Project One I'm __ otherwise known as ___, you probably know me from ____.

What you may not know about me is that the second that I've dropped my controller, I'm out and about trying to get fit. Now I can blend the two of them with the mediamill. Now not only can i run away from zombies in game but in real life as well

Now this is the story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down and I'd like to take a minute just sit right there I'll tell you how I became the prince of a planet called Derse

In Texas or some shit born and raised on the turntable where I spent most of my days chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool and all shooting some b-ball outside of the school when a couple of kids, they were up to no good started making trouble on some gay ass lame video game called sburb idk I got in one little fight and my bro got scared and said absolutely nothing because my bro is dead lol

I whistled for a cab and when it came near the License plate said "fresh" and had a dice in the mirror If anything I could say that this cab was rare But I thought nah, forget it, yo homes to Bel-air!

I pulled up to a house about seven or eight And I yelled to the cabby "Yo, homes smell you later!"

Looked at my kingdom I was finally there To sit on my throne as the prince of Bel-air

so your lack of reply leads me to begin believing that you feel uncomfortable if i am on this stretch of electronic parchment at the same time as you OR you dont wish to consider this as a plotline for the panel, if the latter please do inform me so ill stop putting in the effort needed to work on this as well as stop informing you of updates. No need to run around like a chicken whose lost his head! Please do respond. xx

no, im not uncomfortable!!!! i just wish you would participate in it, it is your panel and you are forever a headcanon aoi. i really dont want to cast anyone else as her.

ill make sure to audition then! Lead everyone to success, bb!

dina you literally already have the part like,,, you shit im not all there rn dont even have to audition because you would blow everyone else away

i really do doubt that but thank you nonetheless!

im not even being biased, you are genuinely a great fit for the role!!! please please please co host this with me, it can be a strictly professional relationship but you are fantastic at scripting and i would really like it if you wouldnt sit in the audience of your own panel ,

i have no qualms about it so yeah count me back on team matsuripeak, strictly professional though as i do not intend to make you uncomfortable. I hope we are able to work together to create fond memories for not only

ourselves but also our cast and audience!

this feels weird idk im not used to being formal with you i guess

if youd like, and if it makes you feel okay, we can keep our old friendly nature while working on this project. Its not half as fun if we continuously act as if theres a stick up our butts.

yeah that sounds better i think

im sorry bb but does kellen run your life? if you want to pursue something then you strive for it. Thats what you told me at least. Sorry that was insensitive. No, Ive been insensitive. Because youre getting the short end of the stick due to something that i was involved in too and to preserve our relationship ive had to block you on every site. I hold no spite or ill will towards you, and i doubt i ever will. However, you are probably very cross with me and thats quite understandable considering everything thats happened.

I think Ive gone through most of the steps of moving on to be honest, so dont hold back! If at anytime your position becomes compromised due to our interactions and your commitments as a significant other, i understand.

Im so sorry our relationship had to end on poor terms, I wouldve stuck by your side if I didnt love him so much. He doesnt want me talking to you, which is understandable, but I do care about you and i wish it wasnt a lose/lose situation. If it does become compromised, I hope that you will take this panel full speed ahead!

Anyways, I like where youre taking the plot so far! I might go back and alter Naegis lines a bit, but it looks absolutely fantastic so far!!

what did i do though i want to know how this is going down from your perspective i was scared,, even before this but then you told me that youd never leave me and i believed it, with every ounce of my heart, i thought that no matter what youd keep our promise and always be there and i was so relieved because all ive ever wanted in life is for someone to tell me they needed me, someone to tell me i mattered and thats who you were for me. The person i trusted the most, no matter what. Maybe the only person I really trusted. The last thing you said to me was im sorry. and then you were gone and i didnt know what to do with myself. The only person i was dependent on, the only person who i really loved with my whole heart, who promised theyd never leave, left me. They left me without saying goodbye. Its been rough. dina im still here . i promised you i wouldnt leave you, and i meant it. it will take convincing on kellens part to let me be friends with you, but i cant stand the thought of you being alone. i promised i would love and support you and i fully intend to keep that promise, with keeping my promises to my significant other. i didnt give you a goodbye, because it wasnt goodbye yet for me. i want to be your friend and i want to be there for you always, its not like that. You were never really here bb. And if you think about it, youd probably agree too. You were always half out, from the beginning. Im second best. Im kellen 2.0, when you cant find sollace in him, im just the backup. I always have been. Its always been like that and it will never change.

how about setting a time that we will be here every night?? ye ah om i dount that would actually be upheld,, especially when school starts off kik??? that seems like itd work! I also will need to have any alterations to be made on the tumblr posted here because not affiliated w/ it i added you in as a mod?? again bc apparently you left???? wELL YE AH you went and blocked me on every social media site possible and then

indirectly posted about how youre life was better now u M im not stupid i can catch a hint no actually i was happier in the moment because kellen forgave me but honestly i really still want to be friends but,,, it might be a little while before i can have approval from kellen to be friends with you. he made me block you on every site actually i blocked you on skype first hmu ahhh okay um also u may not want to speak to nadia for,,,, probably ever what did i do though i want to know how this is going down from your perspective i was scared,, even before this but then you told me that youd never leave me and i believed it, with every ounce of my heart, i thought that no matter what youd keep our promise and always be there and i was so relieved because all ive ever wanted in life is for someone to tell me they needed me, someone to tell me i mattered and thats who you were for me. The person i trusted the most, no matter what. Maybe the only person I really trusted. The last thing you said to me was im sorry. and then you were gone and i didnt know what to do with myself. The only person i was dependent on, the only person who i really loved with my whole heart, who promised theyd never leave, left me. They left me without saying goodbye. Its been rough. dina im still here . i promised you i wouldnt leave you, and i meant it. it will take convincing on kellens part to let me be friends with you, but i cant stand the thought of you being alone. i promised i would love and support you and i fully intend to keep that promise, with keeping my promises to my significant other. i didnt give you a goodbye, because it wasnt goodbye yet for me. i want to be your friend and i want to be there for you always, its not like that. You were never really here bb. And if you think about it, youd probably agree too. You were always half out, from the beginning. Im second best. Im kellen 2.0, when you cant find sollace in him, im just the backup. I always have been. Its always been like that and it will never change.

Dina, hes saved my life. And I love him, but that doesnt invalidate your worth to me!!! you will never be 2.0 of anything, you will always be dina. Youre not backup. I need both of you in my life to stay stable and i dont know how

to tell him that. im sorry if i sound weird i took pills but i still mean what im saying. Im sorry i couldnt give you the love you deserve. But I still would like to be part of your life, if youll let me. You are your own individual and i feel like we understand each other really well. Dont kill yourself, dont hurt yourself, dont overdose, dont starve yourself. Youre better than that. Youre better than me, dont ever forget that. I might give in to tendencies like that, you are far stronger than i could ever hope to be. Did you really love me?

More than anything else.

Why were you not up front about it? And Olivia,, I dont know if kellen would approve of us being friends after what happened due to the possibility of it happening again. But

Id like to remind you there is a difference between loving someone or something...and being IN love with them. Im not in love with you, BB, never have been and lord strike me down if i ever will be. Thats not what id ever wanted.

What did you want?

To matter. Just for once. You did matter. You mattered a lot. But we kind of ruined that for ourselves.

Yet we could have fixed it ourselves. Im sorry to say this but you let him run your life. And thats disgusting. I lost one of my bestfriends because i thought that. I hope you know. Ive lost three now because i believed that you had a right over what you could do.

He was devastated.

what did you expect me to do? Obviously, what did you expect him to do? Throw you a parade. Stick up for yourself. Not for me. Not for whatever bullshit friendship we had. But for yourself. Thats all ive wanted out of you. Your fucking happiness. And sure you may be happy now in the situation youre in, but at what cost? Im losing someone i really care about. Youre right , he doesnt own me. Im free. Im free to do as i please wow ill have but you let him trample all over you. I lost Kellen, I lost Will, I lost you. Because I knew you had every right to be free. You had lost kellen long before that. But for which reasons. Every small battle starts with an even smaller altercation. He was tired of being put down i think. Thats what he told me, he said you were mean to him.

I have a question though. Do you see any possibility of this friendship being able to continue? Or what sacrifices will have to be made for it. If, we can even mend the bridges. I dont know why we did what we did. But my friendship with you was really important to me and i felt like i had a best friend for the first time in a long time. I may just have answers. Honestly the why did we do that question is getting old. i dont have the answer youre looking for. then thats the answer in itself. i dont have it either.

"What if he says no? What then? Do you throw everything away just because someone says so? How far does your love, or love in general go? Sure you probably feel entitled to him because he may have saved your life, but is that an excuse to slowly kill you? Ask yourself, does your existance matter if kellen mahoney says it doesnt. Because i see a wonderful brilliant young woman who cant see that she matters more than his words. "

And in that retrospect, I need to apologize as well. Ive hurt you because of

selfish reasons but i promise, ill become better so please, keep me by your side. Ill become better too. Ill support you and be proud of you no matter what, okay! Theres going to be a better tomorrow. I wont leave you. if i have to talk to you just through kik and google docs and occasionally at cons, i will. You never stopped being important to me, and never will. We all make mistakes, and we made one. But I think in the moment, it was exactly what we needed and we understood each other. Its selfish of me to try to keep both of you in my life, but i love you both very much and i cant stand the thought of existing without either of you. Im sorry you went through so much pain because of me. Please promise me youll never try to overdose again. Ive made so many mistakes dina, my whole life , and ive never found forgiveness for them in myself but i'd like to try.

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