One With God: Awakening Through the Voice of the Holy Spirit - Book 5

What keeps you in the dream

is your belief that you can change the dream.

I am your Best and only True Friend.

The love you experience with Me is gentle, accepting, patient, kind, and nonpersonal.

You are not here to make the world right;

you are here to awaken to Me.

ONE WITH GOD

Awakening Through the Voice

of the Holy Spirit

Book 5

Marjorie Tyler

Joann Sjolander

Margaret Ballonoff

One With God:

Awakening Through the Voice of the Holy Spirit

Book 5

Copyright © 2019 by Marjorie Tyler, Joann Sjolander, and Margaret Ballonoff

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Contents

Quotes from the Holy Spirit

Foreword

1 Coloring Outside the Lines

2 Blood Moon

3 Last Meal

4 Symbols of the Cross

5 Tomb of the Heart

6 Easter Promise

7 Ready to Fly

8 Cloak of Love

9 Mindless

10 Face of Christ

11 All You Need

12 Undoing Belief

13 The Way of Duality`

14 In the World, Not of It

15 Screen Saver

16 Never Enough

17 Buckets of Love

18 Close Encounters

19 Planet Ego

20 Perfect Health

21 Freedom Reigns

22 True Identity

23 Drop Your Shield

24 Choose Again

25 Divine Intimacy

26 Born to Die

27 Game of Life

28 Land of Enchantment

29 Paving the Way

30 Eaten Alive

31 Endless Battles

32 From Specialness to Neutrality

33 Staying Present

34 The Gateless Gate

35 Hey, You!

36 Sticky Beliefs

37 Guide Books

38 The I Am

39 Greatness

40 Old Wounds

41 Healing Touch

42 Whom Do You Serve?

43 Impersonality

44 Golden Calf

45 Blind to the World

46 Vision

47 Storm Watch

48 Home

49 Nothingness

50 Wrong Master

51 Retirement

52 The Last Barrier

53 Perpetrator or Victim?

54 Defenseless

55 Down the Rabbit Hole

56 Paradise Lost

57 Fully Surrendered

58 Motherhood

59 Open to Receive

60 Shine Your Light

61 Desire to Replicate

62 Beyond the Stars

63 Epiphany

64 Look in the Mirror

65 Cancel

66 Daily Prescription

67 The God Particle

68 No Matter What

69 Betrayal

70 Release the Symbols

71 Radiance

72 Sword of Truth

73 Who Drives the Bus?

74 Apparitions

75 Terrorista

76 Let it All Go

77 Falling for It

78 Shattered World

79 Gateway to Heaven

80 A Mystery Unfolds

81 Another Room in the Mind

82 Love Affair

83 The Only Relationship

84 No Sacrifice

85 Nowhere to Roost

86 The Return

87 End of Life

88 Transition

89 Winding Down

90 Last Glimmer

91 Homecoming

92 The One Friend

93 Coming to Peace

94 Confirmation

95 Sleepwalking

96 Divine Mission

97 Own Your Power

98 No Spiritual Hierarchy

99 How to Know Me

100 Clean Slate

101 Trinkets

102 Happy Dream

103 Direct Knowing

104 Bottomless Pit

105 Shift of Consciousness

106 Celestial Symphony

107 Out with the Old

108 Entanglement

109 Shake the Dust off Your Soul

110 Bypass Suffering

111 A Little Tenderness

112 Solstice

113 Ego Infestation

114 Counterfeit

115 Know Your Self as God

116 Joined in Love

117 Follow the Signs

118 Resurrection

119 Elevation

120 Liberation

121 Grace

122 A Forgiveness Lesson

123 Dream Stage

124 Chain Reaction

125 Sacred Contracts

126 No Intermediary

127 Key to Nowhere

128 Stolen Lives

129 Imposters

130 All in the Plan

131 Holy Encounter

132 Trust Me

133 Done

Foreword

Truth must come from your Source.

Welcome to Book 5, next in the progression of the One With God series. Margie, Meera, and Jo are awake to being the dreamer of the world they see, leading them to the happy dream as promised in A Course in Miracles. Through surrendering their thoughts, desires, and plans to the Holy Spirit, they experience their lives being lived by Him. Each day unfolds in His perfection.

Reading about the determination these three women have to awaken from the dream of separation can only take you so far—the rest is up to you. These lessons are your own. As tools, they will one day be set aside, and you will rely only on the Holy Spirit’s Voice to inform and guide every aspect of your day. All that is needed is to repeatedly call on Him. He will answer.

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Coloring Outside the Lines

The original thought of separation was just

an innocent desire to express yourself

outside your Father’s gaze.

April 13, 2014

Today, Palm Sunday, is the beginning of Holy Week in the Christian calendar. It has no meaning in Reality, but in the world, it is a reminder that holiness exists in the remembrance of God and His One Son. The true interpretation is that God and His Son are all there is. We each are His One Son, the Christ Self, the same as God; Love being expressed. The body and the world are only in the imagination, the reality that was consensually made up and accepted in the split mind. Many are becoming aware of the innocence of having that tiny thought of separation. You, mt, just had a night dream that offered you another glimpse into how the mind works.

In the dream, you were a little girl sitting at a table, totally engrossed in the crayon in your hand. On the front page of a children's book, which you had checked out of the library, you were happily drawing and coloring some simple geometric figures. When the pages were completed to your satisfaction, you suddenly realized you had disobeyed and would be found guilty of desecrating the property of the library. There was no escape. You had committed an unpardonable sin; to return the book now would warrant punishment. The guilt of this was fully felt during your dream where you had no solution to the problem. When you awoke, you could still feel its lingering sting.

As we reviewed the dream together, you realized it was one more way of symbolically seeing the original thought of separation: the Son just wanted to express himself outside the auspices of his Father’s gaze. The Son made up images that pleased him, ones that pictured a new world, and then colored them in. Immersed in his own creations, he forgot all about his Father’s rules. The thought then came that he had so severely dishonored his Father’s House that he would never be welcomed back. The burden of guilt filled his mind, and he knew he was forever damned. This belief is part of the imagination of every human being because they all comprise that One Son.

Your dream was just a simple way of saying that the tiny mad idea was really nothing, just silly doodling on a piece of paper done unconsciously with no malicious intent, as innocent as was the doodler. But through those telltale marks, he would be deemed a traitor to all that was holy; the library of sacred books was now scarred, and the one who desecrated the words therein would pay dearly. People would cry for his death, their sacred law tarnished by a new interpretation . . . yes, that is how the crucifixion of Jesus was seen in the ego mind of man. But it was not the experience of Jesus himself.

Jesus knew he was living in a made-up world where the law of the land, the law of the Torah, could not be questioned. Any interpretation not in alignment would be severely dealt with. Jesus was well aware of this, knowing within his whole being that the world he looked upon was an illusion. Aligned with his Father, he could watch the dream unfold with compassion and love. Jesus had a mission to awaken the world to a new understanding, the knowing that God is a God of Love and that the world is a product of imagined guilt. The world was not ready for that message then, nor is it ready now, but it is getting closer.

Just as you believed you would be kicked out of the library system for eternity, the Son believed he would never be allowed to return to Heaven. But the door is open, and the Son is now opening his heart and mind to the possibility that the world is not a physical reality. Those who are ready will be supported in their awakening to their own Divinity and Wholeness. Every mistake has been corrected, and you all are held in the embrace of your true Self—Love.

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Blood Moon

What appears real in this world is a trick of the eye,

a trick of the mind.

April 15, 2014

Allow Me to be in the foreground and your dream life will lose its importance. This is the common experience of those approaching the real world. Last night you witnessed an eclipse of the full blood moon. You watched its deepening redness with wonder and delight. In those moments, the moon became real, with its subtle shades of color, no longer just a familiar bright-white disc in a blackened sky. It took on form because of the contrasts, which is how form is created in the mind.

Nothing of this world exists as a solid mass; it is put together from the subtlety of thought. Look at every form as you did the eclipse—just an optical illusion. What appears real is a trick of the eye, a trick of the mind. All you see in night dreams are figments of your own imagination, which is also how to view the world you believe is your home. It is not. Your only Home is with God in the state of Pure Love. The return to God takes place each day as you feel closer to Me. In the realization of our Oneness, you can release the attachment to your earthbound life.

Recently you attended a birthday party given by a dear friend who invited twelve people to celebrate with a beautiful meal. At the end of the day, you realized that the deep satisfaction you had experienced with Me, the morning of the party, was more nourishing than any of the delicious dishes served at the party. I had spoken to you then about the food of the world no longer offering what you really desire. The ego would have you believe you had betrayed your friend by not experiencing her event as the highlight of your day, but nothing can fill you as does the Food of our table. Later, when you thought about the party with the twelve guests, you saw it as a symbolic re-creation of the Last Supper, a gathering of love. But in that story, there is one who betrays, and you felt you were that one because you saw the party as nothing but a dream. To hold that belief is heresy in the world. You would be the destroyer of everything held dear by all those at the table, and that thought turned the tables on your view of Judas.

The role Judas played was the opposite of how mankind would interpret it. Judas brought into motion the end of the world. His act of betrayal was a sign to show the world it could awaken to the knowledge that death does not exist, and true Life endures forever. Yes, the world must be betrayed. Arise to be with Me every moment of your life. Join Me in the real world, awake from form, and observe it all with the Vision of Love. Jesus knew he lived as eternal Spirit. Choose again and awaken to this same truth.

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Last Meal

Crucifixion of the ego leads to

the resurrection of the Christ in you.

April 17, 2014

This day of holy week is called Maundy Thursday, the day of the Last Supper before the crucifixion of Jesus. See it as a symbolic opportunity for all who believe they are still separate beings to prepare for the death of their ego personality and come to an awareness of unity with their Christ Self. Jesus was one with his disciples and would have them experience their unity in a last meal—an act observed now by many in the ritual of Holy Communion. Jesus knew that the world he saw was just an illusion. He understood he was to play a role in the human mind to demonstrate to those who were ready that they could also awaken to their true reality.

The crucifixion is a symbol of the death of the ego mind that believes it is separate from God. Crucifixion of the ego leads to the resurrection of the Christ in you—your awakening from the dream of death. The form of Jesus was not real, nor could he suffer. What you read in the stories of his approach to the cross is just a myth in a dream that never happened. It is all a dream you inhabit. The Christ Self was never born, and it never dies. It Is. It Lives. Jesus remembered this and woke up from the dream.

Nothing that happened during that Holy Week was real; it was an unfolding in the mind of the process you, Jo, and Meera are doing, as well as countless others across the universe—releasing the layers of the ego thought system, one by one, and uncovering the shining truth that you are a Being of Light. This is a day of celebration, not mourning. Rejoice that the man Jesus was willing to follow the Divine plan for his life, which led him to the full realization of his true Life as the Son of God. Nothing can counter your union with Me.

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Symbols of the Cross

The body is nothing but an idea,

suspended in time and space, and then gone.

April 18, 2014

Today is Good Friday: Jesus on the cross. Understand the Goodness of this day as the God-ness of this day. The beauty of the cross is total. Its image represents the death of the ego—death of the dream of a body separate from God. The symbol of death on the cross is a way to fully offer your little self to God so He can take charge of the Return. An image just filled the screen of your mind: Jesus off the cross—his limp body suspended in space, held by unseen hands. In seeing that figure, you experienced a moment of total surrender, which is what Jesus offered to his Father and what you offer Me. The body is nothing but an idea, suspended in time and space, and then gone; its little life over because it never existed. The peace you now feel in this depiction of release is supreme. Be with it. There is nothing to this life but its symbolic placement into the Arms of God, devoid of any attachment to the world of dreams.

The ego would want the world to focus on its story of the trial of Jesus and the horror of the crucifixion, a myth made up about the body's suffering and death. It would not have you believe that the desire to return to God would be rewarded or the path of return easy. The ego would have man seek God only to experience the torture of death, but an image of the surrendered Christ is the one that will sustain you. The three of you have climbed the mountain carrying your own ego cross, feeling its weight, and choosing to release it hate by hate, fear by fear. Whenever you felt its burden, you could put it down, look at its construction, and make a choice to let go of thoughts that no longer serve—thoughts out of alignment with your true Self.

Many have seen the cross of the ego self as a heavy burden they’ve carried for lifetimes. The cross can also be a symbol of your liberation when you are ready to open your heart fully to the death of the ego and your Life in God. In this release, there is no pain. The heartache of life has come only from your imagined separation and the fear that God would never accept you. When you realize that the separation does not exist and are willing to lay down your cross, you are free. This was my experience as Jesus, and this is what you just imaged as my lifeless body held in the unseen Arms of God.

The dream has ended, its mission accomplished. You are seeing the purpose of your life now as a repetition of my work as Jesus—total surrender to the Father. Surrender entails offering every thought to Me, to God. Every thought not of Him is false and must be seen with My Vision to dissolve into nothingness. Walk with Me now through the dream world. Watch for each remaining aspect of the ego thought system that tries to hold you back from the final return. I am the one leading you, making sure each lingering fear or doubt is recognized and released.

The cross has now become so transparent it is beginning to shine with the brilliance of your Mind’s Light. Layers of ego misinterpretations have been peeled away, and the Light of My Being, your Being, and the Beingness of every brother is revealed. Celebrate this Good Friday. It is Good. It is a new level of coming into unity with Me, with your Self, and with humanity. Return to the knowing that Oneness is the only Reality.

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Tomb of the Heart

Jesus is the supreme example of

awakening from the dream.

April 19, 2014

The Heart is the only thing that matters, and you have seen the Heart of Christ. That sounds very strange, given the dream you just had where you were to choose between two meals: one of solid fish meat and the other, a whole fish with its heart exposed in full transparency. In the dream, you do not recall the choice you made. You chose the heart. You now think the fish was really a shrimp. Do not be concerned with what the being is. The covering or shape of a body holds no meaning. Once the outer layers have been removed from your mind, all that remains is the heart, which mirrors the sacred Heart of Christ. It is the Heart that you now will always choose.

Jesus is the supreme example of awakening from the dream of separation—a dream that has kept mankind bound in chains since the very beginning. He demonstrated the transformation that indeed will happen for every man at their appointed time. Symbolically today, Jesus is lying in the tomb awaiting his resurrection, invisible to humanity. It is believed he is dead and that his life on the earth plane will never be witnessed again. As the Christ, the Son of God, he could never die, just as you can never die, nor have you ever died throughout your many lifetimes in the dream. Birth and death are but ideas of a limited mind. Your reality lies in your Union with God where there is no concept of individuality or of life separate from Him in any way. Jesus, in the tomb, was in constant communication with his Father. After leaving the tomb, he appeared to his disciples as a being of Light. Those who had the eyes to see recognized that the body had been fully overcome and the truth could be known.

Step inside the Tomb of the Heart. This tomb is not a room of darkness and fear, as the ego would have you believe, but a space of exquisite stillness where the world has been transcended and is forgotten. There, communion in total peace, total surrender can be found. This is the State of Heaven, the place in the Mind of having made the choice to give up the world and return to the Heart of Love. Nothing but the Love of God exists in that deep stillness, which is yet unimaginable to you at this stage of the journey.

You all can embrace the Heart today as a place of meditation to focus only on God. God is all. This you will come to know when the dream of form is over. The stone has been rolled away. Love has come to the surface beyond the tomb of death and fear.

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Easter Promise

Jesus never left his Father nor have you.

April 20, 2014

All are awakened to Me this Easter Day. Share the joy that you have never separated from God and have always been and always will be His One Son. Nothing can sever your Union. Nothing can come between God and His Son. In the story of the resurrection, I witnessed to you and everyone that the world of bodies is a fantasy made up to capture the belief that God the Father would allow the suffering of His Beloved Son. God would never permit suffering. His only Reality is Love. This dream you inhabit is formed by your fear of a god who abandoned his creation. But God did not create this world, and it is this we recognize and celebrate today.

Easter is a symbol of man’s own journey to return to the knowing of who he is. He is God. He is the Light of the World. There is only One Son who awakens from the sleep of shadows to the truth that all he perceives with the body's eyes is a figment of his own imagination. Everything contained in the dream of life on earth, in a solar system of the universe and beyond, came from the Thought of Love—the Extension of God in His One Son. You are free! Take these words into your heart and share them with everything that comes before your eyes or into your mind. Every thought is purified in the remembrance of our union. Jesus never left his Father nor have you. The dream is uncovered this day. The tomb was empty because nothing was ever there.

The Easter story is every man’s longing to wake up and return Home. It is a beautiful promise that the tomb will be undone and the story will end. Awaken, and know yourself as the Christ, just as Jesus did. Go with Me through this day of celebration and know we are One. Happy Easter!

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Ready to Fly

Be assured. We can never go off course.

April 21, 2014

I am constantly beside you. I am encouraging you each moment to leave the littered mind that would keep you from seeing beyond the dream. On your way to watch the sunrise, you discovered a baby bird sitting next to its father on a palm branch right below the nest where its mother stayed with its twin. You imagined that would be an impossible feat because only a few days ago the babies were barely able to peer past the nest. How does it happen that a fledgling flies and that its father patiently awaited its first flight and then stayed with it throughout the night, protecting it throughout the day? This image touched you deeply. You had believed the mother was all alone in caring for her two babies, and every time you saw a single dove in her vicinity, you couldn’t help but hope it was the awaiting father.

This is a picture of the Holy Spirit, the Father, Who, unrecognized by the eyes of perception, watches you day and night. He is always there to catch you should you fall, always preparing the way for you to wake up and fly beyond the ego’s nest. Just now you stepped outside to check on the baby bird and saw it fly. You had tears of wonder and joy that the egg you noticed, less than one month ago, has now spread its wings. This, too, is the wonder of the journey we have taken. You have begun to experience a lightness in your body that makes you feel like a bird in flight. It is a reflection of your Being. You feel clean and whole, ready to follow Me through the passages of the mind out pictured in your world. Be assured that we can never go off course. You are on My autopilot.

Meera and Jo are joined with