I am a scared person.

My fear drowns me.

What creates this fear?
Emotions, the future and basically over-thinking.

The stars calm me.

The ocean
calms me.

But when I think about them too much, it ruins me.

Just like everything else.

The stars, gigantic balls of fire that can explode and destroy us
all or turn into supermassive black holes and inevitably destroy
us.
The ocean, so unexplored, so mysterious, full of danger and risk
as you discover more of it.
Amongst
other
things,
I think
about
myself
my
existence
much, it
always
leads on
set of
scenarios
where the
world is
better

when

and
too

to a

off without me in it, trying to transform it.

Listen I know, this is contradictory to overcoming my personal
challenges, but this is what is right now.

I'm a body bag filled

thoughts are eating me
alarmed when you find
bones licked clean in

But Ill be okay.

with maggots. These

up inside. Don't be
festering wounds or
my place.

Cause I got my friends, I got my peers, I got the most wonderful

non-family beings that I know personally.
And theyve got me too.
So together, we can get through, we can laugh about our problems.
We can play, get our minds off them even just for a while.
We have each others company and its all

fine.