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Acknowledgements
First and foremost I want to give thanks and honor to my Father in heaven who has blessed me with this gift of words and who is always there no matter my trials. He has gotten me through plenty and now I stand strong with Him and I understand Matthew 6 so much better as well as Phillipians 4. I'm still on a quest though to fully have no worries and building my faith more firmly on Him as He preps me for this next chapter.
To you Eniciyah, Eniyah, Journi and AJ, love you and I'm always here for you!
To my family, church family and dearest friends I love you all!
To everyone that ever bought one of my books or my poetry on iTunes, thank you and I appreciate you tremendously!
Sweet sweet kisses Remise Sweet sweet songs I miss your lips Goodmornings Goodnights Your sweet sweet kisses In mind Love makes me blind Love makes me kind Sweet sweet kisses All mine
-Elizabeth Gamil
Welcome to another chapter, I AM KELZ, writer, poet and most of all human.
Kelz was born in Harbor City, grew up in Los Angeles and is a writer, poet and journalist. Kelz begin writing at age 8. KELZ attended Rio Hondo College and just before graduating KELZ produced, wrote and directed her first play "MAKING THE DEAL", 2007. Shortly after graduating KELZ published her first book of poetry, "OPENING WOUNDS", 2009 and within the next year published a second book, "BEFORE THE SUNRISES", 2010 thus launching her career as a fiction writer. Since Before the SunRises, Kelz has released I Am Kelz, 8402, I Am Kelz Volume II as well as chapbooks For Langston..., Love Letters 1 & 2, Love & Sex and the upcoming 116 chapbook. Kelz will be releasing her debut novel Blurred Vision, September 2014. Look for Kelz books on iBooks, Barnes and Noble and Amazon. (Search: Kelly Newson) As a journalist Kelz has written political and entertainment pieces. Being a journalist Kelz is introduced to some of music's finest. For Kelz has interviewed some talented acts such as actors Khleo Thomas and Christian Keyes and musical talents Karlos Farrar, Siya, Pro Status, P.R.A.D.A., Temper and others. Kelz books:
Opening Wounds I Am Kelz I Am Kelz Volume II Before The SunRises 8402
Chapbooks: For Langston Love Letters 1 & 2 Love & Sex 116 Langston's Dream: A Chapbook
For My Girls
To my favorite little inspirations My little queens To you Enicyah, Eniyah and Journi Always know, Aunty loves you And there's nothing on this earth that can stop my love for you I love you like your my own And even when I have my own I'll still see you as my bonus daughters You'll remain the loves of my life For since your birth I loved you No wait I loved you before then From the moment I heard of the good news that you were to be born I knew I loved you You bring out a love in me I never knew I had You bring out the best in me A side I love seeing Love to spoil you and spend time with you But I will give that tough love too And know you can come to me whenever and for whatever And I'll do everything I can to be there for you Cause its you I love And nothing will stop the love I have for you And another thing you are beautiful let no one tell you different, You can be whatever you want, Again let no one tell you different Chase your dreams and do you Just promise me you'll always put God first No one is perfect but Jesus is So follow his lead, he won't lead you wrong And now as I close, just know I'll forever love you And am always a phone call or drive away And I got your back always But there will come a time when I won't be here physically
But in your heart I'll never leave you And forever i will always love you Love you Enicyah Love you Eniyah Love you Journi Love you my little inspirations, my queens, My angels
Lord have Mercy
Lord have mercy on me I know I'm not perfect Far from it but I still believe in you Still believe in your grace and mercy So I come to you asking for forgiveness You know all I've done You saw and I've confessed Now I need a fresh start and a new heart More importantly I need you Lord I'm a mess So it's you I come too You I ask for forgiveness and mercy from Cause I know with you all things are forgiven I know your a merciful God So I pray Lord, I pray that before I take my last breathe, its you that take my soul Till then I just want to say thank you and praise your name Thank you for the days you've brought me through None equaled what your son Jesus suffered So I say thank you for those days and the ones yet to come
Journey to forever
It's a journey not many survive But I know you and me we gone make it to forever For I'll give you all of me
Never will I put another above you Or sacrifice the love we share Our love gone last lifetimes We gone make it to forever And I'll put in the work to prove it But I need you to meet me halfway This a journey we have to make together So if you ready then let's do this I already showed I'm ready Just look at the karats on your finger Now we just need a date Warm day in August We did always talk about wedding bells in September Or maybe the fall time of November Don't matter to me Just as long as it's you walking down that red rose petal aisle, in that sparking white dress With me on the other end to receive you That'll be just perfect For I'm ready to give you my last name Ready to share my love with you and thats for the rest of my life Ready to make our love official Cause I've found my best friend in you, My lover for life no one compares to you and you got me wide open, doing things I never thought I would But here we are And our love being made official With our families giving their stamp of approval And I promise to love and honor you for the rest of my days You have made me happy beyond belief More than I could of ever imagined I'm so in love with you babe You've made my life complete Now we on this journey This journey to forever
Testimony/Just Can't Deny Him
This is my testimony This is my story And it isn't pretty Was brought through the worst But I see now it could of been worst Never compared to what my King went through I'm selfish if I ever think that My pain can never equal his My weight can never equal the weight he carried He carried the whole world on his back Me, just some issues I caused But I'm thankful for everyday I get to breathe As I trust in him for he gives me peace of mind He has healed my broken heart Made it brand new So there's no way I can deny him Only thank him For I didn't grab that blade But I grabbed my other sword instead Then I fell to my knees And he wrapped his arms around me Now I stand strong telling my testimony Not gone water it down either Just hope it inspires someone else Teach them of the God who is always there and forgives I just can't deny him He gave me a second chance Now I feel more alive than ever before And I'll never turn my back on him again
Letter to my father
I loved you from the start you were the first man that I ever loved and you will probably be the last that I love You were the first to show me love, and you showed me that real love All while helping build my self esteem Never can your love be replaced Never will I allow it too Never will I forget those precious memories Memories of me and you as you picked me up after school and even on weekends As we enjoyed some father, daughter time its you dad that I love dearly You who I look forward to sitting front row at my wedding its you dad, the only man to ever hold the key to my heart It's you dad that I love so much
Roses & Love Letters
They are a special type of love Showing off that deep intimacy That deep committed connection That love that two souls come together to form Two souls sharing a love A love no matter the hardships will withstand A love not complicated but simple Each giving their time and effort to make work Lasting longer than any rose And longer than any love letter But symbolizes the significance of that lasting love Just like a dozen roses and a love letter But the love withstands all Roses and love letters are just symbols The love shared is the real thing
Round of Applause
You deserve a round of applause But we know you don't do this for the worldly accolades You do to build God's kingdom in heaven looking for souls to win over wherever you go And it doesn't matter if they believe or not You feed them a word In hopes of planting that seed All while leading by example Just showing all of God's good graces and blessings For he has truly blessed you And he continues to do so you continually grow strong in your ministry Now you have 33 strong years in 21 of which you have pastored your own church And for that you deserve a round of applause A standing ovation But we know that's not why you do You do cause you love God And love his word As you stand strong in it Teaching God's people about the gospel, Why they should know it And Jesus too And for that you deserve a round of applause, A standing ovation But I know you only look for that hand clap from our father in heaven But we the church just want to say thank you Thank you for faithfully leading and teaching God's people, Thank you for leading myself back to the church, And Thank you for your dedicated service through these 33 amazing years With a faithful and strong First Lady right by your side And for that you both deserve a round of applause, a standing ovation
Showed your Love/Walk with my King
Your love was on display that evening on Calvary Arms displayed as if hugging this ugly world The same world who went against you, Didn't believe in you But you showed your love Showed through your actions You could of raised at anytime But you didn't You allowed them to mock your righteous Let them put those thorns on your head As they continuously beat & mock you Just before you took that final walk And those nails went through your hands and feet Its on that rugged cross where you displayed your love The greatest love of all time And you displayed it in a way no one on this earth can Or has too because you died for our sins Now we walk so freely But still with plenty imperfections But with you leading the way how can we go wrong
Reject
Didn't feel loved Didn't feel at my best Was sick and a mess Feeling strangely and no one to love When I should of been leaning on Jesus should of been soaking up my fathers word Trying to be more like him Instead of blaming him But now I see the truth I see more clear Not quite 20/20 but I'm still working on seeing him better, Trusting him better I got my glasses on Cause what I need is Christ Need his vision to guide me As I walk through this cold world Cause it's his love I've been missing His love to make me better Cause it's him I want to be like His perfectness I strive for and I know I fall short every day
But I will not give up on following my king For it's him I want to spend eternity with Him my soul thirsts for Him that makes me no longer feel like a reject But a member of his church And a rebel who rebels against this cold world
Letter to my Aunt 2
Love so pure and real Just like a mother's love Can keep a secret like a sister Your One of the best women to come into my life A great influence on me now I hope to make you proud Hope to be half the woman you are Hope to have a loving heart And kind spirit just like you, That's a woman of God After Jesus heart Never ashamed of the gospel Never worried cause your faith in Him is strong You are an example for some A leader for us younger women A strong woman of God Never allowing your faith to waiver But staying strong in your belief Showing us younger women how to conduct our shelves and our households Always with love and kindness You showcase the fruit of the spirit Always giving and showing love You come with peace Your faithful in your walk Have great joy A humble spirit Our Lord must be proud in your service to Him Your walk with Him For I'm proud to call you Aunty
Black Rose
An angel, My favorite poetic inspiration Your the love that I seek The love I've searched for The love I'll never let die For our love will be like the black rose For even if death shall separate us Our love will still last And it'll be reunited again upon our reunion So never will our love die For it cannot and will not For as long as we both fight for it For as long as we keep it alive It can not and will not die For our love is like the black rose It'll never die But live forever
Love, Engagement & Marriage
Everyone hopes for love Even dreams of it Even the one whose had their heart broken a million times Still dream of that perfect wedding day That day they marry their soulmate Their life partner The one that many search for The one that many take years to find But let's face it There's that small part of us That holds out that small hope As we hopelessly look for our Soulmate That one to come home too That one to say I love you too That one we argue with But don't remain angry too long with That one to love forever That one to raise a family with That one to grow old with But how do you find such love How do trust enough again to give love a chance A chance to allow love to mature
To become more than a relation But an engagement Just before leaping to that wonderful life journey called marriage Cause it all starts with love But only a few find it
New perspective
30th birthday approaching Now I'm looking at life differently Trying to do something different Trying to make my life count for something More importantly get it right for that flight Make it right for Him Cause I'm trying to spend eternity with my father in heaven But things keep on complicating Keep testing my faith in Him But I'm not ceasing in my belief in Him I just dig deeper into his word, So I listen to some uplifting sermons daily Cause at my lowest I need him more And my lowest seem more frequent nowadays So it's a battle everyday A battle to fight temptation A battle to stay faithful and serve him, My one true God Who is an awesome God And always on time He's good all the time Yet I'm still a mess But I'm progressing with each day I'm picking up my cross daily And I promise to never turn my back on him again Or His bride, the church
Talking to God
Use to talk to him daily Then it fell to occasionally Just before I lost all hope Yeah I lost my hope and faith in a good God But he didn't in me He continued to provide breathe in me But I'm just not where I should be Not where I need to be But I'm working on being better Cause I want to walk alongside my king in heaven I want Him to know my name And for it to be listed in the book of life But this christian life is not easy This a slim road we walking But I'm walking it But find myself tempted by satan daily That's when I fall to my knees Say a lil prayer Just ask God to walk with me I need his guidance I need his blood over me I need him as my light and savior For he already died that great death Now I have to do my part And that's picking up my cross daily Talking to my God and not just in good times But in bad times too I need to talk to him when I go through the worst But also the best I need to turn over my burdens to him entirely Cause with Him I'll do better
A Woman...
A daughter, mother, wife, and aunt But mostly a woman of God A woman after God's own heart A woman who stands by her husband A woman who is there for her children A woman who loves her family Just one phone call is all it takes And she lends an open ear With some encouraging words or a good ole conversation Always showing love Just good words that may be needed For she has that motherly love With a tone that makes it easy to come to her to talk This I know because I've called Even text a few times So thank you First Lady Chambers But to me your Aunty A smart business woman And one who puts family first But most importantly a woman of God A woman who along with her home Faithfully serves and follows Jesus Making our father in heaven one proud father As He not only stores up riches in heaven for you But He blesses you daily As you continue your walk with Him
Hope this make you smile...
Hope that this makes you proud Hope that you smile at the end of this Hope that you can feel the love I poured into this For I poured my heart into this Along with each feeling and every word is so sincere Now I share these words with you For you are family You are my favorite inspiration And I look up to you tremendously Thank you for your love But most importantly I thank God for placing you in my life For making you apart of my family And I'll forever love you Now I hope this makes you proud I hope your smiling as you read this For I poured my heart into this And carefully thought out every word Now my only wish is that you cherish and enjoy this And not just today But every day and moment that you read this And In each moment that you read I hope you see just how much I love you
I Got You...
I do this cause I love it I do this cause I got followers and fans who love my words From my poetry to my stories Now I'm getting my debut novel ready And Fall 2014 looking pretty good But 30 is looking great too Haven't even turned 30 yet And things already looking good Got God and my family standing with me All Showing me love And I'm returning it right back And it feels good to pay my tithes, As well as look after my family when I got it But this just the beginning I'm trying to see my fam doing better, Start a trust for my nieces and nephew Retire my parents, put my granny up in a mansion Give a couple grand to my Uncle and Aunt Then remodel my church home from the floors to the roof Yeah I'm looking out for mine Cause when I was broke they looked out for me Showed me mercy, helped me with gas, phone bill, and provided a roof for me Now I'm giving back And I know I don't have too But I won't too So just know I got you For you had me in my tough times Now it's my time and I know I can never fully pay you back But I can show my appreciation for all you've done But most importantly I want you to know that I'll always love you And nothing will ever change that For I do this cause I love it I do this cause I got followers and fans who love my work From my poetry to my stories I do this cause I got a family I'm trying to take care And see retired from their 9-5's And it won't be long from now But do know that I got you
Letter to my Uncle L
You passed from this world You no longer breathe And how you went I can't fathom I was just a baby So I have no memory of you Or what you look like Just a few pictures in photo albums But you got to see me and even hold me But that still isn't enough for me I want my Uncle back Lord knows the family misses you But you chose a life that put you in an early grave As the rest of the fam misses your presence But I see now God just wanted you near him And that brings more comfort Cause I know God had a plan when He took you from our family And I hear you were quite the comedian, football player and artist I know you up in heaven cracking jokes, scoring touchdowns and even painting murals for our Lord I guess my love for comedies, football and art came from you And I hope I'm making you proud through my art And just know I'm naming my first born after you Kai Leon will be his name We miss you Uncle Days go by I wish you hadn't been playing that game Hadn't chose that life Hadn't chose those friends Cause now they think they know us Think we fam But you are our family Our son, nephew, brother, and Uncle And we miss and love you so much And this letter is proof of our love, my love Never will I forget you Uncle L, I love you
This is real life...
So this is real life This is what goodness is This is the good life This is life with no worries This is what Matthew 6 means A life fully dependent on God Never wondering or worrying about the small things in life Just having faith in a good God While having that fear in a good god And knowing that He will get me through He will walk with me He will teach me His ways Show me His love, mercy and grace And there's no greater love than His So I put my trust and faith in Him Cause I know He won't let me down But I've let Him down plenty But I'm working on being better But perfect is not what I am Or what I will be I leave that to Him As I seek after Him Cause no one else will do And now I live the good life And I don't want to go back to my old life So I pour over His word daily Pray To Him in good and bad times Cause He rescued me from a life of sin Now I'm paying Him back with my life As I pick up my cross and lay down my life for Him daily For He gave me life So it's only right I give back to Him Thank you Jesus for this life That's the good and the bad Now I look forward to that after life That day when I get to be with Him No other life will do So thank you Lord
Been through it already...
Been walking a lonely road
Was in a depressed mode Never happy just living each day Never being thankful just going with the flow Now I got a new perspective No longer walking a lonely road No more depressing thoughts And I'm thankful for each day I see Cause I've been made brand new And my heart's changed for the better My bank account looking better Still battling some things But not for much longer I've been blessed with a second chance Not gone take for granted this time around I'm too grown for that now I'm pushing that dirty thirty So I'm God, family and career oriented Nothing else matters Just my God, family and career So fall back with that other bs I'm on the verge of something better And that's making sure my family taken care of For I been turned my back on this cold world No longer concerned with what it has to offer For it just leaves me broken and cold With a touch of bitterness So no thank you I'm doing good Thank you God Thank you to my family And I love you all Here's to the next chapter And Forever our bond is tied together Peace and love
In Him/Faith
I'm not perfect But I follow a God who is For I believe in His word and all His works His miracles are real And so is He His mercy and grace is true Even if I haven't been For I struggle daily Still I put on a smile but inside I'm dying Inside I'm not happy Inside I'm looking for something Looking for something What, I don't know And I know my fam love me But something seems to still be missing I still feel lost I still feel hopelessness I haven't quite grown out of my selfishness I'm still growing I need Him I need His love I need His grace and mercy For this life is hard I struggle daily The devil is a liar but he tempts me daily So now I'm on my knees begging for forgiveness In need of that daily talk That talk with Him Cause I've fallen again Now I'm in need of His forgiveness I need to continue in my walk with Him I need to stay focused on Him For He is in my heart He is transforming me I just have to keep my faith in him Keep walking with Him For he will not lead me wrong And will forever comfort and love me It just takes faith Something I'm building and only have in my savior Jesus
Testimony 2
Never had any real role models But I got a few now Even got a few under me Not saying I'm one or that they look up to me But I gotta get myself cleaned up Gotta work on being better Gotta talk to God more And not just about Him So I'm retreating, Turning off the social sites Just gone focus on Him Cause my soul is in need of some healing Cause my flesh is being tempted daily And sin is getting harder to fight So I equip myself with my sword But I don't always draw I've fallen to temptation many times For I'm weak without Him I'm only human but that's no excuse I gotta get serious in my faith Gotta get my soul ready for that flight Gotta turn my back against this cold world Gotta seek His face, mercy and grace All while staying in the church and in His word For I already know what it's like without Him I'm not trying to go back to that I already defeated depression, and heartbreak He comforted me in my worst trial He found me not guilty Even healed my heart Took away those suicidal thoughts Now I'm brand new And my heart back to loving again No longer cold and bitter I found a new love, my family & Him And He provides the best comfort
Still Fighting...
Feels like I'm losing myself Feels like my growth been stunted Can't hear the word from my mentor every Sunday, It's something I need Cause now I feel like I'm slipping back into depression But I'm fighting But this battle seems hopeless I don't know if I can win this one Cause them suicidal thoughts have crept back into my mental But then I think of Him and that cross And my loved ones who love me I think I will be missed if I took my life But what am I suppose to do when life keeps complicating I'm lost in this cold world But I'm trying to find my way back Trying to keep my faith As I fight to remain in the church All while looking at Paul and Jesus as role models Cause they suffered the worst So I'm looking at them as examples on how I should get through How I should forgive and stay faithful in my Heavenly Father Cause it's with Him I want to spend eternity with Him I desperately need No one else will do So once again here I am Lord, I'm yours
Faith in a good God/Free will
What is faith What is having faith What is having faith in a good God We can't see Him But He's there His word more powerful A promise never broken And never will it be broken His love is the greatest love possible And He shares it in a 66 page love letter He longs to have us with Him for eternity, He longs for a relationship with us as we freely walk His earth He has given so much And we, not much He gave each of us a gift, breathe and life But He also gave us free will But we seem to want more Seem never satisfied You see we can do as we please But we're only hurting our shelves And Him as well He is a strong and merciful God While our flesh remains weak He wants all His children with Him All His children walking with Him But satan will have you believing differently Satan will have you thinking evil things And even conforming to this world This christian walk isn't easy But God never said it would be We must put faith in Him We must let Him lead Let Him take over our hearts, minds and lives He knows our struggles He knows who we are He created us But also gave us free will Now we must use that free will for good We must freely come to Him Freely love Him And all who love and hate us We must freely have faith in Him We must believe in Him For it's our faith in Him that will get us through
Our faith in Him that'll see our names written in the book of life
Beautiful Soul
Beautiful soul you have Beautiful smile too There's just something about you It radiates with all you do In all you do It's the small things that catch my eye Just the littlest things that make me smile That make me love you more Make me fall in love with you time and time again Your a blessing in my life A blessing I'm not deserving of But glad I have And thankful that I have Your all I need and ever wanted Your the love of my life My soulmate There's nothing better than your love That smile Or that beautiful soul that radiates so effortlessly Thank you for your love Your patience Your humble heart And of course your beautiful soul For your far greater than any ruby or diamond Instead you fit the description of what proverbs 31 talks about
No longer a slave/Crushed Spirit
No longer a slave No longer doing for you No longer wanting to please you But do better by Him Cause it's Him I want to spend eternity with Him that my soul finds comfort Him that my soul thirsts for So keep your slavery Keep your overpriced shoes high priced life style, And all the lies you tell women to keep em' buying your product, I'm good You tell em' they need this or that just to be beautiful When she already beautiful You just building insecurities and profits for a product that's useless So keep your chains My mind is free Don't need your lies or your definition of beauty Women been beautiful way before you And will be after you too But you continue to crush spirits But mine you won't get Mine isn't for sale Mine walks freely with Him And don't start bringing up my past It's no longer relevant So keep your guilt, pain, & bitterness I've been made brand new He found me not guilty, Taking away my pain and bitterness I'm the happiest I've been No more depression or suicidal thoughts Those chains have been cut off And it's thanks to my God Thanks to Him for my new life And my new found freedom But most importantly His love, grace and forgiveness Cause with out I would of been cut my wrists But I picked up that other blade instead, His word Now I'm brand new New life, new heart But He still working on me So thank you God for this second chance Thank you for clearing my mind And that I'm not lying six feet deep
But breathing and walking your beautiful green earth And I pray that you continue walking with me
Oceans & Ashes....
From some shores it looks beautiful While from others it looks And even smells Don't dare drink for we may be tasting the blood of my ancestors Their ashes are scattered among that deep blue sea You can not see But many years ago They were taken from their homeland Families separated Names lost Ancestry untraceable History almost erased if allowed too Bodies thrown overboard into the deep blue sea So next time you take a fancy trip on your yacht, Swim, surf or take a cruise Remember the many bodies thrown overboard Helpless humans stolen for a profit For free labor Treated less than human had every human right refused to them And now just a memory to those who want to remember A dark thought in American history A past we must not forget, nor repeat So when you hear cries while out to sea Or just hanging on the beach Remember those lives lost at sea Those lives cut short cause they were deemed not good enough By those claiming to be masters You know the ones who broke up families Scattering about a whole race in a country who only freedom was for everyone but them But now they aren't lost at sea no more Now they are resting peacefully And free from the chains of slavery In that deep blue sea For the ocean is a mass graveyard for my ancestors For it's their flesh, Their bones, Their blood that we feel, Their ashes that float amongst each ocean Must we never forget them
For their stories go untold But they are not forgotten no matter what the history books say For they live forever in that deep blue sea
Unmasked...
I'm taking off my mask Uncovering my faults Letting all my flaws show I want to be like Adam and Eve in the garden, naked And I'm not talking physically But mentally and emotionally I want to show the world my true self Who I am truthfully But not just the world But more importantly God and my family I no longer want to hide behind this mask Or what I did Cause He already knows But it's time I become fully unmasked Time I shake these demons Time I shed these secrets Cause they been eating at me Making my life a living hell But no more I say So tonight I'm unmasking Tonight I unguard my heart Tonight I become vulnerable to God's love, grace and mercy Tonight I unmask my insecurities And the ugliness of my life Tonight God takes over Tonight I throw away that mask Along with my dark past
Beautiful
love it when you all natural no need to cake up the makeup Or even flair out the hair But if you must I do love them curls But in all honesty boo you look good just as is So just throw on some sweats & a tee Even tie up your hair Cause babe when we chilling, Watching the game Or even strolling the beach Don't worry bout the lipstick & all that foundation Cause I love you as is no need to get all dolled up Cause baby you already beautiful So just throw on a Pastry sweat suit With some Pastry's to match And you can wear your hair long or short doesn't matter to me Cause baby you are the most beautiful And if Da Vinci could see you He'll trash the Mona Lisa & paint you instead So screw what vogue say is beautiful Them models anorexia anyway But your nicely figured From your breasts to your thighs With the most beautiful eyes With them lips I love to kiss Damn baby you the most beautiful Even Cleopatra would hate So please leave the makeup You don't need it You already beautiful You got that natural beauty that most women would die for You are what Dr Angelou describes as Phenomenal You are that phenomenal woman
Kerry
Never seen a beauty like her Never seen a woman more beautiful Her beauty strikes me every time Catches me in a gaze Just looking unintentionally Just wondering how she got all that beauty Then those days she flex in that bikini Damn I just want to scream mercy Cause her body is better than a coke bottle Better than what Da Vinci could of ever created She heavenly made and nothing on earth compares Damn I want a chance with her Just one date to see if she right for me, because this curiosity is killing me softly And yeah we've text and chatted a few times Even hung out but just as friends We even locked eyes on a few occasions Just caught each other looking Nothing serious but its at those times I only wish Wish for that one date But that chance seems to have escaped us We may never get our chance And I can live with that Cause we have become friends something I won't ever sacrifice She too good of a person for all that Her heart is golden but I'm afraid she may of stolen mine
From birt
From birth you loved me From birth you saw something in me And I thank God you didn't get that abortion Even if I was an unexpected arrival You chose to still gave birth to me Giving me a chance at this life And to you I'm forever grateful Even if I don't always show it But I do love you From birth till death do us part I'll forever love you Never will another replace you And you'll forever have my heart, mom
They don't know....
They don't know They wouldn't understand But as long as you know Know that I got you Know that my love for you grows on a daily And at first I was slow to admit But this love is irresistible, it's undeniable I can't hide no more Don't want to either So here I am on the baby grand playing some Miles With long stem Red roses, bottle of moscato and some Godiva chocolates With dinner almost ready, Even got some candles burning Got the mood set just right So when you come in drop your coat and iPhone at the door This night requires no photos for Instagram or Facebook Or any other of them other social sites But you don't get down with none of them anyway That's something that I love that about you Cause what they don't know confuses them They trip out over what we got How we work out disagreements Then smile and laugh after making up But they just don't know Nor understand that what we got is real And gone last lifetimes