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Ashanti Johnson
Professor Lago
Experience In Literature 1500-15
24 April 2014
Is It Worth It?

In Raymond Carvers short story What We Talk About When We Talk About Love, it
took on the roll in understanding domestic violence and alcohol abuse. In both reality and even
in Hollywood both these harsh things can occur, and depending on the situation this can be a life
changing experience. You can lose everything you have and even earned in a blink of an eye.
Domestic violence happens in all cultures, people of all races, ethnicities and religions. It occurs
and perpetrated by, on and both women and men, occurring not only in the opposite-sex but also
in the same-sex relationship. Alcohol and drugs may be used to cope with the physical,
emotional, and/or psychological pain of family violence. "Regular alcohol abuse is one of the
leading factors for intimate partner violence, also men who batter frequently use alcohol abuse as
an excuse for their violence. What people should think about is before acting on their behavior, is
it worth it? Is it worth taking your own life or putting someone elses life in danger or when
consuming that alcohol is it worth loosing everything you had planned for your future.
Endorsement deals, education, and love. Its not worth it, because if you knew better youd do
better.
In this short story this author had some issues in his own person life dealing with alcohol
abuse. His wife did an interview, and throughout their marriage with his wife Maryann Carver
there was a breaking point for the both of them and they both would turn too alcohol. Alcohol
became a problem because Carver was saddled with an old car, a rented house, and serious debt

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as well as the perennial wagonload of frustration from having neither privacy nor leisure to
write; he more or less gave up, threw in the towel, and took in to full-time drinking as a serious
pursuit. . In 1977 Carvers addiction started to get out of control he couldnt even finish his time
at the University of California because of his addiction, he was hospitalized on four separate
occasions for acute alcoholism. Alcohol seems to be a common phenomenon in all of Carver's
stories, even the ones that have absolutely nothing to do with infidelity or violence.
However in Carvers short story he helps us imagine the effects dealing with love and
domestic violence and the affect it has on three characters in this story by the names, Terri
(victim), Ed (abuser/ex-husband), and Mel (Terris husband). Carver gave his readers the chance
to get deep into their relationships and experiences the lives of Terri, Ed, and Mel, theyll come
in contact with the not so easily explained tragic circumstances of some peoples lives. During
the table talk between Nick and his wife Laura the conversation about during their conversation
on love, and they all have one thing in common: violence. Love, this story suggests, often
intersects with violence, and often in surprising ways. Characters hurt each other in the name of
love, love can turn to hate, and violence can, at the end of the day, reinforce love, too.
In 2009 on Feb8th two popular and attractive and talented couple by the names, Chris
Brown and Rihanna were both at a party together. The two seem to be happy together until
drinking started getting heavy and someone called 911 to report a disturbance. The singer
Rihanna left the scene bleeding and bruised up. No one ever expected this to happen. Brown was
very apologetic on his act of performance. This type of domestic violence left Rihanna with
physical and emotional wounded, and Brown facing a criminal charge that can change his life
forever making him known as a woman abuser. Both of these talented singers had large
endorsement deals piling up with this incident occurring it interferes with the grown of their

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names and brands that they had a future for grown epically for Brown. Chris brown and Rihanna
both remind me of Ed and Terris relationship and me of the two charters from the short story
Ed. Domestic violence both took a toll on both of these relationships. Love made both Ed and
Chris Brown make some crazy decisions that changed every single life thats involved in both
relationships for better and worst.
Eds love for Terri took a turn for the worst. In the story Terri tells everybody about how
crazy in love Ed was over her. Terris new husband Mel doesnt see that this is a significant of
true love, Ed would refer to Terri and say I love you, I love you, you bitch (Carver 331) he
would call her out of her name and even dragged her onto the floor while screaming and yelling
these very hurtful words to her. Being in an un-healthy relationship like this can make or break
you physically, mentally and emotionally. Domestic abuse stems from many aspects. Lack of
love, affection, and communication are a few examples of how this can occur. Then Eds took a
turn for the worst Terri tells the group He shot himself in the mouth (Carver 331). He lost
control of his own self and took away his own life.
As the characters grow more and more drunk, their conversations become more
incoherent and frustrating. Mel, of all the characters, struggles the most with his gin-soaked
words, and the more he tries to explain love, the more we think that alcohol has nothing to do
with it. There was an ice bucket on the table. The gin and tonic water kept going around, and we
somehow got on the subject of love.(Carver 330). As the author with the family issues he was
having the only way he can get closure was by drinking. His father, Clevie Raymond Carver, did
several menial jobs in the timber mills; unfortunately, he was a violent alcoholic. Carver's
alcoholic characters' struggles are illuminated whether he portrays those in early or more severe
stages of alcoholism. However, illustrations of lesser degrees of alcoholism are easily overlooked

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when examined in context to depictions of more severe instances of alcoholism. Within your
inner self when you consume your alcohol drink some turn into a different person while other
say they just feel regular as if they never even consumed that drink before hand. From Carver
growing up to his father being an alcoholic its just like he followed in his footsteps. Was it
worth Raymond Carver to follow in his fathers footsteps? Obviously not because his marriage
almost fell apart and his family started to break apart because his wife didnt want their kids to
see their father all drunk around the house.
Ed's behavior seemed like a crime of passion, he loved Terri so much he went to
extremes for their love. "It was love," Terri said. "Sure, it's abnormal in most people's eyes. But
he was willing to die for it. He did die for it."(Carver 333). Terris experience with love was
confused. However that experience was a lesson learned. While sitting around the table with
Mel, Nick and Laura, they all figured she was so in love with Mel, but as she was pondering
about her relationship with Ed. When in a domestic violence situation male vs. female or female
vs. male when hands are put on one and that victim who claims to be so in love with this forceful
person its very hard to be certain of. Your thoughts, actions and the lifestyle you live can reflect
on the person you are in relations with. The relationship that Terri and Ed built came along love
but at the same time that love that she had for him was one strong emotion, which may have been
the cause of domestic violence, which is not okay for anybody to be involved in.
This simple and somewhat confusing story has always been, for me, a reminder of how
difficult it is to capture love in words. What is love? What isnt? Who has it, and who doesnt?
Perhaps most importantly, what does it mean to love and to be loved? In the story itself, the
concept of love only becomes more elusive as the characters try to grasp it through their dialog.
Ironically, from my point of view with both abuse situations people in their everyday life goes

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through this and its a struggle to even think it can happen to you a family member and friend
and some sidebars that come along with domestic violence, violence, incarceration, distrust
possible retaliation, mental scarring of those present and kids that see it. If you have kids around
they shouldnt be exposed to alcohol or domestic abuse kids see things going on in their home
and may go out and re-act what they seen or even go out and tell and this makes you look like a
bad parent. No kid should see their mother get beat on and their fathers get pissy drunk. Its not
worth it, to show your kids that they can live a better life than you. Even though Terri and Ed
didnt have s child I feel as though if so things would have been different. In Hollywood and in
reality things happen but its how they happen. But with your actions you have yet to stop and
think how would this interferer with your life. Your future dreams and goals youve had and you
become an alcoholic or a violent person can be your down fall and through this paper I show
how in Raymond Carvers short story he proposes in several forms the realism of everyday lives
in his short stories; with this his readers capture their own lives written through his stories.











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Work Cited
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Ryan, Harriet, and Richard Winton. "Image Breaker; also at Stake in the Chris Brown-
Rihanna Incident: Rich Commercial Endorsements." Los Angeles Times Feb 16 2009. ProQuest.
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