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Mother Tongue: A Broken Hungarian Love Song
Mother Tongue: A Broken Hungarian Love Song
Mother Tongue: A Broken Hungarian Love Song
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Mother Tongue: A Broken Hungarian Love Song

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American Academy of Poets award-winning poet-translator Peter Hargitai considers the raging, aging child in this highly original collection of poems. His earlier work was listed in Yale critic Harold Bloom's prestigious The Western Canon.
LanguageEnglish
PublisheriUniverse
Release dateMar 18, 2003
ISBN9781469782065
Mother Tongue: A Broken Hungarian Love Song
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Peter Hargitai

Dianne Marlene Kress and Peter Hargitai teamed up 48 years ago as high schoold sweethearts in Ohio. She taugh the Hungarian refugee how to speak English so well that he eventually landed a job at the university level teaching English. Retiring after forty years as an academic who even taught Hungarian literature in translation (his own), he plans to spend more time teaming up with his wife as writers in Gulfport, Florida. www.approaching-my-literature.com

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    Mother Tongue - Peter Hargitai

    The First Litter of the Stalinist Era

    I was born in Burok, not a city so much as a word

    That in Hungarian means ‘sack’—a membrane

    That even then protected us from each other, though

    I found out a few years later that it couldn’t save

    The litter, four kittens with their eyes glued shut, Tied into a flour sack and hurled against the wall By my father, an unemployed judge, who had Sentenced them to death by blunt trauma.

    And they died many deaths sprinkled with the flour

    Of our daily bread, and they died not knowing they Lived in Burok, not a real city but a dark world that Hurled them into the People’s Republic of Hungary.

    Seeds

    I’m sorry God didn’t give

    You a daughter—or a son

    More like your brother.

    My blood is much thinner.

    I have not enough reverence For the texture of brown earth, Not the right kind of love

    For its deep darkness. My hands Give me away without calluses. Only thoughts in my head:

    One is a pied brooder, black and white.

    It shivers a moment and gives off a smell. I look down the throat of the furnace,

    A few charred pieces of paper or feathers, Something dry floats out of its mouth.

    It is August. I want to play soccer, I want to run.

    Your house smells of poppy seeds and lentils.

    I saw a tail of a mouse squirm right in. I think There are more of them. I am not happy diving Into a heap of seeds headlong like into water Like you thought I would.

    What if there’s something hidden? What if I dive in, lose my breath,

    And never come back? If I should sink Into that awful sea of seeds piled high To the ceiling, you would never know

    How I gave my life. The roof is a sieve.

    I breathe seeds. More of them than

    Even air. Seeds upon seeds

    Upon seeds pour from the apron of the sky.

    A Brother to Emulate

    Your first born was perfect. A beautiful

    Child who never winced, never made faces,

    Never squinted stupidly, who played the harmonica, Yes, he could carry a melody. At two he’d sing

    He was Miklós Horthy’s brave little soldier, Spur his white steed, fly past seven seas

    And never get older. And six months later

    He knew how to die, how to drink lye

    So he could die beautifully over and over.

    Balástya Station, 1953

    Mother and brother

    Squeeze together

    In a black locomotive.

    They wave, the train pulls out. I huff alongside the tracks, Give it all I have, all throat,

    All lung, all burning to live.

    Let their tiny window

    Fog up with their breathing. Let the wind blow

    Against my flushed skin, Let my longing hug

    My vast expanse

    Of empty air.

    What have I to fear?

    I own the big

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