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by
A n d re w X . P h am
on behalf of my father,
Th e E av e s
of
H e av e n
A Life
in
Three Wars
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If I could,
I would trade
a thousand
years to hear
my mother’s
laughter.
t r a n t r u n g dao
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contents
Author’s Note xv
prologue 쏔 Ancestors 1
1 쏔 Leaving Home 5
2 쏔 Father 14
3 쏔 Phan Thiet 19
4 쏔 Mother 28
5 쏔 Dalat Days 32
6 쏔 The Mid-Autumn Festival 41
7 쏔 Sea Grubs 49
8 쏔 Saigon Night 51
9 쏔 Cricket Fight 57
10 쏔 The Recruiter 64
11 쏔 Hoi and I 71
12 쏔 The Draft 80
13 쏔 The Orphan 91
14 쏔 Famine 97
15 쏔 The Famine Soup 99
16 쏔 The Flood 105
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Bibliography 299
Acknowledgments 301
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a u t h o r ’s n o t e
A n d re w X . P h am
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t h e n o rt h
1940
prologue
Ancestors
M y family came from the Red River Delta, an allu-
vial plain of raven earth and limitless water. It was an
exceptionally fertile country, though not a youthful
land with treasures to be plundered. What riches it had,
it yielded solely to sweat and toil. It had known cen-
turies of peasant hands.
Generations beyond recall, my ancestors had tilled
this soil where fortunes were made and reversed by
countless successions of insurgencies, raids, and wars.
The rise of our clan began with my great-great-great-
grandfather Hao Pham, a noted officer in King Nguyen
Anh’s army. For his battlefield victories against rebel-
lious warlords, he was awarded a vast tract of land after
the king’s unification of Viet Nam in 1802. As was cus-
tomary in the feudal order for the richest man in the
area, he won the privilege of lord proctorship over
all the villages within a day’s ride by horseback of his
home. He assumed the post, raised a big family with
three wives, and lived out his days in comfort. When he
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retired, his eldest son succeeded him, acquiring the same commis-
sion. Later, in the French colonial period, when the clan’s property
had grown even larger, his grandson became domain magistrate. So
it went from generation to generation, both land and titles passed as
birthrights from fathers to the firstborn sons. By the time of my
grandfather and father, ours grew to be one of the two richest clans
in the province, our holdings spreading out to the horizon.
Still, it was a realm of rice paddies, mud houses, and shoeless
peasants. It was a world before the arrival of electricity, banks, and
refrigeration. In the whole province, there were only two cars. My
uncle Thuan owned one, but kept it merely as a modern marvel. He
was more comfortable astride a horse. In our village of a thousand
souls, there was a single firearm—a double-barreled shotgun Uncle
used to hunt birds. For weaponry, there were swords, spears, and
martial arts. The only other technological intrusions into our village
were two mechanical clocks; my father owned one, and my uncle
owned the other. Prized collectibles, neither was used to tell the hour.
For that, there were the crows of the cock, the height of the sun, and
the length of one’s shadow. The average peasant owned three sets
of clothes, brown or black pajamas, the same exact outfit in varying
degrees of wear, with the newest reserved for holidays and temple
visits. He rose before dawn and labored till dusk, and might expect
to have a small amount of meat with his dinner. In the material
sense, it was a simpler world. There was little, and yet everything,
to be desired. Though perhaps as flatlanders we lacked imagination.
Folks prayed for good health, good weather, and good crops. And
that strange year, the last of the good years, all things were granted.
Heaven laid the seal of prosperity upon our land. We were blessed
with the most bountiful harvest in memory.
That summer, Uncle Thuan, the head of our clan, confessed to
his third wife that he believed the wind of fortune was shifting, and
that, at thirty-nine years of age, he felt disaster looming. Omens had
shown themselves. First, the string of good years crowned by a his-
toric crop signaled a grave imbalance in nature; another cycle was
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approaching. Second, a crow, that provincial harbinger of death, had
alighted in his courtyard and stared into his audience hall. The scare-
crows he had erected hadn’t prevented the cursed bird from paying
him another visit. Last, he dreamt that the bamboo hedge encircling
our ancestral estate was filled with voices speaking a foreign tongue;
an evil had laid siege to our home. Within days of this nightmare,
talk of war was rampant throughout the countryside. Disturbing
reports came through his intelligence channels. The underground
worlds were gathering their forces. A great storm approached, so
warned his Nationalist informants; so concurred his Communist
agents. Then, the colonial French suppressed and denied the rumor,
which naturally made it a fact. The shadow of war had fallen upon
the world. Dark days would sweep down from China. Within weeks,
World War II would reach the Red River Delta on the heels of the
Japanese army and mark the downfall of our clan.
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1 . L e av i n g H o m e
R ight after my high school graduation in 1956, I found
myself on a bus headed north to a small coastal town
where a summer teaching position awaited me. Outside
the windows, the ratty fringe of Saigon slipped away—
dirt lanes and sewage creeks banked by weathered shacks
and smoldering fires. Women stooped with age swept
smooth the bare ground in front of their homes. Naked
toddlers stood in doorways, knuckling sleep from their
eyes. Fresh incense on roadside altars sent tendrils of
prayers heavenward. Above the mottled tin roofs, early
sun flicked through the foliage. A breeze carried the
grassy scent of paddy water. I was twenty-one and strik-
ing out on my own for the first time. I had a suitcase
with two pairs of slacks, three white shirts, underwear, a
toothbrush, a bar of soap, and a comb. My first week’s
wages would afford me another pair of trousers and a
shirt. It wouldn’t be appropriate for the students to no-
tice their new teacher’s meager wardrobe.
Passengers outnumbered seats on the bus, but the
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driver kept on picking up more people along the way, the ticket-man
happily pocketing their fares. The bag-man roped the luggage to-
gether in a great camel-hump on the roof: bamboo cages of ducks
and chickens, wooden crates, boxes, rucksacks, bundles of fresh vege-
tables. A number of people spent their whole trip standing or sitting
on their valises crammed in the aisle. Some used the bus as a local
shuttle service to nearby villages.
It was a Friday, so there were plenty of travelers, too many tod-
dlers for a peaceful journey. Somewhere up front, a baby wailed re-
lentlessly. A ruckus broke out at the rear. A rooster had gotten loose
and half the bus erupted into flurries of hands, feathers, and screams.
The owner leaped over two rows of seats, caught his rooster by the
neck, and landed in the lap of a merchant woman. She said, “Thank
you, Buddha, but what’s a granny like me to do with two roosters?”
Trader-women hooted. A plump matron said, “I’ll take the big one,
he’s not so bad looking.” Another chortled and said, “The feathery
one has more stud potential.” They cackled, and the man, red-faced,
crept back to his seat with his bird tucked safely in a sack. The
women continued cajoling as though they were sitting at home.
Their cheerful mood was infectious, and I felt rather buoyant, even
though I was wedged between an old man, who squatted barefoot in
his seat, and the window. But having the window was enough for me
to consider this as a propitious beginning. Lightheaded with free-
dom, I felt as though I was flying on newly discovered wings.
It seemed so effortless, as if I had, by receiving a diploma,
strolled through a magical portal, and left behind my whole family
crowded in a shed of a house. The ease by which this job came to
me made it seem like destiny. Things had been difficult since we fled
Hanoi two years ago, so I loved feeling that I was at last on the right
path. All I did was answer the first ad I saw in the Saigon Daily. It
was a math and science position at a private school. After a few let-
ters, I was granted an interview.
The principal came to my family’s noodle shop. Mr. Thinh
Nguyen was a short, thick-bodied man in his late forties, with a
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small hump on his back, which he immediately explained was from a
motorcycle accident. Despite this handicap, he was elegant in his
movements and had the graceful glide-walk of a short-legged man.
He smoked small French-style cigarettes made in Vietnam.
By our accents, we knew we were both northerners. As it turned
out, he had studied in Hanoi and roomed not far from our old neigh-
borhood. I told him my family were refugees, arriving two years ago
under the Geneva Accord, which gave the Vietnamese Communists
the northern half of the country. He said he had to leave his home a
few years before then. Like most refugees, he didn’t talk about why
he fled or what he left behind, and that was fine with me. Everyone
had lost something. No one willingly chose an impoverished exile,
dislocated from his birth-village and the spirits of his ancestors. I re-
spected his silence and he did not press me for details of our plight.
I appreciated the courtesy. Looking around at the rancid hovel in
which my entire family lived and worked—the crude tables, the dirt
floor, the windowless loft—I thought it would sound vaunted or,
perhaps, blatantly false if I tried to explain who we once were, or
spoke of our lineage. It wasn’t shame; we were beyond that.
As soon as we started talking about my academic records, he
switched over to French. I liked it because I felt more comfortable in
French when speaking with superiors and elders. French was more
egalitarian than Viet. It was generous of him. Besides, it was natural
for us to speak French, since it had been the official language of aca-
demia in Vietnam for longer than we had been alive. Generations of
Vietnamese students spent lifetimes in classrooms speaking, writ-
ing, reading, and breathing French texts. So it did not seem ironic to
me then that we sat there, two North Vietnamese exiles in a dark and
greasy noodle shop on the edge of Saigon, conversing in French when
neither one of us had ever set foot in France. We both had suits of
Parisian cut and sported Western haircuts, and were more well-read
in French poetry and European literature than most French soldiers.
And yet, if we saw a Frenchman strolling toward us, we might, out of
revulsion, cross the road to avoid him. The language had become a
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his protests and made me promise that I would write every week and
return to attend Saigon University in the fall.
To escape, I would have promised him all the fish in the Saigon
River.
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Compared to Hanoi’s Chinatown, which spanned a few city
blocks, Cho Lon was practically a city. It coexisted side by side with
Saigon like an unattractive sibling; it was grimy, bustling, cacopho-
nous. The buildings were crammed together, as if they grew on top
of one another. Every door was a storefront with bins of goods, pro-
duce, and meats spilling onto the sidewalk. Upstairs were offices
with placard billboards and living quarters with laundry hanging out
the windows. The city generated its own breeze, a mixture of sewage,
garbage, aromatic noodle soup, baked buns, dishwater, roast duck,
and mildew.
It was, in fact, the powerhouse of South Vietnam. Cho Lon Chi-
nese controlled the vast majority of trading houses, which also han-
dled the shipping and warehousing of every conceivable commodity
for domestic consumption and export.
The buses delivered us to a three-story hotel on a wide commer-
cial street. Typical of the low-end Chinese establishments, it was a
sad, dark, dingy place, manned by a humorless middle-age Chinese
who couldn’t summon a greeting or a smile. The lobby was an eight-
by-eight-foot space with a wooden bench and a board painted with
the hotel rules in Chinese and Viet. It was devoid of decoration—not
a single painting, poster, or potted plant. The windowless rooms were
small and hot, with clumps of cobwebs in the corners. The ceiling
fans did nothing but draw out the reek of mildew and cigarettes from
the peeling walls. Stuffy air from the hallway oozed into the rooms
through wooden screens above the doors. There was a communal
bathroom on each floor. Surprisingly, there was one redeeming fea-
ture in the building: the toilet. It was a squat affair with a cast-iron
water tank mounted up near the ceiling. Back in Hanoi, where there
was no sewage system, we only had pit toilets filled with calcium
oxide powder, the compost collected periodically by municipal work-
ers using ox-drawn carts. A flush toilet, I thought, was surely a sign
of civilization.
But Saigon held little prospect for us to make a new life. The
first week, Father roamed about town looking for work only to return
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and our favorite, the bumper-car arena. It even had its own climate,
controlled by fans and vents.
Allowance in hands, we followed other refugees into the Great
World. We lost ourselves in the crowd of gamblers, drinkers, opium
users, whores, pimps, crooks, businessmen, and entertainers. While
my brothers and I stayed close to the amusement park area, wasting
most of our money on bumper cars, my cousin Tan ran off alone to
the gambling tables.
Even Father could not resist the draw of the Great World. Within
a week, he abandoned his job search and surrendered himself to the
familiar comfort of the pipe. Day after day, he woke up, got dressed
as though he were going to an interview, and strolled across the
street directly to the opium lounge inside the Great World.
It had begun—his last, irrecoverable descent. At night, phantom
ants crawled up his legs and kept him awake. We children took turns
kneeling at his bedside to massage his limbs, kneading the atrophied
flesh to ease his ruined nerves. Rigorous at first, then more softly in
tiny, gradual increments. Slowly, gently. Slowly, gently. The addict’s
lullaby. It was like putting a child to sleep.
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