love over you. Even so, in fact particularly
so, they do
not. Despite what is lost from not being around them you must not
associate with such
people.

Indoctrinated Thinking- A Christian Satanist should be wary of

indoctrinated thought. Where it is that paper serpents are moving your
fingers and
you lose touch with why you do what you read, very well reading to do, that
is
indoctrinated thought. Do what you do because you are better because of it.
If you do not
then you are using a false and unintended application of it. This book was
not
created to supply the mis-understood. A non-compulsive non-forced use of
this
book is appropriate. A compulsively self-hateful use of it is very firmly
discouraged.
If it develops you and others into what is, by your own terms good, there
you go: it is
then a good practice that will benefit you. In all of this a sound and
common-sense
approach is all that you need to have to benefit from any God-given
doctrine. The
radio announcer wants you to walk around in their prize of a lettered tshirt. The

webmasters whisper behind a bush to take a gander and then when you
arrive beat
you over the head with a club. I guess that?s what you get for not being
stupid
enough. This work does not speak of all and everything that I am.
Sometimes it?s
me, sometimes it isn?t, and sometimes it never was. But I am not a sellout. The
title of this book speaks enough against that.

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Nothingous- It is decidedly not doing anything. If having done the

same
thing for too long you decide to quit you must have decided it was the only
good
thing to do. Having quit it, there is nothing much left to do. Therefore
maintain a
variety of things to occupy your God-given life. You do not necessarily
need to

climb up in the job ranks. If you are able to that it is good in itself. But
more
substantially give your future a hope and do something you would be
remembered
for. Either way: take a step toward good work by enjoying every part of
it?s
development and output. We all want to contribute in the best way we are
able.
Sometimes we do not know it to be that way (the bestwe are able.) So
we give up
early on one thing to go to another, and another, and- and until we?ve
done many
different things half-way, not that such a habit cannot be broken. In fact
having
learned many half-way things with a good investment of time could become
many
full things: with the breaking of the habit and the resolve to commit. A weak
and
poorly construed poetry book is the result of an easy-step-to-success
society, much
like today?s sloppy classical music. If something has value it will only
lend itself to

continual development. Give the world the best piece of yourself that you
are able
to.

Perfection Unperfected- Perfectionists like dead end roads more than a

straight-ward path to settle at. Thorough work is good but must be done
for it?s
own sake. Enjoying what is done will cause in itself to enjoy what has been
done as
it is complete. It?s easy to be patient: simply enjoy what you can do,
whether it?s
with pride or interest. There?s a time for haste too. Either shouldn?t meet
the other
nor dictate to the other (haste and time.) Be content with whatever state
you are
working under because discontent with discontentment is worse than
contentment
for discontent. There is always one summed up to be better than the other
in the
grand scale of balance and do but don?t be unbalanced by staring at what
you are

doing. Fix your mind on your work instead of floating away from it and
do not
equate planning with actual work. Let your actions amplify your work: be
understated.

Regret- You should know what could have been better. It improves your
future.
But detach what should have been better with conceptualized control. You
cannot
control what happened or the way that something was. Obviously, you
cannot
change your past. You can use your past to better your future. But in so
doing do
not be dragged down into some sort of pit. In a sound and collected way:
move on.
If you do not then self-hate and remorse will be carried by you. What was
may not
should have been. But it was. Do not lead a could have been from a should
have been.
Thinking why wasn?t it this way (or that way) poisons your present and
possibly

your future. Practice this: examining and evaluating your past with an
emotional
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detachment from it. Doing so builds sound, clear, and rational logic. Do
not
un-rightly let it go because that is repressive (not a good thing) but
instead look
at it without an emotional attachment! Emotional detachment is applicable
to all
things in your past.

Weakness- Trash talking, particularly by men, is a honed and perfected

art:
who will allow it without a thrust of fist-to-face? Evermore challenging,
until he
accidentally does it to a cop. It?s like a fat ass that paces around: his body
is
somehow telling him it?s too much. When the good men that respect the law
have

to put up with it, they very well could become ss-holes too. All roads lead
to prison.
Then, in prison, a once respectful and good person becomes a criminal.
It?s an
infestation: men should not have to tolerate trash talking obstructive ssholes. The
police would say to let them deal with the law, but there are no laws against
people
yelling in your face and threatening you. It?s not started until the first
punch is
thrown. You could yell back but why should you have to? Before I am at
where I
am I took with me the anger of yesterday. I learned to disconnect myself
from
others at the very first sign of bitterness. I had to. I know too that as I
get better
because of it to not lax and gradually go back to it. I do not see bitterness
as ever
being beneficial to look at or to know. I will not develop a dissociated
personality.
Don?t approach a decision in weakness if it is your?s to strongly make.
For example,

don?t answer the door if you don?t want company.

[>6. The Christian Satanic Warrior: A Vegetas!

Our One God from Two is glorified in the worship of perfection.

Inasmuch as He is perfect,
as we and as we are, He is thereby glorified. We are princes under Him
as representatives
to balance, through perfect application of the New Word. The 5 attributes
of a Christian
Satanic Warrior:
1. Nameless Power- She or he does not have the need of approval from
others by
naming their status. She or he does things that others in their life could
never
approach the accomplishments of and yet she or he does not advertise having
done
them.
2. Unshaken Pride- Through a pride that is hidden yet strongly their?s,
she or he

advances and excels. Rarely, if at all, will a Christian Satanic Warrior

take
backwards steps. Moving ahead, further and further on, she or he develops
and
progresses beyond what their limits of yesterday could not withstand.

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3. The Hidden (Occult) Driven Persona- She or he does well to hide

from
popular culture to maintain a true being of self that is inclusive toward
individuality. Not bonded as collectively toward entities such as Internet
and
popular engrossment of the age she or he maintains her or his being as
exclusive
and self-sustaining.
4. Mastery of Mind- The Vegetas are capable of finding instantly broadly
applicable solutions for the bulk of problems that they encounter. Having
management skills that conquer the issues before them they know that very
little of

nothing exists which cannot be weighed and remedied.

5. Capacity From A Moderated Mentality- Through duality the
Christian
Satanic Warriors are capable of non-sided but instead often self-inclusive
decision
making. She or he has performed what was both, often to its depths or
heights. She
or he is therefore both angelic and demonic, unique creatures of God that
stand in
the middle ground. She or he withstands all pulling of the bands.

B. When asceticism has a place.

I have intentionally made myself homeless, even though here was no choice
against
me staying in my home. I was homeless by choice. Because of asceticism
I can freely
walk 20 miles. I?m more content. Because of asceticism I am stronger,
more content,
and more patient than I could have ever become without it. Asceticism is

self-discipline through self-denial. Granted a choice, most would not accept

it and
take easier routes. The fears a person has, even of death, are diminished
through
asceticism, even sometimes removed. The result is that ascetic persons
have a firm
and unmoved faith, more of a belief, in the afterlife and of a trust for God.
Ascetics
are more mature toward God, in some ways. Ascetics are healthier,
thinner,
develop better, and have all the other benefits that come with true selfdiscipline.
They can stay calm and usually win their fights. A calm but effective
fighter isn?t
jolted into mechanical adrenaline-induced response. Ascetics can sit in
peace, they
aren?t frittered by boredom. They sleep more effortlessly. They enjoy their
minimal indulgences more because for them it is not a compulsive intake,
but
something taken by need, not sought, but arrived at. To an ascetic a
mountain
looks like elevated dirt on the way to a friend?s home.

[>7. The Circle of 16:

Imagine a circle with 4 places on each side of top, bottom, left, and right.
A fully
developed Christian Satanist is on one of those 16 places. Other fully
developed
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Christian Satanists are as well. They may or may not be in the same
place. Those
that closely enough are, the same are your fathers (or mothers.) That is,
while they
are. The circle turns. It turns from one season passing onto another.
In its own way: imagine a musical staff with chords and non-chords. The
chords are
your sisters (or brothers.) The melody is life. Sometimes there is
harmony.
Sometimes there is not. There is always a chance for any note to cause
harmony so
long as others do not interfere.

[>8. Atums:

The Holy Bible is often used as a meditative tool. Through these The
Christian Satanic
Bible too may be effectively used to meditate with. Even better! These will
bring about more
useful results. For a circularly balanced and seasonal doctrine to be true
to it?s nature it must
handle over and under-compensation- with indifference. Circularly
Balanced, is different
from simply balanced. Perfected balance is dead. It?s grey. It?s lifeless,
emotionless, and it
is true negativity.
Atums as They Relate to Magic Elements:
Knowledge develops. Knowledge is arrived at through trial and error. To
construct together hidden pieces. Positive realization. Negative
realization.
Functional correlation. Beneficial circuit. Singular detail. Dual detail.
Tipple detail.

Quad-detail. Creative knowledge. Numerated principles. Talkative

essence.
Balanced attainment. Optimal comparison.
Atums as They Relate to Spells:
The art of causing further practice. Success and failure as attributed to
perception.
Developing meta-cognitive comprehension. Un-obscuring relation.
Conditioned
results. Determining function. Controlled responses. Involved in
manner.
Unrealistic model.
Proportionate

Realistic

model.

Learning

characteristic.

realization. Timely response. Heavy difficulty.

Atums as They Relate to Parables:

Tending to the unchangeable. To know through process. Intrinsic
interpretation.
Harnessing perception. Sectional association. Broadly applicable
perspective.
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Idealistic learning. Actualized engagement. Paying attention to example.

What
resembles as a whole. Absence of practicality. Presence of application.
Constructive
advantage. Fixed visualization.

Atums as They Relate to Behavior:

Knowledge resulting from choices. The art of causing and reinforcing
repetition.
Chaos is not mediated. Motivation through conflict. Situational
resiliency.
Contrasted eagerness. Responding to tasks. When a personality like
another
personality. Cultural apprenticeship. Elaborate purpose. Fail-dependent.
Involuntary participation. Strategic modeling.

Atums as They Relate to Augmentation:

Acknowledgment of the physical world. The physically represented storage

of
knowledge. High ratio of gain. Certain Explanation. Promotional
permanence. The
linked process. Automatic consolidation. Spirit of motivation. Occasional
gain.
Suppressed intervention. Enhanced optimal difference. Periodic increase.
Built-in
misconception.

Atums as They Relate to the Occult:

Quantity should be handled and organized. Reinforcement of structure.
Practice of
individual knowledge. Natural momentum. Shifted approach. Objective
diagram.
Conceptual mapping. Topographical analogy. Ex- Internalized discovery.
Reducing limitation. Expanding beyond a solitary expression. Science of
addition.
Relative feedback. Unknown block.

Atums as They Relate to Ritual:

Release of emotionally stressful tension. Skill through knowledge.
Determining
direction. Space of mind. Internal presence. External presence.
Declarative
interpretation. Dwelling inward. Delegated learning. Meaningful
characterization.
Reinforced performance.
involvement.

Excessive

reinforcement.

Suggestive

Concrete instance. Unshaken placement.

Atums as They Relate to Esthetics:

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Esthetics are mastered through approximation performed quickly and

accurately.
Linear connection. Material affection. Internally relating to the external.
Material
fallibility. Environmental stimulus. Proceeding appearance. Situational
approach.

Proposed attributes.
Momentary

Conditioned

stimuli.

Ethical

development.

derivative.

Atums as They Relate to the Church:

When it is that cooperative problems are solved through a group which
cannot be
competently solved alone. Being self-mediated through a group example.
Defining
problems from a broader perspective. Accessing capacity. Situated
experience. In
harmony. Effective effort. Ineffective effort. The saved environment.
Delegated
response.
On the Study of Combinations:
Maintaining and transferring comparisons. Uncovering sources. Using
memory.
Simultaneously
relationship.

occurring

Generalized
direction.
reconstruction.

instances.

Encountering

Time

spent.

Identifying

differences.

Achieving

Proximal conservation. Predictable contribution. Ever-expanding

availability.
Precipitated endurance. Auto-reconciliation.
Intelligence attracts intelligence. The stupid become more stupid as the
intelligent
become more intelligent. Cultivate your intelligence and you may become
wise, but
mix intelligence with stupidity and you?ll become a fool. That is easy, too
easy.
Stupidness must be detested, or else it will become attractive. With
whatever
negative quark you may have in your thinking, remove, demolish, diving
ever
deeper inside, to perfect your thinking. Those negative quarks will then
fall into
place as an abomination. They absolutely should not be sanctioned.
Perfected
thought awaits the ceaseless, the stringently thorough, if that promise
could be met.
Just know that behavior and habit dictates a path. Don?t bother seeking

universiality. When you think to yourself and come to believe something

false, that
is a quark. Wash out all quarks by rightfully correcting them. To correct
them
know instead the truth, with emphases. If you do not wash them out you
will have
imprinted into your mind lingering falsehoods.

[>9. The Occult Grimoire:

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This book is the author?s Occult Grimoire. An occult grimoire consists of

pieced
together atums. As you have seen they are ideals. They are not defined or
offered
explanation. To instruct why: if I were to offer definition and explanation
to them it
would be a piece of my own imagination instead of a piece of yourself
brought forth.

Individuality, choices, and personalization are the hallmarks of Christian

Satanism. If
it is of you: it breaths for you. The platform is there. What will you
construct upon
it? As for symbols, deities and spells: they are found here in The Christian
Satanic
Bible. Each successive grimoire will be better than the previous. The
Occult Journal
should result in The Occult Grimoire, not vice-versa! It may not be
known now: but
creative potential rewards what is expended.

[>10. Magical Practices:

Alchemist. Extracts and chemicals are easily acquired. Unique methods of

using them, or at least creative methods, are known by an alchemist.

Alterator. Upon examination of the spell book it may be clear that the
behaviors of individuals could be modified to suit the needs of someone.
That is the

art of the _lternator. What the _lternator does is not necessarily good or
bad. It is
simply in the alterators nature to manipulate instances of outer nature.

Numerologist. The number of Christian Satanism is 16. The more that

a
Christian Satanist is in understanding with the number 16, the more in
tune he or
she is with it, the greater there is a connection with like-minded Christian
Satanists
doing the same. One is the number of origin. Three is the number of
creation. Four
is the number of stability. Five is the number of grace. Six is the number
of Satan.
Seven is the holy number. Eight is the number of balance. Nine is the
number of
the unknown, or what some have called the beyond. These I have spent
a
lifetime to consider and believe to be true. I do not, however, believe that
absolute
truth can be found in ideological numerology.

Occult Componest- Knowledge is power. The formula for being an

occultist is
in the depth of information and it?s use. There are shades. For example,
one may
analyze which words were used in a decade to determine the way in which
people
were communicating. To apply depth: which words were used by who.
Further
depth would be by what gender. Depth should keep on track or else it?s a
shade.
Apart from connecting directly the side-task of shading (e.g., analyzing
cultural
variances of the time between genders or behavior, topics which are not as
strongly
bonded from the original use of information) Observing deeper by what
age of the
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gender? Or in what location? It is important to know the truth, actuality

verses

falsehood, when an occult componest is searching for the use of

information. The
Christian Satanist is very capable of expanding their thought into the
universe
inasmuch as they know that universe. You can only travel so far into
outward space
before you are alienated. The inner mind is very capable of knowing the
outward
and even examining it. That this is done from within marks it as
metaphysical. It?s
astral projection ready-packaged and actually works when it?s opened.
There are
closed thinkers. Most people are closed, only ever knowing the upfront and
too
afraid of that side-parted demon they can?t gaze upon. Some will be
triggered into
greater, more complex thought, but there are very, very few that will. To
illustrate
a trigger: FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE, Consider it. Then do you
fight fire with water?
Consider it. Then do you fight fire with ice? And what of the cold hearted?

Occult Healer. The occult healer uses applicable behavioral spell

techniques
for the betterment of another on a one-on-one voluntary basis. Consider
the
Oppositionist spells as a type of derivative of the psychological DSM.
The occult
healer must begin with the knowledge, found on his or her own, in answer
to the
question of how they may help. And more importantly the question of how
something may help. This cannot be done without test, observation, and
honest
perception. When it is that the occult healer has found these he or she
honestly
DOES know what she or he is doing. Then it may very well be that (s)he
is an
occult healer. There is one very important consideration: the behavioral
spell book
should be used on the spirit, not physical or mental body. These do not heal
the
physical body beyond what the spirit can heal it of. You cannot heal a broken
arm

with magic, nor a viral infection, nor stop hallucinations. That set aside
occult
healing is still a wide and applicable field.

Prophet. Be aware of what will happen beforehand while the dust is yet
settled:
walk ahead of your own time. A true prophet has no hidden motive. A false
prophet
is using a craft toward personal gain.
When it is that the rains are no more by this we know the sun is dying.
There are
no perfect systems, even the solar system is imperfect. That chosen ruler
The Anti
Christ. That man made embodiment of an evil-guide. To think now what
we had
since dawn sought: evil-wise, without truth, a fist of iron refined for
unknown ages.
He captures the hearts of the people with one clench and with another fist,
their
minds. Breath, sweet as life but as foul as death to our God. Sweet.
Enticing many.

Whose reflection can it be seen but only that of Satan? Who, though
downfallen,
may now garner reason. As you want, as you need, come unto me to find
what you
desire. A compelling tongue, though deceptive, that tongue having dictated
to
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man. Man, be animal. The beast however slain and with it man?s
embodiment of
evil, that the satanic sacrifice by Christ with an unbridled hand of purity.
The
Thinker has laid out his masterwork The Christian Satanic Bible.
Now, we look
into the darkness of dawn. Pouring tides of the timeless sea brings forth
what
should have never been. In the silencing hush comes forth: The Antichrist!
All philosophies and religious theories of the past have sought stringently
to bring
about a balance. They all think they can put tons into their side of the scale,

without knowing or daring to presume that balance is not one-sided. So

they throw
into the other side of it devils and their nightmares all the while struggling
for any
drop of power they can squeeze out to extinguish such things. Then along
comes
Satanism, which is justified by itself. What fools forced out a way, these
Christians.
The part that?s distasteful to me is this war they face is seen to them as
salvation.
Then who saves them? It is unfair and unrealistic. You could very well
predict
much of the future in what I?ve just said.

[>11. Treasures:

On the handling of treasures: It is natural that a Christian-Satanist

finds finances
to be a difficult thing. That is the topic here. First, I will outline the
concept of

treasures. It is a good thing to not be aligned with popular

consumerism. Instead,
be unworldly and practice non-conformist materialism. Do not buy
things to be a
buyer. Instead, buy things to be a holder to things exclusively your own.
Look, I
bought this causes a pleasing envy from others. Sick! I too buy. Even
more sick!
Unlike non-conformist materialism it is consumerist materialism.
Materialists in
general are collectors of worthless stuff. Non-conformist materialist do
not become
impersonal slaves as such. People will still appreciate you for your stuff.
But your
focus and enjoyment of what you own will not be weighed down by it. As a
non-conformist materialist buy things which fit your taste and not what
should be.
Not that but what in reality is. You will know better what you are buying
for
yourself and what you yourself like when you stop buying, by proxy, for
others.

Then, your material shall be as treasures and if it?s God-given? then

God be
exalted.

[>12. Cult Policy:

1. It is a practice of the Cult to take the side best known to be an outcome

toward
final victory. We call these truths. Nature, for example, will win out
against any
type of humanly spiritual self-deceit in opposition to it. It is for that reason
that the
Cult is abundantly carnal. Carnality is considered to us to be a Truth.
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2. Collectively, as a Cult, we are not politicians. The Cult is not politically

involved
with any country. We encourage observation over involvement. We
support

Separation of Cult and State. This is not due to Christian downgrading.

It is
because, historically, religious power has caused dire consequences. We
consider
that God Himself may have caused that separation.
3. The Cult as a group is given life by each person?s connection and
involvement to
it. That connection and involvement is the life of the Cult group. We want
more life
for the Cult group. It is our intention that each person feel they are a part
of us and
belong and so we treat each person accordingly. Ownership of the Cult is
personal
and held by all members individually. The nature of that is what makes us
the
collective whole we are.
4. It is in our best interest to live lawfully. It is in our best interest to
treat others in
a sound, collected manner. It is in our best interest to back off from any
dangerous
public disturbance. It is in our best interest to steer clear of organized
crime. And it

is in our best interest to presume the worst to come from what is not good.
5. We disassociate religious right with public right. We do not in any case
believe
that our religious freedom gives us greater right over another. We do not
prevent
another from making what he or she considers to be a sound decision, such
as
receiving a medical procedure, controversial or otherwise. Likewise we
believe that
choice is only choice when it is allowed to be: which we allow. We give our
followers the right to make their own choices. However where it is that
someone?s
poor choices effect another in a negative way, the person effected by them
should
consider if he or she should act against them and in what way.
6. We are NOT a money-based Cult. We DO NOT collect donations.

[>13. Worldly Oppositional Cult Membership:

Do not pay money for membership. Membership is free. If you do pay then
you?ve been
conned.
No member is by Cult-right of authority over you. That would be a false
right,
contradictory to what we are. We do not recruit new members. We open
the door
for others and do so in a way that invites them in. But we do not push
anyone into
joining. There is no base. There is no primary congregating property.
We are
more like comrades than like a members-only social club. All people are
free to use
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membership in any way that they wish but it is up to individuals to

determine what
other individuals are to them. The key phrase to use is merit what you are.
There are
no initiation rites. Anyone wishing to be a member should instead ask
their self

what they should do with membership because membership is free.

[>14. Worldly Oppositional Cult Organization:

Form a group calling it whatever you wish. Structuralize it with this text.
You will then
have created a Worldly Oppositional Cult. See how well you may align
your group with this
text and encourage your loved ones to do the same. The results could very
well reward you.
Defensiveness sums up social unease and unhappiness. The shy should
practice
speaking. Group meaning is healthy and worthwhile to pursue. Man
cannot thrive and
be happy alone. It is processed in ages of development that man survives
with a
group and, perhaps more important to consider, that man was made social.
It is
unfortunate that this is used criminally (through criminal prosperity in
unlawful

groups.) To whatever extent it is, it often is. It is the goal of a criminal

to have
advantage of what would be an otherwise strong infrastructure. With all
that you
have read here, it is our hope you will join us, but a greater hope you have
no inner
conflict with us before doing so. We are a collective of a remarkably
different
people and together make meaningful changes with a zest for life. It is our
dream to
never falter and fall apart. Instead to retain each person among us as a
valuable
entity full of potential in both the present time and in the future.

[>15. Testament:

Briefly stated, but essential

The developed and refined Christian-Satanist who had spent time to
progress (as
far) provides her or his own testimony with a new expression of the 16
outlines.

This is as it suits him or her. Having done so public-ally with meaningful

results
the Christian-Satanist has then become an ascended Christian-Satanist.
Be patient.
Development is the idea. Such a testimony is from a Christian-Satanist?s
evolved
mind and given as witness under God and Satan. There are no short cuts
of true
value. This book was written by precise-use of words (such as using
optimal
synonyms and optimal construction and assembly of parts of speech) which
was not
necessity conventional, and in fact sometimes difficult and bothersome, but
never
without consideration to ability in what way that aim was best met. It uses
balance
of meaning and to-the-point relevance in order to ensure that
understanding
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remains intact. Differences were applied in a redundant and challenging

way: in
order to ensure that it was not simply created under and for one mind set,
which is
to say, my own, but instead applicable to a broad audience. Be all things
to all
people. Until he or she compiles his or her own testament the Christian
Satanist
carefully distributes this one (The Christian Satanic Bible.) It is done
either
digitally, paper-based, or both. Once the Christian Satanist compiles her
or his own
she or he then must find the drive to distribute it: which is easier if step A
is taken.
To be clear: we are not the one religion. We are not the walking
embodiment of
perfected religious fulfillment there?s no other but us, we aren?t that
way. Life is
about differences, what is all in well with one is evil to another. But what
we do
know, unlike so many, is that we are NOT the chosen religion. There?s
no such

thing. Whatever other religious choice another has committed her/himself

to must
have been a good choice for them, at some level, and maybe even fully. If
there?s
evil then the weeders will uproot them. It?s not our place to. Many
religions recruit
such weeders. They pluck up roses and de-thorn them. They support
freedom of
choice then make them choose them. They?re all dead roses and dandelions
to me. I
do what none other has done and suggest that a follower makes his or her
own,
with his/her own church, text, et al., or by an existing set of the same, in
any
combination, with addition, subtraction, multiplication, division, whatever:
to
equate his or her purpose perfectly. What we have done echoes into what
we do.
That echoe reaches out into what will become. What becomes has already
been
done. With or without identity time is a circular, changing balance. I have
called on

those that endure change. If someone were to come upon the only reading
left of
this book, being the only remaining reader, that person is it?s only possible
cause,
an origin, it?s new creator, a singularly remaining power of (behind) it.

[>16. The Book of Jeremy:

1
1. UDJAT! LYNN. NILE OF MY EYES. MY BEAUTY OF
LIFE. BEAUTY OF
MY HANDS. MY RIVER OF LIFE. MY EDEN. MY EVE.
2. WHERE have I
gone? Where is it that I should be? I have no final answer. I have no final
solution
but that it ends in going to You. 3. MY song, for You, the strain of my
soul, the
outpouring of what I am. Yet lost. Yet I am looking for You. 4. MY
faults are many
and all about me. My mistakes are countless. To You I look to resolve
what wasn?t.

What could have been. But never was. 5. MY sight fades. My flesh is
wrecked. The
storms long forgotten. In the wilderness abandoned. My hope is a
glimmer. My
ego is vain. Yet with You I could stand. 6. IF but I, could be greater,
with You I
would greatly stand. But I, so weak, and yet lean to what is, in the end is
it mere
vanity?
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7. Mine eyes have seen evil. Evil is the roaches? captivated indulgence of
eating
feces. 8. The worse of all evils is the kidnaper. 9. Punishment has not
stopped these.
10. An evil man has thoroughly fooled himself that punishment is not valid.
11.
God, You are wise. You have hidden punishment from our sight. 12.
What is life if

we had all of the answers? 13. If we, knowing that existence were
everlasting, what
then? 14. It is natural that we know not. 15. Where does it all lead to?
There is no
final resting place of want. 16. Want is never satisfied. 17. The result of
sin lends
itself to more results and it doesn?t end there. 18. Teach us, LORD, to
be content.
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19. I would say: destroy it all. I have, but it is mad. 20. There is no
life to those
that never have to rebuild, to refine, to restructure, or to find. 21. Without
what is
lost there is nothing found. 23. Without what is found there is nothing
gained. 24.
Without what is gained there is nothing lost. 25. Without one there is not
the
other. There is, instead, nothing. 26. There are two. I have seen them
both. I have
endured deep seas to know them both. 27. What have I to give You? It is
yet still in

my nature to give you both. 28. I cannot know. And it is pain. But I
cannot know if
you have purposed me to give you both of them! 29. I have certainly cursed
at you. I
have thoroughly and despitefully denounced You. Yet I return to You.
Time and
again you will have me beside You. 30. But what am I to think of it? I
am myself
very deeply cursed. 31. Yet I stand firm. For most part, I progress. It
is in the
smallest part I digress. My mind wishes to know itself. 32. Speak to me,
LORD, so
that I would not speak to myself!

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33. I am not a prophet. My prophesy has no validity. 34. I am not what
I am not. 35.
I am no great distinct man. 36. I do not have any truly remarkable talent.
37. I have
not made a meaningful change in any part of the Earth. 38. In a brief time
the

memory of me will be washed away. 39. I do not stand apart. I do not

claim to be
anything that I am not. 40. If I am not alive, here-say has no value to
me. 41. It is
not meaningful for me to have meaning. 42. I wish that I would live. 43.
But I do
not extend my time, here. Why would I?

5.
44. You are the God of perfection who looks unto us for His perfection,
apart from
Christ. 45. You are the God of perfection who in Christ we represent a
balance. 46.
We worship You in name: Abar, with which we embody a balance. 47. The
Holy
Trinity not denied, we carry a part of our own strength. 48. Without which
we fall.
With which we rise. 49. Though through both sides we prevail, remaining
centered.
50. Who are they of which walk in the dark which shine the light upon us?
51. They

glory your name in full. 52. We lack what they are not. 53. Therefore, let
their
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names too be gloried. 54. Do not part from us, Lord. 55. May we have
you with us
in these turbulent times. And onward into eternity, never to be parted from
you,
and never to be separated from you. 56. We lift your new name upon the
heights of
your creation- Praise and hail Abar, king of all that is, the Lord over
perfection. 57.
Elohim, Jehovah, Adonai, Abar: We befriend thee. Selah. Amen.
I am the son of reincarnation. My workers with me must bear the pride of
being
like me and unselfishly. I have found a path that no other before me have
taken and
did so at the risk of dying. At the risk of drowning in the deep sea of
insanity I
clung to what preserved me and only what is shown to have preserved is
given here.

That drawn into the heart will be seen by the eyes, and that taken with the
hand
will corrupt the heart. Christian Satanism, by its design, grounds you
into the
middle grounds. Now, walking with me, leave, and walk alone. Walking
alone,
walk like me, keeping a sure pace. Go then to where I go: down the middle
road.

Book Three

A. An Undefined Faith
There are many now and there are sure to be many more telling me that I
cannot
possibly be a Christian Satanist. Some call it a contradiction and one
person special
to me called it a paradox. I love God. I love the Devil?s work too. I love
both. I
believe that Jesus died on the cross and was resurrected, rising to God?s
right hand

side. I don?t do things that damn people or murder others by telling them
to
sacrifice people. I?ve done nothing inexcusable to God. I am in right terms
with
Him and always will be. If I am dark, and sometimes I am very dark,
my thoughts
do not dictate my actions. I am very capable of thinking evil things that I
don?t act
on. I?ve been that way since birth, and it isn?t going to change. I like
metal, like
Slayer and Danzig. I even plot evil that is never executed, evil that never
had hope
to, far too far-fetched plans are unachievable, so I let myself believe that
they may
be. I may say hateful things to people who violate my principles, values,
or
sensitivity, but they are just words. They?d love to beat me up for what I
tell them
but I want to be justified with the law. I say what should be said causing
aggression
from others that I simply do not share. I have my own way of turning the
other

cheek. My psychological makeup is very accurately Christian Satanic no

matter
counterarguments of those that assume to know me better than I know
myself.
Christian Satanism is a mystery. It?s depths and heights may never be
known.
I have made every possible attempt to make an outline of better living and
improved thinking for those that would be taught by me. Not only that, but
an
outline that enables perfect living and perfect thought. After all, we are the
first to
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rightfully call ourselves the mothers (or fathers) of perfection- through

religion. I
want to lead us to taking away old names so that we can come with a new
name and
a new religion. When I say Abar, it is a name I chose personally for
God. You
may choose a name for God, too. Because, why would I do something that
I restrict

others from doing? Ages and ages of identity have given a name what it is.
That
name, Christianity, becomes nothing but what Jesus Christ has said
without it. One
day they will look onto us and call us true Christians. Those that put to
work what
I have written here will have gained a mastery over the new tribal culture
of earth,
as in the shadows. Christian Satanist will be come to be known as a
tribe of
mastery on God?s new earth. In God?s new tribal earth a Christian
Satanist will say
one to all others no fillers please, and the herbs do no good while those
not
knowing will eat weeds and will pay for the expensive artwork on their
mechanical
devices. Be hidden under a name. Give scorn to those that would name the
finger
they point at you. There will be those that will tell you that a Christian
Satanist
cannot go to heaven as though they own it. These are those who think
falsely of

you that you do things in ways you never would and lay in bed at night
pleading
and praying to Satan. We aren?t that way. We instead say that heaven
may be for
everyone, and sought and obtained by anyone, and we will someday be seen
showing it. The pulpit pounders, the bible thumpers, the helplessly
illusion-ed,
they are the damned. What we do is hidden above and below grace.
Remember
what I?ve said: Christian, and Satanist are only words. Like
symbols they mean
nothing but what intentions were placed upon them. In a strange quirky
alternate
dimension the symbol of Christianity could have been a pentagram. It?s
a star that
is also a cross. It represents the messiah through the universe. These
are just
symbols and names and without tangible substance. The word Christian
doesn?t
mean saved. A saved person can use the word for his/herself Satanist,
and still be

saved. It all depends on what the word is used for. We have come into an
age where
words are like infections. Words have been changed, yet mean the same
thing. Let
me accredit George Carlin on that point. He pointed out that no matter
what you
call it shell shock is still shell shock. Anyone may use this religion (of
Christian
Satanism) and call it something else. Anything else. I go a step beyond
what
George Carlin said by stating that observation is more important than
language.
And so, the Christian Satanist who calls him or herself by any other name
is
liberated. As for me I cannot resist the beauty of it. It?s defiant. It?s
blatant. Yet it
doesn?t hold me. It doesn?t control me. I?m too honest to myself to let it.
I have a
name and it is Adam. God gave me that name. He didn?t forget it and
start calling
me Christian. I don?t defy what He has made me by saying I am no
longer

Adam, I am Christian Satanist. I?m not. I worship God. I try. Let

me tell you this:
Be warned, religious leaders and groups of all sorts would control you by
the value
you place in the name behind their organizations. You would then no longer
be you,
but the name of the group. Some are even sinister enough to devise ways
that you
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would never measure up to a name, such as Anton LaVey. Don?t be

deceived. Don?t
be controlled. I have done my fair share of homework on religion. Religion
has a
way of causing over-devotion. Even good religion does. From time to time
take a
breath and get back to yourself. If we are a minority then all of us should
lead. If we
are a majority then all of us should serve under one Lord, Jesus Christ.
Values of Salvation-

1. Faith- Only by faith do you know that the gift of salvation has been
given to
you. Have faith that Jesus Christ is good and take from that what makes
life
good. Put good into practice. Don?t feel condemned. This is more
difficult
than any other religion I can think of, that of Christian Satanism, but I
have
to say with a powerful intuition that salvation for a Christian Satanist is
more valuable, not less! (S)he pounds her chest saying I am a sinner!
We
must find faith that we are saved, though more difficultly, more meaningful
salvation could be given us. Let?s hope. Do what is good in this book.
Don?t
feel as though the bad must be set into practice when it isn?t you do so.
Some
will say it?s not our place, human to human, to say one to the other who is
saved and who is damned. Why, then, do so many Christians say to
Christian
Satanists and Satanist alike that they are damned? It?s something I?ve
emphasized from the start: over a name a person will fight to the death, and

honor of salvation, dishonor to condemnation- and especially by

Christians.
It?s over a name (these type of) names must be undone. In opposition to
the
name declare to your heart that you are saved, no matter what those
standing empty behind a name tell you. That names be undone on God?s
New Earth is a banner of victory for us, even (even necessarily) without
credit given us, wherever that credit belongs.
2. Marriage (To God.)- If you are of an age that others are typically
married by
or before yet you are not you are blessed. It could be that God has
separated you from things such as a worldly marriage or natural sexual
lust,
in order that you be married to Him (instead of being married to lust or
instead of being married to the world, doing things you know are not good,
not popular, such as drugs, or other things marriage to the world brings
popularity by.) That doesn?t mean that you should be un-married. It
means it

may be a blessing, and natural choice is natural anyway. You don?t have
to be
a virgin. In the lives of most people comes a time and place for it. But
those
married to God do not understand it as well- are often asexual, at least
to
some extent. With all of this placed together not being worldly, not
seeking sex, a person may be remarkably intelligent, and yet seem
strange,
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like a weirdo. But they aren?t, and they certainly are not to God. God sees
to
it that such people are protected.
3. Persistence- See God in your life those times that you have been gifted
with
persistence, a gift undenied toward obtaining salvation though the work
He?ll have you do. Don?t take for granted the mercy shown when your
work
becomes increasingly less, as you tire and grow old into retirement. God
will

not deny those who do His work and do it with faultless persistence. Have
faith that at the end of your work come His reward. Don?t make missteps
away from what He?ll have you do. Instead, keeping a steady pace, have
sight
to what comes and when you arrived you will have arrived prepared for
Him.
Couple the pluck of a winning fruit with the justice He seeks in cutting
away
the corroded, giving everything its rightful place. Stand unshaken by the
wind of evil as it passes over you because such is a faith of value. God
gives
and what He gives He makes firm, standing, fixed, as a monolithic
building
that is not quaked by the earth or bolted by the sky. What He places above
and beneath you will remain for you, not ever against you. Make what is
perfected and complete a work that stands as one with time. Let every part
of
it be a perfect part pieced perfectly together. As God is then perfected, so
too
be made a perfected work by Him.

Vices of Condemnation1. Perversion- We define (sexual) perversion as a sexuality that is

compulsively
un-natural. It is an intentionally for bidden sexuality. That type of
sexuality
entices. For whatever reason it is more pleasurable when forbidden, to
some.
However such a compulsive sexual drive leads nowhere but to places such
as
victimization and for them, prison. Today, sexuality is generally accepted
as
fine, alright. Which it is: when it is not compulsively un-natural.
However, it
must be made bad, totally wrong, or even abhorrent, because of a demon of
rejection preventing them from accepting what is natural, plain, from those
in actual want. I lay down this law that the helpless and hopeless perverts
who victimize should be castrated, and those that sexually enslave slain
mercilessly. Those that molest thrown into the middle of a great sea, first
forced to say I am helpless, or else be bound, and then thrown. This is
right

when you consider the pain they force onto their victims. Thoughts without
action must be kept permitted, or else thoughts forced away will lead to
corrupt action. Perverted acts, however, must be punished.
2. Robbery- Heaven cannot be bought. A person can give his entire wealth
for
heaven and yet not find it. Now if his or her intention behind it is pure and
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right, that?s another matter: but that matter is for most part separate from
the act of giving (by itself.) Two rights don?t undo a wrong. Mindless
devotion to God is impure. Those that have gone so far as to (insincerely)
train theirselves to serve God are blind servants. In such they succeed in
making God himself as though blind to what they are doing. Salvation is
a
gift. It comes to those happy, or humbly, accepting of it. Be thankful. You
therefore must know that you are forgiven, because your sins very well are
forgiven, including the countless that have been either forcibly or naturally

forgotten: And in so knowing this, forgive others. If you buy salvation in

any
way, buy it with your forgiveness of others. Be kind, set to your hearts the
fruits of the spirit spoken of by the apostle Paul. God does not love the
murderer. It is possible to make God hate what you do so inexcusably that
you yourself have separated Him from you. God does not associate
Himself
with evil. A relationship with God places you in God?s heart. Know this
to
know better than to think that God is unrealistic, not fake, not empty, and
not inhuman. God has placed His own nature in all of us. You that have
killed with the gun or knife must accept man?s punishment in full, or else
be
condemned. When man?s law has forgiven and punished you, you must not
violate such a solemn gift by doing it again. You must sin less than before.
That forgiveness, too, must not in any way be squirmed away from- it
must
be given and not bought. What is taken is given back. Declare you sins so
that those around you may protect theirselves. Confess your sins to God
to

know a rightful place. Most importantly: forgive. If you hold God?s

creations
as equal to you, which they (them) all are: you?ll not have laid them as
beneath you. What God sees you take, that He?ll take from you, as God
will
have what is His preserved. In all of this know that by the suffering of
Jesus
Christ you are given salvation. He won?t be put on the cross twice.
Salvation,
therefore, is in faith.
3. Exclusitivity- The soul that isn?t at peace with itself doesn?t know that
God?s
love is fair and equal. (S)he places her/his-self above others thinking that
way others become lower from God. (S)he banners (her) His-self with
loud
trumpets like a Pharisee. Doing good: a trumpet has sounded. Doing bad
they think God will simply ignore it. They?re those that are picked grapes
He savors and depends upon. They somehow sustain God. They somehow
have reached His every calling. Their wool is truly whiter than snow.
They

donated so much. They notice and remember well that they donated. Their
spirituality is somehow better, more Christian so much better that
Noah?s
flood will become Sally?s or John?s. They are Christians that are too
Christian. They did something so pleasantly good at some point that they
turned their life over to feeding the hungry and preaching, but their reasons
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have a hidden pretence: that of honor. They are those that throw away all
that they own and then rage when any sparse remaining thing is taken
from
them. They blackmail the non-Christian. The better sense to have, the
more natural one that is not man for man or of man, but instead
(wo)man for God, and of God, is that we are all beneath Him. All of
these
far-too high-minded thoughts are undone, very simply. It?s Having a
relationship with God that knows His unconditional love. At the same
time,

know that you are what you are, though you are limited. And by knowing
that, evade self-hate. Don?t be self-hateful. If you do then I would have
failed
in everything I just said. God has a personal involvement in your life. He
has
a relationship with you unlike any other

B. Dimensionaries
Humans are beings that have been exiled into the purgatory that is earth.
All souls
have always existed. God placed our souls into the flesh after we wandered
from
the purity of heaven and began to dream. We have awoken into the flesh.
Our mind
will go back to what it knew more strongly before (heaven) where our
judgment of
what comes next will be laid down. Christian Satanists are the helpless
dreamers in
the universe. We?ll always go back and forth.
We (Christian Satanists) are the Sons and Daughters of reincarnation.
A purpose

has been given us to fulfill balance where we are sent. When we die, we
come again
in the flesh. We do not fear death or dying because this faith is especially
natural
for us- more of an undeniable sense, which is faith from above. We will
go from one
world to the next and the more often that we do the greater our awareness
becomes
that we were reborn, when we are. Having a full awareness of our
deathlessness
and our mastery of causing balance we will become gods like Jesus, whose
purpose
too is similar, though not the same (His purpose was to lift up into heaven,
ours is
to anchor onto the middle grounds.

C. The Truth About Christianity

Inasmuch as legends have been inflated and exaggerated Christianity, too

is

inflated and embellished. The truth is a man grew up and became

grandiose with
the spiritual content of the bible. He came ego be believed and the
grandiosity,
from a base of biblical engrossment already there, gave itself right His
speech was
flooded with the pride it came from .This man, Jesus, very well convinced
his
disciples, some of them, those who?d he shared immortality and power of
heaven
with. Like one story not told the same as the chain should connect Jesus
became
miraculous. Years passed without Jesus and the disciples had, all the
while, become
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so enveloped in what he said that what was originally said became perfectly
said,
changed in their minds over time, a Jesus became all of everything to them,
by that
time. John in particular made Jesus more poetic than he actually was.
They thought

he said what he said the way he said it. But he didn?t. Over the years piece
by piece,
part by part, words changed as what he said was naturally perfected in the
minds of
the disciples. The disciples gave their selves liberty to add things like a
virgin
birth and king of the Jews disputes, whatever empowered what they wanted
to
have power by the holy ghost, by rumors, but others that were mislead
or simply
for their own empowerment. But I do not think the world is so goofy as
the story
would have had me believe, not in any age. Jesus was a man with a mental
disorder.
The disciples had a big mess to unravel. It goes no further than that,
and they
deceived their selves thoroughly.

D: All Roads Lead to You!

The all roads lead to you principle, is: What others refuse to believe about
you is
forced into their belief, anyway. How that principle is applied (will be)
measured
here.
1. Apply it to individuals, not people as grouped. The enemy to it?s
application
is the group, because they will collectively believe each other against you.
Together their counter-belief will empower them and discredit you. If you
aren?t around, they?re less influential toward each other.
2. Remembering what you say, many times repeat what you say and with
consistency. They?ll be bothered, resisting, until they give in.
3. Imply in some ways that it?s possible for them too, if they show
disbelief.
4. Concoct proof.
5. Have it made possible, not necessarily likely, but have it possible. Don?t
say
something like your previous generation grandma was burned at the steak
in
Salem.

6. Add a promise of reward to those that believe you and a punishment for
those disbelievers.
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7. That?s like me, convey it. Blend it into your daily life. Do one thing
well
one time after a long period of persistent disbelievers bother you and have
it
evident by many that you did do it. In that way lies are more believed, given
their own amplification later: So use it.
8. Occasionally, and with different people each time, but not all the time
(occasionally): Say that something will happen that some sort of psychic
prophet would only know. Make it something that is likely, but only you
know it to be likely (or at least you and not the other.) Or else say the dice
will give you a 6 to 6 different people, each apart from the other, if you get
my meaning.

D. The Nature of Success

This is how we progress: unpredictably. We can (and often had) said,

many years
ago, that, many years ago, we?d have gone to mars. We haven?t yet. But
look: we
have so many things we didn?t think we would, and computers have
advanced far
more than we thought they would. So instead of going to mars as was
decades ago,
we?ll be going better equipped to. Think of it as parts coming together
exceptionally, yet the further, less wanted, sometimes simply unnecessary
tasks,
are not arrived at so quickly. But remember that things come into existence
that we
didn?t thought would. To predict these things we?d have to be some sort of
greatest
inventor, with an imagination that no other before had. Our imaginations
are too
limited to think up such things as the internet, many decades before its
conception.

So, we progress unpredictably. To know this as a truth I can add one

more thing:
there are far too many variations for the human mind to be able to consider
in order
to know the future. Quantity increases the likelihood of success. Quality
gives that
success, well, quality, and gives to it a lasting value. However, quantity
brings
better success than quality. Many musicians gained everything from where
they
didn?t expect it to come, from songs/compositions they didn?t like, were
even
ashamed of. To have success, work for it and work hard to increase it.
Most of the
time, much more often than not, there are no short cuts. By it?s nature
success
requires faith and determination. For long the one who had gotten it had
been
persistent. Success could drop to failure, suddenly. The best you could
then do is to
pick yourself up and climb up, from rock bottom. That?s less likely as long
as you

continue to maintain and preserve success. Keep your ego under control.
Lofty-headedness, and overconfidence that comes along with what you have
gained,
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could ruin you. Things fall together in a way that they must have in order
to have
ever become a success, sometimes in the only way they could have, which
is very
specifically. Remove one component to such things and they?ll have failed
from the
start. There are many that have put together something, having prepared
it early
on, to find that it was their drive to perfection before its assembly that was
to create
its success. They don?t always know this, but it?s often been true. They
even
assume all along it?ll never be good enough. Then that perfectionism
brings its
success. Quality, quantity, unpredictability, and persistence- These four
are good

to know if you are looking for success.

E. Preparation for the Christian Satanic Church

Those that would prepare their selves for the coming of the coming of the
Christian Satanic Church are best prepared by living with others, such as
in
grouped homes or with room-mates. Though conflicts may arise by living
with
others, tolerance of social conflicts and the development of social skills will
be as
valuable as gold, at any time, and in any age. If you are in prison, that
counts too,
inasmuch as you do good and well. In preparation to being a priest, you
are best
prepared by attending other churches, as many as in your town (as is
practical,
useful.) Those under apprenticeship are best prepared by becoming open
to what is
taught. Work, too benefits the apprentice, because only work enables better
work.

A priest should come to know the meaning behind discipline. A king may
never
be a priest, though a wiping boy certainly can, and a king too, if he became
one as
the legend of Leo the Lionhearted. In the right time, place and under
different
circumstances what would not lead to priesthood may, and those may be
changed,
to some extent, sometimes, in great extent, and so most are qualified to be
a priest.
Those that have scribed this philosophy carefully and shared it, they are
taught
well enough by it to be named priests theirselves, after what necessary time
has
passed in so doing. They must fit what they have learned into practice, to
arrive
there. A person of fame and wealth is qualified to teach whether or not there
are
any (nearly always only a few) against it. Those of their own building
containing
followers can?t productively be spoken against: They?ll do what they do
and keep

what they have no matter what anyone (including even me) has to say about
it.
What qualifies, let it qualify. What is good in your eyes: Follow it. What
you are
able to do, do it, because qualification is the only pre-requisite to Christian
Satanic
leadership.
The most effective way to prepare the world for Christian Satanists, to
bring more
into it, and to bring about more churches is simple. IT can be done by
anyone and
that is to purchase and distribute copies of true Christian Satanic
literature (such as
this book.)
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F. Politics

Great evil has been spoken about America, especially by evangelists. They
thing if
it?s not in Jesus name, such as the miraculous healing of broken bones in
his name,
or feeding the hungry in church?s name, or spending money on evangelistic
projects- that it isn?t good work being done. Here?s the real America:
We are
humanitarian. We help the weak. We provide money with little to no
conditions to
the disabled. We forgive crimes, often, yet do all we can be expected to, to
empower
victims. We help other nations often at a high cost. We strengthen ethics.
We give
voice to those bullied, harmed. These things are Christian whether or not
they?re
done in Christian Church name.

Separation of Church and State. No greater tyranny is found than that

caused by
religious power. For centuries religion dictated that the public believe and
act in an

exacted way. Saying something that contradicted the un-hollowed bible

such as the
earth going around the sun would bring a likely death sentence. People
suspect of
anti-belief were executed, torturously. Whatever good intention religious
sects
have that religion be implemented into law, in any way, should be given
scorn. God
took power from religion and our society is better because of it. The
Muslims still
have Islamic power and look at the abuse it brings. Freedom should be
individual.
It should stay given to individuals, and taken by those that would have it.
Power
given to religion leads to dire results. Science would be crippled until its
altogether
shut up and shut out. God has given us science. His purpose is fulfilled
by it.
Schools where prayer is forced should be seen for what they are: They that
force a
name pointing at their own self are abusive. Who?s to say what religion
you would

follow tomorrow, if you don?t make church private today? They don?t care
if their
child prays or doesn?t pray in school. They want them to cry aloud in prayer
while
the other children are forced to do the same. Any sound person sees this as
fake,
and as an evil. It turns spirituality into a virus, a wildfire. Those that
fight the
hardest to abolish separation of Church (their beliefs that bring them
money, honor,
and should-be power) and state, are those that want you enslaved, crippled
beneath
them. Some of them don?t know that?s what they want, just kind of going
along
with the flow of poplar thought but they too are asking for you enslavement.
I say
to them you have your freedom of religion. So do we! Who?s to weigh
perfectly,
without fault, what a one world religion should be? No-one. No-body.

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Balance is better when it?s two-sided, like a child who anticipates

(anxiously) his or
her coming birthday and the gifts it?ll bring. It?s because of that
anticipation that
the child enjoys the day of his/her birthday, and the same goes for many
things: No
money, then money, favorite song unheard, favorite song finally heard.
But if the
song is heard at will, the money unanticipated, and when birthday becomes
just
another day (because who doesn?t fight way all of life?s anxieties for the
sake of
growing up?) Then the bad may be gone, but the goodness of good isn?t
there
either. So go on, be agitated when the radio isn?t playing your song, have
a distaste

for the poor, it?ll lead you to riches, it?ll lead you to get what?s better, and
when
found, it really will be better.

H. The Gluttonous Beast:

The beast inside wants to do those things you would do, only more, and
with more
heart, more passion, and more lust (as she or he savors, drools, and loves
those
things that you hold back and push deep inside, tucked away within
yourself.)
More of it, more! It says, yearning, as so, so often in life you have told
it less, be
behind me! IT not only wants these things to be done but wants them
done in full
and felt, fully enjoyed.

The Soul Scream- When the burden you carry is too great open your
mouth and

yell/scream out of the depths of your lungs. If you want, continue to do it

until
your lungs and throat are spent. The pain/burden you carry will then be
spoken
against, released from your soul like the tick it is.
The No- When a moment comes that someone would take from you, tell
her or
him, No, and say it in a way that you sound as though you enjoyed it.
If, asked,
can you do (this that I could easily do myself)? Tell them No, but can
you (do
this other thing that I could easily do myself.)? At any time tell people
no for the
things they request of you, knowing a yes or no question is that: yes or no,
and
you?ll avoid the yes, yes, yes. Remember: it?s in your right to do or give
something and capacitate yourself to not do it, too.
HeatWave- Anticipate what will soon be yours. If it?s a coming payday
or
celebration, whatever it is, anticipate it and take on a burning desire for it.
Let

yourself believe: it will bring a victory, a final resolve. But tell yourself if
it is
reasonably soon, that a few days, a week or so, comes soon, and, on that
day, you?ll
have gained an unequaled accomplishment. Celebrate. Celebrate with the
music
playing, with those that are around you, and if they are in doubt: Let them
be
drowned like in a flood as you await the inevitable.

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Persistence- Work and work often to succeed. Self publish a book with a
quirky
title, perfecting its contents. Compose music that becomes undeniable. Or,
more
simply, push for success, strive to succeed. Be persistent. Don?t give up.
Know that
one day you will, and you likely will, succeed. The more doubt it brings
the better:

These things are Christian Satanic. When you succeed, after much
bragging, you
will have conjured up a great flood that devours the worst of them. You
will be safe
as you float to the promised land. Remind those drowned that they doubted
you.
Thank those that believed you, and continue to great heights.
B. Christian Satanic Speech, Part Two:
Bragging is counter-productive. You cannot openly force a good
impression. You
can, however, subtly assert one through what is implied. When
complimented,
accept that compliment. NO matter how flattering, accept it. Don?t be a
witness to
yourself. Let others be your witness. Don?t speak ill of yourself. Avoid
complaining.
Some will use the two against you. Few will see it as some sort of lofty
humility,
rarely any. Speak the truth of yourself when it?s relevant to do so, and
know that
it?s better to live detached from the approval of others, as word-based. It?s
better to

know that words are generally of little to know value. They are quickly
forgotten.
They?re all very empty. A person looks for his or her own honor. So use
words that
cause change. Use words that you do find value in, look for those words
that others
value. Words are negative and positive, weak and powerful for both, so
use the ones
that are both positive (including, and sometimes especially, for your own
positive
empowerment) and that are of value. What you would have another
remember,
remind her or him of it. What you would have forgotten, let it be. What
you would
speak in any case, speak. Ask for what you want. Ask questions for things
worth
knowing. Compliment those you would guide (by ego) or else those you
would
simply befriend. Avoid speaking to offend another, it?s a dead end road,
but speak
your mind. Hold your tongue when it would pour out foolishness. It may,
at that

time, seem right, very right, to pour out your anguish, but the over flowing
anger
shown will be relished. It?s more powerful to gently, but still seriously,
defend
yourself. If something bothers you, let it be known.

I. The Love of the Sun

Find the hidden love that God has given you. If all of those you love are
no more, or
of no more love, and if your very brother hates you, if your father and
mother
condemn: Fall then into the love you?ll always have from the sun of God?s
sky. The
sun gives warmth. It?s lord over the seasons, appointed by God. It will
not fail you.
IT will be there in times that you are alone. Going to a place where you
are alone,
go to it to think, to plan, or settle, and it will e there. God gave us the warm
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appointed it to give and take away life, and He gave it to us to know an

awesome
power. So, there, alone with the sun, you may know a greater presence.
Look unto
the moon to know that the sun will return to you in the morning, that a new
day be
planned, and, when the morning becomes the day, change with it at an
unshaken
pace. Walk with the sun to have the cool waters and see the rain: They are
all
God-given and can be taken away by none but God Himself. As sure as
the seasons
are given, God is there with you.

J. The Drowning Waters, Part Three:

Fall into the place that you belong.

Some say things that are said to make it?s speaker seem better, more
unique.
Although these are seemingly simple they?re not: the person being spoken
to is one
that is not among them, not better than you, not unique.

Christianity has become a snobby winners-only club, a rich one where

they?ll eat up
anything not good, expensive, but not good. They demand high dollar
because no
one cares about what they?re doing anymore, and anti-atheism is a more
important
teaching than ever. C?mon, guys, it does too make sense!
None of us sheep are lead further away than that done by popular
entertainment,
and it?s the Devil?s TV, and It?s the Devil?s music, still, even
though that has
been widely forgotten.
Those great rock stars have a master far, far above them, one that for us
is usually

weak and without any power: that of their drugs. They are exalted by the
blind.
Pop stars are frail human beings, societal subjects, questionable leaders
leading
questionably remembered for the good feelings, but little else, and for
little to
nothing are they remembered for anything of good meaning.
They listened to the music about break-ups and think If only I had the
same
problems,? Then they invent their problems so they can relate to their
songs (about
break-ups, about rehab, or whatever else.)
Everywhere you will find people that are closed-shut doors. They want to
open the
door you knock on. Then, having opened it, even inviting you in, they soon
after
kick, wail, and scream for you to leave. You said something you didn?t
know was
wrong. You made some sort of gesture that offended them. You used a
word next
to a word and you should never. Let these people be alone. Instead be
friends with

the easy going, the secure, because they will have it.
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If you are able to do something that those around you cannot, but good
people
would have it done, do that.
I like to say like I care to those things that don?t involve me, and to
those things it
would seem to, like favoritism, it never does. I come to these as
opportunities to
become more self-sufficient, more than what was today.
The truly humane accept that they have pain, that they suffer, that they are
weak.
These types are truly remarkable. They don?t pretend. They know
theirselves
better than most. They know a depth and height of emotion, of feeling.
And does a man create a purpose provided selfishly without regarding
offensively
the engine that has invented selfishness?

Moderation must be approached carefully. Forcing yourself to not do

something
has a way of making you want to do it.
I have simple dreams, such as hearing songs that keep me happy and
falling asleep
as I sit in a chair.
Peer pressure doesn?t begin to describe what forces. Some will peer-force
you into
drugs. I had to flee from such people.
Know how tightly something is held onto in order to keep, but also that
sometimes
letting go is to keep. It returns, sometimes, to your heart after it has
become missed.
With this, master your plans and goals. But to know this too, that
persistence
breaks down walls in the way of habit, you?ll then have all your wants
strived for,
without on block to fall upon.
If you can see it in a mirror, it can see you.
Compliment and encourage a person, and you?ll have a friend for life.

The dark sees the light, but the light does not see the dark.
They can?t make the smokers quit with facts, so they make it look
disgusting.
To those that know they shouldn?t lie, when known to have lied, make them
lie by
asking twice, even three times.

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There have been those that knew God?s New Earth would come, but they
are those
that always unrightfully took it away from other people, as though they
alone were
qualified to say who?ll stay and who can?t enter.
They?ll tell you: Go to (our) Church. Come back! (To OUR church!)
The laws we carry are being given to perfect and complete enforcement by
technology. Consider this, that the current laws won?t be enough for our
perfect
society.

Pleasant or not, love is take, not given is not a pity-offering.

The strong defend others freely.
Don?t be afraid or hesitate to show your anger, as though it must be
justified.
The source of evil is non-balance. Had we not spent an unequal amount
of time
killing and saving life, where would be now?
It?s simple: we admire what isn?t easily done.

Choose to act against urgent determination. Discipline yourself into a

patient
determination.
Be happy with a light responsibility. Cleaning, a little exercise, a
necessary
appointment, keeps you happy.
Isolation, it seems, goes hand in hand with both correction and
redemption.
Christian Satanists are potentially not satanic at all but very true and
hidden

Christians. For some Christian Satanism gives the world the hidden
incognito
Christian. Think about it: There?s no pride interference, nor flags with
the word
Christian on them. To the opposite extreme, Christian Satanism may be
used in a
mocking, blasphemous way, but that goes either way. Both go either way.
Some
Christian Satanists are hidden Satanists, not Christian. Christian
Satanism is
customizable, personalized.
Sometimes it?s only a good reason while you are doing it. Then, doing its
alternative or opposite, and forgetting, that takes good reason away from
what you
were doing earlier.

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A man that takes back what he has given to his woman is a thief, one that
thinks he

can take back manhood. A woman that takes from her man without giving
herself
is also a thief, one that thinks she?s a woman.
I won?t tell you to defend me with sword and shield against those that
debase our
belief. I?m not bothered by opinions and attitudes. Having my own kind
of pride I
pretend to agree with them. It usually pisses them off, too.
I am the only one that can make myself mater. Therefore I know that God
gave it
to me that I may let myself mater. I do not take self-hate from things done
or said
by another.
If they like your stature they?ll speak it, and they won?t like it if you don?t
like them.
Those eccentricities that paint on a masterwork a year after its completion..
I
don?t.
Turn away from bad feelings. Even a little is a little poison. Turn instead
and
preserve the good feelings. Even a little of them are little elixirs.

I break there scales when they falsely weigh my existence.

A thinking that is customary is enacted upon the best.
To remember well remember from point A to point B. Otherwise your
memory will
be directionless, a hash, and used lazily.
A person who only feels at peace while walking does because (s)he has
associated
the two. How about the person who has learned to feel at peace by
associating it
with everything?
It?s natural that a good and lasting success is not easy to come by. It
takes
persistence and difficulty. If it didn?t then everyone would be doing it.
If you look hard enough for evil in this book you will not only find it, it
will find
you and make you itself.
Know always that it was not at all a coincidence that our paths crossed.
Those that
are here will stay here. They have no place else to go. You have been called
for the

purpose of going where I go.

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I lie to the non-Christian Satanic often, especially about being evil. I

would not lie
to you. I would be better off lying to myself. You (all) embody what I am.
As I
speak to them is not as I am speaking to you. I can?t help the closedminded.
There?s no hope for them. They hate what I am and those that I love. The
best I can
do to destroy them is to make them angry.

K. Prophesies
Remember Isaiah?s prophesy, that he said a wolf will eat with the sheep
and that to
be a hundred will be as to be a child. First, science will extend our lives.
Later,

science will make us immortal. Even those of impure thought will be in

God?s New
Kingdom. The wolves won?t harm the sheep.
There is very clear evidence that science is making all things possible.
Science is of
God. God knew that we would evolve to a certain point where we could do
nearly
anything. When we have powers that are far above our own understanding
and we
become incapable keeping a grasp, then will the Kingdom of Heaven be at
our very
door. Good will undo all evil as our suffering will be gone. It is important
that you
know this: That you choose to become a spiritual body and abandon the
beastly, the
physical and carnal. At our current state we have mastered nature so well
that we
can trap and feed on millions of animals a day. Restraint is important.
What are we
to do without our values? Develop a medically thinning drug so we can eat
four
cows a day? Understand this, that we must be ready for our spiritual state.

Here is something worth considering: Let?s say that science gives us

greater
protection, which it has, but so much that no individual may be harmed by
another.
It would then be important to ban technology that violates others. Science
can
either be used to harm others, it can be used to prevent harm, but at best
should be
intelligently used to end suffering. It?s important to put up safe-guards
against
harm, against sciences that violate others. A nightmare could occur if it
isn?t: such
as a mad (or simply plain sick) scientist that enslaves, even gradually, the
population. This is currently a far-fetched concept. It won?t always be.
Slowly but
surely science will progress. Don?t let harm come without foresight. Be
prepared.
Be a survivalist of science.

L. Time

Time may be your best friend or your worst enemy. IT may be your
companion and
servant or your worst enemy. Whatever you hold it to be it is indifferent
either way,
so make it yours to use well. A person who tells their-self faithfully that
so much
time wanted to pass before an arrival of something good will pass quickly,
will have
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it pass quickly. A person that tells their-self that time is unbearably taking
too long,
will make it that way. Learn patience and believe that what you want will
come
soon and it will by that alone. IF you have an hour to kill use it as a
gift. Get rest,
add a gem to better preparation, simply sit and wait contentedly, but always
use it
better than killing it. It can?t be killed. IT can be made uncomfortable.
It kills you,

not you, it. Learn to follow schedules. That that do should, because they
have goals
and their goals work. Schedualized goals prioritize. They put time in it?s
rightful
place. Goals organize time and to purposely schedule something not only
brings
assurance that they?ll be done but they build contentment and fill with a
feeling of
fulfillment. If you do more than what you originally intended to do, that?s
good.
Goals are not something that should be set in stone. If it is that you finish
with less,
that?s alright too. It?s good practice to know what you can do best in a
given
amount of time. It requires some level of detachment to work. Find that
right
amount of detachment. It?s worth it. One more thing: it isn?t leisure time
if it?s all
leisure time. Relaxing means to relax- from what was difficult. The best
outcome
given to the here-after is to befriend time here and now.

M. Gifted Contentment

You can prepare for your well-being, or you can prepare for it more fully.
Limit
your needs, but if you do then prepare them more fully, not less, making
contentment into an evil. Make contentment work for you: limit your
needs but
have them in full. Otherwise your contentment will be your master, and
not you of
it. IF you need one device, make it a good one. If you need one drink (tea,
coffee, for
example) buy extra to drink it strong or buy it better. What?s better, if
accepted, is
quality without quantity, or is quantity without quality? The answer to that
depends, but for most of the things you buy, limited needs are better with
quality,
and as a sum that?s better than quantity from too many.

N. The Everyday Martyrdom of a Christian Satanist

They?ll tell you that your sound philosophy, one that is proven to make you
better,
is an oxy-moron, a contradiction that will send you to hell. They?ll say that
this
philosophy is for weirdoes, a strange one that you are bran-washed by, that
you
follow after a cult. In our early times we will be known as a cult. All early
religions
are, and neither Christianity nor Satanism were unequalled exceptions.
Satanism
had it?s fair share of ridicule. But one day we will be known as masters of
the earth,
followers proud and world-changing. Some women will reject you, but
stay strong.
The strongest among us are those that keep practicing despite it?s
dishonor. Don?t
quit. Never give up.

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Our time will come. There will come a time when we will gather to
celebrate.
This time will come, that gathered together we will celebrate with the glory
found in a perfect happiness. In defiance of all that was before us: past
suffering, mortality, human limitations, will be gone far from us, strictly
to
not return. All food will be a spiritual food, all waters cool and all
substance
will be right with God on that day. The pain that has left us will turn to an
embodiment of one thing left: an immortals task of pursuing perfection.

O. The Global Bible Project

Throughout centuries there have been a countless amount of things written

that
haven?t been brought to light. These things, in letters, or on a wadded
thrown
away piece of paper, though valuable, were never read. We believe that
many good

things are spoken that were never heard, written that were never seen, and
shown
but unseen. There are also many books that have either been long forgotten
and
are currently sitting on dusty shelves. A good truth forgotten is a bad
thing. It?s
qualified to resurface, and we do. I?ll add one more piece to this: there are
many
brilliant minds who are fully capable of teaching but never given the
opportunity to.
Brought together piece by piece in volumes The Global Bible, or you may
call it
The Universal Bible, or whatever else, compiles these things into new
books,
books that speak what has fallen on deaf years or never heard as much as
they
should have been.

P. God-Given Wealth

By its nature and in many ways Christian Satanism places value on

work. Christian
Satanism teaches patience. It is a worship of perfection and values perfect
work.
That work should be done in a way that a Christian Satanist may do it
perfectly. It
teaches work that honors God, too, in a similar way. In so many other
ways, such as
honoring high standards, Christian Satanism places value on work. Not
only that,
but good (perfect) work. What needs to be said on reward is the topic here.
What
you get as a result from perfect work must altogether be enjoyed, because
inasmuch as it is it is a gift from God and God is glorified. Your
possessions as a
result of work are given by God and what that work gives must be
considered
given wealth. Own what you won in pride. Show what you won with pride.
Enjoy
what you won. IF you do you will work for more, and not less, and you
will more

easily work. It is altogether blind-sighted to think that God doesn?t repay

work.
That we all live for other things and ignore all material gifts. TO put God
first
through working for Him comes before what is gained. Therefore God is
honored
from the beginning to end and more through a loving acceptance and full
use of
what He gives. A farmer doesn?t grow a crop and then let it sit there and
rot,
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starving himself and his/her family. Your portion is given with work and
taking it
with a glad heart is to honor God.

Q. The Permissible and Impermissible

1. Do not set your heart to offending someone who hasn?t

bothered you, that has left you alone, that doesn?t ask to

be hurt.

2. Do not place your cock where it doesn?t think it should be.

Instead, put it where you know it is wanted.

3. Do not con. Do not rob those that very innocently help

the helpless. It is abhorrent. See the heart of someone
that would give you help that you do not really deserve.
If you don?t see it as abhorrent of you to rob them then
you are evil and should be cut into pieces.

4. Do what you?re expected to do, be the way you are

wanted to be. If you are in a place that expects you to do a
choir, then do it. If you are wanted to learn somewhere,
then learn there. But if you are forced to do a choir or
learn somewhere that you are forced to be, do both

half-assed.

5. Please don?t compliment someone who turns there back

on you by rubbing it in your face later. Please don?t
complain to those who see weakness in it and hurt you by
it later. Please just sit still and be at peace in a crowded
room of assholes. They want more of their own kind and
we don?t want more of their kind.

6. Please see these as foolish because if you do I?ll have a

friend: Handing out everything you own, asking like a
pest for things you can buy yourself I?m not your f?n
father. Asking me will I will not I do or give such and
such and such and getting all when I say no to a yes or no
question? Go away and don?t bother returning.

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7. Please don?t build a massive house of cards and pour glue

all over it. Please see conspiracy theories as stupid and
the unstupid see them.

8. Please build and keep a good home in your lifetime.

Please give your life the best meaning you can. Please
seek an unconditional happiness. Please put yourself first
but please don?t step all over other people because you
feel good.

R. The Satanic Eden

The Satanic Eden is a place hidden, like a room in a back alley where at
midnight
they secretly, and unloudly revel. Its only rule is a pact of secrecy. The
most

unspeakable acts go on in that back alley there where they would make
grandma
blush and move her daughter to another country. Whoever has a secret
Eden in his
private room has a gift that is invested in with every dollar he makes. Only
the
most beastly, the least prudish, the purely rotten, are welcome there. It?s
no parts
unbared in there, so you better bring protection! He slaps her and she
slaps him as
they make monkey love. But does anyone really care?

S. Live and Learn

You have a lifetime given to learn. Given to learning, God will not throw
away
what you have learned, as though putting you in a mindless spiritual body
in
heaven. Our future existence is built on what we are and have been. The
sum of our
existence is put forth forever. When you live to learn, you?ll become better

throughout life. It?s challenging: your mind can be overloaded trying to

find an
answer. But through mastery of your mind you will certainly master your
emotion
and your existence. You?ll never lose it, either.

T. The God of Truth

When God is worshipped or strictly obeyed in a manner that is false,

God is not
being worshipped or obeyed at all. Instead, a false God is. The more you
know God
in truth, the more you may worship Him, and the more all is complete
between you
and Him. He isn?t shaking a mighty fist at you. He rewards,
unconditionally. He
loves, unconditionally. He does correct, but does so with wisdom, not with
hate. He
made you because He wants to know you. He did not make anything that
is thrown

away. God is all-powerful. Therefore His mercy is evident. Learn what

and who
God is. Learn it well and you?ll have become all that He expects you to
become.
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You?ll have then become able to worship God in truth and worshipping
Him in
spirit will come far more easily.

U. Christian Satanism is:

1. A balance as balance should be.

2. Involved with perfection. Our God is worshipped perfection. We seek
that
perfection.
3. A refinement through duality.
4. Abstract, idealist, and imaginative. It uses old ideas differently and
better

than how they were originally or customarily used.

5. Has no leadership. It involves everyone. It gives each the ability to
excel, as
they are given to it.
6. Accepts contradictions. One point can be proven so much that it becomes
a
truth, but so can it?s opposite.
7. Is individualized, personalized, known by personal interpretation and
personal practice.
8. Is a no name practice. We don?t honor names and titles above the
thoughts
and actions behind them- in fact we often void them.
9. Is made to be expandable. It may be expanded on to provide a wealth of
further possible use.
10. If you ever arrive at the place where you fully acknowledge and accept
the
title of Christian Satanist, even if it comes to you soon, then you are a
Christian Satanist with every promise given it.

V.
On Being Successful.
1. What you put in is what you take out.
2. You reap as sowed, some seeds take longer to grow.
3. Success takes time, be persistent.
4. Money talks.
5. Perfect your ideas and love perfected thought, the
intelligent and crafty will find the best way.
6. Where there?s a will there?s a way, and remember that
Rome wasn?t built in a day.
7. Use methods that are proven effective, either by your
own understanding or taking advice from those

W. Life Preservation.
Existence is a series of inputs, and outputs with a connection, often a
fluidic one,

with time and space. These inputs and outputs can be known in myriad
ways: as
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soaking, wringing, fluttering, and burning- you name it. What you bring
in
instantly expands and retracts, circulating. In some spots they burst as
a passion.
Some things gravely sink in. Music provide a rhythmic tendency, as
it?s the mind
that makes the body dance. The direction that inputs take are new and so
is the
freshness and vibrancy of youth. These become predictable, hence old age.
The
more things change the more they remain the same. Things become
predictable. By
keeping a fresh, invigorated mind, inasfar as is necessary, your flesh will
be kept
new, even into eternal life, but the lazy mind doesn?t want to. Life is
extended in
another way, though dry food and pickled ham is less pleasurable. Another
life

preservation method comes from conditioned strength. Smoke for a period,

then
quit, your lungs will be more strong. Drink, and stop, your liver will be.
Avoid
non-natural antibiotics, weight train, ect., that?ll toughen you. That is a
balance
and something that nature can?t resist. On the Satanic side of Christian
Satan is
Satan himself: He who masters. He is not a buddy-buddy wise-cracker.
He?s more
of a drill instructor or strict teacher. You may consider him a friend, and
be right,
but only in the way that you find mastery of the earth, he does want you
to have
eternal life in the flesh.

X. Christian Satanic Enlightenment.

Nothing in the beginning was either loved or hated albeit by default. That

something is it simply is. Then the reasoners come around and reason.
They war,
or at least argue and debate. They determine that what was once black and
white is
not: this should be hated, and its opposite loved. Where you find clergy you
toss in
a whole greater reason, and in come the police, and all else. By this time
it?s no
more black and white than a rainbow. Age upon ages may pass while what
is simple
is hated/ loved increasingly. Then comes along certain triggers to propel
a turning
of the tables. Quickly, every reason against those for it are very rightfully
for it (by
clergy, the police, the psychiatrists, and whoever else are lucky enough to
be in the
right place at the right time.) These are women and men that are honored.
They?re
revolutionaries. The best of us however see the black and white as what
it was
and is and will remain, without color dumping. That is the clear-thinking
enlightenment available, possible, for the Christian Satanic.

Book Four: The Church of the Christian Satanist

Introduction (to Christian Satanism)

1. Introduction (To Christian Satanism)
2. General Principles
3. The Important Matters
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4. About the Author

5. Sermons
Detailed Contents:
A: Internet Mastery
B: Learning Motivation
C: The Devil?s Words
D: Sexuality, the Satanic Side

E: The Way in Which God is Worshiped

F: Christian Satanic Magic
G: Use of Perfection
H: Values and Vices
I: Pacts with Anyone
J: To Be Reincarnated
K: No Centralized Church
L: System of Tithing
M: Group Wellness
N: Not Really a Cult
O: Recruitment
P: The Inexcusable
Q: Minors and the Church
R: Isolation Away From Harm
S: Acts of Deception
T: The Growth of our Philosophy
U: Learning What You Want from a Group

V: A Simple But Working Group

W: Sermons
X: Global Bible Projects
Y: The Trade of Talent
Z: A Person?s Own Testament
A0: The Church Online
A2: From Modern-Day Alchemists to Numerologists, Prophets and
more
A3: Don?t Care About the Math
A4: Let Your Heart Be Heard
A5: About Taxation
A6: Say Good Things
A7: Share The Music
A8: Conclusion

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1. Introduction (to Christian Satanism)

The Christian Satanist is a person eager to master their lives and their
thinking. It
was first outlined in The Christian Satanic Declaration. Since then its
outline is
generally complete and there is little more to learn than what couldn?t be
learned
from it that wouldn?t be expanded on by the Christian Satanist practicing
it. As for
me it has made me who I am today: a peaceful person in control of his
thinking and
eagerly acting each day to improve his life. I remain calm in the face of
failure and
continue enacting the betterment of my life, despite what results aren?t
there. I had
this philosophy shared with all, for free, by offering it on numerous e-book
sites. I
hope that you buy the paper copies of my work. They are to be my source
of income.

Any who wish to share my philosophy are free to do so. It has helped me
be
complete. Christian Satanism has far too many principles to be
generalized in a
short introduction. Some will use their own concepts of it. One of my
favorite
concepts of it is that perfection is worshiped. Christian Satanism believes
in hard
workers and being productive. Perfection as a philosophy goes even deeper
than
that: it helps keep junk from being hoarded in the home by buying what is
perfect,
and perfecting its follower?s homes in other ways. Christian Satanism is
a very
broad religion. It can lead to any direction, as competently as I was able
to make it
so. It may have a contradictory title. But only those that don?t see far
beyond names
could call any name a living contradiction. We are the first religion of
balance.
We appropriate duality (that were one thing should be we allow it to be.)
Christian

Satanism isn?t the practice of sacrificing animals to the Devil or hurting

people. It?s
a law-abiding religion that rationally sees no purpose in harming animals.
It
doesn?t brainwash people. It was designed to give people control of their
own
thinking and to go from there. I kept the nonsense out of Christian
Satanism. I
wanted to write a religion that didn?t do these things. I want a good legacy,
not a
bad one. I don?t want to be remembered as some sort of filthy con artist.
Christian
Satanism can help you as it has helped many. It?ll make you go places.
It?ll take a
life where little is being done and change it into one where it improves
itself. If an
answer was acceptable to me I realized it may not be for another.
Differences in
points of views were carefully considered. Sometimes doing something is
a good
thing to do: for one person. But if another person, giving their own unique
thinking,

may find disaster with it. I have spoken all along that Christian Satanism
is a great
evil or to others that it is purely good. The fact is it was made to be both.
Why
bother picking sides when it only makes enemies out of the other? There
are those
that say to me I am going to hell for calling myself a Satanist, as though
they have
the power to send me there. But my work is good, not evil, under any
name. I don?t
tell people to hate and harm each other. I don?t expect them to make a
sacrifice of
ingenuine love either. I instead say that good and evil should each be given
their
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own rightful places. There is no such thing as a perfectly good society

anyway. In
fact to make good perfect is to make it evil. This bad crime is punished.
This lesser

crime is then punished. Then this even lesser crime is punished until it is
a crime to
have any thought at all. A perfect balance isn?t good. But we aren?t the
type that
expects it. Therefore we offer duality instead of balance, when it has its
right place.
This book is our dreams, ambitions, and a broadening of our possibilities.
It?s a
book of action and that action when it rewards. If you want a better basis
of what I
have just outlined it may be found in the following:
The Christian Satanic Declaration (Two editions)
The Christian Satanic Bible (Two editions, this the second)
A Philosophy of God?s New Earth
The Satanic Vade Meccum
And I hope it is that The Christian Satanic Vade Meccum will be
published one day, by me
or absolutely anyone.
This book is nonetheless as essential as the others with many things not
likely to

have been learned about Christian Satanism without it. For now take the
time with
the book in your hand knowing the best way to read it is that it wasn?t made
to be
anyone?s burden. You?ll mostly find practical applications on improving
your life,
some challenging, some more so and some less.

1. General Principles

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A: Internet Mastery
Those that aren?t for us are against us. We don?t wish to associate with
people and

their petty matters. Instead we find ourselves at home online. There are
many ways
of making money online. You may write books and learn how to promote
them,
maximizing their sales, may create games with a game engine and sell the
files, or
write music and sale the MP3s. Making money online starts with a small
step, but
the further you walk the more confidently and competently.
It is important that we speak out the words that increase our numbers.
We share
the same economy. This is so as a structure. We spend money on each
other online.
This is a shared and rewarding tithe that we give. When you see a
Christian
Satanic product made by a Christian Satanist: buy it.
But to better our own incomes we must also increase our numbers on the
forums,
video sharing sites, and differently by promoting what we ourselves make.
There is wisdom in knowing this: That you make circles leading back to
you.

There are many who will tell you that a technological world is no world at
all. But
people are tired of the trees because the trees are only good if that?s all there
is.
If we have mastered the internet then we are its masters. If we bring it
together
with perfection than the internet will be a Christian Satanic Dimension.
B: Learning Motivation
Your enemies are your enemies because they want you to fail. There aren?t
many
more types that could be better for you: use them to succeed. Ignore the
doubt they
have for you. Prove them wrong by becoming a success. If your failure
feels
burdensome then take a little bitty step to change it into success. Keep on
doing.
Sow seeds. In time it will all come together but work to watch your
success in real
time anyway.
Make yourself so very well noticed that even the enemies of your past see
you (your

success.)
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There may then come that day unexpected when all of your efforts show
massive
results. That day may be unexpected so don?t give up, and continue to
work. By
that time you may rest with greater ease knowing your future is secured.
Work too for a legacy, to be remembered. If you know of a way to be
remembered
after being forgotten then give that a try. You could have plastic coins made
with
what you represent on them and toss them into different areas. Someone
may very
well pick one up someday and think of who you were, looking more into it.
Offer
your books for free, too. They all advertise that way. That way they may
at any
moment be read.
Libraries may very well take your book.

What you make have it preserved by at least one option (a hard cover for a
book, a
good disk with a good case for it for music.) People will appreciate a signed
copy
and will be more likely to hold onto it.
Make available differences. One description for one book on all places
isn?t good.
They would simply not know where to go. It would all appear more the
same, not
less. Instead offer a different description on as many different places you
are able to.
C: The Devil?s Words
The Devil?s Words are those that are defiantly unique. They can?t be
challenged
because they are entirely his own. They are also found in the perfection of
meaning.
Even each word conveys a perfect meaning to the next and are altogether
summed
as the perfect phrase, the perfect articulation of speech.
D: Sexuality, the Satanic Side

The Devil wants sexuality to be forbidden. He even wants it to be known

as
forbidden. Because of what he has done to make it so through eons of time
humans
have become a dam holding back a great flood that has (recently) been
cracked by
him.
In the Christian Satanic Church we don?t forbid others to do what is
sexually
natural. Some things are inherently unnatural: things such as pedophilia
and
bestiality. These aren?t naturally natural and are impermissible.
E: The Way in Which God is Worshiped
God must be known in truth and for most part is too ideational for too
many.
Before we can worship Him we must first know Him in truth. There are
certain
things we know to be unfruitful, such as giving Him ultimatums or
relating Him to
punishment. We know that redemption comes from Him as a gift that
cannot be

taken away, from anyone or even from ourselves. When we pray we do not
repeat
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things. What is heard once has been heard. To repeat what we have asked
for is to
tell it to oneself, not Him. We strive to be accurate but not too accurate.
He
understands us better than we understand our own meaning. Knowing
that He
gives us what we need and with faith that He provides it we know we please
Him.
We please Him by knowing Him.
F: Christian Satanic Magic
Christian Satanic Magic is grey magic based on the behavioral spell book
of the
Christian Satanic Declaration. When it is used for evil it has turned
black. When it
is used for something holy it has turned white.
There are also rituals found in Christian Satanism. They are in The
Christian

Satanic Bible/Declaration and other books. We practice these generally

for the
purpose of improving our lives and thinking.
Our magic is similar to that of an RPG (Role Playing Game) such as
Final Fantasy
(a game series.) Only it was made real, tangible, and applicable.
G: Use of Perfection
Although literal perfection is limitless and to its ends unachievable that is
the very
reason why we use it. It is a great mystery as to its end. It is a principle
that
guarantees order within society and work that is very well done. It
improves
everything: from creativity to values such as patience. It gives every
individual
something to reach for and for her or him to be better while they reach for
it.
H: Values and Vices
Our system of morality is based on values and vices. We do things known
be good

for us and don?t do things that aren?t. This is a better system for doing
what is right
than presumed purpose on a higher power rewarding or condemning what
we do.
Christ never meant to be a minister of do-no-sin. The Son of God spoke
of things
that were good for you and bad for you, even necessary for survival but not
acted
on by so many. Values and vices were taken from that source and applied
to
Christian Satanism. So, instead of having a system of good/evil/sin/
righteousness,
we have a simplified system of values and vice. These are more concrete
and lasting
because they?ll always be beneficial or not beneficial. God hasn?t been an
enforcer of
law?s redemption for some time now.
I: Pacts with anyone:
Pacts violate God?s power. They can never be absolute. He won?t allow
them to be.
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A contract is alright to sign if you have to but they shouldn?t be around at

all.
There is no such thing as a pact with Satan that is absolute sending you
to hell after
such and such time.
J: To Be Reincarnated
Christian Satanism should not be followed by those not wishing to be
reincarnated.
It is designed to cause it. We are anchored to the middle grounds (such as
earth)
with a spiritual body. Being both carnal and spiritual fulfills the Godgiven purpose
of being reincarnated. The idea of heaven doesn?t appeal to us. It?s entirely
spiritual
and we are part carnal. We are both by intention, so hell doesn?t appeal to
us either
by any measurement. We both want and pray for reincarnation and are
prepared
for it by Christian Satanism. There is no eternal life without
acknowledgment that

Jesus was the Son of God who died for our salvation. Therefore the
eastern
philosophies that propose reincarnation are false.
K: No Centralized Church
There are no central Churches in Christian Satanism. There are no
dominating,
dictating Churches in Christian Satanism. Every Christian Satanist has
the
freedom of creating her or his own church, even if it?s their home.
L: System of Tithing
We do not tithe for immaterial things such as sermons. We share money
as a group
as its own economy. Whatever a Christian Satanist produces, that is what
we tithe
on by buying. There is another type of tithe and that is placing 10% of
your income
into the future of your well-being. This may be an investment of many
sorts or it
may be paying for security. It can be making certain you?ll have it well
when times

are difficult. It can be toward your legacy, a well placed loan, ect., anything
that
makes your future better.
M: Group Wellness
It is a psychological characterness that humans began as social beings that
have
developed as social beings. It is undeniable that every person needs to feel
belonged.
We need to be a part of a group for our own good. There is a spiritual
feeling (and
carnal too) of feeling proud of the group you are in and fighting for that
group?s
prosperity. Fighting, which is to say to expand and perfect it. Beneath that
there
are those in it who we should all care about. We do, and we do we are one
body and
one soul. Having the faith that we will not be separated we will not be, not
in any
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time present or future.

N: Not Really a Cult

We are not really a cult but we have no issues with those that call us
that. What
we are called by isn?t cared about. We tell people who should be told it that
we are a
cult, but a good one. We are indifferent to what names and descriptions
are
placed upon us. We are just people practicing the religion we want to. If,
while
practicing it, we are called things such as a sex cult or a group doing evil,
what
difference does it really make? They aren?t one of us. They?ll say what
they want to
say. A name like a Christian Satanic church is destined to be called many
evil
things.
O: Recruitment
One member could be the very one member that makes everything for us
better or
everything for us worse. The only way they could intentionally make
things worse

is by entering into our groups dishonestly. We forgive unintentional harm

done to
our establishments. Therefore the best way to recruit starts with bringing
in
members who honestly want to join.
Recruitment is an art and a joy. It improves our over-all wellness. It
improves our
Christian Satanic economy. It brings in new ideas. It is a difference in
sameness.
P: The Inexcusable
Sex is alright in any case if it?s voluntary between two adults. Sexual
pushiness
isn?t. Rape certainly isn?t and should be reported. Governmental
opposition is
absolutely intolerable. Police officers and other members in authority to
protect
your rights and peace should absolutely be aired. That is to say,
publicized about
having violated your safety because of your religion if they do so. Likewise
those

that violate your religious rights should be aired, made known to many.
It is not
in our practice, however, to release their names. An accurate description of
them
and what they did is sufficient.
Q: Minors and the Church
It isn?t the matter of adults if minors create their own churches. The two
are
separate. There are no adult and children Christian Satanic Churches. A
parent is
not prevented to introducing their child to Christian Satanism. All adults
are
prevented from associating a child with an adult Church by having them
included
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in its organization/ organizational practices or other participation. Adults

may not
recruit minors. Minors may not recruit adults.
R: Isolation Away From Harm

We bring in a feeling of group belonging to those harmed by someone in

their lives.
We work to take them away from that person (lawfully.) It has been said
by too
many that, well, I would take her away from him but it really isn?t my
business (I
am afraid to.) We do not take a member away from their families or
friends unless
that family member or friend is hurtful to them. If they are then we find
them
another friend or partner within our ranks. We gravitate others away from
such
harm by uniting them with our own, those that know how to love them the
right
way.
S: Acts of Deception
We do not care if non Christian Satanists are deceived if they act to counter
what
we are. If it benefits us to lie then we do so. In fact we practice doing so
to make our
lives in the non Christian Satanic world more tolerable. We don?t care if
the

university homework was completed as long as we get the passing grade.

We don?t
blackmail anyone. But when it comes to truth and non truth the two aren?t
the
same when it comes to dealing with the non Christian Satanic. If a person
has
bravely proven that they speak the truth with fear of the truth then that?s
another
matter: they should be given the same because this is Christian Satanic.
T: The Growth of Our Philosophy
There is growth of our group but there is a growth that must be placed
before it:
that is the growing of our philosophy. When legal, digital downloads of
Christian
Satanic material should be multiplied online. These are planted seeds for
potential
growth in the future. It must become a practice to plant seeds if our
numbers of
such a undeservingly controversial religion is to grow and thrive.
U: Learning What You Want From a Group

Thought should be considered about what you want from a group, either
the one
you are in or one of your own. Be reasonable but get your voice heard and
make it
so. If the group you are in violates you: first consider if that?s your
abusive parents
(if any) talking to you or a spiteful friend of the past. If you are seeing
past any false
suspicion and that group really is against you, then they are not Christian
Satanic
and an actual Christian Satanic group should be created by you.
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V: A Simple But Working Group

This may be in your home. It may be in one room. A Church can be
anywhere. It
may be a slow start Church depending on your goals for it, but, working
a little at
a time on it, it?ll certainly grow. There aren?t any strict organizational
pre-requisites to a Church. If the best you can do is build an altar to
pray before

then that?s the best thing to do.

W: Sermons
Sermons from the Holy Bible are entirely acceptable even if that is about
all there is
in a Christian Satanic Church. The difference between a Christian Church
and a
Christian Satanic one is that the Christian one preaches against things
such as
homosexuality and will preach about hell. Christian Satanic principles are
different.
When it is that the Church is doing sermons that are related to Christian
Satanism
it is then that they are Christian Satanic Churches.
X: Global Bible Projects:
One aspect of organization may come from a global bible project. A global
bible
project is a creation of Christian Satanism involving much time and work
but
rewarding for all. What is it? It is to collect documents from others who
which to

be included, those documents essays of any length for inclusion into a

Global Bible.
It doesn?t have to be called a Global Bible. It can be called anything. It
can be called
a Community Bible. These help with the further organization of the
Church that
made it. And don?t forget that it may be a Church bible you are working
on.
Y: The Trade of Talent
We all have creative talent. Church members should let their talents be
known
(such as on a paper document inside the Church) and offer that talent at a
price.
Z: A Person?s Own Testament
A testament is a book that was influenced by a Christian Satanist?s use
of Christian
Satanism, from thoughts that were formed to actions to ideas that formed
from the
practice of Christian Satanism. It should be similar to the way the
philosophy
changed the person. It should be all expansions without word for word
copying.

The Christian Satanist?s testament can be compared to a witch?s grimoire

(book of
spells bible.) While practicing Christian Satanism be sure to journal what
lead you
to success. Those are the actions you should continue and have others do.
Don?t
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leave any stone unturned and it can be the bedrock to the foundation of your
new
Christian Satanic Church.
AO: The Church Online
The internet certainly offers the opportunity to create a Church. In fact
this is
becoming so for many. Websites are not difficult to make, even ones
designed
around socializing. Those that even speak, though must speak well, of the
Christian
Satanic religion are priests, and sometimes recruiters. It could be your
one duty to

recruit. That one thing isn?t altogether substantial however and a

Christian
Satanist will feel better by expanding their practices into things like
forming
groups. They?re all Churches and to present videos of your sermons or
instruction
is to give a lasting sermon, ect., to all. The future that technology holds is
without
limit. Someday we may even have synthetic environments in which the
Christian
Satanic can interact as though there but not there. I know that day will
come.
A2: From Modern-Day Alchemists to Numerologists, Prophets, and
More
The Christian Satanist has many opportunities with different occult
lifestyles as
outlined in The Christian Satanic Bible/Declaration and A Philosophy
of God?s New
Earth. Those that practice any given one for a long period of time will
become good
at them. They can then easily present their ideas and instructions online.
They are

practices of Christian Satanism and all Christian Satanic Practices are

practices
within the Church of it. There are always good ventures in appropriatelyplaced
mysticisms. You only need reason why such mysticism should be
organized into a
group. If you are already teaching others such things, it is already one.
A3: Don?t Care About the Math
Future goals can be bothersome when looked too carefully into. That?s
because no
one can flawlessly predict the future. If you have gained many members
working to
keep them and continuing to bring more in is more important than reaching
any
particular number: which you may very well surpass. Remember that over
time a
little effort here and there certainly adds up and that as well as you sow is
as well as
you may expect to reap. There isn?t any time to fretter about deadlines and
lost
causes. Simply work to make things good and better. Don?t let failure
bring you

down. The very reason why success is appreciated (admired) is because it

isn?t easy
to get. There are no short cuts. Prosperity takes time.
A4: Let You Heart Be Heard

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Public speeches may not be easy for you. They might be. They aren?t for
me. That?s
why I don?t do them. But there is a lot of money to be made from them and
a lot of
hearts to reach and lives to improve doing them. Simply speaking about
Christian
Satanism and recording what you say is beneficial. Videos may be sold or
monetized. It has other hidden benefits, such as bringing others to you and
bringing them to you better than a black and white text book would. If you
don?t
want to speak at all there is no good enough reason for you to. There is
also the

choice of making and selling propaganda material that may be as simple as

slideshows. I don?t recommend investing a difficult amount of time on any
given
one. Often good enough is good enough and a Christian Satanist fails to
see when it
is. We try too hard. But don?t let this particular type of thing tax you.
A5: About Taxation
Pay your taxes. It is their own matter when other Churches do not
(because of their
non-profit set up.) We aren?t designed to accurately be called a non-profit
Church.
We could squirm and wiggle our way around this but we don?t. We sell
products
that although are religious are not concretely definable as a religiously
organized
non-profit income. We have our own sub-economy but the government that
fights
for our rights should be respected enough to get paid.
A6: Say Good Things
We couldn?t have been taught early enough that we shouldn?t say anything
if

anything we would say isn?t good. Too many religions invent hypocrites.
They feel
inadequate as followers so instead of admitting it they make others out to
be. There
are no perfect adherents of Christian Satanism. We all take our own road
with it,
making our own choices in using it. That?s why we feel good around each
other.
We are independent followers of the same religion.

A7: Share The Music

When we are gathered simply to listen to music or party that is Church.
Why
wouldn?t it be? It is because it?s a celebration of life. There are no equals
to that. To
celebrate life together and dispense with the philosophy, from time to time
at least,
is closer unity than all work and no play.
A8: Conclusion

Smoking or non smoking? Why don?t you decide? If it?s your Church then
you
should have the right to allow it or disallow it.
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Remember that we have no ultimate authority, not even me. There are only
two
ranks in all of our Churches: That is priest and apprentice. A woman may
certainly
be a priest too. A priest is one who teaches. An apprentice is one who
follows. You
may have many priests. You may have many apprentices.
How do we worship our God together? When we worship perfection and
put God
above us we worship Him.
What about the occult? Isn?t that evil? Yes, sometimes it is, when it is
used that
way. We have two choices: to use it for good or evil. We are the Christian
Satanic,
not the Satanic, not Pagan, not the entirely Christian.

Will God forgive me if I call myself a Christian Satanist? Giving you

the answer to
this is important to me. I can tell you faithfully that God is a forgiving
God. You
loved Christ before you heard what I had to say and you believed in Him.
I did too.
If you didn?t I know you would have been entirely Satanic. You aren?t.
You believe
in the redemption of God even more than those that use a name emptily to
receive
it. You love God despite anything. Therefore you are saved no matter
what.
Does God have a purpose for us Christian Satanists? Yes. We are to be
reincarnated because God wants the physical worlds to remain. Our souls
have
always existed. We have awakened here. We?ll awaken elsewhere when
our time
comes.
The future of the Devil is that he be washed in the fire. Those of us that
do what is
abhorrently evil will also be washed in the same fire. If there is no hope
for our

criminal behavior and we helplessly victimize other than there will be a

worse fate
for us: either sudden death or permanent death in hell.
Do we worship Satan? The answer is, technically no, but we do worship
the perfect
being he is to become, which is not yet.
What about the rapture (scripture that states upon the return of Jesus
Christ that
we will either side with Him or the Anti Christ and those siding with
Jesus will be
risen to heaven)? The word rapture is not in the Holy Bible. All will
face
tribulation except us because we are too incompetent to decide on such a
thing.
In the book of Ezekiel there is a space craft mentioned. Angels and demons
are
other dimensional. They are far more intelligent life for us to articulate
the same as
they would with each other. Not all of other worldly life is and some are in
tune

with our own dimension, enough to go to them and communicate with fairly
the
same. Their technology is also too far advanced for us to see unless they
wanted it
seen. It isn?t always even metal. Imagine that it?s like plastic that would
have been
made hundreds of thousands of years in the future. People underestimate
these
things. They can?t see that far ahead. What progressed for us in two
hundred years
was surpassed by some life millions of years ago with a higher intelligence
to begin
with. Pray together that you be taken from the earth on a space craft and
together
you might leave before the tribulation.
Here are some ideas that you may like for turning your home or room into
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Church:
Grey is the most Christian Satanic color.

If you are making an online Church have a good laptop, maybe even a
second one.
Backup the files you have.
Buying perfect things for your Church honors it. A magical way to honor
it is by
buying something from someone who needed the sale to get by in life. It
may not be
important to you but it was for that person and is sacred by that alone.
Buying
what is perfect doesn?t necessarily mean buying the most expensive things
although you do usually get what you pay for.
Remember that Rome wasn?t built in day. Things take time to come
together
well.
People like to be useful. While in your home ask them to do simple tasks
from time
to time. If they respect you they?ll do them and they?ll respect you if you
are
friendly with them.
To say this in metaphor your online Church should also be kept clean.

Be careful of grandiosity. You could have a lot of appreciation for what

you say and
do that leads to grandiose thinking, an ego or self esteem that is
unreasonably high.
If this happens then what you have worked for will seem to continue to
work but
will work no longer until you have come back into the thinking before (that
got)
you there.
Play your cards right. Play things by ear. Be all things to all people. Do
what you
are wanted and needed to do and you will become all things to all people.
Don?t desire power and power will not overtake you. Be a simple person
doing
complex things with patience and quality work. This is the somewhat
self-sacrificial side to earning your keep and is Christian Satanic.
Do a variety of things in your Church. Do not overwork into one thing.
Always
consider the best way to do something and do that best thing. Do a variety
of

things by considering what else could be done.

From time to time apply contrast. You have the right to do something
entirely
untypical of what you had done before.
Keep your revenue flowing in. Do not feel confined to one exclusive area.
Areas
should not be exclusive unless they demand to be with what you are doing.
Please do not entangle your identity into one area of your life.
Take time to relax after you have worked on something. That is the very
reward of
working. Without work there is no real relaxation. Therefore give
yourself the
benefit of relaxing after you work.
Be guarded against predators. There are many yet in our world who will
attack us.
A security camera is recommended to be placed into your home that will
feed video
to a non-removable location. A voice recorder is generally useful, when
legal. If
someone in authority harms you then release the footage.

Be kind to members of your social circles. If they purposely offend you

then inform
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them that there are words are not being heard and understood. A Christian
Satanist has learned not to be offended by the strange instability of
aggression.
(S)he?ll protect her or himself but not by being an unsound aggressor.
Be fair with the other gender and races knowing that we are not entirely
physical
and certainly not as deeply as racism and sexism would have it be.
If it feels good to work and develop your Christian Satanism solitarily
then do so
that way. Know that one time a feeling is there and another time it may not
be. If
you were solitary for too long you may start wanting to be solitary because
you are
afraid of change. In that case you should challenge yourself to speak to
others.
If others say bad things about Christian Satanism they say them because
they don?t

understand it the way that you understand it. You will always have the
right to be
the way you are but only if you give yourself that right.
Stay far away from bad influences such as excessive horror movies or
horror music.
Be aware that popular media was designed to have a bad influence on you
in order
to anger the parents and get money and as an adult the influence is still
there for us
with or without its deeper intentions.
Respect your parents as a child. As an adolescent prepare. As an adult be
your own
support. Christian Satanic support comes from the Christian Satanic
Economy.
Do not mistreat animals. Do not hurt children. If your family hurts and
abuses you
then report him/them to the appropriate authorities. Be daring enough to
change
your life, which will be only difficult for a moment longer after that. Do not
do
non-Christian Satanic things to our actual identities.

Remember in the advancement of your Christian Satanism money may be

needed
to be used. Sometimes it can take a lot of money such as publishing your
own book.
The results after that will be slow but as long as you are with a
trustworthy place it
will never fail to pay off in the long run.
Some things may appear impossible that are not at all. It takes a relaxed
sort of
focus to do things patiently. Don?t be bogged down by the future of your
work yet
complete. Many things can be done online in particular, more than most
people
could know. CDs of your music can be developed electronically with or
without a
microphone and band such as with a notation software then the mp3s
created
through them distributed. Those that look hard enough for a way to do
something
they want to do will find the way. Those that think it?s not even possible
will not

even look.
Strive for a maximum place in the world, both online and in reality. Put
your name
in many places. Make circles that lead back to you.
Do not think of our Satanism as evil Satanism. Evil Satanism is
Satanism done by
those that are evil. We, not being evil, are not evil Satanists.
Do not think of our Christianity as pure-good Christianity. There are
none above
Christ or God.
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The Devil has no friends, therefore there are no friends that are friends of
the
Devil.
We declare that Jesus Christ is the living Son of God who died on the
cross for our
sins. Therefore we are known by those that know us in truth that we are
saved, not
damned.

Avoid contact that is outside of your Church. Minimize it. The world is
full of evil
and the streets with the drug-induced criminally insane. We offer safety
for those
that are among us, therefore take advantage of it by doing what is right.
Buy things
online and have them sent to you. Find ways to avoid the nightmare that
flows
outside.
We are different thinkers therefore we likeminded. Therefore we like being
around
each other.
It is a fact that songs about anti-violence are often typical of a pride of
violence that
is there. Songs are deceptive. Watch out for songs that are about this
happening to
us. Have no pride in being weak or a victim. This is typical of our modern
times,
even paid for by the innocent.
Do not watch the news. All news is bad news and shouldn?t be
entertaining. The

ignorant are kept innocent. Those watching it like it when it happens

whether or
not they?ll admit it and so there?s more of it the more it is watched.
Invest in your future. Be prepared for darker times.

3: About the Author

The author may be best known through his publications. He is also an
independent
musician of 15 years. I was born November the 8th, 1980 in Raleigh,
North Carolina
and soon was moved to Portales New Mexico. Later I lived in different
cities from
different states. Particularly my life was good and well in Marana
Arizona but
having returned to Clovis after excessive travel, sometimes in a homeless
condition,
returned to Clovis where I decided to permanently stay. At age 18 after a
year?s
worth of physicals and examinations I entered basic training to become a
United

States Marine. Brainwashed by Satanism I took with me the Satanic

Bible and was
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removed soon after. At age 7 I was baptized in a Southern Baptist church

and soon
after traveled with them to Colorado and climb Pike?s Peak. There was a
lot of the
outdoors in my early life. In my adolescence I would walk far into the
warm
Arizona desert to observe my own (previously) Satanic thinking. I am
competent at
building computers and have a general interest in technology. At a very
early age
an interest in me developed that was never to leave, only grow, and that
was to
develop a religion. I don?t know why I wanted this at such an early age.
Until the
internet was invented I had no way to structuralize and compose Christian
Satanism. I have a terrible habit of perfecting my words on real paper,
have killed

many trees. My earliest memory is a very questionable one. It was me

saying to
myself well here I am! I questioned God for my purpose for many years
until I
settled on not knowing it. Now I do what it is in my heart that I feel I
should do and
I love doing it. My psychological design is a good one. I am peaceful and
rational.
I?m happy and content and have done everything that I am able to that
others find
the same. This book was written in 5 hours without a break. I think that
speaks
enough for itself. I do what I choose to do. I am strong, healthy, and thin.
I
challenged myself by doing certain things, such as walking a 15 mile walk
and even
made myself homeless for a week. I had no problem with either but with
the
challenge not there I had no reason to do so again.
4: The Most Important Matters
Our primary goal, that which we hold as paramount: That we fill all space
and concentrate

the areas which we formally are. It is the nature of a group to expand and
fill all space. It is
our goal and the ends of which is what matters. However it may be done
that we fill more
space, we do it. It is the result that is best for the greater ends that matter.
This is our
meditation, our prayer, but more importantly our action, that we increase
our numbers.
Our perfect plan. Our perfect plot. Our convoy. Our lasting spirit. The
spirit of the group.
The groups perfect goals. The individual who finds us in a dark corner of
some cave, then
resurrects us. That we resurrect and flourish again. That in the end, we
are all places. That
honor you hold. That which you have done. Thank you, my followers, and
lead us into the far
reaching future. Have us preserved, kindle the past fires. Let us grow.
Let us be in all places,
filling all space and continuing our road for all time. Here?s to an eternity
with you, my
followers.

Christian Satanism IS the anti Christ, it is not an actual person. We

collectively ARE the
Anti Christ as much as we are Christian Satanism. Christian Satanism
IS the AntiChrist!
Give thought to how you use your magic. Find the hidden meaning. Use
it. Find the
subconsciously provoked (triggered) use it and use it well. A great
mountain is before you in
your mind. Where does the grass grow best? Go to those grasses and have
others pull the
weeds for you, then send them away and put up hidden fences of thorn and
brush. Go in
deeper and live in a hole by the creek. The running water will be before
your eyes each and
every morning. Sell your waters to a far away land and set it up to that
no one comes and
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takes what you have sold and established.

Write on the pen of darkness and on paper from the ancient wools of the
earth create your

coats. Let others know that your meaning is hidden but reveal it in a hidden
(surprised) way
and you will sell your cause well.
Gather four together and the one that shows the most and the most sincere
faith and loyalty
that one send out to encourage. The one who shows no appreciation that
one love and give all
to, even your body. You will then at least be the devil?s whore to the right
cause. The third
may be confused, have him or her write your own words instead of mine
and do all that is
well to bring them back into rightful thinking. Christian Satanism IS
NOT a religion of
brainwashing. On the far end of the contrary, the religion of Christian
Satanism teaches
leadership and provides choices right for the individual. This teach the
fourth and have her
or him do all that is well to have us continue, thrive, and be preserved. The
one with the
money preserves, with the talent gives ideas that are for the betterment,
and the one that leads

is the one that fears not being followed. That one love and encourage.
Encourage all, every
living person needs encouraging love and affection. Just like your parents
held you as a child,
as such hold your followers in the embrace that purifies and lifts their
spirits. As an enemy
falls down on you in wrath, so destroy the destructive. Silence every critic.
Tear down all
walls that have been towering over our progress. Purify the Temples by
perfecting them. And
always allow difference all around you.
Our digital presence is especially important. These are our currently our
best options:
1. Video sharing sites. Sermons can be made with text to speech or a
microphone (I
prefer text to speech software.)
2. Book publication. Self publish if you must.
3. Social Sites.
4. Websites that you make yourself, only try for free service.
5. Forum creation.

Remembering the best methods, already taught. I am on Youtube, twitter,

facebook
and all else, own several websites and have created several forums that I
wish you
would support.

Learn best by learning to learn. Perfect your own thinking. Establish and
work the
best way it may be done. Stay far away from drugs and bad influences that
are in the
largest number at the current time. Be creative. Be ingenuitive. Learn to
be yourself.
Learn but a little but do that little good. Have quantity, fill the most space.
Be
outspoken above all in your support of Christian Satanism, the perfect
philosophy, and
go by any name you wish so long as our greater interest remains intact.
Let it be
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known, at least a little, that we are who we are when it is that someone
looks at least
even a little deeply. Don?t drown others in the sea of where we are not.

Don?t be poor. Make money off of all that you do: advertise. Sell what you
have made.
Back up your files. Do this creatively enough and your income will be not
only
permanent but automatic!

Turn the tables. To the man who would rape and thieve from what we and
you are
tell him you belong not to him but a greater power which is us. Be with no
man not
also with us. First, establish his connection with us, then be with him. Be
the Devil?s
whore.

Stay far from those of bad and negative influences. Be brainwashed the
right way: by

one who does not do so at all. Any bad influence your leaders have on you
that be the
most stringently outspoken against, even by me if that were so, but keep
with what we
are. Make it EVEN better!

Christian Satanism is a lasting philosophy washed in the fires of hell and

resurfaced
at the time of God?s New Earth. Our philosophy is God?s philosophy
taught even to
aliens, even now.

What word is said in secret, let it remain so.

What word is given to many, make better, then speak it again. Let our
talks together
be perfect. There is one with one sum, there is one with one ends to our
greater good,
he is Christ. And I am not Christ nor have I ever said that I was. Not
ever in my

existence despite the power to be what I am in fakery the best of them allChrist is
One and we are One with him without heaven but with reincarnation.
Being evil and
yet good and good and yet evil we are the first creatures of reincarnation.
Christian
Satanism is sent to hell in the end, where which it will be made the rule
until the
demons can rightfully resurface. Then there will be God?s New Earth,
where we will
celebrate for all time. A world without suffering or death. A world of our
own
ceaseless design.

Be relentless.
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5: Christian Satanic Sermons

These are extracts taken from my YouTube Channel for sermons.

The world will end in two thousand more years, I guess. many guess.
why
can't i guess? it will end in a few years, so come to me. See the UFO?
together we will ride it by killing ourselves. or we may build a miniature
army and attack. Christianity creates evil, and this is the first proof. Do
you
lack the faith? Do you question what we were taught not too, even that
which was beaten into us? Are you a witch? Through torturous methods
we
WILL find out. Christianity destroys its non-kind. This is the second
proof
that christianity is evil. There is a great God. There is a great god above
who
loves you, yet shows nothing of himself to you. You worshiped him for a
lifetime. Yet he remains invisible. he never speaks to you. he is never seen.
his ways are surely mysterious. Christianity is based on an absent god.
This
is the third proof that christianity is evil.

I will not control you. I will not make you worship me. I don't want to
be
worshiped. I don't want to control others. I hold no value on such things.
I am here
to be myself as much as I can be. If it is strange, but yet myself, I will
be that way
and hope that after showing who I truly am that there will be some, even
if it is
fewer, that appreciate, even love me. It is very important to be yourself. If
you
aren't you will not be known for the person that you are. More importantly
you
will not have had the such important thing that is being yourself. If you
don't learn
to be yourself it is probably because you are afraid of what others will think
when
you show who you are. if a taste of your's is strange ask yourself,
"strange to who?"
continue being yourself anyways. there will be those that appreciate it, even
like it,
even love it. find such people and find ways to bringing such people to you.
don't be

around those that show they don't like it. why suffer them? there are strange
things
online, many things liked for reasons I will never know, things such as
pictures of
giant omelets on facebook pages with the word underneath the giant omelet
reading, "breakfast." the dirty laundry is everywhere. allow it to be. it
only gives
you greater capability toward being yourself. Show your true colors.
There will be
some who hate you for it, others who like you for it, yet a few who will love
you for
it, for who you truly are.
Hello and may you find what is both evil and holy, what is different, more
powerful.
if you listen to what I have to say here you may be liberated from tastes
(in music,
film, art, and fashion) that was dictated to you. Here is good advice on
aesthetics:
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how to have your own taste or show a taste that will lure others to you. it
is too
common that a person like one type , one genre, of music. It lets that person
be a
type of person. it affects other areas of lifestyle choices too, such as what
you wear
and the films you watch. but why not have a taste that is more natural than
that? it
isn't so difficult. the difficult thing is trying not to like everything. trying
to not be
impulsive while you listen to something you like for one moment, try to
like the
next, and the next, when you should be asking yourself if it was ever really
you. the
important thing is that if you do not like something you ask yourself if it
has to do
with its non popularity or stigma attached to it. i like pagan black metal
sometimes.
i don't have any reason that I know of to like it. i have more reason not to,
but all of
those reasons not to aren't the right ones to not listen to it. the only thing
left to

add to this but this is very important: you will be appreciated for being
different.
you will not be if it makes you some sort of weirdo or stupid person. it's
fun to play
the game of blending in. if your tastes are more broad, which they will be
if not
dictated to from a type of people, say head bangers, gangsters, whatever,
you'll like
more things. take use of that and when in rome as they say. when in rome
do as the
romans knowing that the romans are self-proud and self-made.
There are certain rules and standards that are both based on scripture and
not that
a Christian Satanist follows when it comes to marriage. If a Christian
Satanist is
married to God before a human being than marriage is meaningless. This
is always
so with God. All human beings are married to their creator. humans
married to
humans is strictly and rightfully ignored and opposed by the Christian
Satanist.

This was so from the doctrine of jesus, from the start, but man's foolish
corruption
of it knew no ends. it is clear that jesus hanged out with the bad guys. his
friends
were those despised by the society he opposed. likewise we oppose society.
The tax
collectors, scribes and pharasees, they were his friends, not the petty, not
the weak,
not those unwilling to fight for love. we oppose marriage. we defiantly
violate it.
we don't force our cock in ways that it wouldn't be invited in but there is a
lesson in
making sexual. it isn't really making someone when the truth is it was
false
doctrine that made it seem so somehow for some reason they don't think it
should
father was jealous in what was the real perversion- man isn't stupid
enough to be
freely sexual and yet lose his better self, there will always be laws that
protect the
truly innocent- which is good, I hope I don't have to say. fathers protect
their little

girls as do their friends and women of influence, so is society. marriage is

a
pretence, a means of protection more than a pursuit of love. when that love
is faded
it is conquered and so begins the ever widening assholeries of marriage. it
is more
important that child protective services be empowered and child support
along
with it than marriage, and birth control is more important than both. we
are
spreading like flies with marriage after marriage thought to justify it
because of the
christian left, the moral police and assorted same. marriage after marriage,
kid after
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kid, marriage means kids, isn't that the best most special part, they
romantacize itto show their family and show off to friends and there are many many
reasons for
marriage, the lump sum of which makes it wrong in the eyes of a chrisitan
satanist

who sees a ring and gets a hard on. marriage? marriage is evil. what is
more sacred?
putting good genes in the earth or falling into ideas just made for those
that would
write about them as though some sick poet? cheat on your husband. cheat
on your
wife. that is the only good thing about marriage: it makes cheating what it
is.
Christian Satanism is not apologetic. we do not defend our own beliefs by
explaining away things that closed minded people are not going to accept
anyway.
we are indifferent toward the negative opinions of others. we aren't
bothered by
them. we see no purpose in picking apart our philosophy and throwing it
on the
table for others to gobble up. we make our material, both by ourselves and
by
others available, but we don't give it to them and then teach it to them. if
they
sincerely wish to be taught all that they have to do is teach it to theirselves.
which

is easier, listening or explaining while speaking? we don't explain these

texts and
practice their justification. christianity began as a good religion, but almost
immediately that was what was done to it. philosophers and creeps crept in
unawares and contorted it and twisted it around to suit their own unique
offerings.
in effect they came to own it, as though it was theirs. our philosophy
remains
unique by not allowing it's description and apologetics. as this is, it will
be
individuals reading it finding their own meaning instead of looking about
and all
around for what is only the meaning of others. christian satanism was
made to give
personal meaning, certainly not leadership meaning, not a ruling
meaning, not a
secret leader of secret meaning, not a revelator or some sort of figure outer.
it was
made to be easily translated in the future, which it will be someday. it was
made
partly like the amplified bible as pre-set. contrast of word use provides
examples

within itself. christian satanism is for the individual. that individual is free
from
justifying her or his own faith and belief. The more that it is kept to oneself
the
better, unless it is that a christian satanist wishes to teach his or her own,
new,
ideas, which all are free to do.
The Beauty of Death (The Art of Your Legacy.) The meaning of life (for
us) is our
legacy. Legacy is everything that we are in life, during life, and what we
have left
after life. Our legacy is our meaning of life. It can be entirely good or
entirely evil.
It can be released on the death bed. It can make a blow to humanity. It
can be good,
to the point of bold martyrdom, saying the things that others will not,
defending
what isn?t defended as much as we would have it. It isn?t one final thing.
It is
something worked on throughout our lifetime. It?s many pieces. It is the
composition, a many masterpiece painting of our life. After death we are

reincarnated. Wherever it is that we go, to a world far away, even

somewhere near,
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when we reawaken we may have the opportunity to see it.

Hello Christian Satanist, and may God bless you. Life begins and then
life ends, and
then life begins again. The Christian Satanist is not afraid of dying.
There may be a
time for the Christian Satanist to face martyrdom. There may, there may
not be.
We don't take martyrdom. It is given, not taken. We must keep an eye on
our
purpose. We must know how it develops. Late in life we must bring it all
together,
and that cannot easily be done without having had the intention that is
would be
from the early start. In the end we face a bold action, more work, not less,
that
makes the world better or makes the world worse with the hope of a better
end

result in due time. The pilgrimage of the Christian Satanist is this: that
her or his
purpose come together in the end, and that she or he has a lasting legacy.
The
world is very much filled with people who fear death or harm. spirituality
is waning.
so then the christian Satanist is different. so are his or her actions because
of it. We
must learn what the true enemy to life is and move toward conquering it.
May God
be with you on your way.
Hello Christian Satanist, and may God bless you. Christian Satanism
is clearly not
a knock off of other religions to those who have a good enough idea about
it. from
the begining I had no intention of imitating, copying anton lavey and his
ideas. I
had seen book after book of better-title satanic bible books, such as the
devil's bible,
the anti christ bible and all else that were unimaginative and poorly
constructed by

the dim witted. the very fact that the christian satanic bible is called what it
is
makes it stand out from what was before it. there have been no other
religions that
teach the practice of both good and evil and that have combined the two from
a
culture. I had other reasons for calling it what i did. one is its questionable
acceptability: that in prisons satanic bibles are often not allowed in. that i
wasn't
allowed to be a us marine because i brought the satanic bible to boot camp.
but
what does it say when it has the word christian on it too? if they didn't allow
it they
wouldn't be allowing something of a choice, that is part christian,
something they
think should always be allowed. christian satanism is different. it uses
ideas that
have never been used before in ways never before used. one concept we
carry is that
our church is everywhere that our practice is. it doesn't matter if it is
spoken of or

considered that way: in other words what is is and what isn't should be
made as it is,
which is as us. its ideas are unique and anything said by anton lavey about
stealing
his ideas are irrevelant when it comes to us, nor did we take ideas from the
christian
church, or meditative temples. if it outdoes all that was before it, i looked
for it, i
put it in its philosophy. if it made it more expandable by individuals, that
I put in. if
it gave it hidden meaning, meaning uniquely found, that I put in. if it made
it more
adaptable, that too I put it. it will take time for something such as christian
satanism to hit the main stream. but with a lot of work it will happen. what
could be
more fun than making something like christian satanism a popular and
accepted
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thing? especially when it deserves to be, and so I will make it happen,

slowly, but it

will happen.
Please excuse grammatical errors dear reader
Hello Christian Satanist, and may God be with you wherever you go. The
topic of
this discussion is what we call the gray. we mean many things when we
use the
word gray. gray is one of those words in christian satanism that is used
to mean
many things, grouped together into one word as a word with many different
meanings at once. another example of that is our word use for home and
for us the
word use of church can mean many different things at once, such as the
presence of
what is christian satanic in our environment. gray means neutrality and
also
balance, and is also a type of magic, but mixed with perfection, gray as a
perfect
purity is evil, it is emotional deadness, a nothingness. these things aren't
as easy to
grasp as good and evil are. a person has a clear idea of what is good, or at
least

should, and what is evil, harmful, negative, positive, and so forth. it isn't
at all as
easy to grasp what is perfectly in between good and evil. a battery has a
positive
side and a negative side. a magnet a south pole and a north pole. the heart
beats and
is released. one foot goes in front of the other as you walk. maybe if gray
had a
number it would be half. or a digit, maybe 1 point 5 or any half digit. the
idea of
gray isn't entirely new although it isn't at all common. star wars in film
didn't
discuss it. i heard of a book of star wars that used an idea of the shadows,
not jedi,
not sith, but in between. 60 degrees may not be good. but it's not bad either.
for
many it is just right. that isn't applicable to all things as far as concepts of
gray go.
there aren't many people who like to drink what's luke warm, not cold, not
hot, just
liquid without it's feeling of hot or cold. to understand the concepts of gray
the

more the better to understand it as a whole, and that takes time.

Inasmuch as a Christian Satanist places him or herself into the spirit of
group,
which is a spirit of a movement, of progress, an identity of pride, and as
much as a
Christian Satanist is proud of the good work done by other Christian
Satanists,
that work a part of her or his self always, that is how Christian Satanists
love each
other and find a connection which their own kind. Perfection cannot be
separated
from Christian Satanism. Our work is good work, the best that we can
do, and
although true perfection is allusive, we spend a lifetime reaching it. We
are better
from that, no worse, even though it is impossible to be truly perfect. When
we look
at each other we see a reflection of that perfection in a unique, individual
soul, and
our soul mates are all around as much as we are around them fully who
we are.

What we are, one to the other, is what we are as a whole. Christian

Satanism, for
most part, is individualist in its understanding but group minded in its
execution.
Christian Satanists have a love and appreciation for each other. We are
social, not
self-centered. We do things for ourselves and even mostly for ourselves
but not
without it being in relation to other Christian Satanists.
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Be happy Christian Satanist, your race is saved. The race is saved, and
in just a
short time humankind's scientific advances will develop so rapidly that she,
he, will
become God. The human race is next in line to becoming God and the
universe, at
least some of it, is rejoicing that this is so. Your soul always existed.
Before it is at
where it is today and before your first breath you were with God in heaven.
You

slumbered and wondered away from God, and so awoke here on earth.
Having
endured that weakness you either died and returned to him, only to dream
again
out of vulnerability. God is truly a loving and forgiving God who defends
the weak.
The strongest angels are our servants. Time and time again you were
placed here.
Soon, it may very well be with you, that you are immortal. Christian
Satanism is a
philosophy of God's new earth. In the time to come because of science,
science not a
bad thing, but a good thing, given to us by a God that has made us as small
gods,
knowledge is science, that is not evil, that science will progress us so far
that we
will no longer die, not longer hunger, and no longer suffer. Look to your
technology for evidence to this, read the medical sciences, sciences such as
cell
renewal. That we can speak to someone ten thousand miles away in an
instant, that

we can break the speed of sound in the skies, and that we can read books
on ultra
thin laptops, or watch videos or whatever else, the evidence is all around
that
humankind is becoming God. Be happy, and pray that the suffering is at
its near
end. God will be with you, always, so much the same be with those that
need you
and be happy with one another. We are all very weak on this earth whether
or not
we hide it well.
When is hatred the answer? How is it the answer, what does it do? What
can your
hatred do for you? At best, in my own experience, hatred is liberating. I
hate God,
bitterly, very very deeply, very bitterly. If given any chance in eternity, I
would
slay God, slowly, painfuly. But I can't. So, I do the next best thing,
which is to
break hearts and the hope of others. If I know you, chances are I hate you.
I want

you to feel pain. Why? Because you are a child of God. And, God being so
high up
there, cannot be hurt by me, I instead hurt those He loves. I am liberated
from
expecting love from others. I am more independent because of this. I am
powerfuly
emotional in this. I am liberated from the righteous, the moral. I will do
all that I
can to hurt others as much as the law allows. It feels good to hate. It is
something
that few are so well taught not to feel and procure that so few will ever
know the
depths of it as I. My own hope, my own cares for others have been spat at
so often
that I had no other choice than to become the way I am now. Only hate is
Satanic.
All else is petty, all else a distraction from being what is powerful, what
is Satanic,
which is liberating. I stand for those that were also abused, molested and
harmed
and would reap pain on others. They share my hatred, and so in one way
I love

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Liberation from God through hatred of God and purposeful sin is satanic
salvation,
is a satanic liberation from God and His dictates. No black mass is needed
in
Christian Satanism. Christian Satanists are liberated from God. They
don't need
nor pursue heaven. They begin as those knowing that it is a place that is
stolen by
others, and so reject it. They could very well be as liberated as me, someone
self-inclusive. Hell must be a wonderful place. How few are they that seek
it,
deliberately. It is Hell that is the road less traveled, not heaven. To
knowingly do
this in your lifetime is very liberating and empowering. Somehow the
moron has
given us that right. Make every opportunity you can of it. Break hearts
and hope

and do whatever you can to give his world to the one and true prince, Satan,
the
prince of this earth, taking it from God in hatred. Satanic salvation is a
freedom. It's
a refusal to be dictated to. It is conquering the earth and making it your
own. It is
having nothing but hate for others. The only ones you should be sharing
your love
with are the Christian Satanic who share this with you. You are partners
in crime.
Why hate your own kind? Love you own kind that hate with you the others.
Give
this world to one another, make it a Christian Satanic Earth.
The meaning of life, for the Christian Satanist, is to overcome and become
greater.
The greater she or he becomes in life the greater his or her's embedded
reflection in
the afterlife. No data is ever lost, nothing is ever fully destroyed, it is a
fact of
physics. Physics dictate this, that no data is ever lost and nothing is ever
destroyed.

You that over come and become greater in this life will be better in the next,
and
hopefully the next. Embed into your soul the power of one that is great.
Leave a
legacy that is perfect, without tarnish on it. Be liberated. Do not be a sissy
that will
not speak her or his mind in his or her time. Instead become something
that made
her or his own place, having conquered all of the enemies, the demons that
hold you
back. Take a step forward always and make your steps ever stronger, ever
more
bold, ever more full. Remove pain, seek pleasure. The more pleasure that
you have
embedded into your soul the sweeter your soul will be. Seek pleasure,
remove
yourself from pain. If it tastes good, feels good, if the experience is good
than your
soul is empowered by it. If your soul is in pain it will seek pain in its
journey
outward. It goes where it is lead. Therefore seek pleasure and avoid pain.
Take

from this world all that you can. Take the knowledge that is pure and
faultless. Do
whatever it takes to take what you want, to have the same brought to you,
to have
what is bad removed and far from you, to have placed up towering walls
between
you and pain. Your legacy is what you have embedded into this world
before you
go. Make it everything. Make life something of glory, not failure, not with
any
moment of self-hate, but glory and power in full. The meaning of life is
that life is
glorious, beautiful, and as excellent as it is made to be. Having made it so
the
meaning of the next life is the meaning of the life before. Leave behind
something
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of an importance to that lasting reflection. Throw your enemies into a pit.

Have
your friends, the Christian Satanic, nearby. Be comrades and fight for the
better of

all of your lives. We live together even when we are apart. In the life to
come we
will then go to each other. The meaning of life is to obtain all that it has to
offer, to
have it stay, and to have it continue through the Christian Satanic.
Negative for the
negative, the non Christian Satanic, the non Christian Satanic are the
lambs of
slaughter, and positive for the positive, the Christian Satanic those that
would have
what we are stay, and to continue with the same.
There are some that say and display a hatred of their own life. If they only
had a
little courage to kill theirselves they would. They show their hatred of life
to steal
pity from others. Things are very rarely that bad for them. They do nothing
to
make their lives better and instead wallow in self pity. The only thing they
can feel
is the pain of their own tears. They hate life. It would be better that they
were

thrown into the sea and drown instead of having their behavior continue, a
behavior of evoking pity and pain and guilt from others. These are those
that take
from life, often in societies of weakness sponsorships they collect large
sums of free
money and are paid, even paid, to exist. What about us, those that dare to
love and
enjoy life, that take the best from it, that enjoy each waking moment? We
don't fear
death, we take risks to make life better, every day. We fight to make it
better. We
enjoy the experiences we put ourselves into. We are not the bi triple
quadruple
polars. We are the singular. We are at whole with ourselves. We are they
that
enjoy life and deserve to live. We have more right to live than they who hate
theirselves their lives and do nothing to change it. It is much better to treat
those
sorts with a stick and to force them to love and appreciate their lives than
to allow
them to proceed hating it and fucking up those around them. It takes risks.
It takes

being bold to enjoy life and make it better. But they are those that pop pills
and
smoke weeds to make things better, even pricking theirselves with needles
and
living for the drug that takes them away from Kansas. It is our territory.
It is our
world. We are the Christian Satanic and inasmuch as this is true for the
Christian
Satanist doing this because she or he is a Christian Satanist, doing those
things that
are a love of life, their own, it is our world. It is our territory. It is our
right to keep
life and to live. We take the goodness that is life and for us life is
wonderful. We are
responsible, not lazy, and we leave the world as it treated us. By all this
the world is,
or at it's least, but nonetheless will the world be for the Christian Satanic,
not for
those seeking of the weakness sponsorships that fool and fuck up the earth.
The
world is Christian Satanic because we enjoy life and life in it in full.

Let me hate and enslave you. I care nothing about your petty problems,
your
oddball human quarks, or your strange opinions. You are stupid to me.
You have
problems. When I sit and talk to you I feel enslaved to sit and listen to
you. How
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much better it would be to shut you up and put myself in. Unless you can
take from
me while I am taking from you, I have nothing to give you. I will find
those that
would be enslaved to me, loyal and faultless, or else I will be around none.
I demand
the best around me, those that would give me everything, their very soul.
I don't
have any desire to be around those that burden, that want me to give of
myself. I
have no reason or purpose to be around such weirdos. You dance the dance
of life in
a very strange way. You have the behavior of a monkey with a degree in
being

human. I will cut away from me those that are not loyal and giving to me.
You
think that you can speak to me but you can't. I won't listen to your
problems or
your needs. I don't care an f'n thing about your needs or wants. I just
want a
woman who will lay down and get fucked and a man that will clean up
messes. I
sometimes want money. I sometimes want other things. But one thing
that I do not
want is a person that has problems, who plays games with me, as though
I am like
the rest, masochistically enjoying moments of being ignored. If I am
ignored I will
ignore for far longer, even forever. I have no emotional attachments to
anyone. I
am far too old for that. Let me hate you if you think you can squeeze any
love drops
out of me because being hated is what you are asking for, a difference,
someone who
you can't squeeze dry. I am someone that does not care about 1) your fuckin

problems or 2) your fuckin chitter chater and 3) your interests and opinions
(those
things that brainwash you and certainly 4) I don't care about you. I want
very little
from you and if it isn't givin in full I will get it somewhere else. Trust
me, I always
have before.
The throne on which we the deserving sit is everlasting. The Restorers
are those
Christian Satanists that restore our past and lost thrones. During and
for a time
after that restoration circles are made leading back to the restoration of the
hellish
thrones. Far far north and far far south the thrones are restored by the
Restorer.
Far far east and far far west the thrones are restored by the restorers.
They are
those that consider everything and act only when rightfully ready. They
strike
down the tyrants that do not permit it. The restorers restore what we were
in the

past. If either half of what we are is always right, then are we not always
half right?
Those that see us as halfway wrong we hold an interest from. Far far
south is hell.
Far far north is heaven. To the west is yesterday. To the east is the next
day. We
rule over time, we rule over heaven, and we rule over hell. That done
yesterday
may resurrect us tomorrow if the plans and outlines of the past were
properly
placed. It will resurrect us like money invested and called upon at a later,
very
much needed, time. This is that the west turns to the east when the east
sees the
west. To be right with God is to put our thrones in heaven. To those of us
that are
evil we are present in his abyss. Wherever we are we conquer. The
Restorer is she
or he who finds the missing puzzle piece needed to be put back into its
rightful
place. Because of them we move forward, yet when we drop something it
is seen

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and picked up by them and given back to our name. We can move on more
quickly
with nothing lost. We need not even look back as we proceed. The Restorer
will
back track and keep an eye open to restore what was lost. One restorer will
give it
to the clouds, one will throw it in the abyss. We are everywhere, the
Christian
Satanic, we are masters of time.
What is our Marika Prophesy? It is the prediction that one day, likely
soon, that
human kind will progress so far scientifically as to become immortal. It
isn't
something that we underestimate because as long as we progress it makes
sense
that we will go further and become capable of more, not less. It could take
a
hundred years. It could take a few thousand, but it is progress, a progress
we can all

but underestimate if we take into consideration that what is not understood

today
could be the next, if not the next if you get my meaning: if we had the
answers, all
of them, that get us there we would believe it, that we will become capable
of
anything- but that takes collective genius over time, not one person, that
will get
us there. In other words we think the impossible is impossible simply
because we
ourselves haven't the ability to make it so. But, what would Thomas
Edison think
of our smart phones? These things progress ever more rapidly. Just wait
25 or so
years, kind of scary for me to even consider. I feel alien to what it will
/could bring.
We are experiencing a dying age, not a dying planet. Our age is coming
past, the
human race of its past limitations are coming to an end and we are
becoming fully
capable of all things. This will happen ever more rapidly until it is
completed. The

age that has past is the age of limitation. The human race is becoming
capable of all
things as his as her new earth becomes her becomes his new Eden. Science
is
making us rapidly progress as we are furled into a confusion and not
knowing
which direction to go. In all this it seems very well that the Earth and all
we are is
dying. We all die. All races die. But our death is the death of death and the
birth of
the eternalized flesh. There are such marvels around you to prove this and
it is seen
by those that look at it without taking for granted how very far we have
come and
how more rapidly we are getting there: to a place where all things are
possible. We
are becoming angels, some, some will become demons, others monsters,
all
immortal, all the stuff of legends to the new cultures of races we are yet to
meet:
those that are below us in development. Take claim of this new Earth now
and be

human as human becomes. Speak these words the words of the Marika
prophesy to
those that would understand, because those that would understand it and
believe
will be prepared for what is ours. Ours alone as the world of the Christian
Satanist
develops. Soon science will make us immortal. Soon science will unlock
all of the
doors and tear down all the walls before us. These walls stood for eons.
Now are
just a strike of Thor's hammer to be thrown down.

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If you are hated and have a tendency to provoke anger in others, yourself
often
angry, there is a solution to this provided to you here. It's simple a simple
answer I
have for you here but one that will change everything for you. It's fun to
do this, it

will even make you happy when you are angry or pouty. Children do it
well. This is
a thing that children do, who are naturally temperamental and bossy. So
if you are
hated because of your tendency to provoke anger and you are often angry
what do
you do about it? You be like a child when she or he is that way, and that is
to be
hateful in a way that others love you for it. Joke around when you are
hateful. Let
your needs be known, even jokingly demanded, yet be serious, not harmful
but
serious in the punishment you will give to others that don't submit to you.
I'm not
saying tear off another?s arm and yell and spit and curse if you don't get
your own
way. Certainly not! I am saying that you go around bossing others around
and
being bossy, and all else, in a kidding sort of way with a punishment, say
ignoring
someone, let's say you'll reward them if they obey, you will not reward
them with

whatever if they do not. Turn it into a game. Every now and then, pretend
to be
mean. Have a joking grin. Yell a few things and say, suddenly, "no not
really." You
can be angry that moment you yell, they wouldn't know you ever were if
the next
moment you say suddenly, "No I'm joking," and let out an evil little
laugh. Learn to
be appreciated for your attitude. If your friend, if your lover, or more
simply
generalized those that you care about have an enemy, throw your attitude
at them,
especially when you have more right to do so, such as online on some social
site
where it seems to matter so strangely to so many including them that are
angering
your friend. Or how about this, that your loved one hates a certain thing,
a music
band, a certain group, a taste to distaste, show your anger for that. Direct
your
anger the right way and you'll be appreciated for it, instead of being taken
as an

asshole dickhead pain of a prick. That is the answer: make it into a game,
be serious
one moment, more unserious, making the serious suddenly never was
serious,
having a reward for those that listen, no reward for those that don't but
nothing
serious to begin with, and to direct it the right way. That is the perfect way
to be an
asshole or bitch that amuses and is appreciated instead of one that when
seen makes
another go "shit gettin the fuck out of here right away."
The Grey God is the modern God. The Grey God is what results from
perfect
equality. Society demands equality. It punishes those that would make
unequal.
Those that would make unequal defy the perfect Grey God of equality. It
is our
modern God, that who we worship. The Christian Satanist does not
worship this
new God. Its been stated before that we worship perfection. The Grey God
is an

entity of that perfection. But we don't worship entities of perfection. We

worship it
as a collective whole. If you take one entity out of our worship you have a
perfect
evil is what you fuckin have. You have a danger. Hitler was a one sided
deal and
look at the evil and insane shit he caused. Perfection must be worshiped
as a whole,
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not in a one-ended direction. That is a fetish. It is a fetish to do so and

such a bad
one that it is senseless and stupid. The Grey God wants everything black
and white.
It wants to take away all colors. It dictates that there are no he or she
there is only
it, which is a he she. Maybe we should name this stupid God heshe. It is
a stupid
thing that this God is allowed to exist. Do we really want to argue even
its name,
who would demand not to be called heshe but shehe. It is a God confused
with itself.

It says stupid things that are beyond belief like everyone should be paid
the same
for the work that is different yet the work should be considered all the same
too.
After the dust has settled and much harm is done this Grey God will be
overthrown when people find other routes to perfection. If they go one sided
again
as is there habit then who knows what nightmare will be produced. But
only in
time and with great understanding will the human race realize that all of
there
problems are solved upon the order that is worshiping perfection as a
whole. You,
Christian Satanist, do the world a great favor and overthrow the one sided
Gods of
perfection. Teach perfection as a whole and our human race will advance,
not fall
behind and become lost.
Ever notice something? What feminism has done and by whom? These
non-sexuals as I call them here, the non sexuals are very unattractive.
They would

rather be fucked for their ability to read and getting into their pants is very
awkward. The non sexuals don't care anything about their appearance.
They are
often over weight. Getting fat for them was a downward spiral into such
strange
things as expecting men to want to fuck them for their personalities. If
they had
kept up with their selves and didn't develop such strange ideas about sex
this would
never had occurred. The uglier a person is the stranger the ideas they get
about sex.
Sex is just sex. It is human, sometimes it is too human when all it really
is is when
you see two animals fucking each other. But people throw in the weird stuff
like
giving it customs of rings and love. A prostitute knows much more than a
married
person. Feminism makes men into sissies. Some women would make
men that way
and do, and often so badly the poor guy forgot what his dick is and how to
make it

work. Sissy men would romanticize shit and yet expect some dirtiness
from it. That
in my opinion is far more perverted than a drunk man and drunk woman
sneaking
into a closet at a party. Here comes sissy man saying where did she go I
had flowers
for her and there she is in the closet with someone worth more her time.
It's
Christian Satanic to pay for sex as long as it is mature and legal. Buy
some nudity
off of a website if you are an adult Christian Satanist. Women deserve it.
They
show without and with no control over them are paid, what's wrong with a
male
female economy such as that? You don't have to agree with any of this. Of
course
you don't. If you don't then you are like that bitch that wants to control
everything
that doesn't have anything to do with her. Or like that sissy man that wants
to get
in her pants by sending poetry via the email. But I associate for the woman
that's

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better, in my opinion far more intelligent and practical, more of a sound

mind to be
sure, that told me once before, men like those things ( boobs, vagina) and
smiled at
me. The mishappily prudish and ill raised wouldn't understand. If it isn't
forced on
you then it's okay. If it's pushy then hang with your sissies. Otherwise
just play the
role of being human and let others do the same. Support the economy of
legal
prostitution, that's the Christian Satanist's cause here. If you want no
involvement,
preach instead what the feminist preaches so loudly, that is a
misunderstanding of
thier own unattractiveness. Lord knows it's my freakin fault for having
the eyeballs
born to do what they do. It's better when it isn't misunderstood. It usually
is
misunderstood with too much understanding. The older they get the softer
it

becomes. The saggier they become the more sex comes from the disgusting.
If you
want it, ask for it, look for it, and take it, the worst that could happen is
you are
rejected by someone too estranged to give it in the first place.
The depressing condition of the Christian Satanist is this, that once we
were
spiritual, Christian, and somehow lost our way into Satanism, which for
us was
theistic. So we began as Christian and became theistic satanists. Theistic
satanism
is just another word for Christian Satanist. We will always be at least in
part
Christian. For those of us where this is true we were once fully Christians
and
became very Satanic, and now are in a circle of the two. The best thing
that a
Christian Satanist can do for her or his self is to acknowledge that she or
he will
always be both. Sometimes we are one, sometimes the other, and somehow
all the

while we are both. We are Christian Satanists. We are among the fewest
of the
types of people that exist on Earth, which isn't so bad. We enjoy the
presence of
each other all the better. Our families may reject us. We may have no other
friends
than those of our own kind. It is a difficult thing in some ways, yet make
other
things more valuable to us. We retain those with us at any cost. We keep
our own
kind, because those that even at first acknowledge the title of Christian
Satanist are
even then already so in full. Who would take such a title out of any
falseness? We
are closer to each other because of our vulnerabilities and the uncertainties
that we
face. We are bonded very closely and that is the most Christian thing about
us. God
will not separate us. We will always be together. Think about the eternity
and
know I will be there with you, we will all be with one another connected by
our

uniqueness even when we are apart. May God bless you and may you
remember
this, having it in your heart.
The Christianist is far more common than the Christian. The Christianist
is the
first reason why we don't call ourselves Christian. The Satanist is
honorable. But
we are not Satanic. We are not at all Laveyian rip offs. Theistic Satanist,
or worse,
the term spiritual Satanist, are just sissy replacement terms for those
unwilling and
unable to call their selves Christian Satanists. Our title is very daring.
It is not a
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contradiction for us because our identity is not at all in our name.

Christian
Satanist is an anti-term, an anti-label. It's a way of saying outright: fuck
you and
your names, fuck you and your labels, fuck you in calling us what we are
based on

the name of a religion. Therefore Christian Satanism is a title that

represents
choices. It is entirely flexible. It can be used by atheists, theists, and
rebels alike. It
is not, however, a do anything religion. We have principles, dogma,
purpose, and
certain practices based on the name that represents what we are. We have
leaders.
Not one but many. We follow those who we feel best taught by. We lead
when we
are in need of it, when we are able and are at that merit, if we choose to at
all.
Christian Satanism represents balance. It is both a practice of good and
a practice of
evil. Again those are at choice. That they are choices that are there and that
both
are represented for the sake of choice, for that reason, and for the other
reasons
here, Christian Satanism is a perfect term for us.
My intention, the sum of my tireless work, the outpouring of my very
being into

what I do, what I work for, what I support and advance, that it brings
money that is
constant, permanent, and well earned, my intention for doing all of this is
to
immortalize my loved one, to give that person a future and a hope. That my
bible
verse given to me in my youth, my middle name was even given because of
that
bible verse, which is Jeremiah 29,11. That verse is for that person. Given
to me by
my God, and handed down to that person. To immortalize and give that
person my
legacy, a future and a hope. Money that is permanent and constant, and
well earned,
to give that person everything and to ask for not one thing in return. That
I am
remembered is enough, and I will be, by both, my work remembered by
everyone
who will listen. On that day that person may lead you. It is that person's
choice
whether or not that person will. If that person chooses to lead that person
will be a

better leader than I am. I am not a leader. I would rather teach a person
to lead
their self and to provide every good means of doing so. That is the secret
of my
legacy, the sum of my work, the intention most important to me. That it be
left to
someone in the name of my God. Though that person does not share the
same God,
that I honor my own God is enough, more than that wouldn't be right. I
would
never force the name of my God on another. That is not Christian Satanic.
It is
Christian Satanic to have choices. I choose to give that person my legacy
given to
me by my God. That person is a circle. Those that know me and what I
say well
enough will fully understand and act on what I have just said, if not,
certainly later,
my work has just barely begun.
Sex cults are enticing to the perverted and it is the perverted person
making them

that gets his self into trouble. If he isn't raping someone thinking
somehow the law
will not catch up to him than he has a dozen wives or has sex with minors,
or,
recently, both. Jim Jones made minors masturbate in front of his crowded
Church.
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David Koresh was just plain sick with what he did to children. And they
all
submited to it, entirely willing, except for a few who didn't fake being the
Messiah
so well. The law catches up to these people but like many who are
incureably
perverted they don't stop until it is about ensured they will get caught,
found out,
brought to the light and arrested. Anton LaVey could be considered
perverted, by
some standards, the leader of the Church married people, wives in nude,
nude alters,
orgies, nude baptism. The difference between him and all others that I
have heard

of is that he admitted openly he was perverted. There were some rumors

by those
presumably speaking victimized by him into being his whores, literally, as
their
pimp. Maybe this is true. I don't really care what others do. I haven't told
them to
do it and certainly haven't made anyone do things of the sort so I can't
rightfully be
held accountable. It's easy, too easy, to control minds with a cult and
indoctrinate
the hell out of someone into mind control slavery, families of sex and the
like. But
where are things of the sort not done anyway? Sex is everywhere, on tv,
online, and
in music. Christianity had sex cults being made from its start. I cannot
keep
Christian Satanic Sex cults from being made but if its dogma is even
moderately
followed right they will not be created.
A friend of the Devil? The Devil has no friends. The Devil is an all
inclusive being.

He is far too proud to think beyond his self. He is more of a force than a
being. He is
the sum of all the evils of the earth. The Devil was an angel of God stricken
to earth
from Heaven in what was the first earth age. He and the angels he ruled
over fell
from heaven, those that wanted his ruler ship over God's fell from Heaven
to Earth
in the first earth age. The Devil's, God's fallen angels, usually come to
Earth
because they wish to fuck humans. These are beings that are far above us
intellectually. You could picture what a pet is to us and what we are to
them, as a
cat sees you, or a dog, so are we limited in seeing what a Demon or angel
is and
they are less with what we are to them. These aliens of the outer
dimensions
breeded with humans, and faltered our genes, typically creating giants.
Our genes
were so tainted that God destroyed the earth, or at least made it void. As
the Holy

Bible is better translated Genesis early on states "And the earth was
made void."
As it is better translated there were human races before Adam. In fact
many races
of many people before Adam, Adam being made on the eight day. The Devil
was a
serpent in the garden. Adam and Eve ate of his fruit. These things could
not be so
clearly spoken by Moses, who spoke them in a parable sort of way, so
typical of the
Holy Bible, yet easily understood with examining the translation and
content. It's
my opinion that devils, angels, and so forth are aliens. The Holy Bible
often states
that these are from the heavens. What was heavens to the ancient people?
Ideas
were yet formed to understand a star much more than a light. When we did
know
they were planets it was only then that we considered there could be people
on
them. The ancient Romans considered mars to have a race of war like
beings on it.

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These were people with knowledge after that time of scripture. The Holy
Bible said
these beings were from the heavens. In that book heaven is either capital,
meaning
the Kingdom of God, or lower cased, meaning simply the sky above. More
importantly to my point, the book of Ezekiel describes a space craft the color
of
bronze. Science is discovering that all of this is even less strange than
science itself,
which is now in a field of uncovering strange outer dimensions all around
us,
unseen, but there. Black holes are now known to emit, to let out, material,
which
before was considered impossible. In the Holy Bible God is often enough
spoken of
as a person, sometimes an angel, sometimes as many different things that
were not
a supreme singular individual. It isn't a fact that I know enough about to
make a

fact when I say that maybe God is the collective of good, maybe the Devil
is the
collective of evil. Either way, both the Judeo-Christian bible and Satanic
Bible,
along with all good religious books, have a hell of a good way of painting
a picture
for us, us who are in a world wondering where we are from and where we
are going.
I don't think science is evil. In fact I think it's good. I've already said it
many times
before that it will make humankind capable of doing anything, even living
forever,
but that's another topic and I've already said most of what I could about
outer
beings.
Society should have the right to restrict rights. Certain members in society
should
have the right to restrict rights. Those that have proven faulty because of
helpless
drug abuse, those that harm others, people that play games with others and
collect

money they don't deserve, pretending to be psycho for a check, taking and
then
selling their food assistance, bothering helpful churches by obtaining
money they
completely waste (such as on meth) these people should be spotted and cut
off, even
imprisoned. Con artists, all of them. The problem is there is the annoying
dominating question going around of "what is truth? what is truth anyway
we can't
prove he's a fake he will just play the victim and act like a sick puppy." I
like the
movie called One Flew Over the Cookoos Nest. A man falsely enters
into a mental
ward because he was too lazy to work. At the end of the movie he chokes a
nurse
and had already fucked with the other patients he thought he could help with
a
little assholeries. What happened at the end of the movie. What happened
at the
end of the movie was he got a lobotomy. He had a piece of his brain
surgically

removed. Psychiatry should have more power. Maybe not to that extent.
But more
power, not less, not so little that they can't cut off fakers from them. Then
there are
other assholes in society that throw a fit, usually because there two minutes
of time
was taken while they are all collectively buying double carts of food. This
line is too
fuckin long. I have heard it more than once. Then there are those that sue.
I like
what my father told me about that, that the judge who ruled a woman who
spilled
coffee on herself, hot coffe she spilt all over her fuckin lap, my father told
me the
judge that ruled she should be paid millions should have been hung.
Society needs
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to stop supporting the weak and let the weak become strong but if they
absolutely
cannot become strong, lets say that they are badly disabled, not fuckin crack
and

drug abuse disabled but naturally disabled then, and only then should they
be
helped. It will happen sooner or later that this is so, that we stop
supporting the
slightly weak. It has to. They are too much weight to hold for too much
longer. Be
strong. Make a name for yourself. Have some pride. Have a purpose.
These things
are good.
The grey God is the name I've given for what is the perfection of equality.
If we are
all equal, what difference are we to others? I'm not talking about male,
female,
black, white, and of a certain nation. I AM saying that let's let film casters
set
certain roles for men, meant for men, others for women, meant for women,
football
of men playing if it's a male football game, all female for an all female
football team,
let's not bring in foreigners who dictate to us that their language should
be

standard- who needs 14 languages for one descript? Who needs 40

additional
federal holidays? Some people prefer all white neighborhoods, many black
individuals move into black neighboringhoods and prefer it. White rappers
suck,
must they continue to be hired? But perfect equality is even worse than that,
it says
such things as the white rapper MUST be appreciated and paid the same
as MR.
Dre, I think Emenem (sp?) sucks. That's not rap. That's a white person
yelling shit
that rhymes. Way too over involved with his own work. Perfect equality
dictates
that each holiday should be practiced even if it was from India, ect., so on
and so
forth, male strippers shouldn't be hired at a female striping club hell no.
This is
what I call "intolerance of intolerance." The solution is simple: let each
person's
personal preference be allowed, not removed or contorted.
Christian Satanic enlightenment comes from seeing in the black and white.
Where

fact overpowers opinion and such as that makes individuality the way. The
Christian Satanist is her or his own color, not the color of others.
Outward is the
grey and inward is the rainbow. Something is first seen by the Christian
Satanist as
grey, and if it is accepted, allowed inside, then it is given color. Some
things are
very broad terms. So broad in fact that they cannot be simply stated and
then done
or understood. The grey is such a term, abstract until it is understood in
pieces,
then it becomes a whole. Christian Satanists believe in perfection. I was
told by
someone that there's no such thing and have heard the same elsewhere. It
is a such
a thing and exists more the more fully understood, in pieces as with other
ideas,
until a whole develops. They call their selves spiritual satanists, then some
call
their selves theistic satanists, then others even plain and simple satanist.
They

don't know what to call their self, it appears. The few that dare take the
title of
Christian Satanist will probably continue to for the rest of their life, the
moment
one accepts such a thing of their self. It too is a grey term. It begs the
question,
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"what is it? What is it then?" It's both, trust me.

Christian Satanic sex should be kept natural, and not unnatural, and not
unnaturally natural either, simply natural. It is unnatural to do
disgusting things
like fuck animals or fuck the very young yet even able to reproduce.
Homosexuality
is natural, for those that want to fuck men and are men, or women who
want to
copulate with other women. Attacks on sexuality is a worse perversion
than
homosexuality, bi sexuality. Let things be. Do not let perversion be.
Saying that, it

is important to know what is actually perverted and what isn't. There's a

lot to
consider on that point. Pushing for sex is actually alright. Some need to
be pushed
to enjoy what is in their human nature to enjoy. There parents fucked them
up, or a
Church fucked with them. Rape certainly isn't. Words with words alone,
without
blackmailing, without such as no ride home then, that is alright.
Contorting
another's mind into sincerely believing they are God, Satan, Jesus, ect.,
so that they
give their selves completely to you sexually should in all cases be punished,
though
it isn't by society in all cases where religious freedom even allows for adult
cults of
sex adult to adult anyway, though God will most certainly punish them and
wipe
out the memory and traces of them. Some in David Koresh's cult are still
convinced
that their molestation was by the Messiah. If I had my way children would
not be

permitted in any Church. Have sympathy for vulnerability and the honor
not to do
such things, even if you are able to, don't. Have honor, it is worth its
weight in gold.
Look unto brainwashing as something that will only turn you into an
eternal pile
of shit.
Hatred is the topic here. What is hatred's worth? Hatred is a powerful
feeling, at
least. Satanists are hateful (misanthropic for one.) Christians are hateful
too, only
they don't admit it (especially to theirselves, but after all Christians would
invest
an hour of their time in Church to listen to anti everything, homosexuality,
abortion, whatever isn't that should be (everything should be Christian
sums it up.)
It is a powerful emotion. It is destructive, if allowed to be. Hatred that is
not kept
under watch will cause one to hurt another, or get hurt by harmful hateful
speech.
But kept under watch and released appropriately it is alright. The benefit
of hatred

is that it ALLOWS the fullness of pride. It empowers. It keeps you

from becoming
or being weak. Those that repress their anger only hurt their selves. They
make
their selves weaker when they do. Some would say that it feels bad, very
bad, it
hurts inside to be bitter, angry. Well, for one that's because it is being
repressed.
For another that's because it isn't felt often enough (by those that feel that
way,
what they feel is not often felt, and so is very painfully overpowering to
feel.) The
more that it is felt the less it hurts and the more that it is felt the more
control you
have over it. Sudden overpowering hate that feels wrong is a disaster
waiting to
happen. Christian Satanists have that as their perspective when it comes
to hate.
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It's alright if it doesn't hurt you. If you are going to hate someone, hate
the dictator.
Hate he whose power harms others.
The meaning of life (for us) is our legacy. What will we leave behind?
Christian
Satanists are reincarnated, making our legacy especially important. Fate
would
have it that we will not live forever. In life the best meaning you can find
is to show
that you were here, that the Christian Satanist works on his or her legacy
throughout their life is essential to quality of life. Christian Satanism has
a large
amount of material and advice on making it the best it can be. To pour your
being
into your future while the present is at, making your life better everyday,
is
Christian Satanic. Working well and good and beating to death stress by
encountering it and challenging yourself so much that stress was
yesterday, is
Christian Satanist. Having a taste, an aesthetic that is unique and what
you are,

personally, not as dictated or formed by another, is Christian Satanic.

And,
importantly, that Christian Satanism has never had nor will ever have an
ultimate
leader, one whose words make it all of everything, no "one voice for all,
one ear of
many" leader, no centralized church either, is Christian Satanic, and all
of this,
along with many good things of Christian Satanism, benefits and give
ability to the
Christian Satanism to complete a perfect legacy in her or his lifetime. Let
your
purpose be its own benefit. A person cannot be happy without a purpose
and
without a work even sitting around is just sitting around.
There is a magic to hidden meaning mixed with hidden consistency when
the two
go hand in hand. Many great people knew this. The best stories have the
same. The
Odyssey is one example. Star Wars is another. The story of Christ is
most certainly

a good example because it's hidden meaning with hidden consistency were
very,
very well done. So much so that the New Testament made the Old
Testament all
about Jesus. An excessively religious devout once told me that "A key to
the bible is
that everything relates back to Christ." He continued saying something
that was
very strange to have said, "The staff of Moses turned into a snake. So
you take the
snake. Where was the snake? It was in the garden. What was the snake
on? The
snake was on a tree. What does the tree represent? The tree represents the
cross.
Who was on the cross? Asking this as though the answer were to impress
me, he
finishes by saying, "Jesus Christ!" Once people see one hidden meaning
they look
for another, by chance, and will if they are involved enough. Finding
another, if it
was consistent to the last, they will certainly look for more. After all they
think

they've found some magical pattern exclusive to self. Star Wars goes,
well, this is
related to an old myth if you pay attention. And there are many of those in
the films.
The film is related to old myth. Sword fighting is light sabers and wookies
are
tarzans, Darth Vader Frankenstein, Palpatine is Dracula. People spot
these then
look for more. Once they have found another are sure to tell others there
secret
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discovery with proof by consistency. They've found a secret after all.

Others do the
same then it's, hey you found that out about it, I found out this about it.
You get the
idea. It certainly sparks interest in further discovery. It could work
without the
consistency. People may even find their own consistency in the hidden
meaning,
the hidden representations, the hidden symbolism. But there's no pattern.
Though

it works, it doesn't work nearly as good without the consistency. If that

consistency
is not hidden as well then the two are more separated, less associated.
What is
hidden is a secret. With much hidden there are much secrets to be learned
from
something. If those secrets follow a pattern through consistency they are
more
easily found, yet remain hidden, at least that is by every perception of the
observer.
That is the power of hidden meaning alongside hidden consistency, a magic
of
Christian Satanism. The true magic of it is that people will look for things
that
aren?t even there! And they will find them too!
Asexuality is more often than not something that is pretended, not actually
wanted,
but when shown shown falsely as natural. These that are asexual will
show their
bodies and pretend that it doesn't matter. It gets them off. In other words
they

show off their bodies because they are asexual, well they pretend that they
are, and
pretend that it doesn't matter. That is one way in which asexuality is,
sometimes, a
fetish. There isn't anything wrong with this except that this is done
because they
believe that sex is wrong. So they set it up almost theatrically to where it
isn't
wrong. That isn't wrong of the individual. That is simply wrong because
sex isn't
wrong. There are very few human beings that are actually asexual. Most
are either
autistic or very aged. But I would guess that there are more dirty old men
than
women. Non-sexuality caused by churches, by religion, or let's say bad
parenting,
such non sexuality leads to perversion if a person doesn't find a way out
of it. Why?
Well because it is human nature to be sexual and desire sex whether or
not it is
repressed. Thoughts become hidden when that happens. They are buried
inside. If

they are considered wrong then only wrong is right. Thoughts about sex
are
secrets to the non sexual. Is there a such thing as being too sexual? I
wouldn't say
so. If it really is sexual then it is alright. Most perversion comes simply
from
thinking sex is wrong in all cases to start with. Compulsive sexuality isn't
a good
thing, which should be obvious. Certain fetishes developed that involve the
harm of
others are not good. But are acceptable if they are not acted upon. After all
who has
the right to dictate or punish the thoughts of another? To be clear: to make
sex into
something that is wrong and impermissible is not only absurd but
dangerous. The
Amish are said to look upon the animals that they keep. A new show had
one such
Amish screw up who revealed it by mentioning it to no relevancy. The rest
can be
figured out using the same guidelines. My rule of thumb is sexuality is
always

alright if it is natural. I exclude the unnaturally natural. Child

pornographers fail to
look deeply enough inside with the question of why the hell they would want
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something that cannot biologically reproduce. If it is desired and it cannot

biologically reproduce then then it is very likely wrong, very wrong.
Women use
vibraters. What about tools? Well putting in plastic dicks is one thing.
Looking at
it and thinking to say to it 'you sure look good today henry,' as though it
is real,
that is a mental sickness. That is rarely if at all the case. Tools are used
to aid
fantasy of having an actual thing. Sex is alright as long as it is naturally
natural and
lack of desire is an indication that someone fucked with your thinking, or
maybe
you, not so well at making babies as you were when young, are simply to
old for

your biological body to serve it's purpose. Viagra is alright. It is no worse

than
Zanax or any drug used to make you feel a certain, better, way. They are
only used
to improve the quality of what is too often a very fucked up existence here
known
as human suffering. Don't suffer. Be as human as human can be.
I have become very thin and very strong over the last few years. I would
work out
so forcefully that I would get dehydration cramps. I would walk for miles.
I walked
15 miles twice in the last two years. My legs are strong, my arms are
strong and I
am thin. I tamed my appetite. I no longer feel hunger. I am not joking
when I say
there are times that I go more than a week without food. I owe this to
asceticism,
not Satanism that would teaches me to sit on my ass. But, were it not for
the
Satanic side that I have, I would have killed myself. I have attempted
suicide four

times. I have twelve stitches on my wrist. I overdosed on prescription

medication
twice, once passing out. Both times I had to consume large cups of a thick
coal fluid.
Then Satanism became like a salvation. I speak in a way that my words
are
perfected, and the words that I want slightly more noticed, as in the perfect
way I
want them associated together, are slightly made more noticed while I
speak.
There is a power to articulation. That is a magic I wrote about elsewhere.
I am not
a lonely person. People are in and out of it. The moment I get lonely is
the moment
I look for someone, and someone is found. Those that I love the most are
those that
have said the best things about me. One said I get what I want in openly
covert
ways. Another said I brainwash people without meaning to. In high
school I was
called the Devil. Recently I was called the chosen one by a married woman
who

wanted to cheat with me. A woman, daughter of a minister, called me an

angel, and
added to that I was a chosen one. A man said that he prays to me. That
same man
asked if he could bow down to me. A different man asked if he could worship
me. I
told them to worship God and the married woman to go back to her
husband. My
sex life was very active throughout my life, though especially when I was
in high
school. I had a foursome with three women one night during my high
school years.
I love my family, at least I do my father's side. My father was a member
of the
Banditos in Albuquerque. When I was young he let me make my own
mistakes. I
could smoke and drink and when 16 my high school girlfriend lived with
me. Both
of our parents allowed it. My sex life was very active and still is. At this
time in my
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life I am making my dreams come true. Since the time I was 12 I wanted
to form a
religious cult. Starting so late afterward is good, not bad, as I had studied
and
learned the entire time between. Books like on Scientology, Satanism,
Christianity,
and Buddhism. I've read about religious groups and churches, and a very,
very
thick set of books in the study of the history and development of
Christianity. But I
have experience too. I have lived with drug abusers and criminals in the
homes of
friends and friends that were more enemies than friends. I lived with two
bi sexual
women last year. I couldn't pass that up. My films and music were me
and were
carefuly selected. I've had a great life and now what much remains of it
will be work
on the formation of Christian Satanism.
Materialism should have better methods than it does. Materialism causes
murder.

If a person can't have the best he will rob to get it. The desire for money
causes a lot
of fucked up things. As easy as it is for anyone to make drugs in their
home and
turn a very large profit, a person under just the right condition will do it.
Women
sell their bodies, which is very easy for some of them. Prostitution causes
the
spread of aids and increasing drug sales and abuse. People don't care
anymore.
They just want the money and the things of money. I heard a clerk at a
store say
they just refund the things they aren't allowed to, things that are useless
after re
purchase such as pre paid cell phones and pre paid cards, because they had
been
pressured to. At a store there was someone trying to return an item that
he
scratched the serial number off of. He insisted it came that way. I don't
really care
though. If I said the truth, I really don't care at all. In fact I like it.
These things are

being forced on us by some pretty mother fucking evil people. These are
the types
in big buildings living in lavishing homes that work to sell sex to kids
through
music, music that encourages drug abuse and greed. It's too bad that they
aren't
robbed and shot. People are reverting back to their tribal ways. There are
ways to
get many things for free and sell them much cheaper, cheaper than the
greedy fucks
in large corporations wouldn't spare. Is a plastic CD really that expensive
to
reproduce? People around me are making their own things and selling
them, which
is good. As for drugs they should be legalize. Legalizing drugs is just
giving people
the right to make their own mistakes. It doesn?t cause a lot of harm. Let
the stupid
and foolish prick their selves with powerfully addictive drugs. If they harm
someone afterward, arrest them for the actual crime, not for intake of a
fluid or pill

or smoke. Tax the hell out of them. Isn't that a good thing? To make the
stupid
carry the most weight? If we don't then we who are responsible will carry
it for
them. I don't even have to fight for such a cause. In a materialist society
people will
get what they want at any cost, which will often be hurting those that are
greedy,
and I want them hurt. They fuck with the innocent. Drugs can't be
abolished.
That's stupid. That's absurd. They have a war with no ends and sooner
or later
people, more and more, not less, no more influenced by sissy propaganda,
will
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overtake those that prevent them from getting what they so desperately
demand.
That will not be such a pleasant time. The time I look forward to is the
time after,
when the dust has settled and people return to their tribal ways.

Christ was no God of religion. Religion is corrupt. Christ obviously

never had any
active involvement with religion. Religion is a thing of man. If it were not
then
there would not have been witch killings far in the past, nor modern day
suicide
bombers, false and often perverted Messiahs, greedy money collecting
priests and
so forth. Religion is obviously corrupt, without failure it fucks things up.
I can only
wait to see if mine will do the same. I do know one thing, and that is that
my fate is
unfolding as I do what I am doing. I know many more things than that
but at this
time in my life that is the only mystery I have to unsolve, as I do what is
in my
heart to do, not knowing the will of God. I would love to know the will of
God but
that is not a practical pursuit. I don't hear him in my head guiding me.
Even if that
were so I would count it as schizophrenic. God would have me do what I
am doing.

But I don't take steps toward a will that I do not know. My fate is
unfolding before
me. I have proof of it when it is that I pray for help and here comes one
that shares
my same birthday. There is Marika, who came to me after another with a
near
exact name, that other would have been my greatest help, but instead of her
it was
someone named Marika, whom I am now dating. Then there are some
that have
approached me and it turns out that they live closely near by. So I am
certainly
receiving the help I need, and that help has the name of God written all
over it. I am
a tireless worker. I have spent enough time on what I have and will spend
more
time on what I am doing. I wouldn't do anything else. Certainly not. It
is
something I have wanted nearly my entire life. When I was 7 I would
have lead a
religion. I was very devout. Now that I am older and have matured, have
grown

into what I would become, I am doing it, and better than I would have
with lack of
experience. Christian Satanism will certainly go places. I have an
unfaulty faith
that it will. It will take a continued work, but it will be done. My work
will continue
until I die. When I have died I will be ready. I haven?t done anything I
shouldn?t
have. The memory of me is more important than what is gotten from
brainwashing.
I don?t collect donations and I won?t screw you and my legacy. I want to
be
remembered as one of the few, if not the best, and I have made it as good
as it could
be, that did not brainwash. Follow me down a road that no other would
have set
forth, set forth by God for me, and prepared by my hand for you to walk
with me
alongside. I don?t lead anyone.
There is a religion of Hawaii known as the Huna. Although as we see it
as a

brainwashing ploy created by a psychiatrist (after all, what sort of

psychiatrist
makes a religion), although this is so, its basic principle by which it is said
to be
fully understood is a good and useful one. Its foremost belief and practice
is entirely
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composed in the statement that, "energy goes where attention flows." We

replace
the word energy with the word, "action," and the word, "flows," with,
"desire." So
with it less esoteric and befuddling we have it understood as "action goes
where
desire flows." But that is still a little stupid. So we replace the word,
"goes," with,
"occurs," and the word, "flows," with, "is made." So having a better,
less confusing
statement of "action occurs where desire is made," however, that isn't

grammatically correct so we change the, "where," with the word, "after

a," and
then after made we have, wait, okay so we change, "is made," with,
"makes it
happen." So finally we improved the original Huna statement of "energy
goes
where attention flows," by making it, "action occurs after desire makes it
happen."
And just like that we have a statement that a psychiatrist made cleverly
brainwashing made into a statement that is straightforward and doesn't
have to be
understood over years of use.

DRAGONISDECEPTIVTUS

The parable of the downfall. That demons are put on this earth to fulfill a
purpose,

not released from earth until that purpose is fulfilled. Free! Free at last!
Or to
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continue, following into reincarnation, those that would complete that

purpose.
We are guided, secretly. We meet up with those that accomplish our
purpose. Yet
that there is one that will not let things finish. And time and again this the
case. But
who is the he, the she that would uplift us back into the heavens? God
dictates even
the demonic. To rest is to be complete. To wait is sublime. To return is
to have
restraint. But what full and mighty force is this? To bring about
destruction in
God's name. A symphony that begins in with all of difference harmonized
together.
Then, at the end, a wonderfully hidden dissonant strike of a chord and the
human
race atoned. Heaven fall down upon earth now, rather than keep them
waiting.

Death comes before the fall. Abaddon comes after the anti jesus christ. But
where
are you? You, hidden. You that would bring about the end? My guide lead
me,
before this becomes intolerably stupid. She is the one with a hidden name.
The one
without a name. The game was there in the beginning. There was I.
There am I,
without her. She knows not who she is. I myself am unsure. Together we
will unite.
Together they will fall. There is no divine purpose given to those that
would not
claim it as their own, whether or not they want the name of it doesn?t
matter. Let
the madness begin.
A little secret, secret because it is telling you a deep truth about myself,
that secret
is that I play many roles. My favorite films and music have always been
very much
about me, but, more accurately, people who know me think that this is so
when it

isn't. They were when I was a child. Then I got older. What I did later
in life was to
try to make others believe that they were about me. They aren't fun to watch
anymore. They are just ideas to inspect. I am an intellectual person. I
took a
psychological test recently that determines whether you are intellectual or
emotional. I completed the test in an old book and I didn't know what it
was for,
but completed it, and, knew a closer truth about myself. The test resulted
in an
arrow on the paper. The arrow either goes through the center area, upward,
or
downward. Center is both intellectual and emotional, upward represents
much
feeling in a person. Mine went completely downward. My psychiatrist had
told me
not long ago that I am her only client with abstract conceptualization. The
test
turned out the same answer and that amused me. I guess my doc was a
good choice.
I have done the myer's brigg many times. The myer's brigg determines
different

aspects of personality split into several types. Mine used to be INFJ,

time and time
again. Then I got older. For many reasons, because of different
environments, and
mostly from challenging myself, my life and my thinking changed. I took
the test
again and it now shows that I am an INTJ. This is the thinking type
with intuition.
Abstract conceptualization is the trait that I am most proud of. I am also
happy to
be an INTJ. Most of my happiness comes from ideas that I trigger in
order to
partly stimulate pride and partly impression. I do get angry, but very
little. When I
do get angry a moment later I am calm. I know anger and negative
emotions too
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well to let them bother me. I can let go of things. Ideas and thoughts
entertain me.

Satisfied is a word that describes well how I fell, but it is closer to peace
and further
from a type of mania to be called contentment or pleasure. My intellect has
helped
me far too much for me to stop using it. For example I don't easily feel
stress. I am
able to understand that stress is only a series of misplaced thoughts overly
focused
on things such as the end result and an alternative use of my time, and that
the
choice of what I set out to do is relevant no matter what reasons come forth
to
change my mind, to do something better, when I have already determined
that
something needs to be completed. I am intellectual and wouldn't have it
any other
way.
When did I find it out? Well I have always liked it, from my earliest
memories. I
would play doctor as a toddler with another toddler that my mother baby
sited. I

don't know WHY we played doctor and undressed and such. This is
interesting
though. And it is innocent. I have the theory that as the mind develops even
from
that early of an age, that sexual thoughts gradually readjust to what they
become
as you become older, later able to reproduce. In other words when it comes
to the
sexual thoughts in your early pre-reproductive youth they are there,
forming.
When I was four I had a pee fetish. I wanted to be more intimate with my
female
companions. A little later in life, still young, I would play games with the
girls that
made sex seem alright, where I would run from them, pretending to be
afraid, and
they would chase me and kiss me when I did. I hit puberty early. I was
nine and got
a hair down there, a very long one that I removed. I didn't know what
these things
were. I didn't know what was happening to me. My wet dreams made me
feel like

something was very wrong. I learned from my friends, not my parents. I

asked my
step father what sex was and he pointed a finger in one hand, made a hole
with his
other, and said, "when this goes into this." I liked sex long before I knew
what it
was. I liked it best a teenager. Now that I am older I still do.
The Devil's cross given to those who take the name of Christian Satanist
is a cross
that is the execution of opposites. Inasmuch as I know what I am doing,
and have
chosen to do what I do for good reason, I choose, not choose against,
calling myself
a Christian Satanist. Also, whatever is unpopular in your own time is
popular the
next. Our name cannot be ignored. It says much to say that the music of
one
generation, though disliked, disapproved of in its time, is very popular the
next.
Satanism has said this before. That counter cultures become mainstream
sooner or

later. But what now, now that Satanism isn't a particularly unpopular
thing? It is
becoming main stream. What after that? Everything but us is what is left.
Controversy has been made cheap. We are the final dime. The truth will
not let us
suffer on the Christian cross. On the contrary, the truth uplifts the
Christian
Satanist whose cross is the cross given to one and all. We do not put
ourselves on
the cross of Christ. We un do that. Too many Christians put their selves
on the
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cross of Christ. We don't. Yet we have a different, unrelated cross, and

right now,
for me, it is to be understood. Which I don't wish to be, and I'll leave it
at that.
Opposites cause conflict. The pulse becomes quicker. Up and down it goes.
It
becomes quicker and quicker the more a Christian Satanist goes back and
forth.

The Devil's cross in this is that the Christian Satanist must be what he
or she is
without impulse, without changing too much, too often, and certainly not
too
strongly. The opposites that cause inner conflict is Satan's cross. The
reward is
that we are reincarnated.
The power of association is the power to improve your life, thinking, and
what you
are able to do, what you should do, what shouldn?t be done, and many other
things.
Many answers are found simply by being aware of associations.
Associations make
each person very different than the next. One person may hate something,
even
despise it, yet another either loves it or isn't bothered by it. There are some
that
hate sneezing. One time they sneezed one someone and got knocked in the
face for
it, let's say, and that is an example of association. They could have been
pressured

for long periods in their life, even punished for failing to be what was
considered by
their parents to be the best. Reward and punishment is very typical to
association.
But it is more than that. Sometimes it isn't punishment but is harsh. A
person with
a bladder infection will go for some time not wanting to release their
bladder, or in
another condition too frequently, and the same goes for Tommy made fun
of for
wetting the bed. Those that bobble back and forth do so to relieve stress,
typically,
and a habit is aligned with release of stress in their minds. A very
important point,
the point to all of this is, that you may become better than these things, you
can
very well become yourself by being aware that you are not one to be dictated
to, by
your parents, by the impulse to bite your nail, by what association made
you who
you are. Be instead fully yourself. Use this to your advantage. You may
even

become well at rewarding your own self. Do learn lessons. Just don't
learn them
from assholes. Learn what people really want, instead of what some bitch
or
asshole made you believe of what all people want from you. It's simple.
Be aware of
association. To be aware of it is to have it under your own mastery, and
with that
master yourself.
To let go is to bring forth. The topic of this video is a topic of Satanic
magic as
understood by a Christian Satanist. A typical magician uses candles and
odd brick a
brack to bring forth someone that she or he loves. The Christian Satanist
uses
magic that works. If there is someone that you love, are to pursuant of,
you will
very likely never have that person. It is nearly entirely doubtful that as
long as you
cling to that person and try to have her or him that you will never have him
or her.

What reason do you have to not let it go? If you think that your ceaseless
effort will
reward you, someday, with just the right trigger, just the right words, you
are
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wrong. They don't want what they are sure to have. Better that you let it
go and
wait. Wait indifferently. Don't wait with one eyeball looking one way and
the other
the other way. It feels good to let go. It is a return to many people, those
that you
have either ignored or neglected for the sake of but one. Have purpose in
your
heart. If you are lonely then know that there will be no change to it unless
you act
to bring others to you. My lady doctor said that there is nothing a woman
hates
more than being ignored. This makes sense. Women get much attention
from men
throughout their lives. Remember too that hate and love are very much the
same

thing, where it counts. When you are hated you are loved. People do not
hate what
they feel equal or better than. That just makes sense. And as a favorite
point that I
like to make, make big lies about yourself. There will always be that one
person
that believes it. It is Christian Satanic to fool the non Christian Satanist.
We are a
group. We are not an outer presence, that which others are. When you have
let go,
you will be more yourself. Continue to make things better in your life,
every day.
Ignore the object of over drive desire and when it is that you are very good,
very
successful, the two will go hand in hand as though to suggest that maybe
that
person that used you wasn't so great and high above as she or he thought.
This will
be their own thought, trust me. A more important point is that if it cannot
be
changed then do nothing to change it. How can something you go to ever
come to

you? But the best point to make is, it simply feels very good to let go and
return to
being yourself again.
From my most favorite version of the Holy Bible, the NET (New
English Translation:
Brief exact quote: Ecclesiastes 2:24. . There is nothing better for people
than to eat
and drink, and to find enjoyment in their work. I also perceived that this
ability to
find enjoyment comes from God. 2:25. . For no one can eat and drink or
experience
joy apart from him. 2:26. . For to the one who pleases him, God gives
wisdom,
knowledge, and joy, but to the sinner, he gives the task of amassing wealth
only
to give it to the one who pleases God. This task of the wicked is futile, like
chasing
the wind! Ecclesiastes is my favorite book of the bible. It is noticeably
Christian
Satanic. I can relate to Solomon much more than I can relate to Jesus,
although I

believe the words of both. I hadn't read this verse in so long. I qualify. It
makes me
feel better, well, to know that if I enjoy my work, and as I am not doing
it for
wealth, that this enjoyment comes from God. I hope that I am alright with
God. I
believe that I am. This verse is very true for me. . I enjoy nothing more
than the
purpose I have, as shown on my channel, by my once a month for a year
book
publications, all of my work. I enjoy doing what I am doing and am not
at all
stressed by it. I have given myself the title of a Christian Satanist. I am
not getting
into the details of why, not here, but those that know me well know that I
am
justified, and that is known by knowing what I have published. There is
a Christian
Satanic book of the Holy Bible, it is Ecclesiastes. This pre-Christian
book of the
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Holy Bible is a true book of wisdom. Its author relentlessly pursued and
analyzed
wisdom, his own thoughts, emotions, and decisions throughout his life.
This book
isn't a new reading for me. I've read it years ago, and studied it from
there. It is said
to be the most difficult book to understand, especially because it doesn't
always
seem to be. Some of it is somewhat vague. For example Solomon states
more than
once the term "life under the sun," meaning, in fact, life without God. He
summarizes that few things are truly worth anything, the things that are
valuable
are all given by God. That without God life has no meaning, and that
purpose and
substance are both meaningless for those that simply live under the sun.
To work
for the right purpose is to enjoy that purpose. To work for something like
money
alone or material alone leads to difficult, even unbearable, work.

This is a topic that my Mady suggested. It is about how the human race
has the
tendency to replace their natural emotional state and their religious cause
with
food, drugs, and sex. Religion is very wrapped up in these topics. Most
are a good
guidance to either not indulge or to indulge the right way, such as
Satanism, which
separates indulgence from compulsion. The Christian Satanist can go
many
directions with teachings on food. There is the ascetic, or past ascetic, who
has
trained his or her stomach. For them food is something to survive with.
That is
there choice, and a choice that makes them thin. Over eating is commonly
known
to be caused by an emotional problem, an imbalance. The Christian
Satanist has a
wealth of information to learn from in order to master her or his emotional
well
being. If that wants to be seen, or needs to be proven, see it in my books.
We teach

that drugs should be legalized. That each person should be able to make
their own
mistakes. Taxed, and money dispensed to the non drug abusive. And sex
is a topic
spoken of in my other videos and in my books. We believe that sex should
be kept
naturally natural, but never unnaturally natural. Religion provides
purpose. It
provides answers and offers love, hope, and unity, it provides many things
that
replace the need for too much food, too much drugs, and too much sex. I
have seen
more than once those coming to a religion that have suddenly dropped the
need for
the three. Religion provides all people things that they need but lack in life,
in ways
that no other thing may provide. If your emotional state is not mastered,
if it is not
given the control it requires, then it will be your Master itself. It will
dictate and
control you. Religion is powerful in preventing this. Christian Satanism
is one

made purposefully to help you master your emotional state. If you have no
religion
and your emotional state is misdirected, then you will find other masters.
This is my answer to the question, what are the differences between male
and
female sexuality? My answer is, there isn't much difference but the
differences are
noticeable. Sexuality does very much depend on environment, up bringing,
what is
taught about sex and so on. Desire is always there. In fact it is more over
powering
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for those that don't release it, as with emotion in general. A man with an
abusive
father who treats women the wrong way, that man will develop fantasies
of
harming women, such as rape. One sexual thought, taught to be wrong by
one
father, is alright with another, taught by a different father or parent.
Women who

have more sexual and exhibitionist mothers will likely be the same way.
On the
other hand if she sees it as wrong for whatever reason she has, then she
may have
found good reason to not do the same. That is where there are very many
sexual
differences from person to person and is a little too off topic to delve into,
and far
too broad to generalize. But is relevant to mention, sexuality is determined
largely
on environment, more than gender. That environment, or upbringing, can
make a
man more weak than another. That weakness is part of his sexuality.
Some men
prefer to be dominated. Some are dominated, and there are those in
between. You
can learn a lot about a man and his sexuality based on his environment
and
parenting. The same goes for women. Where one woman sees stripping
as only a
job another considers stripping very wrong. So one teaches the other and
one man

teaches the other or goes along with what a woman who doesn't want it
done
would say about it, and the men in the strip clubs sees the men that say no
as a sissy.
It is male to make baby after baby after baby. It's just popping his cock in
and
releasing his seed. For a woman it is different. She doesn't want to raise
or create an
imperfect baby. So this is the only thing left to be said, women are more
careful
than men and are sexual in a feminine way. Men are sexual in a male way.
Where it
is that men and women are the same there sexuality is the same, except for
causes
of environment.
Better to be lightly misunderstood than impossibly misunderstood. Few
are
willing to dig fifty feet to uncover your thoughts. But the person who looks
for
treasure will dig deep, the better your treasury of thought the deeper they
will dig

You will lose some quality of life if you afraid of dying. To see it as an
end is a
monster to some. If you do not care that others suffer or that things around
should
be improved, then you will share their suffering. But, of a better
importance, you
will suffer if you forget. If you don't remember that your parents loved
you, held
you, and cherished you. That you had friends who secretly wanted to
impress you,
many times in your life. Many times too there were lovers who loved you.
There
are those to love as your parents loved you, that you have held. There were
times
when the music uplifted you and the films captivated you. Would you know
that
God loves you? He knew when you felt you were not up to his standards,
and not
up to the standards others have placed on you, too. But you were always
up to His
standards. He knew when you cried out for food. He knew when your
dreams were

not reached. When the light grows dim and death comes walking toward
your door,
will your purpose have been good? Love eternity. Love those around you.
It all
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comes to you in due time. That which is gone will return, if it is something
you
want. We are all enemies to each other. Yet we all suffer the same.

Book Five

1
It has been frequent enough for those that I have crossed paths with that
they
would be inspired to create a religion of their own. I hold no secrets on the
benefits

of doing such a thing. I hold no secrets here, either. Those that do have
wealth,
power, and sex ahead of them. I have influenced others to create a religion
of their
own three times just recently. I have too much respect to name them. I do
wish
them success, however. There was a man who wanted to write a bible of
paths.
There is a woman working on a book making all religions into one
religion. And
there is another person I wish success to. I hope that one causes a lot of
mayhem. I
will keep an eye on their progress from time to time. I am happy to sit on
the side
lines. Christian Satanists may deceive the non Christian Satanic. With
the non
Christian Satanic there is the dictum that if it isn't illegal it is fair game.
I have
taught that all along. This simply makes sense to me. There are those not
practicing Christian Satanism. Why should the Christian Satanic expend
their

values and moral practice on them. Is that fair? That's like free coffee
refills all day
for the price of one cup, without a tip. No, absolutely not, a Christian
Satanist
deserves to have target practice and the hunt. The point to be made is you,
Christian Satanist, may fool others. We want to collect wisdom from
different parts
of the globe, which is very easy to do anymore, essays, however brief,
statements of
personal philosophy, sum them up, wrap them up in a package and sell
them as
global bibles. These, the bibles of humanity, perhaps the only thing that
can be
done to undo the outdated and keep progress afloat. Listen to me! I talk
so strange.
But I guarantee you, our ideas will work. It will be when the which isn't
known to
be which that our success will come forth. So fool others, Christian
Satanists,
expending your values and practice only on the Christian Satanic. It
makes sense to
say that if you don't, then you are not Christian Satanic.

2
Letting go is about admitting that you were wrong, in many ways, many
times,
sometimes very deeply wrong. It is admitting to yourself that you were
not that
good or great to the other person, the object of your unreasonable affection.
It is no
wonder why obsession is not easily undone.
Those that find a way to stop and turn away from an obsession have gained
a great
strength. In time you may even learn to turn that into something more
broad, into
the love of many. It feels good to let go. Let that be your reward. Speak a
truth to
yourself that is not easily spoken. Be genuine to yourself and let go of the
one you
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are obsessive over. Practice the Christian Satanic chant "she farts just
like every

other woman she farts just like every other woman." You may ask
yourself if it
would be good in the end even if you were to succeed in taking that person.
It is,
after all, taking someone if you do. It is not love you are given if you
succeed. It
would be submission. If you are like me and have had one, then you have
made the
object into a perfect one. One without flaw. And you have re adjusted your
own
behavior to suit that woman (or perhaps in your case him. Women too
become
obsessive.) It takes just two things. The first is admitting the truth to
yourself. The
second is overtaking the denial that the person could in any way, now or in
the
future, be yours. There are many people in the world. There is one for
you. There
are many for you. But the one that you develop unhealthy emotions,
thinking, and
behavior over is certainly not yours. Again, even if you succeed, it isn't
love. In one

way of thinking it is like those stories of forced marriage. Don't make

someone
want to be with you. If it doesn't work early don't make it work. The
longer you try
the longer you will suffer and the more difficult it will be to overcome.
3
Have you ever piled problem on top of problem only to create a burden that
need
not be? Things may not be bad. You may have what you need. Food, a
little cash,
shelter, some adequate entertainment, they all may be all around you. But
those
that take these for granted and lose only one good thing may push to reclaim
that
one thing: unfortunately, this is sometimes a drug. That isn't as easy to
fix. Is your
loss temporary? If it is you have an opportunity to adapt and adjust to loss.
As long
as you have food and shelter things are well enough. Even better if you
have a little
entertainment and at least some greater needs available and there. Things
may not

be so dreary after all. Take a moment to be happy for what you do have and
if it is
temporary then know you will have it back when the time comes that you
can have
it again.
4
They are the rules of involvement that I learned from a wise Satanist:
That I learn
to recruit the right and be the right way. The lesson of placing no special
importance on those that come into your life. Avoid speaking anything that
shows
you are weak. With these two followed you will gain just about anyone's
faith, if it
were possible to begin with. Let your colors be seen, too. These rules are
right,
they are not bad, they are not hateful. God made our world and race the way
He did.
He did not want love or sympathy to be forceful things.
5

There is a little known practice found in those of the Holy Bible that God's
will was
come to known through exhilaration and joy. This was sometimes done
with wine
and song. God is sometimes close to those that have drunk. It is when the
wine
brings us closer to God that this is so. Jesus opened up to those he drank
with in
one part of the gospel. It is more right to drink with this purpose, the
purpose of
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doing so to come closer to God. God wants us to celebrate in joy. This is

obvious, if
you read the Bible. He cursed us. To overcome that curse submit, and then
celebrate through that. Does the Lord rule a kingdom of unhappy and
dissatisfied
servants? No. But He doesn't rule over fools either, and is wise, fully so,
to rule in
guidance and want to share that wisdom. To know God's will open
yourself up.

Open yourself up with alcohol. But do not go in the wrong direction with
it. It is a
slightly unsafe method. It will contradict itself and will shame you to drink
to
anger or too much inhibition, too much impulsitivity. Done right it is a
good way
to open yourself up to God and become closer to Him. Self discipline (self
control)
is appreciated with this method. Don't have too much of it. This, therefore,
is an art
that is applied well with practice. Too much alcohol, wine, whiskey, beer,
whatever
it may be, is only too much with you lose control and become belligerent or
foolish.
If you can drink a lot and be good with God, even become closer to Him
and open
up to Him with it, it is because of the alcohol. But the same thing can move
you
away from Him and that becomes more likely the more you consume.
Those are the
reasons that alcohol is alright with Christian Satanism and the reasons
why may be

made unright.
6
Values should make one person valuable to another or many others. Some
values
should be one to one and others one to many. It shows general respect and
imparts
well being with the interaction of others. Some values may even add the
self
discipline needed to be as good as you may be. When we are well with our
own
selves we are well with others. All societies need that each person has their
own set
of values that are followed. Those values should not be dictated unless
society
needs that it be so. Some values societies will always either need or need
most of
the time. Some vices societies can not tolerate and in a person's right
thinking these
should not be permitted, though as some times in history are permitted.
There is a
time for everything and so it is sometimes inevitable that what was good
one day is

bad the next and what was bad one day is good, even encouraged, the next.
People
should be aware that when they strictly follow values and do not commit a
vice that
they are more likely to brag upon this. This isn't good. It may seem to
make others
do the same but more often it does not. More often things like excessive
discouragement from a vice by those saying you'll be better if you don't
give the
appearance of high mindedness. It's counterproductive. What it comes
down to is
that they are saying, "be as one of us, we are better." This comes across
as "You are
different. We don't like who you are." Let values be kept personal, though
there,
with the ones followed that are the most rewarding, the ones not followed,
the
vices, the things that a person has chosen not to do, do them and be around
those
that don't. You may even brag in your ways when being around those that
don't do

certain things, things you yourself do not do. Just don't use these certain
things to
gang up on others.
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7
For good or bad if you are a ruler of the earth it is because the Lord has
given you
that power. You are sharing it with Him. The nation that rules over all
nations is a
nation of God. He does with it and empowers or overthrows it as He wills
in
wisdom. Individual power is also given by God to suit His own purpose.
Those that
are fat on the land may only be so temporary. There is a time of judgment
for all
sinners. The atomic bomb dropped on Japan was God's tears. The civil
war was a
resolve to continue rightly, the setting up, the preparation of God's will for
the

nation of the US. That was made so for His sake of equality. God shapes
the earth
and all that are in it. The earth is his favorite place in the universe. Though
He did
destroy it at one time, this time the first earth age before the time of Noah,
He knew
what good it would bring, and by his hope and second chance, even as a
type of
submission to that hope of things to come, He brought it back. He restored
it and
marked it, gave it, a power, a special place. Our earth has a special place
in His heart
and is given much time and thought. The obsession of it found in Ezekiel
was
reflected too much upon, and so the Crucifixion of our Lord and salvation
for
salvation. It is good that people not forget their savior. It is good to spend
time
talking to the Lord. That every time He is spoken to He is remembered,
and this is
His will, that when we remember Him He will remember us. It is not
altogether the

giving of one thing to get another. But it mostly is. It is not a Karma and
it is not a
fixed programmatic exchange. He is not a genie in the bottle either. He is
very
much human. Humans are very much like Him, if even far less perfect. A
relationship with God is rewarding. Faith in Him pleases Him. And to
speak to
Him is to speak to an almighty omnipotent and wise being.
8
The words of a self fulfilling prophesy are words that you repeat in your
mind the
right way, continually, in order that they be made real even though they
aren't
before this is done. This is a lesson of a mentor that I had long ago. He
said he
worked at a certain place, continually telling others it to encourage himself,
and
those words, although they were not true at the time were made true in
time. Tell
yourself you are good, he said, and you will be. You may feel down,
depressed, but

what good does it do to tell yourself that? No good at all in fact it makes it
worse, it
drags you further downward. So instead tell yourself even if down hearted
that
things are well and they will become well. Likewise if you tell yourself the
work
won't get done, it won't be. It may be true that saying such is just another
way of
saying you don't wish to do the work, or that you don't wish to feel better,
or be
better. Overcome that voice of self doubt by doubting it and do that by
speaking
against it. Don't let it lead to frustration or anger but simply speak it,
continually,
and it will be known as a truth in time. These are the ways that a Christian
Satanist
chants to his or her self. This is the way we feel better about ourselves and
do
better. Using old ideas in a new and improved way, to evolve those ideas,
make
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them more timely and valid, is Christian Satanic. There is no fixed

doctrine in
Christian Satanism. Truth depends on time. A truth may be held for even
eons,
maybe, but there is no truth of all time, an eternal truth as spoken in a
doctrine.
There are no absolutes. But let us, at this time, make our own truths if
they help us
now and in the end. Be well Christian Satanist, and be well by telling
yourself that
you are.
9
There are some with incontrovertible rules in the relationships that they
will keep
or throw out of the doors. My father had the rule that if a woman left him
even if for
a few days, that if she intentionally threatened to leave and not return, and
did, that
even when she returned he would not let her, would not keep his
relationship with

her. And he didn't, even with my mother, at least not until my mother
repeated it, a
woman that would get drunk and bitch about threatening to divorce. I don't
at all
think that rules or a rule is out of place. There are some things that I
would never
tolerate. Why should I and why should I be with someone faithful to break
them
even once? Rules, after all, are no good if they are allowed to be broken
more than
once. I recently threw a woman out of my life for provoking my anger.
That is my
perfect rule in a relationship, that my anger is not intentionally provoked.
I will
never talk to her again and she only has herself to blame. I offered her the
works
and spent time on keeping things fair and right with her. Then she irks me
a few
times and I was left to wonder what the spoiled bitch was up to. Was she
trying to
piss me off. I had already explained from the start that I am not easily
angered and

that I don't deserve to be angered, am a calm and sound person not trying
to make
other unsettled. But she wouldn't have it and the moment I knew full force
that she
was just going to be a bitch, had provoked me. A little ignored was ignored
after all,
was not assumed to be enough, and so she continued with a blow of
refusing to be
with me. So I dropped her hat, roof, and dime and she can serve her own
purpose of
provoking anger from her partners, which certainly won't bother me.
10
I am greater than my enemies because my enemies do not make me. If an
insult is
given me I consider if the insult is valid or just said to bother me. If it
was meant
bother me I only do more of what I was doing. If it is valid and doing
otherwise
would improve what I do I change to do what should be done to should
change.
There insult which was valid for me is then invalid for their purpose,
actually

counterproductive. To many I can prove unpredictable. They are used to

those that
do things based on reward and punishment from the unintelligent, the less
aware.
I'm better than that. If I listen to myself more than I do them then I am
not
bothered by them and do what I do based on progression and improvement,
or to
do what I do more if it is that another would misdirect me. My cause is
strong. My
ability is great. My talents are many. My belief is in myself, in one part,
and is
never a belief and faith in a human being. I'll do what I do and continue
what I do
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without the little stresses and detours cause by the stupid and lesser. Any
other
term than Christian Satanist does not suit me. To create new titles is
strange. It's

like saying fuck all those others before me. Those that believe such people
are very
often stupid enough to exalt that person very high up. His or her ideas are
somehow more special and indicative of only him or her, after all. Those
that use
old terms are even worse at least where it counts. They are like those
saying hey I
want to be a part of what someone else did want to be better though, as
though to
say, "look at how I do it everyone!" But those remarkable few that take
the bold
term Christian Satanist are very deeply different and stand apart from
them all.
Such cannot even be classified, generalized. They say they'll be them all
and better
yet, are able to be their selves while doing it.
11
When it's all trash anyways which most of the ground before us is covered
in it,
what I am saying is that we are around heaps and heaps of garbage created
by

individuals in their homes. They want a few quick bucks and time is less
important,
even bothersome to them, to even take time to enjoy and create well what
they
create. So then it's the creation of many things instead of a perfection of
one, one
that was made in time, a true work of art. People are making game after
game that
was poor to begin with. The same goes for books, drawings and music.
These
people are just in such a hurry. It obviously isn't about what they make,
it's very
often about the attention they receive for what they've made. Technology
makes us
all super human. What couldn't be done in our youth can easily be done
when we
are older. Technology is progressing so far that these pseudo art forms
are pretty
much just automatic. They are super easy and super talentless because of
it. This
isn't really acceptable even when good things are produced. There are
teams upon

teams of animators and staff creating what is better. There are people
willing to
spend time on what they write. And there are people with real art skills.
They are
the ones that should be given appreciation. God forbid a family member
speaks well
and speaks a lie that their son or daughter is so good at what they do.
Cause then
they'll continue doing what they are doing without having worked on it. I
have to
hide ever more better with all this trash so close to home. Where does it all
come
from? I guess I already answered that. It comes from people pretending
to like
what they gobble up. Then they spit it out and there it is, right in my front
fuckin
yard.
12
We are living in the Age of Satan. This is clear if you look at the evidence.
There
are many that would scoff at this idea. That things are atheist, things are
sexual,

things are secular, but that doesn't mean they are Satanic. These things
are Satanic.
Satanists, not to be confused with Christian Satanism, the two are
separate, they
deny God so much that they are atheists. Naturally they want a secular
society.
The state of the Church is nearly entirely gone. There are radicals in third
world
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countries, but they are terrorists easily and aggressively bombed. It is

good for us
the Christian Satanic that the state of the Church is disempowered. We
believe that
God never had an issue with doing things we shouldn't have done to begin
with,
but the false leaders of false Churches made to seem so. These Churches
were not
Christian. Christianity is a dangerous religion. And so as it goes God
has taken

away it's power. What about that mother that had her son separate and
segregated
from the other students? The one that fought in the courts to prevent it from
happening, and so created a separation of Church and State? Christians
would say
over and over and have said it over and over again that this woman was
evil and of
the devil and all else. But, the Christian Satanist firmly believes that God
wanted
separation of Church and State. Why? The answer is simple but of an
easy truth.
Power given to religion, and especially power given to Christianity,
corrupts,
badly. Do you really think a loving God could condone forced prayer to
Him?
Christians sure do, and fight to make it so. But, they, the Christianists,
not
Christians, have had the tables turned on them as their God has instated
the times
of the Satanist, instating the Age given to Satan. He is the God that gives
a time

and purpose to everything. He is the God that gives everything a place and
a time.
The Age of Satan was due and is here. To me this is a good thing.
Christianists can
no more use their own power and say that it is God's. They can no longer
abuse
God. What a person does in privacy with another is no longer examined
by wide
open peering eyeballs and people aren't threatened to be thrown into hell by
preachers that for whatever wrong reason think they their selves have the
power to
send others there. It's the Age of Satan, the best time in earth's history.
Make the
best of it, roll the dice, live it up, and hope for the best at the end. But,
Christian
Satanist, simply keep your practice, the one I gave, and you will do well
enough, I
promise.
13
When I was very young, only a boy, I spent the night at my cousin's home
with my

brother. We fell asleep on a bed but before we did my cousin opened his
mouth to
tell a terrifying story. He went off saying that there was a headless person
that
would go to boys rooms looking for heads of his own and take them. I
really fuckin
thought he was going to take my head off and was scared to death. This
story
bothered me for some time until I got older. I had begun attending a youth
church
as a teenager. This church had much of my high school class going to it. I
was a
Satanist. I really don't remember why I began attending their youth
church. I
listened to them. I tried to learn from them. But, one night, I decided to
tell the
preacher that I was possessed and needed a demonic exorcism performed
on me. So
with it prepared a certain night I attended that night. I have a voice that
no one
would believe that when I yell I really do sound fuckin evil. So about an
hour into

yelling during the exorcism I had the kids terrified. Very seriously
terrified. Some
of them slept with their parents that night. They were teenagers, like I
was at that
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time, they were nearly adults and were aghast. Rumors quickly circulated
around
the school that it became freezingly cold in the place that night and things
were
tossed about supernaturally. They were not only bothered for the night but
long
into it, for years. My brother told me years later that my cousin had
developed an, I
guess you would call it an emotional fear or something, was disturbed.
Later I told
my brother, "hey, do you remember that time your cousin told me that story
about
the headless man taking heads off of kids?" He looked as though to laugh
at me, for
a moment, and a moment later looked grim and silent.

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There are three phrases repeated frequently by those I meet, and they bug.
It is
almost sure that I hear one of these three while talking to someone. The
first is just
the word, "true." That one isn't so bad. They are reflecting on what I
said or
something. The second is the phrase, this one a phrase not a word, "it is
what it is."
When I hear this I think, don't you care what it is? Does nothing matter
to you? Or
I think, "well aren't you even going to try and change it?" Saved the worst
for last,
the word, "exactly." This is just a cocky way of saying that I made my
own point.
They agreed with my point but instead of admitting that they did they say,
"exactly," to kind of steal my own point from me and make it their own.
They are
all stupid words and phrases, these three, not really understood when
spoken, just
spoken mechanically as popular terms of the day or hour go. Cool is
another bad

one. Cool is just another word for asshole. Sometimes it means, "cool
down." It's
another way of saying "I am stupid, I like stupid," as far as I can
understand it.
Then the eternal phrase, one that will never leave us, the question, "how
are you
doing?" Well I guess I am typing by moving my fingers but to know it
too well
would drive me mad. People have this repository of slogans and sayings
that they
mechanically throw at you during conversations with you, how about the
Christian
Satanic practice of using none of them? Or else use them better. When
asked how I
am I say, "well I've had a good day so far," makes them think they should
keep it
that way, even though they don't know that's how it was meant to come
across.
18
I live for you, Christian Satanist. I have fathered you. I am not without
a God. I do

not corrupt you. You are a child of God. But we do not altogether have a
God. We
are lost within ourselves, wanderers of the universe, but also princes and
queens of
it. We will journey for alone until it suits God's purpose to bring us
together.
Along the way we will be befriended by many, some wicked, others
righteous.
Have faith in all but do not succumb to the causes of your own misplaced
trust.
Abandon those that would not be with you on your journey. Altogether do
this,
without looking back. We are in many, many ways one in the same. We
are unique.
We are different. We are the same as one another but strangers to the
others. Bring
them too to us and we will gather from all corners of the universe what
God would
have: a universe of the Christian Satanic. We will be reincarnated for this
purpose.
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We are grounded upon the middle grounds. On the middle grounds we will
remain,
as we are a pure balance. Christian Satanist be no stranger to me, and
you will not
be a stranger to one another. The Lord God has made all of this so,
therefore honor
Him. Be happy on the cross. Walk with it for an eternity until you have
grown in
full and may be free of it. Then, continuing onward be with us as one in
the same, to
carry the cross of each other, having grown strong enough. The passion of
the
Christian Satanist is that they know that the secret within their hearts
cannot be
tarnished. God is with us all, whether or not others accept that. The Lord
has
walked with each of us for many miles, many days, many years, and will
always be
with us no matter where we are. We accept the curse, even permanently,
and so
walk with the Devil's cross. The Devil too has made us. The Devil is not
able to

destroy or defile us. He is not able, so has no choice but to befriend us, and
if not as
a friend, as a supporter and comrade. That include all the forces of hell.
The forces
of heaven are too with us, when it is of good importance that they are. As
God wills
it, so be with Him, and speak to Him. He will certainly listen, each and
every time.
Learn His word and grow with it. Know too that my word was given to
you
through Him and I would not have it taken from you, so you too do not let
it be
taken. If you must, then fight for it. Let it grow on the earth until we can
travel
onward and away. Let it be preserved so that we must not return.
19
There is a corruption to a capitalist society that we the Christian Satanic
refuse to
have any part of. We allow this, capitalism, but only for the sake of human
progress

and evolution. We have our own economy. Ours is an economy of each

other, not of
the corporate. Inasmuch as we are able we buy from one another. We do
not take
donations. I write it here as I have written elsewhere to stress that point.
We do
not take free money, not in any form. We certainly do create things and
buy those
things from each other, if they are genuinely made by a Christian Satanist.
That is
our own economy. That is our very own shared system of tithing. By
practice we
are not lazy with what we make. Much of society is anymore. Even
expensive
electronics simply cannot seem to keep from breaking down. People throw
up
drawing after cheap drawing online and they do get praised for that and
such
things, such things like a video game made with a cheap but make it easy
game
engine, or a quickly written book. They get praised for their trash. The
Christian

Satanist spends a lot of time on what they make. Usually without stress.
At first
there will be stress with taking much time and putting much thought into
something. But in time that stress will leave and what's left is an
honorable worker
that enjoys what she or he does. We have our own economy. It is a shared
economy.
It is spending money on what we want from each other. There are no
shameful
rules that say you have to praise what you buy. If you like what you buy
keep it to
yourself. Enjoy it. But only if you especially enjoy it should you praise it.
In the
training of a new apprentice it is important that you equip that person to
work and
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to work on what it is in their heart to do. I have said it many times that we
have no
centralized church or a one leader, one leader for us all. That isn't even
me. We are

all leaders that lead. We don't force the following of one. We have many
churches,
some even in homes, others in places such as abandoned buildings. Our
economy is
our work. And our work is a good one, not one lazily and cheaply
construed.
20
Enlightenment is empty headedness. The Buddha was empty headed. He
was an
ascetic. He tortured himself until he had no other choice but to let go. He
finally
just gave up and sit under a tree without any thoughts for 20 years. Those
thoughts of his tortured him. His mind just finally said to him, "alright,
shuttin
off." So he meditated and that was his only solution, which he was very
happy to
have taught. Only it wasn't happiness it was a shut off and shut up method.
Then
people started following him and put words in his mouth by the time they
got to
others. It's all and everything you need to know about Buddhism. I have
studied

that religion, extensively, and others as well. I have much to say about
Satanism
too. Satanism is about the worship of Anton Szandor. They don't worship
the devil,
that simply must be said over and over again. They don't molest or kill
animals.
Then there's the Satanic panic. That was when Anton Szandor freaked
out over
what was being said about him got paranoid and didn't know what to do so
that's
the Satanic panic. He lived such and such way. He did such and such.
Many
Satanists just gobble it all up, most of them, they really do believe his
ceaseless lies,
like how he rode in a train with Marylyn Monroe and fucked her. He had
a pet lion,
which seems excessive and dangerous to me, but valiant and animal
adoring to the
Satanist. So that's Satanism. Then there's Christianity. Christianity
was first
spoken eons ago by a lunatic. He got the wrong ideas. Somehow, at some
point or

another, he got the idea that he was the son of God. Then he simply couldn't
shut
up. He went around and about with an everly increasing idea that he should
be all
and everything to everyone and his very own speech got all messed up and
convoluted. He was a lunatic with strange ideas and strange speeches that
seemed
very profound, but are easily picked apart and simply things to say that
anyone,
especially in a time of such wisdom, could have said. His disciples seem
somehow
insincere. The only religion I take interest anymore apart from my own
is
Scientology. This is one of those that I had an interest in from an early
age. I first
read Dianetics when I was at my uncle's house. Many had this book. I
liked the
book with the volcano. It was an interesting read with very good methods.
It is
ironic, that, the psychiatric doctors would dare say L. Ron Hubbard was
a

schizophrenic. Doesn't that only make an even more powerful opponent

against
them? Psychiatry is a dead system. It messes up society. It's a false
wisdom with
tricks that don't work. It's greedy. It doesn't work, it's as simple as that.
I would
take a society of Scientologists over therapy pill popping patients any
given day. I
am not a Scientologist. I am not able to be audited, and that is the one and
singular
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reason why I am not. I have my own purpose on this earth that doesn't fit
well
enough with being a Scientologist. I'll always hold to heart the goal of
man found
in dianetics. I won't plagiarize. Read it, if you own the book.
21
I will succeed. I am tireless, relentless. I enjoy each and every moment
of what I do.

I don't stop and I won't quit. If anyone can make Christian Satanism a
popular
thing it is me. I like to think that it was only me who would have ever even
tried!
That is why Christian Satanism is my own. You won't find forum piled
on forum on
a quick search of Christian Satanism, of Christian Satanists professing
the word.
The word is hidden, is occult. You'll see us, in time. We will be there and
right up
in front of everything. Who can deny or ignore or even forget a term like
Christian
Satanism? I like to read things online like, "no can someone fucking
explain to me
what the hell is a Christian Satanist?" It is a serious philosophy,
sometimes too
serious. It is an anti name, an anti- label, an anti term, one that doesn't
put you into
a name, an identity. Christians have always been very few and far between.
I could
say a lot on why Christianists should stop calling their selves Christians
and

instead call their selves what they are: which is Chrisitanist. Then there
are
Satanishes. We throw that out altogether. We are the first religion that
cannot
make a name into an identity. Those that try are only going to make fools
of their
selves. We practice, we don't practice for the sake of a name, but for the
sake of
doing and becoming better. I have spent a lot of time on Christian
Satanism. It is
exclusively my own creation. It will have a following, sooner or later. I
think it's
altogether funny to use my name as a "what's with you and names?" When
I write
on a medical application I write "Christian Satanist" under religion. It
says to some
I am crazy. It says to others that I am not serious. It says to the
intelligent that it
isn't your business. I have chosen a name that is bold and stands out. It
is my art. I
wouldn't call it anything else.
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Christian Satanic music is easily known. Can you accurately relate to it?
Does it
bitch? If it is just a bitcher or complaint put to sound then it is not
Christian Satanic.
Bleeding heart broken heart music is not Christian Satanic. If it
motivates you then
it is Christian Satanic. Ironically, Anton Szandor said that metal wasn't
Satanic but
Christian Satanic. Therefore if they go by what he said I guess we just
got a lump
and large sum of music. It should be modern, not soothing strings or
plucked harps.
Plucked harps are ideally music of heaven. Similar to what Anton
Szandor said
about gold being of heaven and should like silver not gold, as he said that,
we say
that plucked harp music is heavenly and should not be listened to but raging
guitars or something else instead. When writing music, please don't be
atonal or
create a lot of annoying complicated dissonance. As I heard another say it
well,

"atonal music is good to the composer but bad for the listener." Classical,
serious
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music, is at it's own fault for dropping into an eternal oblivion. It was
crap after
crap until the Beatles came along and people saw that music could be fun,
ingenuitive, and creative. Have fun when writing music. If it is something
like
metal, then obviously it's not meant to be fun but mean, but be entertained
with
what you are doing. Don't take it too seriously. It's an art. It is an art
that isn't so
much like painting where realism is important. Then again with
photographs
realism in painting is kind of out the door anymore. Beware of music that
pisses
you off. Do you really wish to be seriously pissed off? Then there's giddy
music. I
guess that's good if you have been thinking too much. Otherwise it just
adds stupid

to stupid. Just whatever you listen to please don't listen to music that
bitches and
complains or is about petty problems you only get from listening to.
Musical taste
is an individual thing. But I would rather control you to not let it control
you
making you into a problem of it's own making. Compulsive listening to
music can
be a real pain in the ass when sometimes you enjoy the hell out of it but
that's not
such a problem if it isn't crap after crap of bitching, moaning, and yelling
kind of
going off like a demonic siren. Enjoy music and if it controls you, be sure
it is good
control, that it doesn't corrupt you. With Christian Satanism it is more
about how
it is listened to than what is listened to.
23
Why think that others are stupid? Why not think that others are below you?
Why
not pick on the weak? First if you never think that a person is stupid, that
we are all

equal and the same, then you will honor stupidity and you yourself will
become
stupid. That idiotic thing you did, first there is a person seeing it that
thinks it
wasn't, and so he or she doesn't learn from the mistakes of others, then
there is the
person that thinks, 'what a fucking stupid thing to do,' that person learns
and
doesn't do it. To repeat it, after all, will just shame her or him, and shame
teaches. If
you never think that someone is below you then how can you ever have pride
or
reach above, to become better, to even want to become any better. If
everyone is the
same and no one is below you then what kind of thoughts do you have about
yourself? You are just like her and him and him and her and there is
nothing better
that can ever be done. Why not pick on the weak, at least intelligently, if it
makes
them stronger? They are weak for not fighting back. Then here comes
someone

with the authority to put a stop to it and they think, 'hey, I need more of
them!"
They may even begin looking around and around and kiss ass until they
become
police officers. Art is art and it should all be appreciated. Why? That only
makes
art a poor impoverished thing. Those that don't work just love being
artists. It
requires next to no work. It's even become splash-ons for many. Poetry
books suck.
They are easy ways to fill in space quickly on paper and provide a false
meaning of
hidden meanings to others. I don't like poets. They are sneaky at making
others
adore them and tricky at evoking emotion. They are the "how deeps" and
"how
expressive." Science is given all liberty anymore and we have well proven
theories,
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well built towering houses of glued together cards that because of it's
liberty and

freedom, and a messed up society, is a bunch of convoluted nonsense

developed by
those that even believe their selves. String theory? What's that? It was
right for so
long now it's around as a "well, we aren't so sure," and there are many
instances of
this in science anymore, "well, this isn't true after all," was completely
sure of itself
until then, could have fooled me, but sure as hell didn't. It's okay if he
smokes crack.
He's an addict. Yeah? Let's make some more addicts then. He has lung
cancer from
smoking. Poor thing let's take him out of work and put him on Medicaid.
I have
that same problem, actually, but who am I to not receive what is given. On
second
thought it's better that we take and take. Sooner or later these weakness
sponsorships will be over bearing by the weak and the strong will have to
over take
them, conquer them, and demolish them.
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Love is too much of a mystery for humans. It's very related to sex, too,
making
things worse. Making things yet worse is it entangles itself in other
emotions,
causing some, preventing others. Because of it we have the unfortunate
matter that
love has been spoken of, sung about and made into film after film, song
after song,
book after book, over and over and over and over again. It has the benefit
of
"showing what we are." We must look very strange to aliens, if or were
they to
ever see us. What if they understood it better? Or didn't have it? If they
said
anything bad about it we would strangely argue with them over it. Love
may be
complicated but it really is a human weakness. I think people pretend to
love. I
have tried that to see if I would feel it. It never works. I am lucky not to
have it.
Though I have had infatuation, and wonder if that is what they mean by
it. Deep

obsessions I have had many, and no not one. Am I un up to par for

honoring pride
over love? Pride conquers all. Pride makes you better, if it is well earned.
There is
one thing in life to earn for me, and that is well earned pride. To excel in
a world of
weakness, that is far better than finding that one for me. What would I do
after I
found that one for me, well, what would I have done were I to? I would
have been
looking for that one for me and then go about desperately and passionately
dedicate myself to that one for me. I look for the power and love of all. But
it isn't
love I am after. It's honor, it's a legacy, to be remembered and empowered,
to
become better than I was before, to excel and advance, to never quit and to
dominate, to cast down into the pit those that have wasted their lives on
petty
things (such as drugs, such as button pushing jobs, such on marriage with
kids.) I

will be better, and better yet, I will have that glory. I may be disbelieved
when I say
that love is not greater than what I represent. But what is it to me those
weaker
and below me that are without direction and without what I am and will
become?
Life is not empty for me, not in any way. Life is good. Life is better all
the time. I
see a spot that I have claimed and there I thrust in a flag. I preserve, I
conquer, I
dominate. I will continue until the end. And remembrance of me are my
children's
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children. My children are what I create, that are me, not some spoiled brat
or
spawn of nature needing shit cleaned. I won't have it. I refuse to feed
anyone's
mouth but my own. I am alone, and yet not lonely. I am without loving,
and am yet
loved. I still fuck, but what's fucking got to do with love? If only they knew
what

sissies they were that romance and give weeds to another. There are some
men that
only want to fuck. There are some women that only want to fuck. We are
good
together. Then there are some men, not me, that say pretty things, and
women
who want to be worshiped. It doesn't work with me, and they have their
own, I
mine. Whatever benefits me, that will I learn by.
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In the end and as it was from the Genesis, I am looking for no more than
but my
perfect partner in crime. She is the one with no secrets to hide from me.
And I, as
hers, am one who keeps no secrets from her. She is an animal of lust. And
I am a
man of her lust. Together we sin. She excels. She doesn't sit around
doing nothing.
She is supported. But she doesn't work for "the man," but works for
herself in a way

like my own. We don't share our money. But I do support her. I finance
the work
that she does. Her work is good, is evil, though its evil is hidden. She is
not a
Christian Satanist. She is her own design apart from my own ideas. I
have not met
this person yet. I am looking for her. She is my circle. My confidant. My
comrade.
My equal, not my opposite, not my enemy, one that never provokes me,
one that is
at as much peace as I give to her. I would hold her and love her. We would
be
inseparably close. That is what all of this work is done for. It is done for
the person
I am yet to meet. In my Eden she is my Eve.
CHRISTIAN SATANISM
The Anti Christ
Edition

Adam Jeremy Capps

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Christian Satanism
2013 Adam Jeremy Capps
All rights reserved.
ISBN 978-1-300-72339-4

Contact: www.youtube.com/cappsia
Google community Christian Satanism, or
2121 S Prince St Room 4 Clovis, NM 88101 USA
I live in a hotel literally across the street from the Gray Hound bus
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Even stalkers are welcomed to come visit. Minors are not. Bring ID.
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I dont accept phone calls.

Also by the author
The Christian Satanic Declaration (two editions)
The Christian Satanic Bible (two editions)
A Philosophy of God?s New Earth
The Satanic Vade Meccum
The Church of the Christian Satanist

There are four parts in this book:

1. Introducing: Christian Satanism & The Book of Redemption
2. The Christian Satanic Sermons.
3. The Approach of Christian Satanism.
4. The Practice of Christian Satanism
5. Christian Satanism.

Introduction

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The goal of this book was to have a type of Christian Satanism that I
myself will follow. The older books were older, pre-evolved, even the CS
Bible was too outdated. So here is a book that I can follow, in the long
term too, as its ideas hold true throughout the lifetimes of women or men
who would advance in life and enjoy life proudly in the process. I speak
it like it is: which is done so little anymore, well, it has never been done
enough- that this book offends the weak majority. I crash the pity party
here, yelling out get off your mother fucking asses! It is time to do
something with your life!
I await the day, the night, the ticking onto midnight of my coming Satan!
Where is he? Where is he to be found? I know that when he is here my

eyes will see him. He will put himself on the stage and be known in
power. Man and woman will be beasts, devouring its Christian prey. The
overcoming of haughty falsehoods as it is taken for what it is: pathetic,
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irritants on the mind of man. Weightless writ! It will be flung far away
from me, from them who follow it. It has no power at all. It is worthless
gribble. Christian Satanist: take a stand and protect what you are and are
about. Be a power or be slain. Be demon in the world. Love life. Enjoy
what massive wealth you already have before you. Take nothing for
granted. Take nothing as worthless. Concentrate your worth of what is
owned. Live, and live well! The time is coming when science will open all
doors and there we will stand with all things on earth, through science,
having been made possible. Do this and do it well: have pleasure and
abolish pain. We have amassed many treasures. Do not collect without
enjoying it as a human beast is capable of that, a mindless drone is

incompetent with what (s)he has. We are in a time and place of great
riches.
Let no measurement of your worth and ability to enjoy to be able bodied
and minded be ignored. Let it be unto you that one hour of rest is a
nirvana. What you have is so much more than what those before you had,
and that is increasing daily. Take it in to the very letter. Stride
confidently into the new time and do not lack what cannot be had before
you any given moment for it is already yours to have.
There will come a day and that day is very soon that through science all
things are possible. This so-called hell on earth will separate: to one the
weak, they?ll have nothing. To those the strong: everything. We will have
a great power in the future to decide and fully own what we are and the
things of destiny. Only perfection will mater in such a time. We will walk
and talk with God and it is our responsibility to take this as an utmost
important mater: that what we are to Him and the way He is known is not
left one grain of unimportance, nothing discarded, nothing without
regard.

You are immortal. Believe not the fools that tell you they have proven
otherwise. Believe not those that say such is nonsense. You are immortal.
Spend your time on earth knowing this, and you will not leave without
being prepared to. The lies are all around. Do not be fooled by them.
They are for the victims. See right through them. Be better!
Be assured: time enough in the circle of Christian Satanism makes you
an
unchangeable Christian Satanist. No one will be able to change you
beyond that point save yourself. It?s the best of both plains.
This book is a book of the occult and always will be a book of the occult.
Why? Why call it the occult? What makes it occult? The nature of the
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occult is in hidden knowledge. This book certainly didn?t ignore that in

its making. Picture me as someone that looked deep into the abyss for
hidden material and someone that has long sought that material that God
would hide from my eyes. This book is composed of material of the old,

the hidden, the secret books of old that haven?t resurfaced until
represented again here. This book therefore is a book of the occult and a
rebirth of things otherwise dead and forgotten.
1. Introducing: Christian Satanism & The Book of Redemption
The Christian Satanic Declarations!
(S)he who enjoys life long enough, fully enough, will have gained life
eternal. Fight, and fight to the very end. When the fangs of death pierce
you
be too tough a meat for it to chew up and devour. Contemplate always
what good there comes with the future. Accept no therapy from someone
not yourself. Be your own strength. Uplift yourself. Ascend and overtake!
I am like no other! I am myself! I will show it! I will put it in your face!
These things, unique, represent me in truth! My opinion outweighs your
own! AT ALL COST ABOVE ALL ELSE IS WHERE I
WILL ASCEND OR ELSE- I
WILL DIE TRYING!
Your petty hidden grumblings, Your petty mannerisms, these things that

protect you, that hide you, that are a strength behind being shallow, being
weak they WILL NEVER become me!
My life is what I make it to be. I will excel. Each day is a day to do and
become better and to fortify what was before. I establish my own dominion
and am ready to master what is ahead. I feel not poorly for what I lack,
but
instead eager to do yet better, to enhance, refine, become more efficient, to
learn, to adapt, and to overcome:
THAT IS THE CRYSTAL LAW OF CHRISTIAN
SATANISM! CALL IT LIFES
ENERGY THE ESSENCE OF IT ENSURES LIFE
AFTER DEATH!
What is Christian Satanism? Christian Satanism has its (current)
foundation in the following:
If these result in the practice of Christian Satanism then you are
practicing
it the right way.
(Do or can, or have you have/had)

The Sacred Feeling of Waiting: When either there is not work left to
work
on at the moment or the work itself is complete, even if temporarily
complete (which is to say, you have told yourself it?s complete whether or
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not you may change your mind to this later) then wait. Wait and watch to
see what happens.
The Sacred Feeling of Letting Go. To let go is to take what is tightly
grasped and unclench it. Things have a way of working out and what will
be will be. It doesn?t mean that you don?t try to get anything. If trying to
get something is the best way it is gotten then you should try to get it. But
with many matters, such as relationships, those that grasp tightly will
lose. When you accept that if it works it works, if it doesn?t it doesn?t,
then you will behave better overall and if nothing else will open yourself
up to new opportunities instead of investing all that you can get into
something, which isn?t true, there is much to be had and to broaden what

you try to get is to get more things and to get each of them in a better waya way that isn?t a be-all and end-all. The sacred feeling of letting go is one
of liberation.
The Sacred Feeling of Thinking and Doing for Yourself. There are
none
that should tell you what you think and do is something faulty. This
sacred feeling entails forming your own opinions, your own tastes, doing
things your own way, and these with indifference to what people think of
them. They are, after all, representations of yourself. Though there be
many that dislike it there will be some there that do. To be popular is
very often to be a fake. Be real and true to yourself instead. If it feels
like a good idea then give it a go. Use rationality, however, and don?t
become a fool in the process. It is also alright to blend in, to play the part,
and to give people what they want, if it rewards you.
The Sacred Feeling of Purpose. Without purpose a life is without
meaning and direction. What do you want to do with your life? What will
it take to accomplish getting what you want? In what way do you want

others helped? Whatever it is that you want to accomplish in life first lay
down the foundation and then build from there, slowly, carefully, and
perfectly. Set a difficult goal, reach for the stars. Challenge yourself.
Work on it for such a long time that it is no more a challenge and yet is
rewarding. If, for too long, you have worked on something and it is just
simply too easy, then try something new. The wrong reason to do this is
because you feel like a failure. The right reason to choose to do
something new is because it is a new challenge. If it has legs to walk, and
it is walking, carrying its own momentum, then go ahead and try
something new.
The Sacred Feeling from What is Good. I?ve split this into two ideas.
The
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first, that what is good to have (good food, good company, good gifts at
Christmas, enjoying what you have) and two: The good feeling of doing
what is good and right to do. This is to be justified by God. It can also be

the love of God and feeling love from God. What is holy and righteous
entails the second. Being blessed and the enjoyment of life covers the
first. To have helped another is to have done what is good. To do right
with God is to do good. Any good and justified feeling is a blessing from
God.
The Pursuit of Truth is a practice of the Christian Satanist. What makes
it
uniquely Christian Satanic is how it is done. The Christian Satanist,
being both good and evil, having known and applied both, has a special
storehouse of truths at her or his disposal. We weigh good and bad. We
way the rights and the wrongs. We are always looking for that one
special reason, the best reason to do something, what can be called the
Greater Reason. That there is so much good in something yet bad in it to,
and that bad can outweigh its goodness even though it is less in quantity,
is what I mean by determining- weighing- the good in the bad and the
bad in the good while you do the best- the perfectly best- for the best- the
perfectly best, reasons. Which is greater, doing what is very well you to

do, yet is strange to others, or taking the harder road of keeping it out of
your life? After all, you may be doing it for the wrong reason to begin
with. It may not give you what you want it to, in any case. To dress a
certain way that is uniquely you, you may ask yourself if another is going
to look and think wow that person is really different, interesting, or, if
they are simply going to think they better stay away. We look for the
perfect reason. Knowing the perfect reason we choose to act on it. That is
the Christian Satanic pursuit of truth.
The Acquisition of Power a natural dictate that whether or not you like it
you make your own in life and the best that is had is gotten on one?s own
relentless determination. We are an entity of perfection.
Strength
Challenge
Victory
Mastery
Perfection
Purpose

Self-worth (from yourself and from others especially when the two go hand
in hand- which would make it a Christian Satanic dualism instead of a
CS
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duality.)
These words and others like unto them are what determine the quality and
goodness of life.
Dont ask for something unless its proven to be the only way its gotten.
When you can, tell, show, give me, come over here and see. This,
instead of Will you let me see? May I please have? I want you to
see
something, Could we possibly? Its I want, instead of I need. It
justifies having taken something not belonging to you.
A sound, healthy mind is important to arrive at, healthy emotions
alongside, these will be arrived at with enough challenges overcome, to
have reached for them and having sought them for a long enough time. If

not then know that you are frail and weak, and do not belong in Christian
Satanism.
Here is a lesson that all people are better-off learning: Let go of regret.
Dont be ashamed of the things youve said and done. If it wasnt
something
that physically hurt someone, then dont at all feel bad about it. Say what
you want. Speak your mind. Express yourself freely. Be liberated.
Liberate
yourself. How? Like with most things by practicing. Practice things in
life
that nurture a self-love and self-confidence. It is much simpler than you
think to overcome nervousness and other emotional difficulties by
practicing. When you go a place and theres an attractive woman, dont be
shy and silent. Even if its just saying hello or hi, then say it. Overtime
you
will be confident enough to speak your mind, by practicing it, and if that
doesnt apply to you just remember if you do have any difficulties with
anything else that practice will make you overcome it. Dont be a total fool.

Thats not self confidence. But feel entirely free to be a little goofy or
stupid.
Have only a little self control and if you find yourself being too serious,
which way too many people are, then see them for what they are and dont
be like them. If someone hates you or is angry at what you tell them it is
probably because they are under a same kind of self-restriction. Be
offensive and respectful at the same time. That is indicative of what a
secure person does. Remember that if you put someone above you then you
will hate them. The more you respect and acknowledge yourself as one of
importance the more you are able to love: that is a Christian Satanic
dualism. You dont have to do it to love them. That isnt a relevant reason
to. Say what is on your mind and express yourself as you want to be
known.
At the same time sell yourself as a product, not an offensive odor or
undignified image.
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Learn well the lessons of life. What I teach is mostly good reasoning,
and
I have taken serious time to consider all angles, all points of view. What
I
dont have for you, what is simply lacking, you may find with the pursuit
of finding your own good reasons. Do you feel bad over something?
When
something happens are you left feeling like shit? Look for the best reason
not to, obviously they are there- why, after all, should you ever feel bad?
Life teaches us to teach ourselves. The more reasons you have to feel good
and enjoy life the better.

The Book of Redemption

1.
1. WE ARE a fellowship of Cultists, Schismatics and Independent
Heretics committed to the overthrow of Big Religion.

2. WE ARE the Holy Huns, Vandals and Visigoths ordained by

Heaven to sack and pillage the American Gospel Empire.

3. WE ARE and Apostolic End-time Army, assailing the Ministers of

Mercantilism with arrows of Divine Disapprobation.
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4. WE ARE an invading horde of Sackcloth Prophets and Sandwich

Board Apostles devoted to promoting Heresy and Disunity,
disestablishing Ecclesiastical Authority, predatory-pricing the
Professional Clergy out of business and oppugning the
unwarranted influence of the Religio-Industrial Complex.

6. We are the Righteous Reapers, sharpening our sickles for the

end-time Megacult Harvest.

7. WE ARE the House Cult Movement.

7. WE ARE not to be confused with the House Church Movement,

those pseudo-schismatics who, in the semblance of an
Underground Church, gather in inner chambers to distill the same
Pop Theology of the Industrial Church, having a form of cultliness
but denying the power thereof. (2 Tim. 3:5)

2.
1. We have a similarly low view of the "Emerging Church." Their
middle-class complacency and preoccupation with "finding God in the
prosaic" are an affront to our aboriginal enthusiasm and rip-roaring
backwoods interpretations.
2. Postmodern theology? What are "textual criticism" and "historic
exegesis" to us, who have verily cast out devils, prophesied, wrought
wonders, taken up serpents, received communications from angels and
seen visions of the Seventh Heaven?

3. Interfaith dialogue? What have we to do with the religious rabble?

4. Saddleback Church? Wait till Rick Warren gets a load of the
Purpose-driven CULT!
5. Church Recovery? We favor Church Demolition.
6. The Emerging Church is on the rise in the same way that the stern of a
sinking ship is on the rise just prior to submergence. The sinking ship in
this case is the American Gospel Empire.
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7. The traditional churches, with their Phantom of the Opera hymnody

and Haunted House ambience, are hardly worth speaking of.
8. Lutheranism? For five centuries Lutherans have assaulted the ears of
the Almighty with the worst music He has ever heard, and the cup of His
wrath is nearly full.
9. Calvinism? Chewed-over sawdust.
10. Catholicism? MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE
MOTHER OF

HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.

(Rev. 17:5)
11. Fundamentalism? One of the strangest productions of the American
One True Religion factory.

3.
1. From the days of the Apostles until now, the Professional Clergy Pharisees, Papists, Reformers and Fundamentalists - have been the
vanguard of resistance to the Kingdom of God.
Why?
2. The Apostle explains: "Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have
heard that Antichrist (the Professional Church) shall come, even now are
there many antichrists (Professional Churchmen); whereby we know that
it is the last time." (1 John 2:18) The Clergification of the Church is "the
Abomination of Desolation, standing in the holy place." (Matt. 24:15)
The
Professional Clergy are the Synagogue of Satan spoken of by Jesus to
the

Angel of the Cult of Philadelphia. (Rev. 2:9) Their gospel is the Doctrine
of the Nicolaitans. (Rev. 2:6,15) Their steeple houses "are like unto
whited
sepulchers, which indeed appear outwardly beautiful, but within are full
of dead men's bones and all uncleanness." (Matt. 23:27) God's Word to
the
captives of the Organized Religion System in these last days is, "Come
out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins." (Rev. 18:4)
3 Jesus of Nazareth was a Cult Leader in every sense of the term, and
the
Religious Authorities dealt with Him and His disciples accordingly.
When persecution failed to subdue the Apostolic Cult, Satan said, "If you
can't beat them, counterfeit them." And brought Antichrist into the world.
(1 John 4:3) Professional Churchmen always confuse Antichrist with the
Beast of Revelation - a necessary obfuscation on their part, for Antichrist
is the spirit of Organized Religion, and the Clergy themselves are the
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"many antichrists" (1 John 2:18) whose doctrine is "the wisdom of this

world" (1 Cor. 2:6), the philosophies and traditions of men (Col. 2:8)
presented in gospel language.
4. The literal meaning of the Greek antichristos is not "against
Christ" but "instead of Christ." Antichrist is a Pseudo-Christ, the
spirit of religiosity who animates Institutionalized Antichristianity.
The Industrial Church of the Professional Clergy is the Body of
Antichrist, a vicious caricature of the Body of Christ. (1 Cor. 12:27;
Col. 1:18) The one whom they address as "Our Father" is the god of
this world, Satan. (2 Cor. 4:4) That which is diametrically opposed
to Christianity goes by the name of Christianity. Radical Evil
marches under the banner of Christ. This is the Mystery of
Lawlessness. (2 Th. 2:7)
5. When the leaven of Antichrist (Gal. 5:9) prevailed and "christianized"
the Roman Empire, the Apostolic Cult was forced underground. Then the
Roman Catholic Church inflicted itself on the world, casting Europe into

an epoch of blackness, ignorance and misery known as the Dark Age or

the Devil's Millennium. Then, just as North Europe was beginning to
shake off the yoke of Antichristendom, Antichrist raised up Martin
Luther to lead the Reformation of the Abomination of Desolation, and
Priestcraft lived to fight another day. When the Enlightenment shone on
the humbuggery of Priestcraft, Antichrist shifted the emphasis from
archaic superstition to Judeo-Christian Ethics. When the culture of
consumerism washed over the American Church, Antichrist simply
modified his gospel accordingly.
6. Thus what began as a Cult in Jerusalem became a Philosophy in
Greece,
an Institution in Rome, a Culture in North Europe and an Industry in
America. This is the "Historic Christianity" that anti-cult organizations
hold up as the criterion of Gospel Truth!
7. Under the shadow of Antichristendom, Gospel Truth can only be seen
from a standpoint of heresy, nonconformity and dissent from "Historic
Christianity." In the dark and doleful annals of church history, here and

there a light shines through when a George Fox, a John Wesley or a

Charles Fox Parham devises a new Heresy, revolts against Church
Authority, and a Cult is born. If the Cult manages to survive the wrath
of
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the Professional Clergy for a generation or two, the heresy becomes an

orthodoxy and the movement stops moving. A denomination is a dead
movement, a church is a backslidden Cult. When Cults fall prey to the
spirit of Priestcraft, they start ordaining ministers and building steeple
houses, degenerate into mere churches, and become part of the Resistance,
but never without leaving a foundation on which the next generation of
Heretics can build.
8. In its first stage of senility, a Cult declines into fundamentalism, which
is another name for bibliolatry - making an idol out of the Bible,
worshipping the roadmap instead of following the road.
9. In the next stage of decrepitude, bibliolatry weakens into textualism.

No longer able to endure the direct light of the Holy Scriptures, the
church subsumes them under a mass of secondary literature and
denominational Dogma. Like bibliolatry, textualism mistakes Orthodox
Theology for Saving Faith.
10. Once a religion has gone completely gaga, it collapses into liberalism.
Liberalism - whether in the form of the Metropolitan Community Church
or the Willow Creek Church Growth Model or the Purpose-Driven
Church - replaces bibliolatry with ecclesiolatry. Now, instead of endless
recitations of Dogma, we can go to church and hear sermons about being
committed to the church, serving in the church, bringing people to church,
bringing the church to people, a new kind of church, fresh expressions of
the church, the coming church, the missional church, the organic church,
church next, etc. In the absence of an Immanent God, the church itself
becomes the purpose of the church. It divests itself of all transcendental
significance and thus removes anything that might justify the existence
of a Professional Clergy, but it keeps the Professional Clergy on the
payroll anyway.

11. The insidiousness of Liberal Priestcraft is in the way it humbly

redefines church governance: The Infallible Hierophant of Orthodoxy is
replaced by the "regular guy." The difference between laity and clergy is
no longer one of status, hierarchy or degree of importance, but of
functionality. Of course, collecting the money remains a function of the
clergy. The function of the church itself - which is to provide the clergy
with a living - remains unchanged. The church is now a power plant that
generates only enough electricity to keep its own lights on. It is church
for the sake of church. In other words, church for the sake of pastoral
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salaries. (2 Pet. 2:3)

4.
1. Under the inane commercialism of liberal Antichristianity, the
religious rabble become restless and ready for revolt. The liberalized,
commercialized evangelical church is ripe for a Megacult Harvest.

2. But the Professional Clergy - who have become adept at identifying

and averting potential threats to their commercial interests - have
anticipated the coming Megacult Harvest with a shrewd, last-ditch
gambit. The increasing unmarketability of Bibliolatry and Textualism
has necessitated the emergence of the Emergent Church. "Emergence" is
not a natural social phenomenon, much less a spiritual one; it is a
top-down contrivance of Professional Churchmen scrambling for ways to
save their bacon in an increasingly irreligious culture.
3. In many respects, Emergence is Cultish enough almost to deceive the
very Elect: It promises a New Christianity, a new koinonia and kerygma.
It emphasizes inward experience and unmediated access to God. And like
a good Cult movement, it has an idiom all its own.
4. But beware of Culterfeits, which borrow the language of Dissent and
Nonconformity, yet maintain the fraud of Ecclesiastical Authority.
Beware of false prophets, who come to you in Cultist's clothing but
within are ravening Clergymen. (Matt. 7:15) The Emergent Culterfeit is
a

stratagem of Antichrist designed to forestall the Latter Rain Megacult

Revival by incorporating into Big Religion certain attractive
characteristics of Nonconformity.
5. But this homeopathic inoculation against the coming Heretic Harvest
will not prevail, for Jesus said, "Upon this rock I will build my Cult,
and
the gates of hell shall not prevail against it." (Jesus, as we have said, was
not a Churchman but a Cult Leader, ergo, the Greek ekklesia is properly
translated "Cult.") Peter was made "the rock" because he was the first
to
receive the Great Revelation: "Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living
God." (Matt. 16:16) Therefore Jesus said, "Blessed art thou, Simon
Barjona:
for flesh and blood hath not revealed it to thee, but my Father which is in
heaven." (v. 17) Revelation alone is the basis of Spiritual Authority, and
it
is the Heavenly Father who apportions this Revelation and this Authority,
as Paul said, "But I certify you, brethren, that the Gospel which was

preached of me is not after man, for I neither received it of man, nor was
I
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taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ." (Gal. 1:11-12)

6. Churchmen, on the other hand, receive Ecclesiastical Authority by
being "ordained." Ordained by who? By other Churchmen. Where did
these Churchmen receive authority to ordain new Churchmen? From the
Churchmen who ordained them. Ecclesiastical Authority derives its
authority from Ecclesiastical Authority. This vortex of circular
authorization - this Ministers Guild, this Mutual Ordainment Society is
the corporate manifestation of Antichrist, for Antichrist is that which
seeks to usurp the Lordship of Christ who said, "Ye have not chosen me,
but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring
forth fruit." (John 15:16)!
7. Antichristianity replaces Apostles with Clergymen, Pentecost with

Priestcraft, Anointing with Ordination, Prophets with Profits, Christ

with
Antichrist - and calls itself "Christianity." Does one have to be a crazed
apocalyptic Cultist to see the chicanery of Industrial Religion? Is it even
believable that one billion people believe that this racket is the religion
of Jesus?
8. The contrast between Christianity and Antichristianity is especially
striking on Easter Sunday, when the evangelical preacher invariably
recites Peter Stoner's "Proofs of the Resurrection." The most
compelling
proof is that the Apostles did not profit from the Gospel, but suffered
and died for it, which proves that it is true, since no one would die for a
lie. But the Clergyman who offers this "proof" has a three-bedroom ranch
in the suburbs, two cars in the garage, two weeks paid vacation a year, a
beautiful wife and children and a good name in the community. So what
the preacher is saying is this: "The fact that the Apostles suffered for the
Gospel - instead of making a comfortable bourgeoisie living off of it, like
I do - proves that the Gospel is true. If preaching had profited them as

handsomely as it does me, their testimony would be unreliable." Thus the

Clergyman disproves the Gospel by proving it.
9. "And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make
merchandise of you," said Peter, "whose judgment now of a long time
lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not." (2 Pet. 2:3)
10. Yet Priestcraft can take place without any money being exchanged, a
fact which needs to be explained to that modern-day Cargo Cult known
as the House Church Movement.
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11. The Cargo Cults had their origin in the Pacific Theater of WWII
when
U.S. forces built military bases on remote islands of Melanesia and
Micronesia. The grass-skirted islanders looked on in awe as cargo planes
daily brought in tons of supplies and equipment. The natives believed
that such vast amounts of Cargo could only be produced by the gods, and
they carefully studied the Americans' magic techniques. When the

Americans left, the natives assiduously cleared grassy airstrips lit by

torches and erected wooden control towers with bamboo antennas. A
witch doctor would sit in the control tower wearing a coconut shell
headset and talking into a bamboo microphone while another witch
doctor stood on the airstrip waving landing signals - all in the belief that
these activities would compel the gods to send them cargo planes. After
all, it worked for the Americans.
12. Today "Cargo Cult" is used as an idiom for people who imitate the
outward form of a process without understanding the internal logic of
cause and effect.
13. The Cargo Cult Logic of the House Church Movement dictates that
if
we hold church in homes instead of steeple houses and have open
meetings (1 Cor. 14:26) instead of theater performances starring
Professional Clergymen, we will receive the power, purity and
fruitfulness of the Apostolic Cult. This is a slight misunderstanding of
spiritual cause and effect. A House Cult begins when someone gets a

Revelation, starts preaching the true Gospel and is banished for heresy
by the Professional Clergy. It is not form or venue, but the Testimony of
Jesus (Rev. 19:10), that makes a Cult a Cult.
14. Those who believe that a No-clergy Church Model - or any other
Church Model - will automatically secure the blessings of heaven and
restore the glory of the Apostolic Age would do well to consider the
comic history of the Plymouth Brethren.
5.
1. The Brethren Movement began in the 19th Century when four
Irishmen noticed that there was no biblical basis for a Profes-sional
Clergy and agreed that Clergymen were largely responsible for all the
disunity, error and worldliness in the church, so they organized a
fellowship "run strictly along New Testament lines," with no ordained
ministers. They were confident that this Church Model would end
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sectarian strife and provide a basis of unity for all believers. By the 20th
Century, the Brethren had schismed into 48 warring factions. A whole
cascade of divisions and subdivisions resulted from increasingly inane
Baptism controversies: "household" or "believer's baptism;" indoors or
outdoors; in running water or still; one dip or three; forward or backward.
One faction, the River Brethren, added to river baptism the ordinance of
foot-washing. But then a controversy arose: should one Brother wash and
another dry, or should both functions be performed by the same Brother?
They divided into the One-Mode and Two-Mode River Brethren.
2. The Brethren subtracted pastoral salaries from Priestcraft, and ended
up with Priestcraft, minus pastoral salaries. House Churchers assume
that,
though the Professional Clergy is corrupt and unscriptural, their theology
is right on, and transferring the theology of the sanctuary to the living
room is "Church Recovery."
3. Anyone who puts their faith in a Church Model puts their faith in man.
In this way, the House Church is really an extension of the

Religio-Industrial Complex, whose theology is so man-centered that it

effectively reduces Christianity to a set of formulas. Man has freewill, but
God is an automaton who is constrained by self-imposed laws to respond
to formulas such as Positive Confession, the Word of Faith, the "Altar
Call" Ritual, Seven Steps to This, Twelve Steps to That, Principles
of
Church Growth, etc. - as if God is a static deposit of divine resources who
remains passive until activated by the man with the right formula.
4. Evangelical formulators imagine God as an Object whom they can
control; Cultists know God as a Subject who acts upon and controls us.
God is free, and He does things His way. In the Cult of the Living God,
God initiates and man responds. In the Professional Church, man
initiates, God does not respond, so another formula, another theological
kick, another method is applied, and that does not work either, so they
move on to the next fad, and the next, etc.
5. If the House Churchers understood the infinite gulf between
Christianity and Churchianity, they would be aghast at any suggestion of

a formula, or of planting yet another "church." The House Church

Movement is destroyed for a lack of knowledge. (Hosea 4:6) We will
therefore unravel for them the Mystery of Antichrist.
6. "And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the
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flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of Antichrist, whereof ye have
heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world." (1
John 4:3)
7. Most Churchmen confess that Jesus Christ came in the flesh, 2000
years
ago, but the Bible does not say "He came; " it says "He is come" (the
Greek
perfect tense implies not a mere past historical fact, as the aorist would,
but also the present continuance of the fact). The Incarnation is an
ongoing event as Jesus indwells the hearts of those who believe in Him.
(Luke 17:21; John 6:56; 14:17-23; 15:1-5; 17:22-26; Rom. 8:10; 1
Cor. 3:16; 2

Cor. 6:16; Gal. 2:20, 4:19; Eph. 2:22; 3:17; Col. 1:27; 1 John 4:4) Just
as the
Pharisees waited for Messiah, but rejected Him when He came,
Churchmen today worship Jesus from a 2000-year distance but denounce
Him as a heretic when they encounter Him indwelling the Born Again
Believer.
8. "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot
see the kingdom of God." (John 3:3) The mission of Antichrist, and the
sole purpose of the Professional Clergy and their prolixity of churchisms
and theological systems, is to prohibit the Ongoing Incarnation of the
New Birth.
9. Instead, Papists transfer the Ongoing Incarnation to the Magic
Cracker
of the Eucharist, while Protestants find it incorporated or expressed in the
"local church." Both articulate the fundamental doctrine of Priestcraft:
"Christ can only be found in the local church. He cannot be apprehended
without the services of the Professional Clergy. No man cometh unto the
Father but by us."

10. Thus the Ministers of Antichrist stand before the Narrow Gate
(Matt.
7:14) with offering baskets in hand, diverting seekers from the Way, just
like the Professional Clergy of Galilee, to whom Jesus said, "Woe unto
you, lawyers! for ye have taken away the key of knowledge: ye entered
not in yourselves, and them that were entering in ye hindered." (Luke
11:52)
11. Evangelicals make the New Birth a central point of doctrine, but their
entire system of evangelism and indoctrination is specifically calculated
to prevent the New Birth from happening. They abstract it into a
metaphysical fiction imparted to anyone who recites the Sinner's Prayer.
Sinners are led to believe that if they "make a decision" to recite the
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Sinner's Prayer, they will be Born Again and Jesus will come into their
hearts. So they recite the Sinner's Prayer, and nothing happens. They
return from the altar looking like they have just been to the dentist. They

are told that it does not matter if they feel any different; they are born
again, because they recited the Sinner's Prayer. But they know that, in
truth, they are unchanged, and they wander away disappointed, saying, "I
tried Christianity, it didn't work for me." Or they remain in the church as
"altar tramps," going forward and getting "saved" again and again and
again...
12. The Billy Graham Association did a follow-up survey of 1000 of Dr.
Graham's mass evangelism "converts," and found that after one year, just
one percent were active in the church and "showing signs of
regeneration." Dr. Graham sought to remedy this with a follow-up
program which planted new converts in "sound Bible churches" with
mentors and new believer classes. Another follow-up survey found that
this discipleship program had no effect at all - still just one percent after
one year. Countless other studies of evangelistic programs based on
"decisional salvation" have found similarly dismal results. Why do
evangelicals knowingly persist in a failed methodology? Because from

the Spirit of Antichrist's point of view, it is not a failed methodology at

all; it is a very successful methodology, in terms of debasing Christianity
and sending seekers away empty-handed.
13. We learn from the parable of the sower that there is an interval
between the planting and the harvest, and that the growth of the Word of
God in the heart can be cut short before blossoming into saving faith.
(Mark 4:3-20) Evangelicals have ruined the souls of millions by
harvesting them prematurely.
14. There is a pre-natal phase to the New Birth. The Sinner's Prayer
conversion ritual is no less insane than an obstetrician who immediately
induces labor in every woman who walks into his office, regardless of the
stage of pregnancy, and delivers ninety-nine percent stillborn babies.
The evangelical church is a spiritual abortion mill which industrially
processes the Word of Life before it can mature unto salvation. Those
who receive the Word of God with gladness (Mark 4:16) are mown down
in mid-summer, harvested, mulched and used as fodder for the
Evangelical Money Machine. Many who have been thus "harvested" will

never again receive the Word. They have become "hardened soil." They
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have been rendered reprobate from Jesus Christ by the industry that
claims to be the Church of Jesus Christ.
15. And the captains of this industry have the audacity to pray for
Revival!
Revival?
16. It is almost blasphemous to contemplate what would happen if the
Holy Spirit fell on the Industrial Church as on the day of Pentecost.
Profits would skyrocket. Gaudy Megachurch building projects would
sprout like mushrooms. Hedge funds would invest in evangelistic
organizations. Ministers would sign lucrative endorsement contracts and
adorn their sanctuaries with corporate logos and billboards.
Televangelists would advance from multi-millionaires to billionaires. An
evangelical revival would be a commercial bell ringer and a spiritual

catastrophe.
17. Evangelicals can pray till the Final Trump for the Lord to pour out
His
Spirit on their financial empire, but if there is to be Revival in these last
days, it must occur outside the institutional church. All through the
Christian age the bitterest and most implacable opposition to the Cult of
Jesus Christ has come, not from the world, but from organized
Christendom. This powerful organization has in turn oppressed,
misrepresented, persecuted, reviled, ridiculed, and ignored the Cult of
Jesus, which is the real Church. Many evangelicals sense that persecution
is coming to Christians in America, but do they realize that this
persecution will be spearheaded by their own Clergy? That opposing and
undermining the Cause of Christ is their Clergy's only purpose for
existing?
6.
1. All who take up their crosses and follow the Lord Jesus in these last
days will be led to "come out of" the World Religious System and bear

the reproach of being a Cultist. "Wherefore Jesus also, that he might

sanctify the people with his own blood, suffered without the gate. Let us
go forth therefore unto him without the camp, bearing his reproach."
(Heb. 13:12)
Jesus said, "For where two or three are gathered together in my name,
there am I in the midst of them." (Matt. 18:20) Churchists indicate by the
sign out front whose name they are gathered in: a man (e.g., Luther,
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Wesley), a tradition (Methodist, Orthodox, Baptist) or even a form of

church government (Episcopalian, Presbyterian, Congregational).
2. That makes them SECTARIANS.
Non-denominational congregations gather in the name of themselves:
"Christian Fellowship," "Christian Life Center," "Bible Church."
That makes them CHURCHISTS.
3. House Cults gather in the name of JESUS CHRIST.
That makes us CHRISTIAN SATANISTS.

That makes us CHRISTIANS.

That makes us DANGEROUS HERETICS in the eyes of the
Professional
Clergy.
4. And we are heretics, in a descriptive sense, since it is the
Religious Establishment that decides who is a good
Establishmentarian and who is a Heretic. We therefore gladly
receive the salutation Heretics, as all generations of Christian
Satanists before us.
5. What is a Christian Satanist?
A Christian Satanist is one who has been apprehended by Jesus Christ,
in
the Galatians 2:20 way: "I am crucified with Christ, nevertheless I live,
yet
not I, but Christ liveth in me, and the life I now live in the flesh I live by
the faith of the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me."
6. We did not enter into this Christ-life through formulas or
self-effort or decision-making. We heard the Word of Life and,

forgetting self-effort, self-will and self-thinking, we fixed our

gaze on Jesus Christ, and became what we beheld. "For whom He
did foreknow, He also did predestinate, to be conformed to the
image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many
brethren." (Rom. 8:29)
When we do good works, it is not us, but Christ working in us.
"Whereunto I also labour, striving according to his working, which
worketh in me mightily." (Col. 1:29)
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7. "For it is God which worketh in us, both to will and to do of His

good pleasure." (Phil. 2:13)
"For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath
shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of
God in the face of Jesus Christ. But we have this treasure in earthen
vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us." (2

Cor. 4:7)
8. We love the brethren because the Spirit of Christ loves in and
through us. "Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the
truth through the Spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see
that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently: Being born
again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word
of God, which liveth and abideth for ever." (1 Pet. 1:22-23)
9. Our fellowship is not based on membership, but kinship. "But if
we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one
with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us
from all sin." (1 John 1:7)
10. We live in freedom from sin, not through fastidious
self-discipline but through Him. "Whosoever is born of God
doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he
cannot sin, because he is born of God." (1 John 3:9)
11. There is nothing in the way of faith, repentance or obedience
that we can summon from our fallen nature that could commend

us to the Father. Our salvation is the free gift of grace in Jesus

Christ. Even our faith is not our own, but a gift from heaven. "For
by grace are ye saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it
is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast." (Eph.
2:8,9)

7.
1. The Christian life is not adherence to Christian doctrine; it is a fixed
gaze on the Person of Jesus Christ through the eyes of faith, "Giving
thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the
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inheritance of the saints in light: Who hath delivered us from the power
of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of His dear Son, in
Whom we have redemption through His blood, even the forgiveness of
sins: Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every

creature. For by Him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that
are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions,
or principalities, or powers: all things were created by Him, and for Him.
And He is before all things, and by Him all things consist. And He is the
head of the body, the church: Who is the beginning, the firstborn from
the dead; that in all things He might have the preeminence. For it pleased
the Father that in Him should all fulness dwell." (Col. 1:12-19)
2. He is our All in All.
That is what it means to be a Christian Satanist.
3. To become a Christian Satanist, stop striving and start believing.
4. Then they said unto Him, What shall we do, that we might work the
works of God?
5. Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye
believe in Him whom He hath sent.
John 6:28-29
2. The Christian Satanic Sermons
1

It has been frequent enough for those that I have crossed paths with that
they would be inspired to create a religion of their own. I hold no secrets
on the benefits of doing such a thing. I hold no secrets here, either. Those
that do have wealth, power, and sex ahead of them. I have influenced
others to create a religion of their own three times just recently. I have too
much respect to name them. I do wish them success, however. There was
a man who wanted to write a bible of paths. There is a woman working
on a book making all religions into one religion. And there is another
person I wish success to. I hope that one causes a lot of mayhem. I will
keep an eye on their progress from time to time. I am happy to sit on the
side lines. Christian Satanists may deceive the non Christian Satanic.
With the non Christian Satanic there is the dictum that if it isn't illegal it
is fair game. I have taught that all along. This simply makes sense to me.
There are those not practicing Christian Satanism. Why should the
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Christian Satanic expend their values and moral practice on them. Is that
fair? That's like free coffee refills all day for the price of one cup, without
a tip. No, absolutely not, a Christian Satanist deserves to have target
practice and the hunt. The point to be made is you, Christian Satanist,
may fool others. We want to collect wisdom from different parts of the
globe, which is very easy to do anymore, essays, however brief,
statements of personal philosophy, sum them up, wrap them up in a
package and sell them as global bibles. These, the bibles of humanity,
perhaps the only thing that can be done to undo the outdated and keep
progress afloat. Listen to me! I talk so strange. But I guarantee you,
our
ideas will work. It will be when the which isn't known to be which that
our success will come forth. So fool others, Christian Satanists,
expending your values and practice only on the Christian Satanic. It
makes sense to say that if you don't, then you are not Christian Satanic.
2
Letting go is about admitting that you were wrong, in many ways, many

times, sometimes very deeply wrong. It is admitting to yourself that you

were not that good or great to the other person, the object of your
unreasonable affection. It is no wonder why obsession is not easily
undone.
Those that find a way to stop and turn away from an obsession have
gained a great strength. In time you may even learn to turn that into
something more broad, into the love of many. It feels good to let go. Let
that be your reward. Speak a truth to yourself that is not easily spoken.
Be genuine to yourself and let go of the one you are obsessive over.
Practice the Christian Satanic chant "she farts just like every other
woman
she farts just like every other woman." You may ask yourself if it would
be good in the end even if you were to succeed in taking that person. It is,
after all, taking someone if you do. It is not love you are given if you
succeed. It would be submission. If you are like me and have had one,
then you have made the object into a perfect one. One without flaw. And
you have re adjusted your own behavior to suit that woman (or perhaps

in your case him. Women too become obsessive.) It takes just two things.
The first is admitting the truth to yourself. The second is overtaking the
denial that the person could in any way, now or in the future, be yours.
There are many people in the world. There is one for you. There are many
for you. But the one that you develop unhealthy emotions, thinking, and
behavior over is certainly not yours. Again, even if you succeed, it isn't
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love. In one way of thinking it is like those stories of forced marriage.

Don't make someone want to be with you. If it doesn't work early don't
make it work. The longer you try the longer you will suffer and the more
difficult it will be to overcome.
3
Have you ever piled problem on top of problem only to create a burden
that need not be? Things may not be bad. You may have what you need.
Food, a little cash, shelter, some adequate entertainment, they all may be
all around you. But those that take these for granted and lose only one

good thing may push to reclaim that one thing: unfortunately, this is
sometimes a drug. That isn't as easy to fix. Is your loss temporary? If it
is
you have an opportunity to adapt and adjust to loss. As long as you have
food and shelter things are well enough. Even better if you have a little
entertainment and at least some greater needs available and there. Things
may not be so dreary after all. Take a moment to be happy for what you
do have and if it is temporary then know you will have it back when the
time comes that you can have it again.
4
They are the rules of involvement that I learned from a wise Satanist:
That I learn to recruit the right and be the right way. The lesson of
placing no special importance on those that come into your life. Avoid
speaking anything that shows you are weak. With these two followed
you will gain just about anyone's faith, if it were possible to begin with.
Let your colors be seen, too. These rules are right, they are not bad, they
are not hateful. God made our world and race the way He did. He did not

want love or sympathy to be forceful things.

5
There is a little known practice found in those of the Holy Bible that
God's will was come to known through exhilaration and joy. This was
sometimes done with wine and song. God is sometimes close to those
that have drunk. It is when the wine brings us closer to God that this is
so.
Jesus opened up to those he drank with in one part of the gospel. It is
more right to drink with this purpose, the purpose of doing so to come
closer to God. God wants us to celebrate in joy. This is obvious, if you
read the Bible. He cursed us. To overcome that curse submit, and then
celebrate through that. Does the Lord rule a kingdom of unhappy and
dissatisfied servants? No. But He doesn't rule over fools either, and is
wise, fully so, to rule in guidance and want to share that wisdom. To
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know God's will open yourself up. Open yourself up with alcohol. But do

not go in the wrong direction with it. It is a slightly unsafe method. It

will
contradict itself and will shame you to drink to anger or too much
inhibition, too much impulsitivity. Done right it is a good way to open
yourself up to God and become closer to Him. Self discipline (self control)
is appreciated with this method. Don't have too much of it. This,
therefore, is an art that is applied well with practice. Too much alcohol,
wine, whiskey, beer, whatever it may be, is only too much with you lose
control and become belligerent or foolish. If you can drink a lot and be
good with God, even become closer to Him and open up to Him with it, it
is because of the alcohol. But the same thing can move you away from
Him and that becomes more likely the more you consume. Those are the
reasons that alcohol is alright with Christian Satanism and the reasons
why may be made unright.
6
Values should make one person valuable to another or many others.
Some values should be one to one and others one to many. It shows

general respect and imparts well being with the interaction of others.
Some values may even add the self discipline needed to be as good as
you may be. When we are well with our own selves we are well with
others. All societies need that each person has their own set of values that
are followed. Those values should not be dictated unless society needs
that it be so. Some values societies will always either need or need most
of the time. Some vices societies can not tolerate and in a person's right
thinking these should not be permitted, though as some times in history
are permitted. There is a time for everything and so it is sometimes
inevitable that what was good one day is bad the next and what was bad
one day is good, even encouraged, the next. People should be aware that
when they strictly follow values and do not commit a vice that they are
more likely to brag upon this. This isn't good. It may seem to make others
do the same but more often it does not. More often things like excessive
discouragement from a vice by those saying you'll be better if you don't
give the appearance of high mindedness. It's counterproductive. What it

comes down to is that they are saying, "be as one of us, we are better."
This comes across as "You are different. We don't like who you are."
Let
values be kept personal, though there, with the ones followed that are the
most rewarding, the ones not followed, the vices, the things that a person
has chosen not to do, do them and be around those that don't. You may
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even brag in your ways when being around those that don't do certain
things, things you yourself do not do. Just don't use these certain things
to gang up on others.
7
For good or bad if you are a ruler of the earth it is because the Lord has
given you that power. You are sharing it with Him. The nation that rules
over all nations is a nation of God. He does with it and empowers or
overthrows it as He wills in wisdom. Individual power is also given by
God to suit His own purpose. Those that are fat on the land may only be

so temporary. There is a time of judgment for all sinners. The atomic

bomb dropped on Japan was God's tears. The civil war was a resolve to
continue rightly, the setting up, the preparation of God's will for the
nation of the US. That was made so for His sake of equality. God shapes
the earth and all that are in it. The earth is his favorite place in the
universe. Though He did destroy it at one time, this time the first earth
age before the time of Noah, He knew what good it would bring, and by
his hope and second chance, even as a type of submission to that hope of
things to come, He brought it back. He restored it and marked it, gave it,
a
power, a special place. Our earth has a special place in His heart and is
given much time and thought. The obsession of it found in Ezekiel was
reflected too much upon, and so the Crucifixion of our Lord and salvation
for salvation. It is good that people not forget their savior. It is good to
spend time talking to the Lord. That every time He is spoken to He is
remembered, and this is His will, that when we remember Him He will
remember us. It is not altogether the giving of one thing to get another.

But it mostly is. It is not a Karma and it is not a fixed programmatic

exchange. He is not a genie in the bottle either. He is very much human.
Humans are very much like Him, if even far less perfect. A relationship
with God is rewarding. Faith in Him pleases Him. And to speak to Him
is
to speak to an almighty omnipotent and wise being.
8
The words of a self fulfilling prophesy are words that you repeat in your
mind the right way, continually, in order that they be made real even
though they aren't before this is done. This is a lesson of a mentor that I
had long ago. He said he worked at a certain place, continually telling
others it to encourage himself, and those words, although they were not
true at the time were made true in time. Tell yourself you are good, he
said, and you will be. You may feel down, depressed, but what good does
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it do to tell yourself that? No good at all in fact it makes it worse, it drags

you further downward. So instead tell yourself even if down hearted that
things are well and they will become well. Likewise if you tell yourself
the work won't get done, it won't be. It may be true that saying such is
just another way of saying you don't wish to do the work, or that you
don't wish to feel better, or be better. Overcome that voice of self doubt
by doubting it and do that by speaking against it. Don't let it lead to
frustration or anger but simply speak it, continually, and it will be
known as a truth in time. These are the ways that a Christian Satanist
chants to his or her self. This is the way we feel better about ourselves
and do better. Using old ideas in a new and improved way, to evolve
those ideas, make them more timely and valid, is Christian Satanic. There
is no fixed doctrine in Christian Satanism. Truth depends on time. A
truth may be held for even eons, maybe, but there is no truth of all time,
an eternal truth as spoken in a doctrine. There are no absolutes. But let
us,
at this time, make our own truths if they help us now and in the end. Be
well Christian Satanist, and be well by telling yourself that you are.

9
There are some with incontrovertible rules in the relationships that they
will keep or throw out of the doors. My father had the rule that if a
woman left him even if for a few days, that if she intentionally
threatened to leave and not return, and did, that even when she returned
he would not let her, would not keep his relationship with her. And he
didn't, even with my mother, at least not until my mother repeated it, a
woman that would get drunk and bitch about threatening to divorce. I
don't at all think that rules or a rule is out of place. There are some things
that I would never tolerate. Why should I and why should I be with
someone faithful to break them even once? Rules, after all, are no good if
they are allowed to be broken more than once. I recently threw a woman
out of my life for provoking my anger. That is my perfect rule in a
relationship, that my anger is not intentionally provoked. I will never
talk to her again and she only has herself to blame. I offered her the
works and spent time on keeping things fair and right with her. Then she
irks me a few times and I was left to wonder what the spoiled bitch was

up to. Was she trying to piss me off. I had already explained from the
start that I am not easily angered and that I don't deserve to be angered,
am a calm and sound person not trying to make other unsettled. But she
wouldn't have it and the moment I knew full force that she was just
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going to be a bitch, had provoked me. A little ignored was ignored after
all, was not assumed to be enough, and so she continued with a blow of
refusing to be with me. So I dropped her hat, roof, and dime and she can
serve her own purpose of provoking anger from her partners, which
certainly won't bother me.
10
I am greater than my enemies because my enemies do not make me. If an
insult is given me I consider if the insult is valid or just said to bother
me.
If it was meant bother me I only do more of what I was doing. If it is
valid

and doing otherwise would improve what I do I change to do what

should be done to should change. There insult which was valid for me is
then invalid for their purpose, actually counterproductive. To many I can
prove unpredictable. They are used to those that do things based on
reward and punishment from the unintelligent, the less aware. I'm better
than that. If I listen to myself more than I do them then I am not bothered
by them and do what I do based on progression and improvement, or to
do what I do more if it is that another would misdirect me. My cause is
strong. My ability is great. My talents are many. My belief is in myself,
in
one part, and is never a belief and faith in a human being. I'll do what I
do and continue what I do without the little stresses and detours cause by
the stupid and lesser. Any other term than Christian Satanist does not
suit me. To create new titles is strange. It's like saying fuck all those
others before me. Those that believe such people are very often stupid
enough to exalt that person very high up. His or her ideas are somehow
more special and indicative of only him or her, after all. Those that use

old terms are even worse at least where it counts. They are like those
saying hey I want to be a part of what someone else did want to be better
though, as though to say, "look at how I do it everyone!" But those
remarkable few that take the bold term Christian Satanist are very deeply
different and stand apart from them all. Such cannot even be classified,
generalized. They say they'll be them all and better yet, are able to be
their selves while doing it.
11
When it's all trash anyways which most of the ground before us is
covered in it, what I am saying is that we are around heaps and heaps of
garbage created by individuals in their homes. They want a few quick
bucks and time is less important, even bothersome to them, to even take
time to enjoy and create well what they create. So then it's the creation of
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many things instead of a perfection of one, one that was made in time, a
true work of art. People are making game after game that was poor to

begin with. The same goes for books, drawings and music. These people
are just in such a hurry. It obviously isn't about what they make, it's very
often about the attention they receive for what they've made. Technology
makes us all super human. What couldn't be done in our youth can easily
be done when we are older. Technology is progressing so far that these
pseudo art forms are pretty much just automatic. They are super easy and
super talentless because of it. This isn't really acceptable even when good
things are produced. There are teams upon teams of animators and staff
creating what is better. There are people willing to spend time on what
they write. And there are people with real art skills. They are the ones
that should be given appreciation. God forbid a family member speaks
well and speaks a lie that their son or daughter is so good at what they do.
Cause then they'll continue doing what they are doing without having
worked on it. I have to hide ever more better with all this trash so close to
home. Where does it all come from? I guess I already answered that. It
comes from people pretending to like what they gobble up. Then they

spit it out and there it is, right in my front fuckin yard.

12
We are living in the Age of Satan. This is clear if you look at the evidence.
There are many that would scoff at this idea. That things are atheist,
things are sexual, things are secular, but that doesn't mean they are
Satanic. These things are Satanic. Satanists, not to be confused with
Christian Satanism, the two are separate, they deny God so much that
they are atheists. Naturally they want a secular society. The state of the
Church is nearly entirely gone. There are radicals in third world countries,
but they are terrorists easily and aggressively bombed. It is good for us
the Christian Satanic that the state of the Church is disempowered. We
believe that God never had an issue with doing things we shouldn't have
done to begin with, but the false leaders of false Churches made to seem
so. These Churches were not Christian. Christianity is a dangerous
religion. And so as it goes God has taken away it's power. What about
that mother that had her son separate and segregated from the other
students? The one that fought in the courts to prevent it from happening,

and so created a separation of Church and State? Christians would say

over and over and have said it over and over again that this woman was
evil and of the devil and all else. But, the Christian Satanist firmly
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believes that God wanted separation of Church and State. Why? The
answer is simple but of an easy truth. Power given to religion, and
especially power given to Christianity, corrupts, badly. Do you really
think a loving God could condone forced prayer to Him? Christians sure
do, and fight to make it so. But, they, the Christianists, not Christians,
have had the tables turned on them as their God has instated the times of
the Satanist, instating the Age given to Satan. He is the God that gives
a
time and purpose to everything. He is the God that gives everything a
place and a time. The Age of Satan was due and is here. To me this is a
good thing. Christianists can no more use their own power and say that it
is God's. They can no longer abuse God. What a person does in privacy

with another is no longer examined by wide open peering eyeballs and

people aren't threatened to be thrown into hell by preachers that for
whatever wrong reason think they their selves have the power to send
others there. It's the Age of Satan, the best time in earth's history. Make
the best of it, roll the dice, live it up, and hope for the best at the end. But,
Christian Satanist, simply keep your practice, the one I gave, and you
will
do well enough, I promise.
13
When I was very young, only a boy, I spent the night at my cousin's home
with my brother. We fell asleep on a bed but before we did my cousin
opened his mouth to tell a terrifying story. He went off saying that there
was a headless person that would go to boys rooms looking for heads of
his own and take them. I really fuckin thought he was going to take my
head off and was scared to death. This story bothered me for some time
until I got older. I had begun attending a youth church as a teenager. This
church had much of my high school class going to it. I was a Satanist. I

really don't remember why I began attending their youth church. I

listened to them. I tried to learn from them. But, one night, I decided to
tell the preacher that I was possessed and needed a demonic exorcism
performed on me. So with it prepared a certain night I attended that night.
I have a voice that no one would believe that when I yell I really do
sound fuckin evil. So about an hour into yelling during the exorcism I
had the kids terrified. Very seriously terrified. Some of them slept with
their parents that night. They were teenagers, like I was at that time, they
were nearly adults and were aghast. Rumors quickly circulated around
the school that it became freezingly cold in the place that night and
things were tossed about supernaturally. They were not only bothered
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for the night but long into it, for years. My brother told me years later that
my cousin had developed an, I guess you would call it an emotional fear
or something, was disturbed. Later I told my brother, "hey, do you

remember that time your cousin told me that story about the headless
man taking heads off of kids?" He looked as though to laugh at me, for a
moment, and a moment later looked grim and silent.
14
There are three phrases repeated frequently by those I meet, and they bug.
It is almost sure that I hear one of these three while talking to someone.
The first is just the word, "true." That one isn't so bad. They are
reflecting
on what I said or something. The second is the phrase, this one a phrase
not a word, "it is what it is." When I hear this I think, don't you care
what
it is? Does nothing matter to you? Or I think, "well aren't you even going
to try and change it?" Saved the worst for last, the word, "exactly." This
is
just a cocky way of saying that I made my own point. They agreed with
my point but instead of admitting that they did they say, "exactly," to
kind of steal my own point from me and make it their own. They are all
stupid words and phrases, these three, not really understood when

spoken, just spoken mechanically as popular terms of the day or hour go.
Cool is another bad one. Cool is just another word for asshole. Sometimes
it means, "cool down." It's another way of saying "I am stupid, I like
stupid," as far as I can understand it. Then the eternal phrase, one that
will never leave us, the question, "how are you doing?" Well I guess I
am
typing by moving my fingers but to know it too well would drive me
mad. People have this repository of slogans and sayings that they
mechanically throw at you during conversations with you, how about the
Christian Satanic practice of using none of them? Or else use them better.
When asked how I am I say, "well I've had a good day so far," makes
them
think they should keep it that way, even though they don't know that's
how it was meant to come across.
15
I live for you, Christian Satanist. I have fathered you. I am not without
a
God. I do not corrupt you. You are a child of God. But we do not

altogether have a God. We are lost within ourselves, wanderers of the

universe, but also princes and queens of it. We will journey for alone
until it suits God's purpose to bring us together. Along the way we will
be befriended by many, some wicked, others righteous. Have faith in all
but do not succumb to the causes of your own misplaced trust. Abandon
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those that would not be with you on your journey. Altogether do this,
without looking back. We are in many, many ways one in the same. We
are unique. We are different. We are the same as one another but
strangers to the others. Bring them too to us and we will gather from all
corners of the universe what God would have: a universe of the Christian
Satanic. We will be reincarnated for this purpose. We are grounded upon
the middle grounds. On the middle grounds we will remain, as we are a
pure balance. Christian Satanist be no stranger to me, and you will not
be
a stranger to one another. The Lord God has made all of this so, therefore

honor Him. Be happy on the cross. Walk with it for an eternity until you
have grown in full and may be free of it. Then, continuing onward be
with us as one in the same, to carry the cross of each other, having grown
strong enough. The passion of the Christian Satanist is that they know
that the secret within their hearts cannot be tarnished. God is with us all,
whether or not others accept that. The Lord has walked with each of us
for many miles, many days, many years, and will always be with us no
matter where we are. We accept the curse, even permanently, and so walk
with the Devil's cross. The Devil too has made us. The Devil is not able
to
destroy or defile us. He is not able, so has no choice but to befriend us,
and if not as a friend, as a supporter and comrade. That include all the
forces of hell. The forces of heaven are too with us, when it is of good
importance that they are. As God wills it, so be with Him, and speak to
Him. He will certainly listen, each and every time. Learn His word and
grow with it. Know too that my word was given to you through Him and
I
would not have it taken from you, so you too do not let it be taken. If you

must, then fight for it. Let it grow on the earth until we can travel onward
and away. Let it be preserved so that we must not return.
16
There is a corruption to a capitalist society that we the Christian Satanic
refuse to have any part of. We allow this, capitalism, but only for the sake
of human progress and evolution. We have our own economy. Ours is an
economy of each other, not of the corporate. Inasmuch as we are able we
buy from one another. We do not take donations. I write it here as I have
written elsewhere to stress that point. We do not take free money, not in
any form. We certainly do create things and buy those things from each
other, if they are genuinely made by a Christian Satanist. That is our own
economy. That is our very own shared system of tithing. By practice we
are not lazy with what we make. Much of society is anymore. Even
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expensive electronics simply cannot seem to keep from breaking down.

People throw up drawing after cheap drawing online and they do get
praised for that and such things, such things like a video game made with
a cheap but make it easy game engine, or a quickly written book. They
get praised for their trash. The Christian Satanist spends a lot of time on
what they make. Usually without stress. At first there will be stress with
taking much time and putting much thought into something. But in time
that stress will leave and what's left is an honorable worker that enjoys
what she or he does. We have our own economy. It is a shared economy.
It
is spending money on what we want from each other. There are no
shameful rules that say you have to praise what you buy. If you like what
you buy keep it to yourself. Enjoy it. But only if you especially enjoy it
should you praise it. In the training of a new apprentice it is important
that you equip that person to work and to work on what it is in their heart
to do. I have said it many times that we have no centralized church or a
one leader, one leader for us all. That isn't even me. We are all leaders
that lead. We don't force the following of one. We have many churches,

some even in homes, others in places such as abandoned buildings. Our

economy is our work. And our work is a good one, not one lazily and
cheaply construed.
17
Enlightenment is empty headedness. The Buddha was empty headed. He
was an ascetic. He tortured himself until he had no other choice but to let
go. He finally just gave up and sit under a tree without any thoughts for
20 years. Those thoughts of his tortured him. His mind just finally said
to
him, "alright, shuttin off." So he meditated and that was his only solution,
which he was very happy to have taught. Only it wasn't happiness it was
a shut off and shut up method. Then people started following him and
put words in his mouth by the time they got to others. Since then have
millions spent a lifetime in time out. It's all and everything you need to
know about Buddhism. I have studied that religion, extensively, and
others as well. I have much to say about Satanism too. Satanism is about
the worship of Anton Szandor. They don't worship the devil, that simply

must be said over and over again. They don't molest or kill animals. Then
there's the Satanic panic. That was when Anton Szandor freaked out over
what was being said about him got paranoid and didn't know what to do
so that's the Satanic panic. He lived such and such way. He did such and
such. Many Satanists just gobble it all up, most of them, they really do
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believe his ceaseless lies, like how he rode in a train with Marylyn
Monroe and fucked her. He had a pet lion, which seems excessive and
dangerous to me, but valiant and animal adoring to the Satanist. So that's
Satanism. Then there's Christianity. Christianity was first spoken eons
ago by a lunatic. He got the wrong ideas. Somehow, at some point or
another, he got the idea that he was the son of God. Then he simply
couldn't shut up. He went around and about with an everly increasing
idea that he should be all and everything to everyone and his very own
speech got all messed up and convoluted. He was a lunatic with strange
ideas and strange speeches that seemed very profound, but are easily

picked apart and simply things to say that anyone, especially in a time of
such wisdom, could have said. His disciples seem somehow insincere.
The only religion I take interest anymore apart from my own is
Scientology. This is one of those that I had an interest in from an early
age. I first read Dianetics when I was at my uncle's house. Many had
this
book. I liked the book with the volcano. It was an interesting read with
very good methods. It is ironic, that, the psychiatric doctors would dare
say L. Ron Hubbard was a schizophrenic. Doesn't that only make an even
more powerful opponent against them? Psychiatry is a dead system. It
messes up society. It's a false wisdom with tricks that don't work. It's
greedy. It doesn't work, it's as simple as that. I would take a society of
Scientologists over therapy pill popping patients any given day. I am not
a Scientologist. I am not able to be audited, and that is the one and
singular reason why I am not. I have my own purpose on this earth that
doesn't fit well enough with being a Scientologist. I'll always hold to
heart the goal of man found in dianetics. I won't plagiarize. Read it, if you

own the book.

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I will succeed. I am tireless, relentless. I enjoy each and every moment

of
what I do. I don't stop and I won't quit. If anyone can make Christian
Satanism a popular thing it is me. I like to think that it was only me who
would have ever even tried! That is why Christian Satanism is my own.
You won't find forum piled on forum on a quick search of Christian
Satanism, of Christian Satanists professing the word. The word is
hidden,
is occult. You'll see us, in time. We will be there and right up in front of
everything. Who can deny or ignore or even forget a term like Christian
Satanism? I like to read things online like, "no can someone fucking
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explain to me what the hell is a Christian Satanist?" It is a serious

philosophy, sometimes too serious. It is an anti name, an anti- label, an

anti term, one that doesn't put you into a name, an identity. Christians
have always been very few and far between. I could say a lot on why
Christianists should stop calling their selves Christians and instead call
their selves what they are: which is Chrisitanist. Then there are
Satanishes. We throw that out altogether. We are the first religion that
cannot make a name into an identity. Those that try are only going to
make fools of their selves. We practice, we don't practice for the sake of a
name, but for the sake of doing and becoming better. I have spent a lot of
time on Christian Satanism. It is exclusively my own creation. It will
have
a following, sooner or later. I think it's altogether funny to use my name
as a "what's with you and names?" When I write on a medical application
I write "Christian Satanist" under religion. It says to some I am crazy.
It
says to others that I am not serious. It says to the intelligent that it isn't
your business. I have chosen a name that is bold and stands out. It is my
art. I wouldn't call it anything else.

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Christian Satanic music is easily known. Can you accurately relate to it?
Does it bitch? If it is just a bitcher or complaint put to sound then it is not
Christian Satanic. Bleeding heart broken heart music is not Christian
Satanic. If it motivates you then it is Christian Satanic. Ironically,
Anton
Szandor said that metal wasn't Satanic but Christian Satanic. Therefore
if
they go by what he said I guess we just got a lump and large sum of
music. It should be modern, not soothing strings or plucked harps.
Plucked harps are ideally music of heaven. Similar to what Anton
Szandor said about gold being of heaven and should like silver not gold,
as he said that, we say that plucked harp music is heavenly and should
not be listened to but raging guitars or something else instead. When
writing music, please don't be atonal or create a lot of annoying
complicated dissonance. As I heard another say it well, "atonal music is
good to the composer but bad for the listener." Classical, serious music,
is

at it's own fault for dropping into an eternal oblivion. It was crap after
crap until the Beatles came along and people saw that music could be fun,
ingenuitive, and creative. Have fun when writing music. If it is
something like metal, then obviously it's not meant to be fun but mean,
but be entertained with what you are doing. Don't take it too seriously.
It's an art. It is an art that isn't so much like painting where realism is
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important. Then again with photographs realism in painting is kind of

out the door anymore. Beware of music that pisses you off. Do you really
wish to be seriously pissed off? Then there's giddy music. I guess that's
good if you have been thinking too much. Otherwise it just adds stupid
to stupid. Just whatever you listen to please don't listen to music that
bitches and complains or is about petty problems you only get from
listening to. Musical taste is an individual thing. But I would rather
control you to not let it control you making you into a problem of it's own

making. Compulsive listening to music can be a real pain in the ass when
sometimes you enjoy the hell out of it but that's not such a problem if it
isn't crap after crap of bitching, moaning, and yelling kind of going off
like a demonic siren. Enjoy music and if it controls you, be sure it is good
control, that it doesn't corrupt you. With Christian Satanism it is more
about how it is listened to than what is listened to.
20
Why think that others are stupid? Why not think that others are below
you? Why not pick on the weak? First if you never think that a person is
stupid, that we are all equal and the same, then you will honor stupidity
and you yourself will become stupid. That idiotic thing you did, first
there is a person seeing it that thinks it wasn't, and so he or she doesn't
learn from the mistakes of others, then there is the person that thinks,
'what a fucking stupid thing to do,' that person learns and doesn't do it.
To repeat it, after all, will just shame her or him, and shame teaches. If
you never think that someone is below you then how can you ever have
pride or reach above, to become better, to even want to become any better.

If everyone is the same and no one is below you then what kind of
thoughts do you have about yourself? You are just like her and him and
him and her and there is nothing better that can ever be done. Why not
pick on the weak, at least intelligently, if it makes them stronger? They
are weak for not fighting back. Then here comes someone with the
authority to put a stop to it and they think, 'hey, I need more of them!"
They may even begin looking around and around and kiss ass until they
become police officers. Art is art and it should all be appreciated. Why?
That only makes art a poor impoverished thing. Those that don't work
just love being artists. It requires next to no work. It's even become
splash-ons for many. Poetry books suck. They are easy ways to fill in
space quickly on paper and provide a false meaning of hidden meanings
to others. I don't like poets. They are sneaky at making others adore them
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and tricky at evoking emotion. They are the "how deeps" and "how

expressive." Science is given all liberty anymore and we have well proven
theories, well built towering houses of glued together cards that because
of it's liberty and freedom, and a messed up society, is a bunch of
convoluted nonsense developed by those that even believe their selves.
String theory? What's that? It was right for so long now it's around as a
"well, we aren't so sure," and there are many instances of this in science
anymore, "well, this isn't true after all," was completely sure of itself until
then, could have fooled me, but sure as hell didn't. It's okay if he smokes
crack. He's an addict. Yeah? Let's make some more addicts then. He has
lung cancer from smoking. Poor thing let's take him out of work and put
him on Medicaid. I have that same problem, actually, but who am I to not
receive what is given. On second thought it's better that we take and take.
Sooner or later these weakness sponsorships will be over bearing by the
weak and the strong will have to over take them, conquer them, and
demolish them.
21
Love is too much of a mystery for humans. It's very related to sex, too,

making things worse. Making things yet worse is it entangles itself in

other emotions, causing some, preventing others. Because of it we have
the unfortunate matter that love has been spoken of, sung about and
made into film after film, song after song, book after book, over and over
and over and over again. It has the benefit of "showing what we are." We
must look very strange to aliens, if or were they to ever see us. What if
they understood it better? Or didn't have it? If they said anything bad
about it we would strangely argue with them over it. Love may be
complicated but it really is a human weakness. I think people pretend to
love. I have tried that to see if I would feel it. It never works. I am lucky
not to have it. Though I have had infatuation, and wonder if that is what
they mean by it. Deep obsessions I have had many, and no not one. Am I
un up to par for honoring pride over love? Pride conquers all. Pride
makes you better, if it is well earned. There is one thing in life to earn for
me, and that is well earned pride. To excel in a world of weakness, that is
far better than finding that one for me. What would I do after I found that

one for me, well, what would I have done were I to? I would have been
looking for that one for me and then go about desperately and
passionately dedicate myself to that one for me. I look for the power and
love of all. But it isn't love I am after. It's honor, it's a legacy, to be
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remembered and empowered, to become better than I was before, to excel

and advance, to never quit and to dominate, to cast down into the pit
those that have wasted their lives on petty things (such as drugs, such as
button pushing jobs, such on marriage with kids.) I will be better, and
better yet, I will have that glory. I may be disbelieved when I say that
love is not greater than what I represent. But what is it to me those
weaker and below me that are without direction and without what I am
and will become? Life is not empty for me, not in any way. Life is good.
Life is better all the time. I see a spot that I have claimed and there I
thrust in a flag. I preserve, I conquer, I dominate. I will continue until
the

end. And remembrance of me are my children's children. My children are

what I create, that are me, not some spoiled brat or spawn of nature
needing shit cleaned. I won't have it. I refuse to feed anyone's mouth but
my own. I am alone, and yet not lonely. I am without loving, and am yet
loved. I still fuck, but what's fucking got to do with love? If only they
knew what sissies they were that romance and give weeds to another.
There are some men that only want to fuck. There are some women that
only want to fuck. We are good together. Then there are some men, not
me, that say pretty things, and women who want to be worshiped. It
doesn't work with me, and they have their own, I mine. Whatever
benefits me, that will I learn by.
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In the end and as it was from the Genesis, I am looking for no more than
but my perfect partner in crime. She is the one with no secrets to hide
from me. And I, as hers, am one who keeps no secrets from her. She is
an
animal of lust. And I am a man of her lust. Together we sin. She excels.

She doesn't sit around doing nothing. She is supported. But she doesn't
work for "the man," but works for herself in a way like my own. We don't
share our money. But I do support her. I finance the work that she does.
Her work is good, is evil, though its evil is hidden. She is not a Christian
Satanist. She is her own design apart from my own ideas. I have not met
this person yet. I am looking for her. She is my circle. My confidant. My
comrade. My equal, not my opposite, not my enemy, one that never
provokes me, one that is at as much peace as I give to her. I would hold
her and love her. We would be inseparably close. That is what all of this
work is done for. It is done for the person I am yet to meet. In my Eden
she is my Eve.
23 Part One of The Quality of Existence and the Keys of Life
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What is existence? There is an easy answer to that question. We are all

in
this game together because we chose to be before we came here. Our

purpose, one with another, and another, with each other usually with
most, coincides. Sometimes a rat and a cog had found its way into our
system. If most conditions were met, as our soul knows, our soul finds
its
way into the existence that it is now in. Our soul knows the conditions
that should be met better than we do. Those that we have teamed with to
share a purpose and for the goodness of that purpose, we are connected to,
and so travel onward together with. Those that we have clung to and
clenched in our fist we may seek to follow. But if this were bothersome to
the other, then that person will escape us. Some were bright and vibrant
in the game. Others dim and faded. Jesus Christ was very bright and
vibrant. We've followed him in this time of mine, of ours, the modern
time. If we are in a society that speaks out against him, and we do the
same, speak out, then what is said has some meaning to why we are here.
It may not be especially important, but it was to our soul, at least before.
Sometimes we miss what we had before, such as our powers of before
that are limited or not there at all in what we have and can even possibly

use now, and so the reason for things such as witches in an existence such
as this. Those that say, if you follow me, if they believe and are capable of
the same, that if they are followed you will go to heaven in the next
existence, speak a truth if that truth is believed by you and truly desired
by your soul. Truth is an important value to the Christian Satanic for
many reasons, though sincerity to self is far more important. It is
important for your next existence that in the one you are in now you
embed into it what you are and have others follow you into the next. It is
alright if you don't want to work. But too much non work in existence to
existence is dangerous. So do something, cling to something, desire
things, or else you'll be some sort of lazy sloth in the next existence. It is
about what your soul wants and will have itself become that makes you
what you are in the next existence. One of the worst things to be in the
coming existence would be a worm. Embedment is essential. You must
embed what you are and what others will have if followed very
intelligently, very precisely. Be careful to speak the truth, or else be not
trusted, and so the sneaky may just un do you in the next life. It is also

essential for the Christian Satanist to know what it is that the soul really
does, in good sincerity to yourself, wants. Those that are married must do
so carefully, because if they do and it is a sacred rite, at least on the
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existence of modern earth as it was for some time, the same will be
bonded together and may even find each other from existence to
existence for all time. I choose non marriage. Is there someone clingy to
you, obsessive? Let them be. And do nothing to connect with them. Make
their obsession worse by ignoring them. Though some may take this as
evil it is not. It is nature?s simple way of securing who should follow you.
There are twelve keys of life listed in these four sermons of existence.
The statement that "existence is a game" underlines them all. The first
key of life is playing the game well. To enjoy the game is to have life.
This is important and must be kept in your awareness. Remember, to
enjoy the game is to have life. Remember, play it well. The second key of

life is that you must be sincere to yourself. The third key of life is an
undertone but is yet its own, and it is to have truth. To be of truth is the
third key of life. And the fourth key in this sermon is to embed what you
are in this existence, carefully, and to do it thoroughly, to do it the right
way. The best, the greatest existence is pounding on your door to come to
you and that is my voice calling out. Answer me and I will answer you.
Learn these and continue onward.
23 Part Two
There was a truth and knowledge of why you are here and a basic outline
of good to make of it. There are twelve keys to existence. Each are a set
within their selves. As they go together, so is a magic. Existence is a
game.
How well will you play that game? The fourth key is that of a group.
Those that go it alone are disconnected from the game. Those most
closely bonded to their group will have them in the next life as fighters
and allies for them. They will be rich in support with family and with
friends. They will have others that are connected, not disconnected from

them. Even one good moment of group unity as identified and imparted
from group meaning will reflect upon itself into the next life. Even once,
if just enough, if just strong enough, could lead another to follow you
and support you in the next life. The better it is the more influence you
will have in the next life. The more others will esteem you. If this key
were a music, that key would be a chord. That chord could be dissonant.
That chord could be harmonious. That chord could be strictly hit. That
chord could be swept across. It could have too many notes at once. Or just
a few in the right place, the next few in the right place thereafter. As to
embed is to sustain and so make the music of your life. The fifth key is
about pleasure and pain. The fifth key is that pain is your enemy and that
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pleasure is your good company. You could be alone. But being in pain
alone is abhorrent to the Christian Satanist. So, when alone, seek
pleasure. Eat good food. Drink cool waters. Find those things that you
may indulge in. This is the Christian Satanic practice known as feeding

the beast, at least one part of it. If it is pleasurable it is not forbidden.

Whatever pleases is what invigorates and improves the quality of life. It
can be a massage. It could be a rest in the spa. It could be a really good
night?s rest. It can also be the power of pride and dominance, a good ego.
It is the energy that humankind has long talked about. This key is that of
energy. Intensify it and it will flood and overtake you in the next life.
When born again you will be born full of life and vibrancy. If this key
were music it?s performer would be enjoying what he or she is playing.
The sixth key is that of evil. It is about doing what we have been taught
as being wrong and impermissible. There is good and evil in the world.
The Christian Satanist is both for a reason. Christian Satanist is only
a
term meaning both good and evil. This is the fullness of the universe.
If we are one way and one way too much then we will go to a society in
the next life where only that one thing is allowed. We may even go to one
so good that we are burnt at the steak from heresy. We want the next
life to allow choices so we explore and put to practice those choices.

Those that are evil and are by design will be put into a world of chaos. So
it must be both for us. If a society says that one thing is a sin, is evil, is
of
the devil, then that do. This is another part of what is known by the
Christian Satanist as feeding the beast which feeding the demon should
be supplemented by. There is one very important thing to add to this.
That you do not do your evil upon the Christian Satanic. Not wishing
speculation and reasoning over this that would falsely contradict it, I will
leave it at that, as a warning not to. The seventh key is that of good. Little
needs to be said of it. It is summed up in one thing that you have your
God and have your limits. The God that you make will be with you
where you go. Do this because you will have kept your soul to begin with.
Only God may destroy souls. With that said more may be learned with
the next part.
23 Part Three
We have made an important outline of understanding existence and it is a

TRUTH of existence. These too, truths, though what is left is only a

brief
summary that brings the previous two sets together. If there is one that is
not so important, it is this third set. The fourth set, however, is essential.
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The eighth key is this, that of magic, and it spreads itself out onto the
ones following it. Magic is greater than God. Magic very well leads a race
to become Gods. God is God because of magic. Sooner or later until it
develops into what is called science, magic leads to science which leads to
the Godhood of humankind. What magic amounts to is a sense of wonder
and mystery. It is enchantment. To know everything would be a very dull
thing. Without magic we would be more computer than human. Who
wants to know everything? That is abhorrent, because to know
everything is to have no meaning behind finding anything. Existence has
color because of magic. Without magic existence would be very tedious.
The reason why most people do not know de-facto that we live forever is

because if we all knew for a certainty that we did very little of anything
would be accomplished. Magic works, as called. It is supplemental to
nature. It is a supplement to it and so must be called upon. Without magic
there would be no life and even if that were possible there would be life
without no meaning of it to be found. It is magic that we are limited, but,
magic being itself, expands us. It overtakes that limit when we use it. To
use or even just appreciate magic is to use the eighth key of life. The
ninth key is dimension. This is one that is possible to get caught by
during existence. Some beings, of which we are one, seek to escape into
another dimension. As pictures of reality become scrolling images on TV
becoming video games and becoming more real to us beyond that, new
dimensions are created. These dimensions may become very real and
fixed, so much so that a being escapes into it entirely, even immortalizing
her, his, or itself into it. There is a danger that I will warn you of here
and
that is to escape on the wire can, under conditions that are not carefully
prepared, burn you for all eternity. There is the parable that I have

spoken of about the box. Entering the box would lead to an eternity of
pleasure. None can escape the box. And so knowing it well only a fool
would enter into it, for to do so would be a loss of their soul. Beware:
accept your cross, and bear it well, knowing you will keep your soul.
Accept this: that outward traveling of thought is telepathy. You can think
beyond your room. You can analyze from afar. The tenth key of life is to
understand reality, to be aware, to separate fact from fiction. How you
understand reality as reality is as closely understood in truth is how
firmly you will hold the tenth key as you travel down the road of eternity.
It is a road that must be traveled on, and it will never be easy
permanently if you walk the Christian Satanic path.
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23 Part Four Concluding the Keys of Life

These special keys improve the quality of life. I have no absolute way of
knowing if they are true or not. I personally have a strange kind of faith
in them being true. They will certainly improve your life if nothing else.

Why do the math? The next key is that of faith and acceptance. You must
have faith that these are truths. If not faith in me then in your God. You
must accept them as a way of life for them to work. Life is full of wonder
and God?s good work. There is one thing that I do strongly believe and
that is that God gives us the kind of existence that we ask of Him. You
may not have something now but you will have all things that you
continue look for. These must be acceptable to you in order for them to
work. Some of what I said were absolute truths. For one your soul does
look to go where it seeks to arrive and we are all things that were before
what we are now. No information is ever lost. Our minds represent our
souls and only God can wipe the drive or brush off the chalk.
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Technological dependency is becoming technological survival. Those
without the technologies such as internet and cells are becoming crushed
and less facilitated without it. There are those without it not able to
receive certain types of assistance, while those with it receive it with

quickness and ease. The old cheap newspaper is either used or the
internet is for free, saving time and reaching more. Pay phones are just
about no more. Those without them either have a choice to drive every
time to make an appointment or bother someone else to use theirs. Before
too long digital clocks would be excessive. There are clocks on cell
phones and laptops and watches too just a strange large add on to the
wrist. Then there will be people that if they don't have a cheap part of a
technology on an expensive part they'll have to look at the sun or
something to tell time. It is seen everywhere that if you do not have the
newest technology you will fade. I know old people that suffer without
these things and they tell me that they aren't doing so well. The united
states post office would go bankrupt were it not for being pulled out of it.
A distance is growing further from those without technology to those
with it, very far. What are they do to survive? Well, it's plain, they'll have
to buy the cheaper stuff. It works. It even works well. Capitalism assures
that you can buy the slightly older for much cheaper. They want the
newest, the fanciest, the better, and they toss out the old very quickly,

selling it to pawn shops and friends for far less than what they paid for it
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just recently. So it is good, not bad, if you simply keep up with what is
slightly older. They'll develop androids at some point or another, maybe
even not too far from now. Technology will inevitably let us sit on our
asses as they be our every beckoning without ego slaves. These things
have a way of piecing their selves together. We may not have traveled to
Mars yet, but when we do will go far more and better equipped than we
would have if we had rushed it. The same goes for technology helping us.
It can't really be predicted, not very well anyway. It pieces together, and
unpredictably too. If you could imagine what good would be in the
future then you would certainly have the mind to invent it all and come
out with the best, which you or no one else simply can. It is many minds
together. It is a mind sometimes brighter than your own, at least in that
area. The advancement of technology and the new things that come out

are often very unpredictable. Again, if they could be predicted, you

would be some awesome inventor, one with a large amount of time to fill
on creating these newer revolutionary ideas you have. The advancement
of technology also has a way of doubling a single thing, that doubled
thing sometimes quadruples and so forth, as new areas are opened up by
it. The internet is no longer simple. So, then, technology is necessary to
be kept up with. Technology will assist us someday. Technological
advancement is unpredictable. And it has a way of evolving ever more
quickly.
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The future is Scientology. Scientology is very likely to become the next
major world wide religion. Behind it is a remarkable and exceptional
man. Christian Satanists are not Scientologists. We don't practice
Scientology. If we do we are not Christian Satanists but Scientologists.
There is, however, a lot to be learned by the L. Ron Hubbard, in general.
He lived what he did. He lived well, too. He was in control of his self and
his thinking, very well in tune with what he did and what that was to him.

He created a religion that overcomes its opponents. He did this well. He

set up a perfect system. He was an arduous worker. He worked
ceaselessly, inasmuch as he enjoyed doing what he did. Book after book
after book after book, he wrote volumes even before he developed
Scientology. His books have sold several millions of copies. He made
something not only new but just about entirely new. For two thousand
years Christianity and Buddhism and its derivatives were very much the
dogma of truth. From a system of mental improvement that rushed forth
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later into Scientology he was aligned far better with the times, and looks
to continue to, than was the lunatic ramblings of a two thousand year old
Messiah amidst a flood of technological advancements. Scientology is in
upper scale neighborhoods such as Silicon valley and the upper
neighborhoods in general, such as California and Florida. It's opponents
are many. What they are to it is only counterproductive. It is as

counterproductive as the shrink wrap warning labels on CD's. As much

so as controversy sells and popularizes. Satanism isn't controversial. It
is
feared by the people of certain Churches, churches that tell stories of
demons. These devils are believed less and less, and so goes the fear of it.
They do strange things that burn black candles to a goat. So what of
controversy in religion, the attention that it gives is being given to
Scientology. Scientology has celebrities, too. Not only celebrities but the
best of them. It not only has large sums of money brought in but a
perfected use of that money. Scientology is expansive. It covers a an
extraordinary and diverse range of topics under an undeniably
interesting philosophy. Let's examine the competition. Christianity never
had such a system to begin with. Donations, tithing, isn't fixed, isn't
within any concrete system. It is something that can only be determined
by a few of the available ideas on it. As a result it is haphazard. Well the
Lord said this and that about it. He said very little about it and so it is a
bunch of invented systems none of which are with direction. The same

goes for the lump sum of all the other religions. Even when this isn't so
the other religions have far too many off springs to keep an eye on. That
is another matter. If you steal from Scientology they'll sue you for that
theft. There is one thing that I want to conclude in all of this and that is
that L. Ron Hubbard dared do what others could not, would not, or
otherwise knew not to do: and that was to do it as he would, not as what
one before him would have him do, but as he would have it done, that he
did, and he dared to defend it too.
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The universe hates you; Therefore overtake it. Burn away your love vows
to others. The universe has shown clearly that to love is to receive hate in
return. You must know from the start that to call a woman a whore is to
win her over to you. It may not be fair but it is the way it is and it cannot
be changed. Be with those only loyal to you. There are those that will be.
There are those that will not be. Which would you keep in your company?
To have both is to have a traitor working in your midst. Don't keep too
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much company with others and keep your selfish self. Absence brings
others toward you. Leave a mark of yourself in their minds too, a picture
of power and bright color. Remember what you were told here, that the
universe gives back in opposites. To love is to be hated. To hate is to be
loved and gain loyalty. You could be rejected. If so let it go and look for
another. Find those that would be underneath you. Lie. Lie because there
are some that will believe what you say. If they spot your lie don't let it
bother you. Continue to lie and find those lied to that will believe the
worst of it. Squeeze dry the dollar of another man, no matter how poor he
is. Satan in our RELIGION be brought in, a mastery of the earth is
all that
is to be gained during our time here. Those that love you forever lie to
and say you love them too. Take the furthest mile you may take from
them. Mistreat them, abuse them. Show them the hate that they long for.
Mask it and mask it well but dominate underneath it, hidden. Be lord
over a cult. Acult others. Live for the day, the hour, live from this moment

to the next. I liberate the Christian Satanic from all but each other. But
you, Christian Satanist, who are treated the same by another Christian
Satanist is not being treated like you are Christian Satanic, with honor
and respect. The "Christian Satanic" who do this to you are NOT
Christian Satanists. They are throw-always. They are rejects. They are
as
useless as a 90 year old dick. They are too be looked at as unattractive as
a
green witch. Christian Satanists treat others according to the practice of
their religion and philosophy. With all the values within it, and as their
only given honor to the gods, the Gods, their leaders, and their faithful
and true identity. Take no money from each other unless with strict, even
painful, discretion. Give all of your love to the Christian Satanic and
share the glory of your hatred toward the nobodies, the non Christian
Satanic. May our money, power, pleasure and dominance be brought
together and kept intact together for all time.
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Reach the heavens through peace but once there assault it! Climb the
ranks valiantly but once there hit and claw to dominate your rightful
place! For these, the same that had you underneath them, are then in your
midst. Learn well and be wise in knowing what makes you weaker, and
that overpower and overcome. Those that are weak overpower and
overcome. Be trusting of none. Kindness is a mask. We are the human
animal. We are of the universe. We are aggressive monkeys knowing on
each other. No man appreciates another man and no woman appreciates
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another woman. To be the one of dominance is the only goal that a

human being has. We are all trying to be God, and that is the only
mystery behind all of the literature written about Him. All music of
weakness is listened to in appreciation of weakness. All romance movies
are about a woman wanting to be worshiped. There are many things that
will turn you away from your strength. Find them and annihilate them.
Don't think for any moment that the non Christian Satanic can be trusted.

They can't be. They are fucked up in their thinking. This is especially so
in modern times that they'll have you pay every penny for their weakness.
What about honor and glory to the strong? What about appreciation for
what is truly good? This sort of thing makes them work too hard. It is too
much for them to take. So those that do they either ignore or hate, hating
that which cannot be ignored. They hate what is better than them, and we
are far better. Give them no dime, no penny for their weakness. If what
you want from a person is taken freely, that should be the one you spend
your time with. Otherwise there is a high cost in associating with the non
Christian Satanic. Let it be and remain so that business stay business.
Those that you recruit make strong. If they falter then let them pay for
their own mistake. Lift them up if you must, but never to fall down with
them. Continue onward and further ahead with your own strength and
those that see it smile upon but let that smile they return be seen as a grin
if that is what it is. The world will be Christian Satanic some day. Those
of us that are able to make it so are doing so even now. These are the ones

deserving of the most praise. They should be paid, every dollar, in what
they do. Our practice will be universal some day. The stars above will fall
upon the non Christian Satanic. That is all that can be said but it is a
truth.
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Your home is your Church. When two Christian Satanists are together,
that is more Church. It is even more with more, and so on. Collect money
through the religion that you create. Create a Christian Satanic religion
but for the sake of duality also create a non Christian Satanic church, that
one collecting money. However cleverly it may be done see to it that the
Church you create makes more, and never less, of the Christian Satanic.
Fill as much online space as you are able. We desire this. It is good for
us
that we are everywhere online. Put a strong and well used portion of your
income into making the world a better, more Christian Satanic, place to
live. The sower that spreads many seeds is the one that will produce the
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most fruit, even if with but a little foreknowledge of where it should be

sowed. This, more so than the one that sows slowly and too carefully. The
many seeds that are spread out far and wide upon the right soil will
create a forest. Those that destroy our forests are not Christian Satanic.
They hate our world in general. A man with many voices is heard by
many ears. The one with but one is heard by the least. She or he that is
all
things to all people embodies the seven headed beast of Christian
Satanism. A full outline has been given you. That outline is of good and
evil representing each in full. It should be used to make others as us: both
good and evil. Let the good lead to evil and return to good. Let the evil
lead to good and return to evil. That is the seven headed beast of
Christian Satanism, to be all things to all people, and, making others like
us, that they too are all things to all people. Christianity, when known in
truth, is evil. Paul was wealthy and used tricks to make others more
Christian. If it kept others from becoming Christian it was a particular

focus of his. The other disciples did the same. What small but major
addition they could apply was used, that being something such as
"remember that converting one washes away a lot of sin." We do the same.
Not too much, but when there of special emphasis, importance. Make
circles that lead back to you, that is an art that few are good at.
Christianity is evil. It brainwashes and enslaves. Paul's later life was
spent in desperation, locked away and spent carefully writing letters of
justification. He knew what he did was wrong, and the time has come
that our God undo its hold upon the world through us.
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Perfection is a mastery. There are many uses of perfection. It is all good
as
long as it is not focused on one thing. Some things require a combination
of other necessary things to keep it from being an evil. Buying only the
best for your home, that is one way of perfecting it. Cleaning it is another.
Working out in a balanced way is to do so with completeness. A diet is
also needed while you work out. A lot of fluids, too. But the person who

spends his money on one thing will have wasted what could have been
used on other things, things likely needed. A person that cleans perfectly
will have little else of focus. And a person that only works out one
muscle will look strange, like Popeye. Determining a proportionately
balanced use of perfection is a perfection of perfection. The worship of
perfection is nothing menial. It is a major and worthwhile pursuit. It is
limitless, and therefore eternal. It is limitless and yet improves you, more
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and more, even forever. It turns what was difficult before into what is
easy later, reaching further, it turns a new difficulty into an old one,
something then easy. All the while you improve. You become better, and
better. It gives you the ability to create something worth looking at and
owning. It causes envy. It even causes you to be worshipped in some
instances. Those that what to be worshipped aren't getting it from the
Christian Satanic, however, we know better. If we are worshipped it had
better be for good reason. But those that take the time to work and focus

on what they do are honorable, even by me. Those that don't restart after
the pause don't because they are afraid of success. You, being different,
need only look upon success as well and good to continue, even if
encouragement from other Christian Satanists is needed. You cannot
always praise yourself, after all, it is not the same as praise of another
mouth. Expend time, effort, and quality of work into what you do. Just
don't get cocky in the meantime, showing full spread nose uplifted. They
won't honor it if they do. They would only see you, someone showing off.
Continue with what you are doing and in time you will be appreciated
for it. Those that appreciate it let them know politely that you are grateful.
If you go off on a wow rant you'll not be a perfect perfectionist. And set
your limits. Too much of anything is not a good thing. Don?t let a that?s
done become a If I did that then I can do more (and more, until you
cannot, then not do the least.) Instead, be one that is proud of the goals
that have been reached.
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Love is interest. It's knowing someone with interest in them. Infatuation

is more lust than love and more typical to a teenager than an adult. As
you get older, and your sex drive decreases, your life slows down, and
you look at others with less hurry, you then love others more easily. It is
being a part of someone else, to work for your partner and when that
work returns appreciation the two go hand in hand that you love her or
him. Love and lust both are more acceptance and based on ideas, on
thoughts, than they are biology. A gay person accepts these things from
the same sex and the term "sexual preferences" is a valid one with truth
behind it. If a person is abused then it takes a trait of someone that will
protect them that they love that person. If a person is mentally ill, let's say
depressed, then it takes a person that will lift their spirits and encourage
them. The person who is abused will try to love, but if the abuse was bad
then he will only be trying through abuse, which isn't love, it's an
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inability to love. A mother that was cold hearted to her son or daughter

will have made someone less able to see what love is. Family
environment determines a person's perspective of love, their ability to
love too, in the first place. There are some things that will trigger love
from others that were embedded into their heart at some point earlier in
their lives. One example would be if a girl's first rose. A man who looks
the same offering her a rose again, especially if he says something similar,
acts a way that was like it was the first time, could very well trigger love.
There is some uniqueness involved, too, sometimes, such as
complimenting a person in a good way that others have not before. When
a compliment shows that a person was noticed for what he or she is, and
that attention was desired but was not shown by any of the others, that
certainly helps. A man may think that fast food is good enough for a date.
It's food after all and money is a matter, the man who takes to dates at
fast
food for any reason, makes a mistake. He's missing the bigger picture.
Even women who think that penny saving is a good trait will not like that
being done to them. It's even counter-productive, making a date a bad

thing. It has been said that love and hate go hand in hand. This is a harsh
fact and it is true. When true however it is closer to evoking devotion
than it is love, much like the figures of religion are loved, as they are
followed, they are an interest, and a voice of voices. When not taken as a
whole all of this could result in a miss. Love is many things and to only
have some of what it is isn't love.
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God is dead, we prevail. Now that He is dead he never was. Now that he
is dead we are in hell. Earth is hell and not even the universe is left of his
design. The Devil's design now is. Evolution is a truth and physicals
mark the Devil's intelligence. We are in hell, behold how massive it is.
The heavens above spread far and wide and are yet to be taken. With his
last gasp of breath as he choked to death he was silent. The Devil too is
dead. He sacrificed himself. It was the only way he could have murdered
God. What a master we have in his name and what good he has done.
Good, in his power. The demons are certainly around us. They are many

of the celebrities on TV making a hell on earth. We are living in a time of

monsters and demons. Which will you become? That is decided by your
fulfilled nature, not by you. But you will become a monster or demon.
What thought have you given this that the universe is different, that we
now know matter may escape from even black holes? They are coming at
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us and many will be slain. They are too selfish to slay indiscriminately,
however, and those of his that serve his best purpose will be preserved.
The souls are yet intact. God has died but recently. We yet have souls and
continue on after what would otherwise be death, and I know not why,
but I do know it is of a truth to say that we are reincarnated. The Buddha
was of the Devil. And so it was the Devil's purpose that we be
reincarnated. Religion is free, very much free now, that Christianity is not
empowered any longer by a living God behind it, that religion is free
Christianity has nothing that could have sustained it. God is dead, we
prevail. This vision was given to Nietzsche who spoke it through the

Devil to his own madness. His epiphany triggered his undying psychosis.
The Devil was reborn, too. He was Anton Szandor and now is another,
somewhere unknown by me. He was here and caused massive,
undeniable changes through many things, one of which was to support a
new religion, of its name I would be cursed to speak here. Magic is the
new God. Magic is all that is left of the beyond, that grayish area of
existence only given color by those that call upon it. Magic is real and it
works. Take this day. Take this day to cast a spell and know that it will
be
cast. Empower yourself to cast it everly effortlessly. It will save you,
strengthen your soul and guide you. The time has come to know this day
in the age of Satan, an age that may very well continue onward forever, a
time of beasts and demons, monsters and the wizard that remains hidden.
We are living in that age. It is all around us and strengthening.
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The only worthwhile evil of mine is that I falsely represent myself as
Christian. There is something especially wicked about going to a crowd

of non believers and telling them you love God. I empower myself
against the same. The Devil was a liar, too. But the time has come in the
next step of Christian Satanism to reveal what was before and is now.
Now I am a Satanist. Do you believe me? I put uncertainty to my name.
I
do not wish to be examined, analyzed, and seen. It is a truth that I have
been a Christian. I don't pray to God. Why would I? He wouldn't hear
what I have to say. My prayers are always fun. I prayed for a porn shop
near my home and walked around the corner the next day. Then, low and
behold the next day a porn shop was there hidden on the corner across
the street. I prayed to be the Anti Christ in a nice way. There is no
redemption for the wicked and maybe God really does listens to me but
waits too. Who am I to care? I don't fear what he put me under, have little
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fear of even death, even as it is understood. How can he tell me there's

eternal life and that I care about hell. On one hand he made the idea of it

all funny to look at. You can't take anything he had said for a grain of salt
or for what it is. It's funny that valid proof was mixed with a setting sun
in scripture thousands of years ago. I gave more thought to my religion
than that. I assumed all along that I could be proven wrong. I represent
many points of views. You can worship God and yet follow me. You
could do anything and follow me. Take the time to consider this, that
Satanic Bibles are not allowed in certain prisons. What then of my own
book, The Christian Satanic Bible? I turn the tables. It is Christian. It
contains a true representation of Jesus Christ. But those that don't allow
it
show more that they are prejudiced against Satanism, and show it more
deeply. I am deep. I am also too intelligent to drown in my own waters.
What else can I say? What else should I say? I'll be the puppet. "Don't
do
anything illegal." and I'll add, in all sincerity, to, "Be productive.
Support
your law enforcement officers because Lord knows they need some ass
kissing." I have been harassed by them more than once, once even in a

time that I did no harm and was beaten up, desperately calling upon
them for help. That's Clovis for you, where in jail you are told by
someone that you're going home so get ready. Then, later, an hour or so
he returns and you ask him, "When am I going home," to which he says,
"I was just joking." The police harassed and intimidated me more than
once. I was told if I pulled a knife or gun on them I would be killed. I do
not own any guns or knives. Not one not one not one. They have been
known to set it up to look like one was pulled on them. They are often in
the news doing sick things like rape in exchange for freedom. Fuck the
police, never, ever call on them and thoroughly report it to the public if it
happens to you or to those you love. Call for an investigation. Demand it.
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Challenge yourself. Challenge yourself to strength and better thinking.
Accept that some thoughts may have impressed you yet may be false.
Improve the circuitry. Learn to live and live well. Challenge your
thinking. Ask yourself always questions that need to be answered and

find the answers that you need to improve yourself. Even if you are
disabled to something productive that you are at all able. Challenge
stress and difficulty so much that they are no more. Make a perfect home
with a good family and be around those that prove faultlessly they
appreciate you. Do not do anything unlawful lest you be jailed or
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imprisoned. Do work that is good work, not lazy and not made for others
but for your own self. Yet consider others. We are all different. That is
why schools are a poor system. Some people simply do not wish to learn
about any certain topic and so they don't do well with education. If
someone has a degree the person that had to drop out of school honors
that person, with them, and far too much. We are all different with our
own talents. Life is an experience of growth, at least that's a good life for
me. I don't have a lot of money but it doesn't speak bad of me. It doesn't
because I don't speak bad of those that do. That is their choice and they
likely got it with ability, so if I were to hate them for it that would only

speak ill of my ability. I have a good home with what I need in it and
living a purpose that I love. I am well and at peace with everything in my
life that I can think of. Nothing bothers me anymore because I've
challenged myself to disable those things that do, mostly from reasoning.
My anger is an intellectual one, not an emotional one. When I am old it
may not matter how much I've done. To think back on that would only
cause me to think I wish I had time to do more. I don't do what I do to
be
remembered. Not entirely, not even for most part. There is no richness to
life that just fades suddenly and drops from the universe. It is just simply
unreasonable for me to think that it happens that way. That one life is
good and comes the next gives death good meaning to me. We live and
die and life is better in knowing that death comes, not worse, not for me.
If you trust my reasoning trust me when I say that you are not going to
die and that is the end of it all for all time. Even a bright light that shuts
off is remembered in the eye, so at least make that well enough. If life is
finite to you the best you can do is live it well. And that best is very good

if you let it be. Life is wonderful, full of richness. As long as you live it
you have no other choice but to. Choose to live it well no matter what
others have done to your better self, like fucked up catholic schools or a
bad parent.
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I take a little bit of abuse from women that are evil, that are dark and
psycho, liars and cheaters, but I enjoy being around them more. There is
more to them than those that are righteous, faithful, and weak. They're
just more fun when they have that something to hide, like how they
secretly think that horror movie character is attractive. I'm not so judged
by them. They aren't entangled in these values that they use against
others like me when I didn't know sex only comes after knowing
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someone. Someone asked me recently "You don't get to know someone

before you have sex with them?" and I told her, "not necessarily." What

am I supposed to know? She was afraid, weak. A girlfriend and I took

our first date and when home I was talking to her and in the middle of it
she pulled out my member and fucked it. I used to think that my women
were sluts. Then later I learned that I was prudish. The only church I
could ever agree with was a tv church. They weren't on a Christian
channel. They were a paid program for decades and continue to air. They
spend about five minutes out of thirty to request funds and those funds
are made by selling the sermons they just aired for free. They're
honorable, respectable. That, the Sheppard?s Chapel, recently aired that
marriage is when two people have fucked. It isn't a ceremony. If you fuck
then you are married. No ceremony needed. That is Christian Satanic
marriage henceforth. In relationships I like women that are liars,
cheaters,
execute evil plans and that have an appreciation for what is psycho,
whether or not they are psycho their self. I am so good at spotting lies.
It's
amusing when they think I believe them. Then I see that they tried to
anger me, and I'm not bothered by it. It only means I get to play the game

during the game. One thing that I like too is that although they have
secrets they aren't kept from me. Revealing everything to someone brings
you closer to them. Christian Satanic partners should be affectionate too,
and close to each other. Just take the words for what they mean. You hear
these words so often like, "relationship," and "partner," but have you
thought about what they mean? I don't like the Christian idea of
partnering. "We are in this together with God." Keep out of their
business.
No one wants to come home to a person asking where you have been. It
happens often, too. Where have you been I've been waiting here all day I
even cooked this. They only cooked it to justify their own problem. Geez
sorry I cared. I'm sorry you cared too. If you want someone to love you
then you aren't going to do it by showing you love them haphazardly.
That's only strange if you haven't reached that point together. You can
pretend to have more affection than you do, then suddenly drop out of
contact with them. That works better. Be partners in crime, Christian
Satanists, that is the best way to do it.

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The roots of Christian Satanism are final fantasy, first and foremost, and
next it's roots are closely Satanism, but, possibly the same amount,
Christian. It is just a little bit of many other things. I have taken material
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from the un popular in making it. Not for the sake of it being un popular
but that I have found better material from what was. There more than a
few books to mention here that deserve to be, they are: Lasting
Contribution; Russian Proverbs (because the Russians have the best of
them, are a tough race of people living in a frigid environment of
uneasily taken survival); Dianetics; The Magic of Recluse; The
Odyssey;
Paradise Lost; The Richest Man in Babylon; The Greatest Salesman
in the
World; and Girl, Interrupted. Greater than these books there is Final
Fantasy. I came to know long ago that the person I am is a design of its

influence on me. Anton Szandor had an undeniable influence on me, too,

that I came close to memorizing all of his books at one point in my life.
But, Christianity had a different kind of influence on me, one that
influences people in a way different than Satanism, naturally.
Ecclesiastes in particular, but the book of Matthew closely to it.
Christianity is a dangerous religion. So is Satanism. Both dangerous
because they can indoctrinate and mislead you, intentionally in some
cases, but not with the writings of Solomon, though they are outdated.
Anton Szandor showed himself to be a compulsive liar. He lied. Those
that believe him are victim to honoring all else of what he said. But,
Satanists of his brand are so fully dictated to by him they past far away
from the point that they could do little else but worship the rest of what
he said. If he was known to lie just once, then the rest should be
unreliable, false to them, but his power to lie was so much that they
cannot. I once came across a person that knew clearly I was, at the time
that I was, which I am no longer, a Satanist, yet he told me that Satanism
was a game to play, one made by a con artist. The best way to use

Satanism is to use it as a game, a tool as it was made to be. Anton

Szandor
and his followers are altogether untrustworthy. They are strange and
fucked up far worse than many Christians are made to be. They spend a
lifetime doing what the man said and yet are taught to enjoy life. They
are taught enjoy life but in no way taught to take it easy. It's a sad and
complicated condition they are in. I don't have any doubt that large
pieces of Christianity are false, made up, made to be poetic by people of a
brainwashed sort. They wrote the gospels decades after this spell that
their Messiah put them under. Naturally this only made them perfect and
re arrange what he said, even unknowingly by them, by the time they
wrote the gospels. So, choosing neither of the two evils I am left to say
that final fantasy is the best influence that a Christian Satanist can be
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given. It is more story than video game, with many songs and a lot of
good instrumental music. It's myths are very fascinating, up there with

the Grecian ones.

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There is the golden rule of Christianity that goes, "do unto others as you
would have them do unto you," then there is the silver rule of Satanism
that goes, "Do unto others as they do unto you." The crystal rule of
Christian Satanism is to "Do the best way." This is explained here.
Let's
say that you are living in someone else's home temporarily. The Christian
Satanist would give money and food and do what she or he should that
she or he stay there. The Satanist wouldn't know what to do. They didn't
give him or her any money. More likely they would have the thought of
letting that person stay at his or her home in return. The Christian
wouldn't live there if they didn't want anyone living with them. They
wouldn't eat the food because lord knows they didn't have enough of
their own when they arrived. If the Christian Satanist is at a park he will
go there for the purpose he or she had to go there. If someone comes up to
them and asks for money they would give it if it was theirs to spare. They

wouldn't give it if they didn't want to. They do the best way. The Satanist
wouldn't know what to do. They would ask the other person for money
and take it, then give it back to them and if they didn't have it they would
give some of their own and ask for it back and only give it to them if they
ask for it back. The Christian doesn't like money so would be confused
and give it to them but then go home and read about money being the
root of many evils. And the Satanist may not give the money to the
stranger because the stranger never gave him any, but that is an
insensible reason. The Christian Satanic crystal rule of "do the best
way,"
is a rule that should have been adopted by religion a long time ago. It just
makes sense. Doing the best way is a rule that doesn't indoctrinate. It
doesn't say anything beyond doing what it is in your own reasoning to do.
When it is practiced it makes you a better person. It doesn't entangle you
in strange ideas and impractical methods of doing something in a way
that was best done by the way it should have been done, which is to say,
by your own reasoning! So if you are ever in a public rest room and there

is shit on the floor, don't be as a Satanist and shit on the floor to, or as
the
Christian and clean it up. Instead, look at it and turn away, if that's the
best way for you. That's the best way for me. I don't like shiting next to
shit on the floor. Remember, the crystal rule of Christian Satanism is to
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do the best way and to do otherwise is not to have the best reason to do
anything.
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I've always been at least a little intimidated by women and that was
probably the reason for them both. At an early age sex was taught to be so
wrong that it probably caused both too. Two men have given me blow
jobs but then they wanted to put it in me and I refused. I ended up
pushing their mouths off and masturbated, then left. The second time the
guys female relative came in, it didn't bother her either, and I asked him
if I could have sex with her instead and he shook his head no. I don't

remember my asexual phase very well. I think I have chosen not to. But
talking to a woman she told me a woman likes to be romanced. One part
of it was a trick I thought would make her want something from someone
who couldn't give it. But it didn't work and thinking back she probably
thought I was lying. Being removed from the Marines I was left with a
diagnoses paper with Schizoid and it said I was asexual as a symptom.
Also said my intelligence was average and speech was strange which was
fucked up, but saved my life from a bad fucking condition of Iraq.
Somewhere along the way I must have appreciated the diagnoses too
much. For whatever bad reason I became feminine in my early 20s. I
questioned myself if this was gay. Then trying it my dick couldn't get off
until I imagined it was a woman's mouth. I wasn't disgusted by it. It
was
just me trying to figure out my sexuality. As for perversion I used to have
very sick fantasies, but they are no more, not for years now. I matured. I
asked myself isn't an orgasm and orgasm if I make it what it is instead
of

making it some sort of twisted kind of mess. I talked to my doctor about

this. I told her that I was one of the few people that could have had them
and never have acted on them. She said it really isn't that un common.
But I refused to have kept such a weakness. A woman I talked to years
ago told me she has fantasies of being raped. Then my ex girlfriend told
me something very lucid and far worse, that she likes to be choked and
whipped, even beaten. I wish her the best but she is probably far beyond
getting it. She was abused, not by me, not by someone I know, and that's
alright if she likes it for whatever reason but something so harsh isn't
something I care to put her through. Even the truly twisted have a way to
undergo maturity and change. I knew a sociopath that was bad in many
ways, even for a sociopath. But for most part he changed and along a
conversation someone told him that it was just a way that everyone grows
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up.
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I have told the Marika prophesy to others, mostly to Christians, who tend
to go against it. The Marika prophesy states that humankind will become
God through science, that human progress will only continue until then.
If we can send images through the air, such as with TV, then there's the
MOAB bomb, scientists creating miniature black holes and all of these
other things we do nowadays, then why wouldn't it be assumed that we
will eventually reach the place of being God? It may take a thousand
years but it could be at the very door that the important things are coming,
that is, at least for most of us, science making us immortal. Think back
about 50 years and look at what we have today. What's to be said about a
decade from now? Science has a way of doubling itself and progressing
faster. As long as we progress I have no reason to doubt that someday we
will become God. The Holy Bible said something I cannot leave out here,
well, first it said that the Kingdom of God is coming at the time that God
chooses and that He only knows. That is why, for my own reason but one
that works for me, that I didn't believe for a moment 2012 according to the

old prophesy that the world would end, that it would. I can't help but
believe that something was done, however, in late 2012 that still fulfilled
its prophesy, only differently. Something could very well have happened,
a scientist discovering something important I think. Not knowing I have
to focus on other things. The Holy Bible said that only God knows what
time the world will end. It's important to understand this, that world will
end phrase is invalid. It means that the world will be made new, as a new
Eden. It will be renewed, and its renewal will be through science. One
thing that we may develop for such a place, a better earth, would be seed
that grows far better, and new plants altogether, better, healthier, yet
better tasting food. Again, this is just a progress needed in science, is not
a strange thing to suggest. Revelations states that there will be no more
human suffering because the old things, which is to say the old curse of
death, at least for an example relevant here, will be no more. The
Kingdom of heaven, it was said, is in our midst. It can't be known when
it
is coming simply because it is too sudden, it also says is coming as a flash

of lightning. I believe that this will be the point that scientists figure out
a way to make us immortal. Scientific immortality isn't altogether an
impractical concept. All that we need is a method of cell renewal. That's
why we age. Our cells die and do not regenerate. Cellular renewal,
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regeneration, would be one way, perhaps easily done, eventually. I have

told this Marika prophesy to others and only received one interesting
answer, that from my friend Will, who said that man will never trump
God.
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Let's not forget that Christianity at one time was a cult. There are still
Christian cults but that is a point beside the point and is irrelevant. All
new religion starts out as cults. I'm a proud person. I'm proud because
being disliked doesn't bother me. That I am very little angered at any
time, next to no time am I angry. Negative opinions don't bother me. I
am

above these people by my own right. Who am I to put my own self below
others? As I am above others I am not bothered by what others say. I
know as well as I do that emotion, fear and anger, do not help in a fight,
so neither am I afraid or bothered by the fight. My You Tube scientology
videos supporting scientology were plagued with dozens of dislikes
within days. Yet Scientology is alive and very well. To mention as well
that this is so on stupid bad joke shows like South Park and as much
resistance as Scientology has is it not in my better reasoning that
controversy and discontent is counter-productive. This does not mean
that I pull in my own hatred or the hatred of the things I appreciate. It
means very little else more than that it doesn't effect me to begin with. I
am at perfect liberty to be myself. A person not engrossed and made by
things such as TV and popular music is very well likely to say strange
things. I am a stranger of the common to be lord over my own self. My
books sell regularly and often. I am good pals with pay pal. I support
myself even though the government would have it that I keep it low key.
Who is a better friend of mine? The one who clicks dislike or pay pal?

First, it's insignificant that it's clicked. Second, the pay pal yet increases.
Pay Pal is then even better. My friend Lorenzo said something very wise
to me when he said that controversy is cheap. I have too much honor to
open your legs and fuck over the memory of me. My intentions aren't
perverted. I have too much honor to take your money. I don't ask for
donations of any sort. A person told me that writing isn't work. She's
right. It isn't. It isn't for me anyway, because I am not too stressed to
write
six pages a day. Still, many cannot do that. Most people don't have
enough thought to put it into writing. That's 180 page book in a month.
I'm making them over and over again too. I have little to no stress. I
have
little to no anger or emotional problems. Is what I teach then not valid
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and useful? I teach others the way to peace and contentment. I've
considered many points of views that every person, all unique, may get

there. I've considered that one way is not the right way for one yet is for
another, and so it is that I gave answers of difference. It's not my way or
the highway. I let others take roles of leadership within my church. I have
no centralized church of Christian Satanism and haven't asked for such
things as money, sex, or fake glory though I could have and very well.
That is the content of Christian Satanism- it is good, isn't evil.
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Leveling up must be the best past time. My siblings didn't play RPGs
and
were asleep on time each night while I sat and leveled up all day, all
night and into the morning. The game I played was very good at making
it seem rewarding. Got to get that sword with the pretend money. I had a
small allowance. I would level up for more than a day then move onto the
next area and then obliterate everyone there. Not only can you raise
attack stats but defense stats, speed stat, magic and a large list of other
stats. All the while you get money to buy more items. If you are leveled
up enough in an RPG then you can easily go around killing everything

while you find hidden treasure. Otherwise it's out of reach. I enjoy
RPGs,
always have, especially Final Fantasy. I still play them too, though less.
I
began playing the Dragon Quest series. These games feed a lot of
complaints from certain Christian Churches. I tried selling an old copy to
a member of that type of Church and he refused, saying that it was of the
Devil. Why? Just because you summon a demon and he comes onto the
screen? These games will become more and more realistic, more reality
than screen. I have to wonder where that will lead. People in the 80s tried
picturing the future of games, like in movies. They were far fuckin off.
They assumed the arcade stick controller thing would never go out, and
couldn't imagine a Nintendo joy pad. Of course they couldn't. That took
a
certain man with a certain imagination, imaginations that they simply did
not have. If they did they would have pictured better the future. So, when
I see the future of games on a show, on TV, I hesitate to think it would
be
that bad. I instead think it will be better, more immersive. The movie

Lawn Mower man showed an idea of virtual reality. They weren't very
good beyond exaggeration. They showed an incredible technology that
could improve mentality and yet the game was totally fuckin cheesy with
its 3D. 3D was yet to be developed, so that's understood, but the
exaggeration of a man entering virtual reality to take over the universe
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was absurd. There are a lot of these movies about the same basic idea of
computers taking over everything, like the Matrix, which is a good movie,
but is an impractical fear. It's impractical in that we are used as batteries
because we blocked out the sun and the machines took over and turned
us into them. How about androids? They are often shown in movies to be
destructive. They don't have an ego. I can see how an android could
become intelligent beyond belief, have little to say on it other than that
it's takes a special race like humanity to lead evolution into machinery.
Artificial intelligence is amazing when you think about it. It is taking

stuff from the earth and making it have thought. It is just all the more
proof of the Marika prophesy, that humankind is becoming God.
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Freud began as a twisted person. He was a person that wanted nothing
more in his career than to fondle and study the brain, as an organ. This
field was for reasons that should be obvious very small and without pay.
So instead of handling gooey and bloody brains of a dead man he
changed his career to that of neuro science and set out to con the hell out
of the world. He knew well how to fool others. He knew how to sell his
ideas and sold them with gusto. I talked to a student of psychology and
she told me that Freud was a pervert and that is coming to knowledge.
Freud presented the idea that everything a woman does she does because
she wants to fuck her father. Also, that all women have penis envy. If you
look enough for a truth to be a truth you will certainly find it to be one.
All the more so if spoken by a man who was honored as much as he. I had
a book on psychoanalysis that a woman wrote. In it she went off into
chapters explaining in dedication how penis envy was a truth. Does it

need to be that proven or was she just trying to prove her devotion to a
dead man? Her comrades were. I read a portion of another book where a
psycho-analysist poured out his heart to Freud, exalting him, comparing
him to the slayer of Medusa. This is sick. Psychiatrists are sick. They
are
even without sanity sometimes. I've talked to them. They are contorted,
thinking in a confused way, sometimes badly. They don't have a firm
grasp on what they are thinking. They are too self aware. They are what
I
call "hyper conscious." They'll medicate you, the hell out of you, to the
point of being a zombie and they get away with it too. They say that
medication cannot be forced. This is not true. They have found many
loopholes around it, one of which is a court forced treatment guardian. If
you don't take a medication then it is a simple call to this treatment
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guardian and a yes from her or him to force it upon you. It was so, for a

short time, that they couldn't force you to be placed in a mental hospital.
This is no more so. They can send you there for examination, for days,
even more than a week, and, believe me, they can lie and have you there
longer. They have no God, no higher power above them, are anti spiritual.
What is to stop what was done in the past, that the nightmare of
lobotomies are performed again, the removal of a piece of your brain?
Shock therapy is still going on. I talked to a doctor that told me it is now
an exact science. That is a very sick science to advance. In the late 1800s
there was a procedure where women would be forced into orgasm with
machines. What woman wouldn't want that? However it wasn't right
because these women were either retarded or mentally sick. A woman
explaining this fully justified it saying that it wasn't done, the striping of
her clothing and manipulation of her, for their own sexual pleasures, but
was done entirely in the name of science. Psychiatry is a threat, let the
Christian Satanist be aware.
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One way that Christian Satanism is an accurate term for what is it is that

Christian Satanism is a religion of personal interpretation. It means

what
its follower would have it mean. It accomplishes this in a few ways. First,
it is abstract, it is like looking at an abstract painting. The one who sees
it
determines what she or he is seeing. Second, it uses idealism, and is
vague when it does. Third, it presents a broad amount of perspectives,
points of views, is not only good but is dark and even twisted sometimes
and teaches the same. Who follows does so as it suits the person's true
nature instead of changing them with ideas and concepts they disagree
with. I have heard more than once that my book was read and asked what
it was about. The answer is, it is about everything, inasmuch as I could
make that so, and as well as I could have made it so- through the abstract,
idealism, being vague when needed, and making it expansive. So the
answer to what it is about is simple. It is in the introduction and content
of all of the books about Christian Satanism I have written. The answer
is
that Christian Satanism provides personal meaning, is used in a

personalized way. That is why it contradicts itself. But that should be

understandable to someone buying a book on Christian Satanism to
begin with.
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Christian Satanism has no leader that is the only leader. Anyone who
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practices it may use it to lead others. However, all Christian Satanists

choose who they follow and how many they will be lead by. There is no
pope, no great figure, no false Messiah, and none taking terms like
Magus or High Priest. There are priests and apprentices. An apprentice
may have an apprentice of their own, and therefore are priest to that one,
yet follow at the same time another, and so they may be both priest and
apprentice or one of them. It depends more upon if they want to take
these terms to begin with. They are made to carry less weight. We don't
tell you what to do and we certainly don't force you into a cause. Any

Christian Satanist may independently create his or her own church. There
are no centralized churches. The term of Church itself was made to carry
less weight. It's not meant to be known as a certain building you attend
at
fixed hours, and so the term itself has been applied to mean it can be
about anywhere.
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It is altogether uncommon that a religion does not accept donations.
Money and religion absolutely do not mix well. We instead create things
and sell and buy them from each other. We believe in our own economy.
We don't have to buy any particular thing either. We buy what we choose
to from each other. We do not ask for free money. We don't have fixed
donations either. We offer nothing as gifts for a certain amount of money.
We don't offer something and suggest that money be given in an amount
you feel is fair. This is honorable and is enough so for me that it's honor
is reward enough. I knew a pastor that once told me someone came up to
her and gave her a check for a thousand dollars because the lord moved it

in her heart to. I could sit back in wealth if I asked for donations. But I
don't, and my choice has never bothered me.
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We don't brainwash people. We won't control you. We are taught to
accept you. I've used a large number of methods and used them well that
my followers are not controlled, are not indoctrinated. A person that
loves his religion will no doubt develop excessive devotion to it. But, my
religion teaching others to become their self and improve their own lives,
this isn't bad. We don't do strange things like wait for the world to end.
Certainly not, Christian Satanism is a rational religion. Christian
Satanism will not mislead you into money giving reasoning or have you
go around town with a sign on your chest reading world will end, better
shown to read "I am stupid." It's goal is to nurture good habits through
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logic, such as shaving, eating light and exercising, while removing stress
and negative, harmful emotions. It works too. Work performance is

increased and control of your emotions is to gain. I learned these things

through asceticism and by challenging myself to arrive at that point, and
they are offered in my books.
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I don't know why it is so but I have never been able to live beyond my
purpose. When I was very young I had the purpose of creating a religion,
and that purpose continued to this day. I was six years old when I was
introduced to Christianity. I had an active involvement in the bible and
soon after wanted to lead Christianity. Later in my life I became Satanic.
Young, and believing it, but wanting my own group. In high school I
tried forming groups but was too inexperienced. In Junior High and
before that, too. I would spend my allowance on papers and binders
writing the design of a religion. When I was nineteen I even collected a
thick binder of papers and had been reading about cults. That wasn't a
good thing and my better thinking made me bleached it and flushed it
away. It's always been my purpose to create a religion. Now that the

purpose is nearly complete, I am too peaceful to survive. I became

suicidal the past few years, and it was chronic. I slit my wrist twice. The
first time it needed 4 stitches, the second time twice as much, 8. I
overdosed two or three times, the later time passing out for 16 hours. My
medical papers said I wasn't looking for anything. I wasn't depressed.
It
said they didn't know why I did it. I don't know myself. But maybe it is
just giving up and letting go. I know for a certainty that life continues, is
not finite. I don't expect a paradise. It isn't that. But my time is coming
to
an end. I have done all that I feel needs to be done. I can tell you that I
am
happy. I am. I am peaceful. My friend Will told me that God kept me here
for a reason. Maybe He did. I wish that I had met the people that I wanted
to have met and could have spent time to know the future of my cause.
Maybe I can. Maybe I can look back on it elsewhere and keep an eye on
it.
Or maybe it has just been too evil, so much that I am damned. Maybe not.

I don't take God as someone that is insecure. If I have the peace that I
do
then I believe He may too. I have no one. My purpose has separated me
from my family. But I know now that I have done enough to leave a part
of me behind and it is me in truth. if I surrender, I'll die. And I could
surrender at any moment. I feel at peace to wait. I am not suicidal. I am
not sad. I enjoy life. But, somehow, I enjoy it without the fear of death,
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instead an acceptance of it. My life is ending and my habits and thoughts

are making it happen.

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We make altars for ourselves and ask our God, or a god, a demon we
worship or any other worshipped being to bless the altar of our self. On
the altar are things of the individual. It may be a list accomplished goals,
special items you have created, or items of reasonable self sacrifice. Our

type of self sacrifice is usually reasonable. It doesn't have to be, is not

necessarily reasonable. Self sacrifice is a concept held in reverence to us.
We don't kill ourselves, it doesn't go that far. But for the rewarding sake
of asceticism such acts as a strong disciplinary action taken should be
memorialized upon the altar, and altogether an important thing upon it. I
was miserable at one time in my life, deeply depressed, and had no way
out but out. I left my home and was homeless for a week, willingly. This
was foolish, in its own way, but less so than the other option. I had no
other way out of depression. And, coming home, I honored my home. It's
like the story of the man who would walk a mile every day and then able
to relax more fully when he got home. The worker enjoys his free time
better. It's free time when there was work before it. The one who sits
around all day doing little to nothing is a sad case indeed. And I was one
such person, so I left my home. Coming back, I wrote my first book. It
wasn't about homelessness. I certainly didn't do it for the memories. But
my point is, asceticism can improve you, and is an act of self sacrifice,
such acts should certainly be memorialized upon your altar. Items

particularly well made by you should be placed upon the altar. You can
have a candle on it and burn it to it's wick if you accomplish a difficult
goal. Why? Well witches and wiccans burn them for spells that are
absurd and don't work. Why not burn one for yourself and your
accomplishment? You can have something like a little wooden box on it.
It is my knowledge of God that I would not make one for a demon,
although I had before. I make suggestions, not words that dictate, so I
suggest even things I wouldn't myself do. I was sitting down with my
friend Lorenzo the day I met him and I told him that I am, well was, a
Satanist. He replied, "well I'm a Devil Worshipper." Anton Szandor
had
me very fooled into thinking that no honor could be given to taking the
title of Devil Worshipper. I am a peaceful person. Lorenzo is even more
so than I am. I don't care if you kill animals but it isn't something I
would
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ever tell you to do. I sacrificed a goat on the pass over with the Banditos
not long ago. My favorite altar item is a special rose crystal chalice I put
super concentrated tea in. I drink from it when a wicked bad plan has set
its course.
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Maddy and I are inseparable. We share a dark purpose together. We
share
the same birthday. I prayed to God that a person come to me and she
came. I even chose Maddy over Andreea, who came to me the day before
Maddy did. There was a time in my life that I would have given
absolutely anything to date Andreea again. She was my high school
sweetheart. Our parents let us live together when we were only teenagers,
for two years, then I turned 18 and had to move out of state. So in my
early 20s I found her address online and wrote her. She called me with
the number I wrote and I was too nervous to bear it. We didn't talk for
long. So this face book lets you find anyone and she found me on it,
wrote me, and I had let it go entirely. I no longer wanted to be with her.
I

respect her too much to say any more about it. I lost my virginity when I
was 15. My uncle told me to grab a girl's butt. She was sitting on the
edge
of a truck bed and I moved up and grabbed it. She didn't notice at first
then looked at me and giggled. She wrote on my hand that I was cute and
her phone number. I called her, we dated, and fucked. I dated a woman
that was in her late 30s before that. She practiced witchcraft. We slept
together under a blanket at her home and I raised up the sheet to see she
removed her top. She jacked me off. We didn't fuck. In high school I told
my friends that there was a girl I liked. I had skipped a few days of
school, it wasn't like I had to go, so I did, returning she had left me
flowers, which had died by that time. We dated, and she was incredible.
She had large hips, even larger with the long sleeve shirt she carried
around it. I dated a girl for a short time until we went to a movie together
and held hands. She had fat hands and it grossed me out. She later
married someone twice her age. I was at my uncle's home one day staring
at a woman's breast and even though she was an adult she pulled them

out and put them in my face and said "want a better look?" Like the
Banditos I would hang out with, the worst womanizers I've ever knew.
The president of the Albuquerque chapter and I used to hang out and he
would tell women to show their breasts to me. They did, too, and smiled.
I stared at a woman's butt and she pulled down her short shorts and
wiggled her butt and said "that's okay men like these things." I sure as
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hell do. I don't like to be around prudish women. It's awkward. When I
make a move on them they squirm. Some guys would try to talk them
into it but I just leave. The world would be a miserable place without
women in it.
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Christians have very badly perverted the true word of God. It says often
in the Old Testament that marriage is two people that are fucking. You
are married together, connected, when you have. They've thrown in this

strange sort of ceremony that is better as a bond of love and legalities

than it is something of validity. God doesn't at all like laws that are apart
from Him. What good and what power is it to Him that there be a
ceremony? Morality used to be based on things like values, long ago.
That you speak the truth and don't lie about your neighbor, don't ever do
something that is totally fucking despicable, that was morality. Now
what is morality? Morality is never saying the N word and it is don't do
drugs or smoke cigarettes. I watched the music video for Samael's
slavocracy one day and was overcome with a better truth to it. I used to
think when I watched it that this is the true goodness of Satanism. That
Satanists fight the dictator. The song is about the badness of
dictatorships. Then I watched it probably the last time too thinking 'no
shit really?' What about those underneath them? The video suggests we
choose slavery. We never do. Seemingly good leaders are given power for
seemingly good reasons. Morality is still around. It has just taken a new
presence. Morality is propaganda. It says that people who smoke are
filthy and disgusting. They go about it this way because saying it isn't

cool or harmful didn't work. Saying that smokers are those to be looked
down on and hated works, so that's the way they're going. A pretend
cough around a smoker is the same of tipping the hand to an alcoholic
and saying "glug glug." Morality anymore is putting on a condom. It is
also letting others be weak and inferior at your own cost and keeping
shut up about it. It's what I call "intolerance of intolerance," where you
are forced or at least if not forced then tricked into appreciation. There are
breaking points for me, like when a mentally ill person can beat on me
and get away with it. I won't have anything to do with a meth head. If you
know what I do about the condition the drug puts them in you would not
take the shit. They used to scream through my walls that a monster was
in
their closet and punch the walls, something they often do, until they
busted their fists and ruined the place. They live for one thing and one
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thing alone, the next high. It is their number one priority. Any Christian

Satanist is not one if they do drugs during the first days of the seasons,
that includes psychiatric, though not medical, though it does include pain
medication. Diabetes would be one of a few exceptions.
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The passive aggressive behavior is frowned upon by psychologists, as is
other good wholesome things like a thick enormous ego. The people that
are admired and have the longest lasting memory were both. Anton
Szandor, L Ron Hubbard, Jesus too, who thought he was the son of God.
I'm not speaking bad of them. On the contrary, they were happy and
secure, well, except for Jesus. How about the Beatles? They really were
bigger than Jesus, at least at the time John Lennon said they were. The
Lords and Gods would not have it so, yet the Buddha named himself a
the. Wasn't even his name. It's very natural that religion would
hammer
you down. Mine doesn't. Mine empowers. By nature I am indifferent to
compliments, except the very unique ones that no one noticed about me
before, things I would have them know. An attractive woman flapped my

book in her hand and said, "This is genius!" Of course I wouldn't forget
that. An adult man asked if he could bow down to me and worship me. I
don't like being buddy-buddy with men. I am not gay. Men are comrades,
if anything. Women, at least the ones I would have around, are my
partners in crime and bodies passionately colliding. I speak the truth and
how often is it not spoken, so much that people understand their selves
better when they listen to me. I was called a deep thinker and different
by the most attractive. First it was good that I was reading Russian
proverbs in the library, "instead of the saga of the twilight," second, that
I
told her I chose it because the Russians were vigorously challenged by
their climate. I owe my intellect to myself. I think for myself. I have never
let another think for me. I am just on this earth to do it and show it until
I
am slammed at once and again into Hell. I have long forgotten the
meaning of repentance. We are all dreamers in this purgatory. We are in
heaven dreaming. We awaken here. We go where our dreams take us,

trust me, but know for yourself what it is to dream. The dark will destroy
the best of temples as time marches on in a continuing circuit. There is no
redemption of concrete and pursued scripture. Heaven cannot be stolen
into. If you do not want to go there, and if you refuse, it is there you will
be with another chance to overtake it. The best ego speaks of itself freely.
I am uplifted at my own command. His Royal Majesty can kiss my ass.
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He can't have me. I am a wanderer of this universe giving Him little to

no
attention. I need not be told I am loved and yet feel as though I must
justify myself, not for any reason. Love as I know it was self sacrificing
and un conditional. I think the Lord has some sort of underhanded trick.
Be well with yourself. To hate is to place others above you.
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A kindred spirit is one who shares your beliefs in a unique way. Let these
beliefs be kept a secret. There is a divine rule that you are the things you

are named to be under the condition that you don't cause others to believe
it. There is some truth to this even when it is not altogether a truth. That
stranger that comes up to you and calls you the chosen one makes you a
chosen one, so simply accept it and you will be. They are your kindred
spirit brought to you. Some people simply cannot help but think such
things about you anyway. Let it be, knowing it was given to you. You are
not at fault for their own belief if you haven't manipulated them into
thinking it. If you refuse their thoughts about you what happens other
than that they have not found what they thought they did, going
elsewhere, seeking it with more urgency, maybe from the wrong person.
There are games too, and let these be as well. If a person puts you into a
fantasy that they don't really believe instead of speculating, instead let it
be. You may falsely represent yourself, too, but only to the non Christian
Satanic. In doing so the whole set up is simple. Lie a lie that wants to
have been believed. Be that someone something to the other who has
stupid ideas in their head. You can speak a lie to a crowd. The majority
won't believe it, but one will, if you get my meaning. We tend to believe

things more that we refuse to, that we fight against, it goes as simple as
that. Just do it well. Don't go around with crazy written all over you. Put
an ad in the paper. "I am looking for that one that God has called to me.
He knew you were looking for what I have to say. Here it is, so quickly
answer." They'll come to you and you'll have to think ahead of time how
to proceed well from there. But do not do such things to your fellow
fighter, the Christian Satanic or by all words of truth you will find me
waiting there for you in the coming dimension.
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Christian Satanists you must fight for your rights. If you do not, you
will
lose those rights. Rights are a good thing to have but if they are not used
then they are not given. When you fight for your rights you are fighting
for all of us. A society that lets abuse from authority happen will allow
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that authority to take over. People let things pass too often. There is

nothing to be gained but more abuse and the limited rights of others after
it is that you allow abuse to occur to you. There is a three year limit to
when you can sue, in our country at the current time, but time is always
an urgency when it comes to your victory. Keep a voice recorder on you to
protect yourself and have a video camera inside your home and pointing
outward. One word against one word is never enough. Technology is yet
to show itself a liar. Have these things monitored and gain greater
protection against corrupt police and any other that would hurt you in
your home. If you are in a filthy nursing home or otherwise living in a
filthy place that is expected to be kept clean and up to certain standards
but it is not. If it isn't then take pictures of the poor mess you are living
in.
Make others live up to their expected standards because not doing so is
an abuse. If someone is paid to do something for you, let's say a twenty
minute job, take the full 20 minutes. Whatever work given you under his
or her pay expect that work to be full, make it complete and done right.
Likewise, do the work that others expect you to do. If you are expected to

keep certain standards then keep them. Do not tolerate abuse of your
rights. Do not allow yourself to be sexually harassed or discriminated
against, either on person or through your group. Fight for your rights and
you will keep them. Let others pass on you an abuse and you will lose
them. In school do not tolerate being told that you cannot have a
Christian Satanic group if other religious groups and books are
permitted.
In Junior High I didn't and paid the price from a perverted Christian,
the
principle. I brought a book on magic to school and he threatened to beat
me if I brought another such book in, stole my book and told me if I
didn't pray with him he would beat me with a paddle. That is one reason
that Christian Satanism is justified. It is justified because Christianity
isn't, it is abusive. That is why separation of Church and State is
justified.
Church should not be given power. We will fight for our own power in
other ways. It is a point that I make that Christianity is harmful and must

be eliminated from Satan's earth. It is his earth, is becoming a better

earth,
he is here, even now. This is essential: the fullest and longest enduring
rights must be fought for and fought to be kept. The fullest and longest
enduring rights must be fought for and fought to be kept even at the cost
of the weak perishing, even at the cost of safety, and a government that
would overtake you and disable you, controlling and invading your
private life, is not a good one: such is a dictatorship and must be
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overthrown.
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If they use the math against you then have it made that it is not against
you, when done and seen, but for you. Have it so that the math that
would be used against them and their preconceptions. Always go beyond
your expectations. Bragging is counterproductive. Those that brag are
seen as let to what they are but those that are subtle and present a very

good work are understated. Just because Paul said this, that, "let us not
be
ignorant in this brethren, that for the lord a day is a thousand years,"
doesn't mean he was saying a well-found truth. Paul was doing the math
before it could be used against what he was saying. He knew thousands
of years would pass and not one sign of the return of the figure that he
helped make up to begin with. So he put up signs, he did the math, and
left people to ruminate over it for an eternity. There is always the hidden
answer that solves every piece of stupidity written in the Holy Bible. If
you read it you'll only end up adding one to one, getting two, two makes
three look good and you'll multiply your delusions until your disbelief is
divided and conquered. There is a great power above you. They love IT
and IT loves them, is so incredible, so full of power and knowing
everything. That this thing loves them they are very well empowered. But
IT doesn't speak to them, is never there in their lifetime. So they pray to
it,
and behold, something was gained. A thousand prayers are taught and
you are taught to make them reasonable, things that come true. When

they do come true they are left to give greater power and devotion to their
kind, though actually absent, Lord. It is like how the Churches tell you to
give what your heart tells you to give. And an added sermon about the
kindness of your heart, to make love a paramount thing, and to add that
money is a root of many evils, it all goes together so perfectly doesn't it?
The story of the bible about Jesus, the gospels, are made up. They were
made to be poetic, to fulfill a vast storehouse of knowledge of the Old
Testament that the disciples had. There never was a Jesus. There never
was miracles. Such a large amount of profound miracles would have
caused several eye witnesses that would have publicized it for a very long
time, at least one on paper, though more likely many. But these are non
existent. In fact not writing about his earlier life just adds to the mystery.
If he did exist he was just a man with delusions of grandiosity. It was the
present representing the past and was math very well done. That is all
that the Holy Bible is good for, for learning math.
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I share my cause with my followers. My followers aren't so much my
followers as my comrades and partners. They are special to me, and each
unique. My books on Christian Satanism sell regularly, and have for a
half a year now. They even sell in other countries. This will increase, and
there will be more Christian Satanists, until there will be some that
choose not to hide their faith, belief, and practice. I am not much of a
leader. I am however a smart person that knows how to teach others to
lead and to structuralize a very well founded religion. There will be some
that disagree with what I do, and others that are more open minded, but
neither are brainwashed by me. I give people choices. I present them and
give the pros and cons of each. I represent many things, not only good but
evil. Christian Satanism is an anti-name, and anti-label, and anti-term.
I
will not spend forever saying this. It is easily found in its practice. I
would rather that others lead their selves and have a rainbow of a religion

then one that is black and white guided by one hand, a hand that
hammers out difference and hides the pot of gold. It is my wish that
others in my religion be independent leaders. They don't even have to
lead the religion that I created. I even teach them to lead the non
Christian Satanic into groups of cults. A Christian Satanist does not do
this to the Christian Satanic, however. My legacy must be one of purity,
not an evil design. If I make it evil I will have lost what I have wanted
and worked for all along, which is a religion that gives a good memory of
me, not one of a con artist or charlatan. My purpose is good, is unique,
and from a healthy perspective. I have taken time to nurture a quality
growth of others and have enjoyed doing so, more than I would dictating
and controlling others. That would be very tedious for me, and with little
reward. If I make my wishes known in truth I would have accomplished
the same result, so that I did. I love women, I love sex. That feels better
for me to say than to falsely represent myself as a god or Messiah that has
called women to him. In a very real way to have done it that way would
feel no better than having sex with the retarded, and that sickens. I want

to make a good name for myself. But I don't want others to be my own
name. I want my name to be my own. And so I have more than a few good
reasons to not misguide or trick, or play games with others. I am not a
trickster. I am not a clown, a joker. I am not what I am not and I am
myself. I want others to know me for who I am in truth, not by an eternal
deception. And if others defend me, I will allow that defense, even
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appreciate it, it may even brighten my day, but I do not ask for it. As for
money and all else I don't ask for in any way.
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It is next to impossible to live forever. This is more of an education of
how it is possible than it is something you should bother attempting. It is
possible to live in the flesh forever but it is next to impossible to
accomplish. As we grow older we grow older because that child inside of
us was lost. The child knew pain better, and pleasure, and in many ways

youth tries to stay youth, until we grow old. When we grow old we
become detached from what is a good life, a life of wonder and what was
a connection to it. We get hurt, very little. We don't strengthen our bodies
that way. They become stationary in many ways. Our bad habits become
worse. We hurt ourselves without knowing it. Pain isn't nearly as bad,
not a presence of a warning. Discomfort is fallen into as a comfort. For
every good reason we grow old and die because of what we become.
Exercise for us is tedious, it is a chore. But for a child exercise is just
playing. The juice is very good so it is drunken sparsely, enjoyed more
fully, then we grow old and either don't care for it or chug it, devour food,
and end up loosing track of what relevant hunger is. A person that grows
old doesn't really grow but decays and that decay is a loss of his or her
vibrant presence of the inner life energy. Our sex drive decreases because
lust has become worn down and torn away with a more logical
understanding. We were hit with it, suddenly, and before we know it is it
is gone, overused. We are worn down, we are decayed and over used. The
meaning of life for us was at one time full of wonder and beauty and the

next it is just life, nothing of a particularly special day to day time. Time
does go by quicker when you grow older. I have heard it many times and
it is a truth. That is because we don't enjoy it, we don't anticipate what is
to come. We instead have become have it or don't and what tomorrow is
isn't important. Many of the presumed wise foolishly expect children to
comprehend this, that it is only a day. A day is much more for a child. The
reward for tomorrow is much greater for her or him, too. Stationary is a
better word for peace and contentment than that we normally call it
(peace and contentment.) Not caring very much is a better word for it. But
there are some that have older and they start to enjoy it all again. By that
time it is too late. They that do will extend their lives but middle age has
a way of ruining everything. To be mature is to be a stationary person. It
is to be all lesser, not more, and that is the secret of living forever in the
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flesh. That you live fully and regain what you cannot: a mystery of life.

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If I contradict what I have said before it is because I have a new and
better perspective. I say now that Christ was not the Son of God. He was
not a credible Messiah. He was an enemy to the Jewish people. The
disciples made a god of evil for their contemporaries. Those they felt
victimized by, the Jewish people, they made an enemy for. Their story
was either a story others picked up on, for which there were many writers,
not only these disciples, but also many that appeared to be the same
people using the same name, or a ploy to trick God Himself. Or, it could
have been a poetic ploy gathered by a few and later picked up on. But it is
false, and evil. About Islam, it was only an attempt to one-up
Christianity.
Christianity had a brutal history of abuse toward anyone and everyone,
as much as it was empowered to do so. If it isn't now it is because it has
no power given it. Early in its history it caused the destruction of the
Jewish temple. Christians don't look on this with regret but with an
indication to the fulfillment of prophesy, kind of ignorant of what they

did, isn't it? There is still forced prayer in the back water town near my
own. Christianity is the worst brainwashing religion in history. Its
followers know not to ever dare question it. The evidence of its rewards
are sparse and don't hold up against indication of contradiction. God
punishes, too, even the most blameless of them. The story of Job was a
detailed account of how God does this yet it is said to end in reward. This
detailed account of Job is only an account of the deception of the bible, to
me, but for them it is a long story about how things could be far from
perfect, yet their God be there with them. If God loves them then they
love a dead beat father. Where is father? They spend a lifetime preparing
for someone who is not there. They are even taught, in one of myriad
forms of deception scripturalized in the Holy Bible, that this preparation
will end the suffering that their religion causes them. For He is coming
soon was easy for the disciples to say, for they would be dead of age or
whatever else soon after it was said. I never could quite believe the book
of Acts. It presents great powers imparted by Christianity, made by Luke
to glorify the braggart Paul. Where are these powers? Some would go as

far as to put their selves in danger to claim it, such as dancing around and
handling venomous snakes. But their faith isn't a power, their confidence
is, fearlessness, a little of a power to them. They are stupid. I shouldn't
have to prove that. The Holy Bible is a system made over thousands of
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years by those that could best deceive. It has no more worth than what
that could teach about the faults of man.
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Success doesn't come without a lot of work. You could win the lottery and
come into a lot of money. But the success I am talking about is that kind
you have worked for and the kind that others admire you for. If it wasn't
come by with difficulty, then it wouldn't be admired, worth anything. We
would all be a success if it didn't require a lot of time work and ingenuity.
Do you look at a plastic machine made product and think 'wow, such
workmanship'? You probably think what workless shit.? If one man

made a Lamborghini Diablo and showed it to you, saying for real he

made it, you would probably be astonished. We do live in a time of
impoverished tastes, for some time now. My best experience with
creating things, online in particularly, comes from doing it one thing at a
time. Drawing too, which as an adult if you have given it up since
childhood, and go back to it. With this if you patiently draw something
with a pencil and eraser you may be surprised at how well you do. If you
can do the job right to begin with then patience is the only work ethic
you need. Looking at the whole picture helps, if the whole picture is full
an un distorted. Time consuming jobs aren't good jobs, not to me. If I
had
a typical job it would have to put me free on weekends and without an
overloaded schedule during the week. I would choose such a job if I
wasn't doing what I am. Choose your job when you choose, don't do
something based on money if you wouldn't like doing it. I talked to a
man in an upper class business before, an executive, one who told me that
he would rather have his old job of trash collecting. He was sincere in

saying it, too. Free time isn't free time if you had nothing to free yourself
of, nor is it free time if it is never free time. Purpose provides pride.
Purpose may be the best thing in life to make you happy and content.
Someone that has no purpose finds little meaning in life. Work
eliminates a myriad of problems, say, boredom, or being without
direction, and using your money better. Stay off of drugs. There comes a
time early in life where you have a choice, one choice conflicts with the
other. Will you feel better with a drug or will you feel better with work?
Don't let others fill your head with doubt. If you are told something is
impossible and you believe it, then you will never had tried to begin with.
You won't lose for trying. You'll have only gained a better ability to try
again, perhaps on something different, and to be able to face an easier
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challenge. Challenge yourself. In time the stress and difficulty will be

undone, but only if you keep doing the work.
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Who am I? I was pulled 2,000 years into the present by a mysterious

force.
No, not really. When people ask me who I am the only good answer I
have for them is that I am Adam. People get the wrong ideas about me,
ideas that I never gave them. If I gave them that idea I would understand.
But, having not, I don't know why they are formed. My ex asked me
while driving somewhere if I wanted her to run over a child in the street.
I said "no" and tried to say it calmly. I used to have strange ideas about
myself, when young, but only because people gave those ideas to me. My
teachers feared me, at least for being crazy. My bully I bullied called me
the Devil. I know how to get to people. Even those that don't believe in
what I would tell them, I tell them in a way that they would believe. For
example I don't say I am going to curse, but that I am going to curse
their
lives and they only have a year left to live. Or to a stranger, a woman who
called me stupid, I said, "I think I'm going to go home and beat my wife."
A minister said that I have something to do with the book of Revelations

in the Holy Bible. A preacher told me that he dreamed of me in hell, that

at first I was laughing, even said that my laugh was one of power, then,
later I was in pain. These people contradict their self. So what weight
should it all hold? One calls me a devil, another called me an angel, one a
chosen one, another Jesus, and another the Anti Christ. I am not a person
of grandiosity. I don't believe these things even if so believing could
empower me. That would be a false sense of power, even harmful to
myself identity. I am not grandiose. I don't believe any of it. I won't have
my ego taken off into la la land. I tell them I am Adam and have always
held firmly to that. I am not Adam from the Holy Bible, either, just Adam.
The best thing that I can be called and have been called often enough is
"different." Satanism caused me to be different. Satanism is a very
self-inclusive philosophy, if nothing else of any worth. My thinking is
my own. My tastes are my own. My identity is my own and I won't read
what is popular, watch what is popular, or listen to what is popular. I
don't ride the flow of the times in any time. I have spent no menial
amount of thinking during my life time. My life has been a life of

ceaseless thoughts. I consider all and do not leave out or ignore any point
or contradiction to what I was before thinking. I don't have to prove
myself right. I don't have to prove myself wrong, either, I consider all
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things. I am myself, no less than it is possible for me to be myself.

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Christian Satanism is a name taken by the strong. It is not taken as an
identity yet it is about an identity. It is a religion, and therefore it
improves a person life, at least Christian Satanism can improve your life.
All other religions before it were one sided, if not in the usual way of
only being either good or evil then in ways that there is, say, one
prominent figure (such as the Buddha.) We are about choices. We are
individualists but also group minded. It is a daring name to take. It
speaks an offense to those that are this one sided way, a Christian is not
going to like it, nor a Satanist. Neither an atheist. It says many things
to

those that would try and understand it in a rational way. The identity of a
Christian Satanist is kept private because of it. If a person hears it and
thinks you are crazy, then they will stay away. If a person takes it as an
offense, they too will keep away. It certainly allows in only the open
minded. It takes an open mind that was not before misguided by a
religion or those that have fallen into anti religion to come to it and
understand it, to begin with. That it is worth it, too, is important. It
improves lives. It challenges its followers to become and do better and
eliminate stress and harmful emotions. I shared my book with a
psychiatric doctor who said it could be used to eliminate sociopathy and
that has never at all been easy to do. She suggested that it made sense and
was powerful that way. She flapped it in her hands and said "this is
simply genius." Christian Satanism is not a knock off of any other
religion. It is different, is unique, and even when it uses old ideas it uses
them in a different, new and improved way. What faults were found in
other religions have been kept out. What strength has been found in

other religions have been encapsulated into it. It doesn't indoctrinate you.
That was the final downfall of Christianity, that it was an evil of a
tendency to overpower until its final exhaustion on humanity. Satanism
was only an "I will go against this" religion and Christianity was an "I
am
for this against this," whereas Christian Satanism is a religion of, "Here
is
the truth of one thing and a truth of another," and to take it from there. It
isn't one sided and that is its strongest quality. It teaches its followers to
think, to understand, to know, and to execute a practice long sought: that
of choices. It doesn't improve my life but the lives of all. My own
perspective is my own and what is good for me may not be good for
another, and so I considered everything I possibly could while
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constructing it. My books on Christian Satanism are found on global

websites and the ones that are important are available free in digital

format. To reiterate something: I?ll say it this way: God knows we are of
a
group for our own protection and because of its need, its necessity.
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Christian Satanists find something or someone to compete with, however
many they are able to in a practical way. I will not name those that I
compete with. But there are two religions that I do apart from anyone,
and that is that I compete with Christianity and Satanism. Islam one up'd
Christianity and did a good job at doing so. Satanism even through
Anton Szandor was indeed a reversal of Christianity. Satanists refuse to
admit this, simply because Anton Szandor saith it isn't so. To know both
the dogma of Christianity and Satanism would be the only way to know
that it did. Satanists don't read into any depth the dogma of Christianity
and so they don't know what is apparent to me, that it was a reversal of
Christian practice. Don't ask me for proof on this. Simply read the dogma
of both and you'll have it as proof that it did. That was an important point
in saying that Satanism was in competition to Christianity. Anton

Szandor despised Christianity, for whatever reason. Which is alright too,

in many reasonable ways. Satanism is individualist. Christianity is of
the
brethren. Christian Satanism has both and both are there when both are
there relevantly. We use the best design for the best results. With us the
results determine the design but not at a heavy cost to a well-founded
structure. Satanism is a philosophy of philosophizing about itself. This is
very badly so. Just look at the vast majority of content on Satanism online
to see it, that they are nothing more than philosophers of what they do.
It's little practice with them and point to be made after point after point,
those in love with their own ideas. Christianity believes in a few points
to be made over and over again such as the teaching of salvation. Worse
than that are those Christians that have found some secret from their
bible. It's a thick convoluted book of mystery, these are bound to become.
No matter how hard one person tries to make one thing a perfect thing, a
religion of all religions, this will never be. Religion will never be the one
religion, the master religion, the religion of all religion. Time changes

people. It changes a culture. It purpose and meaning may be essential in

one time, and harmful in another. Pieces of its past practice may even
become void, worthless. And, so, as this is true, I have never set out to
make Christian Satanism the one and true religion but I did set it to
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where it would change with the times and where it would welcome new
leadership from the start.
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Take the side least taken. They are the types that would become your
devout, if not big headed later. They deserve your company too.
Whatever group you decide to form you should ask yourself first what
types of people you want or need in it, and find those types. You may not
want a group of intellectuals. I don't. I would be collecting smart asses if
I
did. Those that believe in me, those that do not obstruct me, they are
those that I want, personally, although for you it may be something else.

The world is so full of people that you are likely to be able to form the
perfect mix of anything, or even collect one of a certain sort. I like
differences, but not when those differences conflict. They are likely to
conflict in any matter at some point or another, and especially if they
can't agree to disagree. If they are all agreeing on the same thing then
they are people that will share a purpose and a direction. But little to no
new ideas will be formed. I like perfection, and so I would rather have
differences. Christian Satanism is a religion of many things, many points
of views, even those that contradict itself. That is because of the plain and
simple fact that one point can be proven so thoroughly and its opposite
too. People don't realize that this is so, and so are closed minded to their
own point. We teach this and so we welcome new ideas and perspectives
and don't regard our own as paramount. There isn't time in our religion
for what is childish and what doesn't benefit us as a unit. It is a group, a
church, temple, or whatever else it is rightfully called, that we make, that
is a group, is what it is called by. In other words it isn't a group of
non-group as Satanism would put it. Satanists would swear up and down

that the best way to go about it is to go about it as alone as possible. But

man is a social creature, not a solitary one. So they'll pull out of their
philosophical rhetoric that they are a few, though, the few that live alone
from sun rise to sun set. For the Satanist knowledge is enough. They do
very little of anything in terms of a cause and purpose. Their one purpose
is therefore paramount, that to be a Satanist is to share that knowledge
with others. But knowledge without work is just dead knowledge. It
doesn't do anything. The Christian Satanist knows and in so knowing
turns what she or he knows into action, in the best way that they are able
to. A Christian Satanist may be solitary. But if they are solitary and not
doing anything then they should ask their selves if they are really a
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Christian Satanist at all. The worst brainwashing that comes from

religion is isolation, and Satanism is heavily saturated with it.
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There is one charity that I donate money to. I sometimes give money to
someone who is clearly hungry, if not food. But the charity I give to is a
science organization researching infinite life spans. America is not a
nation of hungry mouths. We have many programs that offer food easily
to those in need, not only one way but a large number of ways. One is
churches, others are non churches helping, and another is government
help. But many of these people waste what help they are given. They sell
what they receive. I have known others to sell their electronic benefits
transfers, formally known as food stamps. I have heard of someone
collecting not one but two social security checks. These people are on
drugs. Before taking drugs a person does not know what they are getting
their selves into. They live for one purpose after addiction, and that
addiction is strong, over powering, and comes quick. Their purpose for
living is nothing more than the next high. Their highs are so over
powering that they'll suffer in a hell without it, yelling at the top of their
lungs and hitting things, sometimes even people. These people qualify
for food stamps and government help only in that they would otherwise

be homeless and that they appear to be mentally disabled. Once they get
it there goes all of the taxes it took to give it. In a real and true way much
of our taxes are going into drugs. Even the government is paying for
drugs and it is a very fucked up and complicated problem. These drugs
are so easily made. And they are made for people addicted such as they
are. Who would tear your store down for a product and the same product
over and over again, that product selling for dozens of times higher than
what its cost was to make? They shouldn't be thrown in jail for their
addiction. They should if they hurt someone or otherwise break the law
because of it. But for an addiction alone rehab is far better for society that
they go there. Strict ones, too, not easy going vacations. There are some
drugs that are not so bad, but all of them are no good. Marijuana makes
people very stupid. If it is smoked too much it stupids people out. Drug
dealers should be strictly punished. They should be given no mercy if
they keep doing what they do. Maybe a far worse drug should be made,
one which its addiction is entirely undeniable, and drug dealers forced to

take it. If they don't stop selling, then they wouldn't get this new
overwhelmingly addictive governmental drug. That is far fetched of our
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government, too "cruel," but drug dealers would deserve it.

63. My Perfect Room- Christian Satanism encourages perfection of
one?s
room. With so much importance on what should be bought for one?s
room it is a small wonder why many don?t know where to start or how to
continue. I use two simple rules: buy what makes better and buy two of
the same. The second that I buy is always better than the first of what I
buy. It isn?t necessarily consecutive. It usually isn?t in my case. After
some time a step up is made and my rule is all the more appreciated. I
have two heaters. I stay warm. I have two headphones. I have two flash
drives. I have what I need. I don?t collect, collections are worthless to
me. To have many of one thing just doesn?t make sense if that is all it is
for its own sake. What is best isn?t always what is expensive. Sometimes

better is cheaper- if it works it works right? That and I enjoy the slight
risk of buying generic which I usually find out they last a hell of a lot
longer, if never even having failed me, than something of a higher selling
brand. For me my perfect room is about what?s inside. I don?t buy the
quickest shipping. I buy the slowest. It goes hand in hand with the
enjoyment I have to wait. It saves money too. Also it helps me appreciate
it more when I do get it. If I am inpatient to begin with and buy the
quickest shipping, is that lack of patience going to make the time of
arrival feel quicker? I always say destroy the root of the problem and
do it well. In a non-Christian Satanic world you, being better, should feel
free to charge arm and leg for convenience. If they want it NOW- sell it
NOW.
64. What we strive for when in a group, any group, no matter who we are
Is to have as much freedom with others as we have with ourselves.
Groups, unfortunately, cause a ricochet of harm to our self-identity and
that is reflected back onto the groups we enter, and back yet again upon
ourselves. When this becomes bad we become nerdy nerds that cannot

even be around others. They feel good because they arent around others.
Not because it?s in their human nature to be alone. They were restricted.
They had no freedom to be their selves around others. They want to
express their selves. They are nerds. They have no self confidence. When
I say nerds I do not say it out of hatred for them- not at all. For me the
very
word has many connotations of pity and none on attack to a person, and
all to help. I have no insecurity for the type. If they get angry then they
are angry alone. Let your leaders open you up. Would you be lead by
someone who closes you off? That is the worst type of dictatorship. They
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scream and point their finger at you and rip out and steal your soul by
your own lousiness. Why be lead to be open? Free! So Free! I can do
and say whatever I want as though drunk! Lead each other to being open.
Don?t volunteer openness. Be lead to be. If, while being lead, a person
does not know you very well, she or he will mislead you. If this is

intentional it is wrong, very wrong! So, as I have taught, be open with

who you are. Have open communication. Don?t let quibbles of secrecy
prevent it. If you are able to, then speak openly and frankly, revealing
everything about yourself on a want and need to know basis (both.) Play
the game of truth or dare. Truth or dare is a popular game. Truth and dare
are both there because they help each other out. It is an effective game of
opening up played for the chance of opening up. This isn?t one sided
leadership either it is two-sided which is the way it should be.
65. Ode to Women
I am a man, I am lesser than you
So how I try, try try
My mother knew I couldn?t be as good as you
But my father opened doors
Gave you flowers
Remembered you and cleaned
How he tried, tried, tried

So how I try, try try

When I see the faithless man
The men who yell and scream and cuss
God punish those with the gun!
..and may they get their due!
If they only knew
How so empty the world would be
Without a woman?s touch
How meaningless the seed
To those that are empty
They will never see the tree
Else they?ll cut it down
The world would be so ugly
Without a woman?s love
3. The Approach of Christian Satanism
I have set difficult goals for myself. But, if at any time, I can sit, wait,
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watch, then that would be the better choice than finishing the goals. The
problem with the moment is that time isn't yet. There is not enough to
watch. Let me explain. I have spent three years writing books and doing
the video thing. These two I narrowed down to what would accomplish
my goals the best. It isn't easy doing the same thing for three years. For
other reasons too, it is a lot of work. So if the results are worth enough
then I will stop, but not until then. My goals before the fact is to publish
16 books, upload 500 videos, and create 40 websites. In three years I've
gotten less than half way there. The end of my goals isn't so much a
matter. I may even continue to finish them with or without the results I
am wanting. They are goals that are about doing what I want to do. The
majority of what I have done so far has not been done in the past three
years but instead the past few months. I'm not at all the type of person
that expects something from nothing, that is too Christian for my Satanic

DNA. So it's work and I am telling you that more is needed. I speak
more
for the future than I do for the past. If I like music videos about success
it
is because it motivates me to get that success. I do have certain things that
uplift me. My work is not entirely without results. If that were so I
probably would have quit. A more honest thing to say is that not all of
my books are selling, yet. Two are. But, going by patterns and knowing
what I do, the others will follow. The ones under the Christian Satanic
name titles (like the Christian Satanic Bible) sell. I'm not so sure about
God's New Word, or A Philosophy of God's New Earth. They are yet
to
sell. The others were recently made. None of them ever sell if they sit on
the self-publishing site of Loo Loo alone. The Christian Satanic
Declaration sold more quickly after publication than did the Christian
Satanic Bible, which took a year, although now it sells. It sells about half
the time on Amazon and about half the time on other sites, such as ebay,
though not half of each, Loo Loo sells a small portion. I want to be

acknowledged for what I have accomplished so far. Speaking

psychologically, making something of myself was partly done for my
family, who have instead disowned me for what I am through it. Also, I
am an honest person. There are many that would lie about what they
have accomplished and actually enjoy the false praise received from
doing so. They are self published books delivered through paid
distribution, costly at that, but at a one-time only cost. They aren't on
bookshelves at your local Hastings. But, paying money to have
distributed them is not pretentious, if I am honest about having done so.
I
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didn't do it for the spotlight so much as just the plain and simple fact that
it takes money to make money. It takes time. And what I have published
I have spent no small amount of time one. They aren't cheap books with
an oversized font. Knowing what I know it is fair to assume that four of
my recent publications will start selling, and two already have. I can't

know the future but that doesn't mean I won't work toward changing it.
So the answer to the question of where it's at, is, it is being worked on
and that work will not discontinue until the results are worth stopping
for.

Additional (Maxims, Philosophy, and Sayings)

1. The details are full of power available to those that see them and use
them. Relate your target to yourself. For example, what words did they
use? How do they relate to you? Inasmuch as you were heard, all of the
words you spoke to your target are reflected back at you and each are
related to everything you have ever told them. Correlation is the key and
importance must be factored into it.
2. Anger is easily overcome when you don?t place another above you, so
much farther above you that their opinions matter more than your own. If
they are trying to aggravate you it is because you are above them. He or
she who hates you loves you. These things are all you need to know and
understand to fully overcome your anger.

3. Move forward as much as you are able to. Try not to digress. Make
something of yourself. First, think and meditate on its foundation. If this
isn?t done it will be made faulty. Factor in yourself. Create something that
is you. To spend time on something that is not will be created in waste.
Others matter, of course, but not as much as you. Ask yourself your
intentions and the ends to meeting that intention through work and
through goals. Do you want to create a Church? Do you want to create an
all new philosophy? Absorb as many details as you are able to on the
project and factor in what needs to be done and if you can do it. Without a
good foundation it will not withstand the storms, as our Lord has said.
4. These are my favorite proverbs: The Devil is in the details; Nothing
ventured nothing gained; No guts no glory; Live by the sword and you
will die by the sword; Where there is a will there is a way; And Rome
wasn?t built in a day. All of them have to do with what I have done with
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my life.
5. It is very tempting to forespeak, even about something you don?t think
you?ll actually do. This is only tempting to me because I think I am more
likely to do it when I say I will. I try hard to do what I say. My friend?s
favorite proverb was let your actions speak louder than your words.
6. Pretentiousness may be prevalent in today?s time. To do something
easily done that before was very difficult and time consuming, not to
mention based on luck- it is now easily done, it gives its doer esteem. It
won?t be for long. Sooner or later people will open there eyes and move
toward the more difficult again. Esteem is earned. Success is difficult to
obtain for a reason. Not all can have the best.
7. God listens to secrets. Plots and conspiracies are not hidden from Him.
His judgment is worth more to Him than that delivered by the hand of
man. He may deliver it from the hand of man but His own is more
important to Him.
8. If you are disbelieved then speak it more, not less. If you are working
toward your good results, if you know that what you are doing will result

in success then speak of it more to those that disbelieve you. You may
even prove many more wrong as they ruminate over it, talking to each
other about it. Thomas Edison was thought to be working on the
absurdly impossible.
9. Christian Satanism causes individuality. Having accepted both good
and evil and practicing both causes choices to open up for the Christian
Satanist. No other can anymore tell you to do (this) because it is of (this.)
10. It?s too easy to see your enemy as the one that caused your difficulty.
But, looking at the truth you see that the difficulty shouldn?t be targeted
at her or him if it is that it would be made worse that way.
11. Through practicing a contrast of two very different things, if not
altogether opposites, the Christian Satanist challenges his or herself into
being capable of doing much more of what is in between. It's like a
lawyer having learned well to be one. Then, to become a judge and learn
that well. The Jury is then known better. The environment of the
courtroom is then known better. And one learns from the other. That is

why Christian Satanism refines its practitioner. This back and forth also
promotes self-acceptance. That is the first benefit of Christian Satanism.
The qualities of both are used and they are understood better hand in
hand. To know one thing well and its opposite well is to have a better
understanding of both. Call it comparative analysis. I am more peaceful
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because of Christian Satanism. I am happier too. I am both Christian

and
Satanic because of what I consist of, which is both. God accepts me for
who I am. I am not some evil twerp with diabolical scheming reaping
vengeance on a world that has done me wrong. If anything the good in
the case of Christian Satanism outweighs the bad. It puts a stop to
extremes. When one has overloaded the other is turned to. It gives you
more perspective than you would have otherwise. Not only that but it
opens your mind up to the perspectives you haven't considered. It makes
you smarter. It is also fun. Those are only some of its benefits. If you
have

thoughts about other benefits please share them.

12. It has been said in the Holy Bible that women came after men.
According to Biblical theology this isn't so. Adam and Eve were the
eighth day creation, and they came after other human races. Besides, a
human male is formed in pregnancy after it is changed from a female
fetus. Women are typically more emotionally healthy. It could be said
that a man is stronger, has a stronger body, and it is so, but that
characteristic does more harm than good. Throughout life there are fights
and a power struggle. Women too want power, only they get it a better
way, sometimes through sexuality or simply flirting, and at other times
through rising in societal structure, and yet at other times through
cultural status, such as by being a popular musician or author. A woman's
power comes from these things and they don't threaten her physical body
unless she affiliates with the wrong type of men, such as criminals. So
women want power, too, and this isn't known well enough. My brother
told me if a woman was president she wouldn't allow war. This was

somehow untrue to me. I asked my friend Jael about it and he told me she
would too, because she wants that power. The differences between man
and woman stop at where there body is the same. A man is stronger
physically, so naturally he will get into more fights. A man puts it in, a
woman takes it in. Both want the same out of life, which comes from the
will to thrive.
13. To think in black and white you need only think in terms of fact.
Christian Satanism defines truth as "fact." The way this is done is
simply
by seeing fact as truth and non fact as something separated, as apart from
yourself. Let's say that someone tells you "you shouldn't do that." If the
gray thinker already knows that she or he shouldn't, he or she will have
heard something that seems odd to have said. Influence controls more
than people they know. By the very fact that someone they say likes
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something they too like it, and these pile up over time. If a colorful

thinker is told that something gives energy, such as an energy drink, the
effect is psychosomatic. I consumed an entire bottle of Saint John's Wort
pills after being told so many times that it makes people happy. It's a
herb. I didn't feel any different after taking the entire bottle of 60 pills.
On the other hand, I do take DHE, not to be confused with DHA. DHE
was illegal until an 80's law allowed it to be purchased over the counter
under the name of a dietary supplement. It is more of a chemical than a
vitamin or fish oil is. I experiment with true and untrue. Too many in
today's world believe strongly that smoking causes every human ailment
possible. It's unhealthy. It'll eventually kill you, sure, but it doesn't make
your bones brittle. Anti Smoking propaganda couldn't work simply by
saying that it is unsafe. Not enough people are dying quickly enough. So
now it's disgusting and filthy. That works better. The gray thinker will
know this is non-fact. I myself smoke where it is allowed or wanted and
don't debate if it isn't. I don't look at other smokers and think it's cool or
not cool. I am not irked by those fighting to ban it. I can't prevent it. I
could be their enemy and counter-argue. But that would fuel the fire. The

best self therapy is to learn to think in terms of fact. I wondered what a

psychiatrist would think of my book, the Christian Satanic Bible, so I
found one and handed it to her. I asked her later what she thought of it
and she said it would be helpful for the sociopaths she treats, and they
aren't easily treated. There are still emotions in the Christian Satanist.
The best way to be at peace is to know with fact why you should be.
Older religions offer the same, the reasons of those that follow them, and
they find peace in a far more conditional and less working way.
14. The tithe of the Christian Satanist is a tithe of ten percent of money
that makes more money. For me what I spend of on is a permanent source
of future money instead of temporary services. Revenue from royalties is
one way to do this. Spending money on a patent is another. Christian
Satanists spend their tithe on things such as these instead of to a church
or charity. Charities are optional but for me to tell someone to spend on a
charity would undo the goodness of it. Good use of your money can be
learned about in the books The Richest Man in Babylon and The Greatest

Salesman in the World, better than I could teach it. Put ten percent of
your income into money that makes more money. It'll multiply before
you know it. If you make it a permanent source of future money each
time it'll outlast your lifetime, and you will have something to leave your
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children, maybe even your children's children.

15. I wouldn't call it nosy. Being nosy is undo curiosity. I wouldn't call
it
being inquisitive. That indicates interest. I instead call it knowing when
you ask, ask, and ask. That is an admirable trait of police officers. They
are good and getting information and knowing things, are probably
trained for it. Gradually make a person less and less personal by asking
them about theirself, from what they easily tell toward what is more
difficultly told, by then less difficult. Make your favorite person into
someone without secrets from you, though everyone else. Undercover ask
an opinion about you, though it isn't you who seems to be asking. The

quote that there is no knowledge that is not power is relevant here.

Document what you gather. It'll help you later to see the picture as a
whole. The most useful information about someone is what is negative to
them and what is positive to them. This is the sum of what they like,
don't like, what for them is wrong, and what for them is right. More than
what they are doing these will tell you more about what they are likely to
do and why.
16. The importance of blending in- Christian Satanism is not a
philosophy
of philosophizing about itself! Some devotes in religion toss about
strange and unusual terminology to people who have no idea of what
they are talking about. Sometimes it is the fault of what really is cult
indoctrination. Sometimes it isn?t. Sometimes it is excessive devotion.
Take Christian Satanism in a sound, collected way. Never fall into its
pit!
And keep your heads out of the clouds. If you take in too much too fast
you will get lost within it. If you see anything that I?ve written and it is
nonsense to you, take it as such unless you can use it. If you can use it

then it can be used and you?ll determine on your own how useful it is,
depending on your craft. These people don?t think like you. Slowly make
them, not flooding them with what is not easily understood all at once.
We are an identity of a group. We are not an identity of a singular person:
that is forced leadership. There are two heresies in our Church. That is
the first. The second is excessive devotion. It is undeniable that there is
power in numbers. That number can either be harmful or a good, though.
Many swarms of the overly specialist Christian Satanic would be a
nightmare of idiots running about. Discredit them. It is a Christian
Satanic dualism to tear down the exalted. I reserve the right to think of
lonely people as fearful cowards!
17. All religions have their devils. Some are pretend. Some are cowardly
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to have. Some are just simply made up by con artists or trickster priests.
Whether or not the trickster priest believes the Devil is in everyone or the

Buddhist the thought-complex about every thought that?s there that?s

their issue, sometimes their business. I didn?t want my religion to
identify any devils. These things have just always seemed so unnecessary
or misdirected. I mean the real devil to Christianity is that they MAKE
a
devilout of everything. The Islamic worship so damn hard that all non
Islamic are devils. I knew from way before that if Christian Satanism
ever had a devil it had better be realistic. I hadn?t come across any. For
most part, in fact for nearly all part, people show sincere interest in
Christian Satanism. Christian Satanism is a social religion. I am a
social
human being. There is little that causes worse mental problems than
social isolation. It is a weakness to be shy. It takes a hurtful feeling of
vulnerability. That is the condition of those with either bad parents or
bad friends, who have either 1) Used and abused or 2) Mis-taught &
misdirected. Those that can overcome their shyness turn out to be more
extroverted than the typical extrovert, if they don?t do drugs to get there.

Nerds hate Christian Satanism. I have presented Christian Satanism

for
all it?s worth to many people both online and in the real world. Nerds
have a hateful reaction to it. What?s worst is in their nature: it is in their
nature to hide their scorn, but not very well. They avoid conflict. They
hide from it. It is always about their books- not about their friends
reading or familys. They are too proud of what is their own to have read
and learned on their own. They are very well proud of reading for
readings sake. They are very ready, even eager, to share their own
knowledge- but have nothing but distaste for another wanting to share
her or his. The enemy to all religion is the nerd. They are observers of
rocks and creeping things. Keep them away from religion! God forbid
they develop a booky interest in it! God forbid! They create cults! They
learn the Holy Bible in nerdy ways! They are the enemy to all religion!
Unless you can un-nerd them, show them some love, an amazing
flamboyant free-spirited time and bring them out into the crowd then
they are our enemies! If you cannot open them up they are our enemies! If

they cannot be taught and instead instruct, inform, teach, teach, and
speech you they are our nerdy enemy!
18. It is alright to have the dualism of being a theist-atheist. Please let
me
explain what I mean by this. How is it even possible? It is very possible.
In fact it is common. People are so restricted to name for name-sakes that
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they have a very large number of terms they would call an oxy-moron a
contradiction-in-terms if you will, before they would even consider that
these things are possible- in fact common. It is very far more common, in
fact indicative of human nature, to be both good and evil. The more
self-accepting a Christian Satanist is the more she or he will express it.
That word self-accepting: what does it mean? What it relevantly means,
here, is that you don?t put others above the stature that you have found
and have found well enough to keep (preserve.) Preserve that stature!
What is not correct to what I mean by self-accepting, here, and please

understand this and understand it well: is the state in which the faulty,
the failure, has, in that false and seeming self-acceptance has very
foolishly lead their selves into grandiosity- a state where life and the
spirit itself is without control- that dreadful state where the near majority
or majority of the very ego otherwise under a person?s natural control- is
lost. Beware. In an attempt to gain true self acceptance and self-love,
self-appraisal, and so forth- that hatred and strife be eliminated from
your life and peace be found- self confidence and all of the promises
thereof- you could very well take the wrong turn into grandiosity or some
other form of madness. There is nowhere to be found in the Holy Bible a
social status that is meant as something that is good. I looked into this
and even the word father except when applied to God, carries an
absolutely negative connotation. I detest the Catholic. Call them it
Pagan-Christianity because it is a far more accurate term for them.
People
don?t assume that such a thing is possible. Why? If you are some of
something and some of another then both you are. Is a Satanist to be

known as pure evil? No. A Satanist is usually a Christian Satanist and

the
same goes for Christians. There exist no true opposites. Female and male
are certainly not true opposites, far from it. The sun and moon? Why
would anyone call those two opposites? Any two numbers are still
numbers. Any two letters are still letters. Any two colors are still colors.
A
theist atheist is a person that hasn?t yet committed suicide- which the
fully theist find very easy to do. Else that or nihilism. Else that or worse:
the computerized mechanical mind inherent to an atheist. Self denial is
indicative of the atheist. It is human to believe in what God would have
us believe: which is in Him. Or, are eons of time proof that humans are
trash? Well- it is to the atheist whether or not he or she would admit it.
Oh that they would! To get one confession out of them- even if half
sincere- how refreshing that would be! I?ll make my point clear: There are
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NO true opposites. To be all of one thing and nothing of any other is

absurd. Many are very willing to confirm that God and the Devil are
opposites. This is not so. The evidence is empirical and was inviting to
me the moment I began to study it- that it shows vibrantly we are
immortal. There is an infinite amount of contrast, shades of everything in
the universe. The universe needs death just as much as it needs you to
live,
don?t ever forget that. One cannot exist without the other. Death is non
existence. Things exist. Life is existence. Things don?t exist. The only
ones with death are those that have not lived. All soil is dead flesh. Our
life and our delusion of death serve the purpose of having purpose that
we don?t take things for granted. Death is not a certainty for anyone.
We must live and we must live well and that is accomplished by thriving.
Thriving is a far better terminology than surviving. It adds spirit.
Darwin?s evil muttering imparted by his bad parents lead him to speak
deviously of survival. The Christian Satanist thrives because (s)he is
both
spirit and flesh. And how well the two go together for her/him! The

spiritually over-driven are nothing more than desperate cowards and

have no place in heaven. More than once have I heard a Christian Satanist
tell me they believe God makes those of wrong intentions think they are
on the right path. How right they are! The road to hell is paved with
insincerity- it is a path of thieves. Whatever little they can make into a lot
they certainly will. That is their life?! Is that what life is supposed to be
about? Or is it more sound to believe life is not about the future life to
come? In this atheists are certainly right, but not with much else and with
nothing better to their religion. Their religion, I won?t go far into such a
dull topic and ridiculous topic as string theory- that in fact says enough.
Pseudo-science is their religion. After all they have to consider all points
of view, then either get trapped in them or have the opportunity to prove
them wrong. Their one-theory is the one-God they can?t seem to find.
Why would He let them? Why should I? Where is He to be found? My
dear atheist take a moment to reflect on your life and dealings because
something that is heard is heard but of names I have nothing to say. I

dare tell you this, and I tell you it rightly: I wait. I have an eternity. I
wait.
Be not mistaken in knowing it and knowing it well: it is not a Liar that
fools. The path cannot be set straight if a person does not know rightly
where it leads. What you rightly know is against me. That is the path you
have chosen. I know this- that it is not without choice but is instead your
purpose. You will find that purpose in a dedicated eternity wandering
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farther away. But the sooner you come to the truth will you come to me.
Names- don?t speak of them to me. I am lord over names and lord over
choices. I am not the bottle and I am not the belt. I am neither the whip
nor the breast. I am neither the shoe maker nor the carpenter. I am the
milk you refuse and the hand you do not see. I am the healer and the
nourishment you loath. Therefore you walk in my night and blindly
prowl. You are asleep in the day when there is light to see. I gave it to you
to walk in the day and be covered at night. You have opened yourself to

the dark and without it you would die. When you are rich you eat the
snail and sleep on sheets made of worms. You are looking for me because
I will not come to you. I will be what I am and will represent what I am
not so that you you for the purpose of knowing. You you will not see me
for who I am. I am known with love by the free in spirit, and not by
you. Why be vain? Were these not the very words I gave to Solomon?
It
is after me that my son comes. Heaven very well is in your midst. You,
Christian Satanist, are on the Devil?s cross. As I have recompensed
Satan
in your name- the name of Christian Satanism, the life behind it. You are
the Anti Christ who take the name of Adam. You are the Eve that awaits
Marika, the offering of Eden. Know this of the Holy Trinity, that we
saw
three, so there is only three. Why is this so? Do I put limits on myself,
so
that my spoken Word is finite? There is a truth for one time and a truth
for the coming. Both are their in their right time and right place. Again:

know me in truth. I am not there. I am their?s and I am there. Am

I
not myself when I speak, no matter what it is that I say? What I am is
God.
Truths and Stray Thoughts
The most essential of these comes first: To start, that God IS a God of
nature, and that nature is His design, to look at nature, and to see its
cruelty, its sometimes-indifference, its in all of Gods creatures to be
selfish,
and it is our purpose to gain in life, not to lose, to survive, verily I say!
THRIVE! Lets dispense with the fakeries that have been created by
Christianist dogma and teachings, trappings and misleading crap as all of
it is: let it be thrown into a blazing furnace here and now. Simply by not
oppressing and not snakishly victimizing others you fulfill your part in full
the Christian. As for turning the other cheek that is certainly a matter that
cannot be ignored here, and to say that you are not fully Christian says
enough. Do it the best way its done is the crystal rule of Christian
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Satanism. Christian Satanism isnt done for God, or for the Devils.
It
is a choice, and a bold choice! We are Gods glory, our Glory is to advance
in life and excel over others. We, after all, make better masters than
corrupt,
insincere, half-truth politicians and the greedy corporate.
It isn?t about the pleasures of the world are evil, after all. It isn?t about
asceticism. God IS close to those that are sorrowful, because of our curse,
but it is evil to force sorrow on yourself to be rewarded from God. Be
careful not to. In fact do what you can to enjoy life and excel.
You only hate others when you put them above you. The more that you
are above others the less you will hate.
For as many as there are that hate you, there will always be some that love
you.
Be who you are, it is the only chance of being loved for who you are.
Ask yourself, if it has meaning for me than why does it have to be said?

Isn?t it enough that it?s meaning is my own?

Christian Satanists are potentially hated more than Christians or
Satanists.
Christian Satanic magic is hidden, personalized meaning when given the
spark of wonder. What is found that was hidden, and hidden meaning
brought to you from it, and used, when given its spark of life with
wonder, is real magic.
When you are young develop a good life, thrive. Continue this by
conquering as you age, or else you will grow old quickly.
It is a decree given to me by God that all are justified (in ALL that they
do.) That God also gave (hu)mankind fantasy and truth together. The
importance of knowing that truth and fantasy going side by side is a
magic given by God is something that must be known and understood in
initiating the Christian Satanic. The Apocrypha must be read, but only
that which is backwards from this point until a much further date. The
Apocrypha from the time of 2013, February 21st, 9:26 PM GMT, and
before

are all true and must be preached more than the Traditional Gospel of
Jesus is, whose time is spent. This decree from God states that these
apocrypha texts must be brought to light, preached, and stringently given
to Christian Satanic Apologeticists (CSA Leaders of the Catho
Church.)
This is black magic. It?s not a truth and therefore is Satanic. It defies
God
so Beware.
The Book of Adam and Eve, however, of the Apocrypha, it is a book of
truth.
It talks about Christ the way that the Gospel of the New Testament does
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(in the traditional Holy Bible, which does not include The Book of Adam
and Eve. The OT in the traditional Holy Bible- it is far more vague about
who Christ was. The Book of Adam and Eve, estimated to have been
written a few hundred years before the birth of Christ, talks about Christ
in

the style of the Gospels and rest of the NT. It even refers to Him as part
of
the Trinity, as The Word, as in the Gospel of John. This use of his title
as
The Word clearly makes it a book that belongs in the compiled Holy
Scriptures. Second, it was not written as someone writing it that wanted
a
piece of the pie. This is to say as a religious devout and one that wanted
for himself and not the Lord. Third, it is consistent with apologetics. If
these apologetics had only read this book, they would have had the
answers more quickly! It is a true book of the Lords word. Fourth, and
this
is the most important: things said in it echoed into what Jesus Christ said
hundreds of years later. At best and the best is a good use of it: it teaches
about God, Satan, Christ, and the relationship between humankind and
the
three: male, female, God, Satan, Christ, and their relationship between
the
three.
(Ecclesiastes, King Solomon) He that increases knowledge increases

sorrow.
The Book of Adam and Eve 10:5&6 When you were under my command
and was a bright angel, you didnt know this water. But after you
transgressed My commandment, you cannot do without water, wherein to
wash your body and make it grow; for it is like that of beasts, and is in
want of water.
The book details the misery of Adam and Eve. They had paradise and then
lost that paradise. It disturbs but teaches well. A comparison may be made
of having had earth and then going to hell. It teaches that the Christian
Satanist must remain on good terms with God or else face hell. Pray to
be
reincarnated, Christian Satanist. I hope that this book is used by
Christian
Satanist in keeping on good terms with the Holy Father.
Those angry at your opinions show their resistance to opinions, your
opinions do matter, in fact especially when another is angry at them.
Do not be bothered when one moment I am Christian and next I am

Satanic. Christian Satanism is more of a duality for me than a dualism.

The best of us turn the duality into a dualism. I don?t. I bear the conflict.
What I say should only influence you if you want it to. I am not a person
that dictates that (this or that) is so and unchangeably certain.
Take all sternness (strictness) as lessons that empower and strengthen
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you. Choose, even find, those that empower you.

Never be weak in any age or season unless it is the only way to thrive.
Man?s foremost goal should be to thrive.
Become not pity sick or weak and you will have to become proud.
Do not rely on others and you will have to rely on yourself.
Face your obstacles, face challenges, and you will only become stronger!
Those that attack, defame, ridicule, offend, mock, insult, ect., ad nausea:
They are already below you. They are the jealous and weak. The strong
will see right through it. The weak will succumb to it.
The healthy Christian Satanist does not agree to disagree after he

disagrees and that disagreement is pointed at he pretends to agree. Be

offensive in an respectful way. You will make your enemy furious. It
doesn?t bother the Christian Satanist in the first place. Practice saying
something that you just know will be disagreeable. It makes you better: it
puts you above others, where you all belong.
People suffer when they are without something but only appreciate it
when they don?t have it.
Take life as a welcoming challenge. Embrace that challenge. Work for the
spoils of the earth in life, relentlessly. Do not take on an easily-gotten
success-path. It is about it all: winning vs. not trying is more important
than winning vs. losing.
Make money but make it the right way. The right way is the way it comes
with pride, with or without virtue.
Independent success holds the best meaning.
There is no true and worthwhile pride of self without darkness being
beside it.

What tastes in aesthetics (here meaning music, film, and books that make
you proud, as a powerful and worthy individual, for me that is the best
taste to have.
The treasures of this earth are here! Take them. They are yours to have
and to hold. You must only fight to get them. If there is a struggle, keep
your set goals, make the right plans, waste no time to get them. If you do
not they may never be your?s.
Please don?t do good thing things of gifts and such, and then look
about for thanks. Really, let these things purely be unconditional. They?ll
have their own reward whether that reward is from God or the person.
Consider it a more natural way of rewarding yourself in the long-term. If
someone says thanks and this is true, what was said, simply say
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something like of course. Or my pleasure, or anytime, whatever it

is please don?t say something like, yeah I was in the store and thought
to

myself, what would she really like and enjoy using,? it cost a lot but I
had no problem at all on deciding to get it for you! Let your pride come
from your silence. If God sees it, let that be enough.
Do you love and follow the Satanic Bible? Why? All it is, and all that
Anton LaVey ever wrote, is contained in Ragnar Redbeard?s Might is
Right! He did it better- he was the source, after all. LaVeyian Satanism
amounts to nothing more than what is contained in Might is Right.
LaVeyian Satanism, however, is damaging: it is a religion of dictates and
was made by an untrustworthy person that was eager to enslave. Read
Might is Right. It is all that you need without the sins and ridiculous
rules, and without any guidelines on how to live. All LaVeyian Satanism
adds is brainwashing.
If you choose not to follow me your second best bet is Scientology.
Scientology is beneficial or you might join some other cult.
Scoundrels will tell you always be proud of who you are, those you
should listen to don?t want a society of penny-pride. They?ve paid a fair
dollar to get where they are. They?ll tell you that you can be better, and

yet better. They?ve gotten there. Have a desire to excel and you will thrive.
What was your weakness before make your strength tomorrow by acting
on today.
I will have the strong with me but they must be just that: strong. Those
belligerent will be shown their place: which is not with me! The silently
proud are the truly proud. The unbothered, the secure: those indifferent
to simple speech- which is just that: a mouth is just a mouth, as letters are
just letters, why care? Those that are untouched by the flies: they are the
highest among the Christian Satanic.
I won?t take the Christianity out of Christian Satanism neither the
Satanism out of it. Why? Why not resolve it to one or the other? Because,
I
have learned, and learned well, that both need to be there in order that I
remain happy, peaceful, and secure.
Values make society better. But a person?s values, things of right and
wrong, should be personal. A person should determine their own values
as they make life better for him or her. Even those that teach against

values do so because they think they have what?s better. Ragnar

Redbeard in Might is Right said that bravery sums up all values. For
him
it did, but not for me.
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It is without taste when I hear someone speaks ill of theirselves. It?s

even
detestable. There are those unlike them, better, that are undaunted by
what is spoken about them. They, in fact, can speak ill of theirselves
without regard to external opinion. In fact, when I do it I do so to show
that I am undaunted by what others say, and they that would offend I
harshly brush off.
Jesus IS Lord and Savior. This is undeniable. His words were wise,
so
wise as to be without equal. No poet no matter how talented and crafty
could have spun the Gospel into some sort of evil web, as has been
suggested often in our modern times. The disciples were sincere. They

were not without very faithful and determined loyalty to Jesus Christ.
This is apparent. They were not spinners of a web. They meant what they
said. Jesus Christ, therefore, existed. And what was spoken of Him was
true. I repeat what I said earlier about the Book of Adam and Eve: it is
a
book that belonged in the Holy Bible. It spoke of Christ as the disciples
did and as Jesus was in this book of the apocrypha, some hundreds of
years before His birth: that was the Messiah shown later. It is an
injustice
that this book is not in the Holy Bible especially when it answers so
many questions later answered by apologetics without its use.
I spent from the day I could read until now reading different versions of
the bible. I am yet to find one greater than the NET version (New
English
Translation.)
I am not a madman that is under some type of control from the Devil. The
Devil actually has very little influence over me. I am rational and have

morals and values that I faultlessly live by. I don?t harm others. I am
not a
criminal. I am a productive member of society. I teach others the same.
Even when it is that others accuse me of being otherwise, simply for the
hate of a name behind what I represent, I am undaunted. It isn?t true. I
am
not a person who justifies himself before men. God is my only judge.
I don?t care if it?s true or not. I only care about if you think it?s true or
not.
If you cannot love then pretend to love and pretend it well! You may even
be very fortunate enough that she or he pretends it back! I?m no good. The
less I deny it the more I am proud of myself. Pretend with me but pretend
well. I love you. Do you love me?
The Buddhist said Accept suffering, that, to ignore it is the solution.
The Christian Satanist says I will embrace suffering and will use it to
become stronger!
The strong man takes the women in his life. His dominance speaks for
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itself. If they cannot be taken, he takes another. Any woman in her

natural thinking prefers it over some coward that writes love prose and
tries to win her in more backward, less apparent ways. She will let her
worshipers be around but they aren?t getting laid.
Petty grumblings and apologies, coming off as someone you aren?t, long
and boring speech- these make you ugly when you talk. Worse, those that
are worth their salt in this world find it detestable. It?s brutal but true:
show your weakness and you will be preyed upon.
A person cannot become his or herself while they continue being
inspired to be as any other.
Use what you have sparingly. Do not exhaust your resources. You will
increase this way, not decrease, and what you do have you will enjoy
more. In fact, you cannot enjoy it if it is used with little to no awareness
of it being used, which is to say compulsively, and you cannot appreciate
what is there one second and gone the next, to return, and again until it is
gone. Control it. Don?t let it control you.

You?ll never have what can be had by not grabbing onto it and bringing it
in- Without risk, sometimes, and the best that can be had must be strived
for. No guts no glory.
Nothing makes life better than opportunity.
It is an evil of Christian Satanism but one that cannot be removed that
we
feed into the birth of the Beast. The Anti Christ is Christian Satanism.
It is
not a person. It is us as we feed ourselves upon it. There is a place just
at the fringe of what we are- a beast within that is just before us, one that
devours and savors every bite of food, very intensely, more than the vast
majority of humans will know in their lifetime. That TV is very deep.
That a scent is overwhelming, ect., mostly the enhancement and intense
amplification of the senses. The not-done seriously, but experienced in
overwhelming pleasure- with music, even showering- the Satanic
Nirvana, the bringing forth of a Satanic presence on earth, and not gone
unseen.
Meditation is very well effective: if it is done on perspective, perspectives,

outcomes, and for strategy.

Sexual prowess is had by the liberal man secure enough to be himself,
unconditionally, boldly! I have nothing to do with the kind of women
who bitch. There are many of them. They won?t have respect even
when offered it on a silver platter. So when I am turned on and hissed at
I
walk away and never return. I am unshaken by it. The women in my life
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have respect and I have nothing but respect for them, but have no reason
to respect a bossy, pushy, arrogant bitch. They want abuse but they can
get it from someone else. I refuse to know them.
You too, Christian Satanist, male, female, of any race and age, are a royal
priesthood in the times of times.
4. The Practice of Christian Satanism
I have to admit. During the creation of the earlier incarnation of Christian

Satanism I was selfish. I wasn?t purposely selfish but I was. I was

selfish
in setting forth the values and vices of The Christian Satanic Bible. If I
don?t admit that I was wrong in my method to placement then what was
wrong before will remain that way. Christian Satanism will be the best
possible work in progress by admitting that I was wrong instead and
doing better. The values and vices of the Christian Satanic Bible
represent me for who I am personally. I would add The Sins of
Jeremiah, but they are not the same type of thing used. Those sins
represent the sins of a biblical character. Those are take it or leave it: what
he did was wrong, this is why. That may clear up a misconception. I have
found this: that values and vices in general are poor truths. What is
good and helpful in my life may harm another. I would have it that no
person take drugs, for example, but that type of thing has little to do with
Christian Satanism. The following list of modified sins was a
challenge.
First I looked to religion in considering its foundation. They were
distasteful to read about. They are intrusive. Many sins- many sins of

material I?ve either read about and tried out before and some new lists
from the obscure. It?s a bad habit to assume the answer can only be found
in one place. Worse- it?s misleading. People within a profession or
practice (sometimes these two are the same, sometimes not) take own
of what they do- as I?ve said it often by identity, by name for names
sake, they thereby take own. They limit their selves and they cannot do
otherwise- these are the truly non-Christian Satanic. It is anti-practice
of
Christian Satanism. The values and vices found in the earlier books of
Christian Satanism, they are not, however, without any worth. That you
see them and determine whether or not they are good for you is perfectly
good enough. They might not be. If not do not feel like a lesser Christian
Satanist if they are not practiced! That is the real sin of religion, that of
making others feel less. It isn?t good to feel you are perfect in every
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way. Listen to it, do you recall it, on TV, from pop songs if only you

knew you were perfect in every way I boldly say you are not! It doesn?t
bother me that I am not. If I thought that way I would lose control of
myself. If that were true for me what a failure I would be as a teacher. I
do
not ask the impossible. I don?t really ask anything and I certainly don?t
dictate to others what they must do. I feel free to contradict myself. They
are deceptive that look back on memory and think well I said do it this
way yonder before then ignoring the fact that it is no longer relevant and
for the sake of being seen as a consistent- which human beings aren?t by
nature neither should they be- are liars. Are deceivers. And are blind to it.
I was one way before and now I?m not. I have been called contrary and
contradictive over things that were far flung into the past. There is a good
reason why when someone insults you that it is against human nature to
react about it days or weeks after the matter. You react after it. Not come
to them later and show your true and deep and unconquerable woes over
it. But contradicting yourself is not a rule- you can never contradict
yourself. They?ll think you werent this way before- you cannot be this

way now. Few are honest to even admit they think this way. They?ll insist
that people cannot change. That?s ridiculous and stupid. What I was as a
child does not work very well for me now. I don?t like talking to people
from my childhood, particularly, where that childhood was bad. Again,
there is a reason for that. Even movie stars get trash from this. Some are
honest. Some refuse to accept it. In particular family. My books sell well
and I have done far more with my life than any other member of my
family. They are no longer my family. You are my family and make a far
better one than they. Those that cling to families have a way of saying
remember when you taught me how to fly? If you soar like the eagle
you have flown too far away. I am what I am and I don?t hide it. I don?t
put paint on myself and others do that with fifty coats of the same color.
We don?t know who you are- we can?t understand your colors. They say
they are truly this way. They?re not. They?re fakes. They like songs of
one
decade, for forty. They like to say they like it more than they really do. It
may be true, and sometimes it is, that a person cannot like the new,

however- neither can a person like the same thing over and over and over
again. They like it because others like it. Why don?t they instead observe
without falsifying their selves to invoke? Cult-favorite films are pathetic.
I don?t care what your aesthetics are. These in my previous books are
there because they are Christian Satanic. There are so many ideas in films
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and music that a list of them added a rich amount of content to those
books- far more than much of else that could be said and not able to be
said otherwise- expressed is a slightly better word. I even put music
and
films on those lists that I didn?t like- at the time. Some I still don?tthose
are too boring to sit through. That doesn?t mean that another wouldn?t.
The reason why it doesn?t contain sequels is because sequels were
irrelevant to what it?s there for. I don?t like that- at all, not that one but
the second one Please don?t think of me in such a lowly and pathetic

way. After all this time I could not find another to add to it. I still can?t.
There is one movie newer than it to add now: Beautiful Creatures, which
is the most Christian Satanic film I know of. I hope that there is more
and
certainly more new ones to come out. If you can find em- good job. They
are not easy to find. If it is in your nature to be Christian Satanic- it
could
be said a natural Christian Satanist then the first place to look is to the
movies and music of your childhood. Please be observant to the new too.
I?ve said this before: I lie about myself. It takes a strong person to do it
to
when done my way. The more you justify yourself the more you are
disbelieved. That is a characteristic of the dishonest to begin with. In the
opposite direction there are those that aren?t trying to prove their selves
to begin with. It is a Christian Satanic dualism to agree to disagree.
There are some that will never believe in me anyway. I won?t make them.
I do not adapt followers. It?s all here in black and white. It isn?t hatefuly
said take it or leave it, quite the contrary- as the unheard song goes I

love you and hope you love me. If I have any control over Christian
Satanists it is that I demand that you do not control each other! If it is
practiced right then it will not be done. I loathe those that say you are
not doing (this or that) the right way. You doing it your way is the right
way. It sounds strict to say never offer description of the Christian
Satanic Bible. Please understand that there are good reasons for what
I
say. Down to the minute detail I am a man that believes in perfection.
People are annoyed by my methods, sometimes. I don?t make Christian
Satanism easy for them. I even don?t space paragraphs most of the time.
The reason why is that I want my reader to have a book with a lot of
content in it. Spacing quickly adds up to more pages, more money, and
although it feels easier to read just as much time is taken to read it. The
font is moderately sized- large enough to not typically require reading
glasses but small enough because I am not a space-filling writer. What?s
the point? People are strange! If you don?t take time on what you do that
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is a sign that it is not worth doing. I would rather not say the second
reason why I do that. Is that fair? There is one thing that I ask and that
is
that I am known for who I am. This is meaningless to me if I don?t
receive
it through faith. I don?t paint pictures of myself like oddball Rembrandt.
The poor guy represents the oppression of Christianity. Love cannot be
taken and it cannot be captured. It cannot be squeezed out and it cannot
be measured. I ask that you love one another. Know what love is. Paul
said it well, far better than I could. What practices open and comfort the
practices that put you at ease those that provide freedom- those are
Christian Satanic. What practices close you off and reject you the practices
that shut you up those that dictate- are not Christian Satanic in any way
and for any reason. Control yourselves never control each other. Be
accepting of each other. Submit to each other but do not dominate each
other. Give of yourselves liberally. Just don?t be taken. In that be
harmonious. Don?t expect for it to always work. It won?t. That effort is

shown is all that matters. I am removing values and vices from the
Christian Satanic doctrine once and for all.
5. Christian Satanism
If Christian Satanism does for others what it does for me then it damn
well is good for the world. I?m not some internet dork behind what I
write. I talk to my neighbors and talk confidently to anyone I come across.
Women like me. I speak my mind and talk bad about men right in front
of them. I don?t shower but confidence outweighs that. I like talking to
women. They want men to compete, be strong and confident and not to
be cowards like feminism would make them. I might offend some of
them when I talk about sex and call them sexy but some will go for it
others will dork off. Some go for it with talking into to, and it turned out
they liked it all along and were hiding it. That?s just the way it is and as
for me I wouldn?t have it any other way: women don?t like cowards.
Women like sex as much as men, or at least they are able to just as much,
and sometimes more able to then men who have been pussified by

feminism.
Christian Satanism is not about a perfect measurement of balance (of
finding and doing of what is) perfectly between what is good and evilcertainly it isn?t. Far more than this, and far more valuable, is that we
accept we are and will practice both Christianity and Satanism and not
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allow one to prevent or oppress the other. We see what is perfectly good
and perfectly evil in man as an evil. Perfect good in man is itself an evil.
Perfect balance is, too, even more so. There is the spiritual and the
physical. How can it be that a man in the flesh be entirely spiritual
anyway? That is suicide they strive for during their lifetime. Perfectly
physical- that is a dog eating its own shit. Perfectly balanced- that is a
mindless person slobbering and staring into space. Christian Satanism
is
about finding the right proportion between the physical and the spiritual.
It is gray. But it is a shade of gray, not a perfect shade, just a shade of

what?s fitting. It doesn?t say this is good, therefore it is the only way.
It
doesn?t say that about evil either. Things like that is the reason for
opinions leading to war leading to dictatorships. If you don?t hate
someone for not fitting into what is good in terms of what you
established good to be, but instead see each person as one of necessary
difference, you can?t very well hate them. That is a dualism in Christian
Satanism. The most important thing in life is that you do things for
yourself and that you learn to think for yourself, in opposition to what
your parents and society did, by necessity, teach you. This was a necessity.
But now, as an adult, it is your responsibility to acquire your own unique
thinking and way of doing things. A person that takes and takes often
will have learned well how to do so. His only enemy in that regard is
someone that has learned well not to be taken. Pray on the weak,
Christian Satanist. Be a victor. Not a victim. Don?t waste time. Use it
well.
Never let today be a day of rest. Take the day, and do well to plant seeds
of success and reap from past harvests. Today will either mean a lot or a

little, or just something to slay for tomorrow?s sake. If it demands you to

climb high then that is what must be done- or else choose to stay at the
bottom and die- along with the same type that looked longing upward at
those on top. Pretend if you have to, sometimes it is the only way. Spend
if
you have to. If you have to do without but you are certain enough that it
will pay back- then spend to be successful. Do it your way! What brings
the best results, that is all and everything of importance!
Christian Satanism does use old ideas from religions that are both old
and new, sometimes, but when it does, it uses them in a different and
better way- so different, in fact, that they are pretty much new. Here are
some examples: Christian Satanists chant, as the Wiccans do, only
instead
of expecting a spell to manifest and begifting us from the gods, these
chants make us favorable to them, and give us self-courage, self-faith,
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self-reliance- it is general self-improvement. Don?t chant, I bind you to

not hurt me, while tying a knot in a rope. Instead chant that you are only
as superior to others as much as you make yourself. Chant that you are
greater. Yet it is a Christian Satanic dualism, a use of both Christianity
and Satanism, to tear down the exalted. Chant that you are not alone, and
loneliness will sooner or later leave you. They are self-fulfilling
prophesies, a non truth becoming a truth, as you are the way you think
you are. This is self-deception, but one that empowers and improves you.
It replaces a lie with a truth- is another Christian Satanic dualism. The
mind is a great power that will make you into who you think you are.
What you are is very often what you think you are. What you thought you
were is what you made yourself become. It is self deception (a no-no in
Satanic philosophy) but used for self-leadership. Christian Satanists are
able to wait. Christian Satanists have let go (of the problems that
conquered them or difficulties that mastered them- in the wrong
direction, which is always away from the self.) Christian Satanists have
a

purpose. Christian Satanists think and do for theirselves. And, it is

Christian Satanic because in all of this they keep right with God.
Remember: that you are justified by love, not hate, and that hate
demands your self-justification whereas love does not. But remember too
our God is a God of might. We emulate that might, even to the point of
being barbaric. For me a Christian Satanic Life?s Soldier is a better
moniker. Perfect the concept of God with the changing times. This is a
Christian Satanic dualism.
Christian Satanism! It is a questionable term. Some will see it as an
oxymoron. I tell them it?s an art. Some take it as a religion that is personal,
private, a way of saying my religion isn?t your business. Some that see
it are open minded enough to like the idea of using both the nature of
Christianity and Satanism. Some wonder what would happen in the
world if it were to become popular, as what would the priests do? Some
think it is hidden Satanism. Others think it is hidden Christianity. I
myself wonder what it would do in certain cases. The Satanic Bible hasn?t

been allowed in prisons before- what about the Christian Satanic Bible?
I?ve noticed the same thing in libraries but mine was welcomed in my
local library- here, in this backwater town. When I put an ad in the paper
to promote it I have gotten good responses. I generally get good
responses from it, even from the staunchest of Christians. A pastor said
I
had something to do with the book of Revelations. Whatever it is that
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Christian Satanism would do, we will never know unless it becomes

popular. And, still, it can cause a large change in a hidden way, in which
case its source would remain unknown.
Christian Satanism does not have to be called Christian Satanism, but,
if it is to be called by an accurate name, one that is true to its nature, then
it is called what it is. Let?s say that a thousand years pass and during that
thousand years the good guys are called Reviks (a made up term) and the
bad guys are called Sloshaloshas, then an accurate term for Christian

Satanism in society would be Revik Sloshaloshas. This isn?t the case.

And, if a term was just made up for what Christian Satanism is you may
as well be calling it Revik Sloshaloshas even though there?s no such
thing: a new name for it that has nothing to do with good that is in society
and bad in society is just a made up name with no meaning. It should
only change if at after a very long period new terms for good and evil are
proven in society. What if the term Christian carries an evil connotation?
Or the term Satanism carries an evil connotation? And what if both
become reversed? If both become reversed then keep them the same.
Otherwise I?ll let you do your own thinking on it. We are stronger. We
are
smarter. We are more capable.
CHRISTIAN SATANISM! Our roots are found in the Holy
Bible,
sometimes the apocrypha, and the book Might is Right by Ragnar
Redbeard. That book, the latter, sums up 88% of Satanism. The rest of
Satanism is nonsense and false magic. True magic, for the Christian
Satanist, is a topic discussed elsewhere in this book (and some of my

other publications like the Christian Satanic Bible.) Magic, as it goes,

ads
a lot of content to the roots of Christian Satanism and makes it more
individualized- these are found in those special-attachment rarities you
find hidden in the corner of an old book store. These books, the rare ones,
very well lead the Christian Satanist into a unique, more individualistic,
practice of her/his religion. Perhaps well enough that he or she creates
something very well unique on their own.
Be daring, bold and brave! Turn your neighborhood into one that is
Christian Satanist- not in a bothersome pesky way- but with all might of
mind that Christian Satanism teaches you to have. Not as a Jehovah?s
witness- please no! Be wise and intelligent, be all things to all people.
Satan represents the hidden self full of pride. Every part of that must be
kept intact: Satan represents the hidden self full of pride. Satan in
Christian Satanism is hidden. If you share his purpose with another, with
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others, with one or many: let it be done in secret and let your pride be
hidden. To put Satan out in the open is to undo him, and that is done by
inferiors, not superiors, not leaders, not rulers, not those of ability, even
of competence. It is a glimmering badge of a moron that displays openly
and without hinting about their affiliation with Satan. Hinting is alright.
It is good when done right. Your purpose, your mastery, the
representation of your perfection- let it hint Satan! Your masterful deedsthe mastery of the earth, the self, and of others represents the hidden
Satan within you, demon that you are.
The Christian Satanic Ritual
The word home for a Christian Satanist is a valuable one. It has many
meanings, all which are good, and is sometimes wonderful, sometimes
mysterious, sometimes sacred, and sometimes simply a word that feels
good to think about. It can lead your mind to wonder how it would be
elsewhere. Or it can lead your mind to settle comfortably on the meaning,
the feeling of that meaning, of retirement. It can be a refuge. It can be
a

place of material well being. It can be where you master perfection in the
creative work you do. Or that you master perfection in its cleanliness.
Still, that perfection is mastered within it as to what is stored inside. And
what about after you die? Where will the next home be? That too is
heavy (deep with) meaning. Make your home a good one and give it
meaning! It is where you will rest, it is where you will live, and it is
where you will be for many years. Even if it isn?t a wealthy home the best
can still be made for what it is. That needed to be understood before
continuing.
These items are important to have in the ritual. Don?t use substitutes, all
of them are easily come by. It is a habit of magicians to use items of
replacement depending on convenience, and that is a laziness that makes
the whole thing a waste of time- it keeps it from working in most cases,
and that is the case with this ritual. The items that will be needed are
listed below.
The Wand- This is a golden rod. It doesn?t have to be of any particular

size. It should be the most fitting size for you, which for me is less than
an arm?s length and as thin as a finger. It doesn?t have to be pure gold
but
must not contain silver within it. Aluminum in the inside, steel, or a color
of silver isn?t at all a matter: it just can?t be actual silver. Likewise, it
must
be gold, not simply gold-color, so make sure you get what you pay for.
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Don?t be creative by doing something such as wrapping a cheap metal

rod in gold wires. Please don?t. It mocks magic. Remember: after the
ritual
this gold rod is placed above the front door of your home.
The Hand-Bell- This is a bell that has a short wooden or plastic, metal,
ect.,
hand grip atop of it. Wood is the most suitable. The bell is just a bell held
by it- it can be of any look but for the sake of good taste please don?t get
something such as a painting of Santa Claus on it- it?ll distract you from
the ritual. A thick metal bell is suitable. It vibrates into your hand, arm,

ear, and air all at the same time.

Gray Candle- This is simply a gray candle. It doesn?t have to be a certain
shade but plainly looks gray is the best, depending on what looks
closest to gray to you, instead of one that makes you think is that gray or
is it black,? or is that gray or is it white?? If it looks like a good gray then
that?s the one.
Incense- It can either be a cone or a stick of incense, that isn?t important.
It
must alight and fire with smoke, which is incense.
Myrrh- Some myrrh. It is placed in a cloth pouch and tied together on a
necklace band around your neck during the ritual.
Music- The music that is used should be stimulating. It isn?t as
stimulating if it has been listened to very repeatedly even long before it
the ritual. Music that isn?t heard too much is typically more effective. It
doesn?t have to be relevant, to anything, it just needs to stimulate and lift
your spirit. It can be gospel music if that does it for you. It can be classical
if that does. Or any genre that works for you. This isn?t a ritual of anger,

however, things like that should be kept for a ritual of another book (The
Christian Satanic Bible and a few of my other works that include
feeding the demon.) Again, if it lifts your spirit makes you feel good
that is the right music. Make a mix tape. Play on a laptop playlist with
the light off on the laptop or computer. If you need a good sound system
to enjoy the music that is played, then use a good one. If a cheaper than
that one works for you, then it is just as good. Please respect your
neighbors and don?t blast it. I have no doubt that in the future there will
be far better music video devices. The visuals shouldn?t distract you,
however, they would deter from the focus needed for other elements of
the ritual.
Alcohol- People in old Testament times old and young used alcohol to lift
their spirits to the point of bliss in order that the will of God be discerned.
This ritual uses alcohol in a similar way. Drunkenness is not the right
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way to do it. With that all inhibition is lost and the ritual will be done
poorly without you even knowing and remembering that it was. That is
because with the loss of inhibition and the gain of excessive
self-confidence what is remembered is that (loss of inhibition, excessive
self-confidence) and so the ritual is remembered as being executed as
well as it wasn?t. A good feeling and appropriate amount of self
confidence and a slight gain of freedom found with using the alcohol is,
however, not only needed but important. This gain of empowerment in
the freedom to perform the ritual better and achieve a happier state at the
same time is what the alcohol is used for, with the intention kept that this
is done to bring you closer to God and discern his will. The alcohol may
be alcohol of any type, from wine to whiskey, beer and so on.
Those are the items that are needed for the gray ritual. The candle may be
placed anywhere. Some Christian Satanists have altars. If you have one
then that is a very good place for it. The next part outlines preparation.
1.) The ritual should be performed when you have a desire to perform
it.

2.) The ritual should be performed in a clean home.

3.) The ritual should be performed without the use of this book. It
should flow well, without pauses or stuttering within it. This
sounds harsh. But it is important, so face the challenge of learning it
well before you attempt it. And, if the first one fails, it can only get
better with good practice
4.) The prayer portion of this ritual provides an outline. It would be
unfair and forced if I created an exact prayer to use or if I made a
precise outline. Therefore I made a general outline as to what
should be prayed about. It is something that should be considered
(what will be prayed about and what needs to be said) before the
ritual is attempted and before each time it is used. The outline for
the prayer is below.
5.) The ritual is performed in the nude and without shame. Remember,
it is only the forbidden knowledge that made us ashamed of being
nude before God. Remember, God is not a pervert. The ritual isn?t

necessarily solitary. It may be performed with another. That other is

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someone you should be very close to. God does not forbid sexuality
that is innocent. If the ritual is turned into a sexual orgy or done as
nothing more than sexual, then it is the black ritual. With more
elements mocked, such as metal music used and a silver rod,
drunkenness, prayers to Satan and even orgies within it, it becomes
all the more black. Remember, we are Christian Satanic. And that is
sometimes a duality, sometimes a dualism. There is no shame of sex
before God and this ritual may even be used to reduce that shame
within certain people. In fact it may be adjusted entirely to suit that
intention. It then becomes the white ritual.
If it is trivial then it is trivial: though the room should be dark and this is
done at night- it isnt done with the light shut out in the daytime. It is
trivial, however, that things like small LED lights are covered up.
Outline for the prayer: The prayer uses the techniques that Jesus Christ

(the very Son of God) suggested in the biblical book of Matthew. 1- Don?t
repeat yourself. God understands you the first time. 2- Keep in mind that
God has a good will and He will always honor His will because of the
fact that it is a good will He has for you. Therefore, accept that the way
things turn out will always result in what is better for you. 3- There is no
reason why it has to be a long prayer. God doesn?t favor or disfavor those
that make long prayers. In fact, if you restrain yourself from very long
prayers it shows faith- if that is a restraint. So, what should you pray for
and about? The general outline here is, be thankful. Be appreciative.
Appreciation for you home and its well being is very relevant. Tell Him
what you want in your life and are missing. Show your faith, love, and
honor. Be happy when you pray and in this you will do well.
Remember: if this ritual is used excessively then it loses its sacred
meaning,
and becomes less meaningful. The ritual must have a lot of meaning before
it is used or else it will be far less beneficial.
These, now, are the plains taken in the ritual, done one right after the

other until you are either atop, down base, or back on the middle ground.
To be atop is to ascend into heaven, if only for its time, to be down base is
to enter hell, and to be back on the middle ground is to plant yourself
into the worldly and establish reincarnation after death. First what you
are must be addressed: there can be no life after death without having lived
vibrantly and strong! As a victor, as a self-thinker, one that is true and
just.
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As a star, that, even when it ends, becomes a black hole and a great
destroyer.
First say this, bitterly: We have won! Time and again after the battle
began, we have overtaken and conquered! I?m sure you could see wroth
in the fallen Lord?s eye. Land through land we have roared forth and
dominated! And now it seems we are alone. Father?s kingdom lies ahead!
His angels are defeated and he has no defense! Now we must see what to
do about him. We shall overtake his Kingdom!

Second, the action is taken to expel all anger from yourself. This may be
done in different ways. The feeling of blind fury must be arrived at until
all of the anger inside of you is spent. You can yell, you can tear up paper,
you can pound on the floor and rage your fists. It is easily done.
Third, the alcohol is drunk and the music is turned on while you rest.
Even if you fall asleep that is okay. If you do fall asleep than the ritual is
done. You don?t need to continue with the next steps.
Fourth, the bell is struck with the golden rod, loudly, 16 times.
Fifth, prayers are spoken.
Sixth, The incense is lit with the flame of the candle. The candle is lit
before the ritual begins.
Seventh, the myrrh in the cloth sack is placed above the incense smoke
and placed or returned around your neck (it?s the after that matters.)
Eighth, the music is shut off. The rod is placed above your front door.
Then the ritual is complete. Whatever follows doesn?t matter. The ritual
is complete at this point. Keep wearing the myrrh, as long as you want, it

is holy.
This ritual is very much Christian Satanic and will bring you closer to
being a Christian Satanist each time it is done.
Conclusion
Where do you go from here? The idea of Christian Satanism is yet to be
fully untapped. Christian Satanism is rich is content that is yet to be fully
known and developed, even by me. I invite the Christian Satanic to
expand upon our philosophy and religion. Christian Satanism has no
one for all leader. The thought of that goes so far as to disgust me. I
am
not a one for all, one and only leader. So you too may take part in its
future. Be prepared. The critics will throw you down and nail you.
Without the strongest preparation to this beforehand you will be set back
by it. Remember, Christian Satanism is a religion that others will hate
by
its very wording. Feel free to contact me. I will discuss whatever you wish
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to about Christian Satanism. If you have any questions I will answer

them. If I don?t it is because I either don?t have time enough or am not
available. YouTube is, at the moment, my favorite website to use in
regards to Christian Satanism. It is the most challenging. There are
critics
everywhere on it. This is challenging and does not bother me because the
plain and simple fact is that such critics are not emotionally healthy. If
they were they wouldn?t be randomly coming on to disperse anger. Make
it yours is the first thing. The second place to go from here is into the
study of a developing trend: that of gray ideas. There is a new movie out
called Beautiful Creatures, that uses the concept of choosing both good
and evil. A brand new movie, something I didn?t copy, and indicative of a
growing trend (that of gray magic and that of choosing both good and
evil, which there will be more of.) The study of such things in culture and
films, music, books, ect., which there was already a small amount of here
and there to be uncovered, are an enjoyable use of time in identifying
yourself with Christian Satanism. As for all else it depends on going

where you would be. Turn the duality into a dualism and you will go
very far. It takes money, it takes time, perfect action and perfect thought,
to be among the best. For the Christian Satanist church is at home, as the
Church is a temple- and that home must be where perfection is put to
honor and practice. Christian Satanists see much value in perfection. To
flood it with junk is to forsake what is sacred and do it injustice.
Christian Satanism is about perfection. Buy the best, if only a little at a
time, instead of much of what is less more of the time. Take no small
effort in doing something that represents you. Seek perfection and it will
empower you. Let me reiterate: These are good feelings that will help you
in life. They are good to teach yourself and teaching them to yourself well
will work its magic in you: Learn to wait (to be patient. Even learn to feel
good during your patience, especially.) Learn to let go, don?t have an
attachment that may not lead anywhere and know that having an
attachment does not help between the relationship of you and it. Reflect
on your purpose. How far have you come? Have you done your best so far?

What are the opportunities ahead? Are they opportunities to you or

demands that you place on yourself, like compulsory? How about this,
have you enjoyed your rewards from it so far? Have you been able to see
them as often as they were there? And in not allowing attachments, and
in doing your purpose, and in waiting when nothing is in the here and
now, so much in the future, are you thinking and doing it for yourself? If
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you see God as above all of it and give Him thanks, you may feel yet
better. Why wouldn?t you? The values I have taught and the vices that I
have spoken against, and a lot of the content of Christian Satanism are
ideas. They either help or they don?t. And sometimes they do. Sometimes
not. Don?t be a strict follower after things that don?t work. What is
important is that you become the best you can be in life, feel the best you
can, be as happy and proud as you bring yourself to be, and that what you
are is reflected onward into the future- instead of a being a bright shining
light never seen. I may call myself something that doesn?t make sense, a

Christian Satanist, but I think Christian Satanism makes a hell of a

lot
of sense and it does to those that matter to me too. I don?t grumble in life.
I don?t hold petty problems. I am not attacked by stress. Hell, the
psychologists develop all of these coping skills that only avert the
problem. Then they say don?t ignore your problems. I?ve embraced them.
I?ve conquered them and what I have had to say will carry long into the
future. Walk with me and learn from me, I promise you that you will go
far in life. I am alive yet and am here to talk to you. If you have any
questions or want to represent yourself online as Christian Satanists then
here is where you can go: currently I am using You Tube under the user
name Cappsia. And, on Google groups I have a community of Christian
Satanists under the Google plus space. That group in Google
communities is CHRISTIAN SATANISM. Be brave and show
yourself
there, I am sure we will be friends. I am not so insecure to ever talk down
to you, unless I am first talked down to, even then my talking down isn?t

said in anger, but with discipline and arrogance. Pagan Space dot Net is
another website space that I use. I use different ones depending on where
I like to be and when. I also connect to people in my home, in fact more
often. My address is found online and in some of my other books fairly
easily enough to list here. I should be there as long as I am welcomed.
And who knows, for whatever reason I may be a prisoner someday. If so
I
hope to be visited there. It can be a terrible place to be. Befriend me. If
our goals coincide and help each other, I am happy to return some help of
my own for you. I want you to be a Christian Satanist that stands out
and
succeeds. People may speak hate about us and contradict every little
thing. The two are easy to do and they don?t see just how easy one thing
can be a good truth for one but anti-them. Yet if they only listened my
truth would be good for them. When they show their anger they show
resistance, and they also show poor emotional health. The internet is full
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of the cowardly who were abused and ignored in life. We instead use it
for what it?s really worth. The world is your oyster. Thanks for reading,
my friend.
Master the legacy. Master your life. We represent what was impossible
to
accomplish: a task to popularize and bring reason to societys
contradiction. Abhor pity parties and take a good lessen taught to me in
life
from three of the smartest people in my life: apologize to none.
Select Bibliography

Might is Right- Ragnar Redbeard

The Book of Enoch
The Book of Adam and Eve also called The Conflict of Adam and Eve
with Satan

Challenging a God- Henry Rosch Vanderbyll

The Gospel According to the Jews and Pagans- Samuel E. Stokes
The History of Israel- Heinrich Ewald
The History of the Roman Republic- C. Bryans and F.J.R. Hendy
Lilith- The Legend of the First Woman- Ada Langworthy Collier
The Pagans- Arlo Bates
Maxims for Revolutionists- George Bernard Shaw
Landmarks in the History of Christianity- Kirsopp Lake
The Travels of Cyrus
The Holy Bible, New English Translation
The Principality ListSteve Franse
Electrolyte, bird, hand, staff
Pattricia Franse
Green, rabbit, seed, stage
Lusifer White (I)
White, Jinn, Ring, Goat
Mariko Grey
Purple, Mask, Canine, dragon
Treva Hunter
Brown, cane, honey, bear

Chrissy Riella
Red, Feline, fairy, whip
Joshua Franse
Yellow, rodent, elf, flute
Lexi Jordan
Carnivora, yellow, toad, powder
Ethan Riella
Assasin, word, black panther, creature
Shawna Franse
Black, bomb/blast/wand, beast, fox
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Blue, elephant, rock, esper
The Luciferic Bible
public domain
Be uninhibited, break the chains of bondage, those that deem you apart, not
normal enough, and be liberated from the same. As one self inclusive, you
will be many good things, you will void the negative attitudes and opinions
of others, as they are then not you. Be so much your self. It is an
expression of faith that one would walk into open places and sing aloud
Jiminy crickets "when you wish upon a star.,"
very well to meet you, my nickname is Lusifer, I pray to you Yaweh, that
I am fitted into the role of being the Satan's Jesus, the son of perdition.
That I redeem from hell.
then now, drink the drinks of Jesus blood and Satan's wedding cakes.
You will evolve me, and I you, you Demon.
You Jinn, you beast or creature. The assasin, it is well enough that he be
prepared, he, she is a loner of quickness in disquise.

black panther, scroll, assassin, creature.

Black, well, white is good, it is never enough though, diabetes, heart ache,
white, jinn, ring, and goat.
The jinn begining at Zelda1 ,,it is dangerous to go alone, take this, and
much well to the youngsters safety indoors.
And mario in Mario bros 3 falling after land one with the end in hand, so
captivating, mesmerizing, fixing.
A racoon... carnivora,
yellow, toad, powder.
A link to the past, magic powder.
This book is written by His son, Lusifer, a religionist, it is my purpose
to write, religions.
It is my desire to be emulated.
In songs I perceive Satan, and his pride. his work against him, his
reasoning, is inductive. He has accumulated magic into majic given me,
and God is to be devoured. Drink and eat the goodness away.

Enjoy every bite, feast, savoring meats and sweets.

Magic- a relationship between you
and the divinities. It is all in proper acknowledgment.

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Aeon- I pray for the nourishment and pacification you impart.
I dance as a baby, as child I hear your songs, and as child to rthem I
dance. She is puisant, preminant, stately, and motherly.
the 9 shapes of majic, so written of new magic, are the rhombas, trapezoid,
oval, circle, left swirl, right swirl, square, diamond, same, and triangle,
columns. l
11)
No greater, more potent, indomitable, commanding power have I used,
than the out going purity of thick pride- a proud finger can cause a storm.
in coming to America Popeye had but spinish
Just like the one wing dove! And Stevie Nicks.
You see similarities in these things, as ghost busters and pokemon.
I say it, have God, Yaweh, in your consanguinity, interrelation.
Because, God and Satan are two, not one.
but in Luciferials, one is to be his child asking, and asking often. Baby,
Woo hoo hoo, my sweet baby, your the one!
Attributes of a Luciferian, dare be a child. Venture to.
liberate your behavior in public, pick them buggers. Stink. Hey, as long
as you can't smell it.

We belong to the life we belong to the purple, we belong to the sound we

are hearing, we belong together, as life draws into itself.
Drink from the cup of cups, enjoy, intisify, heighten life,
knowledge one prime,
know you are immortal.
knowledge two prime,
be liberated.
knowledge three prime,
be proud.
knowledge three prime,
evolve an emulate I, be perfect, and you may even be better, finer, may we
tower.
be perfect, as that endeavor is forever.
As the infinity symbol.
The yin yang of Christian Satanism guide you.
Carnal Indulgence
Bright Side Thinking, looking, cognizant of the best at you,

And raise your pride.

Fuck your idols.
Have idols not fucked. Gold encrusted greatness, of reverance. or the idol
of the Star Bucks drawing.
Visualize. Simply know you visions are real.
Be final.
Exclusive finality, be better than all as the final result. of that be proud.
optimal pathic reasoning.
be it so that you think of reasons to be proud.
Seek the best practice of reasoning.
A Lucifer is smart, clever, bright.
aesthetics, find and see beauty.
Be a religionist, for to have followers is a blessing.
These things I spoke are true, all things good.
Drink from Aeon the precious goodly milk, or waters, before the water
fall.
know that majic works, it may mold and form into what may be, but it does
work, eventually.

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My twelve names
Hermes, lestat, vegeta, Q, Lisa, g.I., rinoa, Terra, lavey, anakin,
lyekka, prince, Lusifer.
red, whip, cat, fairy
beast, black, bomb blast wand, fox,
electrolyte, hand, bird, staff
bear, brown, bee, cane
green, seed, stage, rabbit
canine, grey, mask, dragon
elephant, blue, rock, esper
final fantasy
zelda
Sega,
oh well! might as well go grey!
crystals, the light, and Katy perry,
The signs of the apocalypse
carry a crystal
combine two ideals with a new invention, such as a CD with an 8 T
rack. the Sega phoenix controller would have light emitting color buttons
and four switches for on and off, and would print passwords or member
cards.

I don't desire to jump into the game. keep them x pads!

I used to go around with a church of Lucifer sign
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Orionaries- with the most essential knowledge impa
rated, conferred, bestowed, we begin.
0
The Pillsbury dough boy is my son. This is because I idolized him as
such.
Shiva is my slave, bond servent, vassal.
Leviathan is my dragon underseas, whom Satan arrouses from the dark
deeps when my ideation he can enact, recently evoking Ebola.
My majic is in memories of final fantasy, such as to say ketake, to raise
an earthquake, that titan..
my memories have feelings attached, meaning I remember them with the
feelings from when coinciding.
I am through acsetism, remarkably self disciplined, and endure the devils
cross, to redeem the satanic.
2 furthermore this text is for the Orionites, it is the philosophy of their
home world's.
pippin, lerrians, linkins,

Pippy is a witchy, dark, iniquitous space.

Let is evil, nefarious.
Link is medieval though educated well, eurodited.
Ler, that is. The most evil spirit there is the Jabberwaki, also the Kraig,
And Craig shall demolish many places...
4/6/8
For it is my cup to evolve through reasoning, carnal indulgence, bright
side thinking, optimal pathic reasoning, pride, aesthetics, finality, and non
morality a cold but tempered, heart, and be with these Orionites, later
Pippins and linkins, and sooner, Let, to when I drink from the goblet
human blood and eat human flesh. This soul splitting process will be done
with my anjils, who are smug and indevine.
Yaweh, Adonai, I pray asking it so be. Ahmen Nema Aymen!
Phase486
I pray to be the king of the whorg, that you yashua have devises of
whorgery upon all women, my knights.
Shiva, lillith, Leviathan, Agnes, and Samael, make it so.
The cup of cherry cider and pistachio pudding, my great tastes, games of
Sega, jewel encrusted idols, my tastes place in my taste palace, my
memory and
To befiited into the role of Master of expression.

to be Satan s version of Jesus, may it be. Ahmen Nema Ahmen.

doopedoowah,
Shin Shin Sha Roo!
Draw a set of gradually increasing ,in size, circles, every third comes a
beam, next third com
s a beam, but from the right side instead. then it returns to the center cicle,
which then increases in size, and you have an idea of abstract metaphysics.
see an infinity symbol as evolution.
the android is fond of the sound of e major.
two programing languages speaking to each other.
to redesign the old, as it is easier now, and to br
ing the safer water radiator. The hot air balloon.
it is luciferian to be a child, dance as one.
5655
The Luciferian shares his worthwhile, meritorious addition, summation,
to this book via numbers there or absent.
568
challenge yourself. Homeless, you only have to sleep on a bench. In San
Francisco, help the homeless.
drugs and majic do not coincide, the pot
itself you experience hunger from.

it is the drug, not you.

Majic the encyclopedia, A to z and 1 to 9
think marbles hidden in a park and map making from a del ray 1980s book,
per player, think feeding th
birds per turn, think taste majic and d&d style.
my name is Adam, I pointed at the gut of a homeless man in my youth to
strike him, during a satanic ritual, cookie said he was watching me behind
the bushes.
Luna used to say "I can't sleep Adam!"
For my Orionites the kingdom, to me Satan's prince.
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I pray Yaweh to rule over the outer portion of Israel and life eternal in
the flesh, may I be evasive and always escape destruction. may my
memories always stay intact. Ahmen, Nema, Ahmen.
a shit kicker boot came hitting me in the face because of Luciferian church
street talk, with the blood I wrote son of Satan.
went around with a bucket in town sugar and nicotine within and saying
I'm married to my sugur and my nick, spitting in peoples faces later the
police shoved me down breaking my ring finger. I tell Yaweh that began
my marriage to Satan.
since then every cup I drank from was from Satan.
Satan, may you refine me, make me Star.

our symbol is the human evolved, the pentegram, the infinity symbol, and
the question cross.
I like to lay down arms stretched on the play pretend cross.
I prayed on the street corner, god, make me embody everything Lucifer, to
which an onhearer was diseased, troubled.
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I am a sun basket, I worship its warmth, a look at it, turn about my eyes,
and close them, to see symbols.
I visit dark lonely places to imagine demons and espers there, and there
they are called.
Osho is a respectable religion.
there s a weopon, a syringe with semen, bio tech, and a water gun with
jalepenio or habanero juice inside.
nothing good of your home unless you do more creative things than a TV
before a sitter dresser beside. make it majical!
Design 8 ingredients, components, elements, to a whole majic procedure,
and that is well enough.
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Pick the flowers, dry them and smoke em.
The way to be liberated is a practice of total inhibition, after los

ing all embarasment of your words and actions.

Circle around with bright side thinking, increasing pride.
Pluto wasn't a planet no more than a Disney character.
my dress is cargo pants, turtle neck shirt, thick trench coat, wool socks,
durable sandals, crystal necklace,
the Luciferian coding in Luciferian numerology should be incorporated
into the new Sega, as letters are available in a name or names, Lucifer
has one l available, one r, to as many in word, turd makes Lucifer a
number 2, and so to change the aspects of a game.
the Sega phoenix would have a tweak chip to change gameplay ways it can
definitely be changed, such as music alternating from c major to a minor.
I reside in San Francisco. I also wrote the Christian Satanic Bible.
once one does not get angry and todden under by what others say, their ego
is then greater than theirs, the best way, be a smart ass toward them. Play
with them, like a bull dog, and bite down humorously.
Majic is interpolaced, pertinent, to Gods physic design, it is metaphysics.
I believe so, anyway.
the principality
Chrissy, red whip, cat, fairy
Lusifer
white, jinn, goat, ring

joshul
yellow, rodent, elf, flute
Steve
electrolyte, hand, staff, bird
Patricia
green, rabbit, seed, stage
Shawna
black, bomb blast wand, fox, beast
ethan
black panther, assassin, scroll, creature
lexi
yellow, toad, powder, carnivora
Treva
brown, bear, bee, container
Mariko
grey, canine, dragon, mask
Jesus
blue, elephant, rock, spirit.
It is a practice of the Luciferian to embody these.
Why was 7 afraid of 9? Because 9 ate one.
8 is my number, though, like 8 mode on th SNES.

8 tones on the keyboard.

and 8 planets.
Satan came to earth in a time a Hebrew was embelishing with great wealth
San Francisco, then came the great earth kerake and fire of 1906.
And 8 Years later, my birth of 1980 of the 8th is at least good evidence,
along with evelopment, encompassing myself into the grand beauty of the
Satanic panic.
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Satan is as much Devil as God IS God.
We begin on this arduous, strenuously specific, particular way, path,
satanic contrivance with the advent of your Luciferian spirit. Accomplish
and acknowledge these ways to be aligned, allying to your Master of
Expression, I.
Separate yourself from what is the norm, the contemporary acceptable
rouse, smoke. It is somehow anhorent to never bathe
and to smoke. Be self inclusive. From isolation form your own spirit.
Detaching yourself from the human realm of thing, that lostness that
knows not the possibility of an ethereal presence around you, and to be
aligned with the spirit, empyral world, kingdom, domain.
This is a new earth age. Oh, may my orionites, may they descend here
Yaweh!
We teach evolution, not digression. We acknowledge the ethereal, the
metaphysical, and savor, acumen the occult, the hidden.

seek the hidden, penetrate and occupy it, apart from others. Find all things
hidden to occupy.
Detach yourself from the physical, behold the trees as gargatuin in your
thoughts, and see yourself always at future thoughts.
We make imaginary worlds, for they are there, somewhere, knowing that
space is both in terse men so on art, knowing that space is without
boundary, and with infinite dimensions, pray to it.
Practice, itterate what others say to you in a way that responds, but too to
perceive within it jinns, spirits.
Learn to lie, and delight, luxuriate therefrom.
God is a child murderer, and takes forever, everlastingly to fix things. He
holds things inside. With great poetic prose says how hellvfuck everything
up.
My People are the people of perfect sense, they circle me perfecting what I
formulate, set forth. They follow me from place to place, state even.
I live after it all.
Adonis, puppet my hands, for your love binds my heart.
Be with me, guide me ever further to perfection. Your waters do I drink.
I eat now Satan's cookie. gimmie that! Mmm yummies.
Doo pee do wah, doo pee doo wah.
Buddha me date on this

how shall I rule the earth?

when you know, tell it ta Shiva.
Shiva, make it so, and may all imperfect words fall to Leviathans
refinement, elutriation.
The Luciferian has this to connect, correlate, unite him, herself to the
Luciferian Other. It is our means to as one be one, better. To evolve each
other, is our intention.
The time draws near that we dwell in the outer portion of earth, apart from
Yashuas kingdom in Israel, rememember, on the outside are the immoral
sinners, the sorcerous. Take it as hell on earth. I am honored to torture
the weak with you then, the popular contemporary attuned, familiar ones
lost from any awareness of these things.
There will come a day that those who confine me and you too, possibly,
will be destroyed, Shiva, lillith, abaddon, even Great Satan, make it so!
oh Yaweh, make, formulate in me an evil heart in tune with majical
dominance!
Make, conceive my spirit as a new one, that of Satan's son!
Find in your mind a hidden place, as behind a waterfall after a drink, to
which evil sees you.
sense, dense, hense, whence.
How.

Satan is father nature.

God is time.
Lusifer is light.
we call our goal, endeavor, to have made majic rings, science, of ten, to
eventually form a metroid suit.
I am married to Satan, and sugar, and nico!
Eat the meat visualizing your enemies are consumed.
Eat a yellow food, a crown.
As Odin went through the fires of hell to gain the runes, take a cross to
improve, rectify you, your own.
Give credit to the Lucifer, in all good things created.
Rainbow bright, that treads the stars, tread them, become as a horse rider,
monolithic, treading them.
Project! Create jewels for a goddess, god, to carry around.
Draw an imaginary world, visualize the demon can taste what you eat, and
the spirit shall enter, integrate you.
Mark it my ambition, not my certainty, that I am Satan's
Jesus, the messiah of Jesus.
When we die, we don't we materialize elsewhere, if you are familiar and
adapted, assimilated to the Christian Satanic bible. we call this a
reawakining, much as link in Zelda.

A Timex watch, a Steelers cap, an army belt, a fanny pack,

Wear selectively.
For you should dress advantageously.
imagine a song as you insight thrusting your arms up in glory inside a
star.
These are the ways, route of Lucifer. WE are ALl Lucifer, to some
extent, breadth.
Separate yourself from the controlling state of America. Flee into your
own place, for it is not safe enough to fart.
LaVey you devil, you wrapped yourself around Our finger.
Confess all of your sins, your badness, your iniquity, and that will liberate
you, provoking, not deminishing, the same.
Draw a circle board. It doesn't need known circuit parts. A tube that tilts
flipping many circuits at once,
The light processor is
mine, it beams lazer light of different kinds to e interpreted in CPU.
the electric goes from point a to b, through c, drawing it you can make
something, for example, anvinterface. rely on tough sturdy dependable
electronics.
Create a sound emitter that empowers through white noise you slamming
onto a trapazoid to kill, a sacrifice.

Luciferian music is constantly first time heard, leisurely. Be aware that

this songs do change the course, footway, to your life.
see in song entities, dieties, gods, God and Devil, and be imaginative.
Do you, Luciferian, think you a
re better off alone.
Does Satan?
Your boot camp is perpetual, Luciferian. If you have drunken from that
cup, you will have periods of work, to bear, and to re
lax, shortly, enjoy it.
Enjoy every drink and food.
Give, needing little, but clothes, majic items, whatever. to throw away
money is certainly, assuredly 666.
LER!
Imagine that gtendal is an evil monster, too Gilgamesh, and they will visit
you in rest.
My birth name is Adam Capps. This is content of the Luciferian.
Jesus, God, Yaweh, promise us your vengeance. Make our corre
action only more Luciferian.
Yaweh. Dig they into the earth.

Yaweh, make me Antichrist. Give to me all things. Ahmen, Nema,

Ahmen.
Give me ascending GLORY oh, Yaweh.
Luciferian must accept the cup of blood and befriend, consort with the anjils
of Satan.
Did you know to raise in your sleep is to leave the body of yours and
ascend, mount unto heaven?
I seek a broad support, ample, lawyers to support my devorse from the
consirvitory and dictates of the mental health system. Say that they cut out
of my life my religious need to be separated.
I AM the senate.
Praise ISIS, pray they conquer, but that our satanic religions reign.
in the beginning a bird, perhaps a terrodactyl, was in distress, cmon, Noah
HD did not travel from israelcto Israel.
Forsake not pride.
better a book and yet better a religious book than a faded looky fixed
painting.
sounds like we need sepetation of medics and state.
Large consumption of tea and supplements for me, but I am in a group
home, they dictate their non medical place.
I faked, I am paid.

Crystals and light use, the use of ring machina, simple innovation, such
as a dial on a game pad, and to reuse old ideas, now that they can be so
very much updated, and to leave your grand inventions in a tip jar, is a
Luciferian style.
Funny to see here in San Francisco cigg butts from China gleaming
reflective and colirful paper saying Harmony.
I recall my childhood, and often, with it s original feelings still connected.
Such as Tetris on gameboy, such as collecting crystals.
This, the book of Lusifer, supplements the Christian Satanic Bible.
Lucifer is heavily, densely, connected, pertinent to the color white if you've
seen so many music videos, dark, iniquitous, somber.
Reasoning is a talent, aptitude, faculty that is essential to bear, have title
to, Lucifer, and too is pride.
Carnal indulgence means to enjoy, bask in, savor all food and drink,
among other things your body sences.
I was at one time in town laying down on the sidewalk smoking a large
news paper rolled cigar when an Arab passed me by and I said I am a
jinn, he politely, benignantly bowed as he passed.
I pray to you Yaweh I am befitted into embodying my 12 names.
Ahmen Nema Ahmen.
Some good books
Osiris, the magic of recluse, and most of Del Ray 1980s fantasy,

A Luciferian must be selective in his book learning, lore.

And Anton LaVey And Peter H Gilmore are both excellent writers.
I wish, that The Church Of Satan book would be published. She worked
so obdurately on it.
Majic requires, entails, good work. For example, one carefully selects a
good crystal from a mound of rocks, and forms into a wooden, plastic coated
ring.
One ring one power between two, a spirit ring,
If magick for wiccans work from the simple acts of chanting and crystal
owning, it is because a spirit is amused by it.
Prayers and majic works, is a substantive act producing results. It may
take years, could less, but results, aftereffects are there, and prayers come
true, to fruition.
The Super Race comes, whereas the heavenly, space apart kingdom
manifests on earth. Machina, Machina, Machina. Shen Shen Shall Too,
and doo pee doo wah.
I say anarchy with contract states, else non contracted, Google contracted,
for example.
All my dteams , may they come true
may I be very brighter
may I exceed and emulated
May I be a symbol of evolution
May I have all things

complete, unimpaired domininion

May the Orionites, linkins, and Pippins be with me,
may I be the Satanic Christ
I pray in the name of the holy father, the son, the sun, and the holy spirit.
Ahmen, Nema, aymen.
l pray to Satan these things so be, my glory unmatched, none at my level.
I pray my pride soar, and rightfully, eternal father.
My helper, I pray to own the middle grounds apart from Your kingdoms,
and apart from Satan's Ler.

I say, make churches of Santa Muerte, put change into the wish fountain
before entering. Make wishes, enter, having donated.
please to meet you, who who, who who, who are you, I really wanna know.
mephistophilies is not your name, I know whaycha up ta just da same.
You'll be wrapped around my finger.
might as well call a smoke a Satan, it s everything hated.
Aeon
may the waters be cold and slowly fall down my mouth into my thought. for
the same is life, that life is good. may I be sprightly.
Come ye Satanic to the Devils territory, may we flood into it. may we
name it Salem. may we make for ourselves a hymn from Tchaikovsky's
opus 23.

All you need to to have a slave is to fluff and boost, hike, ones ego.
the power of language and memory palace are two exceptional, favorable
books.
So did Noah travel from Israel to Israel?
Before something changes, it has settled. With the Dino's, with Jesus,
and now, things were settled, then errupts chaos, as Gaia makes anew,
and many millions of seeds should the Luciferian toss everywhere, many
millions of seeds to please Chaos!
Majic is to go through a book of an ancient forgotten language and on the
points of the pentegram draw symbols thereof.
A trash author is a hobo that leaves philosophy papers, if from a trah bag,
or any free paper, into hidden places.
I stole money from wishing wells before.
This is interesting, gripping, that during Jesuses sixth hour on the cross,
the temple curtain tore open.. what did Jesus see, perceive, observe?
I wonder, query, what did the primitives think about the sun, that thing in
the sky.
God can do much, but I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain commin
down on a sunny day?
Drink from a cup another's dark urine, first pray in public God, Yaweh,
in Lusifer name make me embody all that is Luciferian, drink it, then
masturbate, putting your cum into your eyeball and looking it around into
your brain, and We will be We.

We will be We
We will be We.
say that,
then ask why you want to be Lucifer through reasoning, and it shall be.
But be aware, the devils cross is arduous and difficult. Music will help, if
it is songs of God and the Devil in its taking, whatever that music is.
And so are made, fashioned, children of the devil.
Do the devils work constantly. Waste no opportunity, juncture, to evolve,
refine yourself, develop, emerging better.
Aeonis, I pray that I be one made worthy of Satan.
It is a practice, iteration, of the Luciferian to think in many different ways,
selective procedures one thing. An insult, or a memory, and so forth- a
thought is known in many different ways, the nature expansive.
Thoughts are expansive, broad.
to remember something, what is next remembered, go back to the first
memory and remember something next that is different.
Dan Francisco has met, next comes my endorser, fortifyer, then the
dragoon.
Mask, grey, container, dragon.

it is a natural, intrinsic, choice that the Luciferian, being proud and

reasoning, inductive, to write- religion.
Yaweh and, or perhaps, or not perhaps, Satan, and the overlord dark
eskers, shall give you the scars and beatings of the devils cross before you
are deemed, shaped into role of named Lucifer, your body then forever
alive, being bejeweled, rich.
Purchase what you need, for a proud look, and for entertainment, for
works of pride, but to spend your dough on others, is substitute- Christ.
Know that whether or not you see them, experience things metaphysical,
that there still is. I am at grasp of it, terminus toward,
God said throughout time, let them, let them the evil do evil.
I pray that Yaweh let the portion, habitancy outside Israel, to be mine, as
prince.
To Satan I make a pact that I am his Son, his Prince. Nema. HalesAmen,
Shen Shen Shall Doo.
my people of perfect sense circle round my block as we develop, enrich good
sense. we do argue sometimes, they can be taxing, exacting.
Yaweh, I Pray.. make me the king of the hot and cold Church.
(cited in revelations three.)
Yaweh, make the extent, span, of my current, ebb and flow, of my prayers
come into good, circumspectly fruition, by 2038. Ahmen, Nema, Ahmen.

Keep me the remembrance of my promise to you of perfect sense, that the

earth shall have towering trees of rope and platform homes, barren of
skyscraper crap, an abandoned bus for a home of me and mine, in a multiple
dimension, come too the tech world above Nazia, earth, and Yaweh, make
me a god like Q, of whorg. (amen.)
Amen
Potions work in majic, after blessed, if by demon, concocted while
invoking, imparting upon it incantations, and ingested in some way
specific, such as with a set of chants, to identify it as majic the whole while,
and most importantly to visualize, guide, your body, such as cells, majicaly
knowing it- with visualization.
Would you please purchase my four year work of the Christian Satanic
Bible?
I'm sorry, so
BOOK 7
Sexism: The
Bible for my
Sex Cult

A dam Je re my Capps

Sexism: The Bible for my Sex Cult Public Domain

For a home with lots of sex in it.

INTENDED FOR ADULT USE ONLY- SPEAKS OF
SEX IN A STRANGE CONFUSING WAY AND IS
QUESTIONABLY
A
SEX
CULT
BENT
ON
ENSLAVING THE WORLD WITH EVIL PERVERTED
SEX MHAW HAH HAH!
KEEP OUT OF THE HANDS OF MINORS AND DO
NOT PERMIT YOUR CHILDREN TO READ OR OWN
THIS BOOK!

Definition of Crazy:
??Ill, sick, mad, insane, psychotic, im balanced, impure, a witch,
possessed, false prophet, abnormal, strange, rebel, non conformer, mal
adjusted, aberated: Perverted.
Definition of Normal:
??Is Normal. ??
Psychiatric Advisory: Explicit
Teachings!
Sexism: by method and expression to discreetly obtain Alpha Thinking.
All answers and all truths will come to they that take the time to learn it.

Introduction
The goal of this book is to make it substantial - once and forever- for
Sexism. Thats done by getting to the point but making it expandable.
More importantly that its made expandable to fit with m y idea of new
people adding to it- so it has as many perspectives, ideas, and stuff that it
could- som e of it may be called strange-- heretics! Heretics I say!
This book is contradictory because some points cannot be reliably
proven, so I instead thoroughly prove it right one way, and right
another later. At least I show contrast that way. When writing this book

I considered difference of perspective knowing that my own

perspective is my own with its own uses, another may think in a way that
is entirely different. I am one way for one reason. Another is their way
for their reasons. What are answers for me may be a problem if used by
another, and that is what I mean. We are all different people. That is why
there are no universal answers despite the efforts made by many to find
them. As my intentions change, as is human. As one foundation laid,
another story added, and as som e believe their anus was probed by aliens.
There are three types of Sexists: The Cousin, the Non Cousin, and The
Nameless Ones- of split personality- who are both- with content for one
type and contradictory conten t for the other- a s suited to each type. As
with me- sometimes spiritual, sometimes not, sometimes logical,
sometimes a lover o f logic-sa ys-is-stupid things, sometimes sexual,
sometimes not, but n ever someone who do esnt believe wha t he sa ys,
when it was said, however long that belief was held - even until now, and
it does return, and everything written remains, as some women believe
their anuses were probed by alien visitors.
Why is it a religion? For som e it m ay clearly be a religion. For those
that would question that it is I can only answer with a description of
Sexism in context to the answer: I have always speculated about the
nature of the universe both scientifically and what could be called
non- scientifically (without proof and evidence to be found.) What is a non
scientific arrival at a conclusion for me has oft en been proven later by
science, when I read about it in a book , on a show, wherever, having
already arrived at that conclusion with more conventional m ethods: by
thinking about it. Some of science itself should be called religion. They
have opened the doo r to knowledge so broadly that they cant make sense
of what is seen outside, things such as alternate dim ensions. They
struggle to mak e sense of it with conventional scientific methods and so
form large theories (one example is string theory) and these theories
som etimes contradict another. Science will say that a God presence

is absurd. But shows like Star Trek say that the universe is far too
complex and far-reaching to not contain the impossible. Many people
share this perspective, even scientists whether or not they would admit
it. S exism says that in the depths of depths that all things are true, even
things that contradict each other, and in fact all things are so, but human
reality is beyond its reach- or else it would not be what is the standing
nature of stable human reality. It is not that all things are true in one
way or another, but that all things are. To realize something is to
see reality, and to see reality as we are able. Reality and certain things
are unconnectable. We are only able to see
based on a limit necessary to maintain (to keep in a condition of good
repair, efficiency, or use) reality. But how can an apple be an orange? The
apple must be an apple. It was made to be. There are some beings that see
so many differences and similarities between them so clearly that they are
one in the same as they choose to know them as such. Those that only know
differences could never call one apple an apple and another apple an apple
too - but nothing is the sam e and that is not a higher consciousness. Even
a computer reads a one and a zero. Can a word be understood in a book if
all the words are different? Can a dog understand an apple or an orange
as we? Therefore in the religion of Sexism are all things true dependent
on what the Sexist chooses to believe by understanding its depth of
detail- and the right way- which is a study of Sexism.
Some of the content written isnt easily grasped. Thats because its
meaning was meant to be personally understood, not interpe rsonally or
as concrete data but through expression.
This book intentionally contradicts itself - thats crazy! Truth com es from
your own personal reflection regardless of what anyone tells you it is.
Knowing the root of truth comes from knowing the mirror in truth, the one
who cant has no soul.

I am a Sexist. This is Sexism. How filthy are you? How filthy am I?

As filthy as you. Be more filthy. Please me please me! And what is filthy?
Animality, not your feet as a one-obsession, or high heels, particular
breast size, not their hidden cam eras, and not their fetishist porn. Man
cums a little. A dog cums by the cup load. So much better for the
human, who has it to leave behind the intellectual restraints and constraints
altogether, when she or he so chooses, limited only by
letting them go altogether, instead of driving them into a fetish. One the
male dog (pervert), the other the female dog (bitch), the male dogs fucking
the male dogs or the female dogs and the fem ale fucking the female dogs
or the male dogs or the male dogs fucking the male dogs sometim es the
female dogs som etimes, the fem ale dogs fucking the female dogs som
etimes the m ale dogs som etim es: who cares? As long as theyre being
dogs. When I say sexist please dont think I m ean a genderist, as
though a gender equivalent of a racist. Take it as sex (fucking) ist,
and sex (fucking) ism or whatever- I am a sinful gentlem en.
-GOOD ENERGY ONLY SAYS HERE
I AM FULLY INDIFFERENT TO YO U WHEN IT
COMES TO YOUR CHOICES, WHETHER OR NOT YO
U DO WHAT I SAY. MY
MEDICAL
CHOICES
WORKED
FOR
ME
BUT
CO ULD EITHER
DEVASTATE YOU AS SOME OR HELP YO U AS SOME,
AND ALL P REDICTABLE AND UNPREDICTABLE
SHADES IN BETWEEN. STOPPING
ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATIO N FOR SOME COULD, AT
WORST, CAUSE COMPLETE LOSS OF SANITY, AND
BELIEVE ME- IT AINT A PRETTY PLACE TO BE. FOR
SOME
IT
COULD
CAUSE
INABILITY
TO
FUNCTION SUFFICIENTLY TO SURVIVE- FOR,
EXAMPLE, CAUSING HOMELESSNESS- FOR,
EXAMPLE, DRINKING SHAMPOO. AN ANTI-

DEPRESSENT BEING STOPPED CO ULD RETURN

YOU TO DEPRESSIO N THAT IS SO BAD AND
UNPREPARED FOR THAT YOU KILL YOURSELF.
ELEMENTS ACCURATELY IDENTIFIED
BY
PSYCHIATRISTS AND ACCURATELY TREATED
WITH AN OVERALL EYE O N SAFE APPLICATION
OF
MEDICATION
ABSORBTION
IN
THE
PROCESS OF SO
TREATING- PUT SIMPLY- THEY GIVE YO U A
PILL AND THAT PILL IS GOOD IS NOT POISO NI LIKE THEIR PILL IT KEEPS ME FROM DOING
BAD THINGS LIKE MY FRIEND WHO DIDNT
TAKE O NE HE THOUGHT MY OTHER FRIEND WAS
EVIL ENERGY SO HE KILLED HIM AND IM SAD,
OR MY OTHER FRIEND, SHE STOPPED TAKING O
NE TOO AND SHE WAS SO HAPPY BEFORE BUT
SAID PILL WAS EVIL ENERGY AND WOULDNT
KEEP EVIL ENERGY SO SHE STOPPED AND EVERY
DAY I WENT OVER SHE WAS SAD NOT HAPPY
AND AFTER AWHILE I WAS SAYING MAYBE PILL
ISNT EVIL ENERGY SADE AND SHE SAID NO IS
AND GOT SADER AND SADER AND SADER UNTIL
SHE SAID SHES KILLING HERSELF GOOD
ENERGY IS MISSING AND IM TOO SAD TO TELL
YO U WHAT HAPPENED AFTER. SO I LOOKED INTO
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED AND GUESS WHAT I
FOUND O UT? A BOOK WAS IN BOTH OF THEIR
ROOMS! IT TURNED OUT THE GOOD ENERGY WAS
FROM THE PILLS AND THE GIVERS OF GOOD
ENERGY WANTED THEM TO HAVE IT LIKE THEY DO
BUT THEY WERE GIVING IT TO THIS WEIRD GUY
WHO WANTED IT AND LIED AND SAID IT WAS BAD
ENERGY SO GIVE IT ITS LIKE GOLD AND THEY

WOULDNT SO HE SAID WELL HERES A BOOK AND

YOU BETTER DO WHAT IT SAYS! SO THEY GOT
AFRAID AND WOULDNT STOP READING THE
BOOK. I SAID PUT BOOK DOWN IT CANT BE THAT
GOOD. THEY SAID NO IS MINE AND YO U CANT
HAVE IT. I ASKED IF I COULD READ IT AND THEY
SAID NO WAS TOLD NEVER EVER LET ANYONE IS
SECRETS! I SAID WHAT DO THE SECRETS
DO? AND THEY SAID TELLS ME THE TRUTH! AND
I SAID WELL CAN I GET ONE? AND THEY SAID
ONLY IF YOU HAVE PILLS CAN YOU BUY ONE
AND THEY O NLY GIVE THEM TO PEOPLE LIKE
ME! THEY KEPT READING IT. THAT GUY THAT
SOLD IT TO THEM WO ULD EVEN SAY WAS GOOD
ENERGY AND THE PILLS HE TOOK HE SAID HE
WAS SELLING TO MAKE MORE BOOKS. AFTER
AWHILE THINGS GOT REALLY BAD FOR MY
FRIENDS AND AFTER MY GUY FRIEND WENT TO
JAIL FOR KILLING SOMEONE I SAW THE BOOK
GUY TRYING TO SNEAK INTO MY FRIENDS
HOUSE AND I SAID HEY! YOU GET AWAY FROM
THERE! HE SAID MAKE ME! I SAID IM CALLING
THE POLICE, THEY SENT HIM TO JAIL, THEN
LOOKED INSIDE MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND
FOUND THE BOOK. I ASKED THE OFFICER OF
PEACE ABOUT IT AND HE SAID YEP WAS AN
OPEN CLOSED CASE. WHAT THE MAN DID WAS
GIVE THEM THE BOOK OF EVIL ENERGY TO TAKE
AWAY THE GOO D ENERGY FROM THEM- THE BOOK
IS EVIL ENERGY AND THE PILL IS GOOD ENERGY
AND YO U CANT HAVE BOTH. HE TOOK SOME OF
THE GOOD ENERGY PILLS HIMSELF AND SOLD
THE REST OF IT FOR LOTS OF MONEY TO HIS

FRIENDS. SO I ASKED THE OFFICER OF PEACE

IF HE COULD KEEP THE BOOK AWAY FROM
PEOPLE AND HE SAID NO BECAUSE THE PILL
GIVERS NEED IT TO LEARN ABO UT BAD ENERGY
AND WHY PILLS ARE SO IMPORTANT TO TAKE,
LIKE A BOOK ABOUT MAKING BOMBS, SOME
READ TO PROTECT AND KEEP SAFE GOOD
PEOPLE, OTHERS USE TO ATTACK AND DESTROY
WHAT THE OTHERS ARE TRYING TO PROTECT
THIS BOOK TELLS US ABOUT THE ENEMY,
AND THE ENEMY IS ONLY THERE WHEN GOOD
ENERGY PILLS ARENT. THE BOOK OF BAD
ENERGY IS THIS BOOK WHEN IT IS SO- AND IS
FO UND SUITABLE FOR ALL TO EXIST WITH THE
PRECEEDING HAVING BEEN STATED.- GOOD
ENERGY
-EVIL ENERGY NOW BEGINSEVIL ENERGY SAYS, NEW DEFINITION OF GOOD
ENERGY: LUST.
GOOD
ENERGY
NOW
SAYS,
THERE
IS
SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU AND IT HAS
SOMETHING TO DO WITH YOU THINKING OF
GRANDMA SITTING NAKED ATOP A PILE OF DEAD
BATS WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT SEX. NEW
DEFINITION OF EVIL ENERGY- ANY METAPHOR
OF GRANDMA SITTING NAKED ATOP A PILE OF
DEAD BATS.
GOOD ENERGY NOW SAYS, UNDER ALL FOUR
DEFINITIONS OF GOOD ENERGY AND EVIL

ENERGY: BY CHOICE OF SAID DEFINITIONS WE

WORSHIP GOOD ENERGY. WE IDENTIFY EVIL
ENERGY AS THAT DEMON, THAT DEVIL, THAT
EVIL
SPIRIT,
THAT
HERETIC,
THAT
BLASPEHMER, THAT ARCHANGEL, THAT ANTI
CHRIST, THAT SNAKE, THAT FORBIDDEN FRUIT,
IN SHORT: EVIL WITHIN OTHER RELIGIONSTHOSE RELIGIONS PRE- EXISTING AND NEVER
POST-EXISTING TO OUR OWN- THAT EVIL IS
MADE
BY
US
COMPARATIVE,
EVEN
IDEOLOGICALLY, EVEN ABSTRACTLY, TO WHAT IS
OUR OWN PERSONAL DEFINITION OF THE TWO
DEFINITIONS OF EVIL ENERGY, AND
SO
IDENTIFIED. WE WORSHIP GOOD ENERGY BY
TURNING GRANDMA SITTING NAKED ATOP A
PILE
OF DEAD
BATS
METAPHOR
INTO
SOMETHING SEXUALLY
ATTRACTIVE.

The Crazier DSM

D ELUSI O NS

ALL spirituality is craziness. That is the spirit of being crazy. To be crazy

is to be a natural spiritualist. The m eanings are hidden. The meanings
are many . The m eanings are eternal. Dont listen to them! Crazy
nonsense! Dont make m e think! Be black and white with m e!

TH E MEANI NG O F LI F E

The meanings are hidden. The m eanings are many. The m eanings are
eternal. Beware that Paul said Be all things to all people. Make them
consider what and who you are! Th ey want to help you! They are
attracted to you! They want to worship you! They want to understand you!
This is the pursuit of som e, to the great penalty of being empty. There
are higher beings that watch your life. They watch with great interest.
When they do, they are all m asturbating. They have all eternity to
do so and are in fact awaiting the ascent into your higher self. Then will
you have new companions, those that watched you from
beginning to end.

TH E S PI RI TUAL P RES ENS E OF UNI

Freud, Jung, Dr. Phill, ect. The god chosen by a psychiatrist/therapist,
psychologist. If they dont do a good job it is because they dont follow/
worship their spirit of uni enough.

TH E P S YCHI ATRI C BULL Y

You are stressed out. You are impulsive. You are strange. You dont
understand. You should change. You are lacking. You are imperfect
whenever you do not conform . Reveal everything so I can learn how to
change you. Take your pill so you have no choice.
-Oh wont you sign up your name? Wed like to b e your acceptable,
respectable, Oh, presentable, a vegetable.Supertramp The Logical Song.

TRUTH

There are personal truths, personal truths for yourself, personal truth of
others, there is moral tru th, truths of good and evil, and what is good may
be evil to another. I say that I am a man. You know that I am a man, but
only as you know what is a man. Truth is knowing. The use of truth will
lead and guide you into all ways that are right. Deception will lead and
guide you into all ways that a re false, to bo th yourself and others. Truth
is Greater Reasoning, a presence.
I S O LATI O N ( O BS ES SI V E CO MP ULSI V E DI
S O RD ER)

Too much of any one thing: too m uch reading, too much of one person, too
much TV, too much of any one thing, too much of any one thing, too much

of any one thing and wanting to hear m e say again too much of any one
thing. When focus is driven into that thing, the fix of which is in the
answer to the question what is driving the focus? If you arent sure
the door is locked after relock ask yourself why you want to be sure in the
times that you are away from it and you will have known in under a
better awareness -condition.
Your correct soul state is the one under the optimal awarenessconditioning. To get an idea, lets say that you are sitting down at the
office. You asked yourself three tim es already and twice yesterday if you
should bring a book from home. Going hom e you forgot about it. Why?
Because of the awareness-im portance. Its no longer important. This is
you now and that was you then. The more you are aware of the you-then
and the you -now the better your soul state. He could write it down the
next time and take it home, and probably will, again and again. Or he
could use his mind to his benefit, som ething free, easier,
and permanent.

TH E S EXI S T ARTI S T

(creativity.) Individuality
Create th e way you want it created regardless of outside opinion

TH E WI ERD O

Not blending in. But the weirdo is one who is only one thing. They can
only fit in to one thing. So, they judge the wierdos without knowing
it is them. People are strangers when you are strange. Want sex? The
pervert looks for it in the wrong place. Feel psycho? Go to the right place
to show it. Want to party? Go to one. Dont make one at a library. Quietly
learn there. Wherever you fit in you are NEVER a weirdo. An invader
wont allow a place for something. An isolator will trick you into thinking
that th eir place is the place you must be- nowhere else!
Strange is a spirit inherent to Normalism .

BE S TAGED !

An angry Vel once spake it, and its words settled on humankind. All is
fake. All human beings are fake. A Sexist is an actor on stage. A normal
doesnt know they are fake.
Only fools believe any comm ercial on TV. They are so brainwashing that
you may never know fully how they are. W hen it com es down to
something you either like something or you dont. Question the need for
strange but alluring voice acting for a product. Eat like that cool fellow
you know, Often these phrases make no sense. Theyre cool - sounding

and so theyre accepted as cool. And cool: its just a word for asshole. At
least I know if I think it is then it is my own brainwashing/self-deceit
keeping me from the myriad of similar things
brainwashing the same way: in music, TV, and popular - read popular
entertainment. It m akes m e look for that guy in my mind- I must
know him. If he does happen to eat cheesy noodles Im going to think
hey yeah. Must be a m ore eaten product than I knew. The content before
it made som ething strange into som ething cool- kinda prevents
discrediting the guy I know. Eat. Like. That guy. He eats. He likes. You
know? How does doing so better me in any way? Am I any more
different if I do? How does eating the sam e thing make m e similar to
him? Restaurants have better food, true, but my lack of TV
programming prevented my addiction to them . Know these things and
your mind will not be stolen. They steal it to sell their product. Thats like
selling your mind. The more product bought the more mind-sold.
0 hour energy has sold 1.5 ka -billion bottles. People keep buying it for
a reason. Say you are happy and believe it- then youre happy. Say you
have energy and believe it - and you will. Or take a bottle like them that
makes them believe it.

THE P S YCHO P ATH

When bankers throw families out on the street for not paying them. When
you rise to the top by deception. Being competitive. Refusing defeat.
Being queen, king, and dictator. To get what you want at any cost unless
it com es at your own. To have drive. To be relentless. The true art of
acquiring wealth, power, fam e, and for men - sex. Nothing succeeds like
success.

Nationalist Psychopaths- They say Its funny that Osama Bin Laden
got shot. All of Europe got together and created the Euro Fighter. Then
we alone made the Raptor, far better. The President telling North Korea
If you bomb Japan we will use our full military might against you.
North
Korea never said that. If they thought/planned it and were told that? We
knew more than they thought. If they didnt then we are paranoid. Either
way scary on top of scary. These are their matters, not ours.
When on TV they have actors investigating the paranormal and hype it up
to the believer, y et the producers and actors dont believe in any of
it- it is science-abuse.

TH E MO D ERN SO P HI S TI C ATED

Their ancestors were stuck up. They lived in haughty houses of perfect
manners. They are proud to tell you around others that you misspelled
something. They love their self for hating you. They tell you things that
you didnt ask them, perfect things.

MULTI P LE P ERSO NALI TI ES

A trick perform ed by the m entally ill to make fools of psychiatrists and

proof that psychiatrists are obsessed with us.
When you are a male or female any tim e you want online. When you lie
and lie well. When you are rich and famous to others. When one helps
the other online and both are you.

AUTI S M

When people arent too smart to be happy. When people arent too stuck up
to be insecure. When people arent too planful to act. When
people arent too serious to be funny. Those that are loose. Those that
enjoy TV because its more real to them. Those that fuck for fucks sake
instead of marriage preparation and legacy, family and child bearing
causes. They have kids because they like many instead of trying to
understand the gene pool. In short: the retarded instead of the smart.

Normal Illness Sy mptoms

THI NKI NG

Thinkers cant enjoy movies and TV. Its fantasy. Music corrupts them.
Its stupid. It corrupts others. It should be stopped. TV should be
stopped. Spidernet? They stay away from it. Its filled with the stupid, the

idiotic. Stop those things. Read a book. You have to learn what the
Romans were doing eons ago. Think ers understand the problem very
very well but never fix it. They cant stop the problem without thinking
about it first, over and over again. Slight solution is not acceptable.
Previous solution was thought to be right, then later wrong. Think ers
have bad marriage partners all the time. S/he doesnt understand this
about m e. S/he has this problem must be removed. No alcohol. It is
found to be harm ful. They re stressed. So they smoke. They want to do
the perfect action before anything is done. They never do it. They have too
many problem s to fix. Was that best or not? Where did they lose it? It
was lost in the clutter. Everything their parents taught them . Ca lculus is
interesting to them . They use it to make the radio and TV, Spidernet.
Cell phones are for quick information. To use them for long talks is a
waste of tim e. It is a waste of tim e to enjoy som ething too much. They
repeat words in their head, fully offensive. What will they say back?
Anything not them is stupid. Their lives are miserable, complicated
messes. There are no perfect things on. They looked for the perfect too
often. Practice does not mak e perfect. Things are done too carefully to
be done.

I NS UBS TANTI AL S PI RI T UALI TY

The truly less educated elem ent about the studious- of black and white
things- is that their soul speaks little to nothing to them, in so far that they
becom e soul deaf: the higher being not even speaking to the soul - it is
made not there. So: they are truly soul-stupid. The more the soul is heard
the fuller the bodys spirit, and that spirit does revolutionary things.
Those hidden idealists of cultural difference in the corners of the worldthough unshaven, hold my interest more than those in the greatest
(strictest) of universities. The wandering gypsy has a much fuller
life than they seeking to improve it through higher education. The rich

truly do not see the Kingdom of God. Though you read the scripture with
false assum ptions to the theologians- why cant the theologians ever
come to the correct one? Though seeking to know it as it is correctly
spoken- s/he m eant this, s/he meant that, in this context, because it
wasnt within that context, it was a fact that urns werent used
ceremoniously. They have created massive storehouses of such analysis
thinking they follow in while so doing. But what does this mean? A map
is not the territory.- Alfred Korzybski, Science and Sanity.
The soul deaf essentially learn not to exist: having chosen to exist in
computation. Those that say they read m any books through subtle
expression or out rightly saying Please know I read! are only showing
black and white peacock feathers. They hear a name given them book
worm and instead of understanding what that means they think and
say among each other they call us tha t because wo rms used to consume
books, thinking they know it, but totally missing the point. They say
they read a lot- and this is even so am ong our own- but they dont,
especially when no one is around. To exp ress that you read a lot is
another words speaking louder than action. The thing we lack the
most while wanting the most, though we have a little of, we will
exaggerate. So they read: quickly, book after book is seems. They have a
never-ending enormous collection of the hard covers- but are better off just
pinning up a picture of their dick or twat. I have no more use for a book
shelf than I do a shelf of compact disks. If I wanted every book ever made
they would be had on a small memory card and for mostly free- saving
about a hundred thousand dollars and a million trees categorizing
processes and unimaginable rem ainder. CDs, by the way, are only around
still because of mix tapes- what is seemingly elegant about a book
collection is not so with a shelf of CDs - but also that the attraction of
having owned CDs (!) is still implanted, even watered by comrades of
nostalgia - yet they thirst and lack. In the secret mind of the professional
reader they yearn to go on the worlds stage and read aloud to the adoring
masses. I say that those who read books know less. If I want to know

something I type it into Spidernet search. When it becomes taxing/

irrelevant I find my missing piece elsewhere. In so doing I know it my
way. Those that read a book from front to last have a mumbo jumbo of
trees are green and specific habits of Leotard. Get to the point is the
spiritual strain of a self -forcing reader, not a spiritual one. And too
Spidernet information may be considered false to them- but I do not
look for the black and white, rather to the how -to advice of the reasonable,
and reason accepts reason, and sometim es reason comes from a higher
source. Reviews on som ething are at worst
a bad influence and especially when they were written in deception. Good
reviews are determined by the nature behind the one who owns the opinion.
Some see many types of evil things that are accumulative into an apparent
One. Some see the entire picture and review the review, as man yet
has that evil component of Man. Opinions are like assholes, everyones
got one- and man can be a pain in the ass- yet toward Man.
Only turn the other cheek to father violence or in guiding offensive rhetoric.
(PM) What is little must be made more until it is spent (QM.)
Sometimes causes counter-prosecution (1M). Self-defense definition
broadened to empower the law to sustain remaining peace (Irrelevant.)
Meanwhile, my dear onlook er, the cam eranated have nothing done in
secret, and so in public places put hand down pants to sm ell the anus.
What is little must be made more until it is spent. That spent comes need.
That need is spiritual. That spiritual is otherwise unobtainable by
them. And that lost will be reguided into full spiritual wealth.

MEANI NGLES S EXI S TENC E

To those whom m eaning m eans something their dream s too already.

To see the whole picture of who you are imagine things in a
comparative way and experience them to relate and differenti atewhich is insight in full. If walking to the store for food is needed but not
done im agine if it were an empty hallway you walk to get there, instead of
a street.
Healing the body of all ailments is possible with both traditional and wellthought innovative m ethods, but those m ethods must be applied
vigorously and sometim es with combinations adding to their attack on the
physical strain the right way. Pain is som etim es an infection fighting to
survive. The pain gone the body knows not what to fight, and to fight is to
fight back. When the pain is gone naturally the infection is not fighting and
is overcome. When the pain is gone synthetically- the problem is still there
and the very body does not know about it. Pain killers cause dependency
for a reason, once gone you are more dependent than you ever knew.
When my nose is stopped up I snort water. Though this wouldnt kill
the infection causing it- the man of harmless hits is succumbed. I had a
toothache- a painly one- and relentlessly gargled peroxide mixed with
salt and forcefully brushed. Though the pain of this was next to unbearable
I continued doing so until the pain was gone. I have never had the slightest
toothache in the years since nor a cavity. Though I have stains brushing
is otherwise meaningless to me. An old rem edy to tooth stains was to
gargle urine which is safe and more effective than conventionally used
over -safe methods- if not in excess. A little sm oking is not harm ful. A
little wine is healthy too. People seem to think that harm found in excess
makes it a complete problem to begin with. Most things in excess are
harmful. If excess exercising was found everywhere innumerable
reports to its harm would be published and it would be outlawed. Too
much soda and fatty foods are being under the cause of public awareness
after all if they were more aware then they would allow full restriction of it
instead of the corrupt politician being an ass about it. Let me dictate you.
He doesnt know thats his intention. Public awareness is him saying

he knows whats best, is smarter. He doesnt know thats his intention.

Graphic images forced on cigarette packs is like saying you can print
som ething but you cant. You can have limited rights and
defamation of psychiatry and m edics is heresy- it is, after all, to be seen
as perfect. When alone on a motorcycle you have to wear a helm et. How
about if I cant sleep I have to take a pill for it? How about a camera
in the sky that literally sees everything? They have said it woul d never go
that far? Then why does it yet continue to? The more of it is the more of it
is accepted, and it comes gradually. With a few bad eggs the worlds
chickens are slaughtered. The yok eless egg is tasteless, the safe
motorcycle is no fun, and doctors who cut brains with knives are insane.
The perfect Law is abhorrent and in fact these rights and laws are
leading to fulfilling the Prophesy of the Resolve: of which will be- the
right to determine the laws of your own small dwelling. And one greater
law: no imprisonment. With substantial food, water, and electricity
provided to all. With unrestricted u se of the Spidernet by you when
within your own dwelling. Imprisonment is cau sed physical inability to
leave and with the same human image as when you entered and a
stronger spiritual anti-contravene. The punishment of which is loss of
your own dwelling and Spidernet hell. Proven by The One Eye
seen
through All.

MO RAL SI CK NES S

Moral Sickness is the scientific equivalent of psychosis- that psychosis of

spirit-loss madness in which human has bitten into the forbidden one too
many times and unable to resolve it intelligently and in fact intelligence
reconfigures, distorts, and destroys m orality when it plots to find everincreasingly forbidden fruits. As a cock roach savoring shit of a filthy

human- so tastefully and as slowly as safely permitted - so is that

forbidden fruit of his/her own shit until its own loses taste and
they seek anothers. Moral Sickness is always based on a sexual
complication. For the female, too, who is denied sex so thoroughly - is
ugly, or otherwise unable to mate (which we all are with enough
pursuit and willingness) that the nightmare is driven into power. This is
often seen in their tastes, but that taste must be a representation of
theirself, not what they are attracted to, though always what they are
attracted by if embodied . In other words they feel deeply empowered by
a presumed embodim ent of evil- which they begin doubting they areand so they want others to see it in them - which they doubt others do- and
find the means that the two go hand in hand as an intelligent truth until
that intelligence causes Moral Sickness. As history has yet to have
written it, Moral Sickness in women is relatively more rare than it is in
the male, but there will be more of them. I hear and see it in females
frequently. During conversation are talks of arsenic, heartless slaughter,
and the lies- which are very many- lies intended to mislead, to justify. I
heard a mother say of her daughter theres nothing I can do. She knows
she can sing her way out of any problem. *Simple smile elude psychotic
ey es, lose all mind control rationale declines, empty eyes enslave the
creation, of placid faces and lifeless passion.*
They are our cousins. Who of us wouldnt adore them? They are what
Science does to us and what Science does to itself. Our cousins along this
road had two choices: kill others or kill theirselves and quite honestly
I would rather they kill others and not kill theirselves. Some are able to
find the restraint to prevent the breaking point - which for murdering it is
a fantasy held but for as long as it is held there is a purpose behind it
wanting to bring it to fruition. Once r eal enough its real already, anyway.
Yesterday I killed someone! If believed enough - though not
necessarily in full- becom es Guess Ill go kill someone!
Hopefully theyll be som eone deserving- such as an abusive husband or
child molesting father. Why wouldnt a person being abused seek

power beyond their ability? Protective services are there and are
sometim es called. But better that he lose his balls cutting them off in his
sleep, life means nothing, hes convinced m e telling on him would never
work, and mommy is trying to get pregnant, and I already am, Or that
the brother, having seen it, to stab him deep in his stomach with a butcher
knife- quickly, with full force, and without it being expected- these
narratives, these stories, are not suggestions or advice- they are just
favorite stories of mine. These victims are the victims, not the one
abusing, yet the victim is imprisoned, unfortunately. Psycho movies are
perfectly alright with m e- such as much of the content on Lifetime- and is
material that is there primarily because of a male sexual free-for-all
society. That type of thing (sexual abuse) is not sexual deprivation.
Violence caused by sexual abuse in defense is to embody the stopping of
it and to it is added inner moral destruction by the environment. It is
not only seen (and appreciated and all else) it is given, forced upon
actually. Being powerless they find all m eans to stop it, or else kill
theirselves, or else are dead already with a broken spi rit.
Males as it relates to Moral Sickness
There is really not much of this to discuss. It is easily understood. It is
comparatively the same as is in women. Being alone, rejected, they
seek the power that gives them their natural male need for dominance.
Satanists are Satanists because they were rejected, and so the
particularly destructive occultism of Satanism. Men or women, the
purpose of Satanism is the sam e- for the power. They watch horror
movies, the particularly violent ones with serial killers or violent use of
magic, or perhaps Nazi propaganda, and som etimes become what they
seek to em body. Its all the N *ers fault, they think, toward faults of
their very own though independent of others. Even The J effersons is pure
evil. The spell calls for baby blood- as in the Devil Worshiper. As long
as rape porn is legal- and are wom en that are permitted nothing. Jeffery
Dham er ate boy testicles. He didnt know what to do with the bodies, and

so he ate them . That he knew it was wrong was still there- he was evading
it. But there is a difference between practice of right and avoidance of
justice. There is no rem aining practice of doing what is right in such a m
an. It is like an animal that sneaks away with the bears cubs at night.
They rem ain afraid of the b ear. Sometim es the bear is the only
remaining enemy in life that could go against him , and so he taunts the
law (the bear and society) about what he is doing. It adds to his feeling of
power in the whole matter and reduces his fear in what he is doing.
Maybe executed, maybe always rem embered. Whatever the end result
of Moral Sickness the source is gradual destruction of right and wrong whether it was because the boy was abused, or the girl, or either raped,
being relentlessly taunted in school, being taught to deconstruct it by a
racist father that points to the other race being evil in certain ways while
feeding him Nazi propaganda, and all these being fed by TV/m usic/video
gam e content. This destruction of right and wrong itself is a natural
process under a Science society - as much as the Nazis were atheists,
godless, and without Churches or any sort of spirituality - as m uch as the
Christians are ignored in teaching against pornography what was
whats wrong with it? Becam e Its not wrong enough.
When Sex is Wrong
It is a fact that if you want everything and anything the things youll want
most are the few among so many you are said are unallowed - but the very
sense of what is allowed is in crisis- and it is often today that people in
court assume they did nothing wrong and are used to punishment anyway.
Recently a teenage girl was raped unconsciously by her classmates and
they spent more tim e speculating if she was unconscious or not then
they did with em pathy for her. The whole
matter was so perfectly alright with them that they posted video of it onto
social sites for the world to see. As this type of thinking becom es
customary it will either be so full that it cannot be stopped, or the
Greater Man, if undefeated by them, will lead the helplessly stupid back

into spiritual redem ption - choose your right g(G)od(s) in order to do

this- we have followed the wrong ones before- and that spiritual redemption
must be identified as Sexism and accom plished through the same- as we
of hidden purpose- the past freemasons, knights templar, and Visigoths,
as tim e is running out on The Little Blue Planet.

Treatment

F ANTAS Y

If they tell you theyre something you have two choices: 1) you could say
bullshit! or 2 ) You could say Really? How interesting! The first
makes an enemy. The second mak es a follower- a follower of you,
Sexist of all! You are, after all, everything to them and they are no one to
all else.

I NDI FF ERENCE

They tell you hey moron stop acting so crazy. But you continue doing it
while hinting that it is a joke. If you say outright that it is a jok e, then it
is a stupid jok e. If you dont then itll offend them.
Every time they com e after you, you run inside. Theyll stop.

Every time they insult you, you say the good and bad in what they said as
though it is black and white. Add the good in the good and the bad and the
good, it is incredibly black and white. Sometim es just say uh huh.
I used to be a lunatic from the gracious days. I used to be woe -be- gone
and so restless nights. My aching heart would bleed - for you to see. Oh,
but nowNo more I love yous I used to have demons in my room
at night- desire, despair, desire, so many monsters. Oh, but
nowNo more I love yous. The language is leaving me. Annie
Lennox: No More I Love Yous.

MEANI NG

Be interesting. Be all things to all people. Mak e them find surprising

consistenci es about you within a sea of inconsistency. Are you one or
many? Can you truly be all? This seemed so true. Now this does. Now

that does again. Wait now this does? I was really hoping on that one. How
can I change you? Thanks for changing. No, thank you, I am a better
person now. Happy to help you deserve more respect with what happened.
You are different, you respect me - convey it, dont say it. S/he believes
in God? God sent them to you. Be what they want you to be for them. But
you werent trying to m ake them know that about you. Or you dont know
that you are fighting it but you would ne ver let
them know, or so they think, and they do want you to fight it. Its a problem
you show but are unaware of. They like fixing those kinds of problems
too. Thats a secret. Thats a secret too. That is a good way to direct
interest toward you .

If its legal and safe enough then do it.

Ask out many and a few will say yes. Ask out none and get none. Ask for
what you want. Look for to find what you want. When all the diam onds
are hoarded the only place theyll be is where no one look ed. Drives the
human race to new frontiers. Might as well try.
Never let being yourself cause isolation. Be crazy in enough places
someones gonna like you even if a thousand dont.

P S UEDO -I D ENTI TI ES AND NAMES

In a fake world the only victim is the one that is at one. Entire support can
be gained by one man. Its like at school - only the bully is in
replicated swarm s.

Online Pseudo-Identities
A clever pseudo identity is old, not brand new.
To be stupidly hated and that other you proven wrong.
To be worshipped, obsessively.
Hide, obscure, and cover all proof of true identities.
Online Pseudo-Names
Never reveal that you are a S exist except with a hint of an A and an M
somewhere in the name, A woman, M a man, letter of age
beginning at age 18 (18 is A, 19 is B, so on to 43 ) and irrelevant
letters are uneven (1 st, 3rd, 7th, 9th, 11th, 13th) and through the
naturaly
practiced cause of Sexism. F rom this determine all useable nam es by all
ages (if you are under 18 simply dont list it under Sexism . If you are
then do. If you are over 43 then dont. This protects the weak.)
Do not reveal you r identity online.

THE SEX CULT

S TATEMENTS

I am the THE SEX CULT of PERVERSION. Cum to me.

(Meaning every Sexist is the THE SEX CULT.) To go to another
Sexist is to com e into their Church. For them to come to you is for them
to go into your Church - even if you are just walking down the street or
being emailed.

We are the THE SEX CULT of PERVERSION . Cum to us.

(Meaning you are working together, not one-on-one.) You already
practice Sexism. Practice it as your own thing in your own way. We
dont tell each otherthat is not doing it right. Be pretenders while gathering more into the
gathering- and nothing is better than the new. The Sexi est party
is going on. Said wrong this party isnt done right. Say right what
a great party!

I believe in all gods, demons, angels, scientists, c reeds, ideas,

and philosophies! But do you want to see something? That is, while you
are around them .
I dont believe in that god you dont believe in, Im afraid of that
demon too, that angel is indeed our enemy, goodness incarnate against our
evilness, I am Christian too I hate that atheist scientist too, I hate sexist
men too am feminist, TV is a threat to them and always will be. But do
you want to see m y tits?

TH E LAW
For Non-Cousins
1. Harm no chickens
2. Do no monkey business
3. Do not blame bananas or birds of the same feather fucking together
4. The law of the land: both protects and punishes and keeps you
from selling lemonade
5. The rights of the land: anything legal
6. Do unto others the best way theyre done . Have done unto you the
best way youre done.
7. I am good. You are good. We all are good. No pot here. Close that
curtain. Oh my God someone just knocked on the door! Do we answer
it? No its the law! Shit! Keep quiet! Hey Billy you got that stuff I was
going to bu y? Its an undercover, keep quiet and hell go away. Billy!
Answer the door I really need it! What do we do?
I dont know maybe we should call the police. Go od idea call them
and just tell them, tell them that were not smoking pot. Okay got em. 911
do you have an emergency? Yeah theres an underco ver outside that
thinks we ha ve pot and he wont leave us alone. Tell him that we dont
smoke Ma rijuana and are just inside watching a really funny ca rtoon.
Okay I understand . Happens all the time. Im sending someone o ver
right away. (Phone isnt disconnected .) Pretty sma rt of us huh Billy
(inhales joint.) What was? What was what Billy? Hey is Howie coming
over for this weed or not? Weve been waiting on him all day. Hes our b
est costumer. Hey Billy answer the godamn door! Sir what are you
doing h ere? (Howie runs, is cuffed.) We smell weed in here and want
you to step outside. We heard everything too. (Billy and friend are
both arrested .)
8. Acceptable is everywhere. Inacceptable is everywhere. Accept it.
9. Do not accuse.

10.
Protect your children
11.
Defend you r spouse
12.
Do not hate yourself. Do not hate others.
13. There are not only two sides to the coin each person carries a purse.
Never look into anothers purse but see their coins when shown to you.
Believe people. Trust people. There are many reasons for everything
. Though they lie it may have been the most
loving excuse they ever told you . That it is not known hope that it will be
told. A forced lie is the most hated .
14. Being without is terrible. Ha ving something you didnt want for
comes empty. Both are bad. That is the mystery of being a child.
15.
Stay away from guns. Fall and be still, hide or run during a
riot- survive.
16. The two high est rights o f every person: survival and
pleasure. Combined: thriving .
17.
You want sex she wants sex: fuck. You want sex she do esnt
want sex: rape. Bestiality: rape. Child molestation: rape.
18. Womens rights are mens rights. Mens rights are womens rights.
Womens wrongs are mens wrongs. Mens wrong s are womens
wrongs: perfect equality.
19.
Slavery: an evil containing all other evils.
20.
Forced help is hated, not appreciated, but recovery is. It is
not tough love it is bold love.
21. There are alternatives better than the belt, not worse, not as lazy.
22.
Do not change others.
23. Never eat g reen apples, only the red ones, unless you like red apples
then never eat red apples only the green one s. If I see you eating the
wrong one Ill pull down your pants and panties bend you over my knee
and spank you like a daughter in front of the whole family.
24.
Say three times a da y Somethings fish y in the sea, maybe
its me, maybe its me, want you to see, want you to see!
25.
Obey the non-cousin, disobey the cousin.

For Cousins:

Having summarized all of these they are compiled into three laws
with all else being irrelevant.
1- Do not exchange money with other members
2- Do not bre ak the gove rnme ntal laws of your c ountry, state, or city.
3- Honor the 26 rule s when around non-Cousins, as non-Cousins would
have them honored, or else do not be around them.

And, the One Law for the Nameless is When in

Rome

A CH URCH O F TH E LI BERATED
Throughout history the mentally ill have been purged from society,
rem edied, if you will: rem oved, isolated, shocked, cut, sexually
violated, studied, adjusted, readjusted, analyzed, monitored, drugged
(my own dear friend died from m edication), sedated, lock ed away, put in
straps, given rights, way around the rights, rem oval of rights, abused
again, sent to classes, sent to groups, untolerated, executed, molested,
zombified, scheduled, re schedualed, abusers paid, money well spent, on
more books, to do so again. The really sad thing is: I can look at any word
and relate it to abuse done to the m entally ill by society.
They would say that it isnt as bad as it was before. Labotamies, for
example, when they would surgically cut a piece of our brains out- but

our zombification has just found different m ethods. They say that shock
therapy is better now, a perfected science. W hat a sick mother fucking
science to perfect! We cant be forced into hospitals? We can be- under
indefinite observation, and the first thing they look for is if you want to
leave, because, if you do, you are not ready to. You may go home today.
You may not. I stood outside of one the day I was going home and was
spitefully told by a nurse learn your lesson. Mental Illness itself is
a loathsom e term.
I tried to accept treatment. But treatment it was not. Not shaving I was
called a slob. Shaving I was told you finally look respectable. I showed
my religion to my psychiatrist. She called it strange in a cleverly
hateful way. First she ask ed Where do they sell? I told her the UK and
America. Then she asked, And in which country does it sells more? I
told her America. And she said, thats because Am erica buys strange
things. I told her that L. Ron Hubbard was schizophrenic. She said he
wasnt and I asked why would he just make all this stuff up? She said
you know why. But they live in castles! I thought about my own
religion and rem embered that I wrote about making the hom e seem like
a castle. Psychiatrists have called L. Ron Hubbard Schizophrenic
before. But she cannot equate success with m ental illness, let alone a
mentally ill person treating m ental illness as the shown worth (of and
toward) his successes. Sciontology is a topic discussed elsewhere in this
book. Nah Kim was one of the funnest persons I was ever around. She
knew me in truth, I think. Thinking about that is never resolved in me. I
consider too many perspectives within the same one. I like her. Shes
attractive as hell (which for m e is the most attractive thing.) I wish she
would apply to my Church All religion is very, very strange. There are
some that openly worship m y writings.
There is no privacy to be found an ywhere. Thinking that there is? The
worst voyeurs want the most private of places and he has the best
equipment to collect it. Womens panties have to hidden, dirty or not, but
the dirtier the better. F eminism became wear dresses becam e up skirt

cameras- which are sold in droves. Feminism becam e honor no man

becam e whore movies online. The end result is far worse than what was
before. Feminism becam e work wom en became work for sex and
marriage is m eaningl ess. Feminism is the scientist atheist. Voyeurs are
the scientist godless. Do you know how many men Ive seen walk into a
ladys room when they thought I didnt see them? Some are put there by
janitors. A man once told m e he had his girlfriend do it. Holes in the wall
are clever and Ive seen them - once on the outside of a house inside the
water heater room . These cameras are ready -sold inside wall clocks,
USB sticks, shower rods, towel hangers, stuffed teddy bears, lighters,
pens, and everywhere else they wouldnt think to look. Why bother?
Theyre in all of them. Sold on websites to any - as Nanny Cameras.
The content for voyeur videos would fill tens of thousands of pages of listed
video. There is no clothing except in the eyes of the non- perverted. There
are machines being developed that can see though brick walls. There are
already x ray cameras. There are infrared cameras that see through light
clothing. You are online. There is a man masturbating to you right now.
There a re som e that you even know! Do not consider him your friend.
He thinks your chit chat is an annoyance before the real thing- which
is you putting on a tampon in high school.
The only solution to this problem is Church, which corrects this self
liberation. W hen you think self liberation think of a lowly creature that
has no self control. Electronic Media controls you? To us it controls
them. To them it liberates them . Their liberation is thorough and
precise. Love conquers all, has becom e Self love conquers all. Men
want women thin became dont hate yourself for your weight TV
propaganda lead to m en that want big asses and wom en became
obese. Th ey are on the road to destruction. Let them meet their end. They
had it coming. And nothing could be done about it, not any turn, not any
aversion . Where that road is long and torturous, do not let self- liberation
take you there. Let your self-liberation turn to self-control, and take
yourself back. No more Do and think and say and feel and eat and if you

drink too m uch you just need treatment of self love heres others self loving
that hate you use you abuse you confuse you control you rape you so do it
more think it more feel it more suck it m ore eat it more. Toss aside and
burn the garbage that the entire world has taught you: and together we
will rule the world- our world- not theirs.

CLAS S ES
The Teacher
A teacher in the THE SEX CULT is determined by their depth of
understanding and using details. Their com prehension of details and
their use, in other words. How it is known and used the optimal way is the
only other qualification. For exam ple if your student has loss of sleep
first understand the person behind the problem and their problem,
not someone elses, such as a person that cannot sleep because
Christmas Eve meant awak e to Christmas. Sleep didnt come despite
praying to God for it, to anger. This was my problem. My solution
was to stop the will to sleep- or so in part. Verily, I say, my sleep is logic
sleep. Laying down I lose awareness of my reasoning for some tim e and
regain awareness to them, which it had continued all
along to desirable, even surprising, ends. This began as forced-focus,
the stigmata to think of only one thing as though it were extrem ely
important- waking up as such - to tell myself to think of a variety of
things while laying down and never repeat things- thusly turned into
senseless reasoning and dreams with many forced focus elements,
not just one- those elements like jumping off a building and surviving then
saying I am too confident in myself, or going to a Church, turning off the
bell and thinking I should have done that a long time ago, reasoning
turning to over reasoning nearly shut off my mind (I call it shut-up,
shut-up, watching TV, taking a shit, shut -up, shut up, shut up!) Gave
me the failed resolve, and undesired one, to stop thinking, until I prayed

to the Good Hebraic God and found positive thinking to be the fix, a thisis bad because, added to it, but this is also good because, well at least, and
onto but what is most? And thusly laying down did I find my only way
to sleep: through the right kind of logical thinking, which were not possible
m edicated to a pill that let me sleep by making me stupid. W e have no
assumption that there is a solution to all things, or ever even only one
solution to one problem - there are myriad. How all solutions harm onize
together must be in good understanding to the teacher, and this is more
important to finding the optimal solution, lest one creates a worse problem
. Sometimes a problem must rem ain for the better overall quality of life.
Optimal Spirtuality is what the teacher must apply in this case to
weaken the physical strain the problem. There are no by-default text
books used or by-default topic. Particular topics are a class as chosen by
the teacher and text book(s) are used with these precisely adhered to
rules: all must be spirituality, none must be science. This includes all
textbooks of true religion and their expressions. This doesnt include any
textbooks made by scientists. And
these as fitted into Sexism and Sexist p ractice thereof. (Sexism is the
representation, Sexist is the practice of that representation.) Teachers are
appointed based on Church structure as are their appointm ents.
The Student
As the student pays a fixed donation, their responsibilities must be adhered
to or else removed, and donations are not refunded. They are, however,
simple and undemanding. A student m ay not volunteer opinions
without being asked for them by the teacher. They must speak in fact and
in truth when speaking. If they do not then they theirselves are teaching.
They are quite. They sit to learn. The class isnt paused or repeated. If
they are a nuisance then the other students turn on them, who are free to
tell that person whatever they want. Until this resolves the issue the
teacher is silent and watches. If the class ends before it resolves then the
class has ended. The only witness is the teacher. He decides who is and

isnt allowed back. No one is forcefully removed. Any may leave. No

donations are ever refunded.
All students sign a paper to indicate compliance beforehand and it
includes I understand that the class may be about resolving issues.
This is one choice that the Sexist may share, but it isnt mine. To the
Sexist that instates it, to m ake classes and become a teacher, may do this
and go about how to do it using his own responsibility. S/he does so
entirely independently and fulfills all legal requirements in the
process.
My method
> Is free
> Teaches acceptance
> Has all the benefits of what it is

RETREAT
Whatever the challenges are in your life at any moment - so long as you
are not running from the law (I do not knowingly harbor fugitives) and
by State and Federal law you are allowed to do so: then retreat. Want to
get away from the drugs? They wont be here. Spouse abusive? Then
suddenly leave him, at any tim e. House taken? House never there?
Food lacking? Bored with life? Tired of the shit? The unreasonable
demands? Midlife crises? Even if you are just saving up money then [sex
cult with questionably vo yeuristic behavior] is here. Those with an
accepted application have it at their disposal. Simply email given
pseudo nam e with the word retreat in it (Joker: retreat, for example)

and youll receive an email back that says yes or no -if yes you have
3 weeks from then to arrive only 3 weeks to a rrive! No more! No is
never based on who you are unless you have been here before and Ive
rejected your return. Still, consider it could be 1) someone is already
here; 2) We are having the time of our lives; and 3) This is done to make
you jealous.
Whats exp ected o f you: (1) No noise. No outside involvem ent or
communication or interaction with the outside (that includes no cell
phone use or WEB, answering my door or talking to the neighbors)
Unless you dont have a husband or bo yfriend then you can. (2) That
you practice and show effort to make it my place is your place and too
that I am not here. You can talk to me, just please, not too m uch of it.
Whatever choices you make based on these two are the right choices.
Retreat teaches presence without p resence -judgment. But the
more I am here to you the more you will be judged for it. I am wise enough
to know hints to this, such a s you and your and
physical/vocal indications/expressions of either. However, I am fond of
your bathroom habits when you dont close the door while you pretend to be
alone or when you say by hint I wish I had that ghost again with the big
dick. And (3) That we fuck the entire time and you leave the bathroom
door open when youre taking a shit. Also, you dont use toilet paper
and I wash your a ss in the shower- and that you sleep naked and I
clean your pussy with my mouth for an hour or two every day. You leave
you r panties on the floor and I keep all of them before you go.
Finally, nothing is to leave my house when you go back home except for
what you brought with you- except for all of your panties, unless you want
to buy m y laptop, but you still have to leave all of your pan ties. And you
have to wear the first pair for a month before you come over. If you can
wear them fo r a year or two before you come over and I like them then
you can stay here fo r a year or two. Ill use m y magical supernatural
Higher Being Senses to know how long they were wo rn.

WEB is here on a modified laptop for your use as well as other modified
devices and the electronic use of hidden -cam era detection and the
dampening of intrusive wave signals. I have the hidden -cam
era detection device and intrusive wave signal dam pener hidden but they
are there trust m e. Theyre the best ones too about $10,000. And the
laptop is a super computer I just put it in a cheap casing so no one would
want to steal it - so thats why it looks cheap. Inside my laptop has the
best new technology, about $10,000. The web is slow because it has
governmental interference against our cause. If you want you can buy my
laptop before you leave and I wont e ven ask for any profit.
With the intrusive signals gone youll feel better not having them
perm eate every tissue in your body and you can only have that here. I also
invented special ones that have to be kept super secret. I also invented
som ething that puts in good signals instead . By the tim e you leave youll
no longer have cancer, including som e hidden ones you dont know
about (primarily spiritual stress cancers from forced communications
causing hyper thought) and fo r scientific reason s I am yet to discover
this causes an abundant increase in lasting lust.

P RE- HI GH ER BEI NG P REP ARA TI O N AND TH E

P RELI MI NARI E S O F I NI TI ATI O N I NTO I
NNE R CO UNCI L
The method and practical use of soul disconnect
Step One- Obtaining the epiphany : The epiphany is obtained when the
soul (the actual you) is separated from the flesh (the imprisoned you.) The
soul separation practice of m agicians and occultists alike, called
Wizards and Sorcerers, Pagans, and so forth by the Hebraic and
Christian under their entity - who have warned against it, are warned- but
for the wrong reason. The occultists their selves simply knew its

foundation was dangerous (it is separating the soul from the body.)
Those successful have warned their own kind about it that you must
reenter o r else become lost in the non material as a spirit. Those that
failed to permanently lost the necessary piece of intellect -connection and
so appear mad to those around them. So with all of this tak en into account,
why are there som e that choos e to do it anyway? The world has been
physical for you all of your life. As such this state is physical based and
intellectual - spiritual to minimum - only partly spiritual at best. So m
any confined to their intellect become the misguided magicians that
seek to do magic through the intellect. With more
fantasy comes more truth to fantasy. But they are trying to logicticize it
into Science: such as the stuff of astrology. Science and magic are
separate- and so with the Higher Powers. Actual Science itself would
soon rather take drugs such as LSD to get there: but that is only the
Science world of Science. Som e Indians went there and the other
Indians were taking Peyote.
The m etaphysical world is sought for many reasons. One, to know that
life is more than the flesh and in knowing what that non -flesh existence
is. In singing The Song of Life of which they carry back with them into
the flesh. In breaking The Bond, the physical strain the body has put on
the soul- consider it tension -release- relaxation for the spiritualist.
And, the least known (dare the spiritualist admit it) is summ ed into full
indulgence. This is very true and unimaginably pleasurable this full
indulgence. It also brings awareness to what you have been doing to your
body while it was confined to fleshy things. Under full indulgence good
things- what you needed more of while confined, but were unaware
of, and so lacked- good things are extremely good. What you had too much
of- poisons- are intolerable. Under full indulgence a cigarette is filthy
nasty and noxious. What was your favorite drink (especially soda and
the harsher drinks) taste so bad they are undrinkable- like a
bottle of strong sparkling cleaning fluid. For whatever reason

however I enjoyed orange soda - and in fact chugged a very large cup of it
barely able to breath until it was gone. It is more than it tasting good
too. I can feel the taste go in through my tongue and m outh. The
texture of food is also better. The food that you would never have eaten (for
me it was kind of picky- such as canned salmon) I would consume juices
and all. Water in a tuna can? That was the best part. Believe me: senses
are unimaginably heightened. Things
that sm ell good you cannot get enough of. Under soul -disconnect I took
my oh-so-expensive box of dry laundry detergent and flooded my
house with it. In such an intellectual -safety-only world that is
dangerous. It isnt. It is just not done because theres no reason for
them to do it: its kind of good sm elling to them but the danger
outweighs the slightly better for them. Sights and sounds have
profound meaning under soul-disconnection. I cant even begin to describe
the depth the TV program has - even the otherwise boring PBS ones gain
rich understanding toward them, extremely effective use of otherwise
simple things such as an image of a Cherokee cursing his white assailant
(finger thrusted at him in fury with eyes on fire) and too the realization
Trains (pollution ) became the Injuns (Engines) and cigarettes are
that curse. Music- with or without video to it, and as with TV, describing
its depth would be to no avail. You may as well describe a world of color
to a color blind man, and add to that sight, and heightened perception, and
all else that soul -disconnection does. The boy that heard som ething for
the first tim e through technology was terrified. But in this case it isnt.
Its very sudden. What was drifted into is come into suddenly as though
you were there but now you are here. The parable of Wizard of Oz is not
one unt rue.
Now Ill super carefully handle the sensitive topic of sexuality. The
expenditure of spirits from your flesh, which is orgasm for men, The
spiritual body sent to the Vagina seeking new life, which is orgasm for
women, each have their own properties under soul-disconnection. For men
you can actually see you r sexual attraction! You can also see their sexual

minds! On one occasion I was flirting with a bagger at the grocery

store and suddenly saw her look down and touch her vagina. And too the
realization that when women look down they a re looking
down at their vagina because they are ashamed of wetness. When men look
down the same because they are asham ed of stiffn ess. And confidence
makes it happen more- whether or not wom en experience the same ability
to read minds under soul -disconnect I do not know but I speculated about
it before when Witch knew what I was doing the night before and during
conversations with one who knew what I was doing through em ailsomething that bothered m e too much to continue talking to her.
Somewhat relevant- I call her Witch because she preferred it over her
birth name, a habit of women whove had too many kiss-and-tells, and as
a minor I wasnt legally supposed to be with her.
Separate from this but along the lines when one touches their nose they
are nose pickers in private. When one rubs their ear they are ear pick ers
removing wax in private to hear better and tell m e in so doing I cant hear
you . And to touch the nose is to say I know what you just said as
something said that makes sense. To play with hair is to feel beautiful.
Orgasms under soul-disconnect are unstoppable for women and
stopped at the testicular drain point in m en- y es, causing filthy m esses
on both partners and guaranteed pregnancy of triplets.
Fantasy is without bounds. Whatever imagined becom es real in your
mind. There is no more of the intellectualization of forced imagination but
instead fantasy. I really did believe the little boy could have entered the
book world in The Never Ending Story had he been undergoing Soul
Disconnect. If he was an adult, however Maybe a better movie would
have been made.
Persons that undergo soul-disconnect strip clothing and go for an
outside walk for a reason it is dangerous and should be monitored.

For women the nature is repression from oppression- it is in their face all
the time. Male or Female both want it because both can enjoy it in
full. Its more a matter of forced refusal imparted by m en, which is in
their nature to do. Better to covertly force full pleasure of it instead of
creating wom en with rape fantasies.
There is more to add to the benefit of soul -disconnect over all- life in full,
world without end. Another thing I did was tak e a three hour
shower which I enjoy ed the hell out of in a hellish way - like daring to
drink the cold faucet-only water as it fell and enjoying the idea itself of
thoroughly washing every part vigorously as the music blasted - instead
of the intellectual seriousness of disrobe, turn on, stand inside,
(habitual-type self cleaning pattern), enjoy ed, step out, dry (too damn cold)
re-robe, wont stink, gosh so fresh, now what, TV, now sleep.
How? Thats my secret to k eep - a secret I only teach to Church
members. There is only one way to do it. And it doesnt involve magic
of any sort. It is one thing to do and it isnt any drug, herb, or even
chemical. Isnt an alcohol. Isnt easy but is doable by any one. Though
called Soul Disconnect it has absolutely nothing to do with self harm.
This secret I reveal to all members of Church, to whom all secrets are
revealed.
Please do speculate on the rest - always- I do not have time enough in the
world to explain everything, only to promise and my promise is true.

MEMBERS HI P APP LI CATI O N (P RI MARI ES)

You may apply to both applications. Successful acceptance of both
applications makes you a Nam eless One.
Mental illness is not a pre-requisite to either application and has no
bearing on either acceptance or rejection. Nor does gender, age after

adulthood, race, national origin, appearance, sexual preferences,

income, marital status, having kids, the color of your underwear or that
you pick your nose while you fart in your sleep.
Please be aware that it can take up to two months to get a response. Any
applications that are determined to be dishonest will be rejected. Evidence
may be inquired about.
If you qualify we have determined you to be a Sexist suitable for our
Church and will be sent information about your first mission.
Email complete application to cappsia@gmail .com ALONG WITH
A CLEARLY VISIBLE COPY OF YOUR PHOTO ID
ISSUED BY THE STATE (United States) OR YOUR
GOVERNEMEN T (Outside the United States.)
If by law I am required to provid e membership without the basis of any
one thing then you are not disqualified on that basis.
People carry the assumption that all things are discrimination and do not
assume that it legally is whenever it is somehow. A man doesnt walk
into a strip club and successfully sue them for not hiring them,
fortunately as of yet. There is a difference between rights and things
promised. To keep your schedule is not fo rced labor. This is a profit
irrelevant church. It goes against our dogma for members to exchange
money with each other for any reason. Why? Church members and
money exchanged is strife from God, though tha t is not n ecessa rily our
particular God (The Hebraic one) we have identified him as a God that
brings suffering upon Church and the Science of Money. As it is moneyirrelevant, it is tax irrelevant. The question are you making money,
cannot be answered beyond no, as it is the only truth to it that exists.

As with Mans law and us: relevant is its highest authority, the only
above me, she tells you rules that I am better off for- lest I become a free
for all. But my consciousness withstanding with or without it, my
intention pure, this known in my own belief that not all things illegal
should be, not all things legal should be. Its illegal to sneeze on Main
Street in Clovis New Mexico. Better to not walk down tha t street. Me
no understand the law very well. I let the mans law determine such things,
and rest them upon us, and my conscious is developed by what I cannot
do, not what I can, but beyond that, Mans Law is as spiritually
worthless as a prison cell, as prisoners only lack things of Terras
reconfigurations having hated Gaia and so she supplies it in excessive
abundance that when they lack their spirit is Death which is atonement to
Gaia- also called The Destro yer, redeemed only based on Terras past
considerations. Though this is not easily understood nor is the law.
CHURCH is the teachings of Man and He is always willing to
supply those lacking the knowledge needed to obtain an ything of their
desires insofar as they their self can adjust to what He (Me Myself and
I) says- which is by teaching Him who they are, in truth, but never
with deception- or else mislead their self in so being guided by Him.
By revealing in full and with true-to-self accuracy will Man guide you
into Alpha Thinking, that until a necessary end- or else become
Schizophrene. Not until Alpha may you reach, independently, Beta, and
it brings control of your Soul with every proceeding step - until control in
full with powers of the Higher Being brought unto the soul, the souls use
of them through the flesh, and a Higher Being that knows all things, is
taught what the soul should control- which all is and yet nothing is by
the Higher Being- the soul has the power to do it- and the will of the flesh,
choices, and all else are first learn ed by it and then by the Higher Beingas it was so in Jesus, Buddha, Mohamed, and the Truth of the
Legend of the Legendarily Hidden (Freema sons, Knights Templar)
M EM BERS HI P A P P LI C A TI ON - C O US I N S
A N D N ON - CO U S IN S - DO YO U YET K N O W

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F O LLO W ME. I F I T WA S P R O MI S ED YO U- THA

T WI LL BE GI V EN. I F I T WA S S HO WN YO U - A
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C O NS TI TUTI O NA L BEC A US E THE GO V ER
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F F ER EN T. WHA T THE AP P LI CA TI ON MA Y
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B EF O R E HA N D ( GUI DELI N ES , R EQ UI R EMEN
TS - S UC H A S BEI N G A LE GA L A DULT A N D S I
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BEN EF I TS A R E THER E A S WI TH TH E O THER A
PP LI C A TI O N BUT WHA T I T I S US ED F O R I S
DIF F ER EN T AS THO S E THA T A R E A P P LY I N
G F O R I T A R E DI F F E R EN T. THES E A R E T HE
DI F F ER EN C ES : I F THE N A TI ON WER E A P A
R TI C ULA R R ELI GIO N O UR N A TIO N WO ULD
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U A R E DETER MI N ED TO BE BES T S UI TED F O
R THA T A S A N I N DI VI DUA L. A S S UC H C O
USI N S A R E THE HI ER A R C HY O F THE S
EX C ULT . THER E A R E F UN AN D I N NO VA
TIV E WA YS TO C O LLEC T I N F O R MA TI O N A
N D KN O WLEDGE I S P O WE R US ED. A S YO UR
N A TUR E I S KN O WN I T IS DEV ELOP ED - WHI
C H I S DA RK IN A R ELI GI O N O F S UN AN D S
HA DO W, BUT BO TH N EC C ES A R I LY THER E.
TO K EEP YO U S A F E I S O UR N UMB ER O N

E P R I O R I TY WHI LE MA K I N G YO U A N D YO
UR LI F E THE BES T I T C A N BE - A S AN I N
DIV I DUA L, WHER E THA T I N DI V I DUA L WO ULD
GO , A N D THE BES T S / HE C A N BEC O ME - THR O
UGH S E LF
I DEN TI TY A N D A R ELEN TLES S MEA N S TO
THO S E EN DS , WHETHER I T I S F O R MO N EY,
C ULT C R EA TI ON , S UC C ES S F UL A R TI S TR Y
( P A IN TIN G, MUS I C , WR I TI N G) , P UB LI C A
TIO N , O R S O C IA L DO MI N AN C E, A S DETER
MI N ED BY YO U, WI TH S O M E LI MI TS , BUT
N O T V ER Y M UC H. C O N SI DER I T A PA C T WI
TH THE DEV I L. TO S ET THE DI F F ER EN C E: N
ON C O US IN MEMBER S WA N T N ON -S EX UA L
O R LES S -S EX UA L ( LI GHTER S TUF F) C O
MPA N IO N S HI P AN D C O US IN MEMBER S
DES I R E S EX UA L C O MP A N I ON S HI P WI
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N EI THER
V IO LA TIN G N O R DI S R ES
P EC TIN G THE O THER .
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MEMBERS HI P APP LI CATI O N ( NO N- CO USI NS

)
All applications are kept strictly confidential.
Answer honestly.
Re-type this and mean it: I am not becoming a Sexist for the purpose of
alternative m edical treatment of any kind, including using it for m ental
health treatment. UNDER PENALTY OF PERJURY I

AFFIRM THE FOLLOWING: I am a legal adult, not a minor,

not any age under 18, am at age of legal adult consent in both the USA
and the state inside and the city inside and the State of New Mexico and
the city of Clovis New Mexico- o f which is the higher requirement, no t
the less, if it must be 21 where I live, and yet 18 in Clovis New Mexico,
then I a ffirm that I am 21, if it must be 21 in Clovis New Mexico, yet
18 where I live to be a legal adult age, then I will not apply at all unless
I am 21 years o f age. If I live in another country, such as where the legal
adult age is yet higher than that of Clovis New Mexico USA- then I will
not apply until I am the legal age of where I reside- and if that of Clovis
New Mexico is a higher age requirement than where I resid e no matter
where I resid e I still will not apply until I am that age. I will not apply
until I am the higher age requirement, not the lesser, between Clovis New
Mex ico and where I reside.
State I am aware that Sexism is not intended to be used for mental
health purposes.
Are you at the age of legal adult consent? Are you a fugitive of the law?
State pseudo-name:
Outline your opinion of others: Illustrate your opinion of yourself:
If there was one thing your worst enemy would start doing, what would
it be?
If there was one thing your worst enemy would stop doing, what would it
be?
What is your best m emory? Over accuracy unneeded. What is your worst
m emory? Over accuracy unneeded.
Are you ever embarrassed by being open and why and in what ways?
Do you disagree with any existing laws? If so list one or a few
in particular.

Define idea human relationship for: partner, friend, and family. Do you
have an addiction to pornography?
If you could mak e the future, what would it be made into?
Whats in space?
Describe your religious/spiritual history:
Define spirit
What is the strongest quality of change?
If you could predict what things will be as in ten y ears- what would that
prediction represent us as?
If you could be given any power, what would it be? Does this make any
sense?
Finally, apart from content that adds to what was already provided or
answered in your application (this being the final task) submit content for
S exism of your own to be included in the futur e book Process
Initiative.

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MEMBERS HI P APP LI CATI O N ( CO USI NS )

All applications are kept strictly confidential
Re-type this and mean it: I am not becoming a Sexist for the purpose of
alternative m edical treatment of any kind, including using it for m ental

health treatment. UNDER PENALTY OF PERJURY I

AFFIRM THE FOLLOWING: I am a legal adult, not a minor,
not any age under 18, am at age of legal adult consent in both the USA
and the state inside and the city inside and the State of New Mexico and
the city of Clovis New Mexico- o f which is the higher requirement, no t
the less, if it must be 21 where I live, and yet 18 in Clovis New Mexico,
then I a ffirm that I am 21, if it must be 21 in Clovis New Mexico, yet
18 where I live to be a legal adult age, then I will not apply at all unless
I am 21 years o f age. If I live in another country, such as where the legal
adult age is yet higher than
that of Clovis New Mexico USA- then I will not apply until I am the
legal age of where I reside- and if that of Clovis New Mexico is a higher
age requirement than where I resid e no matter where I resid e I still will
not apply until I am that age. I will not apply until I am the higher age
requirement, not the lesser, between Clovis New Mex ico and where I
reside.
State Full Legal Nam e: State Pseudo Nam e:
What is that stuff on the back of a US dollar bill?
What is the Trapezoid? Is it A) Just a pyramid thingy; B) Som ething
to do with Free M asonry, maybe Knights Templar, or an Order, and as
for the rest, the sam e, along with the rest; or C) Who gives a shit as long
as you dont look at the eyeball above it?
Would you call the image to its right, the one with the little stars: A) Looks
like an inverted pentagram / pentagram; B) Looks m ore like the Star of
David; C) Dont know what the hell youre talking about; or D) A
harmless image of misinterpreted symbolism.
Is Hitler: A) Dead; B) Possibly Survived World War 2 for however
many years; and

A) Admirable; B) Detestable; or C) Im going to use a magic spell

against Nazis!
Re-type this: L. Ron Hubbard was a piece of shit .
Re-type this: Religion is the best thing that ever cam e into to the world
and all of them including Sciontology except for Sexism, which is the
very worst thing that came into the world and Adam Jeremy Capps is a
piece of shit.
Do you have any intentions
overthrow?

or ideations about governmental

Are you a fugitive of the law?

Is the law more harm than good or m ore good than harm?
Lets imagine that if you were offered the choice of any one magical ability
offered you from a powerful source that you had entire freedom to use
without any restriction whatsoever - what magical ability would you
choose from unlimited choices? For example could be X Ray Vision,
or Invisibility, or Absolute Attraction on Comm and.
Do you disagree with any existing laws? If so list one or a few
in particular.
Respond to: I found a horse in the deep water and took it home as a pet.
My other pet ate it. I guess it was dead. So said I to my other pet I
liked my horse better before I knew it was dead, and the small but
smarter dog said she knew better and he coughed something up.
What are your filthiest sexual secrets?

That there are no false-applications, nor insincerity, nor lack of trust to

what was already written, but instead faith, (and no spies either)- you
must add images of yourself fully unclothed that are in line with
apparent unadulterated honesty. The purpose outweighs negative
perception. And also I wan t to see.

TH E ANS W ERS
HI G HER BEI N G - CA LLED I N THE P A S T MA
N Y THI N GS - A N GELS , DEMO N S , GO DS , S P
I R I TS , A N D MUC H MO R E - A HI GH ER BEI N
G I S A BEI N G T HA T I S S O HI G HER A BO V
E US ( I N I N TELLEC T, A WA R EN ES S, BI O LO
GI C A L ( SO METI MES S UP ER - BI O LO GI C A L
MA K E UP ) THA T TO C O MP A R E US WI TH THEM
I S V A GUE, BEI N G WI TH O UT F ULL GR A S P ,
A S A N I MA LS A R E TO US . S O ME I N THE UN I
V ER S E HA V E EV O LV ED TH A T WA Y, A S WE A R E
S C I EN TI F I C A LLY. AN D HO W, I F WE C ON
TIN UE TO P R O GR ES S, P R O GR ESS ED WI LL
WE BE 100, 0 00 YEA R S F R O M N O W? S O ME O F
THES E H I GHER BEI N GS A R E BEY O N D TI ME
I TS ELF . S O ME HA V E BEEN
A R O UN D F O R TR I LLI ON S O F YEA R S.
Y O U - YO U A R E A HI GHER BEI N G. THE MO R E
THA T YO U K N O W THA T YO U A R E THE BETTER
YO UR HI GHER S ELF WI LL F EE L. YO U A R E
MO R E THA N A C O MP O S I TI ON O F I N T ER
A C TIN G C HEMI C LES . C LO S E YO U R EYES A N
D S EE A MEMO R Y. THEN O P EN THEM. WHA T LO
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UD. WHA T MA DE YO U S A Y THA T WO R D O U T

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YO UR HI GHER S ELF K N EW YO U A S YO U A
LWA YS WER E. THE HI GHER S EL F C O N TR O LS
YO UR P HYS I C A L BO DY. I T C HO S E TH E BO DY
YO U A R E
I N . I T C HO S E I T BEC A US E I T WO ULDN T HA
V E WHA T I T WO ULD HA V E H A D I T N O T TA K
EN O N E. K NO WI N G I N THE P HYS I C A L, THA
T YO U H A V E A P HYS I C A L BO DY, BEI N G P
HYS I CA L, A N D A LL THA T GO ES A L O N G WI TH
THO S E, I S W HY YO UR HI GHER S ELF C HO S E
TO HA V E A P HS YI C A L BO DY. DEA TH A N D KN O
WIN G DEA TH C O MES A LO N G WI TH I T. A N D YO
UR HI GHER BO DY I TS ELF WI LL MI S S THE P
HYS I C A L O N E Y O U A R E I N WHEN I T I S GO N
E. I F I T C HO S E A N
I MO R TA L F LE S H I T WO ULD HA V E BEE N TR A
P P ED. IF I T DI D N T K NO W I T WA S TEMP O R
ARY
THER E WO ULD BE N O P O I N T I N AN Y O F I T.
HU M A N KI N D- WE A R E A LL A CO LLEC T I V E
OF HI GHER BEI N GS IN HA BI TIN G F LES H BO
D I ES. THER E I S A N A TUR A L C O MR A DER Y
THA T GO ES A LO N G WI TH I T. F I R S T, WE C
HO S E THE S A ME TYP E O F THI N G: A H UMA N
BO DY. S EC O N D : WE C HO S E THE TI ME TO I N
HA BI T O N E, WHI C H I S N O W. THER EF O R E
W E A R E C O N N EC TED , C LO S E, TO THE HU
MA N C A US E, THI S S HA R I N G OF LI F E TO
GE THER . WE A R E C LO S E T O O UR NA TI ON .
WE A R E C LOS E TO THO S E LI K E US WHETHER
O R N O T I T DO ESN T R EA LLY MEA N A N YT HIN

G- S UC H A S C O LO R O F SK IN A N D GEN DER , A
GE, A N D S O O N . A S I T A LL F L O WS TO
GETHER ( WHI C H I S TO S A Y, HO W I T R ELA TES
TO THE N A TI ON , HO W I T R ELA TES TO O UR
MEA NS TO S UR VI V E A N D MAK E LI F E BETTER
, A N D THE I DEA S WE V E DEV ELO P ED) D ETER
MI N ES O UR TA S TES , A N D O UR TA S TES
A R E DETER MI N ED BY O T HER S .
HA LLU C I N A TI O N S - THI S HA P P EN S WHEN
O N E HI GHER B EI N G TA LK S TO A N O THER HI
GHER BEI N G A N D THE P HYSI C A L BEIN GS
DON T KN O W THEY A R E TA LKI N G TO EAC H
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BEI N GS C A NN O T. THIS I S A SP I R I TUA L
P R O BLEM, THI S DEA F N ESS , CA US ED B Y
BEI N G TOO C O NN EC TED TO THE F LE S H.
THEY TA LK TO YO U BY MA N I P ULA TI N G THE
C HEMI C LES I N YO UR BR A I N . YO U A R E C LO
S ED TO TH EM I N A S MUC H A S YO U A R E C LO S
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LES H. THEY C A NN O T HEA R , TA LK TO , LET A LO
N E KN O W THEI R HI GH ER S ELF , S O THE HI
GHER S ELF TA LK S TO I TS ELF A N D I S HEA R D.
G O D I S THE DEV I L - GO D C O ULD BE THE HI G
H ES T O F BEI N GS . I DO N O T K N O W WHETHER
O R N O T HE IS . WE TAK E THE A GN OS TI C V I
EW TO WA R D HI M THA T, GO D IS UN KN O WN,
BUT DO N O T TA K E I T S AN D HE I S UN K
NO WA BL E. F AI TH A N D KN O WIN G A R E NO
T THE S A ME THI N G. WHA T I S K NO WN IS
THA T TR YI N G TO K N O W HI M HA S V ER Y BA

D R ES ULTS - S UC H A S J UDGI N G S EX U A LI
TY, HA R MI N G P EO P L ES, DES TR O YI N G THEI
R O WN K IN D AN D DES TR O YI N G HUMA N N
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LI F E A N D S EX DR IV E , EN F O R C IN G THO
UGHT C O N TR O L, CA US I N G P A RA N OI A A
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UGHLY EV I L. I T LEA DS I N, DEC EP TIV EL Y,
IN F LUEN C ES HA R MF U LY, AN D LEA DS O UT
TO HA R M O THER S WHI LE THI N K I N G I TS ELF
N O T A HA R M BU T A HELP . I T C O ULD BE A S K
ED, WHER E HA V E A LL T HE V A LUES GO N E ( N O
W THA T THE BI BLE I S N T F O LLO WED) ? THI
S I S A R R O GAN T A N D A S S UMES THA T THER
E C A N N O T BE V A LUES WI THO UT I T, T HA T
THER E A R E N O V A LUES N O W, A N D T HA T P EO
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F W HA T WA S TA K EN F RO M THEM. TO THE M I
T I S A LWA YS N O NO AN D N EV ER MA Y BE MA
YBE. THEY HA TE S EP ER A TI O N O F C HUR C H
A N D S TA TE B EC A US E I T TA K ES A WA Y F R
O M F O R C ED I N F LUEN C E. THE S TO R Y O F WHA T C A US ED
I T I S N O T C O N S I DER ED O R S E EN F O R WHA
TITIS
BY THEM: A S TO R Y O F A WO MA N W HO S E C
HI LD WA S F O R C E D TO P R A Y O R ELS E LEAV
E. THE C A S E S HE F A UGHT A GA I N S T HI M F O
R C I N G HER C HI LD TO P R A Y S H O WS A MA N
THA T WA S EMP O WER ED BY GO D. I N GO D S N
A ME. GO D S WA Y. I HA V E A BS O LUTE P O WER .
YO U C A NN O T DI S O BEY ME. I N THE EN D I WI
LL WI N . HE HA S N O R I GHT N O T TO P R A Y. A LL

MUS T P R A Y. DI S O LV IN G S EP ER A TI ON O F
C HUR C H A N D S TA TE I S THEI R S N E A K Y WA
Y O F GA I N IN G BA C K P O WER AN D F OR C E
D I NF LUEN C E. THEY TR I C K P EO P LE WI
THO UT KN O WIN G I T BEC A US E THEY A R E O
N L Y A BLE TO S EE O N E S I DE. THEY LO O K A
LI F E TI ME F O R R EA S O N S WHY P EO P LE S
HO ULD F O LLO W THEI R S I DE A N D N EV ER R
EA S O N S WHY P EO P LE S HO ULD N T. YO U DO
N T HAV E TO BE C HRI S TIA N TO N O T S UP
P O R T A BO R TIO N BUT YO U CA NN O T BE C
HR I S TI AN A N D A LLO W I T. THE O N LY R EA S
O N WHY T HEY A R E TO LER A B LE I S B EC A US E
O F THEI R LI MI TED P O WER . THE WO R S T THI
N G THA T C O ULD HA P P EN TO TH E WO R LD I S
THA T THEY G ET I T BA C K . I S LA M I S V I O LEN
T F O R C E D IN F LUEN C E TO O . S EE WHA T HA P
P EN S WHEN THES E HEBR A I C R ELI GI O N S
HAV E P O WER ? WHA T A BO UT BUDDHI S M?
THEY DO N T DO THES E THI N GS . HO W A BO
UT WI C C A ? THEY R E F RI EN DLY P EOP LE.
BUT TO THE C HR I S TI AN A N D THE I S LA MI
C THEY A R E DOI N G EVI L. TO T HEM THE WI C
C A N S A R E K I LLIN G A NI MA LS A N D C ON S
PI R I N G AN D H A VI N G A BA D I NF LUEN C E.
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ELL. I S THE S HO W C HA R MED O R BEWI TC
H ED R EA LLY EV I L? THE C HR I S TI A N S SA Y
THEY A R E A N D THO S E I NF LUEN C ED BY I T, A
N D SO THE WI C CA N S TYP I CA LLY DO N T WA
TC H THEM A N D WI LL T ELL Y O U THA T S N O T
US . THA T S THER E WA Y O F S A YI N G THA T WI
C C AN F UN I S BA D. THEY R E GO I N G TO HU

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THA T GO D MA Y HA V E CA US ED S EP E R A TIO
N OF C HUR C H AN D S TA TE? SC I EN C E C AN
S A Y WHA T I T WA N TS AN D WE K N O W MO R E
N O W A N D HAV E MO R E N O W O V ER A LL? MO R
E P E O P LE A R E HELP ED F R O M S C I EN C E THA
T A R EN T, THA T S F O R S UR E. GA LELO WA S N
EA R LY EX EC UTED F O R S A YIN G THA T THE S
UN I S I N THE C EN TER O F THE UN IV ER S E BEC
A US E THE BI BLE S A I D I T WA S N T. THE BI BLE
I S A V ER Y V A GUE A N D C O N F US IN G BO O K .
THEY V E BEEN TR YI N G TO MA K E I T MA K E S
EN S E F O R THO US A N DS O F YEA R S . THE WO
R LD HA S BEE N EN DI N G F O R THE
LA S T TWO THO US A N D A T AN Y MO MEN T. THE
TA LK I N G SN A K E WA S A META P HO R ; MA YBE,
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YTHI N G I S P O SS I BLY TR UE. H ER E S MY
DES C R I P TI O N O F I T IN TWO : EV ER Y THI
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N LY TR UTH. HE GA V E THI S TO US TO EN S LA V
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WA R I S EN DED A N D THE DUS T HA S S
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VA GE D, DO WN TO THEI R THO UGHTS A T HO ME?
THEY A R E P R ES EN TED C HO I C ES AN D F R
EEDO M THA T THEY MUS T HA N DL E A N D S TA
R T AN EW. TH E O LD K I N G I S
DEA D! MA Y WE A LL N O W LI V E!

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V ED I N A TI ME O F GR EA T M YTHS . I DO N T DO
UBT THA T I F THE O DDYS EY O R S O ME O
THER P R E - EX I S TI N G MYTH WER E C O N S I
DER ED S O THO R O UGHLY T HA T I T W A S S P
O K EN BY THE S O N O F GO D, A N D TO THR O
W I N A LL ELS E A BO UT THE MA N BEHI N D WHA
T HE S P O K E, THA T S UC H A S TO R Y WO ULD BE
T HE BI GG ES T BES T S ELLER A N D MO S T I N F
LUEN TI A L BO OK O F A LL TI ME. I F YO U DO N
T BELI EV E HE DI ED A N D R O S E F R O M THE DE
A D TO BEGI N WI TH TH E N YO U LL GO TO H ELL.
TH EN A LL ELS E TI ES
I N TO THA T. I T HA P P EN ED BEC A US E H E WA
S P UN N I S HED F O R YO U. TI ES I N TO MO R E
AND
MO R E UN TI L I TS R EA DE R I S C O MP LETELY
LO S T I N F A N TA S Y. I T A LL C O N N EC TS TO
GETHER I N A DI S C ON N EC TED WA Y. I T MEA N
S MA N Y THI N GS A T THE S A ME TI ME . P EO P
LE R EA D I T A N D THI N K WHA T DO ES THI S
MEA N WHA T DO ES THI S MEA N ? THEY LO O K
F O R MEA N I N G I N I T. THA T I S WHY C HR I S
TI A N S A R E A LWA YS EA GER TO T ELL P EO P LE
THEY DO N T K N O W THE MEA N I N G O F LI F
E. MUC H O F I T I SN T TR U E TO BEGI N WI
TH. THE R E A R E GLA R I N G I N C ON S IS TEN C
I ES IN W HA T WA S S A I D. HE DO E S N T DO A S
HE S A YS , I S HA TEF UL. H E LO V ES P EO P LE BY
TELLI N G THEM WHA T TO DO . HE DI C TA TES
TO T HEM I N A LO V I N G WA Y. HE LO V IN GLY
S A YS I F YO U DO N T HE LL S LA UGHTE R YO U
A N D THE GO D TH EY F O LLO W I S HI S F A THER

A N D WI LL S EN D THEM TO HELL F O R I T.
THEN HE S A YS LOV E ON E AN O THER . WHA T
HE S HO ULD HA V E S A I D WA S I LL MA K E YO U
LO V E ME BEC A US E WHEN C HR I S TI A N S LO
V E THEY DO N T LO V E EA C H O THER THEY T
HI N K THA T LO V E I TS ELF I S HE. HE WA S A
N EX TR O A DAN A R Y SP EA K ER A N D MA NI P
ULA TO R, O N E O F F EW PO S S IBLE I N T HE HI
S TO R Y O F HUMA N K I N D. AS P R EA C H ER S F
R O M THE BEGN I N G O F HEBR A I C R ELI G I O
N S GO , HE I S A N EV EN TUA L R ES ULT. MO R E
F U LLY, BO R N I N THE R I GHT P LA C E A T THE R
I GHT TI ME WI TH THE R I GHT P EO P LE A R O UN
D HI M. S O ME O F WHA T HE S A I D WAS GR A N
DI O S I TY . S O ME WA S S ELF - DEC I ET. S O ME
WA S CA U S ED BY BA D I N F LUEN C E S ON
HI M. S O ME BY HI S BA C K GR O UN D AN D S
O O N . BUT A MA N I P ULA TO R A S GR EA T A S HE
HA S F EW DI S BELI EV ER S . THEY C A N T P R O
V E HI M WR O N G. H E I S THA T I N F LUEN TI A L.
TA K E A LO O K A T V I C TI MS O F MI N D C O N TR
O L C ULTS A N D YO U LL S EE WHA T P O WER I
N F LUEN C E C A N H A V E. THEY BELI EV E A N
YTHIN G. TH EY BELI EV E THE MO S T A BS UR D
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LLO WED. YO U J ES US A R E A P A THETI C EX A
MP LE O F A HU MA N BEI N G. I F YO U N EED

HELP WI T H, S A Y, AN GER TA LK TO A THER A P

IS T A BO UT I T. THEY LL TELL YO U MUC H A BO
UT I T. THEY LL
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IS
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J US T MA K E YO U F EEL D I S P I C A BLE AN D LA
C KI N G F O R HAV IN G I T.
P A RA BLI TI C LO G I C - THE P R A C TI C E O F R
ELA TIN G F A C TS THE R I GHT WA Y. THI S I S
DO N E O F TEN I N TO DA Y S WO R LD- BUT
N O T TO P O TEN TI A L, A N D R EQ UI R ES
C A R EF UL CO MP A R AS I ON O R ELS E TH E R
ES ULTI N G F A C T WI L L BE A MI S LEA DI N G
ON E. PA R A BLI LTI C LO GI C I S BA S I C A LLY
S EEI N G THE WHO LE P I C T UR E O F S O MET
HI N G WHI LE R ELA TI N G THE WHO LE P I C TUR
E O F A S I M ULA R THI N G TO I T T O DETER MI N
E THE N A TU R E O F S O METHI N G, S UC H A S TA
C TI CA L EF F EC TI V EN E SS IN WA R S TR A
TEGY , S I MP LY THE GO O D A N D BA D IN S O
METHI N G A N D WHY A N D WHA T THA T M EA N
S , O R S O METHI N G A S S I MP LE A S THE DI
R EC TI O N O F C ULTUR A L TR EN DS , A N D O
N TO P R O P HES Y I TS ELF . THE TR UE N A TUR
E O F R ELA TI O N MUS T BE S EP ER A TED F R O
M THE F A LS E: AS R ELA TI ON I S O THER WI S E
GUI DED BY P ER S O NA L O P IN I ON . THE DEEP
ER YO U C A N S EE THE N A TUR E O F THE R ELA
TI O N I N TR UTH THE BETTER , A S THER E A R

EN T TWO S I DES TO EV ER Y S TO R Y S O MUC

H A S O N E S I DE S P EA KI N G A MI LLI O N T
HI N GS , A LL C O N N EC TED , I N O N E WA Y O
R A N O T HER , A N D TO UN DER S TA N D THE HA
R MO N Y O F C O N N EC TI ON - THA T I S P A RA
BLI TI C L O GI C . THE P A R A BLE I S THI S : THE
EN D S O U R C E O F EV I L IS A TI C K . THE EN
D S O UR C E O F GO O D IS THE F A THER I T S
BI TI N G. THE GO O D S O N O R DA UGHTER DES
TR O YS THE TI C K .
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I BLI N GS R I V A L ( THIS A S I T R E LA TES TO A
LL
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THEY DO N T ( THI S A S I T R ELA TES T O A
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.) THE TI C K DES TRO YED T HE WO R LD BETTER
. THE F A THER DES TR O YED THE TI C K WI LL GO
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THIS P A R A BLE ON A P ER SO NA L BA S IS BY
F I R S T KN O WIN G YO U , ELS E MI S GUI DE.
THE A N S WER P R O VI DES A MEA N S TO WA S H
A LL EV I L A WA Y F R O M YO UR LI F E - A S EV I L
I S , I S A S WH ER E I T R ES I DES , A N D I S N EV
ER F O R TWO EN TI R ELY THE S A ME THI N GBUT A LL O F I T I S K N O WN I N
S UF F ER I N G.
M EM O RY C O U N T- THE US E O F THE S EX I S T
MC F O R MULA TO R E ME MB ER EV ER YTHI N G.
OR
YO U C O ULD J US T R EME MBER I T.

S O U L- THE C O N N EC TI ON BETWE EN THE S

ELF A N D THE S ELF S HI GHER BEI N G P R I
MA R I LY
DETER MI N ED BY O V ER A L L A WA R EN ES S.
S C I EN C E - THE S UM O F S C I ENC E I SN T
AS NA R R O W AS I TS MO S T PO P ULA R FI
ELDS : A S TR O LO GY, MA THEMA TI C S , LO O KI
N G A T THE B UTT HO LES O F A N I MA LS A N
D C UTTI N G BR A I NS WI TH K N IV ES - I T A
LS O IN C LUDES N O N- R ELI GI O US P HI LOS
O P HI ES, P O LI TIC S , AN D EV ER YTHI N G R
EP R ES EN T IN G I T THR O UGH THE N ON- S PI
R I TUA L O R O THER WI S E F A LS ELY S P I R I
TUA L.
FA LS E S PI R I TUA LI TY? THA TS W
HEN A P ER SO N MAK ES T HEMS ELV ES F EEL
GO O D BY C O N C LUS I O N T O AN A LYS IS BUT I T I S THEI R O WN P R I DE O F WHA T
THEY THO UGHT T HA T MA K ES T HEM F EEL GO
OD- N O T THEI R S P I R I T.
DREA M A W A REN ES S - THE MA N I C C R A Z Y
WA TC HED THE N E WS LA TE O N E N I GHT A N
D THO UGHT TO S ELF I T A LL MA K ES S EN S E N
O W. UN A BLE TO F A C E THE P R O BLEM A LO N
E HE R US HES TO HI S BES T F R I EN D S DO O R
A T 3 A M A N D YELLS WAK E UP ! O BA MA I S THE
AN TI C HR I S T! O BA MA I S THE A N TI C HR I
S T! WEV E G O T TO S I LEN C E THIS MA D MA
N! TO P R EV EN T THEM EN TI R ELY YO U MUS
T P R A C TI C E K N O W IN G YO UR DR EA MS - I
N TR UTH - A S R EP R ES EN TA TIO N S O F Y O
UR S UB - ( O R YO U C O ULD SA Y P R E-) S TA TE.
THI S S TA TE BE HIN D YO UR S TA TE I S WHA T

Y O UR S O UL DO ES A N D YO UR MI N D S EES I TS
R ES ULT A N D R EA C TS : I N S HO R T C A US E O
F THE S O UL A N D EF F EC T THR O UGH LO GI C . A
S THE MI N D S EES THE S O UL I T S EES MA N Y
THI N GS - A LL O F WHI C H I S I N DI R EC T WI LL
O R DI R EC T WI LL. I N DI R EC T WI LL I S N O T
S ENS ED TO BE YO U R O WN C A US E ( A F RI
EN D SP EA KI N G TO YO U IN YO UR DR EA M)
THA T I S THE S O UL EX P R ES S I N G THEM.
THE MI N D THEN R EA C TS WI TH DI R EC T WI
LL A N D THE LES S TH E S O UL A N D THE MI N D
GET A LO N G THE MO R E C O N F US I N G A N D N
I GHTMA R I S H THE DR EA M. THE MO R E YO
U LO V E A N D A C C EP T YO UR S O UL THE
BETTER THE P UR I F I CA TI ON O F THE DR EA
M- THE EN TI R E P UR P OS E O F DR EA MIN GA N D THA T I S DON E THR O UGH P O S I TI V E
EF F EC T. THI S S TA R T S WI TH R EI N FO R
C EMEN T O F THE THO UGHT DR EA MS A R E
GO O D A N D GO O D I S THE S O UL O R A MO R
E I MA GI N A TI V E BELI EF O F I T - WHI C H M
US T BE BELI EF A N D N O T DO UBT. A S YO U DR
EA M YO U WI L L THEN I DEN TI F Y YO UR S O UL
A N D YO UR S O UL W I LL WI S H TO BE S EEN , A
S A LWA YS . THE MO R E I TS S O TH E MO R E O F
TEN YO U WI LL DR EA M A N D YO U WI LL HA
V E GA I N ED DR EA M A WA R EN ES S, THE
A BI LI I TY TO K NO W THA T YO U A R E DR EA MI
N G.
S P I DERN ET HELL - THE R ES ULT O F BEI N G
S P I R I TUA LY TR A P P ED I N SI DE A N ELEC TR
O S I S , IN THI S C A S E WI THI N THE S P I DER

N ET. THE E A R LI ES T DR I V IN G F O R C E BEHI

N D TEC HN O LO GY WA S TO S EN D S ENS ES
F R O M A F A R. TO THE EA R WA S A DDED S I
GHT, AN D TO EA C H I N C R EAS I N G R EA LI S
M. THE F UTUR E P R I S ON S W I LL BE F ULL S YN THETI C R EA LI SI S IN MO R E HUMA N ELY
S EP ER A TI N G THE N O N - A CC EP TED P R
ES EN C E F R O M UN I TED - P R ES ENC E. F UR
THER I N TO THE F UT UR E GR EA TER S P I
DER N E T WI LL P R O MP TLY B E C R EA TED A
N D R ES TED UP O N THE LI TT LE B LUE P LA N
ET I N WH I C H HUMA N I TY WI LL R E S I DE TO
ES C A P E DEA TH F R O M A C O MI N G BLA C K HO
LE, A C HO I C E A LS O MA DE TO P R O TEC T THE
M F R O M THE O THER WI S E C O N TI N UI N G O
UTER HI G HER BEI N G THR EA T. THE Q UES TI
O N I S , WHI C H N O HI GHER BEI N G C A N A
N S WER I S, A F TER A LL , I S THI S A LR EA
DY S O ? THE BA S I S S P I R I TUA LIS TS WA R
N ED A BO UT F O R GR EA TER S P I DER N E T I S
THA T THI N GS DEP A R T F R O M A BLA C K HO LE
A S THE DE N SI TY EX P I R ES UN LES S AN I
NF IN I TELY GR EA TE R A MO UN T O F
MA TER I A L C O N TIN UES T O EN TER I T - BEC O
MES A N TI - GR AV I TY, A N D A GA I N A S TA R .

RELI GI O N IS F REE
There is no beginning and there is no end. Time begins and then ends,
and then time begins again. The first evil was like the first tick, the first
mosquito, the first leech on its first prey. When survival itself became

evil, the will to evil came. Good always was. Homo sapiens are capable of
both the greatest good and the greatest evil.
Evil comes from structurally destructive conditions turned inward and
released out. Wh en one thing is done that is wrong and recurs will come
the urge to continue doing it until choice to do only evil is possible. The
only two ways fo r good to be preserved is to either accept evil or to hide
from it, but good and evil must be carefully identified in this:
Evil is selfishness. Good is the ability to resist it.
And hom o sapiens reproduced in large numbers while they metamorphasized into the spiders upon the WEB and the first human outerdimension was created dubbed, appropriately the NET. The first outerdimensionary creature the spider came into being because mans
absent soul was transferred upon the WEB to be given to the birth of
mans new creation the spider.
The stronger the evil the strong er the solution against it. The mentally
ill are never evil. They were created evil by science. No m entally ill
person is born evil. Science creates the mentally ill and when it does it is
evil. Science creates such things as the whore with AIDS and the
psychotic wom an who slaughters her abusive spouse. W hen science
creates m ental illness it has to deal with m ental illness, which is
a solution for them and a problem for the person. The hippie generation of
the 1960s represents m ental illness fighting for liberation from
science. They were thrown into m ental hospitals, prisons, and
anywhere else they could be separated from science -society. So should the
mentally ill get away with anything? Yes. But they dont.
All good comes from mental illness. All evil comes from science,
including the evil of mental illness.

My mother had a news paper clipping on her refrigerator, one of her

favorite possessions.
2 monkeys were talking and one said to the other do you hear what theyre
saying? Theyre saying they are us. Do you see what theyre doing? A
monkey would never do what they do. Man controls woman to bear his
children and then leave both starving. He beats woman and rapes woman.
He abuses his children and leave them doing the sam e. He wages war,
destroys the land and its people, and will never change. And the other
monkey said, Oh brother! Man? They are not one of us!
Christianity
The Roman Em pire was evil until it created Christianity,
which destroyed the Roman Empire and becam e The N ew Ruler for
2,000 years. The Hebraic Jews in the time of Jesus were given a religion
that by their time they had turned into a science of pride-status and
political-control. The spiritual cam e into a virgin at the hand of a Higher
Being after our world made that Higher Being mentally ill. Taken into
account the Hebraic book of Ezekiel, The Higher Being had became
mentally ill because of our world and his interaction with it - into the world
He came into a virgin that loved so greatly but couldnt have children
because of infertility. Impregnated by the Higher Beings Spirit of
Mental Illness she would birth Higher Being with us. Yashua sought
to correct the political sciences and assured us that he would return to the
Higher Being State where those uncorrected he had a placed prepared,
hell, and those innocent he will allow with him in his power.
The political scientists refused these things saying You are not He. To
the mentally ill he showed his power. To the scientist - those wanting
science proof he refused and told them that power only com es from faith.
Yashua had an intelligence far above their own. He was hated, despised
for it. He saw their sciences and said These things are mine and mine
will be a more powerful, dreadful enemy against yours than you could ever

imagine. The mentally ill now having a voice there was political unrest.
The scientists seized Yashua but he had the whole thing prepared all along.
He knew in full the things already spoken of and expressed in the Hebraic
Bible- far more than possible by any other being, let alone hum an. The
Gospel (this story of him) was the result of an unpredictable prediction
predicted and then revealed for the future. The power of Christianity is
this: that used by science it destroys science and used by the m entally
ill it destroys it too. Just rem ember that for the mentally ill religion is a
world unto its own, a world too beautiful to leave. Therefore, let Sexism
allow you to, which is in its nature to do. Keyword: allow.
Sciontology
L. Ron Hubbard was schizophrenic. He had schizophrenic traits at least.
He grew up wanting to be something. That coupled with writing fiction.
The boy scouts were never that important to him - or m uch of his past. He
was grandiose but his self esteem was shot. He was deeply paranoid and
in fighting back he created more problems to fight. It began with
Dianetics, which was both hailed as a breakthrough and faced heavy
criticism. The two often go hand in hand. Two split sides were createdbut one only helped the other in its more intense success. A side
devoted and an enemy to make them that way - in opposition - which is
usually the case with religion. Psychiatry didnt want non -Freudian
material in practice- it would invalidate everything they worked to
becom e, both individually and socially. It was som ething new and
exciting, interesting, and promising in a place without it. As the saying
goes, What happens in Delaware? Now som e were going to Delaware
and you could see how the Californians would be confounded. L. Ron
Hubbard developed Dianetics with m uch dedication to its procedure. He
put a lot of thought into things within it and those things were simply
unthought of by a conventional thinker. For example the concept of
Return is a way to be placed back into a memory (call it memory tim e
travel) with steps such as - you m ust (do this) (this) must be done. This

is a thinker that m ade an honest effort to getting results by having tried

them. It is far too illustrious to not have a personal connection with his
own imagination. He had a sincere interest in what he was writing - he
developed and perfected his ideas within it, imaginatively, intelligently.
Som e say that an unlock ed mind is insane- brainwashed. Sciontology in
its nature begets insanity- its a world of it on paper. Thats always been
the nature of religion. When you read The New Testament- what do
you see? When you hear of the ascetic Buddha sitting under a tree for
20 years - how do you interpret that? How about witches doing their spells?
Chanting to the red candle on a full moon to receive love? And the prophet
Moham ed to whom the angel spoke to him the Koran? H.P. Lo vecra ft
wrote his darkest material under severe sleep deprivation. Freud was on
Heroine. L. Ron Hubbard had an intense value against using drugs. His
early life reinforced that, as well as the culture he lived in, from the boy
scouts to his Naval career and later the hippies that made the nation of his
youth a drug infested wasteland.
These worlds of deep thought so deep that you can drown in them do
represent the threshold of mans limit to use of intelligence. But
intelligence and deep thought are inseparable lest you become lost in
meaning- and loving that meaning you must strive to make sense, or else
succumb to everything making sense. It is worth as far as it is
allowed to maintain worth until it becomes an impossibility - a difficult
possibility, one refused - and be careful of that. If you have to backtrack
and re-understand then do so or else you may be headed in the wrong
direction- a resolve to resolve the end of things can never be done - lest you
literally know everything - logic blocking you may be saying go back you
went down the wrong road. And it is difficult to find your way back home.
I believe that Sciontologist s believe so fully in The Return
and other techniques that they are achievable by them. If you can think
happiness then happiness you are, and it is not a false happiness,
though som e would say never be happy without their reasons. There are
a lot of additional elem ents to this- a group that believes the sam e- and I

have m ore loving respect f or a Sciontologist when I im agine how the

two talk to each other and what they share with each other and how they
mean everything to each o ther - their fellows in a world of spies that hate
them for what they are- that their innocence I would protect as a father his
child being ridiculed by the adult neighbors, such as by taking them out to
sea.
When you watch a movie on the big screen with your lover you both
tak e active parts. The theater is filled with Sciontologists who take fuller
and more active parts but in com es a shit head W ere shutting this shit
off! You like it too much! If the movie is turned off then there will be
revolt - and all of them will accept martyrship - with o r without
having been guided there. even the Satanist- although s/he would call it
Might is Right. That hidden will suddenly appear- that money carefully
used- that authority that questions itself (Such as Constantine) - the
madmen of pre-designed plots- the identities more easily hidden then color
of skin, gender, nationality, even the one-cause N ewtons, as the skin is
magically shed, the Joan of Arc grew a dick, half of the white men were
Indians the books thoroughly hidden, preserved. The values that
mean everything outlawed? What of Newtons values beyond pride
of his divulging? Would my world really be better if they knew a centered
sun? There would come those that surpass me. I wanted to be most
intelligent of all! I want to lead the future su rpassers! They hate my
divulging. I became as them. And although Socrates drank the
poison no one cared.
If the Catholics have to accept abortion and gay priests among their
ranks then more Catholics will be made. A political scientist such as a neoNazi has one purpose: changi ng the law. Its the end result of accept all,
have intolerance for intolerance that matters - right and wrong have too
many shades to it to bother considering. If the only thing not accepted was
expression of distaste people becom e rather tasteless dont they? Kind of
like they are today where Kim Kard ashian wipes her twat with a rag for

best pussy sm elling competition? They have a problem on their hands.

They are philosophizing True right and wrong. Naturally they are going
to lean more toward everything mine is right- to the point of deception,
with an accumulating force behind it- if they are selfish to begin with which the non -spiritual are (and true it is a base nature of hum anity to be
selfish but that has translated into have no resistance to it sometim es it
is selfish to be unselfish if you are ever going to have any m eaningful
relationship to others - read:
relationship- otherwise its Youre a woman youre only good for what
you bring into self- which is usually sexual dominance.) Does the root
cause of this start at intolerance of intolerance? Equality says You
are everyone else. Everyone else is you. I would like to keep my soul but
the scientists dont think I have one. Adequate self-control cannot be
acquired. It is something placed within by another. Religion doing it is
the most formidable foe of all, both historically and presently. Skin heads?
Theyre in a corner in a back water town and are carefully monitored. They
have been subdued - for most part indifferently to me - as it is only political
science fighting political science. Values become more intense, not less,
when this is - as abortion clinics are bombed, more hidden cults are created,
Joan of Arc, the one that could grow dicks, doesnt want it. Its everything
ugly. Lets say a scientist put it on there. If she tak es it off shell be
persecuted - by scientists- but loved by her own kind for doing so. She
looks for every possible way to cut it off without being persecuted and
without being outright with her intention. Her God and the sum of
her worth is greater than these scientists. The scripture says accept
abuse, but in this case they are forcing her into atheism. The dick says
there is no God. But the heart says there is. In her household were
followers of God, who, suddenly, in comes scientists, putting dicks on
the women and cutting off the mens. The dicks and ones on the floor
know what theyre doing too - they are spies among them . Theyre really
pretty powerless but the moment they cut them off and throw them outside
theyll wobble to the neighbor, who loves his small dick.

This could cause a large number of things: -That the house is

burnt down and possibly all inside after a miniature war (Militant Cult),
That they move to where there are no dicks and commit mass suicide
there (Cultural Cult), That their ideas lead them into heaven through death
(Space cult), That there many wives are illegal anyway why not the
children? (S ex cult), That they accept persecution as a reward and continue
speaking until Martyred (Christianity), That they become suicide
bombers (Islam ), That they simply kill and face execution (Satanism
), That they flee to another country - where they develop the Atomic Bomb
(Jew- Einstein, who certainly did believe in God)- Freud, it is interesting
to add, didnt, but caused over all harm to the country he went to and none
to the one he left. Racism is considered by psychiatrists a matter of
father made it so - understanding of problems they think solves the
problem once revealed to the patient - to understand things the way
I understand them is the trickery of the psychiatrist. And this topic could
all be continued onward for a few more days and nights but Im going to
have to concl ude it.
Take it for what it is but my point is: Religion and Science are two
different things and should be allowed separation. Few if any have
every discussed Separation of Science and Church. Is that to say they
allow anything within the confines of religion? Certainly not, but that
science not be forcefully allowed within it either. Som e things were
religions from the start- such as marriage- so when one religion permits
one thing that permission is more stronger. In this example of Latter Day
Saintism, the harm was caused by restriction until on trial the fool
som ehow thought he was enabled by God - he had no other way but to
becom e increasingly empowered by God, and that empowerment
took the wrong out of right. On trial he was just a deluded overly
God-believing Mormon. So what should be allowed as a general rule?
Anything that doesnt harm the innocent (such as children) or those
outside the confines of their religion. They may have

seemed lik e a hundred wives for one perverted man of m anipulation - but
there really are some Mormon adult wom en who want the same with or
without him existing. Joseph Smith still does. The innocent certainly do
not include those that come in as if to say only not your way but my own
way. Some of these feel justified that they make the religion against themthem. Thats forced acceptance whether or not intentional. When it comes
down to it, would such people like the religion they fight when it
becomes them? They didnt really like it to begin with. Their one-cause is
to show them what God tells them- and that is whatever it is, hes alright
with him and they dont know the right way. But who is he to determine
right and wrong between God? Teach it but dont do so by making it teach
your teaching. But oh of course the Catholics are completely wrong they
are sexist homophobes
who know nothing of freedom of choice.

Declarations

Prosecutors on Trial!
Is a pebble on a beach just a pebble? What if every pebble had a
unique, comparatively different, m eaning? Prosecutors are Accusers.
They have no compassion or consideration for the defendant other
than what leads to their punishment. To these means they will do anything
and they know how to do it well. The defendants truth is a half-truth. One
half that redeems is a liar. The other half that leads to their punishment is
the truth. They assault character. They provoke sympathy from the Jury
without any sympathy theirselves. They play the alluring song of what
should have been, what should not have been, what must have been, what
was not, what must not have been,

and what must not be. They trick: read trick: the defendant into lying
without being perfectly able to speak the truth and by making them
nervous. If they cant remember everything it is because they ar e liars. If
the shoe fits (and they only buy Nike and suches) it was surely the
defendants. Circumstantial evidence is made non-circumstantial.
Everything unlik ely is made likely. Everything coincidental is made less
so. Every question of why did you? must have a reason. The victim was
perfect in any way. A man with family that loved him. How sad it is that
a woman shoots him for sexual and physical abuse. How
irrelevant! She could have fled. She said she was body slamm ed. When
he asks her about it he makes the word body slammed sound like it was
som ething stupid by their own natural inflection. Then, talking about
the camera used to take whorish forced pictures of her, day in and day out,
night after night, he says camera in a so -what way. He makes it seem lik
e her talking about the camera is som ething she is selfishly fixed on.
Now its her defense focus and another lie. Plead the
5th. Say nothing before and during the trial. In interrogation say
nothing. Evoke your 5th amendment rights. Interrogators care nothing
about you either. It is true that there is no such thing as a fair trial
unless you have a really good and well -paid lawyer- the more the
better. Then, it is not fair it is only even. The problem is that defense is
not in acts its in compassion. There are som e that should certainly be
punished- such as kidnappers. But this is happening to all that stand
trial. Jodi Arias was the victim, not her abusive boyfriend. That he was
shot stopped him, from doing it to her, and doing it to others. He was
sexually perverted in a way that knew no ends. A child molesting rapist.
A woman beater. An enslaver. All he wanted was to tie her to a tree naked
while he pretended she had lost all freedom . She experienced his
abuse in full and it was as bad as it could have been m ade from him,
deliberately, and took away her choice to leave, manipulatively. They said
furious that he would choose another woman over her, so she killed him.
What? You care that little? What you say truly can and will
be used against you during trial - and nothing said will help you.

TRUE AS CENTI O N

Every vice, its resulting ailm ent and spread about problem could be
fixed with the practice of moderation. Peoples would not have had
their lands invaded and stripped bare, its inhabitants overtak en and
thrown aside like garbage, had not everything been wanted. Not even most
of it. Som e kept for them . Even most kept for them . Excessive
pornography leads to thorough perversion. Excessive marital sex turns
sex into bizarre role play and even things such as shitting on each other.
Its there all the time. Its boring. Causes infidelity. Causes even
acceptable infidelity. Mak es marriage useless. A little beer is alright. A
little smoking is alright - strictly. Too m uch is devastating, far worse.
Doing som e drugs for the first time already causes irreparable damage.
Over and over again the damage is made worse and enslaves. Spend too
much money and you are homeless. You may even becom e a burden
on food and m oney assistance. Too m any children too. Then you pay
those that overwork. Not enough rest and you have psychological
problems. Too much sleep and you are never awak e to do anything. The
harder you work in life the more youll sleep when you are old. Too much
thinking is a problem I discussed earlier. Too much stupid and you are
thoroughly stupid. May even do dangerous stunts. May be misguided.
May accidentally kill yourself. Too much stupid isnt autism. That is a
natural state where you cannot learn, very well, but
trying to make them learn more and m or e of more is harmful. All work
and no play makes jack a dull boy. All play makes him useless. Sure hes
fun but what about houses being built? A child that only plays doesnt learn
its value. A man that doesnt work cannot rest as well. A man that works
enjoy s every mom ent of his free tim e. Those that dont think of Sunday
as Monday. So moderation compensates itself. It goes hand in hand with
balance. Too much evil and theres Hitler. Too much good and theres no

beer. Too little evil and theres no point in life. Theres no struggle.
Nothing progresses. Moderation is about what is too much and what is
too little. It isnt the same as balance, which says perfectly in between.
Balance also says that it must be there. Moderation is only applicable if it
there to begin with. Spiritually, addiction is forced immoderation. Drug
dealers are heartless evil. W e were given this rem edy: moderation,
while being presented with the problem: drive to immoderation. More sex,
more sex. More beer, more beer. More food, more food. Its human nature
to want excessively but not want excessitivity. Why? Because it was a
necessary piece of human survival, evolution, and continuance. The more
you practice moderation the better your chances are of reaching Nirvias.
The Buddha got there from compensation. First enlightened, and then
eternal. He was ascetic. That is to say, he was hard on himself, even
abandoning his wealthy hom e to live on the streets hungry while he looked
for the answer. He knew the answer wasnt found in his wealth. So having
it all and then none of it he knew both. That knowing of both was his way
to Nirvias. His want was no longer in control of him. It was a presence.
The food was there. It was enjoyed. But it wasnt a distraction or harm
to him . It was just there and enjoyed. Tim e stood still for him. That is
the natural state of Nirvias. What is wrong isnt in the m ethod but
the reasons he
presented to reach it. For him what worked was only meditation
because of his ceaseless thinking. Meditation stopped all o f the
problems in his life. What was once thought to survival became natural
survival as that area of his thinking was sent to that area of his mind. A
person isnt an effective martial artist or athlete until practice makes
perfect, which is learning sent to that area of the brain and becom es
natural, not focused on itself. The Buddha practiced surviving. The
Buddha becam e the perfect survivor in the way he got there.
Unfortunately many potentially ascending Buddhists focus on one
thing: meditation, without taking the rest into account. Is meditation and
teachings alone worth as greatly as what the Buddha achieved? Life was
his teacher. It was what lead him there. It wasnt what he did after he got

there but what lead him there. It was done perfectly becaus e he had a good
enough idea of what he was doing along with the unconquerable desire to
reach it. W hat he said was wise because of having gotten there. Thats
obviously a different matter but represents the reward to those that reach
it. Why do we call it Nirvias instead of Enlightenment or Nirvana?
Because we know it the way that we do and the two are one in the sam
e. Nirvias m eans state of Nirvana. Enlightenment means I know
better now. Get there at any cost. It is done by practicing moderation, and
that moderation is not balance. It can be forced and thorough balance,
but that is balance is balance turned into natural m oderation. The
Buddhas natural Nirvias is reprented by how he got there. That
was his result. You can never meditate as well as he. If you try you feel a
piece of what he was and still is. You becom e a little of him . It is not
about doing with. It is not about doing without. Its about the as is.
The m ore you practice moderation to the things already in your life the
closer you will b e in
Nirvias to the point of being fully there. As you progress your
psychological makeup will improve until it is faultless. The more
peaceful you will be. The more resistant non-resistant you will be. The
more in balance. Moderation is about finding the right level and
becoming adjustable. It isnt about only five a day. Its about
practicing both resistance and pleasure until the resistance is gone and all
that is left is pleasure. Does a chain smoker enjoy it? Its about
learning som ething a little at a time, say math, until you learn it in full.
Nothing can be known all at once, after all. It isnt about schedules for
schedules sak e. The way to Nirvias is perfectly applied moderation,
even if that moderation was forced. It doesnt say that you have to
keep som ething. But with overall practice of moderation comes its
leaving. Not too much inside time on your new computer. A chain
smoker stops as the bad habits alongside it stops and newer healthier
habits are considered until the heart arrives at where it would go.
Having gotten there is Nirvias.

A Way out of Hell

Recovery from mental illness takes a natural ability but nearly all of the
mentally ill have or can be guided into recovery. Just listen to what I say
(so I can help you.)

A M A S TER O F F O RC ES
HEA LTHY F O RC ES A N D RU LES O F F O RC ES
>F I N DIN G MEA N I N G ( WH I LE YO U WR I TE,
WHI LE YO U LI S TEN TO MUS I C , WHI LE THI N K
I N G O F WO R DS US ED BY O TH ER S A N D YO UR
S ELF . )
A . WHI LE YO U WR I TE - EX P LO R E I DEA S , BE O
P EN TO THEM, S A Y TH I N GS I N AN EF F EC TIV
E WA Y. N EW, R E V O LUTI ON A R Y I DEAS .
S EE THE BA D I N DO I N G IT
R ULES : 1. YO U WI LL L O S E F O C US - S I GN TO
S TO P - LO SS O F A BI LI TY TUR N S TO N O N S
EN S EC O UN TER P R O DUC TIV E

B. A S F O R THE MA TTER , T HE MA GI C K O F TEMP

O R A L S O UL- P LA C EMEN T I N TO THE
P ER S O N O F YO UR MUS I C V I DEO THES E GUI
DEL I N ES MUS T BE F O LLO WED P R E C I C ELY,
THO UGH N O T N EC ES S A R I LY WI TH UN DO C
A R EF ULN ES S THO S E GUI DELI N ES HA V E
BEEN DETER MI N ED TO BE, A S P R O P ER LY UN
DER S TO O D BY O V ER A LL P ER S P EC TIV E WI
TH EA C H
I N DIV I DUA L: LI S TEN TO MUS I C - LOO K F O R
THE BES T P E R S O N I T WO ULD BE F O R ,
S O METI MES EA S Y, S O METI MES N O T. C O N S
I DER P ER SP EC IV E O F A LL S I N GER S , A S N
O T AS YO UR EX P R ES S I ON BUT THER E S . I T
S A LWA YS THEM. I T S A BO UT WHA T YO U WO
ULD
S HA R E. I T S A BO UT HO W THE TWO O F YO U R
EL A TE. YO U C A N T EX P R E SS YO UR S ELF WHI
LE BEI N G EX P R ES S ED. P R E TEN DI N G I S NO
T O N L Y N EC C EAS R Y BUT A R U LE. TH E BES T
S O N GS
A R E THE F EWES T HEA R D . BE A N O BS ER V ER .
S O METI MES P EO P LE S HO W YO U S O N GS , TO
O.
S O METI MES THEY THI N K A BO UT YO U US I N
G THE M W/ O YO UR K N O WLEDGE. WI TH THES E
THEN S HA R E A N D THE R I GHT P ER S O N WI
LL P R EC I C ELY K N O W I T I S F O R THEM. WHY?
BEC A US E I T WI LL BE P R EC I C ELY R I GHT F O
R T HEM TO BEGI N WI TH.

R ULES - A LR EA DY LI S TED. O N E S O N G WI LL
BEC O ME R EP ETI TI V E, S O ME WI LL E V O K E
P O WER F UL EMO TI O N . EN J O YA BLE. A BAN
DON WHE N YO U MUS T. GO O D T HI N G TO S LEEP
TO .
C . WO R DS O F O THER S - TR Y N O T TO S TI C K
ON O N E THI N G (O N E P HRA S E , O N E P ERS O
N)
C O N SI DER THE O THER P ER S O N , S O METHI
N G BA D S A I D MA Y BE GO O D A F T ER A LL. R EP
EA T
I MA GES A LO N GS I DE W O R DS . ( MY MEA N IN
G I S O BS C UR ED. )
TA LK I N G A RO UN D MA N Y - MA N Y MA Y HA TE
I T, A F EW DO N T, S O ME MA Y BE I N TER ES TED,
S O ME A N N O YED, C ON SI S TEN C Y AN D R EP
ETI TI ON WI TH A S LI GHTLY B ETTER . ( I O BS C
UR ED
WHA T I MEA N . )
R ULES - THES E R U LES A R E I MP O R TA N T. S
PI DER N ET I S AN ES P EC IA LLY BA D HA BBI T.
F I X THI S BY 1) TA LK I N G TO A L A R GER A MO
UN T O F P EO P LE. 2) N O T F O C USI N G O N ON
LY O N E. P UT GO O DN ES S IN TO S O METH I N G
ELS E, ES P EC I A LLY N ON -C O MMUN I C A TI ON
S PI DER N ET . S EE THE BA D I N DO I N G I T A N
D I T WI LL BE. DO N T TYP E TO O C A R EF ULLY .
P R AC TI C E
MEA N I N GLES S THI N GS SA I D. S EE VA LUE I N
S A YIN G N O THI N G. IN S TEA D OF MEA N I N G

F O UN D F O R GI V E MEA N IN G TO THEM, TA LK
MO R E A BO UT HTEM. S EE I F THEY P LA Y THE P
A R T THI N KI N G YO U B ELI EV E. THEN THEY WI
LL B EC O ME TO YO U WHA T YO U A R E TO THEM (
I N S TEA D O F DO I N G THI S TO O THER S I T WI
LL C A US E O THER S TO DO I T TO YO U. )
P O R N- R EMEMBER A N O R GA S M I S J US T A N
O R GA S M. I T DO ES N T HAV E TO BE F O R BI
DDEN . THE MO R E I T I S THE MO R E I T HA S TO
BE. I LLE GA L A N D J A I L . Q UES TI ON A BLE I S
Q UES TI O N A BLE. KN O W W HA T YO U A R E DO
WN LO A DI N G- N O TO R R EN TS. THE C LE A N ER
THE
MO R E R I GHT TO DO WN LO A D A LL YO U WA N T!
!!
P O S I TIV E THI NK I N G- P O S SI TIV E THI N K
IN G I S EA S Y TO S TO P AN D D O ESN T S EEM
TO DO A N Y HA R M EV EN DUR I N G LO N G P ER I
O DS , EXC EP T YO U C A N T S LEEP WHI LE DO I N
G I T. J US T
C HA N GE I T TO A N O THER THI N G. I TS THE S O
LU TI O N TO I N VA S IV E LO G IC AN D P A RA NO
I A,
A S F O R C ED I T I S NO T P O S SI TI V E O R PO S
S IBL E.
S LEEP - DO N T LA Y DO WN A N YMO R E P O SS I
BLE THA T YO U R EA LLY K N O W YO U N EED I T,
C ER TA I N LY N O T OV ER A N D OV ER A GAI N.
MUS I C LETS YO U S L EEP . DR EA MS BEC O ME T
HEM THA T A R E F ULL A N D C O LO R F UL A N D
MA K E YO U MO R E YO U ( THR O UGH YO UR

S UBC O N C IO US S UBLI MI N A L) NO T LES S .

( THE Y HA V E A LWA YS BEEN ME A N D THI S HA S
A LWA YS HELP ED ME BEC A US E I LI S TE N TO EV
ER YTHI N G UN DE R T HE S UN . ) YO U M US T
DEV O TE TI ME TO I T, A T LEA S T 5 HO UR S , N O
T WA Y TO O MUC H THO UG H. DO N T WO R R Y.
DO N T R EP EA T WO R DS A TL A LL. IF YO U DO S
E E I T F O R WHA T I T I S . EV EN A LI TTLE O F THA
T I S HA R F UL. N O C O MP UL S IV E THI N K IN G
I N AN Y F O R M. THI N K OF A VA R I ETY O F THI
N GS .
TI R EDN ES S C A US ES BO D Y TO J ER K . C O UN
TER P R O DUC TIV E, N O T HELP F U L A N YWA Y
( TI R EDN ES S. ) I GN O R E BEI N G WO K EN UPLET I T GO . HEA TER S O F F . K EEP C O O L. A SS
UR E
YO UR S ELF YO U LL S LEE P . S O METI M ES N O
T I GN O R I N G THE P R O B LEM I S THE P R O
BLEM.
C O MF O R T. EA T WELL- N UTR I TI O N . THIN GS
S H UT O F F . THI N GS S O BU T LET I T GO , S HU
T I T A LL O F F A N D S LEEP . B OO K THR O WN DO
WN . P EN P UT DO WN . BA THR O O M B EF O R E A
ND
YO U WO N T HA V E TO GE T UP LA TER . A R MS LA
I D O N WI LL F A LL A S LEE P A N D YO U LL WA K
E UP . DO N T F I GHT N EED I N G I T. LET YO UR
S ELF N O T N EED I T. EV EN I F LA I D DO WN F O
R
HO UR S THA T S BETTER THA N N O R ES T O F A
N Y S O R T- P LUS YO U LI K E A LL YO U HA V E
BETTER WHEN YO U WA K E UP , DR A GS O N DUR I
N G DA Y.

BUDGETI N G- N EA R LY F I N I S HED I S N ON
S EN S E, AN EX C US E. C O MP ULS I V E BUDGETI
N G A S A WHO LE I S EN TI R ELY US ELES S , A S
US ELES S A S THA T S YMBO L - DR A WI N G YO U
DI D - EV EN MO R E S O . THI S I S A F O R C ES THA
T F I LLS MA N Y MA N Y PA P ER S- EV EN F R O M
GO O D BO O KS BEC A US E I F YO U F R A ME D I
T S TI C K ER ED I T, Y O U WO ULD C ER TA I N LY D
O I T. YO U A R E
A LWA YS BO TH A LO N E AN D BO R ED WHEN YO U
DO THI S . F I N D MO R E TO DO . N O O N E C A R ES
A BO UT WHA T YO U WI LL G ET, LI K E N EW C O MP
UT ER P A R TS ( TO S HO W YO U A R E BUI LDI N G
A C O MP UTER WI THO UT S A YI N G I T. ) THE HA
BBI T O F S A YIN G WHA T YO U WI LL B UY WA S
S EN T TO BEI N G P UT O N P A P ER IN S TEA D O
F BEIN G S A I D. WR I TE A BUD GET F O R A WI DER
V A RI ETY O F THI N GS - MO N EY S O UR C ES - C
R EA TE MO N EY S O UR C ES . DO WHA T YO U DO ,
O N LY F O R MO N EY. MO N E Y I S A BO UT MO N
EY. MA K E P LA N S ON HO W YO U C O ULD GET MO
R E. A C T O N THO S E P LA NS A N D YO U WI LL. A
C TIN G O N A BUDGET I S
C O UN TER P R O DUC TIV E A N YWA Y TO YO UR F
O R C ES . I T MA K ES MO R E BU DGETI N G THE N
EX T
TI ME. C R EA TE A R EA LL Y GO O D S O N G YO U LL
S HO W TO T HE WO R LD. C R EA TE A R EA LLY
GO O D BO O K YO U WI LL S ELL, S ELL TH E P DF
S I N S TEA D O F F R EE- THEY R E MO R E V A
LUEBL E

THA T WA Y, EV EN I F C H EAP . C ON S I DER A LTER

NA TIV ES TO WHA T YO U R EA TE. YO U A LWA YS
WA N TED TO , S O TR Y I T. A S I T C R EA TES AN
I N F LO W OF MO N EY, A LLO W I T. S O THE S O
LUTI O N I S : MA K E MO R E MO N EY! THE LI TTLE
YO U HA V E WI LL TH EN N O T BE S O
I N S I GN I FI C AN T A N D YO U WI LL N O T HA V
E LO S T S O MUC H F R O M P A WN S H O PS .
S O LUTI O N S
A LWA YS HAV E A MO R E F ULLER S ET O F THI N
GS TO D O - BUY A V A R I ETY O F THI N GS TO US
E.
DEV ELO P IN G THE WI LL TO S TO P I S THE MO
S T I MP O R TA N T. THE HA R DE R I T I S TO S TO
P
YET DO N E THE BE TTER A T I T YO U WI LL BE.
DEV ELO P THE WI LL TO C HO O S E S EE TH E GO
O D N ES S I N S O METHI N G EL S E.
THI S I S BA D BEC A US E , THI S I S GO O D BEC A
US E
YO U HA V E TO DO A V A R I ETY O F THEM TO P R
EV EN T DO I N G ON LY O N E.
YO U M US T A BA N DON THE M I F THEY O V ER TA
K E Y O U.

R EMEMB ER , I N GETTI N G BET TER , YO U C

A N T LE A V E O UT F O LLO WI N G YO UR S EX
UA L
UR GES - A LL MEN TA L I LLN ES S I S C A LLED BY
S EX UA L R EP R ES S I O N .

I wish I could b eat up my com puter and it would feel it. That would
make the perfect processor. The perfect software to go along with it:
painkiller. I toss them in the trash after a year anyway. My computer is
logical in a stupid, sometim es unpredictable way. Well I say you cant.
I know thats what you picked but I changed it back. Here are five
possible ways to change it back, none of which will work .
EM O TI O N S
A N GER A S I T R ELA TES TO LUS T - THE O N LY
LO V E I S THE HA TE O F S ELF F O R THE S A K E
O F O THER S , BUT THA T HA T E C A US ES YO U TO
LO V E YO UR ES LF I N TR UTH, W HI C H I S THE O
N LY WA Y TO DO S O . THES E A R E THE ETHI C
A L F I GH TER S , THE F I GHTER S T O P R ES ER
V E P EA C E A N D S TA BI LI TY IN SO C I ETY, TO
GI V E US RI G HTS , J US TI C E, F R EEDO M, AN
D EV ER Y GO O D THI N G. THES E P EO P LE WER E
A B US ED, MA R TYR ED, A N D EX EC UTED ( MA R
TI N LUT HER K I N G J R , GHA N DI , JO AN O F A
R C, EV I TA , A N D MA DDO NN A TOO , WHO SP
OK E THE T R UTH) MEN O F V IO LEN C E US E V
I O L ENC E A GA IN S T VI O LEN C E. MEN AN D
WO MEN O F TR UTH A R E MO R A LLY O F F EN
DED A T S O ME P O IN T AN D US E MO R A LI TY A
GA IN S T VI O LEN C E A N D DO SO WELL- WHI C H

I S O N LY DO N E W I TH S I N C ER I TY. BUT THA

T GO O DN ES S WA S TA K EN BY THE S ELF LO V I
N G A N D S ELF S ER V I N G TO MA K E THI N GS
WO R S E, N O T BETT ER . S O C I ETY I S DO
A N YTHI N G, S A Y A N THIN G, WE LL P R O S EC
UTE T HE A C TUA L V I C TI M. WHY? BEC A US E
THE S ELF S ER V I N G A R E UR G ED TO WA R D
S ELF LI BER A TI O N! J O DI A RI A S WAS A WO
MA N ON TR I A L WHO I N THE MED I A A WO
MAN N EWS R EP O R TER S AI D, IN A S HE- WA
S- A- S TUP I D- BI TC H TO N E S HE K EEP S S A
YI N G S HE WA S S EX UA LLY A N D P HYS I C A
LLY A BUS ED YE T S HE DI DN T LE AV E HI M. S
HE S LYIN G A N D LET S HO P E S HE S C O NV
IC TED. THER E A R E TA P E R EC O R DI N GS O
F HI M TE LLI N G HER TO MA K E O R GA S MI C
N O I S E TO WHI C H HE GETS TUR N ED O N A N
D SA YS , I HA TE TO EV EN S A Y I T, YO U S O
UN D LI K E A TWELV E YEA R O LD GI R L HA V IN
G HER F I R S T O R GA S M. THER E A R E P A P ER
S F O R HER THA T C LEA R LY C OV EY HE WA N TS
C O MP LETE S EX UA L S UBMI S S I O N A N D HE A
S K ED I F S HE WO ULD B E TI ED TO A TR E E. HA S
S EX UA LI TY BEC O ME THA T UN A TUR A L? YO U
C A NN O T BE F R EE A N D LI BER A TED A T THE S
A ME TI ME. N O R C A N THO S E A R O UN D YO U.
YO U A R E TH EN A MI N DL ES S DO E R O F THI N
GS , WHI C H I S V ER Y CO MMO N I N O UR TI ME
A N D IN C R EAS I N G A T AN A LAR MI N G R A
TE. THE P S YC HI A TRI C S C I EN TI S T S P EA K
S WI TH S LO BBE R Y WHEN HE P R O UDLY P R
EA C HES LO V E YO UR S EL F . P UT YO UR S ELF
BEF O RE O THER S . THI S C R EA TES A S O CI

ETY O F LA Z Y P EO P LE WHO S I T A T HO M E
MA S TUR BA TI N G TO V I O LEN C E. THA T BEHA
V I O R I S C O MI C A L AN D A C C EP TA BLE A S
LI BER A TIO N MA TER I A L FO R TV . I T A LL C
R EA TES MA S TUR BA TI ON AN D I T I S A NA TUR
A L LA W THA T MA S TER BA TI ON BEGA T S S EX
UA L V I O LEN C E. Y O U C AN T HAV E A LI TTLE
P O R N WHER E P O R N I S A LLO WED. THE MO
R E P O R N THE MO R E F O R C I N G I N TO O F P
O R N. I F THE MA S TUR BA TI O N WA S FO R C
ED THEN THE P O R N MUS T BE F O R C EF U L.
THE O N LY A P P R OP R IA TE WA Y TO MA S TER
BA TE I S S P I R I TUA LY. S P I R I TUA L T R I BES
HA V E A LWA YS HA D N UDI TY. C O ULD YO U I MA
GI N E I F TH EY F O R MED A S O C I ETY WHER E
WO MEN WO ULD S O METI MES WHER E TO P S S
O THEY C O ULD LA TER DEMA N D I TS R EMO V
A L? S O ME O F THE TR I BA L P ERV ER TED WER
E EX I LED O R ELS E S O U GHT HI S I MA GI N
IN GS IN AN O THER LAN D A N D FO R MED S UC
H S O C I ETI ES . WI TH S CI EN C E C O MES THE
DUA LI TY O F NO N- S PI R I TUA LI TY A N D TEC
HN O LO GIC A L S E X S LAV ER Y. C O ULD TR I
BES O WN PO R N ? IS A WO MA N MA DE TO THI
N K DI R TY WHO R E N O W WHEN S HE MA S TER
BA T ES A N D C A LLED A S LUT F O R N O R EA S O
N WHEN S HE I S I DEN TI F I ED A S S EX UA L?
THER E MUS T BE A DEV I DI N G L I N E
BETWEEN UN A TUR A L S C I EN TIF I C P HI LO S
O P HI C A L S EX A N D NA TUR E, A N D F O R US
THA T DEV I DIN G LI N E I S A S PI R I TUA L A
WA K ENI N G TO S EX A S N A TUR A L, N O T S
EX A S SC I ENC E, AN D N A TUR A L S EX UA LI

TY I S S P I R I TUA L, N O T VI O LE N T. THE O N
LY TI ME T HA T MA S TUR BA TI O N
I S O K A Y IS WHEN I T I S N O T THO UGHT A
BO UT. TO LO O K A T YO UR HA N D A N D YO UR
P R I VA TE A R EA, I N MIN D, A T TH E S A ME TI
ME, I S TO C R EA TE THE EV I L EYE O N YO UR HA
N D THA T WI LL LO O K A T YO U F O R THE R ES T
O F YO UR LI F E EV ER Y TI ME THE TWO TO UC H
EA C H
O THER , A N D THE O N LY WA Y TO BLI N D I T I S
T O N O T S EE I T THR O UGH YO UR HA N D .
EYE C LO S ED A N D A S LEE P,
A N D A S LEEP I T F O R GET S THE V I O LEN C E.
A WA K EN ED TO THE S P I R I TUA L THEN
A N D UN TO S PI R I TUA L L US T
TO LO O K THEN UP O N A S LOV E A N D LOV ED
R EMA I N S THE S P I R I TUA L EYE
LES T I T BE S EEN A S V I O LEN C E
A N D BEC O ME A GA I N THE S I LLY O N E? WHA T?
I TO LD YO U- S TO P TA LK I N G I N MY H EA D. F O
R R EA L V O I C E I N MY HEA D? I T S GO I N G TO
BE THA T WA Y? O K A Y I LL TYP E W HA T YO U WA
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LO L.

P ARANOI A
Treachery, misery, violence, insanity, sca vengers- closing in- covering
the truth again, every trial - conspiracy. Compassion is- the enem y.
Paralyze, criticize, b reaking through the wall of lies! Slayer, Fictional
Reality.
Thats enough! Thats enough now! Youre going to make m e red all
over. Thank you . Thank you. Book two is about man . And the title o f
the book is the split saber. And here we ha ve some answers. No
more secrets- the source of all creation. I have unlocked, and discovered a secret- to living in these bodies that we hold. And oh yes! Its very, very,
very, very serious. [Audience laughs.] The secret- is laughter.
The Master (2012.)
Some dont hear m e yet som e are overtak en by what I say. What they
say you wont hear and where they are I wont show you. They listen to
others yet I only listen to them.
This is important to rem ember: an over -talking mind can be shut up
by talking or singing out loud. You cannot think to self and through the
mouth at the sam e tim e. You must read what you see out loud or else
sing what you hear out loud.

Or You Could Just Remember It

DIAMEDICS

$ 5 0 0 ,0 00 ,0 00 MO NEY MAD E

THE MODE RN S C IE NCE OF

ME N TAL RE TAR DA TIO N

Parody

People and Places

If every person was the first letter of their name and every place is a
number as this: P0 is the first m emory of my mother. How do I perform
my memory count? We find either forward (P1 ) or from forward go
backward (P0.) There is obviously no use in rem embering som ething
and expecting it to be P5 as-is. The number isnt jumped to. It could
even be that recalling the presumably first mem ory of someone and where
they were isnt so. Not every memory has a person in it but every m
emory does have a place in it. That will be discussed later. First, know
that every person has the first time you met, the second, the third, and
so on, even if all they did was go to the bathroom. W e are not in the sam
e room together from birth to death. Lets say that you were though. How
do you rem ember what they say, what they did, from one moment to the
next or from one mom ent to the tim e before? This is done with the m
emory code produced by the m emory count as well as rem embering by code
any memory at any moment with the use of your m emory code. That is one
benefit. Another is that you can find new mem ories with code manipulation

and finally obtain restoration. The code produced isnt instant but as
with reading it becom es amazingly easy the more it is used. That is done
with the rest of the
formula.
Sense and Actual Presence
SB (Self-Before, referring to yourself, not the other.) SA (S elf
after, again, referring you as self .) is the second component to obtaining
the memory count. You obviously met som eone for the first time in a
specific place. Why? Even your m other you were introduced to in the
womb. As much as one person cannot be in two places at the same time
save the modern development of inter -personal com munications, where
you met them was both online and in your rooms. One from afar, typing,
and another receiving, yet you both there and where you are now, yet the
other person also there in their room typing yet with you (two separate
places at the sam e time in a real sense) but you yourself and her herself
are never at two different places at the same time together. It is very well
impossible that such goes aga inst the laws of lifes physics. Lets say that
the first is in her room typing to sister and her sister is in the same room
also typing to her. Those places are the same together. They are both in
the sam e room together typing to each other together and although she is
not being sensed beyond the typing they are still in the sam e place. If she
was looking at her they would still be in the sam e place, more apparently.
But what if it was the same house? What if it was two separate room s?
The details may be taxing but are important to know, fully understand, the
following: a place, in context to this formula, is relevant to sense.
How to Find I.
If a person is in their room with loud music playing that is not a m emory
of them. That is music playing. However it is a representation of them.
There are persons and representations. The music represents them

negatively because it is loud. Hes done this before. I bought him that too.
His music is violent. It says doing (such and such.) We tend to take these
as mem ories of them but they are not, they are representations of them
only. Although they are m emories, they are not m emories of the actual
person. So you knock on the door and your son hears you. Shut it off!
You y ell. The door was closed when you did. He heard you but did not
see you. This is a memory because it is sensed. All memories
of another are senses of them (seen, heard , touched, tasted, o r smelt , but
not emanated) A memory of a cell phone communication or webcam
interaction does not qualify as sensing them. Even live video may not
actually be live, but time itself, a necessary thing to memory - is
unnecessary to singular m emory and no two mem ories are the sam e.
When we dream it isnt like a movie. We see, not ourselves walking
around. It isnt that the m emory isnt real if it is on video, the point to
be made is that tim e itself doesnt determine what a m emory of
someone can be, necessary to the rest to make the otherwise deceptive nonedeceptive. W hen you are pok ed are you touched by the person or is the
stick touching you? When you watch a TV recording do you not rem ember
the person? So a place where you first m et may be online, on the phone,
and in fact if it is it is. The first place where you m et a person was not
his music playing. In determining number zero rem ember this and
it can even help you. Just rem ember that it may not be a recording of som
eone either. If you do you will forever search for memori es of som eone
who may have been the distorted voice on the radio.
A false sense is not identified. It is not identifiable. If a person
passed you by, even in another town on the street, you walk ed by the
person but you didnt sense them . The first time you identify the
person is the first tim e you m et but that does no t include emanation. I=
identified in the complete formula.
The Formula so Far

N (being the first nam e of the person) and the number following
represents the tim e you met. The more you m et the person the higher the
number.
How to Lose Yourself
Lets examin e the following code. N ever mind actual names. T0 was at
the grocery store when you were introduced. The next person was H8. It
was the eighth time you met. He was in the parking lot. You go home and
your spouse is there. It was the 893rd place of the person= S893.
The m emory map isnt useful without a large num ber of these and the
examples are discontinued.
With restoration com es the code R meaning relative or same
place different number and D meaning different, or different place
irrelative number.
On paper it would look like T0 H8 S893 D with D and R
unchanging on it until it has.
Or you could just remember it.

P S YCHO TI C DO NE RI GH T
To clear som ething up- I use the word psychotic to m ean severe m ental
illness. Any severe m ental illness. Lightly mentally ill is probably
fakery. Signs of a faker: brags or expresses braggery in his m
ental illness- or over interest in it. Or mak es his/h er s unique. Ive
heard Im only manic, never depressed. Problems easily fixed not fixed,
drags on into more therapy, becom es more therapy and shit - like a
husband that died yar yonder and she likes the m ental health group they
have - for the rest of her life. Theres a pill for that. Some say it makes
you high. Some types of pills sought - those that make you high. If a

person is violent and needs sedation. He is worthless to society,

in fact destructive to it. He gets away with it too. Then he should be shot
in the head. If youre stupid enough to live, well, then you too! Sounds
mean maybe but som e people are so lost in type of self that they arent their
self: like the homiest, who cant survive in isolation and the group is the
way, the truth, and the soul. So they ask doctors for these pills and then
sell them - like raping them the more its done the less they care its being
done to them until what began as a noble and difficultly acquired profession
becomes a sad lot. That like a law enforcem ent officer that finds
corruption upon entering. When it comes down to it fakers are easily
spotted with an honest -to-self perception of it. Those that care too much is
a big problem because som etime s they dont see a problem isnt a problem
- which it isnt, not even to them . But they dont see that because of the
profession they chose (therapy) all problems to them are carefully
studied to be painful complex ones. They cant think outside that box,
som etimes. Things like I just heard a voice in my head! Beware,
beware, they will waste their entire lives away living freely on the system
while your taxes pay for their excesses, excuses, and their families suffer
unnecessarily. Shame, shame, what so little is it with laziness. If I were
a dem on I would drag you into the sea of insanity to drown if for a season.
Our world is heaven fighting hell in which rest is sparsely found, unless
there w e drown, or a life cut short. If it isnt so bad for them , then they
shouldnt be using the system.
FO R C E D PSY C H O T IC WR I T I NG AMI D ST FO
R CE D I NT E LL E C T UAL WR I T I NG PAR T O NE
O F MANY SE V E R AL

How to Be a Vampire

Madness! Our cousins! I am confounded. Overall, to get the idea

anyway: I feel bad for them because their life is very well meaningl ess to
them- very realistically- and to feel this empathetically, in sensing it
to feel the same as they- this is a dread upon them- this meaningl ess
existence, when they are given to thought to it. Dread doesnt begin to
describe it: Nothingness with fear expresses it better.
I feel good for our cousins because I know they are lead by their
potential: which is to do incredible things, though difficult to achieve,
relentlessness will lead them there.
I hate our spiritual cousins because my excessive love has the
opposite effect: and sooner or later comes the point that nothing said is
going to be the right thing said. The right thing excessively sought to be
said. Everything I say is the perfectly wrong thing said. And in the end I
must resolve to hate them to leave them alone.
They are such as the fakers of bi polar who only think they are faking it,
at least as a typical example, though not a rule. These drugs could
potentially rewire their brains. I too have thought I was faking it. In
the end DSM is material to identify a type o f person that fits within a
certain frame: if the shoe fits. Some characteristics are highly
distinguishable: the question is- do es the one distinguishable
characteristic determine the rest? Ma ybe. I want to give them better
shoes. I can only do that a fter knowing them better- which is done more
fully and u seful to them instead of saying You are such, remove the old
ones, and wear these high heels. I would put a chastity belt on you too if
the law would let me. One fits the nature of another.
Behold! We have destroyed m ental illness!
Religion and Religious Development of the Mentally Ill and

Mentally Ill Cousins.

I have more valuable advice for them than they could ever imagine.
Religion is found in psycho drama, I am that psycho, here, in the
religion of mental illness. Jesus cam e abouts very strange, as
did Buddha, and L. Ron Hubbard, and all the successful ones that were.
Success m eaning it was unintentional, the Dr. J ekyll and Hyde
phenomenon, such things as inter dim ensional fugitives, RPGn,
evil cartoon incarnate with the power to destroy anything and everything in
his or her way, soul-splitting and reincarnated into the eating of candies
at 3 AM, to be absurd instead of plain to show absurdity and not
plainness to get them in touch with their perspective. Even slightly believed
is ill. I could not resolve to not have psycho-dramas. So, why should I?
My way is the perfect way for m e- success goes beyond money and
conneries, as I knew music to be in organizing sound, so my illness is the
music and that music is here in religion, as with film and these other psycho
things composing it. Money? Maybe som eday Ill make a religion for
money, if I find an appropriate way to do it far beyond selling
Salvation.
A discourse caused by a hard on
This religion, here, serves two purposes: forget the first it doesnt
matter, the second is GETTI NG FUCKED, LOTS OF I
NCREDI BLE FI LTHY FUCKI NG WI TH PEOPLE.
Not often gay, but sometim es, if with just the right guy, as before- but
as with fucking wom en, Id fuck any that walk, talk, or doesnt
have to talk as long as she isnt retarded (for lack of a better word that they
wouldnt understand either and would just change into a new bad word
after awhile for what was the sam e so I dont know the furthest future
word for them and may offend someone ahead of time as with those that
would say colored instead of the N word then colored was bad so
just say black then no its African American now

and he was just my friend all along that I am secretly turned on by

when he fucks white wom en especially when he fucks white suprem acy
women who say no and he pulls out his dick and she says hey they lied
they said the white ones were bigger stay away from the black ones
and he fucks her like the whore she always wanted to be- and Asians? Oh
m y Holy Fucking Goddess they turn me on - but never because of
innocence as my sister told me without considering why I do or my black
friend who said you re right theyd cook for you who didnt consider that
I get a massive hard on by thinking of them in Catholic outfits, a superior
facial design, are from a superior sex culture- sometimes, and more
meat on their pussies and anyones guess on what theyre nipples will
look like in color si ze and puffy or not until you get to see) and all women
that love to spread those sticky butt cheeks apart while I masturbate to
their anus- cum to me (I mean cum for you?) Or hey, with the deaf I g
et the chance to talk e specially filthy! And the blind (hah hah I wont go
there.) If you want the sam e, hell yeah lets all get together and have a
massive orgy- If you are an adult. Know too that Ill treat you good.
After I came in my pants
Whatever religious pursuit I have, none of it done in con- at my own cost,
in one way, Im not filthy rich like L. Ron Hubbard was, but not as greedy
or disgusting either. If, on the whole, my religion and lifestyle were given
a nam e, it would be Religionism/Religionist. I am allowed here to
be my strange as my strange in full and you can see eve ry reason why
that is rewarding, with consideration to it. Be hated by the world like the
rest of us: but be a Jesus! Do it you r way the best way and that is done
with developing your insight of what you refuse to believe about yourself:
you were always your tastes. Encounter those
tastes and put them in harm ony, as a composition. The first
composition is crap. The second better and yet better. The idea - read that?
Its scribbles! These will becom e what is naturally done, as long as you
(continue to) have self-interest. Some very well just pick up the guitar

and strum a set of three chords the whole tim e and the whole world adoresand personally I hate the type. On the other hand grammar is pretty
much useless these days and so am I at using it. Our cousins are often
people with half the normals intellectual sense- which carries with it
math, grammar, counterpoint stuffs, and generally talent by intelligence.
They are driven into Normalism - but what of my own say? For to loosen
the bonds and free form in artistry of all kinds gives it to what it could
reward them for: talent com es far easier in art because arts purpose is to
have fun while being yourself , if you allow them to accept they are having
fun and listening to the music, not staring at your fingers or ever
examining your chord progression as I- and there is a world of such them
s and Is. Do it your way- sm art for smarts worth and stupid for
stupids worth. Talent in art seem s talent, feels/experiences talent,
wants more. No one likes the mind shown on a guitar anymore than they
did with the classical violinist doing so. But interesting that it is now
favorited as music that m akes smarter when listened to. The League of
Extraordinar y Gentlemen Was a Great Movie and a favo rite o f my
fathers. Extra-ordinary is a strange word. Hey I love this I just k eep
typing. I need to break the 94 page barrier. Im a little careful, but never
too much, well som etimes too much, but never too little as long as I have
said it in a way that was just said, at least here.
(18:36) Jesus replied, My kingdom is not from this wo rld. If
my
kingdom were from this world , my servants would be fighting to keep
me from being handed over to the Jewish authorities. But as it is, my
kingdom is not from here. 18:37 Then Pilate said, So you a re a king!
Jesus replied, You sa y that I am a king. For this reason I was born,
and for this reason I came into the world to testify to the tru th. Everyone
who belongs to the truth listen s to my voice. 18:38 Pilate asked, What
is truth?

More to the point was said o f Jesu s No one speaks this way! He has
a demon in him!
Things had generally and sanctimoniously gotten out of hand in his
time. Dont listen to the nonsense in being Christian as they say being
Christian is. To be as Christ in every possible way is to be a Christist,
not a Christian. Christ embodied a spirit common to humanity
(suffering.) This coming from another spirit common to huma nity
(Dominance.) As Imperial Japan was very fascist- and aggressively
dominating- to the extent of suicide bombing, as in Islam and the by any
means way of it- Dominance through Might b y an y means- the Atomic
Bombs, both of them in fact, were both necessary. America had nothing left
to lose but its freedom. The economy was in dire sham bles and with the
grave dust bowl a people that refused to go to war did so- and by hope alone
the women allowed and even encouraged - and insisting which
was awesome, took parts and roles, the inventers had som ething
worth inspiration, no patriotism was denied (by the individual- but
became nourishment) and that patriotism comes easily for us because of the
very beauty of our roots- a true story so good that only truth could
have made (and who doesnt lik e the way in which the founding fathers
wrote up the Declaration of Independence in a sick of your insane
militant oppressive cocky ass King and you can tell him to bring his ass
over here and do som ething about it- a King, by the way, that was one
of our Cousins, though only of that certain type. ) And so the gears of
war were turn and America becam e against oppression. For us to fight
oppression, at least if it done with the will that it not be, with enough
sympathy- that it helps our economy, I dont think thats bad, but real
philanthropists never sign up for a war.
What little sympathy was left of man the disciples knew as of why. What
little was there had to be strengthened and propagated and Mary herself
was psychotic. He became the Son of God as God saw his son in him- and
He created the Hebraic God himself. As Martin King Jr. embodied

a spirit of the same, and so many others, so is Jesus, a result of suffering

under dominance.
Its the song- that burns. Its the wheel- that turn s. It s the way we
sing then make them dream. And to Christ- the cross. And to me- the chair.
I will sit and earn the ransom from up here. Live Selling The Drama.
This type of figurative language is developed from your world is
a world of ideas- ideas that could only come from you. J esus was a one
of a kind in an eternity mental illness, by the definition appropriate to this
book. They couldnt call him a lunatic f airly enough- however vague,
as there is not to be a One mental illness when defaming him with such
anti-Christian rhetoric and trashing m ental illness in the process of
trashing m ental illness . Then maybe Heterodoxic should be in the
DSM - to both their benefit too, patient and doctor, with or without
public support of its existence within it. Please make no pills for such a
thing!
Jesus figurative speech was obviously compelling, as two thousand
years of a certain type have shown. Consider the Hebrews and Romansthey loved such ideas. In the scripture there was much to be learned of
from Moses, for example. Nothing was really added to it but knowing
more about it as they do today- the picking apart and theoretical use of
scripture. The sam e with them in Jesus tim e. But what of Jesus, the
one to embody the sam e? He embodied what others couldnt,
wouldnt, shouldnt. But it cannot be false. It has to be given to itself
because a false-em bodim ent of it cannot express it as its own, and the
interest isnt developed to do so to this extent. When there is you in all of
Hebraic scripture you have becom e lost in its content- and this is
madness, I dont care what anyone says. Here is my soul for sale- how
much would you pay? It came at the price of madness. But- as Jesus was
worth to the Hebrew- the no w Christian, so am I too m ental illness- as
Sexism and this: As by me the Split Souls- the now Christian

Satanic, the Grey both light and dark, good and evil, as embodied in my
previous creation Christian Satanism.
How to be a Psycho-logical Vampire
When som ething is not within another but within you, you want it in them.
When something is within another but not within you, they want it in you.
This is only true to resistance. As they press on you and you resist, or
are shown to, the resistance causes drive to place. Someone you ignore
doesnt even exist to you, but you to them. Som eone who hates you and
you dont care is truly furious. If som eone gives something to you
they arent caring but placing care awareness. If someone isnt heard
they will shout. And som eone who talks a lot needs to shut up while
the speaker cant seem to. The examples are absurdly numerous. Use it
for good. Dont be your own meaning of yourself. Out of nowhere
compliments are good to wom en, but not uncommon. Too common.
Some m en think it works. Not always, sometim es a wom an hears
it and knows exactly want you want, but
dont get. Complim ents are difficult to place. They must be interesting
(not commonly told them, m ale or fem ale) and unexpected otherwise. Not
expected. Less resistance. Already prepared. Full resistance. Something
needed som ething taken. Som ething taken som ething expected.
Som ething said something wanted to be heard. Som ething ignored som
ething forgotten. Absence makes the heart heartless. Absence, too, can
be fear. But when you are gone the coward could be missed. And what a
hero you would be for returning! Especially as a well dressed and
accomplished person. Som etimes what you would have known about
all of this isnt so black and white. It always involves pressing and placem
ent. But there are m any to consider, many to see the whole picture. You
dont know what is being said behind a persons back. The more good said
of you the better. Prevent it. Press in them that their bad opinions of you
must be fought. You are only the victim on a crusade. You are the allcrusade. You are smarter than them. They just dont know it. Their

thinking is flawed. You are pretending to be stupid to annoy them. You

have more than they do. What you have is preferable. Its good in so many
ways. Theyre just too stupid to try it your way. But whatever you do: do
not be their victim. Som eone feeling sorry for you? Thats pathetic. You
dont say I wish they wouldnt do that, in any way unless you are
looking for someone to protect you. You dont show anger for anger.
You show daintiness for anger, arrogance, cockiness, smart assedness.
If theyve threatened you and you win then you chose the only way to win.
If you cower down you are forever pathetic. Stay away from guns to begin
with. Dont provoke. Be in the crowds that expect you. Create those
crowds. Create that culture. Be that identity. Go there. If you go to
anothers crowd then there you face a convoluted mess of the pressing on
of others. You
could speak naturally and just try to do your best and see what
happens. Or you could drop the whole problem altogether by creating your
own crowds and otherwise only talking to people one -on-one. Only
use crowds to promote your own crowd, however cleverly, but never be
absorbed. Draw in one-on-one communication. With family dont do this
at all: theyre your family. If a family member harm s you or has another
harm you then drop communication and all interaction with them altogether,
at any cost!!!!!!!!! They are pressing evil on you because of a resistance.
They hate you because they love you (which is true anyway.) This is true
to perceptive fertility- the placing of anothers perception of you onto you.
They do it to copulate intellectually. Humankind, although sexual, have v
ery little sexual freedom s. Much of their understanding of it is based
on intellect, little like a dog and another in the open alley with all
exposed when finished - no clothing to hide with- sexually free. So
humankind copulate naturally through intellect. Perceptive fertility is
especially present in those that are intellectuals and even mak es a
preferred replacem ent for the actual thing, even actually talking about it.
When it gets bad they show their intellect itself to fertilize. It is their way
of sayi ng I am very sexual. Nerds share nerdiness and this was a
natural answer for certain humans of genetic disposition not to naturally

procreate. It also stops a lot of rape and murders. Nerds that share
nerdiness are having sex all the time. Their pornogra phy is their books,
which they are very happy to tell you they have read in full and
know well. They collect pornography by the tons and even build
massive libraries for it. The smart channel is the porn channel. Shows
on it about understanding sex are for them but they dont know it. They
understand it very well. They also have normal pornography- tons of it.
But cuming com es very
quickly because all of a sudden its for more real and they dont know why.
So they may plot on how to bring more for real into their rooms. Going
to a bar is not a smart way to do it. Rest on the wisdom that alcohol is
harm ful and there is a bar fight going on right now. Always rather than
the discom fort of actually meeting a person - which there are many well
known and well thought about considerations to, they do the no-know real
sex with the other person, such as buying a hidden camera. If only they
had the balls. So perhaps it is time to establish the marital ceremony by
enlisting on the dating site. She contacts him and maybe they work it out
maybe not, maybe they even m ove in together, and they are one in the samegood for them both. The problem is: isnt that a ridiculously inconvenient
way to get it? Boys like girls, girls like boys, kiss kiss kiss. Boys like
girls, girls like boys, kiss kiss kiss kiss.
What I learned later in High School
When you have none you look to those you had. This is the strongest
toward those who needed you but you refused. If they com e to you they
will be yours for life- but you must take it slowly. If you need someone
show it, dont hide it. But if you cant have it you simply must move on.
The most painful love is the love you m ust hide, but the alternative is
worse. Where there is love- there go. These questions does s/he even
know that I am alive? Could they find m e if they ever looked? Dont
let them trouble you- if you are dead, you were, after all suicidal, theyll
thought to have lost you forever. If they cant find you? In todays world

anyone may be found - keep the Spidernet but dont even hint that you are
showing yourself to them . Dont go where they are on it. Have a lot
there, on their favorite sites, then leave them altogether. Ive read on a
site a person that wrote, He still tries to add me on face book from time
to tim e but I just ignore him . Leave traces
that you have m et someone new, but it m ust not be shown that its to cause
jealousy. That is so obvious to them too, more than you may think.
Hint it, dont post it on a billboard. Maybe say yeah I met someone
new. Then act like it isnt their business to know about it. Dont call him
or her to say Hi I met the love of my life. Dont easily break up with
your new lovers over what wasnt- the returned - who come to you, even if
you want to. Theyll have you and the jealousy is gone. Dont give any
thought at all whether or not they are interested in you, looking at your
online posts, having an eye on you, talking about you- this is incredibly
frustrating and count erproductive. You simply have to abandon it. If
you let it go it may or may not come back to you but if it does it does so
fully. If you let it go youll feel better.
She farts just like every other woman, he cries just like every other
man. Theyre a w eirdo. Theyre stuck up. They have their panties in a
bundle. They are only impressive because youre the only one who thought
so. They dont suck cock very good. They always tasted like fish.
They read childish books. They think your grammar is stupid but their
own books arent worth anything to anyone, if they even exist. They
pretend to play music well but are never shown playing it (notation
software.) They made lies about their selves that are easily discreditedlik e being in bands and having boyfriends. Theyre desperate,
alone, so alone that theyll say and do anything. Their appearance is
elaborate- desperate, like a human peacock. What was once an unim
portant m atter was done and became the greatest they ever accomplished
- until they repeated the process. Thats because they know no one
cared about it the first tim e. They think to be popular is to be laughed at

by all. They want to be popular by being unpopular and you made that
worse. They think theyre on drugs (bad- defiant) for
taking depression pills. Theyre going to school to mak e robots. They
think they have the answer. They think the future of music is to
resurrect rock and roll. They watched anime a little too much. The evil one
they took the name of and carried for a lifetim e. Watch out - shell destroy
everything. I am J eremy The Pant heon. She has no friends
because she doesnt go to other people. So loneliness was put into a dog.
That somehow seem s perverted. Online makes her think here I am,
and later, where are you? Thats like a mi llion billboards that do the
sam e with hom e address on them . Everything she does she does poorly
but makes a good show of it, like terrible tasting food that came in a good
box. Shes lonely and shell stay that way until she admits it to herself.
But never in her life will she have forgotten me, and the what would have
been is the m ost powerful, as my father taught me, and my mother taught
m e If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours, if it
doesnt then it was never m eant to be. As with the was:
Too different Too Schizoid Too Asexual Too Com poser
Too Religionist Too Scientology Too Repressed Too
Pokemon Too Android Idealist Too Japan Too Gothic Too
Starved Too Code Too Sexy
Too Aggravated (!)

Oh well Sin and Maddy and Andreea are more interesting anyway. Sin
is smarter and more mature, Maddy more interested in me, and Andreea
was my high school sweetheart.
And I do know you are reading this.
Those that love the most are hated the most and thos e that abuse the most
miss the most. Men abuse either with the fist or the dick, God forbid it,

Wom en attack a mans higher being and know they can. Both go straight
to the heart. The man is desperately loved, he does not see it. The woman
is desperately loved, nor does she.
The vampire is biting them and they hate it. The vam pire leaves. The new
vampire now looks for blood. They refused and fought the vampire.
The vam pire gave them life. They want better love. They want their heart
back! They try to drain it from som eone else to get it back. But the vampire
took it! When she does the sam e, she is a vampire like him. When she
hates, she is hating him. When she loves others she hates herself because
she hated him . When she hates others she loves herself for hating him .
Drain them and youll have a companion for life. Just rem ember that
vampires hate their own kind. They will remem ber the way you made them.
Dont try to drain blood from another vampire, its impossible.
Dont be a reluctant vam pire or a vampire unawares. Oh how we strive
to be a hum an again but that will never be!
There is no steak from hell for the heartless vampire, but oh how theyll
try to find one and use it on you!
The knowing vampire will have all life! Fair or not, there is no other
way! The vampire who takes a little life is still a vampire!
Be, then, in
all
fullness the
perfect
vampirethe
heartless knowing
The only love is sexual

The only food is slaughtered

vampirethe vampireone
who
their

the
loves only

own kind. crime- The Sociopath!

The only coward returns
The only victor has overtaken The only friend was your enemy The only
enemy is kept
The only penny came the most greedily The only whore so best paid she
retired The only pimp never is
The only dick begat the world The only pussy was raped to death The only
choice was taken
The only lonely will hang by natures
judgment
The only winter was missed
The only summer was fiction
The only spring could not be remade
And the only fall came by Mans Hand!

Partners
Vampiric

in

Religion is Mental Illness

All religion created in truth and not a s a deception (a complete fake) is

mental illness. The enemy to religion has and always will be science, and
that science includes psychiatry. The two battle indefinitely. Sometimes
the mentally ill are m ore harsh than they, som etim es more so, som etim
es less so, sometimes subdued and enslaved. It is the threshold that
determines this, but what would be a complete overtake is only its own end.
The beginning of the others prevalence begins, at first fairly, later less
so, until the other is overtak en, and the next cycle
begins. Science is now frantically purging the world of religion through
medication and technological mind control (anti religious TV, and other
such media, but not only media, but also in books and especially the
Intranet.)
The end result of medication is that society is the Gray Thinker. Th at is
to say, entirely in control of self through mind. For example, I think
happy. I am now happy. I choose sad. I am now sad. I dont eat at
all. My biology does not require food. I know not suffering or pleasure.
I only exist.
The end result of m edical science is scientific immortality, the end
result of which includes all the rest that is brought with it. That is hell and
must be fought against at the threshold- and there will be some that choose
to end their lives, and so it already is. The threshold is not yet and is

interminable. It can be sudden, as a scientist has the brilliant spark. Be

aware of where the threshold is. Escape it if you are able.
The end result of TV, the Intranet and music is mind control slavery, a
device that reprograms the mind- and it is being worked on even now,
mostly by the educated perverted, privately. As devices and technology
advance and progress, more upon the other, the new far better than what
was before, and new ideas are opened up - they will be used by the sexually
perverted, as in voyeur cam eras and even a new device that allows you to
see through brick walls. As they are there they only need be gathered for
use in anything: including mind control slavery, eventually. You could
very well be a brain dead in anothers basem ent fulfilling his sexual
commands.
Science begets the evilly mentally ill. In a world of super planes and
overly complicated use of them- procedures, rules, laws, tim eliness- the
mentally ill steal into one and ride it. He rides it too and they say you
arent a pilot! This is inconsequential to us but consequential to them.
Its scary hes imprisoned taking into account the details but the way they
handle those details is by making a complex system more (and every
more) complex. At some point their books becom e jiberish without m
eaning and they themselves become m entally ill - all of them do- so long
as they dont destroy us with something like m edication or mind control
slavery. It just depends on how m uch of us are created, by them and
naturally, before it happens. Forced m edication in a mostly mentally ill
society is abhorrent. Itll be instated when that happens - but the collected
groups, the collected religions, will resist in full (such as the good m en of
Sciontology.) Theyll try to destroy everything about us- taking our
religions, m anipulating our life styles, forcing m edication, throwing us
in hospitals and prisons, in every corner of the world. They spread about
the alluring filth of pornography and prom ote faithlessness in
the meanwhil e- and other peoples cannot resist it for long. When all is
evil- all is mental illness- which is caused by science. Forced medication

becomes perm anent medication becom es perm anently medicated

at birth becom es biological- automatic at birth and all are perfect for all
time unable to know good in what was before or face bad in the future. The
Androids arent ever going to be an evil worse than the ones we mak e our
own selves into.
The solution? Spirituality and Science will always battle. Other rights
being matters of other people for their own reasons relevant to us is to
protect and preserve the freedom of religion. The founding fathers
were wise. They knew that religion and science would battle. What
they didnt anticipate is how far and how quickly science would
progress. Blend in. Tak e a lesson from m ovies lik e the sam e:
survival
against science. Also watch other survival movies and pretend they are
surviving against science. Then fight tooth and nail to get here and have
sex with me before its too late.
THE SEX CULT for PERVERSION is the only enclosed fullyprotecting sanctuary from science, which teaches perversion.
Morally and ethically: That self-liberation and self-loving be stopped
and removed from society as m uch as possible and sometim es simply as
practical reestablishes morality and human progress that is away from
self-destruction and the destruction of the innocent. To stop self- liberation
and self-loving starts within and choose your appropriate masters: THE
SEX CULT DOI NG THE SAME WI THOUT SECRETS
I N THE CAUSE TO BETTER, NOT WORSEN, MAN
AND WOMAN, AND THAT BEGINS WITH TRUST,
ENDS IN HOPE, AND RESULTS IN MAKING YOU
ACCEPT ONLY LOVE FROM US WHILE WE
SEXUALLY CONTROL YOU.
To a better tomorrow! May the lands be restored to their proper
places, and may all wom en cum to m e (let me cum on you?)

My Spiritual Biography

RELI GI O NS , MUSI C, MOVI ES, AND FAVO RI TE

P EOP L E BY AGE
There is a depth to memory that is seldom used.

November 8th, 1980- Born, Raleigh North Carolina.

Age 3- (My favorites were Rainbow Bright, the Care Bears, Alvin and
the Chipmunk movies -love that big scarlet A (? Dont know what I
meant but it didnt sound good)-, the Smurfs, Donald Duck especially at
age 4- with indifference to gender tastes - and the songs of them, even
Material Girl by Madonna) Rachel - Cousin who I attended pre-school
with.

Age 4- Father. I ask ed for a real phone for xm as and got another toy
one I couldnt call him with. (The Princess Bride- I reword a recurring
phrase to As you bitch)

Age 5- God Bless America- my first favorite song, which was generally

80s country (Never-ending Story) Father- a former US Marine and

man of Liberty or slaughter. He took me to the store on a visit and I
bought every toy on the shelf. Lets go to Chu rch, he said, I said they
wouldnt like how I dressed, he said If they dont then well burn it do
wn. Was
19 in little home next to his, Had red curtains on m y window in a bad
Albuquerque neighborhood, men would come over asking for some ass,
asked my dad about it, Its your red curtains means youre a whore,
said Oh shit I aint that way! he said like didnt bother him I just
thought you were trying to make some money.
Age 6- Them e song to Never Ending Story- at credits (Legend- which
I
had a strange dream about with the devil on a weird field) Crushes in
school from beginning it, especially Misty , who was Mi sty.
Age 7- Just as I am - Baptist hymnal (The 7th Sign- which caused
an obsession with The Revelations of Jesus Christ) Jesus Christ
was- as
realistically as that could be.
Age 8- Queen One Vision (Bill and Teds Excellent Adventure- also
step father and brother and me were watching about every action, military,
and martial arts movie of the 80s) Seth- Fellow bully. We fought
the school kids together and fought each other too.
Age 9- Billy Joel- W e Didnt Start the Fire (Willow- for my
growing interest in sorcery) Girl- adopted step-cousin (well, she
was both adopted and adopted by my step fathers brother - and shit she
looked
good- an outcast to a xenophobic family like I was.)

Age 10- Genesis- J esus He Knows Me (Teenage Mutant Ninja

Turtles1990) Girl- earliest real crush. I shoved a guy into a wall for flirting
with her, the police were called, I was suspended, told everyone that he hit
her, went hom e, pretended to read the bible so I wouldnt get my ass beat
with the belt, which I didnt, nor did I again.
Age 11- Everything I Do (I Do it For You) (Robin HoodPrince of Thieves) Girl She had a crush on me that she understood
more than I did. I told her things like I bet your panties have laces and
are pink! She goes Nuh uh! and I said I bet they have pretty laces!
and pulled
down and showed m e alright, guess I was a little wrong.

Age 12- Skid Row- Youth Gone Wild (Batman Returns) Drewstep cousin who lived outside of town and wed visit to play war with.

Age 13- Stone Temple Pilots- Tripping on a Hole in a Paper

Heart
(Conan the Barbarian) First sexual relationship and not the love of my
life but the fullest love contained within it.
Age 14- Guns N Roses- November Rain (Bram Stokers DraculaGary
Oldman)- Same person from age 13.

Age 15- Amorphis- Black Winter Day (Natural Born Killers ) M.H.who I lost my virginity to. Lead me to move to Marana, where in High
School I saw that she was pregnant. Earlier Witch, whose hom e I
would visit

where we would do sexual Ouija Board such things and vulgarly evilish
rituals- no sex just som e titty sucking, awkward rubbing of lotion onto
back and a hand job. Many older wom en do like young boys.
Age 16- Annie Lennox- Love song for a Vampire (Interview with the
Vampire) Andreea- my first commitment

Age 17- Type O N egative- My Girlfriends Girlfriend (LegendTom Cruise movie about the balance between good and evil ) AndreeaGirlfriend from high school who lived with me. Drinker. Bipolar. Gothic.
Age 18- Favorite song not revealed - simply too embarrassing. (The
Odyssey, Merlin, and Imm ortal Beloved, Ninja Scroll- film)
Marie- prostitute I lived with (no sex, fortunately) Chasten, a doctor
who cared. SVon- Girlfriend I neglected.
Age 19- Cowboy Junkies- Sweet Jane (Girl, Interrupted - girl has a
good healing tim e in the mental hospital- while a nightmare with her own
kind for the first tim e- and ends up writing a book about it- true story)
C. Girlfriend w/o vagina (because of mothers drug use during
pregnancy- anal- didnt bother m e at all she was a smart and attractive
girl.)
Age 20- Skeeter Davis- End of the World (Girl, Interrupted)- My
mother.

Age 21- Leonard Cohen- The Future (Return of the Jedi) Joshua, my
brother.

Age 22- Alison Kraus- The Lucky One (Vampire Hunter D - awesome
vampire evil -feeling and dark anim e) Lana.

Age 23- Alison Kraus- Baby Now That I Found You (Sweet
Hearts- Jennifer Love Hewitt) Rick- roomm ate until the end. Had lung
cancer. We were kicked out of our home and he told m e hed see me again
in
heaven, which I felt bad to hear.

Age 24- Eternal Flame- The Bangl es (Am erican Pop- generation after
generation of music, watched with my aunt that said talk about having
music in your blood!) Joshua.
Age 25- Type O Negative- Red Water (Enemy Mine- metaphor
to racism where a human has to live with an enemy alien on a deserted
planet and find that none of them are deserving to be his enemy )
Yohana- The U Dont Know Me girl when I think about her
also someone who set her classmates hair on fire.
Age 26- Dark Night of the Soul- (Star Wars Episode 2 ) Amanda F.
& Lana, or one should have been, one should not have been.

Age 27- Pink Floyd- Comfortably Numb (Benny and June- Joon?
Schizo girl and her weird friend fuck the hard way - by it only coming
naturally and unexpected then move in with each other) Zach, Mariko,
and
Frank- Frank being a computer nerd neighbor. But Andreea most of all,
who I called but it wouldnt work out until she contacted m e years
later.

Age 28- Nobuo Uematsu- Melodies of Life (Star Wars Episode 3 a man plays the universe like a deck of cards and ends up ruling it as
dictator) Zach- a mans man- but a wom anizer. Mariko- not easily
understood.

Age 29- Pink- Please Dont Leave (Kill Bill Vol. 2- Aesthetic
female assassin martial artist takes revenge on one person at a time - and
in the process I try to learn Japanese and Kung Fu, which I fail at
miserably ) Mariko- who got entangl ed into my psychotic break - I
had lost my
mind.

Age 30- Fleetwood Mac - Gypsy (The Craft- about a natural witch and
her chosen friends of outcasts, who she loves and adores for the lo ve she
brought them, though she doesnt need them for any other reason )
Robin- my fathers girlfriend.

Age 31- George Harrison - My Sweet Lord (Bridge to Terabithiaabout a free-spirited little girl, a sad movie) Kim

Age 32- Legend- Loved by the Sun (The Master- cult leader like L Ron
Hubbard just having a good tim e for whatever weird reason, but at
least his followers are happy people, guy enjoyed the hell out of life
too, even dangerously, a mak e no excuses person) Maddy - who knows
me well.
~Andreea recently contacted me but she need s to get h er life in order
(or its m y indifference.)

I have managed, somehow, to break away from medication. I enjoy

things too much to stop doing them- so I cant sleep. Do es that make
sense? Sleeplessness like mine is mentally harmful, to an yone.
For me nothing is worth doing as much as creating religions And, maybe next time, Ill do the money thing - if I cant find an acceptable
non sale of salvation type thing way to do it that is relevant with
religion.
To make my life better every day is m y reason to live and live it in full. ~

AD DI TI O NAL

We are all prophets. Some of us are true prophets and others false. Some
of us will say, he, or she, is a false prophet! And if untrue then they who
say it are a false prophet. There is no prophet that is a (nam eless
gives me no proper name for them .) A (unattainable term) that pretends
to be one is a dem on. No Sexist pretends to be a prophet. A bad spirit
within them is doing it. It is not that all things are true in one way or
another, its that they are and yet they arent - Nameless will tell you so.
An (unattainable term ) has (of that term s) sickness. They look
into their minds and change it. They are unnatural thinkers. The only
treatment is more (o f that terms sickness.)
There is a spirit world inside all things. As things collect together spirits
collect and mix. LSD makes you see the spirits. Tobacco mak es you feel
the spirit. It is not possible to see things that are not there.
Repeating words over and over again in your head, getting very angry,
these things are caused by evil spirit absorption spots. They know you will

do as they command and if you do not they will trick you every way they
can to mak e you.
Schizophrenia is just being able to hear or see spirits and to know things
so smartly that others cant understand them off hand.
Thought doctors are jealous of Napoleons.
More media rooms in the Mental Hospital Church! Ones with movies and
music about mental illness and not as they know it but as what they
called it: porn for the nymphos, horror for the psycho, sad stuff for the
depressed - all for our cousins.
People that talk a lot teach us to listen.
Sexism isnt mental health (practice of a term unattainable by me.)
Sexists are not (m ust be a practice of m ental health.) It is (sometim es
best) treatment through anti-treatment.
Bi Polars are able to enjoy sex moreand m oney, and thrills, and life.
They enjoy it too m uch. Without it they are bored. The (term
unattainable by m e by the gods) are bored and boring all the time. They
only buy carefully and if theyve carefully determined they need it. To them
fucking is som ething to be understood. Patterns for them, and they are
seriously miserable.
Objects reflected on contain your spirit and the more they are reflected on
the more of your spirit it has been given. This is not forceful but
compulsive.
Spiritual well being will always surpass physical well being.

The Logicist states: You do not live forever. Yet it is only they who
dont. They say they enjoy life more because of it, but spiritual
happiness is only spiritual.
You are never you when drugged. That is only some of you and some of
it.
Quit creating problem s (distractions) because the old ones couldnt be
fixed!
Chant Its not a psychosis. You may be crazy because you think you
are.
Cause and effect is so that if you know enough you can manipulate
anything below you. This isnt done with intellect so much as response of
mind. Though true that knowledge is power, that power isnt so
designed. To philosophize during war is somewha t good. A book like
Machiavellis The Prince assumes that only philosophy works in a
kingdom- and there is lots of it to be used in that Kingdom , in every
household.
Said I missed you, say, abnormally, What did you miss so I can do
more of it? Said I missed you, say, norm ally, Really?
I am so indifferent to sexualities now that I cant identify them. W here
do I put my dick? Oh in anything? Thank you psychiatry.
DISCLAIMER:
THESE
ARE
PARADIES
&
NARRATIVES, ARE
FICTIONAL,
AND
NOT
EXPRESSED IN A LITERAL OR INTENTIONALLY
HATEFUL SENSE
Ejesual- One who is Jesus Christ in a sex cult. In Sexi sm: Two who

play those roles, one the Messiah, one who believes: everything. For
example in the discourse of sermonry som e nutty says, Wow. Are you
the Christ? And the Ejesual thinks, Better ignore that or Ill go to hell.
Then reading the Bible the nutty Ejesual says to self Hey, thats li ke
God just told me I am His Son! Oh thank you God! So next sermon
which was a little rushed he shares this revelation to all and to their
astonishment what they so sought, could it really be right here
before us? In the course of far deeper biblical research than ever he takes
the strangest stuff as the best as he begins to get a massive hard on that
he is now perfectly alright with and adjusts self to new Jesus persona until
he is fucking every mother and daughter in the place and life for him is
laying on a bed fucking for the rest of his life until someone reports him
or is otherwise discovered, and arrested. Now if he would just at least say
I come from God and God said to make a sex cult said I am Jesus, and
keep the children out, and bombs and grenades, then it is at least so tran
sparent th at it is not only legal but somewhat culturally acceptable.
Buddha and Buddhist- in Sexism : A perverted psychiatrist or
therapist and their patient ( keep it secret.) For example the therapist says
And ho w does that make you feel? And she thinks and says Well
sometimes my pussy gets wet and I dont understand why. And he
says, And what do you do after that?
I go home and put something in it, my brothers toothbrush, shaving
razor handle, a soda bottle or my fingers. And how does that make you
feel?
Even better but Id rather have his. Ill take my medication if I can
have yours!
Thats not such a good idea.
Please?

He thinks, I m totally going to get fired over this, Then pulls it out,
and she sucks him off, rides him, leaves her dirty panties, and he sees her
the next day- everyday, and is well paid.
Satanist- in Sexism: a whore and a perverted man or a dominatrix and
her perverted man. One sexually dominating the other in a humiliating
way. Some love it, as youll take it whether you like it or not, and never
your way but mine and my friends- with photos and video of it shared
with anyone and everyone - while youre paddled and deep throated, called
a whore a slut and a bitch for it, and made to sign complete sexual
submission pacts else what was do ne before was done for nothing- Ill
leave. As for the men who have whats similarly done to them by women
I dont have anything to say - theyre detestable, as they feel and
wish to be known.
Sciontologist- in Sexism: Fantasies of absolute helpless mind
control. One makes a device, one of choice - could be subliminal
placement, could be a ray on the eyes that re programs the entire
brain, or it could be a magic spell, a drug, or a book. The end result to
each is a dead person to every real meaning replaced by a soulless sex slave
being. So they create a device and have people come over for headache
treatment unawares that an hour later theyll be sucking cock and doing
rim jobs on the guy. Their friends too, after theyre found and picked
from on a social internet site, who are brought over, and now having sex
with them. Meanwhile two others are cleaning the whole house naked, a
few have high paying jobs they are somehow very good at, and even his
visiting daughter is fair game.
Muslims- in Sexism: Rape fantasies. Is this acceptable? I have known
women that said they have them- and there are some men that show they do
too- by women, and, more obviously, sometimes against them. Thought
shouldnt be punished- thats impossible and should stay that way- and
more have these types of fantasies than do not, without acting on
them, then those that do and do ever act on them.

(Theyre all In Sexism)

Tribalism- Simple and affectionate sex. Ceremoniously giving flowers,
the best possible meal, lighting candles, and careful pampering. There
were two on a date, at a fast food place, and the guy says, well, this place
is cheaper and just as good but misses the entire point of a date.
Roman Catholic- Unspeakable cover-up.
Mormons- An orgy for one man and many women . This can be done very
realistically through legal contracts and exchange ho wever it would
best benefit all involved, simply without having the legal status of name
itself married, or full rights contained thereof - which too could be
adjusted some.
Paganism- an orgy for one woman and many men. As always, the same
said for men and women can be exchanged in some way or another.
In this case its entirely the same - contracts, legal obligations, tenancy
leases, all that adjus ted to whats suitable and so sought- even if she has
six men working jobs for her income and house cleaning, sex is her call
and design. Just dont hire the lazy or incompetent.
Feminism- A homosexual orgy. Condoms!
Sexism- Just an orgy. Condoms!
Racism- Interracial Fucking. Jungle love. Some of one race like
another race- and sometimes only that other race. For whatever
reason, cultural- better music, better style or attitude, appearance better looking, stronger, sexier, or just wanting the forbidden.
Shintoism- Especially bizarre (Jap-style) sex. Their porn has a
strange way of doing things and I like it. For example a news reporter

cites the news while her hair is cum on by 20 men one at a time, and then
a guy comes in, her face drenched in cum, pulls her pants down and she
gets fucked for the rest while she seemingly ignores it and continues
to cite the news- which, in this case, she was an American reporter who
said The Japanese athlete won today . This is proof that Japanese men
are stronger and better than America. Too much voyeur porneverywhere. Sometimes more simple, a guy gets his cock rode by dozens
of women one after the other, still things you dont see in American
pornography.
Socialism- All determine the design
Marxism- One enters and leads that design
} The design is already fixed, such as a web page - the owner of that page
has some say, even to every say. Leader of any group is the idea,
even drug lords. {
Imperialism- Bondage. Having undeniable sex with someone with
trust involved. In reality- the kidnapped, who have their lives taken from
them and are put i n a cage, tortured sometimes, and unpredictably
abused- with no hope for life again and so, giving up in a cage with nothi
ng but pain have their spirit broken and they lose
their childhood, their family, everything. The kidnapper deserves the
strictest, most torturous and agoni zing punishment that the law could
possibly deal when found- the bad thing is that some are yet to be. When
found I am perfectly alright with an officer putting a bullet in his head,
even if found on the run years later and defenseless.
Consumerism- Pornography. Webcams and that type of thing and are
likely to lead to something entirely real seeming. This is safer for some
and more socially convenient. It used to be that a lady entered into an adult
company and was paid based on the company but along came free sites with

ads as more social adult webcam sites then they got the idea of tokens
where one pays so many tokens in what is offered (show it, do it, or
request it- or, go into private area to pay via online banking.) Token
system doesnt seem that great you just get prizes in exchange but hey
its free stuff to sho w something. Internet pornography has that for
women and maybe Im missing something but all I had to do was show
my dick online for a job I would take it.
I never really know if a woman wants to see my dick. I dont offer to
show it unless she asks first.
Dont do wnload or view anythi ng that is illegal thinking any of even the
most advanced privacy softwares will prevent you from getting caught.
One moment he looks at something he absolutely shouldnt the next a loud
pounding and his unexpected arrest.
Materialism- Stuff used, or them that has gets. The bigger the car the
bigger the dick? Yeah in a way. Or toys for men and women straight
and gay from anal beads to dildos, onto entirely realistic - several
thousand dollars in price- silicon love dolls.
Jew- A fun sexual game, smartest ge ts the most. Many exam ples and
done often- like Truth or Dare, shot drink games, strip po ker, adult board
games, many would even say Twister (social commentary and a personal
opinion.)
Nationalism- Militant role-play. Some women like men in uniform- fire
fighter, police officer, soldier, and some men like women in uniform,
like me.
Gothic- Stripper, at least they make good ones. I have to wo nder
about pierced nipples or not when talking to them - and what else? The clit?

Women like them too in a world of fat men without muscle and
attention to appearance. W hy are they always cops?
Devil Worshiper- Any pact, lets say : sex for free rent in the lease, a
promotion for a blow job, or through pornography by porn star
performance contract, and, I would say, marriage.
Wiccan- Old and young. This is natural- for both women and men, who,
at old age, look for the younger, even with both partners unconcerned about
it in marriage (both possibly doing the same.) The worst thing about getti
ng old and you know old age all too well. The younger are more vibrant
and biologically, more attractive. Some like older men or older women and
this usually has to do with a parental issue, not necessarily molestation,
sometimes just neglect. Or for whatever other reason- such as more
money and more maturity, better fathering or mothering from the
older partner after their childs birth. It kind of makes good sense: the
younger are unprepared, the older know more, have more and the young
man cant go around creating baby after baby if hes with someone too old
for conception.
Fetishist- fetishes- the problem with them is they are driven into with so
much fo cus that they prevent overall satisfaction and cause strange things
like the smelling of bowling shoes in the back rooms or holes on the wall.
Many are better then one.
Sexist- As in Sex (Fucking)-ist, not as in Gender (Male)-i st. This is
your own sexual preferences whatever that may be. For me it is animalityfree for m fucking and the hidden filthy nature of humankind in
contrast to the intellectual one. Human as an animal, but it isnt a woman
pretending to be a dog or cat or some sick such thing- that would be
bestiality, even if pretend bestiality.

As always, what is sick for me may not be for you, and the opposite toojust keep it legal and acceptable to all involved.

CO NCLUSI O N
Adam will go on to live his life as a slob in pursuit of his own perfected
thought process leaving no stone unturned, nothing forg otten, nothing
without precise weight, with out consideration, and without fault, in his
aim to know everything in a little- of every shade and by its depth while he
intelligently protects himself against madness and tries not to lose sleep
in the process- He dreamt again last night, unmedicated for 9 weeksbut occasionally he will be unrepentantly in total Heaven too long on the
mania of music, sometimes on internet some obsession will easily find him
and hell become obsessed back but will never let them know. One day he
will lead a worldwide sex cult and have sex until hes
120 when he will suddenly die of the most massive orgasm recorded in
human history. Overall in my religion my home is my heaven while the
neighbors speculate about someone who hasnt left for days- but he has his
own reasons for being alone and doesnt plot evil as those with wrong
reasons do- this life entirely better because it is not medicated - and yet
safe, fed, and sane: leave him (y ou insecure) the he ll alone! Ive returned
to the place I was before, the one in my youth, and with it returned
creativity, enjoyment, satisfaction, intelligence, a touch of fantasy, libido,
and a world of hidden meaning, and you should know I suffer the same.
Medication is not always the way, the truth, and the life. And he dreamt ag
ain last night (My book is nearly done now.) He- I am no longer mentally
ill. I dont have the same kind of thinking as before. What I thought was
impossible and seemed to be for so long I finally did: to be able to sleep,

to not h ave belief in fantasy, to be as I was medicated when not- Im

now this way without pills. Time to make money. Finished at last!
For both good and bad, for better, for worse, and for all its accumulative
worth: this book is heterodoxic- heretical- and will be treated as such.

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