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Zo]nI hmjn-I--Xnv 2002

Ayanangal Ab\-
(novel in Malayalam) Author: E. Harikumar
Electronic version published in 2013 This book is meant for distribution among research organisations absolutely free of cost.
Copyright C 2013 by E. Harikumar

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C. lcnIpam 1943 Pqsse 13 \v s]mm-\n-bn P\-\w. A alm-Ihn CS-tcn tKmhn- \mb. A CSn Pm\In A. I--bn hv _n.-F. ]mm-bn. 1972 efn-Xsb hnhmlw sNbvXp. aI AP-bv hnhm-ln-X\ - mWv. `mcy: ip`. I-, Znn, t_mws_ Fo \K-c - f - n tPmen-sb-Sp-p. 1983- tIc-f - n-tebvv Xncn-p-h - p. 1962 sXmv sNdp-IY - I - s - f-gp-Xn-p-S - n. BZys IYm-ka - m-lmcw "Iqd-I' 72 {]kn-s - -Sp-n. 15 IYm-k-am-lm-c-fpw 9 t\mh-ep-Ifpw Hcp A\p-`-h-p-dn-p-w {]kn--s-Sp-n-bn-pv. ]pc-kvIm-c-: 1988 se tIcf kmlnXy Am-Zan ]pc-kvImcw "Znt\m-k-dns Ipn' F IYm-kam-lm-c-n-\v. 1997 se ]--cm-P ]pc-kvImcw "]--ns\ ]nSn-m' F IY-bvv. 1998 se \me-m-S ]pc-kvImcw "kqn-p-h abnoen' F IYm-ka - m-lm-c - n\v. 2006 se IYm-]oTw ]pc-kvImcw "A\n-X-bpsS hoSv' F IYm-k-am-lm-c-n-\v. 2012 se Ghpw anI IY-bvp tIcf tv Ne-n{X Am-Zan AhmUv "{io]m-Xn-bpsS ]mZw' F IY-bvv. BUntbm Imkv dnmUn-Mv, sh_v Unssk-\n-Mv, anaoUnb s{]mU-, ]pkvXI {]kn-o-I-cWw Fn-h-bn-tes-n-p-v. 1998 apX 2004 hsc tIcf kmlnXy Am-Zan Aw-K-am-bncp-p. IrXn-I: sNdp-I-Ym-k-am-lm-c-: Iqd-I, hrj-`-ns Iv, Ippaw hnX-dnb hgn-I, Znt\m-k-dns Ipn, Im\U- b n \nsmcp cmP- I p- a mcn, {io]m- X n- b psS ]mZw, kqn- p- h abnoen, ]--ns\ ]nSn-m, Zqsc Hcp \K-c-n, Idp X{mn, A\n-X-bpsS hoSv, Cf-sh-bnens kmz\w (I-Y-I 1966-1996), \K-c-hm-knbmb Hcp Ipn, Fs kv{XoI (kv{Xo-]-- I-Y-I), shn-n-c-bn-se-t]mse. t\mh-ep-I: Dd-p k- + im]-ine, Bk-n-bpsS An-\m-f-, Hcp IpSpw_]pcmWw, Fnss{U-hsd kvt\ln s]Ipn, Ab-\-, XSm-I-Xocv, sIm-{mn, {]W-b-n-s\mcp tkm^vvshb, Adn-bm--e-fntebvv. Hm-I, A\p-`-h-p-dn-p-I, teJ-\-: \o Fhn-sS-bm-sW-nepw. Cu Hm-I acn-m-Xn-cn--s.

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IpXncIsftSnbp bm{Xbn FpXv _onemWv. AhnsS Ftmgpw IpXnc Ifpmhpw. cp hmXnep a \ndw Ibdnb sh slcmUn \nv kp\n ]pdndn. hmXn ]qm sa\sSmsX Abm _ontebvp \Sp. _ontebvndpXn\p apv Abm Hcp knwlmhtemI\n\p thn \np. BdSn Hcnv Dbcap AbmfpsS tZlw tlmfntU C tlmens ]mizn Hsp \npXv _on IpXncIfpsS ISnmWpw ]nSnp \np ]mcpsS In s]p. kp\nen\v AXp a\nembn. "^nenan tkp hp'shv IpXncm Xn ]dbppsv AXp tInsnepw Abmv a\nembn. Abm _ontebvv Cdn \Sp. thenbndambXpsImv \pcbpmp IS AIemWv. IpXncIfpw HIfpw \npXn\pw Apdv cp ]m IksSppIbmWv. _mkp Zns KmmWsXv Abmv a\nembn. Hcp {Sukam{Xw [cnv, Dcppt]mse icocap _mkp Zv tat\mw hlnncpp. kp\n ASp sptmtgbvv IpXncmscmw AbmfpsS Nppw hfp. Abm apJw NpfnpsImv IpXncIsf t\mn. Hcp sh IpXncbpw an\p Xhnp \ndap IpXncbpsamgnm _mnsbmw Nmhmfn pXncIfmWv. Hcp Ia thiymebn {]thin DSs\ AhchcpsS Ahbhsf apgpnv ImWnv hioIcnp thiyIsftmse ]m AhchcpsS IpXncIsf kp\nens apn \ncn. B ]mcpsS timjnp Icphmfn apJ t\mnbtm IpXncI NmhmfnIfmIpXn FmWZv`pX apsXv Abm Btem Nnp. Abm tNmZnp. "evaWs IpXncsbhnsS?' _on Ghpw Dbcap, `wKnbp IpXnc evaWtXmbncpp. ]m apJtmSpapJw t\mn. AXn Ghpw apXnh ]dp. "eva PbnenemWv.' "Duw?' "Zmcp ]osI PKUmInbm, tkv.' Ip IpSnv elfbpm evaWs ncw ]cn]mSnbmWv. "Cv Fm IpXncIfpw thWw' kp\n ]dp. ]mcpsS IpI hnIknp. "icn tkv, Fgm thXv?' "Ctms t]mWw.' cp ]m DSs\ IpXncpdv NmSnbncpp. Abm ]dp. "Cdv. \Snsmp t]mbm aXn. Asnte NmhmfnpXncIfmWv. C\n Ahs HmSnp sImp t]mbm AhnsSsbptmtgbvv oWnp \miamhpw.' _mkp Zv Dds hnfnp tNmZnp. "kp\n Cp jqnptm?' "Dv' kp\n ssIhoinmWnp.' _mkp Zv HcnqSn ssIhoin, Xncnv Hcp ]s\ XeIpn adnbm klmbnp. "jqnMvv FhnsSbmWv tkv?' IpXncm tNmZnp. "sSv tdmUn, [otc{bpsS _vfmhn\p apn.' Abm \SpsImv ]dp. "]Xps \Sn smp t]mbm aXn.' Abm HcnqSn XmoXp sImSpp. Abm Im mmn ImSnbnqSn t\mnbtm IpXncI Hcp hcnbmbn \Sp hcppv. saenpWnb IpXncm ISnmWptan AhchcpsS IpXncIsmw \Spp. sSv tdmUn [otc{bpsS _vfmhn\p apn Hcp XpSnbncpp. dn^vfdpIfpw P\td hm\pw ImadIfpw Fmw Fnbncpp. Ubddpw Imadmam\pw IqSn ]mesn NbmWv. aghnns \ndap henb IpSbvpXmsg CncnpXv Ubdp ItkebmWv. tdmUns adphiv thsdmcp IpSbvp Iogn ]pcmX\amb Xs tSv sdtmUdpw apnhv CcnpXv Achnv ss] BWv. Ubd hnt\mZv apJapbn tNmZy]qw kp\nens\ t\mn. IpXncIsfnbmWv. kp\n Xebmn. Atms sSv tdmUns Xncnhn \nv IpXncIsf Hmtcmtmtcmmbn \Sn IpXncm \Sp hcpXp Ip. ]nI. kp\n hnNmcnp. Xs Im ImgvNbn \np ad tm Ah IpXncpdpIbdn HmSnphXmsWp hyw. tdmUns Xncnhn\p Ipdpapt Ah IpXncpdp \nndn \ IpnIfmbn hcnIbmWv. hn Pbdmw `v Itkebnencpv _ob Ipnbn\nv t\cnv IpSnpIbmWv. Nppw AbmfpsS Kmpw. "F{Xmas IpnbmWv Pbdmw?' kp\n At\zjnp. "\memas.'

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`ns aq{Xmibns hepw F{XbpmIpsav Abm AZv`pXsp. jqnn\nSbn Abm aq{XsamgnpXv Intbn. Ahkm\w FnbXv IpXncIfmsWp tXmpp. ImcWw IpXncI Fnbtmtgbvpw cwKw kPohambn. Ubd HmSn\Sv Iev]npp. Imadmam, Imadbvp ]nn Hcp qfnt Ibdn\np. P\tdhm {]hnnp. dn^vftgvkpambn ssevt_mbv Xmdmbn \np. Achnv ss] tS]v sdtm Udn\p ]nn ]Snncpp. shpXnc apnepw ap IpXncI ]nnepambn \nn IpXncm Ibdnbncpp. Imadam ]dp. "ssdv.' IpXncm aptmp IpXnp, Imadbvp apnsen \np. IpXncm IpXncpdp\nndmsX IpXncIsf ]ntmw \bnp. Ubd hopw \nti sImSpp. Imadmam s{^bvw icnbmn. IpXncm hopw IpXncbpambn aptmp IpXnptm Achnv ss] sdtmU HmWmn. HclmktmsS XpSp ]mv apgn. Ubd sskUv Imadmam\v \nti sImSppIbmbncpp. Abm Achnv ss]bvp t\sc ssIImWnv ]mp \nm\mhiy sp. IpXncIfpsS \ow {inpIbmbncp ss] Ubd BhiysXv tIn. Ubd Alknp. "Achnv tmv bph eukn ayqknv.' Achnv ss] sdtmU \nn ssIsImv kv]q ]ntmw Xncnp. IpXncm IpXncIsf hopw XpSnb ep sImphp \nn. Pbdmw `v shpXncbpsS apIfn Ibdn Xe bpbn Ccpp. AbmfpsS Kmneph ap IpXncIp tase Bk\cmbn. Hcm Pbdman\p apn mSnp ]namdn. kwKoXw XpSnbncpp. jqnMv ]ptcmKanpsImncnt {ItaW kp\nen\v kzbw A\yXzw A\p`hsp. Xm CXnssbmpw `mKaspw Xs kmnyw Hcp ImSnta hncp Cusbtmse A\mhiyamsWpw Abmp tXmn. shbn \hw aqncpp. Abm kqcy\p Xmsg kzw {]hnIfn apgpInbncnp Bmsc t\mn. {itbmsS dn^vftgvkv ]nSnp ssev t_mbvkv, Imadbvp ]nn hnbp \np Imadmam, Ubd BwKyw ImWnptm tSv sdtmUdns kv]q ssIsImv Xncnp Achnv ss], IpXncpdv tXmpI ssInten tPXmsftmse \np hn\pw Kmpw, aghn\ndap IpSbvp Iogn Itkebnencpv Bm]np Ubd. jqnMv ImWm s\nbh..... Abm Imdn Ibdn mmn. GXm\pw Zqcw t]mbtm hfhn\p apv Hcp s]Ipn Xhnc s]mnmWnp. Ah Pokpw SojpamWv [cnncpXv. jn\p apn amdn Ccp hipambn icta cp lrZb. Abm Im \nnbn, ImcWw Abm s{]mUyqkdpsS hontebvmWv t]mbncpXv. AXmIs cp \ncpIpdmWv. Abm Im \npnsp Itm Ah cp ssIIfpw Dbn At]mkzcn hnfnp]dp. "okv.......' s]sbm Hmp. Hcp]t lnv sslnmbncnn AhfpsS Bhiyw. lnv sslnv BhiysSp s]IpnIfpsS apJs Kpw, Rm \nv Hcp HuZmcyw sNbvXp XcnIbmsW `mhhpw AhfpsS apJpmbncpn. AhnsS At]bmbncpp. AXn XnSpapmbncpp. Abm t{_bvnp, Im dnthgvskSpv Ah \nevpnStbvp hp. Im \nnbXp Iv HmSnhcm Ahfpw Xmdmbncpp. Abm hmXn XpdmsX ]dp. "Rm A[nIZqcsampw t]mIpn.' "t]mIp{X sImps]mbvqsS.' Ah izmkw hnSmsX tNmZnp. Abm Hpw ]dbmsX Imdns hmXn XpdpsImSpp. Ah Ibdnbncpv hmXneSp. mmptm Abm tNmZnp. "\osbp s]^yqamWv D]tbmKnpXv? \ns Xnm kzmZp tNmtfp amXncn hmk\npp.' Ah ]dp. "aZmw tdmjm.' Abm hetmv Im Xncnp. Ah ]dp. "Fs t] A] FmWv. Rm kp\nkm_ns\ Ign HcmgvNbmbn t^m sNm {ian pp.' A]! Abm s]sv sSent^mWn\Spp satPv _pn Cu t] Znhkhpw lknw FgpXnhncpXv Hmp. s]sbmfpsS Bdmw C{nbw DWp {]hnm XpSn. Xm Hcp ^nenw mdmsWpw X\nv Cu ASpncnp s]Ipnbn aXnpmWw Fpw Abm Hmp. Abm ocntbm HmWmn. "cmhnse \nXn sSent^m sNbvXncpp, ImWWw Fp ]dp. Ctm Rm\tmp t]mhpI bmWv.' kp\n ]dp. "BcmWv \nXn?' Ah tNmZnp. Abm Xncnv Ahsf AZv`pXtmsS t\mn. "s{]mUyqk \nXn ssN\m\n.' "Hm! AbmfpsS ^vs\bnw \nXn FmsWv F\ndnbn.' A]bpsS IpIfn AZv`pXw. "AhntSbvmtWm t]mWXv?'

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A]bn aXnpmm ]nsbv t_m[yambtm Abm ]dp. "\o Fn\mWv Fs t^m sNbvXncpXv? hntcm[ansn \apv k G v kmn t]mbncpv kwkmcnmw.' Abm Nncnp. "Hmhsd Itm^v tIm^n. Abmw mhnMv.' "sF tUmv ssa v.' Abm Fbvv tdmUntebvp XncnbpXn\p ]Icw t\cnv t]mbn hetmv Xncnp. hopw hetmv Xncnv k G v kmntebvp IpXnp. Ah t^mbdneqsS \Sp \optm dnk]vj\nep s]Ipn kp\nens\ t\mn Indpn. "lmbv.' "lmbv' kp\n ssIpbn. Ah \Sv ]pdtbvp hmXn ISv kznnMv]qfnSpsn. ]qfn\Spv XWen taincphihpambn Ah Ccpp. \ Impmbncpp. thentbw XpSn sbw. C\n Hcp aWnqdnpn IS IptdqSn ASpspw. A] kp\nens\ ]TnpIbmbncpp. Ah ]dp. "bp epIv sseIv mIv tK_v.' Abm Nncnp. "AsXs aoi ImcWamWv.' Ah AbmfpsS hoXnbp aoi {inp. icnbmWv. apIfnes cp _WpIfnSm jneqsS ImWp hncn amdn \ndsb CSXq tcma. Icpp ssII. ]ucpjw AbmfpsS Hmtcm AWp hnepw {]kcnp \np. X\np X {]iwkbvp ]Icw Fsnepw sImSppXns\n Abm BtemNnpIbmbncpp. AhfpsS NppI t\cnbXmWv. `wKnbp \o aqv. XeapSn \mep `mKp\npw apIfntebvp Ibn s\dpIbn sInh ImcWw shfp \ndap \o Igpv apgph ImWm\pv. Igpn\p ]nnep t\cnb sNn tcma ImnenfIpp. At lrZbp ]nn SojnSnbnse A km[mcWamb apgpapgpv Zinp sImv Abm ]dp. "bphm shcn s{]n.' "Xmvbp.' Znknkv Z ssStm^v tK h hpUv ehv Sp lmhv C lnkv s_Uvdqw Aveov t^msd ss\v, _v It\mv At^mUv. kp\n BtemNnpIbmbncpp, ]ehn[ km[yXIsfn. \nXn ssN\m\n ImWm ]dXv Fn \msWv Abmdnbmw. IpXncI Xs. s]IpXncI. ssN\m\n AbmfpsS kzXknamb \b sshZKvZytmsS ]dncpp. "kp\n Rms\mcp ]pXnb \mbnIsb At\zjnpIbmWv. Fs ]pXnb anany s{]mUIvj\p thn. h ]pXnb s]IpnIsfbpw Adnbpsan sImphcq. s{^jmbmepw Ipgan. hnt\mZv th{X ]cnioe\w sImSpp sImpw.' AXn\w {]mUyqk Ctm sImp\Sp, tkm^nbm temds\tmse henb apeIfp s]n s\ Dt]npIbmsWmWv. HpIn Abmv Ahsf aSpnpmhpw, Asn adnpamhmw. Fmbmepw apn Ctm ISmn Igpn\p ]nnse \\p tcmacmPnI ]dnpsImv Ccn p Dbcap s]Ipn Hcp kz J\nXsbmsWv Abm a\nemn. "KpUv tamWnMv an. atlm{X.' phmUv hv XeIp\nv sa\p ImUv cpt]cpsSbpw apn hp. "KpUv tamWnMvv.' Xncnp t]mIm \n phmUns\ Abm hnfnp. "Ctms ]dbmw.' Xncnv AhtfmSv tNmZnp. "hmv hn bp lmhv?' "tIm^n.' "tIm^n.' Abm ]dp. "F\np Ipdv Fv km vhnv sImphcq. A] Hpw Ignpnsv Xo?' Ah Npa Ipepn. Fn\mWv Xs t^m sNbvXncpsXv kp\n tNmZnn. Abm dnbmhp ImcyamWXv. t^m sNp Fm s]IpnIpw HpXsbmWmhiyw. Abm kznMvv ]qfn \op Hcp bqtdm]y kv{Xosb {inp. shn\Snbn \oe ]men AhcpsS \ndw DZnpIp. Ah aep InSv \opIbmWv. Abm apnencnp s]Ipnsb Hcp _nIv\nbn kev ] np. AhfpsS Ahbhv \ BIrXnbpv . Ah Xobmbpw Cu aZmtbm `wKnbpapv . \ndhpw B kv { XobpsS ip{`\ndt BIjWobamWv . Ch kn\nabn Hcp hhnPbambncnpsav Abmp tXmn. kp\n tNmZnp. "Fs \ Fns\bmWv InnbXv?' Ah Nncnp. "Rm Ipdp dntkv \Sn. Hp cv ^nenw amKkn\pIfpsS Hm^okpI Ibdn bndn.' henb kn\namXmcsf A\pIcnv kp\n atlm{Xbpw AbmfpsS t] sSent^m Ubddnbn DsSpnbncpn. "kp\nkm_n\v ssN\m\nbpambn hfsc ASp _apsv tIXv icnbmtWm?'

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"Im an kp\n.... \o FmWv DtinpXv?' "Am, Rm\ptinpXv.....' Ah hmpI InmsX hnjanptm kp\n Ahsf klmbnp. "\ns ]cnNbsSpn, Atlns ^nenan Hchkcw taSnpXcm am{Xw ]cnNbapstm?' Ah Hpw ]dn. Abm km vhnv cp ssI sImpw ]nSnv ISnp Xnp. "jmsse taIv tIm^n t^m bp?' Ah tNmZnp. "okv....' A] cp IpIfn Imn IqpXbm t\mn. "]kmc Hcp Iyq_pIqSn CSs?' "sbkv okv.' "ssN\m\nbpsS bq\nv jqnn\p htm apX Rm Imp\npIbmbncpp. \nfhnsS hcpsav Rm\qlnp. Ans\bmWv Cp ImWm ]nbXv.' AhfpsS apJv [ockmlknIXbpmbncpp. "Rm ssN\m\nsb ]cnNbsSpncmw. \msf hontebvp hcq. Ctm Abmsf ImWm thnsbmWv Rm t]mIpXv. \ns Imcyw Rm kqNnnmw. \msf F\nv t^m sNbvX tijw hcq. Fs A{Uv Adnbnt?' "Mm, Adnbmw. Xmvbp shcnav.' ]qfncnIn \nhnbn IupIfn InSv k_msSpp aZmamv kSm\p]Icw kt_ BWv InpI Fbm Hmp. shdpw Icnhmfnp am{Xw. "A] FhnsSbmWv XmaknpXv?' "kmm{Iqkn.' "Rm t{Ump sNmw.' "th, \n Rm SmIvkn ]nSnp s]mbvtmfmw.'

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A] Fgptv XeapSn sInb kvIm^v Agnp t]mbXv hopw sIn _mWnbntebvv \Sp. _mWnbpsS sdbnenn Nmcn\npsImv Ah apn InSp NXpp \nefntebvp t\mn. hnakv bq\nthgvknnbpsS \nmWw Ahncmaambn \SpsImncnpp. apIfn `bc itmSp IqSn t_mbnMv 707 ]dp. AXns N{I hnam\ns Dntebvv henpIbdn hmXneSbpXv Ah t\mn. ISen \np hcp Imn\v XWppmbncpp. AXhfpsS t\cnb ss\npn ISpsNv IpfncWn bnp. cmhnse InSbn \nsgpt B \nanj fnte Cns\ _mWnbn t]mbn \nm Ah v ss[cyw hcq. Atm Ahv tav th, Bscnepw Xs ImWpsa `bhpan. shbn aqptXmSp IqSn Cu Bss[cyn\v Cfw Xpp. Ah ImSnbpsS apntebvv HmSpp, ImWp {]XnOmb hfsc at\mlcamsWnepw X\nv AwKo Imcn\p th B kv Cs F `bw. ImSnbn t\mnsmv Ah arZpeamb IhnfpIfn XtemSn. Cp ssN\m\nbpambn Chyq Dsn Hcp t^jyepw slbUphpw thWsah Xobmn. t\cnb ss\nbnqSn ImWp cq]w Ah ImSnbn Zinp. ss\n amdn\pXmsg Ipdp henp]nSnv Ah Hcphiw Xncnp\np. ImSnbn I cq]w Bimhlambncpp. X\nsmcp ]o ]m\ns Bhiyansv Ah AlmctmsS Hmp. tcWp Nmbt{Sbpambn hp. Nmb Iqptm Ah ]dp. "t{_bvv ^mn\v tkns\ Imtsp ]dp.' "Duw?' "Pplphn t]mbncnbmWv.' "Cu An!' Ah Xebn ssIhp ]dp. t{_bvv ^mpIqSn IgnmsX ltcIrjvWbn Fm\mbncpp [rXn. "Av F{X aWnmWv t]mbXv?' "Ggc aWnv.' "Ggc aWn? Atm kabsa{Xbmbn Ctm?' "Fcbmbn ZoZn...' tcWp NncnpsImv ]dp. "Hm, Rm\np hfsc t\cw Ddn As?' Ah kp\n atlm{Xsb Hmp. Abm ssN\m\nbpambn kwkmcnnpmIpw Fpw Cp Xs Chyq Xcampsapw Ah Binp. Ah ]dp. "Rm Xmgp t]mbn Hp t^m sNbvXp hcmw.' Ah ss\n Agnpshv amIvkn FSpnp. Nphn annv ]msbmWv hmXn XpdXv.. "Bn Hv t^m sNWw.' "BmWv C{X cmhnses?'

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"Hcp {^n\mWv Bn.' Ah Ub sNbvXp. Apdv sSent^m FSpXv lknw Bbncpp. "km_v sl?' "km_v DdpIbmWv. tIms\?' "A].'Ah ]dp. "kp\n C\nbpw FWons?' "C.' "Hp hnfnmtam?' "{ianp t\ms.' "icn.' Ah sSent^m sNhnbnean Imp \nptm annv ]mt ASpphp. "t_o, Cv t{_bvv^mn\v \mfntIcnWn Acnptm?' "Adnbn Bo.' kp\n t^mWn hcptmtgbvv Bnsb AhnsS\nv HgnhmWsah BtemNnp. Ah ]dp. "Acnpsn tcWphns In sImSpbmw.' "adcpXv sItm.' t^mWn kp\nens iw tIp. "KpUv tamWnMv. A] lnb.' "tamWnMv Fsms ]dbmam{Xw t\cw ]petm?' "tkmdn, DdpIbmbncpp As?' Apdp\nv DdShp hnSm iw. "Cse \nXns hon ]mnbpmbncpp. Imcyw ]dbq.' AhfpsS Bthiw s]sp XWpp. Atm kp\n Xs Imcyw ssN\m\ntbmSv ]dbm adsp tXmpp. Xs Imcyw Xs ads amWv. Ah \ncptjbmbn ]dp. "ssN\m\nbpambn kwkmcnm ]nbn At?' "Xobmbpw. Cp sshIptcw sNmsap ]dnpv. Bdp aWnv. \n\v Ac aWnv Fs hon hcmtam?' "hcmw. Xmvbp shcn av kp\n. ss_...' Ah t^m hv annv ]mstbmSv \nIqSn ]bdm \nmsX ]pdp ISv tImWnSnI NmSnbdn s_Snp. tcWp hmXn Xpdp. "tcWp F\nv t{_bvv ^mv thKw thWw.' "sImphcmw.' A] hmjv t _kn\Sppt]mbn ]p tXp hp. X\nv hfsc Ipdp kabn\pn Iptdb[nIw Imcy sNm\psv t{_bvv^mv Ignptm Ah BtemNnp. km[mcW apdpadpp am{Xw Ignp s{_UvtSmpw _psskbpw Ch hfsc kzmtZmSpIqSn Ignp. ssN\okv _yqn]medn Ahnanm \mapmbncpp. Hcp XSn kv{XobpsS ]pcnIw BIrXn sSppIbmbncp hbmb ssN\mcn Ahsf t\mn NncnpsImv tNmZnp. "ltm, hmSv Upbp hmv?' "t^jy, slbUq, ]ns ]pcnIhpw....' "Hcp an\pv.... Xncpsn apIfn s]mbvtmfq, AhnsS kmhvdn Dv.' A]bvv AhcpsS AknpIsfsbmpw Cambncpn. sam\n ^vtfmdnemWv Ah. \Sptm Xe appIbpw sNpw. AXpsImv ssN\mcn B kv{XobpsS ]pcnIw BIrXnsSpn IgnbpXphsc Ah Hcp amknIbpw InseSpv Imncpp. kzw XeapSn sNbvXpsImncns Ahv ssN\mcnbpsS tNmZyv Dcw ]dtbnhp. Ah kwkmc{]nbbmbncpp. "bp tKmv ehven slb..... Cv ]mnbptm?' "Duw...Xmv bp.' Ah {]iwk sNmcnbpXn Hpw ]nipp ImWnncpn. "FhnsSbmWv ]mn?' Fsms AdnbWw Chv? Ah adp]Sn ]dp. "inhPn ]mn Hcp shnMv ]mnbmWv.' Fmw Ignv Xncnp hon htm kabw Hcp aWnbmbnt Dq. C\n `Ww Ignv Hcp kucy \n{Zp kabw IqSnbpv. Ah aqp aWnv ]pdsSm XpSn. tcWp Hcp tImWndmXp ImcWw A]bv v hkv{Xsn A`n{]mbhpw Xocpam\hpw kzw FSptnhp. Ap aWnbmbtmtgbvpw Hcp hn[w Hcpngnp. ImSnbn t\mnbtm kzw kucysn Xocpam\saSpm Ignn. Ah ]pdndptm Av tNmZnp. "FtmmWv?'

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"Cv s{]mUyqkdpsS ASpv Chyq Dv Av.' "\ns {]mv.' Abm Nncnp. SmIvknbn Ibdn Ah Pplphntebvp IpXnp. kp\nens sh slcmUv hon\papn \npp. Ahv Bizmkambn. Ccp]smmw \ ^vfmv Ggmw \nebnemWv. en^vn\np ]pdp ISv s_Snp Ah Imp\np. hmXn XpdXv Hcp Ccp]Xp hbpImc\mbncpp. lknw Bbncnpsah Dulnp. "kp\n sl?' Ah hmXn aes Xpdp. Xe IpnpsImv Fb Cym almcmPmhns ssIsImp BwKyw ImWnp sImv ]dp. "BbntbPo.... Bbntb, Xivco^v cJntb.' Ah AIp ISncpp. apdnp \Sphn C Imv `wKnbpmbncpp. Un tX Nphcn {]IrXnZriyw ImWnp henb Nn{Xw. apdnbn cp aqebn henb kv]odpI. \Sphn h tjmtIkn\p aosX ocntbm Bwnss^, tS]v sUv, sdtmUv sb apXembh. kp\n hp. Abm Hcp Sojpw PokpamWv CncpXv. Ahsf I DSs\ Abm \np. Hcp Ah temI\n\ptijw Abm ]dp. "\nXn Xobmm A[nIw kabsampw FSppsav tXmpn.' Fn\s BfmWv \nXn?' Ah tNmZnp. kp\n AhfpsS apns Hcp Xncnbp qfn eapdnncpp. "FmWv \o DtinpXv?' "sF ao......sF ao shY lobokv shcn ^oUnbkv.' kp\n Indpn. "\nXn sNdpmcnIfmb kpcnIsf CsSpp. \ns Hcp \mbnIbmbn sXcsSppsaXn Hcp kwibhpan F\nv.' Ahm kwkmcw Csp. s{]mUyqkamscn Ah tInpv. Hcp \SnbmhWsan Fsm s klnWsav Ah tIdnnpv. ssN\m\nv kpcnIsf CamsW hnhcw Ahdn bmXpa. ]s AsX{X am{Xw Xs hnPbn\v klmbnpw Fv Ahv kp\n ]dtm t_m[yambn. AhfpsS sNdpsn, kucysn, ]pcpjmcn Bknbpmm\p Ignhns\ n Ahv \ t_m[apmbncpp. AhfpsS AhbhfpsS Hmtcm Ne\hpw AXp emmnbm bncpp. Hcp ssIbn t{S _mekp sNbvXpsImv lknw hp. Ahs Ne\fn tImamfnapm bncpp. kp\n Nmb IqpIbmWv. A] tNmZnp. "ssN\m\n Fs FSppsav tXmpptm?' "lu av jpK?' "h kv]q, Xmvbp.' "\o FmWv tNmZnXv?' "\nXns\n. ssN\m\n F\nsmcp Nmkp Xcpsav tXmpptm?' kp\n \nhncpp. Nmb IpSnpsImv Abm ]dp. bphm Z ssdv tK t^m \nXn. \ns tmse Hcp s]Ipnsb t\mnbncnbmWv AbmfpsS ]pXnb Nn{Xn\p thn.' AhfpsS IpI hnSp. ssN\m\nbpsS Hmtcm Nn{Xhpw Hmtcm kw`hamWv . AXnsemn \mbnIbmbn Ahkcw Innbm ]ns ap s{]mUyqkam AhfpsS ]Sn Imh InSpw. "\apv t]mImw.' en^vn hv Ah kwkmcnn. Xmsg Fnbtm Hcp AZv`pXw Ahsf {]Xonp \npp. lknw slcmUp Imdpambn Xmdmbn \npIbmWv. Ah FtmgmWv ss]Pma amn bq\nt^man ISsXtm, AhfpsS Ipshnv FtmgmWv Xmgndn hsXtm Ah Adnn. AhfpsS AZv`pXw Itm kp\n ]dp. "CXv lkoans thsdmcp SmemWv. Ahs\ IqSpX AdnbpwtXmdpw Ahs hnhn[ apJ Xms\ a\nembntmfpw.' lknw sh bq\nt^man sh sXmnbpambn Imdns hmXn Xpdp]nSnv \npIbmWv. Ah Hcp hnZKvZ ss{Uhdmbncpp. Hcp slcmUn\p ]Icw Ah HmSntnbncpXv Hcp sdt\mtm, sagvknUntkm Bbncpsv Ahp tXmn. ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okns sKbvv Xpdsp. Hcp ]SpIq sInSw. Zhm kp\nens\ t\mn kemw shp. kp\n Ahsf t\mn, X\nnhnsSsbmw kzX{amb {]thi\apv Flcnp an. A]sb kw_ntStmfw AXp hfsc Bizmk{]Zambncpp. Xs hnPbw, kp\n, ssN\m\n bpsS F{XbSpmsWXns\ B{ibnpp Fhp tXmn. apmhn Im \nnbtm thsdmcp Zhm hv kemw hv Imdns hmXn Xpdp ]nSnp. kp\n epw A]bpw ]pdndn. kp\n AItbvp ISp. FhnsSbpw Abmp apn hmXnepI Xpdsp. NpasXmv Npahsc ImspI. NpacpIfn henb ImhmkpI. aqeIfn \kv{XoI

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fpsS temlinev]. anb CS\mgnI Ahkm\npnSv kp\n \np. hmXnent ]nfsImp knwle. CSphis ImSnapdnbn Ccnp kpcn kp\nens\ t\mn Nncnp. "KpUv tamWnMvv.' "KpUv tamWnMvv UmenMv. t]mImasm?' "s]mbvtmfq, ssN\m\n km_v Imncnpp.' kp\n Ahsf t\mn Indpn. ]ns hmXnent ]Xps cp XhW apn. GXm\pw skpIpn AIp\nsmcp iw tIp. Ian, FmbncnWw AXv. ImcWw kp\n AIp ISv Ahp thn hmXn Xpdp ]nSnp. A] AIp ISp. Ccp CS\mgnIbneqsSbp \Sw ImcWw AhfpsS IpI apdnbnse anb shfnhpambn ]gIm Xmakw thnhn. hnimeamb apdnbpsS adp `mKv C henb taibvp ]nnse dnthmhnMv sNbdn \nv XeapSn \c Hcp a\pjy FgptpXh Ip. Abm tai Npn hv AhfpsS ssI ]nSnp Ipepn. "A].' kp\n ]cnNbsSpn. "an \nXn ssN\m\n.' "ss\kv aonMv bp.' hopw HcnqSn AhfpsS ssI ]nSnp Ipepnb tijw Abm taip apnep aqp ItkeIfn \SphnetXv \on AhtfmSv Ccnm Bhiysp. ssN\m\n Xncnv taibvp ]nn C cmPIobamb dnthmhnMv sNbdn Ccpp. "IpSnm FmWv thXv? So, tIm^n, Hm F\nXnMv tImUv?' "XWpsXsnepw aXn.' Ah ]dp. "hms_uv bp.' ssN\m\n kp\nent\mSv tNmZnp. "F\npw AXp aXn.' ssN\m\n CtImans _ Aan. C tImans ]m\en Nphp shfnw. "IpSnms\snepw XWpXv sImphcq.' A] ssN\m\nsb ]TnpIbmbncpp. \c XeapSn. sNhnp apnep sskUv t_ Inbn epv. AXpw apgph \cXmWv. Xnfp IpI AXns DSas _pnin ImWnp. AbmfpsS t\mw hfsc arZphmbncpp. Xpfp Ibdp t\man. acymZtbmSp IqSnb s]cpamw. Ctlw Hcp kv{Xo eS\msWv tXmpItb C. ]{X {]Ncnnp tKmnpIfn HmbncnWw AXv. hfsc IqSpX acymZmc BhpXnepw X\nv Ahkc InpI ssN\m\nv Fsnepw Zuey fpsnembncnpw Fh Hmp. kn\namtemIs Nne bmYmytfmSv s]mcpsSm A] kzw a\ns\ Hcpnbncpp. AdNnd kuP\y, hnphogvNI. CsXmw kn\nam temIv Fphm\pw AhnsS ]nSnp \nm\pw BhiyamsWh a\nemnbncpp. ]{X amknI I sImSpp tKmnv tImf Ahsf Cu Imcyn hfsc klmbnncpp. "kn\nabn hcpXns\n \hw BtemNnnptm?' ssN\m\n tNmZnp. Dsv Ah Xebmn. "kn\na FXv HcZv`pXtemIamWv.' ssN\m\n XpSp. "AXntebvv ISphcnI Ffpa. ISp hXpsImp am{Xambn. DbphcnIbpw thWw. AXn\v hfscb[nIw A[zm\w BhiyamWv. hfscb[nIw XymKw klnWw. ac_pntm Albvtm ChnsS m\an. Ahkm\w Fmh pw Ahch Alnp m\w Inpw. a thWw. Hcp ZnhkwsImv Hcp \mbnIsb Dmm ]n. t_mUdp ]knpkmcnbpw ukpw [cn Hcp s]Ipn s{Sbpambn AIp hv t{m C mpI AhcpsS apn hp. \ `wKnbp s]Ipnbmbncpp Ah. shfp \ndw. knp t]mes CfwsNn apSn ] \ndnep knv kvIm^v sImv adncnpp. "Cu Imcnbdn\v cp hifpv. Rm ]dbmw.' ssN\m\n XpSp. "No hiw CXmWv. \apv ]eXpw klntn hcpw. Hmtcm aqhnIfn Hmtcm \mbImcpsS ssIhebn {]XystS \mbnIbvv Nmcn{XipnbpsS CtasPmpw AhImisSm ]n. ]noSv hnhmlmtemN\ hcptm AsXms {]iv\amsbp hcpw. AsXmw \ Fns\ t\mpp FXns\ B{ibnncnpw. ]ns hfsc, hfscb[nIw Azm\ntn hcpw. cmhp]Ienm tPmen. cm{Xn ]paWnv Im jov InpIbm sWn Atm F\npdt kabamWv, ]nsp ]dbm Ignbn. CsXmcp Sow hmWv. AXn "Rm' "\o' F hmpIfn. "\' Fp am{Xw. ]nsbpXv t]cns {]iv\amWv. \ t]cp Inm km[yXbpv Cu Imcnbdn. adnpamhmw. t] sNfnpnsensbpw hcmw. ]etmgpw \ t]cns ]nn \ndsb sNfnbmbncnm\pw km[yXbpv.' "C\n \ hiw. [mcmfw ]Wapmmw. \ _vfmhpI hnesSpmw. t^mdn ImdpI hmmw. hfsc BVw_cap Hcp PohnXw \bnmw. Hcp ]psImw tPmensbSpm \mep Xeapdbvv Ignbm\p ]Wapmmw. \n _pn]qw ]Ww Cshv sNWsap am{Xw.' ssN\m\n \nhncpp. taita\nv ]gmdns msSpv t{mhnqSn henp IpSnm XpSn, Hw AhtcmSpw IpSnm BwKyw ImWnp.

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A] msSpv IpSnm XpSn. tImIvsSbn PyqkmWv. Ah ssN\m\n ]dXns\n BtemNnpIbmbncpp. ^nenw Imcnbdns\n C{Xbpw hyambn hfsc Ipdp hmpIfn Abm ]dXv Ahsf AZv`pXsSpn. AhfpsS a\nepmbncp Nn{Xn\v Abm angnhp Iqnsbt bpq. CsXmw Ahv AdnbmhpXmWv. CXns\mw XmdmbnmWv Ah hXv. C\n BtemNn ms\mpan. CXns\mw ]pdsa ssN\m\n ]dnnm Hcp Imcyw IqSnbpv. AXv IWp IqepI fmWv. Ghpw apIfntebvsm\p GWnSnIfpsS IWpIqepI. AXv ]ngmXncpm aXn. Ah hophnNmcaphfmbncpp. Cusbmcp Ahkcn\pthn Ah Hcp sImw Bkq{XWw sNbvXXmWv. ssN\m\n kp\n atlm{Xbpambn kwkmcw XpSn. ]pXnb Nn{Xns Nn{XoIcWsnbmWv. skpmp Hcp tIm{SmsdnbmWv ssN\m\n ]dncpXv. tIpns anencps nepw A] AhcpsS kw`mjWw {inpIbmbncpp. In \inm\p Hcp sImmcns tamv Dmp tIm{Sm ssN\m\nsb I_fnnXmWv hnjbw. "Abmv {]mcmfpmhpw. AXmbncnWw Abm ]WhpwsImv t]mbXv.' ssN\m\n ]dp. "Abm FhnsSbmsWs\ndnbmw. F\np thWsan Abmsf ]nSnmw, t]meokntenmw, ImcWw Rm sImSp AXns tcJI Dv Fs In. AXpasn F\nbmsf \innmw. ]t AXpsImv Fp Imcyw. Hcp a\pjys\ \innm Ffpw Ignbpw. Abmsf Abmfmm Fp ]mSps]SWw? Cu Nn{Xn\v Fs Hcp Znhks IeIvj Dmbnsp am{Xw IcpXnbm aXn. Cu AXn\mbnca Fs hnjannpXv. Fs kabw. Hcp amkw \ambn. AsX\nv XncnpInn. Abm hnUvVnw ImnbXmWv. Hcp ens tIm{SmmWv. AXn Rm IWmnbnStmfw apXv AbmfpsS em`amWv. AXpsImv kwXr]vXnbStbXmWbm. Ctm Int Hcp Is\ tmse Hfnp\Stn hcpp. Rm\ntmgpw hnizknpp, Abmssnepw {]iv\fpmhpw ]mhw. A]bpsS a\n ssN\m\nsbnbp aXnv IqSnqSn hcnIbmbncpp. shdpw Hcp acymZmc am{Xa Abm. DZmc a\kvI\pamWv. ]{Xm Ctlsn ]dbpsXmw ip Akw_amWv. ssN\m\n A]bpsS t\sc Xncnp. "Atm AXmWv Rm ]dXv. tPmentbmSv BmX ]pem\pw, ap ]eXpw klnm\pw Xmdpsn \nv tPmensbSpmw. XpSn hcpam\sn A[nIw BtemNncpXv. Rm amkw cmbncw hoXw ifw Xcmw. CsXmcp Aehkmbn IWmnbm aXn. \ tjm_nkn\ nemWv. AXpsImv \mw aphcn\nv hyXyambn PohnWw, hyXyambn hkv{X[mcWw sNWw. a\nemtbm. kXamsWn tZhnt\mSv kv{Io sSsSpm ]dbmw.' "Rm sdUnbmWv.' a\nep BmZn IgnhXpw ]pdp ImWmXncnm ]WnspsImm Wv A] AXp ]dXv. ]d DSs\ AXp ]dtbnbncpnm Fp tXmn. BtemNnp ]dbm satm atm ]dbmambncpp. Xs XnSpw ssN\m\n a\nemntbm Bthm? "KpUv' ]Xps ]dpsImv ssN\m\n Fgptp. kp\nepw Fgptp. A] Fgptp kmcn t\scbmn. ssN\m\n tai Npnhv hmXn Xpdp ]nSnp. A]bpsS ssI]nSnp Ipepn Ipdp Ip\npsImv ]dp. "B Z s_v.' kp\nen\pw AXpt]mse ssIsImSpp. Ah ]pdp IStm hmXn ]Xps ASp. hopw arZphmb ]chXm\nI hncn CS\mgnIIfneqsS ]pdtbvp \Sptm Ah hnNmcnp. Fsmcp \ a\pjy!

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Hmtcm AWphnepw ssN\m\n Hcp am\y\mbncpp. AbmfpsS s]cpamhpw {]hnIfpw IpahbmWv. hfscb[nIw an\pshbmWv. Ghpw Xmgv tPmenmtcmSpIqSn Abm \n Ft ]dbmdpp. B]v Fp am{Xw. "Xq', Asn "Xpw' F hmpI ssN\m\nbpsS \nLphnen. AXpt]mse Ghpw \nIramb Hcp Imcyw sNpIbmsWntmepw AXp hfsc absSpntbm, Asn XnIpw BIkvanIamb Hmntbm BWv sNpI. X\nnXn bmsXmcp ]pans an. Ap sIms ]cnNbwsImv kp\bv v AXdnbmambncpp. AXp sImv Ah ssN\m\ntbmSv AtXan am\yambn s]cpamdn. A{X am\yam \nanj ]nSptm AXv Xm\pw ssN\m\nbpa, thsd cpt]cmsWh kev]n p. Ap sImn\pn ]p kq aqhnbpsS \mbnIbmbn Ah. Fmw ssN\m\n ^nenwkns _m\dneph. ap s{]mUyqkamcpsS Hm^dpI Ah Imn ]dn. ssN\m\n sImSpp {]Xn^ew sImSpphm asmcp s{]mUyqkpw Ignbn. AXmbncpp ssN\m\nbpsS hnPbclkyw. Hcmsf tPmenp hbv ptm Abmv asmcnSpw Inm km[yXbnm henb ifw sImSppI ImcWw Fm XpdIfnepw Ghpw sshZKvZyap BfpIsf ssN\m\np Inn. Ghpw \ kwhn[mbI, Ghpw \ \So\Sm, Fhpw \ Imadmam. ap I\nIfn\nv SmepI ssN\m\nbntebvv HgpIn. ap s{]mUyqkamcpsS \w ssN\m\nbpsS

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t\ambncpp. CsXmw kp\bvdnbmw. AXpsImpXs Ghpw A[nIw {]Xn^ew Inp \Sn F Kps nepw, ssN\m\nbpsS ASpv Ah hfsc acymZmcnbmbn. ]cnXnXnI s]sv amdntbmsav Ahdnbmw. cmhnse {UnMv tS_vfnse \oemSnbn t\mptm Ahp a\nemhppv, Ap sImw apv kn\nabn ISptmgpmbncp tZla Ctm. IqSpX amwkfambncnpp. bphXzw tXmnp tZlns BImchSnhns\ ]pXpXmbn Xmakw XpSnb AanX`mcw `ojWnsSp npSnbncnpp. Xs aqhnI hm BfpI Ctmgpw lmfn Ccp Ibdpp. ssN\m\nbpsS JP\mhn \mWy InepInse hogpp. AsXmw icn. C\n F{X Imew X\nv ]nSnp\nm ]pw. t]mcmXn\v cmhnse t^mWn Innb hmbpw Xosc kpJapXmbncpn. ssN\m\n Hcp ]pXnb s]Ipnsb \nbannpv. CmWv kv{Io sSv. ssN\m\nbpsS Dtiyw ]pXnb s{]mUIvj\n CSm\msWv Ahdnbmw. AXns tPmen \Sp sImncnpp. B hnNmcw hfsc AkzmyP\IamWv. anmd aqhnIfnepw X\nv angnhp tdmfp I Xv Xs DbnmpItb ssN\m\n sNbvXnpp. ]t Ahbnsemw ap \mbnIam ncw cmw Xcw, Asn HmwXcw Xs ]Sfne`n\bnp \mbnIamcmWv. ]t Cu s]Ipn ssN\m\nbpsSXs Ip]nSpamWv. AXpsImv kqnWw. t^m inp. "ltm...' "kp\bt?' ssN\m\nbpsS iw. "AtX \nXnPn.' "Ctm pUntbmhntebvp hcm ]ptam? hcm kuIcyamsWn Rm AcaWnqdn\pn Im sImSpbmw.' ssN\m\n Ftmgpw Ans\bmWv. kuIcysan Hv hcmtam. A{Xam{Xw. Hcp \nhpw ImWn n. A[nImcns kzcan. ]t ssN\m\nbpsS Hmtcm hmpIfpw am\nsp. Hcp Bt]mse. "th \nXnPn Rm Fs Imdn hpsImmw.' "icn Xmvkv.' pUntbmhn ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okv {][m\ sInSn Hmw \nebnembncpp. Xs Nmc\ndn ep sdt\mv Im kp\ t]mn \nn. bq\nt^man hmvam hv hmXn Xpdp. Ah lm v _mKpsaSpv ]pdndn. hmvam Imdnbdn Im mmn ]mnMv temntebvp sImpt]mbn. Xpdp]nSn hmXneneqsS kp\ AIs XWpntebvp ISp. Nhpnbm ]XpntmIp ]chXm\nI Hmw \nebn en^vn\p apn\np XpSpp. dnk]vj\nsenbtm Cfw ] kmcn bpSp dnk]vj\nv Fgptp \np. "\akvsX kp\mPn. ssN\m\n km_v Imncnppv.' "\akvsX.' kp\ \nmsX \Sp\on. sImp]WnIfp hmXnen Ah ]Xps apn. "Ian.' hmXn Xpdtm ssN\m\n tai Npn hv AhfpsS ssI]nSnp Ipepn, Itke \on AhtfmSv Ccnm ]d tijw Xncnv taibvp ]nn Itkebn Ccpp. apdn XmcXtay\ Ccpnmbncpp. Hpcp sImp kvt]mSvssepIfmsX ap hnfpIsfmpw sImfpnbnpmbncpn. ]pdtbvp P\emIs IsImv adnpapv. ssN\m\n hfsc sXfn shfnw Csncpn. XovWambsXmpw Atlw Csn. kwKoXw t]mepw Atlw BkzZnncpXv hfsc Xmgv inembncpp. apdnbnencpv Ipdp Ignmte kwKoXapsv a\nemhpI Xsbpq. Hcn a\nembn AXp \psS a\n\v Hcp Xmfw sImSppIgnm AXp hfsc B\{]ZamWv. ocntbmhns adph kv]odpIfnqSn tIpXv Hcp C{psaemWv. hbentbpw sNtmhnsbpw iw {inp sImv kp\ tNmZnp. "sldn amko\n?' "ssdv sKv.' ssN\m\n NncnpsImv ]dp. Dulw icnbmbXn\v Hcp ]qsv.' "Hcp DulwIqSn ]dbmw. Ctm t sNpXv tUm jnhmtKmhnse Xow ayqknmWv. kwth ssa ehv.' "bp B s{Kbvv.' sN\m\n AZv`pXtmsS Ahsf t\mn. Abm Fgptv CSp hiph tjmtIknse ]qspIfn \sXmscw sXcsSpv kp\bvp sImSpp. "tdmkmq.' hmk\npsImv kp\ ]dp. "Xmvbp \nXnPn, F{X `wKnbp ]q.' "shw.' "]pXnb s{]mUIvjs tPmen GXp hscbmbn?' ssN\m\n Nmcnbncpp dnthmhnMvv sNb ]Xps Bnsmv ]dp. "HcpsIp ISemn\pn Hcp henb IY, A{X am{Xw.' taita HccpIn h ISemp sIv Abm Nqnmn. "hfsctbsd IYm]m{X, hfsc _rlmb IY, Iq sknpI thWw. CXns

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HsqSn hne Hcp tImSnbne[nIw. FhnsS\nmWv Rm C{Xbpw ]Ww DmtXv? Rm A{X ]Wmcs\mpa.' "lu kmUv.' kp\ NncnpsImv ]dp. "`mKyn\v Hcp \mbnItb Dq. aqv \mbImcpw.' a\v {]pamIpXv kp\ Adnp. Hcp \mbnItb Dq. s]sv Ahv Bhnizmkw \inXpt]mse tXmn. Hcp km[mcWmcnsb s]sv Hcp Znhkw \mbnIbmm\p sSIv\nIv ssN\m\nbpsSbpw AbmfpsS s]v Ubd hnt\mZv Nm\nbpsSbpw ssInepv. ]pXpXmbn h s]Ipn X\nsmcp `ojWnbmWv Ftmtm Ah s]sv Xfp. "FmWv IpSnpXv?' "\nXnPn ]dm aXn.' "ss{Uamn\nbmbmtem?' "icn.' Abm apdnbpsS aqebn {]XnjvTn _mdntebvp \Sp. cp mpIfn Pn ]Ip, GXm\pw Xpn shtamv Hgnp. mns hn Hcp \mc hn sNnbXv tImphv sImphp. _mdn tImIvsSbnepI IqpXv ssN\m\n Csp. Xms\mcp _mam BthXmbncpsv Abm ]dbmdpv. kp\ \nbmbn BtemNnpIbmbncpp. Xs _pn D]tbmKnt Hcp k`w hptNncn pp. ssN\m\nbpsS a\n FmsWdnbn. GsXnepw tPmenm AbmfpsS A{]oXnbvp ]m{Xambm Abmsf Xm hfsc \ho\amb amfmWv ssN\m\n kzoIcnmdv. HpIn B DtZymK \v tPmen \ntbmKnpXv Hcp Znhkw \npw. tPmensbmw AbmfpsS IogptZymKmp t\cnp sImSppw. B DtZymK tPmenbnmsX AbmfpsS henb Im_n\n shdpsXbncnpw. ]Xps ]Xps AbmfpsS Hmtcm kuIcy A{]XyamIpw. Im_n\nse sj^pI, Aeamd, ^bepI. HSpw Abmfpw taibpw ItkeIfpw am{XamIpw. hcp kiIscsbmw kzoIcnpI Xmgv DtZymKmtcm, Asn AXn\mbn \nban thsd hhcpw BIpw. Ahkm\ambn t]mIpXv Fb IojWdmWv. ^m\nm apdnbn Abm Ipdp Imew IqSn A]am\hpw hnbpw klnv Xqnbn cnpw. ifw am{Xw \nn. Ans\bncns Hcp {]`mXn Abm Hm^okn hchp \npw. A{Xbpw {Iqcam thsdmcp amhpapv ssN\m\nv. Hcp DZymK AbmfpsS In Nobm bm AbmfpsS t^bsh ]mnsb t]cn Hcp ]mn Hcppw. Kw`oc ]mn. AXn hv B DtZymK thsd \ tPmen Inn t]mIpXn X\np ktmjsnbpw C{Xbpw \ HcptZymK \sSpXn X\np tJZsnbpw ssN\m\n {]kwKnpw. ]mhw B DZymK\p am{Xta Nnetm kXymh Adnbq. am\ambn HgnhmhWsan hmb XpdmXncnpIbpw thWw. Xsbpw Ans\ BNmc]qw \mbnI m\p \nv Hgnhmm\p {iaamtWm? ssN\m\n mv Dbnmn. "Notbgvkv.' ssN\m\n taibpsS henpXpdv GXm\pw t^mtm{Km^pI FSpv kp\bpsS apntebvnp sImv ]dp. "Fns\bpsp ]dbq.' Im_n\v sskknep Nn{X. Atm Uhev sNbvXntbppshp tXmpp. Ah hndp ssI sImv AhsbSpp t\mn. Hcp kpcnbmb s]IpnbpsS hnhn[ t]mkpIfnep t^mtmI. kp\ tNmZytmsS ssN\m\nsb t\mn. "CXmsWs ]pXnb dn{Iqv. A].' Atm CXmWs X\nv `ojWnbmbn h _yqn Izo. Ah mn \nv Hcp henb Ihn IpSnp hopw B t^mtmI t\mn. apJv Akzmytam Bitbm \ngenp ImWmXncnm Ah {]tXyIw {inp. ssN\m\nbpsS IpI AhfpsS apJmsWdnbmw. Bhp{X ss[cyw kw`cnv apJapbnsmv Ah ]dp. "\ Ipn.' Ah hopw msSpv Hcp Ihn IpSnp, ]ns mv ssIhnSm aSnpsImv ssIn s hp. "Fmw Ahv F{Xtmfw A`n\bnm IgnbpsaXns\ B{ibnpw. kucyw ]IpXn am{Xta BIppp, _mn ]IpXn IgnhmWv.' "Cu Ipnbvv ]pXnb s{]mU\n Ahkcw sImSppptm?'Xs in Aev]w hndbep mtbm? "sImSptWm?' ssN\m\n adptNmZyw tNmZnbmWv.

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hn Fnbtm Abm ]cnNbsSpn. "CXmWv A]. ssN\m\n ]pXpXmbn FSp IpnbmWv. Hcp]t ASp Nn{Xnse \mbnIbm hm\pw aXn. \ Hcp sSsSpp.' Abm Indpnmn. AXn Zpcptiysampan. shdpw kulmw am{Xw. Ahsf klmbn m\p Dmlhpw. AXv A]p a\nembn. "CXv tZth{ `Nmcy. ssN\m\nbpsS t^hdnv t_mbv. Hcp ]t CybnseXs Ghpw henb Imadmam. ]mcokn Hcp C\mj\ AhmsUmw Innbnpv.' "hcq.' tZhv Ahsf pUntbmhntebvp \bnp. AbmfpsS s]cpamw hfsc ]XapXmbncpp. kvt\lhpw am\yXbpapXmbncpp. A[nIw DbcanmsX saen Hcp a\pjy\mbncpp tZhv. Hcp s{^vXmSn AbmfpsS apJn\p \ofwIqn. "F{X kabw FSppw?' "GItZiw Hcp aWnq.' tZhv ]dp. "Rms\mv Npn hcmw. Ipdv AXymhiyImcy. A]m, sF hn ]nIvbp A]v Av Szv.' "HmsI, Xmvkv.' Ah Xebmn. kp\n hmXn ISv t]mbn. AhtfmSv hnhn[ t]mkpIfn \nm ]dtijw tZhv Imadbvp ]nn t]mbn. hnfpI sXfnp. ImadbpsS nIv iw ^vfmjpI. tZhv CSbvp hv AhfpsS t]mkpIfn amw hcpn. hfsc hnIesav tXmp t]mkpI. AbmfpsS s]cpamw hfsc am\yambn cpp. A\mhiyambn Hcp kv]iw t]mepapmbn. AXymhiyw t]mkpI amptm Abm AhfpsS ssIIfn hfsc arZphmbn sXmSpI am{Xw sNbvXp. AbmfpsS IpI Ahsf Hcp IemhkvXpshtmse Bcm[\m`mhtmsS t\mn. Hcp]t Xm kn\namtemIsn tIsXmw sXmbncnmw. A] hnNmcnp. CXphsc ]cnNb shscmw hfsc acymZmXs. kp\n, ssN\m\n, tZhv. Bcpw Ahsf acymZbnmsX t\mpI t]mepw sNbvXnn. Hcp ]t X\nv acymZtbmSpw am\tmSpw IqSn kn\namtemIn ISpIqSm\pw tPmensbSpm\pw Igntpw. s]sv tZhv Imad \nn. taitaep kznpIfan ^vfUv ssepI sISpn. apdn NqSmbncpp. "C\n \apv _nIv\nbn Ipdp t^mtmI FSpWw.' tZhv ]dp Abm taihenn\nv Hcp mnIv knsbSpv Ahp sImSpp. hep hip Npacnse hmXnentebvp Nqnmn ]dp. "AXv {UnMvdqamWv. hnjaamhnsn Cu _nIv\nbntebvv amdn hcq.' A] kn Xpdp t\mn. AXnsemcp ]pXnb Sq]okv _nIv\nbpmbncpp. Ah aSnmsX s{UnMvd v qantebvp \Sp. {UnMv dqans hepw Ahsf AZv`pXsSpn. ]Sntbmfw \ofhpw A{XXs hoXnbpapmhpw. \nev ]chXm\n. AXnse Nn{Xw pUntbmhnse ]chXm\nbn \nv hyXyamWv. \new sXmv apIfn ^mkvkoenMv hsc hne]nSn ImSn. Idp mpIfmWv. ^mkv koenn \np hcp shfnw apdnsb AXn Zo]vXamnbncpp. ssN\m\n sNpXnsemw Hcp mpsv Ahp kXntn hp. Ah tSmns lppIfgnm XpSn. ImSnbn AhfpsS cq]w t\scbpw FXncmbpw \ncp InSpp. Hcp henb Aense {iotImhnentebvp \S t]mse AXv A\ambn \op InSpI bmWv. Ah hkv{X Hmtcmtmtcmmbn Agnp amn. Hcp Iw A\pjvTnp t]mse, kmh[m\ n, Agnp Ifbp ta\n`mKs \X kzbw BkzZnp sImv. s]sh Hmp. Xm \np apdn F{Xtmfw kzImcyamWv? Bsnepw ImSnbneqsS ImWm Ignbptam? Cmbncnmw, Dmbncnmw. Ah s]sv _nIv\nsbSppSpp. _nIv\n hfsc hoXn IpdXmbncpp. ]t Ah Iqknbn. nse kznnMvv ]qfn _nIv\n [cnv Ah \omdpv. AXp ]t h]okv _nIv\nbmWv AhfpsS ap`mKw apgph\pw ]n`mKw apmepw adbvmdpv. Ctm CncnpXv icnpw sNdpXp XsbmWv. AhfpsS amdnSw Akm[mcW hepw tXmnp. ImSnbn Ah hfsc skIvknbmbn tXmn. \Xv. F{Xtmfw skIvknbmhppthm A{Xbpw kn\nabn ISp IqSm\p Ahkchpw IqSnhcpp. Ah ]pdpISp. tZhv taita Nmcn\nv knKcv henpIbmWv. Fb Ioj sNbvX pUntbmhn knKcns aWw Nqgvp\np. Abm PokmWv CncnpsXv Ah Atmsg {inpq. JZdns Hcp Ipbpw. A]sb Itm Abm knKcv IpnsSpn. ^vfUv ssepI In. Iymad t^mkv sNbvXp. hopw t]mkpI. ssII Dbp. AsX Ans\, ImepI aSn, Aev]w Ipnv........ tZhv bm{nIambn ]dp sImncpp. AbmfpsS apJw \nnImcambncpp. AXhsf AZv`pXsSpn. Xs tZlns \`mK Abmfn bmsXmcp hnImchpw DWpnsXv BizmkP\Ihpw AtX kabw \ncmimhlhpambncpp. Ctm Abm Hcp aqhn Imadbn AhfpsS Ne\ ]IpIbmbncpp. s]sbm \nn.

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Imad amn hv Abm Ahsf t\mn. Ah Fgptp\np, tNmZy]qw Abmsf t\mn. "\nfpsS apJp\nv Nncn Xosc amp t]mbncnpp.' Xs apJp Ipdpt\cambn ]Sph \ockhpw sSj\pw Ah AtmgmWv a\nempXv. Ah Nncnp. tZhv Hcp knKcv sImfpn. "Rms\mcp ]cat_md\mWt?' Abm tNmZnp. Ahv Ipt_m[w tXmn. "AX....' Ah am]WtmsS ]dp. "Rm s]sv FntebvpXs Xncnp t]mbn.' "Han Pm\o.' F\ndnbmw. tZhv ]dp. "\psS Dnse sshcpyfntebvv Hcp Xobm{X, As? Rm\pw sNmdpXv. PohnXw Hcp henb {]iv\w XsbmWt? A]mPn BtemNnpsXmWv Fs\ndnbmw. sSns ^espdnv. AXp Ignm kn\nabn Hcp \ tdm InpXns\ pdnv. BZys aqhn lnmhpXns\n, ]cmPb`oXn. CsXmw `bmiI DmpXmWv.' A] Hpw ]dn. FmWv ]dbm\pXv? tZhnt\mSv IpdpIqSn kvt\l]qw s]cpamdmambn cpp. Cwojn\p ]Icw _wKmfnbn kwkmcnmambncpp. Ftm, AbmfpsS \nnImcX AhfpsS a\ns\ _m[npIbmWv DmbXv. Abm Xs kucyw BZcthmsS t\mnbncpsn Cu \nnImcX Dmhnmbncpp. Abm ImatmsS, Aev]w Aoeamsbnepw Xs t\mnbncps n t]mepw Xm {]iwknsSpambncpp. Ctm X\npmbXv XnckvImcns Nphbmbncpp shv Ah a\nemn. ]t AbmfXv Dtinnnsp hyw. "Bhiyap{X tjmpI Innbnpv \apv \nmw. FmWv IpSnm thXv?' tZhv tNmZnp. "F\nv XWpsXsnepw aXn.' "icn Rm HmU sNmw. A]mPn {Up sNbvXp sImq.' Ah {UnMvdqantebvp \Sp. hmXnens ]nSnbn ssI hp Xncnp \np. "Fs A]mPnsbsmpw hnfnt.' Abm Nncnp. AhfpsS apJs \ockw Atmgpw t]mbnnsv {UnMv dqanse ImSn t\mnbtmgmWv Ah p a\nembXv. Ah ImSn t\mn Nncnm {ianp. Nncnm\p {iaw C\n asmchkcnemImw. Ah Kuchap apJtmsS kzbw ]dp. Ah _nIv\n Agnpamn. Xncnp ]pdp IStm tZhv A{]Xy\mbncpp. Ah Hcp Nqc Itkebnencpp. hmXn Xpdv knIv kmcnbpSp Hcp s]Ipn t{Sbn Xvkv sImphp. Ah mpIfn Hgnv Hcp mv A]bvp sImSp tijw as mv t{StbmSp IqSn taita hp.. "tZhv km_ns mv ChnsS hnpv.' Xvkns IpnIfpambn B s]Ipn t]mbn. hmXneSp. A] BtemNnp. ] knp kmcnbpw ukpw Xebn knv kvIm^pw ssN\m\nbpsS tPmenmcnIfpsS bq\nt^mw BWv. mnse t{m FSppIfv t\cnv IpSnp sImncns tZhv {]Xysp. Abm AhsXnsc bp Nqc Itkebn hncpp msSpv samn Xncnphp, Hcp knKcsSpv sImfpn. "Aev]w anmsan nkns {]npI ImWmw.' tZhv ]dp. "kp\n ]{n\p hcmsat ]dncnpXv?' "AsX'. ]ns UbtemsKmpan. Ah XWp ]m\obw IpSnp sImncns Abm knKcp henp ]pI hnp. s]sbm knKcnse Nmcw ]IpXn IpSnph mn\p apIfntebvp sImpt]mIpXv Ah Ipdsmcp ]cn{`atmsS t\mn \np. AhfpsS t\mw ItmgmWv Abmfpw {inXv. ]t Atmtgbvv sshInbncpp. knKcns Nmcw mn hoWp. "Hm! Abmw tkmdn. Rm Ipdv A{i\mbn.' Nmcw mn\Snbn hoWpInSpXh t\mn. AXnt IpanfI I\p IqSpp. "Rm\ntm hcmw...' tZhv Hcp hip hmXn ISv AIpt]mbn. AIv Nph shfn apmbncpp. tZhv hmXneSp. A] taita NnXndnSp ^nenw amKkn\pI HmtcmsSpv hmbnp XpSn. kabw IptdbmbnpmIpw. tZhv hmXn Xpdnp. Abm Hcp shfp s{Sbn\nv shanphogp Nn{X Hcp NcSn XqnbnSpXv ]IpXn Xpd hmXneneqsS Ah Ip. Abm apdnbn ssenv Ahsf hnfnp. hnhn[ t]mkpIfnep Nn{X hfsc sXfnatbmsS Im_n\v sskkn hepXmn FSpncn pp. \nch[n Nn{X. Xm hfsc Aiq\ysap IcpXnbncp ]e t]mkpIfpw hfsc angnhpXmbn hncnpp. "\n csp, \n t^mtmsP\nmWv.' tZhv ]dp. "C\n Hpw t]Snm\n.' hmXn Hcp sNdnb apv. hmXn Xpdv kp\n atlm{X AIp ISp. "tZhv, Fns\bpv A]bpsS Nn{X?"

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"AXnKw`ocw.' tZhv ]dp. Abm Atmgpw _mn t^mtmI XqnbnSp Xncnembncpp. kp\n ASpp hv Nn{X t\mn. "dnben FIvke v.' kp\n A`n{]mbsp. "A]m bphm sslUv. Rm Ctms `mh\ bn ImWpp, \ns Nn{Xw shnncbn \ndp \npXv. bp hn_n F t{Kbvv lnv Hm Z _nKv kv{Io.' A] AXpXsbmbncpp `mh\bn IncpXv. \mbIs amdn Xe Nmbvv hnImcmthi tmsS Ip ]mXnbSv \np \mbnI. kp\n CtImsaSpv _\pI Aan. "ssN\m\nkm_v {^obmtWm Fp t\mmtam?' "_nknbmtWm? icn UmenMvv. ]ns \o ]d Imcyw Fs a\nepv. Rm At\zjnpsImncn pp. \o Dtin \ndw Inm\mWv hnjaw.... t\m t\m, \n\p thn AXpw AXnepdhpw Rm sNnt UmenMv...' kp\n CtImans dnkoh Xmsg shp. "FmWv tawkm_n\v thXv?' tZhv tNmZnp. ""tawkm_n\v thXv Hcp kvIm^mWv. knIv kvIm^v. AXns \ndw aghnnqSnbnmXmWv. Hcp kmv ]okpw sImv Rm \SpIbmWv.' "\nXns ]n.F. BWv.' kp\n A]tbmSp ]dp. "F ss\kv tK.' Im ]mp sNbvXnStbvv shbn hncpp. ZnWmb\amWv. A] a\n IcpXn. ]{c aWnbmbnpw kpcycivanI sNcnmWv hoWncp Xv. ChnsS t_mws_bn C{Xtb hcq. Ibn C\nbpw \ofp \ngepI lnamebkm\pfn \nv XWpv sImphcpp. \pbvpw shbnen\v NqSpmhn. XWppImew. Ah KrlmXpctbmsS Hmp.

apn NnXdnnSp t^mtmI HcnqSn kp\ t\mn. ]pXnb s]IpnbpsS icocw hSnshmXmbncpp. _nIv\nbnep Nn{X AXv hnfnp]dp. Xs tZltm sasXmWv B Cfw icocsav Ah Ip. Xs amdnSw IptdqSn I\XmWv. ]t tZls ap `mKfpw A\p]mXw sXn hepXmbncnpp. tbmKmk\pw av IkpIpw B hfsb sNdpp \nm Bhpn. s]IpnbpsS apJhpw sjdq_nIv Fp ]dbp Xcn \njvIfamWv. Hcp \mbnIbvv AXymhiyw th KpWw. ssN\m\n X\nv Hcp `ojWn ImWnpXcnIbmtWm? Xs hne Ipdbvm thn? Xs kmh[m\ n XakvIcnpsav XtXmb coXnbn ssN\m\n AdnbnpIbmtWm? ssN\m\n Xs ]nn hp \nXv Ah Adnn. AXpsImv Abm Npaen ssIhtm Ah sRn. "\o FmWv sRnbXv?' ssN\m\n tNmZn p. Ah Hpw ]dbmsX Npa IpeppI am{Xw sNbvXp. AhfpsS mv Hgnncpp. "Rm Ipdp kvtImv FSps?' Ah Xebmn. X\nXv BhiyamWv. Ctm {]tXyInpw. Pn Ahv Hcp Abhpw sImSpn. hnkvIn FSps F tNmZyn\p ]nnse Dtiyw Ahv hyambncpp. Ftmgpw Ans\bmWv. kp\bpsS Zueyw ssN\m\ndnbmw. Xs C{]Imcw Ahsf InWsan cp s]v hnkvIn sImSppIbmWv \sXv Abm a\nemnbncpp. hnkvIn Ignm\p AhfpsS Ignhv Abmsf AZv`pXsSpnbnpv. abnt\mSSp Hcp elcn kp\sb kp\bmXmpp. ]ns ssN\m\n F t_mv C, ]Icw X\nsmw \np Hcp ]mfn am{Xw. AbmfpsS Cm\n am{Xw {inv InS ]nSp sNdpmcn. Hgn mpIsfSpv ssN\m\n _mdntebvp \Sp. mpI amnhv sj^n \nv ]pXnbh FSpp. dmn \nv slbvKns ]pXnb Ipn Xpdv cp mpIfn Hgnp. {^nn \nv sFkv Iyq_pI FSpnp. "tkmU?' "sbkv okv, ^n Z mv.' Hm Z tdmv Xn IpS Icnm kp\sb Inn. [mcmfw tkmU tNv Asn shw tNp am{Xw. AXpw hfsc kmh[m\n, Hmtcm Cdnepw elcnbpsS BtcmlWkv]\ A\p`hn dnv. ssN\m\n Ans\b. tkmUbn, shdpw sFkvIyq_pI am{Xw. Ah kmh[m\n AenpmIp {ZhoIcWw am{Xw. AXn\pdsmcp ambw tN Atln\v Ca. "Notbgvkv.' "Notbgvkv.' Ah mpsaSpv ssN\m\nbpsS hn{iaapdnbntebvp ISp. hn{iaapdnbntebvp hmXn Xncndnbm ]m hn[amWv DmnbncnpXv. \nch[n Iam\fnsemv hmXnemWv. hmXn

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XpdSm AXp hopw Hcp Iam\w am{XamIpp. ssN\m\n Ccnp apdnbpsS hmXnen\p ]pdv Nphp shfnw In\npnStmfw Bpw {]thinm ]n. CsXmw kp\bvdnbmw. AXpsImv Ahv bmsXmcp hn[nep Bibpan, {]tXyInv AIs hn{iaapdnbntebvp ISm. ]t AhfpsS a\v {]pambncpp. hnimeamb apdnbn Hcp sNdnb kzw krnncn bmWv ssN\m\n. Ijvaocn \np hcpnb ]chXm\n \amb Im]mZsf Hcp t]matd\nbs sImp\mhpt]mse \pp. hne]nSn s]^yqans hmk\ Acon. \Sphnen Inen ]Xp]Xp InS. Nphcn Hcphiv apgph \new sXmSp I. ap NphcpIfn henb ImhmpIfn HdnPn\ s]bv npI. at apdnbnepmbncp kwKoXw Cu apdnbnepapmbncpp. Ipdpt\cambn Ah AXp {inncpn. Ah Hscm hmbbvv ]IpXn mpw IpSnp Xop. ssN\m\n Ahsf AZv`pXtmsS t\mpIbmbncpp. "Cv \n\sp ]o?' Ahv Dds IcbWsap tXmn. Hcp]t Xm IcpXpt]mse Hpambncnn Imcy. ssN\m\nbvv Xs Hgnhmm\p Dtiysampapmhn. ]t Ahv Hcpdv thWw. AXmIs ssN\m\nbn\nv hcppan. ssN\m\n Ans\bmWv s]ssmpw DcpIpIbn. Abm AhfpsS AcsneqsS ]nSnv ASpnp. "Cv \n\v Ftm ]nbnpv.' Ah hopw IpSnpIbmWv. mv Xocmdmbn. Ah Hcp henv mv Imenbmn Hcp Sot]mbnta hv ssN\m\nbpsS tXmfneqsS cp ssIpanp. Xm sNpXns Aiq\yX Hcp \nanjw Ahsf {Kknp. Xs GsXnepw Hcp kn\nabnse cwKamWsXh IcpXn. Ubd Iv ]dbp \nanjw Ah Imncpp. ^vfUv ssepIfn, Imadbn, ]nn Iv ]dbm Ubddpan. Ah Hbvv. Nppw XWppdbp GImX am{Xw. ssN\m\n Ahsf InSbvbntebvp \bnp.

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Ab\sfnsbmWv Ubd hnt\mZv Nm\nbpw ]dncpXv. Abm Imdn Ibdn CSp hi s tUm A]bvp Ibdm XpdpsImSpp. ]ns Im mmn sKbvp ISptm ]dp. "A] kqcys Ab\ {innptm? amk amdpXn\\p kcnv hgnamdn \Sp kqcys ]Yw?' ZnWmb\amWntm. Ftm adp h t]msebmWv kqcy.' A] hnt\mZns\ {inp. C{X bpw \mbn kwkmcnp Hcmsf \SmsSbmWh ImWpXv. hnt\mZv Hcp IhnbmthXmbncpp. Hcp]t Abm A{`n IhnX cNnpIbmbncnpw. kqcys KXnhyXymk Ah {inmdpv, {]tXyInpw Ibnembncptm. Ibn EXpt`Z hfsc {]ISambncpp. Hmtcm EXppw AXntXmb Kfpmbncpp, \ndfpmbncpp. ChnsS t_mws_bn Ans\sbmpan. hnt\mZns Hw \Sm Ah CsXpw AbmfpsS kwkmcw ImcWambncpp. Xm ssN\m\nbpsS tPmenbnemWv. ]t FmWv Xs tPmensbv AhnXphsc a\nembnn. ]pXnb ^nenans jqnMv FmWv XpSpIsbv Bpw Adnbn. kp\nen\p t]mepw. ]t Fmhcpw AXns\n XsbmWv kwkmcnpXv. am[ya kvIqpI FgpXnbpmpp. AXnse \mb Imscn, \mbnIbmcmsWXns\n. Hcp amkw app hsc \mbnI BcmbncnpsaXns\n kwibtabpmbncpn. kp\ Hcp kzoIcns bmYmyambncpp. ]t Cv ]{X A] bpsS t] IqSn Hw tNpp. Ahfpambn Chyq \Spp. Nnetm Ahp tXmmdpv Xs s]ssmcp Znhkw \mbnIbmm ssN\m\n XmsdSppIbmsWv. ]{Xfnep hmIfpw A`napJfpw Fmw Atlw ]Ww sNehmn sNnpXmsWv. Hcp Znhkw sImv Hcp \mbnIsb krnm Ignhp BfmWv \nXn ssN\m\n. "\apv Fsnepw Ignmtem?' hnt\mZv tNmZnp. "icn'. Ah ]dp. Ahp icnpw hnippmbncpp. jqnMv kabp apgph Ah Abmsf Imp\npIbmbncpp. kp\ Dmbncpn. kp\bpsS jqnMv \msfbmWv. Pplp _on. Fmbmepw t]mIWw. Ahcpambn Hcp t\cnS CXphsc Dmbnn. Zqsc\np ImWpw. Ah hfsc Xncp ]nSn \SnbmWv. t]mcmXn\v kp\, Xs Hgnhmm {ianbmsWv Ahp tXmpIbpw sNbvXncpp. ]{XfmWv DchmZnI. Xsbpw kp\bpsSbpw t]cpI tNv kvIqpmph. ssN\m\nbpsS ]pXnb s]Ipnsb ]Zhn AhcmWv X\np \InbXv. hnt\mZv Im \nn. env tdmUnse sdtmdn Xncp Ipdhmbncpp. sNo ISvepw Imnbpw HmU sNbvXv hnt\mZv Nmncpp. "Hcp Xncpan.' Abm ]dp. "F\no eanamhm ImcWaXmWv. Hcp s]Ipnsb sImp hcm ]nb ew.' "icnbmWv.' Ah ]dp. ]t Ah BtemNnpIbmbncpp. Hcp km[mcWmc\v ]t _nv sImSpWsan s]Ipnsb AhnsS hntnhcpw. Igpdp ew.

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"Rms\mv tNmZns?' tNmZnpsImq F an hnt\mZv Ccpp. Abm knKcv hennsXv BizmkIcambn tXmn Ahv. t^mtm{Km^dpsS Hw pUntbmhn Hcp aWnq sNehmnbXn\v Ah HcmgvN I sncpp. sXm thZ\bpw ]\nbpw. kp\n htmgpta knKcp henmdpq. "ssN\m\nbpsS ]pXnb s{]mUIvj\n F{X \mbnIamcpv?' "\mbnIamtcm? \nXn FtmSv ]pXnb s{]mUIvjs Imcyw Unkvv sNbvXntbn.' \pW. A] a\n IcpXn. hnt\mZnt\mSv kwkmcnmsX ssN\m\n kn\nabpambn _s Hcp Imcyhpw sNn. Cm Hcp InbmWv. Fsnepw Imcy Abmfn\nv InWsan Ipdzm\n Ww. "Atm ]{X FgpXnqptXm? FhnSpmWv Ahv Cu hnhc InpXv?' "]{Xv FsmsbmWv FgpXm hmXv?' icnbmWv. ]{X FgpXpsXms icnbmsWn kn\nam temIw ImIpm sImm HcnSam IWw. Ans\b FmWhfpsS CXphscbp A\p`hw. sNo ISvev \mbncpp. \ km[\v \ hnebpw sImSpWw. Ah IcpXn. ]t KpW tabpw hnebpambn Ahiyw th A\p]mXam Cu dtmdn. Imn IpSnp sImncns hnt\mZv tNmZnp. "B bp {^o Znkv hos v?' "Cu i\nbmgvNtbm?' "AsX......' "Av Fsnepw m sNbvXnptm Fdnbn. Dsns AXp ammw. Av hfsc ^vsfIvkn_v BWv.... Ft?' "\apv SmPn Undn\p t]mImw.' "SmPn?' s]shfpsS iw DbXv Ahsfs hnjannp. AXh {]XonX. kn\nam temIv AZv`pXsfmpanspw AXpsImv FpXs Imepw tImepw AZv`pXw \SncpsXpw Ah a\nemnbncpp. Hcp]t Xs inse DtP\w hnt\mZv a\nemnbncnWw. Abm ]dp. "AsX, SmPns.' "F\nsmv BtemNnWw.' Ah ]dp. "icn ]p skp Xncnpp.' hnt\mZv hmp t\mnsmv ]dp. Abm [cnncnpXv Hcp dmtUm hmmbncpp. "bp lmsh dmtUm Hm bph dnv.' hnt\mZv Nncnp. Abm FpIbmbncpp. "\mev, aqv, cv...' Ah NncnpsImv ]dp. "icn, kXnp.' "Rm \ns hon\nv GgpaWnv ]np sNmw.' Abm ssIpbn shbvsd hnfnpsImv ]dp. "sNIv....' Abm Hcp \qdns t\mv _nns Hw shpsImv Fgptp. "Io]v Z tNbvv.'

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ssN\m\nsb ImWWsa ktiw Innbtm A] ]cn{`anp. Atlw t\cnv hnfnpIb sNbvXXv. Atlns ]n.F. BWv hnfnXv. "ssN\m\n km_ns\ \msf cmhnse ImWWsap ]dp. IrXyw ]p aWnv.' Xs tPmenp \nbantijw BZyambmWv ssN\m\n hnfnpXv. Ah cpXhW Hm^okn t]msbnepw Atls ImWm ]nbn. ]pXnb s{]mUIvjs tPmen XpSnbm hnfnmsapw, AXpSs\s Dmhpsapw ]dp. AXn\nSbvv jqnMv \SpnSv t]mbn Hcp ]cnNbapmp hm\pw \ntiw Xp. Ans\bmWv Ubd hnt\mZns\ ]cnNbsSpXv. ]cnNbsSpnbXv kp\nXsbmbncpp. AXp \msbv Ah Hmp. Ctm jqnns {]iv\sfsm amsWv Ahdnbmw. Hchkcw Inptm hnjaanmsX XpSpIbpw sNmw. SmIvkn ss{UhtdmSv Imp\nm ]dv A] Hm^okntebvp \Sp. AhfpsS lrZbw hmsX anSnppmbncpp. ssN\m\nbpsS apdnbpsS hmXnens CSp hip Nnn apdnbn Atlns ]n.F. Ccnppmbncpp. Ipdp hbmbnpmIpsanepw kpcnbmWv Ah. \mev]Xv \m]p hbp {]mbambnpmhpw. ssN\m\nbpsS kzImcy PohnXns kqnpImcn bmsWmWv Ahscn ]dbmsdv kp\n kqNnnncpp. A]sb Itm Ah Fgptp. "A]mPo, Hcp an\nv Ccnp, Rm \nXn km_ns\ Adnbnmw.' FXnhin tkm^bn A] Ccpp. dnk]vjv\nv CtIman ssN\m\nbpambn kwkmcn pIbmWv. t^m hv Ah A]tbmSv ]dp. "A]mPn, \nXn km_v Imncnppv.'

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A] Fgptp ]pdp ISp, t\sc t]mbn ssN\m\nbpsS hmXnent apn. "Ian.' apdnbpsS hmXnens Dcp ]nSnbn Aap ssI hndbvppXh Adnp. ssN\m\n Fgptp hp Ahv ssIsImSpp, Ccnm\p Itke \onbnp. "Ccnq.' Ah Ccpv AhfpsS lm_mKv ASp Itkebn hp. "kn\nasbSppXns\n Hcp GItZicq]w Inntbm?' "Rm jqnn\v t]mImdpv. Cokv shcn CdnMvv.' "Rm Hcp Imcyw ]dbm\mWv hnfnXv. kn\nabn AXv hfsc {][m\amWv. \ns Imcnbdns\ kw_npXmWv . \n\v kn\namtemIv Dbsmcp m\amWv IntsXn AXv s]spmpIbmWv thXv. mv hnsY _nKv _mMvv. AXn\p Imcy Rm t\mppv. ]ns \o \mep kn\nam amknIIv Chyq sImSpXmbn Adnbpp. AXp th. Chyqhns Imcysf mw t\mm F\nsmcp ]nIv dntejkv Hm^ok Dv. aZ knv.' ssN\m\n CtImw Aan. "BkvIv aZ Sp aov an.' "sbt...' CtIman dnk]vj\nns ]Xn iw tIp. Cu Imcyn aZ \ns klmbnpw. Abm ]dbp dntmampam{Xw Chyq sImSpm aXn. kwkmcnt Imcyfpw aZ ]dpXcpw. Hcp Imcyw \o a\nemWw, CsXmw ]nknnbpsS `mKamWv. \o Fp ]dbpp, Fp sNpp FsXmw hfsc {][m\sXmWv. Hcp Xmcs DmnsbSppIbmWv. AXns `mKamWv CsXmw. hmXn apv. "Ian.' Hcp a[yhbkvI AIp ISp. Ah Hcp kZmdns\bmWv {]XonXv. XmSnbnmXpsImv Abm bp.]n.mc\mbncnpsah IcpXn. "tamWnMv \nXnPn.' "tamWnMvv aZ. Ccnp. CXv A]. ]pXnb \SnbmWv. \psS ]pXnb saKms{]mUIvj\ntebvv FSpXmWv. ]nknnbpsS Imcyw t\mWw. \mev kvIqpI hp Ignp. C\n kqnWw. ]cnNbanm IpnbmWv.' "sbt.' "ChtfmSv hnt\mZnt\msSmw \nv Imcy ]Tnphm Bhiysnpv. ]pXnb s{]mUIvjs hv XpSm Ipdp IqSn Xmakapsdnbmasm.' "icn k.' "icn, s]mbvtmfq.' aZ knv Fgptp t]mbn. "A]bvv ss{UhnMvv Adnbmtam?' ssN\m\n tNmZnp. "Adnbmw k.' "Rm Hcp ^nbmv Im GmSmmw. kzw Im hmmdmIphsc AXp]tbmKnmw. Chyqhn eqsSbpw kn\nabneqsSbpam FIvkvt]mj IgnbpXpw IpdpI. \n Hcp tNmk h BsW {]XoXnbpmWw. a\nemtbm.' "a\nembn.' "icn, s]mbvtmfp.' Xncnv SmIvknbn aSptm SmIvknmc ]dp. "ssN\m\n km_ns ]pXnb ]Sw hcppv. cp tImSnbmWs{X sNehv. aqp lotdmhpw. ssN\m\n km_ns ]Sw lnmhpw.' t\mntm. A] hnNmcnp. ]Sw ]pdndptm aqv \mbImcpsS Hw \mbnIbmbn A`n\bn pXv Hcp Znhkw \ns SmIvknbn kmm{Iqkn\nv hns ]mse Fbvv tdmUntebvv bm{X sNbvX A]sb s]Ipnbmbncnpw. Atm Abm Hmptam Bthm.

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ssN\m\ntbmSv kwkmcnmXs kp\ Xobmn. am[yafnse IYI hfsc hopapnp XmWv . A]am\IcamWv . HpIn Abm Imcyw hyamWw, Asn am[yafn th Xncpep I sImSpWw. Ah ssN\m\nbpsS t\cnp \ Ub sNbvXp. kp\bSw hfsc Ipdpt]cpsS Inte Cu \dpq. "\nXnPn, CXp Rm\mWv kp\.' "F\np a\nembn C{X a[pcamb iw thsd BmWpXv?'

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"Xmvkv t^m Z tImwnsa vkv. F\nsmp ImWWsapmbncpp.' "icnbmWv.' ssN\m\n ]dp. "\ Inv Ctm HcmgvN Ignp. Ign i\nbmgvNbt \o hXv. icnpw HcmgvN. ImtWXv Ftbpw BhiyamWv. Ctm hcq.' "XncnemtWm?' "kp\bvpthn amnhbvm ]m Xncv FmWpXv?' "\nsfs {]iwksImv izmkw apnpp.' "{]iwk am{Xw. _mnbp Imcy t\cn.' Cu a\pjy Ftm henb IfnbnemWv. t^m Xmsg hp sImv kp\ hnNmcnp. A`n\\fpw {]iwkbpw ]XnhmWv. ]t Cu \nebn ]XnhnmXmWv. Atm Fsnepw ImWpw. Ah ]pds Sm XpSn. dnk]vj\nv kp\sb Itm Fgptv, NncnpsImv ]dp. "ssN\m\n km_v kp\mPnsb Imncnpp.' "Xmvkv, cRvPn\n.' ssN\m\n km[mcWantem AXne[nItam XtmSv kvt\l]qw s]cpamdpp. hmXn IS DSs\ Itkebn \nv Fgptp hv ssN\m\n Ahsf AcsneqsS ]nSnSpnv Npw_np. Atln\v Npw_\ns Ahbn FWsan km[mcW \nebns cp s]snepw AIp sNWw. Atls hnkvInbpsS aWapmbncpn. "Fp ]o Cv?' kp\ ActmsS At\zjnp. "Cp Rm kp\sb AZv`pXsSpphm t]mIpp. F en _ntm^v kkvskv.' Itkebn Ccpp Igntm kp\ Xs ssIkn Xpdv GXm\pw t] InpI ]pds Spv ssN\m\nbvp \on. "CXns\pdnsms FmW`n{]mbw?' ssN\m\n B InpI hmn HtmSnp t\mn Ah AhfpsS apntebvpXs Cp. "{Smjv.' "Fphm...?' "Ah shdpw {SmjmsWpXs. ]pXpXmbn \nban Hcp s]Ipnb I\nbpsS t]mfnknIfpw mkpw \nbnpXv. ]{Xmv Ahsfsmv Fpw ]dbnmw.' "CXns\mcdpXn thWsav \nXnPnv tXmpns?' "Dv, DmhpIbpw sNpw. A]tbmSp ]dnpv, C\n apX ]{Xmv Chyq sImSpcp sXv. sImSppIbmsWns AXv aZ ]dbp dntmp am{Xw. Rm aZt\mSpw ]dnpv. Rm\nXv t\cs ]dtbXmbncpp. ]t Ah C{X s]sv CXns\ms t]mIpsav Dulnn. AhfpsS Dmlw ImcWamhmw, Asn ]{XmcpsS hKdmbnp hgnIfptm kvIqpIfpm m. AXmhmw.' "NnesXmw F\nv hfsc UmtaPnMv BWv.' "F\ndnbmw, sF Bw tkmdn Unb. \o FmWv IpSnpXv. Asn \apv en\v ]pdp t]mhmw. Rm Cv \n\p thn {^obmWv.' "icn.' "\apv Hmtcm _nb AImn ]pdndmw.' "HmsI.' ssN\m\n CtImans _ Aan. "cRvPn\n, cp _ob sImphcm ]dbq.' "icn, k.' Ap an\pn\pn Hcp s{Sbn cp _obdpw cp apw Hcp sbvn hdp Iiphnbpambn bq\nt^man s]Ipn Fn. _ob apIfn Hgnv AhcpsS apn hv Ah `hyXtbmsS apdn hnp. "Notbgvkv.....' "Notbgvkv.' _ob IpSnpsImncnt ]pXnb s{]mUIv j s Imcy ssN\m\n ]dpXpSn. Hcp amkn\Iw jqnMv XpSWw. hfsc henb skpI. \qtdmfw IYm]m{Xfpv. "Nnetm Rm BtemNnpw, Fn\mWv C{X henb Imhmkv sXcsSpp sXv.' ssN\m\n XpSp. "]t CXp ampw sNm IgnbmXmWv. Hcp \ntbmKamWv. Rm Xs sNWw.' _ob Igntm ssN\m\n ]dp. "hcq.' ssN\m\nbpsS kzImcy apdnbn hopw kp\bpsS `bmiI Cm Xmbn. ]t \qdp iXam\hpw CmXm p {]IrXmc\pa ssN\m\n. Hcp ]p iXam\w Abm hne t]ien\p thn, Npp]mSpI X\n\pIqeampXn\p thn amnhbvmdpv. ]t hfscmen\ptijw Ah Xs hgnv, X\nv thp hn[w ssN\m\nbpambp ssewKnI_w t\SnsbSpp. InSbn At\ym\yw Ichebn InSptm ssN\m\n ]dp.

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"kp\ hon t]mbn ]dsSp. ]{p aWnv Rm hv ]nv sNmw. \apv sjd\n ev. bp jpUv s{Uv Sp In.' sjd\p apn Imdn\nndn ssN\m\nbpsS ssIneqsS Xs ssI tImv \Sptm s]sv ^vfmjpI ann. \ndsb ImadI. ssN\m\n ssIhoin, kp\bpw. Atm AXn\mWs sImm\mbn hkv{Xw [cnWsap ]dXv. ssN\m\n CsXmw m sNbvXncnpp. Xmgs \nebnse dtmdn FnbtmgmWv ssN\m\nbpsS m\nns Kuchw icnpw a\nembXv. dtmdn Fmhcpw Fgptv ssISnv Ahsc kzoIcnp. ^v f mjpI annsmncpp. hoUntbm{Km^am Imadbpambn HmSpp. Hcp {]v tIm^dkmbncpp AXv . aZknv dntmamsc A`nkwt_m[\ sNbvXpsImv kwkmcnp. ]ns ssN\m\n kp\bpsS AcsneqsS ssInv ASp Nn{Xns {]Jym]\w \Sn. aqp \mbImcp Hcp saKmaqhnbn \mbnIbmbn kp\ A`n\bnpp. ssISnI, ^vfmjpI. ssN\m\n Ip\nv kp\bpsS Ihnfn Npw_np.

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"Av, Cs\nv Hcp Undpv.' A] ]dp. Xcp _m\Pnv A`n{]mbsampw Dmbncpn. Xs A`n{]mb{]Imca acpaI \SpsXv Abmdnbmw. Ahsf Xstmse Hcp NmtUv AumWw Fmbncpp Atlnm {Klw. AXnmbn Ahsf _ntImw tImgvkn\v tNp. ]t Ahsmcp Xmev]cyhpapmbncpn. A Ahsf shdn]nSnnp. Fns\sbnepw Hcp Un{KnsbSpv ]Tnw Ahkm\nnWsamWv Ahv. Afnb acntm A]bvv Xs Hw Xmaknv ]Tnmsav _m\Pn XsbmWv s]tfmSv ]dXv. Ctm AXp thnbncpnm Fmbncnpp. ]Ww AbpsImSpv I bns ]Tnnm aXnbmbncpp. ]{Xfn hcp dntmpIfn acpaI \ndp \npXv Atln A`nam\apmnbn. \ndsb NXnpgnIfp taJebmWv kn\na. ssZhw Ims. "FhnsSbmWv Un?' "sImfm_bnsehntStbm BWv. F\ndnbn. hnt\mZv sImp t]mIpw.' SmPv tlmense dmhqhn BsWp ]dbm Ah aSnp. Av At\zjnp hcnmbncnmw. Fnepw.... "Rm sshInbm At\zjnv CdpIsbmpw th sItm.' Ah ]dp. "hmsX sshInbm Rm Fs {^ns hon t]mImw.' "GXv {^v?' "sImfm_bn sUbvkn Xmaknppv.' "icn.' Ah apIq PmaysaSpXmWv. AYhm Ahp Xncnp hcm ]nbnsn..... hnt\mZv Bdp aWnpXs Fn. AbmfpsS t^mIvkv hmK hcpXh _mWnbn\np Xs Incpp. Ah ssI hoinmWnp. [rXnbn tImWnSnI NmSnbndn. "t_mws_sb kw_ntStmfw Rm CsSp Imcyw FmsWtm?' hnt\mZv ]dp. Ah _m{ tImkvthbneqsS t]mIpIbmbncpp. CSXphiv hoXn IqSnb I\m, adphiv I\m ISentebvp bm{XbmIpp. Zqsc IS Hcp Cw{]j\nv s]bnnMv t]mse ImWmw. "ISens \nccamb CSs]S. IS \ntfmsSmaps tXmepmpp. AXv Pplphnem bmepw icn, _m{bnembmepw icn, inhPn ]mnembmepw, ado ss{Uhnembmepw icn. Hcpa kvt\lnXs\tmse AXv \ntfmsSmw hcpp.' A]bv pw AXp ]etmgpw tXmnbnpXmWv . ]t C{Xbpw `wKnbmbn AXp ]dbm Ignnnsp am{Xw. Ibn Cu ImgvN Hcnepan. IS hfscbIsebmWv. ]nsbpXv lpn\ZnbmW.v ludmmew Ignm {m v tdmUnep tKmUuWpI \Znsb \n\nv adbvpp. ]ns hfsc Npcpamtb \ZnXs ImWq. SmPnse dq^vtSm]v sdtmdn Xncp XpSptbpp. "\ t\csbmWv.' hnt\mZv ]dp. "Hcp Fp aWn IgnmemWv ChnsS Xncp XpSpI.' P\en\Spp tai sXcsSpv Ah Ccpp. "KpUv Cuh\nMv k.' Inbp sa\yq]pkvXIw cp t]cpsSbpw apn hpsImv kqn phmUv ]dp. "KpUv Cuh\nMv.' hnt\mZv ]dp. phmUv t]mbn. "Cv \ns ZnhkamWv. hnip]pkvXIneqsS kcnmepw, \n\naph HmU sNbvXmepw. tNmZyan, \nb{Wsfmpan.' Ah NncnpsImv sa\yp Xpdp. Hmtcm hn`hpw FXnscsbgpXnb hneI Itm AhfpsS Nncn s]sp amp. ]t s]spXs Ah kzbw hosSpp. CsXmw Xs kw_ntStmfw hfsc km[mcWamWv F an Ah hmbnm XpSn. Xs Anfn\v Hcntmepw Xs Cn\s dtmdn sImpt]mIm Ignbnsv Ahp a\nembn.

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Atlw Hcp sNdnb kzImcyI\nbn Aumbn tPmen t\mpIbmWv. "\n FmWv IgnpXv?' Ah tNmZnp. "F\nv FtXmbn Nne t^hdnv hn`hfpv. Ah HmU sNmw. \o \ns skeIvj\pw. Atm cp t]pw cp t]cpsS tSbvns\n Adnbmasm. Rm HmU sNpXv Nn kqv hnYv Akv]mcKkv, \o Fp kqmWv IgnpXv?' "F\npw AXp aXn.' "Hms, \mw Xn sshImcnI sFIyapv. C\n? ssN\okv Hm tImns\ Hm apmbv. \apv Fmw ss{S sNmw As? t\ms.....t]mws{^v ^nse hnYv atbm\okv. Hms, C\n?........' hnt\mZpXs Fmw HmU sNpIbmsWv BizmktmsS Ah a\nemn. HpIn AhfpsS hnjaw Abm a\nemnbnpmhpw. Asn X\nnap hn`h Ahsfsmv IgnnWsap shnmbncnmw. Fmbmepw \mbn. sa\yp Ahsf kw_ntStmfw {Kombn cpp. kqv IpSnpsImncns Ah ]dp. "Ctm HmU sNbvXsXmw shdpsX Hv tSbvv t\mnbms aXn Rm cp Intem IqSm. CWn\p t]mbm Bdp amkw sImv Rm kp\mPnbpsS Ccnbmhpw.' "kp\mPn ASp Imembn XSn shnpv.' hnt\mZv ]dp."Rm Cv Ahsc Incpp.' "Cv AhcpsS jqnpmbncptm?' "C, \msfbmWv jqnMv. Cv sjc\n ]mnbpmbncpp.' "Fp ]mn?' hnt\mZv Hpw ]dn. hnjbw amm\mbn Abm tNmZnp. "kqv Fns\bpv?' "\mbnpv.' Ah ]dp. BZys kv]q ]t AhfpsS \mhp s]mn Imcyw Ah ]dn. "Atm C\n hcp hn`hfpw \n\v Camhpw.' dtmdn Xncp hnp XpSn. A[nIhpw Hm^okv FIv knIyqohpIfmWv. Nne hntZinIfpsS Hw hp. icnbmWv. hnt\mZns sXcsSpv Ahnambn. hnt\mZp Xs sUpw HmU sNbvXp. AXpIqSn Ignm AhfpsS hbn eapmbncpn. "\apv t]mImw.' hnt\mZv ]dp. "kabsa{Xbmbn?' Ah tNmZnp. "HXv.' hnt\mZv ]dp. "\n\nv hon t]mIWsav \naptm?' Ah Hpw ]dn. Anfnt\mSv t\cw sshInbm tUbvknbpsS hon t]mIpsav ]d tXmp. tUbvknbpsS hoSv ASppXsbmWv. sImfm_bn. thWsan t]mImw. "\nansn Fs hon t]mImw.' "hnt\mZv FhnsSbmWv XmaknpXv?' "Rm ae_m lnn. AhnsS Fmw \nebn Hcp ^vfmn.' "Bscmsbpv?' "Rm\pw Fs GImXbpw am{Xw.' "Rm hm \nfpsS dqwtabvv Hgnpt]mhns?' "dqwtabvtm?' "AsX, anv tkmfnyqUv?' hnt\mZv s]mnncnp. Ah Fgptp. en^vnhv Ahp hophnNmcapmbn. Xm FmWv sNpXv? ]nsv ]dbmXncp nXnbvv hnt\mZns Hw t]mhm XmdmsWp kXnpIbt sNbvXXv. AXp icnbmtbm? Hcp lmUv Sp sKv sKbnwIqSnbnmsX! Xmsg ]mnMv temnsenbtm A] ]dp. "Fs FhnsSsbnepw t{Um]v sNbvXm aXn. Rm SmIvkn ]nSnp t]mbvtmfmw.' "C\n AXpmbXpXs.' Im mmptm hnt\mZv NncnpsImv ]dp. "Hcn Cu Imdn Ibdnbm Ahkm\npXv Fs ^vfmn, Fs InSdbn.' A] \nbmbn. CsXmw Ah apIqn AdnXp XsbmWv. Xs bm{XI A{X Ffp ambncnnsv Ah apIqn AdnncpXs. ssN\m\nsbbmWv Ahp t]SnbpmbncpXv. ]t Atlw CXphsc Ans\sbmcp aptn\v Hcpsnn. AXpt]mses kp\nepw. kp\nen\v F{Xtbm Ahkcfpmbncpp. Abmfpw A\mhiyambn Xs Hv sXmnpt]mepan. F s]s^v sPnam. Ctm hnt\mZmWv BZyambn hne sImSpm ]dbpXv. thWsan CXn \nv HgnhmbntmImw. ]t AsX{Xtmfw BimkyamWv. Hcp Smepanm s]Ipnsbtmepw Hcp ZnhkwsImv kqmdmm\p hnt\mZns Ignhns\n Ahv t_m[yamWv. Xm\mIs ssN\m\nbpsS Ghpw ]pXnb saKmaqhnbnse \mbnIbmbn Ahtcm[nsncnpIbpamWv. hnt\mZv Hcp

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hmv ssN\m\nbpsS ASpv ]dm aXn. Xs `mhn t_mws_bnse KdpIfnembncnpw. Fmn\p ap]cnbmbn Ahv hnt\mZns\ Cambncpp. hnt\mZns Dnse Ihnsb. ae_m lnntebvp IbamWv. Ccphipap Aw_c Npw_nIsft\mn Hcp kz]v\nse t]mse Ah kon Nmcnbncpp.

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cmhnse honsenbtm 8 aWnbmbn. hnt\mZv A]sb t{Um]vsNbvXncpp. sInSn\p apn Hcp ^nbmv ImdncnsI sh bq\nt^man Hcp sNdpmc \nncpp. A]sb Itm Abm ASptbvp hp. "tawkm_,v Imdp sImphnpv.' Abm Xmtm \on. A]bpsS apJw hnIknp. ssN\m\n, ]dXpt]mse sNbvXnpv. "koknMv Ign tijw sImphcmsap IcpXnbmWv Cse sImphcmXncpXv. B.kn. _pv CXm. SmIvkv Cu Izmhsc ASnpv. Fsnepw Bhiyapsn Hm^okn ]dm aXn.' "Xmvbp....' Xmtmepw B.kn. _ppw hmnsmv Ah ]dp. "Rm t]ms tawkm_v?' "icn.' AhfpsS ImepI \new sXmncpn. Ah apIfntebvv, AhfpsS cmw \nebnse ^vfmntebvv HgpIpIbmWv. Av taicnsI CcppsImv {]mX Ignpp. Ah ]nneqsS sNv Atls sInnSnp. "Io tlmtem In.....Fs tamv Cv Fp ]n?' Ah Imdns Xmtmepw B.kn. _ppw Anfns apn DbnmWnp. "Rm ]dnt F\np Imdv Inpsav?' "\ns `mKyw, AmsXp ]dbm\mWv?' apXp sImambn tPmensbSpp a\pjy\mWv. C\nbpw Hcp kvIqIqSn kzamm Ignnn. ChnsSbnXm acpaI cmgvNsImv ^nbmv Imdpambn \Spp. Ahp \Xp hcs. ImdpwsImv FhnsSsbms t]mIWsav ]cn]mSnbnSpIbmbncpp A]. sUbvknbpsS hon t]mIWw. Cv RmbdmgvNbmbXpsImv Ah honepmhpw. ap kvt\lnXIfpsS ASpv Imdpw sImv [mSn ImWnm t]mIm Ahp tXmnbn. Ahscmw Ahsfm Xmgv nXnbnep hcmWv. Xm sNpXv icnb. am{Xa ssN\m\nbpsS tPmen Innbtijw A] Ahscsbmw HgnhmpIbpw sNbvXncpp. Hcp Xcw mkv tImjkv Bbncnpp Ah. ssN\m\nbpw kqNnnXv AXpXsbmbncpp. sUbvknbpsS hon \nv jqnMv \SpnSp t]mIWw. Cv Pplp_on sbmWv jqnMv. Iptd v ko\pIfmsWv hnt\mZv ]dncpp. AsXn AXv. ssN\m\nbpsS Soapambn ASp _apsp ImWnpXv X\np \XpXsbmWv. Xs CtaPns\ A\pIqeambn _m[npXmWXv. Ah t^m sNm\mbn Xmtgbvp t]mbn. sUbvkn honen. AhfpsS AbmWv t^msWSpXv. tam Hcp IymWn ]psImm\mbn t]mbncnbmWv. C\n sshIot Xncnsq. Xs BZys ]cn]mSn \Sn. Ahv Aev]w \ncmiX tXmn. Imdpw sImv BZyambn t]mIm ]nb eambn cpp. t]ms kmcan. C\n Pplp _ontebvp t]mImw. Ah hnt\mZns \ Idn. Hcp]t Xs t{Um]v sNbvXtijw hnt\mZv t]mbXv jqnn\mbncnpw. Ans\ Ftm ]d Htcm. hnt\mZv FmWv ]dsXv {inm ]nb Hcp am\knImhbnembncpn A]. Xtep cm{Xnbn Dmb kw`h AhfpsS a\ns\ asmpw Nnnm\mhmhn[w IogvsSpnbncpp. hnt\mZv \smcp ImapI\mbncpp. A]bpsS BZys ImapI. sNdnsbmcp A]mSvsa v. Hcp knnMvdqw, AXn Hcp {Xo]okv tkm^. HccpIn Dbcw \s Ipd Znhm. Znhm\pw tkm^bvpanSbn ISpw Nphn abpw ]bpw s\bvXp ]nSnn `wKnbp ]chXm\n. knnMv dqw Ahkm\npXv sNdnsbmcp ASpfbn. knnMv dqan\pw ASpfbvpanSbn aqSn s]map Hcp Xn am{Xw. asmcp hmXn \bnpXv InSdbntebvmWv. InSdbnse NphcpIfn anp Nn{XhnfpI, AhbvnSbn sXfnabp henb {]npI. Ahbn AMv s {KbpsS Snjv _mpv , sd\phdpsS _m Dv , _ujdpsS Ahv t]cdnbm \Nn{Xapv. Hm. a^nbmtWm? \ A`ncpNnbp a\pjy. Aev]w \X CsSppshp am{Xw. ]t InSdbn Aev]w \Xbmbms FmWv Ipgw? hnt\mZv Hcp [rXnbpw ImWnn. sN DSs\ Abm Xs ocntbm HmWmn. ssN\m\nsbtmse hnt\mZpw sNdnb in kwKoXw BkzZnpXnsp. A]bvdnbm ]mpIfmbncpp Ah. A] ]mmXyKm\ A[nIw tIncpn. C\n tIp XpSWsav Ah Xocpam\np. Xm kapZmbns tantebvv IpXnp IbdpIbmWv. Atm AXn\\pkcnv Xs A`ncpNnIfnepw amapmhWw.

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"IpSnm?.....' Abm tNmZnp. Hpw thsv Ah Xebmn. ]t Ap an\nn\pn hnt\mZv cp mpambn hp. Ah Aev]w IpSnp t\mn. t\cnb a[pcapv. "ssh?' "A PntSmWnv.' hnt\mZv ]dp. "\XmWv IpSnp t\mp. Notbgvkv.' Ah mv NptmSSpnp. hnt\mZv kwkmcnpIbmWv. ]nsns Abm AhfpsS ssI]nSnp kwkmcnm XpSn. hfsc kmh[m\n Abm ]ptcmKanp. FpsImtm Xs AXnYnbmbn h s]Ipn Xosc A\p`h kbsv Abmv tXmnbncpp. kzw ]cnNbtSv Abmfn \nv adp shbvm\p AhfpsS {iafpw Abm a\nemnbncpp. AXpsImv Abm ]camh[n Zbm]qw AhtfmSv s]cpamdn Abm \smcp ImapI\mbncpp. A] Hcpdw Ignv Fgpttmgpw lmfn kwKoXapmbncpp. "kwXnokv lms\nMv Sp an......' hnt\mZv sXmSppXs InSpIbmWv. Xs hkv{X FhnsStmbn Fv Ah AZv`pXsp. Ftm, Fns\bmWh \sXv? hnt\mZpw Hpw saam Ahbnembncpp. Hmbn A] Nncnp. hnt\mZns\ t^m sNbvXnv Imcyansv Ah Xobmn. t\cnv t]mhmw. _on tlm slmssdks apnemWv jqnMv FmWv ]dXv. Ah hon t]mbn Imdns XmtmseSpv Xmtgbvndn. Im \ Inj\nembncpp. A[nIw ]gan. Gdnbm cp hjw. Fgp]smtm Fgp]n ctm tamUemWv. Ah Pplphntebvp Xncnp. Pplp _osnbtms Ah Zqsc Xncp Ip. Ah \nnbn. slmssdk\n Imdv ]mv sNbvXv tlmeneqsS _ontebvndmw. jqnMv icnpw slmssdks ]nns Bbncpp. Ah kznnMv]qfn\cpIneqsS \Sv ]SnI Cdn _onse aWeneqsS \Sp. Hcp slentm]vS apIfn Idppv. hnt\mZv \SpsImv slentm]vS t\mn Ftm BwKyw ImWnpp. Hcp tamtm t_mv Icbn\nv AXnthKn ]mbm XpSn. ]nmse Imadbpambn asmcp t_mpw. apn t]mb t_mn Hcp kwL\w \SpIbmWv . A] hcpXv hnt\mZv Ip. Abm ssIhoin, DSs\ Xncnv \nti sImSpp tPmenbntesSpIbpw sNbvXp. apIfn Idnbncp slentm]vS Ctm hfsc XmsgbmWv. AXn\nv Hcm Xmtgbvp NmSm\mbn Hcppp. t_mv GItZiw ASpsnbncpp. s]smWXpmbXv. Ftm ImcWw sImv slentm]vS s]mpIbpw GItZiw AXSn Dbcn senbtm NmSm\ptin B ]nSpw hnv hogpIbpw sNbvXp. Abm Ips\ Xmtgbvv hogpIXsbmWv . kn\nabn Dtin amXncnb kw`hw \SsXv kv ] w. hnt\mZv Xebn ssIshbvpXv A] Ip. Icbn\nh Hmbn BpIbmbncpp. t_mpI s]sv Xncnv Abm hoW etbvp IpXnp. FmWv kw`hnpsXp hya. hnt\mZv tm`npIbmbncpp. Abm tPmenbn th{X {inmsX A]ISapmnbXn. Abm ImcWw jqnMv \ntn hXn. "Hcp RmbdmgvNs hn{iaw IfmWv Rm hXv. AXns\ \innm\mWv.......' t_mv Ctm AbmsfbpsaSpv Icsnbncpp. Bm Iqw IqSpIbmWv. Abmv t_m[apmbncpn. BscmstbmIqSn Abmsf s]mnsbSpv Icbntebvp sImp t]mIpIbmWv. hnt\mZv A\pn. A] AbmfpsS ASpp sNp. Abm Atmgpw im]hN\ s]mgnpI bmWv. Ah Abmsf t\mnsmp \np. FpsImtm AhnsS \nv t]mIm\mWv A]bvv tXmnbXv. Im mmnbtm Ftmp t]mIWsav Ahp [mcWbpmbncpn. Ahv Hcev]w Bizmkw InWw. Xs Iapnhv Hcp henb A]ISapmbncnpp. \nlmb\mb Hcp a\pjy Ctm acWtmSv anSpIbmWv. Ah s]sv kp\nens\ Hmp. Abm ASpp XsbmWv XmaknpXv. Ah Im CStmv Xncnp. kp\n atlm{X honsbpmbncpp. A]sb Itm s]sv AbmfpsS apJv ]cn{`aambn. Abm hmXn ]nSnpsImv \npIbmWv. "ta sF Ian?' "Hm jph.......' kp\n NncnpsImv ]dp. Rm thsd Ftm BtemNnpIbmbncpp. "Fsm sbmWv hntij?' Ipdp t\csbpmb A]ISsn Ah kp\nent\mSv ]dp. Abm s]sv Fgptp sImv ]dp. "hcq \apv t]mImw.' "FhntSbvmWbmsf sImpt]mbsXdnbn.' "\m\mhXnbntembncnpw. hcq.' Ah Xmgndn.

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"CXmWv \ns hn, As?' "AsX.' Imdns hmXn XpdpsImv Ah ]dp. "\nXn FtmSv ]dncpp.' hmXn Xpdv apn Ibdnbncnptm kp\n ]dp. Ahv kp\nens `mcw Adnbppmbncpp. hnt\mZv ASpncnptm AdnbpItb C. Abm 58 Dbcw, Ihnm 60 Intem Dmhpw. kp\n AbmfpsS BdSn Hcnv Dbcn\\pkcnp XSn t\mnbm 90 Intemsbnepw ImWpw. \m\mhXnbnse Imjznbn Hcp s{dn AbmfpsS ihicocw InSnbncpp. kp\n Abmsf aqSnb XpWn amnt\mn. DSs\ aqSpIbpw sNbvXp. "]mhw.' Ipdpdmbn acn \Ss _p hnnsmn smv \nppmbncpp. NpacncnIn Hcp saen kv{Xo InSncpp. kp\n AhcpsS ASptbvv sNp. "hyk\apv. Fm sNzm. Cns\sbmpw hcpsav Bcpw IcpXontm. km_nt\mSv ]dv thsXmw sNmw.' Abm t]mn \nv ctm aqtm \qdns t\mpI FSpv AXnsemcmp sImSpp. "Ctm thsXmw sNq.' Xncnv Imdn Ibdnbtm kp\n ]dp. "FmWv sNpI, ]mhw. Hcp IpSpw_w hgnbm[mcambn.' A] hnt\mZns\ Hmp. AbmfpsS at\m`mhsn kp\nent\mSv ]dmtem Fv Hmp. ]t kp\nen\v \hw AdnbpXpXsbmbncnWw AXv. Ah Hpw ]dn. A] honsenbtm ]{p aWn Ignp. Ah Xfncpp. cmhnsebpmb kw`hw a\n\nv FSpp amm tXmpn. Cu A`ymknIsfmw UyqpIfmbn A`n\bnphcmWv. \mbI\pw ap {][m\s \Smpw thn kmlknIamb Imcy sNpI. AhcpsS apJtam, t]tcm shnncbn hcpn. Ahsc Bcpw Adnbppan. Ahp InpXv ZnhkqenbmWv, Asn Hcp Icm XpI. AXp Ignm Ignp. Ah Ipfnv DuWpIgnm\ncpp. Hpw Ignm tXmpn. Av Hmtcmv tNmZnppm bncpp. Ah A]ISsn ]dp. "kmcan tamsf, Ans\sbmsbpmhpw. \o thhemXnsnv Fp Imcyw?' Ah DuWp Ignsp hcpn t]mbn InSp. Ddsagpttm \mep aWn. Av ltcIrjvW t{Xntebvp t]mbncpp. Nmb IpSnp sImv Ah As ham\]{Xw t\mn. Av ]{Xw Intbn. cmas t]Pv XpdXpw Ah hm s]mfnpsImv Ccppt]mbn. apIfn sImSp Nn{Xn\p Xmsg sImSp dntmp hmbnpsImncnt AhfpsS apJs tNmctbmw \nXmbn tXmn. XebpsS ]nn\nv ssiXyw Ibdn apJtbvp ]Scpt]mse. Ah hopw Nn{Xw t\mn. ]{Xw hensdnv Ah taita Xeshv Icbm XpSn.

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tcWp ]pdtbvp t]mbXmbncpp. Ah htmtgbvpw A] HcpamXncn a\kzmyw hosSpp. hensdn ]{Xw hopsaSpv Nn{Xw HcnqSn kqvaambn t\mn. ssN\m\nbpsS ssII kp\bpsS AcsnemWv. sXmSpv \npXv Ubd hnt\mZv Nm\n, AXn\papdv kp\n atlm{X. ssN\m\nbpsS CSp himbn ]n.B.Hm aZ knv, ]nnembn ssN\m\nbpsS t]gvk\ Akn v cRvPn\n. Xmsg henb Acn FgpXnbncnpp. ssN\m\nbpsS anmd saKaqhnbn \mbnI kp\ Xs. Atm......Atm hnt\mZv Cses Adnncnpp. Xs Hw Un Ignptmgpw, ]ns AbmfpsS ^vfmn hv Xs Hw InSptmgpw Hs hnt\mZns ssIn Cu Adnhv, Xs XnckvI cn hnhcw Dmbncpp. FpsImbm AXv XtmSv ]dn. AXpt]mse kp\nepw AsX, cmhnse Itm XtmSv Hpw ]dn. CXv Xs F{Xtmfw _m[np ImcyamsWv Bscmfpw \mbn Adnbp BfmWv kp\n atlm{X. Hcp]t cmhnsebpmb A]ISw ImcWw Abm kwkmcnm\p Ahbnembncpn. kp\nens\ Ipmc\mm Ahv tXmpn. adnmWv hnt\mZns nXn. Abmv ]dbmambncpp. AXpt]mse ssN\m\npw Xs hnfnv kwkmcnmambncpp. Fsnepw ImcWw ]dv, AXp sImv Xm kp\sbs \mbnIbmpIbmsWv ]dm aXnbmbncpp. Ans\bmbncp sn X\nv Ctmgs A{X hnjaapmhnmbncpp. Ctm Xm icnpw Xgbst]mse tXmpIbmWv. Ah ]pdtbvndn. t^m sNWw. annv ]mtbpsS hon \nv CuhI Imcy kwkmcnm h. GsXnepw _qns t]mIWw. Av _pp sNbvX t^m FtmgmWm thm Inm t]mIpXv.

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hnt\mZv honepmbncpp. A]bpsS {]iv\ Abmv a\nemhpn. Abmsf _m[np nsp ]dbpIbmhpw `wKn. Ah tNmZnp. "FpsImXv Xtep ]dn?' "Fn\v \smcp kmbmw \innWw.' Abm adp]Sn ]dp. A] \nbmbn. ]pXnb kn\nabn \mbnIbmhpsasms Xm ]dXv tIp XeIpepnbtmsgmw Abmv Adnbmambncpp Av DbvpXs Cu s]ns hn[n \nbnsp Fv. Abm Dns Dn Nncnnpmhpw. A] AajtmsS hnNmcnp. "C\n FtmgmWv ImWpXv? \msf _onsbmWv jqnMv. hcptm?' "C.' Ah t^m shp. Ah kp\nens \ Idn. `mKyn\v Abm honepmbncpp. "CXp Rm\mWv A].' "A]m, Fp hntijw, ]dbq.' "Fp hntijw. \nsfmsqSn Fs Xgp As?.' kp\n \n\mbn. Ah XpSn. XpSnsbp ]dbpXv hfsc kuayamb hmmbncpp. HcpXcw t_mw_m{IaWambncpp AXv. kp\n Fmw tIncpp. Hccw DcnbmSepmbn. Iptd t\cw ]dp Igntm Xs Bbp[sfmw Xosv A]bvp a\nembn. Ah \nn. "Fmw ]dp Igntm.' kp\n im\mbn tNmZnp. A] Hpw ]dbmsX dnkoh ]nSnpsImv \np. AhfpsS IhnfnqSn Io HgpIppmbncpp. "Hcp Imcyw A] a\nemWw. F\nv \ns CamWv. Cu hI iImcsfmpw B kvt\ls _m[nn. Rm\nse cp hw \ns hnfnm {ianp. \o Undn\p t]mbXmsWp ]dp. ]ns Cp cmhnsebpw hnfnp. Atmgpw \o Dmbncpn. ]ns \o Adnnpmhpsav IcpXn. ImcWw Cs t]dn, HcpamXncn Fm t]dnepw Cu hm hfsc hepXmbn hncpp. \o Fs hon htm _onse A]ISamsX asmcp hnjahpw \ns apJv In. Atm \o kwKXnIfpambn s]mcpsnpmhpsav Rm IcpXn.' A] Hpw ]dbmsX t^m ]nSnp sImv \npI XsbmWv. kp\n XpSp. "C\n \o ]dbq, Fs sXsmsWv.' Hcp ZoL\nizmkn\ptijw Ah kwkmcnp. "FmWv Cns\sbms hcm?' "B ihw Ct, kp\, AXns ]WnbmWv. Zmv _nv....' "sFbmw tkmdn kp\n.' s\h ssa v Unb. Fmw hgntb icnbmhpw. \o Hcp kq mdmIpw......' Ipdp t\cs au\n\p tijw Abm XpSp. "\ns Rms\mcp kqmdmpw.' "Rms\mv ssN\m\n km_ns\ Imtem?' "\nXns\ CSbvnSv ImWpXv \XmWv. \nXn\v AXnamWv.' "Rm Hbvp t]mbm aXntbm?' s]shv ss[cybapmbn. Csehsc Xm temIns apIfnemsWhp tXmnbncpp. Cv s]sv hogvN kw`hnncnbmWv. B Adnhpambn Ahv s]mcpsSm Ignbpn. "aXn.' kp\n ]dp.

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ssN\m\n XncnembXpsImv A]bvv Imp \ntn hp. cmhnse ]p aWn Ignv sNm\mWv ssN\m\nbpsS ]n.F.bmb cRvPn\n t^mWn ]dncpXv. ]t Ctm ]t]mbncn pp. "XncnemWv, Ccnq.' Ahncnm\mbn apdnbnen tkm^ Nqnmn cRvPn\n ]dp. Hcp ]p an\pv Ans\ CcptmgmWv A]bv v ssN\m\nbpsS ]n.F. BhpIsbXns hym]v X n a\nembXv. Hcp sk v Ahv shdpsXbncnm ]pn. HpIn hcp t^m kti, Asn Ah t^m Idnsmncnpw. kwkmcnpXp apgph ssN\m\nbpsS ]cn]mSnIsf n. AXn\nSbvv Xncnncpv Ce{nIv ssS]v ssddn ssSp sNpp. Asn sSen{]ndn kti Abbv pp, kzoIcnpp. CSbv v Bscnepw hm Hcp NncntbmsS Ahsc A`napJoIcnpp. hfsc hn\bap s]cpamw. A]bvv _lpam\w tXmn. ssN\m\nbpsS hmXn Xpdv kp\ ]pdp hp. s]sv A]bpsS apJtbvv tNmcbncp Ibdn. XebpsS ]nn \nv ssiXyw apJtbvv bm{X XpSpp. kp\ t\sc t]mIpsamWv Ah IcpXnbXv. ]t Ah hetmp Xncnv ]n.F.bpsS apdnbntebvv ISp. cRvPn\n Fgptp \np. "\akvsX kp\mPo, Iym lm sl?' "k_v ToIv sl.'

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"Xivco^v cJntb....' apnep Itke Nqnmn cRvPn\n ]dp. s]sv CtImw ASnp. ssN\m\nbpsS iw ]Xnp tIp. Ah Ftm adp]Sn ]dp. ]ns Xncnv A]tbmSv ]dp. "ssN\m\n km_v hnfnpp.' AtmgmWv tkm^bn Ccnp s]Ipnsb kp\ ImWpXv. Ah ]dp. "ltm, CXs \psS ]pXnb lotdmbn?' A] Ftm adp]Sn sImSpm\mbn Hmn. ]ns Hmp. th, Ctm icnbmhn. Ah Fgp tp ssN\m\nbpsS apdnbpsS hmXn apn. kp\bpsS IpI Xs ]nXpScppsv Ah dnbmambncpp. ssN\m\n km[mcWt]mse kvt\ln Xsbmbncpp. taiNpnhv Ahv ssI sImSpv Ccnm\p Itke \onbnp. "hmv lmsUv.... \o Hcp t{]Xs It]mse Dtm.' t{]Xsb sNIpms\bmWv IsXv ]dbWsap hnNmcnp. Ah shdpsX Nncnp. "FmWv \ns {]iv\w?' "k......' Ah hmpIp thn ]cXpIbmbncpp. "]dbq.' "k, ]pXnb kn\nabn F\nv Nmkv Xcpsas ]dXv. Fs AXn\mbnt FSpXpw. ]t Cs t]dn.......' "Rm \ns ]pXnb t{]mPn FSpnssmpw FgpXnbnntm.' "Ans\b.' "]ns?' Ah Hpw ]dn. Fns\bmWv AXp ]dbpI. \mbnIbmbn FSppsambncpp Fs {]Xo, Fmhcpw ]dncpXpw AXpXsbmbncpp, Fsms Fns\bmWv ]dbpI. ssN\m\n Hcnepw AXp ]dnn. am[yafn hXp Ipw aph ]dbpXp tIpw Fns\bmWv Cu a\pjys\ A[nt]npI. ssN\m\n CtImans _\an. "A]bvv Fsnepw XWpXv sImSpbq. Hcp an\pv.....' Atlw A]bvp t\sc tNmZytmsS t\mn. Ah Xebmn. ssN\m\n XpSp. "icn, XWpsXsnepw.' "\n\v Im Innbnt?' "Inn, Xmvkv km.' "AXv \n\v BhiyamIpwhsc D]tbmKnmw. Fsnepw {]iv\apsn Hm^oknednbnm aXn. s]t{Smfn\p Iq Hm^okn\nv \n\snpXcpw. lmsh ss\kv ssSw.' A]bpsS \mhv NenmsXbmbn. Imdp Innb DSs\ ssN\m\nsb hnfnv \n ]dtb acymZIqSn Xm ImWnn. Ahn\n Hpw ]dbm\n. ssN\m\n Nmncpv Ahsf ]TnpIbmbncpp. GItZiw cp an\pv \op\n AhtemI\n\p tijw Atlw kwkmcnm XpSn. "Fs ]pXnb s{]mUIvjs Nnehv Fp hcpsav Adnbmtam?' Adnbnsv Ah Xebmn. \o mn ]gmdv sImphp. AXp IpSnm BwKyw Imnsmv ssN\m\n XpSp. "Hc tImSn. aqv \mbImcmWv DXv. BscmsbmsWv \n\dnbmas. AXn [otc{bvv aphcpsS Hw A`n\bnWsan Ctm sImSpXns Ccn sImSpWw. Atlns tdv clkya. jqnn\p thWw Fp amkw. C{Xbpw henb Hcp kn\nasbSpv AXn\v apXendnb XpI InWsans t_mws_bnse \mv kn\nam lmfpI aqp amkw XpSbmbn lukv^p mbn Cu kn\na ImWnWw. Fnte th{X IeIvj\pmhq. Ans\sbmcp t{]mPn hnPbnp sav Ddp Hcmsf \mbnIbmtWm, AtXm Hcp ]pXpapJshv ss{S sNtWm? F\nv \sSm\p Xv FmsWdnbnt?' A]bvv hmpI \sncnpp. \apmhnspw adnv em`apmhpsapw ssN\m\nv DdpsImSpm X\nmIptam. Ans\ Ddp sImSppIbmsWns efpsSbpw tImSn IfpsSbpw IfnInSbn shdpsamcp ]pXpapJamb Xs hmpIv h {]knbpaptm. "bp hn _n shcnav C Z \yq sh. A{XXs A{][m\am Hcp tdmfn. \n\v anIhv Imm ]nb Hcp tdm. bp tI tjm bph sav. Cokv A]v Sp bp.' Ah ]pdp IStmgpw kp\ cRvPn\nbpsS apdnbnepmbncpp. Ah cRvPn\nbvp ssIhoin \Sp\on. kp\ Xncnp t\mppmbncpp. Im mmn sKbv v ISptm A] BtemNnp. X\nv Ifnm\n\n Icpsfmpw _mnbn. ]t ASnbdhp ]dbm AhfpsS A`nam\w kXnpn.

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BtcmSmWv Hv DpXpdv kwkmcnpI. BcpsS apnemWv X\nsmv s]mncbm km[npI. Hcp Imcyw Xobmbncnpp. ]pXnb aqhn Xstmse \qdpIWn\v s]IpnIsf hngpm hep apXmWv. Ans\bp kn\naIfn \mbnI Ignm ]nsbp m\w hfsc Nphnembncnpw. kp\sb Ahv Ctm apgph a\nembncnpp. Xm Dbp hcm Ah kXnn. Xm Hcp `ojWnbmsWv Ah a\nemngnp. Ahv ssN\m\nbpsS taep ]nSn Imcy Ffp ampIbpw sNpw. ssN\m\n I\nv HcpamXncn \ tdm X\np XcnIbmsWns AXp Xn\nv Xndnv atsXnepw \Snv sImSppshp hcpw. cmw \ncbn \SnIv ]samp an. Cns\sbmcp saKmaqhnbn Hmw Xcw \SnIXs cmwXcw tdm FSpm Xmdmhpw. ImcWw Ahv Hcp km[mcW aqhnbn \mbnIbmbn A`n\bnm InpXnt\m {]Xn^ew CXn\nv Inpw. Xm FmWv sNtXv? Cns\sbmcp \nlmbX PohnXnepmbnn. {]iv\ Dmhp tmsgmw Bscnepw Bizknnm hncpp. Ctm Xm Ahcn\nsmw AIncnbmWv. Cu {]iv\hpw sImv AhcpsSbmcpsS ASppw sNm Ah Xmdpa. Xs {]Xnmb hfsc {][m\amWv. Cu {]iv\w ]cnlcnmepw X\nsmcp `mhnbpv. Av Ahcmcpw ]dbcpXv. "Int.....' Hcp amXncn hnP\amb sXcphpIfneqsS Ah ImtdmSnp sImv t]mbn. CSbv nSv apn hps]Sp IS Ahsf Bizknnn. ISens\n hnt\mZv Nm\n ]dXv Ah Hmp. Ah FpsImtm hnt\mZns\ shdpp. Xs klmbnm, Xm hoWp InSptm Fgptnm Abmfpmhnsv Ahv Ddmbn. Abm Xs D]tbmKnpI am{XamWv sNbvXXv. kn\nabn ISp IqSm\p Xs hy{KXsb hrnsI \nebn NqjWw sNpI. AXpIgnv Xs Hw \npIbmsWn icn. Ans\b kw`hnpXv. Ac aWnq ss{Uhv sNbvX tijw Ah FnbXv kp\n Xmaknp Fp\ne sInSns ]mnMv temnemsWXv Ahsf AZv`pXsSp nbn. AhfpsS a\nsehntStbm Hc`btI{ambn B sInShpw Ggmw \nebnse ^vfmpapmbncpp. lknw BWv hmXn XpdXv. Abm km[mcWan AXn`hyXtbmsS Ahsf koIcWapdnbntebvv B\bnp. "Bbntb A]mPo..... Nm ]otbKm, \m Ipv Sm....' "Hpw th.' kp\n ]pdphp. Abm DdpIbmbncpp. Asn shdpsX InSpIam{Xw. AbmfpsS apJw Xosc {]ka. A]bncnp tkm^bpsS as Av hncpv Abm Ahsf t\mn. "\ns Rm Ctm {]Xonn.' kp\n ]dp. "FmWv t^m sNmXncpXv?' "Rm ssN\m\nsb Incpp....' A] ]dp. "\nXn Fp ]dp?' Ah ]dbm XpSn. kp\sb ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okn hv IXp sXmv Ah ]dp. Hpw tNmp t]mImsX, hmpIfn Hpw tm`w {]ISamImsX {ianp sImv Ah ]dpsImncpp. AXn\nSbvv lknw cp mpIfn XWp shw sImp hv shp. "km_v Rm amn t]mIzmWv. ImsdSps?' kp\n Xebmn. lknw tjmtIknt h XmtmseSpv ]pdtbvp t]mbn. hmXneStm kp\n tNmZnp. "Fnv?.....' A] mnse shsaSpv IpSnp. AhfpsS sXm hnImctm`waqew hcp t]mbncpp. "Rm\n\n FmWv sNtXv?' Ah tNmZnp. "Xmew Hpw sNt. Imcy Fns\ \oppshv t\mmw.' kp\n ]dp. "ssN\m\n ]pXnb aqhnbn \n\v Nmkv XcpsaXv DdmWv. ssN\m\n AdnbmsX kp\sb ssIImcyw sNt sXns\bmsWv \papv t\mmw. Fmbmepw C\nsXmv \o ]{Xsmpw Chyq sImSp. BtcmSpw CXns\n kwkmcnpIbpw th. kam[m\ambn t]mIq.' Ah Fgptp. kp\n Fgptv hv AhfpsS ssII {KlnpsImv hopw ]dp. "kam[m\ambn t]mIq.'

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knIvkvv tdmUns Xncnhn hmWv Hcp Aw_mU Im AhsXncmbn hXv. Ah s]sv shnXp sImv A]ISw Hgnhmbn. Ah t{_bvnp \nn. Aw_mU Imdpw \nn AXn \nv cp sNdpm Cdnhp. "Mm CXv A]mPnbt?' Ahcnsemcm ]dp. "tkm tkmdn.' "R A]mPnsb At\zjnp hcnIbmbncpp.' asbm ]dp. "Fn\v?' "ssN\m\n km_v ImWWsap ]dp. R hon t]mbn. AhnsSbnsp ItmgmWv Ctmp hXv.'

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"Rm s]mbvtmfmw.' A] ]dp. "A]mPnbvv pUntbm FhnsSbmsWdnbmtam?' "Adnbmw, Hm^okns ASp sKbvs?' "AhnsSb. km_ns Hm]s\b pUntbm Dv Atcnbn.' "F\ndnbn.' "RfpsS ]nmse hm aXn.' "icn.' Ah Imdn Ibdn HmSnm XpSn. Hcp shfp Aw_mkU. Ah AXns \ lrZnamn. AYhm s]sv ImdpInSbn \spt]mbmtem. FmWv ssN\m\n s]sv Xs hnfnnm ImcWsambncpp Ah BtemNnp sImncpXv. Atln\v a\wamapmtbm. Fmw Ignv X\npXs \mbnIm\w Xcphm Xobmntbm? apnse Imdn bm{XsNphsc Ah CXphsc Inn. AYhm jqnns kabv Inpsns {innn. ]t Ahv Xs ]cnNbamsWp htm. A]bvv pUntbmhnsem [rXnbmbn. apntmIp Imdns\ am{Xw {inv Ah ImtdmSnp. apnse Im Hcp CS \ncntebvv Xncnp ]nmse Ahfpw. Hcp ^mdnbptSsXp tXmnp sInSns apn Ah Im \nn. Ahfpw Im \nn Xe ]pdtbvnv Ahsc t\mn. Ah Imdn \nndn AhfpsS ASptbvp hp. "A]mPn, Cu sKbvn qSn t]mbm FfpamWv. aXv hfsc NpWw. Hcp cp an\pv \Sw am{Xw.' Ahv s]sv Ftm hnizmktSv tXmn. Hcp sNdnb sKbvv. CXp ssN\m\nbpsS pUn tbmhntebvp hgnbmhm h. Ffphgnsbt ]dXv. Fmbmepw t]mbn t\mmw. Ah ]pdp ISv Imdns hmXneSv temv sNbvXp Ahcp sS Hw \Sp. Ah sKbvp ISptm asmcp Im AhfpsS Imdns ]nn \npXh Ip. AXnepw cpt]cpmbncpp. Ahcpw pUntbmhntebvv Ffphgnv hXmbncnWw. Ah thKw \Sp. sInSns apnsenbtmgmWv AhcpsS kz`mhw amdnbXv. Ah AhfpsS hfsc ASpphv ]dp. "hcq \apItbvp t]mImw.' "CXmtWm pUntbm?' D]tbmKnmsX Dt]nn Hcp ^mdn sInSw. \ndsb s]mSn, appw hcm bnepw Nppap acfpsS CeI ASnpIqSnbncnpp. ""AsX CXpXs.' AhfpsS ssI]nSnpsImv AXnsemcp ]dp. Ah IpXdn csSm t\mn. ]t cpt]cpw IqSn Ahsf apdpsI ]nSnncpp. Hcp AhfpsS hm s]mpIbpw sNbvXp. ]nnep Imdnse cpt]cpw ASpsnbncpp. \mept] IqSn Ahsf XmnsbSpv Hcp hip apdnbntebvv s]mnsmp t]mbn.

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t_m[w htm Ah Hcmip]{Xn apdnbnembncpp. FmWpmbsXv a\nemhm Ahv GXm\pw \nanj FSpp. s]sh `bp \nehnfnm XpSn. Hcp \gvkv AItbvp hp. Ah A]bpsS s\n XtemSn. "kmcan. Ctm Bcpan. kam[m\ambn InSp.....' "Rms\hnsSbmWv?' "Hcp \gvknMvtlmamWv. \nfpsS Bmsc hnhcadnbnnn. t^m \ Xm hnfnp]dbmw. Asn \npXs kwkmcnmw.' "BcmsWs Ctmp sImphXv?' "Hcp hmvam\mWv. \nfpsS \nehnfn tIv HmSnsXmWv. bphm Bssdv \u.' Hcp Imnpmbmc HmSnhcpXp Incpp. AtXmsS \mept]cpw ew hnSpIbpw sNbvXp. Atmtgbvpw Ah At_m[mhbnsenbncpp. "F\nsmcp t^m Xcmtam. Rm hnfnmw.' "icn.' \gvkv ]pdtbvpt]mbn, DSs\s Hcp t^mWpambn Xncnphp. v Npacnse tkmn Ipnbtijw Ah t^m A]bvp sImSpp. Bsc hnfnpw. Avfns\ hnfnm h. ]ns BcmWpXv. Bcpan. Bscbpw Adnbnt. Cu \mWtSv Xns HSps. ]t \gvknMvtlman \np ]pdp ISWsan AhcpsS _n sImSptnhcpw. X\nv Bscsbnepw AdnbnmsX \nhrnbn. Ah Ub sNm XpSn. t^mWns adphip\nv kp\nens iw tIp. A]bvv kwkmcnm Ignn. Ah tXntncbpIbmWv. "Fp]n tamsf, FmWpmbXv? h A]IShpapmtbm? \osbhnsSbmWv.......' "Rm\nhnsS Hcp \gvknMvtlmanemWv. Hv hcq, DSs\.....t]tcm? Hcp an\nv.' Ah \gvknt\mSv tNmZn

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tijw XpSp. "tNm{]m \gvknMvv tlmw. AtcnbnemWv. Hv thKw hcq. Fs klmbnq.' "\osbmv ]cn{`anmXncnq. F\ndnbmw. tUm. Acp tNm{]bpsSXmWv. Rm ASpdnbp BfmWv. Rm\ntms AhnsS Fmw.' kp\n hXv tUm. tNm{]bpsS HamWv. Abm ASpv hv AhfpsS XeapSn XShn. "kmcan tamsf. kv ToIv tlmPm sbKm.' Xncnv tUmtdmSv Abm ]dp. "Rm Hbvv ChtfmSv kwkmcns.' "jobokv n C t{Sma.' tUm ]dp. "_o tI^p.' tUm t]mbn. kp\n \gvkns\ t\mn. Ahcpw t]mbn. Abm InenSpn Itkebn Ccpp. A]bpsS Iv \ndsmgpIpIbmbncpp. kp\n AhfpsS ssI]nSnv hmeytmsS XShn. "Itam A], \n\v CXne[nIw ss[cyapv. kmh[m\n, hfsc kmh[m\n Abm FmWv \SsXv A]tbmSv tNmZnp a\n emn. Aw_mknU Imdns \ Ahv Hmbpmbncpp. Ahsf D]{Zhn \mep t]cpsS apJOmbbpw. kp\nens apJw `oIcamIpXv A] Ip. "tZ hn t] t^mdnv.' Abm ]p ISnpsImv ]dp. "\apv \msf t]mImw." kp\n ]dp. "\mtfbvt \o t\maemhq FmWv tUm ]dbpXv. ]ns Hcp Imcyw \ CsXmpw ]pdmpn. Ftm `mKyn\mWv \ns ChnsSs sImphXv. \ns D]{ZhnhcpsS Imcyw Rm t\mnsmmw.' Abm Fgptp, IpnpsImv AhfpsS s\nta Npw_np. "Rm \msf hcmw.' Abm t]mbn. Anfnt\mSv FmWv ]dbpIsbv Ah BtemNnp. cp Znhkw appam{Xw Hcp cm{Xn hon \nv hnp\np. Ctm CXm hopw. Ans\sbmcp Iogvhgapmnbncpsn Ipganmbncpp. AXpsImv cm{Xnpns Ahv hon XncnsWsapv. Ah kp\nens\ Xncnphnfnp. "Rm Cp sshIptcwXs hon t]ms? \msf hcmw.' kp\n Hcp \nanjw BtemNnp. "icn, Rm tUmtdmSv tNmZns. ]ns Imdns Xmtm Xcq. Rm\Xv \gvknM v tlmantebvp sImphcmw.' kp\n taipdncnp lm v_mKv Xpdp XmtmseSpp ]pdpt]mbn. Ap an\npIgnv Xncnp hv Abm ]dp. "icn. \apv sshIptcw t]mImw. Rm Hcp Bdp aWnv hcmw.' Ah Bizknp. kp\nent\mSv Fns\bmWv \n ]dtbsXv Ahdnbnmbncpp. B a\pjy Fn\mWv X\np thn IsSpXv. tUm Ddm\p acpv Xnpsp tXmpp. Ah abnembn. hmvam sKbvncnsI \nppmbncpp. kp\n Xs slcmUv A]bpsS Imdn\p ]nn \nn, Abmp t\sc \Sp. hmvam Ipdp ]cn{`anXmbn tXmn. "km_v?...' "\nfmtWm B s]Ipnsb cnXv?' "AtX km_v....'Abm kwibnpsImv ]dp. "\ ImcyamWv sNbvXXv. Ah Fs IpnbmWv. Ah ]noSv hpthm?' "C km_v. Ah hcpsav tXmpn.' "icn, Fmbmepw CXncns.' kp\n Ioibn\nv \qdns cp t\mpI FSpv AbmfpsS ssIbn hp sImSpp. "asmcp Imcyw. Cns\sbmcp kw`hw ChnsS \Snn. a\nemtbm?' "icn km_v.' "\nv ss{UhnMv Adnbmtam?' "Adnbmw km_v.' "Fn Cu Imdv \gvknMvtlmans ]mnMv temn sImp t]mbn CSWw. Rm Hw hcmw.' Abm Imdns Xmtm hmvam\v sImSpp. ^vfmnsenb DSs\ kp\n sNbvXXv lkoans\ _ob hmm\mbn ]dbpIbmbncpp. ]ns t^msWSpp Idn. Hv IpfnWw. cp Ipn _ob IpSnv `Ww Ignv \mbn DdWw. AXp Ignv sshIptcw A]sb Iqm Atcnv t]mIWw. "ltem..... CXv kp\nemWv. AsX, \ns Hv ImWWw..... AsX AXymhiyamWv. Hcp Imcyw ]dbm \mWv........ F\nv hfsc ths Hcp Ipnsb \mept] IqSn \innp. BscmsbmsWp a\n emtbm........ AsX Ah Xs. Rm\tmv hcmw. Asn thsd FhnsSsbnepw hv..... FhnsS?...... ssa KpUvs\v, AhnsStbm? Rms\mcp SmIvknbn hcmw....... ImsdSppn......cm{Xn Fn\v....' kp\n t^m hv Ipfnm\mbn _mvdqan Ibdn.

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cp Znhkn\pn FsmsbmWv kw`hnXv? A] BtemNnp. Hcp \qncp]Xp Intemao thKn ImtdmSnp t]mse. CXv {`mp ]nSnnp thKamWv. FhnsSsbms t]mbn CSnp sadnbn. cmhnsebpmbXv AXns Hcp aptmSn am{XamsWhp tXmn. C\n {SmIznssek Hpw Xtcsv Ah tUmtdmSv ]dp. sshIptcamIptmtgbvv km[mcW anemhWw. apJv ]nb t]md Fsnepw ]dv Anfns\ t_m[ysSpmw. s]sv t{_bvntSnhp shsm atm. a\nep t]mdent\m. AXpw hgntb amdnsmpw. kp\nens apJp I ISp `mhw Ahsf `bsSpnbncpp. Abm Fsnepw sNpsa `bw. sNbvXnsmWv. cmhnsebpmb kw`h Hmptms Ahp `bw tXmpp. a\pjy C{X \oNambn s]cpamdptam. Fmw \ kpcm. IeymWw Ignptam Fp tNmZnm cmasXmv BtemNnmsX aqfm ]p{X `wKnbph. ]t AhcpsS a\n CsXmsbs. Xs {`mmWv CXns\ms ImcWw. ssN\m\n X\nbvv Ahkcw Xcpsa tamlnemWv AhcpsS ]nmse t]mbXv. km[mcW \nebnemsWn Ah Hv BtemNnts\. hgnbn hv I cpt] ssN\m\n ImWm BhiysSppsp ]dbptm AXv hnizknpambncpn. hnizknm s FhnsSsbnepw Ibdn t^m sNbvXv \nPnXn a\nemntbs\. Ah kn\namtemIhpambn hfsc ASp _aphcmbncnWw. Fmbmepw C\n Xm {ishbvpw. kp\n Bdp aWnbvv Fn. Ah IgnbpXpw km[mcW anemsWp ImWnm {iaw \Sn. "\o Ctm t\maembncnpphtm.' kp\n ]dp. "sbkv, jobokv, s]s^ven Bssdv.' tUm ]dp. "jn Iym tKm tlmw. \msf {Unv thWw. Hv hp s]mbv t ms. cmgv N Ignv sSpIv hcWsap am{Xw. AXp \namWv . hcmXncncpXv.' Atlw Xncnv \gvkn\v \nti sImSpp. ]pdv kp\nens Imdp In. Ah tNmZytmsS kp\nens\ t\mn. "Rm SmIvknbnemWv hXv. \n\v ImtdmSnm am{Xw in Inntbm Fdnbntm.' Abm XmtmseSpv AhfpsS In hpsImSpp, ]ns adphipt]mbn, A] hmXn XpdpXpw Imp\np. Im mmn \onbtm Ah tNmZnp. "ChnsS _n F{X hp? Rm Xcmw.' "\o AsXmpw Adnb Bhiyan.' Ah `wKnbmbn ImtdmSnpXp Itm kp\n ]dp. "\n\v {]iv\sampantm.' Ah tNmZy]qw Abmsf t\mn. "Fs ]msf tj\n hnm aXn. F\nsmcnSp t]mIm\pv. \o Hbvp s]mbvsmpsav Ddt.' "sbkv tk.' kabw GgpaWnbmbntbpp. Fp aWnbvt ss_Jebn Ftp. [mcmfw kabapv. ]ns SmIvknbn t]mIpsXmw Hmtcm sXfnhpIfmbncnpw. PmIvks\ ImWm t]mIptm Ans\ Nne apIcpXepI BhiyamWv. "Fs ChnsS hnm aXn. \o t\sc s]mbvtm.' Abm ]dp. A] Im \nn. kp\n AhfpsS ssI]nSnan. "Fmw icnbmhpw, Fmw.' Abm Imdn\nndn. ]msf tj\ntebvp \Sptm Abm BtemNnp. Xm hnNmcnXnepw t\cs A] hosSpncnpp. AhfpsS CminsbbmWXv ImWnpXv. Abm hns ]msfbn \nv s{Sbn\n _m{bnsen. AhnsS\nv lm_ sse\ntebvv amdn. lm_ s{Sbv t]mIm Xmdmbn \nppmbncpp. hoXn IqSnb \ncn\nv hoXn Ipd \ncntebvv, hopw hoXn Ipd \ncv. hopw CShgnI, Hcp kvIqdn\p t]mepw t]mIm ]m hgnI. Hcp ASpphp sImv tNmZnp. "km_v, Am am sl.' Fp am? am Fp ]dm FpamImw. ]mcmbw, Imhv, s]mSn, AXpasn thiyI. Abm ]dp. "Rm thsdmcp Imcyn\v hXmWv. ip{Inbm.' \n ]dp sImv HgnhmhpIbmWv \Xv. ew alm ]niImWv. Hv Dcv ]dm aXn ]ns InsImp Ifnbmhpw. Ahs B mcmbncnpw Npphhpw. hmsmcp ew. PmIvk tPmbnsbpmbncpp. kp\nens\ Itm Abm IpSn \nn apdnp ]pdtbv p hp. Pokpw \oe sU\nwXpWnbpsS Pmpw thjw. apIfnse cp _ XpdnXneqsS AbmfpsS tcma\n_nVamb amdpw Igpn XqnnSp kzamebpw ImWm\pv. "sS an, hmSvkv bph t{]mw?' Abm Hcp tKmh\mbncpp. PmIv k Unkqk. app hbp {]mbw tXmpw. In aoi, {^pXmSn.

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"\apsmcp Imcyw sNmw PmIv k .' kp\n ]dp. "GsXnepw sdtmdn t]mbncpv kwkmcnmw, Asn _mdn.' "Ntem.....sdtmdv ta PmsbKm.' sdtmdn taincphipancpv Ah kwkmcnp. "\n\v a\nemtbm BcmWv Insbv?' "a\nemsbtm? Ahs t]cv ChnsS ]dp t]mhcpXv. Ign {]mhiyw Ahs\ shdpsX hnXv \n ]dnmWv. Hmpptm.' "Hmppv PmIvk. Fs sXmWv. AtmXs sImSptXmbncpp.' Hcp ]mhs admn IpSpw_ns Xmmbncpp Ah. PmIvk\mWv kp\nent\mSv Ahv Fsnepw tPmen sImSpm ]dXv. kn\nabn Hcp FIv{bmpIbpw sNbvXp. henb Ipg anmsX s]mbvsmncptmgmWv Ah.......... Av PmIvks\ XWpnm hfsc ]mSps]p. C\nbpw CXp XpScm A\phZnpIqSm. "Rm FmWv sNtXv. Imnfbs? IXw IZqw?' "cpt]sc Imntm. ap cpt]sc C\n AXp sNm ]nm hn[nemntm.' PmIvk Hcp hgpXn\ \pdppt]mse BwKyw Imn. "CtXm?' "AsX. C\nbh asmcp s]Ipnsb \inncpXv.' kp\n ]dp. "Bs F{X sNehp hcpw?' "kp\n km_v....' kp\nens ssIn AannSnp sImv PmIvk ]dp. "Ahs\ Xm F\nv ]Ww th. ]t Fs ]nmv Fsnepw sImSpWw. AhcpsS _nkn\mWnXv. Hcp ]v IcpXntm. Fmw Ignnp sImSpm aXn.' "Rm\n\n cwKn.' kp\n ]dp. "th, t]mbvtm. Rm _n sImSpv s]mbvtmfmw.' kp\n Fgptp.

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cmhnse Fgpttm A]bvv DWp tXmn. ImepInSbnse thZ\ Atmgpapm bncpp. cmhnse \gvknMv tlman t]mIWsav AXhsf Hmnnp. Cv jqnn\p t]mIm tXmnbn. _on aqmw Znhkhpw jqnpmhpsav Ahdnbmw. s]sv Ah B slen tm]vS A]ISw Hmp. ]{Xn AXns hniZ hnhc Dmbncpp. t_mv ASpsptm NmSm\mbn XmsdSpp \n \S\v slentm]vS s]sv s]mnbXp ImcWw ]nSpw hnSpIbmWp mbXv . Abm apdpsI ]nSnm {ianp. AXv IqSpX Ipgapmn. Atms ]nSn hnncpsn A[nIw DbcanmnSp \np Xs hotWs\. AX{X A]ISapmnmbncpp, ImcWw ASpsnb t_mnse Bmv Abmsf cnm ]pambncpp. km[p a\pjy. Zb\obambnpXv AbmfpsS IpSpw_amWv . s{dn `mhns arXtZlnsXnscbp NphcncnIn AbmfpsS `mcy hoWpInSncpp. B ]mhw kv{Xo IcpXfv InSpIbmbncpp. Fsmcp PohnXw! kn\namtemItbvp {]thinpXns\n A]bvp BZyambn hop hnNmcapmbn. AXn\p am{Xsamsbptm shnncbnse PohnXw? Ah ]{XsaSpv BZywsXmv Ahkm\whsc hmbnp. X\np ]nb A]ISsn Fns\sb nepw hm ]pdp hnptm Fdnbm. C, Hpw hnn. Ftm `mKyn\v Ahsf B \gvknMv tlman Bn. Fsmstbm \I Cu Iepjmhbnepw X\n\pIqeambn hnppv. AXn HmatXmWv kp\n atlm{X. "t^mWpv..... A]bvv t^mWpv.' Nphnse \nebn \nv annv ]mt hnfnp ]dp. kp\nembncpp. "Fns\bpv A]m Ctm?' "Ipgan.' "Cv \gvknMvtlman t]mIWw. Rm HXp aWnv AhnsS hcmw.' "Rm Hbvv t]mbmtmsc?' "Fm Rm hcpXpsImv h Ipghpaptm?' "Am, Rm kp\nens\ Iptd _pnapnppv.' "s]s Xami ]dbmsX Xmdmbn \ntm. IrXyw HXp aWnv Rm AhnsS Fpw. tlmWSnm s\mpw CSbm.' "icn k.' Ah t]mIm\mbn hmXnhsc Fnbtm annv ]mt HmSn hp. "A]m, BPv \mcntbm NnWn _\mbm?' "Adnbn Bn. Dsn tcWphns ssIbn sImSpbmw.' tImWn Ibdptm Ah BtemNnp, Xm sNp t^mWpIfpsS NmPv Ah CuSmpXv \mfntIcnWn tNmZnp hmnbnmsWv tXmpp. Ah Ipfnp ]pdsSm XpSn.

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slcmUn bm{X sNpXv Hcp hnNn{Xm\p`hamWv. \n Hcp ss_nemWv t]mIpsX {]XoXnbpmhpw. CSbvv h Ipgnbnepw NmSn Xe apIfneSnptmgmWv ImdnemsWp a\nemhpI. A] ]dp. "kp\nen\v Hcp \ Im hmnqsS?' Abm Ahsf t\mn Nncnp. "\n\smcp Imcyw Adnbmtam?' "Mpw?' "F\nv sNmambncp Imcy Fsmsbpmbncpp. AsXmpw sNbvXn. F\np hbv apncmbn. IeymWw Ignn. Rm\mcp \S\mWv. ]t CXphsc Hcp kn\nabn \mbIs thj aWnnn. Fs InqSn e ISp t]mbnpv. hns ]msfbn Hcp _vfmhv hmp Xns\n Rm BtemNnnn. \sSpnb AhkcfpsS Hcp B_amWv Fs PohnXw. Asn CXnsems Fncnpp.' "\n HcZv`pXa\pjy\mWv.' A] ]dp. Ah \gvknMvtlmansenbncpp. tUmdpmbncpn. \gvkv Ahsf Dntebvp Iqnsmp t]mbn. Abm t]mn \nv Hcp knKcsSpv Npnhp, ]ns AXp thsp Xocpam\nv Xncnpv Iqnsbnp. \gvkv hv AbmtfmSp ]dp. "cmgvN Ignv hcWw. Hpcv sSpI \SWw. AXv Ctm \SnbXp sImv Imcyan.' "Fp sSv?' "Cns\bp tIkpIfn AXmhiyamWv.' kp\nen\p a\nembn. Bdp amkw apv Abmv Hc\p`hapmbnpv. B admn IpnbpsS Imcy n. ]t sSpI \Stn hn. AXn\papv Ah Fstbvpambn bm{Xbmbn. tamdn bn AhfpsS ihicocw InSpXv Hm htm Abm ]ndpn. Imdn Ibdptm Abm tNmZnp."FmWv \ns ]cn]mSn?' "Ctm?' "AsX. thsd ]cn]mSnsbmpw Cnnsn \apv en\p t]mImw. \n\v Ipdsmcp dnemIvtkj Inpw.' "AXv FhntSbvv Wnpp FXns\ B{ibnncnpw.' "FmWv thXv? ssN\okv Hm tImSns\.' "ssN\okv aXn.' "Fn \apv ^vtfmdbn t]mImw.' Ah ^vtfmdbn t]mbnpmbncpn. Ah ]dp. "icn.' ^vtfmd hfnbnembncpp. Abm Im mmn.

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\Kcn sIme]mXI IqSnbnpsXv Anfns ncw BhemXnbmWv. cmhnse BZys NmbbpsS Hw Atlw ]{Xw hmbnpp. Hcp s{Sbn NmbIqm\p sInepw, ]mepw ]kmcbpap ]m{Xfpw Hcp Ipw tkmkdpambn tcWp _mWnbn sImpt]mbn hbvpp. Av kzw Cn\\pkcnv NmbIqn IpSnpp. Hcp aqp Iv Nmb AImptmtgbvv ]{Xw apgph hmbnp XonpmIpw. "A]m..." Atlw hnfnp. Ahv DdShp amdnbncpn. NmbIpSn \nn Ah _mWnbntebvv t]mbn. "FmWv Av?' km[mcW Ans\ hnfnmdpv. AtmgmWv AhfpsS As ]cn]mSnsbpdnsms Atlw tNmZnmdpXv. "\ns s{]mUyqk Hcp knnbt?' Ah Xebmnbtm Atlw XpSp. "ssN\m\n?' Ah hopw Xebmn. "AbmfpsS aI acnp.' "Fns\?' Ah t] Xndnp. Hmas t]Pns henb Acn hm sImSpncnpp. ^nenw s{]mUyqk ssN\m\nbpsS aI\pw kvt\lnX\pw shSntbv acnp. Ah Acmn sRntmbncpp. ssN\m\nbvv cp afpmbncppshdnbmw. aqh cp hjw apv acnpshpw. Ah hmbnm XpSn. ssN\m\nbpsS aI cmtIjpw kvt\lnX atljpw A{IanIfpsS shSntbv acnp. Jmdnse env tdmUn hmWv kw`hw. Imdn hcnIbmbncp cp t]tcbpw FXn hip\np Imdn

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h cpt] Im \nn \ndsbmgnpIbmbncpp. cpt]cpw DSs\ acnp. A{IanI h Imdn s csp Xmsg sImSp Nn{Xn Hcp sh Aw_mkU Imdn\pn Xe Ip\n an cpt]cpsS ihicocw. A]bpsS ImepIv _ebw t]mse tXmn. Ah BZyw BtemNnXv AhfpsS hn[nsbnbmbncpp. X\nv sNdnbsXn sNdnb Hcp Nmkv kn\nabn Inpsambtm Cs\bpw Hcp Ipgw. C\n ssN\m\n Atlns m\pI amptamsbv Bcp Iq. AhfpsS IpI AtmgmWv B cp t^mtmIfntebv p ]XnXv . ASp tImfn acn cp sNdpmcpsS t^mtmI sImSpncpp. s]sv Ahv Xe IdpXmbn tXmn. Hcp \nanjn \pn Ah t_m[w sIv \nep hoWp. t_m[w htm Ah Inen InSpIbmbncpp. Av ASppXs Ccnppv. "Io tlmtem Io?' Atlw tNmZnp. FmWpmbXv? Ahv hopw t_m[bw hcp t]mse tXmn. Av hopw Ipdv sh saSpv AhfpsS apJw XpSp. "On, On, Hcp hm Iv Cns\bmbmtem? CsXms Cu \Kcn Fpw kw`hnWXs? \n\v C{Xbpw ss[cyanmXmtbm.' Nn{Xn I cpt] Aw_mkU Imdn hv Ahsf D]{Zhnhcmbncpp. Abm ssN\m\n bpsS aIt\m? Ahsc B Fns\......... "Ipgan Av. Ctm icnbmbn.' "F\nv a\nembn tamsf.' Abm ]dp. "kmcwy. Fgptp.' Anfn\v Hpw a\nembnnsv Ah Hmp. Fp sImtm Ahv Hm hXv kp\nens hmpIfmWv. "tZ hn t] t^mdnv.' Ah hne sImSpp Ignp. ]t Fp hne! BcmWXp sNbvXnp mhpI? Ahv kp\nepambn kwkmcnWsav tXmn. ssN\m\ntbmSpw kwkmcnWw. Ah Ipfnv ]pdpt]mIm XmsdSpp. km[mcW hnfnmdp _qn \np hnfnmsX Aev]w AIsebp _qn \nmWv Ah hnfnXv. "ssN\m\n ^nenwkv.' cRvPn\nbpsS iw tIp. "ssN\m\n km_ptm.' "C, BcmWv kwkmcnpXv. Cv km_pmhn.' "CXv Rm\mWv A].' "Hm, A]mPn hnhcadnnt.' "Adnp.' ]p aWnv htmfp. ItUmekv ]pkvXIw ChnsS hnpv. Hnpt]mImw.' "ssN\m\n km_ns\ ImWm ]nt?' "Cp ]n.' "icn.' Ah kp\nens \ hnfnp. Abm AhnsSbpmIpsa {]Xobpmbncpn. ]t cmas dnns kp\n t^msWSpp. "ltem, kp\n lnb.' "CXv Rm\mWv A].' "t_mtem A], Iym lm sl.' Ah Hcp an\pv \nbmbn. ]ns tNmZnp. "\n {]hmNI\mtWm?' "\o ssN\m\nsb hnfntm.' "hnfnp, Innbn. ]p aWnv sNm ItUmekv _pn HnSmsav ]dp cRvPn\n.' "Rm \nXns honembncpp cm{Xn apgph. Ctm Xncnsnbnt Dq. lobosk tSm sdv. BZys aI cp sImw apmWv t]mbXv. AsXmcp BIvknUmbncpp. CtmgnXm cmatXpw.' "kp\nen\p a\nemtbm Bcmbncpp Fs........' Ah apgph ]dp. "F\ndnbmw. _nKv {_Z t\mkv FhncnXnMvv. \o Ctmp hcq. \apsmw ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okn t]mImw.' "icn Rm ]p aWnbvv hcmw.' "Rm Atmtgbvpw Hv Ipfnp Xmdmhmw.' Xncnv hontebvp \Sptm Ah BtemNnp. kw`h hfsc thKnemWv \SpXv. X\nXpsmm Ignbpn. Hcp kw`hw Xs Dn Hcp BLmXapmn AXn\nv FgptpXn\p appXs asmpmhpp. Cns\ t]mbm FhnsS Fpw? CXmtWm Xm Dtin PohnXw? PohnXsn Ah BZyambn Nnnm XpSn. AXns \ncIXsbn. FmWv kw`hnpI. X\nv ssN\m\n Hcp Nmkp Xp. ASp kn\nabn \mbnIm\w Xs Xpshncns. Xm Hcp lnmhpp. IqSpX s{]mUyqkam Xs At\zjnp hcpp. tIm

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{SmpI HnSpp. Im jopI. Hn\pw kabanmsX Hcp skn\nv thsdmcp skntebvv Hmw. ]Ww hmcpp. AXn\nSbvv X\nv cp Znhkw apv kw`hnXpt]mse A]IS. Zpcqlamb Cu XncYbn PohnXsa IYm]m{Xn\v FhnsS m\w. ]mInMv temn hmvam Nqnmnb ev Im ]mv sNbvXp A] Cdn. Im ]qnbnn t Fv ]cntim[nv Ah \Sp. ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okntebvv bm{X kp\nens ImdnembncnWw. en^vn kwKoXapmbncpp. Ahv Atm AXv Ipdv A\hkcnepXmbn tXmn. Ggmw \nebn en^vv \np. Ah ]pdndn. kabw, kn\nabn tmtamj\n ImWnpw t]mse \ofpXmbn Ahp tXmn. en^vn\nv kp\nens hmXnsem C{Xb[nIw kabtam? s_Sntm hmXn XpdXv kp\n Xsbmbncpp. Abm AItbvp t\mn lkoant\mSv Ftm hnfnp ]dv AhfpsS Hw en^vntebvpXs \Sp. ssN\m\nbpsS Hm^okn\p apnse Xncv Ah {]Xonnmbncpp. \ndsb Bm, Hm^okv tImunIpw ]pdpw. AIpw ]pdpw \ndsb ImdpI. ImadbpsS ^vfmjpI. Ah AItbvp Ibdn. ^vfmjpI ann. kzoIcWapdnbns cmtIjns Hcp henb t^mtmbvp aosX ]pjv]lmcw. Hcp henb Xmen ]q \ndncpp. hcphscmw AXn\nv ]psfSpv t^mtmhn\p Xmsg Anp. kp\nepw Hcp IpS ]qsfSpv t^mtmhntebvv Cv ssIIqn. ^vfmjp I anppmbncpp. A] Ip\nv ]qsfSpp t^mtmhntebvp t\mn. Cu a\pjy\mWv cp Znhkw apv Xs sImm {ianXv. \mept]cpsSbpw Dugw Igntm AbmfmWv ]dXv. "IXw ItZm; \mtXm Kpam tlmPmbKm.' ]noSpmtbmhp IpepamepI Hgnhmm Ahsf sImm. DSs\ asmcp AhfpsS Igp n ]nSnpIbpw sNbvXp. Ah Dn Aedppmbncpp. `mKyn\mWv hmvam hXpw Ah \mept]cpw HmSn csXpw. Ah kp\nens t\sc t\mn. Abm Hpw ]dbmsX Ahsf {inp t\mpIbmWv. ^vfmjpI anppmbncpp. Ah ]q t^mtmhn\p apn Cv Xncn p \Sp. Ah Atms aSn. "hmsmcp tbmKamWv FtXv.' A] ]dp. kp\n Ahsf Hcp tNmZytmsS t\mn. Ah Fbvv tdmUn\nv sabn tdmUntebvp ISpIbmWv. "Fs _emkwKw sNbvXtijw sImphm\p HmUdpw sImSp Hcp a\pjys t^mtmhn\p apn ]pjv]anpI. temIv Hcp s]Ipnbvpw Cu KXntISv Dmbnpmhn.' "icnbmWv.' kp\n ]dp. "Rm Hcp Imcyw tNmZns. cmtIjns acWhpw tZ hn t] t^mdnv F kp\nens {]hN\hp ambn h _hpaptm?' "\n\smWv tXmpXv?' "Rm\msI BibpgnemWv. F\nv Fsmstbm kw`hnpsImncnbmWv. Nppw \Sp sXmw icnpXmtWm AtXm kz]v\w ImWpXmtWm FpIqSn kwibamIpw hn[w Rm Bib pgnemWv.' "Rms\mcp ssZhhnizmknbmWv.' kp\n ]dp. "Rm Aefn t]mIpw ]nIfn t]mIpw, KpcpZzmcIfn t]mIpw. {]mnpw. A\oXnI F\nv klnm IgnbpXnepw ApdmWv. A\oXnIsXncmbn \S]SnsbSpm Rm ssZhn\v H ]e Ahkchpw sImSppw. Hpw \Spnsp Im \oXnbvmbn Rm av ssZhsf B{ibnpp. Ah Fs Hcnepw \ncmisSpnbnn.' "GXmWm ssZh.' kp\n sKbvp ISp. Abm ]dp. "Cdntmfq.' Ah Cdn. "]ns.....' kp\n AhtfmSp ]dp. 'Cs t]dn Amas t]Pn asmcp \yqkpv. AXp IqSn hmbnWw.' Abm Im, ]mInMv temntebvsSpp. A] Hcp \nanjw AhnsS \np. kp\n hp AhfpsS ssI ]nSnp Ipepn. "icn C\n ImWmw. Rm t]ms, Ipdp Xncpv.' "icn.'

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honsenb DSs\ Ah t\mnbXv As ]{Xambncpp. Amw t]Pn Ah ]cXn. sNdnb sNdnb hmInSbn Ah AXp Ip ]nSnp. cp sNdpm knKv Z mhbn Bip]{Xnbn. _on cp sNdpmsc tNmc hm \nebn Isn. AhcpsS kzImcy Ahbh tOZn anembncpp. Ahbh hopInnbnn. Ah Ctmgpw knKvZmhbn XpScpp. AXnPohnm\p km[yX Ipdhv. A] Xfp. cp t]PpIfn shtsd InSp kw`h Xnep _w Ahp a\nembnpSnbncpp. kzw AXnPoh\wXs Hcp {]iv\ambn Ahp tXmn. Fn\mWv

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Zo]nI hmjn-I--Xnv 2002

CsXms? FmWv CXpsImsms t\SpXv? Ah cm{Xn DdpXn\papv Avfns acpps]n ]cXn Hcp DdpKpfnI tamnp. Cv Ddw hcWsan AXpam{Xta icWapq. Ah cm{Xn kpJambn Ddn. cmhnse Fgpttm Ah BtemNnXv CXmWv. Cv FmWv sNpI. Hpw sNm\nm HchbmWv. Iptd Znhktbvv jqnMv DmIpsav tXmpn. hnt\mZns ASpp t]mIm Ahv bmsXmcp Xmev]cyhpapmbncpn. kp\nemIs Cses Ahsf Hgnhmp anemWv kwkmcnXv. km[mcW Abm Ahsf hontebvp Wnmdpv. Cse AXpmbn. Hcp]t Abm Xncnembncnpw. Asn kwkmcnm\p aqUnembncnn. Ah aphv kwib ns B\pIqeyw sImSpp. HXp aWnmWv annv ]mt hnfnp ]dXv. "A]m, t^m.....' Ah Xmtgbvp t]mbn. kp\nembncpp. "Hcp No hm Xcm\mWv hnfnXv.' Ctm \S Imcysfm Nobmbn FmWpmhpI? Ah tNmZnp. "Ft?' "ssN\m\n ]pXnb aqhn t{Ump sNbvXncnpp. AXn\p thn sImSp tIm{SmpIsfmw Imk sNpIbmWv.' A] Hpw ]dbm\mImsX t^mWpw ]nSnp \np. hnizknm {]bmkw. Xm kz]v\w ImWpI bmtWm? CXp ]IemtWm, AtXm cm{Xntbm. "]ns ImWmw. Rm CXp ]dbm hnfnXmWv.' "icn' Ah t^m shp. Ah Hcp abnset]mse apIfntebvp t]mbn. Av Hm^okntebvp t]mbncpp. tcWp ]dn hmm t]mhpIbmWv. hmXneSv Ipnbnv Ah InSbn t]mbn hoWp. Fm kz]v\fpw XIpshv Ahp a\nembn. Xm Ign GXm\pw amkfmbn \p hfnb kz]v\w thcp ]nSnpXn\p appXs hmSncnncnpp. C\n A] F \mbnI C. shnncbn \ndp\n Xs kz]v\amWv Hcp \nanjw sImv CmXmbncnpXv. C\n Pohnncpnsp Imcyw. Ah Fgptv Avfns apdnbntebvp t]mbn. acpps]n ]pdpXsbpmbncpp. Ah AXp Xpdp. cp {nv DdpKpfnII. Cse ]pXpXmbn hmnbXmbncnWw. Ah AXpsaSpv ASpfbntebvp \Sp. Ftmtgm hmXn app iw tIncpp. ]ns Nppw AXnthKw hfp h XtamKn B iw CmXmbn. Ah Hcp Bgap Ipgnbntebvv XeIpn hogpIbmWv. Icbm\p Hcp {iaw XpSnte ]cmPbsp.

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aqpt] Xs AannSnncnbmWv. Ah IpXdpp. \memah Xs hkv{X Agnp ampIbmWv. Ah Dds iapmm {ianp. ]t iw sXmbnsehntStbm DSn \npp. Ah hopw IpXdm {ianp. s]sh Ip Xpdp. DWtm BZyw IXv Anfns\bmbn cpp. ]nn kp\nepw tcWphpw. Bip]{XnbnemWv. ImcyfpsS nXn a\nemm Ahv Ipdp kabsaSpp. AhfpsS IhnfnqSn Ioscmenndn. "Fn\m tamfv Cns\sbms sNbvXXv?' Av tNmZnp. "Ftm `mKyn\v tcWp ]WsaSpm adp. Ah Xncnp htm hmXn XpdvWnymp Itm annv ]mtbpsS ASpp t]mbn _lfapmn. AXpsImv Fs tamfv csp. "Ctm Fns\bpv?' kp\n tNmZnp. Abm AhfpsS XeapSnbn XtemSn. "Cns\sbmpw sNm ]mSn tamsf. CsXms Hcp kn\namXmcambn hnPbnv hj Ignv sNt ImcyamWv. XpSpXn\p appXs thX. Imcysms AXntXmb Hcp {Iaans. AXp sXnm ]mSn.' kp\nens apJv Nncnsbmpan. FpsImtm Xm Pohnncnpp FXn Ahv Bizm kw tXmn. Ah AbmfpsS ssI ]nSnan.

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k G v kmnse kznnMv]qfns Icbnen shfp taiIfnsemn Ah A`napJambn Ccpp. ISen \np Imv hfsc kpJIcambncpp. kznnMv]qfn BfpI IpdhmWv. Hcp kmbvhpw aZmbpw am{Xw. Ah `mcym`mmtcm ImapItcm BWv. Hmtcm hw \ongnmepw Ah tImWnta Xqn\nv Npw_npIbpw hopw \om XpSpIbpw sNpw. hopw Xncnphv IWniambn...... kp\nen\v tZjyw ]nSnp. "KpUv tamWnMvv an atlm{X.' Hcp phmUv ASpp hp. "tamWnMv taw.' "KpUv tamWnMvv.'

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Abm cv sa\yp ImUpI AhcpsS apn hv Xncnp t]mbn. "\o FmWv IgnpXv?' "t\ms.' Ah sa\p Xpdp. "\o Im Xncnp sImSpXv \mbn.' kp\n ]dp. "C\n \nXn\v Fsnepw m\pIfpsn Abm \ns hnfnpw. AXphsc tlmfntU.' Abm sa\p Xpdv HtmSnpt\mnb tijw ASp hp. Abm A]sb t\mn. Ah Kuchambn sa\p ]TnpIbmWv. s]sv AbmfpsS Dv kvt\lw sImv \ndp. Abm ]dp. "t\mv A], AXn\nSbvv \appw NnesXmw m sNmw. FpsImv \apv kzambn Hcp kn\na FSppIqSm.' "\aptm, kzamtbm?' Ah AZv`pXtmsS kp\nens\ t\mn. "ssh t\mv? henb _Pv kn\naIsfmpw ]n. Fs Hcp kvt\lnXs In Hcp kv{In]vpv. henb sNehnmsX Dmm ]p Hscw. henb sknpIsfmpan.' "An\s kn\naIfmWv \Xv.' A] ]dp. "Ignbp{X HuSvtUm jqnMv aXn. pUntbmhn hmhptm hmSIbpw apw sImSpv apSnbpw.' kp\n Ahsf BZcthmsS t\mn. "\o Ctms Hcp hnZKv Z bmbnptm. \ns Xebnsempans mWv Rm IcpXnbXv.' "Hpcv AhmUpI Xcamm F\nmhpw.' kp\n XpSp. "AXns sNehv Ignbpw. HpIn Rm lotdm. AXp icnbmhnsp tXmzmsWn \apv amscsbnepw hnfnmw. {]Xn^en\v hmsX Bnbnm Hpcp t]sc F\ndnbmw. \o \mbnI.' phmUv HmUsdSpm hp. "Ipdp Ignbs, Xobmnbnn.' "icn k.' Abm t]mbn. "lotdm Bbn amcpw th. kp\nens\mWv Ipdhv?' "]Sw HmSpIbpw thWw. ImcWw RmXsbmWv ]WandpXv.' "HmSmsXmWv? Ipdsms akme tNWw.' "Aev]w skIvkpw pw At?' "AsX.' ISen \nv hcp Imn\v XWpv. Hcp tmns IWnitmsS Npw_np ZXnam kznMv ]qfn\nv A{]Xycmbncnpp. thsd aqpt] BWv Ctm. cp kv{XoIfpw Hcp ]pcpj\pw. Abm hopw shdpsX sa\ypImUv Xpdp adnp sImncpp. A] sa\yp ASp shp. "kp\n, Rms\mcp Imcyw ]dbs?' Abm tNmZytmsS apJapbn. "\n mIv tK_nfns\tmsebpv.' "AsXs........' Abm \nn, Ahsf t\mn Nncnp. AhfpsS NppI t\cnbXmWv. `wKnbp \o aqv. XeapSn \mep `mKp\npw apIfntebvp Ibn s\dpIbn sInhImcWw shfp \ndap \o Igpv apgph ImWm\pv. Igpn\p ]nnep t\cnb sNn tcma Imnenf Ipp. Abm ]dp. "\n\dnbmtam, \o AXnkpcnbmWv.'

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