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by Czeslaw Milosz
CZESLAW MILOSZ is the winner of the 1978 Neustadt International Prize for
Literature and the 1980 Nobel Prize in Literature. He is the author, most
recently, of Road-side Dog and Milosz's ABC's.
"In that dark world, where gods have lost their way" (Theodore
Roethke), only the path of negation, the via negativa, seems to
be accessible. It is worthwhile to ponder the difficulty of labeling
oneself a Christian.
This distinction between the natural and the unnatural was based
on the harmony of Nature, which enfolded and supported man.
Now we are forced
to recognize that anti-naturalness defines man's very nature. And
yet, isn't a belief in salutary cyclicity inherent in every ritual?
Doesn't the ancient notion that infertility, whether of a woman's
womb or of a sowed field, is a disaster provide negative
confirmation of this fact? And
isn't every kind of ritual dealt a blow when a species has to
oppose the cycles of nature?
My contemporaries generally adhere to the rituals accompanying
death, because they have to.
Faced with the fact that someone has died, a particular sense of
helplessness overwhelms family and friends; something has to be
done, but no
one knows what. This is a moment when the living gather
together and form a community which unites, for the occasion,
into a farewell circle. It is
possible that the more activity that takes place around the
deceased, the easier it is to endure the loss, or that lengthy
prayers ease sorrow by virtue
of something having been done.
One can imagine a state (let this be science fiction for the
moment) in which most of the population is educated from
childhood in a mundane, materialistic philosophy, only the
highest elite has religion, and the citizens of that country are not
allowed to concern themselves with religious problems until they
are at least forty years old.
For death intrudes itself into our thoughts the less we wish to
think about it. And so literature and art start referring to it
incessantly, transforming themselves into an areligious
meditation on death and conducting "pre-casket somatism," to
borrow a phrase from contemporary Polish poetry.
Here, perhaps, is where I part ways with many people
with whom I would like to be in solidarity but cannot be.
To put it very simply and bluntly, I must ask if I believe that the
four Gospels tell the truth.
My answer to this is: "Yes." So I believe in an absurdity, that Jesus
rose from the dead? Just answer without any of those evasions
and artful tricks employed by theologians: "Yes or no?" I answer:
"Yes," and by that response I nullify death's omnipotence.
If I am mistaken in my faith, I offer it as a challenge to the Spirit
of the Earth. He is a powerful enemy; his field is the world as
mathematical necessity, and in the face of earthly powers how
weak an act of faith in the incarnate God seems to be.
But the imagination can function only spatially; without space the
imagination is like a child who wants to build a palace and has no
blocks. So what remains is the covenant, the Word, in which man
trusts. Who, however, will inherit life? Those who are predestined
to do so. I know that I ought not play the role of a judge, yet I do,
prompted by the human need to evaluate.
The child who dwells inside us trusts that there are wise men
somewhere who know the truth.
That is the source of the beauty and passion of intellectual
pursuits -- in philosophical and theological books, in lecture halls.
Various "initiations into
mystery" were also said to satisfy that need, be it through the
alchemist's workshop or acceptance into a lodge (let us recall
Mozart's Magic Flute).
As we move from youthful enthusiasms to the bitterness of
maturity, it becomes ever more difficult to anticipate that we will
discover the center of true
wisdom, and then one day, suddenly, we realize that others
expect to hear dazzling truths from us (literal or figurative)
graybeards.
I cannot say how I would react to this today, because I have lived
for a long time outside the Polish-speaking religious community.
With rare exceptions,
for me Catholics are French, Italian, and Irish, and the language of
the liturgy is English. In other words, what happened inside me,
of necessity, was a
division into two spheres, or rather a change in only one of them,
since I myself stuck with the Polish language and with everything
that this language
carries with it.
The pain and fits of anger that "national religion" (i.e.,
parochialism) provoked in me, and the right-wing political
ideology among those who took part in
the rituals, remain in my memory, but perhaps they no longer
interfere with my looking at these matters from the broader
perspective of time. Catholicism, divorced by now from borscht
with dumplings and nationalistic programs, seems to me to be
the indispensable background for everything that will be
truly creative in Polish culture, although I feel that the present
moment is preparatory and portends an era of fundamental
rethinking.