Love Sick: Pages of a Poetic Heart
By SC Ayala
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SC Ayala
SC Ayala- A new but vivacious poetess top of her craft whose passion for the art of poetry promises you nothing less than a heartfelt honest trip through the pages of her love sick heart. SC Ayala has been writing poetry since the age of 17 just filling in page after page of dynamic and powerful poems that not only speak but demand to be heard by her readers.
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Love Sick - SC Ayala
Contents
Dedication
A declaration of independence for me inspired by you (e310)
Because of you
Could you ever
When I think
7 days a week
Concert night
Do you ever
I don’t understand
I thought about you today (SS96)
In your absence
Love changes
This Pen
My computer & me
My real love
The greatness in you
This ring
To love you M
Where you’re at
You’re inspire me (gg03)
Your smile
You’re all I think about
Lots and lots of bubbles
A breath of fresh air (for ikaika)
Back at home
(Tribute to our US. Troops)
Love ya
Just a good time (jazz song)
Just you
Sport speaks
(my brother’s final words)
Knights of the round (for Ray C.)
So many words (Sport & Elsa)
A friend in you (miss colleen)
Alone
My daddy’s gone away
(for my brothers locked down)
Another lonely night
Anymore
Are you really mine (62991)
Because of her
Can you understand
Come sail with me
Do you know
Dreams
Endless M
Faces
Fallen angels
Feared
Feeling blue
Foolish
For you
Friends
From a distance
He’s not you
Holding on
I always knew (my wedding day)
I suppose (IQ test)
I trusted you (ken & Crys)
If (G.T.III)
If I don’t
Ignorance
In the mind of madness
In the thick of things
Justin baby
Kiss
Locked down
Loving
Mother I’m here (Maude Rita)
My words (Ruben Ayala my pop)
You make me feel
You Are (Naomi Ashante)
When we kiss
Time
Wondering
Where you are
Sometimes (My God)
Now that you’re gone
Searching but never finding
Send me home
So what do we do now
The kid
Simply can’t forget
Sometimes Mother
The lost one
To whom it may concern
Suicide Vs. Life
What about me (a lover’s plea)
What is a friend (cc)
When I look at you
For you forever
I wanna know you
In between
Dreamy eyes
Driving nowhere fast
Because I do
So long Mr. Wonderful
Here I go again
When I close my eyes
These are good times
I woke up this morning
Just Pop
Let me go
Daddy’s girls
Get out of my head
Keeper of your sleep
Till I get there
Beep Beep
There you go
He moves me
My world My man
A free spirit
The Difference Between us
Keys of life
Me and Kee
The boys
Whisper to me
Can you hear me now?
To the kings of the round table
Squirt
This is the day
Then came you
With you
When we do
Wait I got a signal
Star struck
The struggle with you
(my addiction)
The Roller Coaster
More than you know
The Definition of a Ryder
Self Image
Something happened
Are you kidding me ( The X-factor)
In the mean time
We were so tight
Not good enough
These things you do
I got you
Love sucks
Why I’m thankful
Still here Father (for pop)
I could
My clothes may be tattered
A mother’s love is a gift from above (for mom Debbie)
He’s not my friend
As I cleanse myself
Every time
This place
Without you
The hardest thing to do
You never leave me
Tears
All she wants
Beaten but not broken
As Beautiful
So you don’t want my love
Signed my broken heart
I dare to love
Now before I let go
One last time
Magnificent
The Major difference
My new found love (for my Brother)
What I miss about you
I will protect you
(for my children JJNGG)
Long over due
Dedication
To my children Justin, Jared, Naomi, Geenah and Genelle you are the true essence of Love thank you for loving me even when I didn’t love myself. To the Man who gave me my inspiration back I thank the stars above for you, you are the major (MJBA) difference in my life. To my family… my dad Ruben Ayala Sr. thank you for always being in my corner, my brother Ruben (sport) Ayala jr. Thank you for always believing in me, you are missed 8/3/69-2/18/04… Sarah joy (my smile),mom Debbie, Sean II, Ruben III, mother Maudie, Kimmy, Antoinette, Michael Angel, Sean, Jon( my brother, my best friend), Gilbert jr. Ray & Chris, Michaela, Kendrell, Colleen, Titus, Courtney, Jordan, Gram-Gloria, Kennedy, Genesis, Mya, Asean, Merina and Gordo… I Love You and hope that you understand… WHAT A GIFT IT IS TO LOVE BUT WHAT A GREATER GIFT IT IS TO BE LOVED.
Finally to gene for the love and lost love of our 14 years of marriage… Thank you, for without you I wouldn’t have had anything to write about.
Stella—SC Ayala
A declaration of independence for me inspired by you (e310)
I will never again love I will never again trust And I will never again allow anyone to get close enough to have such authority over my heart. I will never again lie awake at night crying over wasted worries of insecurities that are not mine. I will never again be found in a dismal state of shock based upon the foul and volatile words coming from your mouth. I will never again allow anyone to disrespect me as a woman of feeling and heart. And I will never again allow anyone to disregard that I am a child of God who not only deserves respect but praise too. I will never again allow this pain in my life, which is inspired by you. And I will never again be found wanting a life with a man who doesn’t want love in his own. These words I say are how I feel both too real and oh so true. And never again will you ever hear me say I love you… And this my love is my declaration of independence for me… Inspired By You.
Because of you
Because of you I have him. Because you cared so much and nurtured him so well I have someone who is kind and so understanding to my needs. Because you gave so much of yourself and loved endlessly I have someone who can love, love me unconditionally. Because of you and the times you healed cuts and scrapes and even dried little tears I have someone that is compassionate to all my joys and my fears. Because you do the things that make you, you. he’s a better