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Have A Look Inside. By Ursaline McLeod

See Me For Who I Am, Not For Who You Want Me To Be

Ah, Love, that is easy, its our readiness to embrace it that challenges us.

That is Love

The Greatest Gift to Mankind The Deadliest Weapon of Mankind We say it but we dont know it We have reason to fear it We all think we deserve it We often fail to give it Simply, we do not comprehend it We hope one day to We pretend we do We always know to give advice on it

But honestly we suck at it

That is Love

The Miracle of You

Everything that my eyes behold is a miracle, The simple act of beholding, another miracle

Yet few compares to your ability to take me

Your willingness to see me and your gift of becoming one with me. You take all of me, to show me the beauty I seek

I am consumed by you, Your beauty, your charm, your love, I am ruled by you. I am enticed by you, Your smile, your eyes, your touch, I am fascinated by you. I am controlled by you.

Every word that escapes your lips drenched in the wine of love owns me. You are for me and I would never deny

Made for each other, carved into each other,

We are sealed together, Never would another treat you better, You are mine, I am yours.

Praise To You.
O Lord of the Sacred Land, Only you are fit to be king.

To serve you well

Is my greatest desire To be fit for your blessing Is all I require. Let me find favour in your eyes Let me find peace through your smile

Let me find warmth in your arms

And a place forever in your heart. This promise, I make To always be yours, This vow I wont break To protect the Love that is ours.

Let me be yours, whole heartedly yours,

My desire, our blessing, but only through your choosing.

What Is?
What is life? What is love? What is life without love? Why do we bother to dream if we wont bother to attain? Believe not in the power of perfection? Believe not in true divinity? Love ascends and extends beyond all doubt and pains. Believe not in love? Why do we bother to dream if we wont bother to attain? So sad, so sweet, so perfect, What is felt and seen only in a smile No words can describe, All words are not enough, It leaks through the pores, Desire, pleasure, beauty, it pours,

It is love, it is life filled with love.

So wild, so vibrant, so colourful the heart in love So deep, so passionate, so magical is true love.

All Joy
Faith, a belief in things unseen, Peace, the greatest gift of all, Love, surpasses all things,

Hope, the light that shows our perfection for each other and inspires us to rise
higher. Trust, the willingness to accept the miracle despite the fears, Joy, like non other, when all combined. Joy, like non other, we belong together.

Release Me
Why do I cling to the thought of you? Why do I hold to the desire to be one with you? Why do I yearn for you? So powerful, so strong, intoxicating, sinful Release me, please Let me love you no more, Let me want you no more Free me, please, let me go.
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This Secret
I hold a secret; I wish to share it, Within, the true secret, come within and find it. I have a secret and delight to feel it, Within my heart and soul I feel it. I want to tell the world, I want to scream it out loud I want to find the words, Tell the world what is love. But it is only passed on through union, Come into me and take it. Sweet manifestation of love, Come into me and own it.

A Beautiful Purpose
Philosophers Despise And Degrade It, Priests- Attempted To Destroy It. Cant It Be Seen The Miracle That Is Love The Remedy That Is Love The Phenomenon That Is Love.

Love Is The Greatest Tool Of Perfection. Trusting Others We Find Hope, In Supporting Others We Learn Endurance Being Patient With Others We Learn Discipline, Caring For Others We Gain Wisdom,

Listening To Others, We Gain Knowledge,

Loving Others We Learn Fearlessness, In Understanding Others We Understand Ourselves, In Giving To Others We Expand Ourselves, And Through Togetherness We Obtain Vision Can We Find A More Beautiful Teacher Than Love?

Can We Find A More Beautiful Blessing?

A Master Whose Rewards Are Greater Than Words, A Friend Whose Heart Relieves All Loads, A Servant Whose Commitment Exceeds All Others, A Guardian, Whose Strength Always Delivers.

Even The Earth Rotates Around The Sun And Hydrogen, Our Sun Must Have, To Be Even The Trees Will Not Feed Without Light And Without The Wind, No Birds In Full Flight The Greatest Of Waterfalls Are Made Nothing Without Gravity The Rainbow Without The Rain Withholds Her Beauty. The Mountains Are Made Common Without The Plains, And The Speed Of Light Without Distance, Is Only A Claim. If We Are Greater Than These? We Lead By Example, Showing Perfection, In Our Divine Union If We Less Than These? We Pattern From Their Example Together Is Stronger, Stronger Brings Pleasure If Are We Equal To These? Then We Are No Exception Life Is Of Union, God Is Of Union. Manifestation Of Life Complete Your Purpose? Find Your Soul Companion, Live A Life Thats Worth It. Its Beyond A Miracle When That Union Is Birthed. A Blissful Journey, A Beautiful Purpose.

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What If?
What if for every tear you cried I multiplied your smiles. For every worry you have

I gave you a beautiful song

What if for every second of disbelief I gave you a miracle Would it matter? Would you let me make you smile? To free you, to love you, To touch you, to heal you, Would you let me be youre joy? To honour you, to cherish you, To bless you, to know you. Would you let me Be, me? Let me in, into my place Into your heart.

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I Prayed For You Today

I prayed for you today, so much more than usual I yearned for you today like never before I bled for you today, my heart drowned out with pain Just something about today Broke me down, but built me up again Unlike any other day I needed you but I believed in you A million miles away, and you own my heart A million miles away, you stole my soul All of me you own All of me, I have lost control But so beautiful it is, so mysterious it feels I am free And as I feel the magic of beauty rise into me I rise higher to become god through you.

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Hear My Cry

For every tear that Ive cried, there is a star, It seems too easy, to bring me to tears Too easy to be consumed by my fears

I fight the good fight

I am aware of my might But thru my tears and my fears I lose sight of this right to defend that which I do not comprehend. What is the use of my life? What is the worth of it?

Was I born a defender or destroyer of this element I seek?

Was I born always knowing and desiring this trait of the weak? Is it really of them, or just not of me, But wont that make me strong and that I know not that I am. I am tired, I am weary My friends are my enemies,

My enemies are my enemies

Loneliness engulfs me, this pain devours me, My soul leaks from the piercings in my heart, My life dims as all good things escape me. I seek love, My only solution,
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Gods healing potion I seek love Bathe me, cover me and drown me, in it. I am not undeserving, I am not faulted. I am committed to its healing, rejuvenating light Its strong and captivating scent I am open to its warm and moving feeling I am deserving of love. Let me have it, love, I want it, give it.

Have My Heart
For all youve given You deserve more than I can give, It may have been broken a few times, Maybe a little worn But what its worth It is all yours.

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Simple Truth
They lie to us and say we cant be free, They lie to us and say it wont work Ruled by their fears Destroyed by their inaction A cycle of Nothingness they must overcome. Walk with me into forever, Take my hand, denying all others We are more than just dreamers We are more than just wishers We are more than just perfect We are one

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Let it Be
Let sweet love and desire run its course Forceful and out of control Let it go, let it flow

Let sweet love and desire run its course

For tomorrow its gone never to return Made still, made absent Returned to the nothingness from whence it came Back to the shallows of the ugly reality That needfully sprung it and now needlessly end it Let love be, let its longing and its desire reign supreme

Set love free, let it carefree expectations and wanting be.

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To Have And To Hold

You walked into my life when I needed you most, How did you know I needed you? How did you know I pleaded for you? How did you know I dreamed of you? You entered my life and made me whole. Everything a mess, you took control. You strengthened me, inspired me, freed my soul, Recreated me, believed in me, vowed to have and to hold. I love the love I see in your eyes, I love the joy I find in your smile, I love the warmth of your words, the strength of your soul, I love the way you brighten my world I love you, all of you. Now and forever, To have and to hold.

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Thank You
Thank you, It is not enough, but all I have, It was only for a moment, Now you are gone Words dont get quite to the point We say them, sometimes dont mean them, We wish to say them, often cant find them. They will never be enough, they will never be here To measure the gift you gave Nothing compares, Maybe the sands of the shore Or the stars of the sky Maybe the leaves of the forests Or all of those combined, Its not enough but all I have, So thank you for your time.

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O Love
Love, O love, You cruel and evil trickster. Have you no mercy? Have you no honour? You steal without reason and live to your pleasing. Love, O Love, I have felt your piercing sting. Soul consuming, sense destroying, Toxin to the brain. You bind with poor reason and act without thinking. What have you to gain?

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Taking Action

Taking Action, Strong and bold, that is my mission Beautiful emotions, Tightens this spiritual connection Your love, my salvation, The way you do it, sweetest redemption. Hear my sincere confession, You divinely beautiful piece of loves intervention Know, I failed not to mention All of my intentions Regarding the perfect beauty of our spiritual association Sexual desires and loving relations We fear not the implications Here to make it better, we got perfect love under construction.

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Thank You For Making The Time To Have A Look Inside

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