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• MorAO je npoaa H HexoAHXO eeceua na M OIICT IIKBlTa He JIHllleM. AenOTa HeanOAtCKOr 38AHII& 3B.Y3I'C IleAO "peMe llITO fa nyTHHIt HM8. OBAe /JJl np0BeAC. Moj JiajPOH H AaHTe, XOjH cy MIl aajMHAHjH APyroBH IDl OBOM. nyTOBaHoy; Y HeanoloY croje HeTaKHyTH; no HoIUOl ce XB8Ta npawHHa. JYTP8 cy npHjaTHa 38. fAe,A,aHoe OBHX AH8HIIX npeaeaa, aesepa cy ACne _ WeTIlH.e nopeA 06aAa IIOPCKHX, 0CTaAH Aeo Mila, KaA C\'IIUe yue'IC, yAecaa je aa p83M8Tp1lH.e -KY3eja H raAepHja, a TKXe TaAJljaHcxe HoliK - sa OAJ,lOp. Y Heano,,"y WTeTa je NI JlyTHHK lfRTa BAR mane. Y HeanoloY Decmat TpC6a NI ReBa. BHply03 NJ. CBRpa. CAHKap NJ. CAHKa.; a MIl CIIR OCTahH caac NJ. rAeAblO. OABBAe He QqeKyj Ayra'llOlJl DHCa.IIB, DO wro caM TH RefAl! H3 APYfHX Mecta OIlceo. DCCKOBHTe npajCKe p8lIJIKQe HAH maajQ8.pca 'IeCTe KJDlIe 38.AP*e nyt'HKK8 y co&t. H OR Mapa OHA8 Nl muue. H3 Heeno ..... 38,8,OBOIaH ce XpaTICHII C5eAem&aMB, jep CII8XH TpeHfT8lt lDTO' ce Y co&I upoae.a.e IQIYGIoCH Je 3B. nyrHHK8. Y HeaDOIoY ~ ee ~jo sa pyoutOlf. fAe noHeKH nynutX. DO X8XBO 'If'{NJ. a.e: -A,8H8C caM QUO ope DOAKe oe.A,eO aOA Jt'\'tlec. A. mQe RllKUao "IJAO UA·ItOI'OA..- ~ ~

pyua, JI38 CTOAA ycnme. XxTa ~ HAe Y ITol4Ilejy. ~e ~:JtaOC:rfapH38 Heano .... je HBjaeha Ba.

po1lI Y lespOPH, 8AJ{ 38 Hoe1'OBe OltOAHHe KWKY. N! cy Jf8jAenwe H8 ueAOY CBeTf· 18 HX 6ap !I" ua JeAKOY npH6pe}Kjy MOpcK0Y, HH ua jeAHOM: umaJuaPCK~M. jesePV HHcaM BHAOO AellIlIHX. H caMa BapOW .~AO Je xerra, B sa nynut:Ke, KOjH O.VAil TaKO PIlAO IIfTYJY, Y CBeMV YAWJeHII. }beae IDIjaue, BoeHe YAlj:Qe, lqIKBe H IJaAaTe, HteHIl xOTeAH H n030pHWTa 3aAOBOIDe HOKe JtyTIIHKe )(ojll cy Ha napHCKHM 6YAeaapHMa WenL\H R Y npBHM Reu:a'IKHM BapollJRM8 3QIBCAR. ITo APfI'HM TaMtjaHClUUII MecTHH8 HHje l1lKO.

Oacec caa Y XOTCAY .HoBJt JOpKc. KOjH je Ha caMOj o&AH IIOPCXOj, xa npHCTaHIIlIITY. C MOjHX npooopa BIfA1I ce UOO 33AHB MOpCKH ca CBOjHM 3eAeHHM. OC5a.AaMa, BIWI ce ora.eHH BC3\'B, '<IHjH ce BpX nenpecraac rtywR:

ARM OA Htera nOAJVKe ce Y BHCHHf xao Ka_KaB ofSAIlK. no Bpxomwa 6peUNHha BRAe ce 6awTe ca C80jlUl AeTHtHM naAaTBMa, BHAC ce BHCOKe DlL\1de H norAcKoj. KllllBpHC. HeH36pojHe Aabe H napo6poAH ..... Y.-..ajY ce Ha ampy. Cae je TO 06BHjeHo V aexo '1apo«SHO lL\UeTHHAo •

• n03Jl8jem AH OHY 3CMlby rAe AHMYHH ~jy?c - DBa je 1'8. Aena H TOnAa 3Cl4Jba. Ayro caa crcjec V jeAROM BO!\H.axy a rAeASoo xaKO ce aa rpaHaM8. »tyte ROyop8Jnle a AHMYHOBH; npHXBaTaO caM HX pyxaMa Nl ce fBePHM All HIley OA BOCKa uanpU&eHH, HAH N1 uacy JIBC,UU<aHH,

3a OBO ue)(OAJIKO AaHa O11CJlKO ce OBAe 6asHM BHAeO CllK H KHore 3HaMeHHTOCTH HeanolDCXe; aAH 0 HoHIoIa Be MOlY TH C8A IDIcal'Jl. TOAHKO Me OBa eenora OBHX lIpCAeAa 3IlHHM8. nobeMo DO DapoIllH A8 rACABMO qpxae, raAepHje, naeare, npo.beuo nopeA xaxaor npoIlA8Hxa. OAilKAe ce H3M.eb Kyha aHAH -MOpe, BeaYB. HCKRja, 1CanpH; 3llyCTallRMO ce, rACAaMO, nobeMo. OC8pHeuo ce, cner CT8HeMO - H TaKO npo.be HaM H AUI. AA IIIIWT8 JDlCMO IIJIAeAH DITO je y Heano ..... Y. H mo je PfIUl "IOBe'Ija CTBOpHA8, SHAUB CUO OHO IIlTO .Ie 1IpIIpOA,a CIBOp~ BRACAH CMO HeanoIaCKH 38AHB,

• BIU,C.\H CMO MHoro.

HHcaa ce 38l1YNlO TfHeAy BClIOA TeM3C; JOtcaK ce -"VAllO BJICJIHB ropa.a y mTPa.a(5ypry, a AenOTH HI> IIIOM -lIYABO caM ceo !Ie MO*CW IUL3aTH: BAH je

AelIUIK yae..e X8A ra c:ylIQe 0CT1IB/08.; HAlt yjytpO UAa ee npBH 3paUR cyH'IeBH KP03 ARM Be3yBIl 'lt~y; HAIl Hohy KBAIl ra MeCellHHa 06acja.

V OBUM B8.polIlHM8., rAe je caaxa HJ(OHa y upKBR '3HaMeHH1OCT crape HAH HOBe BeUITMHe, y OBHM npeAeAHMa rAe je ca CB8.KOr 6peUl'lHha xen R APyKWjH Jl3rAeA, nynmQH cy cearA&. yMOpHH. 8.AH e&arA8 38.AC> BOIbHH. Kaxo cB8.He, lUIT8jy A&. HAY TaMO rAe je CHMOra IIpH ae'lepn yroBOpeHO; KaKO cepyqa, coer Tp'le JIll APyro MeCTO; TeK DlTO 15K ce XTeO OAMOPHTR, KlUKy TH aa aeurrc lUTO Tpe6a 'rora ABHa BHAeTH, jep nOCAe je lUiTaBe HeAelbe 38 rAeA&.oQC 38.TBOpeHO. AKo en palOljc nowao, MOpaw HllNeKHBaTH APYWTBO; aKO en OAOQMHO, MOpaw Tp'lBTH; aKO CH 3aCJJao, 'Of'IepoHH (BOb nrro HaC no aapoum BOAR) Ayna Ha Bpam H BH'l.e: .cBR lUi BIle 'leujyl.: - nyrHHK He cae HllIUTa UJTO je 38. rAeA8Hoe OCTaBHTH 38 Apyt"H A8H, jep caora Apyror ABIla HCKpCKy Apyre CTB8pH Koje -rpe6a. rAe,AaTil.

CaA y Heano .... y MMa MRoro nyTHHK8. nyrHHQII XOjR p8AH CBOra 3ApaB1b8 Tpa>Ke !SABrY ltAHuy. AOA83C Y jecea, a 6e.e O,AaB,Ae Y npDAehe, \fHM no'DIV BpyhHHe; nyrHHUH 8eWTaIUf AOA83C Y CBaXO AoCSa roAHHe, H ISaac ce nOAy.e; nyTHHUH KOjH' lIYTYjy caMO GYTOBaH08 p8AH, capare y Hearroe, Q(JII'IHO y npoAehe: nOXO,Ae "oMllejv. nelloy ce Ha Beaya, je .. w MaKapoHe, na oAy: - xy.a.a? - CByAB, caMO He TaMO rAe cy (SHAlt. C TaKDUX Aecenuc. nyTHHK8 H nyrHHUa ja caM Y APywny· TH 6H, MO)KefiHTH, )KeAeo 3H8111 KO cy OBR nyrHHUH. 3ajeAHO CMO AOULUI, aajeAHo CMO OACeAH Y roC11l0HHIlR _HOBK JapE':; 3IljeAHO PY'laMO; jeARor 'lINepoHa MMBalO; aajeAHO caVAB no aaponm Ayr8MO. H MR ce He tI03HajeMO. JeAaH APVroM peKHeMO _A06po j\'TPOC npH C8CT8HKy R _ASKY Noh.: npa PBCT8HKV; TO je cee. HtlXo Nehe CBOjRM pesroecpca H 38J1HTKHB8HteM .a.a Aocabyje ApyroM •. CaaKlt HMa no jeAHY KH>HTY Y KOjOj cy 3Ha,.eHHTOCTR HTaMt"je; TO HAM je paaroaop. JeA8H APyror He n03lUljeMo HHTH 3HaMO Koje je HapoAHOCTH KOjM. Ko 15K. Morao nOI'{)AHTH'KO je OTKYA. CBK roBOPHMO pha- 80 TaARjaIlCJ(H. CBH roBOPHMO pbaoo cj)PaHUVCKII, caa roBOPHMO pbaBo HCM8lfJ(H, To cy cue OHH CBCTCItH BetIHTR nyTHKQIf KOjKM8 je X01'eA - KyIla, KOjHM8 je OKean _ [eeepc. KOjHIol8 je IlIBaj~ - AoMahil oapK, &aJRMa je 1DlT88 KPyr 3eMHIt - 0Ta'iCCTBO. Y

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puroJlOPY naARe lIOReltoy rAeltoJa peq H3. ycra H3 Koje BHAfIlU Nl je jeASH OA HoHX npe ReKOAHKO MeceQ8 681)

lipa3HAHjQ. APvm Nl ce apaha H3 KHHe, a Ypehn Aa Ie apoaeo HelCOAHKO roAHHa \' KaAICyt'H. CaMo jeAaH jeAHHH HeMBU HM8 Meby HIlM&. OR Je PItA Nt ce ca C8HM& paaroaapa, Nl ce ca CBHM8 ynooHa; a.\R OCHM MeRe lUI C JUlM ce ApyrHH, H3 HaIIIer APywTBa, RHje 1II0rao yn03HaTH l5.uvKe. HeMltH H8 nyTy P8AO rrpaee 'R03H8HCTB8; K8KO npoJ'OBOpH C T060M AeCeT pe'IH, OH TN OAMBX JCa)l(e KyA8 HAe, oncy.a.a AO.ut3H, KaKO ce 30Be H 'lHMe ce 38H1fM&: da caM AOKTOP MHAep H3 Aj3eHwta, IlMaM !SpaT&. Majopa y npajexoj BOjClUl, AOAll3KM H3 CKuHAHje, gyryjeM V Mu:ryl. EHrAC3 ra rAeAB H hyrH . .as. cnOM8H na npHjamo nvroeeee aaure, *eAHM, noWTOBAHH rocncsaae. A8 ce ynooHaM •• EHrAe3 ra rAeAa R bym . .cMeM AM mrrara 38. &awe DOWTOBaHO HMe? .He!. oarceapa EHI"Ae3, rm A8Iae CAeAa H hym. HeMaQ ce crrpocra, OAe, H y ce6H noMHCAR: .AAa ce CRTH aap83f0BapacMol.

Mebynw, CBH 11K opHjaTHo npoBOAHJ,fO JlpeMe y ApyDIl'By H CBaKOM npHAHKO)( yCAy*.HH CMO jeASH npeae APyroM. Haw lIIflIepolDf. oApEaoa Be3\' Meby COliMa RaMa. CaMo OR jeA8H rOBOpH. MH hymMO, TAe,a.aMO, H peTKO K8A 3&IIHpHMO Y CBOje nyTHe KHoHre: Aa ce veePHMO Aa HaC He A8JKe. ~HH. KOMe CDR sajeARo ma!!IlMO· AB HaC BOAR no uapounr, HenpCCTBHo Tp'IH OA, JCAHor AO Apyror, aenpecraac roacpa. Ka.a. nOrAe.a.am y Mope, rcecpa TH 0 ¥opy: KaA ncraezam y OBO nA8BO Re60, roBOpH TH 0 HetSy. Y lq)KBaMa H I"IlAepHjaMa roBOpH TH 0 PacjlaCAy R THQHjaay 1(80 A& je C HtHMa oApacreo. AKo HACW nopea 06aAe, Ka3Vje TH rAe ce ItO yA8BHO, rAe ce Koja hOPA C 'IaMl.teM rrpeapavo. OyreM, hplN. T1f Y KOjOj ce "JeyhH IlITO AOt'OAJlAO, BOAR -re rAe ee Mo.e lIITO ltynHTH, CRAOM re capaha Y Kacltauy rAe ee H OR OA,MopR H 0 H8DIeM TpolllltV nollaCTH. AKO XOkID IPUBpa, MOp8MO C HaIDI Nl HAeMO Kp03 ABC-rpK Y,\Mue TaMO rAe OR &eAR Nl r:v AotJpe, a CBe APyre UKrape mro ee DpOAajy Ha APyrRM Mec'l'RMa He aamajy, • jom HaC ycnyT yaep8B8 A8 TO OH He 'lHHH III1'tt HoeMy ORaj DpOAIlBilQ: HeRy H8l'p8Ay Aaje caMO ,Ali 6H My nyrRllKe AOBOAKO. OR roBOpR tpBHIWCKH, a.uJ CBe pe'IH 1131'0B8.p8 DO TaARjaHCItOM H8'1RHy. 3Ha ReKOARXO pe'III • eHl'AeC:D:. B BpA.O ce oIIpa,a,yJe JCa,A, rAeKOjy eJII'AeClC.y

peq peKHC na ra EHrAe311 Jam p83VKCjy B HacMemc ceo AKO'Te AP*H A8 CH Pyc, OH TH n06pojH CT01'HKy HWCHa rpoctx>aa H KHC3008 Koje je no HeanoA>Y BOARO; axo TO AP)I(H AS CH EHrAe3, I5pojH TIl HMeRa AopAoaa H non- 3Yje IUlC8H8 CBe.A,O<f8RCTBa KOAHKO je EHrAe38 H8 B&- 3VB'l HAB Ka MOpy OA o'leBHAHe CMpTK cnacac. He Ai ' HaM nporm HK .nopeA, jCAHc 3K8MCHHTOCTK - Nl Hac HC 3IlYCTaBH. KaA jeAHoMc uno lUUKe, Tp'fH peAOM. TC H OHUMa APvntM TO HCTO IGUyje. He BOAK paqyH8. MHO" I'D 0 TOMC A8. AB ra KO CAywa H p83yMC. OH npll'l& esc, H OHO uno je (iRAO, H OHO WTO IRIje I5RAO.

Ayro caw TH roBOPHO 0 HeanOIbCKOM 'IHWpOHy. mm A8. p8AHH. JC8A ce 0 HC8IIOA>CKOM Itpahoy Rewa mra IUlC3.TH.

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Hehy TH BHIne IUlC8TH 0 aencra Heano ...... B rsercecr 3IlAHB3.. Hehy TH AocabHB8rn: C OIDICHBaIbeM BKOHa. KHnoBa H APyrnx 3H8MCHHTOCm. Ma KOARKO A8. cy ORe Acne H B!l)KRe, CDe je TO OA aepaepa. (5poH3C H C50je. Ma KOAliKO A8 cy xeno B )KH8Q ~eHe. cee je TO MpTBO, cae je TO Xo\8AHO. OHO uno Y C8MOM Ce6B Rewa ocebaea, not5yl5yje y rAeA,aOl(HMa caac aapA>HB8. oceha- 1Wl. Han:wao caM OBA,C aa jCAH\' cpncKy, BalKHy n }l(HBY 3HaMcHliTocT. OBAe je BAaARK8 UPHOroPCKH. 0 HoC"" hy ra OAC8Aa rmcarn: aaure Hero 0 UeAoj HT8AHjn. Mo· rao caa OBAC npoBCCTH jow AlI8.A.eceT A8H8 na A8. oAeM a A8. ra n He BHAHM. CAV'lajHO caM ra HalWlO. C8A hy TH npH'l8TH KaKO •.

Ilpouue ReAe..bC HlIL\H cac H8. 38JI8.AHH Kpaj H~ anoee, H npH nOBpany nOXOA,BAH 010 'q'BCHO WCTaAHlDTe WTO ce 30Be Kjaja; TV je H napK BnAapeaAe. rAe cac web rpaHaTHM DOMOpaHJ,JaM8 Y XAaAOBH'HH Ayro ceA,eAH H n0CM8Tp8AH MOpe. xcje 118M jc caojRII taAaCHMa AO ROry AOnnpaAO. MHom 0.4, H8WCra APymTB&. trpQCTpCBDIH caojy CTpYKV (MCA.. waA). ACJlC80 je H8 caMOM MOPCKOM KaMc.y H (5ACHVO V Mope H HoCJ"OBe OKOAIIHe. HajAemDa B H8jaeha H~ I'OCIIOIIITIIII

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H rocnoJ)a».a npoAa3e TYAa; HMB HX AOI.."J'3 H neiaxe. no caMHM CAyraJda H no JCO~M8 MO>K~ crpaaau n~HaTH » OB,Ae jaw Iiyp60HH BAaABjy. Caa apHCTOXPallHja noH1UlIa ce DO All je Y Bepca1DY Y epeae AYAI!Hra tietPHaecror• QaH tiecnocAeHH 60raTiUlIH cyH'IajY ce 51 .II038jy H8 TO~ IUeT&AHJll1Y CB8XH A8Jf AO '1eTHpH can [KICAe nDARe.

MH 010 Ayro ceAeAH H rAeAIL\H TV. tnapeHy roMHAy; jeAN Hac HaID lIH'IepoHH KP~O All noheMO. HeA8AeICO oA8TAe KaA CMO tillAH nopea jeAHe TpOKaTHe Kyhe, x8)I(e H811 ~epoHM f4j Y wj xyhH, H8 TpeheM 6ojy, MMa PYCKB lWleAa H /IIA je C8A 6a~ TaMO CAY>K6a. Apywno je (jHl\O YJoI0PHO, HIIKO ce HHJe XTeO TaRO BRCORO nea.aTH Aa BMAH pyay ,unyprHjy. leASH EHJ'AC3 peve AS o~ Hehe HHWTa At! rAeAIl mro y HteJ'OBOj nyTHoj XH.B3H IOfje cnceesvro. APVJ1I· J,U{ pe'le Aa je TO BRAeo, R BeAR: _AKo HHCTe HRrAS BHAeAH, MO>KeTe CBpaTHTH, BpeAHO je H TO BMAeTJf Y CBO,. ~O"Iyc. CIlH oaouie y l"OCTHomruy. :SHAD je tiARay nOARe. CiM ja CBpaTHM V TV BHooKV xVhy, H no AenHM, WHPOKHM CTeneHHMa noIJeH:>eM ce H8 TpehH 6oj. Ty. je (5HAa KafleAa PyCKOJ" nOCAaHCTBa_ VbelII yayrpa. Betue DYHO lbYAH R )KeH8. BeliHHoM tiHAH c;y CT8pH H KPymm lbyAH ca BOjCHHM H3rAeAOM: CBBI<H roTOBO HMahawe Ha KaIIyTy" no KOMB" AMh lij)BeHe naHTlbH1re OA cpaeaa. JeA8H BROOK caeurreHJIIC ca AeIlOJd UPHOM: 6p8AOM, V OOraTHM OAeJKA8M3, CA.V'KHO je AHTYPmjy. Ilourro caM crojao HeXOAHKO MIluyra, H38beM U nobe ... KYhu. CHA83eliH HM3 creneae "YJeu: AB aeurrc B3ABAeKa 03AO aeexehe. 3a"YAHM ce.K8A .u:aAO aa~ BRAHM jCAH6ra Ilpaoropna. MAaA, BUCOK H Aen 'IOBex. OAeBeH je l5uo 'DICTO H aeno: ee H.eMV cy I5IlAC .upaoropcxe X8A>HHe OA 6eAe CBHTe (eoxe), UPH!> ropeU IWJB. Hll rAaBH, 311. nojllCOM cpeepac opV)Kje, a JDI DpCHMa BpAO Acne TOIte. 011 je cse no YpH creneee yatipAO CJtaIC8.0, a TOKe cy MV :JDeUKaAe H8 rpyAHJd8. lCa.A ue.Ae ABDpOTp1lB nopeA lleac,:JaIIHT1lM ra ja: .orKYAil TIl OlI,ot,e?c OH ee H8 OBe cpacxe pe'Dl YpJKe, 38- 'lYA.Il ce, H JD TOra "VAll DOJUUta: _A, no(Sory 6pa-re, Jew. All Cpa?c ....... -A,a60l'Me N£ jec&ll.lc _ OAI'OBOpHX My ja. .A, _l1li oupocm ~AllP., pne OK ,611/IIC, -N>

alA lie HHje cyH~rpejlL\olc - 0neT ra ja ymna»: .QTK\"AIl TH t(ak O.AC V HcanOfbV?c - .c rocnoAapolll TV je H OK. H UHjCAV CMO .SHMY ceje npO&eAH.c _ .XajAC All Me BOAHW rocnOAllPY.c - .DpH<leKaj wec. pe<le •• H8. OBHjCU c:ry6aua. ceeo AOK ce TpH nyra npeKpcYHM - na Me CTO OAMax .• 3aTHM OACKaKB. '13 6acaMaKe. Ja caM ra npaTKO 0'IHM8. DpeA 8pBTKMa OCTaBH caoje oPY)Kje H cae y KanCAy. H3 ecje ce XOpllAO kpyntlO PYCKO nojaJt.e. To je (5HO ByK8.Ao, nepjllHHK IWlA.HItC

DCYpa lberowa. .

Ja C8.M ce BpAO oC5p8Aoaao 1UTO hy BHACTH rcra ctyBeHOr upaoropcxor aA8.Alloua H BCAIIICor cpncecr JleCHHK8. Wro caM roA aeroeo 'IHTaO. OCTaAO MIl je V AywH. IberoB ropclCU tlujelUl!f npasH je BeHaU cpncxe IDbH)KCSHOCTH. DOAaltO caM CHAa3HO 8M3 creneae H 51\8- I"OCIIIo8O CaM oaaj CAV'I8J KOjH MIl je AOHea OBakRY paAOCT. ~eA.aH caM 5KO cpncxa roDOPUTH. Ha ueAOM ttyTOB8H>y, OA napH3a AOBAe, HHcaM DRACO Cp6Hlta. Y TyBHHH CMltH jeaee qeK8 AS BlUM caor cyH8POAHKk8. CaMO EHrAC3 3B EurAC38 He. MapR. BaJDAa 3BTO UJTO mt caYM no ueAOM C8CTy HMa. Y HajMaa.eM H V HajYA81toCHHjeM· yrAy aBC Kawe I1A.3Here OHH ce aa nyroBalby 1UL\1l3C; KaKO H8 MOH61UlHY, Taka H ee 'IUM60pacy, OHM ce cpetajv. Ko 6H. Taj KapoA no K.CroBHM nynrnUHMB CYAMO, He 6101 ra np8BH .. HD OUCHRD. OHH cy. K8.A nyryjy IOUH EHrAeCKe. caH "YAH>BUH. DyroBaHtC je "paBa. CTp8CT HMyhHHX EHrAC38. Jlpe ABCCTa ~AHHa 6HAH cy TakBH. illeKcrmp. JODI y cue BpeMe. nOACMeaa HM ce

K8KO rrpceaiv ceoje 3eM.fbe A8 BRAe TYbe 3CMA>e. •

TeJt WTO caM CIIWBO H8 vAHuV. cm)Ke Me Byx ..... e.

R A8A1e DOheMO 38jeAHo. Jlvrea Ka>tCe loiN AS je TV OA UPKOropaua jow H AlfAPHja nepoRHh,· cepaap UyttKH, R BYRO CpAIlHoaHh. ynpaBHTeIo ABOpa BA8AH'DfHa. fiN· TaM ra' ja Kalto.je BA8AHka ca 3ApaaIDeM. jt'"p caM CAY· wac AS GoAvje OA HeMHAe cyae 6oAccm; H OR MH K8.*e N! Mv'je 088 riAara HeanOIDCK8. KAHMa. 3HMVC 8pAO A06no "IHKHA8, -aAH jee , BeAK, .jow CAll6;. HccpehHH UllIIIA '-IeC10 MV ce nORpaha; a H KHtHI'e My rpAHe CTHlI'Iy UJTa OMep ~ nawa V SocKH p8AR. na je 'ICCTO jeA8K H 3AOBOA>IlH •• H3Meby OCTaAor 38JtHTaM ra nyreM 38.WTO peee .u ra AOCIlAIl MHje cyHue rpejeeo, jep TO MH 6ewe :Jar&HCTK8,~ Hare ON O.AJ'OBOpH: .A u. KaKO>.&a nt CC lie 06paAvjCMi DoTRfiQK TN V OBOM HecpehHou nHjC1Y.

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~::UH: HeMa KO .Aolipo jytpCM At! MH peve. HHje~ TN aacro ~ HII HIlIaD DO Hany .... y. Hero OA Kyhe AO OBC UpKSe. KYA ce- rob M8KHe~, HUynH ceo ~ 6:>ry CBHjeT OKO aeae, xl. AD HHJecy HHrAa DHbeAH qOBj~J(8.:60J1lMJl je OBB KapaA He ApyKl.le seh ItA CTOK8. CBC je y8XJUITO.c TIlITao CaM ra xollle AM B~K8 CkOPO JI(Wl3HTH H3 HeanoJ\J8 .• BoraMH TIl He yMUJey k83aTH. Ko he MoM Jt,etOBe MIICAH noroAHTH: AOK. aCTON peae: aJPCM8jTeI - a CBe YH ce 'lHHH: _Hehy TIlJ cpehJiH ~ JUU'A8 AO'leK8TH.c TIa one: H8CTaB~ )IULUITH ce!la CBOJY CUlohy: .cepA8P AuAPHJ8 BaCLtHJeAK A8K CJeAn HI. C5aAKOHY: Byxo IDI8 nOCAa CB8KM .me O~O rccrmaapa, a j8 TY*HII Y C8MohH 38 HaDlOY. AHJenoM UpHaM ropoM.c

Y TOM. P83roBOpy ykMo y xyhy rAe je BAaAHKa ceseo. Ta je xylia Ka yrAy yAHue, I5aw rrpeaa BeARKOI4 XOTeAY WTO ce ecee .PUM«. HNa DPAO aen H3rAeA Ha l40pe H sa CBe crpaae. B.A8AHKa je ceAeo na npBOM ltB:ry. Ao H.eI'OBe co6e Ype6a npallH ABe co6e. Ty Habey Byxy; R OR MIl ce DpAO 06paAyje. AOK ce ja C H.HM D03A,p8BRX R M8AO ncpearcecpax, a ByxaAo Beli H31.a3H JD BAaAH'lHHe coI5e H BH'le: .XajAe, 30Be -re rocnoaepte 18 118.\0 npeltopHM BYUha ll1TO Me je 'raao OAU8X. j8.Bh.80 R WTO HIIje npH'lexao AOK ce MeAO OA rrpauraae O'IHCTHM •• Ruo CJI Me npKj8BHO, K8A HHTH aaatu _ XO caM lUI OTKYA caa: nrra CH MY 3H80 K8.38TH? - »Ja caM My K83IlOc" pese, .H8ID8O caM, rccncaape, jCAHora Cp&llc .- .1Ia KaMO ra?« - .Eao ra, AOBeO caM.'i _ .nycnr ra &.Mo!. - .To je cee: a urra hy MY APyrD ~TH?c

la, k8A caa netnao B3 l'OC'I'HOHHUe, HHC8M saac N1 hy :rora ABHa H3HIiH npea jeAHor BA8A8oua. 6HO caM o6f'IeH 8II>kaBO H HeM-apHO, no llITO ce MHom nyTHHlIH ROCe no crp8HHM. saPOllIHM8 rAe HHrAe HHKora nOOHaTOr HeKajy; • npaae T\'PHCTe. H8pG'1HTO ,EHrAe3H. v:lKHBajy y NeICOY 3IlAOBOII>CTBy k8A CI! TaAKjaHH 38 HoHMa ocsptiy ]I rAeAC IWaOBO OACAo. - HMaO C8l4 CA8MHH WCWHp. JIH P06HH30HOB HHje Guo APVK'lHjH; TO je np80 urro nyTHJfQH xyne K8A AObv Y HT8AHjy. AOK caM ja AD"AHo y peA caoje X8.1bHHe H 6pncao 'lH3YC OA npalIDlBe. Byxa B ByuAO crojlWl cy B Ilp8IIKAH npHMeA6e, a

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KaA cea I5HO aeh caojv TOaAe-ry YaAO Y peA AOBeO, OTBOpKM epere H ybeM Y BA8AH'IHHY coI5y. J8 caM ~R npeACTaBt\>8.0 BAaAHxy upacropcxor 1(80 H APyre JL\aAIIo Ire - V AYro] UPHOj MaRTHjH, C KUlHAaBKOI4 HI. rAaBH, c 6pojaHHQaMa y PYUH. Tauy caM H CAHKy H3 MA1lAHX roAHHJ H>eroBHX BHbao. KaA ybeM, norll.eAW4 no CatiH. Co6a BHAHa H aell.HKa. TPH npooopa rll.eAQA8 cy H8 MOpe, 8 jeA2H HH3 yAHUY Ha Rp8lDeB ABOp. YcpeA co6e erajaAa cy ABEl CTOM; aa jeAlioM l5exy pacrypeae JUIoHJ'e. DHAO je AB2 Aena KaHal5eTa H BIUlle BehHKJIX H M8.AHX CTOAHUB. ca Apynm D0Tpe6H101 HaMenrrajeM; R8. 31tA0BHM8, OCHM OrAeA&A8, I5HA£) je pa:JAII'IHTRX c..uota. AecHO OA apara, Y AHY' co6e, 1580 je KaMHH OA MpaMOpa, otiax no ~p'lJn..tYcKOM H8'IHHY, Y KOMe je ropesa MaA8 Nypa.npeMa TOMe OUSKY, y BeAHKoj. CHHCKOj CTOAHItR ceseo je jeA8H ltpynaH 'qOBeK Y UPHOropCKHM xa..\>HHaMa c UPHOI'OpCKOlot xaDOM Ha rAaBH, H Ap)l(80 je rB03AeHC M8lllHUe Y·PVUH. 're HoUMa uapao BaTpy. JeAB8 je M;orao lIpHMeTHTH AI! je HeRO ymao.

Haxora APyror HHje 611.\0 y coI5H. npBHM norAeAO~ yaepHM ce AI! je TO BA8.AHK8. npobeM xpoa cot5y H H8 AB8 - TpH xcpexa 38YCTBBKM ce npeA H.IlM. ON o~ TA3BY H DorAeA3 Me. Ja MY ce nOJ(AOHHII H peKHeM.: -A06po jyrpo. rocnoaape ... OR MIl OAJ'OBOpH: -Aatipa .. cpehate H OAM8X lIpOAY}I(H: _8H CTC 83 AaAMaQHje? - _BReaM. rocncaape, ja caM H3 CpdKjel. H JUUlteM MY yxpaTKo: AB' caM I5RO ~p Y :&eorp8AY, All C8II saaoaeo y napH3Y, M C8A8 DYTVjeM A3 BHAIU& Hra.uljy. a ope csera Ka380 CBM MY 1C8It0 ce aoeea. Moje Hile Y'DfIDI MY ce nOOHaTO H OA,MBX Me 38I1HT8: sreere All BH nrro IDIcaAH? - _lecaM I. - »Je All BBWa ClIQfleHCJCa- flu.1a, H HOBHlle myMO.~UHKa? - _leeTe, f'OCD(> ABpel.. Hero ce OR ocapre H npHBY'le K &aypH jeAKY CTOAHItY: _CjeAIfTeC. pese MH. _MH eMO crapH nOOH&HHIUI. CaM sac je 60r nOCA8O A8. Me Y oaoj caMohH paal'OBOpHTe •• npylKH MH PYXY. 'I'C ce ca J,UlOIl pyKOBL a.

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Aait>e. CTojehH. npoAYlKHMO Pa.JroBOP 0 woye nvrcBaHoY. a HajBHwe 0 HoIIXOBOM 6aBJDeK.Y Y Heana",y. CePAllP ce He )l(IlAH Ha AVro BpeMC •• la e, BeAH .cjeAHeM H8 OHM IiaAKYH, na WTO rob HMa rGCno,AC H rocnoba H Kapoltll. cae BMAHM, jcp cae oaVAa naea (npobe). H HMjeAHo Helle npohu a AS. HC nOtAcA8 rope V MeRe .• BA3AHKa ce OCMCXHV. rIB MV pese: .TH MHCAHW Aa OHM TAeAe V -eee, a OHH tAeAC y 're X&lbHKC •• - .A 150- raM", rccnozape •• npHXB8TH cePAllp •• j. MHHM AB Y weHe rACA8.jy. EBO. 06jecH cee li:8.lbHHC Ha 6aAKVHV, lIB aKO HJ(O V HoHX norxeaa. OHAa peUH WTO xohcw.c

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~~ CA8tio mro vrra H mmre. SoACCT aercee CI&et8 KY paAHTR. J. MY 'IMT8M. HoaMe, nKWeM InICu:a R ApyrD uno K'/ 3s:rpe6a.- Kute MIl /JJl ce 3HMYc 38- RIDI&O onJICIIII8JI,eM ltpHe Tope K a.eHe HCTOpHje, H8 +p8HI(yCltOll je3HkY. Y TOMe ncaerac MY HeltH OBA8WHall 8,AB01taT, Byxna Ka3a. ChI CB8JtH A8H AO.\83H, -re c BA8.AHItOII no jeAllH cer p8AH. B.\8AHJt8 My otiH'lHO ARXTIIp8, a OH ~CQI mmre. To je AeAO Bdi toTOIIO. CaA I1l c&.YonperAeA8jy. BA8AKK& he /JJl ra noUUoe JIel(OM +paHUyCKOM ClDlcaTeh>Y, no HMeHV BeAaH)Key, C KojlDl ce RerAC I103HaO H 0 ltPHOj rOpH npaeao My. Jie..\aJg[e tiRO je yCXJdlm H>eroBHM ttpJNaJt.eM .. JI.- JrCF. ABO je BAaAHlty ~ MY TaxQ II8IIHIUC JaIltO MY je rrpaaao o Upaoj TopR. 0B0 je A,eAo. xao wro IIH pese, yAewe., sa crpaHIte KOjH Hac He noaHa;y.

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Taxo o11IpHAHKe roeopauie BAa.AHKa, a 5yaena, OD'l.llpaH THIf rOBopOM, crojame opeA IIoHM. nyreM, K8A CMO HIIL\H KyhH, By:Jena, AHBC!'.iH ce B;\aAHUK, peve MR! »BepyjTe MH, osaj saw cveepea tic"'H je peny6AHKaHaQ Hero npe3HAeHT 4tpaHUYCKe Peny6AHKe._ J8 MY K8.>KeM N.t je OR TaltH CAOI5oAHoaK cearaa H caYA8, H /IJ1 ce TO orAeA8 y CBHM HoerolHtM necMaMa H KHoHr8Ma «oje je H3A80 H xcje RapoA cpncaa yaa.>KaB8 1(8.0 HajMnAHje eecje 15.1\8ro. Ka3yje MIl Bvaerra A8. ce MRore BAaAH'OIHC pe'lH Meb CAoI5oAHo8UHMa no HeanolbY np'K'lajy. BA&AH1(8. HIt Y jCAHOM APyurray, na 6"AO TO Meb caMHM XP9.AoeBm.i:8, He Itpnje A& &yf5K CAoGoAY H I1pOCBeTV: »To he,_ BeJ\H, »npohepam TypKe "3 Jeepone " II36aBJ.n1I'MOj HapoA_. Can sa)KHHjH OBA81llHoH "'YAH noxoAKJ\H cy ra H He MOry AOBOIoHO Aa ra ce HIlXBBAe. OB.A,e je BCAHK8 naprnja xcja Teal:H N.t ce cea HT8AHja cnojR y jeARY AP)l(8BV. npH"laAH cy MH Y XOTeAY AB je BAaAKita jeAnoM HOBnHapy pexaor. »As. MOj KaPOA H_ TaKa I5ora11lX H BeAHKHX sapoUllt, MIl 15K ce 38 ABHje HebeJ..e cnojHAH " OCAQ&)AHAJI.- A Y ApyroM APyurray, rAe cy Itp8.h>ll KpHTHKOBBAH WTO RM Be A8 yc-raa, peOO je: »J.tPHOroPnH IIOIIITYjy jymlxe; j8 t5paHIIM aawera Kp8Ib8, KaA je OR jeA8H j8'IH OA aae JOlARO-. Itoj" ce HEl Hoera CBVA8 :JIII:flAII're._

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All ee He onpOCTHM C 8IlM8; H I5YAKTe yae.. }leanOllo8. • MHAMje UITO caM 8HAeO H yrroaeao BaC peHH Nt MH Je EHI'AC3H peTKO .... CK8jy; I50raTH IoOPAOBH aero Heano",~~* Io8CJClljy, TO caMO ,a,IlMaMa. BAaAHKa. lilld'AIl· Axo TMM ",OpAOM 3HMYC HA coapeuaa. Flpa ce n03H80 :u.o je B.uwucy ~ MY .Aft jeAHY caojy IIOA8CKYB~JCB MY ~e. 3a11lY MOIoHO ra .A8 My aa CIoJfKy· 8J1HUIe ompHIoHKe TO urro je C3A3 JCa3aO. B ... aCIIO .. eH HIre N1 HlUlHllJe, H noc.\e KpaTKOr MHWlbett.a, ~ c:a:: C1IQje JOIe R no.paTH EHrAe3Y c."HKV, .. MY ~: .MojH cy CTHXO.H caH )K8AOCHH; ja JUt He mIllIe.. BHlUe! - Ja npeA co6oM .HAMAI rp0C5HY l!Aoqy JIB. KOjo; croj" H81IHC8HO: .Oabe ... e>KH BAaAHK. ApaoropclCJ(; yupo je, • HHje AO'leno • .4.& aJWI cnaceiee CIIOjera JlB.poAA •• H TOMe " .. aMO ~JaHwe 3aXBaAKTH _UlHY 3eKllo8UHMll, rocuoAlfHe, KO}H H &lpTBY TYPCKY pylty AP*e nOA H8IllO)l rymOM. iii ItaA I"OA 8H~ oay c:.uocy. cjenrre ce yHAHoaa xpHWhaHa KOjO cy MOja 8p1lha, B Koj" ~ HX8KBHlt npasa IIHllITe nOA He'l~ Ie'DIO)l ~Il PYKow; H 8H -re TypKe I5paHHTe. KaA, ,I,ObeTe Y I50raTK ADM. .lH H K8A noxecsere oay C ... HKY aIOJHII IIpHjaTelbHMa, HeMojTe 11M Ka3a11l: 080 je BAa~ jeAHor cpehHor HaPOA8; Hero HM KJVKHTe: aBO je Mf'Iemnc jeAHora 3B c ... o6oAY MV'IeHH'lKOr H3poA8.. Kuune l1li: Cp6H )torAH 15K nol5jeAHTU Typxe, ..... H lie IIOtV 1>4 yxHAOC'nIBC sac, lI.pHWl\aHe.. B"'8.AHKa je ca ocebatt.eM roBOpHO; tI03HIlAO MY ce TO ue "'HUY. CepAlP AHApHja, mja Huje pa3Vueaao W'T8. ."'8AHKB \f>paHUYCXB toBOpII, no .... sn MIl petre: .)Kao rccncaepv WTO nj HHJ"AQ xolle A3 MAe •• AOPA je H nee ... e OBOr roecpa ~r 0CTll0 XA8ABH, DO CBaIUf EHr"'e3. Taxc Je kp IDrAeAllAO. OM cner saMOAN BA3AHKY .A8 My :J8 cnowea HaJIRWe A88-TpH CTHXa HCI10A re CAHKe. BAa' ..... MY 0ArOBOpH: .Y HaC Cpl5a KMB jeAH8 njccMa IrOja KUCe: M. ee Mope l1pe'TaopH Y MaCTHAO, a He60 , "'HCT uwrre GHjeAe, He I5H ce MOTAK H8JIlH t8.AH HcmI' cam. To Ie Iill.AeHO Mjecro 38 amy TVTY.4I

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JeARO BC"Ie npoBellJ{ CMO KOA POTlUHAAB ,RB HteroBOJ BMIIM (nO/l,CKOM ABOPUY). APyumJO je I5H11.o aenc H OA' AH'IHO. CeAeAO CC H XOAllAO H no coI5aMa H DO 15awTR. BAlIARKa ce 06H'1HO HOCH UPHOroPCKH; H T8Aa je I5RO oI5V'1eH y upacrcpcxe xaAoHHe, xcje NY BPAO AeDO AO' MlKYjy. PB3roBOp ce roTOBO CBYAB BOARO 4'PIlHUYCIUt. CBN cy 6HAM rTyTHMUH, H3 CBRjy KpBJeaa CBeTa. Ao BIIBAfIRe HHje ce. MOrAO AohM, jeAHaJC:o cy ra OKPYlIUlBBJle )t8.jllemue ASMe H MOAlue /IJI M14 npH'lS 0 UPHOj rOpR, o veraaa. 0 paTOBaIhV Hpnornpaua. B.-\aAHKa je 6MO Aoope 8OAte; TOBOPMO je xerrpecraao. Ja, KOjH ra CBBKH ASH CAywaM, AHBHO CaM ce TB/IJI HteroBOM TOBOPY. HoeroBH¥ npK"laMa H je3rpoBHTHM AOCeTlUlMB. OH [e vecrc npH TOMe npK"lalltY AOA83HO V DoeTCKO OAyweBlbelW:. KYA roe, je KOpa'lHO, CBVAS cy ra npanwt Hajeeha TOCDOAS R rccnobe. V CBOje, OOK"IHO xperxe, npINe 0 UpHOj fopR aeurac [e BewTO cpehy H Heepehy. JYRanrrao H crpaxcaan,e, nol5eAY H Dont.6Rjy. Cee je OK TO ¥Mea seurrc jeAHO DOpeA Apyrora ynA.ecnl /Ill xenc crojx, TaKO xac KRA Ao6ap TKa'l BeUITO ynoma pB3AJI'lHTe I5oje. CaMO Ha jeAHoM 088KBOM Be'lepV MorBO je CBaKH BMACTH Aa je TO DGeTa, AS je BeAJIICII noera. OR je rOBopHO OHaKO K80 UITO j"e Y .fOpcxOM BHjemw· TOBOpHO.

CaaKH' OA MAa.AHX Heano.w.R8 H rrynunta KOJH ra Je Te sellepM CAywao )f(eAeo je HhH y l\pHY fopy. DB It][ oA8paha OA 'rora: .Y UPHoj Topxe, ee.ut •• HeMa XOTeA!I. HH MeKaHHX DOCTe/l,a; Helda nyroaa, HH We-r8AIt,WT8; HeMa ncaopaurra. HH 6uon. CaMO CHHOBH nInapTe v. a.oj 1511 ce 38AOOO/l,ILUI. l\pHa fopa je rp8A y xoae je oncjeanvre DOCAeAH>8 HCKpa cpncxe He3aBHCHOCTII. UPH8 I'opa je KpeMeH XOjH HB caaltH yASp ora ... ASje .•

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:PHO. 011 nOChC eparxcr hynH>ll rAaCHO pese: ·JaARII MOj cpncKH HRpoAe! KaA AU hew TIl nocrera rrpoC8HjefteJI, CAo(ioAllH H cpebaH xac n Apym":.lfilpoAHle Ita ce ~ ann YAy(5HO Y MHCAK; a KOAa cy Kama Ty'I'IfoaA8 DO AemDl OHIIII yAHLt8Ma. FiYTehK AOt)eMO npeA HteroB ItBapTHp, rAe OK H3Bbe, 8 aercaa ROA8 Ok -=ay MeIIC ~, Y MOjy I'QCTHomwy. BA8AHK8 je TO 8C'IC roCDOAH H rocnobaMa npnvao, y HBjAerumtM 60ja. Ifll C8C 0110 urro H8j60me H HajAemue MMa cpncaa na~; B It8A jc ceo Y I(OAB H OCTaO caa ca CBOjHM MHCI\H· lIB, H38mAC cv XV npeA O'IH cee He3rOAC H nerae cprtCKor H8POAB: CJJpOMaIUl'80, nenpocaeaeaocr, pQ&, aaa.e, noUenaHOCT. OryAll OH8j TelUItH y3AHcaj. To MH je cyTp8AIlH, RllCAOHoeH Y CIIOjoj BeAHKOj CTOAHIUI, CIl tyzRIBI oochaJt.e.y U3HBBO.

BA8AR1tB ce TOra Be'lepa vnoaaao ca BHLte8AMKPaAOM UlepHX8HCltC BOjKe ABbe .He38BKCHOCTC, Koja je OBAC y 3IIlt\HBV OA ope HCItOAHRO HeACJDa. OK je OAMax cyrpaAIR noxOA,RO BAaAHKy H hpH nOABCKY MOARO ra ODKM peqma: .M DOrA1lB8p cAotioAHe UpHe rope yK8)Kc noQCT R DOCeTH ytSojRy ABby CAo6oAHe AMepKKce. Iloarrc IAa.ABu. o6eha All he .A.ohH, nomee MY OH nOCAe DOAKe JeAaa BOjeaa 'IIlIaQ: ca 8HQeIWJeT8IIOM Aatie. BA8AHKB OAMU 00IIDlA0e no _Re Ni RAeM H ja •• AAHe, pese, .. mIly ~ BAmII Y 1'H3RJ( X8.IoHH8llll aero Y upH~ t'OpCIaQt •• H TUO, Iloje OA. HoCI'OBHX XllJDHHa, ,"oie 0A ;: 1'pOjaqe, DpeO.A,eReM CC R o($yqcu: lUlO UPHOropau.

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.. UlKe: . _Ko do peno, I'OCJIOAllpe All je 080 ORR HCTR? CePAilP AHAPHja npaBR I4H KOMRAltMeHTe 1t8.IC.0 KIf A06po crojH LtPHOroPCI(O pyxo: d!:, (SQraMH, CBA8. CIt eoBjeK K80 H 11M!. A BYKIlAo DpHAOABAe: .KaKO 're HHje lKBO TpOUIHTH HOBue 38. OHe TaAHjaHCKe ItpneTHHe .•

Y 1])H can no DOANe ceAHeMO Y 'UlMaQ. nOlllA8 cy H caa TPH UPHOropl.l3- llaMa", aa HeJbl.\HI(O UHIIfT8. ope«ece sac AO Ailbe I(oja je noAllAeKO y' OTBOpeHOM 3&ARBY CTojaAa. ·BHUeaAMHPaA. AoqeKaO je BAaAHKY H8 creneHKMa Aabe H npHYHO ra c 'laMQ8. KaKO OK, TaKD H caH ~HUHPfl 6HAH cy oOyqellH y napaAHY \1HH~OPMY. Ha AabH 6HA1i cy ynapabeHH CBH BOjllHQH C nywK8Ma H 0AlL\H cy BOjeay noaacr BAIlAKltH,H Homoaa BOjeRa MV3HKB CBnpaAB je, a Aaba 6HA8 je OJUfh.eHa MH'Q)KHHOIll 38CT8BB, Meby KOjHMa je BHXOPHO BeJl.HKH 8MepHlUHCKH t5apjaK ql CBOjHM 3BC3A8M8. BlI1u~aAMHPlA npoaeo HBC je OA R1!IjAOH.er 6oKOH08 ABbe na AO rope, II cae HIIM IlDK83aO WTO ce HM.8AO BHAeTH. To je 6HO jeAaH 04 HSjsel\Hx BMepHKaHCKHX 6poAoaa. nOCAe CMO ceAeAH PAO y Ocl)}lllHPCKOj CoGH, rAe cy Hac nOCAYlKHAH HeIWM IUlheM HBAHK aa PYM, a.ut je tMalKe OA pyva. BHQeaAMHP8A A80 je BA8AHIVI, 3B cncaea cae nceere, jeAHY MBAy aAH BpAO Aeny Many Ceeepae Auepne R jeAsH MaAR 3A8TBH HOBBQ KOjH je KOBaH y BpeMe OCAO- 6obeH.8 aMepHKSHCKHX Apll<Baa; H K TOMe jaw ReKe CHTHe BMepHKBHCKe CTBapH eoje ce . OBAe peTKO Mary BKAeTH. BAaAHKB je nOCAe BHLte8AMHpSAV DOCABO H3. A8P HeIllTO 0..4. upuorcpcxor opV)Kja. BA8AHK8 RCTHHCKH Ioyt5H AMepHKY. Ca oAyweBlDeMoeM je roBOpHO R CAyurac 0 AMepHInf, 0 HoeHOM HanpeTKY.O H.eHKN ycT8ROo 88Ma, 0 HoeHOj CAo6oAH. »3H8re AM BH., peve BHUeaAMHP8.Ay, -A3 Cat.I ja MHOro nyra npeMHlIlIDBO: All 38lKIIVpHM, na AS OCT8BHM JeBpony ,Aa AobeAi ,V AMepaxy, H Aa HHUIT8. BlWle He 'IJlTllM 0 leaponu. lDyntM- ce Ha tybHHue, &yrHM ce HS caoje. Ce.&.aMAeceT 1lllAH0Ha:

Mora tlAeMeH8MpTBHM CHOM cnaaa K8A CBR RapoAR HanpeAyjV 0 V'KHBBjV nAOAOse CAo6oAe R npocajere. OTIfWBO 6n H3 Jeepone: HHje Jt8A Me HenpHj8Te1o npHTHCHe, nero 1C8.A BRAHM NJ. oaaxo BCAHKO llAeMe IUlO wro je CAOseHCK.O Hel48 TOAHKO 101 4tlDlNlte 11K MOpaA' He CHafe AS. JD6aBR j8AHV »ojy 6pahy OA TllpBHCU

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C ~ CMO Y)I(HBL\H V npeKpacHY H3tAeAY Ha 88- pom, H8 ccrpea, Ita BeJVB H sa cay OKOAHHY. BMlAHka ce OrrpDCTH C aMepHKaHcKoM tOCnOAOM, H CCAHcMo y 'lBM8U. VnapabeHH BOjHHUH oner cy OMAH nO'l8cr opy*.jeM. a MY3HK8 je CBHp8Aa. KaA je BAaAHK8 ceo V 'l8.Mal:.t H l!0wao, TOnOBD C Aabe ~o'leJUf cy rpYllaTH; ,AB8AeCCT H JC,AaH Ton n03ApaBHO je CyaepeHa :QpltC Tope. Ha MHOrHM ApVJlIM AabaMa, nopea KOjHX CMO mOBHAH, 38CTaBe ce nOARtHy PRC, a CBR MopHapH noaereiae X80 ImIQe H8 xerapse: ol5a ... e ce 38upHeWe 0.4, TOMKAe CBeTa; H ca Buwe CTpaH8 3aXOpH ce: .Eviva. ev:ivalc ()K)tBeO. )KHBeO). BM\AHK8. je 11OAH380 CBOjy Iij)HOroPCKy Kany H 6A8roA8PHO HM.

Haw 1I8Mau HllI8.O je KaO crpeaa, a Ayra'IKB. 8MepHKaHCn 38cnlB8 ua MoeMV AOXMT8Aa je BOAY. ITpOWMl. CMO Kp03 CTOTHHe, pa3AlNHTHX 6POAOBa. C jeaxe rpsxe .-\abe II03ApaBuwe BA8AHKV 6YPHOM neCMOM; 38UCA.O necMOM para, necaca OCAo6obe .. a. Ca amue Aaba ICa· nCTBHR H MopHapH AH38AH cy pyxe ¥DHC H aaxe ... ". KB· naMa. To cy. no ceo] npHAHlUf. A8I.MaTHHlUI KOjH DC> 3H8jy BAaAllKY.

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Jleo CUI ce H8. Beayu. CBaltR ltOp8R. ccrebe MH npajaTHa ycnoMeaa QeAora *HB01'8. H3. rocracaaae .He>Bar Jopxac. tAe jom CTIlHYjeM. noUL\O je Hac ACCeTaK Koje EHrAe3a H EJU'AecKHH.8.. xcje cltpaHJ.lY38 H Helolana. Maoro ClIO AIlH& Dpe rora DpH PY"KY yroB8paAH KBA

beMa nob, K8KO beMa DOtut, WTa h.elllo nOHeYH: nett.a. Hoe H8 BeaYB HHje AaK nocao. To je I5per BeAHItH H cTpMeHHT. Be3YB je 6M13Y Hearmea, aAH HDaK cilia paac nOIllAH. Ao PC314He, ceaa HcnOA caaor Be3yaa, KWAH CMO no AenOY Dyry, rOTOBO H:JMeb caMH:': Kyba. He 3Haw rAe Heanoz, npecraje a rAe nO'lHHoy APvre aapoumue H ceea. fOTOBO '1HTaB oaaj 3aAHa cnecaae cV Kyhe H 6eAe ce caVAa noxpaj 06aAe aac A86YAOBIf J1()o pea jeaepa. CBH OBH ""VAH )KHBe V aenpecranoa CTpaxV ,Aa HX. BeaYB CBOjOM BaTpOM He aarpne. Heanos, ce peTKO nAalUll, OH je AOCTa VA.a/beH, 51 3aKAaIWl ra MOpCD OTOKa.

OA Pe3HHe DO'lHfLe DelWlHoe aa Be3yB. Ty cac HIWLUl cee WTO HaM je aa Aato.e Tpe6aAO: KOlbe, aaare, BObe, aeAHKe urranoee HTA., a H3 Heano ..... nOHeAH CMO WTa JieMo jecrn KaA orAaARHMO. 0 TOMe ce nccrepao Haw rocTHOHH'Iap. MHorHMa cy BHpHAe H3 uena MeAe 6yre.....e p83AH'lHTO'r nnha. Y Pe3HHH HaUlAH cac jow MHOro nyTHHKa. Ty CMO ce CYCTHrAH H3 CBKjy xpajeaa CBeTa. KeO WTO ce CYCTH>KY xauaje rtpee KallHjaMa JepycaAH· M8. H na 06eAaMa JopA8Ha. 113 Pe3HHe, KaKO ce note. HAe ce y36PAO. Ho HHje jour cTpMeHHTo. OCHM aaiuax norobeaax npa'raaaua H OHHX WTO cy rropea CBOjHX "183111 HWMI, 6HAO je jow MHOro H APYrux He3BaHUX WTO cy nOWAH y H8AH A8 he HaM rAeroA VCnyT 38TJle" fiaTH H H.HX.Osa DOMOh H YCAyra, H sa he TOM npHAHKOM WTOrOA 3aC."'YlKHTH. OHH aoce na npOAajy BHKa, BOAC, nOMopaH)JH, urranoaa HTA. A.ocHM OBKX, KOjH cy AO aa BPX Beayea HWAH 3B. HIlMa, npaTHAa Hac je SHwe OA noaa .cara rOMHAa aeue, }KeHa H crapaua H3 Pe3HHe H nOpTH'IH, Tp'lehH 3B HaMa, 60cH H nOAytlarH, DpOCHAM cy MHAOCTHihy. Hertpecrauo BH'IyhH .Maria santlssimae (npeceera Mapnja), jYPl-lAH cy Hac xac AB CMO HM HeWTO OTeAH. Taxo cy Hac H3 Pe;)HHe "CnpaTHAD, rase cy Hac npH rtoepa'rxy AO'leKaJl.H. To je H.HXOsa HaSHIta. HHIUTa He paAHTH, TO ce KOA HtHX JOse )l(H&eTH. THAt ce A83aPOHH OAAHKyjy 0.4, Apyror CBeTa. B83MH rnaHAYjy. AaKWe HM je OA' nyTHHKa KOjH OBYA8 epee HCnpocHTH WTOro.4, Hero 3apBAHTK. KYA ce I"OA nyTHMK aaxae. HaMbe Ha il>HX. AKo -re K81CB8 rpaaa 3IlKalolH, aKO je KaKBB KaMeH aa nyry, aKO TH WTO C KOIWl cnaAHC. DO AeceTOPO HtHX rrorpae N1 nt Y"HHe YCAYlY· nOM3llt\, TH H OH.A,e I'Ae Tr:t JNlXQBa. nOMoli HHKaKO He TpC6a, ....

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HUITi' HO.BllU8· nYTtfHUJf HX ncyjy, rpAe. II Tepajy. ~'nOCAe A8AY liM noseurro. Beays - TO je fMf)lOBa, .. .J nynt:HWI cy H.HXOsa ACTHHa, H.HX,OB I5oroMA,UIJ.i HoHlIA, KaJKH HAl AS TH ncujy, OHH he nesaT"; KaJKlot :H~~H Hrpajy, OHK fte TH arpara: KaJKH HM Aa TH IWCIlB n0C80 cepure, rAe ce Tpe(5B MBAO AYJKe nOTpy_ AH1M _ .No, signore!., (Hefty, rocncaane}. KAHMa ux je p83Ma3HAa. OKH He ocehajy HHKaKBHX ncrpeee. lteAe IOAHHe y caacj KOuryJbH MOry H~H, na KaA ce HaryTBjy MBK8.poHa, ACTHy nOTp6ywKe KPBJ M.bpa H sa3ABH. rAeAe Mmory oaHX npeAeAB .• Dolce far .nlen.te. - TO je IbHXOBB nOCAOBHua, Koja xaxce: CAB1KO je HHUlTa HI! paAIfTH. 3a HeanoJb H eeroev OKOAHHY ~THHUH "IeCTO lleAe: OBO je paj y KOMe NBOAH,06HTBBB]Y·

XajAeMo N!!De Ha Be3YB. OAM8X KBKO CMO H3HIUAH

- N3 Pe3HHe nacraje sell npasa rwcrarea. HUlAH eMO no cau.OM UM.eHy. To je aaaa KOjy je aeraa Beave H368- UNO. Aa6t.l - aose ce OHa caeca xcja "3 Beayaa KyAoa, H Koja, pBCTOIJ!DeHa, rese xao pen HH3tiPAO " Ba.Jba ee K8.0 TeCTO; KaA OXABAHH, PIl3AH'lHTO H3fAeAB, BAH _tiMKOM je IUIO KaMeH HAM KBO arvpa. KaA ce aaaa KH3fipAO 88.Aoa, TaKO je BPYI1a. Aa ce sa neaecer xcpaxa IIpeA u.oM CHpoBB apeera 3BfIaJDyjy H_ no AV" naaare. Cae YAHQe H fDljaue y Heano,,"y nonaoxaxe cy OBOM .umo .. ; nojCAHHO KaMea.e Ayra'lKo je "HTaB xopax, a 'IOAJIItO je I'OTOBO H lWt,POKO. Orora y Heano,,"y HHrA3. ReMB 6AaTB. Be3YB CllAB He H36auyje; TO He 6HBa CBaKe I'O,ARHe. CaAa ce caao aerrpecranc nyUlH.

KB,A, CMO ce noneAH AO epMHTa)f(8 UlTO ce soee CaH- Cauarop, 3BYCTBlIHCMO ce AS ce OAo'dOPHMO. To je .leAHa MIlAS QPKBHQa ca HeKOAHKo. f38HHX c0OO, y KGjaMa lItHBH jeAaH nyCTHtIoaK. nYTHHQH ae OBaKSHM nyYOBHua KBItO CTaHY - OHH jeAY. Jlcceeaea CMO no OIIOM KaMeH.Y H BIlAHAH eMO H3 caojax Top6HQB KO je Dna HM80 -3;& je.\O. A,HaHK H3rAeA CAaAHO H3M je xauie awraje. CIUI CMO hyY8.AK H rAeA8,AM. Bolle aaure noCIe,!,aAe CV TaKobe, MAH, H8CAOHHBIlD{ ce-aa M83re, rae~ ~ V 11&(:. OBy Hamy 1lIllnIHV npHjaTHo norpece :- ~ necMe. JeAllH Ae<lKO CeAeo [e. npeM3 H3Ma

,JU.HOJ V3BJOUeHOj CTeHH. Ha rAaBH My l5ewe noeepaM a&.uClpecu wewnp; jeAHO .. y pa.u:e BHpHAO xpoa ~ ltOUry~y, Goc:e IIore BHCHAe My HH38 CTeay.

lLeroao OA CyHl.(8. npelL\aHYAO AHue tiHAO je BeAPO eeceao H eerro. ITOI"AeA na MOpe H na Hearrozs, a nONHcao Ha A06py HanojHHUy OA nYTHHka, AoseflH cy ra- y ycxHh.eHoe, H OH AenHM H jaKltM rAaCOM, K8K8B ce caac V OBHM KpajeBHMa MO)kC "YTH, aaneea:

reresa, io parlo, B,..' idol mio!

Se piace a Dio, Rirorner6.

Vado a levtlPlte, Torno a ponente; Se rrcvo gente, Ti scriver6.

Non pianger, bella, Non pianger, 110/ C'u.l mio riromo, Ti sposer6.*

CBM cao ce p83BeCCAHItH OBOM nccMoM; a MIt8AO TUMjaH'Ie, Be<:eAO MawyhH WewuPOM, fipOAYJKHAO je jOU! ja'IHM rAaCOM AllA>e neearn. Jeaau OA lt838.poH8 ICaA BHA.e aaxo HaM ce AonaAO OBO neeaa,e. CkHAe weWHp H Aobe Meli Hac rosopeliH: ~AajTe HCWTO 38 oaora WTO neea: OK je MOj fipaT!. H HC:I\ cy HeK.H nyrtUfI.\H C5all,HAH 6HAH aenax aceeua y ureunsp. K8A ApyrH AOTP'CIllUe H xaaaure Aa OH AaJKe, HHje My epar: OHAS OH yTe'le HH3 6PAO, rAaCHO cMejy!i.H ceo MH HaHOBO !lOKYRHMO Meby aaaa Iteny CyMy aoeaua 38. neeava. HHjeA8H pVTHHK H!-Ije OCTao AS MY, naje urroroe, npHAOJKKO.

OAaTAe CMO HWItH AaA>e eeceeo. Taj neeau n06YAHO je H Hac aa neaaa,e. MHom cy nyTHHQM neaaaa: CBaKH Ha CBOMe jC3HKY. A MOJKe 6UTH All je TOMe vapox H TO WTO CMO Y epMHTaJK.y, OCHM BHHB WTO CMO Co6oM HOCHAli, JUtAlf H BUHa KOjHN Hac je KaAybep nOCAYJKHO, KOjC ot5H'1HO CBH nyrHHUH Ty 38 cnoaea nujy: oao ce 3O&e ./IQ.lCpUMQ. KPUCTU, l1ITO 3Ha\IH: cyaa XPUCTOBa. To je SHHO BpAO "YBeHO H n03JIBTO \' U;UOM CBe1Y.

* Tepe3HjB, ja OOA83HM, "eM MAOAe Moj! Alco f50r AL apa.nd\y ceo HAeM Ha HCTOK, BPaltau ce JIll 38J18A: no abe .. sora, nucal\y TH. He 110\8_, KpacHa, He llAa_. Mel It-.. ce apaTHY, Y3e"fty re ja.

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OHO je CA3TKO H .pAO A06po; POA~ OByA.a OItO' ~ Ha caMoj Aa8M. V epMH!aJKY ~Ma JeAHa BeAHKa Itlt.ltnt y KOjOj 06H"'"O yrtHcYJV cBOJa ~MeHa DyTHltlUl itaiM OJIYAa Ha Beays npoliy. H MH CMO .vDHC8.\H CBoja, HMeHa H 06A8pHAH caora KaAybepa kOJH Hac je Aeno HcnpaTHO H 38 HaMa rAeA80 A~ru...e rOA HHCMO 3aUJAH' a oHaj Ae'lKO ca CTeHe neaac je jeAHaKO, HO 0,6, It~ apeBe IfHje ce aorao BHIDe ."Ivm. Meby HaMa I5HAO • ACCTa caeja, jep ce l'AeKOjHMa npeBpHVAO ceMo .:

::;~~K~:re380He:!t=~':eK~. ~~ ~T:::~aAaHe~

.A8 ce MaJUty, a xexe ce npa!iajV crpa»CH.HM HOtaMa

• f{8. HdfMa rocnobe apHIDTe. •

Mallo AaJ&oe MaHWAH CM~ jow ea jeAHY.3I'p8AV, 2.\H y a.oj HHKO He ?K".BH. To je oncepaarcpajn 38 Haylflta POCMaTp8H08. KOJa je 03HAaHa npe ocaa rOAHHa, AOBAe a HapO'lHTO AO epeareace, BltbaAH CMO nOpeA ~ J10rAeKojH )l(6yH HAH ncraexojv BHHoay AooV I(Oj8 ce VBH'li8 OKO Ae6eAIfX CMOKOBHX ApBeTa; BAH AaJt.e HHrAe HRCMO H8HUIliH Ha KaKaB 3HaK )fU:lBOTa. HAH na KakBy I5H .... KV. HAH na KaKBY roe, creep pyKy <lO~e"ljHX. CByAa. je 15HAa nYCTHlh8, caapureaa nyCTHH.a. HHJeAHor H3aopa HeMa .a.a nopee, Hac »cydopH, HRjcAfle rrraue HeAUt Aa DpeKO Hac rrpexera. Cae ce upaa. OHO H3rOpeAO xaMCH>e, Ailsa, H3rAeA8A0 je He ApYK<le nero xao KpynHO opasee, a UpHO KaO yrlbeBlbe. Ta rAyaa nYCTHHoa, TO caepureao MpTBHAO ueae npapose yrmua H HaUJy epe BV. MH CMO, H caMH He 3HaMO KaKO H 3aWTO, 38HeMtA.H R vhyr8AH. CaMo .cy ce aaure aobe raenrro jaBhoaAe R .ypKAH easre. nyr cee 6ellIe V3aHHjH' H cee-reaa 5HAO je eecaa crpao H BpAeTHO HJiH.

Ho TO IWje HHWTa; TeK KaAa CMO AOWAH nOA caNH spx Be3yaa, aecra]e OHO llITO je najreee H HajTpyAHHje 3Il nyrHHKa. Aahoe ce HHje MorAO aa Ty!5HM aoraee. Ko xohe A8 SHAH caMH BPX Beavea H xparep (pyny QAakAe 113M3H AH» H earpa), sropa nennce A3 ce rreae, JIAH, Oolbe pel'Ut • .a.a ce ny>Ke. TaKO je V315pAO H crpKeHHTO NJ. ce He MO>Ke ycnpaeac crojara K3.A ce H,Ae. He MOlKe nyTHJ:IJ(. TpH nyra XOpa<lHTHa Aa ce He npH' :oaTH pyJtaM8, 38. KaMea.e. MHOrH cy ce nyTHHLUI apaTIIAM Y eplOIT3JKj HHeV XTeAM /IJl1De HhH. 3a oea] caM ..,.., AOIt ce \lOBek ycny*e, rpeze Ao6ap car 38 A06pc Iiore. IIHcMo MOrAK MIlK jeAlUt 3Il APyrHM, jep ce HenDA

HOry OTHcKyje eaea, DO p83Ap06.\oeHO KpynHo KBMeHoe, H xone OHUMa WTO HAy 38. HaMa Aa "Cnpe(iHja KOAeH8., To je KaMeH.e TaKO OWTPO A,a aa nOAa cara "OAB caRMa cy HaMa '1113Me 6uII.e pacueeraae H ncnenaae. HeKR, ICCjH cy 3HaAH 33 0110 '1YAO: 06YAH cy '11t3Me OA ACo 6eAe H jaxe xoace. rleeec caM ce AocaA HB aacre 6pe· roae, aAH OB8KBOr 'reuncor neH.8.tt.a HHTAe HVlcaM BRAeo. U C8Aa, noWTO caM ce OA,MOPHO, KaKO nOrAeA&M 118. 1Ie:IyD, aore Me 3360Ae.

3a ;lKeHCKe OC06HTO [e 6HAO TeWKO nea.aTH ceo MHore CIlIa, ecje MH, xcje aobe, yrtpllBO' ayKAH y3 6PAO 38- pylte. JeAHa EHrll.eCKHHoa, eeecjse MAaAa HAena, HHje JtTeAB npHMHTH HH"lHje I10MohH; Ihy CMO '1eCTO HW'IeItHaaAH AaK ce OAMapaAB. OHa 15K BOAeA8. VMpeTH 0IfAC Y oHaj crpaHH Hero CBOjy HC>KHY PVKV npVlKltTH V UPHY PYXY oApnaHor aoba. H aaure '1eCTe nOHYAe oA6HjaAa. je ca AIle pe'lH: _AaHK' jy!" (Xeaaa BaM). Babe "!'Iajy Y>KeTa H inxpoee neerexaue no nojaceee. H IJJlAY nyrHHKy jeAaH Kpaj 'Y PYKe, HAH ra npexo Aet5a onawy, na ce OHH nomy H ayKy. HH TO HHje XTeAa 0Ha EHI"ACCKHIf>8. npHMHTH, MO)l(Aa ce aepexea 6e3 HK8KDe yVl>e nOMoliH nonera ce aa Be3YB, Bpa'r joj je tteMap .... HB; OH ce aA can;y Hac HajMaHoe TeWKaO UITO loIy ce Iheroaa xerra cecrpa OHaKO MV'lH. Ho cue HHje XTeNi npH3HaTH AS joj je TeWItO neH.8.TH ceo To joj ce BMAeAO ae HoeHOM CTHAhtHBOM CMcweu.y, MaTH joj . je OCTaAa V nopm'ul.

BAaAHKB ce 3HMYC neuac aa 8e3ya, OaYAa cy ra HOCHAH no '1eTBOpnUB HaH3MeHue, y HanpaaloeHoj 33 ecureae BeAHKOj CTOAHWf, AeKapH cy My caBeTOB8.AH N! He HAe HS Be3YB, jep 36ar ceoje 60AecTH He 6H tpe6aAo AS ce H3A8.>Ke TaKBOM TpYAHOM nyty. OH ce iU18K rreo. Huje aorao OAaAeTH AS He aHAll xpa'rep Ha BeaYBY·

nOCAe MHoror MV"eu.a"'H 3HOjli., jep cyHUe 6ewe npanexxo, zocnecao tla BPX Besvea. Ha Bpxy je BeAHKH rrpocrop H AOCTa paaaa. IhrAeA H8 cse crpa~ &ro je TaUB A3 ce aenore He MO>Ke onHC8TH. Ha jeAHoJ CTpaHH MOpe, Heance, H IlABBH 6peroBH y AMY; Ita AP\:TOj CTpaHH npYlICHAa ce aenpereeaaa peaaaua, 38- oejaHu H vpaMHa sao KIJKaa Aena 6aWT8, CT~HeMO MaAO. npaa HaM je 6pHrB 6HA8 -- 06yhH TOIlAHje n· "'MHC. 3eU.wl nGA HBllIHM HonlMJl 6NAa je TpOlUHB H

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.py~, H 1f(t:;c BH:'H ~:~ld~:1af(.r s!'Ta;~alo~e~:;

llAH je H~ ~AMOPHAH, Hawe l:1ohe ~npel'ly y aHaj ce ~ !" H,)8 He.KOAHKO TpeHyraK8 OHAa cy nC'ICHa. npax J8~a, HK )lCe..\CO Aa CBOjHM PYKaMa y ORy CsaKH je nV:TPIJ8 no jeAHO jaje, 38 cnOMeH, Aa MOllCe 8PVftV 3eMIDY·e jec jaja xoja cy aa Be3YSCKOj BaT)lH npH'f8TJ1 ~ 1 K.H je )l(eAeQ A8 nonaje no . 'Iawy BHHa HcnelfeHa. :jHX HA AOMY HajMHAMjHX. KaA ce BpaTJI· y 3A:: ~TJI: V TBOje caa 3ApaBA>e fiU? aa Bplly All Kc HHje ncaec BMBa, cKyno ra JC IlAaTHO. :::V:. ce Aa je M CUKO jaje WTO cy ra Aa38POH" lIB. aea V y npo,48B8AB 6HAO CKynAoe aero KOKOW AOAe y IIdIX~BOM ceAY. nobeMo AaJbe. rAe CMO rOA CTaA", 6HAa je 3CMID8 apyl'la H MeKaHa. BeAHKO rpYMel\.e CYMnopa

l1JJL\0 ce nOA HaUlKM HOraMa. Hore cy HaM YJUlA,aAe ~ 'lAaHaKa Y oaaj neneo. CBe H3rAe~ xao IIOCAe nue nyCTOWK H ncceape. Bel'l CMO sa ycnlMa .caacra Itp8Tep8. To je rpAHa npoBaAa OAaKAe AUM (HAH, 6o.t..e pel'lH, r5eAa napa) xao 06AaK. KY,W. To *ApeAO RHie caCBIUI OIol'IHTO. HeKoAHKO KopaKa CHAa3HAH CMO aeJll(lKe y caMH xpa'rep. ORa aeeojsa, EHrACCKHHoa, liaj. Ay6.-.e je HUlAa. MH je apal'laM.O, jep je BCAHKa onaCHOCT CHAB3HTH Kp03 AIIM Y Ty pyny, OHa' Helie; a 6paT

joj HeuapAoHBO KaJKe: na HeKa je! ~

BAaAHJC8, KaA je 6HO oeae. Y3eO je OA Byxa..ua o6e ,y6ype H H36auHo H.'I: y «pa'rep. MH CMO sa CnOMeR DOIDfAK HeKOAHKO 6yre.w meaneiecxor BBHa II fi<lI..UL\H npa3He 6VTeJDe y xparep nOA3CMBHM 6orOBHMa H8 )lCpt .

• V. MaAo 38mM npeaapa HaC BeT8.p H AYHY ca HCTO'lHe crpaHe. HajeAllHflYT cae Hac nporvra ryCTH AUM. HHCMO MarAK jeAaH Apyrora BlfAeTH. HeCTaAC acnpea HaWRX O'iMjv aerrax rrpeaeaa. HecT8Ae cyHua HB He6y; cae 10 38N0T8 AHJ.t V caoje npae BBAOBe. HeKB yVI'8 H rp038. npobe Kp03 CBO APYWTBO. 3a HeKO apeMe HHCMO ee CIIeAJI noMaI!oM C MeCTa; 60jaAK CMO ce /!JJ1 He I1IlAHMO Y KaKBY pyny, \lltHHAO HaM ce Aa ce 3CrotJDa nCA HaM8 'rpece H ~ ce creepa AS. HaC npcrvra. Ilocae IlekOAUO MHHyY8 AIf.M cae sa BeTPOM, a HaMa oner CBa:Hy H H3abe npeA O"IH OH8 aena naeopaaa. Bsuue Hac jc DV'r.II AHM TaKO CTH3QO. CBH CMO U3rAeAaAH OA I}IfQJ' CH11fOr lJCI1eAa K80 OHM WTO cejy 6paWHO HAN go IIOAmUNapil. Xa.\.HHe cy HaM 6uAe no6eAeAe OA

MHoror cyMnopa. - BA8AHKa MH ce )KaMO AS My je netbBHle na BeaYB, HapO'lHTO cyMnop H8 Be3YBY WKe)AHO HoerOBHM 60AHUM rPYAHMB.

npH nOBp8TKY OWAH CMO C Apyre CTpBHe Be3yaa.

Ha TOj APyroj CTp8HH cbt je oeneo, KaO necax. HH:J. I5PAO ABKO HaM je 6HAO. KaA CMO nOWAH, nOAJ{rAa ce seAHKa rpaja, BHKa, cMej H UJaAB, jep CMO ce DHwe B3./08AH H TOllH.-baAH Hero WTO CMO KOpa'l8.AH. Oaa je CTpaHB CTpMeHHTHja Hero one y3 KOjy CMO ce noneaa:

HO 38 CHAB)f(eu.e Muoro je ABKWe OBOM CTpaHOM, a 38 neH>3u,e I5HAO 6H ueMoryhe. Ynpaao AO KOAeHa ynaAaAe Cy HaM acre y ouaj neneo. HWAH CJoIO He ApYK'Ie Hero no no BeAHKOM CHery. Taj nenec 'rpaje caao HH3 oay aeAHKy c-rpMeH. AOAe Aahoe aacreje KaMeHHTa AaBa. BHwe OA ner (".aTH rpeeexc HaM je AOK CMO ce noneaa ua Be3ya, a rpenaae 'rora apeaeaa 6HM HaM je AOBO .... HB A8. cabeao y paaHHUY· Flpa CHA8)KeHlY HHCMO ce HlU'Ie· KHaaAH. CaaKH je aurae RaKO je aorao. XHTS.AH CMO Y MepMepHa aena KynaTHAB neencecxa Aa ce OA npauraHe onepesto. Hajeaucra He 6ewe KONe 06yha HHje 6HAB nonenaaa aa HeKOAHKO NeC'Ia, a rAeKojHMB cy H npcra 6HAH HCnaAH. TeK rrpa nyHOj 'rpneaa. y rocTHOHHLtH, npHKyrtHCMO ce H ca 33AOBOIDCTBOM DpH'IBAH CMO jeAaH ApyroM WTa je KOjH npenaruo, rAe [e KOjH nao, HAM xc je WT8H3ry6HO nyreM.

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Y HctllWJ!,Y. MJ1.pra 185J.

Oner caa nopaeeo AB AO'leKaM H3A838K CYHQa.

RHrAS, \fUHH MH ce, Heanoe, HHje Aenuut Hero KBA ce cyHue paba. IIlTa ynpaso 'IUUM OBy aenorv. HHje HHjeAaH nvTHHK OPHC80, HHje HHjeABH CAHKap HaCARICaO, HHje HHjeASH ncera oneeao. H xa ApyrHM MeCTHMa rAeABO cea 11AB.B0 MOpe H OKO ieera aeeexe ooaAe; H IUl APyrHM J,leC'IHMa rAeASO caM aBO HCTO CyHUe; H Ha APyJ"HM MCCTHMB croje no MOPY pa36aQ8HH OC1'PB<JlI!bt H no 06aAaMa eene D8AaTe - aAH Apyea MecT8 ~cy OHO WTO je Heenoe, 06aAe aopcxe HHCY ~YN! jeAH.xe; He )lO)KCW 3H.TH HH KB3aTH 3&UTO cy Je,A.He

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OA APVJ1lK A~e~=:M ~=~~~H~~O:-j~B~j:

c lIOjHM Be3y&ON, HAOM Helia H Mopa, ccreje Be'UtTO ~H'lHIfW ~BeTa. CP\,IlJH~ OBe. naaa're, ltPKBe f!II.JAe~ "pa~HHTe o,fJlBAe cee I1ITO JC PYK8 <fOBe'lja II MVaeJC, fkA HHuH!'lIe oner ca CBHX crpaaa BpBeTH, eTBOpH,u -;a~83HHM 06a,AsMa ceaera H iAeAaTH. 0fICT lie H Be3ya, nOTomtTe V Mope Acne ccrpavuhe, VracHTe caMO NOpe H 6peroBc, OCT8BHTe My lYTpa ocraaHTe MY ner lie oaaj 3aAHB xac aaraer rrpaeaa. II ae<lepH~:Ke~ KaA je Dlmp y C80jHM neCM~Ma cno. ~O~HAHHe acje oaVAll nyTH"K~ ovepaaejv H. ee::::ro HX npH ce6H JaAp)l(e, OHAS MHJe 6HIl0 naxara H3. ~. fiRTH je 6HIl0 earpe Y BClYSY - aAH 6HAO 'c 080 CyHUe xoje Ka.A ce oaee patl~, pexao 6H '10BeK A8. :"'AJI NIl a.eMV K8KO ce H OHO P8AYJC AS WTO rrpe H38);e,

IJA ce HarAC,a,a OSHX npeACA3. •

Aena je 30p8 K8A ce ca WB3.JuapcK~ IIAaflHHa orpf1VT8 PYNeHHN nypnypoM. xao . uapaua JaSH, xaaa 06acja se'lHTC caeroee 6HHX 6Q)f(JHX nHpaMHAa; xaaa ce 3Il61lHCT8 118 je3CpHM8 ~o pa~TOn",eHo cpe6po na 3eAeHoj KaAH4»H; K8A YMHJe CBOJOM POCOM aenacsco 6~. flyrHHK, Taj 60raTH 38p06A>eHHK BeIlHKHX sapowH H HoHHHX ooH'lB.ja. K8"A yrAeA8 aAnHCKy aopv, IlOAHTHe 06a,ABe pyKC K HOOy H roTOR' je V CY38Ma no6olKHOCTH A8. naAHe sa ,KOAeHa npea BeAHqaHCTBe·

=~ npj~:::H=O:~ej:~~ ;;'~H:=:~Y~H;'

tp81UH>C p8AOCTH; qHero 6M ce HeKYA8 cexpno, He y3Aa ce y caojy CHary A8. MO)l(e H3Ap)l(aTH rrperpec KOBHX ocehalbB,' a He oceha HHUITa; 38MHWIbCH CTOjH, a He KHCAH HHWTB. r AeA8 pabaree cyaua Kif; xao KaKBy AOc.,A HeBHbeH}' kpaCOT\'. Hero KaO HeKO BBHnpHpOAHO qyAO. rAC.A8 IL\IIHCkY 30py ca HeKHM TajHHM crpaxox, OOUDI MY ce AS. TOr YpeHyrxa npapoaa pemaaa: xohe AH"AIAoC ODCTaTR CBeT·UAH'he ra V npax nperaopara. llyntHK Y TOMe roPCkOM 'lBpy He noaaa]e OHO cyHue ItOjc XV je uexce )l(HB0T8 aeure rAaBC 'rperrraao, 'fURH My ce All je TO "eKO Apyro CYHlte - cyHue xo]e IoYTHTO RAe N! ce IIOCJ\eAH>H nyr ceerv noxaaoe. nYTHHK. KB,Aa ..eb rryctJIM H A,HB.lbHM rL\8.HHHCKHM BpXOBHMa rAeAa 3OpV. OM 38He1Ol, VeTa My ce OTBOpe. MH peqH ~y ,DfIIPV" ycHUI8; 'lRHR VV ce /JIj ce CYHQe C8MO ce6H,

GperoBHMB H je3ePHMB paba, 1II 3B "IOBeKS, 311 T8j M&AJI a80p, H"WTa He 3HB, Hehe HUWTa AS 3Ma.

hena je ilAflHC~B 3Opa, aAH je aeruna 30pa aeanOA>CJ(8. Ja Hehy Kywa'tH AS je onaurea, jep aHa je OVHa eeoneceeor vapa M He)l(HOCTH, oaa je ovaa no. e3Hje H .... y6aBH; nyTHHKY, RaAa je raeaa. '1HHH My ce NJ. ce oea yMH ..... ea, <nIHH My ce .\id. ce TO eerm cvaue caao ~MY pa!;a H Aa ra CBB oaa AMBOTa 308e V cacje aarp ..... je: cpue My ce paaepara H nO'IHe ja'le KYLUlTH. 'leAO My ce paaaeapa H HeXOTHlIe 06Y3Me ra aeea MH.-\HHa; npetja'rno caeurejee nojaaa My ce He Ha YCHaMa, Hero ea AHLty; paAOCT y HteT"OBOj AywH npeKHDH H Beceea necea 3aXOPH ce H3 aeroanx VCTa. a He ccene NJ. je xreo neearn, He oceba Aa neaa. AAnHcKa je sopa 03458 ..... H8 H no6o)l(Ha; eeano .... caa 30pa je DeCeM, H VMH .... era.

KOAHKO je aen Heenca, H y ::I0pV H nOCAe eope. ja 6HX ra anae ABBHO OCTaBHo; craurac 6HX - AS Y llteMy HHje BAaA,HK8.. KaA caa My KB38.0 AS hy N1 nOAa3HM, pese MH: »OCTaHH JOIn MaAO; ja o'ieKyjeM aesa DHCMa, na OHAa MO)f(AB heMO 3BjeAHO .• KaA MV ja peKOX AB caM paa aa VCKPC I5HTH Y PHMY, rAe nana Tor ASHa npaaa BeAHKe CBe'laHOCTH H nepase, na meAHM Aa TO BHAHM, OATOBOPHO MH je: »E, 15o>Ka TH ejepa, axo eaure BOAHW p8MCKor aany Hero upecropcxor BMARKy, a TH HAH, - MQ)Ke TK 6UTH!" Taxo caM OCTao H YCKpC npoaeo OBAe. Ho H OBAe cea BHAeo AenHX uepeaoaaja 0 OBOM IIpB3HH.KV. HIllAH CMO no LtPKBaMa xo]e cy ueae BeAHKe He.\e ...... e UpHKM I5KAC 3aCTpBeHe. OA- 8eAHKOr vereprxa OA nOARe rrpecraaa cy, f;:BVAB KOAB HnK no BBpaWH. H caa Kpalo OBKX ABHa He D03H ce, Hero HAe neurse. To je 06H'Iaj H 3HaIC. "&.AOCTH. Ha BeAHKH nerax 6HO caM ca BAaAHKOM V jeAHoj .LIpKBH rAe je neeaeo npexo eTO Haj60IoHX neB8'18. H3 onepe H APYrux n030pHwTa. Jlesaae je I5HAO &phO aeno. To HeKohHKo AaHa BhSAHKa je aenpecraeo I5KO otiy'leH Y UHBHhHHM, TaAHjaHcKHM XBJUHHaMa, TaKO NA ra HHKO HHje ue YAHuaM8. KyAa CMO XOAHhH. noaaaeao. CaMO caM ja aurae C WoHMe. KYAa CMO OOA npoA8.3HAH apoa Haj}KHB .... e VhHUe, sao WTO je To:\eAO, rAe ..... yAH TaKO HAY Aa ce jeABa Mary P83MHMOHhH. BABARKa je uureo I5e3 CMenM'; CB8KH MV ce yKA8HoaO e nyra. MHOrH, noUITO npoby, OCBpHV ce H rAeAe 38

JUlje OCiH'IaH 'IOJM:K, - OBAe XPHCTOC IWIII, SKAe A8 HeAe1DV, ,TOIlOSM ce CBHX CTpaH3.0rAa. He saCKpea:sa ~ oaaj npa3HHK, To .. aae HaJBHlUe CilAH cy IH CHMaAH epeMeHa V LtpKa.u .. 13. npoMeHHTH 381'0 A8 OCHe VKpace H npHIlpaBHTH HX 38 Cae'laHOCT. "pHe H)KaA "we IlYTa V OBft,BWlioeM MV3ejV, lUTO ce

liH~6 ~:CKH My3tj •. JeABJIIlyT caM. H C BAaAHKOM 30Be Y1? lIV3ej H3Meb npsUX MV3eJ3 na CBny. Y 6HO. OaaJ Je AO MHOro creapx xoje ce HIUAe aaure He :MV :~~ at BHAeTH. Ty cy npHKYJ1AoCHe Ha~3HaMeH~. TH:'f crapHHe; Jl3Me!;v OCTaAOra, y TOM ~y3eJY "'vaaJV eeJM cee CTB8pH WTO CV HabeHe V nOMneJH H XepKYA8.

HM. c.unca; Ham pa3AH<UfTHX crarya OA aepseepa :V;~toe; MM8 MVllDlja H CB8KojaKHx Ba38;. ynpaao HM3 . CBaWT8, H cee je epeAliO SHAeTH. Cee Hac, Je 3a.HHM~O. 'HM<! oJ(orpHAe«T XH/D3A8 pa3J\H'lKTHX CTapHHCKJf)[ CTB8pH OA ne'leHe 3eAIID(: H OKO AB3Aec~ XHA.aAa OA ISpoHae H craxaa urro cy caec y nOMne)H HawAH. Ae· 'cer atAHKHX cci6a 3ayaeAe cy eTpypcKe B83e. BItAeAH . (3(0 H aacrc cKynol.leHIU craapa, seposurc HaKHTa OA cpe6pa H 3A31'll, 1UT0 je Y, OOMIlejH HAH y rp060BHM:l aabeRo.

llperAeA1L\H ceo rOToBO cee WTU HMa Ba)kHHje y HeanoA>Y. BHAeAH CYO AeRUX crarve OA Kaeoee. OA tleAHHHja, OA MHReA AHheA8 H OA CTOTHHe ApyrHx KOjU cy AOItHHjc piAHAli. BHAC'AH CMO CAHK8 OA Paq,aeA8, TuQHjaHa, Kcpeuaje, Kapa88JJHje, Py6eHC8, BaHAHKa R 1IH0ntX ApyrHX. 3a jeAHO npe nOAHe WTO rrpoeeaem y I'8AepHjaMa, "Yhew CTO nyTa »l ce nOMeHY oaa HMeHa. 0,4 MIIorom rAeA8H08 O'IH aacexe H reaaa 3360A8. BAa· AHKa He lIap" ,AJJ. BJWI M}f01UTBO CT&apH; OH TAeA8 C8.t.10 OHO WTO je aajAemue H Hajpehe. npH OHOMe llITO MY ce AOl1a.AHe OM ce AV'lKe 33AP'lKH H JI8JK .... HBO notM8.1'p8. YKYC My je een H He>KaH. rAe ce OH 3aYCTaBH, tv 3BCTaMCMHOro rA~ua. Koja My ce ·CAHKa AIr JJaAHe, yaue CTOAKUy H ceaae npea n.v na je AVro noc .. arpa. J8 npobe.. xpca HeKOAHKO co6a H. V lbHMa ~AeAllM CTOT'HHe' npe4MeT8, na ce BpaTHM H.eMV, 8 OK JOW ceAK npeA OHOM CAHKO" xoja My ce AOnaA8. n~ Pa4>aeA8 uajpaAMjc TAe,a,ao. je nocxcee BaHAHKa. To je WKOAa XOAaHACKa. JeAHOM. lllaAel'iH ce, peqe: -.8aA.A8 IiIM ce 38TO AOQaA,ajy eeroee KapTHHe (raxocu .. CAKKe) WTO My jc HIIC HaAHK Hao MOje .(BA8.AHK&.) ...

MHom (SoraTalllH Y ClWjHM Kyl\aMa M nOh>CkRM lUIAaMa HMajy aene 3C5HpKe crarva. C .... RKa RTA. MH .... HHCMO nOXOAHAR. CTPY"IH.aWt, oc06HTo ..... Y6HTe ..... H CTapaua, 'rpxe rAe rOA "Ivjv Aa HMa AeCeT CAHKa HAIl HtKOAHKO KaMeH088 H JlI\o"la H.." nOMoeje.

OCTaSHM.O CAHKe H raAepHje, OCTaBHMO npawlbHM!

MV.1eje }I V HoHMa nOAOMlbeHe crape ecrcae: XepKyAa 6e3 pYKe, Baxvca 6e3 rpevxa, kOHoCKe tease 6e3 TPyna, CHAHor Jynarepa 6C3 acca, MepKypa 6e3 Hory; tie)l(HHO H3 eTPVpCKH'" co6a, y 1(0jHMa croje OKPHteHH AOHltH H CyAOBH 1'13 KOjHX cy /toyAH npe ABe xH ..... aAe rOA,llHa jeAH H nMAR; OCTaSHMO -re TpOWHe CT88pR xoje HaC ODOMHIbY ue aaiue lDVACKO HHWT8HHAO, na HHWTan. AO aauie H HaIllHX 60r088; xoje Hac OOOMHlby AS CIllO Ha OBY 3eMlDy caMO CBpaTHAR Aa npOBeAeMO HeK& AMKO roAHHa, xao HeKOAHKO TpeHYTaKa, na AS Hac 38.HaBeK HeCTaHe. XajAeMo y noee. xajAeMo aa OTBOpeHO Mope H aa o6aAe naaaor jeaepa AIbaHa; xajAeMo ¥ ny. 'UVOAH H aa aerra npHtipe)Kja 38AH88 OA Baje, rAe caM npceeo jeAaH AaH xenc H eeceso. l(aKBHX A8Ha MaAO hy V· )l(HBOTY HMaTH. 0 TOMe AS TH npH'i8M.

H3 Heeno.se nOlllAH CMO Ha KOAHMa pauo, jep je TO npMAH"IHO AaAeKO. BAaAHKa je Cino 'rora ASH8 HcOOH'l' no aeceo H A06pe BO.lbe. CHaMa je nowao H BYKa H BYKaAO. CC-PAap AnAPHja OCTao je A8 eeAH Ha 6a.\KVUY. Ileo CMO A8H npOBeAH Y OKOAHltaMa 6aje U ny· UYOAe. XOAaAJf CMO no npaxV ctapax PUMIDaHa H pesrAeA8AH CMO IbUXOBe naeare, xpaaoae. KynaTHAa. CaMO HoHXOBa liMena enOMHIbY ce rrpa rAeKojoj rOMHAH gMeH>8. To je cAa6a yrexa .lbVACKOj cyjeTH H .lbYACKOM HMWTaBHAV. nV~yoAM, a aapoxaro Baja, 360r caoje aencre H TonAHX 6aH.a, 6HAa cy HajMHAMja MeeT8 BeAHKaWHMa crapora PUMa; Ty cy ce OHM OAMapahR OA CBOjHX l'pVAOBa H Y)KHBaAH ceoja neaaeepaa 6oraTCTBa. Tv ey Ilcane], Mapnjyc, Hepoa. CVAa, H M"~ lllTBO Apyrnx, HMaAH ceoje nexere. 6oraTCTBO aoje je HrAB 6HAO y nojeAHHHM pyKaMa -rperrraac je no OBHM naAaTaMa. Y3 BHHO roveae ey cee pacxoum «cje cy HrAB JbYAH H3MHCAHAH H Y)KHBaTH MorAM. CBB je OBa 01tOAMHa riHAa V uenpecranoa 6ACCKY H BeCeJby. - H I1pOWAe roAJiHe 38. rOAHHaMa, H npowAH eexoea 3a BeXOBIIMa" H BeT8p paaaeo nec::Me H eeceee, H MO.wu.

Reily TIl roBOpBTH 0 pa3B3AHHllMa XP~MOBa JrlwKPII. MepKypa. 8eBcp..: H _ HeKHX ApyrHX xoje CMO TaMO .u,e,\H. OHM ce _1Ul3e JOW Y AOCTa Ao6pOM CTa!Ly. ILHxoBK cry60BH jollI croje vcnpaasro. HoHXOBH CBOAOHH jow HHey cpyuIeHH; TpowH" OATap" HaA)K}IBeAH cy CBOje 6oroBe.. V jeAHOM. XpaMy nvuac je BVK.a.-\O, rID 3IlJtDBeCT1t BAaAH'lHHO}. H3 nYWKe, Aa "VJeMO DKO ce exo plDAe;te.e; y APyroM HeKOM BeAHKOM xpaMy 13IWI je uycnt'laH CBOA N1 CMO ce V H.eMy AY>Ke

" ~ - jeA811 craxe c jeAJ:le C'rpaH~ va Aysap, Jf'YTH npeua Hoe.uy C APyre crpaue V3 AyBaP, a rpena Cl8HC aa cpeAHHy; 0", ORe ABojHu:e jeA8H npHCAOHH

. y.o Ha Apap H CDC 'lYle aerrc WTO. oaaj C apyre crpaae Y3 AVuP manhe. a OHaj woo y cpeAHHH xpaaa CTOjH IEDT& He "'Vje. r.ue npoAiuH V3 Aysap~ na HAe HcnOA CIIOAIl OHOMe APYrolt,

BHAeAH CMO pa388AHHC aM+HTeaTpa. KOjH je, J(8.0 lIIIO KIJCY. C8MO :.. jeAHY 'itTBP'1HHy MalloH OA KOAOClCy'" Y PHily. ~OXOAHAK CMO rpOTY Cu6UAe. OHa MaCH DOAaAeko Y jeA,HOlt AeJIO)II ycaMh>eHOM H aocra ¥TOM rtpeAe.\y, To jc paaa.. Mpa'iHa K Ayra'lKa rre..... Avro CO • JlV'lHO RAe Kp03 )by AOK ce Aobe - MyaTJu.I • c:c6 r~ je ce.a,c:Aa CHf5HAa H OA8KAe

je crapHM PHM&8.HHMa npoPHlUlAa UJTa he HM AD noCACTKa ISHTH. KP03 oay je nehHHY, xac UlTO 1brpntAHje neBa, suueo EHej aa oaaj CBeT, y nOA3eMHO uapcrBO, y naxao. npeA TOM neh.HHoM H8l1L\K CMO NOJ(OAHKO KpynHHX H qPHHX Aa3apOHa, aa Koje HaM ce .y..JIJUIAO N1 cy caA H3HlllAH H3 naKM. OaK 6a.H.AHm rAeA8AH cy 3a'lybeHO y cpe6pHe TOKe BYKHHe H By_ )tIlAose. HarM TOAHKO cpe6pa IIKCy aHAeAM aa jeAHOll MecyV. OKoAHHe cy Heano.sa caarA8 cnacxe aa DyTHHlte. J8 H BYKa MOAHAH CMO BAaAHKY A8 He HAe y nerullry, HO OK aanOBeAH M ce HAe. AnojHIl8 OA OBHX A838.poH& ~we 6YKTHHoe, H noheMO. JeAaH OA THX TaAHjaHa aurae je C 6YKTHH.OM aarrpea, aa tbHM BA!lAHKa, 3Il

f:~::~MB~::t~p;:: ~~pA;: 1a~y~~~~Kly~~:

OCTaO npea neliHHOM H, rAeAajyhH aa HaMa peqe: .IioJ'8MH, aKO jeANY YPY (CaT) He H:n~heye, ja hy cae 0Be llITO H8nOAtV ocreme Hcjet.H .• nehltHa [e CBB Kp03l1eA81l KJl)IeH rrpoceseaa: OHa je TaKO HHCKa A8 CYO ceaopasa MHOro yrHyrH, H TaKO je paHa Aa CYO vecrc H jeAIIHM H ApyrHM paMeHOM 3aKaLlHB8M( 0 AyBBp; H oaaj AIIM OA npse 6YKTHtbe cae 'je aurae na Hac H rvumo Hac. lCaA CMO HeKO apeae liyrehH HWAH, peKHeM ja: .• As ce BpaTHMO, rocnoaape! •• JaMH, 1I0lle!. Taxo je HMao ofiHqaj peJiH K8.A WTO He ~paBa HAM KaA My ce uno He caHAH. KaA BRAHM Aa net.HHa HeMa Kpaja H A8 je CBe Y)K8, oner pesuea: "Aa ce BpaTHMO, rocnoAape!. BA8AHKa, HAyhH A8Ibe, seneee ncxereac, no y3 rvcae:

.Bu4u MY. ce, MPUjU' MY ce Helle,

a jeer "eIUTO IUTO za IUmp'jed "pelle .•

V TO Ao6a H3at;OCMO HajeA8Hnyr y HeKY BeAHKy my. rv.HHy. H3rAeA8Aa je xao KaKBa DCaMa rrpocrpaaa caAa. Tv je )kHBeAa rrpoposaua CH6HAa .• 1lITeTa WTO je C8A HeMa., pese BIl8.AHKa wallehH ce, »Aa HaM KlUKe xohe AM OMep-nawa K8A carpe boeHY, 38KCT8 yA3.PHTH ua UPIIY ropy .• Tv cao ce MIilIlO OAMOPHAH H HCnpaBKAM Aeha. OABTAe Tpe6a AaAte dh" rrpexc DOAe eoja ce .HAeM .. pm jeAH8 BeAHX8. BpaTB. Babe H8JDC Beta cy ce cope"':\C A8. HBC HOCC rrpexo BOA,e Ha APYlY CTpaKV rAe cy IHAe coISe H ltynaTHA8 CH6HA.e. BAa,A,HKB 3&JDIT8 jeAHOn: .A KO_ew AM TH MeJle npeHKjeTH? Bu;a.aw Ko.utIlIIi

M o,of,l'OIIOP" oHaj .• Bawa e<lCAeHua,

caIoI J8?« - • Ory~ywaTMM EHtAe3HMa xcje caa ja _je HIIurta f:I~ rtpeaOCMO.c BAaAH,K8 ce OCMeXHYO, na OfjV~ Ha Ae ": HajnpHje OBara .. ; rroxaaa Ha aese, -nil. peee: .n~=e;:eAaH jaKH HanOAHT8HaU vae Me aa Aeba, 0HA3 !'iy ~a. HO 3afIa/DeH¥ M8wa,w npeA HaMa, TaKO • APYJ'II JC H':a oHO nOA3eMHO jeaepo. BAaAHKa je ree- 010 HaRaJAH HeWTO neeac H3 HapOAHHX necasea, caac ,., 38 :8)1.8 :;AH: .CepaxTAHje xere ncjaxaure«. AhH ce caM 'IV :Uo'fe cyej8TH K8A CMO Ay6J1K' 33WAH V BOAy, H rpo1l::: seft H ja H8 HoraMa AoxHTao AO BOAe. IIpew8BwK AlA re BOAe, AOwao CaM H8 cveorv, V co6e CH6HAHHC. ~cy 6HAe HeKaA HCKHlieHe H YKp~UIeHe. M03aHKOM. T J C 6HM H KynaTJWl HoeH3. n03~aJV ~e Jaw Be.\HI(Jl den':HH. Hce'feHH Y KaMCHY, no KOJHM8 je oaa XOAHAa. To le cee nyCTO If :10pyweHo caea. H"KO He AOA831{ mru1e OJiAe N! "Vje w:a lie MY 6MTH. llaAMepCTOH H Ayj HanoAeoH HaroaewliYJY caaa 6YAyhHOCT nOJeAHHHM loyAHM8 H AP*aBaMB. - JeABa caa vexao Aa H38.OeM HcnOA oeor nOA3(!MHor Q8.pctBa, H H.e 6mt B~e TV aourao Aa tim!: sseo A8 he Me BHprHAHJe. Y CBOJUM necaaaa xac EHeja ceeeara. )f(eAeo caa WTO npe A3- U38beM na tSeo AIlH. PMOsao caa ce KaA caa npH H3AaCkV H3 rtehaae 1fVO 6fKHH rMC rAe, Tepajynn OHe raaajaecxe npocjaxe Nt He yABX y DehHHY, BINe: .MaR' ce OTAe, raAY!« KaA 010 JI3IWL\H, i5HAH CMO CBM rapaea OA AliMa OHUX 6VKnlJfo8.. Oc06Hro BYKaAOBe upuoropcxe 6eAe XaJDHHe i5HAe C'{ ce HcnpMlAe.

nOXOAHAH CKO fjroTy au KtlHU (Flceha j336"Ha).

To je jeAHB pyna Y 3eMJDH "3 «oje H3Aa3H HekH vrJDeH" ISC. Y TV pyny KaA ce crrycra KaKBa JKUBOTHlha, rta IIOCAe HeKOhHKO rpeavraxa H3BaAH, OHa je oaecaeurbena xao V:pTI8, BAH ce H8 'lMCTOM. sa3Ayxy OAMax rroaparn II He i5YAe joj HHWTa. V TV PVny06HQHo nee nvurrajv. aaro ce H scee nceha pyna. BA3AHKa HHje xreo Aa raeM 1'Jj excnepHlleHaT; Hebe .A8 rAeA,a TO MytleH.e )l(HBO...... - BHAeAH CMO H -jeA,aH 6per kojn je ope ABeC1"a IOAHH8. H3 paBHHQe sa rpasecer cara aapacrao. OK je romeo KOAHJ(O ABaAa, H SOBe ee MOHTeHVOBo, WTO he pdbI: Ho.o I5pAQ. To je lIeltH IIO.A,3eMHH BYAKaH H3 AV&uIe l5yxHyo, a.\R HUje noBpwHHy 3eMJDe npDKHHVO_ H CI,M IIWI ee ty ....... IIHOJ1III MeCTHMa rAe H:JtiHja AIIM

H3 3eMIDe. OayAS cy .. ecra 3eMibOTpecH. H npHpOAB- II JbYAH "H"HAM cy oeYAil cecja "VAcca.

nOXOAHAH CMO HanOCAeTKy " HepoHOBC 6a1foC. OHe cy aa jeAHoM 6pCW .. Ht'iy xpaj Mapa. BaAS je apAo apy· ne: jaje y TOj BOAII aa HeKOAHKO 'rpeavraxa CKyaa ceo Vi\a38K je yaaH, cTpMeHHT, MyqaH H orracaa. To je xac HeKH AyooK 6YHap. BAaAHKa HHje xreo ClfA83HTH. BYKaAO c jeAHHM BobeM cnvcruo ce y Ty 6aKoY. 3a TO BpeMe MH CMO CeAeAH aa 6pery H cM3TpahH Mope H XHJb8AaM8 npeAMeTa aa IfoCMy H oxo Hoera. Flpeapacaa H3rAeA YAY' 6HO Hac je y MHCAH. 'BAaAHKa [e ceACO na jeAHoM xaMeHY H 3aMHWibeHO ree.eao npexo Mapa H npexc IfoCroeax a6aAa. OAM8X H38 eera ja caM ..... escao aa TJlaBH. nOAHHMi'oeu na o6aAae pyae nparao caM seeroae nOTAeAe. rrpea HawHM O'lHMa crojao je 'DtTBB HeanOJbCKH 3&AHB ca ceojHM eapoumaa. ceAHMa R ca CBRM CBOjHM xpacoraaa. 6yK8 je crejec npee OHOM PYOOM. Kp03 KOjy je ByK8AO OTHWao V Hepoaoae KynaTHAa H DOKaT. KaA HBAHOCHO ce na OHO JKApeAo H BHK80: .JaAaH BYKaAO, jeca AH )KIfB? - BASAHKa je ceaeo H HHje ce aauao. O'IH cy My rrpeaeraxe OA Heeno.se ea Be3ya H ua Kacrexaaape, a OAaTAe Ha IlHTOMe ocrpae. fAeAl\O [e KaKO ce Be3YB nyww, KaKO ce MOpe -raaaca, K8KO ce A85e H rreepcjene 6apKe xa lI.eMy ..... y....ajy. liHO je 3&MHW ..... ea: KO 3Ha urra je MHCAHO; KO 3Ha KaKBe ce BeAHKe MHCAH V 088KO BeAHKOj AyWH npx TaKBHM noTAeAHMa jaBA>ajy. TaKO je Ayl'O rpejaso. HajeABHnyr BABAHKa ce OCBpTe H aamrra Me: .KaJtut MH WTa CH MHCAHO caa V OBOM T'peHVTKY? Ja ce 386pHHeM H nosHeM ce caa Ce6H caejera. jep nOWTO nperpcaa Kp03 cee ceo]e MUCAH, BRAUM Aa vnpaao HHcaM HHlUTB MH,. CAHO. HAU, l(aA ce seli HeWTO aope MHCAHTH - MHCAHO cea 0 CBBKOM OROM npeA,MeTV KOjH MH je 3B TO epeae HCJ(PCHyO rrpea oxa: 0 De3YBY, 0 H>eTOBOM AltMy. 0 PHMAoaIiHMa. 0 rpQKHM KOAoRHjaMa xcje cy ce OBAe RaceAnAe H nOCAe HW'Ie3Ae, 0 MOpy, 0 CBaKOM 'lYHHliy, KOjH ce ea tLeMY nojaeao, MHCAHO caM 0 CBeMy WTO ce oaar!I.e MorAO BRAeTH; aAH CBaKB 'ra aacac 6HAa je TaKO aparxa Aa ce V HeKOAHKO pe'IH MOTAa HCKB38.TK. DHe xH ..... 8Ae npeaaera nOAIUAe cy xHhoaAe MUChH. DHe c:y ce nojeeace H HllNe3Ae no TaAaCH Ha MOpy ae KOle taM rxeaeo. HHeaM 3H80 urra AS OATOBOpHM. H3 're 38.i5\'He OCAoOOAHO Me BYK8, KOjH ce H3,AaAeK8 3Il\IY r,MI

j ByJtaAoll 18 MHHj8 e norn6e Y'l'Y

.... : .Be CHi ~o je H3&WBO H3 're Ay60Ke j836HHe DuO"'V I5raH>Y· ..... H H3Heo je BA8AHlUI jeANY IIyHy CBII .:JHOja: JI ~ H3 noA,3e'MHe HepoHOBe 6aH>e. OAaTl\e ...wy BPY c.;:., KaA CMO c,u.:nlA.H nennce C 'rora 15pe.. CMOa: jet ~O /JJl MY je ~O 6HAO urro ce Y pas. :uv cnyurra, rAllCHO y3BHKHYO •

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Bo3HAB Cl(O. ~ HIlypar OHHM AemlM rtyTeM. nopea IIOpI, H3IIeb npeKpaCHHX, Be'lHO aeA~HHX 6pew'lHha H AOAHH8. C.pamCldo na rpoI5 BHprHAHJa H TV CMo·ceAeAH " rAeA8Afl UJ(O ce cyHUe HH36PAo Ba1D8 Aa naeae Y Ba"Ole CpeA03eMHor Mopa H TV Aa YTPHe H AS. ~e yraca. HI: jeAllOM V3I1HweJlOM Mecry: rrpx VAaCKY Y JeAS.H AY· 111. ..... CTlIPHRCKH yYJIeA, CTOJe ABa-TpH H3BaJDeHa xeMeiDl OKO JWIX je lC.OpoB H Jk!SYJ:IHh OA eaaopaxe: TO je ~ BeAJUCor A8THHCItOr neCHHKa. Aa j~ BHpl"HAHje y HCMa'fl(oj neBBO, HAH AS je Y HeMa'iKOJ caxpareea, rpoI5 HoCroB 5HO 15H ),IOHYMeHaT uesora oeor rrpeaeaa. [rr,YAJI MY HHey HHKaK8B cnOMeHHK nOAHl"AH HH rp06 yxpaCIWI; A8.Bp0BC urro pactv OKO H>erDBOr rpot5a npHpoAIl je caaa nOAHl"J\8. Bi\&AHKa OM-OM" jeAHY BeAHKY Jll8HY Ql AUOpHKe R acsece ca rpo6a BHpmAHjeBa aa .........

Y QI.yY cyTON AolllAJi CMO y Heence, H 6MH CMO IlpAO 38,AOBOJbHM OBOM AyrOM lUeTK>OM. BAaARKa je 1'Ora A,IIII; 6lfO B8.MaH He06H'1Ho BeAS.p H eeceo. 3a~ puRO je tore AIlHB caoje AOMane !Spure H aaonarae c:BOra KapaAa-: aal5opaBHo. je I5HO KaKBa crpaxoeara 60- ACCI Y HoeT08JUI rpyAHMa cr31lYje. r AeABo je aa IlA8BO MOpe, Ha BeJYB, Ha pauaAHHe crapax ABOpOBa H xpa..a, Ha OCTpBJ, H Ha cee, 1(80 K8I<.aB 6e36PH>KaH earaec:aH TYPHCTa. fiyrew: je DeBaO, 3BH*AaO, caejao ce H uta.\80. a.ero.o Ao6po 3APaBhoe H eecee,e n0t5YAHAO je H Y B&IIB paAOCT. AA ce KOlKe, C88JUf fill OA Hac OABQjHO no jeAIII N!O caora.-oou. H 3Ap8BAoa H HoeKy 6H ABO. KaA CIIO.MIIIL\a ltybH, HIWLUI CMO cepaape AlIAPHjy rAe jeA- 8Uo otAH ... 6&.utYXY,.OH CC DpAO p8AOBBO K8A je '1\'0 ,. jc ~ J&j ..... ACIIO R aeceAO npoBeO_

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BASAHKa je jyqe B&3,aJlH fipH>ltaH H 3.\OBOIoaH &10.

XaA caM Y.y AOwaO. npyllCH MH JCARD nHCMO: .'brrajTeI. BeAK. nOOHaM OAM8X Aa je HewTO .... yr; jcp caMO K8A8 HHje A0C5po pacnOAO:lteH HAIl IUlA MY ce &AeeT noropwa, rOBOpH MH 6U, a HHa'ie CB8I',A,B JUlJIIte MH TIL '.Ja y3Meu IDICMO; npeBpHeM ra H oC5pHeM ca cnjy crpa.. !la, HO KRWTa HReaM MoraD npo'IHTaTH. DHelda je IDIC&' HO UDI~paMa. Yu:eCTO IlHCu.eHa GKAe cy caMO UR+pe. Ja ce J18.cMejeM H lUUiteM MY All IIHlUTB He p83yMeM •

• A.ut: ~ rae , BeAR, »ja pa3YMHO! OMep-nama ItpeHYO H3 MOCTBpa CBOjHM KpBaBHjeM Tp8I'OlI y Capajeao. nyre.. ylSHO AAH-nawy CTO'le8Mha H HaMjepua, KUO Jjoary H Kpajmty C8CBHM Y.MHpH, All YAaPH Ha ~pHy ropy. ruT&. KOMe "IIIHH OBaj ltaMeHHTR apm, O1tynlll CV30M H KpB .... yl 3ap ce &eli HRje HaCHTHO 6Aara H reCIIOACTBa, 38. ecje je npoMHjeHHo CBOjy Bjepy? He A.8. MIl nae HH 6oAOB8T'. HH YMPHjeT' C MHpOM. - Eo A860r» nowao TpIlroM caRjy noryp'leH.aKa; cpncxo MY 3pHO cpne peaeajesc, no IUTO je TO (51L\O CBHMa naryp~elDlN. naw8M8.; e, Aa60rAB ra pa:ny(5aA.o cpncxc J4AHjeKo KGjlW je cAojeR; e, A860rAa Ita crpallIHOM CYAY norAe,a,aG ce y O'DI c 06HAHheu.1.

BAaAHKa 'rexo roecpeme. npH tIOCAe,4,H.HM peqRMa npHXBaTH ce sa xany H norAeA3 HUKWe. HHI'A3 ra AMee JDlcaM DRAeo y japOCTH. PClIH cy MY eereee K80 3pHa H3 JIylIIKe: H3 rseroaax oomjy yxAOHHO ce 6eme OHaj '6Aan1. 38MHllL'oCfDrIlQl'ACA. THX8, A8Ka PYMeH npeAa.»L\a My je npexo 06pua H npHKyn&aA8 ce- H8 jaroA,HQaMa, na je oner 3a'I8C HDl'IC3A8 R OCT8BlDaAa DOCAC cese jow Belie 6AeARAO Hero uno je npe 6HAO; RRje ApYJODe Hero UA yrpew xaJlh>Y lq)BeRor BRJIll ca aajtRHHjer. t5eAor xapaPCKor MepMepa.

la caM. BA8ARlUI DOKaTiUlA 'lltT30 CBOje necae. Jom npBIIJI: ABH8 Mora AOAaCKa npenopy'IRo MIl je » IlJI11Ie. lDToroA 0 06HAHhy: ApaMY. enoc, urra MR ce ajYAKHRje Y'UDIH. 06HAHh je KOA aHjy CpCSa. a ocoriBTO .. o.a. llpHO~. HAeaA jyaalU\. 1{ecm Me je OA T01'8 Aofia mrrao jeca.u: All uno H8DHC80. - Tora ,4,1UI8 'AOBeO ca-.

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6yAeM ~.Xotlly All A8A>C 'DIrBm? - .lIHTaj. 'IO'le, ao H ~I. KaA caM npD'IHTllO cee nrro caM HMaO, uno M~e: .Je AS ro ,QIIjeAO ~BO AejCTDO? - .HHJe, :AoIlPY, Hero j~ TO APyro AeJC1'DOC, O~80PHX MY J~. _ .A WTO MM HHJecH.,.pe'le, .'lHT&O nejnpe npao AeJcrso? _ .oHO jaw HMJe ManHC8HO •• - .1CaK0 TO?_ .HHcaM )IIfIlO CrpJVaelf>8.,. sere caa OAMaK noveo APyre ACjC1'BOC, oAJOBOpHX MY Ja. Ha re pe'l~ OK ce CAa.1KO HaCMeje; y3C MO~ PYXOIDIC H, paarAeABJYlUr ra, pese. 0deT rAaCHO CMeJyhH ce:.Aa CH no'l~ O,A.Max ca DenIM .a.ejCTBOM, npsje I5H tiHO roroa,« OH je HeKO BpeMe Pa:J. rAeABO pyxOlIHC H norAewTO. 'lNTao. ~THM. npY)I(H MH PVKOIlRC H8Tp8J' Nl MY rAeKOja MeeTa JOW jeAROM npo'IHT8Jf. - 1a aw My 'lHTB0 iaCHo H nOAa.ra~o. OK je QeAeO HenpecraHO HaCAOHteH Y CTOAHUY. BHO je 38A0BOWJI OBHM MOjHII CTIIXOBHloIa. TOM npHAHKOM nOKAOHR ... je,a,aa MaAH, CT8PHHCKH 3AaT8H noaau: .EBO BaM., pINe, It3Il mOMCH tDTO ere Me nOCAywa.ut: H nOqeAH 0 O&wshy DReam. Quj je HOB'lH1i BeAHU· PHjeTKOCT. OR je &0 Y pYJC8.M'l WBeAcxor Kpa.wl kapAa. ABalfaeC- 101' B Y pyaaII8 Ilerpa Be4HKor. AaAH cy MH ra 33 CDOYeR. Y -nerporp8AY •• ja ra co6o ... ROCHM aeh TOAD· 110 fOAHHB. - KaA opaor Typ\1HH8. nccsjeeere. ABhy ..... 06JL.udla .. e ....... ylc - AonaAa. cy My ce H ABa erda lOTO cau HaJlHC80 IICIIOA H.el'Oae cAHKe. WTO je jeA8H CIA QIIA8IUHdlX BCIIl'I1Ilt CAJlXapa 31. HexYf8.AepHjy. Jie -..:: npRBaTHV 1WI juH}". p8AH0. Ta ABB CTHX8. WTO q.u: IIC2IOA BA8AINR8e CAHKe H8JIHC80 raace OBaKO:

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IIawr ClIO .. lCmioAlDlOln'e. oAlUtAe je npe1lpacaK - ..... n ............ ClIO x.cr....o.o (rpIWdI 1ajaQ). 1. ..... lea ht.uure. c:a APf1'BM APymmoM HW80 118.

ccrpee H HeK8 ot5AlOKHoB eecre. CByAB je eeno R crryNl caK ce A06po DpOBeO.- O.IIX A8HB POAHO ce Kpa.o.y CIIH. WTO HHje HHK8KBa 3HBMeHHTOCT, " uno Hette RHje.t.aH nyTHHK Y CBOj AReBRHK aamt:C8TH. HH js ra He &0.: cnoJoieHYO AB HHC8M TOM npHhHKOM ~O jeAHY noCAo.nUy. Ka.4. rcnoaa orA8CHWe A8 ce KpaAoHua nopoAHM, BYK3.AO peve 6yn: »CaA he OBH npHHQ 38 netR8CCT AaH8 nOCTaTH beHepaAt. A 6ytta l4y OA,rOBOpH: .AaKo je OHOMe I5HTH CBeTaU;. KOMe je I50r 0TaU;!. CaMo 360r cse nOCAoBHQe, 1(ojy C8Aa npBH nyT ~je .. , cnoaeJIYO caM TO por,ea.e KpaA>eBOr CHIIa. - BAaAHK8 je naceo H '1CCTKTBO KpBlloy; HCTO TaKO m1C80 MY je paRMje. K8A My je CTpHQ, KHe3 OA Caeepaa, yMpo H H3jaaHO MY csoje CWKaA.ea.e. Kp8Io My je OA.rOBOPHO ceojepy<DIO: A8 ce oceha yt5A8.)1(eH y caojoj 1Y3H IUlA BHA.K' N1 "[8.KO OMH'lHa H BeAHKa .uma c HtKI4e AeAe TV ..... OCT.

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Y HeanoAoY je 1pI'OBRHB. AOCTa lKHB8. th.6PHKe cy peTite H CAal50 cy Ha rABey. AaAeKo cy ~He HeanOIr ate BHOAlDle H - MaupoHe. Moryhe /IJJ. &Y»f. OA .HAYCTpHje H 'rprceane HBAR3e H BHWe WTO; ja ca re crpane BHtaM. HHrAil Heance, pa3rAeNlQ. mTO MH je CUIO npeA. (JII(KMa Jl3AIl3NAO, 0 TOMe TH H nRIIIeM. )KeAe:JIIHnC cy JIeAHka perKOCT Y QeAoj HT8.AHjH: HemtO JD, )QlAO lIMa , TOCKaIIK; IDUIHHa APHUlB8 H He II03Hajc D; y HeauoARtIUlCItOJ alii. HX CIllO O/lJABAe AO Kaoye H AO HO'Ie'pC-

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.. :.-v.JCCTe All wro CAymaAR 0 Ma.\OM lIIhenauy? - !':~, rocnOAllpe. OJlOAIDCO x~ ra QpJloropclte ryCAC CDOIIIHHoy •• OA,I'OSOpHM My ja. - »Ero &aM •• BeAH, _jeA,1le KJWII'C 0 a.eMY; ja C8J4 je HaIlHC80. Ja caa MHoro

o 0 HoCIMY DO w.er&uoj apXHBH, AOK caM aeurrc :mo. Muo ce 0 HoeMy IDIcaAO •• Y3MeM Y PYKe TV JUWUY; H8CAOB joj je: ~u t¥lP, MQAU Ullt~. - OAdX je OTBOpHM B npo'DlT8Jol Hen MeCTa aa xoja Me OR ynymo. J8 MY OA,I'OBOplW Nt MH ce BeOM8. CBHAH H ~ liy je noHeTR KYIlH Nt je 1iH'J'8,.U. »He AaM., BeAll, »Nt JI()C:IlTe K}'hR; ItOA Kylle I1HIIIII1'C 06WWM IL\JI ee QAIIapajTe, 8 Ma.noz 101Ien4NQ. MO_eTC 'IHTB'nI H8 nap06poAY. K8A nobelllO.c 3a11lM HaCTaBO: »DpHMjeba. BaTe All mroI'OA Y TOj 1tIIdI3H? DorAcA8M A0t5po Y 01'JI0P'I"fY KH.HJY B OAI'OBOpJDI N1 HJDIITa He npHMeha • ..... »B.B,AJJTe Aft., peee, _ty1 je neaaraaa HOBOM, B)"CoIJOM oprorpa4>ajoJl?c H j8 Tel( OHA&. npJIMCTBM AS je SIlHcr8 T81tO. »E. HBje BpKjeAHa-, npoAY*H BAaAJfU. »ooajepHTB ltOKC mrorob! J8 caM npCAllO PVX<?1DIC AlrApRjR CrojltOmlhy y TpcTy AB ra, no mro Me je jcAHa.Ko IIOABO, DeqaTB, • OR ero DC'laT80 ra. ROBOM oprorpa4m:joJl. HOBIl je OpTO~Hj8 A06pa, BAH anjeQII pIA /II! ja Y TOMe opeAIWl'BDI. Hue. KO re rryreae KpTmTB 6c3 QPHOropcxor JL\8AHK,e.c nOCAe kpaTKOr hy'IUl.a op8.BA8O je CTojxoBRha: -AoAyme, HHjecaM MY D3IO /Ill .IJeCIITB HB CTaPHM HH HOBHM np8BOIIHCOM; OK lie JIOABO :. py&OIIBC, j8 caM My ra NIO AB 1IRJDI CHtRM urn. :m!leA

a.mo. Je BAaAIIU ceo BB KOAa, Itoja cy ra OOIl'UlO, oarAi mpeIID, IIOB83A8R DpeA BpaTRM8. qeJtaAa, H OTDmao je &ecyA Y DOCOry. Ja caM ocrao H lDITIlO /JIIJbfC IItlMn mlletI/UUL ICaA ce BpIlTHO, OAY8X DpH yAaCKY 1 cUIy, IDn'8IDe IU: UltO MIl ce CBHAII. Ja MY O,Al'OBO.s-:M -AI l1li ce ~ NJfIll» B BBDoMClleK MY Ben II&-

B8IIo8, »ItOAac. Itoja cy I&H ce 3IlHCTa MHoro A~. »1e AM 6o .... H MaJJu IJIhentlH. OA·rOpcrcoz '6ujeHI.f4?c _ ynHTa Me. ~a aaJiyntM, a OR caM. OA,1"OBOpR: »HRje, IUIjel rope,.u 6u/eHtU4 nacao caM DOA APynw OKOAHOCI'HMa.c

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H ja My A8AOX:, a DpRjenuC aaje MH OCTaO.c 3amnaJol ra ja: »Je' All DO ropclCU 6ujeHlUf. H Ma..tu mltetl4H.?c _ »HHjec, BeAll, »Y AP8MCKOj ¢.oPMH._H HHje TaKO BeAJU(O. aAH 3H8M A& tiH TlI ce AOtla,\olc 3aTHM DOCAe KpaTltOl' upeMeH8, merajyhH noc0C5H, peee: »HM8M jow jeAllll pyKOJDIC Ha lleTRILY, - CAo6oOujaOa. H DOCtUlhy BaM Nt ra, axo ce JtaA cxpecme KOA xyJle, ne"l8T8Te.-To caM 1DIC80 Y CBOjHM MAai)HM fOAHH8Ma H IOfje MIl HCDa.t\O 38 py.KOM 1(.80 uno 6ux JKeAoeO. ellA C8M 150ACCT8R B JIC Mmy ra nOIlp8lM>8TR.c

Tv ce ACCRO H eexep, KOjR My je DOKaTItaA AOJUl3llO, H HoeMY je BA8AHK8 DOKB380 CBOjy ROBy KHtHIY. H3IIeby ocraaor paaroaope, AOKTOP 3aIUITa aeae: lIMa AM qeH_ 3ype H8 llenm.y. J8 My OA,MaX OAl'OBOpBX NA RCII8. BAaAHK8 Me DOrAeA8 R OCMexHy ceo lCaA AOltrop OAe. BAaARb 30BHV Byx.y. -re M.y AORece jeAKY klLmy ItOjy IIIH npy*H H pene: »mTO TH sapam '1oBjeu NA BeMa QeJI- 3ype H8 nenm.y?c J8 pMeM TV KJWDY H DTBOPRM. To je t5HAa AUKa upnoiopcxa, ApaMCXH cnea ClIMe MaAyTIIHOBRha. OAMU Ba ApyroM AHCTY 're Here lUIoHre CTOjR. llIT8MD8HO: »A03BOJb8Ba ce nC'laTaTH C OAOOpeHoeli ~.&oCTBeHe QeH3ypec. A HCDOA -rore CTOjH: »llell- 30p AJla1'O AparoBHhc. Ta je KlWII'l\ DC'IaTaHa Ha IleTBlLy. BVIta jt: 6110 :bu., nepjaHHlt jow ItOA CBeTOI' Ilerpe, 1(30 H C8A8, na cae cpncxe KHoHI'C Koje cy De.TaRe ae lleTHHoY, 3IljeAHo ca TOpcKUM 6ujeHrfOM, 'IfBa H HOCH co6oM, -re HX 1IHTa B saw ..... ceo KaA TO Dp<NIITaX, pex.ox: .HHC8l4 3H8O, I'OCIIONApe. Ml je C5HAo nat:sype H8 lleTlllLY.c BABAHU ce H8CMeja R lt8JIte lIB: .SH.\a je WT8MII8pHja. ilAB IUIje 6&0 QCH3VPC. To ce CaMo IJOACMBjeaao OCTflAOM CBHjety -re TUO CT8BIIO. A ,A.paro AParoBHh IUIje lIMe ueKJQPB aeh TO 3IUl1lll: .1hUDa IUTB. TH je rob AJNlI'Olc

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.MebYTHM, neurrc ce aacaet"AR Kp03 Mp8K. To je noseap ROjH ce DpHI5AIDlC.a&alDe, aAH oner ce 3ayCTaBR. YracH ceo Hoh nOCTaAe jom Mpa'IHHja. Kao KHWa ~ je neneo H Jt8MeHoe. qecro CMO 0TpeC8AH csoje X3IoIDIe. Xoliy AU TH Jta3aTHi' -YcpeA OBe y)K8CHe noj~ ja HHC8.M HHjeA8HJ1YT AeAelCllYo. HaAB3HO cay; vrexe 3IIl ClIOjy cl&pT Y TOKe IIITO CIUI MHCABO Nt ~ B8ceAeRIl yw<pe .

• HanOCAeTKY, 0Ba ryCTa R npH8 napa MMO noMaAO HIII'le3HY. ASH ce jasu, DB B. cyHl(e ce YJt838, aAH I5eme T'f'KHO H )J{yhxaCTO, KBO IIITO ce H of5H"1HO nOKa3Yje xa.A. je nOMpa'leH.e. Ka~ ce npH30p OTBOpK OHA&. HeH3JIeOo HHM nOrAeAKMa 1UlUlHM! CBB j~ 3CMJWl Gw.a 38:rpnaHa uenesca, KBO 3HMH w:ro je sarpneaa caeroa. nYT ee HUje n03HaBaO HH rAe je tiRO. TpUOlAH 010 MH3CJIY. Ha~Mo je; BpaTHMO ce It H.Oj, KOjy 6ecMo OCTaBllAB.. Hatip30 38THM llYjeMo 38 Mora yjaxa. Ax. IUl8..UI CM.O I1p8BO IIITO esse ce 6pHHYAH.

-J'a caM. BaM aasac M. je OR. UA Hac je 0CT8BII0 y MmeIm, H8BC380 ce aa jeAHoj l'8AHjR. OR ce ynym P& 3HHR R APyrH.M onacRIW MecTHM8. CBR cy R3 TRX Keen. Oc)f(8All. a OR je y .. HX AOAa3HO. H cpeA. OKe 01DD'lC 3815YRe 08 je lIOCMa-rpao ostaj npaIIIAoHBB AHM. CACAOBaO je CBRMa nojaaaaa H K83HBaO je AS ce Dmlcyje. AAB BPyh necax JIBAao je aeh no rycra JOODa H8 I'8.AHjy •• XllMClt.e je II1WlA0 OKO a.eroae A8be. Beb. cy 06aAe 15RAC DpHTHCHyTe qayaBBM KOMaAHIIB OA lWlHIDIe. Moj yja pa3MIIDl/D8o je .All All N1 ee Bpam OT'KyNt je AOwao, HAN .u ce OTHCHe na NOpe •• Cpeha noNalKe jYJl8UHll8lc DOBH'Ie OR, -OKpehHTe It nOMJI01UljBHYlc noamolDfjaB Gao je y CTa15njn. Moj yJaK ~ ra rAe caa .-pIChe. 3a-

ra CAo6o,t,llTH· .AI' I!5H OXpa6PKO CBor rpAII ... II QO'Pf~ /Ill ce OKyua. dOTOM ccAe 38. CTo npujateAol. 311 HAJI 6ap _ lIITO ra lDUlK He nOlC83yje

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~Mcbf11P'. _To cy QCT8B.-..eH8 c;eAa IIn'O ropelc _ IIOJ JJY"IHHH ". yjP roWWl CBeT&, )KeAehlf TKM: A8. je ",..opamc 0:1. 0.1 crpaxa. O,AM8X 38.TJUI OR aerxe H dAO DCA 'c cnasao JUlA ce ABOPHlUTe novexo ny. -=oR. TaPAO J H cee H31\8cxe 3aTpIJaBaTH. AOTp'le BIll'll ~y}.e re. OK YCTaKe, Katie lloMlIoKHjaHa K JIoCIly, ce c HtHM IlI1'8 he paAHTH: xohe AH OCTaTH R ~B8:: fte 6eJKaTR Y no.tbe? OCT8HY AH, - KaKO Y B3K8hR 3C1LWl KoJa ce paCJI8A8; a aKO ~e - ::XC: ftc ~ ce caqyujy OA ~eH.a ~o 03l'0 n&Aa?IIQCACARoe 6y.&e H38(ipaHo. CseTRIIY JC Ha TO DpHBOAeo

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1IOltPBjy r.wte jacrywtM8. ~AO je 61l1\0 CBYA3. ua AP\'roll MeC1Y, 8AHOBAC "?,,JaAa_Je.Hob, Y'Kll~ Hoh. BatpeH& JUU'0\8 CBeTA."Aa je. MOl VlaK xreo je Nt ce .opa6AIDD oCSa..\:R: He r~CAehH lDTO je MOpe. jom C5Il1\O l5ypBo. Os 1I3Ilbe, uatdlJe ce BOAe, npocrpe leAKY npoCTKpIty H ACme. HajeABJUIYT PAUIeH no 7KepaaHlt8, apeA )(ojo ce ocemo MHPHC OA cyMIIopa, (5yKHe, IIA8MTeftR HeJ1pecraH0; CDR HarHV OQ{aTH. Moj yjaK, nomeMUU OA ABIl po&l, jcraae, HO f3<lAYA! 3aryweH BpyhoM napa .. nBAHe H - ILunulje 6ewe MPTaB!C -

Ty ce apWaB& IDICJlO HoeI'OBOr HehaKa. Ca.A. H3BOAHTe ~ ybelIo Y lloHnejy. Cu., nyHHX OC3MHaeCT crceeha DOCAe to ... y)K8.CHor Aorabaja, MmKeMO 6C36plOKHo weft.!'II no IIoeHkY. YAllU8M8; MO)KeMO ce OAMapaTH aa OJIOM )leery rAe je lLuuIHj~ nOl')lIeyo. BeJyB HHje BJlWC RKO ctpa.maH B onacaH. lbYAK cy ce MaAO DO MaAO oc.\06oAHAR H (JJ1eT JtOAHI'MI' CCM K BaPOllDl cxc ssera, Ho BHAH ee ,Aa My ce .lyra BpelfeHa HHCV CAlCAR npuKY'IHI'R. 1I0Mneja, CHpOnl DOMlleja, Bmue .0,4 xHA.a.A,e • IDCCt C'I'OTHJJa l'OARHa AelKaA8 je aaI5opUIeeH8 y ceojoJ ~ Hal(O HRje 3H8O RH Ha KOII ie MecTV &rAL XILW,I,V 1'OAHR8 ... y.a.a cy op8AH H BHHorp8Ae raj ...... , a HHey 3111.AB- N4 jCAlDl ae.unca H npexpecsa apow AeaB DOA WIXOBIQI. a.HB8Ma. ltpue cy lIpaBHAH • Jq)C1We DOAnLuI" a IICIIUA a.ax croj&AR cy xpaMoBn;.

H Y It>HMa IteAOKynHH 6orOBH OA 6poH3C H Mep"epa~ HelnYKH, lIeKaTH, XepKYAH, JYlJlnepH H CTOTlfHe Apy· TKK. TeK npe CTO TOARMa npoHawAH ey nOMnejy y .)eMl'oH H no~e.\Jt je orscnaaer«. 6per ie cKHHyT, M AO" caA je NJ8Aecer H CCAaM yAKQa OTKOnaHO H O'lHtuhel«t, To je 'res Tpel'ulHa ueAoKynHe aepoum. Cae OHO APyro .Aelt\H J010 DOA 3eMIbOM. PaCTOIlIDeHB ABBa IJHje A(flAC AcnpAa, saro je AaJ(O OTJ(onaBaTH. floMlleja je 38tpnaH8 neneece ., WhoYHKOM. BHAH ce KaKO je Hajnpe .. ceAaM • OCaM crena Y BHCHIIY CHTHa npauIMKa, xec 6prr WHO, n.u.a, na OHAa WhoYHa ... , Ap*e Nt cy craHOBHHqtI uehHM ,AeAOM yreKAH H CRaCAH ceo Jep AOC8A1l cy H8U1AII caMO OKO ner crOTKHa AoYACKHX CKeAeTa. KaA 6H ce orKOnaAa UeAa aapow, jow ISH ce AB8. nyra TOAHKO HaLUAO. ,Y HeKHM 110APYMHMa HaAa3HAH cy KOCTR OA ,A,BaAe<:e1' .Y,oUl, Tp'IaAH ey DOA jaKe 3HAOBe Nl ce C81f\'B8jy. Ko he 3HaTH KOAHKO SIX je XIL'D8Ail DOmHYAO B8Il BapaDDl IUlA cy 6e)!(aAH.

, Y floMBejy AOW.A.H cao Itpo3 ie.AHY Ayry H AenY Mejy, a yt1LUI e)4O Ha jeAHY BeAHKY H urapcxy KanKjy. Ta je KaIDija HerA&. HMaAa TpM veacsa: ABa 38. newaxe, a jeAaH noaehH, y cpeaa, 38 KO,\&, flpeA TOM K3rtHjOll JUla AOCTa p83B8AHHa, llJTO ce 30Be npe.a..rpabc ABI1'CTOBO, a y caaoj craapa 61L\0 je rpo61be rAe cy ce caxpa.HtHB8hH CTaHOBtIHUH noameje. npeA OBOM u.mtjOM HM8. CTpaJK8pa, Y KOjOj ca.u ceAe Hacrojl:DmH H npa' THOUH KOjH MOTpe Ha CBaXOTa K8A H3A83H NJ. KorOA ac' C5H OA CTapHHCKHX CTBapH, xoje ce CByAB Y floMllejH HaAa3C. coOOM nOHCO. Hajope CMO HWt\H Kp03 jeAHY Ayry H npaay YAJIUY. 3a1;HM AOWAH CMO H8 pacKpwk rAe je mapoxa InIjaI:l:a. Kyhe cy cee, DO lDTO ce KOA RaC lUUKe, ABOKaTHe, H CBe I'OTOBO aa jeAllH Ha'IHH npIIlI}aCHe. PeTKO je xoja caCBHM AO 3CMJbC cpvmeaa. cae crojH aao lllTO je npe ocaMH8eCT eexoea crojeeo. Cae je nycro, CaMO CMO noraexora nyrHHKa cpeAR BAlI CTHI'AR. rAe ca KHtHrOM Y PYInl HAe OA yAHQe AO yAHQC, OA Kyh~ AO .. ybe. lJJ.DuIAo IfR ce Nl ey CBR AoyAH H c:-. 'leho8A, 0THlILUI aerae y meTH.Y, H8 xaKBY CBCTKOBHHY. 1Lux0B8. je WeTHoa Ayra H c5ecxpajHa, OHII ce Hche HKT_ BllWe BpaTHTH caojHM KyhaMa «oje HIley HM8AH lC8A .... 3lUtA>ytmTH XBA c;y nODLUl,

Y AHQe cy npBBe H MOO nOIll\Olf8lle; R TO cae ABBOM, aao II Heanolo. Jom ce II03H8jr, c:peAOM DO yAJlll;UA.

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• c AfdI~ ... Jl3pe31l11e c:y BHHo&e eoee. LtBehe RTA. &aIUOl ce)l8JlL\O CB8J(ojaKor nocyba n nOKyhaHCTBa. MI'IOI'O AC:DIDe craapll orro cy 'lY HCKOlUlJ{e OAHeceHe cy y ~Jb rAe ClIO J[X aeh rAcA,aAH Y Byp60HCKOj naaa,

MH:n cy crapBHe ID U0MIIe:je OAHe~t" y AOIITIl. H,..pyre ae.ume uapolUH, sa JUHe My.JeJe HAR 38 :::.aTHe 36I1PJte. AfB8poBR 110 KyhaMa R Ha HoRMa unetpecx.o M&A8He BpAO cy A06po ca"I)'BBHe, peaD _tSD All Rewa HR raN1f18 ,AaH8 l(8KO cy pabeee. ToMe je V3P0K IIlTO cy npauIHH8 R neneo ca Be3y:B8 _jope I18AIAII H no.- cy cee Kyhe H c06e y n:oMl!ejR ~Re n 3IlTplJ2Hc. C~TYe H 6oroBK. Ko~e JOw HIICY y Heanoho O,AHeAII, CTOJe 1(80 urro cy H CTOJaAH. - Ra naTOCY jeANe Kylle BllAeAH 010 lIHTaBV 6HTKY 0,01, II03IlHlC8 aa<lHHoCny. JUKC 3Ip8Ae 6HAe cy na paaae ,,'DOle YKpaweHe, ocot$HTO MpllJ40pHHM cryOOBHAfa H MQ3IlHXOJI. AM.tHTe8T8P BJ'AO je BeAHKH H Ao6po ce- 1ipBH. ~erer XHJDaA8 rAeAaAaWl MorAO ce y HoeM\, QlCCI1I1'II. ~aRJIIC cy ceACAe na HajyaBHIlIeKHjeM. MeC!Y, IIY8Ae cy O,a,eMHra 38 ce6e 1(30 cot5e. OBaj ... +meaT8p HM80 je 97 -_pan ae soja cy rAeA8.oUR yAlWL\B H B3A83IWI. nOOK8jy ce OACA>eHta' OABKAe cy :.epon nyDlTlUDI, a npeMa TOMe - APyro OAeA.eH.e 0AUAe cy rAaAKjaropH - 60pUH H3..\83JJAH, -re ce ca 3Bepomora fSoplWl, TYKAH; Y 'rpeae OAe/DeH.e H3HOCHAH cy GIe KOja DOI1IRY. hMlo>8JIKe HHCY nBA8Ae y HecBeCT ..... IIRA.e ~ A8B pac1'prHC 'lOBeD. npH O8Oj CYPOBOj ...... ORe cy ILWlCX8.AC pYJt8ll&. Ja BOAHM A8 nOMHCAHM - DpeAC1'UC D8pHCIUIX 1'p&I'e.A.Hja y B.ojHMa TpO~ ,... epHUIY CIIOje cy3C, aero H8 0Be aapaapcxe arpe.

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pyu. aapowxor. Xpau JYlllt:repoB yKpaweK Je ca wecI' kOpHHTCKHX H ocau jOHCKItt cry6oaa. TellllAo BeMe. pnaor XPaMa IU48. 6.uDy neaecer cryt50sa H BpAO AeIDIX C/Juta; jOUITe crojH y H.eMy cnnya 6onut.e xenore, ~PYK je jeAHB OA H8jsel\Hx 3HaMeHHI'OCTH nouneJe. Ty ce capulaaaAe H pewaBaAe H8j88)1(J1Hje Meate CT88.pH. OcHM cybeH.8, TV ce Ap)K8.Ae HdlXOBe CIt.ynurt'RHe H IlCAHKe JUHe CBeTIt.OIlHHe. - JasHa KynaTllAll T8KObe je _peAHO aHAeTH. HMajy AB8. OAeA.eH08.: jeAHO je 3a MY' UIKe, a APYf'O 38 )It.eHCKe. AyrutHa R npoA,aBHHl.t8 6RAO je MHOro no Ityha.u:a; H8 rAeKojHM jow ce pa3B3Hajy HIl11DlCH: K&ltO ce Tpro88U 3880 R "IHMe ce 38HHMaO; a _HWe MfI0I"HX apa'ra n03Hajy ce y K8.Meay H3pe38Ha 3H8MeHta, lIIHAAOBH. Hehy ro80pHTR 0 oaK)( H3pe38HHM: 3HllMeHoHMa R 0 rAeKojHM H8 006HOI.( Aymlpy cARuMa, jep HMa HX H TaJtBHX 0 1t0jHM8. He MmKe ce IIHc&m, H no KojHMa MO>KeMO 381t1bY'WTH M Y OHa crape apeMen )(OpaA ce HHjc 6pojao Meby OAAH'IHe 0006HHC.

V ~e cy HerAe urapoxe A.BllAeceT, a HerAe CBMO ce...... -ccea crone. CaaKa TA8BHHja Kyha HMa c.a.A.B ceoje lIMe; HB3BBAH cy HX no OHOMe WTO cy Haj3HaMeHHTlfje y IWtM8. H8WAH; HAIl, alto cy Itojy Kyhy npeA IUlKBHM BAB.A,aOueM OTKOnaAH, 30By je no H.el'OaoM HMeHy. JeAHS OA HajsehHx Ityha 30Be ce 4tyAOHHK8 (4)>a6pHKa 3B 'fOxy). jep y HoeHHM co6aMa HBllLUI cy H3MaAaHO cae no peAY KaKO ce voxa rrpaaa. KMa UITO ce 3OBe: Kyha npajcKor Itpalb8. (orxonaae 1823. roAHHe). Kyha uapa locH4»a, Apyror, Kpalbuue AAeA8.HAe. rumepaTopa 4»paHa.a Apyror. HTA. Te cy Kyt'ie, HAIl 6ap HeltH AyaaPOBK OA co6a, OTKOIJaHH Y npHCYCTBy THX ARQa. a 38 COOMCH RoHXOBC nocere Ha388AH cy HX RoHXOBHM HMeHHMa. OAcaNl he I5I1TH jCAK8 Ityha Koja he ee 388m: .[1 principe di Montenegroc (KKe3 UpHe rope). 3a "IIlCT BN1AHlnI napebeec je Te je npeA HoHMe OTKOnaHa jCAHa coc5a. BAaAHlUI cy CBH '«CCTHT8.AH cpehaH CAyqaj. jep Ha Ayaapy TC coI5e H8l1L\a ce jeAHa OA HBjAenuJHX C:AH.Ka. Benrro cy H nOAaKO OAI'PTL\H nenec H necax All ce lie 6H lIa AyaaPy CARK8. nOKB&pKA&; coI5a je ISHAa 3tSHjewm npaxoa H H8jCHTHHjHM necltOM If8IIYHoCHa, 38.TO je 6HAO ABItO OArpT8TH. BA8A1fK8 je ocehao npRjamy 3815aBy II pa.A.OCT Jt&A. je npllMeTHO I4l je AYBRP tpecxo MaAIlH,· Hajnpe ce yttIL'J&Ae rpaHe OA jeA.HOI' ~or APBeT., na 0JIAIl jeAHIL aeARU MYJIlU rAaBe.

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APBe1"OJol ~ ra AeneaOJoI II ycnaBJbyje ra, a OXO ~ 6orHllo8;...u. xpJWlTH aMOf'lIftH. To je ~ACT8.IL'oeH avAIl xaaco ra A>yfiaB o6e3Opy*aB8. Ta je CAHKa aaXe~Y~ AyB&P II BpAO je xenc II BeW'tO DpeAC'lBIL\teHa pe ~Ha. XepKYA A~ lIa AaBOBCKOj XO>KH, B MaAK II HhH JJOA8I'SHo )I3BI\8"1e HeDOA Hoera TV XO)llty, APyra "':P 8)10 oAHeAB OA aera noAU>C HteroB ApaeHH CSya. 1p 1:' ra 3a~ H jamy, HeKQAHItO oee HeCT8WHe =~ A~ uoneA.O ce H8 ApBO H aewajy 0 rp~

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XIPIckm.: nc»meje 3I.TpP&HO je oHNl jom HexoAllXO Ba poma. JoIeby JtojlUl8 H H8j3H~eHHTHjH ·Xe?xy~. To je &us Her,A.8 jeAH8 OA H8JAeIIUIHX H HaJ60raTH]1D. B8poI1D1. AeJJUI JIll caMOj IIOPCEOj oCSa.ut:, H311eJ) HeeDOAo8 H fioJollJeje. Ta aapeuu HHje caao neneAOIi H ~VHJtOJol 3a7pJDUlll. aero A,B8Aecer CTOna Y BHCHlly HaIIIL\>MO ce Ha Hoy TBpAe AaBe H xaaeea: a nOBpx rora DOAHI'Aa ce AenB aa~ fiopTH'IH H cesc Pe3HH8. fiPH DOBp8TJCY H3 nOMlleje CTaAH CYO Y nopTH'IH /ItA BIWIIIO XepKYAaHfM. MOPaAH CMO AyOOKO nOA 3eMIDy CAa3lITH; npeA HlUI8 cy HOCHi\H eanaeeae 6YXTHHoe. VA838J( je &pAO He3roA8H. DASCh je II!lAO OTKOnaHO, ~ CAa60 IQTO H pa.a.e, He MOry, DpBO 360r 'rora uno I5:a ce sapom fiopnAll, Koja oaro CTOjH. cpytIIHAa, a APYJ'O 360r T01'8 mro je XepKYMLHYM aa'rpnaa, ynpaBO 3&.\HBeII pacron.o..eHOM AaBOM, na -ra AaBa aa HeKHM IICCTJDIa cjCA11HJ1A8. ce ca 3H,AOBHM8. OA xyhe; _ HHje .APfX'IC aero UA C5H II:8XBy eepoin BO,bJl DOTOmlAa, na ce oof..\e '1'1\ 1IOA8 CMp3Aa Y AeA HAH V UMeH DpC'l'BO)BL\a. Y TOJ DOA3eIlHOj AytioKOj IDyIlIbHHH nrro je OYXODIYII. BIIAe..\II CMO C8IIO II03OpJUUTe, xcje je, lUl>Ky, Behe OA c:aM8J[ c:8A8DJB,HX D03OpHUJTa. Y JeBPOIDI. OpXeCT8P My je aeba 31. jeARY -rpebHHy OA opxecrpa ~r JIeiIIJOAotmr D03OpHlD'l'8. CaB-KaPAO. CaB je naTOCaH yepMepOM B3 A+Pne; IDIa AeIIIDI: CTaTYB OA t5POH3e. yeb .ojlllll. Geme jCABa &pAD BeAIIU, sa xojy HaM pcxome

ItA je Becna3HjaHOBa. MH TV HHCMO AyrO ocraAH. a H HeMa ce WTa anorc BRACTH. Cae lUTO je TV OTlC:OQaHO H HabeRo C!l.H"IIlU je ca OHItM WTO CMO Y nOMneju raeA,aAH. XepKy,\aIlYM DpoHallL\H cy CAY"lajHo ope CTO verpaecer rosnna: HeKO je xcnac 6ynap. KaA HajcA8Hrryr Hauby ua 3HAHHe H aa Tpll xene >KeHCKe CTaTYC: npHTOM HaWAH ey H jCAaH aernac xoju je jacec o:ma<DIO KaKO ee 'ra BapOW acae.

OA nOpTH"la "HCMO ee XTeAH B03HTH na )KCAe3HHUH.

Hero CMO Y:leAH oraopeaa KOAa H AOWAK. KyhH. Ja caM AOHeo nyHY MapaMy OA pa3AH"IKTUX pCTKHX' cTapHna:

KOMaAHha OA M03aHKa H OA MaAaHHX Ayaapoaa, MaMa ecroea OA (SPOH3e, 'H3pe3aHHX CAHK8 Y KaMCHV UTA. -, To ceu cae y nOMneju eemeo. OBHM Ha"lHHOM nyTlIHQH peancce ne cee crpaee CTapHHcKe CTBap" H3 Flcjaneje. npeMA8. KaA ce ybe y nOMnejy, '38 CBaKliM nynutKOM HAU ApyutTBOM HAe no jeAaH Ha;\30pHHK, 're 'IVB8 AS WTOfOA He y3My H He noaecv, Olletr HUKO Ii He nOMHW!D8 /JJl ce He carne H He Y3Me KaA urroroa rrpea coCiOM Jlalle; a 'raj HCTH H8A30pHHK (Supa KaMeH.e H3 M03anKa H HaMa· ABje; a rrpaac HMa~ OA TaRBe BeAHKe aapoum xao urro je rroaneja Kp03 eexoae HMa ce WTa DOHeTH H lIMa WTa OCTaTH. Pa3YMC ce A8 TIpH H3AaCKV fIYTHHQR CBOA!le Ha,A30pHHKy npY)Ke noxcjx TaAHp. - Borara EHl'Ae3H naa're Aa3l.pOHHMa, na HM 'lHTaBe CTaTYe H MaAaRe Ay.aapoae H3 nOMlleje YKPaAY II. Y HeanoAl AOHecy.

VIII

Y HeanoJlJY. atlpwu11a51.

nynmun cy no AaCTe: 3HMH HAY K jyry, a RaXO npDAehe rpaae, OCT8Bh>ajy Da.AepMO. Heano,,". PHM, HHtty H roMRAaMa Bpahajy ce K ceaepv AS npeKpHAe aAIIHCKe JlA8HHHe H AS naceee BH363.ACH, KapA3l5aA, XeAroAaxA, BaAeH-BaAeK. OHO IIlTO HX V OBC jy*HC xpajeae AOBOAH. TO HX H OABOAH - TOIlA0T8. H MH CMO cacBHM cnpeMHH aa nyr. Xol\eMo AS QC11lBHMO Heanee, 10m He 3HaMO ynpaBO ASH RaAB heMo nohH. BA8AJOUI Hche HaB8AHue /IJJ. ra 03Ha'IH AS I5H TaKO H36era0 HeU &eM\' A~e nocere H ~peMOHHje.

HlIlAH ao cner V flo)'mejy. BAaAHKa je )Ke~eo jow

=~)lo':~~ cf:~e c:;0t:: ~)e~~A8U:~e~T I~:~

up KOnHp30 HCry CAHKY, H .noHeM je ~M '. HaMepaaa je nDCA8TH Y Myaej Y 6eorpllA. Hanacac je JeAHY eeny necMy 0 1l0MllejH; 'lHTaO 14K Je. Ka)l(e WI A8 je " 0 Be3yBY xenrro 3HMyC riacec, aAH He ~o)Ke Aa Ha!;e; 38- CialtHAO ce Her,.t..e. Ja MHCAHId A8 MY je 08aKO, OC06HTO OTJ(aKO je 6oAecTaH, aacrc pYKonHca nponaao.

BMAHiCa je jyqe npe nOAHe HWaO KpalDy 're ce C HoMM OnpocTHO H pexao MY 360rold. To~ "PHAHKOM Me:r' ayo je cse opAeHe H heHTY npexo npcHJV 1'1 npanecao je ca6 .... y. ,HHa'ile HHrAR HX He HOCH. Ja H Bylta HUL\H CMO C ",HMe KaO HoCroSH a!;VTaHrn. Kpa.... caaa ceAR Y Kaaepnf. To je YU8, aAH npHjaTHB aapcur. CaMO je HeKOAHJ(O cam AB.AeKO OA HeanoAHl. HWAH CMO aa )KeAe3- HHUH, H TO Y OHHM HCTHM KOAHMB. Y KojHMa ce Kpa.-b 803H. KOAB cy .pAO xena. H3Hyrpa cy 06..t'O)I(eHa CBnAOM H nooAatieHa. HapO'IHTH BOO Kpenyo ce 1'13 Heano .... a 360r BABAHKe. Iip30 CldO 0THUlAH, jep ce HH(:MO KurAe DyTeM 3ayCTaB.-\>llAH. no )l(eA>H BABAH'ilHHOj H [a- caa 6HO ooyqeH Y upaoropcxe xaJaHHe. Heurrc caM vaeo 0,0\ cepaapa AHApHje, B nenrro oA BYKaM., KOjH cy KOA KyJie OCTB.AH. - Y Ka3epm ua CTaHHUH AOQeK3jy BAaAHKV ABOja ItpaA>eBa 1t0M H abVTaHnf. Kpa.-beBa rraxara naje AaAeKO OA )l(eAC3HHIte. OHa je aena H BeAHKa; pexao 6H 'JOseK A3. .HB caMHId C1'f6oBHMB CTOjH. TO .. UIKO HX HMa. CTCJIeHHUe ccoesrrc cy BeAHKe II He06Jftlt{o WHpOKe, Morao .6H i5aT8JbOH IIOjHHKB no HdlMa aapumpa-ra. V XOAHHlty H npeA Kpa....e80M Co6oM AOQeKaAO je BAaAHKY IIHOro o4IHUHpa H reaepaaa: H OAMax oraopanre ce H Je.A,Ha Be.AHK8 spant, H Kpa.-b npHMH H oAJ:IeAe C80ra rocra.

MIl OCTaHeMO pa3r.-\eAajyhH CAHKe no Ayaapy H 3a.l5a a.w.jybH ce C OHHM reRepaAKMB. HAH 601bC AS Ka)KeM, OIlY cy ce 386aShtBAH C JfaMa rAeABjyhH upacropcso OAC.\O H opyaje. 3a CBBKY cy MaAeHKOCT 3BJlHTKHBaAH. &..uwc cy BYJUlH j_TaraH, H runajy je AM KOAMt<.O Typcau rAUl. OAceuo. la K8>f:e.tII 5YKH WTa JlHTBjy. a OR ... OArOIIOpH: .MOATO. MOArol. (Muora, aaorolj. ITa Mil pRe I'C RIll ilpeBeAeK B ~e.u: A8 je-ra] jereraa MHoro

:.~ :..:::xcyru:=a~~e ~~

all,

nOCCKAH, a oaa] My HO)K y:reA).t. 3aTHM nOK838. lUI ~ CKn MaYIDIC na HO)KY. OHR rll.eAe 311.8.TOM H3Be3eHH HaTmac H mtTajy WTa 3Ha'lR. »To 3Ha,,"_, OAMax OArOBOpH BYKa, _He HOCR Me )KeAHa!. PeKOX My ja: .Mope, DyKO, Hefie TaKO 68TH; He 3HaMO urra TO "l)'PCKH n"we._ - .Ka)f(H nt HoRMa_, pexe, ./Ml je TaKO; a aKO He Bjepyjy tl£Ka caMH 'IHTajy._

npoBehH CMO TaKO y paarcacpv OKO AB8Aecer MH· ayra AOK ce HajeAaHnyT OHa lIeAhKa apara creopsbee H Kpa&o RCnpaTH BAaAKKY H onpccra ce C II.MMe. TOM Dp";\HKOM Kpa&o je H na HaMa CBOj nOrll.eA 3aAplKao. MIt ce CRH Ay60KO nOKAOHHMO OCHM BYKe. KaA cac CHAa3HhH HH3 eecaaexe. peKKeM My ja: .SaAaH, ByKO. m ce HHMaAO Kpa&oy He nOKAOHIt'_ .A t50r8.MH, jeca qyA8H!C OArOBOpu- MH EYKa .• Kpaa, OTKaA. ce POAKO A8HaC rrpaa nyr rAeAa Llpncrcpua, na H TO aap norp6&oeHa A8 ra BHAH?!_

KOAa cy Hac OIleT qeKaAa. Kpa&o nOUYAH Bh8AHKY N1 ce MaAO ua KOAHMa no napKy I1pOWeTa, H BAaAHKa je TO npHMltO. C EYKOM ce OMH oq,HLlHPH KOjH cy Hac AD ~OAa HcnpaTHAH HajAY)Ke npaurraure. OH JIM, PVKYjyhH ce C HoHMa, noxa TaAHjaHcKHnOAa cprrcxa roBOPH: .AAuo, beuepaae! AAHO, unueop KOAOHeA! WTO accsrre re ca6..-..e uajexora )l{HBOTa oBYAHjeH Y3aAYA? AobHTe y lJ,PHY fopy Aa cHje'leMo TYPKet_ - Flapx je OAM8X AO xpaeeaor aeopa, aen je H BpAO npoctpaa. Bo3JiAJt 010 ce no HoeMY TaMo-aMO AO jeAHor rrpeapacaor BOACnaAa. Ty CMO ce 1018.11.0 38AP)K8.JI.H. oA3T.\e cao ce OABe3hH npaeo ua CTaHHlIY. npeA HaMa [e cBYAa 1DD80 jeA3H ABOPCKH KOlWlHHK. Ha kOAHN8, H8 aMoBHMa, H8 xalDHHaMa ABOPCKHX CAyry urrc cy Hac rrparasn BHba.uJ. cy ce H3aeCHH 6eAl( KpHHOBH. To cy 3HaJ..UI c5yp60HcKe ,l,HHacTltje. OUR cy v ~aUlIYCKoj yBeHYAH; oaae jom y nOTnYHOM ceca 38.HOCY n:aeyajy, RaO ope CTO roARKa. KpaID cDcPAHH8RA II BA8Aa oaae nyHHX AB8AeceT roAHH8. C ncverxa caoje BA8Ae c5HO je npacrvnaa pe4lopMaMa H A06pHM ypeA6aM8. Ho AOLtHHje H30na'DIO ce, fO-¥,He 184~. c5HO je npaeopax A8- 06jUH yCTU, KO ItaKO cy ce M8A0 peBOAyn:Hje yrHIIUL\e, VltHtfYO je Ok 1&8:1 yCTaB. }heM.Y je C3A8 OKO 'leTpAeceT roAHHB.

OA Heartoea 10.0 Kaaepre rryr MAe KJ'03 caMe ...

RRn:e. H C AecHe H C heBe CTp8He ypabeHB je 3CMhoI. IUlO UKB8 15awTa. HHjeAHa crona ~ HH~e 0CTaAll aea-

IX

Ha nap06pody, - anpUIUI 1851.

3eAeHc rope a MaBO Mope

Ha nyr Me 308y~ Y p8AOCT HOBy.

PaH6 C8.III vcr'c, jow HeMa aope. -~ aerro je apeMC, HCoo ce HeAP"; Bella lUI aerpa, raxo je Mope, MHpHO lie HallI3 _ ABba NJ. jCAPH.

Bece.\o NOjy IoWlAOCT llpOBOAHM.

CAo6oAHO xao III'HQB. H8 rpaaa: .'JalA xoliy nobe .. , KYA xoliy XOAHM;

HBT' JIll KO BeAK: nobR, HH: CTBHHI

QeAa lCBp0D8 ISamTa je MeRlf,

BO KOjOj j8 ce I5e36PH)KHO lUeT8.M:

AmiAoB R DepAHH. JIapK3 qyBeHH

IIpOA83HIl peAOK, yAJIqe 'IenaM.

Da eIIO Me C8AIl D /lIlY HT8.AHje,

• aa Mece:q AIlII8 ItO 3H8 rAe hy &fta I Dyroaaa.e Moje HBIlIIIIL'DeHO HHje;

&VA hy upellOCyTp8. cyrpa by BHAHTJL Ha 48b, B8. "OAH, Y rp8AY. y'ceAY. Dp& urpaa.y mau, IIpB llII!ly B jeAY • .......... uyTBIIIIII. - pa3J'OJIOpJI •

_"laC nyroB8Hoy APyrH ce IL\BH CTBOpH, II03HaHCTBO KBKBO, rAe ce H He H8,A.8l11, QABewhe re y CBeT 0 KOM H He CBH.B11L

Y HMe 6ora; ,a,aj /JJJ. ce cnpeMBMI

nOA838.K 6AK3V, a apeae AeTH, .apT./bara IIHOro ca 006011 HCMaY., 1I0rao 6' ra y ABe pyxe nOHeTH.

AAH cee je T&II.o-8.IIO

no C80j cofiH pll36a~o;

cae lI;lTo TpruKIUI, He 3HaM rAR je, IIHllIT8. aa CBOM lIecyV IUIje.

,mro ce He MoX(e HahH, CAO)l(lttA, TO by OCTaBHT', Heli.y HOCHTH; • 311Ma je npDDIAa, 3HMCXe xalDHHe 6aQHhy OBAe, C8A cy BpyhHHe. Heliy nOHeTH HH aMpeA oaaj,

HH oaaj n8KeT, HH urran _OlUlj,

lUI oaaj ureunsp, HH pyxaBHUe,

lUI ORe "BI3Me Be3VBCKe ecje, nrro TaMO Meby KHoHI'3M8 croje:

HH OBO, HH oao, caae cHTHHLtel

Y CBaKOM Meery rAe lIMa XAe6a MO)Ke C' H APyro HaliH lllTO Tpe6a. MaRte npT.lbara, MaHoe H 6pme. Heliy ABo HOCHM HH oee KH>Hre; )lW8()T je KpaT8.X, Tpe6a N1 c' XKTB., ItO be no APym nyr AA )IX 'IH'l'8.1· Taco, APHOCTO, H upHH Aaare,

HelKHlt Jlerpapxc, He JlapHM lIB sa 're.

Illrc Y Balda croja, TO Y cpnv HOCIUI; ...nahy aac oner K8A ce oner poAHM. 1. -nyryjeM caA& H B8.P:DlIIH 6HpaM,

-re no HoHMa sdclce, far DientCc· unyA,HpaM.

APvre AP...a.. APynI j..,.,.., APyrH HaPOAH, APyrH necHHUH, .AJ)yrc: aaponm, ~yre paAOCTM,

• HTUHj8HC1tli. JDpeU: CAaTltO je. He pa.a.HhI.1IIIlIDL

.APYf8 JI03HaHCTB&, APyre CA8,A.OCTH • .APyre IlRj8Qe H APyre ~

.APYI1' llateAJi H APfrC .

~ axe RRje se1lHTll npoMeHa •

• OM je MPTBHAO I5e3 CSOr8 HMeH8; .HJ,AII]I: H8 )UlJ1I.pe lDTO CyB8qy Byqe A.QBeX 1180)[OAO, A,IUIBC lt'O jyqe.

KG Ayna R8 spata? .BpeMC j~ seliel.

~ :~,6!io :aJ~OKehe;

cnpeI4H8 1lCUjy qyaa ,0\11& ••

Beb. A8H CBHIie, CBa ce I5pAB

DO BPXV p\"MeHe; . .

C8A he cyHIIC N1 06acja AOAHIIe seaeae.

UeAa aapow jonrre cnua:

JlB]"Ae Bpe&e HeMa; IIOt,A,eJi.OjH caIIO nynuut sa oyr ce <mpeMa.

10m aBC M&Ae 1lA0Ae Nt CAO>KHM,

_ CIIOIICII ca co6o:w: xohy AB JIX ROCHM; IIaAII Taj BAOAub. OA Kal&cn arpebee, JIOCAC MJe XILWAC ro,ABHa alA HabeH. HerA8 MY A.R38XV xpaMe H oarape •

• CBA ra j8 1"p11&M ORAe :w:eb' UHl1lpe;

.. BIle MY HC 3JI8M 1C8X0 c' ORAB 3B8O, Y nycroj nOMDeja rsera C8M Hamao ..

Ko GIl A8H8C pea'c 0, HaW l5o>Ke MHO, II! je OJJO Her» TBOj KOACJ'8 I5HoT

mm OCT8je 3Il HaC, CA.86oTHHoe ose,

UtA CYA&ura 1'IICB8. lIOCTJDKe tiorou?

- Xaj,o\e CIAIl, CAyro. Cl"B8.pH Y qyH &yUH. Xa. em II I'UAC ca )[OIITOM Y pytlHl

r. .......... __ .

DOj Cj.jRR lIAHCTa :spa:

Ja __ amrre •

.... ---.._.

KpaT8K je )l(HBOT, jcur Kpaha MABAOCT,

MeA AOK ce He Kyca, AOTAe HHje CA8.AOCT; 1KH8OT HeYlKHBaH caenau je WTO rAeAH, HOB8l:l: AOK c' He -rpcuia, OK HHWTa He BpeAII. _ HaKpHBH Kany na AeCRO YBO,

crpoura urro TH je OTaQ ca'IYB'O;

He tipUHH c' HHWTa, CYA6a ce crape:

AOK 'rpaje Jr.YAH fYl GYAe napa. CBejeAHO, GHAt Y TBOMe ueny,

HA' ce WeT8Ae no yYheM CBeyV. lIODeK je CTBOpeH fYl ce YMHO)I(H. a aoaan 3BTO Nt ce nOTpOUDI.

_ rtAalieHo CDe je! XajAeMo Dehe, aa MAaAe lDYAe CBYA UBBTH UBClie, -ra H.HMa CBe cY -reroee AaKe.

aa H.UX cy MKore rop'IHHC CAaTKe. M.\aAOCT je CBHMB 3AaTHO HaM Bpelofe. jow He ncaua]e )KUBOTa 6peMe.

Oua tie36PWKHO Y cpehH IlJUIB8,

WTO ros, cperne, TO cae YXG1B8·

BecA8PY, Ae MaxHH:

.CBR OCTajTe 360roMlc PyKaMa OOeMa,

TaMO MOPCKOj .crpems, napol5poAY OHOM

lUTO ce ua nyr cnpCMa.

30pa 3OpH, A8-H je CTBOpeH.

KO roAo xohe, aexa "l8MH:

MeSH caa je cser OTBOpeH, CBaKH Kpaj Me cdSH M8MJ1.

XajA'Mo, ujA'MO, caao ~, caa je ,.o.BOT nyroBaHoe, HCK' HaC cpera Ha GJlE!Y nyTY cpeha, Aoyt5aB H neBBHoC.

A HeaI'OAC Aooby A' J(8KBC, l4A8AocT YO)KC 'cae noAJlClMI H KpD3 &Ae H HeBOJr.C

Q aece&Cll MAaAOCT AeTR.

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He»a 3Il fLy HHWT8 remxor, Hare Aal«: H OA,MOpHe;

Y Jllt8.AOCTH Habe CMeWHor, HCOPCCV 38 H>Y opae.

Dapo6poA 1'OT08, 8A' jourre 'ICIC8; • caR CYO HS fipoAY, 8A' jeAHor Heus.

Tonoaa OAcaVA "Vje ce jexa,

rocra csor MMAor Heanolo cnpeaa.

£10 1'8, eTC I - Bel). AOXOAH. J(~ wajn litera BOAH. UpaTH 1'8 MHOro ocIJHLtHp8

H APyror CBeTIl H rocnoae:

CBaJ(8 MY A8~ caAynfpa, OOKPHAH 1IBMlUI rAe.by BOAe.

CIIe IIl10 ra HrAB "'VAO, BHA'AO, TO cae ce jyYPOC 3OpoM: ,4Hf'AO!

II! MY HCKpeHO OTBOpU rpYA

II Nl My KaJKe: CpehaK ni nyrJ

Ca Itpoaa ...uPbe OK ce jaama

H CBaKOM IIO.3APaB OTn03ApaBma. UpolUAO je, KaJKY, epeaeaa AOC1'8. 8e:Jya He ... 0 AK'IHHjer I'OCT8.

ICo Je T8j nyTKHlt UITO c' H8B03H

118. AyOOXO CHH.e MOpe?

- TJIM ce nyntHKOM cpIlCTBO ROHOCR: '10 je IWlAHlUl UpHe ropel _ '

1Ie3yII .. -" MOpe_.

CVHIa ce paba, apehe ce Aaba.,

O. IIHAa .IIIeC1'a,·DO __ C8AII .

IIOCAeAIWI nyT ce .IIIoJ DOrAeA meTa; ·C __ CC IIp8WTa C8.A Ita CBaXaA,8 _._nyT- .......

3&1'011, 0 Itpajy nOAOOaH pajy! Ioy6HM"le KAMlle,

rAe Hella 3HMe;

rAe HMa IJ,Beha

H 6e3 npoAeba;

rAe HeMa AIlH8 He06acjaHa.

Heanoae, a60ro .. d npaurrau: ce c ro(5oM.

TpH,A.eCeT AaHa IIpODlAO je aehe orsaxo Te6e OsaKO rAeAaM; IfoHX hy ce, no 'IaCOBa cpehe,

AD rpo6a Mora CBaI',A.a Nl ceIiaM.

3I5orou, 3eHAtO MKAa, rae BHpI'llA. nO'lRB8; fN! HecTalllH8. MAaAocr H aa jasH CHHBa; rAe aepaaee QBaTe H .1Kyre 1(HtpoHe; CBarAa TOIlAO cyHu:e rpeje xaaapoae:

rAe 'l3.p06HO HeKO IlA8.BeTHHAO 'rperrra

no CBHM KpajeSHMa H 3HMH H AeTH;

rN! MKAHHe CBeTCKe, 'IOBeKy npeA8He,

JUl Kpaj KaKaB APYIlI UOMllCARTR 6pBHeI

3601'0111, 06aAe, rAe caM XOAKO,

HA' ce Y 'fYHY THXO B03BO I Xt.&AOBH, 3601'0111, rAe C8JI c:eARO; DyTeBH rAe caM C KOHoeU je:JAKOI OcTpBH, CTa.:Je, 3HAHHe crape. nOpTH'IH, lloMIlejo, KaCTeABMape! 36oI'OM, ¥TOKe, 6pellNldlH, AOAHRO. nyHH KpaCOTe, nyHII MIlAHHel

, - Besyue, JIITO ce TU:O A.Jl.1KCDI B TBOjllM apxOM y, He60 CT1UIteUIo Aa8I ce moj. aeh Aocta AKAa, aGoroIII, B lIlTeAJI ,. IIeCIa IIIIAAI

x

v PUMY, mtpUIUI. 1851.

ose~ npBJ{ lIfT yA83H V oB&KEIY jeAKY aapcm

~ q le cseTCI<8 HCTOpHja TaKO TeCHO CKOJItl3H8, C 1(0jON j Hen ocehaJ&3 0 KOjHM3 He MO)f(e caM Cet5H ~ A8nf: oCBphe ce caYAa rAe lie A3 BIIAH ORe /bYAe pa1fYJ! ba' 0 ICOjHM3 je tUlTao H CAywao. Ka.A CMO ce • ~:~~ J(81DfjaM8 PKM8, cee llITO CaM H3 HCT?pl1:je :' PHJUD8.HllPda 3H80 nOHOBllAO MH ~ Y MHCAHM8. HoM-

=O:~I1l~jY:a~=~ ~:"B8~YH~:O:H o~~~::

6onulrC; Jl,lD(OBH Hr.meparopH H peny(SAHKe - cae MH Je TO H8 '1M MAO. AAH 0,1 caera rora ""WTa aeae! Hawao caM PHM. aAH HHcaM ~o PliMAoaHe. MeCTO TpHJVMta. HAY no YAH~Ma AHT~Je; MeCTD 60~THX Kpacyca, Ayx.YA8, BHTeAH}a. npccjeua He MAY 111. H3 Kvhe 1I3Ilhu- aecrc Umuuma:ra. KaTOH8. Bpyra, cperanr no V~ 60ce IULAybepe; MeCTa Jvnarepa c rpOMOBHMa V pYQH. crojH CTayY8 ceeror Ilerpa ~ Ap)I(H AB8. lUJoyqa _ IUl.lICY A8 cy TO M>yqcBH 0,1 paja: MeCTO Ilesapa, CUJI y BaTlOOWY jeA8H CampeRH crapau. - Ha OJiOM IICCTV oA8Ue cy nOA83HAH pHMCKH AemOHH Aa HAY A8 oper33C fiLUljy H 6PHTalDfjy, _Be)Koojy ce 4>paHUYCKH IIOjHHIPlI - BapaapH fllAH AOUL\H cy ,A;8 'lVBajy PRM. _ hal ~OjH je CBeT OCBOjHO H H>HMe no CBOjOj BOIbJI ..... 01

XobeMo AM R3 PHMB. roBOpHTH urroroa ° npOW,\OCTH hMa?· rOllOpHMI 6RCMO K8A 6H ce Y TpHAeCeT BpCT8 MOrAO npebH rpaeecer 8eKOB8. fiHcam npoWAOCT PHMa - TO je DHC8TH HCTOPHjy crepora CBeTa. TOMe HHjC MeCTO OBAe. nynuntH y cBOjHM !5e,\ewK8Ma cnoaeav C8IIO IIOI'AeKOjy roAHHY. noreexoje HMe n norAeKojH AGo rabaj H3 OKeaaa pHMclCe npoWAOCTII. OHM Y CBOjHM JIBCMH.Y8 roaope 0 OHOM 1UTO caMO rrpea HtHX Haabe H uno je cnojeHo ca p83B3AHH8M8 nopeA Itojnx OHH rrpoeaee. T_o hy B j8 1DIHHTH. HCTopnja PKMIb8Ha, Kp03 Rojy beMa 0JI,4e CUlO pIlAR onoMeJfC npoTp'lam, CBaKOMe je IlO3HaTa jam B3 AeTHIIoCI1Nl. HHjeAHa WKOACKa BpaTa lie JIOlkeDI OTBOpHTH a ~ He qyjew urrcrca 0 NoHMa. XaA CTpUIaI:I: npa: nyr 110 y~ PuMa HAC, tumH My -_ ..... Kpos aexy _pow rM je npoaeo c:aoje A,e-

THHtCTBO. nHTa aa n8lftCOH, 3B KoAoceyM, 38. lCanRToA, 3a 4'-OPYM, KaO 38 xaxee crape CBOje n03HaHHKC.

Aa npebeMO 6p3HM KopaKOM HCTOI<Hjy PKMa; All npOTp'IHMO, T8KOpehH )KMypehH, Kp03 TaMHe CBOAOBC OA TpH XHlbaAe roA.HH8, na /I¥l ce OH,A,a _ 38.yCTaBHMO rrpee, pa3BaAHH8M8 xcje H ABHaC croje npeA HIlMa. nO'IeTaJ( HCTOpHje CBHjy HapoAB H crapax rp3AOB8. 38.BHjeH je y MarAy H TaMy. CDC HCTopKje no'iH""y H3MH11l/DeHRM raTKaMa.

o nOCT8HKY H Tp&jaHoy PHMa Ka)Ky KHoHre H npH'l8.jy lbyAH OBaKO: Hexa pobaKa Kp81b!1 Hpu(Topa, ceenrreHHlUl Pea CHABHja, npeCTyIIH CBOj 38BCT H POAH I5AH- 3aHQe, PeMa H POMYA8. Ona AeQa I5YAY 6a'leHa y peKy Tu6ap; T8AaCH mHecy HX aa 06SAY H, sa H>HX08Y Apexy, Aol)e Xypj8'1HQa 're HX AojHAa AOK HX jeA8H nacrap He Habe, re HX y3Me K cel5H H OAI'ajH. OHK, KaA OApaC'l'Y, H&MHCAe OCHOB8n! jeMIY aapow, HO cBaAe ce H n06Hjy OKO -rcra KO he I5RTH crapeuraaa: PeM DOnDIe a POMYA OCT8He H ocHyje aaponr, xoja ce no HoCro80M HMeuy .Ha- 30Be POMa HAR, no llITO je MH 3OBCMO, PHM. Aa 15K npKMaMHO caera AB y H.eroBOj aapoura XOlBH - jep, C nOqCTKa IIIJje HX I5HAO 8HWC OA jeAHe XIlIbaAe - rrporAacHPoMYA caojy aapour 38 yrovanrre caRjy I5eryuana.. Ko _ roe AO!>e Y PUM, I5HO je CAo6oA8H. OHAB ca CBD crpeaa noapae 3AO'IHHWf, pOOOBR H I5eryHWiI OA CBaJCe PYKe. TaKO PuM, 38 KpaTKO apeae, KCTHHa, He nocreae Y"'yA8H, BAH nOCT8He MHorOAoYAaH. CBR cy I5HAM I5eCKybJIHlUI H BOjHHWI. )KeHB HHje 15HAO. Ko he 38 OB8KBe "'YAe Aa ce YAB! POMYA nOOOBe cvceaao MeMe, Ca6HHC. HS rootSy H Ha urpy H3BaH aapoum. YcpeA rota aec.e.Ib8 CBaKH PRMldHHH ursena no jeAHY )l(eHCKHHoY H yreKIR aarpar Y cscje cnxone. To I5YAe ppoK pByV. HajnOCAC TaKO ce caraece: Aa POMYA H Kpa.t\o cal5HHCKH ynopeAO BAaAajy H AB ce TB ABa H1lpOAB crroje Y jeAHY AP*asy· nOCAe ner roARHa yl5Hjy cal5KHcKor Kpa.A:oa H POIIYA OCTaHe caM crapeunma HIlA CBHJ48.

OAM8X C nOqeTKB OCHOBaAH cy _ceHaT H peAK cy Rea Ha'IHH peAHmje. POMYA ce OCHAH H RO'Ie THpflHCIUl BAaAaTH. To ceHaTV I5YAeIlpOTHBRo; AOroaope CH H - Po- 1IyA8 aecraae: OHH CByAB nporaece A& ra je opao JymrrepoB DAHCO Ha He60. nOCAC aera ceaaT II3C5epe HYMY IIoMnHAHja c:c6H 3Il crape1DHHY. OR je &to OA

. ca&ofCKOr =;a~ :!:::K:pe=~' ~e:~p=

R8tDIH .K1lA 0 pKJ,LWUIe If pea Y oolN8j 3eMAtOpaAHoY. =~ ::0B8H OKO 750. I'OAKHe ope pobeH.a XPHCTOsa.

J aAIf I'OAJlHe OA JtOCT3HKa PHMa AOK HHcy

OHM cy P~~CKY Bepy H XpHWhaHCKH KaAeHAap. aplOl~ Me BA8,ot,aAH cy jom ner JWlA8.A&t8 AO 245. 1'0- noc:e npey pobeH.a XPHCTOU; a re ro.a,w&e. YKHHy MOHap::' H yseAY AeMOKparcKH Ha~ BA8Ae "?A npeAceA~M JjpyroBJIII. To je oRaJ EpYT 'UITO je y c~aAHOem csojHl'l peny6AHK3IICKHX H8'1eAa OCYAIIO cOOJe CHHOse H3 CMpT. KaA ce nOCAe Hab~ petIyl5AHKa y onaceoem OA CBOjHX cnOID811llf>HX aeIIJ?"JaTeJoa, PI!M;ba~H BHAe »- 11M je noype6HO csy CHIllY CJeAHHHTH y JeAHoJ pytUl~ 6lro HM je noTpe6aH ,A.KJ(T8.TOp. UHRItHHaT OCTa~H CBOJ 1lt\}T H npHl4H ce 're rpabaxcxe AY)i(HOCT. To je (SHAO 255. ro,A,HHe OA OCHOBalWl PuMa. 3aTHM HacTaHy \'HYrp8I1DhR P33AOPR, HelIHPH H npoMeKe pa3HHX Ha'IHHa 8A8Ae. n0CT8HY ACUeMBHpK, ROJH cy HMaAK aeorpaaaqeay BAACT. nOTOM HCKPCH\' ueaaopa. rOAliHe 322. Kyta je MOPRAa crpaanro no PuMY. KaMHA nocraae A,HKTaTOp. 0I'A3CH par r8.AHM3. Po};y rrpOTHB CaMHHTa H rrporna nnpxa, Kpalloa enapcxor, XaHH6aA. Kaprareaau. rrpebe npeKO AMm; notSeAH PHMA.aHe KOA KaHe (216. r. npe XPHCT8.). -OH ce HHje ,/11.00 KOPHCTHTH OBOM no6eAOM; IfeCTO Ni RAe ynpaBO H3 Pm.I. OH ce 33ycTaBH. Ta ra oorpewxa ynponaCTH. PJw.w.HH ce npHGepy. YAa-pe aa &era R not5eAe ra; OK ce oTpyje.TaA3 nOliny PHM ..... aHH ccaajera 3eJIA,e y HAHpHjH. rp'lIKoj, MaKeAoHHjH, o\4IplDtH I( CHpRjR. MapHje noGeAli HeKOAHKO JIYTa TeaTOHe, 381'HM 6YAe nporep3H H3 PHM8. CyAa nOCT3Ae All: 1mlTOp, HO t5pao npona,.ure. - nOMDej ce rrpOCAaBH, . Umtepoa CBOjOK pe<mrowhy yHHWTH KaTHAHHHHY 38- &epy. 3&1' eececre H3MeJ5y nOMlleja H Ilesapa nojaBH ee rpabaHCKK par. Ileeap ~be npexo PyfjHKOHa. nOM' DeJ, notSeJ5eH, 1KI.AOCHo CBPlIIR CBOj >KHBOT. Peny6.u1KaR3A1XHe, HO H Ue3ap, ABKTaTOP, (SYAe y(iHjeH ycpeA CCH8.ra. HaCTaRe OIIeT TpHjYMBKpaT. Y apeae pobeea XPHCI'OB8 npol'AaCH ce ceeaaac ABryCT 38. HMnepaTopa. ON Je BAaA,aQ ... roA,HHe H aa TO apeae MHOl'e ncrrpaase, "'PD'DtTo y 3aK0HHMa f'UlHHO. 3a HoHM cy I5HAH IJMnepat'OpH: TH6epuje, I(a.UUYAa H Hepca. He 3Ha ce J(OjK je ~ &Ora ISIIO Bebu ~ BTHpaH. 3a BpeMe BA8Ae

ABryCToae POAHO ce Hcyc XPHCTOC: •• 3a BpeKe Ka.uI-

ryAC pacnel\ll cy ra. "

01t0 TpHAcceT roA.HH8 npe pobcH08. XpHCTOaa GRAO je y PHMY npexo 'IeTHpH MHAHOHa CTaHOBHHKa. To je 6HAO MaTHO Ao6a pHN.CKe IUIoH)KeBHOCTH. Ot(Aa cy »:H&eAH BHprHAHje. Xcpanaje, OBHAHjC H MHom APynt. JiHAO jc nOBpeMeHHX ARCTON aa HOBOCTH, aa cyAcKe pacnpaae, 38. oraace HTA., H 6p:Jo cy p838llIH1D8.AH -re AH-

~o::;~n:Oj::. f=~'aj~MC~H~ s: ':.

l50ae KynOBaAH. DOCTaHy 11M ytlHTe .... H y CBeMY. as jCA8H A8H, V ACAocv, npoA8HO je T8KBmt poecea Aecer XHIo8· Na. BoraTH Kpac HMaO jc caMO HCDolCpCTHora HMaH!a sa AB8.Acce-r MHAHOHa T8AHpa.

Haneparop Becn83Hjaa (70. roA. nOCAe XpHCTB) BAaNao je MYAPO H p8360pHTO. 3a BPCMCH8 HoCro88 3HA8H je BCAHKH aM~HTeaTap. <m:je p83B8AHHe H A,aH8C croje. H KOjH .je n03HaT DOA HMCHOM KOAoceYM. lberoa CHH. THT. aa ABC roAHHe CBOjc BAaAe' npOCA8BHO ce c80jOM A0t5POTOM. qO&e\JaHCTBO hc 3860paBHTH HoCrOBe no6eAe. ItAH HHrA,8 eebe aa60puHUI OKe HoCroac PC'BI: »AaHac MH je nponao A8H. jcp HHcaM HHKaKaO A06po_ yqmmol.

Hepaa (noseo BAaAa11l 96. roAHHe nOCAe XpHCTa), Tpaj8H (98. roAHHe). MaPKO ABpeAHje (161. roAHHe) 6HAH cy Ao15pH H II8MeTHH aaneperopa. 3a BpeMCH8 Tpajeecee BAIlAC H8'1HHoeHH cY MHOrH MOCYOBH H rryTOBH. T8A8 je DOA.Hmyr H npBH MOCT OPCKO Ayn.aa, !tOA KAaAOB8."

nOCAe jom MHOrHX HMnepaTopa AOM aa npecro pHM' cxora napcrae KOHCT8HTHH BeAHKH. KOjH je ceAeo y BH3aHTHjH. Y UapHl'pIlAV. Ha3B8.HOM no H.eroBOM HMeHY KOHCT8HTHHono ..... Jlcaec je BA8A8TH oxo 320. roAHHe. OK je npeaeo CTOAHltV y UapHrpaA. nourro je OCBOjRO PHM. BHO je Ke'lOBe'laH, OCBeTO .... y6HB. xeaepax, HClIOpaA8H. 0cHM aaorax APymx. yt5HO je CBOjy )KellY B caora CHH8. Ao aBO Aol5a xpmuhaHH cy (SHAH CByA8 roHoCHH, CC'leHH.Myq:eHH H y6HjaHH. Oc06mo OKO 176. roAHHC _ rcaac HX crpauntc MaPKO ABpeAHje. UaP Koac:'raHTlUf. Koja je 11lKObe MY'BI0 JI roHHO xpHWhaBe. HaCKOpo IIpCA CBOjy capr oAPC'le ce HAOAODOXAOHCTBa. nOKpcrH ce H nOCAe ClIpI'll - nOCBeTH ceo

npBB f3POIl ~p!r~~~O;:'H:~::O:OT~:

~;: noAe,uml. uapCTBo. AAapHK YMpH Ha ama =H ra H AODYCTU BOjHHUHMa 11'H AaHa M ra P'IBI.'utaJ . remepHlC, KpM> B1UfA8.ACKH, TO HCTO ytmHIf, IJoW. Y 80jHHltH JLbIl'uuwt: cy H nyCTOllIHAH PH:U; ny_ • a.e~ AflHR. PH.MCKO je uapCT80 GRAO Beli pac=~O. _ Y PHAiY ao\8A9.AO je jow HeKOAHKO "MOe· p8l'Opa AO 485. roA,HHe. fioCAeAHdt: HMDepaTOp 3Ba.O ceo PO II OCHOATe ..... PHMa, POMyA. - fiocAc. 'rora BAaAaAll. CV K~ II nane. KaPAO BeAHKH OCBOJH PUM 774. r. B llpyHHWe ce KBO HMJ1epBTop. \

nane paqyH8jy CBOjy BMAY OA CBeTOr IIerpa; OK je &ro npBH nana. H TO OA 33. AO 65: I'OA,Jt:Ke nOCAe Xptrcra, 3a HollY je AO ASKae: CAeAOaaAO H ceACAOHa Jt.erOBOM apecTOAy 257 nana. OHH cY 15H.Ut: BpAO MonHH H BPAO c:.\8l5a, saxe je KlIA C_Bel' sepoeao y HoHXCBO ~OKAeTCTBO • Y lWIXOB 6/.arOCAOB. Y PuMY AP)Ke Aa HHJeAaH Dana Be MOOKC BHllle SAaA8TH A'{>Ke OA CBeTOr Ilerpa. 3a OBm 1850 raAJDl& caac cy HoHX '1eTBOpHn;a DO 25 TOAHHa ~. Ao 526. I'OAJlHe cse nane lllTO .cy BA8AaAe, 'aa ~jy IhHX 55 - DOCBeTHAH cy ceo 3a oaax nOCAeAHoHX 'rpHCTa roARH8 HHje ce HHjeA8H nocaerao, a y6YAyhe p83y1lC ce N! ce HehelDfjeMH BHllIe nOCBemTH. C8A8IUIIoB D8IIIl3QBe ce nujo HONo (Iluje AeBeTH). H3aGpaH je

• mmy Meceqa jyHa 1846. reAUKe. OK je 6uo .oUfl5ep8AaLt

• TelItHO je ea jeAHHCTBOM. HTaAHje. aaro cy ce CBU Ta.uijaJDI Hoel'OBOM H360py 06paAOBahH. HaAaAH cy ce _ he DB MHOI'O DpHHeTH H.HXOBOM. _ OCAo6obeHoY. Ho IIHje Hauo. JUlA je ceo aa CBery CTO.oUfLty. npecrao je CItrrH c;:BeT&Q, npoMCHHQ ce ceceaa. Haurac je KAoY'leBe ~ IleTpa; He MOpa IUIlIIe norp6.1beH HhH.

Y A,IUI&WIItCII PmIy_JKIIIIH OKO ]88 XHID8.Aa AYwa, He ~jytiH TV • rrynauc.e. xcjax HMa aa XHJDaAe y CI8KO At&, oco&rro 3IUIH H OKO YCKpca. MaAo je K8A u.eM _ cro DUr8AA crpaHaQa CB8Ke 3HMe AeTYjy.no . ...." He:auo.y. ~AOpe!lQHjH B A,Pym... TaAJljaHclCHlI IIeCDDIa. x..y ~ je Gpoj Pyca, HaPO'lHTO Y ¢l'AOpeH-10, _..., !!poJ EarAC38, PyCH lie .. Y HTaAHJy

.........• ,lHrAa. OA lIB'" .

XI

y Pu.wy. cutpWlUl 1851.

HHjeAH8 aapow H3 cBeTY aeae /II! ncxaace nyrHHXY TOAHKO OCT3T3K8 H3 crapcr Ben 1(OAHKO PHM. MH CBaKH ASH, OA jVTpa AO Ir6paKa, XOAaMO, p33rA.eAaMo J;lx. Huje &In Moryhe y oa3KO KpaTKoM BpeMeHY' mecara 0 C&eMY OROMe WTO CMO BRAeAll 'K 'IeMY eMO ce ,l,HBHAH. rOAHHe 6" rpeeaxc OBAe npcaecra, peAoM jeAHY no jeAHV 3H8- MeHHTOCT rAeA3TH, UlryAHpaTH H OrmCHBaTH. MIt H1l 6p30 npoeaaaao. BA3AHKa )ReAR Arl HX BUAH. r AeKoja CAHKa Pa~ae..\OB8. rAeRoja OrpOMH8 pa38aJ1.HH8 3aAp>Ke ra no HeKOARKO 'rpeavraxa. 0 OROMe urro My' ce CBMAK H UITO ra MBAO 3a6aBH, npH' nOMeKY pexae HeKOAHKO petnt, y KOjHM3 06H'lHO R3jaRH oao UlTO je ocehao 311 epeae rAeAa~. qecTo -kalKe a ceoje npHMeA6e. OR He Map" A8 ax 3aIDIWe, BAH caaraa je )KeAeO A8 HX KOOOA "Yje. JeAHOM KaA BOAe AS ja 0 HeKUM PHMCKAM aMAHHaMa HenITO 6eAe)f(l(M H mlweM, pelle MH: ,JaMH TO, vove! To je XHA.aAY nyu ormC8HO. XajAeMo Aafbel AobH Apyrnnyr 6e3 MeHe rra IUlWK. PaM he jaw XHJoaAe roAUHa Tpajanl H XRJDa.Ae he tbHX TO jaw rAC,AJl1.H R onucaeara.«

BAaAHk8 je jeceisac iIpowaa Kp03 PHM lU\A je nyTO- 880 Y Hearrozs, aAH je QCTaBHO ,AJl ra p83I'AeA& C8A8. npH nospa-rxy. - CayAS ra ca oco6HTHM OMllKOBaHoeM' cvcperejv. Ijarta je 38I10BeAHo: rAe I'OA BA8AHK8. Aobe H WTO roa 3a)KeAH Aa BHAH, AD My ce 0AM8X OTBOP" H noxaace. CaYA8 Hac rrpara H crrpoaoaa jeAaH 'cfJpaHlJ,H· uraeaau, no HM.eay nyp'lHh·, OK je POAOM H3 Ayripo&HHKa. MAaA, \"leBaM H BPAO pa360pHT 'lOBeK. Ao6ap CAOBeHHH, AOOaP POAOAty6. BPAO aerrc roeopu .HaWKHC. To My je MarepHoH je3H~. rYHAYAHha H APyre Aytipoaa'u<.e necaaxe 3Ha aanaaer MHore peTKOC'rH-WTO ClIO

&HAeAH HMaMO caMO HoeMy 3aXBaAHTH. .

Y UpK8H Caerora Jlerpa 6HAH CMO seh HCItOAHItO nyra. To je npBO WTO "YTHHUU HAY AS BHAe '1101 B3 1t0M H3aby. He rrpea norACA, HHC8M ce HHM8.AO 3a'IY,A,HO.. OA TOAHKO roAHH8 cxvmeo ~ H 'lHT80·,a.a je TO Hajaeha qPKBB H8 QeAOMe KPYrv 3eM-!aHROM, ",. j. TO Raj-

• A"'I"Hj' jc IIBo &oa<vn y _. y "- 79·

HHJC xpHwhlUtCKOr CSeTa, npeMa TOMe, Moje sellR cnolAe CSOjHM npeACT8S8Ma HHje ce MorAO orpa, yoISpalKe:-r! lAH ce He npBH norll.eA H \"UIHH IIeTpoBa , HJNHTH', amHja OA MHorHx ApyrHX WTO caa AOca.u upJtB8 U xse: C&eTor flaBAa y AOHAOHY, CBeTor (Te, BII,leO, t!qy 'HOTp-AaM Y flapH3Y H upxaa Y Uhpa;). BBH8 Y _ ~oro cy Po!e BRwe 38.'1YAHAe Hero IIeTpoBa 6y~~ t PuMY. Ollaj IOTCKH CTHII., 0110 U:pRO KaMeHoe, up . TaMHa npOlllAOCT hYTaHoeM roaopa, n06YAH V :e=~:, .SA HX npBH nvr BIIAH, -raxaa ocebaaa xoja ce He norlOae npH norll.eAY aa 6eAe, np~Be R HeO~RhelJe 311AOae CeeTOr IIeTpa. TeK nourro CaM je AV)I(~ H BRwe nyT8 B3H}'Tpa H cnoea caarpao, ysepHM ce AS je aaaCTa 1'p»'O ae.utJ(a H Aa uHje MaHoa OA caora raaca WTO ce DO CBCTY pa3HOCH. 8o\8AHKa MH ~a)l(.e /IJI ce H HoeMV rase HCTO C ncaerxa Y'fHHHo\O. 'tIYJeM A8 ce TaKO roTOB() CBHMa crpaHQRMa Aoratla. Ha npBH nOTAeA He MO)l(e 'IOBeJt &.e1fY ue.unry Y CBOjOj AVWH A8 caecra, HMa

=11 ~ce~~e~ ~:X:HX::lB~~~~aC:;;:~~eA;

cy TUO BeAHKe xao WTO-CY.

lbHyrpa je JIeTpOBa UpKBa ACIlHM M038HKOM Hwa· p&H8. MItOHa HeMa M80ro, aAH cy cae xene M SeAHKe; Ky6e Ha cpeAHHH &pAO je BMCOKO; OA CSHjy arpaaa na aety eeeo ra jeAHa mlpaMHAa y ·EntrITY H TOpaH. Y mrpa36ypry HaABHI1IYje. MHOr06pojHH crvecee. KOjH cy 8pM Ae6eAH H BHCOKH, ApEe caoaoae npxee. KOA ceaKer TOr cry(Sa HM.a HcnoaeA8oHnu:a; aa csab je3HK MM8 KIlAybewllDTO ceAe H HcnOBeA8jy. Oxrape HMa aa cae CI'pIlHe xyNJ. roA nOTACA8lll. V BpXy UpKBe, 6AH3V fAa8- HOI" oarapa, CTOjH KOAOcaAH8 crewe CBeTOf Iterpe. DHa .Ie OA 15poRae. fipeTOhHAH cy CTaTVV JymITeposv 're H'J a.e H8'DIHIIAH TV CTaT}'Y CBeTOM neTPY. To je HeotiH'IUO JIeAIDUI IUIQ H CTOjH Y OCO(btTOM nOWTOBaH.Y_ Ty rAe je 0118 QpltB8. noAIfIHYTB I5IL\8. je 6aurra Hepoaoea. Ty My je &l.\o D03OpRlUl'e Y KOMe je sa aa6aBY HoefOBY H PHMMBa ~ xpHWhaHa noryl5..t.eHO H OA 3Bep0B8 paaprayro; KOCTH HdlXOBe OCT8BA>eHe cy Ty OAM8X Y Je.A.HV aehHuy; 1Y Je 15KA8 npBl. rpo()JiHU8 ceeror Iterpa. Tea .AOQRBje, DO CBOj nplL\HlO! Y BpeMe napa KOH' ~, DOA.HI'Hy sa OBOM Mec1'\' jeAaH xpaM, a OKO 450._lOAB,He ~ ce au.A.aTB jcwm BeAHk8 U:PKBa,1he-

HO 31tA81t>e nOA3KO je ltanpeAOBaAO It nccae p83HHX H3MeHa AOBpWItAa ce rex rrpe eTO tOAitHa. no pa'lyH,... Ma, ncrpoureac je Ita OBy upKBy 'IeTpAeceT H ceAaM MHAHOlla 'raanpa, Y oay CYMy He p3'1Yllajy n03AB-ry, M033HK; ncnpaese " CAH'IHC TPOWKOBe. VKpac It no- 3Aa~a caao tAaBHOt OATBpa It~HOCH CTO XH.\08.Aa TaAHpa. Ty je rp06HHua CBeTOI' Flerpa, y Kojyce CAB3H HH38 jeAHe creneae. CTO ABaAeCeT KaHAHAa uewaro rope H8 H.eroBy rp06y. Muoro jour CBeT8ua H KB.\ybepa AC)tCH HCROA ApyrHx ROA3eMHHX CSOAOBa OBe UpKBe. MH HJI, HHCMO CBe rAeAa.\H. Hac je Hajl:lKWe 38HHM8Aa BeWTHH8 pyKy ..... VACKHX; It xoje CMO nOXOAHAH, TO CMO 'IHHHAIt . caMO 360r npexpacaax CTaTy8 OA BePHMR8 It Kaecee KOje cy xa HoHXOSHM rpOOoBHMa.

nHj8118 rrpea UPKBOM CBeTOI'a Iterpe raxobe je eena " 3HaMeHHT3; one je HaAHK na aM~HTeaT3p H OKpy)KeRa je ca TpH CTOTMHe crveoea. VcpeA -re nujatre CTOjR ycnpaeeo jeAaH ooeAHCK. Jow HMnepaTOp KaAHryA8 AOHeo ra H3 Ersmra. OR je jeAHOCTa83H. CaB OA jeAHora xaaena, a SHCOt(. 72 crone: no HoeMy HeMa XltjeporAH~a. CaAa na epxy It.eroBOM croj» «per, 3HaK no6cAe XpMWnaacxe. - Ha nHjaLtH HMa ABC 'IeCMe. - fOTOBO Ita ceaxo] mtjauH y PHMY HMa no jeAH8 'IeeMa It no jeA8H 06eAHCK. To HHCY 06H'IHe 'IeCMe, TO cy npexpacua cnoMeHHLtH BeWTHHe, H3 KOjHX H36Hja Ha cac crpaae 6HCrpa HAena BOAB. CBe cy 'IeCMe oxaneee KHnOBHM8. CaMO je 06cAHCK Ita Ilerpcecj nujaun: C81fYBaH 'IHTaB, 8 OHK ApyrH OKplf>CHM cy 8 raexoja cy It npe6ujeHH. jep KSA je PHM 6"0 TOAHKO JIVT8 naeen, nvcrourea H nA>3'1KBH, ORAB cy It OHM 06atoHBaHH. Ha OHltM APynut rcaa It, XHjepOrAHcf!",. MHore oae 06eAHCKe HawAH cy, KaA tv urroroa KOnBAU, Ay60KO y 3eM ..... H aarpnane. TaKO cy uabeHe " anore crarve xcje cy TOAHKO aerie U BalKJle N1 HM ce HOB'I8Ha BpeAHOCT He MO>Ke 03Ha<mTH. H C8A jow nOHeWTO HaA33e y 3eMlbk OA BeAHKe peTKOCTH. CTaP" PUM AC}KH Y 3eMloH; TO ce noaae]e H no HeKHM CTapHM 3HAHHaMa xo]e ca cBojHM np030pHM8 CB,A,Il AO ... 3eMIoC AOnupy. Ha )l:ltOI'HM MecTHM8 no ceA8MAeceT CTO-

na 3eMJbC, KaMea.a H CB8KojaKHx pYJ:LIeBItHa AelKll 0310 Ha rrajenaaa, YAHQaM8, K~ H wCT8AHWT1IMa , ~apHX PHMJz.aH8.

81

naA8T8 rAe nana ce.A.H. OAM8X je AO IterBanutaH. T cy MJlore 3HaMeHUTOCTH. BUHK8H capoBC up.ue_i naAua xcje cy Y TOKY apeaeaa A03"craBA08J~ ueby cooOY cncjeue. OHa je na T~H Ka'l'a:

.. &HaaKe roAHHB crola oBAe, Jep 3HB ce KaA, je KapAo

OA XHA>8Ae PWI ,,"oAVHO Nt je Y H.eMY ceaeo. V BUHBeAlliCH oY.e J(aI1eA8.. xcje coea, xcje pUAH\fHTHX raae-

, Pl!Y' x J /t,CCeT XJtIbaA8 OAe&eH.a. WMa OC3M aeAHKHX :H~~x.. a ABe CTOTHHC APyrHx, M81f>HX cTe.neH~II~a.

TV ~ViC~~~e;~ ~::Tr:H:~~::' ::UK~~~", H~:

:~ee cV TlUte. _ BAM.HKa ce HajAy>Ke 38AP)l(BsaO y raACpuju CIIuK8, H TO rAeAchH npeo6paJlCe~ {Tpaxe4JHrypaLUljy). npmcpaCHY C~HKV OA Pa~aeAa. Ty ce H8jsllwe rryTHHiCa cycmrHY, Jep ce npa TOJ CAHUH ceelUI 381jcraBH. Ta je co6a .caarAB nyHB caera: CBaKH ceo 3llHtte rAe,lalt.eM. CAHK3 je KOAH.KO 'lHTaa AYBap. XpH. c:TOC je neAokyn8H y np~p?AHoJ BeAINUHH npeecraa.t.tH. Y n.efOBOM AHUY, KOJe je caaa ~06POTa, H~pa)l(eHe cy ate apAHHe. He MO)l(8 '10BeK O"ClHJY Aa OABOJH OA re CA.Hxe. mTO je AylICe TAeAB, cae MV ce aaure CDHAH H cae Jrnwe lKeoUl AS- je rxeaa. OaaK8B MAeaA Aoi5poTe, xac UlTO je OBO xaue XPHCTOBO, He M~)Ke ce HHfAe amue Ha IlA8Ttty .HAem. CAHK8PH ce cauJY CTpBHa AOA83e re ItOnHpajy OBy CAIIXY. H C8A8 'IeTBOp"lUl ceae a peae. )reby HMMa 6ejawe jeABH Pyc. BMAHKa je ceo aa CTaAUUy H 1'pHAeceT MlIifYT8 rAeA80 aerrpecraac V 6omaHCTBeHO .uwe XPHCTOBO. V u;eAoj HT8AHju nHWTa MY CA.al;e HHje 6&0 rAeA,8TH OA OBe cAMKe. If3aHCTa., peve ppM noABCl<Y, .xaA 6n osa Xpncroaa CAUKa MOrAa nporo80PI-ITH, npBe 68 joj PRjC'IH 6HAe: He 'IHHHTe APYnwa OHO WTP caMH Ce6H He .)KeAHTe. - Bjepa 6e3

AOtipnx AjeAa YPTBB je.. . .

• OA OBBKBe HemHe CARKe, nOCAe HeKoAAKO -rpeayraxa,

",AobeMO npcA "'PaMOPHY rpyny AaoKoHa, CBeWTeHHK3. HemyMOB8. To je jeAHa OA Haj'"'fBeHHjMx H HajcAaBHMJa;x cTa:ry* WYO' je HrAB H3 aepaepa acrecana. BeAHKB

... Hj. yaJlAa ce oxc AaoKoHa H aercea ABa CHHB. KCjaMa je y muoh OH Aarp'l30, H, yjeA8i\'I"lH MX, YBHAa . ee -OKQ HaHlI: TaKO NJ je ctpaxcra norAeAaTH OBY 6op6y • otIe MyKe. To je Taxa BeWTO npeacraeeeao I4i 'IOBel<

, aGopaaH NJ. jc 'to OA Jr.a.MeH8.; 'IHKn My ce I4i ax raeaa aue. 'brcro OCA}'UlKyje ~ qyje IDICKY 3MHje H j8yKa'

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Hoe AeQe II It.KXOBa OQa. 088, Y CBOW POAV HeH8.AJoUlIDId. C'T8'lYB, HaheHa je y PHMY, V :leM .... H, npe TpHCTa roAli' H8; a lUIa aHwe 0.\ ABe XKA.aAe roAliNa KaKO je Ha'lH' HoeIt3. JeAHIt ApJICe I>Il je BeWTBK H3pe3aO OBY CTaTV\' no CTHXOBHMa H enocy BHpruAHjeBOM, B APyrn cner 10VKy A3 je BHprnAHje, rAeAehH Ha OBY KaMeHmy rpyny, ORe ceo]e CTHX08e aenacao. BAIlAHKa ce HHje Ayro 38.Ap)K3Bao rrpa OBOj CTaTyH; rpoaae npescreee He MO)f(e AA rACA3, ORe ra caeeeceae .• To I5H_, -peqe, .0Mep-nawa, HAH KOjH OA TVPCKHX CyAT8KB, HBMecTHO Y C80jOj 'rpneaapaja A3 caebe p~,. - 3aAPlKIlAH cac ce npH APYnw BPAO AenRM KUnOBIIMa, KOjHX Y DaTHKa"Y MHOUITBO HMa OA CBaKe pYICe. r AeABAH CYO ca 3aAOBOIDCTBOM Xepxvxece. SaKYca, MHHepBV, a H8.pa'lHTO 'lYBeHy H npocJ\3B",eHV CTa'ryy 6eABeAepCKOr AnOAOHa. To cy cae nOCAOBH crepax rpKa H PUWroaHa. HH ,&.IUtac. V AeBeTHaeCTOM Bexy. HUKO KX He MO)f(e Y TOJ BeurrHHH A8 HaAMaWlt. AaH31UlLU 8eWT8.1VI caao HX noAPIllK8B8.· jy H KOllHpajy.

ITOXOAHAH CMO naHTeOH. OH je 3HABR y apeMe poheHt8 XPHCTOsa. CTOjH jow UeA.OKynaH, y caeM\' je AoI5po C8qyBaH; y HteMy HeMa HHKaKOHX CAHK8 HH yxpaca. npo'leme cno .... a BpAO MV je xeno, MHOtH KOPHHTCKK cTy60aH A8jy My BeAH'IaHCTBeH H3rAeA. caSKH je cyVt5 [eaaocraaaa H OA rpaawra. CTV60aH CV BHCOKH no OcaMRaeCT crena, a TalCO Aei5eAH Aa ax ABa eoeeaa jeA,Ba MOry PVKaMa OfiYXBaTlITH. H 083j naHTeOH nOKpWTeH je, H V 1beMy HMa xpcroaa, carapa H KKnoaa xpHwhaHCRHX. 3aYCTaBHMO ce aa rpofiy Pa4>a,eAOBOM; OR je caae no coojoj nocAeAHooj >Ke .... H caxpeaea. Ha. HoerOBOM rpofiy aeaa . aasaxacr cnOMeKHK8; jeAHa eoropoasue OA xaaeaa CTOjH My aame rpo6a. Y fiaHTeOHY HHrAe ce UHCMO 3ayCTaBHAH; H3 rp06y oecr HajBeher CAHKapa Ha caery CTaAH CMO. Ha1llAHCMO jow nyTHHK3 rAe CTOje R hyrehH raeee. Haurra ce HRje BHAeAO WTO tiR OOfAeAe MorAO 3afi3BHTH, aAH caaKH je MHCAHO aa noCAOBe Pa4>aeAOBe. Ha APyroj CTpaHU Ilaareosa caxpa·HoeH je Kcpeuc, TaKobe BpAO CJ\8.BHH CAHK3p. fiaHTeOR je BpAO crapo H jaxo 3A31bC; 3MAOB.H cy My AeBeTHaect CTOna Aef)e"R. no OOAHKY HoeJ'080M 03HABH je MHoro AelIWH H Be~H DaRTeOH y napH3V. ~HU\'3H cy y C8OMY H3AI431UKAH TaAHj~He, 8AH HeJ43jy Pa~e ...... ·

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. )KIlMO Kawe nyToaaH>e no PHMy· OHO Je 38. lI.e~ :,x .... HBHje OA CBDjy A0caA8WHo~X Mojnx nyrc> JI8}WI. KYA ce COA 06aJpew, lIMa ce HeWTO lHaMemtTO

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CBeTClCe HCTOpuje. - noxoAHAH eMO KBHpHHaA. Ileae- 90sy naAaTf. PHMCl(H ¥PYM H ceAeAU eMo. H oAMapaAH ce H8 nyCTHM H YcaMA>eHHM pa38aAHH8Ma KOAoceYMa. To CV aecra soja nyrHHlUf 33 epeae ceora 6a8 ..... eua y PHMy no HeJtOAJIKO nyra nocchyjy " paJrAeAajy. Raj. aapHju MOHYMeHTH H3 crapor paacxor Ao6a naaaae « OKO $oPYMa; X8A eMO MUllIn HU3 BeAHKe KaIlHTOAcse creneaeue. 6HAH eMO y CpeAHHH Meby H.HMa. CaMe pa3BaAHHe! To je npaac HMe aa ncceoee eaunsx PYKY; TaKD ce 30BC npoutaocr .... yACKa. - PHMCKH ~OPYM, rAe cy ce TOAHKa HCTOpujCK8 AeAa cepnmea, rAe je vroeapau pal' H MHP; WoPYM rAe ce cYAlSllHa csera peuresaaa _ AeJKH Y paaBaAHH3Ma H caea ce JOBe - ~KpaBA>a nHjaua.! - HaweM norAeAY Y"lHHHAO ce A8 cy jY'le ca. CBOjRM BapsapcKHM aeraaa OBYM npoutaa AAaPHK, reH3epHX H ATHAa. rpatSelK H ru..aqKa nOAHrAK cy H OCHIUfUL\H PHM, rpatSe.lK 11 I1Ml'lKa o6opHAH cy ra H npeTBOplLUI Y pyHHe. Ko ca6AoOM ceae. QA ca6lDe nOTH' He. illro cy rOTH, BaHAaMi I:l XYHH OCT8BHAH vcrrpeaao. AOWAH cy HOPMaHH H o6opHAH. OlllDa\fKaHH RapOAu no ,AaAeKHM xpajeBH.u:a A3Hje, Aq,pHKe u Jeepone AaBHO

• cy OCBeheHH. Ha OrHoHuny Jf>HXOBHX mpeaa. ua ¢IopYMY ; crap~ PHM!a.aua, TOBeA3 llAaHAyjy. Heaa UK QHOr [eaaJt8. KOJHM cy aa CBOjHM 360poBHMa V ODOM c:t>OpyMy rOBDpHAR; HRjeAHa MaTH BlO.lIe He ycnaBlDyje ceoje AeTe . THM je3HKOM; HecT8AO ra, H81(0 He ana I(8KO.

OAJ,laX KOA cjx)PYH8 .paM je Becre. To je HajcT8pHju

xpaM y PHMy. Ha TOM cy Mecty HabeRR POMYA u· PeM. , Pa3YKe ce, Taj XpaM. C8A,a je upxaa. Y l<aIlHTOAY jour . ~ BIIAH Ha 3HAV jeAaH JYIIHTepOB opao; HHey ra H3Ma~, XpmuhaHCTBO ra nOUlTeAeAO. Ha CAaBHOj tapnei=' ~eHH HH~MO _HH'lera CAaBHOr HaWAH. - CTYti to pu . AapeAHJa AJtrOHHHa upexpacax je cnOMeRHx;

~ je ceaar DOAHI'80 fJJj OBeKOIIellH HoeTOBe no6eAC'

y repM3HHjH. DBaj CTyl5 CKAOrL\a.eH je H3 AINlAece-r H OC3M BC.\HKHX KOM3A8, 6eAor aepaepa. H8. KOjHM3 cy H3pe3&He 6HTKe If noeeae PHM)oaH3. BHCOK je OKO lSI> crena: H3HYTpa HMajy CTeneRH no KojHMa ce MO>Ke AO epxa nonera. Ho TpajaHoB cyV6 auorc je AemuH H B8>KHHjH; BpAO je A06po ca1f\'aan; xU)oaAy" ceABK CTOTUHa roenne CTOjH H3 TOM' MeCTY rAe je caaa H pesec I5H A8 je jV'le nO.\HrHYT. 3a OBaKBe cncaeaase KaO Aa je epeae H3ryGHAO cecje 3yGe. HH BaH,\aAH. ICaA ey PUM PVWUAH H nMHAu. Hncy ra AHpaAH. AA je 6n0 OA cpe6pa HAH 3A8Ta. ,AaBHO I5H ra HecTaAO. OA xaaena HHKOM MM xaaeua. CTy6 oea] CaCTaB .... ea je H3 34 KOM8Aa OA MepMepa aa KojHMa cy apAO BeWTO H3- pe38.HH paTOBH PHMCKH H n06eAe Tpajancae. !DVAM, xa .... HHe. KOH>H. opy)l(je H APyre BOjHe crrpaae, OA AHa AO apxa, OKO cry6a, BeWTO CV y MepMepy H3pe38HH. CaMHX .... VACKHX AHKOBa HMa, K80 WTO 1(3.)I(Y. OKO 2500. _ CaH aeWTaUH KOjH PaAe na KaKBHM npeAMeTHM3 83 erapux PHMCKHX Bpe&leHa, ca oaor cty6a nperAe.a.ajy u .... HHe. oPV)I(je HTA.

Tpn.iVM4>aAHHX Kamfja HMa BHWe, HO cse c:y roroao nop33BaA:.HSaHe OCHM K3IJHje WTO je noAHf11VT8 V CAaBy uapa KOHCT3HTKHa; OHa je jaw lteAOKynHa. nHje BeAHM, aAH je DPAO aerra H 3HA3Ha je Ha TpH CBOA3. MaAo A3A>e OA ODe KaJDfje npY)I(HO ce KOAoceVM, xeo AeWHHa saeeor raranra. To je H3jsehn aM~HreaT3p WTO je Mr'A3 aa ClIeTY 6HO. 3RASH je 33 apeae BAaAe uapa Beenaaajaaa: :mASAH cy ra 33pOl5IbeHH Jeapejn xcje cv aecnesxjea, a nOCAe seeroa enH THT. H3 Cnpaje AGBeA". To je 6HAO H8 eeA3MAeceT I'OAHHa nOCAe XPHCTOsa pobeH>3. Ka)l(Y AS cy ra 33 '1eTHpH roARHe 03HAaAH. Cro Jl:HJoaAIl ..... VAH MorAO je y HoeM\, cram H rAeA3TH rrpeaerase, HAH, 6o.....e pehH. aaocraee. CSH cV rAe.iaoUM 06H'lHO ceaeaa. H cas, ce noanajv aecra OApet,eHa sa ceaene. rroanajv ce AO:llte OA3KAe cy HMOepaTOpH, caeOITeHH1(H H APyra rocnomraaa r.\eA3AH. Ka)l(V A8 je THTVC AOBPWHO 088j aMq,HTearap. AS je y HteMY 38. ~ .4,8.Ha C88KH A8H AS880 npeACT3Be PHMJDaHHMa. H AS JC aa THM npeACT3BaMa nOrHHyAo I4SC xHl\KlAe rAaA.Hjaropa (60paua) H ner XHJaaA8. xo]e A8aoB3.. xcje THrpoB3. ItOje APYrHX ARB","" aeepoae. KaA 6op3lt H3ABA3A3

. :mepKy HAH aaepxa pacrpnre xora ecpue, TO je GRAO IiCceJae 33. PKMMUlC, OA p8AOCTH PA:teClta.ut cy pVJt8.II&

QllBJt8C cypo8e 3815aBe cmapaAe CV cypoDe ·YAe y ItOAJt~H ~ np=y~ je :mASH, (SUO je Y cpeAlIHH

OA ~ je caC.1iM H383H aapoura, V no","y: TOAH_ PHNa. ~14 cuaBdlO OA oacra Ao6a. Ilpeaza je MHoro KG ",':JW1"OA eera p83HeceHO. jow cy 3HAHHe BPAO B~H' : H IINCOxe. 1JJtTalIe QpKBe, naJ\8TC H HTA. 03HAliHe ~Y rpabo14 IIllO je oA8BAe H3BabeHa. ~ MepMep WTO je

y naAaTil IZI'aPHe3H OAHeceH Je ca KOAoceyMa; ~ H8jAemua MAaT8 Y PHMY· KOAoceYM He.3~Be a:

no CBOjOj seAJ{'IHHH. Hero no KOAOCaAHOJ JeAHoJ =~ HepoHoBOj xcja je npel\e tSHAa aa TOM MeclY. lWKy Nt je T8 crayY8 (SlL\a 130 crone BHc~Ka. KOAoceYM 03HA8H je OA caMHX &eAJIKHX CTeHa. Ty je OAM8X H '<IVIeHH I5peUNHh. UITO ce 30BC nMaTHY. rAe ce, OCHM para ,AJlyrHX pa:ma.ulHa. Ha.A83e H PYHHe naaa're PHMcaa BllJIeparopa. To cy BpAO BeAJfKe p83BaAHHe; aAH RHIUTa APyro Hero paJ83AHKe. 5pWloaH, aHa.are H AlfB.. .oWl Kopoa no H.HMa paery: nOfAer,\c aeaeae ce raxobe R AenH .. 6VHOBH AaBpoBHX ApBeTa. Tv je OCHOBaTe", PHMa, POHYA. ceaeo. HepoH HajBHllle je OBY IJaAayY YXpacRo H HoeHe 3HA0Be H8 CDC crpane HaCTaBHO H npo- 4.Y*RO. 0HAa ce OHa 3B8.A8 aHepoHosa 3AaTHa Kylia •• _ TpR CTOTHHe aajAeJ1lDHX cry60Ba YKpaWaBaAH cy oay mv.ayV. H C8A ce jow H8A33H MHOTO yKpaca If AHKOB8 H3pC3llIIHX Y MepMepy H l'3IfAalUlX y AYBapy: lIIIora RX je p83ReceHO. R nenpecrano ce jow paaecce.

MB: o6lNHO caVAS lIB. ItOAHMa H,A.eMO. rAe 8Ma WTO _ ce BBAH, TV I13abeMO R3 ItOM H rAe.AaMO. BAIUHKa He 1I0x.e 1IH0l0 Nl RAe DeWKe. ICaA CeAHMO Y KOAHM8, OAMapaMO CC OA XO,A,aH.8 no raAepHjaMa H UpKBaMa. Mo_ ee R '0 KOAa 1IH0ro KojelDT8 BHAenI, ocol5mo 'l'pHj\'M~e Jt8IIIIje, oGe.uI~. mrjaLte H HB H.HMa .celie. IlHjaqa JDIa V Pmry alto CTO neACCL'T H cae cy OKPY)KeHe ~M JlIL\811l118., yxpaweHe cTaTYaM3. o6eAHCURMa, 1IeClUlM8 R HTAo ....:. Y X.OAHMa B0311MO ce 06"lfo 80 noAaI'8HO. Ha MHOTHM JleeTHMa aa,·CTaBHMo ce H rAeAllMO H3 1tOAa, - Cltpaha..u( CMO Y XpaMOBe JynnftP~. ~PTyHe B MHaepBe, Itoje cy crapa PnM,wHn CBOJHM 6orolllUill. ope ABe XHAoaAe roAHHa 3HA8AH. Can 0lIl8, R jow TOABItO CT8PIDl xpaMoaa KOj" caao HMey c:at8BM cpyD1eJDt, npetBOpelOl cy Y upue H MaHaCTlfpe. - rAeA1A8 ClIO OCTane CT8PBHCKIIX KynaTHA8. PHloICKH

HMnepaTopH nOAH3&AH c:y 3& npOCTH HapOA xynaTHAa yc:peA PH.Ma. Y TOMe c:y Tpa)llalAH nonyMpltUCT; -rpefiaAO 11M je A8 ce AonaAHy HapOAY. Olin cy laesa xyna. TnAa xac H caa Apyra 3AaHoa H MaOAe YKpaWaaaAlI CTaTyaMa, M03aHKOM HTA. - Hajaenure cTaTye, xac WTO je haOKOH. AnOAOH H jow raesoje. HabeHe cy aarpnaae y oaaKBHM KynaTHAHMa; a H caMa 'ra KynaTHAa UHAa cy aa'rpnana H uexa cy TeK y acauja epeaeua HaheHa H OTKOIlilHa. JaaHHX KynanlAa y CTaPOM PHMY 611AO je MHOro, H apAO cy BeAHKa It npocrpaaa: Haj3HaTHHja CY:

ArpHnHHO, Tpajancec, Turcac, KapaK8AHHO. 080 noCACAHtC TaKO je BeAHKO A8 ce V HoeMV MorAO XIIl\,8.AY sneer erOTHHa AlYAH CMeCTHTH H y jeAHo HCTO 8peMC KynaTH. AaHaWH.H PHMAlaHH HeMajy II" jeAHora TaKBOra KynaTllAa; Kynajy ce y T"6py, rAe ROjH CTHrHe, HAM 6o..-..e peha, H .. K8KO ce H-He Kyoajy. ttHcyoha HHje ceo- 6mo CBOjCTBO Taeujaua, Aa RHje YCKpc8 It So*Hha,

::a:K:e O~: :eH:~aj~, ~HJv~::~~, TY~ ;~u::.

xpeve H nepv ecee.

OCHM Ap)Ka8HHlt raaepaja MMa V PHMY jow MHOro npHDaTHKX 36npaKa V KojHMa CC MO)KI} 8RAeTH no XII ..... Ay C .... HKa OA CAaBHHX cxnxapa. H TaMO CMO 6I1AH. Ko 15K aorac npOM Kp03 PHM Aa He BHAH npexpacxe naeare 1(30 WTO cy: KOP3HHH, AATHjeplf, ~apHC3H, (naAB, AoplIja, BoprC3H, U CAHKe Y Mo"Ma. - Ha KOjOj rOA UpKBH HAH naAaTH OTBOPHW span, Hahew aefapcxe JI c .... RKapcKc nocxcee raxae A8 HM ce Mopaw AHaRT". H ca~m Xl\aAHH EHrAC3H cnaAHV c HOry Tp'IehK A8 cee DRAe, tJOBeK jow He 3Ma 3aWTO BOAU OHO WTO je aeno. 3aro lUTO je eenol To je cas OMOBOp. nYTHHK KOjK HHrA8 HKje 0 cKy .... rrrvpu H cAIIKapcTBY MHCAKO. )(aA, nyryje no HTa.U1jH, caa He 3Ha xaxo ce V re aeWTHHe 38,,-\·l5u. Herrpecraao 0 HoUMa qUTa, uenpecraac 0 R>KMa MKCAH. H )(aA, cnaaa, 0 IItHMa cana. no caMO'" R3Pa3V CAKKe ncmba )(oja je H3 WKOAe ltOAaHAcKe. Koja H3 n .... HjaHCKe. OqH c:v MY seh npHBHKAC Nt pa3AKKvJe jCAlty WKOAy cAHKapa 0,,\ APyre.

KaA ce rAeAaHtCM no BapoWli YMOPHMO, OHA8 ce ItO- 3HMO no OKOAHHH PHMa. OOXO.o1HAH CMO upltav Ceerora 08aA8, AO scje CMO ce roTOBO qaTaD CaT a03HAH. To] npKBH HM3 XHA>8AY H net CTOTKHa roARHa. MHOro je JrYT8 ropeaa, H OA aapaapa, OC0C5HTO OA Cepaueua .. Moa-

eHa Je,a.aHnyT yA8pHO je rpca re je aana, 'DCaHa 1f:Ov.:::v. ~AOcserora Flaaaa, a reaea My je,. AIIO. Ty AaTepaHCKoj UpKBH y PHMY. HeAaAel(() pao J(8.)Ky, y MMa APyre -rpM UpKBe, aa OHOM HcrOM CIA cee UP~ csera naaAe nocevea. Ka)KY: K8A My je lIecry ::e~hoY RaM, A8 je rp~ nvra OACKO'l"Aa OA

i r":!e M rAe roA je naea, OHA,~ je H380P BOA,e ITOTel(ao. ~ JIIlIC.or8 rora aaeope. KOJ" H A8Hac Hunpy, Ha'ln';:aC je no jo!~Ha UpK88. OHe ce TaKO "30By: Tpe ¢oHrtlHe (Tpn H3Bopa). CaeTOM lIasAY, KaO PHMCKOM.

baHI-lHY. V'lI-IHHAJI cy nO<f8CT 're My I'A3.By OACeK-\){; ~ APyre, K80 H caeror Jlerpa, pa38IleAH cy. ua KpCT. 0Ba IIaBAOi18 upK88 C8A, ce onpa8/a3.; 8pAO je BeAHKa • PA ce C8CBH" orrpaaa, 6Hh~ rtpexpacaa. nCAO xaro, AJ('IKO xpHWliaHCTBo nQ3BaHO je, re cy raxo H3 QHTaBOI' csera AOWAH lIpHA03H H MHJ«)CTHH.8. Beaaxe cy ce cy .. e cKynHAe. CtyOOBH uno cy AOHeCeHl!: H3 Enmra jow AelKe HenoAHTKYTH. MHAHoHe he cea up~a cram, Ax. KOARKO je cHp0T8 H3. ueaor CBeTa OA,BQJHAO saaoraj OA yC1'8 ClIOjnx H CBOJe aeue H OMMO nOCA3.AO M ce IlOAOBHH8 OA, rora HOBua norpcura aa pacxour npeAaTa H xaAybepa. a nOAOBHHa A8 ~ H3A8 aa oaaj XAaAHH loIepllep. KaKo caporn M He A8]Y J(aA ce aurre y HMe 61\81'Ora Hcyea Xpacral Kaxo A8 He .A8jy KaA, 3Hajy A8 je raj V 'lHje ce HMe HWTe H rrpoca 61010 aajBefiR 3aurnmllfX capora, AeAHO MHAOCTHH.Y H Y'lHO APvre NJ. TaKO ,,""e •• Ko HMa ABC xalhHHe, nexa jeANY IIOKAOHH OHOMe WTO HeMale OH je ocecaec peAHrHjy ... y6aBH II IIHAoctHHoe.

Y UpKBH KOA KamnoAa, npeA OAT8paM CBCTOl'a 10- ar4ta, rpo6 je KarapHHe, t50caHcKe KpalhHu,e. Ha HoeItOj HU,rpOOHOj IlAOW C3A8 crojn caac A3.T"IICKH _mHC, a ripe je, ~ WTO HaM KlUKY, I5HO H cpncKH RaTnHC IiHpHAOBCItHM CAOBHMa. ITo }KeJbH BAllAHqHHOj . npmHcao HaM je r. fiyp'IHh T8j cpncxa HaTIIMC "3 KH.H-

re IIOUll ICaaHMHpae, pe..a.a ceercra ~H.e, nevareee V PHMy 1716. J'OA,HHe. - Taj H8'l1D1C ceaxo nO'lHHoe: .Ka. I8PHH8, KpalDHua I5ocauCKa. Crenaaa Xepu;era OA CBeTDra Cue, OA nopo.a.a JeAeHe H Kyhe u;apa Crenaaa pobe- 118., ToYama KpaAta I5ocaHCKora )lCeHa,. O.a.aTAe ce MO)f(e .A.I.W 8HAeTH KOAHKO je ro..uma "'HBeAll H /IJl je V PHMY 'YJIPAl 25. OJr.TOI5pa 1458. roAHHe. - HteHa fiAH)f(a HeTOpilja • c:.uma MO_ a HI.bH y KIIoH3H IBaAA.nja.

Cae CMO BHAeAH. no lKaAocm Hawe _ HHC140 BHAeAII nany. BA8AHKa. Helle /IJ.l My HAe. npeMM 6" ra nana.:

KaO UJTO HaM je ~OUL\U AO 3Hatt:.a. npliMHO KaKO OK xohe. BAaAHK8 IUtJe y PliMY rOTOBO HUKOM muao y noeere. IbeMY j~ AO.\83HAO eaure 3HaMeHI(THX H BeAHKIOt ..... yAH. ocoearc Pvca, Meby l(ojl(Ma je 61(0 PYCKH nOCMIOIK H KHe3 t.J8B'lHH •. crap" BMAH<lHHH II03H8HHLtH. MIIom ~pa!pK K. CBeWTeaHI..IH IU Xpaarcae, CA8BOHKje

H AaAMaLlHJe. KOJH ce OBAe no MaH8CTHPHM8 HAil "Ha'le y ~Y'td5H H~Aa3e. nOXOAe BAitAHKY. OHK ce 8pAO paAYJV KitA BHAe KaKO BA8AHKa. He38.BHCHO OA aepe rcao, pH 0 poAo .... y6 .... y. H 0 jeAHHCl"BY nearer HapoA<l: OKH' .HAe A8 sepH HUJe npOTHBHO .... y6KTH ceo] je3KK H ceo] uaPOA. rOAHHa 1848. HHje rrpourza 6e3 xopacne OHa je y CBaKOM C:AOBeHCKOM cPItV nOAHrM oxrap uaPOAHOCTH K y}l(erAa Ka~AHAO npea H.HM. CBYAR ce nOHaB.w.jy pe"IH: He rAeAaJMO KO ce KaKO xpctu, Hero Ka1(B8. KpB Y HoeI"OBOM cPQY reve.

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Y PUMY. anpu.na 185[.

CKOPO heldo H3 PHM8 nohH. Tpe6a A8.JIDe Hhu. HT8.AIIja HMa jow eermx aapowu. HTaAHja HMa jow AeRUX CAHKa H AelUUUX pen Hero WTO je TROOp. Dee nOCAeAHoe ,A.8He namer 6aBJlDeHoll OBAe nOeBeTKAU cao OROAHHH l'HMa. Ho IUlaK. HKrAll He MOJkeMO npotiH ncpea Ilerpose UpKDe HAH nopea KOAoceYMa. a AS ee He 38YCT8.· aHMO H AS HX He rAeA8MO; HUfAa He MO)KeMO npohH IlOpeA BaTHK8Ha. a Aa He ceparaac K .npe06pa)KeHoe ... TV nocAeAHoV H Haje8BpweHHjy Pact>aeAoBY CAHKy. He BHAHMO. - 0 OKOAHHaM8 PHM8 HeMa ce MAHKO roaopllTH KOARKO 0 PUMY. BAH HMa MUOro 1IITO 38CAv*yje Nl nyrmtK Y CBOjUM KpaTKHM 6eAeWKaMa cnoeeee. Ja by HX caCBRM H3OCT8BHTH. BA8AHKa npaao HM8 K8A K.8.)Ke M he PHM H rseroee OKOAHHe rpajara jow XHIb&AY roAHHa H xH,w,Ae nyrHHKB jow he HX omrCHBaTH. - J. hy caMO 0 BA8AHUH AS nHWeM. 0 HoeI'080M nyro~H.Y 110 HUAHjH HHKO APym. Hehe nHcant:. Heroao Tp8Jaa.e 118 3CKA.H KpaTIf,O je.

, pOCAy~o je BA8AHKY H A~PO epeere H

V r:::..SIoe. ()TKaKO CMO OltAe, HHTH re (:iHAO 06.\a'l~ HTH ce BMAHUH spahao lCaIlULb. nOpeA, ::a ~:::o::. xOAalWl U BO)K~H.a, "HrAa ce HHje nOTV-

:aHO AJj je V~:':o~~ K:~:aM:~~e~~::~'H Vy ~:!

DO ..... y 7°:~e 3HaMeHJITOCTH no PUMY apao ra 3aHHMa. AHUH. ~:eTOr jtcrpa CaM je npeaepac ICOpal1UMa U xa~~K:~ ,\a 38nHweM. HMa AYJK~He 184, a UutpHHC 140 J[opaxa. K8A CMO JUBaH PUMa jeAHOM y no,..,y 6".\(1 H TOAHKO KOpaKa npe~lepHAH U ooHa4HAJf, HHeMO Mor.\" seposaTII _ TaKO MHOro npccropa 38Y3Me earaaa H>HBa. Y UpltllH CseTOra Ilerpa 1C8.0 oc06HTa CBeTJIH>a qyu ce AAH~ KojHM Je CBeTH. Jlerap y JePYcaAHMY V TaMHHl1H &to Be38Jf, To je OHaJ ABliaQ WTO je V naweM napoAV JIQlMaT noA HMeHOM YaCHe eepute. Y lCaAeHAaPY. Y MeceQY janyapy, HoHMa je noc~eheH jeaeu ABH. CehaM ce ~ KOA HaC MHorM pa3C5HpaJY KaA cy \lacHe eepere Aa ce He tiH orpeWUAH H Y 'raj AIlH ,:"TOoo.\ pa..l,HAH. Taj A8H8Q "fBI' ce xao CIlClHH>8 H CTOJH ~ ICOB'Iery csarNl DCA MoV"eM. Ka.AYbep KaA ra nOKa3YJe OTMeHHM nyrHHUHM8, ca &eAKKOM naJK .... HBowhV oraapa CKpHHoy, alAR A&H8II H3 naMYKa. " ca OCoonTOM no6o)l(Howhy " CMHpeHOwhy npUHOC" ra nOICAOHHLlIIMa re ~a OHH, KAeqebH, C8 cKpuneHHM pyxaMa, ue.UlB8jy. Ka.s. je K8Avbep DpHHeo BA8AHWI oae eepare, BA8AHICa In: OAM8X vceo Y CIIOje PVKe, pacreee HX Ail BHAU KOAHKe cy H, 4Y.4.l'fI.H ce IWtO CV Ayra'llte, peee: _Aha cy ra A06po BC3aAU!. 3anw HI BpaTH OAMax lUlAybepV. KojJl OA '1YAa jeaea je 1I0ra0 3lUUI1'8TH: e3ap HX Hehe Banta CBeUOCT lIC,\Ham? - BAaAHKa .. y, nOAa3ehu, OA,rOBOPH: »UPHOf0PQB He ..... yt;e AaHUe!.

npe npBOM YAaCKV Y neTpOBV UpKBy cepaap AHApHja .YCTlUlN ce R8 BpaTHMa. CKH.1e xanv, npeepcrn ceo II rAaCHO petie: .npocm MH, MajKo, UPKBO «oja ua Ue!MHoY, He y..ut:lilM M ce IIOK.J\OHHM Hero A8 ce aarse.... M •. B0\8AHK8 ce OCBpHe H nOBHka: .V,\a3H, cove! . CraAo je "PUH H8ltetH""V lCyAa "OAK AHAPHja cepaap I • . - ,J. IDlCAJlM. rccecaape e, H8CTaSH cepaap, -A8 fte

Joj 6HTR lICaO IU1'O yA8JHMO Y TybV UPKDY •• _ qeno CIllO ee pa3roBapaAH H 0 UPHOfOPCKOM' CBeTOM Ilerpv . . ClpHUy BA&A.H'lHHOM. Ocot)mo 6Y1<&. KOjH je kOA reera c:.t.pueo, IIHOro 11K je ppH'l80 0 HoeMY • .oK je CBe'J8U!.

'ICCTO Byu roecpame, .jow AOIi. je no 3eI4lDH XO,4,HO mft,awe ce nOCBeTHTH. Wro pesne, OHO ce AOrOAK. Y DOC....eAH>C BpHjeMe HHKG HHje aaec urra je jeo H 0.0\ .. era je )f(HB.-\teO; C»IO je.A.8H crapa K8Aybep, Pyc, y JCAHOM MIlAOY. .38TBopeHOM AOHl,IHhy caarA? My je ueurrc lCysao H TO je CBeTH ~eTap H 06jeAoaao H Be ... epao. HHKO HHje 3H80 WTa Je ,TO. Jow 3B. *HBOTa H.eroaa HHCMO ra ApyKwe 3BaMI Hero .CBCTH BA&AHKa •• BojaAH CM.O ce HoCrOBe KAeTBe aHwe Hero OWTpe ca()htC .• JeAaMDYT, K3A CMO H3II.C\3HAH H3 Jlerpoee UpKBe, peve: .J. MHHM, rccnceape, KOAHKO rob OBH CBeTH Ilerap MO)Ke KOb, 60ra Y'lHHHTH, TOARKO Mo*.e II cue] Haw WTO jo H8 lteTHH.y!. - BAaAHKa ce CAaTXO uacaeje, na My OAroBOPH: .])aW H ja TaKO MRCAHM, Bvxol.

HHC8.M. jow HHjeAHe pe'IH »anacao 0 UpRBR CBCT01'8 1088Ra, xoja je nOCAe neYpOBC upxae Hajaeha H HajSHaMeHHl'Hja. OHa CC 06R"'HO aoae UptCsa lIarepQ.HCIf;a, no ~eHY jeAHor xpnwhaHHHa Aerepaaa ROjH je ua 0- BOM MeeTY, rAe je OBa LtpKaa noearavre, nory6",eH. WTO je 6HO Y aaaepa BpOTHB Hepcaa. OBO je KaTeApaAHa LtPKB8 CDRjy nana. Y IIoOj OHlt HajaHwe CAY>Ke. Hepo'lUT0 KaA HOB nana 6YAe H3al5paH, y OBOj LlpKBH AP"'C ce HajBehe nepeeceaje. DpenyHa je pB3HHX yKpaca. CTyt50BH H CTaTYe He Mary ce npeepojera. CBYAS. ce BHAll cKynolleH3 nOOA8Ta H BpAO ACrut M03aHLll1. 0 3H8MeHHTOCTH, ceeraaeea, H rpo6oBHMa oae upxee Rehy roBDpHTM; jep He tiHX aaec OAaKAe hy no ... CTH H rAe by ce yCTaBHTH; caMO liy cnoMeHYTH Af1 ce TV "YBa If /Ill cy HaM nOKaaHBIlAH TPhe3V Ha KOjOj je XPHCTOC ca anOCTOAHMa TajHV Bellepy Ap)t(ao. To tv ABe xpaCTOBe, upae, AOCT8 Aet5eAe ,A,acxe. Ilpe cy t5HAC OKOAaHe V .cpe()py, alA je cpe6po CRlIKYIO Nl ce /4,aCKe 150M _e.

OAMax 1UlKO CYO H3HWAH R3 npxae CaeTOTa 10BaH., AOWAH CMO npea mapoxe H AyralllKc creneseme OA t5eAOI' MepMepa, H TO je xac uexa UpKBa, &AM one je cave III OBUX creneaaue. Ha creneunnaaa THM 8HACAH CMO TPH QOBeK8 H nCT ~eHa rAe ce He. ROAeHHMa neH>y. JeAHH cy aeh ISHAH na BPXY crerteae, rae HMa jeABH OATa". BHAeAH CMO H jeAHO KY"e .rAe ce neue C8 CBOjMM ~ AOM. Y AHV oaax creneea, KOjMX HMa 28, CCAH jeAlH ..... ybep 3B. CTOAOM, Ha KOM HMa HKOHa. H npUMa MH .... 4> Clll ... V. BAaAHKB ra eamrre: .WTa &aM je TO? KaAybep

CfCaM C4KT4 (cseTH 'creneaaj, no oAf080P'!: .TOII~OC }lIlI8O JU1A cv ra DHABTy .0AHAlL lI:ojJDUI je Xp cTeneHil AOHeceHH cy H3 fiHAaTOBe na(Jell .. epMep~Ma. _ »Ila urra . 88M 3Ha .. H., YllHn ,dre JI3 Jepy ~ ce 011"0 neH>Y H8 KOAeHKMa? lea~ B,\SAII:~ :w.oBOPH: .aa CB3KH crenea lllTO xpa, AYbep CIl::aKO JI8 KOAeHlllofa rrpebe R aa CB8KOM CTen,,:" JDhaHHH O'lefl8Ui, onpaWTa ce KaA yMpe AYUW HoeI'OBOJ SV O~.wA8 ro,.t,JfHa JdyqeH>8 y naICAy •• BAaAHKa no~ e na peee: .H OK TO lofeHH rrpasa C3CBHM =:or~ ~ (iory, HPHUO· A8 TaKO K33yje CBB-

Hf HHje HHWT8 "VAHOB8ro! H rAeA8 MH y 0«11 .oM, na roaopH! •. 3aTHM -oxpere ce orrer KaAybepy: ana ::0 ~ peKOCTe, fiHAaT he oajMau.e I5IfTH y naKAy. jep

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"':"0 s6VHH W11l he Nl osroaopa, Ka.A BRAe A8 ce MM CMejeMO. nO'le ce H OK cMejam R peve: .AMI .nHA8T Dje ce HHt"A8 Ha KOAeHHM8 neH>3C3.. -: Ha JeAHOW MeCTy Y 311A jeAlle QpKBe. a H8 ApyroM V jeASH I"B03AeK· &OTVP, a ROCAe rora V jeAlH Ka~eHH cyY6 - KO I'OA o~ IIpOCTIfjer CBeTa rrpobe, a OK QeAJfB8, TaKO All je OHO II«TO Y AVBapv rAe ce QeAHB8 aeh YAy6A>eHO H H3AHatfO OA lIHOrHX no,,"~ H crpaurao je nphoaBO H MaCHO. TV je. JWl(Y, HelCH CBeTaIt K8A cy ra BOAHAM M py6e, npJaBB.TMO ce PYKOM. fiyo ce He MO)Ke AOBOA>HO ~ H8qyAli It8KO MOry KaAybePH AOBecTH HapoA AD TaKBe fA.ynocTR. JeAKOY peae: »Je, 6oraMH, rocnoA3pe,.BOAHI.I 0II0r"!l aaurera nona Muha WTO He 3a AS vsrra, Hero 0EJCBe yqeRe nonoae WTO OsaKO 3IlMyre naaer H8poAy ••

ICa.A. ClIO (iHAH Y Iq)KBH CBeTe MapHje, nOKa3aAHCY .... j8CAe rAe je XPHCTOC paMH. To cy TpM XpaCTOBe, yrAabeHe altO TpH neAMl Ayra<IKe A8W'lIIlte. ORe ce '1'/-jy y jcAHOlI cpe6PHOM: XOBQery H8 KOMe ca crpane 03r0 HIlI. ~o Kp03 Koje ce tAeA8. Taj ce xcaeer He . OIB8pa. Ty cV HaM T8KOhe nOKa38AH neaeae H nOBOj Ikvca Xpecra. To cy AaHeHe xpne. - BAaAHk'V cV 3Il~ V OBOj U;PKBH 8pAO eene IIKOHe H rAeASO mr. je ca ocolhml .. 38,A,0BOIaC1'8O ... To neroso nocaarpasee ~ je je,a,u c:taPH ltIAybep Henpect'8JIHlI npH'l8- aa. 0 qy~ 0Be QPxae. ICaA, ce BA8AKQH AOCaAH, - n JllY'lllHa Melle: .MoAilM aacc, P'NC •• npH'!3jTC TO

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OHOM: rocnOAHHY; OH he TO apao p&AO CAywaT1l. H cee he 3IU1HcaTH.. H TaKO caM ja MOpaO OCTaBIITH Nl/'fIC rAeAaHte no ~PKBH H CAYUlani npH'lY RaKO ce CBeTOMe AlliJePHjy H cBeT?Me na;pHlUljy, npe XHlDaAy, H lin CTOTHRa roAHHa, }eA,He HCTe HOhn: jaBHo eabec H Ka3aO KM All 3J.I,Aajy ~pKBy OHAe rAe cYTPa Haby Aa je nao caer, H All upxaa 6YAe OHOARka KOARKO MeCTa npsrracae aero l<aA OHR CVTPiWlH H3aby, 3aHCT8 Haby N1 je cxer, H TO ycpeA aera. Ha ceoa Mecry nao. TaKO OHM OAJd8X, HaCTaRy Aa ce TV 3HAS. upxaa H 38.TO ce OBa ~pKsa npe!>e 3BaM .cHe:JICHa Mapuja e, Y OBOj LtPKBH HMB jeAaH KaMeHH CTYt5, OK je npe6HjeH. Ka3yjy Aa ce Taj cry6 OHAB, caM OA ceee npe6Ho KaA je XPHCTOC H8 K.pcry H3ADcao H KO\Aa ce 3eMJIDa 38.TpeCI\8 H MHorH MpTBalU! H3 CBOjHX rpotioae YCT8Alf. OSAe jow nOK83yjy H caej KaMeH Ha KOMe cy 80jUHlUI 6aLl8Alf KOLlKe 38. Xpaerose X8A>HHe.

BHwe CMO rryra cspah8AR y jeANY Kanel\y, nOA jeA-

. HOM ~pKBOM rAe je rp06HHlJ,a aexe 60raye TaAHjaHcKe nopoaaue. TV HMa BpAO xena rpyna KOjy je EePHHHH napeaao H H3paAHO OA t5eAor aepeepe: a TO je KaKO XpHCTa CKHA8jv ca xpcra. XPHCTOC je OA [eaaora KOMa.Aa aepaepa. He rpeea npohH Kp03 PUM a 080 He BHAeTH. nOCAe Pa$aeAOBHX nOCAOB8 BAaAHKa je aBO uajpaAHje rAeABO. KpaIDeBH Mary OBOM MepMepy 38BMAeTH; K8.A OHR 6YAY npax R neneo, cee] KaMeH crajahe OBAe H HacAabHBaTH IroYAcI(e norAeAe CBOjOM AUBOTOM. qoseK AOK He BHAH OBal(O aapabese nccacee, He MO)Ke ce6H npeACTaBHTH A8 XA9.AHH KaMeH, I<aA rrpcbe Kp03 eenrre pvxe. MO)f(e npo6VAHTJt V cpuy IDYAcKOM HajHe)KHHja H HajY3BHWeHHja ocehaaa. Oea] MepMep CTB8p8 BHWe xpHWli.aHcKe IDv6aBH H rrpaae noOO)KHOCTH Hero CBe rrpeaaxe jeayara. Mepeep hYTII, aAH BU -errare H3 aera HajAermry neCMV, nocl\eAH>y cLleHy HajBehe 'rpereAHje. Ilpre XpHCTOBe, Ha KaMeH\' _ H3pe33He, rceope. Heaa OHara HAOAOnOKAOHHKa, aeaa AHBhoaJt8 KOjH t5H Y aBO MyqeHH'lKo XPHCTOBO ARLIe nOrAeA&Q a ,4t! He oce- , TIl TVTY H caV"lewhe.

Y UpKBy Ceerora OHV~pHja, Koja je ,nOA8AeKO OA PHMa IllllAH CMO caMO crora WTO je TV caxpaHoeH CAaB~H TaAHjaHcKH neCHHR, TOpKB8.TO Tecc.. - M8.Aa Ilpa140pHa nacaa, C aeee crpaae, 03Ha'l3Ba 080 3H814eJIHTO aecrc, rpo(i BeAHKor ncera, KOMe ce uyrHHQH ca

oc:o&mlM noWTOB8H.CM npM&wKyjy. qYAH~BaTO je Ai y HraAJljH /DyNJ seAHKH H CMSHH 360r CBOJHX 38.CAYta A ,4,eA8 HeMajy ACIJHX. enOMeHUKa, AOK ce na rpo6oSHMa nana M MMOna: APytHX HeJHatHHX AtVAH GAHCTa kapapCKM MepMCp H8 KOMe cy 6epHKHH, Kaaoea H "HOIlt: Apy, rR YMCTHHWI csojy Kajsehy &eWTHHY nOKa38AH. Ho no-

roMCTBO rAcM H fB!UK888 088MO CTBTye aa rpo6y, a ORaMa ORC WTO Aeme Y rp06y. MHore CMO eene COOMeRHICC rAeA8AH H AJlBHAH ee,. a HHCMO JIHTaAlf ua 'lit jell rpo(iy croje. HAll, aKO HaM je H l(338HO HM~, MH CMO ra 3IlliopaBHAH. - Y OOOM )l8H8CTHpY )IOIseo je TOpkBaro Taco jeAlH MeceQ .una, na TV ra H CMPT H8.UL\a. K<L\?~ HaC je so,AJlO y !berosy cooy Y KOjOj je yMpO. Tv .... je n0Ka380 Hoerosy CTOAH~, CTO, AHBHT HTA. - QIe je H3fAe,UAO CUPOTHH>CKH. Aahte, noxaaao HaM je R aeroe I5eo nojac. To ce AP)KH Y jeAHoj waryibH R ICp03 CfaKAeHH 38KAOI18.Q MO}JCe ce BRAeTH. BAaAHKa pelie K8AYbepy .A8 OTBOPH, WTO K8Aybep, nOCAe MaAor 38- fe3aH,a, B f'lHHH. BA8AHKa, naWTO_ je peareeaao oaa] nojac, HlINfIUl jeADH KOH8,Q H3 aere: .BepyjeM., pe'IC .». je OBO 38HCT8 seeroa nojac H aBO !iy AA V3- lICM 31 cnoMeH.. KaAyhepy TO 6H BpAO HeMHAo, jep ICAH, a.eroaa be Aywa naTHTH; TO My je AaTO aa 3MaHeT .A8 1ifB8, LUI aejnccae. BeAK, -r- TaKSHM BeAHKHU: 'nyntHQHI&& DO lUTO je IDerosa CBeTAOCT He CMe 33MepBnI. - DPR- RaweY nOAaCKY KaAybep, uenpecraec lItilAehH 31 OHHM. XOlNHbeM, peae: .BepyjTe MH AB 6H ,BarAC3R 38 TaXaB jeADH KOH'lHh AaAH ere AYKaTB •• BAa,t,HK8, neHoybH ce V KOAa, peve 14K: .UOABjTe My jeABH 'ILUIjep.. - To [e npaa 1Ut.\0C'l'HJWl H A,ap WTO CMO Y Piu4y yqHIIRAH.1CaA lUTorOA no upKSaMa fAeAaMO na KaA OObeMO, j8 caM e DO'IeTKa secro ymIT30: »Xoheac AH, TOCIIOAIlpy, JQTOrOA ADni OBHM8.? A OH je OO""HO OAfOBOpuo: .T. DOAllj, aKa xohcw, a ja HMaM KONe 6oJoeN B lIotpeGHllje» aa UentH.y ,A,88llTHc. - Ca I5pera H8 aGNe je raj DHaCTHp BpAO je AeD I131'AeA. UeAHM ny... M PIUU. BAiWUCa je 'AP)K80 oaaj Tacce KOH'lHb 1Ieby~, DOXATKIA ra 3ClI'Ae,A,aO H roBOPHO 0 noe3HJH Ta.\HJ8HCltOj. lCa,A, AObocMO Y PHM, OH ra nOKAOHll ~' MAlI. ~ JtO.\JIJto ". ra '4fYBIl. ODeT he I1l

JeANO nacAeno~c tiHAK CMO .H388H PUMa, Ha 6pery uno ce 30Be MaplIH'c, rAe liMa jeA3H MaH8CTHp H npea tbIIM npocrpaaa 'rcpaca OAaKAe je BPAO aert H:JrAeA Ha PMM it Ha cae ?KOAIiHe. KaA CMO ce npe,A,Bel,le Bpahao\H xyhH II \,AIIUOM ()Mt3V accra CaH-AlIbeAO B03MAH, HB.. jCAaHn\,T Haw «ocnjaur npurepa KOAa Kpajy II aavcraBU, CKO"U AOAC, creopu epera Ha KapYUSMa H 6pao peve: .E"CACItUii, 3anOBeAajTe l13ahHlc - '&WT01'c yoHTS ra BA:U,HKa :l3."ybeHO •• HAe., BeAU .cHeTH OTaU NcaA he OUVA3 AS npobe .•• Ifa uexa ra HeK HAC!. _ carouopn BA3,\IIK3, .011 "Ma CBOj nyT, a MH HMaMO Haw." r. R1t'P\lllh, KOjH je CCA,CO C HaM3, O,A,Max je H3aWaD H3 KOAa. Ku'tHjalU, KaA BHAH Aa BA8AHKa ceA" " He ncause cc, y",\aWIi ce, (iQjl! ce CaM Ce6H M He 6YAC xaaosen. H OH H r. li~'p'Iuh laUKY HaM Ail je OOH'-I:aj H napcA6a A8 (:BaKIi Ita aoreua uanv AO"eK8. AOl( npobe. H AS (ill YSCpHAIl BAaAHK\' AS TO CB3KH 'lMHH, Ka>Ky My Ail H t'a~fH npHH<l'CBH H HajBch" CHrACCKH AOPAOBH H,iltby "3 l(OA3 H cro]e aa acraaa AOK C&eTQ OTaU He npohe. BA3AltUJt 6eIDe KPIUIO TO"'"KO aaaa ..... HB3.Hte, na, 3aTHapa.iyl'i.u epara ua KOAHMa, AOCTa CPAHTO peve: )lEoma Til ujepa, ja He xohv cpaMOTHTH oac MaAO upaoropcxcra xapoaa. HCKa HAC .nana ceoj"M rryTeM, neaa CA33H C xcaa KO My je AO C8Aa CAa3HO, a BAaAHKa UpHQrcpcxn 3aHCTa uebe .• BAaAIfK.a je ceeeo y KOAUMa c ORe crpaue C xuje he naua ,a.a npobe H TaKO ja 04 eere He GHX ,",01'30 BIIAcrH nenv. jcp cy KOAa 33TBOpeRD., a MaAH q' IIpOOUpU ua ",liMa. Ilana je jow noaaAe~o ouo. Ja pCKHl·"t BAaAIIUu: .Aa H3abeM ja H3 KOAa M MOry Go.\:oe IUlAl.:'l'H 11311\,? - .Mo)Ke TH 61fT"!. - OMODOP"' MU B,\aABKa. KaA H3aheM, BHAHM T13JTHHY "paTH,y r.ae cc npuK\,'lvje, Iloxarauo CRn nAY Hory npes, ncrv. Hanpea 8IU.\0 je ua KOlbliMa HeKOAltKO OKAOmtHxa, aaTUAI C:V aacrvnaxa jCAHa ROAa ca '{CTUP" Aena I{ 60r2TO OKllhcHa son.a. KOAa cv 6UAa BpAO BeAlfKa H cacaaa oraopcua. Y thUMa je naua ceaeo caa H Ha aGe crpauc fhal'oclt,wo PVKaMa, a CBeT ce nOKAaHMlO, H aehn aeo pa3MI'lI!TC lICAoaAlI, IIITO ce ua TOj YA"UH Ae'CHwe, nao je aa ROAeH8. Flcpea xoaa jaxaao je uexeAlfKO O<j>"UHpa ca caG .... aaa V pyUIf. Flana je HMBO HB. TMBH OHy MallY xany WTO OOH'I"O fhtCKYnu aoce noA WeumpHMB. On je accra crap. Anne My je nyuo: OKPyrAO B .... eno; upre cy My nvHe H3p338 H AOCTOJaHCT",

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ICaA npo SJ\llAHKa HaM, CMew_el'lM ce, KalKe: .JCA<\H OA JIAIlI nyT. HA HaJIpNjeA. KaA Je 6NO npeasa Me,"M, MalUe oHHll urfO,. ~ 3H8K All 'H38bellf H3 KOAa; a jae, BeAM, JiPI rAABD " AS.1-TP" nyrn PVKOM aa anaa Aa MAe CBO.,.e1dY N:;'. :_ BAaA.HI.Ut I5ellle MHAO WTO je OBOM rrpa,

, ~~O~H~eo nany .• Sap., BeAM, »He !"o)f(e HaM ce OHa JK)CAOBHua Ka33.rn: 600 V PRMY, a HMJC BUAeo nany ...

npeKO TH6pa, KOjH je M8AO seM OA aaure A.pHHe, CHlO He 'rexe OHaKO 6p30, npeh3.3HMO CBaKH A8H. Ha

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CaH-AKbeAO. npeM3 H>eMY eTOJ" TDPAHH.a KOJ8 ee. HeTO TaKO 3OBe. To je BeAHKtl, OKpyrA3. KYAa. H Ha ~J TBp.AHft.It H Ma MDCty HMa KHIlOBa KOJH npeACTaBAt8.JV iC.pHAaTe aHi>eAe. Ha MOCTV RMa TaKohe ABe aerre crarve ceercra Jlerpa H Ilaaaa.: H3 re TBpAHH>e RMa njHH npoAa38Jt y BaTHK3H; a TO 360r 'rcra Aa 6H eBeTH OT811, UA ce n06yue npomB eera. a urrc '1eeTO 6H88, aorao yYehH H 38KAOHHnf ee DOA KpHA8 CBCTora eabeea, H3a 1OJI088 TC' TBpAe KYAe. HH HoeMY He OOMIDKY eNrAa JlOAHTBC.

BA3AHX8 je muao y BaTHIUlH rAe ee HOSlUf KYjy. Ja BRqM TaMO HW3.0. Ilperao . ra jeABH OBABWH>H upraa, .Oj8 MY je aeuprac OtiHAHha MeABA>y. BAaAHK8 Y XOBBH1tH )JCe.\H AIJ. HapY"H noee MeAB.A>e.

Y PHMY' HAUl csera 'rpH CTOTHHe H meaaecer upxeea, ltIAybepa HMa xa J[HA>aAe. cepoeax EepAHHI KYA lie aercea jepeTH'lKD Aywa! - TPH nyu je Bel'iH OA PHMa, a xeaa BHWe OA ineaaecer UPKaBa H HeMa HHjeAHora BRooKOr ropaa. OR je OTnaARHK OA PaMa - He eepvje Y Il8IDIHY CBeTlfHoy. Ilane nenpecrano )'UlAe 38 THM CBOjHII H3ryfiJbeHHM eTaAOM; OC06HTO 38eTa,AOM ca rase A06poM synOM. BePAHH HM3 1'pH crormre H ureasecer BeAHKHX H lUtlb8AY MaAHX ~a6pHKa; PHM HeMS HH· jeAHe, OCHII axe heMo Meb' ~a6pHxe 6pojaTk HeKOAIIKO 118I"83a rAe ce npaae .unrepH, 'IOKOAaAe, pyxaaane, elmAHWaH 6Heep, MMpHC8BH canyHH H aexe eBHAeHe craapa. HurAe HHC8M BHAeo AS KaKBB BeiUfK8 MallDtHa pa.A.H HAIl AIJ. ce KaKaB BHCOKH AHMH08K HSA 4m6PHKOIII DylDH. HaPOA je y PHMy HepaA8H, ~ohe A8 npeaapa, AIUK..Wm je, 6eJOl5p83aH je. Kp8A/bHB je _ H BpAO no6oaau. AlA BJI 8Hje crpcre QeH3ype xcje HX qyB&. OA jeD-

poncJtHX KHoHra, CBH I5H hOCTaAH poAo .... vmut H - J)e1J\l- 06AHK3HUH, a TO cy Bcli naMHH npOTHBHHIUI H 01'1UlAHHUH. TaKBHX, xac lUTO HaM peKOWC, HMa y PUMY ca,A8 YpH :xHIt>8AC Y TaMHHUH. Y CBeTOra oue HMa MHoro HCMHPHC 11 HenocAywHc ACUC: a.ut: OH HeO'BIHCKH C HoHMa ynpaaAt8 H BAaA&. Aa HHJC OBAC cppaHuycKe BOjcKe 're AP)IQI .MHP H pe;,,-, nana 68 ce OAaBHO aopec CCAHTH K3 PIIMa. Csa T~JaRCKa HHTCARreHIUtja npOTllBHa My je H paAJI ca CBRJY crpana AS My ce YKHHC BAaCT. Crora je ca..VI OBAe BCAHRa CTpOI'OCT. CaMO nyTHHQH Y*HBajy namy.

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nOCAC jCAHe urenee Ha ROARMa npOBeAR CMO Be'Ie Ha KOAOCCYMY. noneAll CMO ce Ha HajBHwe Hoeroee OCTaTKe H TaMO CMO CeACAH. HCnpaTHAH CMO CYHue, AO<!CRaAH CMO 3Be3Ae. KOAoceYM Hohy H3rACA8 APVK"'IHjH. Cvroa Aajc My HeKY TY)J(Hy RoeTCKY CARKY, a Hoh ra rrperaapa y UPHO crpauraxo. nVTHHlUf ra paAO V TO Ao6a noxoae. BHAO HX je H nAB. accra. HI1L\H cY H CeAe.ui no OHMM KaMeHHTHM pynaaa sec CAel1H MKnreaa. CBM cy hyraAH sao aBeTH. - BAaARKa je I5MO 38MHUJlDeH; H3 rAcKoje PC'lH, KojOM je CBOjC hVTalM" rrpexaeao. BHAeAO ce Aa je 0 .... YACKOj rrpoiaaocra MHCARO. A· 0 '1eMY 6H ApyrOM aero 0 rrpouraccra MOrao c.roBeK MHCAHTM ua paaaaaaaaaa KOAoceYMa, nopee Kf> ra PHM, -raj BeAHKH 6aAcaMHpaHH MtyrsaU;, AelKH. 1-1 38 aapoura H 33 Ap)l{3Be IIpHpOA3 HM3 cacje 33KOHe. H ORe HMajy CBOjy MA3,&OCT, CBOjy CTapDCT, caojy CMpT. BHNHM H MeM4'Hc, ONe BeAHKe aapoUIH OKO KOjnx ce jeAB3 31. A3H H Hoh 06HhH MorAo, D03Hajy ce A3Hac no KaMeHHM CTYOOBHM8 1IIT0 BHpe H3 3eMA>C; a AOMAOH. ca60p H MaraU;HH caera, nOAHrao ce aa OHOM Meery rAe cy 0HA8 AHBIDH 3sePOBH ceoje neliHRe MIf3:AH. PIIM. nee H nocrac HejaK; Mapc rrpeceaao caoje aeopcee y n. PH3. - I1a KOAJiKO MHAHOHa rOAHHa Tpe6a A3 T8ltO jCAHa aapow RaO WTO je Iholll8a -M MeMcpHC nopaae AO HBjBHWer cTVDHoB H AIl.C& CJIHII c:aojHM CTIlIIOBlUIIIJo

CJIIDI ceojH¥ (JoroBHMa H OATapHMa. Il ca =~~ .. ~,\8BOM npoJl8Afl~? - HH IIVue ABe XHiataAe ro,

J I T .uutO HHje TpaJ8.J\O HH acHPCKO HH BeAHkO ,AII:~o ~pCTSO. A TOAJlKO MO)Ke Aa pacre H Aa Tpaje pH 0 Ap80, jeA8H rpM. - AohH he epeae KaA he nyc. = AOA83Hm Ha 06aAe pexe CeH~ H Ter.oe H KOnaTH saTpnaHO xaMeH.e» npoHahy rAe je Jtapaa H AOHAOK. YHHIUTeJi>e OsaKO DeAJIKe eapoura, H paCTyPeH jeAaH. MpaBHH>8lC - 38 npHpoAY Je CBe]eAHO. 1Do] cy CYHUe • IlA8f1eTe HlWfBllAye, TO cy CTBHOBHHUH OBe HeH3Mep. He eeceeeae: a ".y»t - TO cy MaAe TpYHke OA npaxe wro D8Aajy Ha u,.eHy noP+HPY·

V KOAoceYNY "OReK AaHoy SHAH caae HaroMHAaHe _AHKe CTeHe: HOPi HX cae O}KHBH: Y 06pa)Kea.e aeaa tpaHH1l3. IIpeA HaMa ce y MpaKy JaBma]y cueae xoje CV npe OC3MHaecr aexcaa OBAe 6HBaAe. BHAUMO PRM.WIKe rAe H3 CBOjHM aecraaa ceAe; BRAUMO HX K3KO ce MH'lf " jeA3H ApyroMe wanmy, HecTPnlbHBO o<leKy_ jy nOlleT3K y)I(3CHe npeacraee: ocBphy ce aa ORY crpa, RV OA3KAe tie HCkO'lHTH ARBmH 3IBepoBH. ApYI'H; no cpeAHHH LtHPKyca, K30 CeHK3 TaMo-aMO rrpoxaae. CrrpeI13jy. Y LlBpeBOj AO)KK BJWfMO AB3 asmeparopa ca CIIOjHM AaBOpOBHII BeHIUW3. Otm ce He noMINY. K30 M cy KHI10BH OA xaacaa. Y AUY KOAoceYMa npHH ce jeAHa I'OMKAB ".y»t. OHK CBR crcje. O"eKyjy aa HeRY KDlII3HAY. To je CTpUUl AOMHlJ;HjaHOBa. }f,UXOBH oxAotDl H WTHTOBH CBeTAe ceo AalDe HHWTa He MO)Ke AS ce pacII03Ha: Mpa'lllO je. Cee je CnpeMIaeHO. Caexor tpeHyTKa MOJKe 60p6a nOllenl. - HajeA3HJJYTca CBm:

CTp8H3 KOAOCefMB IlAaRY 6eHl'aACKa aarpa: MY3KK3 GypHO 38CBHp3 Ha eeceee, a CBH nyTHHUH WTO cY ceAeAH HaOlCOAO llIDeCKaAH cY pYK3.Ma H nOABHKHBaAH pa.LOCHe YCIC.AHKe. V KOAoceYMY BHAH ce no y ncaa ABHa. 0&. ueaapa, o(ia MAaAa EHI'Ae33., OCTaBHWe C80jy AD*y. &qmue caoje TOre, cao]e Ayra'lKe crpvse ape.. 0 p8MeHa, H cHbowe y cpesanrre KOAoceYMa, rAe c:Mo R lotH CBH Beli I5HAH, H rAe 6ellIe nOCTaBIaeH CTO, IIyH CBakOjaJUeX jeAa H pa3Ha AOOpa ..BHHa. KOAoceYK • a.eroae HerAfUDH,e npeacraee, Ha xoje CMO MaAonpe IIIHCAHAlI, 15p30 ce 3860paamoe, JIIII1Ie30me 313jeAUo C IIpaJtOM. M\'3IHX8, necae, KynaHoe 1I8lIIa, 3&t'yIlIHAO je OIJOMeIIe III. IWIX. le,A.&H BeAHJ(H XpCT, WTO CTOjH nec:pe,t, XoAOCeyJa., &me BpAO AeI10 oc:&eTAoeH H AOBO--

poBHM BeHUeM OKH~CIf. - BA8AHKa H rAcKojH nyTHHltIt OCT8AH cy aa CBOJH14 MecTHMa AO caaora nOAaCKa H rAeA8AH cy 031'0 K8.KO CC MH rpa6HMO OkO XAaAHa ne"lea.a H nyHmc 'lama. Oay MaAy 38.6aay yroaopH.UI cao npe HeKOAHKO AaHa V HaWeM xcreey. JeAaH ~paHtW3, np*Cop H3 AHoHa, yaeo je ua ce6e !SPHry A8. TO cee cnpesoc MH OCTaAH DAaTHAH CMO 38.jCAHK'lKH:

OCBeT .... ea,e, noavnaae CYAOBe H Apyre CHTHHQe. A CBaItH je 38 ceee nAaTUO !lITO je nojeo U nOQHo. IiHAH cy roTOBO CBH nyrHHUH H3 eeuie rOCTHOHHQC, OCHM MHOrax APyrux. 3~HX H He3saHHX. OCBeTA.ei&e uRje !SHAG noTnYHO, BAH je one. 6RAO xeno. CSH CMO !SHAH 3aAOBOAtHH.

KaA CUO OTHllLU{, OCBpTaAH <:.MO CC H3 KOM us TO MeCTO neure aaeaae. KOAoceYM ce upaeo y MpaKY, K80 UITO ce upae CSH JLerOBH BapBaPCKH BeKOSH; caac ce jaw jCA8H MaACH )l(IDkaK H3 »era SHAeo: TO je I5RO OCBeTAlCH xpcr HB HoeioBOj cpeAHfJH. - H nOCAC XUAoa/JI! 1'OAHHa crcjane HB TOM aecrv xpcr, ra nOABpHB 3Be3A3 AlyAcKor oceaeae. 'raj $apa, 'ra jacaa I5VKrlflWl H8 nyq:HHH MpBKa H rAynoCTI(. H nOCAC XlUoaAe roARIIa AlyAH he ra KUTHTH SeHLtHMB H k8HAll.AHMa; IlAll OHAa Hehe 6HTH nana H H>HXOSHX K8.1r..yJ)epa; ORAB Hche ce ca sepoM npoCTHX, Do6o)l{HHX AtVAR BOARTH 'rprcBIIHa; ORAB HChe AlYAH yaHjaTH ceoje pyxe ceo XABAncr aepaepa H OA eera ca CyaaMB rrpocara: nOMotiH y CSOjHM 6eABMa. 3ApBBJDa y CSOjHM 6oAccntM8, vrexe y CBOjHM necpehaaa, onpourressa y CSOjRM rpeciesa. t{OBe"laHCTBO DOMKO HanpeAyje, aAH HDaK HanpeAyje. Xu.waAC 1'OAHHa KAaHoaAO ce Jyrnrrepy; jow 'rpa XliAoaAe 6oro88 HMaAH cy csojy BAaey H caoje poae. AyKallH npHCTCPH CTOjaAH cy DOpeA ceojax HAOAa, CAa· BHAH H Y3HOCaAH HoKXOBY BAaeT, npHMaAH )l(pne R JoIOAMTBe, 1'OBOpHAH Y HMe 601'Oa8 op8KYAe, npH6HpaAH H Y)I(HBaAH 6or8TCTBa, a y cOOH cMejaAH ce OHUMa KOjH cy H>HXOSHM pevaaa aepoaaaa. H TaKO XH.h>3.Ae I"OAHHB ..... yAH cy y ropHMB H y rpeWHHjHMa Tp8JKHAH 38 HOBaQ: nocpeaxaee H3Mcby ce6e H 6ora. He IDyNl lUTO CTBOpe, TO H O6ope. OHe xoje cy jeAHII 3B 6oro~ nporA8CHAH, APyrH cy HX 6a..tut:AH H y"IIWTHAH. KaKO}e JtojH 60r ca -npecrcaa nao, oAM8X ce BHACAO N1 HeM&. (k))K3HCKe cuare. Jyrnrrepa II HerrryHtl neaa BJUIIe, H 0DeT rpMH R ceaaJy yYH>e, H 0JJeT ce H8. MOPY noAH*Y

j ...... oBH. P83YM qOBe~jH CDe fSo.-'oe YBlfbra • • cnyona un! 'IOKK Y caojHM ~aHTa3HjaMa H aa All""; :, ~: "eKe x..uce lI>yAJI H3M.HCAH - HHje fSo~. As ee

~ M II>YACItH 38HHMaO aHHM WTO My je &nco.

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IIUI1'H CUKO TlfP8JfCTBO H caaKy \iOaeKoay He'lOBe'f. ~OCT, H /IJl ocayje APYWTBO "'yACKO aa Jbyl5aBH npeMa, &1UIUf>IBI8. PMM H aero8H HAOAH H npHCTepH. narpe. «JIM 83 OCHOBB TaKBOM HCTHHOM, aa'rperrrnnre H peenewe XpHCT8 H eercee Hajl5oA>c ~eHHKe; a XMJoaAaMa, OHHX WTO cy Y HByuH XpHCTOBOJ cnaceae H yrexe '1])8'KKAH no(bUlle HAM HX AHB ..... HM 3BepoBHMa Ilpe.a,a. ,AOWe. H~ 38AYAI PHM je y TOj I5op6u nao.

ICaA JUUl(eM /II! je PUM y TOj 60p15H nao, HeHCTlIHy roBOpHM. OM H C8A8 BA8A8. Heroao uapcrao aaee ee C8AIl JJPOC'l'Iq)e Hero lIITO je 6HAO K8A, cy Qe38pK no lIoCl'08HM YAHQ8Ma xOABAH· Hseroao opyacje uHje BlIme OA I'BOlKha. PHM, K8A je nccrac HeMoliaH Aa CHAOM rpa15H, OH OTHMa; 00 I50AecTaH AaB nperaopa ce y caMy I5AMOCT H AotiP01Y, npCTBOpH ce y CseTHNoy. 1CaA BHAH AS MY ce Y38AYA npOTHB xpHwhaHCTBa (iopHnf, npereopa ce Y Haj)Kemlier xpHwh.aHHHa - :qpeAHje Jymn-ePOBV CTaTVY Y KHJl CBeTOra Ilerpa, xora je ON H8 ItpCT pacneo; XpaM WTO je Jloane] noaarao MuHep8H npeTIIOpH Y upKBy urro ce caaa 30Be Caera MapRja MuHepaa; OA Flaareoaa UaqHHH QPKBy MajQR tioJItjoj H CBeTHM Mf'IeHHQHMa xoje je OU, PHM, nOMOpRO; HI. HexpmuhalicKe OOeAJICKe H "cry60Be noAUCHe IlpCTOlIe H KHTlO8e 8nOCTOAa.; OA Jymrrepoaa xpaaa DOCTaHe lQ)XB8. MapHje Kanaroacxe: a OA TeMIlAa AnoAOHOB8 - caerora. AnOAHHapHja. Xpaa BaKycoB noCBeTR PHM CBeTOM CTeB8HY. a TeMnAO AU8UHa BeCTa - CBeTOM TOAOPY; OA reMlL\8 KOHKOpAHja, WTO je Ka- 10IA IIOAHf80 38 ClIQ)feH ncaapeaa H3Meby narpauaja • H8PO/ll!, a rAe je ceaar DOKaTK8A AP)f(80 ceAHHQe -, C8eT0M CepmJy;' OA cry60sa XepKYAOBOTa xpaaa IIOAID'Re IIPay CBeTOMe HHKOAn. - PHM je rrpexpojae ~y V ItOjoj je CAYJIUIO HAoAlOda, pea je xpcr y PVKe. OKpeHyO ee JIa cae 1IeTHpH CTp8He CBeTa H nOBH~: .Hapo.a,a. ja c:aM D_ 3elofJbH HUleQlHK BCVea

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Ty CMO ce OAMOPHAH H HelIITO i48.AO 06eAOB8AH. AOIt cy ce ~OIf,Jl Y KOAHMa npoNeRHAH. AOKaHA3 (NeDRa) fill.. All je BpAO npeaea M nyHa 6ecnoCAM'Iapa WTO ceAe J1Hjv H caabajv ce, Tv ce BIUlAHKa cecrec H pa:lroaap~ ca ~OPAOM Xc.AaHAOM. OR nyryje no HTaAHjH ca lteAOM CBDJOM noPOAHQOM. Y QH8HTa·BelUfjH 'IeXaAJf CNO 'IHT888 ABa A8Ha aa nap06pOA. AOQIUlI{ CNO AOUJAH 38. oHaj lUTO je OTMwaO, a 8pAO paao aa oHaj WTO !'i.e JI,A Aobe H3 Heano .... a H A,aM! A8 HAe. To je <JlpaHuycKo na~ po6POACKO APVWTBO WTO 08VAa nopeA HTaAHje na Jjp Mapcelba 803M. - Tv CMO npOBeAH BvpbeBA8H, BAaAH'lHRO XPCHO HMe. Haje HaM I5HAO AVro 'IeKaTH napoG-pOA. XOA8AH CNO caVA&. nopea aope. OHO je C8a1'Aa jeAHO HCTO, aAH O'IH aerrpecreao HaAa3e aa HoeM:y acee 386aBe. MopHapH, ROjM ny-ryjy A8AeKe rryreae no MOPY H no HeKOAHKO aeceua He BHAe cyee 3eMIbe, ttaA V npHaaHHWTe AOOy H aa 06aAY H3aby, oner Hajp8AHje cn3Bajy, pyqajy H ceae Ha ORONe }deCTy OA8lC.Ae ce MOpe BMAH H OA8KAe ce seeroac WYWTaH,C "Vie. ORo je H Hac aa6aBIbaAO. Ho HJl8K, MHAO HaM I5ewe K8A lIHAeCMO A&. AQ.'.a3H napol5poA KOjM he Hac B03HTH.

OAMax CMO ynL\H Ha nap06poA. Ja caM HajAOQHHje AOwao. npH VMCRy cpere ye ByK8. c pellHMa: .)J.;l BMAHW jaA8 Ie - .KaKBa jllA8?c yrnrraM ra ja •• Eeoc, BeAM, »nyH aanop Typaxa!e H 33HCTa, KaA norAeA8M. :BRAHM Ha jeAHoj CTpaHH A3be TpR-'IeTllpH Typ'IHH& rAt! CTOje, a na APyroj CTpaHR jeAHora rAe ceAH.BKMl cy CBH Y o4»HltHPCKMM HAM Y KanA3PCKHM YHHcIIopMaMa. Kaneraa OA napofipoA8 oAMax je AO aec 6ecnoCAeH crojac H nynmo caojy UHl'apy. Ja ra n03ApaBHII H 3aJIHTaM xaxaH cy TO TypQH. A OR MH cpncxx OAf'O" BOpH: .nYTYjeTe AM BH C rocnOA8POM?c H nourrc HBlil npJDlOBeAH A8 je POAOM H3 A,aAMaQHje, A8 AB8,AeceT TOAHHa nyryje OBOM AHHRjO" H jow HHje CBOj jeJJIK caCBHM 3860paBHo, Kame HaM A8 OBH TypD;H nyryjy y EHrAecKY, HOCt: npoH3BOAe R3 yVpCKora napcrea Ha cBeTCKY H3AO)Kl5y Y AOHAOH. Aaba WTO HOCH -re npoH3BOAe OTHWAa je HSOKOAO 1tp03 I'1tI5PSAT8P, a OHM XOhe cyaH .. , npeKHM nyTelof. C IbHM3 nyryje H jeA8H ..... jop, nawa, urra AM je, RMe My je OcMaH-6ej .• Ja 3H8M., npHAOA8Ae xanerau cMewehl{ ce, .axo I5YAY OHM CT&pII IlpHoropUH. It8KO he ce CAe,a.3TH C TypQHM8.e

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