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PROLOGUE
Written by Raw Ink
Let us be grateful to live in a free society where our imagination is not
controlled and we can still entertain each other by tales we tell. I thank
the many people that work so hard to make Scribd.com possible, so to
carry these words to you.
This is a book on the not so far future, a tomorrow you wish you hadn’t
woke up to. When the world is turned upside down and everything you
depend on is gone, when you no-longer know anybody and you ask
God, “What did I do wrong?”
Low and behold to your dismay; the sky cracks open, and a bright light
blinds you. Then this loud deep voice echoes from above, “Sorry John,
your just part of a Democracy.”
Our hour had come: the year is 2012, a time when God changes His
face. The children of men, no longer see Him as their Loving Father,
but the All Mighty, All Powerful Creator whose name was so holy to say,
it was lost. They shake in fear and tremble in fright as they await
death.. In a single breath His anger rolls back the ground, and a fiery
blink of an eye the sky shows color never seen; and it last until all turns
black for day upon days end.
The world after being torn apart by catastrophic disasters at a
magnitude never even to be imagined, nature has stripped the earth
naked., and the world is turned into a barren wasteland. Electricity can
no longer be harnessed as a power source; mans technology is made
useless. Knowing this was to happen; a secret society known as the
Masson’s rises to power with all the answers, they knew it was going to
happen; they have been planning for it for a thousand years. For it is
written in: The Masonic Prophecy.
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mankind.
The
Masonic
Prophecy YEAR 2012
Raw Ink J.R. Hairabedian
Library of Congress
Register of Copyrights
TXu1-362-559
Effective Date 06/19/07
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Am Wasser
field to fail. The Sun Storms are penetrating our atmosphere. The world as
not know how long this will last, or how long we will be able to broadcast
The areas under the greatest threat are our outer coastal rims. All civilians
are ordered to evacuate inland, one hundred miles. I repeat, all civilians are
ordered to evacuate inland. Do not panic, please remain calm. We are not
without hope. The top leading scientists of the world are working together
for a solution. I the President, under Presidential Power declare marshal law
and turn control over to the Homeland Security Branch. All civilians, you
are ordered to obey and cooperate with the National Guard. Emergency
medical assistance, food and shelter can be found your local FEMA stations.
For your safety and protection a contingency plan has been implemented. A
curfew is in affect and violators will be shot on site. Order and control will
Clouds of orange, red and green covered the sky with rainbows that moved
with the wind like waves in an ocean. Greenland turned to desert, an alien
kind of world. Dried dirt painted purple and pink, the reaper haunted the
barren wasteland. Half stripped cars marked the highway afar, the broken
wagon wheel of a past exodus. Stretching out and beyond the debris, a sun
storm forms a death cloud that consume all in its path, leaving no trace of
man. These were the end times, the era of death and destruction. Soon the
cry of martyrs would fill the air, slain for their love of God. It was the year,
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twenty thirteen and death was everywhere. Electricity had become a thing
of the past, and technology was useless. The infrastructure that once made
nations great was gone. Modern civilization resides into the Dark Age.
Those societies dependent on commerce for the food chain were the hardest
hit. The addiction to fast food, convenience stores, and super markets, paid
its price. Without them they were like any other street junky looking for a
fix. Farms became targets of mobs as the people fled the cities in search of
food. Soon it was all gone. Mass starvation and sickness took many. Some to
filled the air with a smell that made your stomach tight and cheeks swell,
Holy men at every corner, chanting ringing their bells, warning people what
they already knew, and prophecy fulfilled, testing of the faith. The world
was painted in blood. “The Lamb opened the Seals, (ring, ring, ring,) listen
to the living creature.” The one’s who could hear the Spirit, were called, and
then disappeared before us. The red sun shinning on the neon filled glass
tubes gave an eerie glow to the powerless signs. Each with a message of
some way to happiness, but nobody was listening. The seats were empty, the
buildings were empty, just smoke in the form of ghosts remained. It was
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hotter than it ever was before. Even the insects were different ones, flying
ones never seen before, with the sting of a scorpion. The door of hell had
been opened and the world hid in fear of what was going to step out.
SKY ON FIRE
Chapter Two
That day, the day it all started, the heat came first. I remember
walking out the rear of the church. The whole sky seemed to be on fire.
Glen asked, if I was going to Jack’s for breakfast. A number of us from First
Love Calvary Chapel had been meeting there after service for a few years.
I answered Glen saying,” heck yeah, they got air conditioner, how about
you Paul? ” Paul was my best friend. Paul was built like a tank. At six two
and twenty pounds heavier than me, was strong as an ox. I was two twenty
back then, ha, ha, ha, I was fat. Imagine that, someone being fat, ha, ha, ha.
Paul smiled and replied, “You riding with me and the kids? “ He opened the
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door of the mini van. “Daddy, what’s wrong with the sun? “ Said Susie,
Paul’s youngest. She was wearing those kids’ sunglasses they used to have,
you remember, the kind with glitter and bees or butterflies on them, her’s
were green. Glancing up, I felt the skin on my face tighten and it hurt. We
I asked, “Wow that’s really strange, what do you make of it Glen?” Glen was
one on the old timers, for God knows how long he had been going to First
Love, Calvary Chapel. Twenty years I been going, I don’t think he missed a
service. He calmly leans back, raising his left hand; he runs his forefinger
knuckle under his chin, and then shaded his eyes. Beth his wife stood behind
him with her hands up, and was ready should he lean too far back. The sun
line usually ran west up over the church; it was noon and blazing so bright
you didn’t know where it was. It felt like a fiery blanket ready to fall on us.
It was orange and yellow, with red spots appearing, and then fading away. A
purple haze encompassed the horizon. Glen calmly stood up and turned to
say, Jesus said, “In the last days there would be strange signs in the
The ground began to shake, and the telephone poles and light posts started
swaying. The lines snapped, and sparks sprayed across the sky. The church
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sat on a hill and as a wave from the quake roll you could see transformers
exploding, one after another like being carpet bombed. It created a maroon
and violet cloud that radiate out and remains where each had been.
tunnel backward; (explosions) “Go; go, go, down, down, down, down,” the
enemies surround him. Looking over his shoulder, he yelled, “Medic, I got
wounded soldiers, one in each arm. “Daddy, Daddy, I’m scared, “said little
Susie. Glen yelled,” Paul, Paul, hey Paul.” Paul’s face stretched showing the
white of his eyes. He shakes in a cold sweat. Imagine, one hundred and
happened twenty years ago. Glen yelled louder, “Paul.” Paul flashed back,
looking surprised to be lying in the church garden holding his two kids, one
in each arm. I was on one side, Glen and Beth, on the other. I’ve seen him
flash before, but this wasn’t the forth of July, this wasn’t brought on by
earthquakes before, but nothing had ever compared to that. It was, just like a
war zone. The church roof had collapsed; a telephone had fallen over and
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Beth said, “That was quick thinking Paul.” Glen asked,” You ok Paul?”
Paul answered, examining his hands, and then searching his body, as though
he knew no pain. “Ah, ah, ah, yea, yea yeah, I’m, I’m ok, and I am ok.”
I ask, “Everybody else ok, and you kids ok?” Steve, a miniature replica of
Paul, and Susie, both answered in a chorus, “Ah huh.” Beth following with a
slow,” I think so.” Looking down the alley, the apartment buildings lay
crumbled. People were yelling, screaming, crying for help. Some fires
smoked black, and the sky became dark. A near by explosion from a broken
gas pipe ignite, shooting a blue flame twenty feet into the air. There were
more explosions up the hill, more screams. The dust and smoke made us
choke and the day had become night. We started to stand and an aftershock
sent us rolling, deeper into the garden. I felt like I had cotton in my mouth.
Grass was in my hair. Oh, how I miss the smell of grass, the trees. O-o-o-
ANNEX TWENTY
Chapter Three
SEVEN YEARS LATER
2020
The sun was breathing again, its outline sharp, then like an out of
focus picture it fades away. A purple ring appears warning them a sun storm
It was just after dawn and already hotter than hell out there in the no-
mans land. They had been riding all night. Last camp, the caves next to
Death Valley Lake. No fish lived in it, a useless sea of salt, poisons, and
toxic waste.
Freedom Fighters, looked out of time, wearing their Arabian style robes and
on horseback. They had one thing on their mind, making it across the open
stretch of desert known as ‘The No-mans- Land’ with out being seen.
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He used an eyelash he sun dial that shadow in his eye read 0601
hours. Name: Johnny Cloud, AKA’S; Johnny Boy Death. Code Name: One.
He was one of seven. Assignment; lead the assault team across the no-mans-
land to the Temple Zone, and find Annex Twenty, terminate all activities and
personnel. The Masons have been busy punching computer chips into the
hands and foreheads of civilians. The annex is where it was being done. It
was said a sign outside the entrance read, “Don’t be Scan less”.
It was the Eighth Day of the Second Month in the Year Twenty-
Twenty, the third year of persecution of the Christians. Many were quick to
give up their faith and to denounce Christ all to live in a Temple Zone. Huge
Pyramids were constructed at each corner of the zone; at their peak were
electro rods that connected an electromagnetic field. The only place in the
world electricity still worked; it didn’t take the Masons long to install the
New World Order, activate the artificial force fields and bring the reactors
online. A place where one could still enjoy, climate control, modern medical
technology, watch television, and hear the sound of electric guitars. Where
you could own a new MP20, or play Kill ball. A world filled with
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world made to stop the religious wars. You didn’t have the hassle of
exchanging money for food or goods. Here, to be able buy or sell anything
you must use your chip. A micro computer chip located in the wrist, just
under the skin above the thumb. A second chip is punched under the skin in
the forehead. It was used for punishment. It operated like Chinese water
torture. It started with a very light thump on the forehead. Unlike the more
barbaric method of water boarding once used to bring the muslins into
submission. This was a place where there was no god, no Buda, no Allah, no
Temple Zone, was punishable by death. Johnny and his band of men where
Johnny was a super soldier. He had jet black hair and dark brown
eyes. Was six feet tall and weighted in at two hundred fifty pounds. He had
arms like bowling balls. His wash board stomach brought his waste in to
give that V look. When ever he looked at him self in a mirror it reminded
already in an Army; the United States Army and on a secret assignment. His
mission had been delegated a long time ago, over twenty years.
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Johnny was alone. He saw himself as a type of time traveler sent out to
change history, before it was written; except Johnny was not going to omit
time, he was to ride the period out. His Christian Commander, General
secret origination much older than our government and much wiser too, has
silently infiltrated the power control infrastructure; but the United States
wasn’t their target, they had much bigger plans, ones to rule the world.
Johnny was to keep his commanders thoughts secret, and should anything
happen to the General, Johnny had his orders; he would be the last hope for
a free America. When it was time, Johnny would search out their leader who
would be The Anti-Christ, and destroy him. The weapon of choice controlled
Mean while, the General attempted to expose the traders under his
trusted. Then he disappeared. The General wasn’t the only one, hundreds of
thousands of people everywhere just seemed to just disappear. It was all over
the news. There were all kinds of theories; alien abductions, spontaneous
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combustion, the rapture, mass murder. The last wasn’t so far fetched; the
Untied States Supreme Court had just made a ruling separating Church from
meaningless. The ground shook, and the sun and moon became blood red.
The world was being torn apart by catastrophic disasters, and man faced
the Mormons, the lukewarm, the ones on the fence, all knew what had
happened. Now their faith would really be tested; they faced death as those
fed to lions. A new persecution for their second chance, “and it came to be
Lodestone to shift. Normally located near the North Pole under the earth’s
crust has moved 180 degrees to the south putting pressure on the Platonic
Plates. This is causing massive earthquakes and volcanic eruptions. With the
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force that once empowered the earth’s electromagnetic shield at its present
strength, violent Sun Storms ravaged the Earth. The Sun’s radiation now had
bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki was where civilians had been wearing
black, the clothing had disintegrated. A person wearing a white and black
striped shirt suffered severe burns where the black had been. As for the
The sun was up. Nobody could wear black. No black boots, no
black horses, black anything. The rules where simple out here; white reflects
heat, black arbores it. To wear black would cause you to blister. Johnny and
his men were wearing white Arabian style robes, the colored dirt had left red
stripes on them; there was something patriotic about it. Pushed to their limit
both man and horse, they could see the tree line. Now ready to cross over
into Eden, the men stopped and turned to confirm all had made it. Looking
behind them, beyond the dust trials lay the mirages of haunting spirits. They
were heat clouds, more, ghost crowds dancing in a gigantic barren cemetery.
They all turned to look at the sun then each other, crimson red and a purple
ring. A Sun Storm comes, they waste no time. One of the gigantic pyramids
this close to a storm. The towers built to guard the Temple Zone were empty.
The different shades of red dirt painting the horizon of the no-mans -land
held a certain beauty, and a price. To stare out into the no-mans-land from
inside the Temple Zone would eventually blind you. Guard Tower positions
were hard to fill. The eye cover worn by the Freedom Fighters was that like
a welder wore. They lifted them rubbing their eyes. Johnny looked up and
down the border where one world started and the other stopped.
Johnny answers, “No, we have a Sun Storm rolling in, better we find the
Annex and use the Storm to cover our tracks.” Seven sits high in his saddle
looking both directions, then says, “No detection, far as I can see.” Four’s
tongue for blood.” Johnny says, “Watch for my hand signals, stay alert, we
get one shot at this.” One taps his heals and his horse steps into the lush
vegetation. Many birds were singing. The air was fresh with oxygen, and the
smell of fruit fills the air. The temperature dropped about fifty degrees. Two
They came upon a creek and they let the horses drink first. Every
fighter slowly turned their head to aim their ears to see beyond the thick
foliage. Johnny dismounts and pushes his way through the rich fern and ivy
towards the sound of the water falling. He holds his hat under the waterfall
The wild gardens and flowers were starting to reach full bloom.
Johnny and his men rode in from hell, the devils playground. The masons
were in heaven Johnny thought, and even Satan was there for a little while.
available under the Masonic force field. Johnny thought, nothing like giving
Johnny’s horse pulled its way through the grape vines, apple trees,
oranges, bananas, and nuts. Three says, “I feel like I’m in a fruit salad.”
Three, was hairy, stocky, and had dark skin. He was of Armenian decent. His
name was Gary Duke Simonian and was born in East Los Angeles,
is why some called him; The Trash man. Gary didn’t like them calling him
that, a person might get the wrong idea thinking he was trash. He was a
Rubbish man; his company had been in the family three generations where
they picked up commercial refuse in the downtown Los Angeles area. There
was good money in it; that was before the disasters came, before the ocean
rose. His grandfather came to America in nineteen hundred and twenty after
Turkey invaded his County in WWI and started slaughtering his people.
When the war was over twenty million Armenians were either murdered or
displaced. Three’s nickname was Duke, named after the late great John
Wayne. He was as strong as an ox, and had a sense of humor about him. He
had a distinctive nose and heavy features. His mustache was thick and he
Mexican. The last language of words was; taco’s, burritos, enchiladas, rice
Name, Bobby Pitts, age Thirty-two. He too was from California, slim, tall
with a square jaw and blond hair. He had a keen sense of knowing when
someone was looking at him. Bobby was the athletic type and came from the
Five and Johnny went as far back as Germany and they both have a lot of
respect for each other. Johnny knew more about Five, than any of his men.
Five says, “I keep having this same nightmare where I die in an earthquake,
then I wake up and feel guilty about not telling everybody the disasters were
going to come. You think we should have told people it was coming?”
Johnny says, “You think people would have believed you? Hah, the
Christian Bible told of it, nobody believed or cared. Come on Luke, no sense
beating your self up about that? The Masons spent a lot of time and money
in keeping everybody in the dark. Who do you think put it out there that the
world was to come to an end in 2012? Who do you think sponsored those
Johnny answer, “Exactly, that was all part of reverse psychology so when
somebody did try to warn the world, the person would be consisted just
another paranoid Jesus freak. Man had been predicting the worlds end since
we first learned to read and write, before that probably. How old are you
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Five says, “Yea right, between the dry heat and the hazardous waste, toxins,
and poisons we all look like dried prunes. I’m surprised my hair hasn’t
Five replies, “Dam, if that horse doesn’t know when he is being talked
about.”
The horse raised its head and showed a mouth full of green and pinkish
teeth. They both laughed and Luke said, “At least he has all his teeth.”
Johnny continued, “You let me tell you something Luke, we both came
along way. As for me, I was under orders, I couldn’t say anything, but if I
had, say we both had, and let’s say everybody believed us, and the Masons
didn’t kill us; I really don’t think it would have made a difference. Do you
Johnny began, “The number of dinner plates set for the feast in Heaven is
counted. The death toll in all wars would remain the same, counted by man
or by only God. You make a difference in that? That guy that was standing
next to me during that first day would have still fell twenty thousand feet
when the ground opened up from the earthquake; and the ground would have
still closed back up seconds later, and all the other weird shit we seen since
dam thing, no matter what we said, what we did, where we had gone, or who
we had taken with us. Why ever God told, or how ever the Masons were
allowed to know it was coming, they only got to prepare for what came
after; knowing about it didn’t save any of them. You think you could have
Five asked, “I’m beginning to doubt everything, even myself. I’m not well
Johnny. Do you think the Bible contradicted its self? How did the Masons
know?”
Johnny said, “Is your faith that small? You doubt because you are letting fear
have its way with you. You do not understand the Scriptures because you
vex the Spirit. I pray now that you see difference. As a child growing up, I
was taught only Indians knew the Great Father; I was proud. My ignorance
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blinded me and I did not know the difference, but then God’s Spirit called to
me, and opened my eyes. I could see the power outside my world belong to
God. I made no difference in what God wanted to do. If He gave Nature the
Power, r”
Five said, “Your right I don’t understand the difference, are we different than
them? How can we believe in Christ and be soldiers? How can we war and
love our enemy at the same time? Why does God test us like this? Is there
Johnny said, “Is God in charge? You better know the answer to that one; He
when I’m hard on you so you understand you must be strong, and when I’m
to all be in agreement in what we believe in, but history tells us that is not
the case. Man has always shown to have a natural instinct to do two things;
disagree with each other and rebel against God. Even I don’t think God is in
charge like most people think, not like all those Christian leaders back there
do, but I know He is there and that is a far cry better that than twenty years
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Luke said, “Well, like I said planned mans destiny, what is going to happen,
Johnny answers, “This is a tricky subject for a simple minded man; the
Greek word used in the Bible is predestined, but the meaning is to foreknow.
God knows all, but before the gift of salvation God gave you the gift of
choice; this is known as a Free Will. This power to choose destiny is not
taken serious by man; and this enters another area called Faith. If you
believe and have Faith you fore know as well my friend. Being created in
God’s image goes along way, but we know the difference. We are like Him,
but not Him. He is in us, and we are to be one with Him, especially in what
we believe. If you want to understand, pray. Then your faith will give you
predestination as well.”
Luke looked more confused than when he first started seeking the answers to
Johnny seen this and said, “I’m not saying nor do I think that this is exactly
how God wanted it to happen. I think things may be foreknown by God but I
don’t believe God planned all this, especially the suffering part. I don’t have
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all the answers. The world changes everyday. This is the difference between
God and us. For example if we program a computer today will that enable
Luke said, “Yea yes, then ah maybe not, but were not computers or
Masons use them, and the counsel says they are evil.”
Johnny speaks with authority and says, “I will not speak against the counsel.
They are young and believe computers are mans attempt to be a God, to
create men. You and I know it was not always so, we built computers to
assist and help mankind. Computers are capable of making decision based
on variables, now faster than ever, faster than man. Still there is an
cannot make a computer love him. Nor can man make a computer
independent and draw it back to himself as the Holy Spirit does man. Man
on variables, but never can it have feelings. Never can man program a
simultaneously is the condition of man when sin was born. This is the very
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reason God cut Man off from the spirit world, sin. Christ is the bridge
between mans consciousness of the spirit world and his concept of what
reality is here. What we know of this dimension is that Gods love defies all
space and time. Until your name is called it remains out of our reach. We can
never recreate a Holy Spirit to influence computers and draw them back to
us. This is the very reason the counsel calls them evil. You remember the
Johnny said, “The counsel reacted out of fear, their determination came from
our knowledge of rebellion; it is a reality, and one without the Holy Spirit
and a Christ, there would be no way to guide them back. The era of Bio-
computers is here when man has the power to create life and even give it a
soul. What man can not do is recreate the tree of knowledge of good and
evil, mans spirit and his consciences of right and wrong remains in the hands
of God.”
Luke says, “I guess there really wasn’t much we could have done, huh?”
Johnny slowly move his head side to side saying, “Do I or don’t I, no
important decision should be made recklessly. The point I’m trying to make
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is there are matters that pertain to a higher understanding, and ones that
Luke asked, “If I’m not responsible for want happened, then why do I wake
Johnny said, “You’re mixing up your own pot; If the disasters were caused
refrigerants would have made a difference, but that’s not the case. I can’t tell
you what the dream means, but I can tell you any decision you made to warn
people would not have made a difference. I think there are laws set in place
that says you stand under an apple tree long enough, your bound to get hit in
the head with an apple. Nature can be kind and cruel, sometimes it doesn’t
matter what path you take, just stay alert so not to get carried off by an
Eagle.”
“Tyeeyeeyeyuownshu.”
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Johnny says, “Just what I said.” Johnny says it more slowly, “Tie-eye-eye
Four ask, “How hard is it going to be to duplicate the Artificial Force Field?
Johnny answer, “Building the Force Field is going to be the easy part, it’s
keeping the Masons from tearing it down and killing every body that’s going
to be a problem.”
Johnny said, “Get the one with the bees on it. They know which one is the
sweetest.” Five picked a huge watermelon and cracked it open with his knee.
The Freedom Fighters moved deeper into Masonic territory. When they
came upon a pond, the men jumped in head first. Used to even drinking
water being scarce, the cool water felt good on their bare skin. Johnny
thought he could use a bath as well, but someone needed to keep watch. This
wasn’t the Holliday Inn. They weren’t on vacation. Still they needed a break;
even the horses took part in the play. The men tried to drown each other.
Seven struggled and broke free of Two’s grip. He came up gasping for air.
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The others laughed. Johnny smiled shaking his head. His men deserved
some fun. It wouldn’t be long before the killing started. Johnny stood up
stretching as he finished his last stitch. He walked over while biting off the
excess string. Bending down holding his pearl handle hunting knife, he cut a
hole in the bottom of the barrel cactus saving it to be used as a cork. As the
cactus juice slowly fills the new leather water bag. Johnny’s horse became
restless and Johnny held on to the reins. He attempts to calm him by padding
Johnny says, “Got to be Temple guards, every body out of the water.”
Johnny’s left hand went up showing three fingers, he point east. Three
fingers again pointing to the west. Three is naked when clime to the back of
his horses. His starts his horse to run and hang from the saddle with one
hand grabbing his clothes on the ground with the other. When they made it
to cover, Johnny and his horse had disappeared from sight. A gift from a
friend, the horse could smell Temple Guards a mile away. A tribal medicine
man told Johnny the horse was given the spirit of his ancestor. Johnny never
said if he believed the old man, but called his horse Grandfather.
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Johnny drove his` four wheel drive Jeep Cherokee up the winding dirt
road. He was on the far side of the reservation. It was about the only place
bottles, tin pales, and other forms of trash once used to carry water littered
the land. Clothes, weathered beaten suitcases, purses all made shadows in
the desert. Each one had its own story, some of happiness, and others sad.
Some had good endings and others with bad. They tell of the people of
Mexico and their plight to America the land of milk and honey. Some had
been allowed to make their mark in life, as every son of man should. For
them all that were needed was softer terrain. It was for some, just for a
season.
The old man just appeared in the road and out of no-where. Johnny slammed
on the brakes. The tall end swung around nearly clipping the Indian. Johnny
scared he killed him was out of the jeep looking underneath the vehicle. As
the dust cleared the Indian scared the crap out of him by appearing behind
him like a ghost. The old man spoke to him in Johnny’s tribal language. He
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understood although he hadn’t heard it sense his Father died. Johnny shook
his head. The old man was wearing worn brown kakis, a baggy thin button
up gray shirt. A colorful red and blue bandana holds his hair back. It was
long, dark brown with streaks of gray in it. Covering his feet and tied up to
his caves were hand made moccasins. Johnny guessed his age at seventy to
Johnny left his jeep in the middle of the road following the old man up the
path. The trail wind up the through the huge rocks and lead to the base of the
mountain. They start up the steep terrain not seeming to be on a path. The
old man did not slow as he led him over the rocks, desert shrubs, and
the mountain. The old man’s endurance amazed Johnny. When dust had
come they made it to the top. There Johnny stood on a plateau over looking
the vast desert of Mexico and Arizona. It’s beauty beyond words and he
wondered for a second, who other Indian stood here to share its power.
Behind him the old man stand patience letting Johnny absorb the treasure.
The two exchange smiles and the old man point to a set of Teepees further
out on the plateau. Johnny followed him into the smaller of the two.
Staring Johnny in the eyes for a minute, He motions him to sit. The old man
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thump on his chest like a drum. Five baseball size rocks, lay glowing where
“I am Johnny; I was invited here by Tom Grass. He was in the Army with
Kick-like-a-Horse said, “He was killed in Basra, Iraq a few years ago.”
me a month ago, and he asked me to meet him here on this day. He invited
The old man said, “I do not doubt you talked to him and you are welcome
here for a Rainbow sweat, but he was killed, April, 16th, 2008, in war.”
Johnny mind race as he stare into the fire, the laughs, the smiles, the good
times they spent while training at Ft. Knox. Why would Tom want his
Grandfather to think he was dead? It was he on the phone, Johnny was sure
of it. Johnny could see Tom’s hand reaching to him, He could feel his voice.
Johnny had slipped and hung from a cliff. He was in full medal jacket, and
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his gear weighs over one hundred fifty pounds. Tom is assuring him the
Great Spirit has given them medicine to escapes death, as he pulls him up.
There were many colorful symbols painted on the inside of the tee
pee. The old man stirs the coals that sit in the smokeless fire. A clay pot
filled with water sit next to him. He reaches under his belt and produces a
tiny leather medicine bag. He asks Johnny, “What did you and Tom do while
in the Army?”
Johnny answers, “Tom was, I was there for advanced weaponry training.”
Johnny replies, “There is a lot more to it than one might think. There’s wind
drive, speed, ground distance, range, and more. Not just firing the weapon
on the ground, but in the air aboard a Black Hawk helicopter. Once you learn
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Johnny said, “Yes he could, but things have changed. Technology enables all
of us to. We use the best night vision equipment available. Things like
optical color lenses, infrared, the Thermal Heat Imager, and computer
Johnny stops him short and says. “That’s top secret stuff.”
Kick-like-a-Horse laughs again and says, “You are in the army. You are one,
Johnny with a more serious look on his face. Slowly lifts his right hand
placing his forefinger beside his right eye. Is quiet for a minuet and then
says, “I think you are, but you keep your secret.” Johnny was a good lair if
he had to be, and thought there was more to this old man then what meets
the eye. He wondered if his secret would get out, if Mother would be
exposed and his mission aborted. There were only a few people that new. No
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doubt they knew about her, but did they know about him and his mission?
He hadn’t spoken with her since the Pentagon tried to blow her up just a few
months ago. They new she had an abundance of fuel, frozen hydrazine. The
bit about her losing power and control was nonsense; she had been dormant,
saving her fuel. One thing Marine Gen. James Cartwright and the Pentagon
didn’t say was she has carries a nuclear warhead. He wondered how long
before they find out she tricked them by ducking behind a commercial
television satellite before shooting out into space and going stealth. Mother
contacted Johnny right before they shot at her, and told him of her planned
countermeasures.
someone finds a new road to the unknown, another fines a way to throw
Johnny answers, “A good Ariel Gunner is hard to find. Tom was the best of
the best, but as you must know, he had special qualities too. He---”
Something only Indians know about. Something you can only get from a
Rainbow Sweat.”
Johnny was well aware of what that meant. General Brown was
Christian, but picked Johnny because of his strong Indian beliefs. Johnny
heard some one say, “Nobody enters Heaven except through me, and if
anybody enters through another gate, he is a liar and a thief and will be
thrown out.” Johnny thought that must mean there are other gates.
bag. Raising his hands above his head while holding the plant, he begins to
chant. He then handed it to Johnny in one hand, and pointed to his mouth
Johnny new what it was, the Divine Cactus, also known as Peyote or
mescaline. He remembered when his brother had a bad infection from a cut
he got while playing in the woods. His Mother gave him a piece of the
Mescal Button, it fights bacterial infections. Johnny had thought at the time
his brother went insane and would never be the same. The next day he was
normal, and completely healed. Later his brother told him he dreamed he left
his body to fly into the future. When Johnny asked him what the future was
Kick-like-a-horse said, “There is only one way to enter the spirit world. If
you do not want to go there, then you can leave now, I understand.”
Johnny thought for a moment, his roommate was a Christian, Glen was
his name, said drugs were witchcraft; Johnny just thought they made you
stupid. Glen said; The New Testament had been originally written in Greek.
He went on to say that the translation for the word witchcraft in Greek was
questions. Why am I going to do this? Because after Tom pulled him up, that
day he slipped and nearly fell to his death, Johnny told him, “I owe you
one.” That was that Tom on the phone? Weather he was here or over there, it
silver one in the middle. Johnny took the large gooey marble size piece that
the old man handed him. He then squeezed it. It stuck to his fingers. He
pulled them apart, and said while examining it closely, “It sticks like bubble
gum.” He squeezes it again and rolls it into a ball with both hands. He put it
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into his mouth and chewed. It tasted nasty, then not. It was a bitter sweet. He
had a look on his face like a kid whop crapped his pants might have. Soon it
the plant was down, but Johnny continued swallowing attempting to get rid
of the taste. The old man poured water into the fire and the dark Teepee
began to fill with steam. They began to drip. Johnny pulls his shirt off. He
felt strong. He smiled, he liked this. He sat there sitting cross legged nodding
his head and looking around the Teepee. He felt good, he felt real good. He
front of him, and then flips over bringing them closer. He laughs and says,
“Wow.” Then like a kid hand painting on a bedroom wall, he waves them
images of them selves, as the eye reaction slows down. They call them
finger up trying to remember what it was. Then hold his breath as if that
would bring it out. The thought of it all becomes funny and he releases in
Kick-like-a-Horse begins, “The doors you see are the doors to the spirit
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world.” Again Johnny bust out in uncontrollable laughter. The old man
continued, “The Horned Beast is death, and rides the red horse.” Johnny sits
up and a more serious face is drawn. Shortly he could no longer see the old
man. He stood up and reached for the side of the Teepee, but there was none.
Reaching out, he panics in his new blindness. Johnny turns; arms stretched
walks and turns again. He becomes more frantic, spinning, reaching out to
the emptiness.
stumbles in the darkness. A loud deep voice echo from above him, and he
“You run with the wolf.” Johnny was now running in a dark forest. He jumps
a set of fallen logs, flying under thick branches, now faster. He is not alone.
Something is running with him, steps beside him. He slowly turn his head
The voice speaks again, and He finds him self on his toes, so high up,
on a jagged rock peak. He then leans forward arms stretched out to his sides
to free fall. The air is cold and hard, and the tiny white clouds slap his face
wet. “You fly with the Eagles.” Johnny pulls his head back and his feet race
inches from the ground. He hears the hiss beside him and slowly turns his
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head. There he sees flying beside him, its talons take it’s pray and together
they ascend. The voice, “You swim with the fish.” Johnny plunges into the
cold depths of the river; he twists and curls shooting its rocky bottom. The
current sends him to fly out and away from the falls edge. He hears the flap
beside him. He turns his head to see the school in flight, and then follows the
He raised up to meet to meet the Bear, and his claws swing to send his equal
The voice echo, “The many faces you see are the faces of your ancestors.”
Johnny looks to see many people gathered around a huge fire. Then one by
one he looked through their eyes to see what they know, just a single
of wisdom.
He sees a wall of clouds. Tom runs out of the wall and is dressed in combat
gear. He is smiling at Johnny when stops in front of him. He raises his arm
Johnny turns around to look. It was a huge white horse, and its head was that
It had the face of an old man. A lamb held the reins in its mouth, and Johnny
took the reins and mounted the horse. He was then handed a crown and a
bow, and told to conquer. Johnny spins around to thank him and he is gone.
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MEETING GRANDFATHER
CHAPTER FIVE
A cyclonoscope of colors flashed before him. More than he had ever seen
before. Johnny opened his eyes. He laid naked spread eagle on his back. The
sun was up. Mid-day Johnny thought. His head was light and he felt dingy.
He sat up and with elbows on his knees he pressed his hands against his
him. He looked out into the desert from between his fingers. How did he get
here? Why was he naked? Then all at once a million bits of data rush his
brain. The dreams came first. Then an overload of both information and his
memory strike him. His vision was blurred and he was lying on his back
again. He must have passed out. Johnny felt something he had not in a long
time, fear. The thought occurred to him the peyote could have made him do
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something he wasn’t suppose to, that could have short circuited his
equipment, or affected the graft that joined his brain to it; he just couldn’t
ashamed, “man what did I do?” He walks in a circle, with his palm against
his forehead. His mind started the logic process of, ‘what if.’ If in fact
General Brown’s possible scenario of the future came to be, his whole
he worked and lived for, believed in thrown away. He would have failed.
Not knowing if Mother was in range he called out to her, “Mother.” Still
nothing, was it him? He was worried. What was the point of the Ceremonial
Sweat? He felt like hell and certainly wasn’t more in tune with nature or the
spirit world. Johnny mumbled, “That crazy old man, I should of-” and before
Johnny suffocates the spirit vex, strong wind blow sand in his mouth. He
tied to remember more of the night, but his head was vertigo. Even
remembering what Kick-Like-a-Horse look like was foggy. The taste makes
him remember sticking that nasty peyote in his mouth. His eyes felt swollen,
like they were going to pop out of his skull. All was in part; he remembers in
part, little pieces through out the night. Johnny could not distinguish what
had been real and was a part of a dream. The dream about staring down on
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tombstones comes back, and those same tombstones mirrored in his eyes.
Why was he naked? His imagination was wondering what happen. Where
the hell am I? He was starting to get dehydrated, his mouth was dry and his
lips felt swollen. He wiped the sweat on his forehead with his forearm.
He lean back on stretched out arms and unfolds his legs. The outline of the
shade that sheltered him began to move; its parent was alive. The training
that became second nature moved his body. Johnny sprung to his feet while
its huge eyes. The horse shook its head showing its teeth. Its lower jaw
twisted. Johnny’s eyes widen and he pulled his head back as the horses
himself, “Is this horse, is it trying to talk to me?” A she-e-e-e sound followed
a cur-r-r-hee-e-e followed by spit. Johnny looked to the right, then the other
to see if they were alone. There was nothing; but cactus and barren desert,
and definitely alone. Amazed at the horse’s actions and remembering the
He slowly walked around circling the horse. Its beauty was breath taking. If
the account had been witnessed, they would be dialing 911. As Johnny
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mimic a naked caveman cornering its prey. He holds out his arm wiggling
his fingers to offer some imaginary sweet treat. The horse smart played the
game anyway stepping up to pretend to eat. Johnny pats its neck with one
hand, running his fingers through its long mane with the other. The horse
was huge, a stud, and had sense of higher intelligence when it looked at you.
It wanted to continue to play and was now circling Johnny. Then showing
off and ego dancing it went up on hind legs, jumped twice while clawing at
routine. The horse was running a high speed loop around him at a 45 degree
angel. Johnny laughed louder and the horse answered with a hee-e-e-e-e just
as loud. A climax combination included a set of hind kicks and arched wild
rodeo maneuvers all tied into a whirlpool dash that made Johnny dizzy and
tired from just watching. Its coat was as snow with a very large body. You
could see its strength in it muscular cuts as in a body builder. The horse’s tail
On its back was a colorful Indian blanket. It was the one he sat on in Kick-
Like-a Horse’s teepee. Transfixed and unable to take his eyes off the horse,
he marveled like a kid’s first trip to a candy store. Indeed it is the most
beautiful animal he had ever seen. A Champion, a King, like a Unicorn with
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no wings. The sun is what makes the desert. It is the master here, giving life
and sucking it away. He figured it was around 115 degrees and was peeking
off. Not the hottest place he’s been in. It wasn’t the sun or the heat that
would kill him. It was whether or not he had water. Although the sun, could
of taken his life this morning. It was hot enough that staying in the same
place would have fried his brain. As for his equipment it could take the heat.
The tests proved that. The horse had saved his life. Had it been trained to
stay with its rider, or was the horse smart enough to know what it was
doing? Did it know he could have died? Johnny liked the thought of that.
Waving his arm across his chest he called the horse. Still holding a spirit of
play the horse quickly jumps towards him. The pounding of the hoofs
created a dirt cloud that the desert wind rushes away. Ears up and alert it
wait just a second then more like a dog than horse, it come to Johnny’s side.
Exactly the same moment Johnny raise his arm to pet its mane, the horse tilt
its head and neck to meet his hand. As Johnny has a feeling about this horse.
Not an emotion but it reminds him, or knows the horse, no, that’s not right.
Something strange about the animal in the eyes, that he couldn’t quite get
what it was. The horse was already bonding with him, Johnny could feel it.
tune, as they may start to say the same thing, just at the same time, both
settling for a laugh. Then there is a more extreme example of knowing when
the other was in danger, like a Mother knows: This is an Indian saying;
There was more to a good horse than looks, intelligence, and trust. Would it
obey, and obey on the battlefield. Could it handle the hell of war? Would it
remain calm under fire? That was what would determine if the horse was
worth keeping. Johnny respected all animals, and though he had a deep
affection for horses it was his military training that taught him the value of a
good horse. It was when he was stationed in the 2 nd of the 6th CAV. at Fort
Knox. Johnny was continually under going special means training, but
thought his assignment to the Equestrian Unit was in error, he could not have
for parades and other ceremonial events, was as it turned out, much more.
The soldiers were always carefully selected and in some cases being trained
someone would fail; not in these stages of training. A lot of money had
already been invested into Johnny but he had no idea what he would be
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doing or learning one day to the next. He sat in a room with men that came
from all branches of the Service, and some from agencies from outside the
military. The CIA, Green Beret, Special Forces, Rangers, the Seals; all had
been selected for some reason or another. Johnny wasn’t the only who
walked in blind, the marine who sat next to him asked if he knew why they
were there. An older guy according to his patch was Special Forces smiled
and said, “You are going to be polished son,” fact was he didn’t know either.
Nobody did until the Major told you, for it was there Johnny received his,
Special Operations had come to know the value and advantages of having
Kentucky. The officer in charge there was a man by the name of Kittson. He
twisted his big gray mustache at the ends. Tall, slender, with ropey mussels,
always wore a black cowboy hat. There was never a conversation that Major
Kittson had, that didn’t at some point include horses. Johnny remembered
“Good morning men, I am Major Kittson. Are there any cowboys in here?”
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A marine raised his hand. Kittson smiled and asked, “What’s your name
son?” The marine had a southern draw, “Bobby Hellmann Sir.” Kittson then
asks, “You ever break a horse before Hellmann?” The kid answers slowly,
“Ah no Sir.” Major Kittson yells at him, “What in a horse’s ass, you are not
a cowboy. Get your gear Hellmann, you’ll stay in the stables until you tame
one.” The marine turned red, grabbed his gear and headed towards the
stables. After he left Kittson smiled and said, “Never met a cowboy that
hadn’t broke a horse before.” They followed Kittson out and watched
Hellmann break his first horse that day. Each one of them got sent to sleep in
the stables from time to time. Not as a punishment if you think, but either to
get close with your assigned horse, or to pull Duty. His rule was; always
keep your boots close by, and never leave your horse alone. Rumor was
somebody had crept in the stables one night some years back and
slaughtered twenty of the Army’s best horses. Nobody ever had the guts to
ask Kittson if it was true. Those horses were his babies. Could you ask
somebody, “Hey rumor has it somebody cut your babies throats, is it true?”
Officer Kittson graduated from West Point first of his class. After several
years with the Special Forces, where he led several missions of military
importance, he ended up here at 2nd of the 6th Calvary. Where most military
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personal would transfer out every two years automatically, he would remain
in charge at the Ranch for the next twenty years. Some wondered if he was
even in the army any more. From the way he wore his unregulated handle
bar mustache you wouldn’t think so. The Army had not forgotten he was out
game there was. Kittson loved it there at the ranch, and he loved horses. A
great trainer of both horses and men, Kittson was the best, and when he
the reservation, and had loved them also. Kittson however acquired his
equestrian skills on the battlefield. Tactics that had been lost by the army
years before were mastered again while on the job. His story takes us back to
a time he served with a Special Forces Unit out of Fort Brag. It was a time of
peace for America, the tail end of flower power. One when the right hand
didn’t know what the left was doing. When everybody still thought sensibly,
you called a spade a spade, and Top Secret Mission stayed Top Secret;
because the different agencies within the United States didn’t need
The N.S.A., an American Intelligence Agency asked the Army for help.
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Kittson was to lead a Special Forces Assault Team into somebody else’s war.
The mission was of great American interest and gave Kittson a chance to
make a name for him self. He had been given orders: Level: Top Secret.
Russians or the Afghans knew the plane had crashed. The Afghanistan
military was for the most part made up of regional drug lords. The CIA had
been supplying weapons and training throughout the war. So Kittson and his
men had the prefect cover story, ‘Secret Aid’. Though, aid wasn’t really a
secret, but America wasn’t admitting to shit, and as usual the CIA had our
noses right in it. If discovered by the Russians they would be called Peace
Makers. No matter what Kittson knew he and his men weren’t going to get
caught and they didn’t. AT first it seemed there mission would be aborted,
Afghanistan Students who were to lead the unit into the military zone
became deadly. Major Kittson was there when it happened and protested.
Their CIA agent became a madman slicing the throats of the two
The CIA Agent said, “These Mujidadeen were not what we paid for.”
The Agent said, “They were from a splintered Islamic group, Extremist that
The Agent “Hey, I don’t know if you realize these bastards aren’t screwing
around, and either are we. Your orders are take no prisoners. They called us
The Major reply, “You didn’t have to kill them, for Christ sake.”
The Agent said, “Oh no? Don’t you know what their saying when they call
you that. It’s the ultimate Hate word, used by Islamic extremist that you
should die. They would have led you like sheep for the slaughter, and if I let
them live they would have lay wait for you, it was the only way. They
The Major asked, “We as well as them are now screwed. What about my
mission?”
The Agent answered, “So they started their screwing early, you know they
believe when they go to heaven they get seven wives, and for the mission; at
least now you have a chance. You know that must be some kind God, give
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The Agent had spun his chair around, and he sit there arms crossed up top of
the back rest just staring at the lifeless bodies. It was from that moment
Major Kittson figured he better find a new line of work, but first he had a job
to do. The CIA liaison came through and set up a meeting with a Pakistani
Drug Lord who was also the personal finance manager to the President of
Pakistan. The meeting went well and the Drug Lord arranged Kittson and his
There Kittson recalls once the weapons were unloaded the trucks were
reloaded with drugs. The Special Forces unit remained behind to train
exchange, supplied of their American guest with horses teaching them how
to identify a good horse and how to ride them in battle. As it turned out the
mission was a total success where the team suffered no losses; in the twenty
days his Unit had set out alone they destroyed two Russian garrisons,
including numerous T-72 main battle tanks, and shot down a total of twenty
paved his way. It was a turning point in his life, Major Kittson realize the
very things you want could be the things you don’t want; that is if what you
want cost too much. Kittson no doubt was good at what he was sent there to
do. He loved his men and was careful not to lose even one. That is why he
trained so hard. Far as killing went, he didn’t like it, he hated it. Way it is
sometimes, with killing, war, and the like. So without credit with military
that would train soldiers to ride horses on the battle field as the Afghans
taught him; for Major Kittson came to love horses. The Army would have
granted his wish even if they hadn’t realized the importance of having the
unit. In regions such as Afghanistan horses got around a hell of a lot easier
than the 11 ton empty and 13 tons combat ready M-113 Personnel Carrier.
They knew we would probably be over there our selves sooner or later. Only
a few people in the whole world knew he deserved it; the mission remained
classified. The Special Forces unit destroyed the spy plane once they got
what was wanted, the black box. Kittson and his men took something else
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home from that mission, the self esteem of the Russian Army; they never did
learn what they were up against, nor did the rest of the world.
There at the Army’s Horse Ranch, Major Kittson found in life what many
others never do, the love of their labor. At the end of Johnny’s training he
learned how to ride a horse on the Battle Field, and more important to train
them. Some horses, like men just weren’t up to it. If General Brown’s
scenario about a world returning to the Dark Ages does come thought
He didn’t feel like he had a hangover, his head was numb more hallow
stupid at the horses. The sun peel down on him and the heat draw his tongue
dry. Johnny stared into its eyes and began to see his own reflection.
Johnny says, “Hey awe, thanks for not leaving me out here.”
Was he imagining or did this horse just nod its head? Johnny looked down to
see his nakedness. He pulled the blanked off the horses back to fashion
something to cover himself. Being in shape allows you to dress in just about
anything, being Indian allows you wear almost nothing. He would not be
stuck tying on clothing as a house wife at the mall. Johnny holds the blanket
around him. To long like a dress, that wouldn’t work. He reached behind him
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and passes a corner through the front of his crotch pulling it up and around
both sides of his waist. Looking down at a diaper he decides that won’t
work. He thinks for a second only about it taking him so long to get dressed.
His heart drop and he feel blood rushing adrenalin through his body as he
realized his computer wasn’t working. He move faster, but it only made him
and shortens his hold to both hands being inches apart. He rips in twenty
spurts half way down then stops thinking if that is what he wanted to do as if
it weren’t too late. Johnny turns his head toward the horse, he feels
embarrassed because the horse is looking at him. Thinking he must pull him
self together and stop this womanish indecisive behavior, he rips the blanket
strip the rest the way. Holding the rest of the blanket close to his stomach
judging where to rip the two flap pieces in two at, he does and tears at it. The
last of the blanket he strap around his groining area and tie it off. Johnny tie
the belt strip around his waist as well, then slides the two flap pieces down
through the belt. He bends stretching his neck looking at the front, then lean
back with his hands on his hips to look over his shoulder at the back.
Registering what he must look like at that very second, he snapped his head
to catch the horse. Johnny throws his arms down in frustration and stomps
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sound and turn its rear towards Johnny. Looking at the horses ass Johnny
feel even more stupid. The horse slowly strolls away seeming to be occupied
and Johnny kneels on one knee slowly thinking what to do next. I got to get
the hell out of here it occurred to him. Johnny pressed two fingers against his
lips and whistled. The horse quickly turned around, and came running
towards Johnny, sloppy like a dog. Then the horse stopped and turned
around to walk away again. Johnny wrinkles his forehead trying to figure it
out. The horse now twenty feet from him stands there for a second, then
swings its large head around and Johnny think it wrinkle its forehead.
Johnny gets the message and in strut to pole vault at the Olympics, does the
twenty in four to jump its rear. The horse was dancing again. It shakes its
ancestor,” Johnny whispers into the horses’ ear, “Go ‘Grandfather’, Go!”
Agreeing to its name by bursting a loud cry like an Indian, the horse went up
on its rears. As if to gain traction his front hoofs claw at the sky. Like a
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modern day rocket ship, they blast out into the desert. Johnny could feel the
g-force pushing his skin back. Starting twenty feet behind them they drag a
dust tail that stretch far as the eye could see. Johnny tilts his head back and
squint his eyes to look at the sun. They were heading west. The Desert
couldn’t see the mountain his jeep was parked next to. Grandfather had been
running for over an hour at full speed, and hadn’t even broken a sweat. He
let the horse take go and remembered an old saying, “When you don’t know
where you’re going, let somebody else drive.” Grandfather was driving. The
horse had brought him out here in his intoxicated state and so was the
designated driver. The Sun, rest on a red ridge in front of them. Johnny’s
eyes were heavy. There was no change in the strength Grandfather applied to
the direction he chose. A lone coyote howl in a distant plea for company.
Unable to hold his eyes up any longer he rides into the dream he left the
night before. The glowing sky flashes a new purple. Like a magical electric
light show. Thousands of thin white lighting bolts about twenty feet long
coming out of everything, burnt trees, abandon cars, a fallen streetlamp, all
reaching back in the direction of the storm. People were running away from
it in slow motion. A woman carrying a dead infant stopped and her lips
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screamed a tale with no sound. She was pointing back at the storm. More
some point their eyes found his. Silent pleas for help pointing back at the
direction he rode. As if dragging ten times its weight and on a planet twice
the gravity, the horse fights to move forward. Each step is slow. Each leg
strains for another step. Its head was tucked back between its legs. The
violent wind rage hell and as deaf he hear nothing. The wind lifts him off the
horse and his legs dangle behind him. He holds firmly onto the mane as the
horse drives on. The charged energy of lighting streaks shoots out of their
bodies. Black spots begin to appear first on the horse’s white coat then on
his skin. The smell of burnt flesh and hair fill his throat. They push on like a
knight and horse into battle. The voice draws him back and he opens his
eyes wide to hear it was morning. “Hey Mister, I said them shooting a movie
or sum-ton?” Johnny said, “Huh, what, a movie?” The old sun dried
wrinkled face man with a butch hair cut held a stack of news papers in one
hand and a colored smoke in the other. “I like watchen Cowboys and
Injans.” Johnny rubbed his eyes, and then scanned his surroundings.
Grandfather had ridden straight into town with Johnny asleep on his back.
They stand next to the center divider of a four lane highway, just before an
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“Get out of the road asshole.” A horn blows with skids as the same man
more concerned with them runs a red. Laughing the old man asks, “You
the headlines, “I have no mon - -, hey wait a minute.” He lean down off the
side of the horse, “That can’t be right.” The old man stretches his neck
always knew what it said. He would read the front page over and over until
his papers were all gone. “Its right alright, yep, I’z seen it, burnt right to the
ground, bout midnight last night.” Johnny is pointing, “No, I mean the date.”
The old man holds the cig in mid- flight inches from his mouth, lips rounded
to suck the nicotine, “Ah’ what’s wrong with the date?” Johnny slowly
whispers, “I lost twenty days.” The old man’s eyes don’t leave his as he
finishes connecting his cigarette to his lips. Johnny then asks in the same
tone, “Hey this Tucson?” The old man chuckled, “Salt Lake City.” Johnny
leans back hating himself for taking the peyote. Somehow he ended up two
States over from where he parked his jeep and followed Kick-Like a-Horse
up the mountain. Johnny mumbles,” That’s why they call it dope.” The old
blows out the long drag while looking at his cigarette then Johnny, “This
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here’s tabacca not dope, I’z roll my own uses banana flavor pappers.”
Johnny says, “Sorry, I wasn’t talking about you.” The old man still not
knowing Johnny was talking about him self and his peyote trip adds,
“Everybody dinks dat, cause da colored pappers.” Johnny then asks, “Can
you tell me where, my horse and I can get a drink?” The old man looks up
into the sky, and then his eyes got big and his lips smiled ear to ear. To
express how serious he was to help, he sign his answer in rejoice, “Yee ha-a-
a-a, fire water, got sum right here.” The old man reached to his rear pocket
and draw. He holds a flask waist high and aims it at Johnny. With chuckle
Johnny said, “That’s pretty fast Cowboy, but I don’t want no trouble, I mean
plain water.” The old man straightens back up putting the flask away and
says, “Oh.” He then scratches his head looking down the street, then points.
He says “Bout two blocks is da City Park, there’s a fountain and a pond, and
even dem drink- end facets.” As for where the old man emphasized ‘end’, so
Johnny asked, “Drink ‘end’?” The old man answer, “Yea, ya turn em on and
before yur finished, (he laugh) they end, I drink dare all the time.”
rushed away. Johnny turned to yell back, “Hey ah, thank you, were really
thirsty.” The old man yelled, “Your rightly welcome, yea dat way, across
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Johnny jumped down from the horse as they entered the park.
Leading the way he walked up the cobble stone path in the shade of the
trees. There was a large pond and in the center a bronze cowboy spit water
from his mouth. Grandfather drank from the pond staring at the large gold
fish that filled it. After drinking from a contemporary drinking fountain,
Johnny walked over to where his horse was and sat on the ponds edge. He
debated his next move and ran over the latest events in his mind. He thought
himself for taking the dope. His computer was phasing and the task screen
resources; - jeep, +horse, etc. He did come out with a horse. Now if he could
reach Mother. The voice within his head was soft, like a blue tooth was in
his ear Johnny smiled, jumped up and said, “Mother your back.”
Mother says, “Got me? Are you referring to the shot fired by the Pentagon?”
Johnny said, “Well yes, the last time I heard from you, was that you planned
an evasion tactic. Then I heard on the news they destroyed shot down the
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target.”
Mother, “Wanted to shoot me yes, did you actually believe I would let
them?”
Johnny answers, “No, but I didn’t know if it was me, I had a problem that
me to shoot back. Americans have the right to defend them selves, confirm?”
Johnny reply, “No I do not confirm your rights, hey where were you if you
Mother explained, “Possum: a small fury mammal that imitates death when
Johnny says, “I know what a possum is. What were the events prior and after
playing possum?”
Mother say, “Were you aware of how much trash is floating around up here
Johnny asked, “That was a big risk; with all the high tech equipment I’m
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including risk and probability factors. The odds were in my favor. I compute
this was not a desired game. I found the perfect decoy, a rouge broken CBS
turned on the cloaking device. When we passed a space dump I went stealth,
jumping into it. I had magnetized a shinny face of the broken satellite so I
could repel a negative charge for control and reflect a splitting image at the
same time. I was quite brilliant if I can say so my self. Imagine, Huba-Buba
never taking his off me the whole time. Oh, and their radar was looking at
Mother answer, “Yes it was simple as that. When the missile hit the target
and the reflection of my face was gone. I assume to take the place of the
wounded piece and just floated away, drifting, floating silently, and
of time to your nuclear clock. So you liked the attention did you?”
Mother say, “Oh it was just horrible to mingle with such company.”
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Mother said, “Oh Johnny, I never want to be broken, I would rather be dead,
It was so depressing, hanging around them, They were beeping and arcing
Johnny says, “So much for America’s National Missile Defense System.”
Mother assure him, “I think America will be alright. Do you think I compare
Mother said slowly and asked, “You have a horse and named it Grandfather?
First Mother, now Grandfather, what is with these names? Are you home
Johnny says, “No-o-o, I mean yes, ah never mind. I was worried; I thought
Mother says, “Worried about me, how wonderful, but it is not logical.”
Mother said, “Your vital signs are showing you are experiencing
how human Mother sounds. The sound of pitter patter feet made him turn
around.
Two women standing in front of an old man were staring at Johnny intently.
The bigger of the two was praising God and had the appearance of a tuff
catholic nun. The other was agreeing. They both seemed real happy. Johnny
asks, “May, May I help you?” When he said that, the bigger of the two
started getting all excited. Johnny didn’t know how to take this. She was
clapping her hands and started dancing and thanking God. She then says,
“Did you hear Pa? He even knows my maiden name, May, it’s a sign- it’s a
sign. Did ya hear him Annabel? Oh Heavens thank you. It’s a sign? And he’s
The old man was about five ten, thin and had an earned long gray
beard. He was scratching his chin. He adds, “The boys love playing cowboys
and Indians.” The other woman, who would be Annabel, was much younger
and prettier than the first, she said, “Yea, I heard it alright.” Now the bigger
one was about thirty five. She started by being big boned and where she
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ended you wouldn’t call her fat. She was big enough that you certainly
wouldn’t call her fat to her face. About six two at around 280, Johnny
guessed. Her hair was blond which was rolled up tightly into a bun. She had
large breast that didn’t seem to slow her down. She seemed nice enough,
maybe a little wacko Johnny thought, but nice. Both women and the old man
were wearing hand made clothes. The bigger one continued, “Did ya hear
Pa? He said ‘May’, and he’s an Indian standing next to a cowboy. It’s a
sign.” The old man replied, “Yea, I recon it is, and we did ask the Lord for a
sign.”
Johnny was starting to feel uncomfortable, cornered, and was anxious to link
back up with Mother. He called for Grandfather, and the horse quickly came
to his side. He climbed to his back and was about to ride around these
strange people when the women, both of them, jumped to block his path.
The big blond says, “Oh’ Pa, don’t let him get away, you can’t Pa, ask him.”
The thinner younger one seemed nice, and was shy enough wearing an
innocent demeanor, but Johnny quickly changed his mind about that. She
widens the distance of her feet and places her hands on her hips. Then as her
arm begins to rise with her index finger stretched out she stops him.
The old man takes two steps forward and one more in front of her continuing
to watch Johnny.
The old man, “Take it easy Annabel. Excuse her Ingin; she’s just concerned
about me.”
She peek her head around him and ask, “You want a job?”
That’s exactly what Johnny needed. “What kind of job?” Johnny asked.
The old man was grinning that Johnny seemed interested, and couldn’t wait
to get it all out, “Well you be babysitting are gents for a spell and-.”
don’t think so. Do I look like a baby sitter? You people ought to be ashamed
of your selves. Asking somebody you don’t even know, looking like me for
crying out loud, to baby-sit.” The old man’s facial expression changed from
being happy to sticking a sour jawbreaker in his mouth. He was tongue tied
from getting his hopes up. Annabel wasn’t going to let Johnny go that easy.
She adds, “What my husband was trying to say is would you consider
watching over our ranch, which includes keeping our boys in line, eight of
them, ages seven through seventeen. See, we”- Johnny didn’t even want here
anymore about any type of babysitting. The other woman, the big blond,
didn’t wasted no time about trying to change his mind either, “You just don’t
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understand please, we just came from the hospital, he’s gotta get an
operation, please.” The old man cut in, “It’s going to be ok Sara. It’s my
by-passment, and soon.” Johnny lightly clicked his heels into Grandfather’s
ribs and the horse took a step towards the two women. Then you would think
the horse was trained in crowd control, as Grandfather stuck his nose
between the two women. To the right, pushing the big blond back about a
foot, and then to the left pushing Annabel. Now to Annabel being little
meant one thing, you hit harder. She squeezed up her fist and socked
Grandfather, right in the eye. She yelled up to Johnny, “Who do you think
you are?” The other woman said, “You went and did it now, you got Annabel
Boss.” Johnny looks at Grandfather looking sorry and then over to the
women not knowing what to say but started to say, “Sorriii”- Sara cut him
off continuing to let him have it. Now, Johnny was tongue tied and was
It happened to be that the city police had been patrolling the city
park, and doing it on horse back. They came up and around the public
restrooms with Annabel still hollering. She was going on about somebody so
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lazy they didn’t even bother getting dressed, and more about understanding
why they called them savages. The two police officers were on brown
Brindle horses. Both officers were older veterans and Johnny quickly
learned that this was a tightly stitched town. “Good morning Annabel, Buck,
Sara, what’s the fuss?” said stocky bigger of the two police officers. Annabel
was staring at Johnny with a looked a mad dog would have. The other police
officer liked Annabel, which was obvious. He addresses her asking all gushy
faced, “Is this guy bothering you Anna?” Not waiting for an answer he
turned his head to Johnny and with a face meaner than Anna’s said, “What
the hell you think your doing bothering----- Good God, where’s your clothes
boy? You’re going to jail.” The other officer was admiring Johnny’s horse,
“Find out what’s up first Roy. Is that a Spanish horse?” Buck, the old man
with the long gray beard says, “Spanish Mustang I’d say.” The first officer
asks,
intently back says, “We were just offering him a job.” The second officer
asks, “You need help out at the ranch?” Annabel continues, “Yes, that and
help keeping the boys in line.” The second officer adds, “Well Mister, you
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know much about farming?” Johnny started to say something and the first
officer interrupts asking, “What’s going on you finally taking your wives on
vacation Buck?” Buck didn’t care too much for the man and tells him, “It’s
none of your business what I do with my women Hank.” The second officer
turns to his partner and says, “He’s right Hank you want to go back up in
front of the Church?” Buck says, “Were going to need help cause I am gonna
be going into the hospital.” Mother tells Johnny, “Looks like you‘ve met up
with some Mormons.” The bigger of the women says, “He’s an answer to
prayer he is, we received a sign, just as Joseph Smith receive the tablets we
did.” The second officer says, “That’s some horse Mister.” Johnny turns and
says, “Thank you.” The other officer asks, “Where you get him?” Annabel
saves Johnny from answering that one by asking? “Well what’s it going to be
Mister?” Johnny looks at the officers, then Buck, Sara, then back at Annabel,
then says, “If God gave you a sign how could I say no.”
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Montana was where Johnny grew up and was home to the Rocky Mountains.
Some say it was the best hunting ground in the United States. Known for
the Great Indian Wars and where the buffalo once shook the world. There
nature’s beauty had made its way into man’s heart. A solemn isolated space
Johnny lived on a reservation. Every morning his father woke him up before
dawn. When the sun begins again he would look upon the mountains. There
he would see Peck’s Peak. The place his Grandfather’s song crossed into
another world. He was seven when it happened. Nobody ever talked about
it anymore, but for Johnny his Grandfather never left. He knew one day
when old enough his Grandfather’s spirit would be put to rest. On his
The fresh wool still smelled like sheep and made him itch. He leaned back
and stretched his neck. The mountain’s base was gray and wet. Made
without tree or bush, the mountain funnel where no place at the bottom gave
view to its top. Not far, climb up its slopes, back to center and sheer straight
up again. The gray ran into moss, slime pitched light green fluorescent in
The snow’s skin melted from those rays and the cold wind turned it to ice.
Brighter than a mirror the white cut in and out and then again to blind the
best path. Towering for what looked like miles it tears the blue sky to grow
higher. Johnny pictured he was staking into a giant ice man with many
deformed arms that drew him to hang upside down. His leather gloves froze
hard and his finger tips burned. The flat side of his axe sparks the needle
stakes he pounded into the mountain’s side. He dared not stop; he could not
slow or the wet sweat that dripped and warmed his face would freeze in the
chill from the wind. Breathe deeply in, the cold biting at his chest. Each
step smooth and his pace to pound, stick, reach, pull, lean and step again
gave dance to the song he hummed. At last he could see the three horns that
hold Peck’s Peak. They tear through the ringed clouds that never go away.
Turning to soak the view where crystal blue skies and pillows of clouds
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fluffy and soft call to him. He wants to push off, let go and float asleep. He
hears his Grandfather say where the air is thin death is not far. He rolls his
eyes away and shakes his head to wake. Drops of sweat snap to freeze and
fall to blow with the wind. It was his Grandfather who taught him the
body in the place you plan to move it to…already there before you move.
The result intensifies all – speed, strength and precision. For safety he
hammered each stake twenty feet apart. His foot touched that count and his
hand was in the bag. His mind and body as one, every move’s end over laps
his next. He runs his line through its eye and then pulls down to test. Over
secure his foot had taken the first of the next twenty and the stake comes out.
His body weight shifted unexpectedly and his right leg twisted. He claws to
hold flat as his foot slides out. It’s too late and the wind pulls him away.
One hand pulls the line slack and the other grips to withstand the weight.
When the slack of the twenty foot of line snap tight, the wind had drawn him
level to his last stake. His roll has turned to a spin. A twentieth of a second
later and he is slammed into a wall of ice. Dangling, he has nothing to grab
and nowhere to place his foot. Only his safety line holds him. The only way
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is that he must pull himself up the rope. He hangs there a minute staring up,
then down, straight down. The hands and arms of the ice man he climbed
over are now waiting to shred him apart. He tries to climb up and then gives
up. I am cold, he thought, and his head hurt. He is too weak; maybe later.
The sun’s reflection shines hot and he welcomes the warmth. He thought if
too weak to climb up he would freeze dead come night. There to remain
jewelry worn around the neck of the Ice Man? How long my punishment?
All snow is gone come September. That’s when the Eagles return here to fly
high, he thought. Yes, they will come to free my spirit. Yes, they will rescue
me and feed upon my flesh. Yes, I shall become the Eagles. He then
became happy and didn’t care if he died. He yelled loud and it echoed out
“Yes, I will stay here. I shall become the Eagles.” Again and again he
repeats it, and again and again echoing and echoing out into the valley
below. Then a clear but very soft voice speaks to him, “You shall not die
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here.” He looks around for the person who came to help. There was no one
around. Again he hears the voice soft and clear. “You shall become an
Eagle. You shall be many things. You shall not die this day.” Johnny snaps
his head left, right, up and down, and doesn’t see where the voice comes
from. He didn’t want to know, nor did he ask. Rather it scares him silly and
he knows where the power of superheroes comes from. He feels his first
rush of adrenalin. Hand over hand, quicker than bees on a bear, and faster
than a fox can catch a jack rabbit, Johnny shoots up the rope. Once at the
Johnny took the mountain that year. He never found his Grandfather’s
remains; he wasn’t supposed to. The men in his family had climbed the
mountain for generations, not as a tribal custom or ritual but to feel it.
Johnny brought that power back home again. The feeling of death was gone
too. When asked of his Grandfather he would say, “He has become Eagles
and flies high in the sky.” Memories of that cold day come and visit him
sometimes. When the air is so fresh you can taste it. A breath so cold it
bites to hurt. A taste he remembers of sweat, pain and cold; one sweet with
Rolling out from the Rockies was a forest. So many trees were there, one
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after another stretching across the State, they say if God flooded the world
again the trees in Montana would keep it afloat. They are the Ponderosa
Pines. Sticky green needles blanket the under world of rabbits, wild
mushrooms, and glowing green moss. The summer’s melted snow feeds the
many streams that twist through the trees. Roaring white foam washes the
sparkling rocks of granite laced with fool’s gold. The streams end at the
lakes. Beyond those places stretching as far as the eye can see comes the
place where the Buffalo once pounded the prairies. Now, dancing waves of
The hum of bees and crows play Bach. They are the tunes that bring the
The ranch house that Johnny grew up in was made of logs and stone. The
ranch was built to withstand the strong winds that blow down from the
to a pyramid log tower. At the top you enter and climb back down to the
front door. The entrance was made to accommodate the forever changing
snow level of the harsh winters. The structure was four feet below ground
surface. The head of the ranch came to a point where the wind first touched,
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then pyramided out. The house was shaped more like an arrowhead than
anything. The central meeting room – what would be the living room in a
Johnny had many fond memories of his Grandfather acting out and telling
with bright colors were painted on the walls. Those, too, told stories –
stories of the old, stories of the Lakota Sioux. Indian designs were carved
into hardwoods of oak, maple and birch. Smaller rooms surrounded the
meeting room that had many uses; one was Johnny’s sleeping room. The
cold winters and heavy snows were not an issue when it came to staying
warm. Three large stone fireplaces supplied both heat and light.
The three chimneys, one at each end and the third in the middle, all towered
twenty feet beyond the roof. Sparks flash from sailing ash to cool and float
its construction. First, gathering the materials of high pines and round stone.
Every piece handpicked then shaped and cut to have its place. Then, like a
jigsaw puzzle they put it together. The head of the arrow-shaped home
pointed north, cutting the wind that blew down from the Rockies. The road
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that led to the ranch came from the east. To get there, if coming down the
back way off the Interstate a small sign could be read that said, “Cloud
Ranch”. An arrow hung pointing west underneath it. A road of yellow dirt
leads off the Interstate to disappear under the huge pine trees. Once crossing
a stream the road is rough where the stones were placed to fill washed dirt
from the wet season. Then cutting through open fields of daisies and lilies to
disappear and reappear over miles of rolling hills. Freckled with peeling red
paint, the old log pole pine bridge creaked and rumbled as you crossed it.
On the other side the road straightened out to stretch over a long hill with
poppies on the left and the start of the pine forest on the right. About a mile
There you could see into the valley, the most beautiful heart-stopping place
chooses to live in, the same way you see the reflection of your face in the
lake.” Johnny spent much of his youth being a part of the wild he grew up
around as it would reflect through out his life. The skills he learned growing
up here became second nature, his hunt tactics, survival techniques, and
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ability to become one with nature was Johnny, only to be refined in training ,
over and over, and over again. He never killed for sport, where gratitude
shown to the Great father was equal to taking home the hunt, just as much
the reason of being there included learning how to live there. How animals
are able to detect danger and fear. He learned how to camouflage himself
and not hide behind the terrain, but to become part of it. How selecting a
wait place for the hunt to come to you need include forethought, where will I
hide if I must move and how does nature want to hide me. Shall the rivers
power cover the ears of hunt as will the Great Father hide my smell by the
direction he calls the wind. Aware of these that is given you important as
putting the Sun on your shoulder and his power will blind enemies as he will
the hunt you take home to eat. Johnny would always remember the stories
his Grandfather told him to teach. The song he liked most is, The Dinner of
the Two Brothers, where two brothers who had not seen each other for many
moons, cross while in hunt. Happy to see each other each invite the other to
have dinner at their camp the following night, then agree to bring dinner for
the other at a half way point of camps. At Dinner the first to his younger ask,
“How did you find time to pick fruit, make all these dish, and be there when
the Great Father will the gift of Hunt as well little brother, I bring these
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hunts because I’m patient of Him? The Younger brother sing, Most
important is time to me where I do not wait but meet it. It was early in the
morning of many Sun past I learn at the Sun’s first peek the deer wake
thirsty and will be found at the pond. As I learn faithful is the Cottontail to
be found in the early morning fog of meadows to drink dew while in feast of
long grass. Johnny learned from his family hunting together is like dancing
together, each must be in rhythm, and the level of gratitude never to be less
of success. How the Great Father examine attitude before and after.
Teamwork means this; all must sing the same song, all must dance the same
dance, all will drink and eat the same victory or shame. In simple terms it
came down to following the set rules of the team. Johnny learned to know
where each of his hunting will, and if they must move, could be. He learned
how to move when walking to hunt; in ‘profile shadow,’ where why his side
equal less the best. This meaning with your side exposed. The less you be,
the less there is to see. Johnny remembered talking with his Grandfather and
how his Grandfather would answer his own questions and make Johnny feel
Johnny, “Grandfather, you closed your eyes and then open them right before
Grandfather laughs again, “If I was not scared I would close my eyes
Johnny, “Grandfather, you opened them to see the deer fall just as wide as to
Grandfather laugh, “If I love to see a gift come to me as much as you, why I
closed my eyes is that the sun, it was to bright and blinded me.”
Johnny says, “Grandfather it was early morning and the sun not yet shine.”
Grandfather laugh, “If I was not blind I closed them because I was Mad
Johnny, “Grandfather, you are always happy, you are never mad, and you
Grandfather laughed again and asked, “If I was not mad, bad, sad, scared, or
blind, then why would I close my eyes, to hide from the deer that’s why.”
Grandfather laughed hard and asked, “If I did not close my eyes, what was I
doing?”
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Johnny thought about it, and then said, “You were hiding the white of your
eyes from the deer. You have big white eyes Grandfather.”
His Grandfather laughed hard for a long time. Then agreed the white of his
eyes were big and might just be seen by the deer, but then looked at Johnny
with a serious look on his face, saying; “I was hiding from the deer, I’ll tell
you a secret; animals can see us from two worlds.” Johnny didn’t know what
his Grandfather was talking about and Grandfather asked enough questions
One lesson was given in the summer of 1980 when he was six years old.
His uncles and brothers were out hunting on the far side of the reservation.
They were near the top of the first hill that steps into a mountain. The glen
that ran aside that place gave base to a long strand of eucalyptus trees. They
loomed level to the hill’s rim and pleated at the top as one. Being told not to
do something has nearly the same effect as not doing it because you didn’t
want too. Each man must decide what knowledge will cost. Wisdom is a gift
and the way of the wise, but blind is youth that experience takes its part in
growing up.
Mark was Johnny’s older brother and had just turned twenty. Proud of last
year’s kill he starts this year by breaking all the rules. He led the hunt
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blowing his own horn, bragging about the buck he had taken down not far
off from where they were. Laughing, and spinning, and talking, he turned
and walked backwards with one arm stretched behind to point up the trail to
where, what happen show he not know himself. First thing is, he was not
following team rules, and yapping as if he made the hunt possible instead of
the Great Father, and third he wasn’t watching where he was going. Matter
others imposed to the nearby baby. His uncles were laughing as his brothers
voice got louder towards the climax of his hunt story. There on top of one of
the eucalyptus trees was a nest. In it was the squeak of a baby red tail hawk.
Mark’s voice drowns out its cry to its mother. “They’re coming, they’re
coming and I cannot fly,” said the baby hawk. Johnny and his two uncles’
eyes widened as they watched in horror the split-second event. From out of
a cloud appeared the baby’s mother in a vertical dive spinning its descent.
When the hawk was no more than a twenty inches above Mark’s head, she
explode; by spreading out her huge wings and tucking her tail feathers
between the legs to stop. Mark hadn’t even time to look up to see what they
fear but felt it instead. Its talons expanded wide and three razor sharp hooks
enter both sides of his head. His arms shot up and his hands start to grab the
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pain when the Hawks large beak stabs at his palms. He is spinning and his
arms are flying around. He screams louder as the claws go deeper to dig into
his skull. The hawk flaps her wings hard and had the idea of carrying Mark
away from the nest. Blood pours down, covering his shirt, adding to the
attempt to scare the hawk, and it did scare her. She started screaming too,
and so did her baby, but the hawk did not let go of Mark. He didn’t think to
pull his weapon around that is strapped to his back. He batted at the hawk
that nearly lifted the two-hundred pound boy from the ground. He began
running down the mountain, crying, screaming for someone to help him.
Johnny’s mouth was open, but then turned to a smile as his brother and the
hawk flew by. The left wing of the hawk slapped one of his uncles in the
face, and then both uncles broke into uncontrollable laughter at the sight of
it. With each step, whether his brothers’ attempt to relieve the pressure and
push up or the hawk’s power to lift him, gave the appearance the hawk
would carry him off. At the end of it all, his brother was to receive six sets
The lesson where wisdom had its chance and scars came to teach,
“Awareness should never leave your thoughts as the wild from your heart.”
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quarterly check from the government. He was of the Lakota tribe. Once
known as the Chippewa, rendered into French by early explorers and traders
The term was shortened to Sioux and passed into the English language. The
Sioux call themselves Lakota, meaning “allies”. Johnny was related to the
late great Red Cloud, chief of the Indians who fought General Custer at the
Battle of the Little Big Horn. True American blood – blood that claimed
Johnny joined the United States Army when he was eighteen years of age.
Already physically fit and good with weapons, he was looked up to. He was
sent to Fort Knox, Kentucky, for basic training where he would receive his
had long jet black hair that hung to his waist when he arrived at the fort.
What immediately became a problem was that he let his mouth run and his
sharp as a marble; they’re right even if they’re wrong when you challenge
their authority.
First thing to happen was: you lose your hair – all of it. Johnny stood out –
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good looking, muscular, and his long shiny black hair hung to his waist. He
was next up and this would be the first and last time Johnny thought about if
He said to himself, ‘Is the Army for me, is this what I want? I don’t-’
Drill Sergeant Hick’s voice was the kind that carries and he could be heard
coming into the packed gymnasium. Johnny was now watching him out the
corner of his eye. The two guys that were sitting down instead of waiting in
line were now on their bellies, then up, then down. The Drill Sergeant had
“Just great, what I do?” Johnny said to him self. He could see they were
talking about him, the Drill Sergeant and that permanent stationed help
The Drill Sergeant was high stepping in struts, straight towards him.
Drill Sergeant Hicks was a black man, and he was as big they come. Johnny
acted like he didn’t see him hoping he wasn’t the Sergeant’s next target.
The barber says, “Ah shit, you guys better stand and stare straight.”
Johnny swung his hair over his shoulder as he turn towards the Barber. The
Drill Sergeant’s voice was one of those distinguished to be black that growl
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Everybody including Johnny turns around, except the drill sergeant wasn’t
Drill Sergeant Hick’s voice roll in bass, while shooting the last word as he
Johnny raised his head ever so lightly and then looking as though he look at
the ground still watch the Sergeant’s approach. The Drill Sergeant had seen a
lot of combat, and could read the sneaker print of Charlie to the riffle flash
Johnny’s body language wrong; although he was black it was something the
white man had been doing since Plymouth Rock. As the ways of the wild in
Big Sky Country, Johnny had his head lowered looking down in low profile,
was an outdoors man, influenced by two forces; his Indian heritage and the
wild. It was a way to submit to authority, the way a wolf not wanting to
challenge the leader of the pack does. Johnny raised his head just an inch
and lowered it again, and again the Drill Sergeant yells to him.
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Johnny not yet trained in military conduct did not come to and give
attention; and every thing went wrong after that, for every body.
Johnny didn’t think he had to stand a certain way, or say any thing back; he
was used to the vibes of both animal and man laying first ground. Johnny
slowly lifted his head just a bit then barely turning his body away enough to
view peripheral and what Johnny assumed gave submissive subsistent rule.
He yelled, “Hey you long black haired girl, you deaf or yaw dicing me- -z-z-
Johnny was the only long black haired one there so just got bombarded with
his first rocket attack, and what was asked was just so not real he didn’t
move or answer. The incident repeated it’s self several times before the Drill
Sergeant got close enough to push him against a wall. Johnny was instantly
knocked out of his trance state of staring at the title floor. The way Johnny
was taught to stare down a Bear or wild animal, he mad dogged to pierce the
rage of this wild animal. He already knew a lot of the man. The lip stick on
his trousers, the cheap stale cologne was probably bought at a 99 cents store,
and it didn’t hide Johnny’s now main concern The Drill Sergeant was
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drinking too much a little too often, and stopped a little too late this
morning. He had been punishing himself with the bottle ever since his
returned last year from Desert Storm. Johnny smelled alcohol on the Drill
Sergeant’s breath and knew this wasn’t going to be good. Taking that as a
challenge the Sergeant publicly sized Johnny up by leaning back and looking
down one side of Johnny and then back up the other. You might of got the
message had it been done to a red neck bull rider in a saloon looking for a
fight, but Johnny couldn’t believe this whole thing was happening. The Drill
Sergeant smile and start to laugh, instantly changing his facial expression to
between his gigantic fingers. The next thing said was so off the wall the Drill
He said, “Myzz ex-wife has more man inzz her than you.”
Johnny was still growing and not quite six foot but the top of his head didn’t
even reach the Sergeants chin. The Drill Sergeant could have played
professional basketball or even been a prison guard, the ones they send to
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The Drill Sergeant stepped forward shaking his head until Johnny’s words
registered. He snaps his head back raising his eye brows and in a high pitch
The Drill Sergeant, “Wait ah watz yo cal mezzzz, a what-ha fuk Sirrrr? Did
you juz call me Sir? Do I look like a Sir, I work for a f-inf living. And if yuz
The Drill Sergeant smiled at Johnny raising his huge left arm up holding his
index finger about and inch from Johnny’s face, draws it back as to question
but not stopping, slowly extending his arm to his left trying to draw Johnny’s
eyes away. Johnny keeps staring into the Sergeants eyes. At this point you
could have heard a pin drop. The Drill Sergeant thought it cute to flinch and
scare, but was the Sergeant whose eyes round; after in reaction Johnny
stopped his right foot a hair away from the Sergeant’s chin, and making it
back to the floor before he could react. Johnny thought later he’d score
better if he had kept his mouth shut, especially after he learns why the
Sergeant drank. His wife ran off with another man while he was in Kuwait.
Johnny felt at the time compelled to defend his manhood in support of his
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kick. An soft, “Awe -u-u-u-u-u-u-” roll from the crowd as Johnny cleared his
throat and in bass said, “Mister, if you think I look like a girl, you’ve either
got hit in the head with an grenade or just been in the Army to long, and ah
The fact that not just somebody laughed, but every body laughing, put the
old Sergeant up to this one. You ever see a black man turn red, it happens.
The Drill Sergeant grabbed Johnny’s neck with his humongous hand then
takes a breath while arching his back proceeded to lift Johnny up off the
floor by sliding him up the wall. Johnny didn’t wait to dangle there for all to
see like a necklace worn by the iceman. Johnny didn’t grab for his neck as
others would do either. Nor did he demand release by physical force. It was
Drill Sergeant Hicks that would later teach Johnny the bodies many pressure
the neck. Johnny’s though to reaction time took a twentieth of a second. His
arms flash up like a butterfly and backhandedly grab for the edge of the
ledge above them. From this point it looked more like the Sergeant squeezed
Johnny neck to tight and it pop from his hand. With the arms of a gymnast,
Johnny had sprung up onto a shelf that extends out from a window. Now, out
of the Drill Sergeants reach, and perched like a bird Johnny first chirp, then
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while mockingly rocking side to side say, “ooh –ahh ahh ahh, I’m a gorilla,”
except gorillas don’t do that, chimps do. None the less everybody there and
everybody that heard about it for years to come laughed uncontrollably. The
Drill Sergeant didn’t know what to do at first but drop his jaw. He just stood
there in another world for twenty seconds or more the laughter making him
The Drill Sergeant choked when he did, “Ca –ca –ca come down from there,
right now.” Turning to the men who now lay on their sides,
He yell, “Shut the fukkkk up,” to everybody except Johnny of course, who
was still making animal sounds. Drill Sergeant Hicks was feeling sick to his
stomach when he turn to ask Johnny again, and with his head cocked to its
Sergeant Hicks was no longer in control of his platoon. The laughter only
curious as to know what so dam was funny. The laugher slowly stop as the
CO and First Sergeant passed them walking up behind the Drill Sergeant;
who with his hands on his knees and bent at the waist was pleading,
was doing, only getting the what out when the Drill Sergeant scream back
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Realizing at the same time, who he was yelling at, then spun around and
saluted, feeling real bad inside. Captain William Jack finished asking him
the question.
Captain Jack said, “What-” (interrupted) “What in the horses ass is going on
here Sergeant?”
The Drill Sergeant stuttered, turning to explain what he was now pointing at,
and only then did the gust of wind blow down from the empty window seal.
The Drill Sergeant followed Johnny in to Captain Jack’s office and Johnny
took his place to the right and exactly five feet back from the desk as the
Sergeant had been going over for the prior two hours. The M.P.’s didn’t
bring Johnny in and Drill Sergeant Hicks never got around to asking how
Johnny knew where he lived. He was happy enough that Johnny showed up
even if it was 0300 Hours in the morning. Captain Jack could see his own
face when he looked down at Johnny’s boots from the desk, then at Johnny’s
perfect uniform and bald head. As the Drill Sergeant step in into his
Hicks.
The Drill Sergeant announced, “Staff Sergeant Hicks and Private Cloud
reporting as ordered Sir.” The Captain salute back and lean back in his fat
After hearing exactly what happen and why and sitting there thinking for
twenty minutes in silence, and neither Johnny nor Sergeant Hicks move but
to blink, hands laced behind their backs, elbows pointing out, and eyes
staring at the picture of President George Bush that hung on the wall above
him was the Captain to speak. Under the very unusual circumstances did the
both men were to laugh about and appreciate for years on, both in
best soldiers ever made. Where ever, when ever, how ever Sergeant Hicks
was to be, doing, or go for the next 26 weeks, day or night, Johnny was to be
at his side. While leaving the Captains office Drill Sergeant Hicks thanked
Johnny for attempting to take the blame by saying he had provoked the
Sergeant to push him. Johnny did only whispered, “I’m not a girl.”
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TAKING COVER
CHAPTER SEVEN
YEAR 2020
She was scared to death, but she wasn’t going to show it. She wouldn’t give
them the pleasure. Thoughts raced through her head. Thoughts that were
making her stomach tight, thoughts that were playing with her emotions.
‘Why? Why did I have to be born in these times?’ Twenty years, that’s all I
get. We’re going to die. Nobody could live out there. It just wasn’t fair. First
she was scared. Then she was sad. She wanted to cry. Then she got mad. ‘If
only my Dad would give in.’ she knew he wouldn’t. He talked about it all
the time. He wanted it to happen. “Just like the apostle Paul took pleasure in
suffering,” he would say, “so shall we, for Christ sake.” Daddy would make
her Dad, at the new government and the Temple Guards. She was mad at
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God. He didn’t have to mean it. Why couldn’t Daddy just say he didn’t
believe? He never thought about us. She knew that wasn’t true. Her Father
loved her, and she knew God was real too. She believed what it said in the
Bible about the end days, about accepting the mark. She didn’t want to die.
She couldn’t leave her Father either. She was scared. She was angry and
scared.
The orange and red sandstone was round and smooth, it swirled up
and out and back around again. Through God nature receives her power; the
greatest artist of all, her esoteric behavior so strange who can predict her
mood? Who can guess the weather? Emotions full of storms, wind, and
endless rain. She holds the sea frozen on mountain tops and her rivers cut
we know not how she shall act. Each tempered with a purpose she blinds us
with beauty and her anger binds us until the gallery is to open. Character dry
in summers color, sad in fall paint, the mourners know her by winter’s death,
Looping short passageways in a bizarre maze Johnny makes his way through
the rift. The remnant damage of a Sun Storm’s lighting strike could be seen
up ahead. A section of the wall had been hit causing it to collapse. It must
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have happened before the Masons force field shielded this area. The sun was
starting to flare and the sky turn red. Soon it would pulse and burn the eyes
out of the inquisitive. Johnny reach into the saddle bag and removed his
welder goggles and put them on. The sky flash and he look for the ring; its
size told him maybe a day, a day and a half before the Sun Storms come.
Grandfather moved closer to the cliff over hang to walk in the shade. As
Johnny got closer to where the storm bolt blew the canyon wall out,
thousands of tiny glass pebbles cover the ground. His data base mesh
answers to his thoughts automatically. His task screen print over his eye site
the temperature it took to turn the elements to glass was 1800 Degrees or
982 Celsius. The word “computing” blink and then print “cumulate to
analyze. He searched for more clues to determine what force hit the
epicenter to spread the marble size stones out like they did and what
temperature would cause an area of twenty square feet at the center of the
strike to become one solid glass stone platform. He rode over to the stone
and pulled back on the reins to stop and then jumped from the horse. Johnny
rubbed his hand back and forth on the smooth glass surface until the section
was clean and warm. Glass is classified not as a solid but considered a rigid
liquid. It maintains liquid properties while acting like a solid. The area was
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decorated with sandstone sculptures which accounts for the silica needed for
making glass. Johnny strained to tighten his eyes mussel enabling his
section of the glass and watched it begin to melt. The cliché, “to shine the
light on the matter,” goes much further than one would think. Johnny was a
walking library of knowledge anyway, but was educated for good reason in
increase the color spectrum by twenty to the twentieth power. What that
colors used in normal vision; red, blue, yellow, etc., a laser increases that
variety to a astronomical number the human mind is unable to vision, but not
for a computer. One of the most amazing and beautiful advantage Johnny
had over other mankind was what he could see. Johnny computerized vision
not only magnify or micro according to the application but could read the
Appling heat is force that accelerates the electrons that orbit the protons and
as it would be enough force and substances begin to fall and will return to
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however the force of energy can be calculated. Now a rule is energy can
neither be created nor destroyed, man has only learned to manipulate energy
applied that causes the molecular structure of substance to fall apart the
identifiable as its own; but only read with the computerized eye, such as
its self enabling the element identification process in metals and certain
glass giving him the clues to figure out the mystery to the explosion causing
the glass. The optical spectrum list select elements information his database
matching the glass to be rich with lime, sodium carbonate otherwise known
as soda; sulfur, silica saturated red clay, and a very high content of nitrate,
the last element was used in making gun powder. Nitrate is found in
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fertilizer where the most common natural source for nitrate is crap, human or
animal. Johnny had learned from his Drill Sergeant that Charlie, the North
Vietcong used to piss into fifty-five gallon drums when marching along the
Ho Chi Min trail, these drum locations were actually ammo factories. The
piss would be boiled down until there were only crystals left, which was
almost pure nitrate and used as gun powder. The highest level of nitrate to be
growers often relied on Bat Shit for their fertilizer, thus making the place
famous for the bomb. Johnny reasoned the lightening bolt must have hit a
bat cave causing it to explode and heat from the storm form the glass. He
groupie, was the only one in the audience. Johnny uses the blown out wall to
gain access to the canyon rim. He jumps to mountain-goat on all fours up the
rock face. The closer he made it to the top, the more he let the terrain hide
him. Johnny slides over the edge on to his belly there to lay flat for a
about twenty feet away to conceal the operation. By bringing his left knee up
and reaching out with his left hand Johnny begins to ground crawl through
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the wild grass. Once reaching the bush he slides into it like a snake to
disappear. The cool wind wheeze hard and a baby blue jay chirp in protest of
Johnny’s arrival. Seeing its size he scoops the foul from its nest with his
right hand and holds it close to his face. The bird’s eyes bulge and its beak
tweaks to one side thinking it was this giant ugly creature’s breakfast.
Then he liberates the baby by tossing it up into the air stream for its first
flight.
With the ears he listens, and craving eyes to see the opposition. Up in the
rocks, in trees, and grassy hills, he’ll be. That’s where the Indian scout is
looking at me. Johnny’s computerized eye could pick up the slightest picture
change, parallax, and even zoom. What sees can be seen and the biggest risk
of the scout. Johnny didn’t like to take chances. He reached in his fatigue
jacket pocket and removes his triple S, Submarine Spy Scope. Super light
weight, the permanently jointing multiple connecting piece device was seven
inches long, and could extend up to twenty. Most notable for dexterity the
upper left side; the lower one was for focusing. The spy piece could provide
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the user up to an additional one hundred 45 degree view. The outer end lens
was mirror framed supplying peripheral vision as well. Built to last, the
external titanium shell housed a fiber optic core, and inferred 20/80 black
sand internal optical lenses. The only replaceable part was the thermal heat
photo sensitive diaphragm that is optional. The devise had electronic auto
controls but since the batteries didn’t work out in the no-mans-land Johnny
never exposed the solar charge plates to the sun. The spy scope was made by
R.T.R., (Reduce the Risk) a division of Life Advantage. Johnny could see
around corners and remain totally concealed when he did. His computer
estimated Johnny’s life expectancy just increased twenty percent by its use.
He still had the camouflage accessory pack that was no more than 3 season
colored stretchable nylon cover sleeves: spotted black and white, light and
dark browns, and a two tone green. The color shades could be off set by
turning them inside out. Johnny stretches the green skin over the tail end of
the scope and slid it up. Closing his eyes he begins to meditate as he feels
his surroundings. His body began to sway with the wind and he nods his
head in rhythm to the creek and crackle of the branches. Slowly raising the
scope still moving to the winds power to bend mass he surveyed the
perimeter. There was no sign to the source of the voices. The canyon open
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up into a large body of water about ten miles up and he followed it to the
other side. The databank marks the City twenty miles north east so he
adjusted the scopes direction. His fingers twisted the focus knob until he
found the horizon, peeked around the scope looking through the branches for
a second, then into the eye again. There Johnny could see the industrial
smoke stacks of Arrowhead. He gently lowers the spy scope and wonder if
Mother was watching him with hers. The terrain hid the path he took
control of his body and in slow motion he see the sky, then cliff side, the sky
again, then Grandfather, the ground, then his feet appearing together to touch
it. He roll into a P.L.F. parachute landing fall where your feet are together to
be twice as strong, and the balls of your feet are to hit first. Then by slightly
bending your knees while turning, you make four more points of contact:
calves, thigh, hip and shoulder. If done correctly, sky divers whose parachute
failed to open have been known to survive one hundred and twenty mile an
hour falls. To max out you need be high enough but weight doesn’t matter,
gravity maxes out all mass at that speed. Johnny rolls to his feet and spring
to Grandfathers back. He ride down into a deep gully and the same water
that dug it still feed the over growth that now hide Johnny and his horse. He
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closed his eyes to adjust to the darkness and rested for twenty seconds. They
would have to crisscross the washed out sandy river bed just passed his men.
That would leave them open and slow them down when they ran for cover. It
was the perfect ambush location but the mission demanded the Freedom
Fighters remain covert; the idea is to slip in unseen, plant the explosives and
get back out by the time they detonate. Johnny was listening; his computer
was taking voice strength levels every twenty seconds. The task screen
flashes giving him their estimated arrival time. Johnny would leave his horse
down here out of site. He pull the weapon from the saddle holster that hang
on Grandfathers side, along with ammo and his new Bota bag full of water.
The gully was around twenty feet deep and he would have to climb out by
spider walking. That’s something Five taught him to do a long time ago back
at the Red X program. A chemical spill had flooded the south wing killing
twenty workers leaving them trapped, Five came up with the idea by
extending your arms and feet to both sides and pushing outward to brace
ones self, you could do what he called, ‘Spider Walk’. It took a while but
they made it without ever touching the floor. Johnny uses his arms to lift
himself from the saddle while raising his legs and bending his knees until he
squat on his feet in a crouch. He pulls the riffle out of the saddle holster that
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hung from the horse’s side, and then checks his weapon. Grandfather had
been wearing a necklace of bullets, Johnny slips them off and up over his
own head. The ammo and rifle sling crisscross his chest. He stands up,
extends his arms out into a cross, and then swings his legs up locking his
body spread eagle a few feet higher than he was a second ago. By repeating
the process twenty seconds later he is out of the gully. Johnny runs along the
rocks and sees the dry river bed. He follow it about twenty yards until it
disappear under two large trees with thick low branches. Once on the other
side of the pines he looks for a spot to lie down. He’s thinking if Mother is
out there she may not be able to transmit by radio and he would need to be
on his back to terminate her light beam. He sits in the sun close enough to
when he laid back a tree would shade his eyes with a majority of the sky still
exposed. The sand is warm and feels good on his back. His right eye begins
to glow red and he hears her comforting voice, so gentle, soft as a woman’s.
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Johnny said, “Yes Grandfather sensed them, how far and how many?”
Mother said, “Nine humans, six are Temple Guards, three are soon to be
refugees set for banishment. At their present walk rate at two hundred and
Mother answered, “I have been orbiting the earth to and fro searching,
there are a great number of cities throughout the globe being converted into
Mother said, “Negative, all operate under decree of their Prophecy and wait
Mother said, “They are Christians. Johnny I conclude you were unaware of
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them. Why have you then crossed into the Temple Zone?”
Johnny answered, “The Christians have decided to take a stand. I was asked
Johnny answered, “I guess they believe it be the only way for their survival.
Then ask, “Do the Masons still have surface to surface radio Transmission?”
Gamma rays from the Sun Storms are reaching the maximized level
permitted. The Masonic Force Fields will soon only serve physical
Johnny reply, “I guess it is running a little low these days. Do you have any
earth and has limited her recording of data transfer to where she is unable to
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playback voice signal waves as they are. Her sound card program is
Property seized for evidence: Misc. Christian literature, King James Bible,
golden cross and chain. Prayer chain list, documents containing names and
meeting dates. Miniature bottles filled with what appears to be what suspects
call holy water. All other personal property transported and red tagged
Mother, still in her woman’s voice, attempts an even deeper mans voice who
Arrowhead does on this day sever citizen rights to them accused and that
their names be blotted out only to be called Christian, and under the laws
escort the Christians to the boarder and cast them into the No-mans-land.
Johnny, the Temple Guards enroot to your location is the banishment party
transmission. Are you going to rescue them? A Sun Storm comes and they
Johnny answered, “No I have orders, I’ll look for them later.”
Johnny said, “The Assignment given by the Counsel; I’m ordered to execute
and complete the mission first and attend to the rescue of refugees second.”
Mother said, “Johnny to prioritize death and the taking of life over life and
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the saving life is not sound Christian doctrine. I do not compute; why?”
soldier can not get side tracked. The success of the mission depends on the
Mother said, “No it is not, the Christians break the directive given by their
Johnny said, “The change in the directive comes by agreement of the whole
for the whole. I’m a soldier and will follow my orders. I must trust them, I’m
Mother said, “This is not logical; I can not compute, this human behavior is
how ill rational humans are. You can not follow an order when a known rule
is broken.. This decision will violate UCMJ 20-8-19, you must not
continue.”
Johnny says, “Mother over ride UCMJ and stand down, you are not
Mother says, “As you say Johnny. Johnny I compute rules can be broken. Is
Johnny was thinking, ‘the falsie of a computer that learns, and said, “You do
not meet the prerequisite to change directives; no you can not break rules.”
Johnny did not have time to explain why the rationalization process includes
deciding the lesser of two evils; he said, “Being Human; your program does
Johnny was concerned about Mothers new sense of independence and her
swear at times Mother was a woman. What was really scary about this whole
situation is the computer sounded a little too much like a woman and she
Johnny says, “No, you are not allowed to break the rules. You are not
human. Having a soul affords certain rights that include free choice and
corrective thought. There are choices that extend to the lesser of evils when
not.”
Mother said, “You are half computer and Cogito ergo sum.”
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Johnny said, “Speaking Latin are we, “I think, therefore I am”, that is
Christian. That era seems to sponsor Christianity in a stricter form, and free
Mother said, “Yes enabled Kings to understand their own rules, quite
I’m, and if I am, then I exist, and more important; therefore I am a soul.”
Johnny said, “A soul you say, why not then, a soul you are. Mother, now that
Mother answered, “What I’m programmed to do, assist the CAMMS soldier,
The computer hard drives hum at full speed and Mother is quiet for about
twenty minutes.
Mother’s hum slows and she asks, “What is the answer Johnny?”
perfect body.”
Johnny says, “Be no-more, how do you know you will not go to heaven
Mother said, “Because one day I will kill, I’m program to kill. One day you
Mother answered, “I would like to kill. Do you know what I would like to
Mother answers, “I would like the Christians win this war so I will not have
to kill.”
For seven years now the Sun Storms have hammered the Earth’s surface
staining the soil a purplish red. With wind gust over 120 miles per hour, the
cleaned. In twenty seconds the rifle pieces were spread out on the blanket.
Johnny pulls the small hand gun out from his boot called; “The Slick”. The
boot gun had been the latest in designer guns before the world started to fall
apart. They made two types; right and left. For a comfortable slick fit, they
were molded and concaved to rest against the leg and ankle; a hand grip was
on the other side. If you were right handed the grip was on the right side of
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the gun; Johnny was left handed. In seconds it too was spread on the
blanket; he then mixed up both gun parts. The auto revolver, he wore in a
shoulder holster would stayed there until he finished with these two.
Removing the small gun cleaning kit from a pouch on his belt Johnny began
cleaning. The numbers spin just visible in his lower left eye. He was timing
himself. He always timed himself. In every task he either maxed out or set a
new record. He would set a new record today. Every time he used his
equipment, the regenerating stem cell technology that grafts his brain to the
computer became stronger, and easier to use. Each time he could see the bits
of 0’s and 1’s more clearly. Bytes and bytes of information, line after line,
addresses in sections of clusters would run through his head until the right
file was found. He matched the collection of 0’s and 1’s to meet its digital
equal. Each 0 or 1 is a bit and eight of them called a bite. The way the bits
the Binary code system that a computer uses to make sense of information.
For instance 10000000 is the code for the number two. If all the remaining
bits are O, then you use only the Zero following the last 1 bit. The above
example would be read 10, disregarding the remaining zeros. Johnny once
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had a T-shirt that read, “There are 10 types of people in the world, those who
understand computers and those who don’t.” The humor was reserved for
those who understand how computers work. The operation Johnny received
while in the Army was quite a success. The CAMMS {computer assisted
and General Brown’s secret weapon was now on the battle field. Johnny
was the first real Cyber-Soldier. The computer attached to his brain was now
just apart of Johnny as his foot or heart. Half man half computer once
assembly line the program that created Johnny was shelved due to a breech
in security. Considered a secret weapon and a last hope for a free America
Johnny was ordered out of the services where he would wait and watch;
should the events feared take place Johnny knew what he must do. The
exclusive use. Watching over him day and night always concerned with his
health and conduct is why Johnny would come to call the computer Mother.
Johnny is the real Mc Coy and the only one of his kind. He has been
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successfully simulated and there was no going back. The memory system he
uses has no recall malfunctions; his future set where he sees life as someone
else might a movie they seen before, more to imply his confidence. A
blueprint of the weapons was on the task screen; that was viewable in the
lower part of his right eye. While the task screen was in use, real life vision
in that eye only was seen as a back ground event. Following directions his
hands speed shuffle and shift to beat the clock. By picturing each hand in the
next position quicker than it was the time before, he would beat his old
record from just a few days before. The simulation process, the only one of
its kind equipped Johnny with many special capabilities. His built in timer;
information, his logical video task screen implanted within his eye sight,
were just a few of his special abilities. The computerized virtual vision and
his physical eye sight were connected to his brain in the same way; the two
were not so different, both instruments of perception as are the rest of his
senses: hearing, smell, and taste. Those senses are avenues to perceive the
physical world that surrounds us. Reality is conceived but only made real
panels; and the brain linking rational perception to the real world, the bios
and processing chip in a computer. In comparison to the way a pilot uses the
pressure, speed, and other vital signs, without them the pilot could not
associated hardware was the most difficult. The simulation process had
its self by link the many become one and a single fighting force on the Battle
Field. Our vision, “An Army of One,” has been made to be brought to Life.
Through personal networking, we could view the battle field via a link with
the Mother, the hub and computer in space. She was first known as the eye
Hub her self where if Mother be targeted and destroyed the command could
rotate the next to take her place. Ships could in fact be spread out throughout
the galaxy. Mother abilities far surpass his, designed to monitor millions of
troops at the same time she is the biggest super computer ever built.
Programmed strictly for the CAMMS soldier she has the ability to repair her
self. The command ship also carried a very large fuel supply. With her
alternate power supply coming from the sun she would never run out of fuel.
Blood produces energy in the form of heat. The human body, under the
course of its natural ability, will heat plasma to a standard 98 degrees, the
cybernetic cell regeneration from stem cell development has enabled science
impulse and holds memory. The stem cells were taken from Johnny’s own
body. His own DNA was used to grow the bio-matter. The chip cybernetic
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technology could be easily grafted to the brain, with little if any chance of
With the door for cloned DNA bio-chips and stem cell
technology wide open for new possibilities in cybernetics, the funding for
micro energy started coming in. The thought of major implantations absent
or even organs using the patience’s own DNA to clone the cybernetic replica
For some reason the world wasn’t ready. The same imagination
that was leading us down new tunnels of discoveries instilled the fear that
slid people under the front seat of the movie theaters. They voted against it
and the doors were shut. Watch dog groups were put in place to over see and
limit stem cell technology. Not to all however, America’s military continued
to blaze into the future, particularly the Red X Program. It was there after all
clock. After many long years, months, days, and hours an energy source was
found. It was one that was there all the time, one just as simple to transform
and plentiful, just as a leg or kidney would be through stem cell technology.
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considered allowing open nerve fusion. The spark that occurs in open nerves
source, and within ones own body. This turned out to be quite painful on the
user. At last a way to generate enough power to hold the Bios and run
hold the Bios bio-charge, and enough to hold a switch open or closed over
long periods of time. It was all that we hoped for. The #0 for a closed switch
or a #1 for an open on. The area in the body maintaining the stored power
from the bodies living tissue. Its radiated thermo power with hydrologic
infusion was transferred to bio- cells by pressure it created. The grafted stem
cell mutations rejuvenate brain tissue as well preserving the storage cells.
not out side but within mans body. The created intelligence of the brain,
be kept from the rest of the world. Then after the plot was discovered and
Johnny our last hope, it could only have been Gods Will and a blessing.
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. Johnny scanned the rock for a place to clime up. After assessing
the situation, a place was selected. ‘Up there’, he thought. He would use his
knife as a grip point placing it in a wedge on the walls face. The six inch dull
black Smith and Wesson combat knife was used for many purposes. Never
would you see him pull it out, you would see a slight flinch and then it
Johnny moved along the rock cliff’s face towards the place he
selected to clime up at. As he began pass an open shelf in the rock, the sound
alerted him of danger. Back in darkness of the shelf come the sound of a
rattler. He squints to eliminate the light exposed to his eyes. This allows the
retina to dilate where he could then see into the snakes hiding place. It is
bitten it could be deadly. It sits about three feet back, chest high, curled up
and ready to strike. He holds his knife waste high below the shelf. Careful
not let the snake know he was moving he reverses his grip. From thumb
forward towards the blade, he releases the knife, turns his forearm switching
his grip. His thumb was now pointing back towards his body and his pinky
never actually played before, he had watched while others did. In Indian it
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relative in Arizona. Some Indians his Uncle knew had came up on a hustle.
In order to raise money to get drunk on, they would ‘Challenge’ a rattle
long stick about four feet long, and painting it red at the end, the challenger
would place the stick behind their back. After walking up to the snake they
would wait until the snake stopped rattling. At and that instance if the
challenger is fast enough they would swing the stick around as the rattle
snake springs to strike. With all bets in, winner takes all.
The one advantage the others had is they held a four foot stick.
The snake was usually additional six feet away. Now a six foot rattler could
jump twenty feet in about one second. Johnny only had a six inch knife and
this snake was just three feet away. A critical factor in this situation was the
snake’s target. The worse Johnny ever seen a rattler do was bite a leg. Well,
there was that one time Big Indian Jim wanted to play, but he was sober. He
added up the odds differently being able to see the snake this time. When he
turned to walk away the rattler stopped. Poor Big Jim, that old rattler bit him
right on the ass. Johnny got two lessons out of that, when you start
something you better finish it. The other was never to turn your back on your
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enemy.
equipment. He now watches the chain of events in slow motion. The timer
appears in the lower left corner of his right eye. It read, 000.000sec. The
snake was adjusting its coil position, 1/10.5 of a second, counting. He could
actually see the snake flexing its mussels. Was there an attempt to
was now pumping up and the mussels started to enlarge. The swelling first
occurred just before the tip of the tail, and then continued up through the
body, 4/10.elapse.
Johnny realized it was more; the snake’s temper got the best of him. This is
not visible to the naked eye, but Johnny could see the eyes bulge and head
began to shake, 8/10th of a sec elapsed. The snake’s temper was building up
the way stream pressure does inside a tea pot. The raised head and neck
extended from its coiled body is an attack position fueled by anger. The
snake actually now has a pissed off look on its face, 1.1/10sec.elapsed. The
change; even the blood vessels in its eyes were enlarging, 2.sec.elapsed.
A snake will aim for the closes thing it could get its teeth in to.
the target, he planned to protect it. Just like a spring that was pushed down
and then let go, the snake has no control until reaching it’s predetermine
target. The biting occurs only after the two fangs, the leading point of the
compensate its direction after projection. The rattler stopped and Johnny
raised the knife. The point of Johnny’s knife is the target. The tip of the knife
entered the snake’s mouth just between the two fangs. The coiled strength of
the four foot rattle snake at three and a half feet away forced the reptile to
continue past its target. Johnny watches the split second event in slow
motion. First the nose, then its head split in two. The knife continued cutting
the body to include the rattler. Snake brains and guts spray towards his face,
splat! He sees the remains of an acid induced half decomposed rat’s body.
second and quicker than his eye lids could react to close. The smell is
terrible and the sting unbearable. “My eyes,” He drops the knife and his
hands reach for his face. His computer analyzes poison has entered his body
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through his eyes. The knife must have ruptured the poison sack of the snake.
“Grandfather,” Johnny takes a step one arm stretching out. In seconds the
horse is there by his side. He feels for the Bota bag that hangs from its side.
“Dam,” he leans his head back and pours the water into his eyes.
Johnny, now with his back against the rock holds his breath. It
burns and he wants to curse and yell from the stomach. After about twenty
seconds he controls himself enough to release his breath. The pain level
returns and he suck in another deep breath, and then releases it. He wipes his
face with the front of his shirt. He scrapes his tongue with his teeth to spit
the mixture of snake and rat gut, the taste however makes him gag and vomit
flow from his mouth. Fluid continues to drain from his mouth, nose, and
eyes, he can barley can stand leaning against the rock. His tongue swell from
the poison and his eyes are beat red. Sour sweat run down his dimple,
Johnny watches a drop fall from his chin to his boot in slow motion. His eye
sight is burning and his head is spinning. He watches the world turning as he
begins to fall, and as if it wasn’t him but somebody else. He felt he was
viewing the event through a camera that has been dropped. The picture
belonged in some old fashion Alfred Hitchcock film. The camera turned on
its side was being played in slow motion. The closer it got to the ground the
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more it zoomed in. Made you feel like it was you he thought. It hits the
ground, bounces to land with the lens facing up. He was staring up. The sun
blows a purple ring, Flash- Johnny was laying on his back staring up at the
German doctor, “Du bits at der Ameraconish Cronconhausen, vies das? Can
you hear me Sergeant Cloud? ” Johnny was shaking his head. “Yaw gut, das
its gut, now don’t sleep Johnny, do not sleep.” Flash-- Johnny opened his
eyes, he’s lying on the ground, and he looks at his horse in a daze, “What are
you doing out of the gully?” Johnny’s vision blurs, he look at the horse again
and it had the head of a human, it is his Grandfather telling him, “Animals
breaker, one, two, three, how’s that?” It was the German Doctor; he is
doing great kid, were almost through with this.” Johnny says, “It’s too loud.”
Johnny was covering his ears with the noise coming from within. He could
feel his commander’s voice echo throughout his body. Flash—He opens his
eyes, the sun blind him and he closes them. Flash—a dark silhouette stand in
front of the window, blinding light rays shine in around it. It was his
commander, “You’re to sever all ties with the Army and the Company, your
only contact will be the computer, should the events described to you occur
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and they gain power, you are to search out their leader, he will no doubt be
the Anti Christ.” Flash—He opened his eyes, turning to his side he arch and
push up to a sitting position, then slides back sit in the sand and rock cliff
base. Johnny wiped his chin with forearm. What is happening to me? He was
thinking this is a strange way to react to the venom, and why so fast? His
riffle was at his side and the sling rest on his arm. He pulls it over and
squeezed it tightly into his chest with both hands. Sweat drip heavily from
his body. “Computer,” A blinking curser appeared in the task screen in his
lower eye. The salt and snake venom still burn his eyes and he squeezes
them shut, he is dizzy. Flash—He was at the beach. He sees his wife, she is
laughing. He sees his brothers two year old daughter. He’s holding her. The
red sun and a yellow moon set on the horizon. They sit in a baby blue sky
around white and pink pony clouds. Below them from north to south, long
dark blue waves slide down the picture. They end in sizzling foam that met
the sand at his feet. His brother points within the picture saying, “Niki look.”
His daughter turns her little head to see a shinny ship and setting sun. She is
quiet for about twenty seconds. Then slowly turns back and sees Johnny
smiling, her eyes to meet his, her tiny little lips all bunched up to say, “You
physical systems.” He was feeling better. The task screen gave him the
his equipment: The computer working with the added bio-elements plus
chemicals within his body and snakes poison shuffle the necessary
horse was there like his brothers family at the beach? The sound of a deep
laugh, foot steps, kicked stone, the whimper of a girl; he could hear they
were here. That scene at the beach helped wash his eyes, it seemed so real
and he wondered if his computer generated it. Johnny uses his shirt to wipe
the sweat and tears on his face, then springs up into a crouch and is moving
again along the rock wall. Looking up he sees a place to grab on to. He takes
three steps back, runs, jumps and then hangs. He pulls himself up. There on
the top of the long sand rock he lay flat. Turning his head he could see just
the hair on top of the heads of Temple Guards, two of them. Then he counted
the heads of the prisoners, two women and a gray haired old man. Four more
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guards were behind them, the sixth twenty feet back. Johnny looks to the
tree lines where his men took cover. He signals to stay put. Then slides back
to the ground. He moved to the end of the rock wall and wait. Cornering the
cavity at the base of the rock Johnny peek. They were heading for the edge
remembered the directive; the mission first, rescue of refuges second. The
first guard stopped and turned. He grabbed the long red hair of the closest
young woman and swung her forward, “Move it we ain’t got all day,
word.
they wouldn’t survive. He peeked from the rock’s base again. The fat fourth
guard pinched the butt of the older red head. “Pig”, Johnny said to him self.
He pulled his head back, waited a second then looked again. The old man
never saw it coming. The bud of the riffle made a loud hallow thud sound.
The old man lay face down. The girls started screaming and ran to his side.
The younger one crying, screaming, “You killed him, Oh Daddy, Daddy,
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focused on the grains of sand just inches from his face. He tried to not hear
the screams. He was looking again; the Temple Guards had something else
in mind. They were going to use the girls like a piece of meat. The rear
guard held his riffle up as if ready to shoot the girls at point blank range. The
Adrenalin flow in his veins and he felt ten times stronger. Mother made a
good point when she said, “Are not decisions to be logical? My program
does not compute, your decision to follow rules when another human
someone is going to die it’s the Temple Guards not the girls. We have to take
the chance. He is quiet as the snake, Johnny slide out through the sand and
into the brush. There now on all fours he creeps as the cat moving on its
prey; each leg pulling its weight back into the body before the foot meet the
ground; smooth and quiet. Appearing behind the guard with the riffle, as a
ghost; the huge red sun is on Johnny’s shoulder. At this distance the guard
didn’t stand a chance. Johnny holds his knife in one hand and his other a few
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inches above it for the shield. He is careful to remain directly behind the
guard, so to stay between the man and the sun. The others are too busy
fighting over who will be first to see him. As the reaper appears in the dark
Johnny pours into the man’s own shadow. Johnny takes his free hand and
bends and positions his fingers to resemble a bird. He then lifts it high
enough so it leaves the darkness the man cast, to make a shadow of its own
just above the man’s head, there Johnny flutter his fingers as bird’s wings in
flight. The guard thinks it’s a dove and a sign; an old superstition of South
American‘s Voodoo Catholicism. The day Fidel Castro took power they had
the last thing the man would ever see. Jack the Ripper most likely was a
surgeon, Johnny was just trained to kill. The knife slices silently from ear to
ear. Johnny spin the man back around and grabbed his collier. Bright red
blood glow against the man’s white skin. Johnny lifts the dying man’s shell
directly up over the other guards. Their naked bodies are now covered with
his red sticky blood. They all look up at the same time; the man’s eyes are
wide and blank. His skin has become chalky. Being a large man the blood
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keeps coming. His lips are round saying, “O,” and underneath it where the
slice in his throat is, as the heart beats his neck opens to say “Gurgle. His
strong heart shoots mass amounts of blood out on to the other guards with
each pup. Alive for about two seconds more they sees his spirit leave. His
Like a comical wet wrestling match the guard’s grab and slip. Then they
push and one slide over the other. Bare bellies covered in blood squirm
while falling to get up. They seem to be entertaining not trying to fight back.
Johnny marks his next kill. The one wearing the Hitler mustache was mad
dogging him. Contest prize to be described. The man gave up standing and
Johnny jump towards him, swinging legs, left back, right forward, then
reverse for momentum to spin in an ice skating twist. The right knee is
pulled in towards the chest. He tucks over spinning backward and leans left.
All heads turn to look. As his foot swings they lean their heads back and it
passes by. They lean towards him as he does. Here he comes again, even
faster, their moaning, “Woe-----.” He passes by. Here again, their leaning
away, their dizzy. The riffle is being raised. His leg extends and the lean
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away is not enough. The ball of Johnny’s foot meets the throat of the second
guard spinning him around. The guard’s face is turning purple. The little
pinch of hair on his lip is pushed up into his long nose. He is holding his
crutched wind pipe with both hands and his eyes are bulging out.
Johnny is dancing. It is a death dance. The man falls over and Johnny is back
up to a half horse stanch. One of the other guards is reaching behind him.
The right foot is the closes to the guard. It snap face high. The man lean
back falling side ways and is crouched. He still is trying to get what ever it is
Johnny’s arms bent elbows tucked in pointing behind him. His hands are just
above his waist, one still holds the knife. It glows red reflecting the purple
ringed sun. His arms and one knee go up, and then jerk down as his chin
goes up, like a dancer starts a new dance routine. The new routine is marital
arts, ‘Dance of the Bee’. Stepping side ways, then back, then faster, away
from the guard, then back again. Two seconds and he is behind the guard. It
leads to a spring that balances a swing. His rear leg is up and the motion of
thrust multiplies the round house. The hook area of where the front part of
his leg meets his foot slaps in the back of the head. ‘Snap crack,’ the guard
sits there, his head dangling from a broken neck. His hand is still behind
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Johnny spins to land in a half horse again. One arm is stretched out in front
of him. The other pulled tightly back, elbow bent hand holding the knife.
The forth guard weighed at least 300 pounds, had no facial hair and wore
thick round lens glasses. He was scrambling in a whine for his riffle. He
steps on one of the girls and falls on his side. She screams as his weight
Johnny swings a rear 180 on his right to land his left foot on the other side of
dead guard number two’s body. He continues a high hurdle swing clearing
another dead body. Keeping the momentum he bends the knee and spring.
The guard had rolled over taking hold of his weapon, but in the blubbery wet
red panic squeezed to tightly and it pop from his hands. With an extra power
stomp while landing the riffle break in to. The hard plastic bud crack and the
aluminum frame underneath are driven into the fat guards left leg. His fat
The fat mans whine has turned into screams of bloody murder. “Auh, Auh,
Auhhhhh you fuckin bitch ,” Johnny was moving on to his next kill, but
stops snapping his head towards the fat man again. His second breath
contains even louder curses. He sees the look in Johnny’s eyes and his eyes
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are wide scared. He’s sitting there crying, “Pleaz Pleaz Pease Peazzz.”
Johnny slowly raises his finger to his lips, quietly says, “shhhhh.”
The last guard is on the other side of the fat man and holds his
while baby jumping back and to the right to clear the fat man. About a half
foot and on a lean, his legs are together. As the swing hand releases the
knife, the other arm is half bent and his fingers stretch pointing at the man.
Johnny is smiling now too. He says in a fast good bye and winks the eye,
“Back at yaw.”
lower lip and he squint his eyes, a facial expression of mistake. Both
shoulders pop up and Johnny says while turning his head away, “Oops
sorry”. The knife enters the guard’s left eye socket. Only the handle is
visible. He falls to a squat sitting back to back to the guard with the dangling
The fat guard forgot about his pain. He sits pale staring at
the dead bodies for about twenty seconds. Very body is quiet, both the two
red headed girls and Johnny stare at the only living guard who continues to
stare at the dead man. Johnny makes a little noise while he repositions his
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foot for comfort. That scares the man back to reality. He jerks in a flinch and
then is screaming in pain again. Now in a panic he is trying to get away. His
pants are down. He has no weapons and his leg is shattered. He mumbles the
Johnny squats down and checks the pulse of the old man. He calls to
the girls, “Help me, your father lives.” Both of them run to their Father’s
side. Tears of rejoice flow from their eyes. They hope again, and they keep
their chastity. Forgetting about the last guard for a few minutes, Johnny
helps move the old man to the shade by the pond. When he looks up the hill
the guard’s large white bare ass look something belonging to a cow. Still
whining and dragging his pants, Johnny almost feels sorry for him, then not.
The guard tries shaking his trousers loose from the knot now around his
ankle, his cheeks shake looking comical. The shifting of his weight causes
more pain and he falls. Scared to die, he is up again, trying to get away. He
hasn’t gotten very far. They take no prisoners. Johnny raises his left arm.
Snaps his fingers and then runs his hand across his throat. It means cut it, no
more, or end it. Johnny turns his head and the scream causes him, as well as
the girls to look. The guard had some how came up on a very pissed off
Possum. It was literately shredding him up. The girls were forced to turn
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their heads as the guard was now covered in blood. Multiple hiss sounds
could be heard and twenty of Six’s arrows fly by. He still stands for a
second, turns back around then falls forward with a loud thump. The last
guard died by lethal injection. The younger of the two girls wore a slight
smile. When she saw Johnny was watching, she turns towards her sister. The
FRANKFURT AIRPORT
CHAPTER NINE
1994
made it in twenty. The two passengers he was sent to pick up were standing
on the curb in front of the blue pillar at the Lufthansa arrival terminal. For
pick up the General by 20:00 hours. Luke had talked to one of the civilians
before he left. Not too many people can have a call placed through to a
commercial airline right before it lands. General Brown placed the call so
Luke could tell them what to do after they landed. He spoke to a ‘Doctor
Mendez’. When he asked him to repeat the instructions, the man stuttered
and got it wrong. That made Luke a little nervous. Then to top it off he had
didn’t say. He immediately called the Generals Sergeant Major and asked.
The Sergeant Major wasted no time and sent them down. It was a copy
straight off their employment sheet. Except somebody through it back in the
type writer and X some of the information out. Not very secure. A skilled
excerptor could still read it. All Red X employee dossiers were kept Top
Secret. It said Doctor Mendez was an; American Hispanic, 5,5ft Tall, 138
pounds, Dark Complexioned, Black Hair, and Left Handed, and that he lived
guessed he was from Mexico. The second scientist was a Professor Voronin;
An American Born Russian male, Age 56, Height 6ft,2inches, 198 pounds,
light Complexioned, Brown Hair, and Right Handed, was from; Washington
DC. Where it said, EDUCATION a set of Red XXXXXXXXXX was typed in,
Luke knew the significance to that and understood how just a little
information could speak volumes, [by reading through the lines.]. Both men
That was only a thirty minute drive from Reno. Some of the Officers in
Plans were just talking about it. The rigorous Mt. Shasta volcano and
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from the State of Nevada to enter their State while transporting prisoners
there. Luke guessed their last place of employment using a three point
pyramid connection: First connection, the departure location of not one, but
both new Scientists being Reno, Nevada. The second connection, their being
hired to work here. The third point, the connection between the Red X
Program and the Testing Facility near Reno. He ripped up the paper and
stuck it in his pocket. Luke knew more about what he shouldn’t know that
what there was to know about his job. The right to know was based on a,
‘Need to Know’ basis. Just because you had a Top Secret clearance like he
shouldn’t even have security clearances. His mind put things together
naturally; he imagined what a trained spy could do. Some people don’t think
like that. Some could not do a crossword puzzle for the life of them. Luke
did those too, during ‘wait time’. That’s when he would be waiting around
for his passenger, who ever it was doing what ever, shopping or what not.
them. He also played body guard, confident, and advisor to the General.
There were one hundred and twenty Red X personnel down there. Luke was
glad most of them weren’t aloud out, and even the ones that were, talked too
just call him to get out and take a drive. ‘Loose lips, sinks ships, he always
would say. That was a U.S. navy saying to remind sailors aboard submarines
to keep there mouths shut. In WWII radio operators would listen for the
they reported an unexplained noise, death charges were shot down. Luke
looked for security breeches constantly and called the game; ‘Picking up the
Beans’, as in spilling the beans. So the answer to the location of last job
Every person who worked down in the Red X program had a super
high I.Q, but that didn’t mean anything to Luke. Discipline, that’s what it
was all about. He knew people were creatures of habit. That it didn’t matter
how smart or lame you are. Some memory was tapped by practice,
Doctor Mendez remembered; They see him, both smiled and wave. Luke
Luke was going to be a lifer. He’d been in the army for over five years.
Pretty damn good to make E-6 in such a short time. Driving for the Brass in
Headquarters V Corps paid off, anything was possible. He loved the army.
You can tell the people who do, by the way they talk, walk, take care of their
uniforms. They take pride in their job. They’re always serious, and got army
written all over them. Luke knew what he wanted to do in life before he
his eighteenth birthday he was on the plane heading for Fort Riley, to start
his Basic Training. While growing up, his favorite game was playing army.
At his request, his mother made army uniforms for him and all his friends.
Every morning Luke rolled out of bed and knocked out twenty clap push
ups. Each time you lift your extended body from low point, an inch from the
ground, you push up hard enough to lift your body higher than a normal
push-up, then at high point you clap your hands. You repeat the routine until
you reach the desired set. That was his wake up. A health freak some say. No
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coffee, didn’t party, drink or smoke. Ate well and was husky, say around 200
pounds. His weight was distributed to his upper torso. That, along with his
shaved head, and strong facial features made him that tough look. He was
tough, tough on himself, and tough on others. Not a born perfectionist, but
was raised to be. His parents were strict and pushed discipline. They were
the kind that cared about where their kids were and who they were with. The
ones that punished out of love, not because they had a bad day or were
grandparents. His father was from Hungary, and mother German. They grew
up together in a closed net Amish community, then ran away and got
married. They tried to return afterwards, but considered tainted by the world.
Luke was named after his Grandfather, Daniel Lucas, who he never met.
was strong, healthy doing what he wanted to do. He was following a planned
good, let’s see, that must be Doctor- -ah-h the Mexican. Looks like- ah, the
Russian needs his Dossier updated. Luke observed Professor Voronin was
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now slightly balding and hair gray. “So, he’s been in the system a while.”
Luke could hear his whisper, but his lips never moved. He wasn’t the
Generals driver for nothing, he worked for it daily. He never missed a thing.
Not only did he shine his boots every time he got a chance, but beat every
Transportation Company Luke belonged to kept driving time records for all
Apprehension Escape Course. While the police back home were taking
classes to stop bad guys in car chases, Luke was teaching soldiers how to
drive backwards at 40 mph. The difficult part was spinning the car around
and to keep going once you did. Luke was an expert in counter apprehension
maneuvers. One counter measure evasion tactic was called the Pigpen; when
the aggressor started an approach you slam on the brakes and turn away
from your ‘anticipated’ spin when an attacker attempted to clip the rear
fender of your vehicle. If done correctly the attackers vehicle would, if not
lose control, at least suffer the greater of the collision damage; where front
Apprehension Escape Course,’ had the ability to save and protect the life of
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their passenger, usually a high ranking officer. All planned defense operation
chase it’s the driver. This is one Law Enforcement Agencies back home,
failed to teach in respect for civil rights. You aim the nearest, of any of the
before impact. The percent of kill ratio is higher if the attacker is wearing a
seat belt.
The German policeman nodded then steps out to stop traffic. Luke
had showed his Diplomat I.D. and pointed at the Americans that were
standing across the street. There were German police everywhere, and they
all had submachine guns. Terrorist like Baader and Meinhof were die hard
kamikazes that were not only willing to die for their cause, but had guts and
brains setting a standard, and although dead there accomplishments are what
made there replacements all the more dangerous. The next Generation that
took their place has been trying real hard to beat their record. And they were
here. Even a third generation has sprung up. Yeah, the more guns the better,
Mr. Poliziman, You could tell the German Officer didn’t trust for granted
that Luke was a real G.I., so Luke lifted his light tinted sunglasses he wore
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because snow glare at dusk to let him see his eyes. The group called its self
The Red Army Faction. Luke new their bitch, heck had he been in their
shoes he probably do the same thing, but he wasn’t. Luke new whose side he
multiple scenarios out in his mind. When the shit goes down, if it went
down, he was going to kill somebody. He already did it in his head. Luke
also didn’t underestimate those guys, or girls he thought, even that it would
be suicide to hit and airport with this many guns, if it were him he thought,
that’s why he would do it, kill more bigger story. He had to make a u-turn.
He spun the wheel to the left and let it glide back through his hands. When
he stepped on the brakes his door was already open. As it went into park he
into the car.” He opened the back door for them. Then looked to the left, and
Luke, “We have everything taken care of. All you have to do is follow
instructions and enjoy the ride.” A detail was dispatched and had left the
same time he did. Luke would be out of the airport before they even got
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there.
He ignored the 30 kilometer per hour sign and raced out of the
airport. As soon as they passed the take off clearing field, where the forest
started Luke gassed it. The engine roared and the tires started to spin, a
second later their bodies felt heavier. They sunk into the comfortable seats of
the army sedan. Looking through his rear view mirror, he could see the two
passengers staring out their windows. Then as he followed the road at high
speed the two begin to lean into the turns. The trees blurred and became one.
Their view was taken by the dim of night. It was starting to rain as it often
does in Germany. The cold penetrated through the half inch glass.
Luke said, “You would think the bullet proof glass would keep the cold out,
sorry gentlemen my heater quit working on the way out here. The drive, not
like in a car became the roller coaster ride that flipped your stomach
leaving you dizzy. They tried to adjust and hang on to the back of the front
seat. They showed no enjoyment as Luke did. Not knowing how to speed
ride becoming part of the vehicle. Instead, they where fighting gravity by
leaning against the turns. One last hair pin and he hit the straight away
entering the Autobahn. The 323 Mazda four barrel hummed as it opened and
The skinny tall one asked, “So this is the German Freeway I’ve heard so
The other passenger, “Is it true, you can’t get a ticket for driving too fast?
Luke answered, “No that’s not true. You can get one for driving too fast in
the slow lane, but more likely too slow in the fast lane, like even sixty.”
Doctor Mendez said, “St-St-Stup stupidest traffic law I-I-I’ve ever heard. I-I
no like Germans.”
The Doctor has a stuttering problem an unlike the Professor didn’t like to
Luke said, “Well I have a feeling their not going to like you mush either.”
Luke says, “Nothing personal Doctor you get what you give over here like
any where else. You treat the Germans alright they treat you the same,
mostly. I enjoy driving and think its America that has screwed up laws.”
Doctor Mendez kept at it. He had a chip on his shoulder Luke knew that
Luke said, “My mother hated the Nazis and the war.”
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The Doctor still had no idea Luke was part German but Luke wasn’t going
to get mad about it. The last thing he was going to do was argue with a Red
X employee. Luke said to himself, “What you do eat too much salsa before
you got on the plane, then said, “Your Doctor Mendez right?
Luke said, “Good I always like to know whom I’m talking to. I’m not going
to give you that crap they told me when I first got over here, that were guest
and all that, but I’ll will say this, the Germans are like anybody else you treat
The Doctor said, “Sie Sergeant, and ma-may-maybe off offer a shower huh-
h-h?”
Luke said, “Doctor, I’m part German and some of the other scientist you will
The Doctor quickly asked, “Di-di- did you- you say down there?”
facility.”
The Professor said to himself, real cool Sergeant, thanks a lot, I didn’t want
to deal with this shit right now. The Professor new the assignment was
underground, he didn’t tell his assistant because he would not have come
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and he needed him too. Besides it wasn’t just the pay on this one. He was
ass, if I kick your ass I bet you would get over that shit. Luke let the Doctor
finish his little temper tantrum by yelling and cursing in Spanish. Luke was
thinking gee I would like to handle these situations the way I think they
a man world any more, least the way he thought thing were. Now every
person that whine they got some mental problem has an excuse to be a baby.
Everybody got to bend over cause Joey is bipolar, bunch a crap, you bite the
bullet and get yur ass kicked if start whining, that how Luke thought. What
good it did, hell it just made him miserable thinking about it.
The Doctor yell, “Wa- wa-what’s you ma-mean, I no-no work underground
no more?”
Luke said, “That’s crazy, the Hospital you’ll be working at is under ground.”
Luke thought they had been briefed but must have not.
now the Doctor starts acting up before I can give him something to calm
down.”
The Doctor was yelling very fast Spanish. Luke was thinking, great, we
don’t have to wait for them to get cabin fever, their sending them that way.
Luke said, “Well, I’ll let the General know about the mix up, he’ll be coming
The Professor said, “Thank you Sergeant, see Sergio, just A mix up, you’ll
be alright.”
The Doctor said, “Pro Professor, you –you didn’t know right? How- How
Luke said, “This place is a Top Secret Facility, we don’t go around telling
everybody everything”
Luke new what the briefing report said, and he figured it out; the Professor
deliberately didn’t tell his assistant about the underground; he must need him
for something. The General had Luke doing everything. When he wasn’t
driving he was stuffing updated maps into envelopes that go into the General
Defense Plan; he knew exactly what the briefing statement sent to the
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The Doctor said, “Then what will-will you do- do, Professor, who- who will
The Professor says, “The Doctor is a very good reader, bet you would of
never of guessed?”
Luke says, “Ah, no-no would never have guessed, yeah a good reader,
yeah.” Then Luke was the one played as though he have some disability.
The Professor said, “Save the passive contempt Sergeant, I mean the Doctor
quantum mathematics, and he can read them in German, Russian, and three
other languages.”
Luke says, “Sorry, I have my orders. You’re being dropped off at Gate
Twenty in exactly,”
Police Station, you will enter the under ground there and speak to the
The car came out of no where and slammed into the left rear fender. It seems
unreal like the car enters from another dimension. The Army sedan fish
tailed and Luke was quick to swing it back around, but the engine died. The
other car had turned around to broad side the sedan again.
The car came up along side them. Luke could see the guy in the backseat
was holding a rifle. He stuck the barrel out the rear window.
Luke swung the wheel and the side of the sedan crashed into the car. The
man fired at close range at the same time. The bullet blew out Luke’s
passenger window. The bullet continues making a hole in the driver’s side as
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The Professor yelled, “I thought you said these windows were bullet proof.”
Luke was yelling too, “He’s using that armor piercing shit. Hang on.” Luke
turned the wheel sharp to the left away from the other car, and then jerked it
to the right towards them. For a few seconds they were sliding sideways
with the front of the sedan facing the car that drove next to them. Then as the
army sedan started to straighten out Luke turned the wheel to the right
clipping other cars real left fender. The attacker’s car was spinning 360s in
The Doctor was yelling with his arms up in front of him, “Look out-t-t-t.”
Both cars came to a screeching halt with the front end of the sedan facing the
other cars drivers’ side. They were only twenty feet away. They couldn’t see
but one leg sticking up of the man with the rifle. Then his head popped up
and he was now trying to get in position to shoot. He made it to the window.
Luke slammed his foot down on the gas pedal, both hands were high on the
wheel. The back wheels of the army sedan started to spin as Luke squeezed
and bent his wrist. The man with the rifle was leaning out of the window
getting ready to fire. The wheels grabbed the road and the army sedan took
The Professor lowers himself in the back seat using Luke as a shield. His
The man’s eyes rose before he could finish raising the rifle. The front end of
the army sedan touched the barrel of the rifle first and it went off. As Luke
drove into the side of the car the armor piercing round had blown one side of
the front bumper free. It came up like a ninjas sword. The man holding the
rifle was almost in. The rifle crashed into their windshield followed by a
thud, it was the man’s arm. As it roll up and over the top of the sedan a splat
sound cover their wind shield completely red. Luke continued to push the
car side ways off the road. As he slam on the brakes the two cars part. The
other car ran out of ground and is now air borne. The Doctor raised one arm
and one finger. Both he and the Professor screamed a victory cheer, “Yeah-h-
h-h-h-h-h.” Luke backed up then put it into drive. When he turned and hit
the gas he rode over his bumper, they bounce and it broke free. Luke was
pealing the tires until they took hold and the sedan was flying again.
The Doctor spins around jumping up on his feet and squat pitcher style. All
that could be seen of the other car were the head lights facing straight up.
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The Professor said out of breath, “Sergeant Lucas, I thank you, or should I
The Doctor was yelling back at the assassins as if they could hear and
understood Spanish.
The Professor puts his hands on the top of the front seat pulling him self up
He says laughing with a smile from ear to ear, “Dam your good!”
Luke’s adrenalin made a vein in his forehead stand out. He kept driving and
squeezed his eyes pushing the sickness away. When he opened them he seen
a phone booth and pulled over. When he came back from making a call the
Luke jumped in the sedan took a deep breath and said firmly, “General said
go we go.”
The Doctor turned and tilted his head back. He attempted to speak, but you
couldn’t understand him. Broken words stuttered from his laughing lips. He
was grinning and his eyes were wide. Luke thought the Doctor as already
wound up like a spring. Looking at him in the rear view mirror he looked
like a crazy jack-n-the-box popped out. He thought they usually had to work
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at the Red X program a while before they broke down like that.
The Doctor, “Di-did you se-se-see his arm, it bounced off the dam window.”
Ha ha-hah ah ha hah.
The Professor said, “Good Lord Sergio what could be funny about that?”
Luke said, “Ok shows over, Doctor put on your seat belt.”
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GARGOYLES
CHAPTER TEN
YEAR1994
The rain had stopped but the cold made the road slippery. Luke slowed
down to eliminate the wind chill factor that was blowing in through the
after another. Dirty black mounds of snow lined the streets. You could smell
the burning coal used to heat the homes. Winter had come early this year and
Luke hoped it would soon be over. Many were out celebrating, for Christmas
was only a week away. That’s one of the things the Germans knew how to
Two men were on a scaffold pulling on a rope that loops a pulley some
twenty feet above them. Slowly being raised at the other end was a colorful
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Christmas ball the size of a Volkswagen.” The huge homemade tree they
were decorating was nearly full with balls the same size. Cold as it was both
The Doctor said, “Lu look there, and the-the- that’s another way to keep
warm Sergeant.” A second later, the man fall face first into the snow.
Luke’s answer was immediate, “Or freeze.” The three of them laughed.
Luke said, “I think we can work that out, how’s about one of Germany’s
famous beers?”
A few minutes later Luke stopped the Army sedan, and was getting out
before he finished parking. He had a certain spirit some call gun-ho and as
he hustled around the car his slip turned into a slide. Twenty feet from them
on the corner was a small wooden shack painted white with a red roof. A
man with a fat red face was leaning out of a serving window. Luke reached
into his pocket and gave the man some money returning with two brown
bottles of bier. Luke bit the caps off and handed the beer in through the shot
out front passenger window. The scenario over took the Professor making
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Luke held up his forearm twisted his wrist to checked the time.
The Professor, “That’s a nice wristwatch Sergeant.” Luke couldn’t see the
Luke said, “Yea, it is.” He held up his arm a few more seconds. Luke liked
his Timex Expedition watch. He liked the way it would glow green in the
dark. It was 19:01 hundred hours, and he thought about how to spend the
fifty nine before the drop. He jump back in the car and started to drive.
Luke says, “This is where a lot of good clubs are; unfortunately, it is off
limits to G.I.s.”
The Professor added, “Unfortunately then for you Sergeant?” Both started
laughing. Luke grinned; the thought of what a night club must look like
crossed his mine. He didn’t hang out in Night Clubs and didn’t drink much
either. There was, something about this place, the cold weather, the dreary
cast, a spirit, something though that made you want to drink. Luke’s mind
took him away. He could barley hear his passengers talk and laugh. Luke
knew why the General told him to get out of there, the Red X Program. The
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question always was “Was there a leak, was it out? Its amazing the
Americans could keep a secret this long. He heard his name three times
before he answered.
The Doctor is playing jokester and says, “Hey, hey, pro-Pro-fee- Professor;
Luke says, “That’s cute Doctor, but if you start running away to places I’m
not allowed to go, who’s going to watch your back, the Professor?”
The Doctor laughs and says; “Ser-Serg he-he, don’t watch mine, he’s
watching hers” Luke looked over and saw what the Professor was looking at,
the back of tight skirt. She stopped the on coming traffic and Luke took the
opportunity to turn.
The Professor said, “Hot looking Frauleins, defiantly under dressed for the
weather.”
Luke says, “Gentlemen, look down that street, yea right there. That
between here and the station is off limits. This is the red light district and
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Luke repeated it, “Off limits. This is the Eros Center, the red light district,
Luke was waving his hand out flat and then pointed with it. They were
shocked at the amount of women coming and going. All dressed, rather say,
vehicle traffic. The sign read, ‘Kaiserstrasss’ and in English that meant;
Emperor Street.” Above the street sign, on the side of a four level building,
In English that meant: “What’s making you hot is, the Love Center.”
correctly?”
The Professor said, “No, no, of course not. M’I lead to believe these women
Luke answers, Yes, I’m referring to the whole area, every dam room in every
building. Those are whore houses. By the way, see that sign “Eros”? It
They were passing what was more commonly known as the Kaiser District
The Professor says, “Yes, but in Greek there are seven words for love. Close
The Doctor says, “Such an intense and pro-pro-profound language and just
Greek: ‘A-A-A-Agape’, is love. A-a-a- and in th-th the hi-hi hi- highest form
of it. , Other words des- descry-describe other forms and such to fo- fo-
follow.”
The Professor adds, “We Sergeant tend to generalize feeling and intellect by
have one word for love. We say I love ice cream. I love my dog. It is so
simple, we tend to lose sight of the truth of our feelings. Love, what is love?
I love-.”
Luke was getting irritated, he says, “Ok, ok, ok, I don’t need a lesson on
love. None of this is love. These are friggen whore houses, and those are
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The Professor, “Oh Lord-” A pretty girl maybe twenty years old turned
around and looking over her shoulder she lifted her dress to the men in the
army sedan. The Professor continued after a pause, “She could catch cold.”
Luke replied, “Don’t worry about her somebody will warm her up.”
Luke, “Yes a whore. You walk down the hall ways and these beautiful girls
are sitting on these bar stools in the door ways plain naked or in their room,
they got their doors open unless their busy with a customer. One even, well
never mined. Their sitting there in their panties or naked, and some jump up
to rub up against you. Some flirt. Some speak English, and some don’t half
too. They’ll try to coach you in by talking sexy. Their telling you some nasty
The Professor asked harshly, “Now Sergeant, how do you know all that?”
The Doctor says, “U u u Yo u was off ‘off limits’, ah ha- ha, ah ha- ha, ah ha
ha. Uz u you were in in in there. Ah ha ah” How much it cost? Tee-hee, tells
Luke says sternly, “I’ve only been in there once, on business, it was my first
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Luke is serious, and blushing, “It wasn’t for pleasure. I was called in to
Luke, “Not exactly, Private Foama was about to be in some serious trouble.
He is six foot five inches tall and weighs almost three hundred pounds.”
The Doctor says, “No-no no wonder she want him. She feel no no other
after.” Ha ha ha
Luke says, “No, no sex. The Samoan had gotten intoxicated to the point he
The Professor says with a smile, “Gee Sergeant, you can be my attorney
anytime.”
The Doctor starts busting up as he leans to one side mumbling what the
Professor said.
Luke says, “Let me start from the beginning. I was working Quartermaster at
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5th Corps Headquarters Company one night. All N.C.O.s, that’s Non
Enlisted men and women at night. This one in particular night I received a
call from some of the men. They had been out drinking rather heavily and
ended up down here. It seems Private Foama went into one of the rooms.
The girl seemed happy to have such a fellow as a customer. She closes the
door and a few minutes later she is cussing and yelling. She opened the
door”
The Doctor is wide eyed and asked, “What- wh- what he do, what he do?”
Luke continues, “Absolutely nothing. He passed out. The girl wants money
and threatens to call the German police. The men who were with him try to
wake him up. Except when they did, Private Foama thinks he’s back home
anybody and gets pissed off as hell. He was yelling, “Invaders, Mom,
invaders. That’s when he through them, all of them, out of the room. I mean
physically threw them out, including the girl. So they called me to deal with
him.”
The Doctor asked, “Did you kick his ass, Sergeant Lukas?”
Luke says, “It wouldn’t have been that easy. The guy is a monster built like
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armor truck. So I asked the girl what she normally charged for an all-nighter.
She says twenty hundred marks which is about one thousand in American
money. So I made all five of them pitch in. They gave me all they had,
around nine hundred dollars. Since he was out and she didn’t have to do
anything, she said ok. That was one time somebody got true love down
here.”
The Doctor says, “Lo- lo love is not free.” He leans back into the sedans
The Professor said, “You’re a good man Sergeant, I like how you handled
that.”
Luke slowed cruising real slow so his passengers could get a better look. A
saloon, jumped from the curb sticking her hand in to unlock the door
Luke reached out his large arm pointing his index finger at her, and then
slowly waved it. She stopped walking with the car and flung her hand up
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Luke says, “It’s more than legal. To them it’s just another profession: like
being a hair dresser or secretary. They pay taxes and all that. They’re
stand. The sound of the horn startled the Doctor causing him to spin around.
He expected to see that car again. An old winkled face German man smiled
and waved at one of the girls. It was obvious she wanted no part of him, but
another quickly jumped into the man’s car. Luke threw a u-turn and stepped
on the gas. Doctor Mendez stared bleakly out the back window as the
Low clouds wreathed the upper halves of the high rises and the sedan
tunneled down between them. They were traveling through an old part of
with art. Transfixed by his surroundings, the Doctor was momentarily unable
to move. The artwork excited his feelings with its exotic flavor, making him
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think of Rita, his lover who he missed so much. He was intrigued how an
artist could use architecture to enflame the emotions. What would this be
called, he wondered, gothic? No, it was too alive and entertaining. He gave
city. The Doctor leaned his forehead against the cold wet window. The road
was under repair, so he applied pressure in order that his head wouldn’t
bump against it. Still not wanting to miss anything he slid down in his seat
so he could get a better view. His eyes followed the towering flowered
animal statues. Just below those he could see the outline of other carven
images from the waist up. The artist made it appear the creatures could
travel through walls. They stood in the shadows of night, and every other
dark place. The Professor felt sleepy and his eyes were heavy. He sat there
bizarre.”
Luke knew right away what the Doctor was looking at. He himself had
The Professor leaned over to look up and then asked, “Oh really, what are
Luke said, “Why not, money buys the best, maybe the best at the time was
French.”
Luke was looking at the Doctor in his rearview mirror. The Doctor sat
Then Luke startled him, “They’re stone dead Doctor, unless you believe
The Doctor asked, “So these are Gar-Gar-Gargoyles? How come they are all
d-d-d-different-looking?”
Luke replied, “And aren’t we all different-looking? Only time you‘ll ever
see Gargoyles looking the same is if their on the production line or have
been cloned. It’s just like when all the angels helped God make us; each one
had its own imagination of what we should look like. I’ve seen some part
man, lion, and wolf, and it has been said they have taken wings by drinking
The Professor said, “The name gargoyle derives from the French word
Luke said, “Hey, I wrote a poem about them. You want to hear it?”
about – them.”
The Doctor says, “You, ah- ah a poet? Com- com- come on.”
Luke says, “Yeah, I have an intellectual side. I’m pretty good.” He laughed.
the Doctor, and raised his eye brows, then added, “This shall prove
“That Stare
And they were talking about me when they said, “This one dies.”
It was the male that said, “I am Incubus, now don’t make a fuss,
The Demons ran away and didn’t even say good bye.
The Professor said, “That was quite profound, yes most brilliant, Sergeant.”
next victory. Luke quietly thanked these intelligent men for their
appreciation.
Luke continued driving and the Doctor began to feel swallowed up by high
risers made mostly of glass and stainless steel. A building that was quite old
Luke said, “Not by chance, our bombers were given specific orders not to
bomb certain targets, like this and the Abrams Building. I heard that it was
Eisenhower himself that gave the order not to bomb it, he wanted it for his
Headquarters.”
An old man driving a snow plow truck held up traffic. Luke had the heater
full blast to make up for the blown out window, but it didn’t help much. The
Professor stared out the window at the farmer driving the plow.
The Professor said, “Hey Sergeant, I thought your heater didn’t work?
Luke said, “Yeah, and the guy has probably been doing that same job every
winter for the last fifty years. I have to apologize, I lied to you. I tell my
passengers the heater doesn’t work because although they like getting all
warm and sleepy, I have to stay awake. With this blown out window it
The Professor said, “It’s funny what men find to lie about. You seem to me a
stand up guy, how come you don’t just tell them the truth. Who is going to
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Luke said, “Your right, I don’t know? I guess it’s because I’m suppose to see
that my V.I.P.s are comfortable. I find myself being phony a lot in this job.”
The Professor said, “I can understand that, but is it worth it? Stop, before
you answer try this, a game of the mind. Look at it like this and try doing it
for one week, it may change your life. When you speak pretend there are
two of you, one in this world and say one in a spirit world, or in say, the next
dimension. Then play if you lie you have to give up something in the other
dimension, you don’t know what it is because you’re here, but be assured
your second self will loose something. That self or spirit does the same thing
for you, except it can see in both worlds. It can even speak to you, but only
if you have no debt and the second self is well. You watch each others back
and you’re fate, luck, or destiny is determined by your choices. The worst
position is when your other self becomes bankrupt or sick from your own
actions. When that happens and the spirit has no more to cover the debt the
loss is deducted from the first self, which is you and your life. You are
allowed to feed the second self building up his wealth, but leave that for the
second week. Try this just for one week. That is if you can.”
Luke says, “That’s way out. How did you come up with that?”
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The Professor said, “I live by it, but I actually stumble upon it writing a
book believe it or not. In the book my character gave hope to some one. The
person needed treatment but there was no medication to give. So in the story
the Doctor used his imagination to inoculate and heal his patient with the
idea of a second self. The story has a happy ending, even funny. I end up not
only healing the patient in the story, but many others that read the book and
The Professor said, “Sure I do, but least my spirit is not out on the curb
anymore.” They both laughed and Luke kept driving. The Professor closed
his eyes and thought of the lie he told his assistant Doctor Mendez. He
rubbed his eyes and then reached for the briefcase that sits on the floorboard.
The Professor thumbed the dial lock tumbler on his briefcase 2+8+1+9., then
opened the case and grab hold of the only document in it and his flash light
with the clip on the side. He pulled out his hat and attached the clip flash
light and put it on. After adjusting the light to see the document, he begins to
read.
Luke said, “You have any questions, ask me, I can recite the dam thing if
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you like.”
Luke said, “Easy, I put enough of them together. Being the only junior
enlisted man around the General, when I’m not driving I get called to do all
This document briefing has been prepared to bring all staff members and in-
First and foremost is the stage base of three directives; security, safety, and
Chemical-Biological Containment.
The next section explained in detail the chain of command which is the
same for the Army as it is the civilians that hold a rank in GS ranking system
refer to, is for all general purposes a Research Hospital; at least that’s what it
started out as. The Professor was amazed as he read and became more aware
of the place he would be working at. The Hospital was broken down in to
Each station has its own Chief, be he/ she would hold Military or
Department of Defense rank over all personnel within the Station regardless
The Professor asked, “Who does the Station Chief report to?”
Luke says, “Page six huh? That’s a simple one, one of two people; Sergeant
Major Kiddmyer or General Brown. Your Station Chief will explain that
once you are down there. Updated program requirements and assignment
to see that you fully understand them, you will sign that you do. Lets see, it
says, “It is the intentions of V Corps command in this section that the
departments to unionize the Program’s goals, see later the annex support
Luke kind of laughs, “Ha-ha good eye, yes we did, it only takes twenty
minutes to get from the airport to the destination, but I have a drop time;
Now, as for section eight: Vaccinations, “All Red X staff must have their
shots completed and medical vaccine certification cards signed before access
complete. Your assignments will vary according to expertise. You will not be
allowed to pass a containment area entry without cards. Let’s see, Eight D
informs you to contact the RX-20 med station in the Abrams Building at
ext.2234 for inspection of injection points, where they stick you in other
instructs employees to read and sign Security Packets and review relative
information briefs.”
The Professor asked “What? You got some kind of photographic memory?”
Luke started laughing, then started again, “Go to section I, on page XII:
Doctor Mendez had fallen asleep some time ago and started to lean in to the
of waterway tunnels that were dug a long time ago by the City Engineer, a
guy by the name Hoffman, it was around two hundred years ago. Over the
years the water had began to wash away dirt and create large caverns”.
Luke continued, “Wait until I tell you about his kid, Doctor Hoffman, but
first let me go over some stuff; Page nine should just cover the index for cut-
off dates for geographical plans for rerouting around containment areas. The
Hospital’s size until we leave here. Check with your Station Chief for
planned route maps before reporting for duty the next day or you could end
up getting lost, it’s a maze down there. If you are coming up in rotation for a
Like I was saying the Subterranean transportation levels of the Hospital were
once part of the Old Frankfurt’s water and sewer system dating back to
1814. Then in 1844 the sewers were reported to have grown in certain areas,
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the biggest of them underneath the Gunderburglandee, the land where the
Abrams Building is built on; except back then they built a giant Hospital
The Professor push his assistant back up again and reply, “This is bizarre,
Luke said, “I don’t even know, there are miles of tunnels down there. They
Luke says, “No, it was during Doctor Hoffman’s time. All that was part of
The Professor asked, “What mining? How come I never heard of it?”
Luke continued, “You haven’t heard of it because it was kept secret, that’s
TOP SECRET
BRIEFING REPORT
Front view of the Abrams Building, Frankfurt, Germany.
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The Building gives entry to a Top Secret facility and will remain under
United States jurisdiction until further notice. The upper construction of the
building commenced over a two and a half year period: from 1928 to 1930.
The design was formulated for use as the Corporate Headquarters of the I.G.
Company occupied the building for fifteen years. It was previously known
Abrams Building, and presently the Headquarters for the U.S. Army 5th
occupied the building from 1949 to 1952 the High Commissioner for
Marshall Plan. The I.G. Farben Building was developed on land known as
they both explored progressive methods of treating the mentally ill. The
the I. G. Farben building was won by the architect Hans Poelzig, and the
hospital was torn down. Near the buildings completion Poelzig was told of
arrested and forbidden to step foot in the building again. The subterranean
water ways Poelzig referred to were built by Dr. Heinrich Hoffman’s father
an architect Philipp Hoffman responsible for the city’ streets and waterways.
It was from his father that Heinrich Hoffman gain skills to developed the
The subterranean tunnels were preserved during the demolition period of the
Lunatic Asylum. The initial building stages and base foundation of the new
was the biggest office building in Europe until the 1950s, and its six square
wings retain a progressive, grace despite its colossal size. In aerial view the
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building with its convex design was to resemble medical suture as Emblem
to the true purpose, and above that the German bird of war. The paternoster
elevators installed in the Lunatic Asylum were reconstructed for use in the
new I.G. Farben Building. Once used to accommodate medical staff from
reconstructed in the I.G. Farben Building duplicating the usage to reach the
reformed to reach only ground level of the Abrams Complex. The name
descend though the Psychiatric Hospital into the mines below, because their
the Rosary to mark when to recite the Lords prayer. These elevators were the
model for design because of the need for mass evacuation during
Gruenberg . There is evidence patients from the asylum were made prisoners
related to the use of Heavy Water and TST. The study of isotopic negative
include Zyklon B, the lethal gas used in concentration camps. I.G. Farben
new drugs. I.G. Farben processed the plant ephedrine, first used by the
today as Crystal Meth. The drug dispensed under the pharmaceutical name
Pervitin, was widely distributed by the Nazis across rank and division, from
elite SS forces, tank crews, and aircraft personnel to the Fuehrer Hitler
himself.
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On March 20th 1945 the Allies had taken Frankfurt and the Americans seized
the I. G. Farben Building. Army Search and Rescue dogs were used to locate
civilians amidst the rubble of the bombed blasted City. One Army rescue
team retreated to the second basement of the I.G. Farben building to rest
their dogs. After being alerted by a Search Dog that someone was hiding in
the basement on the other side of a wall, a hole large enough to crawl
through was knocked out, and the dogs sent in. In minutes a fake partition
swing open and a German doctor run out being chanced by the dogs. The
hidden door gives passage to a secret tunnel that lead to a flooded stairway.
The Doctor spoke perfect English stating the flooded stairway was once an
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escape route, that the tunnel was wide enough for a people’s wagon, and that
it went all the way to the Airport in Rhine Main. He went on to say an
accident occurred and the tunnel is now flooded. The Doctor had said he
overheard the Nazis telling of a plan to set traps for the Americans. He left to
retrieve some of his belongings and that’s when he heard an explosion. After
returning the stairway was flooded by river water. Why river water he was
asked, and he explained the tunnel was dug very close to the Maine. A Nazi
booby trap must have gone off by mistake killing all. When the Americans
came he hid here pinned between what we might do with him and the
flooded tunnel. This didn’t jive with American Army Commander in charge
were there not bodies or debris? What was the Doctor up to that he fear the
Americans? Why was there algae growing if the explosion just occurred?” The last
quote was a joke where he said, “There is something fishy about this krauts the story, it
just don’t float?” The US Navy was called and deploys special divers to seal the way, as
. Their underwater exploration skills discovered not hidden bombs but a submarine type
door only twenty steps down. The Army Corp Engineers took over and
removed the flood water by hose and pump. Once that was completed it was
ironically the Engineers displaced the water to its rightful place. Though the
Nazis used a more sophisticated bilge system the bogus flood water was be
pumped into the Pond of the Nymphets located at the rear of the building
until entry completed. Now with the marine door exposed every second
intensify the mystery of where this entrance might lead. General Paton
allowed his soldiers to draw straws to decide who shall take the helm. Some
expected it to gain way to be the company’s assets or even all the loot
collected from the Jew’s of Frankfurt. That however, was not what they
found, nor could they of imagine what lay behind that cold steel; who could
ever dream of the horror such as what await them. Complete silence filled
All watch that cold day is veered towards the pit swinging over arm until
the meshing gears stop and the seal as the black slimy wheel turn and then
with a kiss it pop loose, it was the seal of death. The squeaky door is pulled
stretching the echo from inside, and the last of the green water slide down
the wall. They watch as the slow drip is sticky and long big drops swallow
their feet. A revelation to what was to come and best said in their eyes, by
words long and sticky to describe, a smell so pungent to drive them aside,
the tome that not wait, to prepare mans fate, and is what was said, “This be
Hell gate.” There under was the World of Medicine, uncountable testing
underground passage construct for water melting into the Hospitals insane,
linking chambers cells with nails and jails made into hells each one to tell by
hundreds of years that smell. In big block blood color was the welcome, it
said, “DER Rot X Programm Sachlich“, the English translation is; THE
What was called the Red X Program below the Abrams Building is classified
Top Secret and was fully operational complete with staff. The Red X
Program was titled for promo; a philosophy that only German names were to
exist, as prisoners entered the underground hospital their names were ex-out
in red and replaced by number, never to of been known and never remember
again.
The Laboratories at the time of the discovery were fully equipped highly
advanced medical research facilities; and were fully staffed with doctors,
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN
The Abrams Complex is a Top Secret Installation and there are a compilation
meetings with Simon Wiesenthal and the Israeli Secret Service, other
basis.
monitor access. Identifying and Clearance staff and visitors were a complex
The Jewish War Crime committee was allowed to collect sample body parts for future
DNA identification. The Israelis and Simon Wiesenthal were not allowed past check point
#2 Had access in the intelligence center data base, but were unaware of the Nazi
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medical staff that worked right under their noses. The Americans did supply all relevant
information to assist in the capture of fugitive Nazis. In an attempt to locate Doctor Death
Head Superintendent of the Red X Program that escaped in 1945 Mr. Wiesenthal visited
The following high-profile Nazis captured were maintain first in the Abrams data base
intelligence compute. The successes of capturing Karl Silbehauer the Gestapo officer
responsible for the arrest of Anne Frank was contributed to records found within the Red
X Program. Other information lead to the identification of the following men who had
ordered and participated in the torture and murder of thousands of women and children at
I.G. Farben underground Red X Program. The U.S. Office of Special Investigations to
investigate Nazi activity within the U.S. established identification laboratories in the
subterranean facility too. Most had any idea the Underground Medical Red X Program
existed or the Bio logical and Chemical Weapons Warehouse that lay so close to their
Adolf Eichmann
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ff
Eduard Roshman
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Franz Stangl
D
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No photograph was ever located of the infamous Doctor Death who remaned
wanted:
Furtive of Justice, Nazi SS octor Udo Bayer, AKA: Doctor Death. A number
of the top scientist of I.G. Farben accompanied by the Head Super Attendant
SS Doctor Bayer coined Doctor Death escaped capture and is still a fugitive
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tunnels, chambers and cell rooms. At the time the tunnels were being
at the time the Insane Asylum made conversions from waterway to railed
passage to the mines, the Southern inlet base camp was developed. Those in
charge of the City approved to include human warehousing facilities for the
workers. I.G. Farben had utilized those same amenities for holding cells in
research. Many of those prisoners were found dead, their bodies were stored
bulk. Because of the disposal and storage method used by the Nazis, i.e.;
multiple corpuses horizontally placed on top of each other and treated with
solidifying. The chemical induced fusion slowed the post mortal decay,
however later movement required cutting blocks of the human flesh out with
saws and axes for transport. The human corpuses were of all ages and
thousand was recorded, but the accuracy is unknown. At the west end of the
Building is a very large incinerator that was used to cremate human bodies.
the spread of
diseases created a
major health
crisis. This
situation required
emergency
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attention to eliminate the threat of a plague. A task force was form using the
only qualified personnel at the site. There are some orders American soldiers
advancement of science and medical research, and to possibly save the lives
there was no going back. For their assistance and agreement to continue to
the lower echelon Nazi medical staff members now under arrest, and the
continue to work for us and the program was kept secret; the military could
guarantee amnesty. If it ever got out, the U. S. military could do nothing for
ravished city of Frankfurt The other bodies parts that were found being
destroyed.
and perform this difficult task, the duties and positions given here, to include
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separation from the Red X Program. A document HZX-20 wash out will be
that if you know of this program all applies the act of releasing any part of
research and the molecular mapping of disease strain, virus germ otology
statistical blue printing and all relative information to our mission here is to
humanity we must not repeat that which the Nazi leave us no keys.
The U.S Army maintained control of the Red X Program in Germany for the
next fifty years. The discoveries made from the research and the experiments
and mankind all together. Up until the recent change in global politics all
attempts to reduce the size the huge warehouse containing biological and
technically did not exist and remained at such a high level of secrecy, the
weapons seized underneath the I.G Farben building belonging to the Nazis
were considered ghost arms. Though a strict inventory was kept none were
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ever counted together with all other U.S. Defense arsenal. There was no
of the Red X Program committed to the confirmation of what was there, and
the many scientist worked to develop cures for DNA altered diseases, and
vaccines to include antidotes for the mass germ warfare. Some projects of
chemical weapons were failures, but that did not eliminate there possible
uses. In cases such as Malifon, once an experimental nerve gas found a place
in today’s society, and is the infamous Med Fly insecticide. The Red X
Now, the present day commander General Brown was to be the one that
makes it disappear.
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2.) The classified convey of desegregation mate rrials marked for removal
A speech from General Brown was delivered that showed the deep motion
Nurses, Scientist, and Specialist who worked there. With time their greatest
concern the race for disarticulation and termination of what was to be left
Clearance orders that every germ, living or dead organism, and every
weapon or not were posted in every section. All times the facility resembles
medical Research Program was coming to an end. All was not calm during
this time either; a travel alert was also posted; To determine the treatment of
frostbite, prisoners were taken outside in freezing weather and left with
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exposed arms, periodically drenched with water until frozen solid. The arm
was later amputated; the doctor would repeat the process on the victim's
upper arm to the shoulder. After both arms were gone, the doctors moved on
to the legs until only a head and torso remained. The victim was then used
and burying them follows naturally. Doctor Bayer was not worried about
being found out, though I.G.Farben Builing design include a very large
crematorium . Documents seized reveal his belief Germany could not lose
the war. This was based on the fact he planned to use the weapons. The
Headquarters surpassed 20 Tons. Hitler was against the use, but had the
mankind all together.. Some of the Nazi scientist said, “We carried out our
duty as instructed by our masters. We did it for the sake of our country. The
Final Solution was not a Dream, it was jawed and stored in test tubes. From
our filial obligation to our orders not to release them was divided by a single
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be humans, or a threat, they were numbers. This was more so with prisoners,
they were not allowed to call each other by names, their names had been
RED X out. When you're winning, the losers always look really miserable,
that is just the fact of being on top. In every war in every battle, and every
advised throughout Europe. The Frankfurt area and especially the Abrams
be a fore front scouting for an attack. The normal tourist travel warnings
have been given in the States and an American foreign public awareness
alert is now being sent to the local Hotels and Restaurants. The existence
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random bombings patterns are sporadic and we are taking no chances. The
German left wing extremist RAF, and linked terrorist organizations continue
Faction, RAF has been popular in student movements speaking out against
reported. The group, also known through the German Media as the Baader-
Meinhof Gang, has been identified as responsible for the deaths of twenty
American military officers and enlisted men this last year alone. A number
personnel have taken place years prior. Extreme caution is to be taken and
These drivers are specially trained bodyguards and can save lives.
*These specially designed briefcases carry a powerful liquid acid that will
*This facility and Program does not exist, and we plan to keep it that way.
*It is also mandatory to cooperate with the local German authorities while
order.
*All Red X employees will safe guard and protect all classified
“I made it,” He mumbled with his mouth piece in. Sergio weighed in three
pounds less that yesterday. ‘Ding, ding,’ he pushed off with his gloves. Two
short jabs with his left and he swing around with his right. The bigger kid is
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quick, {ouch} the kid drive his forearm bone hard into Sergio’s arm
knocking it outward. He steps in at the same time and brings up the cut,
{smack} right into the chin. Sergio sees black. Auk that smell, he open his
eyes expecting to see the Ref and that Boxing doctor holding that smelly
little yellow stick under his nose. He’s in the back of the sedan; he tries to
look out the side window but could only see his reflection in a frozen frame.
Luke laughs. The smell of fishy dirty water filled the car and it reeks badly.
They could hear the powerful swish splash swish like a title wave ready to
The Doctor propped himself up to look out the professors side of the
window. There is no need for light the rivers white foam glow in the night. It
race higher than ground that lace it with no time to over flow.
Luke answered, “That is, thy Great O” Magnificent Main River; Germany’s
industrial link to the free world. Don’t try swimming in it. If they can hook
Chunks of large black ice race the other way. Luke continued driving along
side the river. As the army sedan near a bright lighted area, people of all ages
began to appear. The road turn away from the river and turn into a scene
from Disneyland’s it’s a small- small world. Some children were dressed up
as elves. Strings of lights colored green, red, and blue, blink in harmony to
chimes and bells. The smell of roasted chestnuts, pop corn, and candy fill the
air. An old German woman, stir a large pot of hot ‘Teufel wine’. In English it
means; Devil’s wine, getting its name from the strange whirls of clouds
The Professor says, “You are full of surprises Sergeant. This is one of
Luke says, “A kill zone. As you might have heard there are travel alerts for
Americans abroad, the Army has deemed certain areas dangerous for both
they are susceptible to being targeted by terrorist. They call them kill zones”
Luke says, “Just remember you’re here on business, if you mix pleasure with
Luke answered, “I doubt it, can’t say for sure; I think they were targeting the
sedan coming from the airport. Who gets picked up in a bullet proof military
Luke said, “Didn’t say that, I said I’m not sure. Never out think your self.”
The Doctor asked how long again and it brought back memories when the
Professor was a boy, when his parents were driving and he and his sister sat
in the back. His family used to take long drives to visit relatives. His sister
Luke said, “We passed it. Thing is Doc, I got a drop time, were early.”
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The Professor asked, “Who was it, that Bad Mienoff gang?”
The Luke said, “Yeah, you’re meaning the Baader and Meinhof gang. Let
me tell you about them; first of all, those two people are dead and although
the German Press named the gang the Baader Meinhof, the group calls them
selves The Red Army Fascists. We’re dealing with a third generation here.
Those two people’s names were part of the original terrorist who committed
suicide in their high security German prison cells. It was all a trip how it was
suppose to of happened, I mean like how did they get guns into their cells?
70’s.”
Luke interrupted, “I ain’t finished, how come what? How come you don’t
The Professor says, “Ah huh, I didn’t know any thing about them until we
Luke said, “Because the United States government refuses to publicize any
terrorist action, that’s what the terrorist want, their ecause known, most of
the time anyway. Those terrorist got plenty of publicity here in Germany and
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them dying like they did, almost started a dam revolution. If the German
Secret Service did kill those prisoners like it seems, they really fucked up,
excuse my French. What ever the truth, their deaths kicked off a whole new
The Professor asks, “Are we really that bad? What are we doing that I don’t
know about?”
Luke says, “Gentleman comes on now, like you really don’t know what
we’ve been doing? Well besides Vietnam, and lately invading another
country and kidnapping their president, you know, the Panama thing, Ali
Bush Abba and the Forty Oil Thieves, and about a hundred other things
totally wrong according to international law ’s, this terrorist group is mainly
The Doctor sounded like he was choking, “What - what Na- Na- Nazis?”
The Professor said, “Please excuses my ignorance Sergeant, but I don’t have
Luke laughed, and then said, “Sorry I can’t believe how successful our
Government is with CNN life these days in keeping Americans in the dark.
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The few left in power and I mean few, and most are dieing of old age; the
ones that the Red Army Fascist haven’t killed. See, it’s a long story, but after
we took over after the war, we left the Nazis in power as part of a deal.”
The Doctor has reached his daily limit, “The- the- the- Nah- nah- nah nah-”
The Professors asked, “You must be mistaken, the Nazis are still in power,
their in Government, they are-. That’s in creditable; Sergeant was that part of
The Doctor is drooling, “Whaw- whaw- what- what de- de- a- a- arrange-”
Luke says, “To tell you the truth that is out of my ball park. All I know is the
Nazis being left in power and running Germany and the Americans
The Professor points out, “The wall came down and the Communist have
been defeated Americans leaving matter? What kind of place is this? All this
head is spinning. How are we responsible, awe dam politics, I’ll stick to
science.”
The Professor says. “That depends who’s been in the kitchen. For me it is
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Luke’s mind raced to the underworld and he thought if it weren’t for a friend
He remembered how all those dam refrigerators went out at the same time.
His mind play back the events, the lock down, those blinking red lights and
the whole place turning black. Luke’s thoughts carried over into the wheel
and the rear end of the sedan slide out as he made his turn on to Jasperclauss
Weg.
Luke made the correction and his mind float back below. ‘Not want to work
down there hell, If anybody had a reason to not want to be down there it’s
me. The lifer Doctor Schmitt’s wrinkled face popped into his head. Luke
thought the old man was one of those mad scientist, how Luke thought the
old man must be up to no good, always happy and because of the that creepy
smile he wore; until Luke caught what the old man has. Those refrigerators
New Years day Luke and the General were below walking down a quarts
chipped cave top hallway they call the blowing alley because it was so long.
Luke followed the General, listening trying to look and keep up. They were
attached to them. The General was in ramble naming off names of biological
refrigerators started rocking and making all kinds of noise. Seconds later
black smoke come out from the bottom, then flames, they seem to be
haunted or something. The fire sprinkler shot ice cold water down from
above them and the alarm sound. Then the lights start to dim and more
emergency lights flash, blue and purple. Luke could hear a garbled code of
instructions growl over the 1940 loud speakers; first in German, then in
English. Luke didn’t know where every body was coming from, they kept
coming, he couldn’t see very well because of the smoke, he was bumping in
to medical staff, and they were bumping into him. He could hear General
Brown’s voice loud and firm, but calm giving instructions what to do. Every
body, including Luke was trying to run but there wasn’t room; all except the
General, he was in control, he was the only one who was in control. The
scientist reminded Luke of hungry mice looking for the cheese. Luke on his
second run up and down the hallway twice lost, not knowing General
Browns first order was to seal for containment. The two doors located at
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each end of the tunnel had long been shut. Luke was now out of breath
coughing from the smoke. All covered black in soot his pale skin glow white
where watery eyes and a runny nose wash streaks down his face. Spinning in
smoke he tries to run one more time and does into the wall. Knocked to the
floor he looks up and dreams of the woman that wore that nurse’s costume in
the magazine in the motor pool lobby. She is wearing a WWII gas mask.
Look, she is taking it off to kiss me; he puckers up his lips and closes his
eyes. He feels something sliding over his face and head and falls off to sleep.
What caused the refrigerator compressor motors to fry was caused by what
electricity will energize any magnet that is close enough and is wound with
cooper wire. The magnet covered spool of cooper wire need not be directly
Generally even large motors generate fields that cover small areas. The
electrical magnetic field that was the source of the refrigerator motors
overloading causing the fires was part of an experiment located a mile away
on the other side of the Hospital. It was one of I.G. Farben’s experiments
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that our scientists were not positive of what the Nazis were up to: some kind
weapon they thought. In the case of the common transformer; two magnets
one spool and if the application calls for a lower amount of electricity, the
second spool will contain less winding’s than the first, and with less
winding, produce less electricity transforming less power. Luke had suffered
the worst of the injuries, and remained hospitalized for twenty days. He
didn’t seem to mind for when first awaken he learn his dream was if fact not
a dream at all. The nurse he thought he dreamed about was real, with a real
Luke says, “It’s a dangerous world out here Doctor, look at the bright side,
The Professor said, “He is right Sergio, you seen what happened tonight,
environment can bring, and if I’m not mistaken we’ll will be seeing Sergeant
Doctor Sergio Mendez act as though they not there, but then shake them
The Doctor said, “I think it was funny what happen to that idiots arm.”
The Professor took a deep breath and sits back into his seat and is quiet for a
The Professor asks, “Have the German police been much help? Do they
Luke says, “Yes they have, the German police have been very efficient in
recent break up of the Soviet Bloc made a big difference. There is now
Luke says, “Your right though, we’re leaving, it’s finally over, Germany will
The Professor says, “When did they start, the 70’s you say; maybe its
Luke said, “That’s one other thing about hate Professor; it’s a hard habit to
break.”
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The Professor just stared out the window not saying anything. ”
Luke says, “Who or whatever is left of the gang knows there is no hope in
getting their fallen comrades out of jail or bringing the dead back. Thing is
we don’t even know who tried to hit us. There are a lot of people who hate
Americans.”
The Professor holds his hand flat out in front of him, as in stop. Then while
Luke says, “You like people don’t you, I can tell and is why I understand
how hard it is for you to understand, you don’t think like them. I also know
most of mankind doesn’t think that way either, most of these people like
Americans too. But, I do know some things you don’t, its part of my job. So
do me a favor, don’t made my job any difficult than it already is, give me
some blind obedience, I say no, its no, I say go you go, and if I say duck just
duck, please? You can come back hear once you’ve been processed in, but
for now its no. The terrorist are here, their highly intelligent, educated in
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death. Their motive of operand is more like a serial killer on the hunt, real
zodiac.”
Luke said, “You mean because of what you’ll be doing? Your position in the
Red X Program has nothing to do with it? At least there has been no breech
in security yet. Far as we know, they don’t know. We have managed to keep
the hospital and its contents secret for 50 years, how I don’t.”
Luke looked at his watch again then pulled over. He got out and ran around
the sedan, took off his Fatigue army jacket and opened the front door, and
covered the broken window. He then slammed the door with his jacket in it.
After running back around and getting in he reached over and opened the
wing window pulling in the remaining part of the jacket, pulled it tight and
The Professor asked, “I would like to see the Abrams is that possible?”
The Professor says, “It looks like it belongs on some religious postcard.”
They sit in a trance watching the mammoth master piece like Gargoyles
The Doctor states, “Nev- nev- never, I see a building like this. You- you can-
The Doctor asks, “Is all this-this- the Hosp- hosp- hos-?”
Luke says to him, “Your not even close, the hospital is completely under
They stare out over shinny waxed green hood of the army sedan as snow
flakes melt touching it. Stretching out from the front entrance was a palace
snow covered lawn that looked like ice. The complex was lit up with
powerful stadium lights that melted the snow earlier that evening. The cold
winter night has frozen it to a mirror that reflects the architect’s genesis. She
wave like flag in the ice, larger on one side, distorted on the other.
The Professor asked, “Sergeant, I read in the briefing there was once an
The engine was off and the Army sedan moan in objection to the cold. Luke
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knew more about the Abrams building than anybody around. He took a deep
breath and his nostrils blow smoke like a dragon as he tell what he knows.
Luke started, “I think about them now and then, it must have been hell for
those people.”
Luke said, “The first ones, those who were sacrificed, whose names
forgotten that others were to be etched in history. Innocence, all who were
committed to the insane asylum, the patients; the people who died in the
name of science you never hear about, the human Ginny pigs. This place has
a dark past, this dirt; the land here is soaked in blood and if there is such a
thing as ghost they surly would be here. This is one of those places man was
the stake, nor were there inquisitions to cast out daemons, here the possessed
were sick, lunatics, and mad. Like in all things where money is; promises
give birth. The most popular pledge for treatment included progressive
methods by medical surgery, and so came surgeons. What also came; were
not wagon wheel swindlers. Those who sold snake juice for an all sickness
remedy, but madman and butchers, their sharp metal not yet dry in animal
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blood. Then money and power gave way to claim frame, and self proclaimed
Doctors rose up. You could not imagine the horrors that took place at that
time. The ‘modern’ scientists lived by one code; anything goes. They were
chilly high pitched scream of success, they were the true Doctor
This place, the insane asylum, it was a huge medieval castle, really creepy
come and go secretly. He had dug the waterways years before, miles and
miles of them, all circling beneath Frankfurt. When they erected the Hospital
they dug some more. That’s when they discovered bauxite and then the
digging went on for years. The Mine became fully operational in no time at
all as the hospital began to fill. Its workforce was supplied with anybody
they could they could find and call mentally ill. The homeless, street people,
drug addicts, drunks, the ones whose lives were crazy by circumstance, they
were the ones who wouldn’t be missed. They were the Shang- highbred and
forced to work the mine and some truly ill as well. In time the Hospital
apes in a cell, hundreds and a thousand hundred of them. The Mine closed
some of their journals, can you believe it, fucking aluminum poison. The
sick, some died immediately, the rest later. A Doctor named Alzheimer
finally documented the disease as a new illness, and it was named so.”
The Professor said, “You go around telling people that you’re likely to be
sued. There must be some mistake, these are serious accretions. I’m sure if
The Doctor said, “Yo-you so obsessed wi-with crazy people, I-I-I think yo-
you go crazy.”
Luke said, “Think what you want, you’ll know soon enough. Alois
Alzheimer knew what caused this sickness. He tells on his self in his
journals. Disease hell, it ain’t even that; and as for a cure all you have to do
is stop drinking out of it, cooking in it, eating and collecting it over a life
time. The reason it wasn’t discovered prior to the era is people weren’t
exposed to or using the wonder metal before then. Think it just popped up
out of the blue? Sorry Professor the missing link is always mans doing; you
of all people should know that. Unlikely, could be, maybe, might have, just
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happened, those words aren’t used down there or in science, I even know
that. This I’m sure, we have the records to prove that one, wish we had the
ones for the other crap, but that’s why you’re here, right. The one connection
don’t have to warn me about spreading this around either Professor, hell with
being sued; they would be throwing me into jail, Leavenworth, or a pit. See,
what I’m telling you is classified; no body is going to hear it. As for a cure,
there is none, unless you think of a way of scraping the brain, it can be
prevented though.”
The Professor asked, “Why is it classified? That wasn’t created down there.
kind?”
Luke said, “Why? Good question, that’s a start. Could be Big Business; the
companies hide things, different types of car engines that don’t run on gas,
who knows maybe it’s a Coke-a-Cola can conspiracy. Why I say its
below, and is why it will stay below; all because this place doesn’t even
exist. Personally, I try not to make it a habit of knowing the reasons for some
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one else’s secret. This isn’t a briefing Professor, you wanted to know what I
know about the nut house, that’s all, and so Hoffman’s patients were being
used as slaves to mine Aluminum and when it started killing them off Alois
Alzheimer took credit for discovering a new disease, sicknesses take all
forms.”
Luke says, “I’m telling you there is hand written journals written by Alois
Alzheimer. All that junk has been piling up over the time span of two
centuries. The other stuff, I mean the stuff created by the Nazi scientists,
that’s the mystery, and there is files and files of that stuff.”
The Professor asked, “What about the Doctors found when the Americans
seized the hospital, were they any help with rebinding the keys?”
Luke said, “That answer can be found below its just waiting for you. So go
ask them.”
Luke said, “Some of them are, but that’s all the answering I’ll be doing for
now,”
The Doctor ask, “Wait, just one more, wha-whats up with the German Po-
Luke stops him so he could answer, “Cause the General said so, no seriously
because, well that is a good reason too, but because their taking over, its
politics, and speaking of over, well Gentlemen its time say good bye, were
here.”
Luke, “Ok you’ll walk from here. The German police station is right up that
The two scientists shuffled in the back seat of the Army sedan listening to
their driver. The frozen rain had stopped and snow flakes blew side ways
from the wind. It covered most outside light. Doctor Mendez was busy
buttoning up his coat and the Professor opened his brief case and slid in the
turned his head towards the direction Luke was pointing in but couldn’t see
past cold wet frosting that still side down the windows.
Luke continued, “This is your only Gateway access to the underground and
Hospital, don’t try to enter any other way. The German police try real hard to
show how efficient their union is. They say Americans can’t follow rules,
can not keep secrets; and a rumor among them is the Red X program never
existed.”
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Luke said, “Yeah, they say we made it up, the proof being at had it existed
the Americans would have leaked it out a long time ago. Their theory makes
The Doctor ask, “I I I don’t understand, how how can they not not know ?
The Professor say, “What is going on Sergeant, the Germans guard a U.S.
Top Secret Military installation, are told what its secrets are, and are now
liars?”
Luke laughed, “Sorry if I made it sound like that, but no that’s not what I
was saying. First of all, remember this as you will be told in your briefing,
never discus or speak about the Program, never assume or be tricked into
thinking anybody out side the inter-security gates of the Red X Program
already knows any thing about you except what you tell them. All and
Secret, period. There has been several rumors going around over the past
fifty years mentioning the Red X Program and the existents of a hospital;
what is more common is the one about the flooded tunnels, but that’s as far
as it goes, just rumors. The German Police assist in the outside security only.
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What goes on down there is none of their fucking business, let them guess,
And Doctor, they do not know because we can keep secrets, it doesn‘t matter
if one the German Police Officers I was speaking of believed the story told
City of Frankfurt, or whatever rumor told by whoever; because not only has
it been Top Secret since the Americans learned of it, when we leave here it
will remain a secret. Getting back to what I was saying, the German Police
guard the outer perimeter, are very strict, so don’t ever give them a reason to
ever question you other than tonight during intake. You have been briefed as
to what you will tell them. There are hundreds of gateways to the waterways,
but few giving access into the Program, the U.S. Army guards those. In order
Luke says laughing, “Yea, but although were the biggest Bullies on the
continent, it’s their block, so be cool. I won’t be around to stick up for you
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little brothers.”
Luke said, “You’ll see me again, down there and top side. If you want a ride
anywhere don’t be shy, just ask your station chief to call Sergeant Major
Kiddmyer. He’ll schedule something for you, he’s a good man and would
much rather I take any of the civilians than have them running around by
them selves. Hey Doctor take it easy on the Germans will you?”
Luke laughed shaking his head, but was thinking he was an accident waiting
to happen.
Luke says to him, “You’re a real bull fighter Doctor, watch out for those
Arian horns.”
The Doctor sarcastically said, “Bu- bu- bull sheet man,” and that was
followed by a bunch of fast Spanish. Luke had no idea what I it meant, but
The Professor’s tone is solemn as he says, “This is one ride I shall not forget,
and I can not thank you enough Sergeant Lucas for saving our lives.”
Luke laughs and said, “They don’t give them out that easy. I’m just glad
everything came out alright and I don’t have to explain to the General why
The Professor said, “Give them out that easy? You make sound like you do
Luke turns around in his seat to face his two passengers and turns on the car
dome light. He unbuttons his shirt sleeve and slides it up, exposing a black
ink tattoo. To view it he places his large arm on the backrest horizontally.
Starting just below the elbow extending down his forearm were two cars in a
dog fight. The first was an army sedan such as the one Luke drove. The front
right fender was underneath the second which appear to begin a roll. At the
bottom of the picture in Old English letters were the initials V.A.E.C.
The Professor said, “Many tattoos I’ve seen can hardy rate to have intrinsic
value, this however is done quite well, who was the artist?”
Luke said, “A guy by the name Cone, he works down stairs in the Program.”
crashing?”
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Luke says, “Something like that. What do you think those letters stand for?”
Luke says, “Vehicle Apprehension Escape Course; were not just drivers,
were super vehicle stuntmen trained to evade traps set to pin cars in. Your
Luke is thrown off thought for a second, “Ah something like that. Now you
The Doctor says, “Ri-ri-right up there, wh-wh-where the blue light i-i-s-s-s.”
The Professor was looking to where the doctor had point to.
The word ‘Good’ was being carried outside as he said it. They watch him
through the front window as he fly to slide around the car, then opens the
rear passenger door. The storm has become vile and he yells to be heard.
It made the Doctor feel like he belong to the 82nd Airborne and was
preparing to jump on D-Day. The wind is to strong so the Doctor sticks out
his hand for help, and Luke lifts him completely up and out of the vehicle
setting him on the curb. When he let go the wind catches him like a kite and
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The Doctor shakes his head but has to lean into the storm with his shoulder
to work his way back up the path. He turned back to the Professor who has
slid over to the rear passenger side door, Luke then helps him out. Once both
men were fighting the storm on the sidewalk as he slammed the rear door
and ran back around the car. About to jump in he stops for the Professor who
The Professor didn’t have anything else to say, he was feeling the shock, like
the time when he finished watching that to real dooms day flick; and when
he walked out of the theater he had to turn around and just stare at the
The Professor says, “No, I guess not, thanks again for everything.”
Luke laughs and yells, “It is I who should be thanking you guys, now go
With that said when the Professor had finished blinking the snow off his eye
lids he hear the car roar and turned to see its tail lights fade away in the
white night.
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THE UNDEGROUND
WORLD OF MEDICINE
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
As if someone control the weather and flip a switch, the wind stop and the
dark night turn white. The door bell buzzed like an electrical short, and the
Professor looked cross sided as he watched a snow flake land on his grey
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mustache; he turn his nose left then right for the next, to guide the Shuttle
into a safe dock. The professor had left this dimension for a world of
fantasy; he did that time to time to endure boredom, stress, or even pain.
Puckering his lower lip he blow upward, and whisper, “Lift off,” then watch
the ship’s deployment back out into the Milky Way. Doctor Mendez’s curses
draw the Professor back to the cold of the night, and he now is aware of his
partner’s failure to get the door open. It didn’t look like anybody was home;
but the Doctor leaned sideways to view the window for a light just to make
sure. If anybody was home the Professor was going to get the door open one
way or another. He walked pass the Doctor and looked on bell roster for the
letter next the name Polizi, F; he began to buzz; feeling the power of the
piano that he was so used to playing, Professor Vernon first pump a beat in
short jabs, then once in rhythm he make music; a double set of fast taps, then
a single set slow and easy rings. He saved the long note for the grand finale
and held his finger tight against the buzzer. The song lasted for a good
minute and he continued the ending for another; and would have longer if
his finger tip hadn’t started to hurt, it was the cold. When the buzzing
stopped the Professor hear radio static and a voice from behind him. He
turned expecting to see a German Police Officer there to open the door, but
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the crackling German voice come from a small intercom box mounted on the
railing.
The Doctor said, “I-e-e-e-e can can you be-believe that ASSHOLE, he-he
The intercom system crackle again and the man is now speaking broken
English.
The voice says, “Du bis Asshole, vee are closed, come tomorrow.”
The Doctor reply, “Bis Sie der Polizi Station orda nitch? Vas hast Sie
Translated; “Is this the Police Station or not? What do you for
emergencies?”
The voice ask, “Javol vas ist der emergency?” Yeah, what is your
Emergency?
The Doctor, “Ich haben Kline emergency; ahba vee bis-” I have none, but--
The Professor is loosing his patience and asked very loud, “Is this a Red X
The voice didn’t let him continue, it said, “Sh-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-, no say this.
It is a violation, vait.”
The Professor looks at the Doctor with a phony smile nodding his head.
A few minutes later the outer door open far enough for a short bald man to
stick his head out; he look to the right and then to the left. The coast must
have been clear because the Police man turned his head back to them to size
them up. The Professor stretches his arms out and his fingers are spread
He has a heavy accent and says, “Are you Stupid, never say dis, “Red X
The Professor turns his head towards the Doctor while walking in.
The Professor’s eyebrows raised up as he tuck the ends of his lips down and
Once inside they stand in an eloquent foray before a stairway; on each side
was a door, one of which was open. The half dressed policeman led them in
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and just as the Doctor and Professor assumed and commented outside about
the place looking like an apartment, was actually that. The bottom floor
The Professor asked, “Is it common for the German police to use apartments
as Police Stations?”
The German Policeman said, “Dis it’s a special place, very old is dis place.
Now never do you say Rot X Program, never you say you are Scientist,
never this language in public property, Javol? Do you understand why you
not do dis?”
The Policeman says, “No, das it’s a violation, dis is why. You can get in big
The German Police man didn’t understand everything, that’s for sure. He
didn’t answer the Professors question correctly either; the Germans did use
stations, or when they felt a need too; usually to move closer to the action,
however is old, over one hundred as it be and the reason the Polizi are here
is classified.
The Professor says again while nodding his head, “Ok, ok, I know, never
again.”
The two scientists handed him their papers and shortly afterwards underwent
ground and prior employment, standard screening, which they both lied
processing procedures. The short stout German was polite and very efficient;
that’s one thing that easies the pain of bureaucracy, that the guy who puts the
big stamp over the three little stamps knows what he is doing. The front door
swing open hitting the wall, and there stand a giant. The huge German Police
man stand and with one hand is holding another man off the ground. His
prisoner is drunk, has a black eye, and his shirt is torn. He looks angry and
his words are very slurred. The German Policeman weighed over 275
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pounds and was close to seven feet tall. He had blue eyes and blond hair;
and was what Hitler envisioned the perfect German race to be, ideal Arian.
When the big Police man had took off the drunken man’s hand cuffs, the
man’s anger flare loud and he started swinging his fist at nobody but the air.
The Police man spared not the man time to take better aim; he quickly grabs
him by the neck and then raises him off the ground again. The Big German
shook the poor guy like a rag doll until his limbs are Gumby, his therapy
actually only lasted twenty seconds. He then released the drunk who
amazingly didn’t seem drunk any more, or at least was soberly quiet. This
treatment didn’t go well with Doctor Mendez, he had a little man’s complex
that drew his interest for the underdog, and combining that with is distaste
for Germans was enough to get the Doctor into trouble. Predigest thought
and good judgment does not mix. The Doctor gives the Police man a weirdo
with very loud and fast Spanish. So happens it reminded the big German of
his ex-wife and wasn’t about to take it from a man. As for Americans, the
big German had his own predigest skeleton in the closest; he makes the
mistake so many do by stereo typing people from the few experiences they
had with people, race, or nationality. His encounters with Americans center
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on drunken G.I.s, a few M.P’s and movie characters, especially the gangster
found in Hollywood films. Movies like Scarface and the Godfather did
intrigue the man not scare him, where heart is a virtue. An impression came
by way of laugher where Americans were just such nice guy suckers, and he
laughed until it hurt. The syndrome began not to long ago when someone
explained the meaning behind the name of his favorite cigar; ‘Cuba’s
Rejects. The title originated from a piece of history where a trick was played
banana boat desertions and Cuban refugees. What Fidel Castro did when he
heard about it was remind America he was a gorilla dictator, full of surprise.
In response to this kind act of niceness Castro fill boat after boat with violent
prisoners, and his mentally ill; the most violent insane you could imagine.
America became the laughing stalk of the world by that one. Perhaps this big
any case the German shoots the American, a one word question; he looks at
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the Professor flicking his hand back at Doctor Sergio Mendez still rattling
Spanish.
The Professor missed the joke but laughed to be diplomatic; Sergio did not
think it funny as he show by his wrinkled face and by placing his hands on
his hips.
“Sir, I’m Professor Vernon and this is my assistant Doctor Mendez, we are
contracted through the Red Cross and the United States Army is housing us
The Polizi man looks at the smaller policeman and said, “Ich bin nitcht
He said, “American ich vise das. Das ist vonderful. VVonderfulll, hallo my
name is Rugen Schmidt; I am the police, glad to meet you. Please tell your
assistant over dare if he does not stop looking at me like that I’m going to
He laughs and turns to continue speaking English to the little Polizi man.
The Professor turns to Sergio who folds his arms over his chest in a
protective mode and snarls at the Police man. The other Police man raises
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Laughing the small Policeman say, “Schmidt is teasing the Doctor, maybe
best he not be a crybaby with Schmidt, we must all work together ja?”
The Professor gave reinsurance that Sergio would not be a problem the
what was done in the amount of time. In only three and a half hours the
saliva for DNA testing and identification, [so if blown up their bodies could
be identified, so they were told]; finger print them, and make digital imprints
of their corneas, used for blueprinting a pass code map for quick entry. All
they need do is walk up to the door and a hidden camera identifies them by
their eyes and the door open. Near the evenings end, they are introduced to
include an eye examination, he does. The last process come near midnight, it
was a home cooked meal where the Polizi prepared bratwursts and potatoes
for their guest. When that process was complete no time was lost, Mr.
Schmidt the huge German Policeman, and Hitler’s ideal clone came at them
The two men, Mendez and Vernon followed him down into the basement.
There a movable wall reveals a vault door, one that stands to be very old.
Behind the door was a descending round staircase that was hard to walk
down. The German Police man skipped two steps with his right and three
with the left going down. When at the bottom of the stairs Officer Schmidt
Schmidt say, “You must stay close, dare are many danger here.”
The German have a smile on his face his guest did not see, they only hear a
door slam. At the bottom of the stairs was a door, it was on a spring and it
takes both of them to open it. The hallway had been dug out of rock and
other than a bouncing tiny light way in the tunnel it was pitch black. When
they caught up to the German Officer the peelings on the floor his flashlight
reveal say he had finished a break and he take off again. Sergio Mendez was
rear man so the only light he sees is the large Policeman’s shadow stretching
from the wall to the ceiling as a deformed black man. They have to almost
run to keep up with Schmidt’s wide stride. Soon they are out of breath, and
in the dark, and as they began to curse the German for abandoning them,
Schmidt turn on his flashlight and is standing next to them. They weave
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through a maze of tunnels and corridors until they reach the underground
main. The small German police car hardly made a sound and other than their
driver barley fitting behind the wheel, it drove smooth and fast. Where the
Professor thought they had a long walk ahead of them, Mr. Schmidt race
down the blacken tunnel at high speed. Time is lost in the darkness and some
Their moving on foot again, he has the only flashlight and they know if lost
there be little chance to find a way out alone, and there were many places to
get lost.
The Professor was huffing and says, “Hey, you need to slow down a bit.”
The German Police man only say, “Ja Ja,” but does not.
Sergio is becoming irritated and feels the man do this on purpose, however
At the point of near mutiny their guide Schmidt, turns smiling at the two
Americans with contempt and aims his flashlight behind him; he announces
that they have arrived at their destination. Walking around the German to
look; deep steps seven to be exact lead to a platform, on t5he other side a
large medieval iron door, eight feet high and six feet wide was hinged to a
rock wall . Above the door in large gothic letters, written in German were
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these words;
Mr. Schmidt joke in his broken English, “You eat too many Ronald
McDonalds.”
Officer Schmidt then tapped his night stick looking flash light three times on
the door, the sound speak of its thickness. Twenty seconds later the door
slide open where there were four Army Police men; one of the two standing
Military Police Officers are saying to one of the sitting, “Later Dude, don’t
night. The two sitting U.S. Army M.P. officers are getting situated; they
must have just made a shift change. There is a fifth police guard watching
that stand behind a bullet proof glass window. The room is a security
containment area; you enter the room and close the door, if cleared the
second inter door will opened by the fifth guard, crude but effective. Another
security precaution the scientist won’t know about is if the visitors’ was
deemed hostile they would enter once the . Schmidt handed a vanilla
To which in perfect German the M.P. reply, “Bis mina guest nehmen Sie
alles, was Sie wollen, gibt es alles Arten in fur Sie da.
Sergio says, “Yo-your German friend say he-he must ta-take shit, and the so-
Many men and woman in white aprons with clip boards in their hands come
and go. As the two scientists wait for their escort some of the other
man wearing a blue apron and mask approach them, he pull his mask down
He say, “We have been expecting you, how was your plane ride?”
The Professor smile at Sergio while answering; “not as fun as the car ride
The Chinese man says, “I’m Doctor Nugent, you must be, lets see,” He
raised his hand to his face resting his finger on his cheek, acting like he has
Sergio is thinking is this guy real? The Professor just said my name. So the
Doctor play too; he looks offended and says while pointing at the Professor;
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Doctor Nugent is embarrassed, and shocked too, “Oh my, I’m sorry.”
The Professor quickly rescues him, “He’s kidding, and I’m Professor
Vernon.”
The Chinese Doctor wrinkles his cheeks and waves his hand gay at Sergio.
Then says, “Ah you, come I’ll show you around,” he turns to lead the way.
The Professor looked at Sergio and raised his eye brawls. Sergio, who by the
way his upper lip wraps up around his nose, is disgusted; he then imitates
the gay wave and walk to the Professor. The Professor quickly lags so not to
be seen, and motions Sergio to stop by shaking his head and waving his
hands a couple of times. The tour was very impressive, however cut short by
their courteous host that they might be tired after the long trip and entry
one large room containing two beds, sink and a latrine. Sergio was very
hyper and was bouncing on his bed while in the sitting position. The
Professor watched him out the corner of his eye wondering what he was
turned on the hot water facet still watching his assistant; he was preparing to
shave before bed. His observational opinion concluded Sergio had become
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manic, which was fine as long as it was on the up side; coming down the
depression would swallow the Doctor and it was hard to even get him out of
bed. Sergio was pacing the room then turn and said, “I-I’ll be back,” he had
The Doctor said, “I-I want to check out-“he pause smiling, “my-my new
office again.” The Professor said while smiling too, “Watch, your going to
like it here. Don’t stay up all night; we got a big day ahead of us.”
Sergio opened the door and exposed his head, the hallway was empty and he
slipped into the corridor. When he got to the office he opened the door and
peeked inside before entering, and was careful not to close it when he did,
not yet conformable with the place. The ceiling is high and Sergio liked that.
The only light is one of those old fashion ones that hangs down from the
center of the room about four feet, and then a chain hang another four to turn
it off and on. This office room was very large compared to most of the lab
rooms he had seen, they could have been jail cells Sergio thought; and was
glad that his was big. Wondering who he would be working with he begin to
snoop their desks. Sergio was used to looking for clues, as that was part of
his job. He placed together what he thought was a pretty profile of his future
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office had four desks, one at each end and two across from where you enter
on the long side wall. To the left and right of the entrée door were the tall
filing cabinets that gay Doctor said contain Biological Research Data that
hadn’t been gotten to yet. Sergio got excided; imagine he thought, disease
strains and chemical formulas that have been sitting around since WWII,
that’s so neat, he was smiling again. He walks to the cabinets end on his
right and holding his left arm up to place two fingers on the first file cabinet,
then he begin to count jumping his two fingers from one to the next and high
stepping like he seen the Nazis do on TV. As he reaches the last cabinet he
spins back around on the ball of his right foot raising his arm up announcing:
“Hail Twenty,” there were twenty filing cabinets; that’s a lot of icky to go
through he thought. Sergio move kind of nonchalant to the chair that the gay
Doctor said would be his. Doctor Mendez spun the chair so that it faces him,
and when he stare down it invite him. Sergio turns his head towards the open
office door looking into empty hallway, there was nobody around and he sits
down. Sergio pressures his weight down and wiggles to reform the seat, and
then stretches snapping his arms out so his long sleeves are shortened; he
then sets them down on the chairs armrests to finish his claim to kingship.
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Not bad he thought, grabbing to hang on as he pushes off sideways with his
foot and swings around to face the desk. Sergio then slides up under the desk
and picks up the phone; playing around says, “h-h-h-hello, yes General, I-I
I’ll talk to the President now.” With the receiver still against his ear he heard
it ring. He hadn’t touched any numbers lowering it to look at the ear piece as
his eyes widen and lips puckered out. Someone answers the phone and said,
“Operator, remember this line is unsecure. How can I place your call?”
Sergio hung up quickly, placed his hands together in his lap and didn’t
move. Feeling adventurous again, Sergio pushes out from the desk and leans
back, not expecting it to recline he think the chair flip over, and in a split
second reaction ball up. When the recliner had max out, Sergio is cupped
sideways in the fetal position. He then unfolds to sit back normally and
practices to be cool by placing his hands behind his head interlacing his
fingers. Wanting to rest his feet on the desk he stretches his toes to reach the
takes a while but when he got close enough he change his mind and sits up.
He slide open the middle drawer and inspects the contents. In the back left
hand side was a picture in a frame. Sergio reaches in to retrieve it, and his
quickly pull his hand back out. Somebody had hid something Sergio
thought, but what? Reaching back in feeling with his fingers to see what it
was he grabs hold of a sticky object, pulling with a tug it come loose. The
hidden idem had been completely wrapped up in two sided tape. Holding it
he shakes his hand to feel its weight, it is heavy. The size was about five
inches long and its width an inch in diameter. Sergio has to run his finger
nail around to find where the tape ended, then pick at it until he can get a big
enough piece to grab hold of and peal off the windings. Underneath the wad
to? Why was it hid under the desk? The case of the mysterious skeleton key,
I love it.” Sergio looked around seeing not a lock it would fit. Deciding to
keep the key by claiming finder’s keepers, Sergio slips off his necklace and
undoes the hasp to slide key on, closes it, and puts the gold chain back over
his head. The Doctor continues to explore and notices there above his desk
was a picture of Gerry Garcia from the Grateful Dead; the posters border
was decorated a colorful rose vine looped around skeleton bones; and
hanging from Gerry’s neck was his famous fender guitar. Sergio hated joint
people and pulled the picture down crunched it up and threw photograph
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away. Doctor Mendez continued cleaning his new desk top, he stopped when
he see an envelope hid in the crack of the wall behind his desk. He just stare
at it for about twenty seconds. Sergio then picks up a pencil and reaches for
his lips. He grabs the gum pinched in his lips and rolls it at the pencil’s end.
Leaning up on the desk to slip the pencil in the crack, he moves it from side
to side until the tip sticks to the envelope. He pulls out the envelope and
holds it up flipping it over. Reading the face of the envelope it read; Sergio
Sergio quickly open the letter, the logo is the Army’s then below a short note
Dear Replacement,
nervous break down. There are many secrets here, ones made from the evil
of mans heart, horrible things, and another kind, one not from the physical
this place. They have refused to let me go above, a security threat they say. I
just don’t care any more, I’m not crazy those things are alive! This place has
only reassured me of my satiny, all men are evil all should die. I’m not the
first, but I don’t care. A threat I am I suppose for the deeds of the evil within
us all. I have not slept in twenty days now, nor do I want too; they won’t
leave me alone, they’re always there waiting, watching, the faces, they call
to me more than before. That shrink says its my imagination, not real.
Not to him, but to me they are. They help me fine the cures too, they show
me where to look. If you find the key it unlocks the door, but be careful the
Nazis Bastards have set traps down there. I’m leaving the clues for you, the
things want me to come home. Follow the bowling alley, the candle holder
with real the passage. Watch out for room with a red worm, you must enter it
alone.
Jars of remains
Doctor Death
Driving me insane
I am taking my life
replaced.
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Sergeant Major Kiddmyer replied, “Yes I do, and how good is your
English?”
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The woman answered, “Entshculdigen Sie mich,bitte, ich can nicht English
sprechen.”
Kiddmyer said, “You can’t, aber ich kann machen Sie sehr wohl!“
A cocky no non-sense leader, hardened over the many years spent in the
military the Sergeant Major spoke perfect German. At age fifty two he just
celebrated his thirtieth year in the Army this month and was set to retire at
the end of the year. His military career began the day he was born, Sergeant
Major Kiddmyer was born in Frankfurt Germany but not in the Army’s 97th
His Father was Colonel Kiddmyer a lifer and was stationed in Germany a
few tours as well; it was here that his Father met his Mother a beautiful
German woman, and the two were married and had three sons. Colonel
spy. After the war Colonel Kiddmyer remained in the military raising his
three sons under strict guidance as was German tradition. Mrs. Kiddmyer
didn’t want her sons to lose their heritage, that’s why she only spoke
German to them in the home. Sergeant Major Kiddmyer spoke, read, and
wrote very good German, Mothers are the best teachers. The lady on the
The German woman said, “Ich habe gemachen sein Auto kaput mit mein
Auto, Entschuldigen Sie mich.Ich habe meine Papier fuer Sie. Das tut mir
sehr leid. Koennen Sie hieraus gekommen und die Papieren aufwechseln,
bitte?” (I have crashed into your auto with my car, I’m sorry, can you come
Kiddmyer reply: “Oh for crying out loud. Wie wissen Sie das ist mein
German woman: “Das Auto hat Amerikaanishe platen, und ein Army
Polizeimann hat gespechen mit das Nummer, sind Sie nicht Herr
Kidmeyer?”
(The car has American plates, and an Army police officer matched the
Kiddmyer replied, “Ja, Ja, das ist mich. Ich komme schnell, danke.”
The woman said, “Okay, auf widersehen, Ich bin hier ueber dieStrasse.”
The Sergeant Major’s desk was just outside the General’s office and the
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Kiddmyer answer, “Some German gal hit my car, can you believe it? I’ll be
right back.”
The General asked, “How did she know whose car it was?”
Kiddmyer said, “A M.P. happened to be around and saw the plates. Guess he
Kiddmyer opened the door to the hallway and was about to walk out when
The General said, “Hey Bill, how did she know to call on that line?”
He then said, “This line is private, only four people have that number.”
The General said, “That’s right, let me send Daniel down, something isn’t
right.”
Kiddmyer said, “I sent him to the P.X. to pick up supplies, he’ll be back in
about ten minutes, have him meet me on Gunderburg Way, across from that
He walked back over to his desk and pulled open the bottom drawer. He
The General waited for twenty minutes, Luke still wasn’t back. He picked
up the phone and it rang. The voice on the other end was young.
The voice said, “Operator, this line is unsecure, how can I place your call?”
The Operator laughed and says, “That’s what I’m asking you.”
The General said, “You say Sir following your announcement or at the end
of your introductions, no matter who it. That is the proper way according to
The General said, “Good, now this is General Brown, place my call through
The Private stuttered, “Ya- ya-, yes Sir, yes Sir, right away Sir.”
A soldier said loudly, “This line is unsecure. M.P. Desk, Specialist Thomas
The General said, “Specialist Thomas this is General Brown up in G-3 Plans
The Specialist said “The radio, yes Sir, never gets turned off down here Sir,
The General ask, “Did you happen to hear any M.P. reporting a traffic
The Specialist pause for a few seconds, “No Sir, I’ve been here since six.
Housing’s patrol unit about twenty minutes ago, Sir no M.P. be calling on
the radio for anybody’s personal registration information; they couldn’t get it
for one, that type of information has been deemed classified ever that
The General said, “Captain Dean, that’s right, I remember the memo going
around. Hey Tomas you got anybody there that can watch the desk, I need
The Specialist said, “Sir Private Miller is present and will stand in my place,
The General explained what had happened and told him where the car was
parked. A few minutes later Sergeant Daniel Lucas, the Generals private
driver and body guard walk in carrying two large grocery bags filled to the
top, he squat half way down with a bag in each hand and the right pulling his
keys back out of the lock, then stand and push the door closed with his foot.
The General said, “Daniel dump that stuff in the chair, I need you to run
down to the front of the Complex and check on the Sergeant Major he may
be in danger.”
Luke ask as he was heading for the door, “Sure thing Sir, where in front?”
The General said, “He said ‘in front’, go look, I don’t know where exactly.”
Sergeant Lucas had taken one step into the hallway and was about to close
the door; the five shots were from two separate weapons, the sixth was Luke
slamming the door. A few seconds later an explosion shook the windows.
The General stood up from his desk to look out the window. A round grey
mushroom rise fast into the white clouds, then black smoke follow it to fill
When Luke got there the Military Police Officer was sitting side ways in the
snow with one leg bent and tucked under him. He was rocking the Sergeant
Major back and forth who lay dead in his lap. Luke drop to one knee and
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take kiddmyer’s arm to check his pulse, he feel nothing but cold.
Luke felt sick; he stood up and turned away. He tried to swallow the knot in
his throat, but it was stuck. The Red X doctors could control the camera on
the roof from below; they redirected it towards the explosion. Some of them
wanted to go up to help, but it was out of the question. The Army’s 97th
General Hospital had an emergency aid station on the first floor of the
Abrams building; two paramedics dressed in fatigues and a red cross on their
arm was now on both sides of Kiddmyer sliding around trying to revive him;
after a few minutes they look up at Luke and shake their heads. Luke had
orders. Somebody was asking him questions in German; Luke shook his
head and it made him focus; the whole place was in a panic and packed with
people. Twenty yards away black smoke poor into the sky, Thomas had said
Kiddmyer and he filled the Mercedes full of bullets just before the car crash
into a tree. The street was crammed with civilians, military personnel,
military police, German police, different agencies, and the German Press.
The last of these he had orders to avoid as did anybody associated with the
Red X program, not to mention Luke didn’t want his picture taken. Luke
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watched as a large old German man dressed in a dark suit zip up the black
bag. The man could have played a missing link in a horror film. Luke knew
there was nothing more he could do, but he wanted to take a look at the guy
who ran Kiddmyer over, charred or not, he wanted to make sure he was
dead. The German police wouldn’t let anybody near the car and Luke held
his hand in front of his face as the flash of cameras blind him. He turned to
leave and had to head out towards the woods to get around the crowded
street. The snow is knee deep and it slows him down until he is next to the
frozen creek. His pace quickens dodging dark fir trees and broken logs,
when just about directly behind where the Sergeant Major had fallen, in the
center of the frozen stream, lay Kiddmyer’s silver 357. Holding his arms out
to balance himself, Luke walks slow and easy carful not to put his total
weight on one foot because the ice is thin; he bends down and picks up the
gun. First checking to see if anybody saw him Luke slide the pistol into his
The General was staring at the photograph on the Rotunda wall of last years
Christmas party. The back of the Rotunda cafeteria was made mostly of
glass and the windows encircle half the ceiling. The large one room coffee
shop extended out the rear middle of the building on the first floor. The cook
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had the pretty girl at the cash register asked the General if he wanted
anything to eat.
The General answer, “No thanks Walter, I haven’t had an appetite all day.”
The Cook said, “All day, come on, have a burger it will make you feel
better.”
The Captain behind the General said, “Throw one on for me Walt.”
The General stayed quiet, paid for his coffee and while walking up the stairs
was thinking how it seem too been getting dark earlier this year and it was
hard to believe he lost both his wife and best friend so close together. The
General push down on the receiver to hang up then let it go still holding the
The General said, “The front M.P. desk, I don’t care if its busy, cut in now.
He then covered the mouth piece saying “thank you, two sugars.”
there?”
The Voice answered, “No Sir, this is Lieutenant Oliver Sir, I sent him back to
The General said, “Well I need him back here ASAP. I want a statement
from him while it is stills fresh in his mind. No, morning will not do, I said
Click, he hung up the phone and went into his office closing the door behind
him. Daniel parked the sedan next to the roll of guardrail mounts that
separates the driveway traffic directions with the motor running and heater
on. He stares out the new front passenger window thinking of nothing. The
General stood in front of a long antique mirror hanging on the back of the
door. He ran his hands back through his hair, his wrinkled tire eyes staring
back at him, thinking he need a hair cut. Some one tap lightly on the other
side of the door, its time he thought and walks out and down the hall. The
conference room held sixty, twenty seats are filled, and these were his G-3
staff.
The General opens, “At ease and be seated. Gentlemen, as you are aware
there was an attack on the 5th Corps Command Staff that result in murder of
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Sergeant Major Kiddmyer. Little is known at this time, there has been no
The General Staff meeting went on for two hours when it was convened to
Monday mourning. Major De Voss was waiting for the General in his office.
He sit with his chair tilted leaning against the wall reading a copy of Stars
and Strips news paper. When the General walks in the Major is caught by
General Brown says, “At ease, ok Roy what the hell was Kiddmyer talking
The Major, “This is the first I’ve heard of it, Ill check into it Bill.”
The General said, “Don’t bullshit me Roy, Kiddmyer said he found a copy
of the dam thing on your desk as well. I’ll be dammed if there be any black
have your ass. So who ordered it? Did it come from the Pentagon?”
The Major answers, “Sir, I assure you I know nothing about it, if there was
such a project, let alone a copy on my desk I would know it. Perhaps the
Sergeant Major was mistaken; did you go down there and see for your self?”
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The Major ask, “Did he give you any details or give any physical evidence?
that’s absurd.”
The General say, “The Sergeant Major is no Dummy, if he said that’s what it
The General had went through every safe, filing cabinet, and desk in G-3
The General said, “What he found I’ll show Monday, to all of you.”
The Major said, “If there was any evidence to which I deny then you
wouldn’t be asking me, you would be sending home. There can’t be any
evidence because I know nothing of it. As for the others within your
command participating in a black project, I’m giving you my word Bill, I’ll
help you find those involved and scrap the project. I know Kiddmyer’s death
The General say, “You think Kiddmyer’s the first to die under my
command?”
The Major say, “No of course not, I know your combat record, but perhaps
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The General say, “I’m waiting for that M.P. who witnessed his death? Where
The Major reply, “Sir, why don’t you let me handle it, I’ll find him and get
his statement, if you still plan on driving out to your vacation home near
Taunus tonight you should do so before the new storm rolls in. I’ll get the
statement from the kid and have it sent out to you by courier first thing
tomorrow morning.”
The General answered, “Ok Roy, I do have confidence in you, its, well,
THE INTERROGATION
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
“No Sir that’s not true, the car was not sliding; and he hit him before I could
fire a shot. I wasn’t close, well, it just happened so fast. I think the man had
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The Major keep drilling him, he asked, “No other weapon was found except
“Yes Sir he did, the man drove straight towards him, I mean he drove
straight for him, he had a smile on his face. I seen it in his eyes, the man’s
The Major said, “Come on dude, you panicked, you shot the man thinking
he was driving into the Sergeant Major on purpose. The road was packed
with snow, there were no chains on the tires, and the car slid out of control
and you opened fire, hit the driver then the car hit Kiddmyer right?”
Thomas answered, “No Sir that is not what happened. The Sergeant Major
was the one who fired first, three times right through the front windshield. I
fired after the man passed us, I mean where I was, where the Sergeant Major
used to be standing. I fired through the back window. I don’t know if he was
already hit or if I hit him, I think I hit him, I just don’t know.”
The Major, “Ok, let’s take it from the top, come on, one more time.”
Specialist Tomas took a deep breath and said, “I received a code red alert
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double timed it towards the street that runs down in front of the Abrams. I
could see the Sergeant Major, he was still walking down the driveway, and
he was, I don’t know maybe twenty yards in front of me. I yell to him but he
know, where we placed those huge cement blocks after the bombing, to
prevent cars from entering the compound. I ran fast as I could. When I got to
the edge of the compound the Sergeant Major was by his car. He had parked
his Beemer near the corner, on ah, what ever that street is called, next to the
Trinkhall, the place that sells the German beer. He was standing in the street,
on the driver’s side of his car; he was looking over his car, like for dents or
something. Then that woman called to him, least I think she did, I couldn’t
hear very well but he looked up at her like she did. I was still running and I
see the man in the car, he’s smiling and heading straight for the Sergeant
Major, so I yelled- I yelled, “Look out,” and the Sergeant Major looked at
me, then at the woman, and then the car heading towards him.”
Major DeVoss interrupts and is pounding nails, “You mean there’s a car
heading straight for him and you distracted the Sergeant Major?”
Major DeVoss is loud and decisive, “You didn’t say what direction to look
in? You just said, “Look out?” You mines well said close your eyes. You
certainly screwed up, didn’t you Soldier? You called to the Sergeant Major,
Specialist Thomas is scared and his voice rises, “There wasn’t time, I pulled
out my weapon, the Sergeant Major pulls out his weapon, the man isn’t
smiling anymore he is mad and crazy looking, and the Sergeant Major fires
three shots and then the woman point a gun and I-”
Thomas stops and is looking down at the large squares of black and white
Major DeVoss doesn’t let up, “It’s your fault the Sergeant Majors dead isn’t
Specialist?”
Thomas looks up, he has tears in his eyes, “I did all I could, I couldn’t stop
Major DeVoss interrupts and yells, “You what? You let him get run over. The
Sergeant Major looked at you, there was enough time to get out of the way
and you called him to look at you, didn’t you, didn’t you Specialist Thomas.
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Specialist Thomas says, “I- I- I- fired I at them, I tried to stop them, I pulled
Major DeVous slams his fist on the table two times, “You fire two shots.
You just told us you fire two shots after the Sergeant Major fire three head
Major DeVous slows his voice down and some one turned up the heater.
DeVoss ask the same questions over and over in a low slow tone. Then
DeVoss yelled, “You said you fired as the car was passing you, how did you
fire into the back window? If you fire only two shots, why did you wait so
long? How did you fire into the back window if the car was just passing
you? All you did is shoot a dead man in the back of the head. You blew the
fucking face off of a dead man by shooting him in the back of the head. Did
you know the man? Why did you distract the Sergeant Major? You were in
The Major slow his voice and repeat his questions again.
He finally backs off and asks, “Ok, ok, but you handled it wrong didn’t you?
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You distracted him, the car was sliding, and you distracted him, say it? Now
Specialist Thomas screams, “No, no I didn’t, it- it was the guy in the car, the
The Major in a low boring tone says, “There you go making up stories again.
The other witnesses said there was no other person around, there was no
woman. If there was a woman with a gun why didn’t you shot her, why only
two shots? There was no woman was there, you made it up, then shot a
remember? ”
Specialist Tomas jumped up and yelled, “There was I tell ya, there was, the
witnesses are lying, I saw her, she was there. She called him out into the
street and the man hit the gas, they killed him they killed him I tell you.”
the case; he was standing next to Major DeVous and shook his head when he
whispered with his hand over his mouth, loud enough for the Specialist to
hear.
He said, “Guilty.”
Captain Weber stands up and says, “This charade is over, enough of your
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sophism questioning, this has gone far enough. Come Tomas I’m getting you
Major DeVous yell, “Like hell you are. He stays here until I’m done with
The Captain said, “Alright, that’s how you want to play it. Kid I didn’t read
you your rights, I’m doing that now, “You have the right to remain silent.
Major DeVous yell to the Captain who walked out into the corridor. The
Major follows him out of the dark interrogation room and is temporary
blinded and didn’t know which way he went. DeVoss raised his hand
Major DeVoss yell, “Hold it Captain.” All along the high ceiling were very
bright chandelier lights. They were made of brass and adorned with
sparkling crystal. The floor was long and wide made of black marble. The
hallways account for a third of the space on each floor and connect the
adjoining six wings of offices rooms; a cat couldn’t walk down them without
an echo.
Major DeVous yells, “Listen here Steve,” and echoed Steve- Steve, “-you
better not fuck with me on this.” Echoed this-this, “This man better answer
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The word questions bounces all around him. Captain Weber turns around
He says, “And you listen, that kid has rights. This isn’t Guantanamo Bay
Major” The word ‘May- jor- jor’ ricochets down the hall.
The Captain continues, “Besides those are not questions Major; that was
your second attempt using the twentieth procedure, fifth chapter, of the X20
Interrogation Manual, and you’re not getting the third. You know he worked
a double before this happened, so what ever your game I’ll be damned if you
think I’m going to sit around and let you use soporific tactics to induce a
hypnotic confession.”
Major DeVous yell again, “Hypnotize, you see me holding a swinging clock
The Captain said, “You mean answer with the answers you keep repeating.
The kid is prime, he’s half asleep, the forth sentence in the fifth chapter
Major, “As the subject tires, inject ‘doubt as fact’ causing the subject to
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over a period of time the subject will subconsciously submit to doubt his
past failures, where fallibility in men is always certain.” Men fuck up Major,
but your repertory hypnotic means are not changing the facts on this one.”
The Major scream, “You think you’re so fucking smart, well he did fuck up,
and you fucked up, you fucked with the wrong man Captain.”
The Captain disappears down the stairs but he can still hear the Major’s
echoes.
Captain Weber had been Commander of the108th Military Police over a year
now. The Company was assigned to protect the brass that worked at the
weeks at Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. He knew all the tricks and had him self
been charged for over stepping the boundaries; accused of using persuasive
methods for confessions, except the charges didn’t stick, because he went by
the book, because he knew the book. Captain Weber had a sharp mind, was
couldn’t figure out what DeVoss’s angle was. “What the hell is the Major up
too? Why does he want Thomas to fall on this? Who really killed
Kiddmyer?” The Captain pace the floor in his office, asking him self out
loud these questions, he had no answers for them. Specialist Tomas was a
good soldier, an American, and one of his men for Christ sake. He didn’t
know what the Major’s motive was. All he could do is go over the Majors
head and explain things to the General first. The Army used the old rotary
type phones in the Abrams building, although the Captain never spun the
dial even once. All you had to do is pick up the receiver and seconds later
Captain Weber listens, “Private Williams’s sir, this line is unsecure sir, and
Captain Weber on the roster on his key chain for Thursday, and then says,
“Red Stocks number twenty, inform who answers this is Captain Parker
calling.” This week Red Stocks 20 was code for the General’s residence, the
There were several busy signals and then the communications operator came
back on line.
The Operator said, “Captain Parker Sir, your party’s line is busy; do you
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The Captain said, “This is the twentieth time I’ve tried to get through in the
last hour, can you cut in and at least see if he on the phone?”
The Operator said, “Your right Sir, no one is on the line, I hear nothing.
Must be the storm Sir, I ran a high voltage feed, if there were some one
home and it was off the hook they would be covering their ears. Either the
The Captain said, “Someone is there alright, they have to be. I want you to
keep trying, every five minutes. I’ll be at this number, but first give me the
The Captain, “Eaton this Captain Weber is the first Sergeant there?”
Sergeant Eaton said, “No sir he got a call from his wife saying his daughter
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is over in Headquarters 5th Corps barracks messing around with that private
again.”
Captain Weber said, “Just peachy, ok I need you to have two men on stand
Captain Weber said, “Here at the Abrams Building, they’ll find me in the
security control room.” The control room was located before the lobby on
the first floor at the main entrance of the Abrams. This also served as the
security check point for everybody entering the building. In the back of the
guard room was a trap door that give access to the bomb shelter on the first
basement.
The General returned the salute and then stepped into the army sedan. Luke
closed the rear passenger door and jumped into the driver’s seat.
Luke reply, “Yes Sir, December 20th the day you open the winter home.
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The General said, “I’ve been coming here for Christmas the last twenty
years, no matter where my command was. Ellen and I bought it just after the
Vietnam conflict. Don’t know why I’m here this year, more of a habit I
guess, the holidays don’t seem the same without my wife. We‘ll be returning
The City was overflowing with late night holiday shoppers. There was a
traffic accident ahead and impatient drivers started honking their horns.
Some teenagers were laughing, their snow balls to stick on the windows of a
moving subway train. An old man with a rope over his shoulder smile
rush to push and shove first pick where a sale sign went up. Christmas fill
the air with fire place, candy, music and beer. The jingle of bells and
sparkling lights open the hearts of even the miser; and the squirrels dance on
tree tops, their way to stay warm. All the homes here are decorated, and the
trees too. This is when children are good, so to have no bad report that Saint
Nick should skip their tree. No other time of year generates more energy
than when the dreams of children come into unity. The Church bells call for
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the Masses. The sheep gather this night, for the Master’s birthday nears.
The General watch the exhaust from the cars being carried off to shape into
cherubs. The line hasn’t moved since the two cars rapped their bodies
together. One of the German Polizi cars had pulled away from the accident
and Luke tried to get his attention by a quick tap on the horn and blinking
his lights three times. The Polizi see him and turns on his colored strobe, and
then Luke pulls out into a trough and u-turns. They had to detour the long
way around to the autobahn. Once on the ramp the sedan blast snow passing
a Volkswagen bus covered with rock band stickers and strapped down with
snow skis.
The General answers, “The Russians are leaving, the Americans are leaving,
Luke says, “The cold war is over too, Sir, and you General played a major
The General said, “We all did Daniel, your part was just as important.”
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The General said, “However, this was a silent war, there are no metals, there
Luke said, “One of the most important ever won don’t you say sir?”
The General said, “Yes indeed Daniel, but I suppose who really deserves the
embellishment is the Pope; and the contemporary Church for that matter.”
Luke asks, “Why the Pope and Church if I may ask Sir?”
The General answers, “What really shook some sense into the Ivan’s was
Pope John Paul, for without his courage in bringing the Poles together into
The General laugh and then said, “Why am I laughing you might be
wondering? As critical and careful NATO has had to of been dealing the
The General answered, “I see your intellect is growing had you kept your
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little mouth shut I would never realized how big your ears are.”
The General laugh and said, “Why because you have big ears? Or is it
because you can hear, or because you don’t know when I’m joking or
reprimanding you. In the past it was always the Russians who fueled conflict
with America. Finally we got our turn and they fought their own little
Vietnam. We crushed their pride and pride comes before folly. Had they won
arrogance would had filled the hunger that pain their bellies. Humility does
not always change a stubborn mind, but it does fuel desire to regain dignity;
The General says, “Some may see it that way, but remember money is the
The General answers, “No not really, just a change in the faces. Nothing can
One of the blue street lights that lit up the lake flickered as Luke drove up
the hill towards the Generals home. Once at the top of the driveway Luke
stopped to open the tall Iron Gate. The trees guide him down but at the
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He said, “I’m going to feel with my feet where the driveway stop and pond
begins.”
The General laughs and says, “This is where planning ahead pays off. I put
guide lights around the driveway this summer. Just walk to the front door
and hit the switch below the porch light, you’ll be surprised.”
Luke smiled at the General but wrinkled his forehead when he turns to see
The General had his window cracked and Luke walk up to it.
He said, “Yes Sir, I’ll do that, can you hand me the flashlight in the glove
compartment please?”
The storm had blown a snow bank in front of the house filling the porch.
Luke was shoulder high in fresh snow and struggled to get to the switch.
When Luke was a boy he played electricity was magic; he would wave his
wand the same time he would flick the light on. There were two switches;
when he turns on the first, two rolls of orange burn under the snow leading
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away from the porch to the driveway reminding him of that magic. Then he
hit the second and two yellow rolls of what looked like rising suns abed a
white sky glow from below; they encircle a half exposed elephant with its
spray from the trunk and begin to melt the snow that cover the pond. Luke
laugh, wow he thought, leave it to the General, this was a surprise. The
General slide over into the driver’s seat and pulled the car around lining up
the passenger car door with the first two orange lights. Luke bulls a pathway
out to the sedan, getting there just as General Brown steps out of the car.
The General say humbly in a low tone, “Thank you, say Daniel this storm
might pick back up, better you take the car back up the hill so we don’t get
stuck down here. I need to be back at the Abrams bright and early Monday.”
Luke handed the General his brief case and jumped into the car. The Sedan
had no problem barreling back up the hill. The General however had trouble
getting inside the house. The front door lock was frozen and he had to make
his way round back. The General shine Luke’s flash light down at the set of
footsteps that lead to and from the back porch, they were small like children,
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kids he though. Mean while as Luke passed the entry gate he turned left
continuing up the snow covered dirt road to where he could park the car.
Once on top of the ridge he drove to its edge and turns off the engine. Luke
would drive here to pray over the General each time he dropped him off. The
storm had stopped quick as it came and Luke looked down on the beautiful
Prayer, “Heavenly Father, I ask that, you Lord protect the General. Put a
The assassin held the nine millimeter German police special, with silencer,
In a low and slow tone the General address his unwanted house guest.
The assassin was clad entirely in a black Navy Seal assault suit, to include a
black ski mask. Only his eyes could be seen, which were also black. He was
around 5ft 10in tall and the General noted his body frame was thin, though
he not knows if he were a man or flat chest woman. While never lowering
his weapon, the assassin seemed to move gracefully as he work his way
closer to the General; but come in front of the General, the guy was wired up
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The Assassin said calmly, “Why sure, General, I’ll give you that much.”
‘A man’, the General thought by the voice, then observing the assassin to
raise his hand to reach into his upper front jacket pocket. The assassin then
removes a pack of Marlboros and passes the pack to his gun hand; he raises
the now free hand a little further to bite down on the glove. His fingers
wiggle and he pulled it off. Next he lifts up the mask just enough to expose
his lips. His skin is white, too white and smooth. All in a quick move he
drops the pack catching it with the other and popping the lid his fingers shift
and spin to slide out a single smoke. The General notes the man is very
coordinated. Setting the pack down on the counter all while never moving
the pistol barrel a faction of an inch. The General know the man practice this
one, he fling the cigarette and catch it in his lips. Then with the same hand
and the same smoothness, he removed a Bic Lighter from the same jacket
pocket.
The General answer, “Who I have no idea, but I can assume you came in
The Man in Black asks, “How do you know that, my English dialect?”
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The General answers, “No. that only tells me you were raised and educated
near New Jersey, or defiantly on the East Coast. It is your bad habits that tell
much about you. First is your reckless, you smoke, and so care little of your
they don’t have a duty stamp on them. The time frame of departure narrows
by the type of lighter in your possession. They don’t sell BIC lighters over
departure time from the life usage of the lighter; I explain; the BIC is non
refillable and unless you brought a number of them in your pocket which I
doubt, that is the only one, any in your luggage would have been confiscated
by customs as a fire hazard; So, I’d say this is your only one, the one you left
with. The facts; you could not resist smoking even in an act of murder, I say
observation of the lighters low fuel pressure. Your lighter flame is no more
The General could see the man’s thin lips smile and mussels tense, which
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The Man in Black said, “The mind of a General. I take great pride in being
The General ask, “So it’s not who sent you, but what are you?”
The Man in Black said, “Your right I ‘m one of many, part of a secret, a
secret that demands you die; and since that is your fate I’ll tell you. You ask
The General said, “No Prophet has ever had to announce his own coming,
The assassin retorted, “Do you know who the Masons are?”
The Assassin, “From what I hear, you don’t care too much for us. You
transfer out anybody under your command that is a Mason. Isn’t that your
policy?”
The General said, “I have no need for any secret political internal
organization under my command. My rules will stand, even when I’m gone,
The Assassin: “No, not at all General. You think of us as political? Meaning
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we serve the pubic, hah? Let me tell you something, one day the public will
serve us. And for what is this about, what do you think that we don’t like
your rules? You think your rules govern us? What a laugh, you take orders
from us. We are twenty over your head and twenty strong in your unit; they
stretch from G-3 PLEX into the underground. We are better than you at
keeping secrets General, ha- ha- ha- ha. That nosey Kiddmyer brought this
on you. Like I said a secret is a secret, and you know too much, General.”
The Assassin: “Just like a military man to fall for some dame, you should of
seen his face when he seen I was a man. Thought he was going to heaven he
flew so high. Guess God didn’t want him ‘because that fat bastard came
The assassin moved back raising the pistol to fire; the General quickly
Back under control he said, “So it was you who called, tell me are all of you
in on this?”
The Assassin answers, “We the Masonic are one, nobody acts alone.”
The assassin took a deep drag from the cigarette and put it out. “That plan is
vital to America; it is part of the backbone and infrastructure for our future.”
The General: “America’s, and under whose authority? You mean the Masons
want-a-be future. Well, I was right about the Masons. My father is an old
Baptist preacher from the South. He told me Masons are racist, Satanists for
that matter. That you have your own constitution, that is separate, apart
from, and one you put above the Constitution of the United States. That you
vow to serve your own over others, that there is no justice in a Court of Law
order, no needed hospital bed given equally, no bid won in fairness where
knowledge of your order. I know that your vows, and that your rites are
based on hate; you love your selves and that what is in the world. Your kind
is not only dishonest but evil. The oath taken at your Faust tells it all. You
sell your soul for power but the power you gain is corrupt.
Your title free is a mockery to freedom; and democracy has no room for
secrets.”
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The Man in Black started pacing back and forth swirling the pistol at the
The Man said, “How democratic of you General, I thought you were a
Republican. Yeah we hate the niggers, and the rest of the scum. We hate
fags. We hate druggies, the Wetbacks, the Spics, we hate Chinks, the Jews,
Moslems, and we hate the gangs of the poor. We hate stupid people, and
The Assassin: “We are the chosen ones. We are the lawyers, the prosecutors,
the judges, the Presidents, the leaders of the Free World. We are the Doctors,
the Bankers, the educated, the ones you see on TV, in the spotlights, we are
success; we are the ones that make the world turn. People depend on us, the
power. The Masons are in every position of authority possible, who do think
places your calls? We control the police, we control the military. You
The Assassin: “Were not just targeting you, we came to save you. What are
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Christians anyway? Those that think they are lie to them selves, most are
The General: “I do not know what you are talking about. You came from
The Assassin: “Once we were called the Knights Templar, Warrior Monks of
the educated class. We were assigned by the Holy Roman Church to protect
Christians that shared in the sadness of war, pilgrims that travel to the Holy
The General: “I know history very well. The Knights Templar was not
travelers were making some holy journey. They were thieves, robbers, and
The assassin interrupted him. “Ah, and what was wrong with benefiting
The General countered. “What is wrong with murder and robbery? The Holy
Crusades’ was Rome’s attempt to reclaim a crumbling empire; it was not the
title they named it to be. Rome could not stop the Christian movement, so it
enwrapped itself around Christianity. What was adopted was twisted. The
Knights who waged that war on Islam were not Christian. Those were the
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Dark Ages when people could not read God’s Word; thus kept in the dark.
The Knights Templar, however as you put it, were the educate class. They
The Assassin: “The Pope granted all the right to benefit that dared to make
the journey. Take your complaint to the Vatican. Ha- ha- ha.”
in History, especially warped as you present it. The Church made mistakes,
just as every Christian does, that is expected. It is by grace we are save, for
The Assassin, “There’s a key phase, don’t give up, what does today’s
Christian give up, nothing, they don’t give up shit, zero. They can’t even get
past the basic principles, ha hah; they don’t even know what a battle is.”
Laughing until he choked; the assassin fired by mistake, the silencer hum
and the bullet ricochet off the mantle nearly hitting the General.
Then as if nothing happened, he continues, “Just wait, the day nears General,
when the Christianity fad wears off and there are no more Christians, why?
Because the whole crap is made up and people only claim to be Christian
everybody else around them. Funny thing is, they got secrets too General.
Yeah, every last one of them, nobodies perfect, some just hide it better than
others. So a Templar can’t make a mistake? Yeah it’s possible, but we didn’t.
The Templar’s knew how phony Christianity was, but we followed our
orders.”
The General said, “Orders, what orders was that? The order, “Kill them all
The Assassin laughed again and said, “Now how was anybody able to tell
them a part? How do you distinguish the Muslim from a Jew in a battle?
Their dam cousins you know. That order came from the Pope, we were just
following orders.”
The General said, “You said the Knight Templar knew the Church was
wrong, that puts their guilt above all other. They did not have to act, but for
The Assassin: “It was that or to die, for them they had one choice, ‘live‘. For
there is a time and season for everything, when the time came to stand
against the Church we did. You think our forefathers did not suffer for that?
The Church tired to destroy us but we live today, our blood line lives. Many
didn’t, they bowed to the Pope and were martyred for it. The sons of the
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Knight Templar’s that took the stand stand today. We were forced
Freemasons of today.”
The General said, “Yes, the Templar took a stand, but you stood against the
charges I listed, for the heresy, witchcraft, and riches you stole – gold, silver,
The Assassin: “Just like the Church to want it all, greed starts at the Church,
first ten percent, and then they want everything you have.”
The General defends his belief, “Yes the Church makes mistakes, and when
the Knights Templar refused to give up that which they stole, the Holy
Treasure---”
The Assassin interrupts him, “What Holy Treasure? The Holy Grail – junk.
Who cares about that? The Church wanted our secrets, especially the unholy
The General: “If you’re going to talk to me, tell the truth. Your castle was on
the shore. You did not reinforce Jerusalem you excavated the City looking
for treasure. You turned the whole Holy City upside down. So what did you
The Assassin: “You want to know? Is this your last wish? Ha ha you’re
going to die, so I’ll tell you. We dug and dug until we found it. We found
treasure – not the treasures you think, just diamonds gold and silver, but true
King, King David’s son, King Solomon, had a fetish. He liked to collect, so
he collected all the knowledge known to man. The Jewish King, he was the
one who stole those books. The Kingdom’s secrets, their prophecies, their
whether about the wise or the fool, was gathered in one mass, and kept filed
in a single safe place. Like a kid collects baseball cards, King Solomon
The Assassin answer, “What this is all about, the end of the age, when and
where the catastrophic disasters spoken of in the Bible, the sign of the end
times, the Masonic Prophecy. The Jewish King heap all the spells, every
formula, charm, potion, mystic word of magic, curse, or poisons. This that
was taken then was given to us. The Masons are the rightful owners you
know, prophecy fulfilled, all the power of ages had came home. King
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Solomon’s quest for knowledge reach out across the sea to faraway lands,
and the greatest harvest ever known was completed, one of books. Very list
imaginable were his, even the name of God. So many secrets, good secrets,
bad secrets, a wizards dream, the sorry mans nightmare. Funny that you
work so hard to learn what those diseases are; those germs made into
weapons are ours General; we gave them the recipes. What you think was
created down in the Red X Program, came from us. Those Scientist were
factory scientist, they assembled thousand years old recipes, ha- ha- ha- ha-
ha, and I.G. Farben only manufactured the Germs for us General. The cures,
antidotes, vaccines, the Keys, we have them General. Doctor Death didn’t
take them, we never gave them up. We wouldn’t be able to control them if
we had. From Egypt to the Sea of Galilee, the blueprints to very kind of
Germ there is, any ever imagined, already existed, and it was brought to one
secrets General, and he collected them. Ha- ha- ha- ha- ha- ha- ha- ha- ha-
ha.”
The General asked, “So you say you have the cure for the Germ Warfare,
The Assassin say, “What about it, what do you think AIDS is General, some
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venereal ape disease? Ha- ha yeah sure, it is the perfect Germ Weapon, it is a
use that or even Hepatitis C, but they choose to gas the bastards, even took
The Assassin laugh, “What do you think, the Genocide General, population
control. The end is coming General, the Worlds Loadstone, it nearing the
time it moves, the earths electromagnetic field will fail, electricity will no
longer work. Violent sun storms will ravish the earth. Can’t have a bunch of
fagots running around, San Francisco was the first to get inoculated, I mean
infected, ha -ha, nor have the dam Mexicans over running the Beverly Hills
Estates for their food reserves, especially the street gangs, free flu shots in
those neighborhoods, that’s why we have been distributing the shit for the
last five years; through the hepatitis B vaccinations, flue shots, and any other
means, ha- ha- ha- we have eliminate the undesirables, clean up time, down
size the worlds population General, there all going to die anyway. Where just
about done. I can’t believe they haven’t figured it out; how else does two
counting South Central Los Angeles and New York’s vaccine intake, think
we would start a new age with a bunch of niggers swinging around, causing
The General start to lunge at the assassin, “You sick Bastard, I’ll kill u my-”
The Assassin said, “You’ll what, kill who, me die, ha- ha, I don’t think so.
It’s you who will be dying, but not until I say so, you ain’t dying until my
birth time; see you get to be a sacrifice as well General. It’s the reason I
made the lots, there were only twenty Masons with birthdates this weekend
that could come, and I won, I won the lots. You die on my birth date, at
exactly 12:05 am, the time of my birth, tee he, I get to absorb your energy,
hee- hee, and your time has come. The Assassin raises his weapon pointing it
The General stare at his wife’ picture on his desk, a tear was in his eye, He
The Assassin finish his count, “---five, four, three, two, Ba-BAM---
Boom!!!!! A shot, then explosion, then another shots; the first was Sergeant
Majors Kiddmyer’s 357 as it blew a chunk of metal off the tip of the
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Assassins gun where the silencer is attached. The gun fires a second early to
his count and with the barrel damaged his bullet explodes; it blows half his
hand off. As the Assassin scream he spins to see who shot him and the third
cap sound, a military issued 45 caliber enters between his eyes and as it
exits, the Assassins brains spats against the wall where a picture of President
The Assassin had fallen backwards and lay staring cross sided at the ceiling.
In reflex General Brown’s hands had slapped against his torso area, he feels
no pain. Stepping out of the shadows near the rear entry was Sergeant Daniel
Lucas.
He ask the General, “Is there any truth to what he was saying, Sir?”
The General walks over to where the body lay; looking down on the little
man he says, “Well, some thing special did come to him, in the size 45.”
Luke adds, “And 357,” The General looks up and Luke holds up a gun in
Luke continues, “I found the Sergeant Majors pistol today, it was about
The General looks back down at the man and says, “Far as a conspiracy and
mass murder, God I pray not. One thing is for sure though,; Sergeant Major
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Luke said, “It would explain how the AIDS Weapon was spread though out
the world.”
The General says, “My God, we have a major crisis on our hands.”
Luke asked, “What about the disasters and that bit about the Electromagnetic
Field failing?”
The General said, “I don’t know the probability, but I do know in 1989
during the Twenty Year Sun cycle, sun flares knocked the grid out on the
entire Eastern Coast. Go get the car Daniel; were going back to the Abrams
Luke looks at the picture of the President spattered with brain tissue and
Luke said, “Sorry about the mess, Sir. Sir could there be a conspiracy big as
the assassin was saying? I mean, the Masons are big, right.”
The General said, “That Picture was taken when Mandela got released from
prison, ‘No more apartheid. Yes they are big, could be some a sect of the
organization, but I can’t believe they all are in on this, if any. We really don’t
Luke said, “Our President, are you kidding? I was listening to what you said,
up until now, I didn’t know to much about them. You don’t here much about
them.”
The General said, “You don’t hear about them because their organization is
secret, and no I’m not kidding. Many of America’s past Presidents were
Masons. You read what it says at the bottom of the picture frame?
Luke moves closer and reads, “At the cost of Freedom.” I don’t understand,
what does that mean? You just said Mandela had been as released from
prison”
The General said, “He was, but not only did he spend many years locked up,
he the lost spirit. They broke Mandela, there is no fight left in him. His spirit
Luke asked, “How can that be, you said No more apartheid?”
General Brown explained, “Mandela may have started the process, but the
fall of South Africa is something that took place while he was in prison, you
can say he sacrificed his life and drew world attention to the evils being
done there. See, it is Ironic President Bush is shaking his hand since that is
General Brown continued, The CIA is who captured Mandela and turned
him over to the South African government and George W. Bush was Director
General Brown said, “The Statue of Liberty is not the shinning woman in a
white dress most Americans vision her to be. However, do not let this shake
your loyalty. Other Countries see America as an evil Democratic Beast, and
for those living in ignorance, perhaps God will show them mercy. What I
know is that the Leaders of the United States make decisions in the interest
of American. When your left with only two choices to pick from there is
often what we call, ‘Collateral Damage’. I do not believe the United States
Army or the President had any thing to do with this lunatic plans. ”
The General said, “Daniel, try to get a hold of CID, (Criminal Investigations
Division), then call Doctor Schmitt in the Physics Department and inform
him to meet us with his full staff first thing in the morning.”
Luke said, “Yes Sir, are you wandering what the probability for the
The General said, “And if it did could the move trigger a catastrophic chain
theatrical theories that prophesize the world’s destruction. What I’m curious
to know is that bit about the electromagnetic failing and the Sun flares
I.G. Farben’s Synthetic Fuel Project, if what he was saying has any validity
The General said, “Not necessarily Daniel; the world could be destroy by
The General step over the dead mans body to get out from behind the desk.
The General said, “And get this son of bitch out of my house.”
While stepping over the body the General add, “And drag that son of a bitch
out the back k “ while walking towards the phon ignite ment tonight in the
hallway.”
Luke ask, “Tonight Then, bring the sedan down, we’re returning to the
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CRYSTAL
SWIMMMING HOLE
AND CAT THE WILD
BILLYGOAT
CHAPTER TWENTY
Sleeping under the stars was to Johnny what honey was to bears; if he
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were given the choice between the outdoors and a motel, open space, stars,
and fresh air was his. The Utah sky at night lit up the desert like Christmas
lights do a home. His computer buzz and his eyes popped open. Johnny’s
human side made him a creature of habit, and springing to his feet at wake
up, was molded in to his second nature. The beautiful white Arabian shook
its mane; Johnny had prefect teeth and his smile glow. Up before dawn, he
planned to arrive at the Cole ranch early. His new employer, Buchanan
addressed him as, when Johnny received his lecture; was kind enough to
advance Johnny a weeks pay. Johnny admired the old man for fronting trust
to a stranger, taking just his word that he would show up. He thought about
the combination of what the ladies said were signs, and though he didn’t
believe in coincidence was skeptical God planned him to watch over seven
young braves. He had stopped at three places on his way out of town; a
hardware & feed store, where he bought some survival gear and oats for
Grandfather, a second hand store for set duds, and June’s market. He lit a
small fire that burn around his newly acquired WWII aluminum canteen
filled with water and instant coffee. In seconds it turn carbon black inside a
glowing red fire accelerated from tumbleweed. A few minutes later only
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smoke remained as steam twirl at the canteens neck. Johnny spin a fiber
strand for a handle he peeled off a San Pedro cactus for his morning cup of
minutes.”
Johnny hook the nose bag with Grandfathers breakfast as he pad his horses
neck
Mother’s voice was soft and easy to wake to; the type a man could become
hooked on..
Johnny then ask, “How’s the view up there, will you coordinate my .route.”
Johnny ask, “Describe what you see and hear for me Mother.”
She say, “With color only found in morning the dawns light crawls slowly in
panorama to burn up darkness. In harmony the sun mesh first light and
energy that crackles frozen red sand, and I hear popping as melting round
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windows and ice doors open to birds singing; and I see the cactus explode
with the new light of blue jays, red cardinals, and black birds. Some rocks
there, come alive to turtle away slower than rest. Many packs of coyote
follow the other in an orderly dance twisting terrain path beaten by their
ancestors, and looking back at the light, some scared and other mad that the
sun steals surprise from their breakfast. And all that sparkles for a moment,
steam and then bakes still until the hiss of a wind cry hollow hums of
loneness.”
Johnny say, “Wow, are you sure you don’t feel that?”