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The Radiant Buddhist Nun, p. 2 of 3 pp. who have been trapped in an unfortunate "lower" rebirth, as a result of negative karma, how they deserve compassion because of this, how you can see the previously human soul, if you look hard, and empathically, enough, in the eyes of a dog, or cow. When I asked her if she was vegan, she offered an indescribably charming giggle in response. When I asked her how an animal accumulates sufcient good karma to be reborn as a human being, the most propitious of rebirths, as she had previously explained, she offered a second, indescribably charming giggle in response. When I told her of my experience as a kid, of meeting Transcendental Meditation teachers, and practitioners. who struck me as escape artists, with that awful, vacuous deadness in their eyes, who spoke of aspiring to be "being dead while alive", and how horried I was by this, when I told her of how I had practiced TM, for close to four years, and stopped cold turkey, as it were, as a result of the accumulated epiphanies that I, too, was becoming one of "them", when I told her I had had a bad breakdown at that time, which I attributed then, and attribute now, to having become addicted to a dangerous, spiritually deadening, practice, when I told her I believed there were spiritual swindlers, offering spiritual snake oil in the world, and that that was why I had stayed away for all this time, out of cynicism and fear, she had only vacuous platitudes to offer. I went to sleep heartsick. I awoke, with her lovable, compassionate presence vivid in my mind's eye. Yet today her lightness of being strikes me as that of a buttery, spiritual, yes, in some sense, but irresponsible, and disturbingly lightweight, in another-that lightness of being perhaps simply an absence of thought, an escape from the lthy, sweaty, confusing, suffering world that I, for one, and most of us, inhabit. A dishonest escape. I've been watching her meditate. She works while meditating, with fervor. She doesn't zone out like a TM zombie. This has fascinated and inspired me for weeks. What on earth is she doing, what on earth is she working for? Yet this morning, I'm not sure that what she is working for is not as ultimately as vacuous as those TM teachers, long ago-in spite of the delightful twinkle in her eye, the music of her laughter, and her gentle, soothing voice and manner. I just don't know. I will return next week. But today I am heartsick, and, truth to tell, feel a bit silly, and like a bit of a perpetual sucker, after all these years. Orson Welles' little monologue re the respective aesthetic achievements of the bloody Italian renaissance vs. the isolated, peaceful nation of Switzerland keeps coming to mind. Perhaps she's a spiritual cuckoo-clock, after all.
The Radiant Buddhist Nun, p. 3 of 3 pp. the topographies of various bardos, how the soul is utterly distinct from the body, i.e., Bronze Age jibber-jabber, which no minimally educated person would ever consider as anything other than moral allegory, dumbed-down, probably countless times, for the unwashed rabble. I had heard one of her compatriots from the Dharma center spout the same lunacy two months prior, i.e., taking, and offering, it as literal truth. At that time, it was hard not to stop the incessant, uncharitable, internal chatter. Last night, the internal chatter was quite different-in fact, there was precious little of it. I believe I was in the presence of some sort of saint, some sort of saint of consciousness, whose frontal lobes are perhaps not the brightest bulbs in the neighborhood, but whose essence is indescribably divine.