THE POEMS THAT WISH TO BE READ

BY
JOSEPH B. CASTILLO
 EASY LOVE SPELL

''EARTH AND SEA,

KEEP HARM FROM ME,
WIND AND FIRE,
BRING ME MY DESIRE.''

KISS ME SPELL

''KISS ME WHEN WE MEET,

KISS ME(NAME),
GREET ME WITH YOUR LIPS
AND SAY YOU MISSED ME,
BUT MOST OF ALL KISS ME.''

LOVE BANISHING SPELL

''ALL YOU LOVE WILL RUN AWAY,

FEELINGS YOU HAVE WILL DIE,
NOW YOUR LOVE HAS A BLIP,
TIME TO LET YOU FEELINGS SLIP.''

COUPLES LOVE CURSE

'''TAKE THIS COUPLE I SEE,

LOVE IS GONE UNHAPPLY,
WITH THIS SPELL I KNOW I'VE WON,
LET THEIR LOVE BE UNDONE.''

ERASING SPELL

''ON THIS DAY AND IN THIS HOUR,

I CALL UPON THE ANCIENT POWER,
MAKE THIS PERSON FORGET,
WHAT HAS BEEN DONE,
BEFORE THE RISING OF THE SUN.
BY THE POWERS OF ALL FOUR ELEMENTS,
YOUR MEMORIES SHALL NEVER BARE.''

WEATHER SPELL

''I CALL THE POWER OF THE EARTH,

BRING ME WHAT I DESIRE,
I CALL UPON THE POWER OF THE EARTH,
BRING ME(SAY WHICH WEATHER YOU WANT).''
 FINDING SPELL

''BOUND AND BINDING,

BINDING BOUND,
SEE THE SIGHT,
HEAR THE SOUND.

WHAT WAS LOST,

NOW IS FOUND,
BOUND AND BINDING,
BINDDING BOUND.

SMART SPELL

''SPIRITS, SEND THE WORDS FROM ALL ACROSS THE LAND,

ALLOW ME TO ABSORB THEM THROUGH THE TOUCH OF EITHER HAND,
FOR 24 HOURS, FROM 7 TO 7,
I WILL UNDERSTAND ALL MEANNINGS OF THE WORDS,FROM HERE TO HEAVEN.

EASY LEARNING SPELL

''ONCEE I FEARED MY EXAMS,

BUT NOW I AM BRAVE INSTEAD,
MAY MY MAGIC SHED SOME LIGHT,
MAY IT HELP MY WOORIED HEAD,
MAY I STUDY WITH TRUE EASE,
AND ALL THINGS I HAVE READ SO FAR,
IN MY MIND WILL BE PRESERVED,
LIKE A NEVER ENDING THREAD.

BLOODY CHAINS CURSE

''YOUR BLOOD WILL BOIL,

HOTTER AND HOTTER,
YOUR CHAINS OF LIFE,
WILL SEAL YOUR FATE.''

GAY LOVE SPELL

''MY LUST IN BURNING,

 MY LUST IS BURNING,
I WANT YOUR BODY TO BE MINE,
AND ONLY MINE,
BBODY BLENDING WITH SMOTHERING HEAT,
I WANT TO FEEL YOUR BODY NEXT TO ME.''

DARKNESS

I AM CONNFUSED AND LOST

I WONDER IF TIME HAS STOPPED
I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF HELL AROUND ME
I SEE NOTHING BUT DARKNESS
I DON'T WANT TO BE NOTHING BUT A MEMORY
I PRETEND I AM MADE OF STONE
I FEEL ALL OF MY NEGATIVE ENERGY AROUND ME
I SEE THE RAYS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS FLOWING AROUND ME
AND I'M WORRIED IT WILL ALL DISAPPEAR
I CRY CAUSE IT'S ALL GONE
I UNDERSTAND TIME WILL NOT CONTINUE
AND YET I SAY LETS STOP BEING PERFECT AND LET'S ALL EVOLVE
AND MOVE ON
I DREAM OF A BETTER TOMORROW
I TRY TO MAKE SENSE OF WHAT I HAVE SEEN AND HEARD
SINCE TIME HAS STOOD STILL
I HOPE THIS ISN'T THE END FOR US ALL
YET I AM CONFUSED AND LOST.

OUR WORLD FULL OF HATE

THIS WORLD OF OURS IS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT HATE

THIS HATE IS AGAINST LIFE,
OUR FRIENDS.
AGAINST ANIMALS,
SCHOOL AND TEACHERS,
EVERYONES PARENTS AND OUR FAMILIES,
HATE IS AGAINST OUR BROTHERS, SISTERS, AND MOST OF ALL OURSELVES.

SO MUCH HATE IN ALL OF US,

WE'RE ALL FULL OF IT.

BUT ONLY A LITTLE DROP OF OUR LOVE

IN THIS HATE FILLED WORLD
COULD OVERCOME EVERY BIT OF HATE IN THIS WORLD.

MY FEELING FOR YOU

I CRIED FOR THE TIME I HAD YOU,

I CRIED FROM THE MEMORIES WE HAD SHARED TOGETHER,
 I CRIED FROM THE PAIN WE SHARED,
I WILL ALWAYS CRY FOR THE TIME YOU AND ME HAVE SHARED.

LOVE

I HAVE NEEVER REALLY KNOWN YOU,

YOU WERE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND,
BUT WHEN I GOT TO KNOW YOU,
I DECIDED TO LET MY HEART UNBEND,
I COULDN'T STOP MY PAST MEMORIIES,
THAT WOULD ONLY MAKE MEE CRY,
I HAD TO FORGET MY FIRST TRUE LOVE,
AND I DICIDED TO GIVE LOVE ANOTHER TRY.

SO I'E FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU,

AND I'LLNEVER LET YOU GO,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE,
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW AND
IF YOU WONDER WHY,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY,
BUT I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU,
EACH AND EVERYDAY.

MY FEELINGS FOR YOUWILL NEVER CHANGE,

JUST KNOW MY FEELINGS ARE TRUE,
JUST REMEMBER OONE THING,
I LOVE YOU!!!

MY SECERT

YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE,

YOU'RE THE WOMEN OF MY DREAMS,
YOU'RE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME,
I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE,
YOU MAKE ME FEEL GOOD,
GREAT, AND BRAND NEW.
 YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE,
THHE ONE IN MY DREAMS,
I WISH YOU COULD SEE WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME,
BUT ALL YOU DO IS ACT MEAN TOWARDS ME,
YOU LOOK AT ME IF I'M A JOKETO YOU,
AND IT'S NOT ALRIGHT.

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW,

YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE,
AND YOU'RE THE WOMEN OF MY DREAMS.

I WISH YOU COULD SEE I'M THE ONE FOR YOU!

QUOTE 1
''LOVE IS FOR FOOLS WISE ENOUGH TO TAKE A CHANCE AT LOVE''

HER TEARS DON’T FALL

WITH MY BLOOD SHOT EYES I WATCH YOU WHEN YOU SLEEP

THE WARTH I FEEL NEXT TO ME IS SLOWLY FADING AWAY
WOULD SHE HEAR ME CALL HER NAME?
WOULD SHE HOLD ME, IF SHE KNEW MY SHAME?

THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING GOING WRONG

THE PATH I'M WALKING IS ALWAYS IN THE WRONG DIRECTION
THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE HANGING ON TO ME
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME MAKE THINGS BETTER?
 HER TEARS DON'T FALL
THEY CRASH ALL AROUND ME
HER CONSCIENCE CALLS EVERYTHING TO COME HOME

THE MOMENTS ARE NOW DEAD, I HEAR NO SCREAMING AROUND ME

THE VISIONS INSIDE ME ARE SLOWLY FADDING AWAY
WOULD SHE HEAR ME CALL HER NNAME OUT? WOULD SHE?
WOULD SHE HOLD ME, IF SHE SAW MY SHAME?

CAN ANYONE HELP ME MAKE THINGS BETTER

OH! YEAH!

THIS DARK ROOM I HAVE SEEN IT BEFORE

THE BROKEN BONE DON'T WANT TO HEAL NO MORE, NO MORE
WITH MY LAST BREATH I'M STARTING TO CHOK HARDER AND HARDER
WILL THIS EVER END FOR ME, I'M HOPING IT WILL
THIS WORLD OF MINE IS OVER ONE MORE TIME

LET'S GO

WOULD SHE HEAR ME IF I CALL HER NAME?

WOULD SHE HOLD ME, IF SHE SAY MY SHAME?

THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG GOING ON

THE PATH I WALK IS IN THE WRONG DIREACTION
THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE HANGING ON TO ME
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME MAKE THING BETER?

CAN SOMEONE HELP?

PLEASE HELP ME!

HER TEARS DON'T FALL

THEY CRASH ALL AROUND ME
HER CONSCIENCE CALLS EVERYTHING TO COME HOME

MY PAIN

TEARS I CRY IN THIS ENDLESS WORLD

PAIN I FEEL FLOWS LIKE A WATERFALL INTO A RIVERS STREAM
I HEAR THE TONE OF SORROW AND DESPAIR
FORVER ALONE IN THIS DARK WORLDD
LOVE DOES NOT LIVE HERE

MEMORIES OF OUR SWEET MOMENTS AND WHAT WE COULD HAVE DONE

SHE SINGS A SONG AS SHE WALKS TOWARD ME
''I DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU OR SEE YOU ANYMORE'' I SAID
 I CRIED AND PLEADED AND ASK WAS IT ME?
SHE SAID '' YOU AND I were JUST NOT MEANT TO BE.''
SHE LEFT ME ALONE IN RAGE AND PAIN
HOW SOMETHING SO SWEET BE SO VAIN?

''PLEASE DON'T CRY WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS''

I LET OUT AND TOLD HER THIS IS THE END
AT THAT MOMENT I WANTED TO DIE BECAUSE EVERYTHING SHE TOLD ME WAS A LIE

PIECES OF MY HEART BEGAN TO SHATTER EVEN MORE

AS I SAW HER WALK OUT THE DOOR
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START OR WHERE TO BEGIN

BEING ALONE

I AM SO ALONE
YOU CAN SEE IT IN MY EYES
LONEINESS IS MY ONLY FRIEND
IT'S MY ONLY TRUE LOVE
BEGIN ALONE IS MY ONLY HEART
BUT BEING ALLONE IS JUST SIMPLY BEING ALONE

LONEINESS IS JUST A PERSON BEING ALONE

SO YOU CAN'T RREALLY LOVE SOMEONE IF YOU ARE ALONE
MY HEART DOSEN'TT WANT TO BE ALONE

BEING ALONE MAKES ME HAPPY AND EXCITED

ME BEING ALONE MAKES SO ANY PEOPLE HURT
AND YET IT MAKES ME HAPPY
I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO LOVE ME

GOODBYE MY FRIEND

THE MOST HARDEST PART ABOUT FRIENDSHIP

IS WHEN THE TIME COMES TO SAY GOODBYE
AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE THINGS TO STAY THE SAME
CHANGE IS JUST SIMPLY APART OF LIFE

THE UNIVERSE MIGHT SEEM HUGE

AND MAY RIFT BETWEEN FRIENDS
ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE WORLD
MAY SEEM TO BE A GREAT DISTANCE

THERE ARE MANY TOOLS WHICH WE CAN COMMUNICATE

BUT EVEN WITHOUT THESE TOOLS THERE ARE SECERTS
 ONLY FRIENDS WILL KNOW
ALL WAYS IN LIFE IN THE WORLD CANNOT SEPERATE
FRIENDS WHOSE HEARTS ARE ONE

WHEN WE SHARE EXPERIENCES TOGETHER

AND THE MOST PART IS A FEELING OF SADNESS
SAYING GOODBYE IS AN OCCASION OF A SOMBER REFLECTION
IT'S HARD TO IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU
AND YET WE HAVE NO CHOICE TO MOVE ON

IT'S COMFORTING TO KNOW THAT AS LONG WE WILL BE SEPERATED THAT

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART

AND YET IT'S ALSO AN OPPORTUNITY TO BE MORRE PRESENT TO OTHERS

AND TO LOOK FOR OPPORTUNITIES TO FORM MORE AND NEW FRIENDSHIPS

QUOTE 2
''TIME IS A PRECIOUS THING TO WASTE, BUT FRIENDS ARE MORE PRECIOUS''

QUOTE 3
''NEVER TRUST A FRIEND WHO DOSEN'T TRUST YOU''

CUTTING ME AWAY

IT'S EATING MY BODY AWAY

CRAWLING OVER MY SKIN
IT''S HIDING DEEP INSIDE ME
THIS EVIL THING IS TAKING OVER ME
AND WONT LET GO
DO I WANT IT TO LEAVE?
I JUST DON'T KNOW

IT'S TAKING OVER ME

IT'S IN MY MIND
IT'S IN MY SOUL
AND IT'S IN MY HEART
IT HAS LEFT AN UNFILLABLE HOLE
 IT HAS CHANGED ME AS A PERSON
FROM GOOD THE BAD
I WANNT MY BODY BACK

I WANT MY MIND BACK

I WANT TO BE MYSELF
I WANT TO BE HAPPY
AND I WANT TO BE FREE

BUT I CAN'T OR CAN I?

I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY
WHEN I AM, I JUST CRY

QUOTE 4
''I LIKE WALKING IN THE RAIN, CAUSE NO ON KNOWS I'M CRYING.''
''ANONYMOUS''

FRIENDS CURSE

"You have been so evil stealing my guy/girl,

so unto you this curse I hurl,
don't ever go near my very best friend,
or another time this curse il send"
''ANONYMOUS''

FALLING AWAY

I AM BORED WITH LOVE

AND IT'S PASSIONLESS LIMBS
HOVERING OVER MY BED
IN THE STATE OF IMPORTANCE
WHILE WEARING THE SAME RED BLOODY CHAINS
MY SOUL LEAVING AND BEING PICKED UP
HITCH HIKING OFF THE HIGHWAY

NOW WE ARE ALONE TOGETHER

TRYIING TO MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUE
WITH WOOD AND GLUE
BUT EVEN A HOME WONT BRING US TOGETHER
WHEN OUR HEARTS WILL ALWAYS LIVE ALONE
 POETICS VOWS CLICHED INTO NOTHINGNESS
LIKE ALL WORDS DO, EVENTUALLY AND WE ALLOWED
OUR SOULS TO BECOME ANOTHER PAIR OF HOLLOW SHADOWS
THAT MAKE LOVE TO A WALL INSTEAD OF EACH OTHER
AND YET WE WONDER WHYTHE SOULS OF OUR BODIES ARE DYING
ALL DAYS ARE BAD BUT TODAY YOU MADE IT WORSE.

I SEE MANY THINGS

I SEE SHADOWS

I HEAR VOICES

MOST OF ALL I FRRL DEATH ALL AROUND ME

I FEEL GRATE ENOUGH TO KILL SOMEONE

PLEASE JUST KILL ME NOW AND I’LL GO TO HELL

IT’S THE ONE PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE I FEEL SAFE

I HATE BORING THINGS

I HATE EXCITING THINGS

I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY

SO I JUST FEEL DEPRESSED

IT FEELS GOOD TO CUT MYSELF

AND YET ALL THOSE AROUND ME ARE

SOON TO BE DEAD

MY ADDICTION TO YOU

I BET YOU WON’T EVEN CALL ME

YOU KNOW IT’S TRUE

YOU’RE ADDICTED TO EVERYTHING

I’M JUST ADDICTED TO YOU

I STAY UP WAITING FOR YOU TO CALL ME

I’M SLEEPLESS

I BET YOU WON’T REALIZE

YOU’RE MY ONLY BIGGEST WEAKNESS

 YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE WITH ME AN HOUR AGO

I’M VERY COLD AND YET I’M STILL WAITING FOR YOU

AND YET IT’LL NEVER BE YOU

IT’S ONLY THE DRUGS YOU’RE ON I WILL HATE

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

WAIT WHAT HAPPENED THIS TIME?

YOU’RE DRUNK AGAIN AREN’T YOU?

IT HURT’S ME SO MUCH TO NOT SEE YOU

BUT I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU EVER

I WAKE UP AND SEE YOU LEFT ME A VOICEMAIL

IT’S FROM YOU I’M SO HAPPY

YOU SAY; YOU CAN DATE ME ANYMORE

I START TO BREAK DOWN CRYING

I THEN REALIZE I’M NO BETTER THEN YOU ARE

I GRAB A BOTTLE AND SAY

I’LL ONLY HAVE A SHOT OR MAYBE MORE

SO MUCH TIME HAS PAST

I’M DRUNKER THAN DRUNK

THE SADDEST THING IS

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

WINTER TO COME
THE AUTUMN WIND START TO DIE

AS WINTER STARTS TO COME CLOSER AND CLOSER

SOON ALL THE LANDS ACROSS WILL BEGIN TO SLEEP AGAIN

JUST LIKE BEING IN THE SILENCE IN THE DEAD

THE GRAY SEEMS TO BE CLEARING AWAY THE BLUE

THE BRANCHES REACH OUT TO THE SKY

TO GASP THE MISTY COLD AIR

THE DARK BROWN REPLACES THE ORANGE

AND THE BLUE SKYS ARE REPLACE WITH GRAY SKYS

 THE SNOW WILL SOON CHANGE THE LANDSCAPES

THE SILENCE WILL BE WELCOMED

AND AN EERIE SONG OF MYSTERY

THAT FEW WILL EVER KNOW.

FOR WINTER KEEPS IT’S SECRETS

ALL THE ANSWERS ARE AROUND US,

BUT THE BIGGEST QUESTION WILL ALWAYS SLEEP INSIDE OF US.

ALL OF MY NIGHTS

AT NIGHT I LAY AND WONDER IF YOU MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE

I WONDER CAN THIS BE THE END

I WISH WE CAN GO TO THE WAY THINGS USED TO BE

I LAY THERE AND CRY ABOUT THINGS THAT HAPPENED AND HOW IT WOULD ALL END

I THINK OF US, I MEAN YOU AND I

I REALIZE THERE’S NO MORE OF US

I DREAM OF US BEING TOGETHER AGAIN

BUT IN THE MORNING I REALIZE IT WAS ALL

A DREAM

THE CRYS OF MY HEART

THERES A GREAT DEAL OF DEPRESSION THAT HAS TAKEN OVER MY HEART AND SOUL

IT FLOWS DEEP INSIDE, INTO EVERY INCH THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME A WHOLE

I WONDER AND WORRY OF MY THOUGHTS THROUGHOUT THE DAY

WHAT IS TO COME OF ME

AS THE PLOOD OF TEARS COME OUT OF ME IN ALL OF MY EXPRESSED EMOTIONS

MORE AND MORE COME OUT, AND MORE DEPRESSION COMES OUT OF ME

I MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE I’M OKAY!

BUT WHO AM I FOOLING?

AND YET I BRUST INTO RAGE

I HAVE QUESTIONS FOR MYSELF, AND THERE ARE ANSWERS.

BUT I AM AFRAID AND TOO WEAK

 WHEN I TRY TO EXPLAIN

I HEAR I AM WRONG AND NEED TO BE STRONGER.

BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF, AND YET THERE IS NO WRONG AND RIGHT,

BUT AS I BATTLE WITH MYSELF, I ALWAYS LOSE THE BATTLE

BUT I’M STILL FIGHTING THE WAR.

I SOMETIMES FEEL INTIMIDATED BY OTHER PEOPLE,

BUT AS I HAVE SAID ‘’THIS IS HOW I FEEL.’’

THE PAIN IN ME IS REAL

I HAVE LOST CONTROL, MY THOUGHTS GO WILD

AND HERE I AM THE ONLY CHILD.

IF ONLY YOU KNEW WHAT I THOUGHT,

PLEASE ASSURE ME I’M THINKING NORMAL

AND YOU’LL HELP ME THINK POSITIVE.

I’M HURTING, I NEED YOU!

PLEASE DON’T EVER GIVE UP ON ME!

ONE DAY I’LL TRY TO ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE

LOVE,

YOU’RE SON JOEY

UNTITLED

IT’S FUNNY WHEN THINGS NEVER CHANGE

EVEN THOUGH YOU SAY THEY WILL

BUT WHILE YOU’RE SCREWING HER

MY LIFE IS STILL STADING STILL

AND YET YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME

WHEN I GO TO LEAVE

YOU TELL ME I AM THE OLY ONE FOR YOU

AND I MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE

I KNOW THAT YOU’RE USING ME

BUT YOU’LL NEVER LET ME GO

I ALREADY KNOW YOU DON’T LOVE ME

I KNOW I AM JUST FOR SHOW

I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN STAND YOU ANYMORE

TO SEE YOU LOVE ANOTHER WOMEN

YOU KNOW YOU BROKE MY HEART

YOU KNOW YOU WERE MY ONLY WORLD

BUT WHILEYOU’RE STANDING BY MY SELF

I’LL BELIEVE YOUR LIES FOREVER

BECAUSE YOU SEEM TO BE PERFECT FOR ME

WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER