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remove the earth off her coffin lid, and I opened it.
I thought, once, I would have stayed there: when I
saw her face againit is hers yet!
Church of Haworth,
Haworth, Engl and
May 1825
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You didnt tell me this school was so far away, Emily said,
staring out the dirty window. I never would have agreed to go.
You didnt agree, Charlotte pointed out. Father insisted.
Because you badgered him without respite.
Badger? Charlottes hand went to her bodice. Im sorry
if planning for the future is bothersome to you and Father.
Emily glared at her sister with raised eyebrows. Suddenly
she tugged the window open and stuck her head out.
Em, close the window. Ladies dont thrust their heads out
into the road. Its common.
I dont care what anyone thinks. Emily shoved her body
farther out the window. She recognized the landscapethey
were near the great bog of Crow Hill. Charlotte had lied when
she said they were making progress; they were barely ten miles
from home. The landscape was still familiar. The great green
hills were just starting to turn purple with the heather. In
September, these hills would be heavy with the scent of the
flowers and their vibrant color would swamp the eyes. But
Emily wouldnt be there to see it.
On the horizon, beneath a row of fir trees stunted by the
constant wind on the moors, Emily noticed a figure on horseback galloping across the top of a hill, the perfect symbol of
the liberty she was giving up. Emily wanted to fix the memory
of that rider in her mind. When she was locked up at school
this anonymous figure would be her talisman; a promise that
someday Emily would roam the moors again.
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her story.
The queen wore a velvet dress of emerald green, setting off her golden tresses. A breeze lifted her standard and
the bold silk snapped in the wind. She rode at the head of
an enormous army, but her duty meant nothing to her. The
duke was coming.
A neigh drew her eyes to the top of the small hill, under
the ancient oak tree. The duke of Zamorna appeared, seated
expertly on his horse of war. She caught her breath and urged
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her own mare forward. Her breath grew faster and shallower. Her body felt disconnected from the earth and she
knew if he only asked it, she could fly away. But his face was
impassive, his nostrils flaring, and his supple lips pressed
tightly together. Had he forgiven her?
Your Grace, she whispered.
In a swift, agile movement, he dismounted. Without
a word, he held out his arms. Heedless of her royal dignity,
she fell into his embrace. The beating of his heart dominated
her own.
So this is heaven, she thought. Or said aloud. It mattered not anymore.
His voice rough with passion, he said, Dear heart. . . .
Miss Bront? A hand touched Charlottes arm.
Charlotte started. Her breath came quick and short. For a
moment, she was suspended between two worlds: Angria, the
imagined land of handsome dukes and passionate queens, and
the tedium of her life at Roe Head School. She had to blink
to see the classroom clearly. Her students, half a dozen young
ladies ranging from the age of eleven to sixteen, stared at her
curiously. Angria retreated back into her imagination with the
inexorability of the tide.
Miss Bront? I asked you twice to check my answers.
The simpering girl in front of her was typical of all her students: middle class, of limited intellect, and utterly dull. This
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student was always the first to finish her workan assignment Charlotte had carefully planned with the hope of
occupying the girls for the remainder of the class.
Give it to me, Miss Lister, Charlotte said, recovering
herself. Holding the paper to her nose, the only way Charlottes weak eyes could make out the cramped handw riting,
she scanned the composition. The girls exchanged glances and
tittered as they always did. Sit down and rewrite the conclusion. Haste is wasteful if you cannot write to good effect.
With a sullen expression on her face, Miss Lister tilted her
head and asked loudly, Miss Bront, are you feeling ill? You
look flushed.
Dont be impertinent, Charlotte retorted. I assure you
I am perfectly well. She caught a glimpse of the clock. Half
an hour remained before tea. She pulled out her grading ledger
and inserted a clean piece of paper over her neat columns of
her students scores.
Tilting the ledger so her students couldnt see what she
was doing, she dipped her pen in the ink and began to write.
The story flowed onto the paper as easily as rain falling to the
earth. Only when she reached the moment when the duke
declared his love did her hand falter. Desperately, she tried
to imagine what he would have said if he had not been interrupted. Oh, the tiresome Miss Lister! Because of her ill-timed
interference, Charlotte might never be able to re-create that
moment of passionate bliss.
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The clock struck four oclock and with relief she dismissed
the class with a clap of her hands.
As soon as they were gone, Charlotte retreated upstairs
to her tiny dormitory room. As a teacher, she had the small
luxury of sharing neither her room nor a bed, a fact Emily still
resented. But this precious solitude was the only thing making
Roe Head bearable.
Sitting at the rickety table that served as her desk, she
pulled out her story and tried to write the ending again.
But the romance was gone. Instead of the heat of the dukes
embrace, Charlotte felt a cold emptiness. The loss was overwhelming. She pushed the paper aside and massaged her
skull with her fingers, loosening her dark hair from her
tight bun.
What am I going to do? she whispered. Writing about
the duke brought an unseemly warmth to her cheeks and an
ache deep inside herself. Her writing, her infernal internal
world, was a temptation she should not, must not succumb to.
She must put aside the duke and return to her duty. Her future
was not to be a great literary light. She was doomed to teach
other peoples children until she grew old and withered. But
must I sit from day to day, chained to this dreary life, missing
any chance for love and adventure?
Tap, tap.
Charlotte tried to ignore the hesitant knock on the door.
Tap, tap.
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from home, but why had no one written to her? She understood
Anne was still out of sorts, but Father? Branwell? Aunt B.?
Suddenly Emily was sitting upright on the bed. I cant
breathe, she gasped. Charlotte rushed back to her sister in
time to see her tossing the thick blanket to the floor.
Charlotte grabbed Emilys shoulders to press her back down
to the mattress. The sharpness of the bones made her cringe.
Charlotte pulled at her sisters chemise to reveal her bare shoulders and saw Emilys emaciated body. Emily had always been
thin, but never like this. A wave of guilt swept Charlotte nearly
off her feet. She had neglected her sister shamefully.
The window! Emily said.
Emily lived for fresh air, Charlotte knew, so she threw up
the sash of the wide window. The temperature had dropped.
Shivering, she glanced out at the line of enormous oak trees,
whose wide leaves danced and bowed to the crescent moon.
Emily stared unseeingly toward the wide windows.
Maria! Elizabeth! Youve finally come!
Charlottes veins ran ice. Hush, dear. Theres no one there.
Have you come for me? Emily cried to the air, extending
her arms.
Shhh, my dearest Emily, Charlotte begged. Stay here
with me. I know whats best for you.
Dont you see them? They have been watching over me
all this time.
Be calm, Emily, Charlotte murmured as she took a wet
cloth, wrung out the extra moisture, and laid it on Emilys
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